第8章

Theyhadonespringdaytogether——onlyone。Itwasthedaybeforethesailing;allthestoreshadbeenshipped,andYannremainedthewholedaywithher。Theystrolledalong,arm-in-arm,throughthelanes,likesweetheartsagain,veryclosetooneanother,murmuringathousandtenderthings。Thegoodfolksmiled,astheysawthempass,saying:

\"It\'sGaud,withlongYannfromPors-Even。Theyweremarriedonlyt\'otherday!\"

Thislastdaywasreallyspring。Itwasstrangeandwonderfultobeholdthisuniversalserenity。Notasinglecloudmarredthelatelyfleckedsky。Thewinddidnotblowanywhere。Theseahadbecomequitetranquil,andwasofapale,evenbluetint。Thesunshonewithglaringwhitebrilliancy,andtheroughBretonlandseemedbathedinitslight,asinarare,delicateether;itseemedtobrightenandreviveevenintheutmostdistance。Theairhadadelicious,balmyscent,asofsummeritself,andseemedasifitwerealwaysgoingtoremainso,andneverknowanymoregloomy,thunderousdays。Thecapesandbaysoverwhichthechangefulshadowsofthecloudsnolongerpassed,wereoutlinedinstrongsteadylinesinthesunlight,andappearedtorestalsointhelong-duringcalm。Allthismadetheirlovingfestivalsweeterandlongerdrawnout。Theearlyflowersalreadyappeared:primroses,andfrail,scentlessvioletsgrewalongthehedgerows。

WhenGaudasked:\"Howlongthenareyougoingtoloveme,Yann?\"

Heanswered,surprisedly,lookingatherfullinthefacewithhisfrankeyes:\"Why,forever,Gaud。\"

Thatword,spokensosimplybyhisfiercelips,seemedtohaveitstruesenseofeternity。

Sheleanedonhisarm。Intheenchantmentofherrealizeddream,shepressedclosetohim,alwaysanxious,feelingthathewasasflightyasawildsea-bird。To-morrowhewouldtakehissoaringontheopensea。Anditwastoolatenow,shecoulddonothingtostophim。

Fromthecliff-pathswheretheywandered,theycouldseethewholeofthissea-boundcountry;whichseemsalmosttreeless,strewnwithlow,stuntedbushandboulders。Hereandtherefishers\'hutswerescatteredovertherocks,theirhighbatteredthatchesmadegreenbythecroppingupofnewmosses;andintheextremedistance,thesea,likeaboundlesstransparency,stretchedoutinanever-endinghorizon,whichseemedtoencircleeverything。

SheenjoyedtellinghimaboutallthewonderfulthingsshehadseeninParis,buthewasverycontemptuous,andwasnotinterested。

\"It\'ssofarfromthecoast,\"saidhe,\"andthereissomuchlandbetween,thatitmustbeunhealthy。Somanyhousesandsomanypeople,too,about!Theremustbelotsofillsandailsinthosebigtowns;

no,Ishouldn\'tliketolivethere,certainsure!\"

Shesmiled,surprisedtoseethisgiantsosimpleafellow。

Sometimestheycameacrosshollowswheretreesgrewandseemedtodefythewinds。Therewasnoviewhere,onlydeadleavesscatteredbeneaththeirfeetandchillydampness;thenarrowway,borderedonbothsidesbygreenreeds,seemedverydismalundertheshadowofthebranches;

hemmedinbythewallsofsomedark,lonelyhamlet,rottingwitholdage,andslumberinginthishollow。

Acrucifixaroseinevitablybeforethem,amongthedeadbranches,withitscolossalimageofOurSaviourinweather-wornwood,itsfeatureswrungwithHisendlessagony。

Thenthepathwayroseagain,andtheyfoundthemselvescommandingtheviewofimmensehorizons——andbreathedthebracingairofsea-heightsoncemore。

He,tomatchher,spokeofIceland,itspale,nightlesssummersandsunthatneverset。Gauddidnotunderstandandaskedhimtoexplain。

\"Thesungoesallround,\"saidhe,wavinghisarminthedirectionofthedistantcircleofthebluewaters。\"Italwaysremainsverylow,becauseithasnostrengthtorise;atmidnight,itdragsabitthroughthewater,butsoongetsupandbeginsitsjourneyroundagain。Sometimesthemoonappearstoo,attheothersideofthesky;

thentheymovetogether,andyoucan\'tverywelltellonefromt\'other,fortheyaremuchalikeinthatqueercountry。\"

Toseethesunatmidnight!HowveryfaroffIcelandmustbeforsuchmarvelstohappen!Andthefjords?Gaudhadreadthatwordseveraltimeswrittenamongthenamesofthedeadinthechapeloftheshipwrecked,anditseemedtoportendsomegrislything。

\"Thefjords,\"saidYann,\"theyarenotbroadbays,likePaimpol,forinstance;onlytheyaresurroundedbyhighmountains——sohighthattheyseemendless,becauseofthecloudsupontheirtops。It\'sasorrycountry,Icantellyou,darling。Nothingbutstones。ThepeopleofIcelandknowofnosuchthingsastrees。InthemiddleofAugust,whenourfisheryisover,it\'squitetimetoreturn,forthenightsbeginagainthen,andtheylengthenoutveryquickly;thesunfallsbelowtheearthwithoutbeingabletogetup,andthatnightlastsallthewinterthrough。Talkingofnight,\"hecontinued,\"there\'salittleburying-groundonthecoastinoneofthefjords,forPaimpolmenwhohavediedduringtheseasonorwentdownatsea;it\'sconsecratedearth,justlikeatPors-Even,andthedeadhavewoodencrossesjustlikeourshere,withtheirnamespaintedonthem。ThetwoGoazdiousfromPloubazlanecliethere,andGuillaumeMoan,Sylvestre\'sgrandfather。\"

Shecouldalmostseethelittlechurchyardatthefootofthesolitarycapes,underthepalerose-colouredlightofthosenever-endingdays,andshethoughtofthosedistantdead,undertheiceanddarkwindingsheetsofthelongnight-likewinters。

\"Doyoufishthewholetime?\"sheasked,\"withouteverstopping?\"

\"Thewholetime,thoughwesomehowgetonwithworkondeck,fortheseaisn\'talwaysfineoutthere。Well!ofcoursewe\'redeadbeatwhenthenightcomes,butitgivesamananappetite——blessyou,dearest,weregularlygobbledownourmeals。\"

\"Doyouneverfeelsickofit?\"

\"Never,\"returnedhe,withanairofunshakenfaithwhichpainedher;

\"ondeck,ontheopensea,thetimeneverseemslongtoaman——never!\"

Shehungherhead,feelingsadderthanever,andmoreandmorevanquishedbyheronlyenemy,thesea。

PARTV

THESECONDWEDDING

CHAPTERI

THESTART

Afterthespringdaytheyhadenjoyed,thefallingnightbroughtbacktheimpressionofwinter,andtheyreturnedtodinebeforetheirfire,whichwasflamingwithnewbranches。Itwastheirlastmealtogether;

buttheyhadsomehoursyet,andwerenotsaddened。

Afterdinner,theyrecoveredthesweetimpressionofspringagain,outonthePors-Evenroad;fortheairwascalm,almostgenial,andthetwilightstilllingeredovertheland。

Theywenttoseethefamily——forYanntobidgood-bye——andreturnedearly,astheywishedtorisewithbreakofday。

ThenextmorningthequayofPaimpolwascrowdedwithpeople。ThedeparturesforIcelandhadbegunthedaybefore,andwitheachtidetherewasafreshfleetoff。Onthisparticularmorning,fifteenvesselsweretostartwiththe/Leopoldine/,andthewivesormothersofthesailorswereallpresentatthegettingundersail。

Gaud,whowasnowthewifeofanIcelander,wasmuchsurprisedtofindherselfamongthemall,andbroughtthitherforthesamefatefulpurpose。Herpositionseemedtohavebecomesointensifiedwithinthelastfewdays,thatshehadbarelyhadtimetorealizethingsastheywere;glidingirresistiblydownanincline,shehadarrivedatthisinexorableconclusionthatshemustbearupforthepresent,anddoastheothersdid,whowereaccustomedtoit。

Sheneverbeforehadbeenpresentatthesefarewells;henceallwasnewtoher。Amongthesewomenwasnonelikeher,andshefeltherdifferenceandisolation。Herpastlife,asalady,wasstillremembered,andcausedhertobesetasideasoneapart。

Theweatherhadremainedfineonthisparting-day;butoutatseaaheavyswellcamefromthewest,foretellingwind,andthesea,lyinginwaitforthesenewadventurers,burstitscrestsafar。

AroundGaudstoodmanygood-lookingwiveslikeher,andtouching,withtheireyesbigwithtears;otherswerethoughtlessandlively;thesehadnoheartorwerenotinlove。Oldwomen,threatenednearlybydeath,weptastheyclungtotheirsons;sweetheartskissedeachother;half-maudlinsailorssangtocheerthemselvesup,whileotherswentonboardwithgloomylooksastotheirexecution。

Manysadincidentscouldbemarked;therewerepoorlucklessfellowswhohadsignedtheircontractsunconsciously,wheninliquorinthegrog-shop,andtheyhadtobedraggedonboardbyforce;theirownwiveshelpingthegendarmes。Others,notedfortheirgreatstrength,hadbeendruggedindrinkbeforehand,andwerecarriedlikecorpsesonstretchers,andflungdownintheforecastles。

Gaudwasfrightenedbyallthis;whatcompanionsweretheseforherYann?andwhatafearfulthingwasthisIceland,toinspiremenwithsuchterrorofit?

Yetthereweresailorswhosmiled,andwerehappy;who,doubtless,likeYann,lovedtheuntrammelledlifeandhardfishingwork;thosewerethesound,ableseamen,whohadfinenoblecountenances;iftheywereunmarriedtheywentoffrecklessly,merelycastingalastlookonthelasses;andiftheyweremarried,theykissedtheirwivesandlittleones,withferventsadnessanddeephopefulnessastoreturninghomeallthericher。

Gaudwasalittlecomfortedwhenshesawthatallthe/Leopoldines/

wereofthelatterclass,formingreallyapickedcrew。

Thevesselssetofftwobytwo,orfourbyfour,drawnoutbythetugs。Assoonastheymovedthesailorsraisedtheircapsand,full-

voiced,struckupthehymntotheVirgin:\"/Salut,Etoile-de-la-Mer/!\"

(AllHail!StaroftheSea!),whileonthequay,thewomenwavedtheirhandsforalastfarewell,andtearsfelluponthelacestringsofthecaps。

Assoonasthe/Leopoldine/started,GaudquicklysetofftowardsthehouseoftheGaoses。Afteranhourandahalf\'swalkalongthecoast,throughthefamiliarpathsofPloubazlanec,shearrivedthere,attheveryland\'send,withinthehomeofhernewfamily。

The/Leopoldine/wastocastanchoroffPors-Evenbeforestartingdefinitelyintheevening,sothemarriedpairhadmadealastappointmenthere。Yanncametolandintheyawl,andstayedanotherthreehourswithhertobidhergood-byeonfirmland。Theweatherwasstillbeautifulandspring-like,andtheskyserene。

Theywalkedoutonthehighroadarm-in-arm,anditremindedthemoftheirwalkthedaybefore。TheystrolledontowardsPaimpolwithoutanyapparentobjectinview,andsooncametotheirownhouse,asifunconsciouslydrawnthere;theyenteredtogetherforthelasttime。

GrandamMoanwasquiteamazedatseeingthemtogetheragain。

YannleftmanyinjunctionswithGaudconcerningseveralofhisthingsinhiswardrobe,especiallyabouthisfineweddingclothes;shewastotakethemoutoccasionallyandairtheminthesun,andsoon。Onboardshipthesailorslearnallthesehousehold-likematters;butGaudwasamusedtohearit。Herhusbandmighthavebeensure,though,thatallhisthingswouldbekeptandattendedto,withlovingcare。

Butallthesematterswereverysecondaryforthem;theyspokeofthemonlytohavesomethingtotalkabout,andtohidetheirrealfeelings。

Theywentonspeakinginlow,softtones,asiffearingtofrightenawaythemomentsthatremained,andsomaketimeflitbymoreswiftlystill。Theirconversationwasasathingthathadinexorablytocometoanend;andthemostinsignificantthingsthattheysaidseemed,onthisday,tobecomewondrous,mysterious,andimportant。

AttheverylastmomentYanncaughtuphiswifeinhisarms,andwithoutsayingaword,theywereenfoldedinalongandsilentembrace。

Heembarked;thegraysailswereunfurledandspreadouttothelightwindthatrosefromthewest。He,whomshestillcoulddistinguish,wavedhiscapinaparticularwayagreedonbetweenthem。Andwithherfigureoutlinedagainstthesea,shegazedforalong,longtimeuponherdepartinglove。

Thattiny,human-shapedspeck,appearingblackagainstthebluishgrayofthewaters,wasstillherhusband,eventhoughalreadyitbecamevagueandindefinable,lostinthedistance,wherepersistentsightbecomesbaffled,andcanseenolonger。

Asthe/Leopoldine/fadedoutofvision,Gaud,asifdrawnbyamagnet,followedthepathwayallalongthecliffstillshehadtostop,becausethelandcametoanend;shesatdownatthefootofatallcross,whichrisesamidstthegorseandstones。Asitwasratheranelevatedspot,thesea,asseenfromthere,appearedtoberimmed,asinabowl,andthe/Leopoldine/,nowamerepoint,appearedsailinguptheinclineofthatimmensecircle。Thewaterroseingreatslowundulations,liketheupheavalsofasubmarinecombatgoingonsomewherebeyondthehorizon;butoverthegreatspacewhereYannstillwas,alldweltcalm。

Gaudstillgazedattheship,tryingtofixitsimagewellinherbrain,sothatshemightrecogniseitagainfromafar,whenshereturnedtothesameplacetowatchforitshome-coming。

Greatswellsnowrolledinfromthewest,oneafteranother,withoutcessation,renewingtheiruselessefforts,andeverbreakingoverthesamerocks,foamingoverthesameplaces,towashthesamestones。Thestifledfuryoftheseaappearedstrange,consideringtheabsolutecalmnessoftheairandsky;itwasasifthebedoftheseaweretoofullandwouldoverflowandswallowupthestrand。

The/Leopoldine/hadgrownsmallerandsmaller,andwaslostinthedistance。Doubtlesstheunder-towcarriedheralong,forshemovedswiftlyandyettheeveningbreezeswereveryfaint。Nowshewasonlyatiny,graytouch,andwouldsoonreachtheextremehorizonofallvisiblethings,andenterthoseinfiniteregions,whencedarknesswasbeginningtocome。

Goingonseveno\'clock,nightclosed,andtheboathaddisappeared。

Gaudreturnedhome,feelingwithalratherbrave,notwithstandingthetearsthatuncontainablyfell。Whatadifferenceitwouldhavebeen,andwhatstillgreaterpain,ifhehadgoneaway,asinthetwoprecedingyears,withoutevenagood-bye!Whilenoweverythingwassoftenedandbetteredbetweenthem。HewasreallyherownYann,andsheknewherselftobesotrulyloved,notwithstandingthisseparation,that,asshereturnedhomealone,shefeltatleastconsoledbythethoughtofthedelightfulwaitingforthat\"soonagain!\"toberealizedtowhichtheyhadpledgedthemselvesfortheautumn。

CHAPTERII

THEFIRSTOFTHEFLEET

Thesummerpassedsadly,beinghotanduneventful。Shewatchedanxiouslyforthefirstyellowedleaves,andthefirstgatheringoftheswallows,andbloomingofthechrysanthemums。ShewrotetoYannseveraltimesbytheboatsboundforRykawyk,andbythegovernmentcruisers,butonenevercanbesureofsuchlettersreachingtheirdestination。

TowardstheendofJuly,shereceivedaletterfromhim,however。Hetoldherthathishealthwasgood,thatthefishingseasonpromisedtobeexcellent,andthathealreadyhad1500fishforhisshare。Frombeginningtoend,itwaswritteninthesimpleconventionalwayofalltheseIcelanders\'homeletters。MeneducatedlikeYanncompletelyignorehowtowritethethousandthingstheythink,feel,orfancy。

Beingmorecultivatedthanhe,Gaudcouldunderstandthis,andreadbetweenthelinesthatdeepaffectionthatwasunexpressed。Severaltimesinthefour-pagedletter,hecalledherbythetitleof\"wife,\"

asifhappyinrepeatingtheword。Andtheaddressabove:\"/AMadameMargueriteGaos,maisonMoan,enPloubazlanec/\"——shewas\"MadameMargueriteGaos\"sincesoshortatime。

Sheworkedhardduringthesesummermonths。TheladiesofPaimpolhad,atfirst,hardlybelievedinhertalentasanamateurdressmaker,sayingherhandsweretoofine-ladyish;buttheysoonperceivedthatsheexcelledinmakingdressesthatwereverynice-fitting,soshehadbecomealmostafamousdressmaker。

Shespentallherearningsinembellishingtheirhomeagainsthisreturn。Thewardrobeandold-shelvedbedswerealldoneupafresh,waxedover,andbrightnewfasteningsputon;shehadputapaneofglassintotheirlittlewindowtowardsthesea,andhungupapairofcurtains;andshehadboughtanewcounterpaneforthewinter,withnewchairsandtable。

ShehadkeptthemoneyuntouchedthatherYannhadlefther,carefullyputbyinasmallChinesebox,toshowhimwhenhereturned。Duringthesummerevenings,bythefadinglight,shesatoutbeforethecottagedoorwithGrannyMoan,whoseheadwasmuchbetterinthewarmweather,andknittedafinenewbluewooljerseyforherYann;roundthecollarandcuffswerewonderfulopen-workembroideries。GrannyYvonnehadbeenaverycleverknitterinherday,andnowshetaughtallsheknewtoGaud。Theworktookagreatdealofwool;forithadtobealargejerseytofitYann。

Butsoon,especiallyintheevenings,theshorteningofthedayscouldbeperceived。Someplants,whichhadputforthalltheirblossomsinJuly,begantolookyellowanddying,andthevioletscabiousbythewaysidebloomedforthesecondtime,smallernow,andlonger-stalked;

thelastdaysofAugustdrewnigh,andthefirstreturn-shipfromIcelandhoveinsightoneeveningatthecapeofPors-Even。Thefeastofthereturnersbegan。

Everyonepressedinacrowdontheclifftowelcomeit。Whichonewasit?

Itwasthe/Samuel-Azenide/,alwaysthefirsttoreturn。

\"Surely,\"saidYann\'soldfather,\"the/Leopoldine/won\'tbelongnow;

Iknowhow\'tisoutyonder:whenoneof\'embeginstostarthomeward,theotherscan\'thangbackinanypeace。\"

CHAPTERIII

ALLBUTTWO

TheIcelanderswereallreturningnow。Twoshipscameinthesecondday,fourthenext,andtwelveduringthefollowingweek。And,allthroughthecountry,joyreturnedwiththem,andtherewashappinessforthewivesandmothers;andjunketsinthetavernswherethebeautifulbarmaidsofPaimpolservedoutdrinktothefishers。

The/Leopoldine/wasamongthebelated;therewereyetanothertenexpected。Theywouldnotbelongnow,andallowingaweek\'sdelaysoasnottobedisappointed,Gaudwaitedinhappy,passionatejoyforYann,keepingtheirhomebrightandtidyforhisreturn。Wheneverythingwasingoodordertherewasnothingleftforhertodo,andbesidesshecouldthinkofnothingelsebutherhusbandinherimpatience。

Threemoreshipsappeared;thenanotherfive。Therewereonlytwolackingnow。

\"Come,come,\"theysaidtohercheerily,\"thisyearthe/Leopoldine/

andthe/Marie-Jeanne/willbethelast,topickupallthebroomsfallenoverboardfromtheothercraft。\"

Gaudlaughedalso。Shewasmoreanimatedandbeautifulthanever,inhergreatjoyofexpectancy。

CHAPTERIV

STILLATSEA

Butthedayssucceededoneanotherwithoutresult。Shestilldressedherselfeveryday,andwithajoyfullook,wentdowntotheharbourtogossipwiththeotherwives。Shesaidthatthisdelaywasbutnatural;

wasitnotthesameeventeveryyear?Theseweresuchsafeboats,andhadsuchcapitalsailors。

Butwhenathomealone,atnight,anervous,anxiousshiverofanguishwouldrunthroughherwholeframe。

Wasitrighttobefrightenedalready?Wasthereevenasinglereasontobeso?Butshebegantotrembleatthemereideaofgroundsforbeingafraid。

CHAPTERV

SHARINGTHEDREAD

ThetenthofSeptembercame。Howswiftlythedaysflewby!

Onemorning,atrueautumnmorning,withcoldmistfallingovertheearth,intherisingsun,shesatundertheporchofthechapeloftheshipwreckedmariners,wherethewidowsgotopray,witheyesfixedandglassy,throbbingtemplestightenedasbyanironhand。

Thesesadmorningmistshadbeguntwodaysbefore,andonthisparticulardayGaudhadawakenedwithastillmorebitteruneasiness,causedbytheforecastofadvancingwinter。Whydidthisday,thishour,thisverymoment,seemtohermorepainfulthanthepreceding?

Oftenshipsaredelayedafortnight,evenamonth,forthatmatter。

Butsurelytherewassomethingdifferentaboutthisparticularmorning,forshehadcometo-dayforthefirsttimetositintheporchofthischapelandreadthenamesofthedeadsailors,perishedintheirprime。

\"InmemoryofGAOS,YVON,LostatseaNeartheNorden-Fjord。\"

Likeagreatshudder,agustofwindrosefromthesea,andatthesametimesomethingfelllikerainupontheroofabove。Itwasonlythedeadleavesthough;manywereblowninattheporch;theoldwind-

tossedtreesofthegraveyardwerelosingtheirfoliageinthisrisinggale,andwinterwasmarchingnearer。

\"Lostatsea,NeartheNorden-Fjord,Inthestormofthe4thand5thofAugust,1880。\"

Shereadmechanicallyunderthearchofthedoorway;hereyessoughttopiercethedistanceoverthesea。Thatmorningitwasuntraceableunderthegraymist,andadraggingdraperyofcloudsoverhungthehorizonlikeamourningveil。

Anothergustofwind,andotherleavesdancedininwhirls。Astrongerguststill,asifthewesternstormthathadstrewnthosedeadoverthesea,wishedtodefacetheveryinscriptionsthatrememberedtheirnamestotheliving。

Gaudlookedwithinvoluntarypersistencyatanemptyspaceuponthewallthatseemedtoyawnexpectant。Byaterribleimpressionshewaspursued,thethoughtofafreshslabwhichmightsoon,perhaps,beplacedthere,withanothernamewhichshedidnotevendaretothinkofinsuchaspot。

Shefeltcold,andremainedseatedonthegranitebench,herheadrecliningagainstthestonewall。

\"neartheNorden-Fjord,Inthestormofthe4thand5thofAugust,Attheageof23years,/Requiescatinpace/!\"

ThenIcelandloomedupbeforeher,withitslittlecemeterylightedupfrombelowthesea-linebythemidnightsunSuddenlyinthesameemptyspaceonthewall,withhorrifyingclearnessshesawthefreshslabshewasthinkingof;aclearwhiteone,withaskullandcross-

bones,andinaflashofforesight,aname——theworshippednameof\"YannGaos!\"Thenshesuddenlyandfearfullydrewherselfupstraightandstiff,withahoarse,wildcryinherthroatlikeamadcreature。

Outsidethegraymistofthedawnfellovertheland,andthedeadleaveswereagainblowndancinglyintotheporch。

Stepsonthefootpath?Somebodywascoming?Sheroseandquicklysmootheddownhercapandcomposedherface。Nearerdrewthesteps。

Sheassumedtheairofonewhomightbetherebychance;for,aboveall,shedidnotwishtoappearyet,likethewidowofashipwreckedmariner。

IthappenedtobeFanteFloury,thewifeofthesecondmateofthe/Leopoldine/。SheunderstoodimmediatelywhatGaudwasdoingthere;itwasuselesstodissemblewithher。Atfirsteachwomanstoodspeechlessbeforetheother。Theywereangryandalmosthatedeachotherforhavingmetwithalikesentimentofapprehension。

\"AllthemenofTreguierandSaintBrieuchavebeenbackthisweek,\"

saidFanteatlast,inapitiless,muffled,half-irritatedvoice。

Shecarriedablessedtaperinherhand,toofferupaprayer。Gauddidnotwishyettoresorttothatextremeresourceofdespairingwives。YetsilentlysheenteredthechapelbehindFante,andtheykneltdowntogethersidebyside,liketwosisters。

Tothe\"StaroftheSea\"theyofferedardentimploringprayers,withtheirwholesoulinthem。Asoundofsobbingwasaloneheard,astheirrapidtearsswiftlyfelluponthefloor。Theyrosetogether,moreconfidentandsoftened。FanteheldupGaud,whostaggered,andtakingherinherarms,kissedher。

Wipingtheireyes,andsmoothingtheirdishevelledhair,theybrushedoffthesaltdustfromtheflagstones,soilingtheirgowns,andtheywentawayinoppositedirections,withoutanotherword。

CHAPTERVI

ALLBUTONE

ThisendofSeptemberwaslikeanothersummer,onlyalittlelesslively。Theweatherwassobeautiful,thathaditnotbeenforthedeadleavesthatfellupontheroads,onemighthavethoughtthatJunehadcomebackagain。Husbandsandsweetheartshadallreturned,andeverywherewasthejoyofasecondspring-timeoflove。

Atlast,oneday,oneofthemissingshipswassignalled。Whichonewasit?

Thegroupsofspeechlessandanxiouswomenhadrapidlyformedonthecliff。Gaud,paleandtrembling,wasthere,bythesideofherYann\'sfather。

\"I\'malmostsure,\"saidtheoldfisher,\"I\'malmostsureit\'sthem!A

redrailandatopsailthatclewsup——it\'sverylikethemanyhow。Whatdoyoumakeit,Gaud?

\"No,itisn\'t,\"hewenton,withsuddendiscouragement;\"we\'vemadeamistakeagain,theboomisn\'tthesame,andourshasajiggersail。

Well,well,itisn\'tourboatthistime,it\'sonlythe/Marie-Jeanne/。

Nevermind,mylass,surelythey\'llnotbelongnow。\"

Butdayfollowedday,andnightsucceedednight,withuninterruptedserenity。

Gaudcontinuedtodresseverydaylikeapoorcrazedwoman,alwaysinfearofbeingtakenforthewidowofashipwreckedsailor,feelingexasperatedwhenotherslookedfurtivelyandcompassionatelyather,andglancingasidesothatshemightnotmeetthoseglancesthatfrozeherveryblood。

Shehadfallenintothehabitofgoingintheearlymorningrighttotheendoftheheadland,onthehighcliffsofPors-Even,passingbehindYann\'soldhome,soasnottobeseenbyhismotherorlittlesisters。ShewenttotheextremepointofthePloubazlanecland,whichisoutlinedintheshapeofareindeer\'shornuponthegraywatersofthechannel,andsattherealldaylongatthefootofthelonelycross,whichriseshighabovetheimmensewasteoftheocean。Therearemanyofthesecrosseshereabout;theyaresetuponthemostadvancedcliffsoftheseaboundland,asiftoimploremercyandtocalmthatrestlessmysteriouspowerthatdrawsmenaway,nevertogivethemback,andinpreferenceretainsthebravestandnoblest。

Aroundthiscrossstretchestheever-greenwaste,strewnwithshortrushes。Atthisgreatheighttheseaairwasverypure;itscarcelyretainedthebrinyodouroftheweeds,butwasperfumedwithalltheexquisiteripenessofSeptemberflowers。

Faraway,allthebaysandinletsofthecoastwerefirmlyoutlined,risingoneaboveanother;thelandofBrittanyterminatedinraggededges,whichspreadoutfarintothetranquilsurface。

Nearathandthereefswerenumerous,butoutbeyondnothingbrokeitspolishedmirror,fromwhicharoseasoft,caressingripple,lightandintensifiedfromthedepthsofitsmanybays。Itshorizonseemedsocalm,anditsdepthssosoft!ThegreatbluesepulchreofmanyGaoseshiditsinscrutablemystery,whilethebreezes,faintashumanbreath,waftedtoandfrotheperfumeofthestuntedgorse,whichhadbloomedagaininthelastestautumnsun。

Atregularhoursthesearetreated,andgreatspaceswereleftuncoveredeverywhere,asiftheChannelwasslowlydryingup;thenwiththesamelazyslowness,thewatersroseagain,andcontinuedtheireverlastingcomingandgoing,withoutanyheedofthedead。

Atthefootofthecross,Gaudremained,surroundedbythesetranquilmysteries,gazingeverbeforeher,untilthenightfellandshecouldseenomore。

CHAPTERVII

THEMOURNER\'SVISION

Septemberhadpassed。Thesorrowingwifetookscarcelyanynourishment,andcouldnolongersleep。Sheremainedathomenow,crouchinglowwithherhandsbetweenherknees,herheadthrownbackandrestingagainstthewallbehind。Whatwasthegoodofgettinguporgoingtobednow?Whenshewasthoroughlyexhaustedshethrewherself,dressed,uponherbed。Otherwisesheremainedinthesameposition,chilledandbenumbed;inherquiescentstate,onlyherteethchatteredwiththecold;shehadthatcontinualimpressionofabandofironroundherbrows;hercheekslookedwasted;hermouthwasdry,withafeverishtaste,andattimesapainfulhoarsecryrosefromherthroat,andwasrepeatedinspasms,whileherheadbeatbackwardagainstthegranitewall。OrelseshecalledYannbyhisnameinalow,tendervoice,asifhewerequietclosetoher,whisperingwordsoflovetoher。

Sometimessheoccupiedherbrainwiththoughtsofquiteinsignificantthings;forinstance,sheamusedherselfbywatchingtheshadowofthechinaVirginlengthenslowlyoverthehighwoodworkofthebed,asthesunwentdown。Andthentheagonizedthoughtsreturnedmorehorrible,andherwailingcrybrokeoutagainasshebeatherheadagainstthewall。

Allthehoursofthedaypassed,andallthehoursofevening,andofnight,andthenthehoursofthemorning。Whenshereckonedthetimeheoughttohavebeenback,shewasseizedwithastillgreaterterror;shewishedtoforgetalldatesandtheverynamesofthedays。

UsuallythereissomeinformationconcerningthewrecksoffIceland;

thosewhoreturnhaveseenthetragedyfromafar,orelsehavefoundsomewreckageorbodies,orhaveanindicationtoguesstherest。Butofthe/Leopoldine/nothinghadbeenseen,andnothingwasknown。The/Marie-Jeanne/men,thelasttohaveseenher,onthe2dofAugust,saidthatshewastohavegoneonfishingfarthertowardsthenorth,and,beyondthat,thesecretwasunfathomable。

Waiting,alwayswaiting,andknowingnothing!Whenwouldthetimecomewhensheneedwaitnolonger?Shedidnotevenknowthat;and,now,shealmostwishedthatitmightbesoon。

Oh!ifheweredead;letthematleasthavepityenoughtotellherso!Oh!toseeherdarling,ashewasatthisverymoment,thatis,whatwaslefthim!Ifonlythemuch-imploredVirgin,orsomeotherpower,woulddohertheblessingtoshowher,bysecond-sight,herbeloved!eitherlivingandworkinghardtoreturnarichman,orelseasacorpse,surrenderedbythesea,sothatshemightatleastknowacertainty。

Sometimesshewasseizedwiththethoughtofashipappearingsuddenlyuponthehorizon;the/Leopoldine/hasteninghome。Thenshewouldsuddenlymakeanirreflectedmovementtorise,andrushtolookoutattheocean,toseewhetheritweretrue。

Butshewouldfallback。Alas!wherewasthis/Leopoldinenow?Wherecouldshebe?Outafar,atthatawfuldistanceofIceland,forsaken,crushed,andlost。

Allendedbyanever-fadingvisionappearingtoher——anempty,sea-

tossedwreck,slowlyandgentlyrockedbythesilentgrayandrose-

streakedsea;almostwithsoftmockery,inthemidstofthevastcalmofdeadenedwaters。

CHAPTERVIII

THEFALSEALARM

Twoo\'clockinthemorning。

Itwasatnight,especially,thatshekeptattentivetoapproachingfootsteps;attheslightestrumourorunaccustomednoisehertemplesvibrated;bydintofbeingstrainedtooutwardthings,theyhadbecomefearfullysensitive。

Twoo\'clockinthemorning。Onthisnightasonothers,withherhandsclaspedandhereyeswideopeninthedark,shelistenedtothewind,sweepinginnever-endingtumultovertheheath。

Suddenlyaman\'sfootstepshurriedalongthepath!Atthishourwhowouldpassnow?Shedrewherselfup,stirredtotheverysoul,herheartceasingtobeat。

Someonestoppedbeforethedoor,andcameupthesmallstonesteps。

He!——OGod!——he!Someonehadknocked——itcouldbenootherthanhe!

Shewasupnow,barefooted;she,sofeebleforthelastfewdays,hadsprungupasnimblyasakitten,withherarmsoutstretchedtowindroundherdarling。Ofcoursethe/Leopoldine/hadarrivedatnight,andanchoredinPors-EvenBay,andhehadrushedhome;shearrangedallthisinhermindwiththeswiftnessoflightning。Shetorethefleshoffherfingersinherexcitementtodrawthebolt,whichhadstuck。

\"Eh?\"

Sheslowlymovedbackward,asifcrushed,herheadfallingonherbosom。Herbeautifulinsanedreamwasover。Shejustcouldgraspthatitwasnotherhusband,herYann,andthatnothingofhim,substantialorspiritual,hadpassedthroughtheair;shefeltplungedagainintoherdeepabyss,tothelowestdepthsofherterribledespair。

PoorFantec,foritwashe,stammeredmanyexcuses,hiswifewasveryill,andtheirchildwasstiflinginitscot,suddenlyattackedwithamalignantsorethroat;sohehadrunovertobegforassistanceontheroadtofetchthedoctorfromPaimpol。

Whatdidallthismattertoher?Shehadgonemadinherowndistress,andcouldgivenothoughtstothetroublesofothers。Huddledonabench,sheremainedbeforehimwithfixed,glazedeyes,likeadeadwoman\'s;withoutlisteningtohimorevenansweringatrandomorlookingathim。Whattoherwasthespeechthemanwasmaking?

Heunderstooditall;andguessedwhythedoorhadbeenopenedsoquicklytohim,andfeelingpityforthepainhehadunwittinglycaused,hestammeredoutanexcuse。

\"Justso;heneverhadoughttohavedisturbedher——herinparticular。\"

\"I!\"ejaculatedGaud,quickly,\"whyshouldInotbedisturbedparticularly,Fantec?\"

Lifehadsuddenlycomebacktoher;forshedidnotwishtoappearindespairbeforeothers。Besides,shepitiedhimnow;shedressedtoaccompanyhim,andfoundthestrengthtogoandseetohislittlechild。

Atfouro\'clockinthemorning,whenshereturnedtothrowherselfonthebed,sleepsubduedher,forshewastiredout。Butthatmomentofexcessivejoyhadleftanimpressiononhermind,which,inspiteofall,waspermanent;sheawokesoonwithashudder,risingalittleandpartiallyrecollecting——sheknewnotwhat。NewshadcometoherconcerningherYann。Inthemidstofherconfusionofideas,shesoughtrapidlyinhermindwhatitcouldbe,buttherewasnothingsaveFantec\'sinterruption。

Forthesecondtimeshefellbackintoherterribleabyss,nothingchangedinhermorbid,hopelesswaiting。

Yetinthatshort,hopefulmomentshehadfelthimsoneartoher,thatitwasasifhisspirithadfloatedovertheseauntoher,whatiscalledaforetoken(/pressigne/)inBretonland;andshelistenedstillmoreattentivelytothestepsoutside,trustingthatsomeonemightcometohertospeakofhim。

JustasthedaybrokeYann\'sfatherentered。Hetookoffhiscap,andpushedbackhissplendidwhitelocks,whichwereincurlslikeYann\'s,andsatdownbyGaud\'sbedside。

Hisheartachedfully,too,forYann,histall,handsomeYann,washisfirst-born,hisfavouriteandhispride;buthedidnotdespairyet。

HecomfortedGaudinhisownblunt,affectionateway;tobeginwith,thosewhohadlastreturnedfromIcelandspokeoftheincreasingdensefogsthatmightwellhavedelayedthevessel;andthen,too,anideastruckhim;theymightpossiblyhavestoppedatthedistantFaroeIslandsontheirhomewardcourse,whencelettersweresolongintravelling。Thishadhappenedtohimoncefortyyearsago,andhisownpoordeadandgonemotherhadhadamasssaidforhissoul。The/Leopoldine/wassuchagoodboat,nexttonew,andhercrewweresuchable-bodiedseamen。

GrannyMoanstoodbythemshakingherhead;thedistressofhergranddaughterhadalmostgivenherbackherownstrengthandreason;

shetidieduptheplace,glancingfromtimetotimeatthefadedportraitofSylvestre,whichhunguponthegranitewallwithitsanchoremblemsandmourning-wreathofblackbead-work。Eversincetheseahadrobbedherofherownlastoffspringshebelievednolongerinsafereturns;sheonlyprayedthroughfear,bearingHeavenagrudgeinthebottomofherheart。

ButGaudlistenedeagerlytotheseconsolingreasonings;herlargesunkeneyeslookedwithdeeptendernessoutuponthisoldsire,whosomuchresembledherbelovedone;merelytohavehimnearherwaslikeahostageagainstdeathhavingtakentheyoungerGaos;andshefeltreassured,nearertoherYann。Hertearsfellsoftlyandsilently,andsherepeatedagainherpassionateprayerstothe\"StaroftheSea。\"

Adelayoutatthoseislandstorepairdamageswasaverylikelyevent。Sheroseandbrushedherhair,andthendressedasifshemightfairlyexpecthim。Allthenwasnotlost,ifaseaman,hisownfather,didnotyetdespair。Andforafewdays,sheresumedlookingoutforhimagain。

Autumnatlastarrived,alateautumntoo,itsgloomyeveningsmakingallthingsappeardarkintheoldcottage,andallthelandlookedsombre,too。

Theverydaylightseemedcrepuscular;immeasurableclouds,passingslowlyoverhead,darkenedthewholecountryatbroadnoon。Thewindblewconstantlywiththesoundofagreatcathedralorganatadistance,butplayingprofane,despairingdirges;atothertimesthenoisecameclosetothedoor,likethehowlingofwildbeasts。

Shehadgrownpale,aye,blanched,andbentmorethanever,asifoldagehadalreadytouchedherwithitsfeatherlesswing。OftendidshefingertheweddingclothesofherYann,foldingandunfoldingthemagainandagainlikesomemaniac,especiallyoneofhisbluewoolenjerseys,whichstillhadpreservedhisshape;whenshethrewitgentlyonthetable,itfellwiththeshouldersandchestwelldefined;sosheplaceditbyitselfonashelfoftheirwardrobe,andleftitthere,sothatitmightforeverrestunaltered。

Everynightthecoldmistssankupontheland,asshegazedoverthedepressingheaththroughherlittlewindow,andwatchedthepaltrypuffsofwhitesmokearisefromthechimneysofothercottagesscatteredhereandthereonallsides。Therethehusbandshadreturned,likewanderingbirdsdrivenhomebythefrost。Beforetheirblazinghearthstheeveningspassed,cosyandwarm;forthespring-

timeoflovehadbegunagaininthislandofNorthSeafishermen。

Stillclingingtothethoughtofthoseislandswherehemightperhapshavelingered,shewasbuoyedupbyakindhopeandexpectedhimhomeanyday。

Butheneverreturned。OneAugustnight,outoffgloomyIceland,mingledwiththefuriousclamourofthesea,hisweddingwiththeseawasperformed。Ithadbeenhisnurse;ithadrockedhiminhisbabyhood,andhadafterwardmadehimbigandstrong;then,inhissuperbmanhood,ithadtakenhimbackagainforitselfalone。

Profoundestmysteryhadsurroundedthisunhallowedunion。Whileitwenton,darkcurtainshungpall-likeoveritasiftoconcealtheceremony,andtheghoulhowledinanawfuldeafeningvoicetostiflehiscries。He,thinkingofGaud,hissole,darlingwife,hadbattledwithgiantstrengthagainstthisdeathlyrival,untilheatlastsurrendered,withadeepdeath-cryliketheroarofadyingbull,throughamouthalreadyfilledwithwater;andhisarmswerestretchedapartandstiffenedforever。