I。
DR。DILLONTOEDWARDDELANEY,ESQ。,ATTHEPINES。
NEARRYE,N。H。
August8,1872。
MyDearSir:Iamhappytoassureyouthatyouranxietyiswithoutreason。Flemmingwillbeconfinedtothesofaforthreeorfourweeks,andwillhavetobecarefulatfirsthowheuseshisleg。A
fractureofthiskindisalwaysatediousaffair。FortunatelythebonewasveryskilfullysetbythesurgeonwhochancedtobeinthedrugstorewhereFlemmingwasbroughtafterhisfall,andI
apprehendnopermanentinconveniencefromtheaccident。Flemmingisdoingperfectlywellphysically;butImustconfessthattheirritableandmorbidstateofmindintowhichhehasfallencausesmeagreatdealofuneasiness。Heisthelastmanintheworldwhooughttobreakhisleg。Youknowhowimpetuousourfriendisordinarily,whatasoulofrestlessnessandenergy,nevercontentunlessheisrushingatsomeobject,likeasportivebullataredshawl;butamiablewithal。Heisnolongeramiable。Histemperhasbecomesomethingfrightful。MissFannyFlemmingcameupfromNewport,wherethefamilyarestayingforthesummer,tonursehim;
buthepackedheroffthenextmorningintears。HehasacompletesetofBalzac’sworks,twenty—sevenvolumes,piledupnearhissofa,tothrowatWatkinswheneverthatexemplaryserving—manappearswithhismeals。YesterdayIveryinnocentlybroughtFlemmingasmallbasketoflemons。Youknowitwasastripoflemonpeelonthecurbstonethatcausedourfriend’smischance。
Well,henosoonersetiseyesuponthoselemonsthanhefellintosucharageasIcannotadequatelydescribe。Thisisonlyoneofmoods,andtheleastdistressing。Atothertimeshesitswithbowedheadregardinghissplinteredlimb,silent,sullen,despairing。
Whenthisfitisonhim——anditsometimeslastsallday——nothingcandistracthismelancholy。Herefusestoeat,doesnotevenreadthenewspapers;books,exceptasprojectilesforWatkins,havenocharmsforhim。Hisstateistrulypitiable。
Now,ifhewereapoorman,withafamilydependingonhisdailylabor,thisirritabilityanddespondencywouldbenaturalenough。
Butinayoungfellowoftwenty—four,withplentyofmoneyandseeminglynotacareintheworld,thethingismonstrous。Ifhecontinuestogivewaytohisvagariesinthismanner,hewillendbybringingonaninflammationofthefibula。Itwasthefibulahebroke。Iamatmywits’endtoknowwhattoprescribeforhim。I
haveanaestheticsandlotions,tomakepeoplesleepandtosoothepain;butI’venomedicinethatwillmakeamanhavealittlecommon—sense。Thatisbeyondmyskill,butmaybeitisnotbeyondyours。YouareFlemming’sintimatefriend,hisfidusAchates。Writetohim,writetohimfrequently,distracthismind,cheerhimup,andpreventhimfrombecomingaconfirmedcaseofmelancholia。
Perhapshehassomeimportantplansdisarrangedbyhispresentconfinement。Ifhehasyouwillknow,andwillknowhowtoadvisehimjudiciously。Itrustyourfatherfindsthechangebeneficial?
Iam,mydearsir,withgreatrespect,etc。
II。
EDWARDDELANEYTOJOHNFLEMMING,WEST38THSTREET,NEWYORK。
August9,1872。
MyDearJack:IhadalinefromDillonthismorning,andwasrejoicedtolearnthatyourhurtisnotsobadasreported。Likeacertainpersonage,youarenotsoblackandblueasyouarepainted。Dillonwillputyouonyourpinsagainintwotothreeweeks,ifyouwillonlyhavepatienceandfollowhiscounsels。DidyougetmynoteoflastWednesday?IwasgreatlytroubledwhenI
heardoftheaccident。
Icanimaginehowtranquilandsaintlyyouarewithyourleginatrough!Itisdeucedawkward,tobesure,justaswehadpromisedourselvesagloriousmonthtogetheratthesea—side;butwemustmakethebestofit。Itisunfortunate,too,thatmyfather’shealthrendersitimpossibleformetoleavehim。Ithinkhehasmuchimproved;theseaairishisnativeelement;buthestillneedsmyarmtoleanuponinhiswalks,andrequiressomeonemorecarefulthataservanttolookafterhim。Icannotcometoyou,dearJack,butIhavehoursofunemployedtimeonhand,andIwillwriteyouawholepost—officefullofletters,ifthatwilldivertyou。Heavenknows,Ihaven’tanythingtowriteabout。Itisn’tasifwewerelivingatoneofthebeachhouses;thenIcoulddoyousomecharacterstudies,andfillyourimaginationwithgroupsofsea—goddesses,withtheir(orsomebodyelse’s)ravenandblondemaneshangingdowntheirshoulders。YoushouldhaveAphroditeinmorningwrapper,ineveningcostume,andinherprettiestbathingsuit。Butwearefarfromallthathere。Wehaveroomsinafarm—house,onacross—road,twomilesfromthehotels,andleadthequietestoflives。
IwishIwereanovelist。Thisoldhouse,withitssandedfloorsandhighwainscots,anditsnarrowwindowslookingoutuponaclusterofpinesthatturnthemselvesintoaeolianharpseverytimethewindblows,wouldbetheplaceinwhichtowriteasummerromance。Itshouldbeastorywiththeodorsoftheforestandthebreathoftheseainit。ItshouldbeanovellikeoneofthatRussianfellow’s——what’shisname?——Tourguenieff,Turguenef,Turgenif,Toorguniff,Turgenjew——nobodyknowshowtospellhim。YetIwonderifevenaLizaoranAlexandraPaulovnacouldstirtheheartofamanwhohasconstanttwingesinhisleg。IwonderifoneofourownYankeegirlsofthebesttype,haughtyandspirituelle,wouldbeofanycomforttoyouinyourpresentdeplorablecondition。IfIthoughtso,IwouldhastendowntotheSurfHouseandcatchoneforyou;or,betterstill,Iwouldfindyouoneovertheway。
Picturetoyourselfalargewhitehousejustacrosstheroad,nearlyoppositeourcottage。Itisnotahouse,butamansion,built,perhaps,inthecolonialperiod,withramblingextensions,andgambrelroof,andawidepiazzaonthreesides——aself—
possessed,high—bredpieceofarchitecture,withitsnoseintheair。Itstandsbackfromtheroad,andhasanobsequiousretinueoffringedelmsandoaksandweepingwillows。Sometimesinthemorning,andoftenerintheafternoon,whenthesunhaswithdrawnfromthatpartofthemansions,ayoungwomanappearsonthepiazzawithsomemysteriousPenelopewebofembroideryinherhand,orabook。Thereisahammockoverthere——ofpineapplefibre,itlooksfromhere。Ahammockisverybecomingwhenoneiseighteen,andhasgoldenhair,anddarkeyes,andanemerald—coloredillusiondressloopedupafterthefashionofaDresdenchinashepherdess,andischausseelikeabelleofthetimeofLouisQuatorze。Allthissplendorgoesintothathammock,andswaystherelikeapond—lilyinthegoldenafternoon。Thewindowofmybedroomlooksdownonthatpiazza——andsodoI。
Butenoughofthenonsense,whichillbecomesasedateyoungattorneytakinghisvacationwithaninvalidfather。Dropmealine,dearJack,andtellmehowyoureallyare。Stateyourcase。
Writemealong,quiteletter。Ifyouareviolentorabusive,I’lltakethelawtoyou。
III。
JOHNFLEMMINGTOEDWARDDELANEY。
August11,1872。
Yourletter,dearNed,wasagodsend。FancywhatafixIamin——I,whoneverhadaday’ssicknesssinceIwasborn。Myleftlegweighsthreetons。Itisembalmedinspicesandsmotheredinlayersoffinelinen,likeamummy。Ican’tmove。Ihaven’tmovedforfivethousandyears。I’mofthetimeofPharaoh。
Iliefrommorningtillnightonalounge,staringintothehotstreet。Everybodyisoutoftownenjoyinghimself。Thebrown—stone—
fronthousesacrossthestreetresemblearowofparticularlyuglycoffinssetuponend。Agreenmouldissettlingonthenamesofthedeceased,carvedonthesilverdoor—plates。Sardonicspidershavesewedupthekey—holes。Allissilenceanddustanddesolation。——Iinterruptthisamoment,totakeashyatWatkinswiththesecondvolumeofCesarBirotteau。Missedhim!IthinkI
couldbringhimdownwithacopyofSainte—BeuveortheDictionnaireUniversel,ifIhadit。ThesesmallBalzacbookssomehowdonotquitefitmyhand;butIshallfetchhimyet。I’veanideathatWatkinsistappingtheoldgentleman’sChateauYquem。
Duplicatekeyofthewine—cellar。Hibernianswarriesinthefrontbasement。YoungCheopsupstairs,snuginhiscerements。Watkinsglidesintomychamber,withthatcolorless,hypocriticalfaceofhisdrawnoutlonglikeanaccordion;butIknowhegrinsallthewaydownstairs,andisgladIhavebrokenmyleg。WasnotmyevilstarintheveryzenithwhenIranuptotowntoattendthatdinneratDelmonico’s?Ididn’tcomeupaltogetherforthat。ItwaspartlytobuyFrankLivingstone’sroanmareMargot。AndnowIshallnotbeabletositinthesaddlethesetwomonths。I’llsendthemaredowntoyouatThePines——isthatthenameoftheplace?
OldDillonfanciesthatIhavesomethingonmymind。Hedrivesmewildwithlemons。Lemonsforaminddiseased!Nonsense。Iamonlyasrestlessasthedevilunderthisconfinement——athingI’mnotusedto。Takeamanwhohasneverhadsomuchasaheadacheoratoothacheinhislife,straponeofhislegsinasectionofwater—
spout,keephiminaroominthecityforweeks,withthehotweatherturnedon,andthenexpecthimtosmileandpurrandbehappy!Itispreposterous。Ican’tbecheerfulorcalm。
YourletteristhefirstconsolingthingIhavehadsincemydisaster,tendaysago。Itreallycheeredmeupforhalfanhour。
Sendmeascreed,Ned,asoftenasyoucan,ifyouloveme。
Anythingwilldo。Writememoreaboutthatlittlegirlinthehammock。Thatwasverypretty,allthatabouttheDresdenchinashepherdessandthepond—lily;theimageryalittlemixed,perhaps,butverypretty。Ididn’tsupposeyouhadsomuchsentimentalfurnitureinyourupperstory。Itshowshowonemaybefamiliarforyearswiththereception—roomofhisneighbor,andneversuspectwhatisdirectlyunderhismansard。Isupposedyourloftstuffedwithdrylegalparchments,mortgages,andaffidavits;youtakedownapackageofmanuscript,andlo!therearelyricsandsonnetsandcanzonettas。Youreallyhaveagraphicdescriptivetouch,EdwardDelaney,andIsuspectyouofanonymouslove—talesinthemagazines。
IshallbeabearuntilIhearfromyouagain。Tellmeallaboutyourprettyinconnueacrosstheroad。Whatishername?Whoisshe?
Who’sherfather?Where’shermother?Who’sherlover?Youcannotimaginehowthiswilloccupyme。Themoretrifling,thebetter。MyimprisonmenthasweakenedmeintellectuallytosuchadegreethatI
findyourepistolarygiftsquiteconsiderable。Iampassingintomysecondchildhood。InaweekortwoIshalltaketoIndiarubberringsandprongsofcoral。Asilvercup,withanappropriateinscription,wouldbeadelicateattentiononyourpart。Inthemeantime,write!
IV。
EDWARDDELANEYTOJOHNFLEMMING。
August12,1872。
Thesickpashashallbeamused。Bismillah!hewillsitso。Ifthestory—tellerbecomesprolixandtedious——thebow—stringandthesack,andtwoNubianstodrophimintothePiscataqua!Buttruly,Jack,Ihaveahardtask。Thereisliterallynothinghere——exceptthelittlegirlovertheway。Sheisswinginginthehammockatthismoment。Itistomecompensationformanyoftheillsoflifetoseehernowandthenputoutasmallkidboot,whichfitslikeaglove,andsetherselfgoing。Whoisshe,andwhatishername?HernameisDaw。OnlydaughterifMr。RichardW。Daw,ex—colonelandbanker。Motherdead。OnebrotheratHarvard,elderbrotherkilledatthebattleofFairOaks,tenyearsago。Old,richfamily,theDaws。Thisisthehomestead,wherefatheranddaughterpasseightmonthsofthetwelve;therestoftheyearinBaltimoreandWashington。TheNewEnglandwintertoomanyfortheoldgentleman。
ThedaughteriscalledMarjorie——MarjorieDaw。Soundsoddatfirst,doesn’tit?Butafteryousayitovertoyourselfhalfadozentimes,youlikeit。There’sapleasingquaintnesstoit,somethingprimandviolet—like。MustbeanicesortofgirltobecalledMarjorieDaw。
IhadminehostofThePinesinthewitness—boxlastnight,anddrewtheforegoingtestimonyfromhim。HehaschargeofMr。Daw’svegetable—garden,andhasknownthefamilythesethirtyyears。OfcourseIshallmaketheacquaintanceofmyneighborsbeforemanydays。ItwillbenexttoimpossibleformenottomeetMr。DaworMissDawinsomeofmywalks。Theyoungladyhasafavoritepathtothesea—beach。Ishallintercepthersomemorning,andtouchmyhattoher。Thentheprincesswillbendherfairheadtomewithcourteoussurprisenotunmixedwithhaughtiness。Willsnubme,infact。Allthisforthysake,OPashaoftheSnaptAxle—tree!……
Howoddlythingsfallout!TenminutesagoIwascalleddowntotheparlor——youknowthekindofparlorsinfarm—housesonthecoast,asortofamphibiousparlor,withsea—shellsonthemantel—pieceandsprucebranchesinthechimney—place——whereIfoundmyfatherandMr。Dawdoingtheantiquepolitetoeachother。Hehadcometopayhisrespectstohisnewneighbors。Mr。Dawisatall,slimgentlemanofaboutfifty—five,withafloridfaceandsnow—whitemustacheandside—whiskers。LookslikeMr。Dombey,orasMr。DombeywouldhavelookedifhehadservedafewyearsintheBritishArmy。
Mr。Dawwasacolonelinthelatewar,commandingtheregimentinwhichhissonwasalieutenant。Pluckyoldboy,backboneofNewHampshiregranite。Beforetakinghisleave,thecoloneldeliveredhimselfofaninvitationasifhewereissuingageneralorder。
MissDawhasafewfriendscoming,at4p。m。,toplaycroquetonthelawn(parade—ground)andhavetea(coldrations)onthepiazza。
Willwehonorthemwithourcompany?(orbesenttotheguard—
house。)Myfatherdeclinesonthepleaofill—health。Myfather’ssonbowswithasmuchsuavityasheknows,andaccepts。
InmynextIshallhavesomethingtotellyou。Ishallhaveseenthelittlebeautyfacetoface。Ihaveapresentiment,Jack,thatthisDawisararaavis!Keepupyourspirits,myboy,untilI
writeyouanotherletter——andsendmealongwordhow’syourleg。
V。
EDWARDDELANEYTOJOHNFLEMMING。
August13,1872。
Theparty,mydearJack,wasasdrearyaspossible。Alieutenantofthenavy,therectoroftheEpiscopalChurchatStillwater,andasocietyswellfromNahant。Thelieutenantlookedasifhehadswallowedacoupleofhisbuttons,andfoundthebullionratherindigestible;therectorwasapensiveyouth,ofthedaffydowndillysort;andtheswellfromNahantwasaveryweaktidalwaveindeed。
Thewomenweremuchbetter,astheyalwaysare;thetwoMissKingsburysofPhiladelphia,stayingattheSeashellHouse,twobrightandengaginggirls。ButMarjorieDaw!
Thecompanybrokeupsoonaftertea,andIremainedtosmokeacigarwiththecolonelonthepiazza。Itwaslikeseeingapicture,toseeMissMarjoriehoveringaroundtheoldsoldier,anddoingahundredgraciouslittlethingsforhim。Shebroughtthecigarsandlightedthetaperswithherowndelicatefingers,inthemostenchantingfashion。Aswesatthere,shecameandwentinthesummertwilight,andseemed,withherwhitedressandpalegoldhair,likesomelovelyphantomthathadsprungintoexistenceoutofthesmokewreaths。Ifshehadmeltedintoair,likethestatueofGalateaintheplay,Ishouldhavebeenmoresorrythansurprised。
Itwaseasytoperceivethattheoldcolonelworshippedherandshehim。Ithinktherelationbetweenanelderlyfatherandadaughterjustbloomingintowomanhoodthemostbeautifulpossible。Thereisinitasubtilesentimentthatcannotexistinthecaseofmotheranddaughter,orthatofsonandmother。Butthisisgettingintodeepwater。
IsatwiththeDawsuntilhalfpastten,andsawthemoonriseonthesea。Theocean,thathadstretchedmotionlessandblackagainstthehorizon,waschangedbymagicintoabrokenfieldofglitteringice,interspersedwithmarvelloussilveryfjords。InthefardistancetheIsleofShoalsloomeduplikeagroupofhugebergsdriftingdownonus。ThePolarRegionsinaJunethaw!Itwasexceedinglyfine。Whatdidwetalkabout?Wetalkedabouttheweather——andyou!Theweatherhasbeendisagreeableforseveraldayspast——andsohaveyou。Iglidedfromonetopictotheotherverynaturally。Itoldmyfriendsofyouraccident;howithadfrustratedalloursummerplans,andwhatourplanswere。Iplayedquiteaspiritedsoloonthefibula。ThenIdescribedyou;or,rather,Ididn’t。Ispokeofyouramiability,ofyourpatienceunderthissevereaffliction;ofyourtouchinggratitudewhenDillonbringsyoulittlepresentsoffruit;ofyourtendernesstoyoursisterFanny,whomyouwouldnotallowtostayintowntonurseyou,andhowyouheroicallysentherbacktoNewport,preferringtoremainalonewithMary,thecook,andyourmanWatkins,towhom,bytheway,youweredevotedlyattached。Ifyouhadbeenthere,Jack,youwouldn’thaveknownyourself。Ishouldhaveexcelledasacriminallawyer,ifIhadnotturnedmyattentiontoadifferentbranchofjurisprudence。
MissMarjorieaskedallmannerofleadingquestionsconcerningyou。
Itdidnotoccurtomethen,butitstruckmeforciblyafterwards,thatsheevincedasingularinterestintheconversation。WhenI
gotbacktomyroom,Irecalledhoweagerlysheleanedforward,withherfull,snowythroatinstrongmoonlight,listeningtowhatIsaid。Positively,IthinkImadeherlikeyou!
MissDawisagirlwhomyouwouldlikeimmensely,Icantellyouthat。Abeautywithoutaffectation,ahighandtendernature——ifonecanreadthesoulintheface。Andtheoldcolonelisanoblecharacter,too。
IamgladthattheDawsaresuchpleasantpeople。ThePinesisanisolatedspot,andmyresourcesarefew。IfearIshouldhavefoundlifeheresomewhatmonotonousbeforelong,withnoothersocietythanthatofmyexcellentsire。Itistrue,Imighthavemadeatargetofthedefencelessinvalid;butIhaven’tatasteforartillery,moi。
VI。
JOHNFLEMMINGTOEDWARDDELANEY。
August17,1872。
Foramanwhohasn’tatasteforartillery,itoccurstome,myfriend,youarekeepingupaprettylivelyfireonmyinnerworks。
Butgoon。Cynicismisasmallbrassfield—piecethateventuallyburstsandkillstheartilleryman。
Youmayabusemeasmuchasyoulike,andI’llnotcomplain;forI
don’tknowwhatIshoulddowithoutyourletters。Theyarecuringme。Ihaven’thurledanythingatWatkinssincelastSunday,partlybecauseIhavegrownmoreamiableunderyourteaching,andpartlybecauseWatkinscapturedmyammunitiononenight,andcarrieditofftothelibrary。HeisrapidlylosingthehabithehadacquiredofdodgingwheneverIrubmyear,ormakeanyslightmotionwithmyrightarm。Heisstillsuggestiveofthewine—cellar,however。Youmaybreak,youmayshatterWatkins,ifyouwill,butthescentoftheRoedererwillhangroundhimstill。
Ned,thatMissDawmustbeacharmingperson。Ishouldcertainlylikeher。Ilikeheralready。Whenyouspokeinyourfirstletterofseeingayounggirlswinginginahammockunderyourchamberwindow,Iwassomehowstrangelydrawntoher。Icannotaccountforitintheleast。WhatyouhavesubsequentlywrittenofMissDawhasstrengthenedtheimpression。YouseemtobedescribingawomanI
haveknowninsomepreviousstateofexistence,ordreamedofinthis。Uponmyword,ifyouweretosendmeherphotograph,I
believeIshouldrecognizeherataglance。Hermanner,thatlisteningattitude,hertraitsofcharacter,asyouindicatethem,thelighthairandthedarkeyes——theyareallfamiliarthingstome。Askedalotofquestions,didshe?Curiousaboutme?Thatisstrange。
Youwouldlaughinyoursleeve,youwretchedoldcynic,ifyouknewhowIlieawakenights,withmygasturneddowntoastar,thinkingofThePinesandthehouseacrosstheroad。Howcoolitmustbedownthere!Ilongforthesaltsmellintheair。Ipicturethecolonelsmokinghischerootonthepiazza。IsendyouandMissDawoffonafternoonramblesalongthebeach。SometimesIletyoustrollwithherundertheelmsinthemoonlight,foryouaregreatfriendsbythistime,Itakeit,andseeeachothereveryday。I
knowyourwaysandyourmanners!ThenIfallintoatruculentmood,andwouldliketodestroysomebody。HaveyounoticedanythingintheshapeofaloverhangingaroundthecolonelLaresandPenates?Doesthatlieutenantofthehorse—marinesorthatyoungStillwaterparsonvisitthehousemuch?NotthatIampiningfornewsofthem,butanygossipofthekindwouldbeinorder。I
wonder,Ned,youdon’tfallinlovewithMissDaw。Iamripetodoitmyself。Speakingofphotographs,couldn’tyoumanagetosliponeofhercartes—de—visitefromheralbum——shemusthaveanalbum,youknow——andsendittome?Iwillreturnitbeforeitcouldbemissed。That’sagoodfellow!Didthemarearrivesafeandsound?
ItwillbeacapitalanimalthisautumnforCentralPark。
Oh——myleg?Iforgotaboutmyleg。It’sbetter。
VII。
EDWARDDELANEYTOJOHNFLEMMIMG。
August20,1872。
Youarecorrectinyoursurmises。Iamonthemostfriendlytermswithourneighbors。Thecolonelandmyfathersmoketheirafternooncigartogetherinoursitting—roomoronthepiazzaopposite,andI
passanhourortwoofthedayortheeveningwiththedaughter。I
ammoreandmorestruckbythebeauty,modesty,andintelligenceofMissDaw。
YouaskedmewhyIdonotfallinlovewithher。Iwillbefrank,Jack;Ihavethoughtofthat。Sheisyoung,rich,accomplished,unitinginherselfmoreattractions,mentalandpersonal,thanI
canrecallinanygirlofmyacquaintance;butshelacksthesomethingthatwouldbenecessarytoinspireinmethatkindofinterest。Possessingthisunknownquality,awomanneitherbeautifulnorwealthynorveryyoungcouldbringmetoherfeet。
ButnotMissDaw。Ifwewereshipwreckedtogetheronanuninhabitedisland——letmesuggestatropicalisland,foritcostsnomoretobepicturesque——Iwouldbuildherabamboohut,Iwouldfetchherbread—fruitandcocoanuts,Iwouldfryyamsforher,Iwouldluretheingenuousturtleandmakehernourishingsoups,butIwouldn’tmakelovetoher——notundereighteenmonths。Iwouldliketohaveherforasister,thatImightshieldherandcounselher,andspendhalfmyincomeonoldthreadlaceandcamel’s—hairshawls。(Weareofftheislandnow。)Ifsuchwerenotmyfeeling,therewouldstillbeanobstacletomylovingMissDaw。Agreatermisfortunecouldscarcelybefallmethantoloveher。Flemming,Iamabouttomakearevelationthatwillastonishyou。Imaybeallwronginmypremisesandconsequentlyinmyconclusions;butyoushalljudge。
ThatnightwhenIreturnedtomyroomafterthecroquetpartyattheDaw’s,andwasthinkingoverthetrivialeventsoftheevening,IwassuddenlyimpressedbytheairofeagerattentionwithwhichMissDawhadfollowedmyaccountofyouraccident。IthinkI
mentionedthistoyou。Well,thenextmorning,asIwenttomailmyletter,IovertookMissDawontheroadtoRye,wherethepost—
officeis,andaccompaniedherthitherandback,anhour’swalk。
Theconversationagainturnedtoyou,andagainIremarkedthatinexplicablelookofinterestwhichhadlightedupherfacethepreviousevening。Sincethen,IhaveseenMissDawperhapstentimes,perhapsoftener,andoneachoccasionIfoundthatwhenI
wasnotspeakingofyou,oryoursister,orsomepersonorplaceassociatedwithyou,Iwasnotholdingherattention。Shewouldbeabsent—minded,hereyeswouldwanderawayfrommetothesea,ortosomedistantobjectinthelandscape;herfingerswouldplaywiththeleavesofabookinawaythatconvincedmeshewasnotlistening。AtthesemomentsifIabruptlychangedthetheme——Ididitseveraltimesasanexperiment——anddroppedsomeremarkaboutmyfriendFlemming,thenthesombreblueeyeswouldcomebacktomeinstantly。
Now,isnotthistheoddestthingintheworld?No,nottheoddest。
Theeffectwhichyoutellmewasproducedonyoubymycasualmentionofanunknowngirlswinginginahammockiscertainlyasstrange。YoucanconjecturehowthatpassageinyourletterofFridaystartledme。Isitpossible,than,thattwopeoplewhohavenevermet,andwhoarehundredsofmilesapart,canexertamagneticinfluenceoneachother?Ihavereadofsuchpsychologicalphenomena,butnevercreditedthem。Ileavethesolutionoftheproblemtoyou。Asformyself,allotherthingsbeingfavorable,itwouldbeimpossibleformetofallinlovewithawomanwholistenstomeonlywhenIamtalkingofmyfriend!
Iamnotawarethatanyoneispayingmarkedattentiontomyfairneighbor。Thelieutenantofthenavy——heisstationedatRivermouth——sometimesdropsinofanevening,andsometimestherectorfromStillwater;thelieutenanttheoftener。Hewastherelastnight。I
shouldnotbesurprisedifhehadaneyetotheheiress;butheisnotformidable。MistressDawcarriesaneatlittlespearofirony,andthehonestlieutenantseemstohaveaparticularfacilityforimpalinghimselfonthepointofit。Heisnotdangerous,Ishouldsay;thoughIhaveknownawomantosatirizeamanforyears,andmarryhimafterall。Decidedly,thelowlyrectorisnotdangerous;
yet,again,whohasnotseenClothofFriezevictoriousinthelistswhereClothofGoldwentdown?
Astothephotograph。Thereisanexquisiteivory—typeofMarjorie,inpasse—partout,onthedrawingroommantel—piece。Itwouldbemissedatonceiftaken。Iwoulddoanythingreasonableforyou,Jack;butI’venoburningdesiretobehauledupbeforethelocaljusticeofthepeace,onachargeofpettylarceny。
P。S。——Enclosedisasprayofmignonette,whichIadviseyoutotreattenderly。Yes,wetalkedofyouagainlastnight,asusual。
Itisbecomingalittledrearyforme。
VIII。
EDWARDDELANEYTOJOHNFLEMMING。
August22,1872。
Yourletterinreplytomylasthasoccupiedmythoughtsallthemorning。Idonotknowwhattothink。Doyoumeantosaythatyouareseriouslyhalfinlovewithawomanwhomyouhaveneverseen——
withashadow,achimera?forwhatelsecanMissDawtobeyou?I
donotunderstanditatall。Iunderstandneitheryounorher。YouareacoupleofetherealbeingsmovinginfinerairthanIcanbreathewithmycommonplacelungs。SuchdelicacyofsentimentissomethingthatIadmirewithoutcomprehending。Iambewildered。I
amoftheearthearthy,andIfindmyselfintheincongruouspositionofhavingtodowithmeresouls,withnaturessofinelytemperedthatIrunsomeriskofshatteringtheminmyawkwardness。
IamasCalibanamongthespirits!
Reflectingonyourletter,Iamnotsurethatitiswiseinmetocontinuethiscorrespondence。Butno,Jack;Idowrongtodoubtthegoodsensethatformsthebasisofyourcharacter。YouaredeeplyinterestedinMissDaw;youfeelthatsheisapersonwhomyoumayperhapsgreatlyadmirewhenyouknowher:atthesametimeyoubearinmindthatthechancesaretentofivethat,whenyoudocometoknowher,shewillfallfarshortofyourideal,andyouwillnotcareforherintheleast。Lookatitinthissensiblelight,andI
willholdbacknothingfromyou。
YesterdayafternoonmyfatherandmyselfrodeovertoRivermouthwiththeDaws。Aheavyraininthemorninghadcooledtheatmosphereandlaidthedust。ToRivermouthisadriveofeightmiles,alongawindingroadlinedallthewaywithwildbarberrybushes。Ineversawanythingmorebrilliantthanthesebushes,thegreenofthefoliageandthefaintblushoftheberriesintensifiedbytherain。Thecoloneldrove,withmyfatherinfront,MissDawandIonthebackseat。Iresolvedthatforthefirstfivemilesyournameshouldnotpassmylips。Iwasamusedbytheartfulattemptsshemade,atthestart,tobreakthroughmyreticence。
Thenasilencefelluponher;andthenshebecamesuddenlygay。
ThatkeennesswhichIenjoyedsomuchwhenitwasexercisedonthelieutenantwasnotsosatisfactorydirectedagainstmyself。MissDawhasgreatsweetnessofdisposition,butshecanbedisagreeable。Sheisliketheyoungladyintherhyme,withthecurlonherforehead,\"Whensheisgood,Sheisvery,verygood,Andwhensheisbad,sheishorrid!\"
Ikepttomyresolution,however;butonthereturnhomeI
relented,andtalkedofyourmare!MissDawisgoingtotryaside—
saddleonMargotsomemorning。Theanimalisatrifletoolightformyweight。Bythebye,InearlyforgottosaythatMissDawsatforapictureyesterdaytoaRivermouthartist。Ifthenegativeturnsoutwell,Iamtohaveacopy。Soourendswillbeaccomplishedwithoutcrime。Iwish,though,Icouldsendyoutheivorytypeinthedrawing—room;itiscleverlycolored,andwouldgiveyouanideaofherhairandeyes,whichofcoursetheotherwillnot。
No,Jack,thesprayofmignonettedidnotcomefromme。Amanoftwenty—eightdoesn’tencloseflowersinhisletters——toanotherman。Butdon’tattachtoomuchsignificancetothecircumstance。
Shegivesspraysofmignonettetotherector,spraystothelieutenant。Shehasevengivenarosefromherbosomtoyourslave。
Itisherjocundnaturetoscatterflowers,likeSpring。
Ifmyletterssometimesreaddisjointedly,youmustunderstandthatIneverfinishoneatasitting,butwriteatintervals,whenthemoodisonme。
Themoodisnotonmenow。
IX。
EDWARDDELANEYTOJOHNFLEMMING。
August23,1872。
IhavejustreturnedfromthestrangestinterviewwithMarjorie。
Shehasallbutconfessedtomeherinterestinyou。Butwithwhatmodestyanddignity!HerwordseludemypenasIattempttoputthemonpaper;and,indeed,itwasnotsomuchwhatshesaidashermanner;andthatIcannotreproduce。Perhapsitwasofapiecewiththestrangenessofthiswholebusiness,thatsheshouldtacitlyacknowledgetoathirdpartytheloveshefeelsforamanshehasneverbeheld!ButIhavelost,throughyouraid,thefacultyofbeingsurprised。Iacceptthingsaspeopledoindreams。NowthatI
amagaininmyroom,itallappearslikeanillusion——theblackmassesofRembrandtishshadowunderthetrees,thefireflieswhirlinginPyrrhicdancesamongtheshrubbery,theseaoverthere,Marjoriesittingonthehammock!
Itispastmidnight,andIamtoosleepytowritemore。
ThursdayMorning。
MyfatherhassuddenlytakenitintohisheadtospendafewdaysattheShoals。Inthemeanwhileyouwillnothearfromme。IseeMarjoriewalkinginthegardenwiththecolonel。IwishIcouldspeaktoheralone,butshallprobablynothaveanopportunitybeforeweleave。
X。
EDWARDDELANEYTOJOHNFLEMMING。
August28,1872。
Youwerepassingintoyoursecondchildhood,wereyou?Yourintellectwassoreducedthatmyepistolarygiftsseemedquiteconsiderabletoyou,didthey?Irisesuperiortothesarcasminyourfavorofthe11thinstant,whenInoticethatfivedays’
silenceonmypartissufficienttothrowyouintothedepthsofdespondency。
WereturnedonlythismorningfromAppledore,thatenchantedisland——atfourdollarsperday。Ifindonmydeskthreelettersfromyou!EvidentlythereisnolingeringdoubtinyourmindastothepleasureIderivefromyourcorrespondence。Theselettersareundated,butinwhatItaketobethelatestaretwopassagesthatrequiremyconsideration。Youwillpardonmycandor,dearFlemming,buttheconvictionforcesitselfuponmethatasyourleggrowsstrongeryourheadbecomesweaker。Youaskmyadviceonacertainpoint。Iwillgiveit。InmyopinionyoucoulddonothingmoreunwisethattoaddressanotetoMissDaw,thankingherfortheflower。Itwould,Iamsure,offendherdelicacybeyondpardon。Sheknowsyouonlythroughme;youaretoheranabstraction,afigureinadream——adreamfromwhichthefaintestshockwouldawakenher。
Ofcourse,ifyouencloseanotetomeandinsistonitsdelivery,Ishalldeliverit;butIadviseyounottodoso。
Yousayyouareable,withtheaidofacane,towalkaboutyourchamber,andthatyoupurposetocometoThePinestheinstantDillonthinksyoustrongenoughtostandthejourney。AgainI
adviseyounotto。Doyounotseethat,everyhouryouremainaway,Marjorie’sglamourdeepens,andyourinfluenceoverherincreases?
Youwillruineverythingbyprecipitancy。Waituntilyouareentirelyrecovered;inanycase,donotcomewithoutgivingmewarning。Ifeartheeffectofyourabruptadventhere——underthecircumstances。
MissDawwasevidentlygladtoseeusbackagain,andgavemebothhandsinthefrankestway。Shestoppedatthedooramomentthisafternooninthecarriage;shehadbeenovertoRivermouthforherpictures。Unluckilythephotographerhadspiltsomeacidontheplate,andshewasobligedtogivehimanothersitting。IhaveanintuitionthatsomethingistroublingMarjorie。Shehadanabstractedairnotusualwithher。However,itmaybeonlymyfancy……Iendthis,leavingseveralthingsunsaid,toaccompanymyfatherononeofthoselongwalkswhicharenowhischiefmedicine——andmine!
XI。
EDWARDDELANYTOJOHNFLEMMING。
August29,1972。
Iwriteingreathastetotellyouwhathastakenplaceheresincemyletteroflastnight。Iamintheutmostperplexity。Onlyonethingisplain——youmustnotdreamofcomingtoThePines。Marjoriehastoldherfathereverything!Isawherforafewminutes,anhourago,inthegarden;and,asnearasIcouldgatherfromherconfusedstatement,thefactsarethese:LieutenantBradly——that’sthenavalofficerstationedatRivermouth——hasbeenpayingcourttoMissDawforsometimepast,butnotsomuchtoherlikingastothatofthecolonel,whoitseemsisanoldfiendoftheyounggentleman’sfather。Yesterday(Iknewshewasinsometroublewhenshedroveuptoourgate)thecolonelspoketoMarjorieofBradly——urgedhissuit,Iinfer。Marjorieexpressedherdislikeforthelieutenantwithcharacteristicfrankness,andfinallyconfessedtoherfather——well,Ireallydonotknowwhatsheconfessed。Itmusthavebeenthevaguestofconfessions,andmusthavesufficientlypuzzledthecolonel。Atanyrate,itexasperatedhim。IsupposeI
amimplicatedinthematter,andthatthecolonelfeelsbitterlytowardsme。Idonotseewhy:IhavecarriednomessagesbetweenyouandMissDaw;Ihavebehavedwiththegreatestdiscretion。I
canfindnoflawanywhereinmyproceeding。Idonotseethatanybodyhasdoneanything——exceptthecolonelhimself。
Itisprobable,nevertheless,thatthefriendlyrelationsbetweenthetwohouseswillbebrokenoff。\"Aplagueo’bothyourhouses,\"
sayyou。Iwillkeepyouinformed,aswellasIcan,ofwhatoccursovertheway。WeshallremainhereuntilthesecondweekinSeptember。Staywhereyouare,or,atallevents,donotdreamofjoiningme……ColonelDawissittingonthepiazzalookingratherwicked。IhavenotseenMarjoriesinceIpartedwithherinthegarden。
XII。
EDWARDDELANEYTOTHOMASDILLON,M。D。,MADISON
SQUARE,NEWYORK。
August30,1872。
MyDearDoctor:IfyouhaveanyinfluenceoverFlemming,Ibegofyoutoexertittopreventhiscomingtothisplaceatpresent。
Therearecircumstances,whichIwillexplaintoyoubeforelong,thatmakeitofthefirstimportancethatheshouldnotcomeintothisneighborhood。Hisappearancehere,Ispeakadvisedly,wouldbedisastroustohim。InurginghimtoremaininNewYork,ortogotosomeinlandresort,youwillbedoinghimandmearealservice。Ofcourseyouwillnotmentionmynameinthisconnection。Youknowmewellenough,mydeardoctor,tobeassuredthat,inbeggingyoursecretcooperation,Ihavereasonsthatwillmeetyourentireapprovalwhentheyaremadeplaintoyou。Weshallreturntotownonthe15thofnextmonth,andmyfirstdutywillbetopresentmyselfatyourhospitabledoorandsatisfyyourcuriosity,ifI
haveexcitedit。Myfather,Iamgladtostate,hassogreatlyimprovedthathecannolongerberegardedasaninvalid。Withgreatesteem,Iam,etc。,etc。
XIII。
EDWARDDELANEYTOJOHNFLEMMING。
August31,1872。
Yourletter,announcingyourmaddeterminationtocomehere,hasjustreachedme。Ibeseechyoutoreflectamoment。Thestepwouldbefataltoyourinterestsandhers。YouwouldfurnishjustcauseforirritationtoR。W。D。;and,thoughhelovesMarjoriedevotedly,heiscapableofgoingtoanylengthsifopposed。Youwouldnotlike,Iamconvinced,tobethemeansofcausinghimtotreatherwithseverity。ThatwouldbetheresultofyourpresenceatThePinesatthisjuncture。Iamannoyedtobeobligedtopointoutthesethingstoyou。Weareonverydelicateground,Jack;thesituationiscritical,andtheslightestmistakeinamovewouldcostusthegame。Ifyouconsideritworththewinning,bepatient。
Trustalittletomysagacity。Waitandseewhathappens。Moreover,IunderstandfromDillonthatyouareinnoconditiontotakesolongajourney。Hethinkstheairofthecoastwouldbetheworstthingpossibleforyou;thatyououghttogoinland,ifanywhere。
Beadvisedbyme。BeadvisedbyDillon。
XIV。
TELEGRAMS。
September1,1872。
1。—TOEDWARDDELANEY。
Letterreceived。Dillonbehanged。IthinkIoughttobeontheground。
J。F。
2。—TOJOHNFLEMMING。
Staywhereyouare。Youwouldonlycomplicatedmatters。Donotmoveuntilyouhearfromme。
E。D。
3。—TOEDWARDDELANEY。
MybeingatThePinescouldbekeptsecret。Imustseeher。
J。F。
4。—TOJOHNFLEMMING。
Donotthinkofit。Itwouldbeuseless。R。W。D。haslockedM。inherroom。Youwouldnotbeabletoeffectandinterview。
E。D。
5。—TOEDWARDDELANEY。
Lockedherinherroom。GoodGod。Thatsettlesthequestion。I
shallleavebythetwelve—fifteenexpress。
J。F。
XV。
THEARRIVAL。
OntheseconddayofSeptember,1872,asthedownexpress,dueat3。40,leftthestationatHampton,ayoungman,leaningontheshoulderofaservant,whomheaddressedasWatkins,steppedfromtheplatformintoahack,andrequestedtobedrivento\"ThePines。\"Onarrivingatthegateofamodestfarm—house,afewmilesfromthestation,theyoungmandescendedwithdifficultyfromthecarriage,and,castingahastyglanceacrosstheroad,seemedmuchimpressedbysomepeculiarityinthelandscape。AgainleaningontheshoulderofthepersonWatkins,hewalkedtothedoorofthefarm—houseandinquiredforMr。EdwardDelaney。Hewasinformedbytheagedmanwhoansweredhisknock,thatMr。EdwardDelaneyhadgonetoBostonthedaybefore,butthatMr。JonasDelaneywaswithin。Thisinformationdidnotappearsatisfactorytothestranger,whoinquiredifMr。EdwardDelaneyhadleftanymessageforMr。JohnFlemming。TherewasaletterforMr。Flemmingifhewerethatperson。AfterabriefabsencetheagedmanreappearedwithaLetter。
XVI。
EDWARDDELANEYTOJOHNFLEMMING。
September1,1872。
Iamhorror—strickenatwhatIhavedone!WhenIbeganthiscorrespondenceIhadnootherpurposethantorelievethetediumofyoursick—chamber。Dillontoldmetocheeryouup。Itriedto。I
thoughtthatyouenteredintothespiritofthething。Ihadnoidea,untilwithinafewdays,thatyouweretakingmattersaugrandserieux。
WhatcanIsay?Iaminsackclothandashes。Iamapariah,adogofanoutcast。Itriedtomakealittleromancetointerestyou,somethingsoothingandidyllic,and,byJove!Ihavedoneitonlytoowell!Myfatherdoesn’tknowawordofthis,sodon’tjartheoldgentlemananymorethanyoucanhelp。Iflyfromthewrathtocome——whenyouarrive!Foroh,dearJack,thereisn’tanypiazza,thereisn’tanyhammock——thereisn’tanyMarjorieDaw!