第2章

Insidetheshopmoredanglingspectreshungandtheplacewasalmostdark。Itwasashabbypawnshop,andthemanloungingbehindthecounterwasashabbymanwithanunshaven,unamiableface。

\"Iwanttolookatthatpistolintheright—handcornerofyourwindow,\"

AntonyDartsaid。

Thepawnbrokerutteredasoundsomethingbetweenahalf—laughandagrunt。Hetooktheweaponfromthewindow。

AntonyDartexamineditcritically。

Hemustmakequitesureofit。Hemadenofurtherremark。

Hefelthehaddonewithspeech。

Beingtoldthepriceaskedforthepurchase,hedrewouthispurseandtookthemoneyfromit。Aftermakingthepaymenthenotedthathestillpossessedafive—poundnoteandsomesovereigns。Therepassedthroughhismindawonderastowhowouldspendit。Themostdecentthing,perhaps,wouldbetogiveitaway。Ifitwasinhisroom——to—morrow——theparishwouldnotburyhim,anditwouldbesaferthattheparishshould。

Hewasthinkingofthisashelefttheshopandbegantocrossthestreet。Becausehismindwaswanderinghewaslesswatchful。Suddenlyarubber—tiredhansom,movingwithoutsound,appearedimmediatelyinhispath——thehorse’sheadloomedupabovehisown。Hemadetheinevitableinvoluntarywhirlasidetomoveoutoftheway,thehansompassed,andturningagain,hewenton。Hismovementhadbeentooswifttoallowofhisrealizingthedirectioninwhichhisturnhadbeenmade。Hewaswhollyunawarethatwhenhecrossedthestreethecrossedbackwardinsteadofforward。Heturnedacornerliterallyfeelinghisway,wenton,turnedanother,andafterwalkingthelengthofthestreet,suddenlyunderstoodthathewasinastrangeplaceandhadlosthisbearings。

Thiswasexactlywhathadhappenedtopeopleonthedayofthememorablefogofthreeyearsbefore。

Hehadheardthemtalkingofsuchexperiences,andofthecuriousandbafflingsensationstheygaverisetointhebrain。Nowheunderstoodthem。Hecouldnotbefarfromhislodgings,buthefeltlikeamanwhowasblind,andwhohadbeenturnedoutofthepathheknew。

Hehadnottheresourceofthepeoplewhosestorieshehadheard。Hewouldnotstopandaddressanyone。

Therecouldbenocertaintyastowhomhemightfindhimselfspeakingto。Hewouldspeaktonoone。

Hewouldwanderaboutuntilhecameuponsomeclew。Evenifhecameuponnone,thefogwouldsurelyliftalittleandbecomeatriflelessdenseincourseoftime。Hedrewupthecollarofhisovercoat,pulledhishatdownoverhiseyesandwenton——hishandonthethinghehadthrustintoapocket。

Hedidnotfindhisclewashehadhoped,andinsteadofliftingthefoggrewheavier。Hefoundhimselfatlastnolongerstrivingforanyend,butramblingalongmechanically,feelinglikeamaninadream——anightmare。Onceherecognizedaweirdsuggestioninthemysteryabouthim。To—morrowmightonebewanderingaboutaimlesslyinsomesuchhaze。Hehopednot。

HislodgingswerenotfarfromtheEmbankment,andheknewatlastthathewaswanderingalongit,andhadreachedoneofthebridges。

Hismoodledhimtoturninuponit,andwhenhereachedanembrasuretostopnearitandleanupontheparapetlookingdown。Hecouldnotseethewater,thefogwastoodense,buthecouldhearsomefaintsplashingagainststones。Hehadtakennofoodandwasratherfaint。

Whatastrangethingitwastofeelfaintforwantoffood——tostandalone,cutofffromeveryotherhumanbeing——everythingdonefor。

Nowonderthatsometimes,particularlyonsuchdaysasthese,therewereplungesmadefromtheparapet——nowonder。Heleanedfartheroverandstrainedhiseyestoseesomegleamofwaterthroughtheyellowness。Butitwasnottobedone。Hewasthinkingtheinevitablething,ofcourse;butsuchaplungewouldnotdoforhim。Theotherthingwoulddestroyalltraces。

Ashedrewbackheheardsomethingfallwiththesolidtinklingsoundofcoinontheflagpavement。

Whenhehadbeeninthepawnbroker’sshophehadtakenthegoldfromhispurseandthrustitcarelesslyintohiswaistcoatpocket,thinkingthatitwouldbeeasytoreachwhenhechosetogiveittoonebeggaroranother,ifheshouldseesomewretchwhowouldbethebetterforit。Somemovementhehadmadeinbendinghadcausedasovereigntoslipoutandithadfallenuponthestones。

Hedidnotintendtopickitup,butinthemomentinwhichhestoodlookingdownatitheheardclosetohimashufflingmovement。

Whathehadthoughtabundleofragsorrubbishcoveredwithsacking——sometramp’sdesertedorforgottenbelongings——wasstirring。Itwasalive,andashebenttolookatitthesackingdivideditself,andasmallhead,coveredwithashockofbrilliantredhair,thrustitselfout,ashrewd,smallfaceturningtolookupathimslylywithdeep—setblackeyes。

Itwasahumangirlcreatureabouttwelveyearsold。

\"Areyergoin’todoit?\"shesaidinahoarse,street—strainedvoice。

\"Yerwouldbeafoolifyerdid——

withasmuchasthatonyer。\"

Shepointedwithareddened,chapped,anddirtyhandatthesovereign。

\"Pickitup,\"hesaid。\"Youmayhaveit。\"

Herwildshuffleforwardwasanactualleap。Thehandmadeasnatchingclutchatthecoin。Shewasevidentlyafraidthathewaseithernotinearnestorwouldrepent。Thenextsecondshewasonherfeetandreadyforflight。

\"Stop,\"hesaid;\"I’vegotmoretogiveaway。\"

Shehesitated——notbelievinghim,yetfeelingitmadnesstoloseachance。

\"MORE!\"shegasped。Thenshedrewnearertohim,andasingularchangecameuponherface。Itwasachangewhichmadeherlookoddlyhuman。

\"Gawd,mister!\"shesaid。\"Yercangiveawayaquidlikeitwasnothin’——an’yer’vegotmore——an’

yergoin’todoTHAT——jescosyer’adabittoomuchlarsnightan’there’safogthismornin’!Youtakeitstraightfromme——don’tyerdoit。

Igiveyerthattipforthesuvrink。\"

Shewas,forheryears,souglyandsoancient,andhardenedinvoiceandskinandmannerthatshefascinatedhim。NotthatamanwhohasnoTo—morrowinviewislikelytobeparticularlyconsciousofmentalprocesses。Hewasdonefor,buthestoodandstaredather。WhatpartofthePowermovingtheschemeoftheuniversestoodnearandthrusthimoninthepathdesignedhedidnotknowthen——perhapsneverdid。Hewasstillholdingontothethinginhispocket,buthespoketoheragain。

\"Whatdoyoumean?\"heaskedglumly。

Shesidlednearer,hersharpeyesonhisface。

\"Ibinwatchin’yer,\"shesaid。

\"Isatdownandpulledthesackoverme’eadtobreatheinsideitan’

getabitwarm。An’Iseeyercome。

Iknowedwotyerwasafter,Idid。

Iwatchedyerthrougha’oleinmesack。Iwasn’tgoin’tocallacopper。

Ishouldn’twantterbestoppedmeselfifImadeupmemind。I

seedagaldraggedoutlas’weekan’

it’dabrokeyer’arttosee’ertear’erclothesan’scream。Wotbusiness’adtheypreventin’’ergoin’offquiet?Iwouldn’t’a’stoppedyer——butw’enthequidfell,thatmadeitdifferent。\"

\"I——\"hesaid,feelingthefoolishnessofthestatement,butmakingit,nevertheless,\"Iamill。\"

\"Courseyerill。It’syer’ead。

Comealongermean’getacupercawfeeatastand,an’buckup。Ifyer’vegivemethatquidstraight——

wish—yer—may—die——I’llgowithyeran’getacupmyself。Iain’t’adabitesinceyesterday——an’’twa’n’tnothin’

butasliceo’polonysossidgeIfoundonadust—’eap。Comeon,mister。\"

Shepulledhiscoatwithhercrackedhand。Heglanceddownatitmechanically,andsawthatsomeofthefissureshadbledandtheroughenedsurfacewassmearedwiththeblood。Theystoodtogetherinthesmallspaceinwhichthefogenclosedthem——heandshe——themanwithnoTo—morrowandthegirlthingwhoseemedasoldashimself,withhersharp,smallnoseandchin,hersharpeyesandvoice——andyet——perhapsthefogsenclosingdidit——somethingdrewthemtogetherinanuncannyway。

Somethingmadehimforgetthelostclewtothelodging—house——

somethingmadehimturnandgowithher——athingledinthedark。

\"Howcanyoufindyourway?\"

hesaid。\"Ilostmine。\"

\"Thereain’tnofogcanloseme,\"

sheanswered,shufflingalongbyhisside;\"’sides,it’sgoin’tolift。

Lookatthatmancomin’to’ardsus。\"

Itwastruethattheycouldseethroughtheorange—coloredmisttheapproachingfigureofamanwhowasatayard’sdistancefromthem。

Yes,itwasliftingslightly——atleastenoughtoallowofone’smakingaguessatthedirectioninwhichonemoved。

\"Whereareyougoing?\"heasked。

\"AppleBlossomCourt,\"sheanswered。\"Thecawfee—stand’sinastreetnearit——andthere’sashopwhereIcanbuythings。\"

\"AppleBlossomCourt!\"heejaculated。\"Whataname!\"

\"Thereain’tnoapple—blossomsthere,\"chuckling;\"nornosmellof’em。’Tain’tasniceasitsnimeis——AppleBlossomCourtain’t。\"

\"Whatdoyouwanttobuy?A

pairofshoes?\"Theshoeshernakedfeetwerethrustintowereleprous—lookingthingsthroughwhichnearlyallhertoesprotruded。Butshechuckledwhenhespoke。

\"No,I’mgoin’tobuyadi’mondtirarertogototheoperyin,\"shesaid,draggingheroldsackcloserroundherneck。\"Iain’tadanoounsinceIwenttothelastDrorin’—

room。\"

Itwasimpudentstreetchaff,buttherewascheerfulspiritinit,andcheerfulspirithassomeocculteffectuponmorbidity。AntonyDartdidnotsmile,buthefeltafaintstirringofcuriosity,whichwas,afterall,notabadthingforamanwhohadnotfeltaninterestforayear。

\"Whatisityouaregoingtobuy?\"

\"I’mgoin’tofillmestummickfust,\"withagrinofelation。\"Threethicksliceso’breadan’drippin’an’

amugo’cawfee。An’thenI’mgoin’togetsumethin’’eartytocarrytoPolly。Sheain’tnogood,porething!\"

\"Whoisshe?\"

Stoppingamomenttodraguptheheelofherdreadfulshoe,sheansweredhimwithanunprejudiceddirectnesswhichmighthavebeenappallingifhehadbeeninthemoodtobeappalled。

\"Ain’teighteen,an’tryin’toearn’erlivin’onthestreet。Sheain’tmadeforit。Littlecountrything,allusfrightenedtodeathan’readytobustoutcryin’。Gentsain’tgoin’

tostandthat。Alotof’emwantscheerin’upasmuchasshedoes。

Gentaswasinliquorlastnightknocked’erdownan’give’erablackeye。’Twan’tillfeelin’,buthelosthistemper,an’give’eraknockcasual。Shecan’tgooutto—night,an’she’sbeen’uddledupalldaycryin’for’ermother。\"

\"Whereishermother?\"

\"Inthecountry——onafarm。

Pollytookaplaceinalodgin’—’ousean’gotintrouble。Thebibywasdead,an’whenshecomeouto’

QueenCharlotte’sshewastookinbyawomanan’kep’。Shekicked’eroutinaweek’cosofhercryin’。

Thelifedidn’tsuit’er。Ifound’ercryin’fittosplit’erchistonenight——cornero’AppleBlossomCourt——

an’Itookcareof’er。\"

\"Where?\"

\"Mechambers,\"grinning;\"toploftofa’ouseinthecourt。Ifanyoneelse’d’aveitIshouldbeturnedout。It’san’ole,Icantellyer——

butit’sbetterthansleepin’underthebridges。\"

\"Takemetoseeit,\"saidAntonyDart。\"Iwanttoseethegirl。\"

Thewordsspokethemselves。Whyshouldhecaretoseeeithercockloftorgirl?Hedidnot。Hewantedtogobacktohislodgingswiththatwhichhehadcomeouttobuy。

Yethesaidthisthing。Hiscompanionlookedupathimwithanexpressionactuallyrelieved。

\"Wouldyertikeupwith’er?\"

witheagersharpness,asifconfrontingasimplebusinessproposition。

\"She’sprettyan’clean,an’shewon’tdrinkadropo’nothin’。Ifshewastreatedkindshe’dbecheerfler。She’sgotaroundficean’

light’airan’eyes。’Er’air’scurly。

P’rapsyer’dlike’er。\"

\"Takemetoseeher。\"

\"She’dlookbetterto—morrow,\"

cautiously,\"whentheswellin’sgonedownround’ereye。\"

Dartstarted——anditwasbecausehehadforthelastfiveminutesforgottensomething。

\"Ishallnotbehereto—morrow,\"

hesaid。Hisgraspuponthethinginhispockethadloosened,andhetightenedit。

\"Ihavesomemoremoneyinmypurse,\"hesaiddeliberately。\"I

meanttogiveitawaybeforegoing。

Iwanttogiveittopeoplewhoneeditverymuch。\"

Shegavehimoneofthesly,squintingglances。

\"Deservin’cases?\"Sheputittohiminbrazenmockery。

\"Idon’tcare,\"heansweredslowlyandheavily。\"Idon’tcareadamn。\"

Herfacechangedexactlyashehadseenitchangeonthebridgewhenshehaddrawnnearertohim。

Itsuglyhardnesssuddenlylookedhuman。Andthatshecouldlookhumanwasfantastic。

\"’Owmuch’aveyer?\"sheasked。

\"’Owmuchisit?\"

\"Abouttenpounds。\"

Shestoppedandstaredathimwithopenmouth。

\"Gawd!\"shebrokeout;\"tenpounds’dsendAppleBlossomCourtto’eving。Leastways,it’dtakesomeofitouto’’ell。\"

\"Takemetoit,\"hesaidroughly。

\"Takeme。\"

Shebegantowalkquickly,breathingfast。Thefogwaslighter,anditwasnolongerablindingthing。

AquestionoccurredtoDart。

\"Whydon’tyouaskmetogivethemoneytoyou?\"hesaidbluntly。

\"Dunno,\"sheansweredasbluntly。

Butaftertakingafewstepsfarthershespokeagain。

\"I’mcheerflerthanmostof’em,\"

sheelaborated。\"Ifyerborncheerfleyercanstandthings。WhenI

getsajobnussin’women’sbibiestheydon’tcrywhenI’andles’em。

Igetsmanyabitean’acopper’coso’that。Folkslikesyer。IshallgetonbetterthanPollywhenI’moldenoughtogoonthestreet。\"

Theorganofwhoselagging,sickpumpingsAntonyDarthadscarcelybeenawareformonthsgaveasuddenleapinhisbreast。Hisbloodactuallyhasteneditspace,andranthroughhisveinsinsteadofcrawling——adistinctphysicaleffectofanactualmentalcondition。Itwasproduceduponhimbythemerematter—of—factordinarinessofhertone。Hehadneverbeenasenti—

mentalman,andhadlongceasedtobeafeelingone,butatthatmomentsomethingemotionalandnormalhappenedtohim。

\"Youexpecttoliveinthatway?\"

hesaid。

\"Ain’tnothin’elsefermetodo。

WishtIwasbetterlookin’。ButI’vegotalotof’air,\"clawinghermop,\"an’it’sred。Oneday,\"

chuckling,\"agentsestome——heses:`Oh!yer’lldo。Yeranuglylittledevil——butyeAREadevil。’\"

Shewasleadinghimthroughanarrow,filthybackstreet,andshestopped,grinningupinhisface。

\"Isay,mister,\"shewheedled,\"let’sstopatthecawfee—stand。

It’supthisway。\"

Whenheaccededandfollowedher,shequicklyturnedacorner。

Theywereinanotherlanethickwithfog,whichflaredwiththeflameoftorchesstuckincosters’

barrowswhichstoodhereandthere。

barrowswithfriedfishuponthem,barrowswithsecond—hand—lookingvegetablesandotherspiledwithmorethansecond—hand—lookinggarments。