第15章

Anewdoctrine,receivedwithscreamsalittlewhileagobycantingmoralists,andstillnotproperlyworkedintothebodyofourthoughts,lightsusastepfartherintotheheartofthisroughbutnobleuniverse。Fornowadaystheprideofmandeniesinvainhiskinshipwiththeoriginaldust。Hestandsnolongerlikeathingapart。Closeathisheelsweseethedog,princeofanothergenus:

andinhimtoo,weseedumblytestifiedthesamecultusofanunattainableideal,thesameconstancyinfailure。Doesitstopwiththedog?Welookatourfeetwherethegroundisblackenedwiththeswarmingant:acreaturesosmall,sofarfromusinthehierarchyofbrutes,thatwecanscarcetraceandscarcecomprehendhisdoings;andherealso,inhisorderedpoliticsandrigorousjustice,weseeconfessedthelawofdutyandthefactofindividualsin。Doesitstop,then,withtheant?Ratherthisdesireofwell-doingandthisdoomoffrailtyrunthroughallthegradesoflife:ratheristhisearth,fromthefrostytopofEveresttothenextmarginoftheinternalfire,onestageofineffectualvirtuesandonetempleofpioustearsandperseverance。

Thewholecreationgroanethandtravailethtogether。Itisthecommonandthegod-likelawoflife。Thebrowsers,thebiters,thebarkers,thehairycoatsoffieldandforest,thesquirrelintheoak,thethousand-footedcreeperinthedust,astheysharewithusthegiftoflife,sharewithustheloveofanideal:strivelikeus-likeusaretemptedtogrowwearyofthestruggle-todowell;likeusreceiveattimesunmeritedrefreshment,visitingsofsupport,returnsofcourage;andarecondemnedlikeustobecrucifiedbetweenthatdoublelawofthemembersandthewill。Aretheylikeus,Iwonder,inthetimidhopeofsomereward,somesugarwiththedrug?dothey,too,standaghastatunrewardedvirtues,atthesufferingsofthosewhom,inourpartiality,wetaketobejust,andtheprosperityofsuchas,inourblindness,wecallwicked?Itmaybe,andyetGodknowswhattheyshouldlookfor。Evenwhiletheylook,evenwhiletheyrepent,thefootofmantreadsthembythousandsinthedust,theyelpinghoundsburstupontheirtrail,thebulletspeeds,theknivesareheatinginthedenofthevivisectionist;orthedewfalls,andthegenerationofadayisblottedout。Forthesearecreatures,comparedwithwhomourweaknessisstrength,ourignorancewisdom,ourbriefspaneternity。

Andaswedwell,welivingthings,inourisleofterrorandundertheimminenthandofdeath,Godforbiditshouldbemantheerected,thereasoner,thewiseinhisowneyes-Godforbiditshouldbemanthatweariesinwell-doing,thatdespairsofunrewardedeffort,oruttersthelanguageofcomplaint。Letitbeenoughforfaith,thatthewholecreationgroansinmortalfrailty,striveswithunconquerableconstancy:Surelynotallinvain。

CHAPTERXII-ACHRISTMASSERMON

BYthetimethispaperappears,Ishallhavebeentalkingfortwelvemonths;anditisthoughtIshouldtakemyleaveinaformalandseasonablemanner。Valedictoryeloquenceisrare,anddeath-

bedsayingshavenotoftenhitthemarkoftheoccasion。CharlesSecond,witandsceptic,amanwhoselifehadbeenonelonglessoninhumanincredulity,aneasy-goingcomrade,amanoeuvringking-

rememberedandembodiedallhiswitandscepticismalongwithmorethanhisusualgoodhumourinthefamous\"Iamafraid,gentlemen,I

amanunconscionabletimea-dying。\"

I

Anunconscionabletimea-dying-thereisthepicture(\"Iamafraid,gentlemen,\")ofyourlifeandofmine。Thesandsrunout,andthehoursare\"numberedandimputed,\"andthedaysgoby;andwhenthelastofthesefindsus,wehavebeenalongtimedying,andwhatelse?Theverylengthissomething,ifwereachthathourofseparationundishonoured;andtohavelivedatallisdoubtless(inthesoldierlyexpression)tohaveserved。

ThereisataleinTicitusofhowtheveteransmutiniedintheGermanwilderness;ofhowtheymobbedGermanicus,clamouinggohome;andofhow,seizingtheirgeneral\'shand,theseold,war-wornexilespassedhisfingeralongtheirtoothlessgums。SUNTLACRYMAE

RERUM:thiswasthemosteloquentofthesongsofSimeon。Andwhenamanhaslivedtoafairage,hebearshismarksofservice。

Hemayhaveneverbeenremarkeduponthebreachattheheadofthearmy;atleastheshallhavelosthisteethonthecampbread。

Theidealismofseriouspeopleinthisageofoursisofanoblecharacter。Itneverseemstothemthattheyhaveservedenough;

theyhaveafineimpatienceoftheirvirtues。Itwereperhapsmoremodesttobesinglythankfulthatwearenoworse。Itisnotonlyourenemies,thosedesperatecharacters-itisweourselveswhoknownotwhatwedo,-thencespringstheglimmeringhopethatperhapswedobetterthanwethink:thattoscramblethroughthisrandombusinesswithhandsreasonablycleantohaveplayedthepartofamanorwomanwithsomereasonablefulness,tohaveoftenresistedthediabolic,andattheendtobestillresistingit,isforthepoorhumansoldiertohavedonerightwell。Toasktoseesomefruitofourendeavourisbutatranscendentalwayofservingforreward;andwhatwetaketobecontemptofselfisonlygreedofhire。

Andagainifwerequiresomuchofourselves,shallwenotrequiremuchofothers?Ifwedonotgeniallyjudgeourowndeficiencies,isitnottobefearedweshallbeevensterntothetrespassesofothers?Andhewho(lookingbackuponhisownlife)canseenomorethanthathehasbeenunconscionablylonga-dying,willhenotbetemptedtothinkhisneighbourunconscionablylongofgettinghanged?Itisprobablethatnearlyallwhothinkofconductatall,thinkofittoomuch;itiscertainweallthinktoomuchofsin。Wearenotdamnedfordoingwrong,butfornotdoingright;

Christwouldneverhearofnegativemorality;THOUSHALTwaseverhisword,withwhichhesupersededTHOUSHALTNOT。Tomakeourideaofmoralitycentreonforbiddenactsistodefiletheimaginationandtointroduceintoourjudgmentsofourfellow-menasecretelementofgusto。Ifathingiswrongforus,weshouldnotdwelluponthethoughtofit;orweshallsoondwelluponitwithinvertedpleasure。Ifwecannotdriveitfromourminds-onethingoftwo:eitherourcreedisinthewrongandwemustmoreindulgentlyremodelit;orelse,ifourmoralitybeintheright,wearecriminallunaticsandshouldplaceourpersonsinrestraint。

Amarkofsuchunwholesomelydividedmindsisthepassionforinterferencewithothers:theFoxwithouttheTailwasofthisbreed,buthad(ifhisbiographeristobetrusted)acertainantiquecivilitynowoutofdate。Amanmayhaveaflaw,aweakness,thatunfitshimforthedutiesoflife,thatspoilshistemper,thatthreatenshisintegrity,orthatbetrayshimintocruelty。Ithastobeconquered;butitmustneverhesufferedtoengrosshisthoughts。Thetruedutiesliealluponthefartherside,andmustbeattendedtowithawholemindsosoonasthispreliminaryclearingofthedeckshasbeeneffected。Inorderthathemaybekindandhonest,itmaybeneedfulheshouldbecomeatotalabstainer;lethimbecomesothen,andthenextdaylethimforgetthecircumstance。Tryingtobekindandhonestwillrequireallhisthoughts;amortifiedappetiteisneverawisecompanion;

insofarashehashadtomortifyanappetite,hewillstillbetheworseman;andofsuchanoneagreatdealofcheerfulnesswillberequiredinjudginglife,andagreatdealofhumilityinjudgingothers。

Itmaybearguedagainthatdissatisfactionwithourlife\'sendeavourspringsinsomedegreefromdulness。Werequirehighertasks,becausewedonotrecognisetheheightofthosewehave。

Tryingtobekindandhonestseemsanaffairtoosimpleandtooinconsequentialforgentlemenofourheroicmould;wehadrathersetourselvestosomethingbold,arduous,andconclusive;wehadratherfoundaschismorsuppressaheresy,cutoffahandormortifyanappetite。Butthetaskbeforeus,whichistoco-endurewithourexistence,isratheroneofmicroscopicfineness,andtheheroismrequiredisthatofpatience。ThereisnocuttingoftheGordianknotsoflife;eachmustbesmilinglyunravelled。

Tobehonest,tobekind-toearnalittleandtospendalittleless,tomakeuponthewholeafamilyhappierforhispresence,torenouncewhenthatshallbenecessaryandnotbeembittered,tokeepafewfriends,butthesewithoutcapitulation-aboveall,onthesamegrimcondition,tokeepfriendswithhimself-hereisataskforallthatamanhasoffortitudeanddelicacy。Hehasanambitioussoulwhowouldaskmore;hehasahopefulspiritwhoshouldlookinsuchanenterprisetobesuccessful。Thereisindeedoneelementinhumandestinythatnotblindnessitselfcancontrovert:whateverelseweareintendedtodo,wearenotintendedtosucceed;failureisthefateallotted。Itissoineveryartandstudy;itissoaboveallinthecontinentartoflivingwell。Hereisapleasantthoughtfortheyear\'sendorfortheendoflife。Onlyself-deceptionwillbesatisfied,andthereneedbenodespairforthedespairer。

II

ButChristmasisnotonlythemile-markofanotheryear,movingustothoughtsofself-examination:itisaseason,fromallitsassociations,whetherdomesticorreligious,suggestingthoughtsofjoy。Amandissatisfiedwithhisendeavoursisamantemptedtosadness。Andinthemidstofthewinter,whenhisliferunslowestandheisremindedoftheemptychairsofhisbeloved,itiswellheshouldbecondemnedtothisfashionofthesmilingface。Nobledisappointment,nobleself-denial,arenottobeadmired,noteventobepardoned,iftheybringbitterness。Itisonethingtoenterthekingdomofheavenmaim;anothertomaimyourselfandstaywithout。Andthekingdomofheavenisofthechild-like,ofthosewhoareeasytoplease,wholoveandwhogivepleasure。Mightymenoftheirhands,thesmitersandthebuildersandthejudges,havelivedlonganddonesternlyandyetpreservedthislovelycharacter;andamongourcarpetinterestsandtwopennyconcerns,theshamewereindelibleifWEshouldloseit。Gentlenessandcheerfulness,thesecomebeforeallmorality;theyaretheperfectduties。Anditisthetroublewithmoralmenthattheyhaveneitheronenorother。Itwasthemoralman,thePharisee,whomChristcouldnotawaywith。Ifyourmoralsmakeyoudreary,dependuponittheyarewrong。Idonotsay\"givethemup,\"fortheymaybeallyouhave;butconcealthemlikeavice,lesttheyshouldspoilthelivesofbetterandsimplerpeople。

Astrangetemptationattendsuponman:tokeephiseyeonpleasures,evenwhenhewillnotshareinthem;toaimallhismoralsagainstthem。Thisveryyearalady(singulariconoclast!)

proclaimedacrusadeagainstdolls;andtheracysermonagainstlustisafeatureoftheage。Iventuretocallsuchmoralistsinsincere。Atanyexcessorperversionofanaturalappetite,theirlyresoundsofitselfwithrelishingdenunciations;butforalldisplaysofthetrulydiabolic-envy,malice,themeanlie,themeansilence,thecalumnioustruth,theback-biter,thepettytyrant,thepeevishpoisoneroffamilylife-theirstandardisquitedifferent。Thesearewrong,theywilladmit,yetsomehownotsowrong;thereisnozealintheirassaultonthem,nosecretelementofgustowarmsupthesermon;itisforthingsnotwronginthemselvesthattheyreservethechoicestoftheirindignation。A

manmaynaturallydisclaimallmoralkinshipwiththeReverendMr。

Zolaorthehobgoblinoldladyofthedolls;forthesearegrossandnakedinstances。Andyetineachofussomesimilarelementresides。Thesightofapleasureinwhichwecannotorelsewillnotsharemovesustoaparticularimpatience。Itmaybebecauseweareenvious,orbecausewearesad,orbecausewedislikenoiseandromping-beingsorefined,orbecause-beingsophilosophic-

wehaveanover-weighingsenseoflife\'sgravity:atleast,aswegooninyears,wearealltemptedtofrownuponourneighbour\'spleasures。Peoplearenowadayssofondofresistingtemptations;

hereisonetoberesisted。Theyarefondofself-denial;hereisapropensitythatcannotbetooperemptorilydenied。Thereisanideaabroadamongmoralpeoplethattheyshouldmaketheirneighboursgood。OnepersonIhavetomakegood:myself。ButmydutytomyneighbourismuchmorenearlyexpressedbysayingthatI

havetomakehimhappy-ifImay。

III

Happinessandgoodness,accordingtocantingmoralists,standintherelationofeffectandcause。Therewasneveranythinglessprovedorlessprobable:ourhappinessisneverinourownhands;

weinheritourconstitution;westandbuffetamongfriendsandenemies;wemaybesobuiltastofeelasneeroranaspersionwithunusualkeenness,andsocircumstancedastobeunusuallyexposedtothem;wemayhavenervesverysensitivetopain,andbeafflictedwithadiseaseverypainful。Virtuewillnothelpus,anditisnotmeanttohelpus。Itisnotevenitsownreward,exceptfortheself-centredand-Ihadalmostsaid-theunamiable。Nomancanpacifyhisconscience;ifquietbewhathewant,heshalldobettertoletthatorganperishfromdisuse。Andtoavoidthepenaltiesofthelaw,andtheminorCAPITISDIMINUTIO

ofsocialostracism,isanaffairofwisdom-ofcunning,ifyouwill-andnotofvirtue。

Inhisownlife,then,amanisnottoexpecthappiness,onlytoprofitbyitgladlywhenitshallarise;heisondutyhere;heknowsnothoworwhy,anddoesnotneedtoknow;heknowsnotforwhathire,andmustnotask。Somehoworother,thoughhedoesnotknowwhatgoodnessis,hemusttrytobegood;somehoworother,thoughhecannottellwhatwilldoit,hemusttrytogivehappinesstoothers。Andnodoubttherecomesinhereafrequentclashofduties。Howfarishetomakehisneighbourhappy?Howfarmustherespectthatsmilingface,soeasytocloud,sohardtobrightenagain?Andhowfar,ontheotherside,isheboundtobehisbrother\'skeeperandtheprophetofhisownmorality?Howfarmustheresentevil?

Thedifficultyisthatwehavelittleguidance;Christ\'ssayingsonthepointbeinghardtoreconcilewitheachother,and(themostofthem)hardtoaccept。Butthetruthofhisteachingwouldseemtobethis:inourownpersonandfortune,weshouldbereadytoacceptandtopardonall;itisOURcheekwearetoturn,OURcoatthatwearetogiveawaytothemanwhohastakenOURcloak。Butwhenanother\'sfaceisbuffeted,perhapsalittleofthelionwillbecomeusbest。Thatwearetosufferotherstobeinjured,andstandby,isnotconceivableandsurelynotdesirable。Revenge,saysBacon,isakindofwildjustice;itsjudgmentsatleastaredeliveredbyaninsanejudge;andinourownquarrelwecanseenothingtrulyanddonothingwisely。Butinthequarrelofourneighbour,letusbemorebold。Oneperson\'shappinessisassacredasanother\'s;whenwecannotdefendboth,letusdefendonewithastoutheart。Itisonlyinsofaraswearedoingthis,thatwehaveanyrighttointerfere:thedefenceofBisouronlygroundofactionagainstA。Ahasasgoodarighttogotothedevil,aswetogotoglory;andneitherknowswhathedoes。

Thetruthisthatalltheseinterventionsanddenunciationsandmilitantmongeringsofmoralhalf-truths,thoughtheybesometimesneedful,thoughtheyareoftenenjoyable,doyetbelongtoaninferiorgradeofduties。Ill-temperandenvyandrevengefindhereanarsenalofpiousdisguises;thisistheplaygroundofinvertedlusts。Withalittlemorepatienceandalittlelesstemper,agentlerandwisermethodmightbefoundinalmosteverycase;andtheknotthatwecutbysomefineheadyquarrel-sceneinprivatelife,or,inpublicaffairs,bysomedenunciatoryactagainstwhatwearepleasedtocallourneighbour\'svices,mightyethavebeenunwovenbythehandofsympathy。

IV

Tolookbackuponthepastyear,andseehowlittlewehavestrivenandtowhatsmallpurpose;andhowoftenwehavebeencowardlyandhungback,ortemerariousandrushedunwiselyin;andhoweverydayandalldaylongwehavetransgressedthelawofkindness;-itmayseemaparadox,butinthebitternessofthesediscoveries,acertainconsolationresides。Lifeisnotdesignedtoministertoaman\'svanity。Hegoesuponhislongbusinessmostofthetimewithahanginghead,andallthetimelikeablindchild。Fullofrewardsandpleasuresasitis-sothattoseethedaybreakorthemoonrise,ortomeetafriend,ortohearthedinner-callwhenheishungry,fillshimwithsurprisingjoys-thisworldisyetforhimnoabidingcity。Friendshipsfallthrough,healthfails,wearinessassailshim;yearafteryear,hemustthumbthehardlyvaryingrecordofhisownweaknessandfolly。Itisafriendlyprocessofdetachment。Whenthetimecomesthatheshouldgo,thereneedbefewillusionsleftabouthimself。HERELIESONEWHO

MEANTWELL,TRIEDALITTLE,FAILEDMUCH:-surelythatmaybehisepitaph,ofwhichheneednotbeashamed。Norwillhecomplainatthesummonswhichcallsadefeatedsoldierfromthefield:

defeated,ay,ifhewerePaulorMarcusAurelius!-butifthereisstilloneinchoffightinhisoldspirit,undishonoured。Thefaithwhichsustainedhiminhislife-longblindnessandlife-longdisappointmentwillscarceevenberequiredinthislastformalityoflayingdownhisarms。Givehimamarchwithhisoldbones;

there,outoftheglorioussun-colouredearth,outofthedayandthedustandtheecstasy-theregoesanotherFaithfulFailure!

Fromarecentbookofverse,wherethereismorethanonesuchbeautifulandmanlypoem,Itakethismemorialpiece:itsaysbetterthanIcan,whatIlovetothink;letitbeourpartingword。

\"Alatelarktwittersfromthequietskies;

Andfromthewest,Wherethesun,hisday\'sworkended,Lingersasincontent,Therefallsontheold,graycityAninfluenceluminousandserene,Ashiningpeace。

\"ThesmokeascendsInarosy-and-goldenhaze。ThespiresShine,andarechanged。InthevalleyShadowsrise。Thelarksingson。Thesun,Closinghisbenediction,Sinks,andthedarkeningairThrillswithasenseofthetriumphingnight-

Night,withhertrainofstarsAndhergreatgiftofsleep。

\"Sobemypassing!

Mytaskaccomplishedandthelongdaydone,Mywagestaken,andinmyheartSomelatelarksinging,Letmebegatheredtothequietwest,Thesundownsplendidandserene,Death。\"