第5章

Andthenthebirdsthatusethevale,Broken—hearted,turnedthetaleIntosyllablesofsongAndchirpedithalfasummerlong:

\"Silvia,Silvia,BeourSongoncemore,Ourvalerevisit,Silvia,AndbeourSongoncemore:

Forjoyliessleepinginthelute;

Themerrypipe,thewoodlandflute,AndallthepleadingreedsaremuteThatbreathedtotheeofyore。


\"Silvia,Silvia,BeourMoonagain,

Shineonourvalley,Silvia,AndbeourMoonagain:

ThefluffyowlandnightingaleFlitsilentthroughthedarklingvale,OrutteronlywordsofwailFromthroatsallharshwithpain。

\"Silvia,Silvia,BeSpringtime,asofold;

Comecladinlaughter,Silvia,OurSpringtime,asofold:

ThewaitinglowlandsandthehillsAretremulouswithdaffodilsUnblown,untilthyfootstepthrillsTheirpromiseintogold。\"


And,musingonherhere,ItooMustwonderifitcanbetrueShedied,asothermortalsdo。

Thethoughtwouldfithermore,tofeignThat,fulloflifeandunawareThatearthholdsaughtofgrieforstain,ThefairiesstoleandholdherwhereDeathentersnot,norstrifenorpain;——

That,drowsingonsomebedofpansies,ByTitania’snecromanciesHersensesweretoslumberlulled,Deeplysunken,steepedanddulled,AndbywaftureofswiftpinionsShewasborneoutthroughearth’sportalsTothefairyqueen’sdominions,Tosomelandoftheimmortals。

THEEXPLORERS

ANDsomestillcry:\"Whatistheuse?

Theservicerendered?Whatthegain?

Heroic,yes!——butinwhatcause?

Havetheymadelessoneearth—bornepain?

Broadenedtheboundedspirit’sscope?

Ordiedtomakethedullworldhope?\"


MustmanstillbetheslaveofUse?——

Butthesemen,carelessandelate,JoinbattlewithaburlyworldOrcometowrestlinggripswithfate,AndnotforanygoodnorgainNoranyfamethatmaybefall——

But,thrillingintheclutchoflife,Heedtheloudchallengeandthecall;——

Andgrowntosymbolsatthelast,StandinheroicsilhouetteAgainsthorizonsultimate,Astowersthatfrontlostseasareset;——

Therecklessgesture,thestrongpose,Sharpbattle—cryflungbacktoEarth,Andbuoyanthumor,asagodMightsay:\"Lo,heremyfeethavetrod!\"——

Thereliesthemeaningandtheworth!

Theybringnogoldentreasurehome,Theywinnoacresfortheirclan,NordreamnordeedoftheirsshallmendTheillsofman’sbedeviledspan——

Noraretheyskilledinsleightsofspeech,(Norovereager)tomakeplainTheusetheyserve,transcendinguse,——

Thegainbeyondapparentgain!

EARLYAUTUMN

WITHhalf—heartedleviesoffrostthatmakeforay,retire,andrefrain——

Ambiguousbuglesthatblowandthatfaltertosilenceagain——

Withbannersofmistthatstillwaverabovethem,advanceandretreat,ThehostsoftheAutumnstillhideinthehills,foradoubtstaystheirfeet;——

Butanon,withabarbaricsplendortodazzletheeyesthatbehold,Andregalinraimentofpurpleandumberandamberandgold,Andgirtwiththeglamorofconquestandscarvedwithredsymbolsofpride,Fromthehillsintheirmightandtheirmirthonthesteedsofthewindwilltheyride,TomakesportandmakespoiloftheSummer,whodwellsinadreamontheplain,Stilltentedinopulenteaseinthecampsofherindolenttrain。

\"TIMESTEALSFROMLOVE\"

TIMEstealsfromLoveallbutLove’swings;

Andhowshouldaughtbutevilthings,Oranygoodbutdeath,befallHimthatisthralluntoTime’sthrall,SlavetothelesseroftheseKings?

Oheartofyouththatwakesandsings!

Ogoldenvowsandgoldenrings!

LifemocksyouwiththetaleofallTimestealsfromLove!

Orivenluteandwrithenstrings,Deadboughwheretonoblossomclings,Theglorywasephemeral!

NormayourAutumngriefrecallThepassionoftheperishedSpringsTimestealsfromLove!

THERONDEAU

YOURrondeau’stalemuststillbelight——

Nobugle—calltolife’ssternfight!

RatherasmilinginterludeMemorialtosometransientmoodOfidleloveandgala—night。

ItsmanneristhemerestsleightO’hand;yetthereindwellsitsmight,ForiftheheaviertouchintrudeYourrondeau’sstale。

Fragrantandfragile,fleetandbright,Andwing’dwithwhim,itgleamsinflightLikeAprilblossomswind—pursuedDownaislesoftangledunderwood;——

NorbetooseriouswhenyouwriteYourrondeau’stail!

VISITORS

THEYhauntme,theyteasemewithhintedWithheldrevelations,ThesongsthatImaynotutter;

Theyleadme,theyflatter,theywoome。

Ifollow,Ifollow,IsnatchAttheveilsoftheirsecretsinvain——

Forlo!theyhaveleftmeandvanished,ThesongsthatIcannotsing。

TherearevisionselusivethatcomeWithaquiverandshimmerofwings;——

Shapesshadowsandshapes,andthemurmurOfvoices;——

Shapes,thatoutofthetwilightLeap,andwithgestureappealingSeemtodeliveramessage,Andaregone’twixtabreathandabreath;——

ShapesthatraceinwiththewavesMovingsilverlyunderthemoon,AndaregoneeretheybreakintofoamontherocksAndrecede;——

BreathingsoflovefrominvisibleFlutes,BlownsomewhereoutinthetenderDusk,ThatdieonthebosomofSilence;——

Formless,Andfleeterthanthought,Vaguerthanthoughtoremotion,Whatarethesevisitors?

OutofthevastandunchartedRealmsthatencirclethevisibleworld,Withaglimmeroflightontheirpinions,Theyrush……

Theywaver,theyvanish,Leavingmestirredwithadreamoftheultimatebeauty,Asenseoftheultimatemusic,Inevershallcapture;——

TheyareBeauty,FormlessandtremulousBeauty,Beautyunborn;

BeautyasyetunappareledInthought;

Beautythathesitates,Falters,Withdrawsfromthevergeofbirth,Flutters,Retreatsfromtheportalsoflife;——

OBeautyforeveruncaptured!

OsongsthatInevershallsing!

THEPARTING

WEhavecome\"theprimroseway,\"

Folly,thouandI!

SuchaglamorandagraceEverglimmeredonthyface,EversuchawitcheryLitthelaughingeyesofthee,CouldafoollikemewithstandFolly’sfeastandbeckoninghand?

Drinking,howthylips’caressSpicedthecupofwaywardness!

Sowecame\"theprimroseway,\"

Folly,thouandI!

Butnow,Folly,wemustpart,Folly,thouandI!

ShallonelookwithmirthortearsBackonallhiswastedyears,Purposesdissolvedinwine,Pearlsflungtotheheedlessswine?——

Idledaysandnightsofmirth,Weretheypleasuresnothingworth?

Well,there’snogainsayingweSquanderedyouthrightmerrily!

Butnow,Folly,wemustpart,Folly,thouandI!

ANOPENFIRE

THESElogswithdramaandwithdreamarerife,ForalltheirgoldenSummersandgreenSpringsThroughleafandroottheysuckedtheforest’slife,Drankinitssecret,deep,essentialthings,Itsmidwoodmoods,itsmysticrunes,Itsbreathinghushesstirredoffaerywings,ItsAugustnightsandAprilnoons;

ThegarneredfervorsofforgottenJunesFlareforthagainandwasteaway;

AndinthesapthatleapsandsingsWehearagainthechantthecricketflingsAcrossthehawthorn—scenteddusksofMay。

REALITIES

REALITIES

WEaredeceivedbytheshadow,weseenotthesubstanceofthings。

Forthehillsarelesssolidthanthought;anddeedsarebutvapors;andfleshIsamistthrownoffandresumedbythesoul,asaworldbyagod。

Backofthetransientappearancedwellsininef—

fablecalmTheutterreality,ultimatetruth;thisseemsandthatis。

THESTRUGGLE

IHAVEbeendowninadarkvalley;

Ihavebeengropingthroughadeepgorge;

Farabove,thelipsofitwererimmedwithmoon—

light,AndhereandtherethelightlayonthedrippingrocksSothatitseemedtheydrippedwithmoonlight,notwithwater;

Sodeepitwas,thatnarrowgashamongthehills,ThatthosegreatpineswhichfringeditsedgeSeemedtomenolargerthanupthrustfingersSilhouettedagainstthesky;

Andatitstopthevalewasstrait,AndtherayswereslantAndreachedbutpartwaydownthesides;

Icouldnotseethemoonitself;

Iwalkedthroughdarkness,andthevalley’sedgeSeemedalmostlevelwiththestars,Thestarsthatwerelikefirefliesinthelittletrees。

Itwasthemidnightofdefeat;

IfeltthatIhadfailed;

Iwasmockedofthegods;

Therewasnowayoutofthatgorge;

ThepathslednowhitherAndIcouldnotremembertheirbeginnings;

Iwasdoomedtowanderevermore,Thirsty,withthesoundofmockingwatersinmineears,Groping,withgleamsofuselesslightSplashedinironicbeautyontherocksabove。

AndsoIwhined。

Andthendespairflashedintorage;

Ileapterect,andcried:

\"CouldIbutgraspmylifeassculptorsgrasptheclayAndkneadandthrustitintoshapeagain!——

IfallthescornofHeavenwerebutthrownIntothefocusofsomecreatureIcouldclutch!——

IfsomethingtangiblewerebutvouchsafedmeBythecold,fargods!——

IftheybutsentaReasonforthefailureofmylifeI’danswerit;

IftheybutsentaFiend,I’dconquerit!——


ButIreachout,andgrasptheair,Irage,andthebruterockechoesmywordsinmockery——

Howcanonefighttheslidingmoonlightonthecliffs?

Yougods,cowardgods,Comedown,Ichallengeyou!——

Youwhosetsnareswithrosesandwithpassion,Youwhomakefleshbeautifulanddamnmenthroughtheflesh,Youwhoplumpthepurplegrapeandthenputpoisoninthecup,YouwhoputserpentsinyourEdens,Youwhogavemedelightofmysensesandbrokemeforit,Youwhohavemingleddeathwithbeauty,Youwhohaveputintomybloodtheimpulsesforwhichyoucursedme,Youwhopermittedmybrainthedoubtswhereforeyoudamnme,Behold,Idoubtyou,gods,nolonger,butdefy!——

Iperishhere?

ThenIwillbeslainofagod!

Youwhohavewrappedmeinthescornofyoursilence,Thedivinityinthissamedustyouflout


i>Flamesthroughthedust,Anddares,Andflingsyoubackyourscorn,——

Come,facetoface,andslaymeifyouwill,Butnotuntilyou’vefelttheweightOfallbetrickedhumanity’scontemptInoneboldblow!——

SpeakforthaReason,andIwillanswerit,Yes,toyourfacesIwillanswerit;

ComegarmentedinfleshandIwillfightwithyou,Yes,inyourfaceswillIsmiteyou,gods;

CowardgodsandtrickstersthatsettrapsInparadise!——

FargodsthathedgeyourselvesaboutwithsilenceAndwithdistance;

ThatmockmenfromtheunscalableescarpmentsofyourHeavens。\"

ThusIraved,beingmad。

IhadnosoonerfinishedspeakingthanIfeltThedarknessflutteredbyapproachingfeet,Andthesilencewasburnedthroughbytremblingflamesofsound,AndIwas’warethatSomethingstoodbyme。

AndwithashoutIleaptandgraspedthatBeing,AndtheThinggraspedme。

Wecametowrestlinggrips,Andbackandforthweswayed,Handseekingthroat,andcrook’dkneeseekingToencrookunwaryleg,Andspreadtoesgraspingtheunevenground;

Thestrainedbreastmusclescrackedandcreaked,Thesweatraninmyeyes,Theplaguedbreathsobbedandwhistledthroughmythroat,Itastedblood,andstrangled,butstillstruggledon——

Thestarsabovemedancedinswarmslikeyellowbees,Theshakenmoonlightwrithedupontherocks;——

ButatthelastIfelthisbreathingweakergrow,Thetenselimbsgrowlesstense,AndwithaburstingcryIbenthisheadrightback,Back,back,untilIheardhisneckbonessnap;

Hisspinecrunchedinmygrip;

IflunghimtotheearthandkneltuponhisbreastAndlistenedtilltheflutteringpulsewasstilled。

Man,god,ordevil,Ihadwrenchedthelifefromhim!

Andlo!——evenashediedThemoonlightfailedabovethevale,——

Andsomehow,sure,Iknownowhow!——

BetweentheriftedrocksthegreatSunstruckAfingerdownthecliff,andthatredbeamLaysharpacrossthefaceofhimthatIhadslain;

AndinthatlightIreadtheanswerofthesilentgodsUntomycursed—outprayer,Forhethatlayuponthegroundwas——I!

Iunderstoodthelessonthen;

Itwasmyselfthatlaytheredead;

Yes,IhadslainmySelf。

THEREBEL

NodoubttheorderedworldsspeedonWithpurposeintheirwings;

NodoubttheorderedsongsaresweetEachworthyangelsings;

AnddoubtlessitiswisetoheedTheorderedwordsofKings;

ButhowtheheartleapsuptogreetTheheadlong,rebelflight,WhenassomerecklessmeteorBlazesacrossthenight!

Somecomet——Byron——Lucifer——

HasdaredtoBe,andfight!

NodoubtbutitissafetodwellWhereordereddutiesare;

NodoubtthecherubsearntheirwageWhowindeachtickingstar;

Nodoubtthesystemisquiteright!——

Sane,ordered,regular;

ButhowtherebelfiresthesoulWhodaresthestronggods’ire!

EachByron!——Shelley!——Lucifer!——

AndalltheoutcastchoirThatchantwhensomePrometheusLeapsuptostealJove’sfire!

THECHILDANDTHEMILL

BETTERapauper,penniless,asleeponthekindlysod——

Betteragipsy,houseless,butneartotheheartofGod,Thatbeatsforearsnotdulledbytheclankingwheelsofcare——

Betterstarvationandfreedom,hopeandthegoodfreshairThandeathtotheSomethinginhimthatwasborntolaughanddream,Thatwaskintotheidleliliesandtheripplesofthestream。

Foroutofthedreamsofchildhood,thatcarelesscomeandgo,Theboygainsstrength,unknowing,thattheManwillproveandknow。

Butthesefoolswiththeirliesandtheirdollars,theirmillsandtheirbloodyhands,Whomakeagodofawheel,whoworshiptheirwhirringbands,Theyareflingingthelifeofapeople,raw,tothebrutemachines。

Dull—eyed,weary,andold——oldinhisearlyteens——

Stuntedandstupidandtwisted,marredinthemillsofgrief,CanyourfactoriesfashionaManofthisthing——

aManandaChief?

Dumbistheheartofhimnow,atthetimewhenhisheartshouldsing——

Wastersofbodyandbrain,whatracewillthefuturebring?

Whatofthenation’snervewhenasswiftcrisescome?

Whatofthebrawnthatshouldheavethegunsonthebeckofthedrum?

Thievesofbodyandsoul,whocanneitherthinknorfeel,Swine—eyedpriestsoflittlefalsegodsofgoldandsteel,Bowtoyourobscenealtars,worshipyourloudmillsthen!

FeedtoMolochandBaalthebrawnandbrainsofmen——

ButsilentandwatchfulandhiddenforeveroverallThemastersbroodofthoseMillsthat\"grindexceedingsmall。\"

AnditneedsnooccultartnormagictoforeshowThatapeoplewhosowdefeattheywillreapthethingtheysow。

\"SICTRANSITGLORIAMUNDI\"

CONQUERORSleonine,lordly,Princesandvauntingkings,Yearedrunkwiththesoundofyourbraggarttrumps——

Butlo!yearelittlethings!

Earth……itischarnelwithmonarchs!

AndthepuffsofdustthatstartWhereyourwarsteedsstampwiththeirringinghoofsWereeachsomewarrior’sheart。


Peoplesimperial,mighty,Masterful,challengingfate,Thetreadofyourcohortsshakesthehills——

Butlo!yearenotgreat!

Nationsthatswarmandmurmur,Yearemothsthatflutterandclimb——

Yearewhirlinggnats,yeareswirlingbees,Tossedinthewindsoftime!


Earththatisflushedwithglory,Amarvelousworldyeare!

Butlo!inthemidstofamillionstarsYeareonlyonepalestar!

Abreathstirsthedarkabysses……

ThedeepsbelowthedeepAretroubledandvexed……andathousandworldsFalloneternalsleep!


THECOMRADE

I

HATHnotmanathisnoblestAnairofsomethingmorethanman?——

Ahintofgraceimmortal,BornofhisgreatlydaringtoassistthegodsInconqueringtheseshaggywastes,Thesedesertworlds,Andplantinglifeandorderinthesestars?——

SoWomanatherbest:

HereyesarebrightwithvisionsandwithdreamsThattriumphovertime;

Herplumedthought,wingforwing,ismatewithhis。

II

Theworldrollsonfromdreamtodream,And’neaththevastimpersonalrevengesofitsgoing,CrushedfoolsthatcrieddefeatLiedeadamidthedusttheyprophesied——

Yedoubtersofman’slargerdestiny,Yethatdespair,Lookbackwarddownthevistaedyears,Andallisbattle——andallvictory!

Manfought,tobeaman!

Throughpainfulcenturiestheslowbeastfought,Blindedandbaffled,foughttogainhissoul;——

Wild,hairy,shag,andfearedofshadows,YetthecloudsMadehimstrangesignalsthathepuzzledo’er;——

Beast,child,andape,Andyetthewindsharpedtohim,andtheseaRolledinuponhisconsciousnessItstidesofwonderandromance;——

Uncouthandcakedwithmire,Andyetthestarssaidsomethingtohim,andthesunDeclareditselfagod;——

ThelaggingcyclesturnedatlastThepicturesintothought,Thoughtfloweredinsoul;——

But,oh,themyriadwearyyearsEreCalibanwasShakespeare’sselfAndDarwin’sapehadDarwin’sbrain!——

Thebattling,battling,andthesteepascent,Thefighttoholdthelittlegained,Theloss,thedoubt,theshakenheart,Thestubborn,gropingslowrecovery!——

Butlookingbackwardtowardthedimbeginnings,Youthatdespair,Hathhenotclimbedandconquered?

Lookbackwardandall’sVictory!

Whatcowardlooksforwardandforeseesdefeat?

III

Whoclimbedbesidehim,andwhofoughtAndsufferedandwasglad?

Isshealesserthingthanhe,Whostainedtheslopeswithbloodyfeet,orstoodBesidehimonsomehard—woneminenceofhopeExultingasthebolddawnsweptAharperhandalongtheringinghills?

Fleshofhisflesh,andofhissoulthesoul,Hathshenotfought,hathshenotclimbed?

Andhowisshealesserthing?——

Nay,ifsheeverwas’Twaswethatmadeherso,whocalledherqueenButkeptherslave。

IV

Hadshenotcourageforthefight?

Hathshenotcouragefortheyearstocome?

Hathshenotcouragewhodescendsalone——

(Howpitifullyalone,exceptforLove!)

Whereman’sthoughtevenfaltersthatwouldfollow,Intotheshadowyabyss(ThroughvastandmurmurouscavernsdarkwithcrowdingdreadAndterriblewithhoveringwings),TobattletherewithDeath?——tobattleTherewithDeath,andwrestfromhim,OConquerorandMother,Life!

V

Hathshetoolongdweltdream—boundintheworldoflove,Unconsciousofthesternerthroes,Themoreaustere,impersonal,widefaith,TheurgethatdrivesChriststothecrossNotfortheloveofonebeloved,Butfortheloveofall?

Ifso,shewakes!

Wakesanddemandsashareinallman’sbolderdestinies,Thehigh,audaciousventuresofthesoulThatthinkstoscalethebastionedslopesAndstrikestarkChaosfromhisthrone。

Westillstandinthedawnoftime。

Notmeanlyletusstandnorshakenwithlowdoubts!

FortherebeyondthevergeandmarginofgraycloudThefuturethrillswithpromiseAndtheskiesaretremulouswithgoldenlight;——

Shetoowouldsharethosevictories,Comrade,andmorethancomrade;——

Newtimes,newneedsconfrontusnow;

WemustevolvenewpowersTobattlewith;——

Wemustgoforwardnowtogether,Orperchancewefail!

ENVOI

ALITTLEWHILE

Alittlewhilethetearsandlaughter,Thewillowandtherose——

Alittlewhile,andwhatcomesafterNomanknows。

Anhourtosing,toloveandlinger……

ThenlutanistandluteWillfallonsilence,songandsingerBothbemute。

Ourgodsfromourdesireswefashion……

Exaltourbaffledlives,AnddreamtheirvitalbloomandpassionStillsurvives;

Butwhenwe’redonewithmirthandweeping,Withmyrtle,rue,androse,ShallDeathtakeLifeintohiskeeping?……

Nomanknows。


Whathearthathnot,throughtwilightplaces,SoughtforitsdeadagainTogildwithlovetheirpallidfaces?……

Soughtinvain!……

StillmountstheDreamonshiningpinion……

Stillbroodsthedulldistrust……

Whichshallhaveultimatedominion,Dream,ordust?

Alittlewhilewithgriefandlaughter,Andthenthedaywillclose;

Theshadowsgather……whatcomesafterNomanknows!