第2章

ThepassageinthatoldItalianbookWehuntedforsolongisfound,say,found——

AndifIletitslipagain……yousee,Thatshemustcome——andinstantly!

GUENDOLEN。I’lldiePiecemeal,recordthat,iftherehavenotgloomedSomebloti’the’scutcheon!

TRESHAM。Go!or,Guendolen,Beyouatcall,——WithAustin,ifyouchoose,——

Intheadjoininggallery!Therego!

[GUENDOLENgoes。]

Anotherlessontome!YoumightbidAchilddisguisehisheart’ssore,andconductSomeslyinvestigationpointbypointWithasmoothbrow,aswellasbidmecatchTheinquisitorialclevernesssomepraise。

Ifyouhadtoldmeyesterday,\"There’soneYouneedsmustcircumventandpractisewith,Entrapbypolicies,ifyouwouldwormThetruthout:andthatoneis——Mildred!\"There,There——reasoningisthrownawayonit!

Proveshe’sunchaste……why,youmayafterproveThatshe’sapoisoner,traitress,whatyouwill!

WhereIcancomprehendnought,nought’stosay,Ordo,orthink。ForceonmebutthefirstAbomination,——thenoutpourallplagues,AndIshallne’ermakecountofthem。

EnterMILDRED

MILDRED。WhatbookIsitIwanted,Thorold?GuendolenThoughtyouwerepale;youarenotpale。Thatbook?

That’sLatinsurely。

TRESHAM。Mildred,here’saline,(Don’tleanonme:I’llEnglishitforyou)

\"Loveconquersallthings。\"Whatloveconquersthem?

Whatloveshouldyouesteem——bestlove?

MILDRED。Truelove。

TRESHAM。Imean,andshouldhavesaid,whoseloveisbestOfallthatloveorthatprofesstolove?

MILDRED。

Thelist’ssolong:there’sfather’s,mother’s,husband’s……

TRESHAM。Mildred,Idobelieveabrother’sloveForasolesistermustexceedthemall。

Forseenow,onlysee!there’snoalloyOfearththatcreepsintotheperfect’stgoldOfotherloves——nogratitudetoclaim;

Younevergaveherlife,notevenaughtThatkeepslife——nevertendedher,instructed,Enrichedher——so,yourlovecanclaimnorightO’erhersavepurelove’sclaim:that’swhatIcallFreedomfromearthliness。You’llneverhopeTobesuchfriends,forinstance,sheandyou,Aswhenyouhuntedcowslipsinthewoods,Orplayedtogetherinthemeadowhay。

Ohyes——withage,respectcomes,andyourworthIsfelt,there’sgrowingsympathyoftastes,There’sripenedfriendship,there’sconfirmedesteem:

——Muchheadthesemakeagainstthenewcomer!

Thestartlingapparition,thestrangeyouth——

Whomonehalf—hour’sconversingwith,or,say,Meregazingat,shallchange(beyondallchangeThisOvideversangabout)yoursoul……Hersoul,thatis,——thesister’ssoul!Withher’Twaswinteryesterday;now,alliswarmth,Thegreenleaf’sspringingandtheturtle’svoice,\"Ariseandcomeaway!\"Comewhither?——farEnoughfromtheesteem,respect,andallThebrother’ssomewhatinsignificantArrayofrights!Allwhichheknowsbefore,Hascalculatedonsolongago!

Ithinksuchlove,(apartfromyoursandmine,)

Contentedwithitslittletermoflife,Intendingtoretirebetimes,awareHowsoonthebackgroundmustbeplacedforit,——Ithink,amsure,abrother’sloveexceedsAlltheworld’sloveinitsunworldliness。

MILDRED。Whatisthisfor?

TRESHAM。This,Mildred,isitfor!

Or,no,Icannotgotoitsosoon!

That’soneofmanypointsmyhasteleftout——

Eachday,eachhourthrowsforthitssilk—slightfilmBetweenthebeingtiedtoyoubybirth,Andyou,untilthoseslenderthreadscomposeAwebthatshroudsherdailylifeofhopesAndfearsandfancies,allherlife,fromyours:

Socloseyouliveandyetsofarapart!

AndmustIrendthisweb,tearup,breakdownThesweetandpalpitatingmysteryThatmakeshersacred?You——foryouImean,ShallIspeak,shallInotspeak?

MILDRED。Speak!

TRESHAM。Iwill。

Isthereastorymencould——anymanCouldtellofyou,youwouldconcealfromme?

I’llneverthinkthere’sfalsehoodonthatlip。

Say\"Thereisnosuchstorymencouldtell,\"

AndI’llbelieveyou,thoughIdisbelieveTheworld——theworldofbettermenthanI,AndwomensuchasIsupposeyou。Speak!

[Afterapause。]

Notspeak?Explainthen!Clearitupthen!MoveSomeofthemiserableweightawayThatpresseslowerthanthegrave。Notspeak?

Someofthedeadweight,Mildred!Ah,ifI

CouldbringmyselftoplainlymaketheirchargeAgainstyou!MustI,Mildred?Silentstill?

[Afterapause。]

IsthereagallantthathasnightbynightAdmittancetoyourchamber?

[Afterapause。]

Then,hisname!

Tillnow,Ionlyhadathoughtforyou:

Butnow,——hisname!

MILDRED。Thorold,doyoudeviseFitexpiationformyguilt,iffitTherebe!’TisnoughttosaythatI’llendureAndblessyou,——thatmyspirityearnstopurgeHerstainsoffinthefiercerenewingfire:

Butdonotplungemeintootherguilt!

Oh,guiltenough!Icannottellhisname。

TRESHAM。Thenjudgeyourself!HowshouldIact?Pronounce!

MILDRED。Oh,Thorold,youmustnevertemptmethus!

TodiehereinthischamberbythatswordWouldseemlikepunishment:soshouldIglide,Likeanarch—cheat,intoextremestbliss!

’Twereeasilyarrangedforme:butyou——

Whatwouldbecomeofyou?

TRESHAM。AndwhatwillnowBecomeofme?I’llhideyourshameandmine>Fromeveryeye;thedeadmustheavetheirheartsUnderthemarbleofourchapel—floor;

Theycannotriseandblastyou。YoumaywedYourparamouraboveourmother’stomb;

Ourmothercannotmovefrom’neathyourfoot。

Wetoowillsomehowwearthisonedayout:

Butwithto—morrowhastenshere——theEarl!

Theyouthwithoutsuspicion。Facecancome>FromHeavenandheartfrom……whenceproceedsuchhearts?

IhavedispatchedlastnightatyourcommandAmissivebiddinghimpresenthimselfTo—morrow——here——thusmuchissaid;therestIsunderstoodasif’twerewrittendown——

\"Hissuitfindsfavorinyoureyes。\"NowdictateThismorning’sletterthatshallcountermandLastnight’s——dodictatethat!

MILDRED。But,Thorold——ifIwillreceivehimasIsaid?

TRESHAM。TheEarl?

MILDRED。Iwillreceivehim。

TRESHAM[startingup]。Hothere!Guendolen!

GUENDOLENandAUSTINenterAnd,Austin,youarewelcome,too!Lookthere!

Thewomanthere!

AUSTINandGUENDOLEN。How?Mildred?

TRESHAM。Mildredonce!

Nowthereceivernightbynight,whensleepBlessestheinmatesofherfather’shouse,——Isay,thesoftslywantonthatreceivesHerguilt’saccomplice’neaththisroofwhichholdsYou,Guendolen,you,Austin,andhasheldAthousandTreshams——neveronelikeher!

Nolighterofthesignal—lampherquickFoulbreathnearquenchesinhoteagernessTomixwithbreathasfoul!noloosenerO’thelattice,practisedinthestealthytread,Thelowvoiceandthenoiselesscome—and—go!

Notonecomposerofthebacchant’smienInto——whatyouthoughtMildred’s,inaword!

Knowher!

GUENDOLEN。Oh,Mildred,looktome,atleast!

Thorold——she’sdead,I’dsay,butthatshestandsRigidasstoneandwhiter!

TRESHAM。Youhaveheard……

GUENDOLEN。Toomuch!Youmustproceednofurther。

MILDRED。Yes——

Proceed!All’struth。Gofromme!

TRESHAM。Allistruth,Shetellsyou!Well,youknow,oroughttoknow,AllthisIwouldforgiveinher。I’dconEachprecepttheharshworldenjoins,I’dtakeOurancestors’sternverdictsonebyone,I’dbindmyselfbeforethentoexactTheprescribedvengeance——andonewordofhers,Thesightofher,thebareleastmemoryOfMildred,myonesister,myheart’sprideAboveallprides,myallinallsolong,Wouldscattereverytraceofmyresolve。

WhatwereitsilentlytowasteawayAndseeherwasteawayfromthisdayforth,Twoscathedthingswithleisuretorepent,Andgrowacquaintedwiththegrave,anddieTiredoutifnotatpeace,andbeforgotten?

Itwerenotsoimpossibletobear。

Butthis——that,freshfromlastnight’spledgerenewedOflovewiththesuccessfulgallantthere,Shecalmlybidsmehelphertoentice,InveigleanunconscioustrustingyouthWhothinksherallthat’schasteandgoodandpure,——Invitesmetobetrayhim……whosofitAshonour’sselftocovershame’sarch—deed?

——Thatshe’llreceiveLordMertoun——(herownphrase)——

This,whocouldbear?Why,youhaveheardofthieves,Stabbers,theearth’sdisgrace,whoyethavelaughed,\"Talknottomeoftorture——I’llbetrayNocomradeI’vepledgedfaithto!\"——youhaveheardOfwretchedwomen——allbutMildreds——tiedBywildillicittiestoloselsvileYou’dtemptthemtoforsake;andthey’llreply\"Gold,friends,repute,Ileftforhim,IfindInhim,whyshouldIleavehimthen,forgold,Reputeorfriends?\"——andyouhavefeltyourheartRespondtosuchpooroutcastsoftheworldAstosomanyfriends;badasyouplease,You’vefelttheywereGod’smenandwomenstill,So,nottobedisownedbyyou。ButsheThatstandsthere,calmlygivesherloverupAsmeanstowedtheEarlthatshemayhideTheirintercoursethesurelier:and,forthis,Icursehertoherfacebeforeyouall。

Shamehuntherfromtheearth!ThenHeavendorightToboth!Ithearsmenow——shalljudgeherthen!

[ASMILDREDfaintsandfalls,TRESHAMrushesout。]

AUSTIN。Stay,Tresham,we’llaccompanyyou!

GUENDOLEN。We?

What,andleaveMildred?We?Why,where’smyplaceButbyherside,andwhereyoursbutbymine?

Mildred——oneword!Onlylookatme,then!

AUSTIN。No,Guendolen!IechoThorold’svoice。

Sheisunworthytobehold……

GUENDOLEN。Ustwo?

Ifyouspokeonreflection,andifI

Approvedyourspeech——ifyou(toputthethingAtlowest)youthesoldier,boundtomakeTheking’scauseyoursandfightforit,andthrowRegardtoothersofitsrightorwrong,——Ifwithadeath—whitewomanyoucanhelp,Letalonesister,letaloneaMildred,Youlefther——orifI,hercousin,friendThismorning,playfellowbutyesterday,Whosaid,orthoughtatleastathousandtimes,\"I’dserveyouifIcould,\"shouldnowfaceroundAndsay,\"Ah,that’stoonlysignifyI’dserveyouwhileyou’refittoserveyourself:

SolongasfiftyeyesawaittheturnOfyourstoforestallitsyethalf—formedwish,I’llproffermyassistanceyou’llnotneed——

Wheneverytongueispraisingyou,I’lljoinThepraisers’chorus——whenyou’rehemmedaboutWithlivesbetweenyouanddetraction——livesTobelaiddownifarudevoice,rasheye,RoughhandshouldviolatethesacredringTheirworshipthrowsaboutyou,——thenindeed,Who’llstandupforyoustoutasI?\"IfsoWesaid,andsowedid,——notMildredthereWouldbeunworthytobeholdusboth,Butweshouldbeunworthy,bothofus。

Tobebeheldby——by——yourmeanestdog,Which,ifthatswordwerebrokeninyourfaceBeforeacrowd,thatbadgetornoffyourbreast,Andyoucastoutwithhootingandcontempt,——Wouldpushhiswaythro’allthehooters,gainYourside,gooffwithyouandallyourshameTothenextditchyouchoosetodiein!Austin,Doyouloveme?Here’sAustin,Mildred,——here’sYourbrothersayshedoesnotbelievehalf——

No,norhalfthat——ofallheheard!Hesays,Lookupandtakehishand!

AUSTIN。LookupandtakeMyhand,dearMildred!

MILDRED。I——Iwassoyoung!

Beside,Ilovedhim,Thorold——andIhadNomother;Godforgotme:so,Ifell。

GUENDOLEN。Mildred!

MILDRED。Requirenofurther!DidIdreamThatIcouldpalliatewhatisdone?All’strue。

Now,punishme!Awomantakesmyhand?

Letgomyhand!Youdonotknow,Isee。

IthoughtthatThoroldtoldyou。

GUENDOLEN。Whatisthis?

Wherestartyouto?

MILDRED。Oh,Austin,loosenme!

Youheardthewholeofit——youreyeswereworse,Intheirsurprise,thanThorold’s!Oh,unlessYoustaytoexecutehissentence,looseMyhand!HasThoroldgone,andareyouhere?

GUENDOLEN。Here,Mildred,wetwofriendsofyourswillwaitYourbidding;beyousilent,sleepormuse!

Only,whenyoushallwantyourbiddingdone,Howcanwedoitifwearenotby?

Here’sAustinwaitingpatientlyyourwill!

Onespirittocommand,andonetoloveAndtobelieveinitanddoitsbest,Poorasthatis,tohelpit——why,theworldHasbeenwonmanyatime,itslengthandbreadth,Byjustsuchabeginning!

MILDRED。IbelieveIfonceIthrewmyarmsaboutyourneckAndsunkmyheaduponyourbreast,thatI

Shouldweepagain。

GUENDOLEN。Letgoherhandnow,Austin!

Waitforme。PacethegalleryandthinkOntheworld’sseemingsandrealities,UntilIcallyou。

[AUSTINgoes。]

MILDRED。No——Icannotweep。

Nomoretearsfromthisbrain——nosleep——notears!

OGuendolen,Iloveyou!

GUENDOLEN。Yes:and\"love\"

Isashortwordthatsayssoverymuch!

Itsaysthatyouconfideinme。

MILDRED。Confide!

GUENDOLEN。Yourlover’sname,then!I’vesomuchtolearn,EreIcanworkinyourbehalf!

MILDRED。Myfriend,YouknowIcannottellhisname。

GUENDOLEN。AtleastHeisyourlover?andyoulovehimtoo?

MILDRED。Ah,doyouaskmethat,——butIamfallenSolow!

GUENDOLEN。Youlovehimstill,then?

MILDRED。MysolepropAgainsttheguiltthatcrushesme!Isay,EachnightereIliedown,\"Iwassoyoung——

Ihadnomother,andIlovedhimso!\"

AndthenGodseemsindulgent,andIdareTrusthimmysoulinsleep。

GUENDOLEN。HowcouldyouletusE’entalktoyouaboutLordMertounthen?

MILDRED。Thereisacloudaroundme。

GUENDOLEN。ButyousaidYouwouldreceivehissuitinspiteofthis?

MILDRED。Isaythereisacloud……

GUENDOLEN。Nocloudtome!

LordMertounandyourloverarethesame!

MILDRED。Whatmaddestfancy……

GUENDOLEN[callingaloud。]Austin!(spareyourpains——

WhenIhavegotatruth,thattruthIkeep)——

MILDRED。Byallyoulove,sweetGuendolen,forbear!

HaveIconfidedinyou……

GUENDOLEN。Justforthis!

Austin!——Oh,nottoguessitatthefirst!

ButIdidguessit——thatis,Idivined,Feltbyaninstincthowitwas:whyelseShouldIpronounceyoufreefromallthatheapOfsinswhichhadbeenirredeemable?

Ifelttheywerenotyours——whatotherwayThanthis,notyours?Thesecret’swhollymine!

MILDRED。Ifyouwouldseemediebeforehisface……

GUENDOLEN。I’dholdmypeace!AndiftheEarlreturnsTo—night?

MILDRED。AhHeaven,he’slost!

GUENDOLEN。Ithoughtso。Austin!

EnterAUSTIN

Oh,wherehaveyoubeenhiding?

AUSTIN。Thorold’sgone,Iknownothow,acrossthemeadow—land。

IwatchedhimtillIlosthimintheskirtsO’thebeech—wood。

GUENDOLEN。Gone?Allthwartsus。

MILDRED。Thoroldtoo?

GUENDOLEN。Ihavethought。FirstleadthisMildredtoherroom。

Goontheotherside;andthenwe’llseekYourbrother:andI’lltellyou,bytheway,Thegreatestcomfortintheworld。YousaidTherewasacluetoall。Remember,Sweet,Hesaidtherewasaclue!Iholdit。Come!

ACTIII

SCENEI。——TheendoftheYew—treeAvenueunderMILDRED’SWindow。

AlightseenthroughacentralredpaneEnterTRESHAMthroughthetreesAgainhere!ButIcannotlosemyself。

Theheath——theorchard——IhavetraversedgladesAnddellsandboskypathswhichusedtoleadIntogreenwild—wooddepths,bewilderingMyboy’sadventurousstep。AndnowtheytendHitherorsoonorlate;theblackestshadeBreaksup,thethrongedtrunksofthetreesopewide,AndthedimturretIhavefledfrom,frontsAgainmystep;theveryriverputItsarmaboutmeandconductedmeTothisdetestedspot。Whythen,I’llshunTheirwillnolonger:doyourwillwithme!

Oh,bitter!TohaverearedatoweringschemeOfhappiness,andtobeholditrazed,Werenothing:allmenhope,andseetheirhopesFrustrate,andgrieveawhile,andhopeanew。

ButI……tohopethatfromalinelikeoursNohorridprodigylikethiswouldspring,WerejustasthoughIhopedthatfromtheseoldConfederatesagainstthesovereignday,Childrenofolderandyetoldersires,Whoselivingcoralberriesdropped,asnowOnme,onmanyabaron’ssurcoatonce,Onmanyabeauty’swhimple——wouldproceedNopoison—tree,tothrust,fromhellitsroot,Hitherandthitheritsstrangesnakyarms。

WhycameIhere?WhatmustIdo?

[Abellstrikes。]

Abell?

Midnight!and’tisatmidnight……Ah,Icatch——Woods,river,plains,Icatchyourmeaningnow,AndIobeyyou!Hist!Thistreewillserve。

[Heretiresbehindoneofthetrees。Afterapause,enterMERTOUNcloakedasbefore。]

MERTOUN。Nottime!BeatoutthylastvoluptuousbeatOfhopeandfear,myheart!IthoughttheclockI’thechapelstruckasIwaspushingthroughTheferns。AndsoIshallnomoreseeriseMylove—star!Oh,nomatterforthepast!

SomuchthemoredelicioustasktowatchMildredrevive:topluckout,thornbythorn,AlltracesoftheroughforbiddenpathMyrashloveluredherto!EachdaymustseeSomefearofherseffaced,somehoperenewed:

Thentherewillbesurprises,unforeseenDelightsinstore。I’llnotregretthepast。

[Thelightisplacedaboveinthepurplepane。]

Andsee,mysignalrises,Mildred’sstar!

IneversawitlovelierthannowItrisesforthelasttime。Ifitsets,’Tisthatthere—assuringsunmaydawn。

[Ashepreparestoascendthelasttreeoftheavenue,TRESHAMarrestshisarm。]

Unhandme——peasant,byyourgrasp!Here’sgold。

’Twasamadfreakofmine。IsaidI’dpluckAbranchfromthewhite—blossomedshrubbeneathThecasementthere。Takethis,andholdyourpeace。

TRESHAM。Intothemoonlightyonder,comewithme!

Outoftheshadow!

MERTOUN。Iamarmed,fool!

TRESHAM。Yes,Orno?You’llcomeintothelight,orno?

Myhandisonyourthroat——refuse!——

MERTOUN。Thatvoice!

WherehaveIheard……no——thatwasmildandslow。

I’llcomewithyou。

[Theyadvance。]

TRESHAM。You’rearmed:that’swell。DeclareYourname:whoareyou?

MERTOUN。(Tresham!——sheislost!)

TRESHAM。Oh,silent?Doyouknow,youbearyourselfExactlyas,incuriousdreamsI’vehadHowfelons,thiswildearthisfullof,lookWhenthey’redetected,stillyourkindhaslooked!

Thebravoholdsanassuredcountenance,Thethiefisvolubleandplausible,ButsilentlytheslaveoflusthascrouchedWhenIhavefancieditbeforeaman。

Yourname!

MERTOUN。IdoconjureLordTresham——ay,Kissinghisfoot,ifsoImightprevail——

ThatheforhisownsakeforbeartoaskMyname!Asheaven’sabove,hisfuturewealOrwoedependsuponmysilence!Vain!

Ireadyourwhiteinexorableface。

Knowme,LordTresham!

[Hethrowsoffhisdisguises。]

TRESHAM。Mertoun!

[Afterapause。]

Drawnow!

MERTOUN。HearmeButspeakfirst!

TRESHAM。Notoneleastwordonyourlife!

BesurethatIwillstrangleinyourthroatTheleastwordthatinformsmehowyouliveAndyetseemwhatyouseem!Nodoubt’twasyouTaughtMildredstilltokeepthatfaceandsin。

WeshouldjoinhandsinfranticsympathyIfyouoncetaughtmetheunteachable,Explainedhowyoucanlivesoandsolie。

WithGod’shelpIretain,despitemysense,Theoldbelief——alifelikeyoursisstillImpossible。Nowdraw!

MERTOUN。Notformysake,DoIentreatahearing——foryoursake,Andmost,forhersake!

TRESHAM。Ha,ha,whatshouldI

Knowofyourways?Amiscreantlikeyourself,Howmustonerousehisire?Ablow?——that’sprideNodoubt,tohim!Onespurnshim,doesonenot?

Orsetsthefootuponhismouth,orspitsIntohisface!Come!Which,orallofthese?

MERTOUN。’TwixthimandmeandMildred,Heavenbejudge!

CanIavoidthis?Haveyourwill,mylord!

[Hedrawsand,afterafewpasses,falls。]

TRESHAM。Youarenothurt?

MERTOUN。You’llhearmenow!

TRESHAM。Butrise!

MERTOUN。Ah,Tresham,sayInot\"you’llhearmenow!\"

AndwhatprocuresamantherighttospeakInhisdefencebeforehisfellowman,But——Isuppose——thethoughtthatpresentlyHemayhaveleavetospeakbeforehisGodHiswholedefence?

TRESHAM。Nothurt?Itcannotbe!

Youmadenoefforttoresistme。WhereDidmyswordreachyou?WhynothavereturnedMythrusts?Hurtwhere?

MERTOUN。Mylord——

TRESHAM。Howyoungheis!

MERTOUN。LordTresham,Iamveryyoung,andyetIhaveentangledotherliveswithmine。

Doletmespeak,anddobelievemyspeech!

ThatwhenIdiebeforeyoupresently,——

TRESHAM。CanyoustayheretillIreturnwithhelp?

MERTOUN。Oh,staybyme!WhenIwaslessthanboyIdidyougrievouswrongandknewitnot——

Uponmyhonour,knewitnot!Onceknown,IcouldnotfindwhatseemedabetterwayTorightyouthanItook:mylife——youfeelHowlessthannothingwerethegivingyouThelifeyou’vetaken!ButIthoughtmywayThebetter——onlyforyoursakeandhers:

Andasyouhavedecidedotherwise,WouldIhadaninfinityoflivesToofferyou!Nowsay——instructme——think!

Canyou,fromthebriefminutesIhaveleft,Ekeoutmyreparation?Ohthink——think!

ForImustwringapartial——dareIsay,Forgivenessfromyou,ereIdie?

TRESHAM。IdoForgiveyou。

MERTOUN。Waitandponderthatgreatword!

Because,ifyouforgiveme,IshallhopeTospeaktoyouof——Mildred!

TRESHAM。Mertoun,hasteAndangerhaveundoneus。’TisnotyouShouldtellmeforanoveltyyou’reyoung,Thoughtless,unabletorecallthepast。

Bebutyourpardonampleasmyown!

MERTOUN。Ah,Tresham,thatasword—strokeandadropOfbloodortwo,shouldbringallthisaboutWhy,’twasmyveryfearofyou,myloveOfyou——(whatpassionlikeaboy’sforoneLikeyou?)——thatruinedme!Idreamedofyou——

You,allaccomplished,courtedeverywhere,Thescholarandthegentleman。IburnedToknitmyselftoyou:butIwasyoung,AndyoursurpassingreputationkeptmeSofaraloof!Oh,whereforeallthatlove?

Withlessoflove,mygloriousyesterdayOfpraiseandgentlestwordsandkindestlooks,Hadtakenplaceperchancesixmonthsago。

Evennow,howhappywehadbeen!AndyetIknowthethoughtofthisescapedyou,Tresham!

Letmelookupintoyourface;Ifeel’Tischangedaboveme:yetmyeyesareglazed。

Where?where?

[Asheendeavourstoraisehimself,hiseyecatchesthelamp。]

Ah,Mildred!WhatwillMildreddo?

Tresham,herlifeisboundupinthelifeThat’sbleedingfastaway!I’lllive——mustlive,There,ifyou’llonlyturnmeIshallliveAndsaveher!Tresham——oh,hadyoubutheard!

Hadyoubutheard!WhatrightwasyourstosetThethoughtlessfootuponherlifeandmine,Andthensay,asweperish,\"HadIthought,Allhadgoneotherwise\"?We’vesinnedanddie:

Neveryousin,LordTresham!foryou’lldie,AndGodwilljudgeyou。

TRESHAM。Yes,besatisfied!

Thatprocessisbegun。

MERTOUN。AndshesitsthereWaitingforme!Now,sayyouthistoher——

You,notanother——say,IsawhimdieAshebreathedthis,\"Iloveher\"——youdon’tknowWhatthosethreesmallwordsmean!Say,lovingherLowersmedownthebloodyslopetodeathWithmemories……Ispeaktoher,notyou,Whohadnopity,willhavenoremorse,Perchanceintendher……Diealongwithme,DearMildred!’tissoeasy,andyou’ll’scapeSomuchunkindness!CanIlieatrest,Withrudespeechspokentoyou,ruderdeedsDonetoyou?——heartlessmenshallhavemyheart,AndItieddownwithgrave—clothesandtheworm,Aware,perhaps,ofeveryblow——ohGod!——

Uponthoselips——yetofnopowertotearThefelonstripebystripe!Die,Mildred!LeaveTheirhonourableworldtothem!ForGodWe’regoodenough,thoughtheworldcastsusout。

[Awhistleisheard。]

TRESHAM。Ho,Gerard!

EnterGERARD,AUSTINandGUENDOLEN,withlightsNoonespeak!Youseewhat’sdone。

Icannotbearanothervoice。

MERTOUN。There’slight——

Lightallaboutme,andImovetoit。

Tresham,didInottellyou——didyounotJustpromisetodeliverwordsofmineToMildred?

TRESHAM。Iwillbearthosewordstoher。

MERTOUN。Now?

TRESHAM。Now。Liftyouthebody,andleavemeThehead。

[AstheyhavehalfraisedMERTOUN,heturnssuddenly。]

MERTOUN。Iknewtheyturnedme:turnmenotfromher!

There!stayyou!there!

[Dies。]

GUENDOLEN[afterapause]。Austin,remainyouhereWithThorolduntilGerardcomeswithhelp:

Thenleadhimtohischamber。ImustgoToMildred。

TRESHAM。Guendolen,IheareachwordYouutter。DidyouhearhimbidmegiveHismessage?Didyouhearmypromise?I,AndonlyI,seeMildred。

GUENDOLEN。Shewilldie。

TRESHAM。Ohno,shewillnotdie!IdarenothopeShe’lldie。Whatgroundhaveyoutothinkshe’lldie?

Why,Austin’swithyou!

AUSTIN。HadwebutarrivedBeforeyoufought!

TRESHAM。Therewasnofightatall。

Heletmeslaughterhim——theboy!I’lltrustThebodytheretoyouandGerard——thus!

Nowbearhimonbeforeme。

AUSTIN。Whitherbearhim?

TRESHAM。Oh,tomychamber!Whenwemeettherenext,Weshallbefriends。

[TheybearoutthebodyofMERTOUN。]

Willshedie,Guendolen?

GUENDOLEN。Whereareyoutakingme?

TRESHAM。Hefelljusthere。

Nowanswerme。Shallyouinyourwholelife——YouwhohavenoughttodowithMertoun’sfate,Nowyouhaveseenhisbreastupontheturf,Shallyoue’erwalkthiswayifyoucanhelp?

WhenyouandAustinwanderarm—in—armThroughourancestralgrounds,willnotashadeBeeveronthemeadowandthewaste——

AnotherkindofshadethanwhenthenightShutsthewoodsidewithallitswhispersup?

ButwillyoueversoforgethisbreastAscarelesslytocrossthisbloodyturfUndertheblackyewavenue?That’swell!

Youturnyourhead:andIthen?——

GUENDOLEN。WhatisdoneIsdone。Mycareisfortheliving。Thorold,Bearupagainstthisburden:moreremainsTosettheneckto!

TRESHAM。DearandancienttreesMyfathersplanted,andIlovedsowell!

WhathaveIdonethat,likesomefabledcrimeOfyore,letslooseaFuryleadingthusHermiserabledanceamidstyouall?

Oh,nevermoreformeshallwindsintoneWithallyourtopsavastantiphony,DemandingandrespondinginGod’spraise!

Hersyearenow,notmine!Farewell——farewell!

SCENEII。——MILDRED’SChamberMILDREDaloneHecomesnot!IhaveheardofthosewhoseemedResourcelessinprosperity,——youthoughtSorrowmightslaythemwhenshelisted;yetDidtheysogatheruptheirdiffusedstrengthAtherfirstmenace,thattheybadeherstrike,Andstoodandlaughedhersubtlestskilltoscorn。

Oh,’tisnotsowithme!Thefirstwoefell,Andtherestfalluponit,notonme:

ElseshouldIbearthatHenrycomesnot?——failsJustthisfirstnightoutofsomanynights?

Lovingisdonewith。Werehesittingnow,Assofewhourssince,onthatseat,we’dloveNomore——contrivenothousandhappywaysTohidelovefromtheloveless,anymore。

IthinkImighthaveurgedsomelittlepointInmydefence,toThorold;hewasbreathlessFortheleasthintofadefence:butno,Thefirstshameover,allthatwouldmightfall。

NoHenry!YetImerelysitandthinkThemorn’sdeedo’erando’er。ImusthavecreptOutofmyself。AMildredthathaslostHerlover——oh,IdarenotlookuponSuchwoe!Icrouchawayfromit!’Tisshe,Mildred,willbreakherheart,notI!TheworldForsakesme:onlyHenry’sleftme——left?

WhenIhavelosthim,forhedoesnotcome,AndIsitstupidly……OhHeaven,breakupThisworsethananguish,thismadapathy,Byanymeansoranymessenger!

TRESHAM[without]。Mildred!

MILDRED。Comein!Heavenhearsme!

[EnterTRESHAM。]

You?alone?

Oh,nomorecursing!

TRESHAM。Mildred,Imustsit。

There——yousit!

MILDRED。Sayit,Thorold——donotlookThecurse!deliverallyoucometosay!

Whatmustbecomeofme?Oh,speakthatthoughtWhichmakesyourbrowandcheekssopale!

TRESHAM。Mythought?

MILDRED。Allofit!

TRESHAM。Howwewadedyears——ago——

Afterthosewater—lilies,tilltheplash,Iknownothow,surprisedus;andyoudaredNeitheradvancenorturnback:so,westoodLaughingandcryinguntilGerardcame——

Oncesafeupontheturf,theloudesttoo,Foroncemorereachingtherelinquishedprize!

Howidlethoughtsare,somemen’s,dyingmen’s!

Mildred,——

MILDRED。YoucallmekindlierbymynameThanevenyesterday:whatisinthat?

TRESHAM。ItweighssomuchuponmymindthatI

Thismorningtookanofficenotmyown!

Imight……ofcourse,Imustbegladorgrieved,Contentornot,ateverylittlethingThattouchesyou。ImaywithawrungheartEvenreproveyou,Mildred;Ididmore:

Willyouforgiveme?

MILDRED。Thorold?doyoumock?

Ohno……andyetyoubidme……saythatword!

TRESHAM。Forgiveme,Mildred!——areyousilent,Sweet?

MILDRED[startingup]。WhydoesnotHenryMertouncometo—night?

Areyou,too,silent?

[Dashinghismantleaside,andpointingtohisscabbard,whichisempty。]

Ah,thisspeaksforyou!

You’vemurderedHenryMertoun!Nowproceed!

WhatisitImustpardon?Thisandall?

Well,Idopardonyou——IthinkIdo。

Thorold,howverywretchedyoumustbe!

TRESHAM。Hebademetellyou……

MILDRED。WhatIdoforbidYourutteranceof!SomuchthatyoumaytellAndwillnot——howyoumurderedhim……but,no!

You’lltellmethathelovedme,nevermoreThanbleedingouthislifethere:mustIsay\"Indeed,\"tothat?Enough!Ipardonyou。

TRESHAM。Youcannot,Mildred!fortheharshwords,yes:

OfthislastdeedAnother’sjudge:whosedoomIwaitindoubt,despondencyandfear。

MILDRED。Oh,true!There’snoughtformetopardon!True!

Youloosemysoulofallitscaresatonce。

Deathmakesmesureofhimforever!YouTellmehislastwords?Heshalltellmethem,Andtakemyanswer——notinwords,butreadingHimselftheheartIhadtoreadhimlate,Whichdeath……

TRESHAM。Death?Youaredyingtoo?WellsaidOfGuendolen!Idarednothopeyou’ddie:

Butshewassureofit。

MILDRED。TellGuendolenIlovedher,andtellAustin……

TRESHAM。Himyouloved:

Andme?

MILDRED。Ah,Thorold!Was’tnotrashlydoneToquenchthatblood,onfirewithyouthandhopeAndloveofme——whomyoulovedtoo,andyetSufferedtositherewaitinghisapproachWhileyouwereslayinghim?Oh,doubtlesslyYoulethimspeakhispoorconfusedboy’s—speech——DohispoorutmosttodisarmyourwrathAndrespiteme!——youlethimtrytogiveThestoryofourloveandignorance,Andthebriefmadnessandthelongdespair——

Youlethimpleadallthis,becauseyourcodeOfhonourbidsyouhearbeforeyoustrike:

Butattheend,ashelookedupforlifeIntoyoureyes——youstruckhimdown!

TRESHAM。No!No!

HadIbutheardhim——hadIlethimspeakHalfthetruth——less——hadIlookedlongonhimIhaddesisted!Why,ashelaythere,Themoononhisflushedcheek,IgatheredallThestoryerehetoldit:IsawthroughThetroubledsurfaceofhiscrimeandyoursAdepthofpurityimmovable,HadIbutglanced,whereallseemedturbidestHadgleamedsomeinlettothecalmbeneath;

Iwouldnotglance:mypunishment’sathand。

There,Mildred,isthetruth!andyou——sayon——

Youcurseme?

MILDRED。AsIdareapproachthatHeavenWhichhasnotbadealivingthingdespair,Whichneedsnocodetokeepitsgracefromstain,ButbidsthevilestwormthatturnsonitDesistandbeforgiven,——I——forgivenot,Butblessyou,Thorold,frommysoulofsouls!

[Fallsonhisneck。]

There!Donotthinktoomuchuponthepast!

Thecloudthat’sbrokewasallthesameacloudWhileitstoodupbetweenmyfriendandyou;

Youhurthim’neathitsshadow:butisthatSopastretrieve?Ihavehisheart,youknow;

Imaydisposeofit:Igiveityou!

Itlovesyouasmineloves!Confirmme,Henry!

[Dies。]

TRESHAM。Iwishtheejoy,Beloved!IamgladInthyfullgladness!

GUENDOLEN[without]。Mildred!Tresham!

[EnteringwithAUSTIN。]

Thorold,Icoulddesistnolonger。Ah,sheswoons!

That’swell。

TRESHAM。Oh,betterfarthanthat!

GUENDOLEN。She’sdead!

Letmeunlockherarms!

TRESHAM。ShethrewthemthusAboutmyneck,andblessedme,andthendied:

You’llletthemstaynow,Guendolen!

AUSTIN。LeaveherAndlooktohim!Whatailsyou,Thorold?

GUENDOLEN。WhiteAsshe,andwhiter!Austin!quick——thisside!

AUSTIN。Afrothisoozingthroughhisclenchedteeth;

Bothlips,wherethey’renotbittenthrough,areblack:

Speak,dearestThorold!

TRESHAM。SomethingdoesweighdownMyneckbesideherweight:thanks:IshouldfallButforyou,Austin,Ibelieve!——there,there,’Twillpassawaysoon!——ah,——Ihadforgotten:

Iamdying。

GUENDOLEN。Thorold——Thorold——whywasthis?

TRESHAM。Isaid,justasIdrankthepoisonoff,Theearthwouldbenolongerearthtome,Thelifeoutofalllifewasgonefromme。

Thereareblindwaysprovided,thefore—doneHeart—wearyplayerinthispageant—worldDropsoutby,lettingthemainmasquedefileBytheconspicuousportal:Iamthrough——

Justthrough!

GUENDOLEN。Don’tleavehim,Austin!Deathisclose。

TRESHAM。AlreadyMildred’sfaceispeacefuller,Iseeyou,Austin——feelyou;here’smyhand,Putyoursinit——you,Guendolen,yourstoo!

You’relordandladynow——you’reTreshams;nameAndfameareyours:youholdour’scutcheonup。

Austin,noblotonit!YouseehowbloodMustwashoneblotaway:thefirstblotcameAndthefirstbloodcame。Tothevainworld’seyeAll’sgulesagain:nocaretothevainworld,>Fromwhencetheredwasdrawn!

AUSTIN。Noblotshallcome!

TRESHAM。Isaidthat:yetitdidcome。Shoulditcome,VengeanceisGod’s,notman’s。Rememberme!

[Dies。]

GUENDOLEN[lettingfallthepulselessarm]。

Ah,Thorold,wecanbut——rememberyou!