第5章

Whohasnotseenpoorbirdscaughtbytheirfeetinthelime?Atfirsttheycanscarcelybelievetheyarecaught;itchangesnothingintheiraspect;buttheysoonaresurethattheyareheldfast,andindangerofnevergettingfreeagain。Andwhentheystruggletogetfree,andthestickystuffsoilstheirwingsandheads,theygraduallyassumethatpitifullookofadumbcreatureindistress,abouttodie。Suchwasthecasewiththe/Marie/。Atfirstitdidnotseemmuchtobeconcernedabout;shecertainlywascareenedalittleononeside,butitwasbroadmorning,andtheweatherwasfairandcalm;onehadtoknowsuchthingsbyexperiencetobecomeuneasy,andunderstandthatitwasaseriousmatter。

Thecaptainwastobepitied。Itwashisfault,ashehadnotunderstoodexactlywheretheywere。Hewrunghishands,saying:\"Godhelpus!Godhelpus!\"inavoiceofdespair。

Closetothem,duringaliftingofthefog,theycoulddistinguishaheadland,butnotrecognizeit。Butthemistscovereditanew,andtheysawitnolonger。

Therewasnosailorsmokeinsight。Theyalljostledabout,hurryingandknockingthedecklumberover。TheirdogTurc,whodidnotusuallymindthemovementofthesea,wasgreatlyaffectedtoobythisincident,thesesoundsfromdownbelow,theseheavywallowingswhenthelowswellpassedunder,andthesuddencalmthatafterwardsfollowed;heunderstoodthatallthiswasunusual,andhidhimselfawayincorners,withhistailbetweenhislegs。Theygotouttheboatstocarrythekedgesandsetthemfirm,andtriedtorowheroutofitbyunitingalltheirforcestogetheruponthetow-lines——aheavypieceofworkthis,whichlastedtensuccessivehours。So,wheneveningcame,thepoorbark,whichhadonlythatmorningbeensofreshandlight,lookedalmostswamped,fouled,andgoodfornothing。Shehadfoughthard,flounderedaboutonallsides,butstillremainedthere,fixedasinadock。

Nightwasovertakingthem;thewindandthewaveswererising;thingsweregrowingworse,when,allofasudden,towardssixo\'clock,theywereletgoclear,andcouldbeoffagain,tearingasunderthetow-

lines,whichtheyhadlefttokeepherheadsteady。Themenwept,rushingaboutlikemadmen,cheeringfromstemtostern——\"We\'reafloat,boys!\"

Theywereafloat,withajoythatcannotbedescribed;whatitwastofeelthemselvesgoingforwardsonabuoyantcraftagain,insteadofonthesemi-wreckitwasbefore,nonebutaseamanfeels,andfewofthemcantell。

Yann\'ssadnesshaddisappearedtoo。Likehisship,hebecamelivelyoncemore,curedbythehealthymanuallabour;hehadfoundhisrecklesslookagain,andhadthrownoffhisglumthoughts。

Nextmorning,whenthekedgeswerefishedup,the/Marie/wentonherwaytoIceland,andYann\'sheart,toallappearance,wasasfreeasinhisearlyyears。

CHAPTERXIII

HOMENEWS

Thehomeletterswerebeingdistributedonboardthe/Circe/,atanchoratHa-Long,overontheothersideoftheearth。Inthemidstofagroupofsailors,thepursercalledout,inaloudvoice,thenamesofthefortunatemenwhohadletterstoreceive。Thiswentonatevening,ontheship\'sside,allcrushingroundafunnel。

\"Moan,Sylvestre!\"Therewasoneforhim,postmarked\"Paimpol,\"butitwasnotGaud\'swriting。Whatdidthatmean?fromwhomdiditcomeelse?

Afterhavingturnedandflourisheditabout,heopeneditfearingly,andread:

\"PLOUBAZLANEC,March5th,1884。

\"MYDEARGRANDSON:\"

So,itwasfromhisdearoldgranny。Hebreathedfreeagain。Atthebottomofthelettersheevenhadplacedhersignature,learnedbyheart,buttremblinglikeaschool-girl\'sscribble:\"WidowMoan。\"

\"WidowMoan!\"Withaquickspontaneousmovementhecarriedthepapertohislipsandkissedthepoorname,asasacredrelic。Forthisletterarrivedatacriticalmomentofhislife;to-morrowatdawn,hewastosetoutforthebattlefield。

ItwasinthemiddleofApril;Bac-NinhandHong-Hoahadjustbeentaken。TherewasnogreatwarfaregoingoninTonquin,yetthereinforcementsarrivingwerenotsufficient;sailorsweretakenfromalltheshipstomakeupthedeficitinthecorpsalreadydisembarked。

Sylvestre,whohadlanguishedsolonginthemidstofcruisesandblockades,hadjustbeenselectedwithsomeotherstofillupthevacancies。

Itistruethatnowpeacewasspokenof,butsomethingtoldthemthattheyyetwoulddisembarckingoodtimetofightabit。Theypackedtheirbags,madealltheirotherpreparations,andsaidgood-bye,andalltheeveningthroughtheystrolledaboutwiththeirunfortunatemateswhohadtoremain,feelingmuchgranderandprouderthanthey。

Eachinhisownwayshowedhisimpressionatthisdeparture——someweregraveandserious,othersexuberantandtalkative。

Sylvestrewasveryquietandthoughtful,thoughimpatient;only,whentheylookedathim,hissmileseemedtosay,\"Yes,I\'moneofthefightingparty,andhuzza!theactionisforto-morrowmorning!\"

Ofgunshotsandbattleheformedbutanincompleteideaasyet;buttheyfascinatedhim,forhecameofavaliantrace。

ThestrangewritingofhislettermadehimanxiousaboutGaud,andhedrewnearaportholetoreadtheepistlethrough。Itwasdifficultamidallthosehalf-nakedmenpressinground,intheunbearableheatofthegundeck。

Ashethoughtshewoulddo,inthebeginningofherletterGrannyMoanexplainedwhyshehadhadtotakerecoursetotheinexperiencedhandofanoldneighbour:

\"Mydearchild,Idon\'taskyourcousintowriteformeto-day,assheisingreattrouble。Herfatherdiedsuddenlytwodaysago。ItappearsthathiswholefortunehasbeenlostthroughunluckygamblinglastwinterinParis。Sohishouseandfurniturewillhavetobesold。Nobodyintheplacewasexpectingthis。Ithink,dearchild,thatthiswillpainyouasmuchasitdoesme。

\"Gaos,theson,sendsyouhiskindremembrance;hehasrenewedhisarticleswithCaptainGuermeurofthe/Marie/,andthedepartureforIcelandwasratherearlythisyear,fortheysetsailonthefirstofthemonth,twodaysbeforeourpoorGaud\'strouble,andhedon\'tknowofityet。

\"Butyoucaneasilyimaginethatweshallnotgetthemwednow,forshewillbeobligedtoworkforherdailybread。\"

Sylvestredweltstupor-stricken;thisbadnewsquitespoiledhisgleeatgoingouttofight。

PARTIII

INTHESHADOW

CHAPTERI

THESKIRMISH

Hark!abullethurtlesthroughtheair!

Sylvestrestopsshorttolisten!

Heisuponaninfinitemeadow,greenwiththesoftvelvetcarpetofspring。Theskyisgray,lowering,asiftoweighuponone\'sveryshoulders。

Theyaresixsailorsreconnoitringamongthefreshrice-fields,inamuddypathway。

Hist!againthewhizz,breakingthesilenceoftheair——ashrill,continuoussound,akindofprolonged/zing/,givingoneastrongimpressionthatthepelletsbuzzingbymighthavestungfatally。

ForthefirsttimeinhislifeSylvestrehearsthatmusic。Thebulletscomingtowardsamanhaveadifferentsoundfromthosefiredbyhimself:thefar-offreportisattenuated,ornotheardatall,soitiseasiertodistinguishthesharprushofmetalasitswiftlypassesby,almostgrazingone\'sears。

Crack!whizz!ping!againandyetagain!Theballsfallinregularshowersnow。Closebythesailorstheystopshort,andareburiedinthefloodedsoiloftherice-fields,accompaniedbyafaintsplash,likehailfallingsharpandswiftinapuddleofwater。

Themarineslookedatoneanotherasifitwasallapieceofoddfun,andsaid:

\"OnlyJohnChinaman!pish!\"

Tothesailors,Annamites,Tonquinese,or\"BlackFlags\"areallofthesameChinesefamily。Itisdifficulttoshowtheircontemptandmockingrancour,aswellaseagernessfor\"bowlingoverthebeggars,\"

whentheyspeakof\"theChinese。\"

Twoorthreebulletsarestillflyingabout,morecloselygrazing;

theycanbeseenbouncinglikegrasshoppersinthegreen。Theslightshowerofleaddidnotlastlong。

Perfectsilencereturnstothebroadverdantplain,andnowherecananythingbeseenmoving。Thesamesixarestillthere,standingonthewatch,scentingthebreeze,andtryingtodiscoverwhencethevolleycame。Surelyfromoveryonder,bythatclumpofbamboos,whichlookslikeanislandoffeathersintheplain;behinditseveralpointedroofsappearhalfhidden。Sotheyallmadeforit,theirfeetslippingorsinkingintothesoakedsoil。Sylvestrerunsforemost,onhislonger,morenimblelegs。

Nomorebuzzofbullets;theymighthavethoughttheyweredreaming。

Asinallthecountriesoftheworld,somefeaturesarethesame;thecloudygrayskiesandthefreshtintsoffieldsinspring-time,forexample;onecouldimaginethisuponFrenchmeadows,andtheseyoungfellows,runningmerrilyoverthem,playingaverydifferentsportfromthisgameofdeath。

Butastheyapproach,thebamboosshowtheexoticdelicacyoftheirfoliage,andthevillageroofsgrowsharperinthesingularityoftheircurves,andyellowmenhiddenbehindadvancetoreconnoitre;

theirflatfacesarecontractedbyfearandspitefulness。Thensuddenlytheyrushoutscreaming,anddeployintoalongline,trembling,butdecidedanddangerous。

\"TheChinese!\"shoutthesailorsagain,withtheirsamebravesmile。

Butthistimetheyfindthatthereareagoodmany——toomany;andoneofthemturningroundperceivesotherChinesecomingfrombehind,springingupfromthelongtallgrass。

Atthismoment,youngSylvestrecameoutgrand;hisoldgrannywouldhavebeenproudtoseehimsuchawarrior。Sincethelastfewdayshehadaltered。Hisfacewasbronzed,andhisvoicestrengthened。Hewasinhisownelementhere。

Inamomentofsupremeindecisionthesailorshitbythebulletsalmostyieldedtoanimpulseofretreat,whichwouldcertainlyhavebeendeathtothemall;butSylvestrecontinuedtoadvance,clubbinghisrifle,andfightingawholeband,knockingthemdownrightandleftwithsmashingblowsfromthebutt-end。Thankstohimthesituationwasreversed;thatpanicormadnessthatblindlydeceivesallintheseleaderlessskirmisheshadnowpassedovertotheChineseside,anditwastheywhobegantoretreat。

Itwassoonallover;theywerefairlytakingtotheirheels。Thesixsailors,reloadingtheirrepeatingrifles,shotthemdowneasily;uponthegrasslaydeadbodiesbyredpools,andskullswereemptyingtheirbrainsintotheriver。

Theyfled,coweringlikeleopards。Sylvestreranafterthem,althoughhehadtwowounds——alance-thrustinthethighandadeepgashinhisarm;butfeelingnothingsavetheintoxicationofbattle,thatunreasoningfeverthatcomesofvigorousblood,givesloftycouragetosimplesouls,andmadetheheroesofantiquity。

Onewhomhewaspursuingturnedround,andwithaspasmofdesperateterrortookadeliberateaimathim。Sylvestrestoppedshort,smilingscornfully,sublime,tolethimfire,andseeingthedirectionoftheaim,onlyshiftedalittletotheleft。ButwiththepressureuponthetriggerthebarreloftheChinesejingaldeviatedslightlyinthesamedirection。Hesuddenlyfeltasmartrapuponhisbreast,andinaflashofthoughtunderstoodwhatitwas,evenbeforefeelinganypain;

heturnedtowardstheothersfollowing,andtriedtocryouttothemthetraditionalphraseoftheoldsoldier,\"Ithinkit\'sallupwithme!\"Inthegreatbreaththatheinhaledafterhavingrun,torefillhislungswithair,hefelttheairrushinalsobyaholeinhisrightbreast,withahorriblegurgling,liketheblastinabrokenbellows。Inthatsametimehismouthfilledwithblood,andasharppainshotthroughhisside,whichrapidlygrewworse,untilitbecameatrociousandunspeakable。Hewhirledroundtwoorthreetimes,hisbrainswimmingtoo;andgaspingforbreaththroughtherisingredtidethatchokedhim,fellheavilyinthemud。

CHAPTERII

\"OUT,BRIEFCANDLE!\"

Aboutafortnightlater,astheskywasdarkeningattheapproachoftherains,andtheheatmoreheavilyweighedoveryellowTonquin,SylvestrebroughttoHanoi,wassenttoHa-Long,andplacedonboardahospital-shipabouttoreturntoFrance。

Hehadbeencarriedaboutforsometimeondifferentstretchers,withintervalsofrestattheambulances。Theyhaddonealltheycouldforhim;butundertheinsufficientconditions,hischesthadfilledwithwateronthepiercedside,andthegurglingairenteredthroughthewound,whichwouldnotcloseup。

Hehadreceivedthemilitarymedal,whichgavehimamoment\'sjoy。Buthewasnolongerthewarriorofold——resoluteofgait,andsteadyinhisresoundingvoice。Allthathadvanishedbeforethelong-sufferingandweakeningfever。Hehadbecomeahome-sickboyagain;hehardlyspokeexceptinansweringoccasionalquestions,inafeebleandalmostinaudiblevoice。Tofeeloneselfsosickandsofaraway;tothinkthatitwantedsomanydaysbeforehecouldreachhome!Wouldheeverliveuntilthen,withhisstrengthebbingaway?Suchaterrifyingfeelingofdistancecontinuallyhauntedhimandweighedateverywakening;andwhen,afterafewhours\'stupor,heawokefromthesickeningpainofhiswounds,withfeverishheatandthewhistlingsoundinhispiercedbosom,heimploredthemtoputhimonboard,inspiteofeverything。Hewasveryheavytocarryintohisward,andwithoutintendingit,theygavehimsomecrueljoltsontheway。

Theylaidhimononeoftheironcampbedsteadsplacedinrows,hospitalfashion,andthenhesetoutinaninversedirection,onhislongjourneythroughtheseas。Insteadoflivinglikeabirdinthefullwindofthetops,heremainedbelowdeck,inthemidstofthebadairofmedicines,wounds,andmisery。

Duringthefirstdaysthejoyofbeinghomewardboundmadehimfeelalittlebetter。Hecouldevenbearbeingproppedupinbedwithpillows,andattimesheaskedforhisbox。Hisseaman\'schestwasadealbox,boughtinPaimpol,tokeepallhislovedtreasuresin;

insidewerelettersfromGrannyYvonne,andalsofromYannandGaud,acopy-bookintowhichhehadcopiedsomesea-songs,andoneoftheworksofConfuciusinChinese,caughtupatrandomduringpillage;ontheblanksidesofitsleaveshehadwrittenthesimpleaccountofhiscampaign。

Neverthelesshegotnobetter,andafterthefirstweek,thedoctorsdecidedthatdeathwasimminent。TheywereneartheLinenow,inthestiflingheatofstorms。Thetroop-shipkeptonhercourse,shakingherbeds,thewoundedandthedying;quickerandquickershespedoverthetossingsea,troubledstillasduringtheswayofthemonsoons。

SinceleavingHa-Longmorethanonepatientdied,andwasconsignedtothedeepwateronthehighroadtoFrance;manyofthenarrowbedsnolongerboretheirsufferingburdens。

Uponthisparticulardayitwasverygloomyinthetravellinghospital;onaccountofthehighseasithadbeennecessarytoclosetheironport-lids,whichmadethestiflingsick-roommoreunbearable。

Sylvestrewasworse;theendwasnigh。Lyingalwaysuponhiswoundedside,hepresseduponitwithbothhandswithallhisremainingstrength,totryandallaythewaterydecompositionthatroseinhisrightlung,andtobreathewiththeotherlungonly。Butbydegreestheotherwasaffectedandtheultimateagonyhadbegun。

Dreamsandvisionsofhomehauntedhisbrain;inthehotdarkness,belovedorhorriblefacesbentoverhim;hewasinanever-endinghallucination,throughwhichfloatedapparitionsofBrittanyandIceland。Inthemorningwascalledinthepriest,andtheoldman,whowasusedtoseeingsailorsdie,wasastonishedtofindsopureasoulinsostrongandmanlyabody。

Hecriedoutforair,air!buttherewasnoneanywhere;theventilatorsnolonggaveany;theattendant,whowasfanninghimwithaChinesefan,onlymovedunhealthyvapoursoverhimofsickeningstaleness,whichrevoltedalllungs。Sometimesfierce,desperatefitscameoverhim;hewishedtotearhimselfawayfromthatbed,wherehefeltdeathwouldcometoseizehim,andrushaboveintothefullfreshwindandtrytoliveagain。Oh!tobelikethoseothers,scramblingaboutamongtherigging,andlivingamongthemasts。Buthisextremeeffortonlyendedinthefeebleliftingofhisweakenedhead;

somethingliketheincompletedmovementofasleeper。Hecouldnotmanageit,butfellbackinthehollowofhiscrumpledbed,partlychainedtherebydeath;andeachtime,afterthefatigueofalikeshock,helostallconsciousness。

Topleasehimtheyopenedaportatlast,althoughitwasdangerous,theseabeingveryrough。Itwasgoingonforsixintheevening。Whenthediskwasswungback,aredlightentered,gloriousandradiant。

Thedyingsunappeareduponthehorizonindazzlingsplendour,throughatornriftinagloomysky;itsblindinglightglancedoverthewaves,andlitupthefloatinghospital,likeawavingtorch。

Butnoairrushedin;thelittletherewasoutside,waspowerlesstoenteranddrivebeforeitthefeveredatmosphere。Overallsidesofthatboundlessequatorialsea,floatedawarmandheavymoisture,unfitforrespiration。Noaironanyside,notevenforthepoorgaspingfellowsontheirdeathbeds。

Onevisiondisturbedhimgreatly;itwasofhisoldgrandmother,walkingquicklyalongaroad,withaheartrendinglookofalarm;fromlow-lyingfunerealcloudsaboveher,fellthedrizzlingrain;shewasonherwaytoPaimpol,summonedthithertobeinformedofhisdeath。

Hewasstrugglingnow,withthedeath-rattleinhisthroat。Fromthecornersofhismouththeyspongedawaythewaterandblood,whichhadwelledupinquantitiesfromhischestinwrithingagony。Stillthegrand,glorioussunlitupall,likeaconflagrationofthewholeworld,withblood-ladenclouds;throughtheapertureoftheport-hole,awidestreakofcrimsonfireblazedin,and,spreadingoverSylvestre\'sbed,formedahaloaroundhim。

AtthatverymomentthatsamesunwastobeseeninBrittany,wheremiddaywasabouttostrike。Itwas,indeed,thesamesun,beheldattheprecisemomentofitsnever-endinground;buthereitkeptquiteanotherhue。Higherupinthebluishsky,itkeptsheddingasoftwhitelightongrandmotherYvonne,sittingoutatherdoor,sewing。

InIceland,too,whereitwasmorning,itwasshiningatthatsamemomentofdeath。Muchpalerthere,itseemedasifitonlyshoweditsfacebysomemiracle。Sadlyitsheditsraysoverthefjordwhere/LaMarie/floated;andnowitsskywaslitupbyapurenorthernlight,whichalwaysgivestheideaofafrozenplanet\'sreflection,withoutanatmosphere。Withacoldaccuracy,itoutlinedalltheessentialsofthatstonychaosthatisIceland;thewholeofthecountryasseenfrom/LaMarie/seemedfixedinonesameperspectiveandheldupright。

Yannwasthere,litupbyastrangelight,fishing,asusual,inthemidstofthislunar-likescenery。

Asthebeamoffieryflamethatcamethroughtheport-holefaded,andthesundisappearedcompletelyunderthegildedbillows,theeyesofthegrandsonrolledinwardtowardhisbrowasiftofallbackintohishead。

Theyclosedhiseyelidswiththeirownlonglashes,andSylvestrebecamecalmandbeautifulagain,likearecliningmarblestatueofmanlyrepose。

CHAPTERIII

THEGRAVEABROAD

IcannotrefrainfromtellingyouaboutSylvestre\'sfuneral,whichI

conductedmyselfinSingapore。WehadthrownenoughotherdeadintotheSeaofChina,duringtheearlydaysofthehomevoyage;andastheMalaylandwasquitenear,wedecidedtokeephisremainsafewhourslonger;toburyhimfittingly。

Itwasveryearlyinthemorning,onaccountoftheterriblesun。Intheboatthatcarriedhimashore,hiscorpsewasshroudedinthenationalflag。Thecitywasinsleepaswelanded。Awagonette,sentbytheFrenchConsul,waswaitingonthequay;welaidSylvestreuponit,withawoodencrossmadeonboard——thepaintstillwetuponit,forthecarpenterhadtohurryoverit,andthewhitelettersofhisnameranintotheblackground。

WecrossedthatBabelintherisingsun。AndthenitwassuchanemotiontofindtheserenecalmofanEuropeanplaceofworshipinthemidstofthedistastefulturmoiloftheChinesecountry。Underthehighwhitearch,whereIstoodalonewithmysailors,the\"/DiesIroe/,\"chantedbyamissionarypriest,soundedlikeasoftmagicalincantation。Throughtheopendoorswecouldseesightsthatresembledenchantedgardens,exquisiteverdureandimmensepalm-trees,thewindshookthelargefloweringshrubsandtheirperfumedcrimsonpetalsfelllikerain,almosttothechurchitself。Thencewemarchedtotheceremony,veryfaroff。Ourlittleprocessionofsailorswasveryunpretentious,butthecoffinremainedconspicuouslywrappedintheflagofFrance。WehadtotraversetheChinesequarter,throughseethingcrowdsofyellowmen;andthentheMalayandIndiansuburbs,wherealltypesofAsiaticfaceslookeduponuswithastonishment。

Thencametheopencountryalreadyheated;throughshadygroveswhereexquisitebutterflies,onvelvetybluewings,flittedinmasses。Oneitherside,wavedtallluxuriantpalms,andquantitiesofflowersinsplendidprofusion。Atlastwecametothecemetery,withmandarins\'

tombsandmany-colouredinscriptions,adornedwithpaintingsofdragonsandothermonsters;amidastoundingfoliageandplantsgrowingeverywhere。ThespotwherewelaidhimdowntorestresembledanookinthegardensofIndra。Intotheearthwedrovethelittlewoodencross,lettered:

SYLVESTREMOAN,AGED19。

Andwelefthim,forcedtogobecauseofthehotrisingsun;weturnedbackoncemoretolookathimunderthosemarvelloustreesandhugenoddingflowers。

CHAPTERIV

TOTHESURVIVORS,THESPOILS

ThetroopercontinueditscoursethroughtheIndianOcean。Downbelowinthefloatinghospitalotherdeath-sceneswenton。Ondecktherewascarelessnessofhealthandyouth。Roundabout,overthesea,wasaveryfeastofpuresunandair。

Inthisfinetrade-windweather,thesailors,stretchedintheshadeofthesails,wereplayingwithlittlepetparrotsandmakingthemrunraces。InthisSingapore,whichtheyhadjustleft,thesailorsbuyallkindsoftameanimals。Theyhadallchosenbabyparrots,withchildishlooksupontheirhooknosefaces;theyhadnotailsyet;theyweregreen,ofawonderfulshade。Astheywentrunningoverthecleanwhiteplanks,theylookedlikefreshyoungleaves,fallenfromtropicaltrees。

Sometimesthesailorsgatheredthemalltogetherinonelot,whentheyinspectedoneanotherfunnily;twistingabouttheirthroats,tobeseenunderallaspects。Theycomicallywaddledaboutlikesomanylamepeople,orsuddenlystartedoffinagreathurryforsomeunknowndestination;andsomefelldownintheirexcitement。Andthereweremonkeys,learningtricksofallkinds,anothersourceofamusement。

Someweremosttenderlylovedandevenkissedextravagantly,astheynestledagainstthecallousbosomsoftheirmasters,gazingfondlyatthemwithwomanisheyes,half-grotesqueandhalf-touching。

Uponthestrokeofthreeo\'clock,thequartermastersbroughtondecktwocanvasbags,sealedwithhugeredseals,bearingSylvestre\'sname;

forbyorderoftheregulationsinregardtothedead,allhisclothesandpersonalworldlybelongingsweretobesoldbyauction。Thesailorsgailygroupedthemselvesaroundthepile;for,onboardahospitalship,toomanyofthesesalesofeffectsareseentoexciteanyparticularemotion。Besides,Sylvestrehadbeenbutlittleknownuponthatship。

Hisjacketsandshirtsandblue-stripedjerseyswerefingeredandturnedoverandthenboughtupatdifferentprices,thebuyersforcingthebiddingjusttoamusethemselves。

Thencametheturnofthesmalltreasure-box,whichwassoldforfiftysous。Thelettersandmilitarymedalhadbeentakenoutofit,tobesentbacktothefamily;butnotthebookofsongsandtheworkofConfucious,withtheneedles,cotton,andbuttons,andallthepettyrequisitesplacedtherebytheforethoughtofGrannyMoanforsewingandmending。

Thenthequartermasterwhoheldupthethingstobesolddrewouttwosmallbuddhas,takeninsomepagodatogivetoGaud,andsofunnyweretheythattheyweregreetedwithageneralburstoflaughter,whentheyappearedasthelastlot。Butthesailorslaughed,notforwantofheart,butonlythroughthoughtlessness。

Toconclude,thebagsweresold,andthebuyerimmediatelystruckoutthenameonthemtosubstitutehisown。

Acarefulsweepofthebroomwasafterwardgiventoclearthescrupulouslycleandeckofthedustandoddsandends,whilethesailorsreturnedmerrilytoplaywiththeirparrotsandmonkeys。

CHAPTERV

THEDEATH-BLOW

Oneday,inthefirstfortnightofJune,asoldYvonnewasreturninghome,someneighbourstoldherthatshehadbeensentforbytheCommissionerfromtheNavalRegistryOffice。Ofcourseitconcernedhergrandson,butthatdidnotfrightenherintheleast。ThefamiliesofseafarersareusedtotheNavalRegistry,andshe,thedaughter,wife,mother,andgrandmotherofseamen,hadknownthatofficeforthepastsixtyyears。

Doubtlessithadtodowithhis\"delegation\";orperhapstherewasasmallprize-moneyaccountfrom/LaCirce/totakethroughherproxy。

Assheknewwhatrespectwasdueto\"/MonsieurleCommissaire/,\"sheputonherbestgownandacleanwhitecap,andsetoutabouttwoo\'clock。

Trottingalongswiftlyonthepathwaysofthecliff,shenearedPaimpol;andmusinguponthesetwomonthswithoutletters,shegrewabitanxious。

Shemetheroldsweetheartsittingoutathisdoor。Hehadgreatlyagedsincetheappearanceofthewintercold。

\"Eh,eh!Whenyou\'reready,youknow,don\'tmakeanyceremony,mybeauty!\"That\"suitofdeal\"stillhauntedhismind。

ThejoyousbrightnessofJunesmiledaroundher。Ontherockyheightstherestillgrewthestuntedreedswiththeiryellowblossoms;butpassingintothehollownooksshelteredagainstthebitterseawinds,onemetwithhighsweet-smellinggrass。Butthepooroldwomandidnotseeallthis,overwhoseheadsomanyrapidseasonshadpassed,whichnowseemedasshortasdays。

Aroundthecrumblinghamletwithitsgloomywallsgrewroses,pinks,andstocks;andevenuponthetopsofthewhitewashedandmossyroofs,sprangthefloweretsthatattractedthefirst\"miller\"

butterfliesoftheseason。

Thisspring-timewasalmostwithoutloveinthelandofIcelanders,andthebeautifullassesofproudrace,whosatoutdreamingontheirdoorsteps,seemedtolookfarbeyondthevisiblethingswiththeirblueorbrowneyes。Theyoungmen,whoweretheobjectsoftheirmelancholyanddesires,wereremote,fishingonthenorthernseas。

Butitwasaspring-timeforallthat——warm,sweet,andtroubling,withitsbuzzingoffliesandperfumeofyoungplants。

Andallthissoullessfreshnesssmileduponthepooroldgrandmother,whowasquicklywalkingalongtohearofthedeathofherlast-borngrandson。Shenearedtheawfulmomentwhenthisevent,whichhadtakenplaceinthesodistantChineseseas,wastobetoldtoher;shewastakingthatsinisterwalkthatSylvestrehaddivinedathisdeath-hour——thesightofthathadtornhislastagonizedtearsfromhim;hisdarlingoldgrannysummonedtoPaimpoltobetoldthathewasdead!

Clearlyhehadseenherpassalongthatroad,runningstraighton,withhertinybrownshawl,herumbrella,andlargehead-dress。Andthatapparitionhadmadehimtossandwritheinfearfulanguish,whilethehuge,redsunoftheEquator,disappearinginitsglory,peeredthroughtheport-holeofthehospitaltowatchhimdie。Buthe,inhislasthallucination,hadseenhisoldgrannymovingunderarain-ladensky,andonthecontraryajoyouslaughingspring-timemockedheronallsides。

NearingPaimpol,shebecamemoreandmoreuneasy,andimprovedherspeed。Nowsheisinthegraytownwithitsnarrowgranitestreets,wherethesunfalls,biddinggood-daytosomeotheroldwomen,hercontemporaries,sittingattheirwindows。Astonishedtoseeher;theysaid:\"Whereverisshegoingsoquickly,inherSundaygown,onaweek-day?\"

\"MonsieurleCommissaire\"oftheNavalEnlistmentOfficewasnotinjustthen。Oneuglylittlecreature,aboutfifteenyearsold,whowashisclerk,satathisdesk。Ashewastoopunytobeafisher,hehadreceivedsomeeducationandpassedhistimeinthatsamechair,inhisblacklinendust-sleeves,scratchingawayatpaper。

Withalookofimportance,whenshehadsaidhername,hegotuptogettheofficialdocumentsfromoffashelf。

Therewereagreatmanypapers——whatdiditallmean?Parchments,sealedpapers,asailor\'srecord-book,grownyellowonthesea,andoverallfloatedanodourofdeath。Hespreadthemalloutbeforethepooroldwoman,whobegantotrembleandfeeldizzy。ShehadjustrecognizedtwooftheletterswhichGaudusedtowriteforhertohergrandson,andwhichwerenowreturnedtoherneverunsealed。ThesamethinghadhappenedtwentyyearsagoatthedeathofhersonPierre;

thelettershadbeensentbackfromChinato\"MonsieurleCommissaire,\"whohadgiventhemtoherthus。

Nowhewasreadingoutinaconsequentialvoice:\"Moan,Jean-Marie-

Sylvestre,registeredatPaimpol,folio213,number2091,diedonboardthe/BienHoa/,onthe14thof。\"

\"What——whathashappenedtohim,mygoodsir?\"

\"Discharged——dead,\"heanswered。

Itwasn\'tbecausethisclerkwasunkind,butifhespokeinthatbrutalway,itwasthroughwantofjudgment,andfromlackofintelligenceinthelittleincompletebeing。

Ashesawthatshedidnotunderstandthattechnicalexpression,hesaidinBreton:

\"/Marweo/!\"

\"/Marweo/!\"(Heisdead。)

Sherepeatedthewordsafterhim,inheragedtremulousvoice,asapoorcrackedechowouldsendbacksomeindifferentphrase。Sowhatshehadpartlyforeseenwastrue;butitonlymadehertremble;nowthatitwascertain,itseemedtoaffecthernomore。Tobeginwith,herfacultytosufferwasslightlydulledbyoldage,especiallysincethislastwinter。Paindidnotstrikeherimmediately。Somethingseemedtofallupsidedowninherbrain,andsomehoworanothershemixedthisdeathupwithothers。Shehadlostsomanyofthembefore。

Sheneededamomenttograspthatthiswasherverylastone,herdarling,theobjectofallherprayers,life,andwaiting,andofallherthoughts,alreadydarkenedbythesombreapproachofsecondchildhood。

Shefeltasortofshameatshowingherdespairbeforethislittlegentlemanwhohorrifiedher。Wasthatthewaytotellagrandmotherofherdarling\'sdeath?Sheremainedstandingbeforethedesk,stiffened,andtearingthefringesofherbrownshawlwithherpooragedhands,soreandchappedwithwashing。

Howfarawayshefeltfromhome!Goodness!whatalongwalkbacktobegonethrough,andsteadily,too,beforenearingthewhitewashedhutinwhichshelongedtoshutherselfup,likeawoundedbeastwhohidesinitsholetodie。Andsoshetriednottothinktoomuchandnottounderstandyet,frightenedaboveallatthelonghome-journey。

Theygaveheranordertogoandtake,astheheiress,thethirtyfrancsthatcamefromthesaleofSylvestre\'sbag;andthentheletters,thecertificates,andtheboxcontainingthemilitarymedal。

Shetookthewholeparcelawkwardlywithopenfingers,unabletofindpocketstoputthemin。

ShewentstraightthroughPaimpol,lookingatnoone,herbodybentslightlylikeoneabouttofall,witharushingofbloodinherears;

pressingandhurryingalonglikesomepooroldmachine,whichcouldnotbewoundup,atagreatpressure,forthelasttime,withoutfearofbreakingitssprings。

Atthethirdmileshewentalongquitebentintwoandexhausted;fromtimetotimeherfootstruckagainstthestones,givingherapainfulshockuptotheveryhead。Shehurriedtoburyherselfinherhome,forfearoffallingandhavingtobecarriedthere。

CHAPTERVI

ACHARITABLEASSUMPTION

\"OldYvonne\'stipsy!\"wasthecry。

Shehadfallen,andthestreetchildrenranafterher。ItwasjustattheboundaryoftheparishofPloubazlanec,wheremanyhousesstragglealongtheroadside。Butshehadthestrengthtoriseandhobblealongonherstick。

\"OldYvonne\'stipsy!\"

Theboldlittlecreaturesstaredherfullintheface,laughing。Her/coiffe/wasallawry。Someoftheselittleoneswerenotreallywicked,andthese,whentheyscannedhercloserandsawthesenilegrimaceofbitterdespair,turnedaside,surprisedandsaddened,daringtosaynothingmore。

Athome,withthedoortightlyclosed,shegaveventtothedeepscreamofdespairthatchokedher,andfelldowninacorner,herheadagainstthewall。Hercaphadfallenoverhereyes;shethrewoffroughlywhatformerlyhadbeensowelltakencareof。HerSundaydresswassoiled,andathinmeshofyellowishwhitehairstrayedfrombeneathhercap,completingherpitiful,poverty-strickendisorder。

CHAPTERVII

THECOMFORTER

ThusdidGaud,cominginfornewsintheevening,findher;herhairdishevelled,herarmshangingdown,andherheadrestingagainstthestonewall,withafallingjawgrinning,andtheplaintivewhimperofalittlechild;shescarcelycouldweepanymore;thesegrandmothers,growntooold,havenotearsleftintheirdried-upeyes。

\"Mygrandsonisdead!\"Shethrewtheletters,papers,andmedalintohercaller\'slap。

Gaudquicklyscannedthewhole,sawthenewswastrue,andfellonherkneestopray。Thetwowomenremainedtheretogetheralmostdumb,throughtheJunegloaming,whichinBrittanyislongbutinIcelandisnever-ending。Onthehearththecricketthatbringsjoywaschirpinghisshrillmusic。

ThedimduskenteredthroughthenarrowwindowintothedwellingofthoseMoans,whohadallbeendevouredbythesea,andwhosefamilywasnowextinguished。

AtlastGaudsaid:\"/I\'ll/cometoyou,goodgranny,tolivewithyou;

I\'llbringmybedthatthey\'veleftme,andI\'lltakecareofyouandnurseyou——youshan\'tbeallalone。\"

Shewept,too,forherlittlefriendSylvestre,butinhersorrowshewasledinvoluntarilytothinkofanother——hewhohadgonebacktothedeep-seafishery。

TheywouldhavetowritetoYannandtellhimSylvestrewasdead;itwasjustnowthatthefisherswerestarting。Wouldhe,too,weepforhim?Mayhaphewould,forhehadlovedhimdearly。Inthemidstofherowntears,Gaudthoughtagreatdealofhim;nowandagainwaxingwrothagainstthehard-heartedfellow,andthenpityinghimatthethoughtofthatpainwhichwouldstrikehimalso,andwhichwouldbeasalinkbetweenthemboth——onewayandanother,herheartwasfullofhim。

CHAPTERVIII

THEBROTHER\'SGRIEF

OnepaleAugustevening,theletterthatannouncedYann\'sbrother\'sdeath,atlengtharrivedonboardthe/Marie/,upontheIcelandseas;

itwasafteradayofhardworkandexcessivefatigue,justastheyweregoingdowntosupandtorest。Witheyesheavywithsleep,hereaditintheirdarknookbelowdeck,litbytheyellowbeamofthesmalllamp;atthefirstmomenthebecamestunnedandgiddy,likeonedazedoutoffairunderstanding。VeryproudandreticentinallthingsconcerningthefeelingswasYann,andhehidtheletterinhisbluejersey,nexthisbreast,withoutsayinganything,assailorsdo。Buthedidnotfeelthecouragetositdownwiththeotherstosupper,anddisdainingeventoexplainwhy,hethrewhimselfintohisberthandfellasleep。SoonhedreamedofSylvestredead,andofhisfuneralgoingby。

Towardsmidnight,beinginthatstateofmindthatispeculiartoseamanwhoareconsciousofthetimeofdayintheirslumber,andquiteclearlyseethehourdrawnightwhentoawakenforthewatch——hesawthefuneral,andsaidtohimself:\"Iamdreaming;luckilythematewillcomeandwakemeup,andthevisionwillpassaway。\"

Butwhenaheavyhandwaslaiduponhimandavoicecriedout:\"Tumbleout,Gaos!watch,boy!\"heheardtheslightrustlingofpaperathisbreast,afineghastlymusicthataffirmedthefactofthedeath。Yes,theletter!Itwastrue,then?Themorecruel,heartrendingimpressiondeepened,andhejumpedupsoquicklyinhissuddenstart,thathestruckhisforeheadagainsttheoverheadbeam。Hedressedandopenedthehatchwaytogoupmechanicallyandtakehisplaceinthefishing。

CHAPTERIX

WORKCURESSORROW

WhenYannwasondeck,helookedaroundhimwithsleep-ladeneyes,overthefamiliarcircleofthesea。Thatnighttheillimitableimmensityshoweditselfinitsmostastonishinglysimpleaspects,inneutraltints,givingonlytheimpressionofdepth。Thishorizon,whichindicatednorecognisableregionoftheearth,orevenanygeologicalage,musthavelookedsomanytimesthesamesincetheoriginoftime,that,gazinguponit,onesawnothingsavetheeternityofthingsthatexistandcannothelpexisting。

Itwasnotthedeadofnight,forapatchoflight,whichseemedtooozefromnoparticularpoint,dimlylitupthescene。Thewindsobbedasusualitsaimlesswail。Allwasgray,aficklegray,whichfadedbeforethefixedgaze。Thesea,duringitsmysteriousrest,hiditselfunderfeebletintswithoutaname。

Abovefloatedscatteredclouds;theyhadassumedvariousshapes,for,withoutform,thingscannotexist;inthedarknesstheyhadblendedtogether,soastoformonesinglevastveiling。

Butinoneparticularspotofthesky,lowdownonthewaters,theyseemedadark-veinedmarble,thestreaksclearlydefinedalthoughverydistant;atenderdrawing,asiftracedbysomedreamyhand——somechanceeffect,notmeanttobeviewedforlong,andindeedhasteningtodieaway。Eventhatalone,inthemidstofthisbroadgrandeur,appearedtomeansomething;onemightthinkthatthesad,undefinedthoughtofthenothingnessaroundwaswrittenthere;andthesightinvoluntarilyremainedfixeduponit。

Yann\'sdazzledeyesgrewaccustomedtotheoutsidedarkness,andgazedmoreandmoresteadilyuponthatveininginthesky;ithadnowtakentheshapeofakneelingfigurewitharmsoutstretched。Hebegantolookuponitasahumanshadowrenderedgiganticbythedistanceitself。

Inhismind,wherehisindefinitedreamsandprimitivebeliefsstilllingered,theominousshadow,crushedbeneaththegloomysky,slowlycoalescedwiththethoughtofhisdeadbrother,asifitwerealasttokenfromhim。

Hewasusedtosuchstrangeassociationsofideas,thatthriveinthemindsofchildren。Butwords,vagueastheymaybe,arestilltooprecisetoexpressthosefeelings;onewouldneedthatuncertainlanguagethatcomesindreams,ofwhichuponawakening,oneretainsmerelyenigmatical,senselessfragments。

Lookinguponthecloud,hefeltadeepanguish,fullofunknownmystery,thatfrozehisverysoul;heunderstoodfullwellnowthathispoorlittlebrotherwouldnevermorebeseen;sorrow,whichhadbeensometimepenetratingthehard,roughrindofhisheart,nowgushedinandbrimmeditover。HebeheldSylvestreagainwithhissoftchildisheyes;atthethoughtofembracinghimnomore,aveilfellbetweenhiseyelidsandhiseyes,againsthiswill;and,atfirst,hecouldnotrightlyunderstandwhatitwas——neverhavingweptinallhismanhood。Butthetearsbegantofallheavilyandswiftlydownhischeeks,andthensobsrenthisdeepchest。

Hewentonwithhisfishing,losingnotimeandspeakingtonoone,andhistwomates,thoughhearinghiminthedeepsilence,pretendednottodoso,forfearofirritatinghim,knowinghimtobesohaughtyandreserved。

Inhisopiniondeathwastheendofitall。Outofrespectheoftenjoinedinthefamilyprayersforthedead,buthebelievedinnoafter-lifeofthesoul。Betweenthemselves,intheirlongtalks,thesailorsallsaidthesame,inablunttaken-for-grantedway,asawell-knownfact;butitdidnotstopthemfrombelievinginghosts,havingavaguefearofgraveyards,andanunlimitedconfidenceinprotectingsaintsandimages,andabovealladeeprespectfortheconsecratedeartharoundthechurches。

SoYannhimselffearedtobeswallowedupbythesea,asifitwouldannihilatehim,andthethoughtofSylvestre,sofarawayontheothersideoftheearth,madehissorrowmoredarkanddesperate。Withhiscontemptforhisfellows,hehadnoshameorconstraintinweeping,nomorethanifhewerealone。

Aroundtheboatthechaosgrewwhiter,althoughitwasonlytwoo\'clock,andatthesametimeitappearedtospreadfarther,hollowinginafearfulmanner。Withthatkindofrisingdawn,eyesopenedwider,andtheawakenedmindcouldconceivebettertheimmensityofdistance,astheboundariesofvisiblespacerecededandwidenedaway。

Thepaleauroraincreased,seemingtocomeintinyjetswithslightshocks;eternalthingsseemedtolightupbysheertransparency,asifwhite-flamedlampshadslowlybeenraisedupbehindtheshapelessgrayclouds,andheldtherewithmysteriouscare,forfearofdisturbingthecalm,evenrestofthesea。Belowthehorizonthatcolossalwhitelampwasthesun,whichdraggeditselfalongwithoutstrength,beforetakingitsleisurelyascent,whichbeganinthedawn\'seyeabovetheocean。

Onthisday,theusualrosytintswerenotseen;allremainedpaleandmournful。Onboardthegrayship,Yannweptalone。Thetearsofthefierceelderbrother,togetherwiththemelancholyofthissurroundingwaste,wereasmourning,worninhonourofthepoor,obscure,younghero,upontheseseasofIceland,wherehalfhislifehadbeenpassed。

Whenthefulllightofdayappeared,Yannabruptlywipedhiseyeswithhissleeveandceasedweeping。Thatgriefwasovernow。Heseemedcompletelyabsorbedbytheworkofthefishery,andbythemonotonousroutineofsubstantialdeeds,asifheneverhadthoughtofanythingelse。

Thecatchingwentonapace,andtherewerescanthandsforthework。

Aroundaboutthefishers,intheimmensedepths,atransformationscenewastakingplace。Thegrandopeningoutoftheinfinitude,thatgreatwonderofthemorning,hadfinished,andthedistanceseemedtodiminishandcloseinaroundthem。Howwasitthatbeforetheseahadseemedsoboundless!

Thehorizonwasquiteclearnow,andmorespaceseemednecessary。Thevoidfilledinwithflecksandstreamersthatfloatedabove,somevagueasmist,otherswithvisiblyjaggededges。Theyfellsoftlyamidanuttersilence,likesnowygauze,butfellonallsidestogether,sothatbelowthemsuffocationsetinswiftly;ittookawaythebreathtoseetheairsothickened。

ItwasthefirstoftheAugustfogsthatwasrising。Inafewmomentsthewinding-sheetbecameuniversallydense;allaroundthe/Marie/awhitedamplayunderthelight,andinitthemastfadedanddisappeared。

\"Here\'sthecursedfognow,forsure,\"grumbledthemen。Theyhadlongagomadetheacquaintanceofthatcompulsorycompanionofthesecondpartofthefishingseason;butitalsoannounceditsendandthetimeforreturningtoBrittany。

Itcondensedintofine,sparklingdropsintheirbeards,andshoneupontheirweather-beatenfaces。Lookingathwartshiptooneanother,theyappeareddimasghosts;andbycomparison,nearerobjectswereseenmoreclearlyunderthecolourlesslight。Theytookcarenottoinhaletheairtoodeeply,forafeelingofchillandwetpenetratedthelungs。

Butthefishingwasgoingonbriskly,sothattheyhadnotimelefttochatter,andtheyonlythoughtoftheirlines。Everymomentbigheavyfishweredrawninondeck,andslappeddownwithasmacklikeawhip-

crack;theretheywriggledaboutangrily,flappingtheirtailsonthedeck,scatteringplentyofsea-waterabout,andsilveryscalestoo,inthecourseoftheirdeath-struggle。Thesailorwhosplitthemopenwithhislongknife,sometimescuthisownfingers,inhishaste,sothathiswarmbloodmingledwiththebrine。

CHAPTERX

THEWHITEFOG

Caughtinthefog,theyremainedtendaysinsuccessionwithoutbeingabletoseeanything。Thefishingwentonhandsomelythewhile,andwithsomuchtodotherewasnotimeforweariness。Atregularintervalsoneofthemblewalongfog-horn,whenceissuedasoundlikethehowlingofawildbeast。

Sometimes,outofthedepthsofwhitefog,anotherbellowingansweredtheircall。Thenasharperwatchwaskept。Iftheblastswereapproaching,allearswereturnedinthedirectionofthatunknownneighbour,whomtheymightperhapsneversee,butwhosepresencewasneverthelessadanger。Conjecturesweremadeaboutthestrangevessel;