Theleader,whoappearedtheleastdilapidatedofthesewrecks,camegallantlyuptoMadamedeRouville,kissedherhand,andsatdownbyher。Theotherbowedandplacedhimselfnotfarfromhismodel,atadistancerepresentedbytwochairs。Adelaidecamebehindtheoldgentleman’sarmchairandleanedherelbowsontheback,unconsciouslyimitatingtheattitudegiventoDido’ssisterbyGuerininhisfamouspicture。
Thoughthegentleman’sfamiliaritywasthatofafather,hisfreedomseemedatthemomenttoannoytheyounggirl。
\"What,areyousulkywithme?\"hesaid。
ThenheshotatSchinneroneofthoseside—looksfullofshrewdnessandcunning,diplomaticlooks,whoseexpressionbetraysthediscreetuneasiness,thepolitecuriosityofwell—
bredpeople,andseemstoask,whentheyseeastranger,\"Isheoneofus?\"
\"Thisisourneighbor,\"saidtheoldlady,pointingtoHippolyte。
\"Monsieurisacelebratedpainter,whosenamemustbeknowntoyouinspiteofyourindifferencetothearts。\"
Theoldmansawhisfriend’smischievousintentinsuppressingthename,andbowedtotheyoungman。
\"Certainly,\"saidhe。\"IheardagreatdealabouthispicturesatthelastSalon。Talenthasimmenseprivileges。\"headded,observingtheartist’sredribbon。\"Thatdistinction,whichwemustearnatthecostofourbloodandlongservice,youwininyouryouth;butallgloryisofthesamekindred,\"hesaid,layinghishandonhisCrossofSaint—Louis。
Hippolytemurmuredafewwordsofacknowledgment,andwassilentagain,satisfiedtoadmirewithgrowingenthusiasmthebeautifulgirl’sheadthatcharmedhimsomuch。Hewassoonlostincontemplation,completelyforgettingtheextrememiseryofthedwelling。TohimAdelaide’sfacestoodoutagainstaluminousatmosphere。Herepliedbrieflytothequestionsaddressedtohim,which,bygoodluck,heheard,thankstoasingularfacultyofthesoulwhichsometimesseemstohaveadoubleconsciousness。
Whohasnotknownwhatitistositlostinsadordeliciousmeditation,listeningtoitsvoicewithin,whileattendingtoaconversationortoreading?Anadmirabledualitywhichoftenhelpsustotolerateabore!Hope,prolificandsmiling,pouredoutbeforehimathousandvisionsofhappiness;andherefusedtoconsiderwhatwasgoingonaroundhim。Asconfidingasachild,itseemedtohimbasetoanalyzeapleasure。
Afterashortlapseoftimeheperceivedthattheoldladyandherdaughterwereplayingcardswiththeoldgentleman。Astothesatellite,faithfultohisfunctionasashadow,hestoodbehindhisfriend’schairwatchinghisgame,andansweringtheplayer’smuteinquiriesbylittleapprovingnods,repeatingthequestioninggesturesoftheothercountenance。
\"DuHalga,Ialwayslose,\"saidthegentleman。
\"Youdiscardbadly,\"repliedtheBaronnedeRouville。
\"ForthreemonthsnowIhaveneverwonasinglegame,\"saidhe。
\"Haveyoutheaces?\"askedtheoldlady。
\"Yes,onemoretomark,\"saidhe。
\"ShallIcomeandadviseyou?\"saidAdelaide。
\"No,no。StaywhereIcanseeyou。ByGad,itwouldbelosingtoomuchnottohaveyoutolookat!\"
Atlastthegamewasover。Thegentlemanpulledouthispurse,and,throwingtwolouisd’oronthetable,notwithouttemper——
\"Fortyfrancs,\"heexclaimed,\"theexactsum。——Deucetakeit!Itiseleveno’clock。\"
\"Itiseleveno’clock,\"repeatedthesilentfigure,lookingatthepainter。
Theyoungman,hearingthesewordsrathermoredistinctlythanalltheothers,thoughtittimetoretire。Comingbacktotheworldofordinaryideas,hefoundafewcommonplaceremarkstomake,tookleaveoftheBaroness,herdaughter,andthetwostrangers,andwentaway,whollypossessedbythefirstrapturesoftruelove,withoutattemptingtoanalyzethelittleincidentsoftheevening。
OnthemorrowtheyoungpainterfeltthemostardentdesiretoseeAdelaideoncemore。Ifhehadfollowedthecallofhispassion,hewouldhavegonetohisneighbor’sdooratsixinthemorning,whenhewenttohisstudio。However,hestillwasreasonableenoughtowaittilltheafternoon。ButassoonashethoughthecouldpresenthimselftoMadamedeRouville,hewentdownstairs,rang,blushinglikeagirl,shylyaskedMademoiselleLeseigneur,whocametolethimin,tolethimhavetheportraitoftheBaron。
\"Butcomein,\"saidAdelaide,whohadnodoubtheardhimcomedownfromthestudio。
Thepainterfollowed,bashfulandoutofcountenance,notknowingwhattosay,happinesshadsodulledhiswit。ToseeAdelaide,toheartherustleofherskirt,afterlongingforawholemorningtobenearher,afterstartingupahundredtime——\"Iwillgodownnow\"——andnottohavegone;thiswastohimlifesorichthatsuchsensations,toogreatlyprolonged,wouldhavewornouthisspirit。Thehearthasthesingularpowerofgivingextraordinaryvaluetomerenothings。Whatjoyitistoatravelertotreasureabladeofgrass,anunfamiliarleaf,ifhehasriskedhislifetopluckit!Itisthesamewiththetriflesoflove。
Theoldladywasnotinthedrawing—room。Whentheyounggirlfoundherselfthere,alonewiththepainter,shebroughtachairtostandon,totakedownthepicture;butperceivingthatshecouldnotunhookitwithoutsettingherfootonthechestofdrawers,sheturnedtoHippolyte,andsaidwithablush:
\"Iamnottallenough。Willyougetitdown?\"
Afeelingofmodesty,betrayedintheexpressionofherfaceandthetonesofhervoice,wastherealmotiveofherrequest;andtheyoungman,understandingthis,gaveheroneofthoseglancesofintelligencewhicharethesweetestlanguageoflove。Seeingthatthepainterhadreadhersoul,Adelaidecastdownhereyeswiththeinstinctofreservewhichisthesecretofamaiden’sheart。Hippolyte,findingnothingtosay,andfeelingalmosttimid,tookdownthepicture,examineditgravely,carryingittothelightofthewindow,andthenwentaway,withoutsayingawordtoMademoiselleLeseigneurbut,\"Iwillreturnitsoon。\"
Duringthisbriefmomenttheybothwentthroughoneofthosestormsofagitationofwhichtheeffectsinthesoulmaybecomparedtothoseofastoneflungintoadeeplake。Themostdelightfulwavesofthoughtriseandfolloweachother,indescribable,repeated,andaimless,tossingtheheartlikethecircularripples,whichforalongtimefretthewaters,startingfromthepointwherethestonefell。
Hippolytereturnedtothestudiobearingtheportrait。Hiseaselwasreadywithafreshcanvas,andhispaletteset,hisbrushescleaned,thespotandthelightcarefullychosen。Andtillthedinnerhourheworkedatthepaintingwiththeardorartiststhrowintotheirwhims。HewentagainthateveningtotheBaronnedeRouville’s,andremainedfromninetilleleven。Exceptingthedifferenttopicsofconversation,thiseveningwasexactlylikethelast。Thetwooldmenarrivedatthesamehour,thesamegameofpiquetwasplayed,thesamespeechesmadebytheplayers,thesumlostbyAdelaide’sfriendwasnotlessconsiderablethanonthepreviousevening;onlyHippolyte,alittlebolder,venturedtochatwiththeyounggirl。
Aweekpassedthus,andinthecourseofitthepainter’sfeelingsandAdelaide’sunderwenttheslowanddelightfultransformationswhichbringtwosoulstoaperfectunderstanding。
Everydaythelookwithwhichthegirlwelcomedherfriendgrewmoreintimate,moreconfiding,gayer,andmoreopen;hervoiceandmannerbecamemoreeagerandmorefamiliar。Theylaughedandtalkedtogether,tellingeachothertheirthoughts,speakingofthemselveswiththesimplicityoftwochildrenwhohavemadefriendsinaday,asmuchasiftheyhadmetconstantlyforthreeyears。Schinnerwishedtobetaughtpiquet。Beingignorantandanovice,he,ofcourse,madeblunderafterblunder,andliketheoldman,helostalmosteverygame。Withouthavingspokenawordoflovetheloversknewthattheywereallinalltooneanother。
Hippolyteenjoyedexertinghispoweroverhisgentlelittlefriend,andmanyconcessionsweremadetohimbyAdelaide,who,timidanddevotedtohim,wasquitedeceivedbytheassumedfitsoftemper,suchastheleastskilledloverandthemostguilelessgirlcanaffect;andwhichtheyconstantlyplayoff,asspoiltchildrenabusethepowertheyowetotheirmother’saffection。
ThusallfamiliaritybetweenthegirlandtheoldCountwassoonputastopto。Sheunderstoodthepainter’smelancholy,andthethoughtshiddeninthefurrowsonhisbrow,fromtheabrupttoneofthefewwordshespokewhentheoldmanunceremoniouslykissedAdelaide’shandsorthroat。
MademoiselleLeseigneur,onherpart,soonexpectedherlovertogiveashortaccountofallhisactions;shewassounhappy,sorestlesswhenHippolytedidnotcome,shescoldedhimsoeffectuallyforhisabsence,thatthepainterhadtogiveupseeinghisotherfriends,andnowwentnowhere。Adelaideallowedthenaturaljealousyofwomentobeperceivedwhensheheardthatsometimesateleveno’clock,onquittingthehouse,thepainterstillhadvisitstopay,andwastobeseeninthemostbrilliantdrawing—roomsofParis。Thismodeoflife,sheassuredhim,wasbadforhishealth;then,withtheintenseconvictiontowhichtheaccent,theemphasisandthelookofonewelovelendsomuchweight,sheassertedthatamanwhowasobligedtoexpendhistimeandthecharmsofhiswitonseveralwomenatoncecouldnotbetheobjectofanyverywarmaffection。Thusthepainterwasled,asmuchbythetyrannyofhispassionasbytheexactionsofagirlinlove,toliveexclusivelyinthelittleapartmentwhereeverythingattractedhim。
Andneverwasthereapurerormoreardentlove。Onbothsidesthesametrustfulness,thesamedelicacy,gavetheirpassionincreasewithouttheaidofthosesacrificesbywhichmanypersonstrytoprovetheiraffection。Betweenthesetwotherewassuchaconstantinterchangeofsweetemotionthattheyknewnotwhichgaveorreceivedthemost。
Aspontaneousaffinitymadetheunionoftheirsoulsacloseone。
TheprogressofthistruefeelingwassorapidthattwomonthsaftertheaccidenttowhichthepainterowedthehappinessofknowingAdelaide,theirliveswereonelife。Fromearlymorningtheyounggirl,hearingfootstepsoverhead,couldsaytoherself,\"Heisthere。\"WhenHippolytewenthometohismotheratthedinnerhourheneverfailedtolookinonhisneighbors,andintheeveningheflewthereattheaccustomedhourwithalover’spunctuality。Thusthemosttyrannicalwomanorthemostambitiousinthematteroflovecouldnothavefoundthesmallestfaultwiththeyoungpainter。AndAdelaidetastedofunmixedandunboundedhappinessasshesawthefullestrealizationoftheidealofwhich,atherage,itissonaturaltodream。
Theoldgentlemannowcamemorerarely;Hippolyte,whohadbeenjealous,hadtakenhisplaceatthegreentable,andsharedhisconstantill—luckatcards。Andsometimes,inthemidstofhishappiness,asheconsideredMadamedeRouville’sdisastrousposition——forhehadhadmorethanoneproofofherextremepoverty——animportunatethoughtwouldhaunthim。Severaltimeshehadsaidtohimselfashewenthome,\"Strange!twentyfrancseveryevening?\"andhedarednotconfesstohimselfhisodioussuspicions。
Hespenttwomonthsovertheportrait,andwhenitwasfinished,varnished,andframed,helookeduponitasoneofhisbestworks。MadamelaBaronnedeRouvillehadneverspokenofitagain。Wasthisfromindifferenceorpride?Thepainterwouldnotallowhimselftoaccountforthissilence。HejoyfullyplottedwithAdelaidetohangthepictureinitsplacewhenMadamedeRouvilleshouldbeout。Sooneday,duringthewalkhermotherusuallytookintheTuileries,AdelaideforthefirsttimewentuptoHippolyte’sstudio,onthepretextofseeingtheportraitinthegoodlightinwhichithadbeenpainted。Shestoodspeechlessandmotionless,butinecstaticcontemplation,inwhichallawoman’sfeelingsweremerged。Foraretheynotallcomprehendedinboundlessadmirationforthemansheloves?Whenthepainter,uneasyathersilence,leanedforwardtolookather,sheheldoutherhand,unabletospeakaword,buttwotearsfellfromhereyes。Hippolytetookherhandandcovereditwithkisses;foraminutetheylookedateachotherinsilence,bothlongingtoconfesstheirlove,andnotdaring。Thepainterkeptherhandinhis,andthesameglow,thesamethrob,toldthemthattheirheartswerebothbeatingwildly。Theyounggirl,toogreatlyagitated,gentlydrewawayfromHippolyte,andsaid,withalookoftheutmostsimplicity:
\"Youwillmakemymotherveryhappy。\"
\"What,onlyyourmother?\"heasked。
\"Oh,Iamtoohappy。\"
Thepainterbenthisheadandremainedsilent,frightenedatthevehemenceofthefeelingswhichhertonesstirredinhisheart。
Then,bothunderstandingtheperilsofthesituation,theywentdownstairsandhungupthepictureinitsplace。HippolytedinedforthefirsttimewiththeBaroness,who,greatlyovercome,anddrownedintears,mustneedsembracehim。
Intheeveningtheoldemigre,theBarondeRouville’soldcomrade,paidtheladiesavisittoannouncethathehadjustbeenpromotedtotherankofvice—admiral。HisvoyagesbylandoverGermanyandRussiahadbeencountedasnavalcampaigns。Onseeingtheportraithecordiallyshookthepainter’shand,andexclaimed,\"ByGad!thoughmyoldhulkdoesnotdeservetobeperpetuated,IwouldgladlygivefivehundredpistolestoseemyselfaslikeasthatistomydearoldRouville。\"
AtthishinttheBaronesslookedatheryoungfriendandsmiled,whileherfacelightedupwithanexpressionofsuddengratitude。
Hippolytesuspectedthattheoldadmiralwishedtoofferhimthepriceofbothportraitswhilepayingforhisown。Hisprideasanartist,nolessthanhisjealousyperhaps,tookoffenceatthethought,andhereplied:
\"Monsieur,ifIwereaportrait—painterIshouldnothavedonethisone。\"
Theadmiralbithislip,andsatdowntocards。
ThepainterremainednearAdelaide,whoproposedadozenhandsofpiquet,towhichheagreed。AsheplayedheobservedinMadamedeRouvilleanexcitementoverhergamewhichsurprisedhim。NeverbeforehadtheoldBaronessmanifestedsoardentadesiretowin,orsokeenajoyinfingeringtheoldgentleman’sgoldpieces。
DuringtheeveningevilsuspicionstroubledHippolyte’shappiness,andfilledhimwithdistrust。CoulditbethatMadamedeRouvillelivedbygambling?Wassheplayingatthismomenttopayoffsomedebt,orunderthepressureofnecessity?Perhapsshehadnotpaidherrent。Theoldmanseemedshrewdenoughnottoallowhismoneytobetakenwithimpunity。Whatinterestattractedhimtothispoverty—strickenhouse,hewhowasrich?
Why,whenhehadformerlybeensofamiliarwithAdelaide,hadhegivenuptherightshehadacquired,andwhichwereperhapshisdue?
TheseinvoluntaryreflectionspromptedhimtowatchtheoldmanandtheBaroness,whosemeaninglooksandcertainsidelongglancescastatAdelaidedispleasedhim。\"AmIbeingduped?\"wasHippolyte’slastidea——horrible,scathing,forhebelieveditjustenoughtobetorturedbyit。Hedeterminedtostayafterthedepartureofthetwooldmen,toconfirmordissipatehissuspicions。HedrewouthispursetopayAdelaide;butcarriedawaybyhispoignantthoughts,helaiditonthetable,fallingintoareverieofbriefduration;then,ashamedofhissilence,herose,answeredsomecommonplacequestionfromMadamedeRouville,andwentcloseuptohertoexaminethewitheredfeatureswhilehewastalkingtoher。
Hewentaway,rackedbyathousanddoubts。Hehadgonedownbutafewstepswhenheturnedbacktofetchtheforgottenpurse。
\"Ileftmypursehere!\"hesaidtotheyounggirl。
\"No,\"shesaid,reddening。
\"Ithoughtitwasthere,\"andhepointedtothecard—table。Notfindingit,inhisshameforAdelaideandtheBaroness,helookedatthemwithablankamazementthatmadethemlaugh,turnedpale,felthiswaistcoat,andsaid,\"Imusthavemadeamistake。Ihaveitsomewherenodoubt。\"
Inoneendofthepursetherewerefifteenlouisd’or,andintheothersomesmallchange。Thetheftwassoflagrant,anddeniedwithsucheffrontery,thatHippolytenolongerfeltadoubtastohisneighbors’morals。Hestoodstillonthestairs,andgotdownwithsomedifficulty;hiskneesshook,hefeltdizzy,hewasinacoldsweat,heshivered,andfoundhimselfunabletowalk,struggling,ashewas,withtheagonizingshockcausedbythedestructionofallhishopes。Andatthismomenthefoundlurkinginhismemoryanumberofobservations,triflinginthemselves,butwhichcorroboratedhisfrightfulsuspicions,andwhich,byprovingthecertaintyofthislastincident,openedhiseyesastothecharacterandlifeofthesetwowomen。
Hadtheyreallywaitedtilltheportraitwasgiventhembeforerobbinghimofhispurse?Insuchacombinationthetheftwasevenmoreodious。ThepainterrecollectedthatforthelasttwoorthreeeveningsAdelaide,whileseemingtoexaminewithagirl’scuriositytheparticularstitchofthewornsilknetting,wasprobablycountingthecoinsinthepurse,whilemakingsomelightjests,quiteinnocentinappearance,butnodoubtwiththeobjectofwatchingforamomentwhenthesumwasworthstealing。
\"TheoldadmiralhasperhapsgoodreasonsfornotmarryingAdelaide,andsotheBaronesshastried————\"
Butatthishypothesishecheckedhimself,notfinishinghisthought,whichwascontradictedbyaveryjustreflection,\"IftheBaronesshopestogetmetomarryherdaughter,\"thoughthe,\"theywouldnothaverobbedme。\"
Then,clingingtohisillusions,tothelovethatalreadyhadtakensuchdeeproot,hetriedtofindajustificationinsomeaccident。\"Thepursemusthavefallenonthefloor,\"saidhetohimself,\"orIleftitlyingonmychair。OrperhapsIhaveitaboutme——Iamsoabsent—minded!\"Hesearchedhimselfwithhurriedmovements,butdidnotfindtheill—starredpurse。Hismemorycruellyretracedthefataltruth,minutebyminute。Hedistinctlysawthepurselyingonthegreencloth;butthen,doubtfulnolonger,heexcusedAdelaide,tellinghimselfthatpersonsinmisfortuneshouldnotbesohastilycondemned。Therewas,ofcourse,somesecretbehindthisapparentlydegradingaction。Hewouldnotadmitthatthatproudandnoblefacewasalie。
Atthesametimethewretchedroomsrosebeforehim,denudedofthepoetryoflovewhichbeautifieseverything;hesawthemdirtyandfaded,regardingthemasemblematicofaninnerlifedevoidofhonor,idleandvicious。Arenotourfeelingswritten,asitwere,onthethingsaboutus?
Nextmorningherose,nothavingslept。Theheartache,thatterriblemaladyofthesoul,hadmaderapidinroads。Tolosetheblisswedreamedof,torenounceourwholefuture,isakeenerpangthanthatcausedbythelossofknownhappiness,howevercompleteitmayhavebeen;forisnotHopebetterthanMemory?
Thethoughtsintowhichourspiritissuddenlyplungedarelikeashorelesssea,inwhichwemayswimforamoment,butwhereourloveisdoomedtodrownanddie。Anditisafrightfuldeath。Arenotourfeelingsthemostgloriouspartofourlife?Itisthispartialdeathwhich,incertaindelicateorpowerfulnatures,leadstotheterribleruinproducedbydisenchantment,byhopesandpassionsbetrayed。Thusitwaswiththeyoungpainter。HewentoutataveryearlyhourtowalkunderthefreshshadeoftheTuileries,absorbedinhisthoughts,forgettingeverythingintheworld。
Therebychancehemetoneofhismostintimatefriends,aschool—fellowandstudio—mate,withwhomhehadlivedonbettertermsthanwithabrother。
\"Why,Hippolyte,whatailsyou?\"askedFrancoisSouchet,theyoungsculptorwhohadjustwonthefirstprize,andwassoontosetoutforItaly。
\"Iammostunhappy,\"repliedHippolytegravely。
\"Nothingbutaloveaffaircancauseyougrief。Money,glory,respect——youlacknothing。\"
Insensiblythepainterwasledintoconfidences,andconfessedhislove。ThemomenthementionedtheRuedeSuresnes,andayounggirllivingonthefourthfloor,\"Stop,stop,\"criedSouchetlightly。\"AlittlegirlIseeeverymorningattheChurchoftheAssumption,andwithwhomIhaveaflirtation。But,mydearfellow,weallknowher。ThemotherisaBaroness。DoyoureallybelieveinaBaronesslivingupfourflightsofstairs?
Brrr!Why,youarearelicofthegoldenage!Weseetheoldmotherhere,inthisavenue,everyday;why,herface,herappearance,telleverything。What,haveyounotknownherforwhatsheisbythewaysheholdsherbag?\"
Thetwofriendswalkedupanddownforsometime,andseveralyoungmenwhoknewSouchetorSchinnerjoinedthem。Thepainter’sadventure,whichthesculptorregardedasunimportant,wasrepeatedbyhim。
\"Sohe,too,hasseenthatyounglady!\"saidSouchet。
Andthentherewerecomments,laughter,innocentmockery,fullofthelivelinessfamiliartoartists,butwhichpainedHippolytefrightfully。Acertainnativereticencemadehimuncomfortableashesawhisheart’ssecretsocarelesslyhandled,hispassionrent,torntotatters,ayoungandunknowngirl,whoselifeseemedtobesomodest,thevictimofcondemnation,rightorwrong,butpronouncedwithsuchrecklessindifference。Hepretendedtobemovedbyaspiritofcontradiction,askingeachforproofsofhisassertions,andtheirjestsbeganagain。
\"But,mydearboy,haveyouseentheBaroness’shawl?\"askedSouchet。
\"Haveyoueverfollowedthegirlwhenshepattersofftochurchinthemorning?\"saidJosephBridau,ayoungdauberinGros’
studio。
\"Oh,themotherhasamongothervirtuesacertaingraygown,whichIregardastypical,\"saidBixiou,thecaricaturist。
\"Listen,Hippolyte,\"thesculptorwenton。\"Comehereataboutfouro’clock,andjuststudythewalkofbothmotheranddaughter。Ifafterthatyoustillhavedoubts!well,noonecanevermakeanythingofyou;youwouldbecapableofmarryingyourporter’sdaughter。
Tornbythemostconflictingfeelings,thepainterpartedfromhisfriends。ItseemedtohimthatAdelaideandhermothermustbesuperiortotheseaccusations,andatthebottomofhishearthewasfilledwithremorseforhavingsuspectedthepurityofthisbeautifulandsimplegirl。Hewenttohisstudio,passingthedooroftheroomswhereAdelaidewas,andconsciousofapainathisheartwhichnomancanmisapprehend。HelovedMademoiselledeRouvillesopassionatelythat,inspiteofthetheftofthepurse,hestillworshipedher。HislovewasthatoftheChevalierdesGrieuxadmiringhismistress,andholdingheraspure,evenonthecartwhichcarriessuchlostcreaturestoprison。\"Whyshouldnotmylovekeepherthepurestofwomen?Whyabandonhertoevilandtovicewithoutholdingoutarescuinghandtoher?\"
Theideaofthismissionpleasedhim。Lovemakesagainofeverything。Nothingtemptsayoungmanmorethantoplaythepartofagoodgeniustoawoman。Thereissomethinginexplicablyromanticinsuchanenterprisewhichappealstoahighly—strungsoul。Isitnottheutmoststretchofdevotionundertheloftiestandmostengagingaspect?Istherenotsomethinggrandinthethoughtthatweloveenoughstilltoloveonwhentheloveofothersdwindlesanddies?
Hippolytesatdowninhisstudio,gazedathispicturewithoutdoinganythingtoit,seeingthefiguresthroughtearsthatswelledinhiseyes,holdinghisbrushinhishand,goinguptothecanvasasiftosoftendownaneffect,butnottouchingit。
Nightfell,andhewasstillinthisattitude。Rousedfromhismoodinessbythedarkness,hewentdownstairs,mettheoldadmiralontheway,lookeddarklyathimashebowed,andfled。
Hehadintendedgoingintoseetheladies,butthesightofAdelaide’sprotectorfrozehisheartanddispelledhispurpose。
Forthehundredthtimehewonderedwhatinterestcouldbringthisoldprodigal,withhiseightythousandfrancsayear,tothisfourthstory,wherehelostaboutfortyfrancseveryevening;andhethoughthecouldguesswhatitwas。
ThenextandfollowingdaysHippolytethrewhimselfintohiswork,andtotrytoconquerhispassionbytheswiftrushofideasandtheardorofcomposition。Hehalfsucceeded。Studyconsoledhim,thoughitcouldnotsmotherthememoriesofsomanytenderhoursspentwithAdelaide。
Oneevening,ashelefthisstudio,hesawthedooroftheladies’roomshalfopen。Somebodywasstandingintherecessofthewindow,andthepositionofthedoorandthestaircasemadeitimpossiblethatthepaintershouldpasswithoutseeingAdelaide。Hebowedcoldly,withaglanceofsupremeindifference;
butjudgingofthegirl’ssufferingbyhisown,hefeltaninwardshudderashereflectedonthebitternesswhichthatlookandthatcoldnessmustproduceinalovingheart。Tocrownthemostdelightfulfeastwhicheverbroughtjoytotwopuresouls,byeightdaysofdisdain,ofthedeepestandmostuttercontempt!——A
frightfulconclusion。Andperhapsthepursehadbeenfound,perhapsAdelaidehadlookedforherfriendeveryevening。
Thissimpleandnaturalideafilledtheloverwithfreshremorse;
heaskedhimselfwhethertheproofsofattachmentgivenhimbytheyounggirl,thedelightfultalks,fullofthelovethathadsocharmedhim,didnotdeserveatleastaninquiry;werenotworthyofsomejustification。Ashamedofhavingresistedthepromptingsofhisheartforawholeweek,andfeelinghimselfalmostacriminalinthismentalstruggle,hecalledthesameeveningonMadamedeRouville。
Allhissuspicions,allhisevilthoughtsvanishedatthesightoftheyounggirl,whohadgrownpaleandthin。
\"Goodheavens!whatisthematter?\"heaskedher,aftergreetingtheBaroness。
Adelaidemadenoreply,butshegavehimalookofdeepmelancholy,asad,dejectedlook,whichpainedhim。
\"Youhave,nodoubt,beenworkinghard,\"saidtheoldlady。\"Youarealtered。Wearethecauseofyourseclusion。Thatportraithaddelayedsomepicturesessentialtoyourreputation。\"
Hippolytewasgladtofindsogoodanexcuseforhisrudeness。
\"Yes,\"hesaid,\"Ihavebeenverybusy,butIhavebeensuffering————\"
AtthesewordsAdelaideraisedherhead,lookedatherlover,andheranxiouseyeshadnownohintofreproach。
\"Youmusthavethoughtusquiteindifferenttoanygoodorillthatmaybefallyou?\"saidtheoldlady。
\"Iwaswrong,\"hereplied。\"Still,thereareformsofpainwhichweknownothowtoconfidetoanyone,eventoafriendshipofolderdatethanthatwithwhichyouhonorme。\"
\"Thesincerityandstrengthoffriendshiparenottobemeasuredbytime。Ihaveseenoldfriendswhohadnotateartobestowonmisfortune,\"saidtheBaroness,noddingsadly。
\"Butyou——whatailsyou?\"theyoungmanaskedAdelaide。
\"Oh,nothing,\"repliedtheBaroness。\"Adelaidehassatuplateforsomenightstofinishsomelittlepieceofwoman’swork,andwouldnotlistentomewhenItoldherthatadaymoreorlessdidnotmatter————\"
Hippolytewasnotlistening。Ashelookedatthesetwonoble,calmfaces,heblushedforhissuspicions,andascribedthelossofhispursetosomeunknownaccident。
Thiswasadeliciouseveningtohim,andperhapstohertoo。
Therearesomesecretswhichyoungsoulsunderstandsowell。
AdelaidecouldreadHippolyte’sthoughts。Thoughhecouldnotconfesshismisdeeds,thepainterknewthem,andhehadcomebacktohismistressmoreinlove,andmoreaffectionate,tryingthustopurchasehertacitforgiveness。Adelaidewasenjoyingsuchperfect,suchsweethappiness,thatshedidnotthinkshehadpaidtoodearforitwithallthegriefthathadsocruellycrushedhersoul。Andyet,thistrueconcordofhearts,thisunderstandingsofullofmagiccharm,wasdisturbedbyalittlespeechofMadamedeRouville’s。
\"Letushaveourlittlegame,\"shesaid,\"formyoldfriendKergarouetwillnotletmeoff。\"
Thesewordsrevivedalltheyoungpainter’sfears;hecoloredashelookedatAdelaide’smother,buthesawnothinginhercountenancebuttheexpressionofthefrankestgood—nature;nodoublemeaningmarreditscharm;itskeennesswasnotperifidious,itshumorseemedkindly,andnotraceofremorsedisturbeditsequanimity。
Hesatdowntothecard—table。Adelaidetooksidewiththepainter,sayingthathedidnotknowpiquet,andneededapartner。
AllthroughthegameMadamedeRouvilleandherdaughterexchangedlooksofintelligence,whichalarmedHippolyteallthemorebecausehewaswinning;butatlastafinalhandlefttheloversintheoldlady’sdebt。
Tofeelforsomemoneyinhispocketthepaintertookhishandsoffthetable,andhethensawbeforehimapursewhichAdelaidehadslippedinfrontofhimwithouthisnoticingit;thepoorchildhadtheoldoneinherhand,and,tokeephercountenance,waslookingintoitforthemoneytopayhermother。ThebloodrushedtoHippolyte’sheartwithsuchforcethathewasnearfainting。
Thenewpurse,substitutedforhisown,andwhichcontainedhisfifteengoldlouis,wasworkedwithgiltbeads。TheringsandtasselsborewitnesstoAdelaide’sgoodtaste,andshehadnodoubtspentallherlittlehoardinornamentingthisprettypieceofwork。Itwasimpossibletosaywithgreaterdelicacythatthepainter’sgiftcouldonlyberepaidbysomeproofofaffection。
Hippolyte,overcomewithhappiness,turnedtolookatAdelaideandhermother,andsawthattheyweretremulouswithpleasureanddelightattheirlittletrick。Hefelthimselfmean,sordid,afool;helongedtopunishhimself,torendhisheart。Afewtearsrosetohiseyes;byanirresistibleimpulsehesprangup,claspedAdelaideinhisarms,pressedhertohisheart,andstoleakiss;thenwiththesimpleheartinessofanartist,\"Iaskforherformywife!\"heexclaimed,lookingattheBaroness。
Adelaidelookedathimwithhalf—wrathfuleyes,andMadamedeRouville,somewhatastonished,wasconsideringherreply,whenthescenewasinterruptedbyaringatthebell。Theoldvice—
admiralcamein,followedbyhisshadow,andMadameSchinner。
Havingguessedthecauseofthegriefhersonvainlyendeavoredtoconceal,Hippolyte’smotherhadmadeinquiriesamongherfriendsconcerningAdelaide。Veryjustlyalarmedbythecalumnieswhichweighedontheyounggirl,unknowntotheComtedeKergarouet,whosenameshelearnedfromtheporter’swife,shewenttoreportthemtothevice—admiral;andhe,inhisrage,declared\"hewouldcropallthescoundrels’earsforthem。\"
Then,promptedbyhiswrath,hewentontoexplaintoMadameSchinnerthesecretofhislosingintentionallyatcards,becausetheBaronne’spridelefthimnonebuttheseingeniousmeansofassistingher。
WhenMadameSchinnerhadpaidherrespectstoMadamedeRouville,theBaronesslookedattheComtedeKergarouet,attheChevalierduHalga——thefriendofthedepartedComtessedeKergarouet——atHippolyte,andAdelaide,andsaid,withthegracethatcomesfromtheheart,\"Soweareafamilypartythisevening。\"
PARIS,May1832