第6章

Itwaspastmidnightwhenthepriestwasawakenedfromhissleepbyaknockonthedoor。Hewrappedhisgreatbuffalo-coatabouthim,andansweredthesummons。

WithoutinthedampdarknessstoodPierre。

\"Father,\"hecried,\"Ninonhassentforyou。Sincesheleftyou,shehasbeenveryill。IhavedonewhatIcould;butnowshehardlyspeaks,butImakeoutthatshewantsyou。”Tenminuteslater,theywereinNinon\'scabin。WhenFatherdeSmetlookedatherheknewshewasdying。HehadseentheIndianslikethatmanytimesduringthewinter。Itwastheplague,butdrivenintopreyuponthesystembytheexposure。TheParisienne\'steethwereset,butshemanagedtosmileuponhervisitorashethrewoffhiscoatandbentoverher。

Hepouredsomewhiskeyforher;butshecouldnotgettheliquidoverherthroat。

\"Donot,\"shesaidfiercelybetweenthosesetwhiteteeth,\"donotforgetthelilies。”Shesankbackandfixedherglazingeyesontheantlers,andkeptthemtherewatchingthosedanglingsilkenscarves,whilethepriest,inhaste,spokethewordsforthedepartingsoul。

Thenextmorningshelaydeadamongthosehalfbarbaricrelicsofhercoquetry,andtwowhitelilieswithheartsofgoldshedperfumefromanaltarinawilderness。

UptheGulch\"GOWest?\"sighedKate。\"Why,yes!I\'dliketogoWest。”

Shelookedatthebabies,whowereplay-

ingonthefloorwiththeirfather,andsighedagain。

\"You\'vegottogosomewhere,youknow,Kate。Itmightaswellbewestasinanyotherdirection。Andthisissuchachance!

Wecan\'thavemammalyingaroundonsofaswithoutanyrosesinhercheeks,canwe?\"Heputthislasttothechildren,who,beingyetattheagewhentheytalkedin\"EarlyEnglish,\"astheirfathercalledit,madeaclamorousbutinarticulatereply。

MajorShelly,thegrandfatheroftheseveryyoungpersons,strokedhismustacheandlookedindulgent。

\"Showalmosthumanintelligence,don\'tthey?\"saidtheirfather,ashelayflatonhisbackandpermittedthebabiestoclimboverhim。

\"Ya-as,\"drawledthemajor。\"Theydo。

Don\'tseehowyouaccountforit,Jack。”

Jackroared,andthelipsofthebabiestrembledwithfear。

Theirmothersaidnothing。Shewasonthesofa,herhandslyinginert,hereyesfixedonherrosybabieswithanexpressionwhichherfather-in-lawandherhusbandtriedhardnottonotice。

ItwasnoteasytotellwhyKatewasailing。Ofcourse,thebabieswereyoung,buttherewereotherreasons。

\"Ibelieveyou\'retoohappy,\"Jacksome-

timessaidtoher。\"Trynottobequitesohappy,Kate。Atleast,trynottotakeyourhappinesssoseriously。Pleasedon\'tadoremeso;I\'monlyacommonplacefellow。Andthebabies——they\'renotgoingtoblowaway。”

ButKatecontinuedtolookwithintenseeyesatherlittleworld,andtodrawintoitwithlovingandgeneroushandsallwhowerewillingtocome。

\"Kateisjustlikeakite,\"Jackexplainedtohisfather,themajor;\"shecan\'tkeepafloatwithoutjustsomanybobs。”

Kate\'s\"bobs\"weretheunfortunatesshecollectedaroundher。Theseabsorbedherstrength。Shefelttheirmiserywithsym-

pathiesthatwereabnormal。Theverylaborerinthestreetsfelthistoillesskeenlythanshe,asshewatchedthedropsgatheronhisbrow。

\"Islifeworthkeepingatthecostofalotlikethat?\"shewouldask。Shefeltashamedofherownease。Sheapologizedforherownsereneandperfecthappiness。

Sheevenfeltsorryforthosemotherswhohadnotchildrenasradiantlybeautifulasherown。

\"Katemusthaveachange,\"themajorhadgivenout。HewasgoingWestonbusinessandinsistedontakingherwithhim。Jacklookeddoubtful。Hewasn\'tsurehowhewouldgetalongwithoutKatetolookaftereverything。Secretly,hehadanideathatservantswereakindofwildanimalthathadtobefedbyanexperiencedkeeper。Butwhenthetimecame,hekissedhergood-byinasjocularamannerashecouldsummon,andrefusedtoseethetearsthatgatheredinhereyes。

UntilChicagowasreached,therewasnothingverydifferentfromthatwhichKatehadbeeninthehabitofseeing。

Afterthat,shesetherselftowatchforWesterncharacteristics。Shefeltthatshewouldknowthemassoonasshesawthem。

\"Iexpectedtobestirredupandshocked,\"

sheexplainedtothemajor。Butsomehow,theWesterntypedidnotappear。Common-

placewomenwithwornfaces——brownedandseamed,thoughnotaged——wereatthestations,waitingforsomethingorsomeone。Menwithahurried,nervousairwereeverywhere。KatelookedinvainforthegayetyandheartinesswhichshehadalwaysassociatedwiththeWest。

Aftertheygotbeyondthetimbercountryandrodehourafterhouronatractsmoothasabecalmedocean,shegaveherselfuptothefeelingofimmeasurablevastnesswhichtookpossessionofher。Thesunrolledoutoftheskyintooblivionwithafrantic,head-

longhaste。Nothingsoftenedtheaspectofitswrath。Near,red,familiar,itseemedtovisiblybowlalongtheheavens。Inthemorningitroseasbaldlyasithadset。

Andbackandforthovertheawfulplainblewthewinds,——blewfromeasttowestandbackagain,strongasiffreshfromthechambersoftheirbirth,fullofelementalscentsandofmightymurmurings。

\"ThisistheWest!\"Katecried,againandagain。

Themajorlistenedtoherunsmilingly。

Italwaysseemedtohimawasteofmuscu-

larenergytosmile。Hedidnottalkmuch。

Conversationhadneverappealedtohiminthelightofanart。Hespokewhentherewasadirectionoracommandtobegiven,oraninquirytobemade。Themajor,ifthetruthmustbeknown,wasmaterial。

Thingsthathecouldtaste,touch,see,appealedtohim。Hehadbeenavolunteerinthecivilwar,——avolunteerwithagoodrecord,——whichhenevermentioned;and,havingacquittedhimselfdecently,letthemattergowithoutaskingreprisalorpay-

mentforwhathehadfreelygiven。Hewentintobusinessandsoldcerealfoods。

\"Ibelieveinusefulthings,\"themajorexpressedhimself。\"Oatmeal,wheat,——

menhavetohavethem。Godintendedtheyshould。There\'sJack——myson——

JackShelly——lawyer。What\'stheuseoflitigation?Goddidn\'tdesignlitigation。

Itdoesn\'tdoanybodyanygood。Itisn\'tjusticeyouget。It\'ssomethingentirelydifferent,——averdictaccordingtolaw。

TheysayJack\'sclever。ButI\'mmightygladIsellwheat。”

Hedidn\'tsellitasaspeculator,how-

ever。Thatwasn\'thisway。

\"IearnwhatImake,\"heoftensaid;andhehadgrownrichinthesellingofhiswholesomefoods……

Helenaliesamonground,brownhills。

Aboveitisaskyofdeepandillimitableblue。Inthestreetsarecrumbsofgold,butitnolongerpaystomineforthese;

because,asrealestate,thepropertyismorevaluable。Itisaplaceoffictitiousvalues。

Thereisexcitementintheair。Menhavethefacesofspeculators。Everylaborerispatientathistaskbecausehecherishesahopethatsomedayhewillbeamillion-

naire。Thereishospitality,andcordialityandgoodfellowship,andanundeniabledemocracy。Thereiswealthandluxuriousliving。Thereisevenculture,——butitisobtrudedasasortofnovelty;itisnotacceptedasamatterofcourse。

Kateandthemajorweredrivenovertwoorthreemilesofdusty,hardroadtoadis-

tanthotel,whichstandsinthemidstofgreenness,——inanoasis。Immediatelyabovethegreenswardthatsurroundsitthebrownhillsrise,thegrassscorchedbythesun。

Kateyieldedherselftothealmostabsurdluxuryoftheplacewitheaseandcompla-

cency。Shetookkindlytothegreatveran-

das。Sheadaptedherselftotheelaborateandill-assortedmeals。Shebathedinthemarvellouspool,warmwiththeheatofeternalfiresinmid-earth。ThispoolwascoveredwithapicturesqueMoorishstruct-

ure,andatoneendacascadetumbled,overwhichthesun,comingthroughcoloredwin-

dows,madeamimicprisminthewhitespray。Thelifewasnotunendurable。Themajorwasseldomwithher,beingobligedtogoabouthisbusiness;andKateamusedherselfbydrivingoverthehills,bywatch-

ingtheinhabitants,bywonderingaboutthelivesinthegreat,pretentious,unhomelikehouseswiththeirtreelessyardsandtheirclosedshutters。Thesunlight,whiteastheglareonArabiansands,penetratedeverywhere。Itseemedtofairlyscorchtheeye-balls。

\"Oh,we\'reWest,now,\"Katesaid,exult-

antly。\"I\'veseenathousandtypes。Butyet——notquiteTHEtype——nottheimper-

sonationofsimplicityanddaringthatIwaslookingfor。”

Themajordidn\'tknowquitewhatshewastalkingabout。Butheacquiesced。

Allhecaredaboutwastoseehergrowstronger;andthatshewasdoingeveryday。

Shewasgrowingamazinglylovely,too,——

atleastthemajorthoughtso。Everyonelookedather;butthatwas,perhaps,be-

causeshewassuchasylphofawoman。

Besidethestalwartmajor,shelookedlikeafairyprincess。

Onedayshesuddenlyrealizedthefactthatshehadhadacompanionontheverandaforseveralmornings。Ofcourse,therewereagreatmanypersons——invalids,largely——sittingabout,butoneofthemhadbeenobtrudinghimselfpersistentlyintoherconsciousness。Itwasnotthathewasrude;itwasonlythathewasthinkingabouther。ApersonwithatemperamentlikeKate\'scouldnotlongbeoblivioustoathinglikethat;andshefurtivelyobservedtheoffenderwiththatgeniusforpsycho-

logicalperceptionwhichwasatoncehergreatestdangerandhercharm。

Themanwasdressedwithachildishattemptatdisplay。Hisshirt-frontwasdecoratedwithadiamond,andhiscuff-

buttonswereofonyxwithdiamondsettings。

Hisclotheswereexpensiveandperceptiblynew,andheoftenchangedhiscostumes,butwithanoticeabledisregardforpro-

priety。Hewasveryconsciousofhissilkhat,andfrequentlywipeditwithahandker-

chiefonwhichhismonogramwasworkedinblue。

Whenthe\'bussesbroughtuptheirloads,hewasalwaysonhandtowatchthenew-

comers。Hetookalongtimeathisdin-

ners,andappearedtoorderagreatdealandeatverylittle。Therewerecard-roomsandabilliard-hall,nottomentionabowling-

alleyandatennis-court,wheretheotherguestsofthehotelspentmuchtime。Butthismannevervisitedthem。Hesatoftenwithoneofthelatereviewsinhishand,lookingasifheintendedgivinghisatten-

tiontoitatanymoment。Butafterhehadscrupulouslycuttheleaveswithalittlecarvedivorypaper-cutter,hesatstaringstraightbeforehimwiththebookopen,butunread,inhishand。

Katetookmoreinterestinthismelan-

choly,middle-agedmanthanshewouldhavedoneifshehadnotbeenontheout-

lookforherWesterntype,——themanwhowastocombineallthequalitiesofchivalry,daring,bombast,andgenerosity,seasonedwithpiquantgrammar,whichshefirmlybelievedtobetherealthing。Butnotwith-

standingthiskindlyandsomewhatcuriousinterest,shemightneverhavemadehisacquaintanceifithadnotbeenforaratherunpleasantadventure。

Themajorwas\"closingupadeal\"andhadhurriedawayafterbreakfast,andKate,intheluxuryofconvalescence,half-reclinedinagreatchairontheverandaandwatchedtheduskybluemisttwiningitselfaroundthebrownhills。Shewasnotthinkingofthebabies;shewasnotworryingabouthome;shewasnotlongingforanything,orevenindulginginadream。Thatvacuouscontentwhichengrossesthebodyafterlongindisposition,heldherimperatively。Sud-

denlyshewasarousedfromthishappycon-

ditionofnothingnessbythespectacleofanenormousbull-dogapproachingherwiththreateningteeth。Shehadnoticedthemonsterofteninhiskennelnearthesta-

bles,anditwaswellunderstoodthathewasnevertobepermittedhisfreedom。Nowhewalkedtowardherwithasolidstepandanalarmingdeliberateness。Katesatstillandtriedtoassureherselfthathemeantnomis-

chief,butbythetimethegreatbodyhadmadeitselffeltontheskirtofhergownshecouldrestrainherfearnolonger,andgaveanervouscryofalarm。Thebruteansweredwithagrowl。Ifhehadlackedprovocationbefore,heconsideredthathehaditnow。

Heshowedhisteethandflunghisdetestablebodyuponher;andKatefeltherselfgrow-

ingdizzywithfear。Butjustthenanarmwasinterposedandthedogwasflungback。

Therewasamomentarystruggle。Somegentlemencamehurryingoutoftheoffice;

andastheybeatthedogbacktoitsretreat,Katesummonedwordsfromherparchedthroattothankherbenefactor。

Itwasthemelancholymanwiththenewclothes。Thismorninghewasdressedinasuitofthelightestgray,withawhitemarseilleswaistcoat,overwhichhisglitter-

ingchainshoneostentatiously。Whitetennis-shoes,awhiteroseinhisbutton-

hole,andawhitestrawhatinhishandcom-

pletedatoiletoverwhichmuchtimehadevidentlybeenspent。Katenotedthesedetailsassheheldoutherhand。

\"Imayhavebeenalarmedwithoutcause,\"

shesaid;\"butIwashorriblyfrightened。

Thankyousomuchforcomingtomyres-

cue。AndIthink,ifyouwouldaddtoyourkindnessbygettingmeaglassofwater——\"

Whenhecameback,hishandwastrem-

blingalittle;andasKatelookeduptolearnthecause,shesawthathisfacewasflushed。Hewasembarrassed。Shedecidedthathewasnotaccustomedtothesocietyofladies。\"Bruteslikethatdogain\'tnoplaceinth\'world——that\'smyopinion。

Therearesomebadthingswecan\'thelphavin\'aroun\';butabull-dogain\'toneof\'em。”

\"Iquiteagreewithyou,\"Kateacqui-

esced,asshedrankthewater。\"ButasthisisthefirstunpleasantexperienceofanykindthatIhavehadsinceIcamehere,Idon\'tfeelthatIhaveanyrighttocomplain。”

\"You\'reherefuryurhealth?\"

\"Yes。AndIamgettingit。You\'renotaninvalid,Iimagine?\"

\"No——no-op。I\'mherebe——well,I\'vethoughtfuralongtimeI\'dliket\'stayatthisherehotel。”

\"Indeed!\"

\"Yes。I\'vebeenupth\'gulchthesefif-

teenyears。Binlivin\'onashelfofblackrock。

Th\'sungot\'round\'boutten。Couldn\'tmakeathinggrow。”Themanwaslook-

ingofftowardthehills,withanexpressionofdeepsadnessinhiseyes。\"Didn\'tneverliveinaplacewherenothin\'\'dgrow,didyou?Itookgeraniumsupthartimean\'timeagin。Redones。Mademethinkofmother;she\'sinGermany。Watered\'emmornin\'an\'night。Th\'damnedthingsdied。”

Theoathslippedoutwithanartlessun-

consciousness,andtherewasalittlemoist-

ureinhiseyes。Katefeltsheoughttobringtheconversationtoaclose。ShewonderedwhatJackwouldsayifhesawhertalkingwithaperfectstrangerwhousedoaths!Shewouldhavegoneintothehousebutforsomethingthatcaughthereye。Itwasthehandoftheman;thathandwasabludgeon。Allgraceandflexibilityhadgoneoutofit,andithadbecomeamereinstrumentoftoil。Itwasseamedandmisshapen;yetithadbeencarefullymani-

cured,andthepointednailslookedfantasticandanimal-like。Agreatseal-ringboreanelaboratemonogram,whilethelittlefingerdisplayedacollectionofdiamondsandemeraldstrulydazzlingtobehold。Animpulseofhumanityandasortofartisticcuriosity,muchstrongerthanherdiscretion,urgedKatetocontinueherconversation。

\"Whatwereyoudoingupthegulch?\"

shesaid。

Themanleanedbackinhischairandregardedheramomentbeforeanswering。

Herealizedthesignificanceofherquestion。

Hetookitasasignthatshewaswillingtobefriendly。Alookofgratitude,almosttender,sprangintohiseyes,——dullgrayeyes,theywere,withakindlinessfortheironlyrecommendation。

\"Makin\'mypile,\"hereplied。\"I\'vebeeninthesepartstwentyyears。WhenI

comehere,IthoughtIwasgoin\'tomakeafortunerightoff。Ihadallth\'moneythatmothercouldgiveme,andIlosteverythingI

hadinthreemonths。Iwentupth\'gulch。”

Hepaused,andwipedhisforeheadwithhishandkerchief。

TherewassomethinginhisremarkandtheintonationwhichmadeKatesaysoftly:

\"Isupposeyou\'vehadahardtimeofit。”

\"Tharyouwere!\"hecried。\"Tharwasth\'rock——risin\',risin\',black!Atth\'

bottomwusth\'creek,howlin\'dayan\'

night!Lonesome!Gee!Noonet\'talkto。Ofcourse,th\'men。Hadsomewithmealways。Theydidn\'ttalk。It\'stoo——

tooquiett\'talkmuch。Theyplayedcards。

Curious,butIneverplayedcards。Don\'tthinkI\'dfinditamusin\'。No,Iworked。

Camedownhereonceinsixmonthsorthreemonths。Hadt\'come——grub-stakedth\'men,youknow。Didyouevereatsaltpork?\"HeturnedtoKatesuddenlywiththisquestion。

\"Why,yes;afewtimes。Didyouhaveit?\"

\"Nothin\'else,much。Iusedt\'thinkofth\'thingsmothercooked。Motherunder-

stoodcookin\',ifeverawomandid。I\'llneverforgetth\'dinnershegavemeth\'dayIcameaway。Awomanoughtt\'cook。I

hearAmericanwomendon\'tgoinmuchforcookin\'。”

\"Oh,Ithinkthat\'samistake,\"Katehastenedtointerrupt。\"AllthatIknowun-

derstandhowtoserveexcellentdinners。Ofcourse,theymaynotcookthemthemselves,butIthinktheycouldifitwerenecessary。”

\"Hum!\"HepickedupalongglovethathadfallenfromKate\'slapandfingereditbeforereturningit。

\"Is\'poseyoucook?\"

\"Imakeaspecialtyofsaladsandsor-

bets,\"smiledKate。\"IguessIcouldroastmeatandmakebread;butcircumstanceshavenotyetcompelledmetodoit。ButI\'veatheorythatanAmericanwomancandoanythingsheputshermindto。”

Themanlaughedoutloud,——alaughquiteoutofproportiontothemildgoodhumoroftheremark;butitwasevidentthathecouldnolongerconcealhisdelightatthiscompanionship。

\"Howaboutraisin\'flowers?\"heasked。

\"Areyoustrongonthat?\"

\"I\'veonlytolookataplanttomakeitgrow,\"Katecried,withenthusiasm。

\"Whenmyfriendsareindespairoveraplant,theybringittome,andIjustpetitalittle,anditbrightensup。I\'vethemostwonderfulferneryyoueversaw。It\'sgreen,summerandwinter。Hundredsofpeoplestopandlookupatit,itissogreenandenticing,thereabovethecitystreets。”

\"Whatcity?\"

\"Philadelphia。”

\"Mother\'sjestthatway。Shehasagar-

denofroses。Andthemignonette——\"

Buthebrokeoffsuddenly,andsatoncemorestaringbeforehim。

\"Butnotadamnedthing,\"headded,withpoeticpensiveness,\"wouldgrowinthatgulch。”

\"Whydidyoustaytheresolong?\"askedKate,afteralittlepauseinwhichsheman-

agedtoregainherwaningcourage。

\"Badluck。Youneverseeaplacewithsomanyfalseleads。To-dayyou\'dgetastreakthatlookedbig。To-morrowyou\'dfinditapocket。OnenightI\'dgot\'bedwithmyheartgoin\'likearace-horse。

Nextnightitwouldbeploddin\'alonglikeawindedburro。Don\'tknowwhatmademestickt\'it。Itwashotthere,too!Andcold!Alwaysroastin\'urfreezin\'。It\'dbeendifferentifI\'dhadanyonet\'helpmestandit。Butth\'menwerealwaysfindin\'

fault。Theyblamedmefureverythin\'。I

usedt\'lieawakeatnightan\'hear\'emtalkin\'meover。Itmademelonesome,I

tellyou!Tharwasn\'tnoone!Motherusedt\'write。ButInevertoldherth\'

truth。Sheain\'tasuspicionofwhatI\'vebeena-goin\'through。”

Katesatandlookedathiminsilence。

Hisfacewasseamed,thoughfarfromold。

Hisbodywasawkward,butimpressedherwithasenseofmagnificentstrength。

\"Icouldn\'tasknowomant\'sharemyhardtimes,\"heresumedafteratime。\"I

alwayssaidwhenIgotawoman,itwasgoin\'t\'bet\'makeherhappy。Itwer\'n\'tt\'bet\'askhert\'drudge。”

Therewasanothersilence。Thismanoutofthesolitudeseemedtobeelatedpastexpressionathisnewcompanionship。HelookedwithappreciationatthelittlepointedtoesofKate\'sslippers,astheyglancedfrombelowtheskirtofherdaintyorgandie。Henotedthebandofpearlsonherfinger。Hiseyesrestedlongonthedaisiesatherwaist。

Thewindtosseduplittlecurlsofherwarmbrownhair。Hereyessuffusedwithinter-

est,hertendermouthseemedreadytolenditselftoanyemotion,andwithalshewassosmall,socompact,soexquisite。Themanwipedhisforeheadagain,inmereexuberance。

\"Here\'smycard,\"hesaid,verysolemnly,ashedrewanengravedbitofpasteboardfromitsleathercase。Katebowedandtookit。

\"Mr。PeterRoeder,\"sheread。

\"I\'venocard,\"shesaid。\"MynameisShelly。I\'mhereformyhealth,asItoldyou。”Sheroseatthispoint,andheldoutherhand。\"Imustthankyouoncemoreforyourkindness,\"shesaid。

Hiseyesfastenedonherswithanappealforalessformalword。Therewassomethingalmostterribleintheirsilenteloquence。

\"Ihopewemaymeetagain,\"shesaid。

Mr。PeterRoedermadeaverylowandawkwardbow,andopenedthedoorintothecorridorforher。

ThateveningthemajorannouncedthathewasobligedtogotoSeattle。Thejourneywasnotaninvitingone;Katewaswellplacedwhereshewas,andhedecidedtoleaveher。

Shewaswellenoughnowtotakelongerdrives;andshefoundstrange,lonelycan-

yons,wildandbeautiful,whereyellowwatersburstthroughrockybarrierswithroarandfury,——tortuous,terribleplaces,suchasshehadneverdreamedof。Comingbackfromoneofthesedrives,twodaysafterherconversationonthepiazzawithPeterRoeder,shemethimridingamassiveroan。

HesattheanimalwiththatairofperfectunconsciousnesswhichistheattributeoftheWesternman,andhisattire,eventohisEnglishstock,wasfaultless,——faultilyfaultless。

\"Ihopeyouwon\'tobjecttohavin\'meridebesideyou,\"hesaid,wheelinghishorse。Totellthetruth,Katedidnotobject。Shewasalittledull,andhadbeenconsciousallthemorningofthatpeculiarphysicaldepressionwhichmarksthebegin-

ningofafitofhomesickness。

\"Thewindgitsafinesweep,\"saidRoeder,afterhavingobtainedthepermis-

sionhedesired。\"Nowinthegulchweeitherhadadeadstagnation,orelsethewindwastearin\'upanddownlikeawildbeast。”

Katedidnotreply,andtheywentontogether,facingtheriotouswind。

\"Youcan\'tguesshowqueeritseemst\'

behere,\"hesaid,confidentially。\"Itseemst\'measifIhadcomefromsomeotherplanet。Thardon\'trightlyseemt\'benoplacefurme。Itellyouwhatit\'slike。

It\'sasifI\'dcomedownt\'enlistinth\'

ranks,an\'found\'emfull,——everymanmarchin\'alonginhisplace,an\'noplaceleftfurme。”

Katecouldnotfindareply。

\"Iain\'tafriend,——notafriend!Iain\'tcomplainin\'。Itain\'tth\'faultofanyone——butmyself。Youdon\'knowwhatadurnedfoolI\'vebin。Someway,uptharinth\'gulchIgott\'seemin\'sosortofimpor-

tantt\'myself,andmymakin\'mystakeseemedsuchabigthing,thatIthoughtI

hadonlyt\'comedownheret\'Helenat\'

havefolkswantt\'knowme。Ididn\'tparticularwantth\'moneybecauseitwusmoney。Butouthereyouworkfurit,jestasyouworkfurotherthingsinotherplaces,——jestbecauseeveryoneisworkin\'furit,andit\'sthemanwhogetsth\'mostthatbeats。Itain\'tthattheyareanymoregreedythanmenanywhereelse。Mypile\'saprettygood-sizedone。An\'it\'slikelytobebigger;butnooneelseseemst\'care。

Th\'paperprintedsomepiecesaboutit。

Someofth\'mencameroundt\'seeme;

butIsawtheirgame。IsaidIguessedI\'dlookfurtherfurmyacquaintances。I

ain\'tspokentoalady,——notareallady,youknow,——t\'talkwith,friendlylike,butyou,fur——years。”

Hisfaceflushedinthatsuddenwayagain。

Theywerepassingsomeofthosepreten-

tioushouseswhichriseinthemidstofHelena\'sraggedstreetswithsuchanextra-

neousair,andKateleanedforwardtolookatthem。Thedriver,seeingherinterest,drewupthehorsesforamoment。

\"Fine,fine!\"ejaculatedRoeder。\"Buttheyain\'tgotnogarden。Ahousedon\'tseemanythin\'t\'mewithoutagarden。

DoyouknowwhatIthinkwouldbeth\'

mostbeautifulthinginth\'world?A

babyinarose-garden!Doyouknow,I

ain\'thadababyinmyhands,excep\'NedRamsey\'slittlekid,once,fortenyear!\"

Kate\'sfaceshonewithsympathy。

\"Howdreadful!\"shecried。\"Icouldn\'tlivewithoutababyabout。”

\"Likebabies,doyou?Well,well。

Boys?Likeboys?\"

\"Notabitbetterthangirls,\"saidKate,stoutly。

\"Ilikeboys,\"respondedRoeder,withconviction。\"Mymotherlikedboys。Shehadthreegirls,butshelikedmeadamnedsightthebest。”

Katelaughedoutright。

\"Whydoyouswear?\"shesaid。\"I

neverheardamanswearbefore,——atleast,notonewithwhomIwastalking。That\'soneofyourgulchhabits。Youmustgetoverit。”

Roeder\'sblondfaceturnedscarlet。

\"Youmustexcuseme,\"hepleaded。

\"I\'llcuremyselfofit!Jestgivemeachance。”

ThiswasalittlemorepersonalthanKateapprovedof,andsheraisedherparasoltoconcealherannoyance。Itwasabrilliantlittlefluffofathingwhichlookedasifitweremadeofbutterflies\'wings。Roedertoucheditwithawe。

\"Youhavesechbeautifulthings,\"hesaid。\"Ididn\'tknowwomenworesechnicethings。Nowthatdress——it\'slike——Idon\'tknowwhatit\'slike。”Itwasasimplelittletaffeta,withwarpandwoofofazureandofcream,andgayknotsofribbonaboutit。

\"Wehavetheadvantageofmen,\"shesaid。\"Ioftenthinkoneofthegreatestdrawbackstobeingamanwouldbethesombreclothes。Iliketoweartheprettiestthingsthatcanbefound。”

\"Lace?\"queriedRoeder。\"Doyoulikelace?\"

\"Ishouldsayso!Didyoueverseeawomanwhodidn\'t?\"

\"Hu——um!ThesewomenI\'veknowndon\'tknowlace,——thesewivesofth\'menouthere。They\'reth\'onlykindI\'veseenthislongtime。”

\"Oh,ofcourse,butImean——\"

\"Iknowwhatyoumean。Mymotherhasachestfulloflinenan\'lace。Sheshoweditt\'meth\'dayIleft。\'Peter,\'shesaid,\'somedayyoubringawifehomewithyou,an\'I\'llgiveyouthatlacean\'thatlinen。\'

An\'I\'mgoin\'t\'doit,too,\"hesaidquietly。

\"Ihopeso,\"saidKate,withhereyesmoist。\"Ihopeyouwill,andthatyourmotherwillbeveryhappy。”……

Therewasahopatthehotelthatnight,anditwasalmostamatterofcourtesyforKatetogo。Ladieswereindemand,fortherewerenotverymanyofthematthehotel。Everyonewasexpectedtodohisbesttomakeitasuccess;andKate,notatallaversetoawaltzortwo,dressedherselffortheoccasionwithherhabitualstrivingafterartisticeffect。Shewasoneofthosewomenwhomakeapictureofthemselvesasnaturallyasabirdsings。ShehadanopalnecklacewhichJackhadgivenherbecause,hesaid,shehadasmanymoodsasanopalhadcolors;andsheworethiswithacré;pegown,thetintofthegreenlightsinhernecklace。Aboxofflowerscameforherasshewasdressing;theywerePuritanroses,andPeterRoeder\'scardwasinthemidstofthem。Shewasusedtohavingflowersgivenher。Itwouldhaveseemedremark-

ableifsomeonehadnotsentherabouquetwhenshewasgoingtoaball。

\"Ishalldancebuttwice,\"shesaidtothosewhosoughtherforapartner。

\"Neithermorenorless。”

\"Ain\'tyougoin\'t\'dancewithmeatall?\"Roedermanagedtosaytoherinthemidstofherlaughingaltercationwiththegentlemen。

\"Dancewithyou!\"criedKate。\"Howdomenlearntodancewhentheyareupagulch?\"

\"Ikendance,\"hesaidstubbornly。Hewasmortifiedatherchaffing。

\"Thenyoumayhavethesecondwaltz,\"

shesaid,inquickcontrition。\"Nowyouothergentlemenhavebeendancinganynumberoftimestheselastfifteenyears。

ButMr。Roederisjustbackfromahardcampaign,——acampaignagainstfate。Mysecondwaltzishis。AndIshalldancemybest。”

Ithappenedtobejusttherightsortofspeech。Thewomentriedgood-naturedlytomakeRoeder\'seveningapleasantone。

Theywerefilledwithcompassionforamanwhohadnotenjoyedthesocietyoftheirsexforfifteenyears。Theyfoundmuchamuse-

mentinleadinghimthroughthesquaredances,theformsofwhichwereutterlyunknowntohim。Buthewaltzedwithasortofseriousalertnessthatwasnotsobadasitmighthavebeen。

Katedancedwell。Herslightbodyseemedasfullofthespiritofthewaltzasathrush\'sbodyisofsong。PeterRoedermovedalongwithherinamaze,onlyhalf-

answeringherquestions,hisgrayeyesfullofmystery。

Oncetheystoppedforamoment,andhelookeddownather,aswithflushedfaceshestoodsmilingandwavinghergossamerfan,eachmotionstirringthefrailleavesoftheroseshehadsenther。

\"It\'scur\'ous,\"hesaidsoftly,\"butIkeepthinkin\'aboutthatblackgulch。”

\"Forgetit,\"shesaid。\"Whydoyouthinkofagulchwhen——\"Shestoppedwithasuddenrecollectionthathewasnotusedtopersiflage。Butheanticipatedwhatshewasabouttosay。

\"Whythinkofthegulchwhenyouarehere?\"hesaid。\"Why,becauseitisonlyth\'gulchthatseemsreal。Allthis,——thesepleasant,politepeople,thisbeautifulroom,th\'flowerseverywhere,andyou,andmeasIam,seemasifIwasdreamin\'。Tharain\'tanythinginitallthatislikewhatI

thoughtitwouldbe。”

\"Notasyouthoughtitwouldbe?\"

\"No。Different。Ithoughtitwouldbe——well,Ithoughtth\'peoplewouldnotbequitesohigh-toned。Ihopeyoudon\'tmindthatword。”

\"Notintheleast,\"shesaid。\"It\'samu-

sicalterm。Itappliesverywelltopeople。”

Theytookupthedanceagainandwaltzedbreathlesslytilltheclose。Katewastired;

theexertionhadbeenalittlemorethanshehadbargainedfor。Shesatverystillontheverandaunderthewhiteglareofanelectricball,andletRoederdothetalking。Herthoughts,inspiteoftheentertainmentshewasderivingfromherpresentexperiences,wouldgobacktothebabies。Shesawthemtuckedwellinbed,eachinalittleironcrib,withthemuslincurtainsshieldingtheirrosyfacesfromthelight。ShewonderedifJackwerereadingaloneinthelibraryorwasattheclub,orperhapsatthesummercon-

cert,withtheswelloftheviolinsinhisears。Jackdidsolovemusic。Asshethoughthowdelicatehisperceptionswere,howherespondedtoeverythingmostsubtleinnatureandinart,ofhowlifeitselfwasafineartwithhim,andjoyathingtobecultivated,sheturnedwithasenseofdeepcompassiontothesimplemanbyherside。

Hisroughfacelookedalittlemoreunat-

tractivethanusual。Hiseveningclotheswerealmostgrotesque。Hisfaceworealookofsolitude,ofhunger。

\"Whatwereyousaying?\"shesaid,dreamily。\"Ibegyourpardon。”

\"Iwassayin\'howIusedt\'dreamofsittin\'onthestepsofahotellikethis,andnothavin\'athingt\'do。WhenIusedt\'

comedownhereoutofthegulch,andseemenwhohadhadgooddinners,an\'goodbaths,sittin\'aroundsmokin\',withmoneyt\'goovertheret\'th\'bookstan\'an\'getany-

thin\'they\'dwant,itusedt\'seemt\'meaboutallasinglemancouldwishfur。”

\"Well,you\'vegotitallnow。”

\"ButIdidn\'tanyofth\'timesupposethatwouldsatisfyamanlong。OnlyIwassodarnedtiredIcouldn\'thelpwantin\'t\'

rest。ButI\'mnotsoselfishurs\'narrowastobesatisfiedwithTHAT。No,I\'mnotgoin\'t\'spendm\'pilethatway——quite!\"

Helaughedoutloud,andthensatinsilencewatchingKateasshelaybackwearilyinherchair。

\"I\'vegott\'havethattheregarden,\"hesaid,laughingly。\"Gott\'getthemroses。

An\'I\'llhaveabigbath-house,——plentyofspringsinthiscountry。Youkenhaveabathherethatwon\'tfreezesummerNOR

winter。An\'ababy!I\'vegott\'haveababy。He\'llgowithth\'rosesan\'th\'

bath。”Helaughedagainheartily。

\"It\'saqueerjoke,isn\'tit?\"Roederasked。\"Talkin\'aboutmybaby,an\'I

haven\'tevenawife。”Hisfaceflushedandheturnedhiseyesaway。

\"HaveIshownyouthepicturesofmybabies?\"Kateinquired。\"You\'dlikemyboy,Iknow。Andmygirlisjustlikeme,——inminiature。”

Therewasasilence。Shelookedupafteramoment。Roederappearedtobeexaminingthemonogramonhisringasifhehadneverseenitbefore。

\"Ididn\'tunderstandthatyouweremar-

ried,\"hesaidgently。

\"Didn\'tyou?Idon\'tthinkyouevercalledmebyanynameatall,orIshouldhavenoticedyourmistakeandsetyouright。

Yes,I\'mmarried。Icameoutheretogetstrongforthebabies。”

\"Gotaboyan\'agirl,eh?\"

\"Yes。”

\"Howold\'sth\'boy?\"

\"Five。”

\"An\'th\'girl?\"

\"She\'llsoonbefour。”

\"An\'yerhusband——he\'slivin\'?\"

\"Ishouldsayso!I\'maveryhappywoman,Mr。Roeder。IfonlyIwerestronger!\"

\"Yerlookin\'muchbetter,\"hesaid,gravely,\"thanwhenyoucome。You\'llbeallright。”

Themoonbegantocomeupscarletbeyondtheeasternhills。Thetwowatcheditinsilence。Katehadafeelingofguilt,asifshehadbeenhurtingsomehelplessthing。

\"Iwasinhopes,\"hesaid,suddenly,inavoicethatseemedabruptandshrill,\"thetyou\'dseefitt\'stayhere。”

\"HereinHelena?Oh,no!\"

\"Iwasthinkin\'I\'dofferyouthattwohundredthousanddollars,ifyou\'dstay。”

\"Mr。Roeder!Youdon\'tmean——

surely——\"

\"Why,yes。Whynot?\"Hespokeratherdoggedly。\"I\'llneverseenootherwomanlikeyou。You\'redifferentfromothers。Howgoodyou\'vebeent\'me!\"

\"Good!I\'mafraidI\'vebeenverybad——atleast,verystupid。”

\"Isay,now——yourhusband\'sgoodt\'

you,ain\'the?\"

\"Heisthekindestmanthateverlived。”

\"Oh,well,Ididn\'tknow。”

AratherawkwardpausefollowedwhichwasbrokenbyRoeder。

\"Idon\'tseejestwhatI\'mgoin\'t\'dowiththatthartwohundredthousanddol-

lars,\"hesaid,mournfully。

\"Dowithit?Why,livewithit!Sendsometoyourmother。”

\"Oh,I\'vedonethat。Fivethousanddollars。Itdon\'tseemmuchhere;butit\'llseemalott\'her。I\'dsendhermore,onlyitwould\'vebotheredher。”

\"Thenthereisyourhouse,——thehousewiththebath-room。ButIsupposeyou\'llhaveotherrooms?\"

Peterlaughedalittleinspiteofhimself。

\"IguessIwon\'thaveahouse,\"hesaid。

\"An\'Icouldn\'tmakeagardenalone。”

\"Hireamantohelpyou。”Katewastrembling,butshekepttalkinggayly。Shewasprayingthatnothingveryseriouswouldhappen。Therewasanundercurrentofsom-

brenessintheman\'smannerthatfrightenedher。

\"IguessI\'lljesthavet\'keepondreamin\'ofthatboyplayin\'withth\'roses。”

\"No,no,\"criedKate;\"hewillcometruesomeday!Iknowhe\'llcometrue。”

Petergotupandstoodbyherchair。

\"Youdon\'tknownothin\'aboutit,\"hesaid。\"Youdon\'tknow,an\'youcan\'tknowwhatit\'sbint\'met\'talkwithyou。HereIcomeoutofaplacewherethereain\'tnosoundbutthewaterandthepines。Yearscomean\'go。Stillnosound。Onlythinkin\',thinkin\',thinkin\'!Missin\'allth\'thingsmencarefur!Dreamin\'ofatimewhenIsh\'dstriketh\'pile。ThenI

seedhome,wife,aboy,flowers,everythin\'。

You\'resobeautiful,an\'you\'resogood。

You\'veawayofpickin\'aman\'sheartrightoutofhim。FirsttimeIsetmyeyesonyouIthoughtyouwereth\'nicestthingI

eversee!Andhowlittleyouare!Thathandofyours,——lookatit,——it\'slikealeaf!An\'howeasyyousmile。Upth\'

gulchwedidn\'tsmile;welaughed,butgen\'lybecausesomeonegotinafix。Thenyourvoice!Ah,I\'vethoughtfuryearsthatsomedayImighthearavoicelikethat!Don\'tyougo!Sitstill!I\'mnotblamin\'youfuranythin\';butImaynever,\'slong\'sIlive,findanyonewhowillunderstandthingsth\'wayyouunder-

stand\'em。Here!Itellyouaboutthatgulchan\'youseethatgulch。Youknowhowth\'rainsoundedthar,an\'howth\'

shacklooked,an\'th\'lifeIled,an\'allth\'

thoughtsIhad,an\'th\'longnights,an\'

th\'timeswhen——butnevermind。Iknowyouknowitall。Isawitinyereyes。I

tellyouofmother,an\'yousee\'er。Youknow\'eroldGermanface,an\'\'erproudways,an\'herprideinme,an\'howshewouldthinkIwuzawfullyrich。An\'youseehowshewouldgiveoutthemlinens,allmarkedfurmywife,an\'howIwouldsitan\'watchherdoin\'it,an\'——youseeevery-

thing。Iknowyoudo。Icouldfeelyoudoin\'it。ThenIsaytomyself:\'Hereisth\'onewomaninth\'worldmadefurme。

WhateverIhave,sheshallhave。I\'llspendmylifewaitin\'onher。She\'lltellmeallth\'thingsIoughtt\'know,an\'hevmissedknowin\';she\'llreadt\'me;she\'llbepatientwhenshefindshowdullI\'vegrown。Andthar\'llbeth\'boy——\'\"

Heseizedherhandandwrungit,andwasgone。Katesawhimnomorethatnight。

Thenextmorningthemajorreturned。

Katethrewherarmsaroundhisneckandwept。

\"Iwantthebabies,\"sheexplainedwhenthemajorshowedhisconsternation。\"Don\'tmindmycrying。Yououghttobeusedtoseeingmecrybythistime。Imustgethome,that\'sall。ImustseeJack。”

Sothatnighttheystarted。

AtthedoorofthecarriagestoodPeterRoeder,waiting。

\"I\'mgoingt\'ridedownwithyou,\"hesaid。Themajorlookednonplussed。

Kategotinandthemajorfollowed。

\"Come,\"shesaidtoRoeder。Hesatoppositeandlookedatherasifhewouldfastenherimageonhismind。

\"Youremember,\"hesaidafteratime,\"thatItoldyouIusedt\'dreamofsittin\'ontheverandaofth\'hotelandhavin\'nothin\'

t\'do?\"

\"Yes。”

\"Well,Idon\'tthinkIcarefurit。I\'vehadamonthofit。I\'mgoin\'backupth\'gulch。”

\"No!\"criedKate,instinctivelyreachingoutherhandstowardhim。

\"Whynot?Iguessyoudon\'tknowme。

IknewthatsomewhereI\'dfindafriend。I

foundthatfriend;an\'nowI\'maloneagain。It\'sprettyquietuptharinthegulch;butI\'lltryit。”

\"No,no。GotoEurope;gotoseeyourmother。”

\"Ithoughtaboutthatagooddeal,awhileago。ButIdon\'tseemt\'havenoheartfuritnow。IfeelasifI\'dbesaferinth\'gulch。”

\"Safer?\"