\"Yes,Ido.There’sacollegeinNewYorkjustforwomen.AuntKihmsentmetheprospectus,andit’soneofthebestinthecountry.Idon’tdreamofpracticing,youknow;atleast,Idon’tthinkaboutthatnow.Butonemusthavesomeoccupation;andisn’tstudyingmedicine,Condy,betterthanpiano—playing,orFrenchcourses,orliteraryclassesandBrowningcircles?Oh,I’venopatiencewiththatkindofgirl!AndlookatthechanceIhavenow;andAuntKihmissuchadear!Think,shewrites,Icouldgotoandfromthecollegeinhercoupeeveryday,andIwouldseeNewYork;andjustbeinginabigcitylikethatisaneducation.\"
\"You’reright,itwouldbeabigthingforyou,\"assentedCondy,\"andIliketheideaofyoustudyingsomething.Itwouldbethemakingofsuchagirlasyou,Blix.\"
AndthenBlix,seeinghimthusacquiescent,said:
\"Well,it’sallsettled;PapumandIbothwrotelastnight.\"
\"Whenareyougoing?\"
\"ThefirstweekinJanuary.\"
\"Well,that’snotsoAWFULLYsoon.Butwhowilltakeyourplacehere?Howeverintheworldwouldyourfathergetalongwithoutyou——andSnookyandHoward?\"
\"AuntDoddisgoingtocome.\"
\"Suddenenough,\"saidCondy,\"butitISagreatthingforyou,Blix,andI’mmightygladforyou.Yourfutureisallcutoutforyounow.Ofcourseyouraunt,ifshe’ssofondofyouandhasn’tanychildren,willleaveyoueverything——maybesettlesomethingonyourightaway;andyou’llmarrysomeoneofthoseNewYorkchaps,andbegreatbigpeoplebeforeyouknowit.\"
\"Theidea,Condy!\"sheprotested.\"No;I’mgoingtheretostudymedicine.Oh,youdon’tknowhowenthusiasticIamovertheidea!
I’veboughtsomeofthefirst—yearbooksalready,andhavebeenreadingthem.Really,Condy,theyareevenbetterthan’ManyInventions.’\"
\"WishIcouldgetEast,\"mutteredCondygloomily.Blixforgotherowngoodfortuneupontheinstant.
\"IdosowishyouCOULD,Condy!\"sheexclaimed.\"YouaretoogoodforaSundaysupplement.IknowitandYOUknowit,andI’veheardeversomanypeoplewhohavereadyourstoriessaythesamething.
Youcouldspendtwentyyearsworkingasyouarenow,andattheendwhatwouldyoube?JustanassistanteditorofaSundaysupplement,andstillinthesameplace;andworse,you’dcometobecontentedwiththat,andthinkyouwereonlygoodforthatandnothingbetter.You’vegotitinyou,Condy,tobeagreatstory—
teller.Ibelieveinyou,andI’veeveryconfidenceinyou.Butjustsolongasyoustayhereandarewillingtodohackwork,justsolongyouwillbeahackwriter.Youmustbreakfromit;
youMUSTgetaway.Iknowyouhaveagoodtimehere;buttherearesomanythingsbetterthanthatandmoreworthwhile.YououghttomakeupyourmindtogetEast,andworkforthatandnothingelse.Iknowyouwanttogo,butwantingisn’tenough.
Enthusiasmwithoutenergyisn’tenough.Youhaveenthusiasm,Condy;butyouMUSThaveenergy.Youmustbewillingtogiveupthings;youmustmakeupyourmindthatyouwillgoEast,andthensetyourteethtogetheranddoit.Oh,ILOVEamanthatcandothat——makeuphismindtoathingandthenputitthrough!\"
Condywatchedherasshetalked,herbrown—blackeyescoruscating,hercheeksglowing,hersmallhandscurledintoroundpinkfists.
\"Blix,you’resplendid!\"heexclaimed;\"you’refine!Youcouldputlifeintoadeadman.You’rethekindofgirlthatarethemakingofmen.ByJove,you’dbackamanup,wouldn’tyou?You’dstandbyhimtillthelastditch.Ofcourse,\"hewentonafterapause——
\"ofcourseIoughttogotoNewYork.But,Blix,supposeIwent——
well,thenwhat?Itisn’tasthoughIhadanyincomeofmyown,orrichaunt.SupposeIdidn’tfindsomethingtodo——andthechancesarethatIwouldn’tforthreeorfourmonths——whatwouldI
liveoninthemeanwhile?’Whatwouldtherobindothen,poorthing?’I’mapooryoungman,MissBessemer,andI’vegottoeat.
No;myonlychanceis’tobediscovered’byamagazineorapublishinghouseorsomebody,andgetabidofsomekind.\"
\"Well,thereistheCentennialCompany.Theyhavetakenaninterestinyou,Condy.Youmustfollowthatrightupandkeepyournamebeforethemallthetime.Haveyousentthem’AVictoryOverDeath’yet?\"
Condysatdowntohiseggsandcoffeethenextmorninginthehotel,harriedwithacertainsenseofdepressionanddisappointmentforwhichhecouldassignnocause.Nothingseemedtointeresthim.Thenewspaperwasdull.Hecouldlookforwardtonopleasureinhisday’swork;andwhatwasthematterwiththesunthatmorning?Ashewalkeddowntotheofficehenotednocloudinthesky,butthebrightnesswasgonefromtheday.Hesatdowntohisdeskandattackedhiswork,but\"copy\"wouldnotcome.Thesportingeditorandhisinanejokesharassedhimbeyondexpression.Justthesightoftheclippingeditor’sbackwasanirritation.Theofficeboywasamereincentivetoprofanity.
TherewasnospringinCondythatmorning,noelasticity,noneofhisnaturalbuoyancy.Asthedayworeon,hisennuiincreased;
hisluncheonattheclubwastasteless,tobaccohadlostitscharm.Heorderedacocktailinthewine—room,andputitasidewithawryface.
Theafternoonwasonelongtedium.Ateveryhourheflunghispencildown,utterlyunabletoformulatethenextsentenceofhisarticle,and,hishandsinhispockets,gazedgloomilyoutofthewindowoverthewildernessofroofs——grimy,dirty,uglyroofsthatspreadoutbelow.Hecraveddiversion,amusement,excitement.
Somethingtherewasthathewantedwithallhisheartandsoul;
yethewasquiteunabletosaywhatitwas.Somethingwasgonefromhimto—daythathehadpossessedyesterday,andheknewhewouldnotregainitonthemorrow,northenextday,northedayafterthat.Whatwasit?Hecouldnotsay.Forhalfanhourheimaginedhewasgoingtobesick.Hismotherwasnottobeathomethatevening,andCondydinedathisclubinthehopesoffindingsomeonewithwhomhecouldgotothetheatrelateronintheevening.Sargeantjoinedhimoverhiscoffeeandcigarette,butdeclinedtogowithhimtothetheatre.
\"Anothergameonto—night?\"askedCondy.
\"Isupposeso,\"admittedtheother.
\"IguessI’lljoinyouto—night,\"saidCondy.\"I’vehadthebluedevilssincemorning,andI’vegottohavesomethingtodrivethemoff.\"
\"Don’tletmeurgeyou,youknow,\"returnedSargeant.
\"Oh,that’sallright!\"Condyassuredhim.\"Mytime’saboutup,anyways.\"
Anhourlater,justashe,Sargeant,andtheothermenoftheir\"set\"wereintheactofgoingupstairstothecard—rooms,ahall—
boygaveCondyanote,atthatmomentbroughtbyamessenger,whowaswaitingforananswer.ItwasfromBlix.Shewrote:
\"Don’tyouwanttocomeupandplaycardswithmeto—night?Wehaven’thadagameinoveraweek?\"
\"Howdidsheknow?\"thoughtCondytohimself——\"howcouldshetell?\"Aloud,hesaid:
\"Ican’tjoinyoufellows,afterall.’Despatchfromthemanagingeditor.’Somespecialdetailorother.\"
ForthefirsttimesincethepreviouseveningCondyfelthisspiritsriseashesetofftowardtheWashingtonStreethill.ButthoughheandBlixspentasmerryaneveningastheyrememberedinalongtime,hisnameless,formlessirritationreturneduponhimalmostassoonashehadbiddenhergood—night.Itstayedwithhimallthroughtheweek,andtolduponhiswork.Asaresult,threeofhisarticleswerethrownoutbytheeditor.
\"Wecan’trunsuchrotasthatinthepaper,\"thechiefhadsaid.
\"Can’tyougiveusastory?\"
\"Oh,I’vegotakindofayarnyoucanrunifyoulike,\"answeredCondy,hisweek’sdepressionatitsverylowest.
\"AVictoryOverDeath\"waspublishedinthefollowingSunday’ssupplementofthe\"Times,\"withillustrationsbyoneofthestaffartists.Itattractednottheleastattention.
JustbeforehewenttobedtheSundayeveningofitsappearance,Condyreaditoveragainforthelasttime.
\"It’sarottenfailure,\"hemutteredgloomilyashecastthepaperfromhim.\"Simpledrivel.IwonderwhatBlixwillthinkofit.
IwonderifIamounttoahillofbeans.IwonderWHATshewantstogoEastfor,anyway.\"
ChapterIX
Theold—fashionedUnionStreetcablecar,withitslow,comfortableoutsideseats,putBlixandCondydownjustinsidethePresidioGovernmentReservation.CondyaskedadirectionofasentrynursinghisKrag—Jorgensenattheterminusofthetrack,andthenwithBlixsetoffdownthelongboardwalkthroughthetunnelofoverhangingevergreens.
Thedaycouldnothavebeenmoredesirable.ItwasalittleaftertenofaMondaymorning,Condy’sweeklyholiday.Theairwasneithercoolnorwarm,effervescentmerely,briskandfullofthesmellofgrassandofthesea.Theskywasaspecklesssheenofpaleblue.Totheirright,andnotfaroff,wasthebay,blueasindigo.Alcatrazseemedcloseathand;beyondwastheenormousgreen,red,andpurplepyramidofTamalpaisclimbingoutofthewater,headandshouldersabovethelittlefoothills,andlookingouttotheseaandtothewest.
TheReservationitselfwasdelightful.Therewererowsoftheofficers’houses,allalike,drawnupinlineslikeanassemblyofthestaff;therewerehugebarracks,mostlikecollegedormitories;andontheirporchesenlistedmeninshirtsleevesandoverallswerecleaningsaddles,andpolishingthebrassofhead—stallsandbridles,whistlingthewhileorsmokingcorn—cobpipes.Hereontheparade—groundasoldier,hiscoatandvestremoved,wasbattinggroundersandfliestoahalf—dozenofhisfellows.Overbythestables,stringsofhorses,allofthesamecolor,werebeingcurriedandcleaned.Ayounglieutenantuponabicyclespunsilentlypast.Anofficercamefromhisfrontgate,hiscoatunbuttonedandabriarinhisteeth.Thewalksandroadswereflankedwithlinesofblack—paintedcannon—balls;invertedpiecesofabandonedordnancestoodatcorners.Fromadistancecamethemellowsnarlingofabugle.
BlixandCondyhadplannedalongwalkforthatday.TheyweretogooutthroughthePresidioReservation,pastthebarracksandofficers’quarters,andontotheoldfortattheGoldenGate.
Heretheywouldturnandfollowtheshore—lineforaway,thenstrikeinlandacrossthehillsforashorthalf—mile,andregainthecityandthestreet—carlinesbywayofthegolf—links.Condyhadinsisteduponwearinghisbicycleoutfitfortheoccasion,and,moreover,carriedalittlesatchel,which,hesaid,containedapairofshoes.
ButBlixwasassweetasarosethatmorning,allintailor—madeblackbutfortheinevitablebandsofwhitesatinwrappedhighandtightaboutherneck.TheSt.Bernarddog—collardiddutyasabelt.Shehaddisdainedaveil,andheryellowhairwasalreadyblowingabouthersmoothpinkcheeks.Shewalkedathisside,herstepasfirmandsolidashisown,herround,strongarmsswinging,herlittlebrowneyesshiningwithgoodspiritsandvigor,andthepure,cleananimaljoyofbeingaliveonthatfinecoolWesternmorning.Shetalkedalmostincessantly.Shewaspositivelygarrulous.Shetalkedaboutthefinedaythatitwas,aboutthequeernewforagecapsofthesoldiers,aboutthebaregreenhillsoftheReservation,aboutthelittlecemeterytheypassedjustbeyondthelimitsofthebarracks,aboutarabbitshesaw,andaboutthequailtheybothheardwhistlingandcallinginthehollowsunderthebushes.
Condywalkedathersideinsilence,yetnolesshappythanshe,smokinghispipeandcastingoccasionalglancesatagreatship——afour—masterthatwasbeingtowedouttowardtheGoldenGate.Ateverymomentandateveryturntheynotedthingsthatinterestedthem,andtowhichtheycalledeachother’sattention.
\"Look,Blix!\"
\"Oh,Condy,lookatthat!\"
TheyweresoonoutoftheminiaturecityofthePost,andheldondownthroughthelowreachoftulesandsand—dunesthatstretchbetweenthebarracksandtheoldredfort.
\"Look,Condy!\"saidBlix.\"What’sthatbuildingdownthereontheshoreofthebay——theonewiththeflagstaff?\"
\"Ithinkthatmustbethelifeboatstation.\"
\"Iwonderifwecouldgodownandvisitit.Ithinkitwouldbegoodfun.\"
\"Idea!\"exclaimedCondy.
Thestationwascloseathand.Toreachittheyhadbuttoleavethecrazyboardwalkthatledontowardthefort,andcrossafewhundredyardsofsand—dune.Condyopenedthegatethatbrokethelineofevergreenhedgearoundthelittletwo—storyhouse,andpromptlyunchainedaveritablepandemoniumofdogs.
Inside,theplacewasnotwithoutacertaincharmofitsown.A
brickwall,borderedwithshells,ledtothefrontofthestation,whichgavedirectlyuponthebay;alittlewell—keptlawnopenedtorightandleft,andsixoreightgaily—paintedoldrowboatsweresetabout,halffilledwithloaminwhichfuchsias,geraniums,andmignonetteswereflowering.Acatortwodozeduponthewindow—sillsinthesun.Uponasortofporchoverhead,twoofthecrewpacedupanddowninamannerthatatoncesuggestedthepoop.Hereandtherewasagleamofhighlypolishedredcopperorbrasstrimmings.Thebaywaswithintwostepsofthefrontdoor,whilealittlefurtherdownthebeachwasthehousewherethesurf—boatwaskept,andthelongrunwayleadingdownfromittothewater.Condyrappedloudlyatthefrontdoor.
ItwasopenedbyCaptainJack.
CaptainJack,andnoother;onlynowheworeabluesweaterandaleather—visoredcap,withthelettersU.S.L.B.S.aroundtheband.
Notaninstantwasgiventhemforpreparation.Thethinghadhappenedwiththeabruptnessofatransformationsceneatatheatre.Condy’sknockhadevokedasituation.Speechwasstrickenfromtheirmouths.Foramomenttheywerebereftevenofaction,andstoodthereonthethreshold,staringopen—mouthedandopen—eyedatthesuddenreappearanceoftheir\"matrimonialobject.\"Condywasliterallydumb;intheenditwasBlixwhotidedthemoverthecrisis.
\"Wewerejustgoingby——justtakingawalk,\"sheexplained,\"andwethoughtwe’dliketoseethestation.Isitallright?Canwelookaround?\"
\"Why,ofcourse,\"assentedtheCaptainwithgreatcordiality.
\"Comerightin.Thisisvisitors’day.Youjusthappenedtohitit——onlyit’smightyfewvisitorsweeverhave,\"headded.
WhileCondywasregisteringforhimselfandBlix,theymanagedtoexchangealightningglance.ItwasevidenttheCaptaindidnotrecognizethem.Thesituationreadjusteditself,evenpromisedtobeofextraordinaryinterest.Andforthatmatteritmadelittledifferencewhetherthecaptainrememberedthemornot.
\"No,wedon’tgetmanyvisitors,\"theCaptainwenton,asheledthemoutofthestationanddownthesmallgravelwalktothehousewherethesurf—boatwaskept.\"Thisisaquietstation.
Peopledon’tfetchoutthiswayveryoften,andwe’renotcalledoutveryoften,either.We’reaninsidepost,yousee,andusuallywedon’tgetacallunlessthesea’ssohighthattheCliffHousestationcan’tlaunchtheirboat.So,yousee,wedon’tgooutmuch,butwhenweDO,itmeansbusinesswithagreatbigB.Now,thishere,yousee,\"continuedtheCaptain,rollingbacktheslidingdoorsofthehouse,\"isthesurf—boat.Bytheway,let’ssee;Iain’tjustcaughtyournamesyet.\"
\"Well,myname’sRivers,\"saidCondy,\"andthisisMissBessemer.
We’rebothfromthecity.\"
\"Happytoknowyou,sir;happytoknowyou,miss,\"hereturned,pullingoffhiscap.\"Myname’sHoskins,butyoucanjustcallmeCaptainJack.I’msousedtoitthatIdon’tkindofanswertotheother.Well,now,MissBessemer,thishere’sthesurf—boat;
she’sself—rightin’,self—bailin’,shecan’tcapsize,andifIwastotellyouhowmanythousandsofdollarsshecost,youwouldn’tbelieveme.\"
CondyandBlixspentadelightfulhalf—hourintheboat—housewhileCaptainJackexplainedandillustrated,andtoldthemanecdotesofwrecks,escapes,andrescuestilltheyheldtheirbreathsliketen—year—olds.
ItdidnottakeCondylongtoknowthathehaddiscoveredwhatthestory—tellersooftentellsofbutsoseldomfinds,andwhat,forwantofabettername,heelectstocall\"acharacter.\"
CaptainJackhadbeeneverywhere,hadseeneverything,andhaddonemostofthethingsworthdoing,includingagreatmanythingsthathehadfarbetterhaveleftundone.ButonthislatterpointtheCaptainseemedtobeinnocentlyandcompletelydevoidofamoralsenseofrightandwrong.ItwasquiteevidentthathesawnomatterforconscienceinthesmugglingofChinamenacrossthe,Canadianborderatthirtydollarsahead——aventureinwhichhehadhadtheassistanceoftheprodigalsonofanAmericandivineofinternationalrenown.ThetradetoPeruvianinsurgentsofcondemnedrifleswastoberegrettedonlybecausetheringmanipulatingitwasbrokenup.TheappropriationofaschoonerintheharborofCallaowasastoryinitself;whiletherobberyofthirtythousanddollars’worthofsea—otterskinsfromaRussiantrading—postinAlaska,accomplishedchieflythroughtheagencyofabarrelofrummanufacturedfromsugar—cane,wasaveritableachievement.
Hehadbeenborn,sohetoldthem,inWinchester,inEngland,and——
Heavensavethemark!——hadbeenbroughtupwithaviewoftakingorders.ForsometimehewasachoirboyinthegreatWinchesterCathedral;then,whileyetalad,hadgonetosea.Hehadbeenboat—steereronaNewBedfordwhaler,andstruckhisfirstwhalewhenonlysixteen.HehadfilibustereddowntoChili;hadactedasicepilotonanArcticreliefexpedition;hadcaptainedacrewofChinamenshark—fishinginMagdalenaBay,andhadbeennearlymurderedbyhismen;hadbeenadeep—seadiver,andhadbursthisear—drumsatthebusiness,sothatnowhecouldblowtobaccosmokeoutofhisears;hehadbeenshipwreckedintheGilberts,foughtwiththeSerisonthelowerCaliforniaIslands,soldchampagne——
madefromrockcandy,effervescentsalts,andReislingwine——totheCoreans,haddreamedof\"holdingup\"aCunardliner,andhadriddenontheStrandinahansomwithWilliamEwartGladstone.
Buttheonethingofwhichhewasproud,theonepictureofhislifehemostdelightedtorecall,washimselfasmanagerofanegrominstreltroupe,inahireddrum—major’suniform,marchingdownthestreetsofSacramentoattheheadofthebrassbandinburntcorkandregimentals.
\"Thestarofthetroupe,\"hetoldthem,\"wastheladywiththeironjore.WebustedinStockton,andshegavemeherdiamondstopawn.Ipawned’em,andkeptbacksomethinginthehandformyselfandhookedittoSanFrancisco.Strikemestraightifshedidn’tfollowme,thatiron—joredpiece;metmeonedayinfrontoftheBushStreetTheatre,andhorsewhippedmeproperly.Now,justthinkofthat\"——andhelaughedasthoughitwasthebestkindofajoke.
\"But,\"hazardedBlix,\"don’tyoufinditratherdullouthere——
lonesome?Ishouldthinkyouwouldwanttohavesomeonewithyoutokeepyoucompany——to——todoyourcookingforyou?\"
ButCondy,ignoringherdiplomacyandthinkingonlyofpossiblestories,blunderedoffuponanothertrack.
\"Yes,\"hesaid,\"you’veledsuchalifeofaction,Ishouldthinkthisstationwouldbeprettydullforyou.Howdidyouhappentochooseit?\"
\"Well,yousee,answeredtheCaptain,leaningagainstthesmoothwhiteflankofthesurf—boat,hishandsinhispockets,\"I’mlyinglowjustnow.IgotintoascrapedownatLibertad,inMexico,thatmadetalk,andI’mwaitingforthattodiedownsome.Yousee,itwasthisway.\"
Mindfuloftheirexperiencewiththemateofthewhaleback,CondyandBlixwereallattentioninaninstant.Blixsatdownuponanupturnedbox,herelbowsonherknees,leaningforward,herlittleeyesfixedandshiningwithinterestandexpectation;Condy,thestory—tellerallaliveandvibrantinhim,stoodatherelbow,smokingcigaretteaftercigarette,hisfingersdancingwithexcitementandanimationastheCaptainspoke.
AndthenitwasthatCondyandBlix,inthatisolatedstation,thebaylappingattheshorewithinear—shot,inthatatmosphereredolentofpaintandoakumandofseaweeddecayinguponthebeachoutside,firstheardthestoryof\"InDefianceofAuthority.\"
CaptainJackbeganitwithhisexperienceasarestaurantkeeperduringtheboomdaysinSeattle,Washington.Hetoldthemhowhewasthecashierofadining—saloonwhosedailynetprofitsexceededeighthundreddollars;howitsproprietorsuddenlydied,andhowhe,CaptainJack,continuedthemanagementoftherestaurantpendingasettlementoftheproprietor’saffairsandanappearanceofheirs;howintheconfusionandexcitementoftheboomnosettlementwasevermade;andhow,noheirsappearing,heassumedchargeoftheestablishmenthimself,payingbills,makingcontracts,andsigningnotes,untilhecametoconsiderthebusinessandallitsenormousprofitsashisown;andhowatlast,whentherestaurantwasburned,hefoundhimselfsomefortythousanddollars\"aheadofthegame.\"
Thenhetoldthemofthestrangecluboftheplace,called\"TheExiles,\"madeupchieflyof\"youngersons\"ofEnglishandBritish—
Canadianfamilies,everymemberpossessedofa\"past\"moreorlessdisreputable;menwhohadlefttheircountryfortheircountry’sgood,andfortheirfamily’speaceofmind——adventurers,wanderers,soldiersoffortune,gentlemen—vagabonds,menofhyphenatednamesandevennoblebirth,whoseappellationswereavowedlyaliases.HetoldthemofhismeetingwithBillyIsham,oneoftheclub’sdirectors,andofthehappy—go—lucky,reckless,unpracticalcharacteroftheman;oftheiracquaintance,intimacy,andsubsequentpartnership;ofhowthefilibusteringprojectwasstartedwithCaptainJack’sfortythousand,andthenever—to—be—
forgotteninterviewinSanFranciscowithSenoraEstrada,theagentoftheinsurgents;oftheincidentofhercalling—card——howshetoreitintwoandgaveone—halftoIsham;oftheiroutfitting,andthebrokensextantthatwastocausetheirultimatediscomfitureanddisaster,andofthevoyagetotherendezvousonaPanamaliner.
\"Strikeme!\"continuedCaptainJack,\"youshouldhaveseenBillyIshamonthatPanamadough—dish;apassengershipshewas,andBillywasthelifeofherfromstemtostern—post.TherewasachurchpulpitaboardthattheyweretakingdowntoMazatlanforsomechapelorother,andthisherepulpitwaslashedondeckaft.
Well,Billyhadbeenmostkindsofafoolinhislife,andamongothersaplay—actor;calledhimselfGastonMaundeville,andwascleandaftonhisknowledgeofShakespeareandhisownpowerofinterpretin’thehiddenmeanin’ofthelines.Iain’tnevergoingtoforgitthedayhegaveusPortia’sspeech.Wewerejustunderthetropic,andthedaywasascorcher.Therewasmostlymenfolkaboard,andwelayaroundthedeckinourpajamas,whileBilly——
GastonMaundeville,dressedinstripedredandwhitepajamas——clumupinthatballypulpit,withtheship’sShakespeareinhishands,an’letushave——’Thequalityo’mercyisn’tstrained;itdroppethasthegenteeldewfromheavun.’Laugh,ItellyouIwassorewithit.Lord,howweguyedhim!An’themoreweguyedandthemorewelaughed,themoreserioushegotandthemadderhegrew.Hesaidhewasinterpretin’thehiddenmeanin’ofthelines.\"
AndsotheCaptainranthroughthatwild,fierytale——offightingandloving,buccaneeringandconspiring;mandolinstinkling,knivesclicking;oathsminglingwithsonnets,andspilledwinewithspilledblood.HetoldthemofIsham’sknifeduelwiththeMexicanlieutenant,theirleftwristslashedtogether;ofthe\"battleofthethirty\"inthepitchdarkoftheCustomHousecellar;ofSenoraEstrada’sloveforIsham;andalltherollandplungeofactionthatmakeupthestoryof\"InDefianceofAuthority.\"
Attheend,Blix’slittleeyesweresnappinglikesparks;Condy’sfacewasflaming,hishandswerecold,andhewasshiftinghisweightfromfoottofoot,likeanexcitedthoroughbredhorse.
\"Heavensandearth,whatayarn!\"heexclaimedalmostinawhisper.
Blixdrewalong,tremulousbreathandsatbackupontheupturnedbox,lookingaroundherasthoughshehadbutthatmomentbeenawakened.
\"Yes,sir,\"saidtheCaptain,rollingacigarette.\"Yes,sir,thoseweregreatdays.Getdowntherearoundthelineinthoselittle,out—o’—the—wayrepublicsalongtheSouthAmericancoast,andthingshappentoyou.Youholdaman’slifeinthecrookofyourforefinger,an’nothing’sdonebyhalves.Ifyouhateaman,youlayawakenightsbitingyourmattress,justthinkinghowyouhatehim;an’ifyouloveawoman——goodLord,howyoudoLOVE
her!\"
\"But——but!\"exclaimedCondy,\"Idon’tseehowyoucanwanttodoanythingelse.Why,you’relivingsixtytotheminutewhenyou’replayingagamelikethat!\"
\"Oh,Iain’tdeadyet!\"answeredtheCaptain.\"IgotafewschemesleftthatIcouldgetfunoutof.\"
\"Howcanyouwaitaminute!\"exclaimedBlixbreathlessly.\"Whydon’tyougetashiprightaway——to—morrow——andgorightoffonsomeotheradventure?\"
\"Well,Ican’tjustnow,\"returnedtheCaptain,blowingthesmokefromhiscigarettethroughhisears.\"There’sagoodmanyreasons;oneof’emisthatI’vejustbeenmarried.\"
ChapterX
Mum——mar——married!gaspedCondy,swallowingsomethinginhisthroat.
Blixrosetoherfeet.
\"JustbeenMARRIED!\"sherepeated,alittlefrightened.\"Why——
why——why;howDELIGHTFUL!\"
\"Yes——yes,\"mumbledCondy.\"Howdelightful.Icongratulateyou!\"
\"Comein——comebacktothestation,\"saidtheCaptainjovially,\"andI’llintroduceyoutom’wife.WeweremarriedonlylastSunday.\"
\"Why,yes——yes,ofcourse,we’dbedelighted,\"vociferatedthetwoconspiratorsalittlehysterically.
\"She’samightyfinelittlewoman,\"declaredtheCaptain,asherolledthedooroftheboat—housetoitsplaceandprecededthemupthegravelwalktothestation.
\"Ofcoursesheis,\"respondedBlix.BehindCaptainJack’sbackshefixedCondywithawide—eyedlook,andnudgedhimfiercelywithanelbowtorecallhimtohimself;forCondy’switswerescatteredlikeaflockofterrifiedbirds,andhewasgazingblanklyattheCaptain’scoatcollarwithavacant,maniacalsmile.
\"ForHeaven’ssake,Condy!\"shehadtimetowhisperbeforetheyarrivedinthehallwayofthestation.
Butfortunatelytheywereallowedaminuteorsotorecoverthemselvesandprepareforwhatwascoming.CaptainJackusheredthemintowhatwaseithertheparlor,office,orsitting—roomofthestation,andleftthemwiththewords:
\"Justmakeyourselvescomfortablehere,an’I’llgofetchthelittlewoman.\"
Nosoonerhadhegonethanthetwoturnedtoeachother.
\"Well!\"
\"WELL!\"
\"We’reinforitnow.\"
\"Butwemustseeitthrough,Condy;actjustasnaturalasyoucan,andwe’reallright.\"
\"ButsupposingSHErecognizesus!\"
\"Supposingshedoes——whatthen.HowAREtheytoknowthatwewrotetheletters?\"
\"Sh,Blix,notsoloud!TheyknowbynowthatTHEYdidn’t.\"
\"Butitseemsthatithasn’tmadeanydifferencetothem;theyaremarried.Andbesides,theywouldn’tspeakaboutputting’personals’inthepapertous.Theywouldneverletanybodyknowthat.\"
\"Doyousupposetheycouldpossiblysuspect?\"
\"I’msuretheycouldn’t.\"
\"Heretheycome.\"
\"Keepperfectlycalm,andwe’resaved.\"
\"Supposeitisn’tK.D.B.,afterall?\"
Butitwas,ofcourse,andsherecognizedtheminaninstant.SheandtheCaptain——thelatterallgrins——cameinfromthedirectionofthekitchen,K.D.B.wearinganeatbluecalicogownandanapronthatwasreallyamarvelofcleanlinessandstarch.
\"Kitty!\"exclaimedCaptainJack,seizedagainwithanunexplainablemirth,\"here’ssomeyoungfolkscomeouttoseetheplacean’Iwantyoutoknow’em.Mr.Rivers,thisism’wife,Kitty,and——lessee,miss,Idon’trightlyrememberyourname.\"
\"Bessemer!\"exclaimedCondyandBlixinabreath.
\"Oh!\"exclaimedK.D.B.,\"youwereintherestaurantthenightthattheCaptainandI——I——thatis——yes,I’mquitesureI’veseenyoubefore.\"Sheturnedfromonetotheother.beginningtoblushfuriously.
\"Yes,yes,inLuna’srestaurant,wasn’tit?\"saidCondydesperately.\"ItseemstomeIdojustbarelyremember.\"
\"Andwasn’ttheCaptainthere?\"Blixventured.
\"Iforgotmystick,Iremember,\"continuedCondy.\"Icamebackforit;andjustasIwasgoingoutitseemstomeIsawyoutwoatatablenearthedoor.\"
Hethoughtitbesttoallowtheir\"matrimonialobjects\"tobelievehehadnotseenthembefore.
\"Yes,yes,wewerethere,\"answeredK.D.B.tactfully.\"WedinetherealmosteveryMondaynight.\"
BlixguessedthatK.D.B.wouldprefertohavetherealfactsofthesituationignored,anddeterminedsheshouldhavethechancetochangetheconversationifshewished.
\"Whatadelicioussupperonehasthere!\"shesaid.
\"Can’tsayIlikeMexicancookingmyself,\"answeredK.D.B.,forgettingthattheydinedthereeveryMondaynight.\"PlainUnitedStatesisgoodenoughforme.\"
SuddenlyCaptainJackturnedabruptlytoCondy,exclaiming:\"Oh,youwasthechapthatcalledthepictureofthatschoonerabarkentine.\"
\"Yes;WASN’Tthatabarkentine?\"heansweredinnocently.
\"BarkentineyourEYE!\"splutteredtheCaptain.\"Why,thatwasaschoonerasplainasapieplate.\"
Buttenminuteslatertheordealwasover,andBlixandCondy,oncemorebreathingeasily,wereontheirwalkagain.TheCaptainandK.D.B.hadevenaccompaniedthemtothegateofthestation,andhadstrenuouslyurgedthemto\"comeinandseethemagainthenexttimetheywereoutthatway.\"
\"Married!\"murmuredCondy,puttingbothhandstohishead.\"We’vedoneit,we’vedoneitnow.\"
\"Well,whatofit?\"declaredBlix,alittledefiantly.\"Ithinkit’sallright.YoucanseetheCaptainisinlovewithher,andshewithhim.No,we’venothingtoreproachourselveswith.\"
\"But——but——butsosudden!\"whisperedCondy,allaghast.\"That’swhatmakesmefaint——thesuddennessofit.\"
\"Itshowshowmuchtheyareinlove,how——howreadilythey——
adaptedthemselvestoeachother.No,it’sallright.\"
\"Theyseemedtolikeus——actually.\"
\"Well,theyhadbetter——iftheyknewthetruth.Withoutustheyneverwouldhavemet.\"
\"Theybothaskedustocomeoutandseethemagain,didyounoticethat?Let’sdoit,Blix,\"Condysuddenlyexclaimed;\"let’sgettoknowthem!\"
\"Ofcoursewemust.Wouldn’titbefuntocallonthem——togetregularlyacquaintedwiththem!\"
\"Theymightaskustodinnersometime.\"
\"Andthinkofthestorieshecouldtellyou!\"
Theyenthusedimmediatelyuponthissubject,bothtalkingexcitedlyatthesametime,goingoverthedetailsoftheCaptain’syarns,recallingtheincidentstoeachother.
\"Fancy!\"exclaimedCondy——\"fancyBillyIshaminhispajamas,redandwhitestripes,readingShakespearefromthatpulpitonboardtheship,andtheothermenguyinghim!Isn’tthataSCENEforyou?Can’tyoujustSEEit?
\"IwonderiftheCaptainwasn’tmakingallthosethingsupashewentalong.Hedon’tseemtohaveanysenseofrightandwrongatall.Hemighthavebeenlying,Condy.\"
\"Whatdifferencewouldthatmake?\"
Andsotheywentalonginthatfine,clear,Westernmorning,ontheedgeoftheContinent,bothofthemyoungandstrongandvigorous,thePacificundertheireyes,thegreatcleanTradesblowingintheirfaces,thesmellofthesaltseacominginlongaromaticwhiffstotheirnostrils.Youngandstrongandfresh,theirimaginationsthrongingwithpicturesofvigorousactionandadventure,buccaneering,filibustering,andalltheswing,theleap,therushandgallop,theexuberant,stronglifeofthegreat,unchartedworldofRomance.
AndallunknowinglytheywereaRomanceinthemselves.Cynicism,oldage,andthewearinessofallthingsdonehadnoplaceintheworldinwhichtheywalked.Theystillhadtheirillusions,allthekeennessoftheirsensations,allthevividnessoftheirimpressions.Thesimplethingsoftheworld,thegreat,broad,primalemotionsoftheracestirredinthem.Astheyswungalong,goingtowardtheocean,theirbrainswerealmostasemptyofthoughtorofreflectionasthoseoftwofine,cleananimals.
Theywereallfortheimmediatesensation;theydidnotthink——
theyFELT.Theintellectwasdormant;theylookedatthings,theyheardthings,theysmelledthesmellofthesea,andoftheseaweed,ofthefat,rankgrowthofcressesinthesaltmarshes;
theyturnedtheircheekstothepassingwind,andfilledtheirmouthsandbreastswithit.Theirlifewassweettothem;everyhourwasonegladeffervescence.Thefactthattheoceanwasbluewasamatterforrejoicing.Itwasgoodtobealiveonthatroyalmorning.Justtobeyoungwasanexhilaration;andeverythingwasyoungwiththem——thedaywasyoung,thecountrywasyoung,andthecivilizationtowhichtheybelonged,teemingthereuponthegreen,Westernfringeofthecontinent,wasyoungandheadyandtumultuouswiththeboisterous,redbloodofanewrace.
Condyevenforgot,orratherdisdainedonsuchamorningasthat,topiecetogetherandrearrangeCaptainJack’syarnsintostoryform.Tolookattheseaandthegreenhills,towatchthepinkonBlix’scheekandheryellowhairblowingacrosshereyesandlips,wasbetterthanthinking.Lifewasbetterthanliterature.
Tolivewasbetterthantoread;onelivehumanbeingwasbetterthantenthousandShakespeares;anactwasbetterthanathought.
Why,justtoloveBlix,tobewithher,toseethesweet,cleanflushofhercheek,toknowthatshewasthereathisside,andtohavethetouchofherelbowastheywalked,wasbetterthanthebeststory,thegreatestnovelhecouldeverhopetowrite.Lifewasbetterthanliterature,andlovewasthebestthinginlife.
ToloveBlixandtobenearher——whatelsewasworthwhile?Couldheeverthinkoffindinganythinginlifesweeterandfinerthanthisdearyounggirlofnineteen?
SuddenlyCondycametohimselfwithanabruptstart.Whatwasthishewasthinking——whatwasthishewastellinghimself?LoveBlix!HelovedBlix!Why,ofCOURSEhelovedher——lovedherso,thatwiththethoughtofittherecameagreat,suddenclutchattheheartandastrangesenseoftenderness,sovagueandyetsogreatthatiteludedspeechandallexpression.Loveher!Ofcoursehelovedher!Hehad,allunknowing,lovedherevenbeforethiswonderfulmorning:hadlovedherthatdayatthelake,andthatnever—to—be—forgotten,deliciousafternoonintheChineserestaurant;allthoselong,quieteveningsspentinthewindowofthelittledining—room,lookingdownuponthedarkeningcity,hehadlovedher.Why,allhisdaysforthelastfewmonthshadbeenfulloftheloveofher.
Howelsehadhebeensohappy?howelsediditcomeaboutthatlittlebylittlehewaswithdrawingfromthesocietyandinfluenceofhisartificialworld,asrepresentedbysuchmenasSargeant?
howelsewasheslowlylooseningthegripoftheoneevilandvicioushabitthathadclutchedhimsolong?howelsewashisambitionstirring?howelsewashishithertoaimlessenthusiasmhardeningtoenergyanddetermination?Shehadnotalwayssoinfluencedhim.Inthedayswhentheyhadjustknowneachother,andmeteachotherintheweeklycourseoftheirformallife,ithadnotbeenso,eventhoughtheypretendedacertainamountofaffection.HerememberedtheeveningwhenBlixhadbroughtthosedaystoanabruptend,andhowatthemomenthehadtoldhimselfthatafterallhehadneverknowntherealBlix.Sincethen,inthecharming,unconventionallifetheyhadled,everythinghadbeenchanged.Hehadcometoknowherforwhatshewas,toknowhergenuinegoodness,hersincerity,hercontemptofaffectations,hercomradeship,hercalm,finestrengthandunbrokengoodnature;
anddaybyday,herealittleandtherealittle,hisloveforherhadgrownsoquietly,soevenly,thathehadneverknownit,untilnow,behold!itwassuddenlycometoflower,fullandstrong——aflowerwhosefragrancehadsuddenlyfilledallhislifeandallhisworldwithitssweetness.
Halfanhourafterleavingthelifeboatstation,CondyandBlixreachedtheold,red—brickfort,deserted,abandoned,andrime—
incrusted,attheentranceoftheGoldenGate.Theyturneditsangle,andthererolledthePacific,abluefloorofshiftingwater,stretchingoutthereforeverandforeveroverthecurveoftheearth,overtheshoulderoftheworld,withneverasailinviewandneverabreakfromhorizontohorizon.
Theyfolloweddowntheshore,sometimesupontheoldandbrokenflumethatrunsalongtheseawardfaceofthehillsthatrisefromthebeach,orsometimesuponthebeachitself,steppingfrombowldertobowlder,orholdingalongattheedgeofthewateruponreachesofwhite,hardsand.
Thebeachwassolitary;notasoulwasinsight.Closeathand,tolandward,greathills,bareandgreen,shutoffthesky;andhereandtherethelandcametumblingdownintotheseaingreat,jagged,craggyrocks,knee—deepinswirlingfoam,andallblackwithwet.Theairwasfulloftheprolongedthunderofthesurf,andatintervalssea—birdspassedoverheadwithanoccasionalpipingcry.Wreckagewastumbledabouthereandthere;andinnumerablecocoanutshards,huge,browncupsoffuzzybark,layunderfootandinthecrevicesoftherocks.Theyfoundajelly—
fish——apulpytranslucentmass;andonceevencaughtasightofasealinthehollowofabreaker,withsleekandshininghead,hisbarbelsbristling,andheardhishoarsecroakingbarkashehuntedtheoff—shorefish.
BlixrefusedtoallowCondytohelpherintheleast.Shewasquiteasactiveandstrongashe,andclamberedfromrocktorockandovertheshatteredscantlingoftheflumewiththevigorandagilityofayoungboy.Shemuddiedhershoestotheverytopsscratchedherhands,toreherskirt,andeventwistedherankle;
butherlittleeyeswereneversobright,norwasthepinkflushofhercheeksevermoreadorable.Andshewasneverdonetalking——
averitablechatterbox.Shesaweverythingandtalkedabouteverythingshesaw,quiteindifferentastowhetherornoCondylistened.Nowitwasaqueerbitofseaweed,nowitwasagroupofgullsclamoringoveradeadfish,nowapurplestarfish,nowabreakerofunusualsize.Hersplendidvitalitycarriedheraway.
Shewasexcited,alivetoherveryfinger—tips,vibranttotheleastsensation,quiveringtotheleastimpression.
\"Let’sgetuphereandsitdownsomewhere,\"saidCondy,atlength.
Theyleftthebeachandclimbeduptheslopeofthehills,nearapointwherealongarmoflandthrustoutintotheseaandshutoffthewind;apathwasthere,andtheyfolloweditforafewyards,tilltheyhadcometoalittleamphitheatresurroundedwithblackberrybushes.
Heretheysatdown,Blixsettlingherselfonanoldlogwithalittlesighofcontentment,Condystretchinghimselfout,anew—
lightedpipeinhisteeth,hisheadrestingonthelittlehandbaghehadpersistentlycarriedeversincemorning.ThenBlixfellsuddenlysilent,andforalongtimethetwosattherewithoutspeaking,absorbedintheenjoymentoflookingattheenormousgreenhillsrollingdowntothesea,thebreakersthunderingatthebeach,thegashedpinnaclesofrock,thevastreachofthePacific,andthedistantprospectoftheoldfortattheentranceoftheGoldenGate.
\"Wemightbeathousandmilesawayfromthecity,forallthelooksofit,mightn’twe,Condy?\"saidBlix,afterawhile.\"AndI’mthatHUNGRY!Itmustbenearlynoon.\"
Foranswer,Condysatupwithprofoundgravity,andwithagreatairofnonchalanceopenedthehandbag,and,insteadofshoestookout,first,apintbottleofclaret,then\"devilish\"hamsandwichesinoiledpaper,abottleofstuffedolives,agreatbagofsaltedalmonds,twolittletumblers,apaper—coverednovel,andamouthorgan.
Blixfairlycrowedwithdelight,claspingherhandsuponherknees,androckingtoandfrowhereshesatuponthelog.
\"Oh,Condy,andyouthoughtofaLUNCH——yousaiditwasshoes——andyourememberedIlovedstuffedolives,too;andabooktoread.
Whatisit——’TheSevenSeas.’No,IneverWASsohappy.Butthemouthorgan——what’sthatfor?\"
\"Toplayon.Whatdidyouthink——thinkitwasacan—opener?\"
Blixchokedwithmerrimentoverhisfoolery,andCondyaddedproudly:
\"Lookthere!Imadethosesandwiches!\"
Theylookedasthoughhehad——great,fatchunksofbread,thecruststillon;the\"devilish\"haminthickstratabetween;and,positively,hehadBUTTEREDthebread.Butitwasallonewiththem;theyateasthoughatabanquet,andBlixeventookoffherhatandhungitupononeofthenearbybushes.OfcourseCondyhadforgottenacorkscrew.Hetriedtodigoutthecorkoftheclaretbottlewithhisknife,untilhehadbrokenbothbladesandwasabouttogiveupindespair,whenBlix,attheendofherpatience,tookthebottlefromhimandpushedinthecorkwithherfinger.
\"Wine,music,literature,andfeasting,\"observedCondy.\"We’regettingregularlyluxurious,justlikeSardine—apalus.\"
ButCondyhimselfhadsuddenlyenteredintoanatmosphereofhappiness,thelikeofwhichhehadneverknownordreamedofbefore.HelovedBlix——hehadjustdiscoveredit.Helovedherbecauseshewassogenuine,soradiantlyfreshandstrong;lovedherbecauseshelikedthethingsthatheliked,becausetheytwolookedattheworldfrompreciselythesamepointofview,hatingshamsandaffectations,happyinthethingsthatweresimpleandhonestandnatural.Helovedherbecauseshelikedhisbooks,appreciatingthethingsthereinthatheappreciated,likingwhatheliked,disapprovingofwhathecondemned.Helovedherbecauseshewasnineteen,andbecauseshewassoyoungandunspoiledandwashappyjustbecausetheoceanwasblueandthemorningfine.
Helovedherbecauseshewassopretty,becauseofthesoftnessofheryellowhair,becauseofherround,whiteforeheadandpinkcheeks,becauseofherlittle,dark—browneyes,withthatlookinthemasifshewerejustdonesmilingorjustabouttosmile,onecouldnotsaywhich;lovedherbecauseofhergood,firmmouthandchin,becauseofherfullneckanditshigh,tightbandsofwhitesatin.Andhelovedherbecauseherarmswerestrongandround,andbecausesheworethegreatdog—collararoundhertrim,firm—
corsetedwaist,andbecausethereemanatedfromherwitheverymovementabarelyperceptible,delicious,feminineodor,thatwasinpartperfume,butmostlyasubtle,vaguearoma,charmingbeyondwords,thatcamefromhermouth,herhair,herneck,herarms,herwholesweetpersonality.Andhelovedherbecauseshewasherself,becauseshewasBlix,becauseofthatstrange,sweetinfluencethatwasdisengagedfromherinthosequietmomentswhensheseemedsoclosetohim,whensomeunnamed,mysterioussixthsenseinhimstirredandwokeandtoldhimofhergoodness,ofhercleanpurityandwomanliness;andthatcertain,vaguetendernessinhimwentouttowardher,atendernessnotforheronly,butforallthegoodthingsoftheworld;andhefelthisnoblersiderousingupandtheawakeningofthedesiretobehisbetterself.
Covertlyhelookedather,asshesatnearhim,heryellowhairrollingandblowingbackfromherforehead,herhandsclaspedoverherknee,lookingoutovertheocean,thoughtful,hereyeswide.
Shehadtoldhimshedidnotlovehim.Condyrememberedthatperfectlywell.Shewassincereinthematter;shedidnotlovehim.Thatsubjecthadbeenonceandforallbanishedfromtheirintercourse.Anditwasbecauseofthatveryreasonthattheircompanionshipofthelastthreeorfourmonthshadbeensocharming.Shelookeduponhimmerelyasachum.Shehadnotchangedintheleastfromthattimeuntilnow,whereashe——why,allhisworldwasnewforhimthatmorning!Why,helovedherso,shehadbecomesodeartohim,thattheverythoughtofhermadehisheartswellandleap.
Buthemustkeepallthistohimself.Ifhespoketoher,toldherofhowhelovedher,itwouldspoilandendtheircompanionshipupontheinstant.Theyhadbothagreeduponthat;
theyhadtriedtheother,andithadworkedout.Asloverstheyhadweariedofeachother;aschumstheyhadbeenperfectlycongenial,thoroughlyandcompletelyhappy.
Condysethisteeth.Itwasahardsituation.Hemustchoosebetweenbringinganendtothischarmingcomradeshipoftheirs,orelsefightbackallshowofloveforher,keepitdownandunderhand,andthatatatimewheneverynerveofhimquiveredlikeasmittenharp—string.Itwasnotinhimorinhistemperamenttolovehercalmly,quietly,oratadistance;hewantedthetouchofherhand,thetouchofhercool,smoothcheek,thedeliciousaromaofherbreathinhisnostrilsherlipsagainsthis,herhairandallitsfragranceinhisface\"Condy,what’sthematter?\"Blixwaslookingathimwithanexpressionofnolittleconcern.\"Whatareyoufrowningsoabout,andclinchingyourfists?Andyou’repale,too.What’sgonewrong?\"
Heshotaglanceather,andbestirredhimselfsharply.
\"Isn’tthisajollylittlecorner?\"hesaid.\"Blix,howlongisitbeforeyougo?\"
\"Sixweeksfromto—morrow.\"
\"Andyou’regoingtobegonefouryears——fouryears!Maybeyouneverwillcomeback.Can’ttellwhatwillhappeninfouryears.
Where’sthebloomingmouth—organ?\"
Butthemouth—organwasfullofcrumbs.Condycouldnotplayonit.Toallhiseffortsitrespondedonlybygasps,mournfulestdeath—rattles,andlamentablewails.Condyhurleditintothesea.
\"Well,where’sthebloomingbook,then?\"hedemanded.\"You’resittingonit,Blix.Here,readsomethinginit.Openitanywhere.\"
\"No;youreadtome.\"
\"Iwillnot.Haven’tIdoneenough?Didn’tIbuythebookandgetthelunch,andmakethesandwiches,andpaythecar—fare?Ithinkthisexpeditionwillcostmeprettynearthreedollarsbeforewe’rethroughwiththeday.No;theleastyoucandoistoreadtome.Here,we’llmatchforit.\"
Condydrewadimefromhispocket,andBlixaquarterfromherpurse.
\"You’rematchingme,\"shesaid.
Condytossedthecoinandlost,andBlixsaid,ashepickedupthebook:
\"Foramanthathassuchunvaryingbadluckasyou,gamblingisjustsimplemadness.YouandIhaveneverplayedagameofpokeryetthatI’venotwoneverycentofmoneyyouhad.\"
\"Yes;andwhatareyoudoingwithitall?\"
\"Spendingit,\"shereturnedloftily;\"glovesandveilsandlacepins——allkindsofthings.\"
ButCondyknewthewayshespokethatthiswasnottrue.
Forthenexthourorsohereadtoherfrom\"TheSevenSeas,\"
whiletheafternoonpassed,thewindstirringthechaparralandblackberrybushesinthehollowsofthehuge,barehills,thesurfrollingandgrumblingonthebeachbelow,thesea—birdswheelingoverhead.Blixlistenedintently,butCondycouldnothavetoldofwhathewasreading.Livingwasbetterthanreading,lifewasbetterthanliterature,andhisnew—foundloveforherwaspoetryenoughforhim.Hereadsothathemightnottalktoherorlookather,foritseemedtohimattimesasthoughsomesecondselfinhimwouldspeakandbetrayhiminspiteofhisbestefforts.
Neverbeforeinallhislifehadhebeensohappy;neverbeforehadhebeensotroubled.Hebegantojumblethelinesandwordsasheread,over—runningperiods,eventurningtwopagesatonce.
\"Whatasplendidline!\"Blixexclaimed.
\"Whatline——what——whatareyoutalkingabout?Blix,let’salwaysrememberto—day.Let’smakeapromise,nomatterwhathappensorwhereweare,let’salwayswritetoeachotherontheanniversaryofto—day.Whatdoyousay?\"
\"Yes;I’llpromise——andyou——\"
\"I’llpromisefaithfully.Oh,I’llneverforgetto—daynor——yes,yes,I’llpromise——why,to—day——Blix——where’sthatdamnbookgone?\"
\"Condy!\"
\"Well,Ican’tfindthebook.You’resittingonitagain.
Confoundthebook,anyway!Let’swalksomemore.\"
\"We’vealongwaystogoifwe’retogethomeintimeforsupper.
Let’sgotoLuna’sforsupper.\"
\"Ineversawsuchagirlasyoutothinkofwaysforspendingmoney.Whatkindofapurse—proudplutocratdoyouthinkIam?
I’veonlyseventy—fivecentsleft.Howmuchhaveyougot?\"
Blixhadfifty—fivecentsinherpurse,andtheyhadagravecouncilovertheirfinances.Theyhadjustenoughforcar—fareandtwo\"suppersMexican,\"withtencentsleftover.\"
\"That’sforRichard’stip,\"saidBlix.
\"That’sformyCIGAR,\"heretorted.
\"YoumadeMEgivehimfiftycents.YousaiditwastheleastI
couldofferhim——noblesseoblige.\"
\"Well,then,ICOULDN’Tofferhimadime,don’tyousee?I’lltellhimwearebrokethistime.\"
Theystartedhome,notastheyhadcome,butclimbingthehillandgoingacrossabreezyopendown,radiantwithblueiris,wildheliotrope,yellowpoppies,andevenaviolethereandthere.A
littlefurtherontheygainedoneoftheroadsoftheReservation,redearthsmoothasabilliardtable;andjustatananglewheretheroadmadeasharpelbowandtrendedcityward,theypausedforamomentandlookeddownandbackatthesuperbviewoftheocean,thevasthalf—moonofland,andtherollinghillsintheforegroundtumblingdowntowardthebeachandallspangledwithwildflowers.
Somefifteenminuteslatertheyreachedthegolf—links.
\"Wecangoacrossthelinks,\"saidCondy,\"andstrikeanynumberofcarlinesontheotherside.\"
Theylefttheroadandstruckacrossthelinks,Condysmokinghisnew—lightedpipe.Butastheycamearoundtheedgeofalonglineofeucalyptustreesneartheteeingground,awarningvoicesuddenlycalledout:
\"Fore!\"
CondyandBlixlookedupsharply,andthereinagroupnottwentyfeetaway,intweedsand\"knickers,\"insmart,shortgolfingskirtsandplaidcloaks,theysawyoungSargeantandhissister,twoothergirlswhomtheyknewasmembersofthefashionable\"set,\"andJackCarterintheactofswinginghisdrivingiron.
ChapterXI
Astheclockinthelibraryoftheclubstruckmidnight,Condylaiddownhispen,shovedthecloselywrittensheetsofpaperfromhim,andleanedbackinhischair,hisfingerstohistiredeyes.
HewassittingatadeskinoneofthefurthercornersoftheroomandshutoffbyagreatJapanesescreen.Hewasinhisshirt—
sleeves,hishairwastumbled,hisfingersink—stained,andhisfacealittlepale.
Sincelateintheeveninghehadbeensteadilywriting.Threechaptersof\"InDefianceofAuthority\"weredone,andhewasnowatworkonthefourth.ThedayaftertheexcursiontothePresidio——thatwonderfuleventwhichseemedtoCondytomarkthebirthdayofsomenewmanwithinhim——theideahadsuddenlyoccurredtohimthatCaptainJack’sstoryofthecluboftheexiles,theboomrestaurant,andthefilibusteringexpeditionwaspreciselythenovelofadventureofwhichtheCentennialCompanyhadspoken.Atoncehehadsettoworkuponit,withanenthusiasmthat,withshutteeth,hedeclaredwouldnotbelackinginenergy.Thestorywouldhavetobewrittenoutofhisbusinesshours.Thatmeanthewouldhavetogiveuphiseveningstoit.
Buthehaddonethis,andfornearlyaweekhadsettledhimselftohistaskinthequietcorneroftheclubateighto’clock,andheldtoitresolutelyuntiltwelve.
Thefirsttwochaptershadrunoffhispenwithdelightfulease.
Thethirdcameharder;theeventsandincidentsofthestorybecameconfusedandcontradictory;thecharacterofBillyIshamobstinatelyrefusedtotaketheprominentplacewhichCondyhaddesignedforhim;andwiththebeginningofthefourthchapter,Condyhadfinallycometoknowtheenormousdifficulties,theexasperatingcomplications,thediscouragementsthatbeginanewwitheveryparagraph,theobstaclesthatrefusetobesurmounted,andallthepain,thelabor,thedownrightmentaltravailandanguishthatfalltothelotofthewriterofnovels.
Towriteashortstorywiththeendinplainsightfromthebeginningwasaneasymattercomparedtotheupbuilding,grainbygrain,atombyatom,ofthefabricof\"InDefianceofAuthority.\"
Condysoonfoundthattherewasbutonewaytogoaboutthebusiness.Hemustshuthiseyestotheendofhisnovel——thatfar—off,divineevent——andtakehistaskchapterbychapter,evenparagraphbyparagraph;grindingoutthetale,asitwere,bymainstrength,drivinghispenfromlinetoline,hatingtheeffort,happyonlywiththeterminationofeachchapter,andworkingaway,hourbyhour,minutebyminute,withthedogged,sullen,hammer—
and—tongsobstinacyofthegalley—slave,scourgedtohisdailytoil.
Attimesthetale,apparentlyoutofsheerperversity,wouldcometoafullstop.Towriteanotherwordseemedbeyondthepowerofhumaningenuity,andforanhourormoreCondywouldsitscowlingatthehalf—writtenpage,gnawinghisnails,scouringhishair,dippinghispenintotheink—well,andsquaringhimselftothesheetofpaper,alltonopurpose.
Therewasnopleasureinitforhim.Acharacteroncefixedinhismind,asceneoncepicturedinhisimagination,andevenbeforehehadwrittenawordthecharacterlostthecharmofitsnovelty,thescenethefreshnessofitsoriginalconception.
Then,withinfinitepainstakingandwithapatiencelittleshortofmiraculous,hemustslowlybuildup,brickbybrick,theplanhisbrainhadoutlinedinasingleinstant.Itwasallwork——
hard,disagreeable,laboriouswork;andnojugglingwithphrases,nofalsenotionsastothe\"delightofcreation,\"couldmakeitappearotherwise.\"Andforwhat,\"hemutteredasherose,rolleduphissheafofmanuscript,andputonhiscoat;\"whatdoIdoitfor,Idon’tknow.\"
Itwasbeyondquestionthat,hadhebegunhisnovelthreemonthsbeforethistime,Condywouldhavelongsinceabandonedthehatefultask.ButBlixhadchangedallthat.AsuddenmaleforcehadbeguntodevelopinCondy.Amaster—emotionhadshakenhim,andhehadcommencedtoseeandtofeeltheserious,moreabiding,andperhapsthesternersideoflife.Blixhadsteadiedhim,therewasnodenyingthat.Hewasnotquitethesameboyish,hairbrainedfellowwhohadmade\"abuffoonofhimself\"intheChineserestaurant,threemonthsbefore.
ThecarshadstoppedrunningbythetimeCondyreachedthestreet.
Hewalkedhomeandflunghimselftobed,hismindtired,hisnervesunstrung,andallthebloodofhisbodyapparentlyconcentratedinhisbrain.Workingatnightafterwritingalldaylongwastellinguponhim,andheknewit.
WhatwithhisworkandhiscompanionshipwithBlix,Condysoonbegantodropoutofhiswontedplaceinhis\"set.\"Hewasobligedtodeclineoneinvitationafteranotherthatwouldtakehimoutintheevening,andinsteadoflunchingathisclubwithSargeantorGeorgeHands,ashehadbeenaccustomedtodoatonetime,hefellintoanotherhabitoflunchingwithBlixattheflatonWashingtonStreet,andspendingthetwohoursallowedtohiminthemiddleofthedayinhercompany.
Condy’sdesertionofthemwasoftenspokenofbythemenofhisclubwithwhomhehadbeenatonetimesointimate,andthesubjecthappenedtobebroughtupagainonenoonwhenJackCarterwasintheclubasGeorgeHands’guest.Hands,Carter,andEckertwereatoneofthewindowsovertheirafter—dinnercigarsandliqueurs.
\"Isay,\"saidEckertsuddenly,\"who’sthatgirlacrossthestreetthere——theoneinblack,justgoingbythatfurrier’ssign?I’veseenhersomewherebefore.Knowwhoitis?\"
\"That’sMissBessemer,isn’tit?\"saidGeorgeHands,leaningforward.\"Ratherastunning—lookinggirl.\"
\"Yes,that’sTravisBessemer,\"assentedJackCarter;adding,amomentlater,\"it’stoobadaboutthatgirl.\"
\"What’sthematter?\"askedEckert.
Carterliftedashoulder.\"Isn’tANYTHINGthematterasfarasI
know,onlysomehowthebestpeoplehavedroppedher.SheUSEDtobereceivedeverywhere.\"
\"Cometothink,IHAVEN’Tseenheroutmuchthisseason,\"saidEckert.\"ButIheardshehadboltedfrom’Society’withthebigS,andwasgoingEast——goingtostudymedicine,Ibelieve.\"
\"I’vealwaysnoticed,\"saidCarter,withasmile,\"thatsosoonasagirlisdeclassee,shedevelopsapurposeinlifeandgetsearnest,andallthatsortofthing.
\"Oh,well,come,\"growledGeorgeHands,\"TravisBessemerisnotdeclassee.\"
\"Ididn’tsayshewas,\"answeredCarter;\"butshehasmadeherselftalkedaboutagooddeallately.GoingaroundwithRivers,asshedoes,isn’tthemostdiscreetthingintheworld.Ofcourse,it’sallright,butitallmakestalk,andIcameacrossthembyagroveoftreesoutonthelinkstheotherday——\"
\"Yes,\"observedSargeant,leaningonthebackofCarter’sarmchair;\"yes;andInoticed,too,thatshecutyoudead.Youfellowsshouldhavebeenthere,\"hewenton,inperfectgoodhumor,turningtotheothers.\"Youmissedagoodlittlescene.
RiversandMissBessemerhadbeentakingatrampovertheReservation——and,bytheway,it’sagreatplacetowalk,somysistertellsme;sheandDickForsythetakeaconstitutionaloutthereeverySaturdaymorning——well,asIwassaying,RiversandMissBessemercameuponourpartyratherunexpectedly.Wewerealltoggedoutinourgolfingbags,andIpresumewelookedmoreliketailor’smodels,posingforthegallery,thanpeoplewhoweretakinganouting;butRiversandMissBessemerhadbeenregularlyexercising;lookedasthoughtheyhaddonetheirfifteenmilessincemorning.Theyhadtheiroldclotheson,andtheyweredustyandmuddy.
\"YouwouldhavethoughtthatayounggirlsuchasMissBessemeris——forshe’sveryyoung——wouldhavebeenalittleembarrassedatrunningupagainstsuchaspickandspanlotaswewere.Notabitofit;didn’tloseherpoiseforamoment.Shebowedtomysisterandtome,asthoughfromthetopofadrag,byJove!andasthoughshewerefreshfromRedfernandVirot.Youknowagirlthatcanmanageherselfthatwayisathoroughbred.SheevenrememberedtocutlittleJohnnieCarterhere,becauseJohnnieforcedhimselfuponheronenightatadancewhenhewasdrunk;
didn’tshe,Johnnie?Johnniecameuptoherthere,outonthelinks,freshasadaisy,andputouthishand,with,’Why,howdoyoudo,MissBessemer?’and’whereverdidyoucomefrom?’and’I
haven’tseenyouinsolong’;andshesays,’No,notsinceourlastdance,Ibelieve,Mr.Carter,’andlookedathishandasthoughitwassomethingfunny.
\"LittleJohnniemumbledandflushedandstammeredandbackedoff;
anditwaswellthathedid,becauseRivershadbeguntogetredaroundthewattles.Isaythelittlegirlisathoroughbred,andmysisterwantstogiveheradinnerassoonasshecomesout.
ButJohnniesaysshe’sdeclassee,somaybemysisterhadbetterthinkitover.\"
\"Ididn’tsayshewasdeclassee,\"exclaimedCarter.\"Ionlysaidshewoulddowelltobemorecareful.\"
Sargeantshiftedhiscigartotheothercornerofhismouth,oneeyeshuttoavoidthesmoke.
\"Onemightsayasmuchoflotsofpeople,\"heanswered.
\"Idon’tlikeyourtone!\"Carterflaredout.
\"Oh,gotothedevil,Johnnie!Shallweallhaveadrink?\"
OntheFridayeveningofthatweek,Condysethimselftohisworkathisaccustomedhour.Buthehadhadaharddayonthe\"Times,\"
Supplement,andhisbrain,likeanoverdrivenhorse,refusedtowork.Inhalfanhourhehadnotwrittenaparagraph.
\"Ithoughtitwouldbebetter,intheend,toloafforoneevening,\"heexplainedtoBlix,sometwentyminuteslater,astheysettledthemselvesinthelittledining—room.\"Icangoatitbetterto—morrow.Seehowyoulikethislastchapter.\"
Blixwasenthusiasticover\"InDefianceofAuthority.\"Condyhadtoldhertheoutlineofthestory,andhadreadtohereachchapterashefinishedit.
\"It’sthebestthingyouhaveeverdone,Condy,andyouknowit.
Isupposeithasfaults,butIdon’tcareanythingaboutthem.
It’sthestoryitselfthat’ssointeresting.Afterthatfirstchapteroftheboomrestaurantandtheexiles’club,nobodywouldwanttolaythebookdown.You’redoingthebestworkofyourlifesofar,andyousticktoit.\"
\"It’sgrindingoutcopyfortheSupplementatthesametimethattakesallthestarchoutofme.You’venoideawhatitmeanstowriteallday,andthensitdownandwriteallevening.\"
\"IWISHyoucouldgetoffthe’Times,’\"saidBlix.\"You’rejustgivingthebestpartofyourlifetohackwork,andNOWit’sinterferingwithyournovel.Iknowyoucoulddobetterworkonyournovelifyoudidn’thavetoworkonthe’Times,’couldn’tyou?\"
\"Oh,ifyoucometothat,ofcourseIcould,\"heanswered.\"Buttheywon’tgivemeavacation.Iwassoundingtheeditoronitdaybeforeyesterday.No;I’llhavetomanagesomehowtoswingthetwotogether.\"
\"Well,let’snottalkshopnow.Condy.Youneedarest.Doyouwanttoplaypoker?\"
Theyplayedforupwardofanhourthatevening,andCondy,asusual,lost.Hisill—luckwaspositivelyastonishing.DuringthelasttwomonthshehadplayedpokerwithBlixonanaverageofthreeorfoureveningsintheweek.andatthecloseofeverygameitwasBlixwhohadallthechips.