第10章

Shecanteredforwardasshespoke,andGrantwasobligedtojoinhersister,who,mountedonapowerfulroan,wasmischievouslyexcitingabeautifulquaker-coloredmustangriddenbyMrs.Ashwood,alreadyirritatedbytheunfamiliarpressureoftheEasternwoman\'shanduponhisbit.Thethickdustwhichhadforcedthepartyoftwentytocloseupintwosolidfilesacrosstheroadcompelledthematthefirstopeningintheroadsidefencetotakethefieldinastragglinggallop.Grant,eagertoescapefromhisowndiscontentedselfbydoingsomethingforothers,reinedinbesideEuphemiaandthefairstranger.

\"LetmetakeyourplaceuntilMrs.Ashwood\'shorseisquieted,\"hehalfwhisperedtoEuphemia.

\"Thankyou,——andIsupposeitdoesnotmakeanymattertoClemwhoquietsmine,\"shesaid,withprovokingeyesandatossofherheadworthyofthespiritedanimalshewasriding.

\"Shethinksyouquitecapableofmanagingyourselfandevenothers,\"herepliedwithaplayfulglanceatShipley,whowasridingsomewhatstifflyontheotherside.

\"Don\'tbetoosure,\"retortedPhemiewithanotherdangerouslook;

\"Imaygiveyoutroubleyet.\"

Theywereapproachingthefirstundulationoftherussetplaintheyhademergedupon,——anumbrageousslopethatseemedsuddenlytodivergeintwodefilesamongtheshadedhills.GranthadgivenafewwordsofpracticaladvicetoMrs.Ashwood,andshownherhowtoguidehermustangbythemerestcaressingtouchofthereinuponitssensitiveneck.Hehadnotbeensympatheticallyinclinedtowardsthefairstranger,arichandstillyouthfulwidow,althoughhecouldnotdenyherunquestionedgoodbreeding,mentalrefinement,andacertainlanguorousthoughtfulnessthatwasalmostmelancholy,whichaccentedherblondedelicacy.ButhehadnoticedthathermannerwaspolitelyreservedandslightlyconstrainedtowardstheHarcourts,andhehadalreadyresenteditwithalover\'sinstinctiveloyalty.HehadatfirstattributedittoawantofsympathybetweenMrs.Ashwood\'smoreintellectualsentimentalitiesandtheHarcourts\'undeniablelackofanysentimentwhatever.Buttherewasevidentlysomeotherinnateantagonism.HewasverypolitetoMrs.Ashwood;sherespondedwithagentlewoman\'scourtesy,and,hewasforcedtoadmit,evenabroadercomprehensionofhisownmeritsthantheHarcourtgirlshadevershown,buthecouldstilldetectthatshewasnotinaccordwiththeparty.

\"IamafraidyoudonotlikeCalifornia,Mrs.Ashwood?\"hesaidpleasantly.\"Youperhapsfindthelifeheretoounrestrainedandunconventional?\"

Shelookedathiminquickastonishment.\"Areyouquitesincere?

Why,itstrikesmethatthisisjustwhatitisNOT.AndIhavesolongedforsomethingquitedifferent.FromwhatIhavebeentoldabouttheoriginalityandadventureofeverythinghere,andyourindependenceofoldsocialformsandcustoms,IamafraidI

expectedtheoppositeofwhatI\'veseen.Why,thisveryparty——

exceptthattheladiesareprettierandmoreexpensivelygottenup——

islikeanypartythatmighthaveriddenoutatSaratogaorNewYork.\"

\"Andasstupid,youwouldsay.\"

\"AsCONVENTIONAL,Mr.Grant;alwaysexceptingthislovelycreaturebeneathme,whomIcan\'tmakeoutandwhodoesn\'tseemtocarethatIshould.There!look!Itoldyouso!\"

Hermustanghadsuddenlyboundedforward;butasGrantfollowedhecouldseethatthecausewastheexampleofPhemie,whohad,insomemadfreak,dashedoutinafranticgallop.Ahalf-dozenoftheyoungerpeoplehilariouslyacceptedthechallenge;theexcitementwascommunicatedtotheothers,untilthewholecavalcadewassweepingdowntheslope.GrantwasstillatMrs.

Ashwood\'sside,restraininghermustangandhisownimpatienthorsewhenClementinajoinedthem.\"Phemie\'smarehasreallybolted,I

fear,\"shesaidinaquickwhisper,\"rideon,andnevermindus.\"

Grantlookedquicklyahead;Phemie\'sroan,excitedbytheshoutsbehindherandtoallappearanceungovernable,wasfastdisappearingwithherrider.Withoutaword,trustingtohisowngoodhorsemanshipandbetterknowledgeoftheground,hedartedoutofthecavalcadetoovertakeher.

Buttheunfortunateresultofthiswastogivefurtherimpulsetothenowracinghorsesastheyapproachedapointwheretheslopeterminatedintwodivergingcanyons.Mrs.Ashwoodgaveasharppulluponherbit.Toherconsternationthemustangstoppedshortalmostinstantly,——plantinghistwoforefeetrigidlyinthedustandevenslidingforwardwiththeimpetus.Hadherseatbeenlessfirmshemighthavebeenthrown,butsherecoveredherself,althoughindoingsoshestillboreuponthebit,whentoherastonishmentthemustangdeliberatelystiffenedhimselfasifforashock,andthenbegantobackslowly,quiveringwithexcitement.

Shedidnotknowthathernative-bredanimalfondlybelievedthathewasparticipatinginarodeo,andthattohisequineintelligencehisfairmistresshadjustlassoedsomething!Invainsheurgedhimforward;hestillwaitedfortheshock!Whenthecloudofdustinwhichshehadbeenenwrappeddriftedaway,shesawtoheramazementthatshewasalone.Theentirepartyhaddisappearedintooneofthecanyons,——butwhichoneshecouldnottell!

Whenshesucceededatlastinurginghermustangforwardagainshedeterminedtotaketheright-handcanyonandtrusttobeingeithermetorovertaken.Amorepracticalandlessadventurousnaturewouldhavewaitedatthepointofdivergenceforthereturnofsomeoftheparty,butMrs.Ashwoodwas,intruth,notsorrytobelefttoherselfandthenovelsceneryforawhile,andshehadnodoubtbutshewouldeventuallyfindherwaytothehotelatSanMateo,whichcouldnotbefaraway,intimeforluncheon.

Theroadwasstillwelldefined,althoughitpresentlybegantowindbetweenascendingranksofpinesandlarchesthatmarkedtheterracesofhills,sohighthatshewonderedshehadnotnoticedthemfromtheplains.Anunmistakablesuggestionofsomehauntingprimevalsolitude,asenseofthehushedandmysteriousproximityofanatureshehadneverknownbefore,thestrangehalf-

intoxicatingbreathofunsunnedfoliageanduntroddengrassesandherbs,allcombinedtoexaltherasshecanteredforward.Evenherhorseseemedtohaveacquiredanintelligentliberty,orrathertohaveestablishedasympathywithherinhisneedsandherownlongings;instinctivelyshenolongerpulledhimwiththecurb;thereinshunglooselyonhisself-archedandunfetteredneck;secureinthislonelinessshefoundherselfeventalkingtohimwithbarbaricfreedom.Asshewenton,thevaguehushofallthingsanimateandinanimatearoundherseemedtothicken,untilsheunconsciouslyhaltedbeforeadimandpillaredwood,andavastandheathlessopeningonwhosemutebrownlipsNatureseemedtohavelaidthefingerofsilence.Sheforgotthepartyshehadleft,sheforgottheluncheonshewasgoingto;moreimportantstillsheforgotthatshehadalreadyleftthetraveledtrackfarbehindher,and,tremulouswithanticipation,rodetimidlyintothatarchofshadow.

Asherhorse\'shoofsfellnoiselesslyontheelasticmoss-carpetedaislesheforgotevenmorethanthat.Sheforgottheartificialstimulusandexcitementofthelifeshehadbeenleadingsolong;

sheforgotthesmallmeannessesandsmallerworriesofherwell-to-

doexperiences;sheforgotherself,——rathersheregainedaselfshehadlongforgotten.Forinthesweetseclusionofthishalfdarkenedsanctuarytheclingingfripperiesofherpastslippedfromherasatawdrygarment.Thepetted,spoiled,andvapidlyprecociousgirlhoodwhichhadmergedintoawomanhoodofaimlesstriumphsandmeanerambitions;theworldlybutmiserabletriumphofamarriagethathadleftherdelicacyabusedandherheartsickandunsatisfied;thewifehoodwithouthome,seclusion,ormaternity;

thewidowhoodthatatlastbroughtrelief,butwithittheconsciousnessofhopelesslywastedyouth,——allthisseemedtodropfromherhereaslightlyasthewingedneedlesornoiselesswitheredsprayfromthedimgrayvaultaboveherhead.Inthesovereignbalmofthatwoodlandbreathherbetterspiritwasrestored;somewhereinthesewholesomeshadesseemedtostilllurkwhatshouldhavebeenherinnocentandnymph-likeyouth,andtocomeoutoncemoreandgreether.Oldsongsshehadforgotten,orwhosemusichadfailedinthediscordsofherfrivolouslife,sangthemselvestoheragaininthatsweet,gravesilence;girlishdreamsthatshehadfoolishlybeenashamedof,orhadputawaywithherchildishtoys,stolebacktoheroncemoreandbecamerealinthistendertwilight;oldfancies,oldfragmentsofverseandchildishlore,grewpalpableandmovedfaintlybeforeher.Theboyishprincewhoshouldhavecomewasthere;thebabethatshouldhavebeenherswasthere!——shestoppedsuddenlywithflamingeyesandindignantcolor.ForitappearedthataMANwastheretoo,andhadjustrisenfromthefallentreewherehehadbeensitting.

CHAPTERVIII.

Shehadsofarforgottenherselfinyieldingtothespelloftheplace,andintherevelationofhernakedsoulandinnernature,thatitwaswithsomethingoftheinstinctofoutragedmodestythatsheseemedtoshrinkbeforethisapparitionoftheouterworldandouterworldliness.Inaninstantthenearerpastreturned;sherememberedwhereshewas,howshehadcomethere,fromwhomshehadcome,andtowhomshewasreturning.Shecouldseethatshehadnotonlyaimlesslywanderedfromtheworldbutfromtheroad;andforthatinstantshehatedthismanwhohadremindedherofit,evenwhilesheknewshemustaskhisassistance.Itrelievedherslightlytoobservethatheseemedasdisturbedandimpatientasherself,andashetookapencilfrombetweenhislipsandreturnedittohispockethescarcelylookedather.

Butwithherreturntotheworldofconvenancescameitsrepression,andwithagentlewoman\'seaseandmodulatedvoicesheleanedoverhermustang\'sneckandsaid:\"IhavestrayedfrommypartyandamafraidIhavelostmyway.WeweregoingtothehotelatSanMateo.

Wouldyoubekindenoughtodirectmethere,orshowmehowIcanregaintheroadbywhichIcame?\"

Hervoiceandmannerwerequiteenoughtoarresthimwherehestoodwithapleasedsurpriseinhisfreshandingenuousface.Shelookedathimmoreclosely.Hewas,inspiteofhislongsilkenmustache,soabsurdlyyoung;hemight,inspiteofthatyouth,besoabsurdlyman-like!Whatwashedoingthere?Washeafarmer\'sson,anartist,asurveyor,oracityclerkoutforaholiday?Wasthereperhapsayouthfulfemaleofhisspeciessomewhereforwhomhewaswaitinganduponwhosetrystshewasnowbreaking?Washe——

terriblethought!——theoutlyingpicketofsomefamilypicnic?Hisdress,neat,simple,freefromostentatiousornament,betrayednothing.Shewaitedforhisvoice.

\"Oh,youhaveleftSanMateomilesawaytotheright,\"hesaidwithquickyouthfulsympathy,\"atleastfivemiles!Wheredidyouleaveyourparty?\"

Hisvoicewaswinning,andevenrefined,shethought.Sheanswereditquitespontaneously:\"Ataforkoftworoads.IseenowItookthewrongturning.\"

\"Yes,youtooktheroadtoCrystalSpring.It\'sjustdownthereinthevalley,notmorethanamile.You\'dhavebeentherenowifyouhadn\'tturnedoffatthewoods.\"

\"Icouldn\'thelpit,itwassobeautiful.\"

\"Isn\'tit?\"

\"Perfect.\"

\"Andsuchshadows,andsuchintensityofcolor.\"

\"Wonderful!——andallalongtheridge,lookingdownthatdefile!\"

\"Yes,andthatpointwhereitseemsasifyouhadonlytostretchoutyourhandtopickamanzanitaberryfromtheothersideofthecanyon,halfamileacross!\"

\"Yes,andthatfirstglimpseofthevalleythroughtheGothicgatewayofrocks!\"

\"Andthecolorofthoserocks,——cinnamonandbronzewiththelightgreenoftheYerbabuenavinesplashingoverthem.\"

\"Yes,butforcolorDIDyounoticethathillsideofyellowpoppiespouringdownintothevalleylikeagoldenNiagara?\"

\"Certainly,——andtheperfectclearnessofeverything.\"

\"Andyetsuchcompletesilenceandrepose!\"

\"Oh,yes!\"

\"Ah,yes!\"

Theywerebothgravelynoddingandshakingtheirheadswithsparklingeyesandbrightenedcolor,lookingnotateachotherbutatthefarlandscapevignettedthroughalozenge-shapedwindopeninginthetrees.SuddenlyMrs.Ashwoodstraightenedherselfinthesaddle,lookedgrave,liftedthereinsandapparentlythetenyearswiththemthathaddroppedfromher.Butshesaidinhereasiestwell-bredtones,andahalfsigh,\"ThenImusttaketheroadbackagaintowhereitforks?\"

\"Oh,no!youcangobyCrystalSpring.It\'snofurther,andI\'llshowyoutheway.Butyou\'dbetterstopandrestyourselfandyourhorseforalittlewhileattheSpringsHotel.It\'saveryniceplace.ManypeopleridetherefromSanFranciscotoluncheonandreturn.Iwonderthatyourpartydidn\'tpreferit;andiftheyarelookingforyou,——astheysurelymustbe,\"hesaid,asifwithasuddenconceptionofherimportance,\"they\'llcometherewhentheyfindyou\'renotatSanMateo.\"

Thisseemedreasonable,althoughtheprocessofbeing\"fetched\"andtakingthefivemilesride,whichshehadenjoyedsomuchalone,incompanywasnotattractive.\"Couldn\'tIgoonatonce?\"shesaidimpulsively.

\"Youwouldmeetthemsooner,\"hesaidthoughtfully.

ThiswasquiteenoughforMrs.Ashwood.\"IthinkI\'llrestthispoorhorse,whoisreallytired,\"she,saidwithcharminghypocrisy,\"andstopatthehotel.\"

Shesawhisfacebrighten.Perhapshewasthesonofthehotelproprietor,orayouthfulpartnerhimself.\"Isupposeyoulivehere?\"shesuggestedgently.\"Youseemtoknowtheplacesowell.\"

\"No,\"hereturnedquickly;\"IonlyrundownherefromSanFranciscowhenIcangetadayoff.\"

Adayoff!Hewasinsomeregularemployment.Buthecontinued:

\"AndIusedtogotoboarding-schoolnearhere,andknowallthesewoodswell.\"

Hemustbeanative!Howodd!Shehadnotconceivedthattheremightbeanyotherpopulationherethantheimmigrants;perhapsthatwaswhatmadehimsointerestinganddifferentfromtheothers.\"Thenyourfatherandmotherlivehere?\"shesaid.

Hisfrankface,incapableofdisguise,changedsuddenly.\"No,\"hesaidsimply,butwithoutanytraceofawkwardness.Thenafteraslightpausehelaidhishand——shenoticeditwaswhiteandwellkept——onhermustang\'sneck,andsaid,\"If——ifyoucaretotrustyourselftome,Icouldleadyouandyourhorsedownatrailintothevalleythatisatleastathirdofthedistanceshorter.Itwouldsaveyougoingbacktotheregularroad,andthereareoneortwolovelyviewsthatIcouldshowyou.Ishouldbesopleased,ifitwouldnottroubleyou.There\'sasteepplaceortwo——butI

thinkthere\'snodanger.\"

\"Ishallnotbeafraid.\"

Shesmiledsograciously,and,asshefullybelieved,maternally,thathelookedatherthesecondtime.Tohisfirsthurriedimpressionofherasanelegantanddelicatelynurturedwoman——oneoftheclassofdistinguishedtouriststhatfashionwasbeginningtosendthither——hehadnowtoaddthatshehadaquantityoffinesilken-spunlighthairgatheredinaheavybraidbeneathhergrayhat;thathermouthwasverydelicatelylippedandbeautifullysensitive;thathersoftskin,althoughjustthentouchedwithexcitement,wasapalefadedvelvet,andseemedtobewornwithennuiratherthanexperience;thathereyeswerehiddenbehindastripofgrayveilwhenceonlyafaintglowwasdiscernible.Tothismuststillbeaddedapoeticfancyallhisownthat,asshesatthere,withtheskirtofhergrayhabitfallingfromherlongbodicedwaistoverthemustang\'sfawn-coloredflanks,andwithherslimgauntletedhandslightlyswayingthereins,shelookedlikeQueenGuinevereintheforest.NotthatheparticularlyfanciedQueenGuinevere,orthatheatallimaginedhimselfLauncelot,butitwasquiteinkeepingwiththesuggestion-hauntedbrainofJohnMiltonHarcourt,whomtheastutereaderhasofcourselongsincerecognized.

Precedingherthroughthesoftcarpetedvaultwithawoodman\'sinstinct,——fortherewasapparentlynotrailtobeseen,——thesoftinnertwilightbegantogivewaytotheouterstrongerday,andpresentlyshewasstartledtoseetheclearblueoftheskybeforeheronapparentlythesamelevelasthebrownpine-tessellatedfloorshewastreading.Notonlydidthisshowherthatshewascrossingaridgeoftheupland,butafewmomentslatershehadpassedbeyondthewoodstoagoldenhillsidethatslopedtowardsaleafy,sheltered,andexquisitely-proportionedvalley.Atinybutpicturesquetower,andafewstragglingroofsandgables,theflashingofacrystalstreamthroughtheleaves,andanarrowwhiteribbonofroadwindingbehinditindicatedthehostelrytheywereseeking.Sopeacefulandunfrequenteditlooked,nestlingbetweenthehills,thatitseemedasiftheyhaddiscoveredit.

Withhishandattimesuponthebridle,atothersmerelycaressinghermustang\'sneck,heledtheway;therewereafewbreathlessplaceswherethecrownofhisstrawhatappearedbetweenherhorse\'sreins,andagainwhensheseemedalmostslippingoveronhisshoulder,buttheywerepassedwithsuchfrankfearlessnessandinvincibleyouthfulconfidenceonthepartofherescortthatshefeltnotimidity.Thereweremomentswhenabitofthecharmedlandscapeunfoldingbeforethemoverpoweredthemboth,andtheyhaltedtogaze,——sometimeswithoutaword,oronlyasignificantgestureofsympathyandattention.AtoneofthoseartisticmanifestationsMrs.AshwoodlaidherslimglovedfingerslightlybutunwittinglyonJohnMilton\'sarm,andwithdrewthem,however,withaquickgirlishapologyandafoolishcolorwhichannoyedhermorethantheappearanceoffamiliarity.Buttheywerenowgettingwelldownintothevalley;thecourtofthelittlehotelwasalreadyopeningbeforethem;theirunconventionalrelationsintheidyllicworldabovehadchanged;thenewonerequiredsomedelicacyofhandling,andshehadanideathateventhesimplicityoftheyoungstrangermightbeconfusing.

\"Imustaskyoutocontinuetoactasmyescort,\"shesaid,laughingly.\"IamMrs.AshwoodofPhiladelphia,visitingSanFranciscowithmysisterandbrother,whoare,Iamafraid,evennowhopelesslywaitingluncheonformeatSanMateo.Butasthereseemstobenoprospectofmyjoiningthemintime,Ihopeyouwillbeabletogivemethepleasureofyourcompany,withwhatevertheymaygiveushereinthewayofrefreshment.\"

\"Ishallbeveryhappy,\"returnedJohnMiltonwithunmistakablecandor;\"butperhapssomeofyourfriendswillbearrivinginquestofyou,iftheyarenotalreadyhere.\"

\"Thentheywilljoinusorwait,\"saidMrs.Ashwoodincisively,withherfirstexhibitionoftheimperiousnessofarichandprettywoman.Perhapsshewasalittleannoyedthatherelaborateintroductionofherselfhadproducednoreciprocaldisclosurebyhercompanion.\"Willyoupleasesendthelandlordtome?\"sheadded.

JohnMiltondisappearedinthehotelasshecanteredtotheporch.

Inanothermomentshewasgivingthelandlordherorderswiththeeasyconfidenceofonewhoknewherselfonlyasanalwayswelcomeandhighlyprivilegedguest,whichwasnotwithoutitseffect.

\"And,\"sheaddedcarelessly,\"wheneverythingisreadyyouwillpleasetell——Mr.\"——

\"Harcourt,\"suggestedthelandlordpromptly.

Mrs.Ashwood\'sperfectlytrainedfacegavenottheslightestsignofthesurprisethathadovertakenher.\"Ofcourse,——Mr.Harcourt.\"

\"Youknowhe\'sthesonofthemillionaire,\"continuedthelandlord,notatallunwillingtodisplaytheimportanceofthehabituesofCrystalSpring,\"thoughthey\'vequarreledanddon\'tgetontogether.\"

\"Iknow,\"saidtheladylanguidly,\"and,ifanyonecomeshereforME,askthemtowaitintheparloruntilIcome.\"

Then,submittingherselfandherdustyhabittotheawkwardministrationoftheIrishchambermaid,shewasquitethrilledwithadelightfulcuriosity.ShevaguelyrememberedthatshehadheardsomethingoftheHarcourtfamilydiscord,——butthatwasthedivorceddaughtersurely!AndthisyoungmanwasHarcourt\'sson,andtheyhadquarreled!Aquarrelwithafrank,open,ingenuousfellowlikethat——amereboy——couldonlybethefather\'sfault.

LuckilyshehadnevermentionedthenameofHarcourt!Shewouldnotnow;heneednotknowthatitwashisfatherwhohadoriginatedtheparty;whyshouldshemakehimuncomfortableforthefewmomentstheyweretogether?

Therewasnothingofthisinherfaceasshedescendedandjoinedhim.Hethoughtthatfacehandsome,well-bred,andrefined.Butthisbreedingandrefinementseemedtohim——inhisignoranceoftheworld,possibly——asonlyagracefulconcealmentofaselfofwhichheknewnothing;andhewasnotsurprisedtofindthatherprettygrayeyes,nownolongerhiddenbyherveil,reallytoldhimnomorethanherlips.Hewasalittleafraidofher,andnowthatshehadlosthernaiveenthusiasmhewasconsciousofavagueremorsefulnessforhisinterruptedworkintheforest.Whatwashedoinghere?Hewhohadavoidedthecruel,selfishworldofwealthandpleasure,——aworldthatthiswomanrepresented,——theworldthathadstoodapartfromhimintheonedreamofhislife——andhadletLoodie!Hisquicklyresponsivefacedarkened.

\"IamafraidIreallyinterruptedyouupthere,\"shesaidgently,lookinginhisfacewithanexpressionofunfeignedconcern;\"youwereatworkofsomekind,Iknow,andIhaveveryselfishlythoughtonlyofmyself.Butthewholescenewassonewtome,andIsorarelymeetanyonewhoseesthingsasIdo,thatIknowyouwillforgiveme.\"Shebenthereyesuponhimwithacertainsofttimidity.\"Youareanartist?\"

\"Iamafraidnot,\"hesaid,coloringandsmilingfaintly;\"Idon\'tthinkIcoulddrawastraightline.\"

\"Don\'ttryto;they\'renotpretty,andthemereabilitytodrawthemstraightorcurveddoesn\'tmakeanartist.ButyouareaLOVERofnature,Iknow,andfromwhatIhaveheardyousayI