第2章

Redrosestocrownmeyourlover,AndIwalkedaureoledandapart。

Enslavedandencircled,Iboreit,Proudtokenofmygifttoyou。

Thepetalswanedpaler,andshriveled,Anddropped;andthethornsstartedthrough。

Bitterthornstoproclaimmeyourlover,Adiademwovenwithrue。

ToElizabethWardPerkinsDearBessie,wouldmytiredrhymeHadforcetorisefromapathy,AndshakingoffitslethargyRingword—toneslikeaChristmaschime。

Butinmysoul’shighbelfry,chillThebitterwindofdoubthasblown,Thesummerswallowsallhaveflown,Thebellsarefrost—bound,muteandstill。

UponthecrumblingboardsthesnowHasdrifteddeep,theclappershangPrismedwithicicles,theirclangUnheardsinceageslongago。

TheropeIpullisstiffandcold,MystrainingearsdetectnosoundExceptasigh,asroundandroundThewindrocksthroughthetimbersold。

Below,IknowthechurchisbrightWithhaloedtapers,warmwithprayer;

ButhereIonlyfeeltheairOficycenturiesofnight。

BeneathmyfeetthesnowislitAndgemmedwithcolours,red,andblue,Topaz,andgreen,wherelightfallsthroughThesaintsthatinthewindowssit。

Heredarknessseemsaspectredthing,Voicelessandhaunting,whilethestarsMockwithalightoflongdeadyearsTheacheofpresentsuffering。

Silentandwinter—killedIstand,Nocarolhymnsmydebttoyou;

Buttakethisfrozenthoughtinlieu,Andthawitsmusicinyourhand。

ThePromiseoftheMorningStarThoufatherofthechildrenofmybrainBytheeengenderedinmywillingheart,HowcanIthanktheeforthisgiftofartPouredoutsolavishly,andnotinvain。

Whatthoucreatednevermorecandie,ThyfructifyingpowerlivesinmeAndIconceive,knowingitisbythee,Dearotherparentofmypoetry!

ForIwasbutashadowwithaname,Perhapsbynowtheveryname’sforgot;

SostrangeisFatethatithasbeenmylotTolearnthroughtheethepresenceofthataimWhichevermoremustguideme。Allunknown,Bymeunguessed,bytheenotevendreamed,AtreehasblossomedinanightthatseemedOfstubborn,barrenwood。ForthouhastsownThisseedofbeautyinagroundoftruth。

HumblyIdedicatemyself,andyetItremblewithasuddenfeartosetNewmusicringingthroughmyfadingyouth。

J——K。HuysmansAflickeringglimmerthroughawindow—pane,Adimredglarethroughmudbespatteredglass,CleavingapathbetweenblownwallsofsleetAcrossunevenpavementssunkinslimeToscatterandthenquenchitselfinmist。

Andstruggling,slipping,oftenrudelyhurledAgainstthejuttingangleofawall,Andcursed,andreeledagainst,andflungasideBydrunkenbrawlersastheyshuffledpast,Amanwasgropingtowhatseemedalight。

HiseyelidsburntandquiveredwiththestrainOflooking,andagainsthistemplesbeatTheallenshrouding,suffocatingdark。

Hestumbled,lurched,andstruckagainstadoorThatopened,andahowlofobscenemirthGratedhissenses,wallowingonthefloorLaymen,anddogsandwomeninthedirt。

Hesickened,loathingit,andashegazedThecandleguttered,flared,andthenwentout。

ThroughtravailofignoblemidnightstreetsHecameatlasttoshelterinaporchWheregothicsaintsandwarriorsmadeashieldTocoverhim,andtorturedgargoylesspatOnelongcontinuousstreamofsilverrainThatclattereddownfrommyriadroofsandspiresIntoadarkness,loudwithrushingsoundOfwaterfalling,gurglingasitfell,Butalwaysthicklydark。ThenasheleanedUnconsciouswhere,thegreatoakdoorblewbackAndcasthim,bruisedanddripping,inthechurch。

HiseyesfromlongsojourninginthenightWereblindednowasbysomeglorioussun;

Heslowlycrawledtowardthealtarsteps。

Hecouldnotthink,forheavyinhisearsAnorganboomedmajesticharmonies;

Heonlyknewthatwhathesawwaslight!

HebowedhimselfbeforeacrossofflameAndshuthiseyesinfearlestitshouldfade。

MarchEveningBluethroughthewindowburnsthetwilight;

Heavy,throughtrees,blowsthewarmsouthwind。

Glistening,againstthechill,grayskylight,Wet,blackbranchesarebarredandentwined。

Soddenandspongy,thescarce—greengrassplotDentsintopoolswhereafoothasbeen。

Puddlesliespiltintheroadamass,notOfwater,butsteel,withitscold,hardsheen。

Faintfadesthefireonthehearth,itsembersScatteringwideatastrongergust。

Above,theoldweathercockgroans,butremembersCreaking,toturn,initscenturiedrust。

Dying,forlorn,indrearysorrow,Wrappingthemistsroundherwitheringform,Daysinksdown;andindarknessto—morrowTravailstobirthinthewombofthestorm。

SonnetsLeisureLeisure,thougoddessofabygoneage,WhenhourswerelonganddayssufficedtoholdWide—eyeddelightsandpleasuresuncontrolledByshorteningmoments,whennogauntpresageOfundoneduties,modernheritage,Hauntedourhappyminds;mustthouwithholdThypresencefromthisover—busyworld,AndbearingsilencewiththeedisengageOurtwinedfortunes?DeepsofunhewnwoodsAlonecancherishthee,alonepossessThyquiet,teemingvigor。Thisourcrime:

Nottohaveworshipped,marredbyalienmoodsThatsoleconditionofallloveliness,Thedreaminglapseofslow,unmeasuredtime。

OnCarpaccio’sPicture:TheDreamofSt。UrsulaSwept,clean,andstill,acrossthepolishedfloorFromsomeunshutteredcasement,hidfromsight,Thelevelsunshineslants,itsgreaterlightQuenchingthelittlelampwhichpallid,poor,Flickering,unreplenished,atthedoorHasstrivenagainstdarknessthelongnight。

Dawnfillstheroom,andpenetrating,bright,Thesilentsunbeamsthroughthewindowpour。

Andsheliessleeping,ignorantofFate,Enmeshedinlistlessdreams,hersoulnotyetRipenedtobearthepurportofthisday。

Themorningbreezescarcestirsthecoverlet,Ashadowfallsacrossthesunlight;wait!

Alarkissingingashefliesaway。

TheMatrixGoadedandharassedinthefactoryThattearsourlifeupintobitsofdaysTickedoffuponaclockwhichneverstays,ShreddingourportionofEternity,Webreakawayatlast,andstealthekeyWhichhidesaworldemptyofhours;waysOfspaceunroll,andHeavenoverlaysTheleafy,sun—litearthofFantasy。

Beyondtheilexshadowglaresthesun,Scorchingagainsttheblueflameofthesky。

Brownlily—padslieheavyandsupineWithinagranitebasin,underoneThebronze—goldglimmerofacarp;andI

Reachoutmyhandandpluckanectarine。

MonadnockinEarlySpringCloud—toppedandsplendid,dominatingallThelittlelesserhillswhichcompassthee,Thoustandest,brightwithApril’sbuoyancy,YetholdingWinterinsomeshadedwallOfstern,steeprock;andstartledbythecallOfSpring,thytreesflushwithexpectancyAndcastacloudofcrimson,silently,AbovethysnowycreviceswherefallPaleshrivelledoakleaves,whilethesnowbeneathMeltsattheirphantomtouch。AnotheryearIsquickwithimport。Sucheachyearhasbeen。

Unmovedthouwatchestall,andallbequeathSomejeweltothydiademofpower,Thoupledgeofgreatermajestyunseen。

TheLittleGardenAlittlegardenonableakhillsideWheredeeptheheavy,dazzlingmountainsnowLiesfarintothespring。Thesun’spaleglowIsscarcelyabletomeltpatcheswideAboutthesinglerosebush。AlldeniedOfnature’stenderministries。Butno,——

Forwonder—workingfaithhasmadeitblowWithflowersmanyhuedandstarry—eyed。

Heresleepsthesunlong,idlesummerhours;

HerebutterfliesandbeesfarefartoroveAmidthecrumpledleavesofpoppyflowers;

Herefouro’clocks,tothepassionatenightaboveFlingwhiffsofperfume,likepaleincenseshowers。

Alittlegarden,lovedwithagreatlove!

ToanEarlyDaffodilThouyellowtrumpeteroflaggardSpring!

ThouheraldofrichSummer’smyriadflowers!

TheclimbingsunwithnewrecoveredpowersDoeswarmtheeintobeing,throughtheringOfrich,brownearthhewoosthee,makestheeflingThygreenshootsup,inheritingthedowersOfbendingskyandsudden,sweepingshowers,TillripeandblossomingthouartathingTomakeallnatureglad,thouartsogay;

Tofillthelonelywithajoyuntold;

Noddingateverygustofwindto—day,To—morrowjewelledwithraindrops。AlwaysboldTostanderect,fullinthedazzlingplayOfApril’ssun,forthouhastcaughthisgold。

Listening’Tisyouthatarethemusic,notyoursong。

Thesongisbutadoorwhich,openingwide,Letsforththepent—upmelodyinside,Yourspirit’sharmony,whichclearandstrongSingsbutofyou。ThroughoutyourwholelifelongYoursongs,yourthoughts,yourdoings,eachdivideThisperfectbeauty;waveswithinatide,Orsinglenotesamidagloriousthrong。

Thesongofearthhasmanydifferentchords;

OceanhasmanymoodsandmanytonesYetalwaysocean。InthedampSpringwoodsThepaintedtrilliumsmiles,whilecrisppineconesAutumnalonecanripen。SoisthisOnemusicwithathousandcadences。

TheLampofLifeAlwayswearefollowingalight,Alwaysthelightrecedes;withgropinghandsWestretchtowardthisglory,whilethelandsWejourneythrougharehiddenfromoursightDimandmysterious,foldeddeepinnight,Wecarenot,allourutmostneeddemandsIsbutthelight,thelight!SostillitstandsSurelyourownifweexertourmight。

Fool!Nevercan’stthougraspthisfleetinggleam,Itsglowingflamewoulddieifitwerecaught,ItsvalueisthatitdothalwaysseemButjustalittlefartheron。Distraught,Butlightedeveronward,wearebroughtUponourwayunknowing,inadream。

Hero—WorshipAfaceseenpassinginacrowdedstreet,Avoiceheardsingingmusic,largeandfree;

Andfromthatmomentlifeischanged,andweBecomeofmoreheroictemper,meetTofreelyaskandgive,amancompleteRadiantbecauseoffaith,wedaretobeWhatNaturemeantus。BraveidolatryWhichcanconceiveahero!Nodeceit,Noknowledgetaughtbyunrelentingyears,Canquenchthisfierce,untamabledesire。

WeknowthatwhatwelongforonceachievedWillceasetosatisfy。Bestillourfears;

Ifwhatweworshipfailus,stillthefireBurnson,anditismuchtohavebelieved。

InDarknessMustallofworthbetravailledfor,andthoseLife’sbrighteststarsrisefromatroubledsea?

MustyearsgobyinsaduncertaintyLeavingusdoubtingwhosetheconqueringblows,AreweorFatethevictors?TimewhichshowsAllinnermeaningswillreveal,butweShallneverknowtheupshot。OurstobeWastedwithlonging,shatteredinthethroes,Theagoniesofsplendiddreams,whichdayDimsfromourvision,buteachnightbringsback;

Westrivetoholdtheirgrandeur,andessayTobethethingwedream。SuddenwelackTheflashofinsight,lifegrowsdrearandgray,Andhourfollowshour,nerveless,slack。

BeforeDawnLife!Austerearbiterofeachman’sfate,BywhomhelearnsthatNature’ssteadfastlawsAreasdecreesimmutable;OpauseYourevenforwardmarch!NotyettoolateTeachmetheneededlesson,whentowaitInactiveasashipwhennowinddrawsTostretchtheloosenedcordage。OneimploresThyclemency,whosewilfulnessinnateHasgoneuncurbedandroughshodwhiletheyearsHavelengthenedintodecades;nowdistressedHeknowsnorulebywhichtomoveorstay,AndteasedwithrestlessnessanddesperatefearsHedaresnotwatchinsilencethywisewayBringingaboutresultsnonecouldhaveguessed。

ThePoetWhatinstinctforcesmantojourneyon,Urgedbyalongingblindbutdominant!

Nothingheseescanholdhim,nothingdauntHisneverfailingeagerness。ThesunSettinginsplendoureverynighthaswonHisvassalage;thosetowersflamboyantOfairycloudlandpalacesnowhauntHisdaylightwanderings。ForeverdoneWithsimplejoysandquiethappinessHeguardsthevisionofthesunsetsky;

ThoughfaintwithwearinesshemustpossessSomefragmentofthesunset’smajesty;

Hespurnslife’shumanfriendshipstoprofessLife’slonelinessofdreamingecstasy。

AtNightThewindissingingthroughthetreesto—night,Adeep—voicedsongofrushingcadencesAndcrashingintervals。NosummerbreezeIsthis,thoughhotJulyisatitsheight,Goneishergentlermusic;withdelightShelistenstothisboomingliketheseas,Theseelemental,loudnecessitiesWhichcalltohertoanswertheirswiftmight。

Abovethetossingtreesshinesdownastar,Quietlybright;thiswild,tumultuousjoyQuickensnordimsitssplendour。Andmymind,OStar!isfilledwithyourwhitelight,fromfar,SosuffermethisonenighttoenjoyThefreedomoftheonwardsweepingwind。

TheFruitGardenPathThepathrunsstraightbetweenthefloweringrows,Amoonlitpath,hemmedinbybedsofbloom,WherephloxandmarigoldsdisputeforroomWithtall,reddahliasandthebriarrose。

’TisrecklessprodigalitywhichthrowsIntothenightthesewaftsofrichperfumeWhichsweepacrossthegardenlikeaplume。

Overthetreesasinglebrightstarglows。

Deargardenofmychildhood,heremyyearsHaverunawaylikelittlegrainsofsand;

Themomentsofmylife,itshopesandfearsHaveallfoundutterancehere,wherenowIstand;

Myeyesachewiththeweightofunshedtears,Youaremyhome,doyounotunderstand?

MirageHowisitthat,beinggone,youfillmydays,Andallthelongnightsaremadegladbythee?

Nolonelinessisthis,normisery,ButgreatcontentthattheseshouldbethewaysWherebytheFancy,dreamingasshestrays,Makesbrightandpresentwhatshewouldwouldbe。

AndwhoshallsayiftherealityIsnotwithdreamssopregnant。FordelaysAndhindrancesmaybarthewished—forend;

AthousandmisconceptionsmaypreventOursoulsfromcomingnearenoughtoblend;

Letmebutthinkwehavethesameintent,Thateachoneneedstocalltheother,\"friend!\"

Itmaybevainillusion。I’mcontent。

ToaFriendIaskbutonethingofyou,onlyone,Thatalwaysyouwillbemydreamofyou;

ThatnevershallIwaketofinduntrueAllthisIhavebelievedandrestedon,Forevervanished,likeavisiongoneOutintothenight。Alas,howfewTherearewhostrikeinusachordweknewExisted,butsoseldomhearditstoneWetrembleatthehalf—forgottensound。

TheworldisfullofrudeawakeningsAndheaven—borncastlesshatteredtotheground,YetstillourhumanlongingvainlyclingsToabeliefinbeautythroughallwrongs。

Ostayyourhand,andleavemyheartitssongs!

AFixedIdeaWhattorturelurkswithinasinglethoughtWhengrowntooconstant,andhoweverkind,Howeverwelcomestill,thewearymindAcheswithitspresence。DullremembrancetaughtRemembersonunceasingly;unsoughtTheolddelightiswithusbuttofindThatallrecurringjoyispainrefined,Becomeahabit,andwestruggle,caught。

Youlieuponmyheartasonanest,Foldedinpeace,foryoucanneverknowHowcrushedIamwithhavingyouatrestHeavyuponmylife。IloveyousoYoubindmyfreedomfromitsrightfulquest。

Inmercyliftyourdroopingwingsandgo。

DreamsIdonotcaretotalktoyoualthoughYourspeechevokesathousandsympathies,Andallmybeing’ssilentharmoniesWaketremblingintomusic。WhenyougoItisasifsomesudden,dreadfulblowHadseveredallthestringswithsavageease。

No,donottalk;butletusratherseizeThisintimategiftofsilencewhichweknow。

Othersmayguessyourthoughtsfromwhatyousay,Asstormsareguessedfromcloudswheredarknessbroods。

TometheveryessenceofthedayRevealsitsinnerpurposeanditsmoods;

AspoplarsfeeltherainandthenstraightwayReversetheirleavesandshimmerthroughthewoods。

FrankincenseandMyrrhMyheartistunedtosorrow,andthestringsVibratemostreadilytominorchords,Searchingandsad;mymindisstuffedwithwordsWhichvoicethepassionandtheacheofthings:

IllusionsbeatingwiththeirbaffledwingsAgainstthewallsofcircumstance,andhoardsOftorndesires,brokenjoys;recordsOfallabruisedlife’smaimedimaginings。

Nowyouarecome!YoutremblelikeastarPoisedwhere,behindearth’srim,thesunhasset。

Yourvoicehassungacrossmyheart,butnumbAndmute,Ihavenotonestoanswer。FarWithinIkneelbeforeyou,speechlessyet,Andlifeablazewithbeauty,Iamdumb。

FromOneWhoStaysHowemptyseemsthetownnowyouaregone!

Awildernessofsadstreets,wheregauntwallsHidenothingtodesire;sunshinefallsEery,distorted,asitlonghadshoneOnwhite,deadfacestombedinhallsofstone。

Thewhirofmotors,strickenthroughwithcallsOfplayingboys,floatsupatintervals;

Butallthesenoisesblurtoonelongmoan。

Whatquestisworthpursuing?AndhowstrangeThatothermenstillgoaccustomedways!

Ihatetheirinterestinthethingstheydo。

Aspectre—horderepeatingwithoutchangeAnoldroutine。AloneIknowthedaysArestill—born,andtheworldstopped,lackingyou。

CrepusculeduMatinAllnightIwrestledwithamemoryWhichknockedinsurgentatthegatesofthought。

ThecrumbledwreckofyearsbehindhaswroughtItsdisillusion;nowIonlycryForpeace,forpowertoforgetthelieWhichhopetoolonghaswhispered。SoIsoughtThesleepwhichwouldnotcome,andnightwasfraughtWitholdemotionsweepingsilently。

Iheardyourvoiceagain,andknewthethingsWhichyouhadpromisedprovedanemptyvaunt。

Ifeltyourclinginghandswhilenight’sbroadwingsCherishedourloveindarkness。FromthelawnAsudden,quiveringbirdnote,likeataunt。

Myarmsheldnothingbuttheemptydawn。

AftermathIlearnttowritetoyouinhappierdays,AndeveryletterwasapieceIchippedFromoffmyheart,afragmentnewlyclippedFromthemosaicoflife;itsbluesandgrays,Itsthrobbingreds,Igavetoearnyourpraise。

TomakeapavementforyourfeetIstrippedMysoulforyoutowalkupon,andslippedBeneathyourstepstosoftenallyourways。

ButnowmylettersarelikeblossomspaleWestrewuponagravewithhopelesstears。

Iasknorecompense,IshallnotfailAlthoughyoudonotheed;thelong,sadyearsStillpass,andstillIscatterflowersfrail,Andwhisperwordsoflovewhichnoonehears。

TheEndThroughouttheechoingchambersofmybrainIhearyourwordsinmournfulcadencetollLikesomeslowpassing—bellwhichwarnsthesoulOfsunderingdarkness。Unrelenting,fainTobatterdownresistance,fallagainStrokeafterstroke,insistentdiastole,Thebitterblowsoftruth,untilthewholeIshammeredintofactmadestrangelyplain。

WhereshallIlookforcomfort?Nottoyou。

Ourworldsaredrawnapart,ourspirit’ssunsDivided,andthelightofmineburntdim。

NowinthehauntedtwilightImustdoYourwill。Igraspthecupwhichover—runs,AndwithmytremblinglipsItouchtherim。

TheStarling\"`Ican’tgetout’,saidthestarling。\"

Sterne’s`SentimentalJourney’。

ForevertheimpenetrablewallOfselfconfinesmypoorrebellioussoul,IneverseethetoweringwhitecloudsrollBeforeasturdywind,savethroughthesmallBarredwindowofmyjail。IliveathrallWithallmyouterlifeaclipped,squarehole,Rectangular;afractionofascrollUnwoundandwindinglikeaworstedball。

MythoughtsaregrownuneageranddepressedThroughbeingalwaysmine,myfancy’swingsAremoultedandthefeathersblownaway。

Iwearyfordesiresneverguessed,Foralienpassions,strangeimaginings,Tobesomeotherpersonforaday。

MarketDayWhite,glitteringsunlightfillsthemarketsquare,Spottedandspriggedwithshadows。DoublerowsOfbarteringboothsspreadouttheirtemptingshowsOfglobedandgoldenfruit,themorningairSmellssweetwithripeness,onthepavementthereAwickerbasketgapesandoverflowsSpillingoutcool,blueplums。Themarketglows,Andflaunts,andclattersinitsbusycare。

AstatelyminsteratthenorthernsideLiftsitstwinspirestothedistantsky,Pinnacled,carvedandbuttressed;throughthewideArcheddoorwaypealsanorgan,suddenly——

Crashing,triumphantinitspregnanttide,Quenchingthesquareinvibrantharmony。

EpitaphinaChurch—YardinCharleston,SouthCarolinaGEORGEAUGUSTUSCLOUGH

ANATIVEOFLIVERPOOL,DIEDSUDDENLYOF\"STRANGER’SFEVER\"

NOV’R5th1843

AGED22

Hediedof\"Stranger’sFever\"whenhisyouthHadscarcelymeltedintomanhood,soThechiselledlegendruns;abrother’swoeLaidbareforepitaph。ThesavageruthOfasunny,bright,butalienland,uncouthWithcruelcaressingdealtamortalblow,AndbythissummerseawhereflowersgrowIntropicsplendor,witnesstothetruthOfineradicableracehelies。

Thelawofdutyurgedthatheshouldroam,ShouldsailfromfogandchillyairstoskiesClearwithdeceitfulwelcome。HehadcomeWithproudresolve,butstillhislonelyeyesAchedwithfatigueatneverseeinghome。

FrancisII,KingofNaplesWrittenafterreadingTrevelyan’s\"GaribaldiandthemakingofItaly\"

Poorfoolishmonarch,vacillating,vain,Decayingvictimofaraceofkings,SwiftDestinyshookoutherpurplewingsAndcaughthimintheirshadow;notagainCouldfurtiveplottingsmearanotherstainAcrosshistarnishedhonour。SmoulderingsOfsacrificialfiresbursttheirringsAndblottedoutinsmokehislostdomain。

Bereftofcourtiers,onlywithhisqueen,Fromemptypalacedowntoemptyquay。

Nochallengescreamedfromhostilecarabine。

Asinglevesselwaited,shadowy;

AllnightsheploughedhersolitarywayBeneaththestars,andthroughatranquilsea。

ToJohnKeatsGreatmaster!Boyish,sympatheticman!

WhoseorbedandripenedgeniuslightlyhungFromlife’sslim,twistedtendrilandthereswungIncrimson—spheredcompleteness;guardianOfcrystalportalsthroughwhoseopeningsfanThespicedwindswhichblewwhenearthwasyoung,Scatteringwreathsofstars,asJoveonceflungAgoldenshowerfromheightscerulean。

Crumbledbeforethymajestywebow。

Forgetthyempurpledstate,thypanoplyOfgreatness,andbemercifulandnear;

AyouthwhotrudgedthehighroadwetreadnowSingingthemilesbehindhim;somayweFaintthrobbingsofthymusicoverhear。

TheBostonAthenaeumTheBostonAthenaeumThoudearandwell—lovedhauntofhappyhours,Howofteninsomedistantgallery,Gainedbyalittlepainfulspiralstair,FarfromthehallsandcorridorswherethrongThecrowdofcasualreaders,haveIpassedLong,peacefulhoursseatedonthefloorOfsomeretirednook,alllinedwithbooks,Wherereverieandquietreignsupreme!

Above,below,oneveryside,highshelvedFromcarelessgraspoftransientinterest,Standbookswecanbutdimlysee,theircharmMuchgreaterthattheirtitlesareunread;

WhileonalevelwiththedustyfloorOthersarerangedinorderlyconfusion,AndwemuststoopinpainfulposturewhileWereadtheirnamesandlearntheirhistories。

ThelittlegallerywindsroundaboutThemiddleofamostsecludedroom,Midwaybetweentheceilingandthefloor。

Atypeofthosehighthoughts,whichwhilewereadHoverbetweentheearthandfurthestheavenAsfancywills,leavingtheprintedpage;

Forbooksbutgivethetheme,ourheartstherest,EnrichingsimplewordswithunguessedharmonyAndovertonesofthoughtweonlyknow。

Andaswesitlonghoursquietly,Readingattimes,andattimessimplydreaming,Theveryroomitselfbecomesafriend,Theconfidantofintimatehopesandfears;

Aplacewhereareengenderedpleasantthoughts,AndpossibilitiesbeforeunguessedCometofruitionbornofsympathy。

AndasinsomegaygardenstretcheduponAgenialsouthernslope,warmedbythesun,TheflowersgivetheirfragrancejoyouslyTothecaressingtouchofthehotnoon;

SobooksgiveuptheallofwhattheymeanOnlyinacongenialatmosphere,Onlywhentouchedbyreverenthands,andreadBythosewholoveandfeelaswellasthink。

Forbooksaremorethanbooks,theyarethelife,Theveryheartandcoreofagespast,Thereasonwhymenlived,andworked,anddied,Theessenceandquintessenceoftheirlives。

Andwemayknowthembetter,anddivineTheinnermotiveswhencetheiractionssprang,FarbetterthanthemenwhoonlyknewTheirbodilypresence,thesoulforeverhidFromthosewithnoabilitytosee。

TheywaitherequietlyforustocomeAndfindthemout,andknowthemforourfriends;

Thesemenwhotoiledandwroteonlyforthis,ToleavebehindsuchmodicumoftruthAseachperceivedandeachalonecouldtell。

SilentlywaitingthatfromtimetotimeItmaybegiventhemtoilluminateDulldailyfactswithpristineradianceForsomelong—waited—foraffinityWholingersyetinthedeepwomboftime。

TheshiftingsunpiercestheyounggreenleavesOfelmtrees,newlycomingintobud,AndsplashesonthefloorandonthebooksThroughold,high,roundedwindows,dimwithage。

Thenoisycity—soundsofmodernlifeFloatsoftenedtousacrosstheoldgraveyard。

Theroomisfilledwithawarm,mellowlight,Nogarishcoloursjaronourcontent,Thebooksupontheshelvesareoldandworn。

’TwasnobelatedeffortnorattemptTokeepabreastwitholdaswellasnewThatplacedthemhere,trickedinamodernguise,Easilygot,andheldinlightesteem。

Ourfathers’fathers,slowlyandcarefullyGatheredthem,onebyone,whentheywerenewAndadelightedworldreceivedtheirthoughtsHungrily;whilewebutlovethemore,Becausetheyaresooldandgrownsodear!

Thebacksoftarnishedgold,thefadedboards,Theslightlyyellowingpage,thestrangeoldtype,Allspeakthefashionofanotherage;

ThethoughtspeculiartothemanwhowroteArrayedingarbpeculiartothetime;

AsthoughtheidiomofamanwerecaughtImprisonedintheidiomofarace。

Anothingtruly,yetalinkthatbindsAllagestotheirowninheritance,Andstretchingbackward,dimanddimmerstill,Islostinaremoteantiquity。

Grapesdonotcomeofthornsnorfigsofthistles,Andevenagreatpoet’sdivinestthoughtIscolouredbytheworldheknowsandsees。

Thelittleintimatethingsofeveryday,Thetrivialnothingsthatwethinknotof,Thesegotomakeapartofeachman’slife;

AsmuchapartasdothelargerthoughtsHetakesaccountof。Nay,thelittlethingsOfdailylifeitiswhichmold,andshape,Andmakehimaptfornobledeedsandtrue。

Andaswereadsomemuch—lovedmasterpiece,Readitaslongagotheauthorread,WitheyesthatbrimmedwithtearsashesawThemessagehebelievedinstampedintypeInviolablefortheslow—comingyears;

Weknowacertainsubtlesympathy,Weseemtoclasphishandacrossthepast,Hiswordsbecomerelatedtothetime,HeisatonewithhisowngloriouscreedAndallthatinhisworldwasdaredanddone。

Thelong,still,fruitfulhoursslipawaySheddingtheirinfluencesastheypass;

WeknowourselvestherichertohavesatUponthisdustyflooranddreamedourdreams。

Nootherplacetouswerequitethesame,Nootherdreamssopotentintheircharm,Forthisisours!EverytwistandturnOfeverynarrowstairisknownandloved;

Eachnookandcrannyisourveryown;

Thedear,old,sleepyplaceisfullofspellsForus,byrightoflonginheritance。

ThebuildingsimplybodiesforthathoughtPeculiarlyinherenttotherace。

Andwe,descendantsofthateldertime,HavelearnttolovetheveryforminwhichThethoughthasbeenembodiedtoouryears。

Andherewefeelthatwearenotalone,Wetooareonewithourownrichestpast;

Andherethatveiled,buteversmoulderingfireOfrace,whichrarelyseenyetneverdies,Springsupafreshandwarmsuswithitsheat。

Andmusttheytakeawaythistreasurehouse,Toussofullofthoughtsandmemories;

ToalltheworldbesideadismalplaceLackinginallthismodernagerequiresTotemptalongtheunfamiliarpathsAndleafylanesofoldtimeliteratures?

IttakessometimeformossandvinestogrowAndwarmlycovergauntandchillstonewallsOfstatelybuildingsfromthecoldNorthWind。

Thelichenofaffectiontakesaslong,Orlonger,ereitlovinglyenfoldsAplacewhichsincewithoutitwerebereft,Allstriptandbare,shornofitschiefestgrace。

ForwhattouswerehallsandcorridorsHoweverlargeandfitting,ifwepartWiththiswhichisourbirthright;ifweloseAsentimentprofound,unsoundable,WhichTime’sslowripeningalonecanmake,Andman’sblindfoolishnesssoquicklymar。

VersesforChildrenSeaShellSeaShell,SeaShell,Singmeasong,OPlease!

Asongofships,andsailormen,Andparrots,andtropicaltrees,OfislandslostintheSpanishMainWhichnomanevermayfindagain,Offishesandcoralsunderthewaves,Andseahorsesstabledingreatgreencaves。

SeaShell,SeaShell,Singofthethingsyouknowsowell。

FringedGentiansNearwhereIlivethereisalakeAsblueasbluecanbe,windsmakeItdanceastheygoblowingby。

Ithinkitcurtseystothesky。

It’sjustalakeoflovelyflowersAndmyMammasaystheyareours;

ButtheyarenotlikethosewegrowTobeourveryown,youknow。

Wehaveasplendidgarden,thereArelotsofflowerseverywhere;

Roses,andpinks,andfouro’clocksAndhollyhocks,andeveningstocks。

Mammaletsuspickthem,butneverMustwepickanygentians——ever!

ForifwecarriedthemawayThey’ddieofhomesicknessthatday。

ThePaintedCeilingMyGrandpapalivesinawonderfulhouseWithagreatmanywindowsanddoors,Therearestairsthatgoup,andstairsthatgodown,Andsuchbeautiful,slipperyfloors。

Butofalloftherooms,evenmother’sandmine,Andthebookroom,andparlourandall,Ilikethegreendining—roomsomuchthebestBecauseofitsceilingandwall。

RightoveryourheadisafunnyroundholeWithapplesandpearsfallingthrough;

There’sabigbunchofgrapesallpurplyandsweet,Andmelonsandpineapplestoo。

Theytumbleandtumble,butnevercomedownThoughI’vestoodunderneathalongwhileWithmymouthopenwide,forIalwayshavehopedJustacherrywoulddropfromthepile。

NomatterhowearlyIruntheretolookIthasalwaysbeguntofallthrough;

AndonenightwhenatbedtimeIcreptintosee,Itwasfallingbycandle—lighttoo。

Iamsuretheyaremagicalfruits,andeachoneMakesyouhearthings,orseethings,orgoForeverinvisible;butit’snouse,AndofcourseIshalljustneverknow。

Fortheladder’stooheavytolift,andthechairsArenotnearlysotallasIneed。

I’vegivenuphope,andIfeelIshalldieWithouthavingaccomplishedthedeed。

It’salittlebitsad,whenyouseemverynearToadventuresandthingsofthatsort,Whichnearlybegin,andthendon’t;andyouknowItisonlybecauseyouareshort。

TheCrescentMoonSlippingsoftlythroughtheskyLittlehorned,happymoon,Canyouhearmeupsohigh?

Willyoucomedownsoon?

Onmynurserywindow—sillWillyoustayyoursteadyflight?

AndthenfloatawaywithmeThroughthesummernight?

Brushingovertopsoftrees,Playinghideandseekwithstars,PeepingupthroughshinycloudsAtJupiterorMars。

IshallfillmylapwithrosesGatheredinthemilkyway,Alltocarryhometomother。

Oh!whatwillshesay!

Littlerocking,sailingmoon,Doyouhearmeshout——Ahoy!

Justalittlenearer,moon,Topleasealittleboy。

ClimbingHighupintheappletreeclimbingIgo,Withtheskyaboveme,theearthbelow。

EachbranchisthestepofawonderfulstairWhichleadstothetownIseeshiningupthere。

Climbing,climbing,higherandhigher,ThebranchesblowandIseeaspire,Thegleamofaturret,theglintofadome,Allsparklingandbright,likewhiteseafoam。

Onandon,fromboughtobough,Theleavesarethick,butIpushmywaythrough;

Before,Ihavealwayshadtostop,Butto—dayIamsureIshallreachthetop。

Todaytotheendofthemarvelousstair,Wherethoseglitteringpinaclesflashintheair!

Climbing,climbing,higherIgo,Withtheskycloseaboveme,theearthfarbelow。

TheTroutNaughtylittlespeckledtrout,Can’tIcoaxyoutocomeout?

IsitsuchgreatfuntoplayInthewatereveryday?

DoyoupulltheNaiads’hairHidingintheliliesthere?

Doyouhuntforfishes’eggs,Orwatchtadpolesgrowtheirlegs?

DothelittletroutshaveschoolInsomedeepsun—glintedpool,AndinrecessplayattagRoundthatbedofpurpleflag?

Ihavetriedsohardtocatchyou,HoursandhoursI’vesattowatchyou;

Butyouneverwillcomeout,Naughtylittlespeckledtrout!

WindHeshoutsinthesailsoftheshipsatsea,Hestealsthedownfromthehoneybee,Hemakestheforesttreesrustleandsing,Hetwirlsmykitetillitbreaksitsstring。

Laughing,dancing,sunnywind,Whistling,howling,rainywind,North,South,EastandWest,EachisthewindIlikethebest。

Hecallsupthefogandhidesthehills,Hewhirlsthewingsofthegreatwindmills,TheweathercockslovehimandturntodiscoverHiswhereabouts——buthe’sgone,therover!

Laughing,dancing,sunnywind,Whistling,howling,rainywind,North,South,EastandWest,EachisthewindIlikethebest。

Thepinetreestosshimtheirconeswithglee,Theflowersbendlowincourtesy,Eachwaveflingsupashowerofpearls,Theflaginfrontoftheschoolunfurls。

Laughing,dancing,sunnywind,Whistling,howling,rainywind,North,South,EastandWest,EachisthewindIlikethebest。

ThePleiadesBydayyoucannotseetheskyForitisupsoveryhigh。

Youlookandlook,butit’ssoblueThatyoucanneverseerightthrough。

Butwhennightcomesitisquiteplain,Andallthestarsarethereagain。

Theyseemjustlikeoldfriendstome,I’veknownthemallmylifeyousee。

Thereisthedipperfirst,andthereIsCassiopeiainherchair,Orion’sbelt,theMilkyWay,AndlotsIknowbutcannotsay。

Onegrouplookslikeaswarmofbees,Papasaysthey’rethePleiades;

ButIthinktheymustbethetoyOfsomenicelittleangelboy。

Perhapshisjackstoneswhichto—dayHehasforgottoputaway,AndleftthemlyingontheskyWherehewillfindthembyeandbye。

Iwishhe’dcomeandplaywithme。

We’dhavesuchfun,foritwouldbeAmostunusualthingforboysTofeelthattheyhadstarsfortoys!