Wehadalsothereanotherlion,alioncub,entitledtoroaralittle,andofhimalsoImustsaysomething。CharlesO\'Brienwasayoungman,abouttwenty-fiveyearsofage,whohadsentoutfromhisstudiointheprecedingyearacertainbust,supposedbyhisadmirerstobeunsurpassedbyanyeffortofancientormoderngenius。Iamnojudgeofsculpture,andwillnot,therefore,pronounceanopinion;butmanywhoconsideredthemselvestobejudges,declaredthatitwasa\"goodishheadandshoulders,\"andnothingmore。Imerelymentionthefact,asitwasonthestrengthofthatheadandshouldersthatO\'BrienseparatedhimselffromathrongofotherssuchashimselfinRome,walkedsolitaryduringthedays,andthrewhimselfatthefeetofvariousladieswhenthedayswereover。Hehadriddenontheshouldersofhisbustintoaprominentplaceinourcircle,andthereencounteredmuchfeminineadmirationfromMrs。GeneralTalboysandothers。
SomeeighteenortwentyofususedtomeeteverySundayeveninginMrs。Mackinnon\'sdrawing-room。Manyofus,indeed,wereinthehabitofseeingeachotherdaily,andofvisitingtogetherthehauntsinRomewhicharebestlovedbyart-lovingstrangers;buthere,inthisdrawing-room,weweresuretocometogether,andherebeforetheendofNovember,Mrs。Talboysmightalwaysbefound,notinanyaccustomedseat,butmovingabouttheroomasthedifferentmalementalattractionsofoursocietymightchancetomovethemselves。ShewasatfirstgreatlytakenbyMackinnon,whoalsowas,Ithink,alittlestirredbyheradmiration,thoughhestoutlydeniedthecharge。Shebecame,however,verydeartousallbeforesheleftus,andcertainlyweowedtoherourlove,forsheaddedinfinitelytothejoysofourwinter。
\"Ihavecomeheretorefreshmyself,\"shesaidtoMackinnononeeveningtoMackinnonandmyself;forwewerestandingtogether。
\"ShallIgetyoutea?\"saidI。
\"Andwillyouhavesomethingtoeat?\"Mackinnonasked。
\"No,no,no;\"sheanswered。\"Tea,yes;butforHeaven\'ssakeletnothingsoliddispeltheassociationsofsuchameetingasthis!\"
\"Ithoughtyoumighthavedinedearly,\"saidMackinnon。NowMackinnonwasamanwhoseowndinnerwasverydeartohim。Ihaveseenhimbecomehastyandunpleasant,evenunderthepillarsoftheForum,whenhethoughtthatthepartywereplacinghisfishinjeopardybytheirdesiretolingertheretoolong。
\"Early!Yes。No;Iknownotwhenitwas。Onedinesandsleepsinobediencetothatdullclaywhichweighsdownsogenerallytheparticleofourspirit。Buttheclaymaysometimesbeforgotten。
HereIcanalwaysforgetit。\"
\"Ithoughtyouaskedforrefreshment,\"Isaid。Sheonlylookedatme,whosesmallattemptsatprosecompositionhad,uptothattime,beenaltogetherunsuccessful,andthenaddressedherselfinreplytoMackinnon。
\"Itistheairwhichwebreathethatfillsourlungsandgivesuslifeandlight。Itisthatwhichrefreshesusifpure,orsinksusintostagnationifitbefoul。Letmeforawhileinhalethebreathofaninvigoratingliterature。Sitdown,Mr。Mackinnon;IhaveaquestionthatImustputtoyou。\"Andthenshesucceededincarryinghimoffintoacorner。AsfarasIcouldseehewentwillinglyenoughatthattime,thoughhesoonbecameaversetoanylongretirementincompanywithMrs。Talboys。
Wenoneofusquiteunderstoodwhatwereherexactideasonthesubjectofrevealedreligion。Somebody,Ithink,hadtoldherthattherewereamongusoneortwowhoseopinionswerenotexactlyorthodoxaccordingtothedoctrinesoftheestablishedEnglishchurch。Ifso,shewasdeterminedtoshowusthatshealsowasadvancedbeyondtheprejudicesofanoldanddryschooloftheology。
\"Ihavethrowndownallthebarriersofreligion,\"shesaidtopoorMrs。Mackinnon,\"andamlookingforthesentimentsofapureChristianity。\"
\"Throwndownallthebarriersofreligion!\"saidMrs。Mackinnon,inatoneofhorrorwhichwasnotappreciated。
\"Indeed,yes,\"saidMrs。Talboys,withanexultingvoice。\"Arenotthedaysforsuchtrammelsgoneby?\"
\"ButyetyouholdbyChristianity?\"
\"ApureChristianity,unstainedbybloodandperjury,byhypocrisyandverbosegenuflection。CanInotworshipandsaymyprayersamongtheclouds?\"Andshepointedtotheloftyceilingandthehandsomechandelier。
\"ButIdagoestochurch,\"saidMrs。Mackinnon。IdaTalboyswasherdaughter。Now,itmaybeobserved,thatmanywhothrowdownthebarriersofreligion,sofarasthosebarriersmayaffectthemselves,stillmaintainthemonbehalfoftheirchildren。\"Yes,\"
saidMrs。Talboys;\"dearIda!hersoftspiritisnotyetadaptedtoreceivetheperfecttruth。Weareobligedtogovernchildrenbythestrengthoftheirprejudices。\"Andthenshemovedaway,foritwasseldomthatMrs。Talboysremainedlonginconversationwithanylady。
Mackinnon,Ibelieve,soonbecametiredofher。Helikedherflattery,andatfirstdeclaredthatshewascleverandnice;buthernicenesswastoopurelycelestialtosatisfyhismundanetastes。
Mackinnonhimselfcanrevelamongthecloudsinhisownwritings,andcanleaveussometimesindoubtwhetherheevermeanstocomebacktoearth;butwhenhisfootisonterrafirma,helovestofeeltheearthlysubstratumwhichsupportshisweight。Withwomenhelikesahandthatcanremainanunnecessarymomentwithinhisown,aneyethatcanglistenwiththesparkleofchampagne,aheartweakenoughtomakeitsowner\'sarmtremblewithinhisownbeneaththemoonlightgloomoftheColiseumarches。Adashofsentimentthewhilemakesallthesethingsthesweeter;butthesentimentalonewillnotsufficeforhim。Mrs。Talboysdid,Ibelieve,drinkherglassofchampagne,asdootherladies;butwithherithadnosuchpleasingeffect。Itloosenedonlyhertongue,butneverhereye。
Herarm,Ithink,nevertrembled,andherhandneverlingered。TheGeneralwasalwayssafe,andhappy,perhaps,inhissolitarysafety。
Itsohappenedthatwehadunfortunatelyamongustwoartistswhohadquarrelledwiththeirwives。O\'Brien,whomIhavebeforementioned,wasoneofthem。Inhiscase,Ibelievehimtohavebeenalmostasfreefromblameasamancanbewhosemarriagewasinitselfafault。However,hehadawifeinIrelandsometenyearsolderthanhimself;andthoughhemightsometimesalmostforgetthefact,hisfriendsandneighbourswerewellawareofit。Intheothercasethewholefaultprobablywaswiththehusband。Hewasanill-tempered,bad-heartedman,cleverenough,butwithoutprinciple;
andhewascontinuallyguiltyofthegreatsinofspeakingevilofthewomanwhosenameheshouldhavebeenanxioustoprotect。InbothcasesourfriendMrs。Talboystookawarminterest,andineachofthemshesympathisedwiththepresenthusbandagainsttheabsentwife。
OftheconsolationwhichsheofferedinthelatterinstanceweusedtohearsomethingfromMackinnon。Hewouldrepeattohiswife,andtomeandmywife,theconversationswhichshehadwithhim。\"PoorBrown;\"shewouldsay,\"Ipityhim,withmyveryheart\'sblood。\"
\"Youareawarethathehascomfortedhimselfinhisdesolation,\"
Mackinnonreplied。
\"Iknowverywelltowhatyouallude。IthinkImaysaythatIamconversantwithallthecircumstancesofthisheart-blightingsacrifice。\"Mrs。Talboyswasapttoboastofthethoroughconfidencereposedinherbyallthoseinwhomshetookaninterest。