第3章

IshutmyeyesnowandlookbacktomynativetowninMassachusetts,andIseethecattle-showgroundonthemountain-top;Icanseethehorse-

shedsthere。IcanseetheCongregationalchurch;

seethetownhallandmountaineers\'cottages;

seeagreatassemblyofpeopleturningout,dressedresplendently,andIcanseeflagsflyingandhandkerchiefswavingandhearbandsplaying。Icanseethatcompanyofsoldiersthathadre-enlistedmarchinguponthatcattle-showground。Iwasbutaboy,butIwascaptainofthatcompanyandpuffedoutwithpride。Acambricneedlewouldhaveburstmealltopieces。ThenIthoughtitwasthegreatesteventthatevercametomanonearth。Ifyouhaveeverthoughtyouwouldliketobeakingorqueen,yougoandbereceivedbythemayor。

Thebandsplayed,andallthepeopleturnedouttoreceiveus。ImarchedupthatCommonsoproudattheheadofmytroops,andweturneddownintothetownhall。ThentheyseatedmysoldiersdownthecenteraisleandIsatdownonthefrontseat。Agreatassemblyofpeopleahundredortwo——cameintofillthetownhall,sothattheystoodupallaround。Thenthetownofficerscameinandformedahalf-circle。Themayorofthetownsatinthemiddleoftheplatform。Hewasamanwhohadneverheldofficebefore;buthewasagoodman,andhisfriendshavetoldmethatImightusethiswithoutgivingthemoffense。Hewasagoodman,buthethoughtanofficemadeamangreat。Hecameupandtookhisseat,adjustedhispowerfulspectacles,andlookedaround,whenhesuddenlyspiedmesittingthereonthefrontseat。Hecamerightforwardontheplatformandinvitedmeuptositwiththetownofficers。NotownofficerevertookanynoticeofmebeforeIwenttowar,excepttoadvisetheteachertothrashme,andnowIwasinviteduponthestandwiththetownofficers。Ohmy!

thetownmayorwasthentheemperor,thekingofourdayandourtime。AsIcameupontheplatformtheygavemeachairaboutthisfar,I

wouldsay,fromthefront。

WhenIhadgotseated,thechairmanoftheSelectmenaroseandcameforwardtothetable,andweallsupposedhewouldintroducetheCongregationalminister,whowastheonlyoratorintown,andthathewouldgivetheorationtothereturningsoldiers。But,friends,youshouldhaveseenthesurprisewhichranovertheaudiencewhentheydiscoveredthattheoldfellowwasgoingtodeliverthatspeechhimself。Hehadnevermadeaspeechinhislife,buthefellintothesameerrorthathundredsofothermenhavefalleninto。Itseemssostrangethatamanwon\'tlearnhemustspeakhispieceasaboyifhein-

tendstobeanoratorwhenheisgrown,butheseemstothinkallhehastodoistoholdanofficetobeagreatorator。

Sohecameuptothefront,andbroughtwithhimaspeechwhichhehadlearnedbyheartwalkingupanddownthepasture,wherehehadfrightenedthecattle。Hebroughtthemanuscriptwithhimandspreaditoutonthetablesoastobesurehemightseeit。Headjustedhisspectaclesandleanedoveritforamomentandmarchedbackonthatplatform,andthencameforwardlikethis——tramp,tramp,tramp。Hemusthavestudiedthesubjectagreatdeal,whenyoucometothinkofit,becauseheassumedan“elocutionary\'\'

attitude。Herestedheavilyuponhisleftheel,threwbackhisshoulders,slightlyadvancedtherightfoot,openedtheorgansofspeech,andadvancedhisrightfootatanangleofforty-

five。Ashestoodinthatelocutionaryattitude,friends,thisisjustthewaythatspeechwent。

Somepeoplesaytome,“Don\'tyouexaggerate?\'\'

Thatwouldbeimpossible。ButIamhereforthelessonandnotforthestory,andthisisthewayitwent:

“Fellow-citizens——\'\'Assoonasheheardhisvoicehisfingersbegantogolikethat,hiskneesbegantoshake,andthenhetrembledallover。

Hechokedandswallowedandcamearoundtothetabletolookatthemanuscript。Thenhegatheredhimselfupwithclenchedfistsandcameback:“Fellow-citizens,weareFellow-citizens,weare——weare——weare——weare——weare——weareveryhappy——weareveryhappy——weareveryhappy。Weareveryhappytowelcomebacktotheirnativetownthesesoldierswhohavefoughtandbled——andcomebackagaintotheirnativetown。Weareespecially——weareespecially——weareespecially。Weareespeciallypleasedtoseewithusto-daythisyounghero\'\'(thatmeantme)——“thisyoungherowhoinimagination\'\'

(friends,rememberhesaidthat;ifhehadnotsaid“inimagination\'\'Iwouldnotbeegotisticenoughtorefertoitatall)——“thisyoungherowhoinimaginationwehaveseenleading——wehaveseenleading——leading。Wehaveseenleadinghistroopsontothedeadlybreach。Wehaveseenhisshining——wehaveseenhisshining——hisshining——hisshiningsword——flashing。Flashinginthesunlight,asheshoutedtohistroops,`Comeon\'!\'\'

Ohdear,dear,dear!howlittlethatgoodmanknewaboutwar。IfhehadknownanythingaboutwaratallheoughttohaveknownwhatanyofmyG。A。R。comradeshereto-nightwilltellyouistrue,thatitisnexttoacrimeforanofficerofinfantryeverintimeofdangertogoaheadofhismen。“I,withmyshiningswordflashinginthesunlight,shoutingtomytroops,`Comeon\'!\'\'Ineverdidit。DoyousupposeIwouldgetinfrontofmymentobeshotinfrontbytheenemyandinthebackbymyownmen?

Thatisnoplaceforanofficer。Theplacefortheofficerinactualbattleisbehindtheline。Howoften,asastaffofficer,Irodedowntheline,whenourmenweresuddenlycalledtothelineofbattle,andtheRebelyellswerecomingoutofthewoods,andshouted:“Officerstotherear!Officerstotherear!\'\'Theneveryofficergetsbehindthelineofprivatesoldiers,andthehighertheofficer\'srankthefartherbehindhegoes。Notbecauseheisanythelessbrave,butbecausethelawsofwarrequirethat。Andyetheshouted,“I,withmyshiningsword——\'\'InthathousetheresatthecompanyofmysoldierswhohadcarriedthatboyacrosstheCarolinariversthathemightnotwethisfeet。Someofthemhadgonefarouttogetapigorachicken。Someofthemhadgonetodeathundertheshell-sweptpinesinthemountainsofTennessee,yetinthegoodman\'sspeechtheywerescarcelyknown。Hedidrefertothem,butonlyincidentally。Theheroofthehourwasthisboy。Didthenationowehimanything?

No,nothingthenandnothingnow。Whywashethehero?Simplybecausethatmanfellintothatsamehumanerror——thatthisboywasgreatbecausehewasanofficerandthesewereonlyprivatesoldiers。

Oh,IlearnedthelessonthenthatIwillneverforgetsolongasthetongueofthebelloftimecontinuestoswingforme。Greatnessconsistsnotintheholdingofsomefutureoffice,butreallyconsistsindoinggreatdeedswithlittlemeansandtheaccomplishmentofvastpurposesfromtheprivateranksoflife。Tobegreatatallonemustbegreathere,now,inPhiladelphia。Hewhocangivetothiscitybetterstreetsandbettersidewalks,betterschoolsandmorecolleges,morehappinessandmorecivilization,moreofGod,hewillbegreatanywhere。Leteverymanorwomanhere,ifyouneverhearmeagain,rememberthis,thatifyouwishtobegreatatall,youmustbeginwhereyouareandwhatyouare,inPhiladelphia,now。Hethatcangivetohiscityanyblessing,hewhocanbeagoodcitizenwhileheliveshere,hethatcanmakebetterhomes,hethatcanbeablessingwhetherheworksintheshoporsitsbehindthecounterorkeepshouse,whateverbehislife,hewhowouldbegreatanywheremustfirstbegreatinhisownPhiladelphia。

HISLIFEANDACHIEVEMENTS

BY

ROBERTSHACKLETON

THESTORYOFTHESWORD[2]

[2]_Dr,Conwellwasliving,andactivelyatwork,whenthesepageswerewritten。Itis,therefore,amuchtruerpictureofhispersonalitythananythingwritteninthepasttense_。

ISHALLwriteofaremarkableman,aninterestingman,amanofpower,ofinitiative,ofwill,ofpersistence;amanwhoplansvastlyandwhorealizeshisplans;amanwhonotonlydoesthingshimself,butwho,evenmoreimportantthanthat,istheconstantinspirationofothers。IshallwriteofRussellH。Conwell。

Asafarmer\'sboyhewastheleaderoftheboysoftherockyregionthatwashishome;asaschool-

teacherhewondevotion;asanewspapercorrespondenthegainedfame;asasoldierintheCivilWarherosetoimportantrank;asalawyerhedevelopedalargepractice;asanauthorhewrotebooksthatreachedamightytotalofsales。Heleftthelawfortheministryandistheactiveheadofagreatchurchthatheraisedfromnothingness。

Heisthemostpopularlecturerintheworldandyearlyspeakstomanythousands。Heis,sotospeak,thediscovererof“AcresofDiamonds,\'\'

throughwhichthousandsofmenandwomenhaveachievedsuccessoutoffailure。Heistheheadoftwohospitals,oneofthemfoundedbyhimself,thathavecaredforahostofpatients,boththepoorandtherich,irrespectiveofraceorcreed。

Heisthefounderandheadofauniversitythathasalreadyhadtensofthousandsofstudents。

HishomeisinPhiladelphia;butheisknownineverycornerofeverystateintheUnion,andeverywherehehashostsoffriends。Allofhislifehehashelpedandinspiredothers。

Quitebychance,andonlyyesterday,literallyyesterdayandbychance,andwithnothoughtatthemomentofConwellalthoughhehadbeenmuchinmymindforsometimepast,IpickedupathinlittlebookofdescriptionbyWilliamDeanHowells,and,turningthepagesofachapteronLexington,oldLexingtonoftheRevolution,written,soHowellshadsetdown,in1882,I

noticed,afterhehadwrittenofthetownitself,andofthelong-pastfightthere,andofthepresent-

dayaspect,thathementionedthechurchlifeoftheplaceandremarkedonthestrikingadvancesmadebytheBaptists,whohadlately,asheexpressedit,beenreconstitutedoutofveryperishingfragmentsandmadestrongandflourishing,undertheministrationsofalaypreacher,formerlyacolonelintheUnionarmy。AnditwasonlyafewdaysbeforeIchanceduponthisdescriptionthatDr。Conwell,theformercolonelandformerlaypreacher,hadtoldmeofhisexperiencesinthatlittleoldRevolutionarytown。

Howellswentontosaythat,sohewastold,thecolonel\'ssuccesswasprincipallyduetohismakingthechurchattractivetoyoungpeople。

Howellssaysnomoreofhim;apparentlyhedidnotgotohearhim;andonewondersifhehaseverassociatedthatlaypreacherofLexingtonwiththefamousRussellH。Conwelloftheserecentyears!

“Attractivetoyoungpeople。\'\'Yes,onecanrecognizethatto-day,justasitwasrecognizedinLexington。Anditmaybeaddedthatheatthesametimeattractsolderpeople,too!Inthis,indeed,lieshispower。Hemakeshischurchinteresting,hissermonsinteresting,hislecturesinteresting。Heishimselfinteresting!Becauseofhisbeinginteresting,hegainsattention。Theattentiongained,heinspires。

Biographyismorethandates。Dates,afterall,arebutmile-stonesalongtheroadoflife。AndthemostimportantfactofConwell\'slifeisthathelivedtobeeighty-two,workingsixteenhourseverydayforthegoodofhisfellow-men。HewasbornonFebruary15,1843——bornofpoorparents,inalow-roofedcottageintheeasternBerkshires,inMassachusetts。

“Iwasborninthisroom,\'\'hesaidtome,simply,aswesattogetherrecently[3]infrontoftheoldfireplaceintheprincipalroomofthelittlecottage;forhehasboughtbacktherockyfarmofhisfather,andhasretainedandrestoredthelittleoldhome。“Iwasborninthisroom。Itwasbedroomandkitchen。Itwaspoverty。\'\'Andhisvoicesankwithakindofgrimnessintosilence。

[3]_ThisinterviewtookplaceattheoldConwellfarminthesummerof1915_。

Thenhespokealittleofthestrugglesofthoselong-pastyears;andwewentoutontheporch,astheeveningshadowsfell,andlookedoutoverthevalleyandstreamandhillsofhisyouth,andhetoldofhisgrandmother,andofayoungMarylanderwhohadcometotheregiononavisit;

itwasataleoftheimpetuousloveofthosetwo,ofrashmarriage,oftheinterferenceofparents,ofthefiercerivalryofanothersuitor,ofanattackontheMarylander\'slife,ofpassionatehastiness,ofunforgivablewords,ofseparation,oflifelongsorrow。“Whydoesgrandmothercrysooften?\'\'

heremembersaskingwhenhewasalittleboy。

Andhewastoldthatitwasforthehusbandofheryouth。

Wewentbackintothelittlehouse,andheshowedmetheroominwhichhefirstsawJohnBrown。“Icamedownearlyonemorning,andsawahuge,hairymansprawleduponthebedthere——andIwasfrightened,\'\'hesays。

ButJohnBrowndidnotlongfrightenhim!

Forhewasmuchattheirhouseafterthat,andwassofriendlywithRussellandhisbrotherthattherewasnochanceforawe;anditgivesacuriousside-

lightonthecharacterofthesternabolitionistthatheactually,withinfinitepatience,taughttheoldhorseoftheConwellstogohomealonewiththewagonafterleavingtheboysatschool,amileormoreaway,andatschool-closingtimetotrotgentlyoffforthemwithoutadriverwhenmerelyfacedinthatdirectionandtoldtogo!ConwellremembershowJohnBrown,intrainingit,usedpatientlytowalkbesidethehorse,andcontrolitsgoinganditsturnings,untilitwasquitereadytogoandturnentirelybyitself。

TheConwellhousewasastationontheUndergroundRailway,andRussellConwellremembers,whenalad,seeingtheescapingslavesthathisfatherhaddrivenacrosscountryandtemporarilyhidden。“Thosewereheroicdays,\'\'hesays,quietly。“Andonceinawhilemyfatherletmegowithhim。Theywerewonderfulnightdrives——

thecoweringslaves,thedarknessoftheroad,thecautionandthesilenceanddreadofitall。\'\'

Thisundergroundroute,heremembers,wasfromPhiladelphiatoNewHaven,thencetoSpringfield,whereConwell\'sfatherwouldtakehischarge,andonwardtoBellowsFallsandCanada。

Conwelltells,too,ofmeetingFrederickDouglass,thecoloredorator,inthatlittlecottageinthehills。“`Ineversawmyfather,\'Douglasssaidoneday——hisfatherwasawhiteman——`andI

rememberlittleofmymotherexceptthatonceshetriedtokeepanoverseerfromwhippingme,andthelashcutacrossherownface,andherbloodfelloverme。\'

“WhenJohnBrownwascaptured,\'\'Conwellwenton,“myfathertriedtosellthisplacetogetalittlemoneytosendtohelphisdefense。

Buthecouldn\'tsellit,andonthedayoftheexecu-

tionwekneltsolemnlyhere,fromeleventotwelve,justpraying,prayinginsilenceforthepassingsoulofJohnBrown。Andasweprayedweknewthatotherswerealsopraying,forachurch-belltolledduringthatentirehour,anditsawesomeboomwentsadlysoundingoverthesehills。\'\'

ConwellbelievesthathisreallifedatesfromahappeningofthetimeoftheCivilWar——ahappeningthatstillloomsvividandintensebeforehim,andwhichundoubtedlydiddeepenandstrengthenhisstronganddeepnature。YettherealConwellwasalwaysessentiallythesame。

Neighborhoodtraditionstilltellsofhisbraveryasaboyandayouth,ofhisrecklesscoasting,hisskillasaswimmerandhissavingoflives,hisstrengthandendurance,hisplungingoutintothedarknessofawildwinternighttosaveaneighbor\'scattle。Hissoldierscamehomewithtalesofhisdevotiontothem,andofhowhesharedhisrationsandhisblanketsandbravelyriskedhislife;ofhowhecreptoffintoaswamp,atimminentperil,torescueoneofhismenlostormiredthere。ThepresentConwellwasalwaysConwell;

infact,hemaybetracedthroughhisancestry,too,forinhimarethesturdyvirtues,thebravery,thegrimdetermination,thepracticality,ofhisfather;

andromanticism,thatcomesfromhisgrandmother;

andthedreamyqualitiesofhismother,who,practicalandhardworkingNewEnglandwomanthatshewas,wasatthesametimeinfluencedbyanalmoststartlingmysticism。

AndConwellhimselfisadreamer:firstofallheisadreamer;itisthemostimportantfactinregardtohim!Itisbecauseheisadreamerandvisualizeshisdreamsthathecanplanthegreatthingsthattoothermenwouldseemimpossibilities;andthenhisintenselypracticalsidehisintenseefficiency,hispower,hisskill,hispatience,hisfineearnestness,hismasteryoverothers,develophisdreamsintorealities。

Hedreamsdreamsandseesvisions——buthisvisionsarenevervisionaryandhisdreamsbecomefacts。

Therockyhillswhichmeantadoggedstruggleforveryexistence,thefugitiveslaves,JohnBrown——whataschoolforyouth!Andtheliteralschoolwasatinyone-roomschool-housewhereyoungConwellcameunderthecareofateacherwhorealizedtheboy\'sunusualcapabilitiesandwasabletogivehimbroadandunusualhelp。Thenawisecountrypreacheralsorecognizedtheunusual,andurgedtheparentstogivestillmoreeducation,whereuponsupremeeffortwasmadeandyoungRussellwassenttoWilbrahamAcademy。

Helikestotellofhislifethere,andofthehardships,ofwhichhemakeslight;andofthejoywithwhichweek-endpiesandcakeswerereceivedfromhome!

Hetellsofhowhewentoutontheroadssellingbooksfromhousetohouse,andofhoweagerlyhedevouredthecontentsofthesamplebooksthathecarried。“Theywereafoundationoflearningforme,\'\'hesays,soberly。“Andtheygavemeabroadideaoftheworld。\'\'

HewenttoYalein1860,buttheoutbreakofthewarinterferedwithcollege,andheenlistedin1861。Buthewasonlyeighteen,andhisfatherobjected,andhewentbacktoYale。Butnextyearheagainenlisted,andmenofhisBerkshireneighborhood,likewiseenlisting,insistedthathebetheircaptain;andGovernorAndrews,appealedto,consentedtocommissionthenineteen-year-

oldyouthwhowassoevidentlyanaturalleader;

andthemengavefreelyoftheirscantmoneytogetforhimasword,allgayandsplendidwithgilt,andupontheswordwasthedeclarationinstatelyLatinthat,“Truefriendshipiseternal。\'\'

Andwiththatswordisassociatedthemostvivid,themostmomentousexperienceofRussellConwell\'slife。

ThatswordhangsattheheadofConwell\'sbedinhishomeinPhiladelphia。Manofpeacethatheis,andministerofpeace,thatsymbolofwarhasforoverhalfacenturybeenofinfiniteimportancetohim。

Hetoldmethestoryaswestoodtogetherbeforethatsword。Andashetoldthestory,speakingwithquietrepression,butseeingitallandlivingitalljustasvividlyasifithadoccurredbutyesterday,“Thatswordhasmeantsomuchtome,\'\'

hemurmured;andthenhebeganthetale:

“AboyupthereintheBerkshires,aneighbor\'sson,wasJohnRing;Icallhimaboy,forweallcalledhimaboy,andwelookeduponhimasaboy,forhewasunder-sizedandunder-developed——

somuchsothathecouldnotenlist。

“Butforsomereasonhewasdevotedtome,andhenotonlywantedtoenlist,buthealsowantedtobeintheartillerycompanyofwhichI

wascaptain;andIcouldonlytakehimalongasmyservant。Ididn\'twantaservant,butitwastheonlywaytotakepoorlittleJohnnieRing。

“Johnniewasdeeplyreligious,andwouldreadtheBibleeveryeveningbeforeturningin。InthosedaysIwasanatheist,oratleastthoughtI

was,andIusedtolaughatRing,andafterawhilehetooktoreadingtheBibleoutsidethetentonaccountofmylaughingathim!Buthedidnotstopreadingit,andhisfaithfulnesstomeremainedunchanged。

“Thescabbardoftheswordwastooglitteringfortheregulations\'\'——theghostofasmilehoveredonConwell\'slips——“andIcouldnotwearit,andcouldonlywearaplainoneforserviceandkeepthishanginginmytentonthetent-pole。JohnRingusedtohandleitadoringly,andkeptitpolishedtobrilliancy——It\'sdullenoughthesemanyyears,\'\'headded,somberly。“ToRingitrepresentednotonlyhiscaptain,buttheverygloryandpompofwar。

“OnedaytheConfederatessuddenlystormedourpositionnearNewBerneandsweptthroughthecamp,drivingourentireforcebeforethem;

andall,includingmycompany,retreatedhurriedlyacrosstheriver,settingfiretoalongwoodenbridgeaswewentover。Itsoonblazedupfuriously,makingabarrierthattheConfederatescouldnotpass。

“But,unknowntoeverybody,andunnoticed,JohnRinghaddashedbacktomytent。Ithinkhewasabletomakehiswaybackbecausehejustlookedlikeamereboy;buthoweverthatwas,hegotpasttheConfederatesintomytentandtookdown,fromwhereitwashangingonthetent-

pole,mybright,gold-scabbardedsword。

“JohnRingseizedtheswordthathadlongbeensoprecioustohim。Hedodgedhereandthere,andactuallymanagedtogainthebridgejustasitwasbeginningtoblaze。Hestartedacross。Theflameswereeverymomentgettingfiercer,thesmokedenser,andnowandthen,ashecrawledandstaggeredon,heleanedforafewsecondsfarovertheedgeofthebridgeinanefforttogetair。

Bothsidessawhim;bothsideswatchedhisterribleprogress,evenwhilefiringwasfiercelykeptupfromeachsideoftheriver。AndthenaConfederateofficer——hewasoneofGeneralPickett\'sofficers——rantothewater\'sedgeandwavedawhitehandkerchiefandthefiringceased。

“`Tellthatboytocomebackhere!\'hecried。

`Tellhimtocomebackhereandwewilllethimgofree!\'

“HecalledthisoutjustasRingwasabouttoenterupontheworstpartofthebridge——thecov-

eredpart,wherethereweretopandbottomandsidesofblazingwood。TheroaroftheflameswassoclosetoRingthathecouldnothearthecallsfromeithersideoftheriver,andhepusheddesperatelyonanddisappearedinthecoveredpart。

“Therewasdeadsilenceexceptforthecracklingofthefire。Notamancriedout。Allwaitedinhopelessexpectancy。AndthencameamightyyellfromNorthernerandSoutherneralike,forJohnniecamecrawlingoutoftheendofthecoveredway——hehadactuallypassedthroughthatfrightfulplace——andhisclotheswereablaze,andhetoppledoverandfellintoshallowwater;andinafewmomentshewasdraggedout,unconscious,andhurriedtoahospital。

“Helingeredforadayorso,stillunconscious,andthencametohimselfandsmiledalittleashefoundthattheswordforwhichhehadgivenhislifehadbeenleftbesidehim。Hetookitinhisarms。Hehuggedittohisbreast。Hegaveafewwordsoffinalmessageforme。Andthatwasall。\'\'

Conwell\'svoicehadgonethrillinglylowashenearedtheend,foritwasallsovery,veryvividtohim,andhiseyeshadgrowntenderandhislipsmorestrongandfirm。Andhefellsilent,thinkingofthatlong-agohappening,andthoughhelookeddownuponthethrongingtrafficofBroadStreet,itwasclearthathedidnotseeit,andthatiftherumblinghubbubofsoundmeantanythingtohimitwastherumblingofthegunsofthedistantpast。Whenhespokeagainitwaswithastilltensertoneoffeeling。

“WhenIstoodbesidethebodyofJohnRingandrealizedthathehaddiedforloveofme,I

madeavowthathasformedmylife。IvowedthatfromthatmomentIwouldlivenotonlymyownlife,butthatIwouldalsolivethelifeofJohnRing。AndfromthatmomentIhaveworkedsixteenhourseveryday——eightforJohnRing\'sworkandeighthoursformyown。\'\'

Acuriousnotehadcomeintohisvoice,asofonewhohadruntheraceandnearedthegoal,foughtthegoodfightandnearedtheend。

“EverymorningwhenIriseIlookatthissword,orifIamawayfromhomeIthinkofthesword,andvowanewthatanotherdayshallseesixteenhoursofworkfromme。\'\'AndwhenonecomestoknowRussellConwellonerealizesthatneverdidamanworkmorehardandconstantly,“ItwasthroughJohnRingandhisgivinghislifethroughdevotiontomethatIbecameaChristian,\'\'hewenton。“Thisdidnotcomeaboutimmediately,butitcamebeforethewarwasover,anditcamethroughfaithfulJohnnieRing。\'\'

ThereisalittlelonelycemeteryintheBerkshires,atinyburying-groundonawind-swepthill,afewmilesfromConwell\'soldhome。Inthisisolatedburying-groundbushesandvinesandgrassgrowinprofusion,andafewtreescastagentleshade;andtree-cladhillsgobillowingoffformilesandmilesinwildandlonelybeauty。

AndinthatlonelylittlegraveyardIfoundtheplainstonethatmarkstheresting-placeofJohnRing。

II

THEBEGINNINGATOLDLEXINGTON

ITisnotbecauseheisaministerthatRussellConwellissuchaforceintheworld。HewentintotheministrybecausehewassincerelyandprofoundlyaChristian,andbecausehefeltthatasaministerhecoulddomoregoodintheworldthaninanyothercapacity。Butbeingaministerisbutanincident,sotospeak。Theimportantthingisnotthatheisaminister,butthatheishimself!

RecentlyIheardaNew-Yorker,theheadofagreatcorporation,say:“IbelievethatRussellConwellisdoingmoregoodintheworldthananymanwhohaslivedsinceJesusChrist。\'\'Andhesaidthisinseriousandunexaggeratedearnest。

YetConwelldidnotgetreadilyintohislife-

work。Hemighthaveseemedalmostafailureuntilhewaswellontowardforty,foralthoughhekeptmakingsuccessestheywerenotpermanentsuccesses,andhedidnotsettlehimselfintoadefiniteline。Herestlesslywentwestwardtomakehishome,andthenrestlesslyreturnedtotheEast。Afterthewarwasoverhewasalawyer,hewasalecturer,hewasaneditor,hewentaroundtheworldasacorrespondent,hewrotebooks。

Hekeptmakingmoney,andkeptlosingit;helostitthroughfire,throughinvestments,throughaidinghisfriends。Itisprobablethattheunsettlednessoftheyearsfollowingthewarwasduetotheunsettlingeffectofthewaritself,whichthus,initsinfluence,brokeintohismaturelifeafterbreakingintohisyearsatYale。Buthoweverthatmaybe,thoseseething,changing,stirringyearswereyearsofvitalimportancetohim,forinthemyriadexperiencesofthattimehewasbuildingthefoundationoftheConwellthatwastocome。

Abroadhemetthenotablesoftheearth。Athomehemadehostsoffriendsandloyaladmirers。

Itisworthwhilenotingthatasalawyerhewouldnevertakeacase,eithercivilorcriminal,thatheconsideredwrong。Itwasbasicwithhimthathecouldnotandwouldnotfightonwhathethoughtwasthewrongside。Onlywhenhisclientwasrightwouldhegoahead!

Yethelaughs,hisquiet,infectious,characteristiclaugh,ashetellsofhowoncehewasdeceived,forhedefendedaman,chargedwithstealingawatch,whowassoobviouslyinnocentthathetookthecaseinablazeofindignationandhadtheyoungfellowproudlyexonerated。Thenextdaythewronglyaccusedonecametohisofficeandshamefacedlytookoutthewatchthathehadbeenchargedwithstealing。“IwantyoutosendittothemanItookitfrom,\'\'hesaid。Andhetoldwithasortofshamefacedprideofhowhehadgotagoodolddeacontogive,inallsincerity,theevidencethatexculpatedhim。“And,say,Mr。Conwell——Iwanttothankyouforgettingmeoff——andIhopeyou\'llexcusemydeceivingyou——and——Iwon\'tbeanyworsefornotgoingtojail。\'\'AndConwelllikestorememberthatthereaftertheyoungmanliveduptotheprideofexoneration;and,thoughConwelldoesnotsayitorthinkit,oneknowsthatitwastheConwellinfluencethatinspiredtohonesty——foralwaysheisaninspirer。

Conwellevenkeptcertainhoursforconsultationwiththosetoopoortopayanyfee;andatonetime,whilestillanactivelawyer,hewasguardianforoversixtychildren!Themanhasalwaysbeenamarvel,andalwaysoneiscominguponsuchromanticfactsasthese。

Thatisacuriousthingabouthim——howmuchthereisofromanceinhislife!WorshipedtotheendbyJohnRing;leftfordeadallnightatKenesawMountain;calmlysinging“Nearer,myGod,toThee,\'\'toquietthepassengersonasupposedlysinkingship;savinglivesevenwhenaboy;neverdisappointingasingleaudienceofthethousandsofaudienceshehasarrangedtoaddressduringallhisyearsoflecturing!Hehimselftakesalittleprideinthislastpoint,anditischaracteristicofhimthathehasactuallyforgottenthatjustoncehedidfailtoappear:hehasquiteforgottenthatoneevening,onhiswaytoalecture,hestoppedarunawayhorsetosavetwowomen\'slives,andwentinconsequencetoahospitalinsteadoftotheplatform!Anditistypicalofhimtoforgetthatsortofthing。

TheemotionaltemperamentofConwellhasalwaysmadehimresponsivetothegreat,thestriking,thepatriotic。HewasdeeplyinfluencedbyknowingJohnBrown,andhisbriefmemoriesofLincolnareintense,thoughhesawhimbutthreetimesinall。

ThefirsttimehesawLincolnwasonthenightwhenthefuturePresidentdeliveredtheaddress,whichafterwardbecamesofamous,inCooperUnion,NewYork。ThenameofLincolnwasthenscarcelyknown,anditwasbymerechancethatyoungConwellhappenedtobeinNewYorkonthatday。Butbeingthere,andlearningthatAbrahamLincolnfromtheWestwasgoingtomakeanaddress,hewenttohearhim。

HetellshowuncouthlyLincolnwasdressed,evenwithonetrousers-leghigherthantheother,andofhowawkwardhewas,andofhowpoorly,atfirst,hespokeandwithwhatapparentembarrassment。ThechairmanofthemeetinggotLincolnaglassofwater,andConwellthoughtthatitwasfromapersonaldesiretohelphimandkeephimfrombreakingdown。ButhelovestotellhowLincolnbecameachangedmanashespoke;howheseemedtofeelashamedofhisbriefembarrassmentand,pullinghimselftogetherandputtingasidethewrittenspeechwhichhehadprepared,spokefreelyandpowerfully,withsplendidconviction,asonlyabornoratorspeaks。ToConwellitwasatremendousexperience。

ThesecondtimehesawLincolnwaswhenhewenttoWashingtontopleadforthelifeofoneofhismenwhohadbeencondemnedtodeathforsleepingonpost。Hewasstillbutacaptain(hispromotiontoacolonelcywasstilltocome),ayouth,andwasawedbygoingintothepresenceofthemanheworshiped。Andhisvoicetremblesalittle,evennow,ashetellsofhowpleasantlyLincolnlookedupfromhisdesk,andhowcheerfullyheaskedhisbusinesswithhim,andofhowabsorbedlyLincolnthenlistenedtohistale,although,soitappeared,healreadyknewofthemainoutline。

“Itwillbeallright,\'\'saidLincoln,whenConwellfinished。ButConwellwasstillfrightened。

Hefearedthatinthemultiplicityofpublicmattersthismerematterofthelifeofamountainboy,aprivatesoldier,mightbeforgottentilltoolate。“Itisalmostthetimeset——\'\'hefaltered。

AndConwell\'svoicealmostbreaks,manofemotionthatheis,ashetellsofhowLincolnsaid,withsterngravity:“Goandtelegraphthatsoldier\'smotherthatAbrahamLincolnneversignedawarranttoshootaboyundertwenty,andneverwill。\'\'ThatwastheoneandonlytimethathespokewithLincoln,anditremainsanindelibleimpression。

ThethirdtimehesawLincolnwaswhen,asofficeroftheday,hestoodforhoursbesidethedeadbodyofthePresidentasitlayinstateinWashington。Inthosehours,ashestoodrigidlyasthethrongwentshufflingsorrowfullythrough,animmenseimpressioncametoColonelConwelloftheworkandworthofthemanwhotherelaydead,andthatimpressionhasneverdeparted。

JohnBrown,AbrahamLincoln,oldRevolutionaryLexington——howConwell\'slifeisassociatedwithfamousmenandplaces!——anditwasactuallyatLexingtonthathemadethecrucialdecisionastothecourseofhislife!Anditseemstomethatitwas,althoughquiteunconsciously,becauseoftheveryfactthatitwasLexingtonthatConwellwasinfluencedtodecideandtoactashedid。Haditbeeninsomeotherkindofplace,somemerelyordinaryplace,somequiteusualplace,hemightnothavetakentheimportantstep。ButitwasLexington,itwasbraveoldLexington,inspiringLexington;andhewasinspiredbyit,forthemanwhohimselfinspiresnoblyisalwaystheonewhoishimselfopentonobleinspiration。Lexingtoninspiredhim。

“WhenIwasalawyerinBostonandalmostthirty-sevenyearsold,\'\'hetoldme,thinkingslowlybackintotheyears,“IwasconsultedbyawomanwhoaskedmyadviceinregardtodisposingofalittlechurchinLexingtonwhosecongregationhadbecomeunabletosupportit。I

wentoutandlookedattheplace,andItoldherhowthepropertycouldbesold。Butitseemedapitytomethatthelittlechurchshouldbegivenup。However,Iadvisedameetingofthechurchmembers,andIattendedthemeeting。Iputthecasetothem——itwasonlyahandfulofmenandwomen——andtherewassilenceforalittle。Thenanoldmanroseand,inaquaveringvoice,saidthematterwasquiteclear;thatthereevidentlywasnothingtodobuttosell,andthathewouldagreewiththeothersinthenecessity;butasthechurchhadbeenhischurchhomefromboyhood,sohequaveredandquiveredon,hebeggedthattheywouldexcusehimfromactuallytakingpartindisposingofit;andinadeepsilencehewenthaltinglyfromtheroom。

“Themenandthewomenlookedatoneanother,stillsilent,sadlyimpressed,butnotknowingwhattodo。AndIsaidtothem:`Whynotstartoveragain,andgoonwiththechurch,afterall!\'\'\'

TypicalConwellism,that!First,theimpulsetohelpthosewhoneedhelping,thentheinspirationandleadership。

“`Butthebuildingisentirelytootumble-

downtouse,\'saidoneofthemen,sadly;andI

knewhewasright,forIhadexaminedit;butI

said:

“`Letusmeetthereto-morrowmorningandgettoworkonthatbuildingourselvesandputitinshapeforaservicenextSunday。\'

“Itmadethemseemsopleasedandencouraged,andsoconfidentthatanewpossibilitywasopeningthatIneverdoubtedthateachoneofthosepresent,andmanyfriendsbesides,wouldbeatthebuildinginthemorning。IwasthereearlywithahammerandaxandcrowbarthatI

hadsecured,readytogotowork——butnooneelseshowedup!\'\'

Hehasaruefulappreciationofthehumorofit,ashepicturedthescene;andoneknowsalsothat,inthatlittletownofLexington,whereAmericanshadsobravelyfacedtheimpossible,RussellConwellalsobracedhimselftofacetheimpossible。Apettiermanwouldinstantlyhavegivenuptheentirematterwhenthosewhoweremostinterestedfailedtorespond,butoneofthestrongestfeaturesinConwell\'scharacterishisabilitytodrawevendoubtersandweaklingsintoline,hisabilitytostireventhosewhohavegivenup。

“Ilookedoverthatbuilding,\'\'hegoeson,whimsically,“andIsawthatrepairreallyseemedoutofthequestion。Nothingbutanewchurchwoulddo!SoItooktheaxthatIhadbroughtwithmeandbeganchoppingtheplacedown。

Inalittlewhileaman,notoneofthechurchmembers,camealong,andhewatchedmeforatimeandsaid,`Whatareyougoingtodothere?\'

“AndIinstantlyreplied,`Teardownthisoldbuildingandbuildanewchurchhere!\'

“Helookedatme。`Butthepeoplewon\'tdothat,\'hesaid。

“`Yes,theywill,\'Isaid,cheerfully,keepingatmywork。Whereuponhewatchedmeafewminuteslongerandsaid:

“`Well,youcanputmedownforonehundreddollarsforthenewbuilding。Comeuptomylivery-stableandgetitthisevening。\'

“`Allright;I\'llsurelybethere,\'Ireplied。

“Inalittlewhileanothermancamealongandstoppedandlooked,andherathergibedattheideaofanewchurch,andwhenItoldhimofthelivery-stablemancontributingonehundreddollars,hesaid,`Butyouhaven\'tgotthemoneyyet!\'