第4章

ItstruckmethatmysafestwayofintroducingmyselfwouldbetotellDoctorDulciferthatIhadcometotheneighborhoodforalittlefishing,andsotopreventhimfromfancyingthatIwassuspiciouslypromptinavailingmyselfofhisofferedhospitality。Iputup,ofcourse,attheinn——stuckalargeparchmentbookofflieshalfinandhalfoutofthepocketofmyshooting-jacket——andsetoffatoncetothedoctor\'s。ThewaiterofwhomIaskedmywaystareddistrustfullywhilehedirectedme。

Thepeopleattheinnhadevidentlyheardofmynewfriend,andwerenotfavorablydisposedtowardthecauseofscientificinvestigation。

Thehousestoodaboutamileoutofthetown,inadipofgroundnearthefamousfishing-stream。Itwasalonely,old-fashionedred-brickbuilding,surroundedbyhighwalls,withagardenandplantationbehindit。

AsIrangatthegate-bell,Ilookedupatthehouse。Sureenoughallthetopwindowsinfrontwereclosedwithshuttersandbarred。Iwasletinbyamaninlivery;who,however,inmannersandappearance,lookedmuchmorelikeaworkmanindisguisethanafootman。Hehadaverysuspiciouseye,andhefixeditonmeunpleasantlywhenIhandedhimmycard。

Iwasshownintoamorning-roomexactlylikeothermorning-roomsincountryhouses。

Afteralongdelaythedoctorcamein,withscientificbutchers\'

sleevesonhisarms,andanaprontiedroundhisportlywaist。Heapologizedforcomingdowninhisworkingdress,andsaideverythingthatwascivilandproperaboutthepleasureofunexpectedlyseeingmeagainsosoon。Therewassomethingratherpreoccupied,Ithought,inthosebrightlyresoluteeyesofhis;

butInaturallyattributedittotheengrossinginfluenceofhisscientificinquiries。HewasevidentlynotatalltakeninbymystoryaboutcomingtoBarkinghamtofish;buthesaw,aswellasIdid,thatitwoulddotokeepupappearances,andcontrivedtolookhighlyinterestedimmediatelyinmyparchment-book。Iaskedafterhisdaughter。Hesaidshewasinthegarden,andproposedthatweshouldgoandfindher。Wedidfindher,withapairofscissorsinherhand,outbloomingtheflowersthatshewastrimming。Shelookedreallygladtoseeme——herbrowneyesbeamedclearandkindly——shegavemyhandanotherinestimableshake——thesummerbreezeswavedherblackcurlsgentlyupwardfromherwaist——shehadonastrawhatandabrownHollandgardeningdress。Ieyeditwithallthepracticalinterestofalinendraper。OBrownHollandyouarebutacoarseandcheapfabric,yethowsoftandpricelessyoulookwhenclothingthefigureofAlicia!

Ilunchedwiththem。Thedoctorrecurredtothesubjectofmyanglingintentions,andaskedhisdaughterifshehadheardwhatpartsofthestreamatBarkinghamwerebestforfishingin。

Shereplied,withamixtureofmodestevasivenessandadorablesimplicity,thatshehadsometimesseengentlemenanglingfromameadow-bankaboutaquarterofamilebelowherflower-garden。I

riskedeverythinginmyusualventuresomeway,andaskedifshewouldshowmewheretheplacewas,incaseIcalledthenextmorningwithmyfishing-rod。Shelookeddutifullyatherfather。

Hesmiledandnodded。Inestimableparent!

Onrisingtotakeleave,Iwasrathercurioustoknowwhetherhewouldoffermeabedinthehouse,ornot。Hedetectedthedirectionofmythoughtsinmyfaceandmanner,andapologizedfornothavingabedtoofferme;everyspareroominthehousebeingoccupiedbyhischemicalassistants,andbythelumberoflaboratories。Evenwhilehewasspeakingthosefewwords,Alicia\'sfacechangedjustasIhadseenitchangeatourfirstinterview。Thedowncast,gloomyexpressionoverspreaditagain。

Herfather\'seyewanderedtowardherwhenminedid,andsuddenlyassumedthesamedistrustfullookwhichIremembereddetectinginit,undersimilarcircumstances,atDuskydale。Whatcouldthismean?

Thedoctorshookhandswithmeinthehall,leavingtheworkman-likefootmantoopenthedoor。

Istoppedtoadmireafinepairofstag\'santlers。Thefootmancoughedimpatiently。Istilllingered,hearingthedoctor\'sfootstepsascendingthestairs。Theysuddenlystopped;andthentherewasalowheavyclang,likethesoundofaclosingdoormadeofiron,orofsomeotherunusuallystrongmaterial;thentotalsilence,interruptedbyanotherimpatientcoughfromtheworkman-likefootman。Afterthat,Ithoughtmywisestproceedingwouldbetogoawaybeforemymysteriousattendantwasdriventopracticalextremities。

BetweenthoughtsofAlicia,andinquisitiveyearningstoknowmoreaboutthedoctor\'sexperiments,Ipassedratherarestlessnightatmyinn。

Thenextmorning,Ifoundthelovelymistressofmydestiny,withthesoftestofshawlsonhershoulders,thebrightestofparasolsinherhand,andthesmartlittlestrawhatofthedaybeforeonherhead,readytoshowmethewaytothefishing-place。IfI

couldbesurebeforehandthatthesepageswouldonlybereadbypersonsactuallyoccupiedinthemakingoflove——thatoldestandlongest-establishedofallbranchesofmanufacturingindustry——I

couldgointosomeverytenderandinterestingparticularsonthesubjectofmyfirstday\'sfishing,undertheadorableauspicesofAlicia。ButasIcannothopeforawhollysympatheticaudience——astheremaybemonks,misogynists,politicaleconomists,andotherprofessedlyhard-heartedpersonspresentamongthosewhomInowaddress——Ithinkitbesttokeeptosafegeneralities,andtodescribemylove-makinginasfewsentencesasthevast,thoughsoft,importanceofthesubjectwillallowmetouse。

Letmeconfess,then,thatIassumedthecharacterofafastidiousangler,andmanagedtobeaweekindiscoveringtherightplacetofishin——always,itisunnecessarytosay,underAlicia\'sguidance。Wewentupthestreamanddownthestream,ononeside。Wecrossedthebridge,andwentupthestreamanddownthestreamontheother。Wegotintoapunt,andwentupthestream(withgreatdifficulty),anddownthestream(withgreatease)。Welandedonalittleisland,andwalkedallroundit,andinspectedthestreamattentivelyfromacentralpointofview。Wefoundtheislanddamp,andwentbacktothebank,andupthestream,andoverthebridge,anddownthestreamagain;andthen,forthefirsttime,thesweetgirlturnedappealinglytome,andconfessedthatshehadexhaustedherartlessknowledgeofthelocality。ItwasexactlyaweekfromthedaywhenIhadfirstfollowedherintothefieldswithmyfishing-rodovermyshoulder;andIhadneveryetcaughtanythingbutAlicia\'shand,andthatnotwithmyhook。

Wesatdownclosetogetheronthebank,entirelyinconsequenceofourdespairatnotfindingagoodfishing-place。Ilookedatthebrowneyes,andtheyturnedawayobservantlydownthestream。

Ifollowedthem,andtheyturnedawayinquiringlyupthestream。

Wasthisangelofpatienceandkindnessstilllookingforafishingplace?Andwasit_up_thestream,afterall?No!——shesmiledandshookherheadwhenIaskedthequestion,andthebrowneyessuddenlystolealookatme。IcouldholdoutnolongerInonebreathlessmomentIcaughtholdofbothherhands——inonestammeringsentenceIaskedherifshewouldbemywife。

Shetriedfaintlytofreeherhands——gaveuptheattempt——smiled——madeanefforttolookgrave——gavethatup,too——sighedsuddenly——checkedherselfsuddenly——saidnothing。

PerhapsIoughttohavetakenmyanswerforgranted;buttheleastbusiness-likemanthateverlivedbecomesaneminentlypracticalcharacterinmattersoflove。Irepeatedmyquestion。

Shelookedawayconfusedly;hereyelightedonacornerofherfather\'sred-brickhouse,peepingthroughagapintheplantationalreadymentioned;andherblushingcheekslosttheircolorinstantly。Ifeltherhandsgrowcold;shedrewthemresolutelyoutofmine,androsewiththetearsinhereyes。HadIoffendedher?

\"No,\"shesaidwhenIaskedherthequestion,andturnedtomeagain,andheldoutherhandwithsuchfrank,fearlesskindness,thatIalmostfellonmykneestothankherforit。

MightIhopeevertohearhersay\"Yes\"tothequestionthatI

hadaskedontheriverbank?

Shesighedbitterly,andturnedagaintowardthered-brickhouse。

Wasthereanyfamilyreasonagainsthersaying\"Yes\"?AnythingthatImustnotinquireinto?Anyoppositiontobedreadedfromherfather?

ThemomentImentionedherfather,sheshrankawayfrommeandburstintoaviolentfitofcrying。

\"Don\'tspeakofitagain!\"shesaidinabrokenvoice。\"I

mustn\'t——youmustn\'t——ah,don\'t,don\'tsayawordmoreaboutit!

I\'mnotdistressedwithyou——itisnotyourfault。Don\'tsayanything——leavemequietforaminute。Ishallsoonbebetterityouleavemequiet。”

Shedriedhereyesdirectly,withashiverasifitwascold,andtookmyarm。Iledherbacktothehouse-gate;andthen,feelingthatIcouldnotgointolunchasusual,afterwhathadhappened,saidIwouldreturntothefishing-place。

\"ShallIcometodinnerthisevening?\"Iasked,asIrangthegate-bellforher。

\"Oh,yes——yes!——docome,orhe——\"

Themysteriousman-servantopenedthedoor,andwepartedbeforeshecouldsaythenextwords。

CHAPTERVIII。

IWENTbacktothefishing-placewithaheavyheart,overcomebymournfulthoughts,forthefirsttimeinmylife。Itwasplainthatshedidnotdislikeme,andequallyplainthattherewassomeobstacleconnectedwithherfather,whichforbadehertolistentomyofferofmarriage。Fromthetimewhenshehadaccidentallylookedtowardthered-brickhouse,somethinginhermannerwhichitisquiteimpossibletodescribe,hadsuggestedtomymindthatthisobstaclewasnotonlysomethingshecouldnotmention,butsomethingthatshewaspartlyashamedof,partlyafraidof,andpartlydoubtfulabout。Whatcoulditbe?Howhadshefirstknownit?Inwhatwaywasherfatherconnectedwithit?

Inthecourseofourwalksshehadtoldmenothingaboutherselfwhichwasnotperfectlysimpleandunsuggestive。

HerchildhoodhadbeenpassedinEngland。Afterthat,shehadlivedwithherfatherandmotheratParis,wherethedoctorhadmanyfriends——forallofwhomsherememberedfeelingmoreorlessdislike,withoutbeingabletotellwhy。TheyhadthencometoEngland,andhadlivedinlodgingsinLondon。Foratimetheyhadbeenmiserablypoor。But,afterhermother\'sdeath——asuddendeathfromheartdisease——therehadcomeachangeintheiraffairs,whichshewasquiteunabletoexplain。Theyhadremovedtotheirpresentabode,togivethedoctorfullaccommodationforthecarryingonofhisscientificpursuits。HeoftenhadoccasiontogotoLondon;butnevertookherwithhim。Theonlywomanathomenow,besideherself,wasanelderlyperson,whoactedascookandhousekeeper,andwhohadbeenintheirserviceformanyyears。Itwasverylonelysometimesnothavingacompanionofherownageandsex;butshehadgottolerablyusedtobearit,andtoamuseherselfwithherbooks,andmusic,andflowers。

Thusfarshechattedaboutherselfquitefreely;butwhenI

tried,eveninthevaguestmanner,toleadherintodiscussingthecausesofherstrangelysecludedlife,shelookedsodistressed,andbecamesosuddenlysilent,thatInaturallyrefrainedfromsayinganotherwordonthattopic。Oneconclusion,however,IfelttolerablysurethatIhaddrawncorrectlyfromwhatshesaid:herfather\'sconducttowardher,thoughnotabsolutelyblamableorgrosslyneglectfulonanypoint,hadstillneverbeenofanaturetomakeherardentlyfondofhim。Heperformedtheordinaryparentaldutiesrigidlyandrespectablyenough;buthehadapparentlynotcaredtowinallthefiliallovewhichhisdaughterwouldhavebestowedonamoreaffectionateman。

When,afterreflectingonwhatAliciahadtoldme,IbegantocalltomindwhatIhadbeenabletoobserveformyself,Ifoundamplematerialstoexcitemycuriosityinrelationtothedoctor,ifnotmydistrust。

IhavealreadydescribedhowIheardtheclangoftheheavydoor,ontheoccasionofmyfirstvisittothered-brickhouse。Thenextday,whenthedoctoragaintookleaveofmeinthehall,I

hitonaplanforseeingthedooraswellashearingit。I

dawdledonmywayout,tillIheardtheclangagain;thenpretendedtoremembersomeimportantmessagewhichIhadforgottentogivetothedoctor,andwithalookofinnocenthurryranupstairstoovertakehim。Thedisguisedworkmanranaftermewithashoutof\"Stop!\"Iwasconvenientlydeaftohim——reachedthefirstfloorlanding——andarrivedatadoorwhichshutoffthewholestaircasehigherup;anirondoor,assolidasifitbelongedtoabanker\'sstrong-room,andguardedmillionsofmoney。Ireturnedtothehall,inattentivetotheservant\'snotover-civilremonstrances,and,sayingthatIwouldwaittillI

sawthedoctoragain,leftthehouse。

Thenextdaytwopale-lookingmen,inartisancostume,cameuptothegateatthesametimeasIdid,eachcarryingalongwoodenboxunderhisarm,stronglyboundwithiron。Itriedtomakethemtalkwhilewewerewaitingforadmission,butneitherofthemwouldgobeyond\"Yes,\"or\"No\";andbothhad,tomyeyes,someunmistakablysinisterlinesintheirfaces。Thenextdaythehouskeepingcookcametothedoor——abuxomoldwomanwithalookandareadysmile,andsomethinginhermannerwhichsuggestedthatshehadnotbegunlifequitesorespectablyasshewasnowendingit。Sheseemedtobedecidedlysatisfiedwithmypersonalappearance;talkedtomeonindifferentmatterswithgreatglibness;butsuddenlybecamesilentanddiplomaticthemomentI

lookedtowardthestairandaskedinnocentlyifshehadtogoupanddownthemofteninthecourseoftheday。Asforthedoctorhimselfhewasunapproachableonthesubjectofthemysteriousupperregions。IfIintroducedchemistryingeneralintotheconversationhebeggedmenottospoilhishappyholidayhourswithhisdaughterandme,byleadinghimbacktohiswork-a-daythoughts。IfIreferredtohisownexperimentsinparticularhealwaysmadeajokeaboutbeingafraidofmychemicalknowledge,andofmywishingtoanticipatehiminhisdiscoveries。Inbrief,afteraweek\'srunofthelowerregions,theupperpartofthered-brickhouseandtheactualnatureofitsowner\'soccupationsstillremainedimpenetrablemysteriestome,pry,ponder,andquestionasImight。

Thinkingofthisontheriver-bank,inconnectionwiththedistressingscenewhichIhadjusthadwithAlicia,Ifoundthatthemysteriousobstacleatwhichshehadhinted,themysteriouslifeledbyherfather,andthemysterioustopofthehousethathadhithertodefiedmycuriosity,allthreeconnectedthemselvesinmymindaslinksofthesamechain。TheobstacletomymarryingAliciawasthethingthatmosttroubledme。IfIonlyfoundoutwhatitwas,andifImadelightofit(whichIwasresolvedbeforehandtodo,letitbewhatitmight),Ishouldmostprobablyendbyovercomingherscruples,andtakingherawayfromtheominousred-brickhouseinthecharacterofmywife。ButhowwasItomaketheall-importantdiscovery?

Cudgelingmybrainsforananswertothisquestion,Ifellatlastintoreasoninguponit,byaprocessofnaturallogic,somethingafterthisfashion:Themysterioustopofthehouseisconnectedwiththedoctor,andthedoctorisconnectedwiththeobstaclewhichhasmadewretchednessbetweenAliciaandme。IfI

canonlygettothetopofthehouse,Imaygetalsototherootoftheobstacle。Itisadangerousandanuncertainexperiment;

but,comewhatmayofit,Iwilltryandfindout,ifhumaningenuitycancompassthemeans,whatDoctorDulcifer\'soccupationreallyis,ontheothersideofthatirondoor。

Havingcometothisresolution(andderiving,letmeadd,parenthetically,greatconsolationfromit),thenextsubjectofconsiderationwasthebestmethodofgettingsafelyintothetopregionsofthehouse。

Pickingthelockoftheirondoorwasoutofthequestion,fromtheexposednatureofthesituationwhichthatmysteriousironbarrieroccupied。Myonlypossiblewaytothesecondfloorlaybythebackofthehouse。Ihadlookedupatittwoorthreetimes,whilewalkinginthegardenafterdinnerwithAlicia。WhathadI

broughtawayinmymemoryastheresultofthatcasualinspectionofmyhost\'sbackpremises?Severalfragmentsofusefulinformation。

Inthefirstplace,oneofthemostmagnificentvinesIhadeverseengrewagainstthebackwallofthehouse,trainedcarefullyonastrongtrellis-work。Inthesecondplace,themiddlefirst-floorbackwindowlookedoutonalittlestonebalcony,builtonthetopoftheporchoverthegardendoor。Inthethirdplace,thebackwindowsofthesecondfloorhadbeenopen,oneachoccasionwhenIhadseenthem——mostprobablytoairthehouse,whichcouldnotbeventilatedfromthefrontduringthehotsummerweather,inconsequenceoftheshut-upconditionofallthewindowsthereabouts。Inthefourthplace,hardbythecoach-houseinwhichDoctorDulcifer\'sneatgigwasputup,therewasatool-shed,inwhichthegardenerkepthisshortpruning-ladder。Inthefifthandlastplace,outsidethestableinwhichDoctorDulcifer\'sbloodmarelivedinluxurioussolitude,wasadog-kennelwithalargemastiffchainedtoitnightandday。IfIcouldonlyridmyselfofthedog——agaunt,half-starvedbrute,madesavageandmangybyperpetualconfinement——Ididnotseeanyreasontodespairofgettinginundiscoveredatoneofthesecond-floorwindows——providedI

waiteduntilasufficientlylatehour,andsucceededinscalingthegardenwallatthebackofthehouse。

LifewithoutAliciabeingnotworthhaving,Ideterminedtoriskthethingthatverynight。

GoingbackatoncetothetownofBarkingham,Iprovidedmyselfwithashortbitofrope,alittlebull\'s-eyelantern,asmallscrewdriver,andanicebitofbeefchemicallyadaptedforthesoothingoftroublesomedogs。Ithendressed,disposedofthesethingsneatlyinmycoatpockets,andwenttothedoctor\'stodinner。Inonerespect,Fortunefavoredmyaudacity。Itwasthesultriestdayofthewholeseason——surelytheycouldnotthinkofshuttingupthesecond-floorbackwindowsto-night!

Aliciawaspaleandsilent。Thelovelybrowneyes,whentheylookedatme,saidasplainlyasinwords,\"Wehavebeencryingagreatdeal,Frank,sincewesawyoulast。”Thelittlewhitefingersgavemineasignificantsqueeze——andthatwasallthereferencethatpassedbetweenustowhathappenedinthemorning。

Shesatthroughthedinnerbravely;but,whenthedessertcame,leftusforthenight,withafewshy,hurriedwordsabouttheexcessiveheatoftheweatherbeingtoomuchforher。Irosetoopenthedoor,andexchangedalastmeaninglookwithher,asshebowedandwentbyme。LittledidIthinkthatIshouldhavetoliveuponnothingbuttheremembranceofthatlookformanywearydaysthatwereyettocome。

Thedoctorwasinexcellentspirits,andalmostoppressivelyhospitable。Wesatsociablychattingoverourclarettillpasteighto\'clock。Thenmyhostturnedtohisdesktowritealetterbeforethepostwantout;andIstrolledawaytosmokeacigarinthegarden。

Second-floorbackwindowsallopen,atmosphereassultryasever,gardener\'spruning-ladderquitesafeinthetool-shed,savagemastiffinhiskennelcrunchinghisbonesforsupper。Good。Thedogwillnotbevisitedagaintonight:Imaythrowmymedicatedbitofbeefatonceintohiskennel。Iactedontheideaimmediately;thedogseizedhispieceofbeef;Iheardasnap,awheeze,achoke,andagroan——andtherewasthemastiffdisposedof,insidethekennel,wherenobodycouldfindoutthathewasdeadtillthetimecameforfeedinghimthenextmorning。

Iwentbacktothedoctor;wehadasocialglassofcoldbrandy-and-watertogether;Ilightedanothercigar,andtookmyleave。Myhostbeingtoorespectableamannottokeepearlycountryhours,Iwentaway,asusual,aboutten。Themysteriousman-servantlockedthegatebehindme。IsaunteredontheroadbacktoBarkinghamforaboutfiveminutes,thenstruckoffsharpfortheplantation,lightedmylanternwiththehelpofmycigarandabrimstonematchofthatbarbarousperiod,shutdowntheslideagain,andmadeforthegardenwall。

Itwasformidablyhigh,andgarnishedhorriblywithbrokenbottles;butitwasalsoold,andwhenIcametopickatthemortarwithmyscrew-driver,Ifounditreasonablyrottenwithageanddamp。

Iremovedfourbrickstomakefootholesindifferentpositionsupthewall。Itwasdesperatelyhardandlongwork,easyasitmaysoundindescription——especiallywhenIhadtoholdonbythetopofthewall,withmyflatoperahat(asweusedtocallitinthosedays)laid,asaguard,betweenmyhandandtheglass,whileIclearedawaythroughthesharpbottle-endsformyotherhandandmyknees。Thisdone,mygreatdifficultywasvanquished;

andIhadonlytodropluxuriouslyintoaflower-bedontheothersideofthewall。

Perfectstillnessinthegarden:nosignofalightanywhereatthebackofthehouse:first-floorwindowsallshut:second-floorwindowsstillopen。Ifetchedthepruning-ladder;putitagainstthesideoftheporch;tiedoneendofmybitofropetothetoproundofit;tooktheotherendinmymouth,andpreparedtoclimbtothebalconyovertheporchbythethickvinebranchesandthetrellis-work。

Nomanwhohashadanyrealexperienceoflifecanhavefailedtoobservehowamazinglyclose,incriticalsituations,thegrotesqueandtheterrible,thecomicandtheserious,contrivetotreadoneachother\'sheels。Atsuchtimes,thelastthingweoughtproperlytothinkofcomesintoourheads,ortheleastconsistenteventthatcouldpossiblybeexpectedtohappendoesactuallyoccur。WhenIputmylifeindangeronthatmemorablenight,byputtingmyfootonthetrellis-work,Iabsolutelythoughtofthenever-dyingLadyMalkinshawplungedinrefreshingslumber,andofthefranticexclamationsMr。Batterburywouldutterifhesawwhatherladyship\'sgrandsonwasdoingwithhispreciouslifeandlimbsatthatcriticalmoment。Iamnohero——I

wasfullyawareofthedangertowhichIwasexposingmyself;andyetIprotestthatIcaughtmyselflaughingundermybreath,withthemostoutrageousinconsistency,attheinstantwhenIbegantheascentofthetrellis-work。

Ireachedthebalconyovertheporchinsafety,dependingmoreuponthetoughvinebranchesthanthetrellis-workduringmyascent。Mynextemploymentwastopullupthepruning-ladder,assoftlyaspossible,bytheropewhichIheldattachedtoit。Thisdone,Iputtheladderagainstthehousewall,listened,measuredthedistancetotheopensecond-floorwindowwithmyeye,listenedagain——and,findingallquiet,beganmysecondandlastascent。Theladderwascomfortablylong,andIwasconvenientlytall;myhandwasonthewindow-sill——Imountedanothertworounds——andmyeyeswerelevelwiththeinterioroftheroom。

Supposeanyoneshouldbesleepingthere!

IlistenedatthewindowattentivelybeforeIventuredontakingmylanternoutofmycoatpocket。Thenightwassoquiteandairlessthattherewasnotthefaintestrustleamongtheleavesinthegardenbeneathmetodistractmyattention。Ilistened。

Thebreathingofthelightestofsleepersmusthavereachedmyear,throughthatintensestillness,iftheroomhadbeenabedroom,andthebedwereoccupied。Iheardnothingbutthequickbeatofmyownheart。Theminutesofsuspensewerepassingheavily——Ilaidmyotherhandoverthewindow-sill,thenamomentofdoubtcame——doubtwhetherIshouldcarrytheadventureanyfurther。Imasteredmyhesitationdirectly——itwastoolateforsecondthoughts。\"Nowforit!\"Iwhisperedtomyself,andgotinatthewindow。

Towait,listeningagain,inthedarknessofthatunknownregion,wasmorethanIhadcouragefor。ThemomentIwasdownonthefloor,Ipulledthelanternoutofmypocketandraisedtheshade。

Sofar,sogood——Ifoundmyselfinadirtylumber-room。Largepans,someofthemcrackedandmoreofthembroken;emptyboxesboundwithiron,ofthesamesortasthoseIhadseentheworkmenbringinginatthefrontgate;oldcoalsacks;apacking-casefullofcoke;andahuge,cracked,mouldyblacksmith\'sbellows——theseweretheprincipalobjectsthatIobservedinthelumber-room。Theonedoorleadingoutofitwasopen,asIhadexpecteditwouldbe,inordertolettheairthroughthebackwindowintothehouse。Itookoffmyshoes,andstoleintothepassage。Myfirstimpulse,themomentIlookedalongit,wastoshutdownmylantern-shade,andlistenagain。

StillIheardnothing;butatthefarendofthepassageIsawabrightlightpouringthroughthehalf-openeddoorofoneofthemysteriousfrontrooms。

Icreptsoftlytowardit。Adecidedlychemicalsmellbegantostealintomynostrils——and,listeningagain,IthoughtIheardaboveme,andinsomedistantroom,anoiselikethelowgrowlofalargefurnace,muffledinsomepeculiarmanner。ShouldI

retracemystepsinthatdirection?No——nottillIhadseensomethingoftheroomwiththebrightlight,outsideofwhichI

wasnowstanding。Ibentforwardsoftly;lookingbylittleandlittlefurtherandfurtherthroughtheopeningofthedoor,untilmyheadandshoulderswerefairlyinsidetheroom,andmyeyeshadconvincedmethatnolivingsoul,sleepingorwaking,wasinanypartofitatthatparticularmoment。Impelledbyafatalcuriosity,Ienteredimmediately,andbegantolookaboutmewitheagereyes。

Isawironladles,pansfullofwhitesand,fileswithwhitemetalleftglitteringintheirteeth,moldsofplasterofParis,bagscontainingthesamematerialinpowder,apowerfulmachinewiththenameanduseofwhichIwastheoreticallynotunacquainted,whitemetalinapartially-fusedstate,bottlesofaquafortis,diesscatteredoveradresser,crucibles,sandpaper,barsofmetal,andedgedtoolsinplenty,ofthestrangestconstruction。Iwasnotatallascrupulousman,asthereaderknowsbythistime;butwhenIlookedattheseobjects,andthoughtofAlicia,Icouldnotforthelifeofmehelpshuddering。Therewasnottheleastdoubtaboutit,evenafterthelittleIhadseen:theimportantchemicalpursuitstowhichDoctorDulciferwasdevotinghimself,meant,inplainEnglishandinoneword——Coining。

DidAliciaknowwhatIknewnow,ordidsheonlysuspectit?

WhicheverwayIansweredthatquestioninmyownmind,Icouldbenolongeratanylossforanexplanationofherbehaviorinthemeadowbythestream,orofthatunnaturallygloomy,downcastlookwhichoverspreadherfacewhenherfather\'spursuitswerethesubjectofconversation。DidIfalterinmyresolutiontomarryher,nowthatIhaddiscoveredwhattheobstaclewaswhichhadmademysteryandwretchednessbetweenus?Certainlynot。I

wasaboveallprejudices。Iwastheleastparticularofmankind。

Ihadnofamilyaffectioninmyway——and,greatestfactofall,I

wasinlove。UnderthosecircumstanceswhatRogueofanyspiritwouldhavefaltered?Afterthefirstshockofthediscoverywasover,myresolutiontobeAlicia\'shusbandwassettledmorefirmlythanever。

Therewasalittleroundtableinacorneroftheroomfurthestfromthedoor,whichIhadnotyetexamined。Afeverishlongingtolookateverythingwithinmyreach——topenetratetotheinnermostrecessesofthelabyrinthinwhichIhadinvolvedmyself——consumedme。Iwenttothetable,andsawuponit,rangedsymmetricallysidebyside,fourobjectswhichlookedlikethickrulerswrappedupinsilverpaper。Iopenedthepaperattheendofoneoftherulers,andfoundthatitwascomposedofhalf-crowns。Ihadclosedthepaperagain,andwasjustraisingmyheadfromthetableoverwhichithadbeenbent,whenmyrightcheekcameincontactwithsomethinghardandcold。Istartedback——lookedup——andconfrontedDoctorDulcifer,holdingapistolatmyrighttemple。

CHAPTERIX。

THEdoctor(likeme)hadhisshoesoff。Thedoctor(likeme)hadcomeinwithoutmakingtheleastnoise。Hecockedthepistolwithoutsayingaword。IfeltthatIwasprobablystandingfacetofacewithdeath,andItoosaidnotaword。WetwoRogueslookedeachothersteadilyandsilentlyintheface——he,themightyandprosperousvillain,withmylifeinhishands:I,theabjectandpoorscamp,waitinghismercy。

ItmusthavebeenatleastaminuteafterIheardtheclickofthecockedpistolbeforehespoke。

\"Howdidyougethere?\"heasked。

Thequietcommonplacetermsinwhichheputhisquestion,andtheperfectcomposureandpolitenessofhismanner,remindedmealittleofGentlemanJones。Butthedoctorwasmuchthemorerespectable-lookingmanofthetwo;hisbaldnesswasmoreintellectualandbenevolent;therewasadelicacyandproprietyinthepulpinessofhisfatwhitechin,ablandbagginessinhisunwhiskeredcheeks,areverentroughnessabouthiseyebrowsandafullnessinhislowereyelids,whichraisedhimfarhigher,physiognomicallyspeaking,inthesocialscale,thanmyoldprisonacquaintance。Putashovel-hatonGentlemanJones,andtheeffectwouldonlyhavebeeneccentric;putthesamecoveringontheheadofDoctorDulcifer,andtheeffectwouldhavebeenstrictlyepiscopal。

\"Howdidyougethere?\"herepeated,stillwithoutshowingtheleastirritation。

ItoldhimhowIhadgotinatthesecond-floorwindow,withoutconcealingawordofthetruth。Thegravityofthesituation,andthesharpnessofthedoctor\'sintellects,asexpressedinhiseyes,madeanythinglikeasuppressionoffactsonmypartadesperatelydangerousexperiment。

\"YouwantedtoseewhatIwasaboutuphere,didyou?\"saidhe,whenIhadendedmyconfession。\"Doyouknow?\"

Thepistolbarreltouchedmycheekashesaidthelastwords。I

thoughtofallthesuspiciousobjectsscatteredabouttheroom,oftheprobabilitythathewasonlyputtingthisquestiontotrymycourage,oftheverylikelychancethathewouldshootmeforthwith,ifIbegantoprevaricate。Ithoughtofthesethings,andboldlyanswered:

\"Yes,Idoknow。”

Helookedatmereflectively;thensaid,inlow,thoughtfultones,speaking,nottome,butentirelytohimself:

\"SupposeIshoothim?\"

Isawinhiseye,thatifIflinched,hewoulddrawthetrigger。

\"Supposeyoutrustme?\"Isaid,withoutmovingamuscle。

\"Itrustedyou,asanhonestman,downstairs,andIfindyou,likeathief,uphere,\"returnedthedoctor,withaself-satisfiedsmileattheneatnessofhisownretort。\"No,\"hecontinued,relapsingintosoliloquy:\"thereisriskeveryway;

buttheleastriskperhapsistoshoothim。”

\"Wrong,\"saidI。\"Therearerelationsofminewhohaveapecuniaryinterestinmylife。Iamthemainconditionofacontingentreversionintheirfavor。IfIammissed,Ishallbeinquiredafter。”Ihavewonderedsinceatmyowncoolnessinthefaceofthedoctor\'spistol;butmylifedependedonmykeepingmyself-possession,andthedesperatenatureofthesituationlentmeadesperatecourage。

\"HowdoIknowyouarenotlying?\"heasked。

\"HaveInotspokenthetruth,hitherto?\"

Thosewordsmadehimhesitate。Heloweredthepistolslowlytohisside。Ibegantobreathefreely。

\"Trustme,\"Irepeated。\"Ifyoudon\'tbelieveIwouldholdmytongueaboutwhatIhaveseenhere,foryoursake,youmaybecertainthatIwouldfor——\"

\"Formydaughter\'s,\"heinterposed,withasarcasticsmile。

Ibowedwithallimaginablecordiality。Thedoctorwavedhispistolintheaircontemptuously。

\"Therearetwowaysofmakingyouholdyourtongue,\"hesaid。

\"Thefirstisshootingyou;thesecondismakingafelonofyou。

Onconsideration,afterwhatyouhavesaid,theriskineithercaseseemsaboutequal。Iamnaturallyahumaneman;yourfamilyhavedonemenoinjury;Iwillnotbethecauseoftheirlosingmoney;Iwon\'ttakeyourlife,I\'llhaveyourcharacter。Weareallfelonsonthisfloorofthehouse。Youhavecomeamongus——youshallbeoneofus。Ringthatbell。”

Hepointedwiththepistoltoabell-handlebehindme。Ipulleditinsilence。

Felon!Thewordhasanuglysound——averyuglysound。But,consideringhowneartheblackcurtainhadbeentofallingovertheadventurousdramaofmylife,hadIanyrighttocomplainoftheprolongationofthescene,howeverdarklyitmightlookatfirst?Besides,someofthebestfeelingsofourcommonnature(puttingoutofallquestionthevaluewhichmensounaccountablypersistinsettingontheirownlives),impelledme,ofnecessity,tochoosethealternativeoffeloniousexistenceinpreferencetothatofrespectabledeath。LoveandHonorbademelivetomarryAlicia;andasenseoffamilydutymademeshrinkfromoccasioningalossofthreethousandpoundstomyaffectionatesister。Perishthefar-fetchedscrupleswhichwouldbreaktheheartofonelovelywoman,andscattertothewindsthepin-moneyofanother!

\"IfyouutteronewordincontradictionofanythingIsaywhenmyworkmencomeintotheroom,\"saidthedoctor,uncockinghispistolassoonasIhadrungthebell,\"Ishallchangemymindaboutleavingyourlifeandtakingyourcharacter。Rememberthat;