第6章

Iraisedmyhead,andgatheredthebillsandletterstogether,andstoodupamanagain,wonderingatthevariablenessofmyowntemper,atthecuriouselasticityofthattoughestofallthevitalsubstanceswithinus,whichwecallHope。\"Sittingandsighingatthefootofthistree,\"Ithought,\"isnotthewaytofindAlicia,ortosecuremyownsafety。Letmecirculatemybloodandrousemyingenuity,bytakingtotheroadagain。”

BeforeIforcedmywaybacktotheopensideofthehedge,I

thoughtitdesirabletotearupthebillsandletters,forfearofbeingtracedbythemiftheywerefoundintheplantation。ThedeskIleftwhereitwas,therebeingnonameonit。Thenote-paperandpensIpocketed——forlornasmysituationwas,itdidnotauthorizemetowastestationery。Theblotting-paperwasthelastthinglefttodisposeof:twoneatly-foldedsheets,quiteclean,exceptinoneplace,wheretheimpressionofafewlinesofwritingappeared。Iwasabouttoputtheblotting-paperintomypocketafterthepens,whensomethinginthelookofthewritingimpressedonit,stoppedme。

Fourblurredlinesappearedofnotmorethantwoorthreewordseach,runningoutonebeyondanotherregularlyfromlefttoright。Hadthedoctorbeencomposingpoetryandblottingitinaviolenthurry?Atafirstglance,thatwasmorethanIcouldtell。Theorderofthewrittenletters,whatevertheymightbe,wasreversedonthefaceoftheimpressiontakenofthembytheblotting-paper。Iturnedtotheothersideoftheleaf。Theorderoftheletterswasnowright,butthelettersthemselvesweresometimestoofaintlyimpressed,sometimestoomuchblurredtogethertobelegible。Iheldtheleafuptothelight——andtherewasacompletechange:theblurredlettersgrewclearer,theinvisibleconnectinglinesappeared——Icouldreadthewordsfromfirsttolast。

Thewritingmusthavebeenhurried,andithadtoallappearancebeenhurriedlydriedtowardthecornerofaperfectlycleanleafoftheblotting-paper。Aftertwicereading,IfeltsurethatI

hadmadeoutcorrectlythefollowingaddress:

MissGiles,2ZionPlace,Crickgelly,N。Wales。

Itwashardunderthecircumstances,toformanopinionastothehandwriting;butIthoughtIcouldrecognizethecharacterofsomeofthedoctor\'sletters,evenintheblottedimpressionofthem。SupposingIwasright,whowasMissGiles?

SomeWelshfriendofthedoctor\'s,unknowntome?Probablyenough。ButwhynotAliciaherselfunderanassumedname?Havingsentherfromhometokeepheroutofmyway,itseemednexttoacertaintythatherfatherwouldtakeallpossiblemeasurestopreventmytracingher,andwould,therefore,asacommonactofprecaution,forbidhertotravelunderherownname。Crickgelly,NorthWales,wasassuredlyaveryremoteplacetobanishherto;

butthenthedoctorwasnotamantodothingsbyhalves:heknewthelengthstowhichmycunningandresolutionwerecapableofcarryingme;andhewouldhavebeeninnocentindeedifhehadhiddenhisdaughterfrommeinanyplacewithinreasonabledistanceofBarkingham。Last,andnotleastimportant,MissGilessoundedinmyearsexactlylikeanassumedname。

WasthereeveranywomanabsolutelyandliterallynamedMissGiles?HoweverImayhavealteredmyopiniononthispointsince,mymindwasnotinaconditionatthattimetoadmitthepossibleexistenceofanysuchindividualasamaidenGiles。Before,therefore,Ihadputthepreciousblotting-paperintomypocket,Ihadsatisfiedmyselfthatmyfirstduty,underallthecircumstances,wastoshapemyflightimmediatelytoCrickgelly。

Icouldbecertainofnothing——notevenofidentifyingthedoctor\'shandwritingbytheimpressionontheblotting-paper。ButprovidedIkeptclearofBarkingham,itwasallthesametomewhatpartoftheUnitedKingdomIwentto;and,intheabsenceofanyactualclewtoherplaceofresidence,therewasconsolationandencouragementeveninfollowinganimaginarytrace。MyspiritsrosetotheirnaturalheightasIstruckintothehighroadagain,andbeheldacrossthelevelplainthesmoke,chimneys,andchurchspiresofalargemanufacturingtown。ThereIsawthewelcomepromiseofacoach——thehappychanceofmakingmyjourneytoCrickgellyeasyandrapidfromtheveryoutset。

Onmywaytothetown,IwasremindedbythestaringofallthepeopleIpassedontheroad,ofoneimportantconsiderationwhichIhadhithertomostunaccountablyoverlooked——thenecessityofmakingsomeradicalchangeinmypersonalappearance。

IhadnocausetodreadtheBowStreetrunners,fornotoneofthemhadseenme;butIhadthestrongestpossiblereasonsfordistrustingameetingwithmyenemy,Screw。Hewouldcertainlybemadeuseofbytheofficersforthepurposeofidentifyingthecompanionswhomhehadbetrayed;andIhadthebestreasonsintheworldtobelievethathewouldratherassistinthetakingofmethaninthecaptureofalltherestofthecoininggangputtogether——thedoctorhimselfnotexcepted。Mypresentcostumewasofthedandysort——rathershabby,butgayincolorandoutrageousincut。Ihadnotaltereditforanartisan\'ssuitinthedoctor\'shouse,becauseIneverhadanyintentionofstayingthereadaylongerthanIcouldpossiblyhelp。TheaproninwhichIhadwrappedthewriting-deskwastheonlyapproachIhadmadetowardwearingthehonorableuniformoftheworkingman。

Woulditbewisenowtomakemytransformationcomplete,byaddingtotheapronavelveteenjacketandasealskincap?No:myhandsweretoowhite,mymannerstooinveteratelygentleman-like,forallartisandisguise。Itwouldbesafertoassumeaseriouscharacter——toshaveoffmywhiskers,cropmyhair,buyamodesthatandumbrella,anddressentirelyinblack。AtthefirstslopshopIencounteredinthesuburbsofthetown,Igotacarpet-bagandaclerical-lookingsuit。Atthefirsteasyshaving-shopIpassed,Ihadmyhaircroppedandmywhiskerstakenoff。AfterthatIretreatedagaintothecountry——walkedbacktillIfoundaconvenienthedgedownalaneoffthehighroad——changedmyuppergarmentsbehindit,andemerged,bashful,black,andreverend,withmycottonumbrellatuckedmodestlyundermyarm,myeyesontheground,myheadintheair,andmyhatoffmyforehead。WhenIfoundtwolaborerstouchingtheircapstomeonmywaybacktothetown,Iknewthatitwasallright,andthatImightnowsetthevindictiveeyesofScrewhimselfsafelyatdefiance。

IhadnotthemostdistantnotionwhereIwaswhenIreachedtheHighStreet,andstoppedatTheGreenBullHotelandCoach-office。However,ImanagedtomentionmymodestwishestobeconveyedatonceinthedirectionofWales,withnomorethanabecomingconfusionofmanner。

TheanswerwasnotsoencouragingasIcouldhavewished。ThecoachtoShrewsburyhadleftanhourbefore,andtherewouldbenootherpublicconveyancerunninginmydirectionuntilthenextmorning。Findingmyselfthusobligedtoyieldtoadversecircumstances,Isubmittedresignedly,andbookedaplaceoutsidebythenextday\'scoach,inthenameoftheReverendJohnJones。

IthoughtitdesirabletobeatonceunassumingandWelshintheselectionofatravelingname;andthereforeconsideredJohnJonescalculatedtofitme,inmypresentemergency,toahair。

Aftersecuringabedatthehotel,andorderingafrugalcurate\'sdinner(bitoffish,twochops,mashedpotatoes,semolinapudding,half-pintofsherry),Isalliedouttolookatthetown。

Notknowingthenameofit,andnotdaringtoexcitesurprisebyasking,Ifoundtheplacefullofvagueyetmysteriousinterest。

HereIwas,somewhereincentralEngland,justasignorantoflocalitiesasifIhadbeensuddenlydepositedinCentralAfrica。

Mylivelyfancyrevelledinthenewsensation。Iinventedanameforthetown,acodeoflawsfortheinhabitants,productions,antiquities,chalybeatesprings,population,statisticsofcrime,andsoon,whileIwalkedaboutthestreets,lookedinattheshop-windows,andattentivelyexaminedtheMarket-placeandTown-hall。Experiencedtravelers,whohaveexhaustedallnovelties,woulddowelltofollowmyexample;theymaybecertain,foronedayatleast,ofgettingsomefreshideas,andfeelinganewsensation。

Onreturningtodinnerinthecoffee-room,IfoundalltheLondonpapersonthetable。

The_MorningPost_happenedtolieuppermost,soItookitawaytomyownseattooccupythetime,whilemyunpretendingbitoffishwasfrying。Glancinglazilyattheadvertisementsonthefirstpage,tobeginwith,Iwasastonishedbytheappearanceofthefollowinglines,atthetopofacolumn:

\"IfF——KS——FTL——Ywillcommunicatewithhisdistressedandalarmedrelatives,Mr。andMrs。B——TT——RB——RY,hewillhearofsomethingtohisadvantage,andmaybeassuredthatallwillbeoncemoreforgiven。A——B——LLAentreatshimtowrite。”

What,inthenameofallthatismostmysterious,doesthismean!

wasmyfirstthoughtafterreadingtheadvertisement。CanLadyMalkinshawhavetakenafreshleaseofthatimpregnablevitaltenement,atthedoorofwhichDeathhasbeenknockingvainlyforsomanyyearspast?(Nothingmorelikely。)WasmyfeloniousconnectionwithDoctorDulcifersuspected?(Itseemedimprobable。)Onething,however,wascertain:Iwasmissed,andtheBatterburyswerenaturallyanxiousaboutme——anxiousenoughtoadvertiseinthepublicpapers。

IdebatedwithmyselfwhetherIshouldanswertheirpatheticappealornot。Ihadallmymoneyaboutme(havingneverletitoutofmyownpossessionduringmystayinthered-brickhouse),andtherewasplentyofitforthepresent;soIthoughtitbesttoleavethealarmanddistressofmyanxiousrelativesunrelievedforalittlewhilelonger,andtoreturnquietlytotheperusalofthe_MorningPost。_

Fiveminutesofdesultoryreadingbroughtmeunexpectedlytoanexplanationoftheadvertisement,intheshapeofthefollowingparagraph:

\"ALARMINGILLNESSOFLADYMALKINSHAW——WeregrettoannouncethatthisvenerableladywasseizedwithanalarmingillnessonSaturdaylast,athermansionintown。Theattacktookthecharacterofafit——ofwhatprecisenaturewehavenotbeenabletolearn。Herladyship\'smedicalattendantandnearrelative,DoctorSoftly,wasimmediatelycalledin,andpredictedthemostfatalresults。Freshmedicalattendancewassecured,andherladyship\'snearestsurvivingrelatives,Mrs。Softly,andMr。andMrs。Batterbury,ofDuskydalePark,weresummoned。Atthetimeoftheirarrivalherladyship\'sconditionwascomatose,herbreathingbeinghighlystertorous。Ifwearerightlyinformed,DoctorSoftlyandtheothermedicalgentlemenpresentgaveitastheiropinionthatifthepulseofthevenerablesuffererdidnotrallyinthecourseofaquarterofauhouratmost,verylamentableresultsmightbeanticipated。Forfourteenminutes,asourreporterwasinformed,nochangetookplace;but,strangetorelate,immediatelyafterwardherladyship\'spulseralliedsuddenlyinthemostextraordinarymanner。Shewasobservedtoopenhereyesverywide,andwasheard,tothesurpriseanddelightofallsurroundingthecouch,toaskwhyherladyship\'susuallunchofchicken-brothwithaglassofAmontilladosherrywasnotplacedonthetableasusual。Theserefreshmentshavingbeenproduced,underthesanctionofthemedicalgentlemen,theagedpatientpartookofthemwithanappearanceoftheutmostrelish。Sincethishappyalterationforthebetter,herladyship\'shealthhas,werejoicetosay,rapidlyimproved;andtheanswernowgiventoallfriendlyandfashionableinquirersis,inthevenerablelady\'sownhumorousphraseology,\'Muchbetterthancouldbeexpected。\'\"

Welldone,myexcellentgrandmother!myfirm,myunwearied,myundyingfriend!NevercanIsaythatmycaseisdesperatewhileyoucanswallowyourchicken-brothandsipyourAmontilladosherry。ThemomentIwantmoney,IwillwritetoMr。Batterbury,andcutanotherlittlegoldensliceoutofthatpossiblethree-thousand-pound-cake,forwhichhehasalreadysufferedandsacrificedsomuch。Inthemeantime,OvenerableprotectressofthewanderingRogue!letmegratefullydrinkyourhealthinthenastiestandsmallesthalf-pintofsherrythispalateevertasted,ortheseeyeseverbeheld!

Iwenttobedthatnightingreatspirits。Myluckseemedtobereturningtome;andIbegantofeelmorethanhopefulofreallydiscoveringmybelovedAliciaatCrickgelly,underthealiasofMissGiles。

ThenextmorningtheRev。JohnJonesdescendedtobreakfastsorosy,bland,andsmiling,thatthechambermaidssimperedashetrippedbytheminthepassage,andthelandladybowedgraciouslyashepassedherparlordoor。Thecoachdroveup,andthereverendgentleman(afterwaitingcharacteristicallyforthewoman\'sladder)mountedtohisplaceontheroof,behindthecoachman。Onemansattherewhohadgotupbeforehim——andwhoshouldthatmanbe,butthechiefoftheBowStreetrunners,whohadrashlytriedtotakeDoctorDulciferintocustody!

Therecouldnotbetheleastdoubtofhisidentity;Ishouldhaveknownhisfaceagainamongahundred。HelookedatmeasItookmyplacebyhisside,withonesharpsearchingglance——thenturnedhisheadawaytowardtheroad。Knowingthathehadneverseteyesonmyface(thankstotheconvenientpeepholeatthered-brickhouse),Ithoughtmymeetingwithhimwaslikelytoberatheradvantageousthanotherwise。Ihadnowanopportunityofwatchingtheproceedingsofoneofourpursuers,atanyrate——andsurelythiswassomethinggained。

\"Finemorning,sir,\"Isaidpolitely。

\"Yes,\"herepliedinthegruffestofmonosyllables。

Iwasnotoffended:Icouldmakeallowanceforthefeelingsofamanwhohadbeenlockedupbyhisownprisoner。

\"Veryfinemorning,indeed,\"Irepeated,soothinglyandcheerfully。

Therunneronlygruntedthistime。Well,well!weallhaveourlittleinfirmities。Idon\'tthinktheworseofthemannow,forhavingbeenrudetome,thatmorning,onthetopoftheShrewsburycoach。

Thenextpassengerwhogotupandplacedhimselfbymysidewasaflorid,excitable,confused-lookinggentleman,excessivelytalkativeandfamiliar。Hewasfollowedbyasulkyagriculturalyouthintop-boots——andthen,thecomplementofpassengersonourseatbehindthecoachmanwascomplete。

\"Heardthenews,sir?\"saidthefloridman,turningtome。

\"NotthatIamawareof,\"Ianswered。

\"It\'sthemosttremendousthingthathashappenedthesefiftyyears,\"saidthefloridman。\"Agangofcoiners,sir,discoveredatBarkingham——inahousetheyusedtocalltheGrange。Allthedreadfullotofbadsilverthat\'sbeenabout,they\'reatthebottomof。Andtheheadofthegangnottaken!——escaped,sir,likeaghostonthestage,throughatrap-door,afteractuallylockingtherunnersintohisworkshop。TheblacksmithsfromBarkinghamhadtobreakthemout;thewholehousewasfoundfullofirondoors,backstaircases,andallthatsortofthing,justliketheInquisition。Amostrespectableman,theoriginalproprietor!Thinkwhatamisfortunetohavelethishousetoascoundrelwhohasturnedthewholeinsideintotraps,furnaces,andirondoors。Thefellow\'sreference,sir,wasactuallyataLondonbank,wherehekeptafirst-rateaccount。Whatistobecomeofsociety?whereisourprotection?Whereareourcharacters,whenweareleftatthemercyofscoundrels?Thetimesareawful——uponmysoul,thetimesweliveinareperfectlyawful!\"

\"Pray,sir,isthereanychanceofcatchingthiscoiner?\"I

inquiredinnocently。

\"Ihopeso,sir;forthesakeofoutragedsociety,Ihopeso,\"

saidtheexcitableman。\"They\'veprintedhandbillsatBarkingham,offeringarewardfortakinghim。Iwaswithmyfriendthemayor,earlythismorning,andsawthemissued。\'Mr。Mayor,\'saysI,\'I\'mgoingWest——givemeafewcopies——letmehelptocirculatethem——forthesakeofoutragedsociety,letmehelptocirculatethem。Heretheyare——takeafew,sir,fordistribution。You\'llseethesearethreeotherfellowstobecaughtbesidestheprincipalrascal——oneofthemascampbelongingtoarespectablefamily。Oh!whattimes!Takethreecopies,andpraycirculatetheminthreeinfluentialquarters。Perhapsthatgentlemannextyouwouldlikeafew。Willyoutakethree,sir?\"

\"No,Iwon\'t,\"saidtheBowStreetrunnerdoggedly。\"Noryetoneof\'em——andit\'smyopinionthatthecoining-gangwouldbenabbedallthesooner,ifyouwastogiveoverhelpingthelawtocatchthem。”

Thisanswerproducedavehementexpostulationfrommyexcitableneighbor,towhichIpaidlittleattention,beingbetterengagedinreadingthehandbill。

Itdescribedthedoctor\'spersonalappearancewithremarkableaccuracy,andcautionedpersonsinseaporttownstobeonthelookoutforhim。OldFile,YoungFile,andmyselfwerealldishonorablymentionedtogetherinasecondparagraph,asrunawaysofinferiorimportanceNotawordwassaidinthehandbilltoshowthattheauthoritiesatBarkinghamevensomuchassuspectedthedirectioninwhichanyoneofushadescaped。

Thiswouldhavebeenveryencouraging,butforthepresenceoftherunnerbymyside,whichlookedasifBowStreethaditssuspicions,howeverinnocentBarkinghammightbe。

CouldthedoctorhavedirectedhisflighttowardCrickgelly?I

trembledinternallyasthequestionsuggesteditselftome。

SurelyhewouldpreferwritingtoMissGilestojoinhimwhenhegottoasafeplaceofrefuge,ratherthanencumberhimselfwiththeyoungladybeforehewaswelloutofreachofthefar-stretchingarmofthelaw。Thisseemedinfinitelythemostnaturalcourseofconduct。Still,therewastherunnertravelingtowardWales——andnotcertainlywithoutaspecialmotive。Iputthehandbillsinmypocket,andlistenedforanyhintswhichmightcreepoutinhistalk;butheperverselykeptsilent。Themoremyexcitableneighbortriedtodisputewithhim,themorecontemptuouslyherefusedtobreaksilence。IbegantofeelvehementlyimpatientforourarrivalatShrewsbury;forthereonlycouldIhopetodiscoversomethingmoreofmyformidablefellow-traveler\'splans。

Thecoachstoppedfordinner;andsomeofourpassengersleftus,theexcitablemanwiththehandbillsamongthenumber。Igotdown,andstoodonthedoorstepoftheinn,pretendingtobelookingaboutme,butinrealitywatchingthemovementsoftherunner。

Rathertomysurprise,Isawhimgotothedoorofthecoachandspeaktooneoftheinsidepassengers。Afterashortconversation,ofwhichIcouldnothearoneword,therunnerleftthecoachdoorandenteredtheinn,calledforaglassofbrandyandwater,andtookitouttohisfriend,whohadnotleftthevehicle。Thefriendbentforwardtoreceiveitatthewindow。I

caughtaglimpseofhisface,andfeltmykneestrembleunderme——itwasScrewhimself!

Screw,paleandhaggard-looking,evidentlynotyetrecoveredfromtheeffectofmygriponhisthroat!Screw,inattendanceontherunner,travelinginsidethecoachinthecharacterofaninvalid。HemustbegoingthisjourneytohelptheBowStreetofficerstoidentifysomeoneofourscatteredgangofwhomtheywereinpursuit。Itcouldnotbethedoctor——therunnercoulddiscoverhimwithoutassistancefromanybody。Whymightitnotbeme?

Ibegantothinkwhetheritwouldbebesttotrustboldlyinmydisguise,andmyluckypositionoutsidethecoach,orwhetherI

shouldabandonmyfellow-passengersimmediately。Itwasnoteasytosettleatoncewhichcoursewasthesafest——soItriedtheeffectoflookingatmytwoalternativesfromanotherpointofview。ShouldIriskeverything,andgoonresolutelytoCrickgelly,onthechanceofdiscoveringthatAliciaandMissGileswereoneandthesameperson——orshouldIgiveuponthespottheonlyprospectoffindingmylostmistress,anddirectmyattentionentirelytothebusinessoflookingaftermyownsafety?

AsthelatteralternativepracticallyresolveditselfintothesimplequestionofwhetherIshouldactlikeamanwhowasinlove,orlikeamanwhowasnot,mynaturalinstinctssettledthedifficultyinnotime。Iboldlyimitatedtheexampleofmyfellow-passengers,andwentintodinner,determinedtogoonafterwardtoCrickgelly,thoughallBowStreetshouldbefollowingatmyheels。

CHAPTERXIII。

SECUREasItriedtofeelinmychangeofcostume,mycroppedhair,andmywhiskerlesscheeks,Ikeptwellawayfromthecoach-window,whenthedinnerattheinnwasoverandthepassengerswerecalledtotaketheirplacesagain。Thusfar——thankstothestrengthofmygrasponhisneck,whichhadlefthimtooweaktobeanoutsidepassenger——Screwhadcertainlynotseenme;and,ifIplayedmycardsproperly,therewasnoreasonwhyheshouldseemebeforewegottoourdestination。

ThroughouttherestofthejourneyIobservedthestrictestcaution,andfortunesecondedmyefforts。ItwasdarkwhenwegottoShrewsbury。OnleavingthecoachIwasenabled,undercoverofthenight,tokeepasharpwatchontheproceedingsofScrewandhisBowStreetally。Theydidnotputupatthehotel,butwalkedawaytoapublichouse。There,myclericalcharacterobligedmetoleavethematthedoor。

Ireturnedtothehotel,tomakeinquiriesaboutconveyances。

TheanswersinformedmethatCrickgellywasalittlefishing-village,andthattherewasnocoachdirecttoit,butthattwocoachesrunningtotwosmallWelshtownssituatedatnearlyequaldistancesfrommydestination,oneithersideofit,wouldpassthroughShrewsburythenextmorning。Thewaiteradded,thatIcouldbookaplace——conditionally——byeitherofthesevehicles;andthat,astheywerealwayswell-filled,Ihadbetterbequickinmakingmychoicebetweenthem。Mattershadnowarrivedatsuchapass,thatnothingwasleftformebuttotrusttochance。IfIwaitedtillthemorningtoseewhetherScrewandtheBowStreetrunnertraveledinmydirection,andtofindout,incasetheydid,whichcoachtheytook,Ishouldberunningtheriskoflosingaplaceformyself,andsodelayingmyjourneyforanotherday。Thiswasnottobethoughtof。Itoldthewaitertobookmeaplaceinwhichcoachhepleased。ThetwowerecalledrespectivelyTheHummingBee,andTheRedCrossKnight。Thewaiterchosethelatter。

Sleepwasnotmuchinmywaythatnight。IrosealmostasearlyasBootshimself——breakfasted——thensatatthecoffee-roomwindowlookingoutanxiouslyforthetwocoaches。

Nobodyseemedtoagreewhichwouldpassfirst。EachoftheinnservantsofwhomIinquiredmadeitamatterofpartisanship,andbackedhisfavoritecoachwiththemostconsummateassurance。Atlast,Iheardtheguard\'shornandtheclatterofthehorses\'

hoofs。Updroveacoach——Ilookedoutcautiously——itwastheHummingBee。Threeoutsideplaceswerevacant;onebehindthecoachman;twoonthedickey。Thefirstwastakenimmediatelybyafarmer,thesecond——tomyunspeakabledisgustandterror——wassecuredbytheinevitableBowStreetrunner;who,assoonashewasup,helpedtheweaklyScrewintothethirdplace,byhisside。TheyweregoingtoCrickgelly;notadoubtofit,now。

IgrewmadwithimpatienceforthearrivaloftheRedCrossKnight。Half-an-hourpassed——fortyminutes——andthenIheardanotherhornandanotherclatter——andtheRedCrossKnightrattleduptothehoteldooratfullspeed。Whatifthereshouldbenovacantplaceforme!Irantothedoorwithasinkingheart。Outside,thecoachwasdeclaredtobefull。

\"Thereisoneinsideplace,\"saidthewaiter,\"ifyoudon\'tmindpayingthe——\"

Beforehecouldsaytherest,Iwasoccupyingthatoneinsideplace。Iremembernothingofthejourneyfromthetimeweleftthehoteldoor,exceptthatitwasfearfullylong。AtsomehourofthedaywithwhichIwasnotacquainted(formywatchhadstoppedforwantofwindingup),Iwassetdowninacleanlittlestreetofaprimlittletown(thenameofwhichIneverthoughtofasking),andwastoldthatthecoachneverwentanyfurther。

Nopost-chaisewastobehad。WithincredibledifficultyIgotfirstagig,thenamantodriveit;and,last,aponytodrawit。Wehobbledawaycrazilyfromtheinndoor。IthoughtofScrewandtheBowStreetrunnerapproachingCrickgelly,fromtheirpointofthecompass,perhapsatthefullspeedofagoodpost-chaise——Ithoughtofthat,andwouldhavegivenallthemoneyinmypocketfortwohours\'useofafastroad-hack。

Judgingbythetimeweoccupiedinmakingthejourney,andalittlealsobymyownimpatience,IshouldsaythatCrickgellymusthavebeenatleasttwentymilesdistantfromthetownwhereItookthegig。Thesunwassetting,whenwefirstheard,throughtheeveningstillness,thesoundofthesurfontheseashore。Thetwilightwasfallingasweenteredthelittlefishingvillage,andletourunfortunateponystop,forthelasttime,atasmallinndoor。

ThefirstquestionIaskedofthelandlordwas,whethertwogentlemen(friendsofmine,ofcourse,whomIexpectedtomeet)

haddrivenintoCrickgelly,alittlewhilebeforeme。Thereplywasinthenegative;andthesenseofreliefitproducedseemedtorestmeatonce,bodyandmind,aftermylongandanxiousjourney。EitherIhadbeatenthespiesontheroad,ortheywerenotboundtoCrickgelly。Anyway,Ihadfirstpossessionofthefieldofaction。Ipaidthemanwhohaddrivenme,andaskedmywaytoZionPlace。Mydirectionsweresimple——Ihadonlytogothroughthevillage,andIshouldfindZionPlaceattheotherendofit。

Thevillagehadaverystrongsmell,andacurioushabitofbuildingboatsinthestreetbetweenintervalsofdetachedcottages;ahelpless,muddy,fishylittleplace。Iwalkedthroughitrapidly;turnedinlandafewhundredyards;ascendedsomerisingground;anddiscerned,inthedimtwilight,foursmalllonesomevillasstandinginpairs,withashedandasaw-pitononeside,andafewshellsofunfinishedhousesontheother。

SomemadlyspeculativebuilderwasevidentlytryingtoturnCrickgellyintoawatering-place。

ImadeoutNumberTwo,anddiscoveredthebell-handlewithdifficulty,itwasgrowingsodark。Aservant-maid——corporeallyenormous;but,asIsoonfound,inatotallyundevelopedstate,mentally——openedthedoor。

\"DoesMissGileslivehere?\"Iasked。

\"Don\'tseenovisitors,\"answeredthelargemaiden。\"\'T\'otheronetrieditandhadtogoaway。Yougo,too。”

\"\'T\'othorone?\"Irepeated。\"Anothervisitor?Andwhendidhecall?\"

\"Betterthananhourago。”

\"Wastherenobodywithhim?\"

\"No。Don\'tseenovisitors。Hewent。Yougo,too\"

Justassherepeatedthatexasperatingformulaofwords,adooropenedattheendofthepassage。Myvoicehadevidentlyreachedtheearsofsomebodyinthebackparlor。WhothepersonwasI

couldnotsee,butIheardtherustleofawoman\'sdress。Mysituationwasgrowingdesperate,mysuspicionswerearoused——I

determinedtoriskeverything——andIcalledsoftlyinthedirectionoftheopendoor,\"Alicia!\"

Avoiceanswered,\"Goodheavens!Frank?\"Itwas_her_voice。Shehadrecognizedmine。Ipushedpastthebigservant;intwostepsIwasattheendofthepassage;inonemoreIwasinthebackparlor。

Shewasthere,standingalonebythesideofatable。Seeingmychangedcostumeandalteredface,sheturneddeadlypale,andstretchedherhandbehindhermechanically,asiftotakeholdofachair。Icaughtherinmyarms;butIwasafraidtokissher——shetrembledsowhenIonlytouchedher。

\"Frank!\"shesaid,drawingherheadback。\"Whatisit?Howdidyoufindout?Formercy\'ssakewhatdoesitmean?\"

\"Itmeans,love,thatI\'vecometotakecareofyoufortherestofyourlifeandmine,ifyouwillonlyletme。Don\'ttremble——there\'snothingtobeafraidof!Onlycomposeyourself,andI\'lltellyouwhyIamhereinthisstrangedisguise。Come,come,Alicia!——don\'tlooklikethatatme。YoucalledmeFrankjustnow,forthefirsttime。Wouldyouhavedonethat,ifyouhaddislikedmeorforgottenme?\"

Isawhercolorbeginningtocomeback——theoldbrightglowreturningtothedearduskycheeks。IfIhadnotseenthemsonearme,Imighthaveexercisedsomeself-control——asitwas,I

lostmypresenceofmindentirely,andkissedher。

Shedrewherselfawayhalf-frightened,half-confused——certainlynotoffended,and,apparently,notverylikelytofaint——whichwasmorethanIcouldhavesaidofherwhenIfirstenteredtheroom。Beforeshehadtimetoreflectontheperilandawkwardnessofourposition,Ipressedthefirstnecessaryquestionsonherrapidly,oneaftertheother。

\"WhereisMrs。Baggs?\"Iaskedfirst。

Mrs。Baggswasthehousekeeper。

Aliciapointedtotheclosedfolding-doors。\"Inthefrontparlor;

asleeponthesofa。”

\"Haveyouanysuspicionwhothestrangerwaswhocalledmorethananhourago?\"

\"None。Theservanttoldhimwesawnovisitors,andhewentaway,withoutleavinghisname。”

\"Haveyouheardfromyourfather?\"

Shebegantoturnpaleagain,butcontrolledherselfbravely,andansweredinawhisper:

\"Mrs。Baggshadashortnotefromhimthismorning。Itwasnotdated;anditonlysaidcircumstanceshadhappenedwhichobligedhimtoleavehomesuddenly,andthatweweretowaitheretillbewroteagain,mostlikelyinafewdays。”

\"Now,Alicia,\"Isaid,aslightlyasIcould,\"Ihavethehighestpossibleopinionofyourcourage,good-sense,andself-control;

andIshallexpectyoutokeepupyourreputationinmyeyes,whileyouarelisteningtowhatIhavetotellyou。”

Sayingthesewords,Itookherbythehandandmadehersitclosebyme;then,breakingittoherasgentlyandgraduallyaspossible,Itoldherallthathadhappenedatthered-brickhousesincetheeveningwhensheleftthedinner-table,andweexchangedourpartinglookatthedining-roomdoor。

Itwasalmostasgreatatrialtometospeakasitwastohertohear。Shesufferedsoviolently,feltsuchevidentmiseryofshameandterror,whileIwasrelatingthestrangeeventswhichhadoccurredinherabsence,thatIonceortwicestoppedinalarm,andalmostrepentedmyboldnessintellingherthetruth。

However,fair-dealingwithher,cruelasitmightseematthetime,wasthebestandsafestcourseforthefuture。HowcouldI

expecthertoputallhertrustinmeifIbeganbydeceivingher——ifIfellintoprevaricationsandexcusesattheveryoutsetofourrenewalofintercourse?Iwentondesperatelytotheend,takingahopefulviewofthemosthopelesscircumstances,andmakingmynarrativeasmercifullyshortaspossible。

WhenIhaddone,thepoorgirl,intheextremityofherforlornnessanddistress,forgotallthelittlemaidenlyconventionalitiesandyoung-lady-likerestraintsofeverydaylife——and,inaburstofnaturalgriefandhonestconfidinghelplessness,hidherfaceonmybosom,andcriedthereasifshewereachildagain,andIwasthemothertowhomshehadbeenusedtolookforcomfort。

Imadenoattempttostophertears——theywerethesafestandbestventfortheviolentagitationunderwhichshewassuffering。Isaidnothing;words,atsuchatimeasthat,wouldonlyhaveaggravatedherdistress。AllthequestionsIhadtoask;alltheproposalsIhadtomake,must,Ifelt,beputoff——nomatteratwhatrisk——untilsomelaterandclamerhour。

Therewesattogether,withonelongunsnuffedcandlelightingussmokily;withthediscordantly-grotesquesoundofthehousekeeper\'ssnoringinthefrontroom,minglingwiththesobsoftheweepinggirlonmybosom。Noothernoise,greatorsmall,insidethehouseoroutofit,wasaudible。Thesummernightlookedblackandcloudythroughthelittlebackwindow。

Iwasnotmucheasierinmymind,nowthatthetrialofbreakingmybadnewstoAliciawasover。Thatstrangerwhohadcalledatthehouseanhourbeforeme,weighedonmyspirits。ItcouldnothavebeenDoctorDulcifer。Hewouldhavegainedadmission。CoulditbetheBowStreetrunner,orScrew?Ihadlostsightofthem,itistrue;buthadtheylostsightofme?

Alicia\'sgriefgraduallyexhausteditself。Shefeeblyraisedherhead,and,turningitawayfromme,hidherface。Isawthatshewasnotfitfortalkingyet,andbeggedhertogoupstairstothedrawing-roomandliedownalittle。Shelookedapprehensivelytowardthefolding-doorsthatshutusofffromthefrontparlor。

\"LeaveMrs。Baggstome,\"Isaid。\"Iwanttohaveafewwordswithher;and,assoonasyouaregone,I\'llmakenoiseenoughheretowakeher。”

Alicialookedatmeinquiringlyandamazedly。Ididnotspeakagain。Timewasnowofterribleimportancetous——Igentlyledhertothedoor。

CHAPTERXIV。

AssoonasIwasalone,Itookfrommypocketoneofthehandbillswhichmyexcitablefellow-travelerhadpresentedtome,soastohaveitreadyforMrs。Baggsthemomentwestoodfacetoface。Armedwiththisominousletterofintroduction,Ikickedachairdownagainstthefolding-doors,bywayofgivingapreliminaryknocktoarousethehousekeeper\'sattention。Theplanwasimmediatelysuccessful。Mrs。Baggsopenedthedoorsofcommunicationviolently。Aslightsmellofspiritsenteredtheroom,andwasfollowedclosebythehousekeeperherself,withanindignantfaceandadisorderedhead-dress。

\"Whatdoyoumean,sir?Howdareyou——\"shebegan;thenstoppedaghast,lookingatmeinspeechlessastonishment。

\"Ihavebeenobligedtomakeaslightalterationinmypersonalappearance,ma\'am,\"Isaid。\"ButIamstillFrankSoftly。”

\"Don\'ttalktomeaboutpersonalappearances,sir,\"criedMrs。

Baggsrecovering。\"Whatdoyoumeanbybeinghere?Leavethehouseimmediately。Ishallwritetothedoctor,Mr。Softly,thisverynight。”

\"Hehasnoaddressyoucandirectto,\"Irejoined。\"Ifyoudon\'tbelieveme,readthat。”Igaveherthehandbillwithoutanotherwordofpreface。

Mrs。Baggslookedatit——lostinaninstantsomeofthefinecolorplentifullydiffusedoverherfacebysleepandspirits——satdowninthenearestchairwithathumpthatseemedtothreatentheveryfoundationsofNumberTwo,ZionPlace——andstaredmehardintheface;themostspeechlessandhelplesselderlyfemaleIeverbeheld。

\"Takeplentyoftimetocomposeyourselfma\'am,\"Isaid。\"Ifyoudon\'tseethedoctoragainsoon,underthegallows,youwillprobablynothavethepleasureofmeetingwithhimforsomeconsiderabletime。”

Mrs。Baggssmotebothherhandsdistractedlyonherknees,andwhisperedadevoutejaculationtoherselfsoftly。

\"Allowmetodealwithyou,ma\'am,asawomanoftheworld,\"I

wenton。\"Ifyouwillgivemehalf-an-hour\'shearing,IwillexplaintoyouhowIcometoknowwhatIdo;howIgothere;andwhatIhavetoproposetoMissAliciaandtoyou。”

\"Ifyouhavethefeelingsofaman,sir,\"saidMrs。Baggs,shakingherheadandraisinghereyestoheaven,\"youwillrememberthatIhavenerves,andwillnotpresumeuponthem。”

Astheoldladyutteredthelastwords,IthoughtIsawhereyesturnfromheaven,andtaketheearthlydirectionofthesofainthefrontparlor。Itstruckmealsothatherlipslookedratherdry。UponthesetwohintsIspoke。

\"MightIsuggestsomelittlestimulant?\"Iasked,withrespectfulearnestness。\"Ihaveheardmygrandmother(LadyMalkinshaw)saythat,\'adropintimesavesnine。\'\"

\"Youwillfinditunderthesofapillow,\"saidMrs。Baggs,withsuddenbriskness。\"\'Adropintimesavesnine\'——mysentiments,ifImayputmyselfonaparwithherladyship。Theliqueur-glass,Mr。Softly,isinthebackgammon-board。Ihopeherladyshipwaswellthelasttimeyouheardfromher?Suffersfromhernerves,doesshe?Likeme,again。Inthebackgammon-board。

Oh,thisnews,thisawfulnews!\"

Ifoundthebottleofbrandyintheplaceindicated,butnoliqueur-glassinthebackgammon-board。Therewas,however,awine-glass,accidentallyleftonachairbythesofa。Mrs。BaggsdidnotseemtonoticethedifferencewhenIbroughtitintothebackroomandfilleditwithbrandy。

\"Takeatoothfulyourself,\"saidMrs。Baggs,lightlytossingoffthedraminamoment。\"\'Adropintime\'——Ican\'thelprepeatingit,it\'ssonicelyexpressed。Still,withsubmissiontoherladyship\'sbetterjudgment,Mr。Softly,thequestionseemsnowtoarise,whether,ifonedropintimesavesnine,twodropsintimemaynotsaveeighteen。”HereMrs。Baggsforgothernervesandwinked。Ireturnedthewinkandfilledtheglassasecondtime。

\"Oh,thisnews,thisawfulnews!\"saidMrs。Baggs,rememberinghernervesagain。

JustthenIthoughtIheardfootstepsinfrontofthehouse,but,listeningmoreattentively,foundthatithadbeguntorain,andthatIhadbeendeceivedbythepatteringofthefirstheavydropsagainstthewindows。However,thebaresuspicionthatthesamestrangerwhohadcalledalreadymightbewatchingthehousenow,wasenoughtostartlemeveryseriously,andtosuggesttheabsolutenecessityofoccupyingnomoreprecioustimeinpayingattentiontothevagariesofMrs。Baggs\'nerves。ItwasalsoofsomeimportancethatIshouldspeaktoherwhileshewassoberenoughtounderstandwhatImeantinageneralway。

FeelingconvincedthatshewasinimminentdangerofbecomingdownrightdrunkifIgaveheranotherglass,Ikeptmyhandonthebottle,andforthwithtoldmystoryoveragaininaveryabridgedandunceremoniousform,andwithoutallowingheronemomentofleisureforcommentonmynarrative,whetheritmightbeoftheweeping,winking,drinking,groaning,orejaculatingkind。AsIhadanticipated,whenIcametoaconclusion,andconsequentlyallowedheranopportunityofsayingafewwords,sheaffectedtobeextremelyshockedandsurprisedathearingofthenatureofhermaster\'spursuits,andreproachedmeintermsofthemostvehementandvirtuousindignationforincurringtheguiltofabettingthem,eventhoughIhaddonesofromtheveryexcusablemotiveofsavingmyownlife。Havingalivelysenseofthehumorous,Iwasnecessarilyratheramusedbythis;butI

begantogetalittlesurprisedaswell,whenwedivergedtothesubjectofthedoctor\'sescape,onfindingthatMrs。Baggsviewedthefactofhisrunningawaytosomehiding-placeofhisowninthelightofapersonalinsulttohisfaithfulandattachedhousekeeper。

\"Itshowsawantofconfidenceinme,\"saidtheoldlady,\"whichImayforgive,butcanneverforget。ThesacrificesIhavemadeforthatungratefulmanarenottobetoldinwords。Theverymorninghesentusawayhere,whatdidIdo?PackedupthemomenthesaidGo。Ihadmypreservestopot,andthekitchenchimneytobeswept,andthelockofmyboxhamperedintothebargain。Otherwomeninmyplacewouldhavegrumbled——Igotupdirectly,aslivelyasanygirlofeighteenyouliketomention。Sayshe,\'I

wantAliciatakenoutofyoungSoftly\'sway,andyoumustdoit。\'——SaysI,\'Thisverymorning,sir?\'——Sayshe,\'Thisverymorning。\'——SaysI,\'Whereto?\'——Sayshe,\'Asfaroffaseveryoucango;coastofWales——Crickgelly。Iwon\'ttrusthernearer;

youngSoftly\'stoocunning,andshe\'stoofondofhim。\'——\'Anymoreorders,sir?\'saysI——\'Yes;takesomefancyname——Simkins,Johnson,Giles,Jones,James,\'sayshe,\'whatyoulikebutDulcifer;forthatscampSoftlywillmoveheavenandearthtotraceher。\'——\'Whatelse?\'saysI——\'Nothing,butlooksharp,\'

sayshe;\'andmindonething,thatsheseesnovisitors,andpostsnoletters。\'Beforethoselastwordshadbeenoutofhiswickedlipsanhour,wewereoff。AnicejobIhadtogetheraway——anicejobtostopherfromwritingletterstoyou——anicejobtokeepherhere。ButIdidit;Ifollowedmyorderslikeaslaveinaplantationwithawhipathisbareback。I\'vehadrheumatics,weaklegs,badnights,andmissinthesulks——allfromobeyingthedoctor\'sorders。Andwhatismyreward?Heturnscoiner,andrunsawaywithoutawordtomebeforehand,andwritesmeatrumperynote,withoutadatetoit,withoutafarthingofmoneyinit,tellingmenothing!Lookatmyconfidenceinhim,andthenlookatthewayhe\'streatedmeinreturn。Whatwoman\'snervescanstandthat?Don\'tkeepfidgetingwiththebottle!Passitthisway,Mr。Softly,oryou\'llbreakit,anddrivemedistracted。”

\"Hehasnoexcuse,ma\'am,\"Isaid。\"Butwillyouallowmetochangethesubject,asIampressedfortime?YouappeartobesowellacquaintedwiththefavorableopinionwhichMissAliciaandIentertainofeachother,thatIhopeitwillbenofreshshocktoyournerves,ifIinformyou,inplainwords,thatIhavecometoCrickgellytomarryher。”

\"Marryher!marry——Ifyoudon\'tleaveofffidgetingwiththebottle,Mr。Softly,andchangethesubjectdirectly,Ishallringthebell。”

\"Hearmeout,ma\'am,andthenringifyoulike。Ifyoupersist,however,inconsideringyourselfstilltheconfidentialservantofafelonwhoisnowflyingforhislife,andifyoudeclineallowingtheyoungladytoactasshewishes,Iwillnotbesorudeastohintthat——assheisofage——shemaywalkoutofthishousewithme,whenevershelikes,withoutyourhavingthepowertopreventher;but,Iwillpolitelyaskinstead,whatyouwouldproposetodowithher,inthestraitenedpositionastomoneyinwhichsheandyouarelikelytobeplaced?Youcan\'tfindherfathertogiveherto;and,ifyoucould,whowouldbethebestprotectorforher?Thedoctor,whoistheprincipalcriminalintheeyeofthelaw,orI,whoamonlytheunwillingaccomplice?

HeisknowntotheBowStreetrunners——Iamnot。Thereisarewardforthetakingofhim,andnoneforthetakingofme。Hehasnorespectablerelativesandfriends,Ihaveplenty。Everywaymychancesarethebest;andconsequentlyIam,everyway,thefittestpersontotrustherto。Don\'tyouseethat?\"

Mrs。Baggsdidnotimmediatelyanswer。Shesnatchedthebottleoutofmyhands——drankoffanotherdram,shookherheadatme,andejaculatedlamentably:\"Mynerves,mynerves!whataheartofstonehemusthavetopresumeonmypoornerves!\"

\"Givemeoneminutemore,\"Iwenton。\"IproposetotakeyouandAliciato-morrowmorningtoScotland。Praydon\'tgroan!Ionlysuggestthejourneywithamatrimonialobject。InScotland,Mrs。