`Iamnotsurprisedatthat,\'wasthereply。`SomedayUtterson,afterIamdead,youmayperhapscometolearntherightandwrongofthis。I
cannottellyou。Andinthemeantime,ifyoucansitandtalkwithmeofotherthingsforGod\'ssake,stayanddoso;butifyoucannotkeepclearofthisaccursedtopic,then,inGod\'sname,go,forcannotbearit。\'
Assoonashegothome,UttersonsatdownandwrotetoJekyll,complainingofhisexclusionfromthehouseandaskingthecauseofthisunhappybreakwithLanyonandthenextdaybroughthimalonganswer,oftenyenpatheticallyworded,andsometimesdarklymysterious\'indrift。ThequarrelwithLanyonwasincurable。`Idonoblameouroldfriend,\'Jekyllwrote,`butIsharehisviewthatwemustnevermeet。Imeanfromhenceforthtoleadalifeofextremeseclusion;youmustnotbesurprised,nomustyoudoubtmyfriendship,ifmydoorisoftenshuteventoyou。YoumustsuffermetogomyowndarkwayIhavebroughtonmyselfapunishmentandadangerthatIcannotname。
IfIamthechiefofsinners,Iamthechiefofsufferersalso。Icouldnotthinkthatthisearthcontainedaplaceforsufferingsandterrorssounmanningandyoucandobutonething,Utterson,tolightenthisdestiny,andthatistorespectmysilence。\'Uttersonwasamazed;thedarkinfluenceofHydehadbeenwithdrawn,thedoctorhadreturnedtohisoldtasksandamities;aweekago,theprospecthadsmiledwitheverypromiseofacheerfulandanhonouredage;andnowinamoment,friendshipandpeaceofmindandthewholetenorofhislifewerewrecked。Sogreatandunpreparedachangepointedtomadness;butinviewofLanyon\'smannerandwords,theremustlieforitsomedeeperground。
AweekafterwardsDrLanyontooktohisbed,andinsomethinglessthanafortnighthewasdead。Thenightafterthefuneral,atwhichhehadbeensadlyaffected,Uttersonlockedthedoorofhisbusinessroom,andsittingtherebythelightofamelancholycandle,drewoutandsetbeforehimanenvelopeaddressedbythehandandsealedwiththesealofhisdeadfriend。`PRIVATE:forthehandsofJ。G。UttersonALONE,andincaseofhispredeceasetobedestroyedunread,\'soitwasemphaticallysuperscribed;
andthelawyerdreadedtobeholdthecontents。`Ihaveburiedonefriendto-day,\'hethought:`whatifthisshouldcostmeanother?\'Andthenhecondemnedthefearasadisloyalty,andbroketheseal。Withintherewasanotherenclosure,likewisesealed,andmarkeduponthecoveras`nottobeopenedtillthedeathordisappearanceofDrHenryJekyll\'。Uttersoncouldnottrusthiseyes。Yes,itwasdisappearance;hereagain,asinthemadwill,whichhehadlongagorestoredtoitsauthor,hereagainweretheideaofadisappearanceandthenameofHenryJekyllbracketed。
Butinthewill,thatideahadsprungfromthesinistersuggestionofthemanHyde;itwassettherewithapurposealltooplainandhorrible。WrittenbythehandofLanyon,whatshoulditmean?Agreatcuriositycametothetrustee,todisregardtheprohibitionanddiveatoncetothebottomofthesemysteries;butprofessionalhonourandfaithtohisdeadfriendwerestringentobligations;andthepacketsleptintheinmostcornerofhisprivatesafe。
Itisonethingtomortifycuriosity,anothertoconquerit;anditmaybedoubtedif,fromthatdayforth,Uttersondesiredthesocietyofhissurvivingfriendwiththesameeagerness。Hethoughtofhimkindly;
buthisthoughtsweredisquietedandfearful。Hewenttocallindeed;buthewasperhapsrelievedtobedeniedadmittance;perhaps,inhisheart,hepreferredtospeakwithPooleuponthedoorstep,andsurroundedbytheairandsoundsoftheopencity,ratherthantobeadmittedintothathouseofvoluntarybondage,andtositandspeakwithitsinscrutablerecluse。
Poolehad,indeed,noverypleasantnewstocommunicate。Thedoctor,itappeared,nowmorethaneverconfinedhimselftothecabinetoverthelaboratory,wherehewouldsometimesevensleep;hewasoutofspirits,hehadgrownverysilent,hedidnotread;itseemedasifhehadsomethingonhismind。
Uttersonbecamesousedtotheunvaryingcharacterofthesereports,thathefellofflittlebylittleinthefrequencyofhisvisits。
INCIDENTATTHEWINDOW
ItchancedonSunday,whenMrUttersonwasonhisusualwalkwithMrEnfield,thattheirwaylayonceagainthroughthebystreet;andthatwhentheycameinfrontofthedoor,bothstoppedtogazeonit。
`Well,\'saidEnfield,`thatstory\'satanend,atleast。WeshallneverseemoreofMrHyde。\'
`Ihopenot,\'saidUtterson。`DidIevertellyouthatIoncesawhim,andsharedyourfeelingofrepulsion?\'
`Itwasimpossibletodotheonewithouttheother,\'returnedEnfield。
`And,bytheway,whatanassyoumusthavethoughtme,nottoknowthatthiswasabackwaytoDrJekyll\'s!ItwaspartlyyourownfaultthatI
founditout,evenwhenIdid。\'
`Soyoufounditout,didyou?\'saidUtterson。`Butifthatbeso,wemaystepintothecourtandtakealookatthewindows。Totellyouthetruth,IamuneasyaboutpoorJekyll;andevenoutside,Ifeelasifthepresenceofafriendmightdohimgood。\'
Thecourtwasverycoolandalittledamp,andfullofprematuretwilight,althoughthesky,highupoverhead,wasstillbrightwithsunset。Themiddleoneofthethreewindowswashalfwayopen;andsittingclosebesideit,takingtheairwithaninfinitesadnessofmien,likesomedisconsolateprisoner,UttersonsawDrJekyll。
`What!Jekyll!\'hecried。`Itrustyouarebetter。\'
`Iamverylow,Utterson,\'repliedthedoctordrearily;`verylow。Itwillnotlastlong,thankGod。\'
`Youstaytoomuchindoors,\'saidthelawyer。`Youshouldbeout,whippingupthecirculationlikeMrEnfieldandme。(Thisismycousin-MrEnfield-DrJekyll。)Come,now;getyourhatandtakeaquickturnwithus。\'
`Youareverygood,\'sighedtheother。`Ishouldliketoverymuch;
butno,no,no,itisquiteimpossible;Idarenot。Butindeed,Utterson,Iamverygladtoseeyou;thisisreallyagreatpleasure。IwouldaskyouandMrEnfieldup,buttheplaceisreallynotfit。\'
`Whythen,\'saidthelawyer,good-naturedly,`thebestthingwecandoistostaydownhere,andspeakwithyoufromwhereweare。\'
`ThatisjustwhatIwasabouttoventuretopropose,\'returnedthedoctor,withasmile。Butthewordswerehardlyuttered,beforethesmilewasstruckoutofhisfaceandsucceededbyanexpressionofsuchabjecttenoranddespair,asfrozetheverybloodofthetwogentlemenbelow。
Theysawitbutforaglimpse,forthewindowwasinstantlythrustdown;
butthatglimpsehadbeensufficient,andtheyturnedandleftthecourtwithoutaword。Insilence,too,theytraversedthebystreet;anditwasnotuntiltheyhadcomeintoaneighbouringthoroughfare,whereevenuponaSundaytherewerestillsomestirringsoflife,thatMrUttersonatlastturnedandlookedathiscompanion。Theywerebothpale;andtherewasanansweringhorrorintheireyes。
`Godforgiveus!Godforgiveus!\'saidMrUtterson。
ButMrEnfieldonlynoddedhisheadveryseriously,andwalkedononcemoreinsilence。
THELASTNIGHT
MrUttersonwassittingbyhisfiresideoneeveningafterdinner,whenhewassurprisedtoreceiveavisitfromPoole。
`Blessme,Poole,whatbringsyouhere?\'hecried;andthen,takingasecondlookathim,`Whatailsyou?\'headded;`isthedoctorill?\'
`MrUtterson,\'saidtheman,`thereissomethingwrong。\'
`Takeaseat,andhereisaglassofwineforyou,\'saidthelawyer。
`Now,takeyourtime,andtellmeplainlywhatyouwant。\'
`Youknowthedoctor\'sways,sir,\'repliedPoole,`andhowheshutshimselfup。Well,he\'sshutupagaininthecabinet;andIdon\'tlikeit,sir-IwishImaydieifIlikeit。MrUtterson,sir,I\'mafraid。\'
`Now,mygoodman,\'saidthelawyer,`beexplicit。Whatareyouafraidof?\'
`I\'vebeenafraidforaboutaweek,\'returnedPoole,doggedlydisregardingthequestion,`andIcanbearitnomore。\'
Theman\'sappearanceamplyboreouthiswords;hismannerwasalteredfortheworse;andexceptforthemomentwhenhehadfirstannouncedhisterror,hehadnotoncelookedthelawyerintheface。Evennow,hesatwiththeglassofwineuntastedonhisknee,andhiseyesdirectedtoacornerofthefloor。`Icanbearitnomore,\'herepeated。
`Come,\'saidthelawyer,`Iseeyouhavesomegoodreason,Poole;I
seethereissomethingseriouslyamiss。Trytotellmewhatitis。\'
`Ithinkthere\'sbeenfoulplay,\'saidPoole,hoarsely。
`Foulplay!\'criedthelawyer,agooddealfrightened,andratherinclinedtobeirritatedinconsequence。`Whatfoulplay?Whatdoesthemanmean?\'
`Idaren\'tsay,sir,\'wastheanswer;`butwillyoucomealongwithmeandseeforyourself?\'
MrUtterson\'sonlyanswerwastoriseandgethishatandgreatcoat;
butheobservedwithwonderthegreatnessofthereliefthatappeareduponthebutler\'sface,andperhapswithnoless,thatthewinewasstilluntastedwhenhesetitdowntofollow。
Itwasawild,cold,seasonablenightofMarch,withapalemoon,lyingonherbackasthoughthewindhadtiltedher,andaflyingwrackofthemostdiaphanousandlawnytexture。Thewindmadetalkingdifficult,andfleckedthebloodintotheface。Itseemedtohavesweptthestreetsunusuallybareofpassengers,besides;forMrUttersonthoughthehadneverseenthatpartofLondonsodeserted。Hecouldhavewisheditotherwise;neverinhislifehadhebeenconsciousofsosharpawishtoseeandtouchhisfellow-creatures;for,struggleashemight,therewasborneinuponhismindacrushinganticipationofcalamity。Thesquare,whentheygotthere,wasallfullofwindanddust,andthethintreesinthegardenwerelashingthemselvesalongtherailing。Poole,whohadkeptallthewayapaceortwoahead,nowpulledupinthemiddleofthepavement,andinspiteofthebitingweather,tookoffhishatandmoppedhisbrowwitharedpocket-handkerchief。
Butforallthehurryofhiscoming,thesewerenotthedewsofexertionthathewipedaway,butthemoistureofsomestranglinganguish;forhisfacewaswhite,andhisvoice,whenhespoke,harshandbroken。
`Well,sir,\'hesaid,`hereweare,andGodgranttherebenothingwrong。\'
`Amen,Poole,\'saidthelawyer。
Thereupontheservantknockedinaveryguardedmanner;thedoorwasopenedonthechain;andavoiceaskedfromwithin,`Isthatyou,Poole?\'
`It\'sallright,\'saidPoole。`Openthedoor。\'
Thehall,whentheyenteredit,wasbrightlylightedup;thefirewasbuilthigh;andaboutthehearththewholeoftheservants,menandwomen,stoodhuddledtogetherlikeaflockofsheep。AtthesightofMrUtterson,thehousemaidbrokeintohystericalwhimpering;andthecook,cryingout,`BlessGod!it\'sMrUtterson,\'ranforwardasiftotakehiminherarms。
`What,what?Areyouallhere?\'saidthelawyer,peevishly。`Veryirregular,veryunseemly:yourmasterwouldbefarfrompleased。\'
`They\'reallafraid,\'saidPoole。
Blanksilencefollowed,nooneprotesting;onlythemaidlifteduphervoiceandnowweptloudly。
`Holdyourtongue!\'Poolesaidtoher,withaferocityofaccentthattestifiedtohisownjanglednerves;andindeedwhenthegirlhadsosuddenlyraisedthenoteofherlamentation,theyhadallstartedandturnedtowardstheinnerdoorwithfacesofdreadfulexpectation。`Andnow,\'continuedthebutler,addressingtheknife-boy,reachmeacandle,andwe\'llgetthisthroughhandsatonce。\'AndthenhebeggedMrUttersontofollowhim,andledthewaytothebackgarden。
`Now,sir,\'saidhe,`youcomeasgentlyasyoucan。Iwantyoutohear,andIdon\'twantyoutobeheard。Andseehere,sir,ifbyanychancehewastoaskyouin,don\'tgo。\'
MrUtterson\'snerves,atthisunlooked-fortermination,gaveajerkthatnearlythrewhimfromhisbalance;butherecollectedhiscourage,andfollowedthebutlerintothelaboratorybuildingandthroughthesurgicaltheatre,withitslumberofcratesandbottles,tothefootofthestair。
HerePoolemotionedhimtostandononesideandlisten;whilehehimself,settingdownthecandleandmakingagreatandobviouscallonhisresolution,mountedthesteps,andknockedwithasomewhatuncertainhandontheredbaizeofthecabinetdoor。
`MrUtterson,sir,askingtoseeyou,\'hecalled;andevenashedidso,oncemoreviolentlysignedtothelawyertogiveear。
Avoiceansweredfromwithin:`TellhimIcannotseeanyone,\'itsaid,complainingly。
`Thankyou,sir,\'saidPoole,withanoteofsomethingliketriumphinhisvoice;andtakinguphiscandle,heledMrUttersonbackacrosstheyardandintothegreatkitchen,wherethefirewasoutandthebeetleswereleapingonthefloor。
`Sir,\'hesaid,lookingMrUttersonintheeyes,`wasthatmymaster\'svoice?\'
`Itseemsmuchchanged,\'repliedthelawyer,verypale,butgivinglookforlook。
`Changed?Well,yes,Ithinkso,\'saidthebutler。`HaveIbeentwentyyearsthisman\'shouse,tobedeceivedabouthisvoice?No,sir;master\'smadeawaywith;hewasmadeawaywitheightdaysago,whenweheardhimcryoutuponthenameofGod;andwho\'sinthereinsteadofhim,andwhyitstaysthere,isathingthatcriestoHeaven,MrUtterson!\'
`Thisisaverystrangetale,Poole;thisisratherawildtale,myman,\'saidMrUtterson,bitinghisfinger。`Supposeitwereasyousuppose,supposingDrJekylltohavebeen-well,murdered,whatcouldinducethemurderertostay?Thatwon\'tholdwater;itdoesn\'tcommenditselftoreason。
`Well,MrUtterson,youareahardmantosatisfy,butI\'lldoityet,\'
saidPoole。`Allthislastweek(youmustknow)him,orit,orwhateveritisthatlivesinthatcabinet,hasbeencryingnightanddayforsomesortofmedicineandcannotgetittohismind。Itwassometimeshisway-themaster\'s,thatis-towritehisordersonasheetofpaperandthrowitonthestair。We\'vehadnothingelsethisweekback;nothingbutpapers,andacloseddoor,andtheverymealslefttheretobesmuggledinwhennobodywaslooking。Well,sir,everyday,ay,andtwiceandthriceinthesameday,therehavebeenordersandcomplaints,andIhavebeensentflyingtoallthewholesalechemistsintown。EverytimeIbroughtthestuffback,therewouldbeanotherpapertellingmetoreturnit,becauseitwasnotpure,andanotherordertoadifferentfirm。Thisdrugiswantedbitterbad,sir,whateverfor。\'
`Haveyouanyofthesepapers?\'askedMrUtterson。
Poolefeltinhispocketandhandedoutacrumplednote,whichthelawyer,bendingnearertothecandle,carefullyexamined。Itscontentsranthus:
`DrJekyllpresentshiscomplimentstoMessrsMaw。Heassuresthemthattheirlastsampleisimpureandquiteuselessforhispresentpurpose。
Intheyear18-,DrJ。purchasedasomewhatlargequantityfromMessrsM。Henowbegsthemtosearchwiththemostsedulouscare,andshouldanyofthesamequalitybeleft,toforwardittohimatonce。Expenseisnoconsideration。TheimportanceofthistoDrJ。canhardlybeexaggerated。\'
Sofartheletterhadruncomposedlyenough;buthere,withasuddensplutterofthepen,thewriter\'semotionhadbrokenloose。`ForGod\'ssake,\'hehadadded,`findmesomeoftheold。\'
`Thisisastrangenote,\'saidMrUtterson;andthensharply,`Howdoyoucometohaveitopen?\'
`ThemanatMaw\'swasmainangry,sir,andhethrewitbacktomelikesomuchdirt,\'returnedPoole。
`Thisisunquestionablythedoctor\'shand,doyouknow?\'resumedthelawyer。
`Ithoughtitlookedlikeit,\'saidtheservant,rathersulkily;andthen,withanothervoice,`Butwhatmattershandofwrite?\'hesaid。`I\'veseenhim!\'
`Seenhim?\'repeatedMrUtterson。`Well?\'
`That\'sit!\'saidPoole。`Itwasthisway。Icamesuddenlyintothetheatrefromthegarden。Itseemshehadslippedouttolookforthisdrug,orwhateveritis;forthecabinetdoorwasopen,andtherehewasatthefarendoftheroomdiggingamongthecrates。HelookedupwhenIcamein,gaveakindofcry,andwhippedupstairsintothecabinet。ItwasbutforoneminutethatIsawhim,butthehairstooduponmyheadlikequills。
Sir,ifthatwasmymaster,whyhadheamaskuponhisface?Ifitwasmymaster,whydidhecryoutlikearatandrunfromme?Ihaveservedhimlongenough。Andthenthemanpausedandpassedhishandoverhisface。
`Theseareallverystrangecircumstances,\'saidMrUtterson,`butI
thinkIbegintoseedaylight。Yourmaster,Poole,isplainlyseizedwithoneofthosemaladiesthatbothtortureanddeformthesufferer;hence,foraughtIknow,thealterationofhisvoice;hencethemaskandhisavoidanceofhisfriends;hencehiseagernesstofindthisdrug,bymeansofwhichthepoorsoulretainssomehopeofultimaterecovery-Godgrantthathebenotdeceived!Thereismyexplanation;itissadenough,Poole,ay,andappallingtoconsider;butitisplainandnatural,hangswelltogetheranddeliversusfromallexorbitantalarms。\'
`Sir,\'saidthebutler,turningtoasortofmottledpallor,`thatthingwasnotmymaster,andthere\'sthetruth。Mymaster\'-herehelookedroundhim,andbegantowhisper-`isatallfinebuildofaman,andthiswasmoreofadwarf。\'Uttersonattemptedtoprotest。`O,sir,\'criedPoole,`doyouthinkIdonotknowmymasteraftertwentyyears?doyouthinkIdonotknowwherehisheadcomestointhecabinetdoor,whereIsawhimeverymorningofmylife?No,sir,thatthinginthemaskwasneverDrJekyllGodknowswhatitwas,butitwasneverDrJekyll;anditisthebeliefofmyheartthattherewasmurderdone。\'