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ToMarionCummingsStanleyContentsHelenofTroyBeatriceSapphoMariannaAlcoforandoGuenevereErinnaLoveSongsSongTheRoseandtheBeeTheSongMakerWildAstersWhenLoveGoesTheWayfarerThePrincessintheTowerWhenLoveWasBornTheShrineTheBlindLoveMeTheSongforColinFourWindsRoundelDewAMaiden\"ILoveYou\"

ButNottoMeHiddenLoveSnowSongYouthandthePilgrimTheWandererIWouldLiveinYourLoveMayRispettoLessthantheCloudtotheWindBuriedLoveSongPierrotAtNightSongLoveinAutumnTheKissNovemberASongofthePrincessTheWindAWinterNightTheMetropolitanTowerGramercyParkIntheMetropolitanMuseumConeyIslandUnionSquareCentralParkatDuskYoungLoveSonnetsandLyricsPrimaveraMiaSoul’sBirthLoveandDeathFortheAnniversaryofJohnKeats’DeathSilenceTheReturnFearAnadyomeneGalahadintheCastleoftheMaidensToanAeolianHarpToErinnaToCleisParisinSpringMadeirafromtheSeaCityVignettesBytheSeaOntheDeathofSwinburneTrioletsVoxCorporisABalladofTwoKnightsChristmasCarolTheFaeryForestAFantasyAMinuetofMozart’sTwilightThePrayerTwoSongsforaChildOntheTowerHelenofTroyandOtherPoemsHelenofTroyWildflightonflightagainstthefadingdawnTheflames’redwingssoarupwardduskily。

ThisisthefuneralpyreandTroyisdeadThatsparkledsothedayIsawitfirst,Anddarkenedslowlyafter。IamsheWholovesallbeauty——yetIwitherit。

Whyhavethehighgodsmademewreaktheirwrath——

ForeversincemymaidenhoodtosowSorrowandbloodaboutme?Lo,theykeepTheirbittercareabovemeevennow。

Itwasthegodswholedmetothislair,Thattho’theburningwindsshouldmakemeweak,Theyshouldnotsnatchthelifefromoutmylips。

Olympuslettheotherwomendie;

TheyshallbequietwhenthedayisdoneAndhavenocareto—morrow。YetformeThereisnorest。ThegodsarenotsokindTohermadehalfimmortallikethemselves。

ItistoyouIowethecruelgift,Leda,mymother,andtheSwan,mysire,Toyouthebeautyandtoyouthebale;

ForneverwomanbornofmanandmaidHadwroughtsuchhavocontheearthasI,OrtroubledheavenwithaseaofflameThatclimbedtotouchthesilentwhirlingstarsAndblottedouttheirbrightnesserethedawn。

HaveInotmadetheworldtoweepenough?

Givedeathtome。Yetlifeismorethandeath;

HowcouldIleavethesoundofsingingwinds,Thestrongsweetscentthatbreathesfromoffthesea,Orshutmyeyesforevertothespring?

Iwillnotgivethegravemyhandstohold,Myshininghairtolightoblivion。

Havethosewhowanderthroughthewaysofdeath,ThestillwanfieldsElysian,anyloveTolifttheirbreastswithlonging,anylipsTothirstagainstthequiverofakiss?

Lo,IshalllivetoconquerGreeceagain,Tomakethepeoplelove,whohatemenow。

Mydreamsareover,IhaveceasedtocryAgainstthefatethatmademenlovemymouthAndlefttheirspiritsalltoodeaftohearThelittlesongsthatechoedthroughmysoul。

Ihavenoangernow。Thedreamsaredone;

YetsincetheGreeksandTrojanswouldnotseeAughtbutmybody’sfairness,tilltheend,Inalltheislandssetinalltheseas,Andallthelandsthatliebeneaththesun,Tilllightturndarkness,andtilltimeshallsleep,Men’slivesshallwastewithlongingafterme,ForIshallbethesumoftheirdesire,Thewholeofbeauty,neverseenagain。

Andtheyshallstretchtheirarmsandstarting,wakeWith\"Helen!\"ontheirlips,andintheireyesThevisionofme。AlwaysIshallbeLimnedonthedarknesslikeashaftoflightThatglimmersandisgone。TheyshallbeholdEachonehisdreamthatfashionsmeanew;——

WithhairlikelakesthatglintbeneaththestarsDarkassweetmidnight,orwithhairaglowLikeburnishedgoldthatstillretainsthefire。

Yea,IshallhauntuntiltheduskoftimeTheheavyeyelidsfilledwithfleetingdreams。

Iwaitforonewhocomeswithswordtoslay——

ThekingIwrongedwhosearchesformenow;

Andyetheshallnotslayme。IshallstandWithliftedheadandlookwithinhiseyes,Baringmybreasttohimandtothesun。

HeshallnothavethepowertostainwithbloodThatwhiteness——forthethirstyswordshallfallAndheshallcryandcatchmeinhisarms,BearingmebacktoSpartaonhisbreast。

Lo,IshalllivetoconquerGreeceagain!

BeatriceSendoutthesingers——lettheroombestill;

Theyhavenoteasedmypainnorbroughtmesleep。

Closeoutthesun,forIwouldhaveitdarkThatImayfeelhowblackthegravewillbe。

Thesunissetting,forthelightisred,Andyouareoutlinedinagoldenfire,LikeUrsulauponanaltar—screen。

Come,leavethelightandsitbesidemybed,ForIhavehadenoughofsaintsandprayers。

Strangebrokenthoughtsarebeatinginmybrain,Theycomeandvanishandagaintheycome。

Itisthefeverdrivingoutmysoul,AndDeathstandswaitingbythearrasthere。

Ornella,Iwillspeak,forsoonmylipsShallkeepasilencetilltheendoftime。

Youhaveamouthforloving——listenthen:

KeeptrystwithLovebeforeDeathcomestotryst;

ForI,whodie,couldwishthatIhadlivedAlittleclosertotheworldofmen,Notwatchingalwaysthro’theblazonedpanesThatshowtheworldinchillygreensandbluesAndgrudgethesunshinethatwouldenterin。

IwasnopartofallthetroubledcrowdThatmovedbeneaththepalacewindowshere,AndyetsometimesaknightinshiningsteelWouldpassandcatchthegleamingofmyhair,Andwaveamailedhandandsmileatme,WhereatImadenosignandturnedaway,Affrightedandyetgladandfullofdreams。

Ah,dreamsanddreamsthataskednoanswering!

Ishouldhavewroughttomakemydreamscometrue,Butallmylifewaslikeanautumnday,Fullofgrayquietandahazypeace。

WhatwasIsaying?Allisgoneagain。

ItseemedbutnowIwasthelittlechildWhoplayedwithinagardenlongago。

Beyondthewallsthefestaltrumpetsblared。

PerhapstheycarriedsomeMadonnabyWithtossingensignsinaseaofflowers,ApaintedVirginwithapaintedChild,WhosawforoncethesweetnessofthesunBeforetheyshutherinanaltar—nicheWheretaperssmokeagainstthewindygloom。

IgatheredrosesredderthanmygownAndplayedthatIwasSaintElizabeth,Whosewinehadturnedtorosesinherhands。

AndasIplayed,achildcamethro’thegate,Aboywholookedatmewithoutaword,Astho’hesawstretchfarbehindmyheadLonglinesofradiantangels,rowonrow。

Thatdaywespokealittle,timidly,AndafterthatIneverheardthevoiceThatsangsomanysongsforloveofme。

Hewascontenttostandandwatchmepass,Toseekformeatmatinseveryday,WhereIcouldfeelhiseyesthewhileIprayed。

Ithinkifhehadstretchedhishandstome,Ormovedhislipstosayasingleword,Imighthavelovedhim——hehadwondrouseyes。

Ornella,areyouthere?Icannotsee——

Iseveryonesolonelywhenhedies?

Theroomisfilledwithlights——withwavinglights——

Whoarethemenandwomen’roundthebed?

WhathaveIsaid,Ornella?Havetheyheard?

Therewasnoevilhiddeninmylife,Andyet,andyet,Iwouldnothavethemknow——

AmInotfloatinginamistoflight?

OliftmeupandIshallreachthesun!

SapphoThetwilight’sinnerflamegrowsblueanddeep,AndinmyLesbos,overleaguesofsea,Thetemplesglimmermoonwiseinthetrees。

TwilighthasveiledthelittleflowerfaceHereonmyheart,butstillthenightiskindAndleavesherwarmsweetweightagainstmybreast。

AmIthatSapphowhowouldrunatduskAlongthesurgescreepinguptheshoreWhentidescameintoeasethehungrybeach,Andrunning,running,tillthenightwasblack,WouldfallforespentuponthechillysandAndquiverwiththewindsfromoffthesea?

Ah,quietlytheshinglewaitsthetidesWhosewavesarestingingkisses,buttomeLovebroughtnopeace,nordarknessanyrest。

IcreptandtouchedthefoamwithfeveredhandsAndcriedtoLove,fromwhomtheseaissweet,Fromwhomtheseaisbittererthandeath。

Ah,Aphrodite,ifIsingnomoreTothee,God’sdaughter,powerfulasGod,ItisthatthouhastmademylifetoosweetToholdtheaddedsweetnessofasong。

Thereisaquietattheheartoflove,AndIhavepiercedthepainandcometopeace。

Iholdmypeace,myCleis,onmyheart;

Andsofterthanalittlewildbird’swingArekissesthatshepoursuponmymouth。

Ah,neveranymorewhenspringlikefireWillflickerinthenewlyopenedleaves,ShallIstealforthtoseekforsolitudeBeyondthelureoflightAlcaeus’lyre,BeyondthesobthatstilledErinna’svoice。

Ah,neverwithathroatthatacheswithsong,Beneaththewhiteuncaringskyofspring,ShallIgoforthtohideawhilefromLoveThequiverandthecryingofmyheart。

StillIrememberhowIstrovetofleeThelove—noteofthebirds,andbowedmyheadTohurryfaster,butuponthegroundIsawtwowingedshadowssidebyside,Andalltheworld’sspringpassionstifledme。

Ah,Love,thereisnofleeingfromthymight,Nolonelyplacewherethouhastnevertrod,NodesertthouhastleftuncarpetedWithflowersthatspringbeneaththyperfectfeet。

Inmanyguisesdidstthoucometome;

Isawtheebythemaidenswhiletheydanced,Phaonalluredmewithalookofthine,InAnactoriaIknewthygrace,IlookedatCercolasandsawthineeyes;

Butneverwholly,soulandbodymine,DidstthoubidanylovemeasIloved。

NowIhavefoundthepeacethatfledfromme;

Close,close,againstmyheartIholdmyworld。

Ah,Lovethatmademylifealyriccry,Ah,Lovethattunedmylipstolyresofthine,Itaughttheworldthymusic,nowaloneIsingforonewhofallsasleeptohear。

MariannaAlcoforando(ThePortugueseNun——1640—1723)

Thesparrowswakebeneaththeconventeaves;

IthinkIhavenotsleptthewholenightthrough。

ButIamold;theagedscarcelyknowThetimestheywakeandsleep,forlifeburnsdown;

Theybreathethecalmofdeathbeforetheydie。

Thelongnightends,thedaycomescreepingin,Showingthesorrowsthatthedarknesshid,ThebendedheadofChrist,theblood,thethorns,Thewall’sgraystainsofdamp,thepalletbedWherelittleSisterMartadreamsofsaints,WakingwitharmsoutstretchedimploringlyThatseektostayavision’svanishing。

Ineverhadavision,yetformeOurLadysmiledwhilealltheconventsleptOnewintermidnighthushedaroundwithsnow——

Ithoughtshemightbekinderthantherest,AndsoIcametokneelbeforeherfeet,Sickwithlove’ssorrowandlove’sbitterness。

ButwhenIwouldhavemadetheblessedsign,Ifoundthewaterfrozeninthefont,Andtouchedbuticewithinthecarvedstone。

Thesaintshadhidthemselvesawayfromme,Leavingthewindowsblackagainstthenight;

AndwhenIsankuponthealtarsteps,BeforetheVirginMotherandherChild,Thelast,pale,low—burnttaperflickeredout,Butinthedarkness,smoothandfathomless,StilltwinkledlikeastartheholylampThatcastaduskyglowuponherface。

Thenthroughthenumbingcoldpeacefellonme,Submissionandthegraciousgiftoftears,ForwhenIlooked,Oh!blessedmiracle,HerlipshadpartedandOurLadysmiled!

AndthenIknewthatLoveisworthitspainAndthatmyheartwasricherforhissake,Sincelackofloveisbitterestofall。

Thedayisbroadawake——thefirstlongbeamOflevelsunfindsSisterMarta’sface,AndtremblingthereitlightsatimidsmileUponthelipsthatsaysomanyprayers,Andhavenowordsforhateandnoneforlove。

Butwhenshepasseswhereherprayershavegone,WillGodnotsmilealittlesadlythen,AndsendherbackwithgentlewordstoearthThatshemayholdachildagainstherbreastAndfeelitslittlehandsuponherhair?

WeweepbeforetheBlessedMother’sshrine,Tothinkuponhersorrows,butherjoysWhatnuncouldeverknowatithingof?

TheprecioushoursshewatchedaboveHissleepWereworththefearfulanguishoftheend。

Yea,lackofloveisbitterestofall;

YetIhavefeltwhatthingitistoknowOnethoughtforever,sleepingorawake;

TosayonenamewhosesweetnessgrowssostrangeThatitmightworkaspellonthosewhoweep;

TofeeltheweightofloveuponmyheartSoheavythatthebloodcanscarcelyflow。

Lovecomestosomeunlooked—for,quietly,Aswhenattwilight,withasoftsurprise,Weseethenew—borncrescentintheblue;

Anduntoothersloveisplanet—like,Acoldandplacidgleamthatwaversnot,AndtherearethosewhowaitthecallofloveExpectantofhiscoming,aswewatchToseetheeastgrowpalliderethemoonLiftsupherflower—likeheadagainstthenight。

Lovecametomeascomesacruelsun,Thatonsomerain—drenchedmorning,whentheleavesArebowedbeneaththeirclingingweightofdrops,Tearsthroughthemist,andburnswithferventheatThetendergrassesandthemeadowflowers;

ThensuddenlytheheavycloudscloseinAndthroughthedarkthethunder’smutteringIsdrownedamidthedashingoftherain。

ButIhaveseenmydaygrowcalmagain。

Thesunsetsslowlyonapeacefulworld,Andshedsaquietlightacrossthefields。

GuenevereIwasaqueen,andIhavelostmycrown;

Awife,andIhavebrokenallmyvows;

Alover,andIruinedhimIloved:——

Thereisnootherhavoclefttodo。

AlittlemonthagoIwasaqueen,AndmothersheldtheirbabiesuptoseeWhenIcameridingoutofCamelot。

Thewomensmiled,andalltheworldsmiledtoo。

Andnow,whatwoman’seyeswouldsmileonme?

Istillambeautiful,andyetwhatchildWouldthinkofmeassomehigh,heaven—sentthing,Anangel,cladingoldandminiver?

Theworldwouldrunfromme,andyetamI

Nodifferentfromthequeentheyusedtolove。

Ifwater,flowingsilveroverstones,Isforded,andbeneaththehorses’feetGrowsturbidsuddenly,itclearsagain,Andmenwilldrinkitwithnothoughtofharm。

YetIambrandedforasinglefault。

Iwasthefloweramidatoilingworld,Wherepeoplesmiledtoseeonehappything,Andtheywereproudandgladtoraisemehigh;

TheyonlyaskedthatIshouldberightfair,Alittlekind,andgownedwondrously,AndsurelyitwerelittlepraisetomeIfIhadpleasedthemwellthroughoutmylife。

Iwasaqueen,thedaughterofaking。

Thecrownwasneverheavyonmyhead,Itwasmyright,andwasapartofme。

Thewomenthoughtmeproud,themenwerekind,Andbowedrightgallantlytokissmyhand,AndwatchedmeasIpassedthemcalmlyby,AlongthehallsIshallnottreadagain。

Whatif,to—night,Ishouldrevisitthem?

Thewardersatthegates,thekitchen—maids,Theverybeggarswouldstandofffromme,AndI,theirqueen,wouldclimbthestairsalone,Passthroughthebanquet—hall,aloathedthing,Andseekmychambersforahiding—place,AndIshouldfindthembutasepulchre,Theveryrushesrottedonthefloors,Thefireinashesonthefreezinghearth。

Iwasaqueen,andhewholovedmebestMademeawomanforanightandday,AndnowIgounqueenedforevermore。

Aqueenshouldneverdreamonsummereves,Whenhoveringspellsareheavyinthedusk:——

Ithinknonightwaseverquitesostill,Sosmoothlylitwithredalongthewest,Sodeeplyhushedwithquietthroughandthrough。

Andstrangelyclear,anddeeplydyedwithlight,Thetreesstoodstraightagainstapalingsky,WithVenusburninglamp—likeinthewest。

Iwalkedaloneamidathousandflowers,Thatdroopedtheirheadsanddrowsedbeneaththedew,Andallmythoughtswerequietedtosleep。

Behindme,onthewalk,Iheardastep——

Ididnotknowmyheartcouldtellhistread,IdidnotknowIlovedhimtillthathour。

WithinmybreastIfeltawild,sickpain,Thegardenreeledalittle,Iwasweak,Andquickhecamebehindme,caughtmyarms,Thatachedbeneathhistouch;andthenIswayed,MyheadfellbackwardandIsawhisface。

Allthisgrowsbitterthatwasoncesosweet,Andmanymouthsmustdrainthedregsofit。

Butnonewillpityme,norpityhimWhomLovesolashed,andwithsuchcruelthongs。

ErinnaTheysentyouintosayfarewelltome,No,donotshakeyourhead;IseeyoureyesThatshinewithtears。Sappho,yousawthesunJustnowwhenyoucamehither,andagain,Whenyouhaveleftme,alltheshimmeringGreatmeadowswilllaughlightly,andthesunPutroundaboutyouwarminvisiblearmsAsmightalover,deckingyouwithlight。

Igotowarddarknesstho’Iliesostill。

IfIcouldseethesun,IshouldlookupAnddrinkthelightuntilmyeyeswereblind;

Ishouldkneeldownandkissthebladesofgrass,AndIshouldcallthebirdswithsuchavoice,Withsuchalonging,tremulousandkeen,ThattheywouldflytomeandonthebreastBearevermoretotree—topsandtofieldsThekissIgavethem。Sappho,tellmethis,WasInotsometimesfair?Myeyes,mymouth,Myhairthatlovedthewind,weretheynotworthThebreathofloveuponthem?Yethepassed,Andhewillpassto—nightwhenalltheairIsbluewithtwilight;butIshallnotsee。

Ishallhavegoneforever。Holdmyhands,HoldfastthatDeathmaynevercomebetween;

Swearbythegodsyouwillnotletmego;

MakesongsforDeathasyouwouldsingtoLove——

Butyouwillnotassuagehim。HealoneOfallthegodswilltakenogiftsfrommen。

Iamafraid,afraid。

Sappho,leandown。

Lastnightthefevergaveadreamtome,Ittakesmylifeandgivesalittledream。

IthoughtIsawhimstand,themanIlove,Hereinmyquietchamber,withhiseyesFixedonmeasIentered,whilehedrewSilentlytowardme——hewhonightbynightGoesbymydoorwithoutathoughtofme——

Nearedmeandputhishandbehindmyhead,Andleaningtowardme,kissedmeonthemouth。

ThatwasalittledreamforDeathtogive,Tooshorttotakethewholeoflifefor,yetIwokewithlipsmadequietbyakiss。

Thedreamisworththedying。DonotsmileSosadlyonmewithyourshiningeyes,YouwhocansetyoursorrowtoasongAndeaseyourhurtbysinging。ButtomeMysongsarelessthansea—sandthatthewindDrivesstingingovermeandbearsaway。

Ihavenocarewhatplacethegrainsmayfall,Norofmysongs,ifTimeshallblowthemback,Asland—windbreaksthelinesofdyingfoamAlongthebrightwetbeaches,scatteringTheflakesoncemoreagainstthelaboringsea,Intooblivion。WhatcarehaveI

TopleaseApollosinceLovehearkensnot?

Yourwordswillliveforever,menwillsay\"Shewastheperfectlover\"——Ishalldie,Ilovedtoomuchtolive。GoSappho,go——

Ihateyourhandsthatbeatsofulloflife,Go,lestmyhatredhurtyou。Ishalldie,Butyouwilllivetoloveandloveagain。

Hemighthavelovedsomeotherspringthanthis;

Ishouldhavekeptmylife——Iletitgo。

Hewouldnotlovemenowtho’CyprisboundHergirdleroundme。IamDeath’s,notLove’s。

Gofromme,Sappho,backtofindthesun。

Iamalone,alone。OCyprian……

LoveSongsSongYouboundstrongsandalsonmyfeet,Yougavemebreadandwine,Andbademeout,’neathsunandstars,Foralltheworldwasmine。

Ohtakethesandalsoffmyfeet,Youknownotwhatyoudo;

Forallmyworldisinyourarms,Mysunandstarsareyou。

TheRoseandtheBeeIfIwereabeeandyouwerearose,Wouldyouletmeinwhenthegraywindblows?

Wouldyouholdyourpetalswideapart,Wouldyouletmeintofindyourheart,Ifyouwerearose?

\"IfIwerearoseandyouwereabee,Youshouldnevergowhenyoucametome,Ishouldholdmyloveonmyheartatlast,Ishouldclosemyleavesandkeepyoufast,Ifyouwereabee。\"

TheSongMakerImadeahundredlittlesongsThattoldthejoyandpainoflove,Andsangthemblithely,tho’IknewNowhitthereof。

Iwasaweaverdeafandblind;

Amiraclewaswroughtforme,ButIhavelostmyskilltoweaveSinceIcansee。

ForwhileIsang——ahswiftandstrange!

Lovepassedandtouchedmeonthebrow,AndIwhomadesomanysongsAmsilentnow。

WildAstersInthespringIaskedthedaisiesIfhiswordsweretrue,AndthecleverlittledaisiesAlwaysknew。

Nowthefieldsarebrownandbarren,Bitterautumnblows,AndofallthestupidastersNotoneknows。

WhenLoveGoesI

Omother,Iamsickoflove,Icannotlaughnorliftmyhead,Mybitterdreamshavebrokenme,Iwouldmyloveweredead。

\"DrinkofthedraughtIbrewforthee,Thoushalthavequietinitsstead。\"

II

Whereisthesilverintherain,Whereisthemusicinthesea,WhereisthebirdthatsangalldayTobreakmyheartwithmelody?

\"ThenightthoubadstLoveflyaway,Hehidthemallfromthee。\"

TheWayfarerLoveenteredinmyheartoneday,Asad,unwelcomeguest;

Butwhenhebeggedthathemightstay,Ilethimwaitandrest。

Hebrokemysleepwithsorrowing,Andshookmydreamswithtears,Andwhenmyheartwasfaintosing,Hestilleditsjoywithfears。

Butnowthathehasgonehisway,Imisstheoldsweetpain,AndsometimesinthenightIprayThathemaycomeagain。

ThePrincessintheTowerI

ThePrincesssings:

IamtheprincessupinthetowerAndIdreamthewholedaythro’

OfaknightwhoshallcomewithasilverspearAndawavingplumeofblue。

Iamtheprincessupinthetower,AndIdreammydreamsbyday,ButsometimesIwake,andmyeyesarewet,Whentheduskisdeepandgray。

Forthepeasantloversgobybeneath,Ihearthemlaughandkiss,AndIforgetmyday—dreamknight,Andlongforalovelikethis。

II

TheMinstrelsings:

Iliebesidetheprincess’tower,Socloseshecannotseemyface,Andwatchherdreamingalldaylong,Andbendingwithalily’sgrace。

HercheeksarepalerthanthemoonThatsailsalongasunnysky,AndyethersilentmouthisredWheretenderwordsandkisseslie。

Iamaminstrelwithaharp,Forloveofhermysongsaresweet,AndyetIdarenotliftthevoiceThatliessofarbeneathherfeet。

III

TheKnightsings:

OprincessceaseyourdreamsawhileAndlookadownyourtower’sgrayside——

Theprincessgazesfaraway,NorhearsnorheedsthewordsIcried。

Perchancemyheartwasoverbold,Godmadeherdreamstoopuretobreak,SheseestheangelsintheairFlytoandfroforMary’ssake。

Farewell,Imountandgomyway,——Butohherhairthesunsiftsthro’——

Thetiltsandtourneyswaitmyspear,IamtheKnightofthePlumeofBlue。

WhenLoveWasBornWhenLovewasbornIthinkhelayRightwarmonVenus’breast,AndwhileshesmiledandwhileswouldplayAndwhileswouldtakehisrest。

Butalways,foldedoutofsight,ThewingsweregrowingstrongThatweretobearhimoffinflightErelong,erelong。

TheShrineThereisnolordwithinmyheart,LeftsilentasanemptyshrineWhereroseandmyrtleintertwine,Withinaplaceapart。

NogodisthereofcarvenstoneTowatchwithstillapprovingeyesMythoughtslikesteadyincenserise;

Idreamandweepalone。

ButifIkeepmyaltarfair,SomemorningIshallliftmyheadFromrosesdeftlygarlandedTofindthegodisthere。

TheBlindThebirdsarealla—building,Theysaytheworld’sa—flower,AndstillIlingerlonelyWithinabarrenbower。

IweaveaweboffanciesOftearsanddarknessspun。

HowshallIsingofsunlightWhoneversawthesun?

Ihearthepipesa—blowing,ButyetImaynotdance,IknowthatLoveispassing,Icannotcatchhisglance。

AndifhisvoiceshouldcallmeAndIwithgropingdimShouldreachhisplaceofcallingAndstretchmyarmstohim,ThewindwouldblowbetweenmyhandsForJoythatIshallmiss,TherainwouldfalluponmymouthThathiswillneverkiss。

LoveMeBrown—thrushsingingalldaylongIntheleavesaboveme,Takemylovethislittlesong,\"Loveme,loveme,loveme!\"

Whenheharkenswhatyousay,Bidhim,lesthemissme,Leavehisworkorleavehisplay,Andkissme,kissme,kissme!

TheSongforColinIsangasongatduskingtimeBeneaththeeveningstar,AndTerencelefthislatestrhymeToanswerfromafar。

Pierrotlaiddownhislutetoweep,Andsighed,\"Shesingsforme,\"

ButColinsleptacarelesssleepBeneathanappletree。

FourWinds\"Fourwindsblowingthro’thesky,Youhaveseenpoormaidensdie,TellmethenwhatIshalldoThatmylovermaybetrue。\"

Saidthewindfromoutthesouth,\"Laynokissuponhismouth,\"

Andthewindfromoutthewest,\"Woundtheheartwithinhisbreast,\"

Andthewindfromouttheeast,\"Sendhimemptyfromthefeast,\"

Andthewindfromoutthenorth,\"Inthetempestthrusthimforth,Whenthouartmorecruelthanhe,ThenwillLovebekindtothee。\"

RoundelIfhecouldknowmysongsareallforhim,Atsilverdawnorintheeveningglow,Wouldhenotsmileandthinkitbutawhim,Ifhecouldknow?

Orwouldhisheartrejoiceandoverflow,AshappybrooksthatbreaktheiricyrimWhenApril’shornsalongthehillsidesblow?

ImaynotspeaktillEros’torchisdim,Thegodisbitterandwillhaveitso;

Andyetto—nightourfatewouldseemlessgrimIfhecouldknow。

DewIdreamthatheismine,Idreamthatheistrue,AndallhiswordsIkeepAsrose—leavesholdthedew。

Olittlethirstyrose,Olittleheartbeware,LestyoushouldhopetoholdAhundredroses’share。

AMaidenOhifIwerethevelvetroseUpontheredrosevine,I’dclimbtotouchhiswindowAndmakehiscasementfine。

AndifIwerethelittlebirdThattwittersonthetree,AlldayI’dsingmyloveforhimTillheshouldharkenme。

ButsinceIamamaidenIgowithdowncasteyes,AndhewillneverhearthesongsThathehasturnedtosighs。

AndsinceIamamaidenMylovewillneverknowThatIcouldkisshimwithamouthMoreredthanrosesblow。

\"ILoveYou\"

WhenAprilbendsabovemeAndfindsmefastasleep,DustneednotkeepthesecretAliveheartdiedtokeep。

WhenApriltellsthethrushes,Themeadow—larkswillknow,AndpipethethreewordslightlyToallthewindsthatblow。

Abovehisrooftheswallows,Innoteslikefar—blownrain,WilltellthelittlesparrowBesidehiswindow—pane。

Osparrow,littlesparrow,WhenIamfastasleep,ThentellmylovethesecretThatIhavediedtokeep。

ButNottoMeTheAprilnightisstillandsweetWithflowersoneverytree;

Peacecomestothemonquietfeet,Butnottome。

MypeaceishiddeninhisbreastWhereIshallneverbe,Lovecomesto—nighttoalltherest,Butnottome。

HiddenLoveIhidthelovewithinmyheart,Andlitthelaughterinmyeyes,ThatwhenwemeethemaynotknowMylovethatneverdies。

ButsometimeswhenhedreamsatnightOffragrantforestsgreenanddim,ItmaybethatmylovecreptoutAndbroughtthedreamtohim。

AndsometimeswhenhisheartissickAndsuddenlygrowswellagain,ItmaybethatmylovewasthereTofreehislifeofpain。

SnowSongFairysnow,fairysnow,Blowing,blowingeverywhere,WouldthatI

Too,couldflyLightly,lightlythroughtheair。

Likeawee,crystalstarIshoulddrift,IshouldblowNear,morenear,TomydearWherehecomesthroughthesnow。

IshouldflytomyloveLikeaflakeinthestorm,Ishoulddie,Ishoulddie,Onhislipsthatarewarm。

YouthandthePilgrimGraypilgrim,youhavejourneyedfar,IprayyoutelltomeIstherealandwhereLoveisnot,Byshoreofanysea?

ForIamwearyofthegod,AndIwouldfleefromhimTho’ImusttakeashipandgoBeyondtheocean’srim。

\"IknowaportwhereLoveisnot,Theshipisinyourhand,ThenplungeyourswordwithinyourbreastAndyouwillreachtheland。\"

TheWandererIsawthesunset—coloredsands,TheNilelikeflowingfirebetween,WhereRamesesstaresforthserene,AndAmmon’sheavytemplestands。

Isawtherockswherelongago,Abovetheseathatcriesandbreaks,BrightPerseuswithMedusa’ssnakesSetfreethemaidenwhitelikesnow。

Andmanyskieshavecoveredme,Andmanywindshaveblownmeforth,AndIhavelovedthegreenbrightnorth,AndIhavelovedthecoldsweetsea。

Butwhattomearenorthandsouth,Andwhatthelureofmanylands,SinceyouhaveleanedtocatchmyhandsAndlayakissuponmymouth。

IWouldLiveinYourLoveIwouldliveinyourloveasthesea—grassesliveinthesea,Borneupbyeachwaveasitpasses,drawndownbyeachwavethatrecedes;

Iwouldemptymysoulofthedreamsthathavegatheredinme,Iwouldbeatwithyourheartasitbeats,Iwouldfollowyoursoulasitleads。

MayThewindistossingthelilacs,Thenewleaveslaughinthesun,Andthepetalsfallontheorchardwall,Butformethespringisdone。

BeneaththeappleblossomsIgoawintryway,ForlovethatsmiledinAprilIsfalsetomeinMay。

RispettoWasthathisstepthatsoundedonthestair?

WasthathisknockIhearduponthedoor?

IgrowsotiredIalmostceasetocare,AndyetIwouldthathemightcomeoncemore。

ItwasthewindIheard,thatmocksatme,Thebitterwindthatismorecruelthanhe;

Itwasthewindthatknockeduponthedoor,Buthewillneverknocknorentermore。

LessthantheCloudtotheWindLessthanthecloudtothewind,Lessthanthefoamtothesea,LessthantherosetothestormAmItothee。

Morethanthestartothenight,Morethantheraintothelea,MorethanheaventoearthArtthoutome。

BuriedLoveIshallburymywearyLoveBeneathatree,IntheforesttallandblackWherenonecansee。

Ishallputnoflowersathishead,Norstoneathisfeet,ForthemouthIlovedsomuchWasbittersweet。

Ishallgonomoretohisgrave,Forthewoodsarecold。

IshallgatherasmuchofjoyAsmyhandscanhold。

IshallstayalldayinthesunWherethewidewindsblow,Butoh,IshallweepatnightWhennonewillknow。

SongOwoeisme,myheartissad,ForIshouldneverknowIfLovecamebylikeanylad,Withouthissilverbow。

OrifhelefthisarrowssharpAndcameaminstrelweary,I’dnevertellhimbyhisharpNorknowhimformydearie。

\"Ogoyourwaysandhavenofear,Fortho’Lovepassesby,He’llcomeahundredtimes,mydear,Beforeyourturntodie。\"

PierrotPierrotstandsinthegardenBeneathawaningmoon,AndonhislutehefashionsAlittlesilvertune。

Pierrotplaysinthegarden,Hethinksheplaysforme,ButIamquiteforgottenUnderthecherrytree。

Pierrotplaysinthegarden,AndalltherosesknowThatPierrotloveshismusic,ButIlovePierrot。

AtNightLovesaid,\"Wakestillandthinkofme,\"

Sleep,\"Closeyoureyestillbreakofday,\"

ButDreamscamebyandsmilinglyGavebothtoLoveandSleeptheirway。

SongWhenLovecomessingingtohisheartThatwouldnotwakeforme,IthinkthatIshallknowhisjoyBymyownecstasy。

Andtho’theseawereallbetween,Thetimetheirhandsshallmeet,Myheartwillknowhishappiness,Sowildlyitwillbeat。

Andwhenhebendsabovehermouth,Rejoicingforhissake,Mysoulwillsingalittlesong,Butoh,myheartwillbreak。

LoveinAutumnIsoughtamongthedriftingleaves,Thegoldenleavesthatonceweregreen,ToseeifLovewerehidingthereAndpeepingoutbetween。

Forthro’thesilvershowersofMayAndthro’thesummer’sheavyheat,InvainIsoughthisgoldenheadAndlight,fast—flyingfeet。

PerhapswhenalltheworldisbareAndcruelwinterholdstheland,TheLovethatfindsnoplacetohideWillrunandcatchmyhand。

Ishallnotcaretohavehimthen,Ishallbebitteranda—cold——

ItgrowstoolateforfrolickingWhenalltheworldisold。

ThenlittlehidingLove,comeforth,Comeforthbeforetheautumngoes,Andletusseekthro’ruinedpathsThegarden’slastredrose。

TheKissIhopedthathewouldloveme,Andhehaskissedmymouth,ButIamlikeastrickenbirdThatcannotreachthesouth。

Fortho’Iknowhelovesme,To—nightmyheartissad;

HiskisswasnotsowonderfulAsallthedreamsIhad。

NovemberTheworldistired,theyearisold,Thelittleleavesaregladtodie,ThewindgoesshiveringwithcoldAmongtherushesdry。

Ourloveisdyinglikethegrass,Andwewhokissedgrowcoldlykind,HalfgladtoseeourpoorlovepassLikeleavesalongthewind。

ASongofthePrincessTheprincesshasherlovers,Ascoreofknightshasshe,Andeachcansingamadrigal,Andpraisehergracefully。

ButLovethatissobitterHathputwithinherheartAlongingforthescornfulknightWhosilentstandsapart。

Andtho’theotherspraiseandplead,Shemakethnoreply,Yetforasinglewordfromhim,Iweenthatshewoulddie。

TheWindAwindisblowingovermysoul,Ihearitcrythewholenightthro’——

IstherenopeaceformeonearthExceptwithyou?

Alas,thewindhasmademewise,Overmynakedsoulitblew,——

ThereisnopeaceformeonearthEvenwithyou。

AWinterNightMywindow—paneisstarredwithfrost,Theworldisbittercoldto—night,ThemooniscruelandthewindIslikeatwo—edgedswordtosmite。

Godpityallthehomelessones,Thebeggarspacingtoandfro。

Godpityallthepoorto—nightWhowalkthelamp—litstreetsofsnow。

MyroomislikeabitofJune,Warmandclose—curtainedfoldonfold,Butsomewhere,likeahomelesschild,Myheartiscryinginthecold。

TheMetropolitanTowerWewalkedtogetherintheduskTowatchthetowergrowdimlywhite,AndsawitliftagainsttheskyItsflowerofamberlight。

Youtalkedofhalfahundredthings,Ikepteachlittlewordyousaid;

Andwhenatlastthehourwasfull,Isawthelightturnred。