第5章

LOCRINE。

Thyfearisdarker,child,thanherdesire。

ESTRILD。

Ifearnotheratall:IwouldnotfearTheonethingfearfultomeyet,whohereSitwalledaroundwithwatersandwithwoodsFromallthingsfearfulbutthefearofchange。

LOCRINE。

Fearthounotthat:fornothingborneludesTime;andthejoyweresorrowfulandstrangeThatshouldendureforever。Yea,IthinkSuchjoywouldprayforsorrow’scuptodrink,Suchconstancydesireanend,formereLongwearinessofwatching。ThouandI

Haveallourwilloflifeandlovinghere,—

Aheavenlierheavenonearth:butweshalldie,Andifwediednot,lovewemightoutliveAsnowshallloveoutliveus。

ESTRILD。

We?

LOCRINE。

Forgive!

ESTRILD。

King!andIheldtheemorethanman!

LOCRINE。

Godwot,ThouartmorethanI——morestrongandwise;

IknowThoucouldstnotliveonehouriflovewerenot。

ESTRILD

Andthou?—

LOCRINE。

Iwouldnot。Alltheworldwerewoe,Andallthedaynight,iftheloveIbeartheeWerepluckedoutofthelifewhereinIweartheeAscrownandcomfortofitsnightsanddays。

ESTRILD。

Thouliest——forlove’ssakeandformine——andI

Lienot,whoswearbytheewhereonIgazeIholdnotruthsohallowedasthelieWherewithmyloveredeemsmefromthesnareDarkdoubthadsettotakeme。

LOCRINE。

Wiltthouswear—Bywhatthouwiltsoever——bythesunThatseesus——bythelightofalltheseflowers—

Bythisfullstreamwhosewaveswehearnotrun—

Byallthatisnorminenorthine,butours—

Thatthoudidsteverdoubtindeed?ordreamThatdoubt,whosebreathbidsloveoflovemisdeem,Wereotherthanthechildofhateandhell,Theliarfirst—bornoffalsehood?

ESTRILD。

Nay——Ithink—

Godhelpme!——hardly。Never?canItell?

WhenhalfoursoulandalloursensessinkFromdreamtodreamdowndeathward,slainwithsleep,Howmayfaithholdassurancefast,orkeepHerpowertocastoutfearforlove’ssake?

LOCRINE。

Coulddoubtnotthee,wakingorsleeping。

ESTRILD。

No—

Thouartnotmad。HowshouldthesunlitskyBetraythesun?castoutthesunshine?SoArtthoutomeaslighttoheaven:shouldlightDie,werenotheavenashellandnoonasnight?

AndwhereforeshouldIholdmoredearthanlifeDeath?CouldIlive,andlackthee?Thou,Oking,Hastlandsandlordships——andaroyalwife—

Andruleofseasthattiretheseamew’swing—

Andfameasfarasfamecantravel;I,WhathaveIsavethishomewhereintodie,Exceptthouloveme?Nay,norhomewerethis,Noplacetodieorlivein,wereIsureThoudidstnotloveme。SwearnotbythiskissThatloveliveslonger——faithmaymoreendure—

ThanonepoorkissthatpasseswiththebreathOflipsthatgaveitlifeatonceanddeath。

Whyshouldstthouswear,andwhereforeshouldItrust?

Whendayshalldrivenotnightfromheaven,andnightShallchasenotdaytodeathward,thenshalldustBeconstant——andthestarsendurethesightOfdawnthatshallnotslaythem。

LOCRINE。

Bythineeyes—Turnedstormiernowthanstarsinbare—blownskiesWherethroughthewindringsmenace,——IwillswearNought:soshallfear,mistrust,andjealoushateLiefoodless,ifnotfangless。Thou,sofairThatheavenmightchangefortheethesealoffate,Howdarestthoudoubtthypoweronsoulsofmen?

ESTRILD。

WhatvowswerethosethatwontheeGuendolen?

LOCRINE。

Iswarenotsotoher。Thouknowest—

ESTRILD。

NotI。

ThouknowestthatIknownothing。

LOCRINE。

Nay,IknowThatnothinglivesunderthesweetblueskyWorththysweetheeding,wouldstthouthinkbutso,Savelove——wherewiththouseestthyworldfulfilled。

ESTRILD。

Ay,——wouldIseebutwiththineeyes。

LOCRINE。

Estrild,Estrild!

ESTRILD。

NosoftreiteranceofmynameCansingmysorrowdownthatcomesandgoesAndcolourshopewithfearandlovewithshame。

Rosehastthoucalledme:wereIliketherose,HappierwereIthanwoman:shesurvivesNotbyonehour,likeusoflongerlives,ThesunshelivesinandthelovehegivesAndtakesaway:butwe,whenlovegrowssere,Liveyet,whiletrustinlovenolongerlives,NordrinkforcomfortwiththedyingyearDeath。

LOCRINE。

WouldstthoudrinkforgetfulnessforwineTohealthineheartoflovetowardme?

ESTRILD。

Locrine,Locrine!

LOCRINE。

Thouwouldstnot:donotmockmethen,Sayingoutofevilheart,ineviljest,Thytrustisdeadtomeward。

ESTRILD。

Kingofmen,Wouldstthou,beingonlyofallmenlordliest,Belordofwomen’sthoughtsandlovingfears?

Nay,wertthoulessthanlordofworldsandyears,Ofstarsandsunsandseasons,couldstthoudreamTotakesuchempireonthee?

LOCRINE。

Nay,notI—

NomorethanshethereplayingbesidethestreamToslipwithinastormierstreamanddie。

ESTRILD。

Sherunstoonearthebrink。Sabrina!

LOCRINE。

See,Herhandsarelily—laden:letthembeAflower—sweetsymbolforus。

EnterSABRINA。

SABRINA。

Sire!Osire,Seewhatfreshflowers——youknewnotthesebefore—

Thespringhasbrought,toservemyheart’sdesire,Forthoftheriver’sbarrenbed!nomoreWillIrebukethesebanksforsterileslothWhenspringrestoresthewoodlands。Bymytroth,Ihopednot,whenyoucameagain,tobringSolargeatributeworthsofullasmile。

LOCRINE。

Child!howshouldItotheepaytribute?

ESTRILD。

King,Thouhastnotkissedher。

LOCRINE。

DaremylipsdefileHeaven?Omylove,insightofherandtheeImarvelhowthesunshouldlookonmeAndsparetoturnhisbeamstofire。

ESTRILD。

ThechildHears,andistroubled。

SABRINA。

DidIwrong,tosay’Sire?’butyoubademesayso。Heismild,Andwillnotchideme。Father!

ESTRILD。

Hear’stthou?

LOCRINE。

Yea—

Ihear。IwouldtheworldbeyondoursightWeredeadasworldsforgotten。

ESTRILD。

WouldstthoufrightHer?

LOCRINE。

Hathallsenseforsakenme?Sabrina,Thoudostnotfearme?

SABRINA。

No。ButwhenyoureyesWaxredanddark,withflaughtsoffirebetween,Ifearthem——ortheyfrightme。

LOCRINE。

Wertthouwise,Theywouldnot。NeverhaveIlookedontheeSo。

SABRINA。

Nay——Ifearnotwhatmightfallonme。

Herelaughsmyfather——heremymothersmiles—

Heresmilesandlaughsthewater——whatshouldI

Fear?

LOCRINE。

Noughtmorefearfulthanthewater’swiles—

Whichwhosofearsnoterehefearshalldie。

SABRINA。

Die?andisdeathnolessanillthandread?

Ihadlieferdiethanbenorquicknordead。

Ithinkthereisnodeathbutfearofdeath。

LOCRINE。

OfdeathorlifeoranythingbutloveWhatknowestthou?

SABRINA。

Lessthanthese,mymothersaith—

LessthantheflowersthatseeingallheavenaboveFadeandwaxhoarordarken,losetheirtrustAndleavetheirjoyandlettheirgloriesrustAnddieforfearerewinterwoundthem:weLivenolessgladofsnowtimethanofspring:

Itcannotchangemyfather’sfaceformeNorturnfrommineawaymymother’s。KingTheycallthee:haththykingshipmadetheelessInheightofheartthanweare?

LOCRINE。

No,andyes。

Heresitsmyheartatheightofhersandthine,Laughingforlove:herenotthequiringbirdsSinghigherthansingsmyspirit:IamhereLocrine,Whomnosoundvexeshereofswordsorwords,Nocloudofthoughtorthunder:weremylifeCrownedbutaslordandsireofchildandwife,Thronedbutasprinceofwoodland,bankandbower,Myjoyswerethenimperial,andmystateFirmasastar,thatnowisasaflower。

SABRINA。

Thoushouldstnotthen——ifjoygrowheresogreat—

Partfromus。

LOCRINE。

No:forjoygrowselsewherescant。

SABRINA。

IwouldfainseethetowersofTroynovant。

LOCRINE。

Godkeepthineeyesfulfilledwithsweetersights,Andthisonefromthemever!

SABRINA。

Why?MensayThinehallsarefullofguests,princesandknights,Andlordlymustersofsuperbarray;

Whyarewethencealone,andalway?

ESTRILD。

Peace,Child:letthybabblechangeitsnote,orceaseHere;isthysirenotwiser——byGod’sgrace—

ThanIorthou?

LOCRINE。

WouldstthoutooseefulfilledThefearwhoseshadowfallenonjoy’sfairfaceStrikesitmoresadthansorrow’sown?Estrild,WastthouthenhappiererethiswildwoodshrineHidtheefromhomage,lefttheebutLocrineForworshipperlessworthygraceoftheeThanthosethysometimesuppliants?

ESTRILD。

Nay;mylordTakestoomuchthought——iftonguesringtrue——forme。

LOCRINE。

SuchtonguesringfalserthanabrokenchordWhosejardistunesthemusic。

ESTRILD。

WiltthoustayButthreenightshere?

LOCRINE。

Ihadneedbehencetoday。

ESTRILD。

Go。

SABRINA。

ButIbidtheetarry;whatamI

ThatthoushouldstheednotwhatIbidthee?

LOCRINE。

QueenAndempressmoreimperiousandmorehighAndregentroyallerthantimehathseenAndmightiermistressofthysireandthrall:

YetmustIgo。ButerethenextmoonfallAgainwillIgrowhappy。

ESTRILD。

Whocansay?

LOCRINE。

SomuchcanI——exceptthestarscombineUnseasonablytostayme。

ESTRILD。

LetthemstayThetides,theseasonsrather。Love!Locrine!

Ineverpartedfromthee,norshallpart,Savewithafiremorekeenthanfireatheart:

Butnowthepangthatwringsme,soulandsense,Andturnsfairdaytodarknessdeepashell,Warnsme,thewordthatsealsthypartinghence—

’Farewell’——shallbidusnevermorefarewell。

SABRINA。

Lo!shetoobidstheetarry;dostthounotHear?

LOCRINE。

MightIchoose,smallneedwerehers,Godwot,Orthine,tobidmetarry。WhenIcomeAgain—

SABRINA。

Thoushaltnotseeme:IwillhideFromsightofsuchasire——orbowdowndumbBeforehim——strongandhardasheinpride—

Andsothoushaltnothearme。

LOCRINE。

Whocantell?

SonowsayI。

ESTRILD。

Godkeepmylord!

LOCRINE。

Farewell。

[Exeunt。

SCENEII。——Troynovant。ARoominthePalace。

EnterGUENDOLENandMADAN。

GUENDOLEN。

Comeclose,andlookuponme。Childorman,—

Iknownothowtocallthee,beingmychild,Whoknownothowmyselfamcalled,norcan—

Godwitness——telltheewhatshouldshebestyledWhobearsthebrandandburdensetonherThatmanhathsetonme——thelandsarewildWhencelateIbadetheehither,swiftofspurAshethatridestoguardhismother’slife;

Thouhastfoundnoughtloathlierthere,noughthate—fullerInallthewildsthatseethewithfluctuantstrife,Thanherebesetsthineadvent。Son,ifthouBesonofmine,andIthyfather’swife—

MADAN。

Ifheavenbeheaven,andGodbeGod。

GUENDOLEN。

AsnowWeknownotiftheybe。Givemethinehand。

Thouhastmineeyesbeneaththyfather’sbrow,—

Andthereforebearsitnotthetraitor’sbrand。

Swear——ButIwouldnotbidtheeswearinvainNorbindtheeerethineownsoulunderstand,Erethineownheartbemoltenwithmypain,TodosuchworkforbitterloveofmeAshaply,knowingmyheart,thouwertnotfain—

Eventhou——totakeuponthee——bindonthee—

Setallthysoultodoordie。

MADAN。

Iswear。

GUENDOLEN。

Andthoughthousworestnot,yetthethingshouldbe。

TheburdenfoundformesosoretobearWhyshouldIlayonanyhandbutmine,Orbidthineowntakeparttherein,andwearAfather’sblooduponit——here——forsign?

Ay,nowthoupluck’stitforthofherstowhomThousworestandgavestitplighted。OLocrine,Thyseeditwasthatsprangwithinmywomb,Thine,andnoneother——traitorbornandliar,False—faced,false—tongued——thefireofhellconsumeMe,thee,andhimforever!

MADAN。

HathmysireWrongedthee?

GUENDOLEN。

Thysire?mylord?theflowerofmen?

How?

MADAN。

Forthytonguewastippedbutnowwithfire—

Withfireofhell——againsthim。

GUENDOLEN。

Now,andthen,Aretwain;thouknowestnotwomen,howtheirtongueTakesfire,andstraightlearnspatience:GuendolenIstherenomorethancrownlesswoman,wrungAtheartwithanguish,andinutterancemadAseventhemeanestwhomasnakehathstungSoneartheheartthatallthepulseithadGrowspalpitatingpoison。WiltthouknowWhence?

MADAN。

CouldIhealit,thenmineownwereglad。

GUENDOLEN。

Whatthink’stthouwerethebitterestwrong,thewoeLeastbearablebywoman,worstofallThatmanmightlayuponher?Nay,thouartslow:

Speak:thoughthouspeakbutfolly。Silent?CallTomindwhatsothouhasteverheardofillMostmonstrous,thatshouldturntofireandgallThemilkandbloodofmaidormother——stillThoushaltnotfind,Ithink,whathehathdone—

WhatIendure,anddienot。FormywillItisthatholdsmeyetalive,Oson,Tillallmywrongbewroken,heretokeepFastwatch,alivingsoulbeforethesun,Anhungeredandathirstfornightandsleep,ThatwillnotslaketheravinofherthirstNorquenchherfireofhunger,tillshereapTheharvestlovedofallmen,lastasfirst—

Vengeance。

MADAN。

Whatwrongisthishehathdonethee?WordsAreedgelessweapons:liveweblestorcurst,NojotthemoreofevilorgoodengirdsThelifewithbitterestcursescompassedroundOrgirtaboutwithblessing。HindsandherdsWagethreatsandbrawlandwrangle:windandsoundSufficetheirsoulsforvengeance:werequireDeeds,andtillplacefortheseandtimebefoundSilence。Whatbidstheebidmeslaymysire?

GUENDOLEN。

Ipraisethegodsthatgavemethee:thineheartIsnoneofhis,nochangeling’sindesire,Nocoward’saswhobegatthee:minethouartAll,andmineonly。Lendmenowthineear:

Thouknowest—

MADAN。

WhatanguishholdsthylipsapartAndstrikestheesilent?AmIboundtohearWhatthoutospeakartboundnot?