第1章

Shelovedhimso,thatwhenhewentawaytoalittlewarinwhichhiscountrywasinterestedshecouldnotunderstand,norquiteforgive。

Asthecorrespondentofanewspaper,Chestertonhadlookedonatotherwars;whentheyellowracesmet,whentheinfidelTurkspankedtheChristianGreek;andonehehadwatchedfrominsideaBritishsquare,wherehewasgreatlyalarmedlestheshouldbetrampleduponbyterrifiedcamels。Thishadhappenedbeforeheandshehadmet。Aftertheymet,shetoldhimthatwhatchanceshehadchosentotakebeforehecameintoherlifefelloutsideofherjurisdiction。Butnowthathislifebelongedtoher,thistalkofhisstandinguptobeshotatwaswicked。Itwasworsethanwicked;itwasabsurd。

WhentheMainesankinHavanaharborandtheword\"war\"wasappearinghourlyinhystericalextras,MissArmitageexplainedherposition。

\"Youmustn\'tthink,\"shesaid,\"thatIamoneofthosesillygirlswhowouldbegyounottogotowar。\"

Atthemomentofspeakinghercheekhappenedtoberestingagainsthis,andhisarmwasabouther,sohehumblybenthisheadandkissedher,andwhisperedveryproudlyandsoftly,\"No,dearest。\"

Atwhichshewithdrewfromhimfrowning。

\"No!I\'mnotabitlikethosegirls,\"sheproclaimed。\"ImerelytellyouYOUCAN\'TGO!Mygracious!\"shecried,helplessly。Sheknewthewordsfellshortofexpressingherdistress,buthereducationhadnotsuppliedherwithexclamationsofgreaterviolence。

\"Mygoodness!\"shecried。\"Howcanyoufrightenmeso?It\'snotlikeyou,\"shereproachedhim。\"Youaresounselfish,sonoble。

Youarealwaysthinkingofotherpeople。Howcanyoutalkofgoingtowar——tobekilled——tome?Andnow,nowthatyouhavemademeloveyouso?\"

Thehands,thatwhenshetalkedseemedtohimlikeswallowsdartingandflashinginthesunlight,clutchedhissleeve。Thefingers,thathewouldratherkissthanthelipsofanyotherwomanthateverlived,clungtohisarm。Theirclaspremindedhimofthatofadrowningchildhehadonceliftedfromthesurf。

\"Ifyoushoulddie,\"whisperedMissArmitage。\"WhatwouldIdo。

WhatwouldIdo!\"

\"Butmydearest,\"criedtheyoungman。\"MydearestONE!I\'veGOT

togo。It\'sourownwar。Everybodyelsewillgo,\"hepleaded。

\"Everymanyouknow,andthey\'regoingtofight,too。I\'mgoingonlytolookon。That\'sbadenough,isn\'tit,withoutsittingathome?YoushouldbesorryI\'mnotgoingtofight。\"

\"Sorry!\"exclaimedthegirl。\"Ifyouloveme——\"

\"IfIloveyou,\"shoutedtheyoungman。Hisvoicesuggestedthathewasabouttoshakeher。\"Howdareyou?\"

Sheabandonedthatpositionandattackedfromonemorelogical。

\"Butwhypunishme?\"sheprotested。\"DoIwantthewar?DoIwanttofreeCuba?No!IwantYOU,andifyougo,youaretheonewhoissuretobekilled。Youaresobig——andsobrave,andyouwillberushinginwhereverthefightingis,andthen——thenyouwilldie。\"Sheraisedhereyesandlookedathimasthoughseeinghimfromagreatdistance。\"And,\"sheaddedfatefully,\"Iwilldie,too,ormaybeIwillhavetolive,tolivewithoutyouforyears,formanymiserableyears。\"

Fearfully,withgreatcaution,asthoughinhisjoyinherhemightcrushherinhishands,theyoungmandrewhertohimandheldherclose。Afterasilencehewhispered。\"But,youknowthatnothingcanhappentome。Notnow,thatGodhasletmeloveyou。Hecouldnotbesocruel。Hewouldnothavegivenmesuchhappinesstotakeitfromme。Amanwholovesyou,asIloveyou,cannotcometoanyharm。AndthemanYOUloveisimmortal,immune。Heholdsacharmedlife。Solongasyoulovehim,hemustlive。\"

Theeyesofthegirlsmiledupathimthroughhertears。Sheliftedherlipstohis。\"Thenyouwillneverdie!\"shesaid。

Sheheldhimawayfromher。\"Listen!\"shewhispered。\"Whatyousayistrue。Itmustbetrue,becauseyouarealwaysright。I

loveyousothatnothingcanharmyou。Mylovewillbeacharm。

Itwillhangaroundyourneckandprotectyou,andkeepyou,andbringyoubacktome。Whenyouareindangermylovewillsaveyou。For,whileitlives,Ilive。Whenitdies——\"

Chestertonkissedherquickly。

\"Whathappensthen,\"hesaid,\"doesn\'tmatter。\"

Thewargamehadrunitshappy-go-luckycoursebrieflyandbrilliantly,with\"gloryenoughforall,\"evenforChesterton。

For,innopreviouscampaignhadgoodfortunesopersistentlystoodsmilingathiselbow。Ateachmomentofthewarthatwascritical,picturesque,dramatic,bysomeluckyaccidenthefoundhimselfamongthosepresent。Hecouldnotlose。EvenwhenhispressboatbrokedownatCardenas,aYankeecruiserandtwoSpanishgun-boats,apparentlyforhissolebenefit,engagedinanimpromptuduelwithinrangeofhismegaphone。Whenhishorsewentlame,thecolumnwithwhichhehadwishedtoadvance,passedforwardtothefrontunmolested,whiletherearguard,towhichhehadbeenforcedtojoinhisfortune,foughtitswaythroughthestiflingunderbrush。

Betweenhisnewsdespatches,whenhewasnotsingingthepraisesofhisfellow-countrymen,orcopyinglistsoftheirkilledandwounded,hewrotetoMissArmitage。Hisletterswerescrawledonyellowcopypaperandconsistedofrepetitionsofthethreewords,\"Iloveyou,\"rearranged,illuminated,andintensified。

Eachletterbeganmuchinthesameway。\"Thewarisstillgoingon。Youcanreadaboutitinthepapers。WhatIwantyoutoknowisthatIloveyouasnomanever——\"Andsoonformanypages。

Fromheronlyoneofthelettersshewrotereachedhim。ItwaspickedupinthesandatSiboneyafterthemedicalcorps,inanefforttowipeouttheyellow-fever,hadsetfiretothepost-

officetent。

ShehadwrittenitsomeweeksbeforefromhersummerhomeatNewport,andinitshesaid:\"Whenyouwenttothefront,IthoughtnowomancouldlovemorethanIdidthen。But,nowIknow。AtleastIknowonegirlwhocan。Shecannotwriteit。Shecannevertellyou。Youmustjustbelieve。

\"EachdayIhearfromyou,forassoonasthepapercomes,Itakeitdowntotherocksandreadyourcables,andIlooksouthacrosstheoceantoCuba,andtrytoseeyouinallthatfightingandheatandfever。ButIamnotafraid。ForeachmorningIwaketofindI

loveyoumore;thatithasgrownstronger,morewonderful,morehardtobear。AndIknowthecharmIgaveyougrowswithit,andismorepowerful,andthatitwillbringyoubacktomewearingnewhonors,\'bearingyoursheaveswithyou。\'