第2章

\"Doyouthenregardyourselfasimmortal?\"

\"No,myboy。Iamnotimmortal。Butthevoiceofthepressgoesonforever……Anditwillsaythatthiswasthesecretofyourgreatsuccessinataskwherebettermenthanyou-meaningnooffence-didfailrepeatedly。\"

\"Success,\"mutteredRenouard,pulling-totheofficedoorafterhimwithconsiderableenergy。AndthelettersofthewordPRIVATElikearowofwhiteeyesseemedtostareafterhisbacksinkingdownthestaircaseofthattempleofpublicity。

Renouardhadnodoubtthatallthemeansofpublicitywouldbeputattheserviceofloveandusedforthediscoveryofthelovedman。

Hedidnotwishhimdead。Hedidnotwishhimanyharm。Weareallequippedwithafundofhumanitywhichisnotexhaustedwithoutmanyandrepeatedprovocations-andthismanhaddonehimnoevil。

ButbeforeRenouardhadleftoldDunster\'shouse,attheconclusionofthecallhemadetherethatveryafternoon,hehaddiscoveredinhimselfthedesirethatthesearchmightlastlong。Heneverreallyflatteredhimselfthatitmightfail。Itseemedtohimthattherewasnoothercourseinthisworldforhimself,forallmankind,butresignation。AndhecouldnothelpthinkingthatProfessorMoorsomhadarrivedatthesameconclusiontoo。

ProfessorMoorsom,slightframeofmiddleheight,athoughtfulkeenheadunderthethickwavyhair,veileddarkeyesunderstraighteyebrows,andwithaninwardgazewhichwhendisengagedandarrivingatoneseemedtoissuefromanobscuredreamofbooks,fromthelimboofmeditation,showedhimselfextremelygracioustohim。Renouardguessedinhimamanwhomanincurablehabitofinvestigationandanalysishadmadegentleandindulgent;inaptforaction,andmoresensitivetothethoughtsthantotheeventsofexistence。Withalnotcrushed,sub-ironicwithoutatraceofacidity,andwithasimplemannerwhichputpeopleateasequickly。

Theyhadalongconversationontheterracecommandinganextendedviewofthetownandtheharbour。

Thesplendidimmobilityofthebayrestingunderhisgaze,withitsgreyspursandshiningindentations,helpedRenouardtoregainhisself-possession,whichhehadfeltshaken,incomingoutontheterrace,intothesettingofthemostpowerfulemotionofhislife,whenhehadsatwithinafootofMissMoorsomwithfireinhisbreast,ahumminginhisears,andinacompletedisorderofhismind。Therewastheverygardenseatonwhichhehadbeenenvelopedintheradiantspell。Andpresentlyhewassittingonitagainwiththeprofessortalkingofher。NearbythepatriarchalDunsterleanedforwardinawickerarm-chair,benignandalittledeaf,hisbighandtohisearwiththeinnocenteagernessofhisadvancedagerememberingthefiresoflife。

ItwaswithasortofapprehensionthatRenouardlookedforwardtoseeingMissMoorsom。Andstrangelyenoughitresembledthestateofmindofamanwhofearsdisenchantmentmorethansortilege。Butheneednothavebeenafraid。Directlyhesawherinadistanceattheotherendoftheterraceheshudderedtotherootsofhishair。

Withherapproachthepowerofspeechlefthimforatime。Mrs。

Dunsterandherauntwereaccompanyingher。Allthesepeoplesatdown;itwasanintimatecircleintowhichRenouardfelthimselfcordiallyadmitted;andthetalkwasofthegreatsearchwhichoccupiedalltheirminds。Discretionwasexpectedbythesepeople,butofreticenceastotheobjectofthejourneytherecouldbenoquestion。Nothingbutwaysandmeansandarrangementscouldbetalkedabout。

Byfixinghiseyesobstinatelyontheground,whichgavehimanairofreflectivesadness,Renouardmanagedtorecoverhisself-

possession。Heusedittokeephisvoiceinalowkeyandtomeasurehiswordsonthegreatsubject。Andhetookcarewithagreatinwardefforttomakethemreasonablewithoutgivingthemadiscouragingcomplexion。Forhedidnotwantthequesttobegivenup,sinceitwouldmeanhergoingawaywithhertwoattendantgrey-

headstotheothersideoftheworld。

Hewasaskedtocomeagain,tocomeoftenandtakepartinthecounselsofallthesepeoplecaptivatedbythesentimentalenterpriseofadeclaredlove。OntakingMissMoorsom\'shandhelookedup,wouldhavelikedtosaysomething,butfoundhimselfvoiceless,withhislipssuddenlysealed。Shereturnedthepressureofhisfingers,andheleftherwithhereyesvaguelystaringbeyondhim,anairoflisteningforanexpectedsound,andthefaintestpossiblesmileonherlips。Asmilenotforhim,evidently,butthereflectionofsomedeepandinscrutablethought。

CHAPTERIV

Hewentonboardhisschooner。Shelaywhite,andasifsuspended,inthecrepuscularatmosphereofsunsetminglingwiththeashygleamofthevastanchorage。Hetriedtokeephisthoughtsassober,asreasonable,asmeasuredashiswordshadbeen,lesttheyshouldgetawayfromhimandcausesomesortofmoraldisaster。

Whathewasafraidofinthecomingnightwassleeplessnessandtheendlessstrainofthatwearisometask。Ithadtobefacedhowever。

Helayonhisback,sighingprofoundlyinthedark,andsuddenlybeheldhisveryownself,carryingasmallbizarrelamp,reflectedinalongmirrorinsidearoominanemptyandunfurnishedpalace。

Inthisstartlingimageofhimselfherecognisedsomebodyhehadtofollow-thefrightenedguideofhisdream。Hetraversedendlessgalleries,noendofloftyhalls,innumerabledoors。Helosthimselfutterly-hefoundhiswayagain。Roomsucceededroom。Atlastthelampwentout,andhestumbledagainstsomeobjectwhich,whenhestoopedforit,hefoundtobeverycoldandheavytolift。

Thesicklywhitelightofdawnshowedhimtheheadofastatue。

Itsmarblehairwasdoneintheboldlinesofahelmet,onitslipsthechiselhadleftafaintsmile,anditresembledMissMoorsom。

Whilehewasstaringatitfixedly,theheadbegantogrowlightinhisfingers,todiminishandcrumbletopieces,andatlastturnedintoahandfulofdust,whichwasblownawaybyapuffofwindsochillythathewokeupwithadesperateshiverandleapedheadlongoutofhisbed-place。Thedayhadreallycome。Hesatdownbythecabintable,andtakinghisheadbetweenhishands,didnotstirforaverylongtime。

Veryquiet,hesethimselftoreviewthisdream。Thelamp,ofcourse,heconnectedwiththesearchforaman。ButoncloserexaminationheperceivedthatthereflectionofhimselfinthemirrorwasnotreallythetrueRenouard,butsomebodyelsewhosefacehecouldnotremember。Inthedesertedpalaceherecognisedasinisteradaptationbyhisbrainofthelongcorridorswithmanydoors,inthegreatbuildinginwhichhisfriend\'snewspaperwaslodgedonthefirstfloor。ThemarbleheadwithMissMoorsom\'sface!Well!Whatotherfacecouldhehavedreamedof?AndhercomplexionwasfairerthanParianmarble,thantheheadsofangels。

Thewindattheendwasthemorningbreezeenteringthroughtheopenportholeandtouchinghisfacebeforetheschoonercouldswingtothechillygust。

Yes!Andallthisrationalexplanationofthefantasticmadeitonlymoremysteriousandweird。Therewassomethingdaemonicinthatdream。Itwasoneofthoseexperienceswhichthrowamanoutofconformitywiththeestablishedorderofhiskindandmakehimacreatureofobscuresuggestions。

Henceforth,withoutevertryingtoresist,hewenteveryafternoontothehousewhereshelived。Hewentthereaspassivelyasifinadream。HecouldnevermakeouthowhehadattainedthefootingofintimacyintheDunstermansionabovethebay-whetheronthegroundofpersonalmeritorasthepioneerofthevegetablesilkindustry。Itmusthavebeenthelast,becauseheremembereddistinctly,asdistinctlyasinadream,hearingoldDunsteroncetellinghimthathisnextpublictaskwouldbeacarefulsurveyoftheNorthernDistrictstodiscovertractssuitableforthecultivationofthesilkplant。Theoldmanwaggedhisbeardathimsagely。Itwasindeedasabsurdasadream。

Willieofcoursewouldbethereintheevening。Buthewasmoreofafigureoutofanightmare,hoveringaboutthecircleofchairsinhisdress-clotheslikeagigantic,repulsive,andsentimentalbat。

\"Doawaywiththebeastlycocoonsallovertheworld,\"hebuzzedinhisblurred,water-loggedvoice。Heaffectedagreathorrorofinsectsofallkinds。Oneeveningheappearedwitharedflowerinhisbutton-hole。Nothingcouldhavebeenmoredisgustinglyfantastic。AndhewouldalsosaytoRenouard:\"Youmayyetchangethehistoryofourcountry。Foreconomicconditionsdoshapethehistoryofnations。Eh?What?\"AndhewouldturntoMissMoorsomforapproval,loweringprotectinglyhisspatulousnoseandlookingupwithfeelingfromunderhisabsurdeyebrows,whichgrewthin,inthemannerofcanebrakes,outofhisspongyskin。Forthislarge,biliouscreaturewasaneconomistandasentimentalist,faciletotears,andamemberoftheCobdenClub。

InordertoseeaslittleofhimaspossibleRenouardbegancomingearliersoastogetawaybeforehisarrival,withoutcurtailingtoomuchthehoursofsecretcontemplationforwhichhelived。Hehadgivenuptryingtodeceivehimself。Hisresignationwaswithoutbounds。Heacceptedtheimmensemisfortuneofbeinginlovewithawomanwhowasinsearchofanothermanonlytothrowherselfintohisarms。Withsuchdesperateprecisionhedefinedinhisthoughtsthesituation,theconsciousnessofwhichtraversedlikeasharparrowthesuddensilencesofgeneralconversation。

Theonlythoughtbeforewhichhequailedwasthethoughtthatthiscouldnotlast;thatitmustcometoanend。Hefeareditinstinctivelyasasickmanmayfeardeath。Foritseemedtohimthatitmustbethedeathofhimfollowedbyalightless,bottomlesspit。Buthisresignationwasnotsparedthetormentsofjealousy:thecruel,insensate,poignant,andimbecilejealousy,whenitseemsthatawomanbetraysussimplybythisthatsheexists,thatshebreathes-andwhenthedeepmovementsofhernervesorhersoulbecomeamatterofdistractingsuspicion,ofkillingdoubt,ofmortalanxiety。

InthepeculiarconditionoftheirsojournMissMoorsomwentoutverylittle。SheacceptedthisseclusionattheDunsters\'mansionasinahermitage,andlivedthere,watchedoverbyagroupofoldpeople,withtheloftyenduranceofacondescendingandstrong-

headedgoddess。Itwasimpossibletosayifshesufferedfromanythingintheworld,andwhetherthiswastheinsensibilityofagreatpassionconcentratedonitself,oraperfectrestraintofmanner,ortheindifferenceofsuperioritysocompleteastobesufficienttoitself。ButitwasvisibletoRenouardthatshetooksomepleasureintalkingtohimattimes。Wasitbecausehewastheonlypersonnearherage?Wasthis,then,thesecretofhisadmissiontothecircle?

Headmiredhervoiceaswellpoisedashermovements,asherattitudes。Hehimselfhadalwaysbeenamanoftranquiltones。

Butthepoweroffascinationhadtornhimoutofhisverynaturesocompletelythattopreservehishabitualcalmnessfromgoingtopieceshadbecomeaterribleeffort。

Heusedtogofromheronboardtheschoonerexhausted,broken,shakenup,asthoughhehadbeenputtothemostexquisitetorture。

Whenhesawherapproachinghealwayshadamomentofhallucination。Shewasamistyandfaircreature,fittedforinvisiblemusic,fortheshadowsoflove,forthemurmursofwaters。Afteratime(hecouldnotbealwaysstaringattheground)hewouldsummonupallhisresolutionandlookather。

Therewasasparkleintheclearobscurityofhereyes;andwhensheturnedthemonhimtheyseemedtogiveanewmeaningtolife。

Hewouldsaytohimselfthatanothermanwouldhavefoundlongbeforethehappyreleaseofmadness,hiswitsburnttocindersinthatradiance。Butnosuchluckforhim。Hiswitshadcomeunscathedthroughthefurnacesofhotsuns,ofblazingdeserts,offlamingangersagainsttheweaknessesofmenandtheobstinatecrueltiesofhostilenature。

Beingsanehehadtobeconstantlyonhisguardagainstfallingintoadoringsilencesorbreakingoutintowildspeeches。Hehadtokeepwatchonhiseyes,hislimbs,onthemusclesofhisface。

Theirconversationsweresuchastheycouldbebetweenthesetwopeople:sheayoungladyfreshfromthethicktwilightoffourmillionpeopleandtheartificialityofseveralLondonseasons;hethemanofdefiniteconqueringtasks,thefamiliarofwidehorizons,andinhisveryreposeholdingalooffromtheseagglomerationsofunitsinwhichonelosesone\'simportanceeventooneself。Theyhadnocommonconversationalsmallchange。Theyhadtousethegreatpiecesofgeneralideas,buttheyexchangedthemtrivially。Itwasnoseriouscommerce。Perhapsshehadnotmuchofthatcoin。Nothingsignificantcamefromher。Itcouldnotbesaidthatshehadreceivedfromthecontactsoftheexternalworldimpressionsofapersonalkind,differentfromotherwomen。Whatwasravishinginherwasherquietnessand,inhergraveattitudes,theunfailingbrillianceofherfemininity。Hedidnotknowwhattherewasunderthativoryforeheadsosplendidlyshaped,sogloriouslycrowned。Hecouldnottellwhatwereherthoughts,herfeelings。Herreplieswerereflective,alwaysprecededbyashortsilence,whilehehungonherlipsanxiously。Hefelthimselfinthepresenceofamysteriousbeinginwhomspokeanunknownvoice,likethevoiceoforacles,bringingeverlastingunresttotheheart。

Hewasthankfulenoughtositinsilencewithsecretlyclenchedteeth,devouredbyjealousy-andnobodycouldhaveguessedthathisquietdeferentialbearingtoallthesegrey-headswasthesupremeeffortofstoicism,thatthemanwasengagedinkeepingasinisterwatchonhistortureslesthisstrengthshouldfailhim。

Asbefore,whengrapplingwithotherforcesofnature,hecouldfindinhimselfallsortsofcourageexceptthecouragetorunaway。

ItwasperhapsfromthelackofsubjectstheycouldhaveincommonthatMissMoorsommadehimsooftenspeakofhisownlife。Hedidnotshrinkfromtalkingabouthimself,forhewasfreefromthatexacerbated,timidvanitywhichsealssomanyvain-gloriouslips。

Hetalkedtoherinhisrestrainedvoice,gazingatthetipofhershoe,andthinkingthatthetimewasboundtocomesoonwhenherveryinattentionwouldgetwearyofhim。Andindeedonstealingaglancehewouldseeherdazzlingandperfect,hereyesvague,staringinmournfulimmobility,withadroopingheadthatmadehimthinkofatragicVenusarisingbeforehim,notfromthefoamofthesea,butfromadistant,stillmoreformless,mysterious,andpotentimmensityofmankind。

CHAPTERV

OneafternoonRenouardsteppingoutontheterracefoundnobodythere。Itwasforhim,atthesametime,amelancholydisappointmentandapoignantrelief。

Theheatwasgreat,theairwasstill,allthelongwindowsofthehousestoodwideopen。Atthefurtherend,groupedroundalady\'swork-table,severalchairsdisposedsociablysuggestedinvisibleoccupants,acompanyofconversingshades。Renouardlookedtowardsthemwithasortofdread。Amostelusive,faintsoundofghostlytalkissuingfromoneoftheroomsaddedtotheillusionandstoppedhisalreadyhesitatingfootsteps。Heleanedoverthebalustradeofstonenearasquatvaseholdingatropicalplantofabizarreshape。ProfessorMoorsomcomingupfromthegardenwithabookunderhisarmandawhiteparasolheldoverhisbarehead,foundhimthereand,closingtheparasol,leanedoverbyhissidewitharemarkontheincreasingheatoftheseason。Renouardassentedandchangedhispositionalittle;theother,afterashortsilence,administeredunexpectedlyaquestionwhich,liketheblowofaclubonthehead,deprivedRenouardofthepowerofspeechandeventhought,but,morecruel,lefthimquiveringwithapprehension,notofdeathbutofeverlastingtorment。Yetthewordswereextremelysimple。

\"Somethingwillhavetobedonesoon。Wecan\'tremaininastateofsuspendedexpectationforever。Tellmewhatdoyouthinkofourchances?\"

Renouard,speechless,producedafaintsmile。Theprofessorconfessedinajoculartonehisimpatiencetocompletethecircuitoftheglobeandbedonewithit。ItwasimpossibletoremainquarteredonthedearexcellentDunstersforanindefinitetime。

AndthentherewerethelectureshehadarrangedtodeliverinParis。Aseriousmatter。

ThatlecturesbyProfessorMoorsomwereaEuropeaneventandthatbrilliantaudienceswouldgathertohearthemRenouarddidnotknow。Allhewasawareofwastheshockofthishintofdeparture。

Themenaceofseparationfellonhisheadlikeathunderbolt。Andhesawtheabsurdityofhisemotion,forhadn\'thelivedallthesedaysundertheverycloud?Theprofessor,hiselbowsspreadout,lookeddownintothegardenandwentonunburdeninghismind。Yes。

Thedepartmentofsentimentwasdirectedbyhisdaughter,andshehadplentyofvolunteeredmoralsupport;buthehadtolookafterthepracticalsideoflifewithoutassistance。

\"Ihavethelesshesitationinspeakingtoyouaboutmyanxiety,becauseIfeelyouarefriendlytousandatthesametimeyouaredetachedfromallthesesublimities-confoundthem。\"

\"Whatdoyoumean?\"murmuredRenouard。

\"Imeanthatyouarecapableofcalmjudgment。Heretheatmosphereissimplydetestable。Everybodyhasknuckledundertosentiment。

Perhapsyourdeliberateopinioncouldinfluence……\"

\"YouwantMissMoorsomtogiveitup?\"Theprofessorturnedtotheyoungmandismally。

\"HeavenonlyknowswhatIwant。\"

Renouardleaninghisbackagainstthebalustradefoldedhisarmsonhisbreast,appearedtomeditateprofoundly。Hisface,shadedsoftlybythebroadbrimofaplanter\'sPanamahat,withthestraightlineofthenoselevelwiththeforehead,theeyeslostinthedepthofthesetting,andthechinwellforward,hadsuchaprofileasmaybeseenamongstthebronzesofclassicalmuseums,pureunderacrestedhelmet-recalledvaguelyaMinerva\'shead。

\"ThisisthemosttroublesometimeIeverhadinmylife,\"

exclaimedtheprofessortestily。

\"Surelythemanmustbeworthit,\"mutteredRenouardwithapangofjealousytraversinghisbreastlikeaself-inflictedstab。

Whetherenervatedbytheheatorgivingwaytopentupirritationtheprofessorsurrenderedhimselftothemoodofsincerity。

\"Hebeganbybeingapleasantlydullboy。Hedevelopedintoapointlesslycleveryoungman,without,Isuspect,evertryingtounderstandanything。Mydaughterknewhimfromchildhood。Iamabusyman,andIconfessthattheirengagementwasacompletesurprisetome。Iwishtheirreasonsforthatstephadbeenmorenaive。Butsimplicitywasoutoffashionintheirset。Fromaworldlypointofviewheseemstohavebeenamerebaby。Ofcourse,now,Iamassuredthatheisthevictimofhisnobleconfidenceintherectitudeofhiskind。Butthat\'smereidealisingofasadreality。FormypartIwilltellyouthatfromtheverybeginningIhadthegravestdoubtsofhisdishonesty。

Unfortunatelymycleverdaughterhadn\'t。Andnowwebeholdthereaction。No。Tobeearnestlydishonestonemustbereallypoor。

Thiswasonlyamanifestationofhisextremelyrefinedcleverness。

Thecomplicatedsimpleton。Hehadanawfulawakeningthough。\"

InsuchwordsdidProfessorMoorsomgivehis\"youngfriend\"tounderstandthestateofhisfeelingstowardthelostman。ItwasevidentthatthefatherofMissMoorsomwishedhimtoremainlost。

PerhapstheunprecedentedheatoftheseasonmadehimlongforthecoolspacesofthePacific,thesweepoftheocean\'sfreewindalongthepromenadedecks,cumberedwithlongchairs,ofashipsteamingtowardstheCaliforniancoast。ToRenouardthephilosopherappearedsimplythemosttreacherousoffathers。Hewasamazed。Buthewasnotattheendofhisdiscoveries。

\"Hemaybedead,\"theprofessormurmured。

\"Why?Peopledon\'tdieheresoonerthaninEurope。IfhehadgonetohideinItaly,forinstance,youwouldn\'tthinkofsayingthat。\"

\"Well!Andsupposehehasbecomemorallydisintegrated。Youknowhewasnotastrongpersonality,\"theprofessorsuggestedmoodily。

\"Mydaughter\'sfutureisinquestionhere。\"

Renouardthoughtthattheloveofsuchawomanwasenoughtopullanybrokenmantogether-todragamanoutofhisgrave。Andhethoughtthiswithinwarddespair,whichkepthimsilentasmuchalmostashisastonishment。Atlasthemanagedtostammeroutagenerous-

\"Oh!Don\'tletusevensuppose……\"

Theprofessorstruckinwithasadderaccentthanbefore-

\"It\'sgoodtobeyoung。Andthenyouhavebeenamanofaction,andnecessarilyabelieverinsuccess。ButIhavebeenlookingtoolongatlifenottodistrustitssurprises。Age!Age!HereI

standbeforeyouamanfullofdoubtsandhesitation-SPELENTUS,TIMIDUSFUTURI。\"

HemadeasigntoRenouardnottointerrupt,andinaloweredvoice,asifafraidofbeingoverheard,eventhere,inthesolitudeoftheterrace-

\"AndtheworstisthatIamnotevensurehowfarthissentimentalpilgrimageisgenuine。Yes。Idoubtmyownchild。It\'struethatshe\'sawoman……\"

Renouarddetectedwithhorroratoneofresentment,asiftheprofessorhadneverforgivenhisdaughterfornotdyinginsteadofhisson。Thelatternoticedtheyoungman\'sstonystare。

\"Ah!youdon\'tunderstand。Yes,she\'sclever,open-minded,popular,and-well,charming。Butyoudon\'tknowwhatitistohavemoved,breathed,existed,andeventriumphedinthemeresmotherandfrothoflife-thebrilliantfroth。Therethoughts,sentiments,opinions,feelings,actionstoo,arenothingbutagitationinemptyspace-toamuselife-asortofsuperiordebauchery,excitingandfatiguing,meaningnothing,leadingnowhere。Sheisthecreatureofthatcircle。AndIaskmyselfifsheisobeyingtheuneasinessofaninstinctseekingitssatisfaction,orisitarevulsionoffeeling,orisshemerelydeceivingherownheartbythisdangeroustriflingwithromanticimages。Andeverythingispossible-exceptsincerity,suchasonlystark,strugglinghumanitycanknow。Nowomancanstandthatmodeoflifeinwhichwomenrule,andremainaperfectlygenuine,simplehumanbeing。Ah!There\'ssomepeoplecomingout。\"

Hemovedoffapace,thenturninghishead:\"Uponmyword!I

wouldbeinfinitelyobligedtoyouifyoucouldthrowalittlecoldwater……\"andatavaguelydismayedgestureofRenouard,headded:\"Don\'tbeafraid。Youwouldn\'tbeputtingoutasacredfire。\"

Renouardcouldhardlyfindwordsforaprotest:\"IassureyouthatInevertalkwithMissMoorsom-on-on-that。Andifyou,herfather……\"

\"Ienvyyouyourinnocence,\"sighedtheprofessor。\"Afatherisonlyaneverydayperson。Flat。Stale。Moreover,mychildwouldnaturallymistrustme。Webelongtothesameset。Whereasyoucarrywithyoutheprestigeoftheunknown。Youhaveprovedyourselftobeaforce。\"

ThereupontheprofessorfollowedbyRenouardjoinedthecircleofalltheinmatesofthehouseassembledattheotherendoftheterraceaboutatea-table;threewhiteheadsandthatresplendentvisionofwoman\'sglory,thesightofwhichhadthepowertoflutterhisheartlikeareminderofthemortalityofhisframe。

HeavoidedtheseatbythesideofMissMoorsom。Theothersweretalkingtogetherlanguidly。Unnoticedhelookedatthatwomansomarvellousthatcenturiesseemedtoliebetweenthem。Hewasoppressedandovercomeatthethoughtofwhatshecouldgivetosomemanwhoreallywouldbeaforce!Whatagloriousstrugglewiththisamazon。Whatnobleburdenforthevictoriousstrength。

DearoldMrs。Dunsterwasdispensingtea,lookingfromtimetotimewithinteresttowardsMissMoorsom。Theagedstatesmanhavingeatenarawtomatoanddrunkaglassofmilk(ahabitofhisearlyfarmingdays,longbeforepolitics,when,pioneerofwheat-growing,hedemonstratedthepossibilityofraisingcropsongroundlookingbarrenenoughtodiscourageamagician),smoothedhiswhitebeard,andstrucklightlyRenouard\'skneewithhisbigwrinkledhand。

\"Youhadbettercomebackto-nightanddinewithusquietly。\"

Helikedthisyoungman,apioneer,too,inmorethanonedirection。Mrs。Dunsteradded:\"Do。Itwillbeveryquiet。I

don\'tevenknowifWilliewillbehomefordinner。\"Renouardmurmuredhisthanks,andlefttheterracetogoonboardtheschooner。Whilelingeringinthedrawing-roomdoorwayheheardtheresonantvoiceofoldDunsterutteringoracularly-

\"……theleadingmanheresomeday……Likeme。\"

Renouardletthethinsummerportiereofthedoorwayfallbehindhim。ThevoiceofProfessorMoorsomsaid-

\"Iamtoldthathehasmadeanenemyofalmosteverymanwhohadtoworkwithhim。\"

\"That\'snothing。Hedidhiswork……Likeme。\"

\"Henevercountedthecosttheysay。Notevenoflives。\"

Renouardunderstoodthattheyweretalkingofhim。Beforehecouldmoveaway,Mrs。Dunsterstruckinplacidly-

\"Don\'tletyourselfbeshockedbythetalesyoumayhearofhim,mydear。Mostofitisenvy。\"

ThenheheardMissMoorsom\'svoicereplyingtotheoldlady-

\"Oh!Iamnoteasilydeceived。IthinkImaysayIhaveaninstinctfortruth。\"

Hehastenedawayfromthathousewithhisheartfullofdread。

CHAPTERVI

Onboardtheschooner,lyingonthesetteeonhisbackwiththeknucklesofhishandspressedoverhiseyes,hemadeuphismindthathewouldnotreturntothathousefordinner-thathewouldnevergobackthereanymore。Hemadeuphismindsometwentytimes。Theknowledgethathehadonlytogouponthequarterdeck,utterquietlythewords:\"Manthewindlass,\"andthattheschoonerspringingintolifewouldrunahundredmilesouttoseabeforesunrise,deceivedhisstrugglingwill。Nothingeasier!

Yet,intheend,thisyoungman,almostill-famedforhisruthlessdaring,theinflexibleleaderoftwotragicallysuccessfulexpeditions,shrankfromthatactofsavageenergy,andbegan,instead,tohuntforexcuses。

No!Itwasnotforhimtorunawaylikeanincurablewhocutshisthroat。Hefinisheddressingandlookedathisownimpassivefaceinthesaloonmirrorscornfully。Whilebeingpulledonshoreinthegig,herememberedsuddenlythewildbeautyofawaterfallseenwhenhardlymorethanaboy,yearsago,inMenado。Therewasalegendofagovernor-generaloftheDutchEastIndies,onofficialtour,committingsuicideonthatspotbyleapingintothechasm。

Itwassupposedthatapainfuldiseasehadmadehimwearyoflife。

Butwasthereeveravisitationlikehisown,atthesametimebindingonetolifeandsocruellymortal!

Thedinnerwasindeedquiet。Willie,givenhalfanhour\'sgrace,failedtoturnup,andhischairremainedvacantbythesideofMissMoorsom。Renouardhadtheprofessor\'ssisteronhisleft,dressedinanexpensivegownbecomingherage。ThatmaidenladyinherwonderfulpreservationremindedRenouardsomehowofawaxflowerunderglass。Therewerenotracesofthedustoflife\'sbattlesonheranywhere。Shedidnotlikehimverymuchintheafternoons,inhiswhitedrillsuitandplanter\'shat,whichseemedtoheranundulyBohemiancostumeforcallinginahousewheretherewereladies。Butintheevening,litheandelegantinhisdressclothesandwithhispleasant,slightlyveiledvoice,healwaysmadeherconquestafresh。Hemighthavebeenanybodydistinguished-thesonofaduke。Fallingunderthatcharmprobably(andalsobecauseherbrotherhadgivenherahint),sheattemptedtoopenherhearttoRenouard,whowaswatchingwithallthepowerofhissoulhernieceacrossthetable。Shespoketohimasfranklyasthoughthatmiserablemortalenvelope,emptiedofeverythingbuthopelesspassion,wereindeedthesonofaduke。

Inattentive,heheardheronlyinsnatches,tillthefinalconfidentialburst:\"……gladifyouwouldexpressanopinion。

Lookather,socharming,suchagreatfavourite,sogenerallyadmired!Itwouldbetoosad。Weallhopedshewouldmakeabrilliantmarriagewithsomebodyveryrichandofhighposition,haveahouseinLondonandinthecountry,andentertainusallsplendidly。She\'ssoeminentlyfittedforit。Shehassuchhostsofdistinguishedfriends!Andthen-thisinstead!……Myheartreallyaches。\"

Herwell-bredifanxiouswhisperwascoveredbythevoiceofprofessorMoorsomdiscoursingsubtlydowntheshortlengthofthedinnertableontheImpermanencyoftheMeasurabletohisvenerabledisciple。ItmighthavebeenachapterinanewandpopularbookofMoorsonianphilosophy。Patriarchalanddelighted,oldDunsterleanedforwardalittle,hiseyesshiningyouthfully,twospotsofcolourattherootsofhiswhitebeard;andRenouard,glancingatthesenileexcitement,recalledthewordsheardonthosesubtlelips,adoptedtheirscornforhisown,sawtheirtruthbeforethismanreadytobeamusedbythesideofthegrave。Yes!

Intellectualdebaucheryinthefrothofexistence!Frothandfraud!

OnthesamesideofthetableMissMoorsomneveroncelookedtowardsherfather,allhergraceasiffrozen,herredlipscompressed,thefaintestrosinessunderherdazzlingcomplexion,herblackeyesburningmotionless,andtheverycopperygleamsoflightlyingstillonthewavesandundulationofherhair。

Renouardfanciedhimselfoverturningthetable,smashingcrystalandchina,treadingfruitandflowersunderfoot,seizingherinhisarms,carryingheroffinatumultofshrieksfromallthesepeople,asilentfrightenedmortal,intosomeprofoundretreatasintheageofCavernmen。Suddenlyeverybodygotup,andhehastenedtorisetoo,findinghimselfoutofbreathandquiteunsteadyonhisfeet。

Ontheterracethephilosopher,afterlightingacigar,slippedhishandcondescendinglyunderhis\"dearyoungfriend\'s\"arm。Renouardregardedhimnowwiththeprofoundestmistrust。Butthegreatmanseemedreallytohavealikingforhisyoungfriend-oneofthosemysterioussympathies,disregardingthedifferencesofageandposition,whichinthiscasemighthavebeenexplainedbythefailureofphilosophytomeetaveryrealworryofapracticalkind。

Afteraturnortwoandsomecasualtalktheprofessorsaidsuddenly:\"Mylatesonwasinyourschool-doyouknow?Icanimaginethathadhelivedandyouhadevermetyouwouldhaveunderstoodeachother。Hetoowasinclinedtoaction。\"

Hesighed,then,shakingoffthemournfulthoughtandwithanodattheduskypartoftheterracewherethedressofhisdaughtermadealuminousstain:\"Ireallywishyouwoulddropinthatquarterafewsensible,discouragingwords。\"

Renouarddisengagedhimselffromthatmostperfidiousofmenunderthepretenceofastonishment,andsteppingbackapace-

\"Surelyyouaremakingfunofme,ProfessorMoorsom,\"hesaidwithalowlaugh,whichwasreallyasoundofrage。

\"Mydearyoungfriend!It\'snosubjectforjokes,tome……Youdon\'tseemtohaveanynotionofyourprestige,\"headded,walkingawaytowardsthechairs。

\"Humbug!\"thoughtRenouard,standingstillandlookingafterhim。

\"Andyet!Andyet!Whatifitweretrue?\"

HeadvancedthentowardsMissMoorsom。Posedontheseatonwhichtheyhadfirstspokentoeachother,itwasherturntowatchhimcomingon。Butmanyofthewindowswerenotlightedthatevening。

Itwasdarkoverthere。Sheappearedtohimluminousinhercleardress,afigurewithoutshape,afacewithoutfeatures,awaitinghisapproach,tillhegotquiteneartoher,satdown,andtheyhadexchangedafewinsignificantwords。Graduallyshecameoutlikeamagicpaintingofcharm,fascination,anddesire,glowingmysteriouslyonthedarkbackground。Somethingimperceptibleinthelinesofherattitude,inthemodulationsofhervoice,seemedtosoftenthatsuggestionofcalmunconsciouspridewhichenvelopedheralwayslikeamantle。He,sensitivelikeabondslavetothemoodsofthemaster,wasmovedbythesubtlerelentingofhergracetoaninfinitetenderness。Hefoughtdowntheimpulsetoseizeherbythehand,leadherdownintothegardenawayunderthebigtrees,andthrowhimselfatherfeetutteringwordsoflove。Hisemotionwassostrongthathehadtocoughslightly,andnotknowingwhattotalktoherabouthebegantotellherofhismotherandsisters。AllthefamilywerecomingtoLondontolivethere,forsomelittletimeatleast。

\"Ihopeyouwillgoandtellthemsomethingofme。Somethingseen,\"hesaidpressingly。

Bythismiserablesubterfuge,likeamanabouttopartwithhislife,hehopedtomakeherrememberhimalittlelonger。

\"Certainly,\"shesaid。\"I\'llbegladtocallwhenIgetback。Butthat\'when\'maybealongtime。\"

Heheardalightsigh。Acrueljealouscuriositymadehimask-

\"Areyougrowingweary,MissMoorsom?\"

Asilencefellonhislowspokenquestion。

\"Doyoumeanheart-weary?\"soundedMissMoorsom\'svoice。\"Youdon\'tknowme,Isee。\"

\"Ah!Neverdespair,\"hemuttered。

\"This,Mr。Renouard,isaworkofreparation。Istandfortruthhere。Ican\'tthinkofmyself。\"

Hecouldhavetakenherbythethroatforeverywordseemedaninsulttohispassion;butheonlysaid-

\"Ineverdoubtedthe-the-nobilityofyourpurpose。\"

\"Andtohearthewordwearinesspronouncedinthisconnectionsurprisesme。Andfromamantoowho,Iunderstand,hasnevercountedthecost。\"

\"Youarepleasedtoteaseme,\"hesaid,directlyhehadrecoveredhisvoiceandhadmasteredhisanger。ItwasasifProfessorMoorsomhaddroppedpoisoninhisearwhichwasspreadingnowandtaintinghispassion,hisveryjealousy。Hemistrustedeverywordthatcamefromthoselipsonwhichhislifehung。\"Howcanyouknowanythingofmenwhodonotcountthecost?\"heaskedinhisgentlesttones。

\"Fromhearsay-alittle。\"

\"Well,Iassureyoutheyareliketheothers,subjecttosuffering,victimsofspells……\"

\"Oneofthem,atleast,speaksverystrangely。\"

Shedismissedthesubjectafterashortsilence。\"Mr。Renouard,I

hadadisappointmentthismorning。Thismailbroughtmealetterfromthewidowoftheoldbutler-youknow。Iexpectedtolearnthatshehadheardfrom-fromhere。Butno。Noletterarrivedhomesinceweleft。\"

Hervoicewascalm。Hisjealousycouldn\'tstandmuchmoreofthissortoftalk;buthewasgladthatnothinghadturneduptohelpthesearch;gladblindly,unreasonably-onlybecauseitwouldkeepherlongerinhissight-sinceshewouldn\'tgiveup。

\"Iamtoonearher,\"hethought,movingalittlefurtherontheseat。Hewasafraidintherevulsionoffeelingofflinginghimselfonherhands,whichwerelyingonherlap,andcoveringthemwithkisses。Hewasafraid。Nothing,nothingcouldshakethatspell-notifshewereeversofalse,stupid,ordegraded。

Shewasfateitself。Theextentofhismisfortuneplungedhiminsuchastuporthathefailedatfirsttohearthesoundofvoicesandfootstepsinsidethedrawing-room。Williehadcomehome-andtheEditorwaswithhim。

Theyburstoutontheterracebabblingnoisily,andthenpullingthemselvestogetherstoodstill,surprising-andasifthemselvessurprised。

CHAPTERVII

Theyhadbeenfeastingapoetfromthebush,thelatestdiscoveryoftheEditor。Suchdiscoverieswerethebusiness,thevocation,theprideanddelightoftheonlyapostleoflettersinthehemisphere,thesolitarypatronofculture,theSlaveoftheLamp-

ashesubscribedhimselfatthebottomoftheweeklyliterarypageofhispaper。HehadhadnodifficultyinpersuadingthevirtuousWillie(whohadfestiveinstincts)tohelpinthegoodwork,andnowtheyhadleftthepoetlyingasleeponthehearthrugoftheeditorialroomandhadrushedtotheDunstermansionwildly。TheEditorhadanotherdiscoverytoannounce。Swayingalittlewherehestoodheopenedhismouthverywidetoshouttheoneword\"Found!\"BehindhimWillieflungbothhishandsabovehisheadandletthemfalldramatically。Renouardsawthefourwhite-headedpeopleattheendoftheterracerisealltogetherfromtheirchairswithaneffectofsuddenpanic。

\"Itellyou-he-is-found,\"thepatronoflettersshoutedemphatically。

\"Whatisthis!\"exclaimedRenouardinachokedvoice。MissMoorsomseizedhiswristsuddenly,andatthatcontactfireranthroughallhisveins,ahotstillnessdescendeduponhiminwhichheheardtheblood-orthefire-beatinginhisears。Hemadeamovementasiftorise,butwasrestrainedbytheconvulsivepressureonhiswrist。

\"No,no。\"MissMoorsom\'seyesstaredblackasnight,searchingthespacebeforeher。FarawaytheEditorstruttedforward,Williefollowingwithhisostentatiousmannerofcarryinghisbulkyandoppressivecarcasswhich,however,didnotremainexactlyperpendicularfortwosecondstogether。

\"TheinnocentArthur……Yes。We\'vegothim,\"theEditorbecameverybusiness-like。\"Yes,thisletterhasdoneit。\"

Heplungedintoaninsidepocketforit,slappedthescrapofpaperwithhisopenpalm。\"Fromthatoldwoman。WilliamhaditinhispocketsincethismorningwhenMissMoorsomgaveittohimtoshowme。Forgotallaboutittillanhourago。Thoughtitwasofnoimportance。Well,no!Nottillitwasproperlyread。\"

RenouardandMissMoorsomemergedfromtheshadowssidebyside,awell-matchedcouple,animatedyetstatuesqueintheircalmnessandintheirpallor。Shehadletgohiswrist。OncatchingsightofRenouardtheEditorexclaimed:

\"What-youhere!\"inaquiteshrillvoice。

Therecameadeadpause。Allthefaceshadinthemsomethingdismayedandcruel。

\"He\'stheverymanwewant,\"continuedtheEditor。\"Excusemyexcitement。Youaretheveryman,Renouard。Didn\'tyoutellmethatyourassistantcalledhimselfWalter?Yes?Thoughtso。Buthere\'sthatoldwoman-thebutler\'swife-listentothis。Shewrites:AllIcantellyou,Miss,isthatmypoorhusbanddirectedhisletterstothenameofH。Walter。\"

Renouard\'sviolentbutrepressedexclamationwaslostinageneralmurmurandshuffleoffeet。TheEditormadeastepforward,bowedwithcreditablesteadiness。

\"MissMoorsom,allowmetocongratulateyoufromthebottomofmyheartonthehappy-er-issue……\"

\"Wait,\"mutteredRenouardirresolutely。

TheEditorjumpedonhiminthemanneroftheiroldfriendship。

\"Ah,you!Youareafinefellowtoo。Withyoursolitarywaysoflifeyouwillendbyhavingnomorediscriminationthanasavage。

Fancylivingwithagentlemanformonthsandneverguessing。A

man,Iamcertain,accomplished,remarkable,outofthecommon,sincehehadbeendistinguished\"(hebowedagain)\"byMissMoorsom,whomwealladmire。\"

Sheturnedherbackonhim。

\"Ihopetogoodnessyouhaven\'tbeenleadinghimadog\'slife,Geoffrey,\"theEditoraddressedhisfriendinawhisperedaside。

Renouardseizedachairviolently,satdown,andproppinghiselbowonhiskneeleanedhisheadonhishand。Behindhimthesisteroftheprofessorlookeduptoheavenandwrungherhandsstealthily。

Mrs。Dunster\'shandswereclaspedforciblyunderherchin,butshe,dearsoul,waslookingsorrowfullyatWillie。Themodelnephew!

Inthisstrangestate!Soverymuchflushed!ThecarefuldispositionofthethinhairsacrossWillie\'sbaldspotwasdeplorablydisarranged,andthespotitselfwasredand,asitwere,steaming。

\"What\'sthematter,Geoffrey?\"TheEditorseemeddisconcertedbythesilentattitudesroundhim,asthoughhehadexpectedallthesepeopletoshoutanddance。\"Youhavehimontheisland-haven\'tyou?\"

\"Oh,yes:Ihavehimthere,\"saidRenouard,withoutlookingup。

\"Well,then!\"TheEditorlookedhelplesslyaroundasifbeggingforresponseofsomesort。Buttheonlyresponsethatcamewasveryunexpected。Annoyedatbeingleftinthebackground,andalsobecauseverylittledrinkmadehimnasty,theemotionalWillieturnedmalignantallatonce,andinabibuloustonesurprisinginamanabletokeephisbalancesowell-

\"Aha!Butyouhaven\'tgothimhere-notyet!\"hesneered。\"No!

Youhaven\'tgothimyet。\"

ThisoutrageousexhibitionwastotheEditorlikethelashtoajadedhorse。Hepositivelyjumped。

\"Whatofthat?Whatdoyoumean?We-haven\'t-got-him-here。

Ofcourseheisn\'there!ButGeoffrey\'sschoonerishere。Shecanbesentatoncetofetchhimhere。No!Stay!There\'sabetterplan。Whyshouldn\'tyouallsailovertoMalata,professor?Savetime!IamsureMissMoorsomwouldprefer……\"

WithagallantflourishofhisarmhelookedforMissMoorsom。Shehaddisappeared。Hewastakenabacksomewhat。

\"Ah!H\'m。Yes……Whynot。Apleasurecruise,delightfulship,delightfulseason,delightfulerrand,del……No!Therearenoobjections。Geoffrey,Iunderstand,hasindulgedinabungalowthreesizestoolargeforhim。Hecanputyouallup。Itwillbeapleasureforhim。Itwillbethegreatestprivilege。

Anymanwouldbeproudofbeinganagentofthishappyreunion。I

amproudofthelittlepartI\'veplayed。Hewillconsideritthegreatesthonour。Geoff,myboy,youhadbetterbestirringto-

morrowbrightandearlyaboutthepreparationsforthetrip。Itwouldbecriminaltoloseasingleday。\"

HewasasflushedasWillie,theexcitementkeepinguptheeffectofthefestivedinner。ForatimeRenouard,silent,asifhehadnotheardawordofallthatbabble,didnotstir。ButwhenhegotupitwastoadvancetowardstheEditorandgivehimsuchaheartyslaponthebackthattheplumplittlemanreeledinhistracksandlookedquitefrightenedforamoment。

\"Youareaheaven-borndiscovererandafirst-ratemanager……

He\'sright。It\'stheonlyway。Youcan\'tresisttheclaimofsentiment,andyoumustevenriskthevoyagetoMalata……\"

Renouard\'svoicesank。\"Alonelyspot,\"headded,andfellintothoughtunderalltheseeyesconvergingonhiminthesuddensilence。Hisslowglancepassedoverallthefacesinsuccession,remainingarrestedonProfessorMoorsom,stonyeyed,asmoulderingcigarinhisfingers,andwithhissisterstandingbyhisside。

\"Ishallbeinfinitelygratifiedifyouconsenttocome。But,ofcourse,youwill。Weshallsailto-morroweveningthen。Andnowletmeleaveyoutoyourhappiness。\"

Hebowed,verygrave,pointedsuddenlyhisfingeratWilliewhowasswayingaboutwithasleepyfrown……\"Lookathim。He\'sovercomewithhappiness。Youhadbetterputhimtobed……\"anddisappearedwhileeveryheadontheterracewasturnedtoWilliewithvariedexpressions。

Renouardranthroughthehouse。Avoidingthecarriageroadhefleddownthesteepshortcuttotheshore,wherehisgigwaswaiting。

AthisloudshoutthesleepingKanakasjumpedup。Heleapedin。

\"Shoveoff。Giveway!\"andthegigdartedthroughthewater。

\"Giveway!Giveway!\"Sheflewpastthewool-clipperssleepingattheiranchorseachwiththeopenunwinkingeyeofthelampintherigging;sheflewpasttheflagshipofthePacificsquadron,agreatmassalldarkandsilent,heavywiththeslumbersoffivehundredmen,andwheretheinvisiblesentriesheardhisurgent\"Giveway!Giveway!\"inthenight。TheKanakas,panting,roseoffthethwartsateverystroke。Nothingcouldbefastenoughforhim!Andheranupthesideofhisschoonershakingtheladdernoisilywithhisrush。

Ondeckhestumbledandstoodstill。

Whereforethishaste?Towhatend,sinceheknewwellbeforehestartedthathehadapursuerfromwhomtherewasnoescape。

Ashisfoottouchedthedeckhiswill,hispurposehehadbeenhurryingtosave,diedoutwithin。Ithadbeennothinglessthangettingtheschoonerunder-way,lettinghervanishsilentlyinthenightfromamongstthesesleepingships。Andnowhewascertainhecouldnotdoit。Itwasimpossible!Andhereflectedthatwhetherhelivedordiedsuchanactwouldlayhimunderadarksuspicionfromwhichheshrank。No,therewasnothingtobedone。

Hewentdownintothecabinand,beforeevenunbuttoninghisovercoat,tookoutofthedrawertheletteraddressedtohisassistant;thatletterwhichhehadfoundinthepigeon-holelabelled\"Malata\"inyoungDunster\'souteroffice,whereithadbeenwaitingforthreemonthssomeoccasionforbeingforwarded。

Fromthemomentofdroppingitinthedrawerhehadutterlyforgottenitsexistence-tillnow,whentheman\'snamehadcomeoutsoclamorously。Heglancedatthecommonenvelope,notedtheshakyandlaborioushandwriting:H。Walter,Esqre。Undoubtedlytheverylastlettertheoldbutlerhadpostedbeforehisillness,andinanswerclearlytoonefrom\"MasterArthur\"instructinghimtoaddressinthefuture:\"CareofMessrs。W。DunsterandCo。\"

Renouardmadeasiftoopentheenvelope,butpaused,and,instead,toretheletterdeliberatelyintwo,infour,ineight。Withhishandfullofpiecesofpaperhereturnedondeckandscatteredthemoverboardonthedarkwater,inwhichtheyvanishedinstantly。

Hediditslowly,withouthesitationorremorse。H。Walter,Esqre,inMalata。TheinnocentArthur-Whatwashisname?Themansoughtforbythatwomanwhoasshewentbyseemedtodrawallthepassionoftheearthtoher,withouteffort,notdeigningtonotice,naturally,asotherwomenbreathedtheair。ButRenouardwasnolongerjealousofherveryexistence。Whateveritsmeaningitwasnotforthatmanhehadpickedupcasuallyonobscureimpulse,togetridofthetiresomeexpostulationsofaso-calledfriend;amanofwhomhereallyknewnothing-andnowadeadman。

InMalata。Oh,yes!Hewastheresecureenough,untroubledinhisgrave。InMalata。ToburyhimwasthelastserviceRenouardhadrenderedtohisassistantbeforeleavingtheislandonthistriptotown。

LikemanymenreadyenoughforarduousenterprisesRenouardwasinclinedtoevadethesmallcomplicationsofexistence。Thistraitofhischaracterwascomposedofalittleindolence,somedisdain,andashrinkingfromcontestswithcertainformsofvulgarity-

likeamanwhowouldfacealionandgooutofhiswaytoavoidatoad。Hisintercoursewiththemeddlesomejournalistwasthatmerelyoutwardintimacywithoutsympathysomeyoungmengetdrawnintoeasily。Ithadamusedhimrathertokeepthat\"friend\"inthedarkaboutthefateofhisassistant。Renouardhadneverneededothercompanythanhisown,fortherewasinhimsomethingofthesensitivenessofadreamerwhoiseasilyjarred。Hehadsaidtohimselfthattheall-knowingonewouldonlypreachagainabouttheevilsofsolitudeandworryhisheadoffinfavourofsomeforlornlyuselessprotegeofhis。AlsotheinquisitivenessoftheEditorhadirritatedhimandhadclosedhislipsinsheerdisgust。

Andnowhecontemplatedthenooseofconsequencesdrawingtightaroundhim。

Itwasthememoryofthatdiplomaticreticencewhichontheterracehadstiffledhisfirstcrywhichwouldhavetoldthemallthatthemansoughtforwasnottobemetonearthanymore。Heshrankfromtheabsurdityofhearingtheall-knowingone,andnotverysoberatthat,turningonhimwithrighteousreproaches-

\"Younevertoldme。Yougavemetounderstandthatyourassistantwasalive,andnowyousayhe\'sdead。Whichisit?Wereyoulyingthenorareyoulyingnow?\"No!thethoughtofsuchascenewasnottobeborne。Hehadsatdownappalled,thinking:\"WhatshallIdonow?\"

Hiscouragehadoozedoutofhim。SpeakingthetruthmeanttheMoorsomsgoingawayatonce-whileitseemedtohimthathewouldgivethelastshredofhisrectitudetosecureadaymoreofhercompany。Hesaton-silent。Slowly,fromconfusedsensations,fromhistalkwiththeprofessor,themannerofthegirlherself,theintoxicatingfamiliarityofhersuddenhand-clasp,therehadcometohimahalfglimmerofhope。Theothermanwasdead。Then!……Madness,ofcourse-buthecouldnotgiveitup。Hehadlistenedtothatconfoundedbusybodyarrangingeverything-whileallthesepeoplestoodaroundassenting,underthespellofthatdeadromance。Hehadlistenedscornfulandsilent。Theglimmersofhope,ofopportunity,passedbeforehiseyes。Hehadonlytositstillandsaynothing。Thatandnomore。Andwhatwastruthtohiminthefaceofthatgreatpassionwhichhadflunghimprostrateinspiritatheradoredfeet!

Andnowitwasdone!Fatalityhadwilledit!Withtheeyesofamortalstruckbythemaddeningthunderboltofthegods,Renouardlookeduptothesky,animmenseblackpalldustedoverwithgold,onwhichgreatshuddersseemedtopassfromthebreathoflifeaffirmingitssway。