第2章

Wehadoursigns,too,andtheywashundredsinnumber。Sometimesshewouldsitlookingatmeandconsideringhardhowtocommunicatewithmeaboutsomethingfresh,——howtoaskmewhatshewantedexplained,——andthenshewas(orIthoughtshewas;whatdoesitsignify?)solikemychildwiththoseyearsaddedtoher,thatI

half—believeditwasherself,tryingtotellmewhereshehadbeentoupintheskies,andwhatshehadseensincethatunhappynightwhenshefliedaway。Shehadaprettyface,andnowthattherewasnoonetodragatherbrightdarkhair,anditwasallinorder,therewasasomethingtouchinginherlooksthatmadethecartmostpeacefulandmostquiet,thoughnotatallmelancholy。[N。B。IntheCheapJackpatter,wegenerallysounditlemonjolly,anditgetsalaugh。]

Thewayshelearnttounderstandanylookofminewastrulysurprising。WhenIsoldofanight,shewouldsitinthecartunseenbythemoutside,andwouldgiveaeagerlookintomyeyeswhenIlookedin,andwouldhandmestraighttheprecisearticleorarticlesIwanted。Andthenshewouldclapherhands,andlaughforjoy。Andasforme,seeinghersobright,andrememberingwhatshewaswhenIfirstlightedonher,starvedandbeatenandragged,leaningasleepagainstthemuddycart—wheel,itgivemesuchheartthatIgainedagreaterheighthofreputationthanever,andIputPicklesondown(bythenameofMim’sTravellingGiantotherwisePickleson)forafypunnoteinmywill。

Thishappinesswentoninthecarttillshewassixteenyearold。

BywhichtimeIbegantofeelnotsatisfiedthatIhaddonemywholedutybyher,andtoconsiderthatsheoughttohavebetterteachingthanIcouldgiveher。ItdrewamanytearsonbothsideswhenI

commencedexplainingmyviewstoher;butwhat’srightisright,andyoucan’tneitherbytearsnorlaughterdoawaywithitscharacter。

SoItookherhandinmine,andIwentwithheronedaytotheDeafandDumbEstablishmentinLondon,andwhenthegentlemancometospeaktous,Isaystohim:\"NowI’lltellyouwhatI’lldowithyou,sir。IamnothingbutaCheapJack,butoflateyearsIhavelaidbyforarainydaynotwithstanding。Thisismyonlydaughter(adopted),andyoucan’tproduceadeafernoradumber。Teachherthemostthatcanbetaughtherintheshortestseparationthatcanbenamed,——statethefigureforit,——andIamgametoputthemoneydown。Iwon’tbateyouasinglefarthing,sir,butI’llputdownthemoneyhereandnow,andI’llthankfullythrowyouinapoundtotakeit。There!\"Thegentlemansmiled,andthen,\"Well,well,\"

sayshe,\"Imustfirstknowwhatshehaslearnedalready。Howdoyoucommunicatewithher?\"ThenIshowedhim,andshewroteinprintedwritingmanynamesofthingsandsoforth;andweheldsomesprightlyconversation,Sophyandme,aboutalittlestoryinabookwhichthegentlemanshowedher,andwhichshewasabletoread。

\"Thisismostextraordinary,\"saysthegentleman;\"isitpossiblethatyouhavebeenheronlyteacher?\"\"Ihavebeenheronlyteacher,sir,\"Isays,\"besidesherself。\"\"Then,\"saysthegentleman,andmoreacceptablewordswasneverspoketome,\"you’reacleverfellow,andagoodfellow。\"ThishemakesknowntoSophy,whokisseshishands,clapsherown,andlaughsandcriesuponit。

Wesawthegentlemanfourtimesinall,andwhenhetookdownmynameandaskedhowintheworlditeverchancedtobeDoctor,itcomeoutthathewasownnephewbythesister’sside,ifyou’llbelieveme,totheveryDoctorthatIwascalledafter。Thismadeourfootingstilleasier,andhesaystome:

\"Now,Marigold,tellmewhatmoredoyouwantyouradopteddaughtertoknow?\"

\"Iwanther,sir,tobecutofffromtheworldaslittleascanbe,consideringherdeprivations,andthereforetobeabletoreadwhateveriswrotewithperfecteaseandpleasure。\"

\"Mygoodfellow,\"urgesthegentleman,openinghiseyeswide,\"whyI

can’tdothatmyself!\"

Itookhisjoke,andgavehimalaugh(knowingbyexperiencehowflatyoufallwithoutit),andImendedmywordsaccordingly。

\"Whatdoyoumeantodowithherafterwards?\"asksthegentleman,withasortofadoubtfuleye。\"Totakeheraboutthecountry?\"

\"Inthecart,sir,butonlyinthecart。Shewillliveaprivatelife,youunderstand,inthecart。Ishouldneverthinkofbringingherinfirmitiesbeforethepublic。Iwouldn’tmakeashowofherforanymoney。\"

Thegentlemannodded,andseemedtoapprove。

\"Well,\"sayshe,\"canyoupartwithherfortwoyears?\"

\"Todoherthatgood,——yes,sir。\"

\"There’sanotherquestion,\"saysthegentleman,lookingtowardsher,——\"canshepartwithyoufortwoyears?\"

Idon’tknowthatitwasahardermatterofitself(fortheotherwashardenoughtome),butitwashardertogetover。However,shewaspacifiedtoitatlast,andtheseparationbetwixtuswassettled。Howitcutupbothofuswhenittookplace,andwhenI

leftheratthedoorinthedarkofanevening,Idon’ttell。ButI

knowthis;rememberingthatnight,Ishallneverpassthatsameestablishmentwithoutaheartacheandaswellinginthethroat;andIcouldn’tputyouupthebestoflotsinsightofitwithmyusualspirit,——no,noteventhegun,northepairofspectacles,——forfivehundredpoundrewardfromtheSecretaryofStatefortheHomeDepartment,andthrowinthehonourofputtingmylegsunderhismahoganyarterwards。

Still,thelonelinessthatfollowedinthecartwasnottheoldloneliness,becausetherewasatermputtoit,howeverlongtolookforwardto;andbecauseIcouldthink,whenIwasanywaysdown,thatshebelongedtomeandIbelongedtoher。Alwaysplanningforhercomingback,Iboughtinafewmonths’timeanothercart,andwhatdoyouthinkIplannedtodowithit?I’lltellyou。Iplannedtofititupwithshelvesandbooksforherreading,andtohaveaseatinitwhereIcouldsitandseeherread,andthinkthatIhadbeenherfirstteacher。Nothurryingoverthejob,Ihadthefittingsknockedtogetherincontrivingwaysundermyowninspection,andherewasherbedinaberthwithcurtains,andtherewasherreading—table,andherewasherwriting—desk,andelsewherewasherbooksinrowsuponrows,pictersandnopicters,bindingsandnobindings,gilt—edgedandplain,justasIcouldpick’emupforherinlotsupanddownthecountry,NorthandSouthandWestandEast,Windslikedbestandwindslikedleast,Hereandthereandgoneastray,Overthehillsandfaraway。AndwhenIhadgottogetherprettywellasmanybooksasthecartwouldneatlyhold,anewschemecomeintomyhead,which,asitturnedout,keptmytimeandattentionagooddealemployed,andhelpedmeoverthetwoyears’

stile。

Withoutbeingofanawaricioustemper,Iliketobetheownerofthings。Ishouldn’twish,forinstance,togopartnerswithyourselfintheCheapJackcart。It’snotthatImistrustyou,butthatI’dratherknowitwasmine。Similarly,verylikelyyou’dratherknowitwasyours。Well!AkindofajealousybegantocreepintomymindwhenIreflectedthatallthosebookswouldhavebeenreadbyotherpeoplelongbeforetheywasreadbyher。Itseemedtotakeawayfromherbeingtheownerof’emlike。Inthisway,thequestiongotintomyhead:Couldn’tIhaveabooknew—madeexpressforher,whichsheshouldbethefirsttoread?

Itpleasedme,thatthoughtdid;andasIneverwasamantoletathoughtsleep(youmustwakeupallthewholefamilyofthoughtsyou’vegotandburntheirnightcaps,oryouwon’tdointheCheapJackline),Isettoworkatit。ConsideringthatIwasinthehabitofchangingsomuchaboutthecountry,andthatIshouldhavetofindoutaliterarycharacterheretomakeadealwith,andanotherliterarycharactertheretomakeadealwith,asopportunitiespresented,Ihitontheplanthatthissamebookshouldbeageneralmiscellaneouslot,——liketherazors,flat—iron,chronometerwatch,dinnerplates,rolling—pin,andlooking—glass,——

andshouldn’tbeofferedasasingleindiwidualarticle,likethespectaclesorthegun。WhenIhadcometothatconclusion,Icometoanother,whichshalllikewisebeyours。

OftenhadIregrettedthatsheneverhadheardmeonthefootboard,andthatshenevercouldhearme。Itain’tthatIamvain,butthatYOUdon’tliketoputyourownlightunderabushel。What’stheworthofyourreputation,ifyoucan’tconveythereasonforittothepersonyoumostwishtovalueit?NowI’llputittoyou。Isitworthsixpence,fippence,fourpence,threepence,twopence,apenny,ahalfpenny,afarthing?No,itain’t。Notworthafarthing。Verywell,then。MyconclusionwasthatIwouldbeginherbookwithsomeaccountofmyself。Sothat,throughreadingaspecimenortwoofmeonthefootboard,shemightformanideaofmymeritsthere。IwasawarethatIcouldn’tdomyselfjustice。Amancan’twritehiseye(atleastIdon’tknowhowto),noryetcanamanwritehisvoice,northerateofhistalk,northequicknessofhisaction,norhisgeneralspicyway。Buthecanwritehisturnsofspeech,whenheisapublicspeaker,——andindeedIhaveheardthatheveryoftendoes,beforehespeaks’em。

Well!Havingformedthatresolution,thencomethequestionofaname。HowdidIhammerthathotironintoshape?Thisway。ThemostdifficultexplanationIhadeverhadwithherwas,howIcometobecalledDoctor,andyetwasnoDoctor。Afterall,IfeltthatIhadfailedofgettingitcorrectlyintohermind,withmyutmostpains。Buttrustingtoherimprovementinthetwoyears,IthoughtthatImighttrusttoherunderstandingitwhensheshouldcometoreaditasputdownbymyownhand。ThenIthoughtIwouldtryajokewithherandwatchhowittook,bywhichofitselfImightfullyjudgeofherunderstandingit。Wehadfirstdiscoveredthemistakewehaddroppedinto,throughherhavingaskedmetoprescribeforherwhenshehadsupposedmetobeaDoctorinamedicalpointofview;sothinksI,\"Now,ifIgivethisbookthenameofmyPrescriptions,andifshecatchestheideathatmyonlyPrescriptionsareforheramusementandinterest,——tomakeherlaughinapleasantway,ortomakehercryinapleasantway,——itwillbeadelightfulprooftobothofusthatwehavegotoverourdifficulty。\"Itfellouttoabsoluteperfection。Forwhenshesawthebook,asIhaditgotup,——theprintedandpressedbook,——lyingonherdeskinhercart,andsawthetitle,DOCTORMARIGOLD’S

PRESCRIPTIONS,shelookedatmeforamomentwithastonishment,thenflutteredtheleaves,thenbrokeoutalaughinginthecharmingestway,thenfeltherpulseandshookherhead,thenturnedthepagespretendingtoreadthemmostattentive,thenkissedthebooktome,andputittoherbosomwithbothherhands。Ineverwasbetterpleasedinallmylife!

Butletmenotanticipate。(ItakethatexpressionoutofalotofromancesIboughtforher。Ineveropenedasingleoneof’em——andIhaveopenedmany——butIfoundtheromancersaying\"letmenotanticipate。\"Whichbeingso,Iwonderwhyhedidanticipate,orwhoaskedhimtoit。)Letmenot,Isay,anticipate。Thissamebooktookupallmysparetime。Itwasnoplaytogettheotherarticlestogetherinthegeneralmiscellaneouslot,butwhenitcometomyownarticle!There!Icouldn’thavebelievedtheblotting,noryetthebucklingtoatit,northepatienceoverit。Whichagainislikethefootboard。Thepublichavenoidea。

Atlastitwasdone,andthetwoyears’timewasgoneafteralltheothertimebeforeit,andwhereit’sallgoneto,whoknows?Thenewcartwasfinished,——yellowoutside,relievedwithwermilionandbrassfittings,——theoldhorsewasputinit,anew’unandaboybeinglaidonfortheCheapJackcart,——andIcleanedmyselfuptogoandfetchher。Brightcoldweatheritwas,cart—chimneyssmoking,cartspitchedprivateonapieceofwastegroundoveratWandsworth,whereyoumaysee’emfromtheSou’westernRailwaywhennotupontheroad。(Lookoutoftheright—handwindowgoingdown。)

\"Marigold,\"saysthegentleman,givinghishandhearty,\"Iamverygladtoseeyou。\"

\"YetIhavemydoubts,sir,\"saysI,\"ifyoucanbehalfasgladtoseemeasIamtoseeyou。\"

\"Thetimehasappearedsolong,——hasit,Marigold?\"

\"Iwon’tsaythat,sir,consideringitsreallength;but——\"

\"Whatastart,mygoodfellow!\"

Ah!Ishouldthinkitwas!Grownsuchawoman,sopretty,sointelligent,soexpressive!Iknewthenthatshemustbereallylikemychild,orIcouldneverhaveknownher,standingquietbythedoor。

\"Youareaffected,\"saysthegentlemaninakindlymanner。

\"Ifeel,sir,\"saysI,\"thatIambutaroughchapinasleevedwaistcoat。\"

\"Ifeel,\"saysthegentleman,\"thatitwasyouwhoraisedherfrommiseryanddegradation,andbroughtherintocommunicationwithherkind。Butwhydoweconversealonetogether,whenwecanconversesowellwithher?Addressherinyourownway。\"

\"Iamsucharoughchapinasleevedwaistcoat,sir,\"saysI,\"andsheissuchagracefulwoman,andshestandssoquietatthedoor!\"

\"TRYifshemovesattheoldsign,\"saysthegentleman。

Theyhadgotituptogethero’purposetopleaseme!ForwhenI

givehertheoldsign,sherushedtomyfeet,anddroppeduponherknees,holdingupherhandstomewithpouringtearsofloveandjoy;andwhenItookherhandsandliftedher,sheclaspedmeroundtheneck,andlaythere;andIdon’tknowwhatafoolIdidn’tmakeofmyself,untilweallthreesettleddownintotalkingwithoutsound,asiftherewasasomethingsoftandpleasantspreadoverthewholeworldforus。

[Aportionishereomittedfromthetext,havingreferencetothesketchescontributedbyotherwriters;butthereaderwillbepleasedtohavewhatfollowsretainedinanote:

\"NowI’lltellyouwhatIama—goingtodowithyou。Iama—goingtoofferyouthegeneralmiscellaneouslot,herownbook,neverreadbyanybodyelsebutme,addedtoandcompletedbymeafterherfirstreadingofit,eight—and—fortyprintedpages,six—and—ninetycolumns,Whiting’sownwork,BeaufortHousetowit,thrownoffbythesteam—ingine,bestofpaper,beautifulgreenwrapper,foldedlikecleanlinencomehomefromtheclear—starcher’s,andsoexquisitelystitchedthat,regardedasapieceofneedleworkalone,it’sbetterthanthesamplerofaseamstressundergoingaCompetitiveexaminationforStarvationbeforetheCivilServiceCommissioners——andIofferthelotforwhat?Foreightpound?Notsomuch。Forsixpound?Less。Forfourpound。Why,Ihardlyexpectyoutobelieveme,butthat’sthesum。Fourpound!Thestitchingalonecosthalfasmuchagain。Here’sforty—eightoriginalpages,ninety—sixoriginalcolumns,forfourpound。Youwantmoreforthemoney?Takeit。Threewholepagesofadvertisementsofthrillinginterestthrowninfornothing。Read’emandbelieve’em。More?MybestofwishesforyourmerryChristmasesandyourhappyNewYears,yourlonglivesandyourtrueprosperities。WorthtwentypoundgoodiftheyaredeliveredasI

sendthem。Remember!Here’safinalprescriptionadded,\"Tobetakenforlife,\"whichwilltellyouhowthecartbrokedown,andwherethejourneyended。YouthinkFourPoundtoomuch?Andstillyouthinkso?Come!I’lltellyouwhatthen。SayFourPence,andkeepthesecret。\"]

Soeveryitemofmyplanwascrownedwithsuccess。Ourreunitedlifewasmorethanallthatwehadlookedforwardto。Contentandjoywentwithusasthewheelsofthetwocartswentround,andthesamestoppedwithuswhenthetwocartsstopped。IwasaspleasedandasproudasaPug—Dogwithhismuzzleblack—leadedforaeveningparty,andhistailextracurledbymachinery。

ButIhadleftsomethingoutofmycalculations。Now,whathadI

leftout?TohelpyoutoguessI’llsay,afigure。Come。Makeaguessandguessright。Nought?No。Nine?No。Eight?No。

Seven?No。Six?No。Five?No。Four?No。Three?No。Two?

No。One?No。NowI’lltellyouwhatI’lldowithyou。I’llsayit’sanothersortoffigurealtogether。There。Whythen,saysyou,it’samortalfigure。No,noryetamortalfigure。Bysuchmeansyougotyourselfpennedintoacorner,andyoucan’thelpguessingaIMmortalfigure。That’saboutit。Whydidn’tyousaysosooner?

Yes。ItwasaimmortalfigurethatIhadaltogetherleftoutofmyCalculations。Neitherman’s,norwoman’s,butachild’s。Girl’sorboy’s?Boy’s。\"I,saysthesparrowwithmybowandarrow。\"Nowyouhavegotit。

WeweredownatLancaster,andIhaddonetwonightsmorethanfairaveragebusiness(thoughIcannotinhonourrecommendthemasaquickaudience)intheopensquarethere,neartheendofthestreetwhereMr。Sly’sKing’sArmsandRoyalHotelstands。Mim’stravellinggiant,otherwisePickleson,happenedattheself—sametimetobetryingitoninthetown。Thegenteellaywasadoptedwithhim。Nohintofavan。GreenbaizealcoveleadinguptoPicklesoninaAuctionRoom。Printedposter,\"Freelistsuspended,withtheexceptionofthatproudboastofanenlightenedcountry,afreepress。Schoolsadmittedbyprivatearrangement。Nothingtoraiseablushinthecheekofyouthorshockthemostfastidious。\"

Mimswearingmosthorribleandterrific,inapinkcalicopay—place,attheslacknessofthepublic。Serioushandbillintheshops,importingthatitwasallbutimpossibletocometoarightunderstandingofthehistoryofDavidwithoutseeingPickleson。

IwenttotheAuctionRoominquestion,andIfounditentirelyemptyofeverythingbutechoesandmouldiness,withthesingleexceptionofPicklesononapieceofreddrugget。Thissuitedmypurpose,asIwantedaprivateandconfidentialwordwithhim,whichwas:\"Pickleson。Owingmuchhappinesstoyou,Iputyouinmywillforafypunnote;but,tosavetrouble,here’sfourpuntendown,whichmayequallysuityourviews,andletussoconcludethetransaction。\"Pickleson,whouptothatremarkhadhadthedejectedappearanceofalongRomanrushlightthatcouldn’tanyhowgetlighted,brightenedupathistopextremity,andmadehisacknowledgmentsinawaywhich(forhim)wasparliamentaryeloquence。Helikewisedidadd,that,havingceasedtodrawasaRoman,MimhadmadeproposalsforhisgoinginasaconwertedIndianGiantworkeduponbyTheDairyman’sDaughter。This,Pickleson,havingnoacquaintancewiththetractnamedafterthatyoungwoman,andnotbeingwillingtocouplegagwithhisseriousviews,haddeclinedtodo,therebyleadingtowordsandthetotalstoppageoftheunfortunateyoungman’sbeer。Allofwhich,duringthewholeoftheinterview,wasconfirmedbytheferociousgrowlingofMimdownbelowinthepay—place,whichshookthegiantlikealeaf。

Butwhatwastothepresentpointintheremarksofthetravellinggiant,otherwisePickleson,wasthis:\"DoctorMarigold,\"——Igivehiswordswithoutahopeofconweyingtheirfeebleness,——\"whoisthestrangeyoungmanthathangsaboutyourcarts?\"——\"ThestrangeyoungMAN?\"Igiveshimback,thinkingthathemeanther,andhislanguidcirculationhaddroppedasyllable。\"Doctor,\"hereturns,withapathoscalculatedtodrawatearfromevenamanlyeye,\"Iamweak,butnotsoweakyetasthatIdon’tknowmywords。Irepeatthem,Doctor。Thestrangeyoungman。\"ItthenappearedthatPickleson,beingforcedtostretchhislegs(notthattheywantedit)onlyattimeswhenhecouldn’tbeseenfornothing,towitinthedeadofthenightandtowardsdaybreak,hadtwiceseenhangingaboutmycarts,inthatsametownofLancasterwhereIhadbeenonlytwonights,thissameunknownyoungman。

Itputmeratheroutofsorts。WhatitmeantastoparticularsInomoreforebodedthenthanyouforebodenow,butitputmeratheroutofsorts。Howsoever,ImadelightofittoPickleson,andItookleaveofPickleson,advisinghimtospendhislegacyingettinguphisstamina,andtocontinuetostandbyhisreligion。TowardsmorningIkeptalookoutforthestrangeyoungman,and——whatwasmore——Isawthestrangeyoungman。Hewaswelldressedandwelllooking。Heloiteredverynighmycarts,watchingthemlikeasifhewastakingcareofthem,andsoonafterdaybreakturnedandwentaway。Isentahailafterhim,butheneverstartedorlookedround,ortookthesmallestnotice。

WeleftLancasterwithinanhourortwo,onourwaytowardsCarlisle。Nextmorning,atdaybreak,Ilookedoutagainforthestrangeyoungman。Ididnotseehim。ButnextmorningIlookedoutagain,andtherehewasoncemore。Isentanotherhailafterhim,butasbeforehegavenottheslightestsignofbeinganywaysdisturbed。Thisputathoughtintomyhead。ActingonitIwatchedhimindifferentmannersandatdifferenttimesnotnecessarytoenterinto,tillIfoundthatthisstrangeyoungmanwasdeafanddumb。

Thediscoveryturnedmeover,becauseIknewthatapartofthatestablishmentwhereshehadbeenwasallottedtoyoungmen(someofthemwelloff),andIthoughttomyself,\"Ifshefavourshim,whereamI?andwhereisallthatIhaveworkedandplannedfor?\"Hoping—

—Imustconfesstotheselfishness——thatshemightNOTfavourhim,I

setmyselftofindout。AtlastIwasbyaccidentpresentatameetingbetweenthemintheopenair,lookingonleaningbehindafir—treewithouttheirknowingofit。Itwasamovingmeetingforallthethreepartiesconcerned。Ikneweverysyllablethatpassedbetweenthemaswellastheydid。Ilistenedwithmyeyes,whichhadcometobeasquickandtruewithdeafanddumbconversationasmyearswiththetalkofpeoplethatcanspeak。Hewasa—goingouttoChinaasclerkinamerchant’shouse,whichhisfatherhadbeenbeforehim。Hewasincircumstancestokeepawife,andhewantedhertomarryhimandgoalongwithhim。Shepersisted,no。Heaskedifshedidn’tlovehim。Yes,shelovedhimdearly,dearly;

butshecouldneverdisappointherbeloved,good,noble,generous,andI—don’t—know—what—allfather(meaningme,theCheapJackinthesleevedwaistcoat)andshewouldstaywithhim,Heavenblesshim!

thoughitwastobreakherheart。Thenshecriedmostbitterly,andthatmadeupmymind。

Whilemymindhadbeeninanunsettledstateaboutherfavouringthisyoungman,IhadfeltthatunreasonabletowardsPickleson,thatitwaswellforhimhehadgothislegacydown。ForIoftenthought,\"Ifithadn’tbeenforthissameweak—mindedgiant,Imightneverhavecometotroublemyheadandwexmysoulabouttheyoungman。\"But,oncethatIknewshelovedhim,——oncethatIhadseenherweepforhim,——itwasadifferentthing。ImadeitrightinmymindwithPicklesononthespot,andIshookmyselftogethertodowhatwasrightbyall。

Shehadlefttheyoungmanbythattime(forittookafewminutestogetmethoroughlywellshooktogether),andtheyoungmanwasleaningagainstanotherofthefir—trees,——ofwhichtherewasacluster,—withhisfaceuponhisarm。Itouchedhimontheback。

Lookingupandseeingme,hesays,inourdeaf—and—dumbtalk,\"Donotbeangry。\"

\"Iamnotangry,goodboy。Iamyourfriend。Comewithme。\"

IlefthimatthefootofthestepsoftheLibraryCart,andIwentupalone。Shewasdryinghereyes。

\"Youhavebeencrying,mydear。\"

\"Yes,father。\"

\"Why?\"

\"Aheadache。\"

\"Notaheartache?\"

\"Isaidaheadache,father。\"

\"DoctorMarigoldmustprescribeforthatheadache。\"

ShetookupthebookofmyPrescriptions,andhelditupwithaforcedsmile;butseeingmekeepstillandlookearnest,shesoftlylaiditdownagain,andhereyeswereveryattentive。

\"ThePrescriptionisnotthere,Sophy。\"

\"Whereisit?\"

\"Here,mydear。\"

Ibroughtheryounghusbandin,andIputherhandinhis,andmyonlyfartherwordstobothofthemwerethese:\"DoctorMarigold’slastPrescription。Tobetakenforlife。\"AfterwhichIbolted。

Whentheweddingcomeoff,Imountedacoat(blue,andbrightbuttons),forthefirstandlasttimeinallmydays,andIgiveSophyawaywithmyownhand。Therewereonlyusthreeandthegentlemanwhohadhadchargeofherforthosetwoyears。IgivetheweddingdinneroffourintheLibraryCart。Pigeon—pie,alegofpickledpork,apairoffowls,andsuitablegardenstuff。Thebestofdrinks。Igivethemaspeech,andthegentlemangiveusaspeech,andallourjokestold,andthewholewentofflikeasky—

rocket。InthecourseoftheentertainmentIexplainedtoSophythatIshouldkeeptheLibraryCartasmyliving—cartwhennotupontheroad,andthatIshouldkeepallherbooksforherjustastheystood,tillshecomebacktoclaimthem。SoshewenttoChinawithheryounghusband,anditwasapartingsorrowfulandheavy,andI

gottheboyIhadanotherservice;andsoasofold,whenmychildandwifeweregone,Iwentploddingalongalone,withmywhipovermyshoulder,attheoldhorse’shead。

Sophywrotememanyletters,andIwrotehermanyletters。Abouttheendofthefirstyearshesentmeoneinanunsteadyhand:

\"Dearestfather,notaweekagoIhadadarlinglittledaughter,butIamsowellthattheyletmewritethesewordstoyou。Dearestandbestfather,Ihopemychildmaynotbedeafanddumb,butIdonotyetknow。\"WhenIwroteback,Ihintedthequestion;butasSophyneveransweredthatquestion,Ifeltittobeasadone,andIneverrepeatedit。Foralongtimeourletterswereregular,butthentheygotirregular,throughSophy’shusbandbeingmovedtoanotherstation,andthroughmybeingalwaysonthemove。Butwewereinoneanother’sthoughts,Iwasequallysure,lettersornoletters。

Fiveyears,oddmonths,hadgonesinceSophywentaway。IwasstilltheKingoftheCheapJacks,andatagreaterheightofpopularitythanever。Ihadhadafirst—rateautumnofit,andonthetwenty—

thirdofDecember,onethousandeighthundredandsixty—four,I

foundmyselfatUxbridge,Middlesex,cleansoldout。SoIjoggeduptoLondonwiththeoldhorse,lightandeasy,tohavemyChristmas—

eveandChristmas—dayalonebythefireintheLibraryCart,andthentobuyaregularnewstockofgoodsallround,tosell’emagainandgetthemoney。

Iamaneathandatcookery,andI’lltellyouwhatIknockedupformyChristmas—evedinnerintheLibraryCart。Iknockedupabeefsteak—puddingforone,withtwokidneys,adozenoysters,andacoupleofmushroomsthrownin。It’sapuddingtoputamaningoodhumourwitheverything,exceptthetwobottombuttonsofhiswaistcoat。Havingrelishedthatpuddingandclearedaway,Iturnedthelamplow,andsatdownbythelightofthefire,watchingitasitshoneuponthebacksofSophy’sbooks。

Sophy’sbookssobroughtSophy’sself,thatIsawhertouchingfacequiteplainly,beforeIdroppedoffdozingbythefire。ThismaybeareasonwhySophy,withherdeaf—and—dumbchildinherarms,seemedtostandsilentbymeallthroughmynap。Iwasontheroad,offtheroad,inallsortsofplaces,NorthandSouthandWestandEast,Windslikedbestandwindslikedleast,Hereandthereandgoneastray,Overthehillsandfaraway,andstillshestoodsilentbyme,withhersilentchildinherarms。EvenwhenIwokewithastart,sheseemedtovanish,asifshehadstoodbymeinthatveryplaceonlyasingleinstantbefore。

Ihadstartedatarealsound,andthesoundwasonthestepsofthecart。Itwasthelighthurriedtreadofachild,comingclamberingup。Thattreadofachildhadoncebeensofamiliartome,thatforhalfamomentIbelievedIwasa—goingtoseealittleghost。

Butthetouchofarealchildwaslaidupontheouterhandleofthedoor,andthehandleturned,andthedooropenedalittleway,andarealchildpeepedin。Abrightlittlecomelygirlwithlargedarkeyes。

Lookingfullatme,thetinycreaturetookoffhermiteofastrawhat,andaquantityofdarkcurlsfellaboutherface。Thensheopenedherlips,andsaidinaprettyvoice,\"Grandfather!\"

\"Ah,myGod!\"Icriesout。\"Shecanspeak!\"

\"Yes,deargrandfather。AndIamtoaskyouwhethertherewaseveranyonethatIremindyouof?\"

InamomentSophywasroundmyneck,aswellasthechild,andherhusbandwasa—wringingmyhandwithhisfacehid,andweallhadtoshakeourselvestogetherbeforewecouldgetoverit。Andwhenwedidbegintogetoverit,andIsawtheprettychilda—talking,pleasedandquickandeagerandbusy,tohermother,inthesignsthatIhadfirsttaughthermother,thehappyandyetpityingtearsfellrollingdownmyface。