第2章

Foryourownsakereviseit,forthereadersofyourbookwon’tbelievethatyouaretellingatruestoryanyhow;theywillsaythatyouwrotethischapterandattributedittome,andyouwillfindyourselfheldresponsibleforitsshortcomings。IhaveinsertedafewnoteshereandtherewhichwillgiveyouanideaofwhatI

sufferedasIwroteonandfoundhergrowingdailylessandlesstractable,withoccasionallyanindicationofthepointofdivergencebetweenheractualbehaviorandthatwhichIexpectedofher。\"

Toafellow—workmaninliteraryfieldsthischapterisofpatheticinterest,thoughitmaynotsoappeartothereaderwhoknowslittleofthedifficultiesofauthorship。IcanhardlyreaditmyselfwithoutafeelingofmostintensepityforpoorHarley。Icanimaginethesleeplessnightswhichfollowedtheshatteringofhishopesastowhathisstorymightbebytherecalcitrantattitudeoftheyoungwomanhehadhonoredsohighlybyselectingherforhisheroine。Icanalmostfeelthebittersenseofdisappointment,whichmusthaveburnedtotheverydepthsofhissoul,whenhefinallyrealizedhowcompletelyoverturnedwereallhisplans,andIcannotforegocallingattentiontotheconstancytohiscreedofStuartHarley,insacrificinghisopportunityratherthanhisprinciples,asshownbyhisresolutedeterminationnottoforceMissAndrewstodohisbidding,eventhoughitrequiredmerelythedippingofhispenintotheinkandtheresolutiontodoso。

Icannotblameher,however。GrantingtoHarleytherighttoacreed,MissAndrews,too,itmustbeadmitted,wasentitledtohaveviewsastohowsheoughttobehaveundergivencircumstances,andifshefoundhernotionsrunningcountertohis,itwasonlyproperthatsheshouldactaccordingtothedictatesofherownheart,ormind,orwhateverelseitmaybethatawomanreasonswith,ratherthanaccordingtohiswishes。

Astoallquestionsofthiskind,however,asbetweenthetwo,thereadermustjudge,andonedocumentinevidenceisHarley’schapter,whichraninthiswise:

AMEETING

\"Stopbeating,heart,andinamomentcalmThequestionanswer——isthis,then,myfate?\"

—PERKINS’S\"Odes。\"

AsthecorrespondentsoftheNewYorkpapershadsurmised,invitationsfortheHowlettballwereissuedonthe12th。Itisnotsurprisingthatthecorrespondentsinthisinstanceshouldbeguiltyofthatrarecrimeamongsocietyreporters,accuracy,fortheirinformationwasderivedfromaperfectlyreliablesource,Mrs。

Howlett’sbutler,inwhosehandstheaddressingoftheenvelopeshadbeenplaced——amanofimposingpresence,andofgreatvaluetotheprofessionalsnappers—upofunconsideredtriflesofsocialgossipinthepayoftheSundaynewspapers,withmanyofwhomhewasontermsofclosestintimacy。OfcourseMrs。Howlettwasnotawarethatherhouseholdcontainedapersonageofgreatjournalisticimportance,anymorethanherneighbor,Mrs。Floyd—Hopkins,wasawarethatitwashermaidwhohadfurnishedtheWeeklyJournalofSocietywiththevividaccountofthescandalousbehavior,atherlastdinner,ofMajorPompoly,whohadtobeforciblyejectedfromtheFloyd—HopkinsdomicilebythehusbandofMrs。JerniganSmith——asocialmorselwhichattractedmuchattentionseveralyearsago。Everyeffortwasmadetohushthatmatterup,andtheguestsallsworeeternalsecrecy;buttheWeeklyJournalofSocietyhadit,and,strangelyenough,haditright,initsnextissue;butthemaidwasneversuspected,eventhoughshedidappeartobepossessedofmoreamplemeansthanusualforsometimeafter。Mrs。Floyd—Hopkinspreferredtosuspectoneofherguests,and,onthewhole,wasnotsorrythatthematterhadgotabroad,foreverybodytalkedaboutit,andthroughtheepisodeherdinnerbecameoneofthehistoricbanquetsoftheseason。

TheWillards,whowerebythistimecomfortablysettledat\"TheNeedles,\"theircottageonthecliff,itishardlynecessarytostate,wereamongthoseinvited,andwiththeircardswasincludedoneforMarguerite。AddedtothecardwasapersonalnotefromMrs。

HowletttoMissAndrews,expressingtheespecialhopethatshewouldnotfailthem,allofwhichwasverygratifyingtotheyounggirl。

\"SeewhatI’vegot,\"shecried,gleefully,runningintoMrs。

Willard’s\"den\"attheheadofthebeautifuloakenstairs。

(Note。——AtthispointinHarley’smanuscriptthereisevidenceofindecisionontheauthor’spart。Hisheroinehadbeguntobotherhimatrifle。Hehadwrittenahalf—dozenlinesdescriptiveofMissAndrews’semotionsatreceivingaspecialnoteofinvitation,subsequentlyerasingthem。Theword\"gleefully\"hadbeenscratchedout,andthenrestoredinplaceof\"scornfully,\"whichhadatfirstbeensubstitutedforit。ItwasplainthatHarleywasnotquitecertainastohowmuchawomanofMissAndrews’stypewouldcareforaspecialattentionofthisnature,evenifshecaredforitatall。

Asamatteroffact,thewordchosenshouldhavebeen\"dubiously,\"

andneither\"gleefully\"nor\"scornfully\";fortherealtruthwasthattherewasnoreasonwhyMrs。HowlettshouldsohonorMarguerite,andthegirlatoncebegantowonderifitwerenotanextraprecautionofHarley’stoassureherpresenceattheballforthebenefitofhimselfandhispublishers。TheauthorfinallywroteitasIhavegivenitabove,however,andMissAndrewsreceivedherspecialinvitation\"gleefully\"——accordingtoHarley。Heperceivesherdoubt,however,withoutcomprehendingit;forafterdescribingMrs。

Willard’sreadingofthenote,hegoeson。)

\"ThatisveryniceofMrs。Howlett,\"saidMrs。Willard,handingMargueritebackhernote。\"Itisaspecialhonor,mydear,bywhichyoushouldfeelhighlyflattered。Shedoesn’toftendothingslikethat。\"

\"Ishouldthinknot,\"saidMarguerite。\"Iamaperfectstrangertoher,andthatsheshoulddoitatallstrikesmeasbeingmostextraordinary。Itdoesn’tseemsincere,andIcan’thelpthinkingthatsomeextraneouscircumstancehasbeenbroughttobearuponhertoforcehertodoit。\"

(Note。——StuartHarleyhascommenteduponthisasfollows:\"AsIreadthisoverImustadmitthatMissAndrewswasright。WhyIhadMrs。

HowlettdosuchathingIdon’tknow,unlessitwasthatmyownadmirationformyheroineledmetobelievethatsomemorethanusualattentionwasherdue。InmyownbehalfIwillsaythatIshouldinallprobabilityhaveeliminatedorcorrectedthisfalsenotewhenI

cametotherevisionofmyproofs。\"Thechapterthenproceeds。)

\"Whatshallwewear?\"musedMrs。Willard,asMargueritefoldedMrs。

Howlett’snoteandreplaceditinitsenvelope。

\"Imustpositivelydeclinetodiscussthatquestion。Itisofnopublicinterest,\"snappedMarguerite,herfaceflushingangrily。\"Myclothingismyownbusiness,andnoone’selse。\"Shepausedamoment,andthen,inanapologetictone,sheadded,\"I’dbeperfectlywillingtotalkwithyouaboutitgenerally,mydearDorothy,butnotnow。\"

Mrs。Willardlookedatthegirlinsurprise。

(Note。——StuartHarleyhaswrittenthisinthemargin:\"Hereyouhaveoneofthesituationswhichfinallycompelledmetorelinquishthisstory。Youknowyourselfhowharditistomake30,000wordsoutofaslightsituation,andatthesametimesticktoprobability。Ihadanidea,inmappingoutthischapter,thatIcouldmakethreeorfourinterestingpages——interestingtothegirls,mindyou——outofadiscussionofwhattheyshouldwearattheHowlettdance。Itwasaperfectlynaturalsubjectfordiscussionatthetimeandunderthecircumstances。Itwouldhavebeenagoodthinginthebook,too,foritmighthaveconveyedafewwholesomehintsinthelineofgoodtasteindresswhichwouldhavemademystoryofsomevalue。Womenarealwayswritingtothepapers,asking,’WhatshallIwearhere?’

and’WhatshallIwearthere?’TheideasoftwowomenlikeMrs。

WillardandMargueriteAndrewswouldhavebeencertaintobeinteresting,elevating,andexceedinglyusefultosuchpeople,butthemomentIattemptedtoinvolvetheminthatdiscussionMissAndrewsdeclinedutterlytospeak,andIwascutoutofsomesixorsevenhundredquiteimportantwords。Ihadsupposedallwomenalikeinthatmatter,butIfindIwasmistaken;one,atleast,won’tdiscussclothes——butIdon’twonderthatMrs。Willardlookedupinsurprise。Iputthatinjusttopleasemyself,forofcoursethewholeincidentwouldhavehadtobecutoutwhenthemanuscriptwenttothetype—setter。\"Thechaptertakesanewleadhere,asfollows:)

Mrs。WillardwaspunctiliouslypromptinsendingtheacceptancesofherselfandMr。WillardtoMrs。Howlett,andatthesametimeMarguerite’sacceptancewasdespatched,althoughshewasatfirstdisposedtosendherregrets。Shewasonlymoderatelyfondofthoseinconsequentpleasureswhichmakethelifesocial。Shewasagooddancer,butamoreexcellenttalker,andshepreferredtalkingtodancing;buttheinanityofwhatareknownasstairtalksatdancesoppressedher;nordidshelookforwardwithanydegreeofpleasuretowhatwemighttermconservatoryconfidences,whichintheseluxuriousdayshavebecomesolargeafactorinterpsichoreandiversions,forMargueritewasofapracticalnature。ShehadoncechilledtheheartofayoungpoetbycallingVenicemalarious(HarleylittlerealizedwhenhewrotethishowhewouldhavesufferedhadhecarriedouthisoriginalintentionandtransplantedMargueritetotheCityoftheSea!),andaconservatorytoherwasathingformid—day,andnotformidnight。Shewasthereforenotparticularlyanxioustospendanevening——whichbeganatanaggravatinglylatehourinsteadofatareasonabletime,thankstoasocialcustomwhichhasitsfoundationinnothingshortofabsoluteinsanity——inthepursuitofnothingofgreatervaluethandancing,stairtalks,andconservatoryconfidences;butMrs。Willardsoonpersuadedherthatsheoughttogo,andgoshedid。

Itwasabeautifulnight,thatofthe22dofJuly。Newportwasatherbest。Themorninghadbeenoppressivelywarm,butalongaboutthreeintheafternoonaseriesofshortandsharpelectricalstormscame,andasquicklywent,coolingtheheatedcity,andfresheninguptheairuntilitwasasclearascrystal,andrefreshingasadraughtofcoldspring—water。

AttheHowlettmansiononBellevueAvenueallwasinreadinessfortheevent。Thecaterer’swagonshadarrivedwiththeirdaintycontents,andhadgone,andnowtheHungarianbandwassendingforthoverthecoolnightairthosebeautifulandweirdwavesofmelodywhichentrancethemostunwillingear。Aboutthebroadandspaciousgroundsfestoonedlightshungfromtreetotree;hereandtherelittlerose—scentedbowersfortete—a—tetetalkswereset;fromwithin,streamingthroughthewindowsinregalbeauty,camethelightsofthevastballroom,thereception—rooms,andthebeautifullydesigneddining—hall——latelyaddedbyyoungMorrisBlack,thearchitect,toMrs。Howlett’salreadyperfecthouse。

OntheballroomflooraresometenortwentycouplesgracefullywaltzingtothestrainsofSullivan,andinthemidstoftheseweseeMargueriteAndrewsthreadingherwayacrosstheroomwithsomedifficulty,attendedbyMr。andMrs。Willard。Theyhavejustarrived。AsMargueritewalksacrossthehallsheattractseveryone。

Thereisthataboutherwhichcommandsattention。AttheinstantofherentranceCountBonettiisonthequiVive。

\"PyChove!\"hecries,asheleansgracefullyagainstthedoorwayopeningintotheconservatory。\"Zare,mydearfriend,zatissmyideaofzetrulypeautifulwoman。Vatisshername?\"

\"ThatisMissAndrewsofNewYork,Count,\"thepersonaddressedreplies。\"SheisupherewiththeWillards。\"

\"Imusdmeedher,\"saystheCount,hiseyefollowingMargueriteasshewalksuptoMrs。Howlettandisgreetedeffusivelybythatlady。

Margueriteispale,andappearsanxious。Eventotheauthorthewaysofthewomeninhisworksareinscrutable;souponthisoccasion。

Sheispale,butIcannotsaywhy。Canitbethatshehasanintuitiveknowledgethatto—nightmaydecideherwholefuturelife?

Whocantell?Woman’sintuitionsaregreat,andtherebethosewhosaytheyareunerringlytrue。Onebyone,withtheexceptionofCountBonetti,theyoungmenamongMrs。Howlett’sguestsarepresented——Bonettipreferstoawaitamorefavorableopportunity——andtoallMargueriteappearstobethebeautifulwomansheis。Hersisaninstantsuccess。AnewbeautyhasdawnedupontheNewporthorizon。

Letusdescribeherasshestands。

(Note。——Thereisablankspacelefthere。AtfirstIthoughtitwasbecauseHarleywishedtoreflectalittlebeforedrawingapictureofsosuperbawomanasheseemedtothinkher,andgoontotheconclusionofthechapter,themainincidentsbeinghotinhismind,andthepurelydescriptivemattersmoreeasilylefttocalmermoments。Heinformsme,however,thatsuchwasnotthecase。\"WhenIcametodescribeherasshestood,\"hesaid,\"shehaddisappeared,andIhadtosearchalloverthehousebeforeIfinallyfoundherintheconservatory。SoIchangedthechaptertoreadthus:\")

Afterahalf—hourofdancingandholdingcourt——forMarguerite’striumphwastrulythatofaqueen,itwassocomplete——MissAndrewsturnedtoMr。Willardandtookhisarm。

\"Letusgointotheconservatory,\"shesaid,inawhisper。\"IhaveheardsomuchaboutMrs。Howlett’sorchids,Ishouldliketoseethem。\"

Willard,seeingthatshewastiredandslightlyboredbytheincessantchatterofthoseabouther,escortedheroutthroughthebroaddoorintotheconservatory。AsshepassedfromtheballroomthedarkeyesofCountBonettiflasheduponher,butsheheededthemnot,movingonintothefloralbowerinapparentlysereneunconsciousnessofthatperson’spresence。HereWillardgotherachair。

\"Willyouhaveanice?\"heasked,assheseatedherselfbeneathoneoftheloftypalms。

\"Yes,\"sheanswered,simply。\"Icanwaitherealoneifyouwillgetit。\"

Willardpassedout,andsoonreturnedwiththeice;butashecamethroughthedoorwayBonettistoppedhimandwhisperedsomethinginhisear。

\"Certainly,Count,rightaway,\"Willardanswered。\"Comealong。\"

Bonettineedednosecondbidding,butfollowedWillardclosely,andsoonstoodexpectantbeforeMarguerite。

\"MissAndrews,\"saidWillard,\"mayIhavethepleasureofpresentingCountBonetti?\"

TheCount’sheadnearlycollidedwithhistoesinthebowthathemade。

\"Mr。Willard,\"returnedMissAndrews,coldly,ignoringtheCount,\"feelingasIdothatCountBonettiismerelyabogusCountwithacquisitiveinstincts,broughthere,likemyself,forliterarypurposesofwhichIcannotapprove,Imustreplytoyourquestionthatyoumaynothavethatpleasure。\"

Withwhichremark(concludesStuartHarley)MissMargueriteAndrewssweptproudlyfromtheroom,orderedhercarriage,andwenthome,therebyutterlyruiningthesecondstoryofherlifethatIhadundertakentowrite。ButIshallmakeonemoreeffort。

CHAPTERV:ANEXPERIMENT

\"AndthusI’llcurbhermadandheadstronghumor。

Hethatknowsbetterhowtotameashrew,Nowlethimspeak;’tischaritytoshow。\"

——\"TamingoftheShrew。\"

\"Whatwouldhavehappenedifshehadbehaveddifferently,Stuart?\"I

asked,afterIhadreadthepageshehadsokindlyplacedatmydisposal。

\"Oh,nothinginparticulartowhichshecouldreasonablyobject,\"

returnedHarley。\"Theincidentsofatrulyrealisticnovelarerarelyobjectionable,excepttopeopleofacaptiousnature。I

intendedtohaveBonettidanceattendanceuponMissAndrewsforthebalanceoftheseason,that’sall,hopingtherebytopresentagoodpictureoflifeatNewportinJulyandpartofAugust。AboutthemiddleofAugustIwasgoingtotransportthewholecasttoBarHarbor,forvariety’ssake。ThatwouldhavebeenanotheropportunitytogetagooddealoftheAmericansummeratmosphereintothebook。

IwishIcouldaffordthekindofsummerIcontemplatedgivingher。\"

\"Youdidn’tintendthatsheshouldfallinlovewithBonetti?\"I

asked。

\"Nottoanyseriousextent,\"saidHarley,deprecatingly。\"Evenifshehadalittle,she’dhavecomeoutofitallrightassoonastheheroturnedup,andshehadachancetoseethedifferencebetweenamanlymanofherowncountryandalittletitledfortunehunterfromthelandofmacaroni。Bonettiwasn’ttobeabadfellowatall。HewasmerelyanItalian,whichhecouldn’thelp,beingbornso,andtherefore,asshesaid,ofanacquisitivenature。Thereisnovillanyinthat,however——thatis,noreprehensiblevillany。Hewasafterarichmarriagebecausehewasfondofalifeofease。She’dhavefoundhimamusing,atanyrate。\"

\"Buthewasbogus!\"Isuggested。

\"Notatall,\"saidHarley,impatiently。\"That’swhatvexesmemorethananythingelse。Shemadeaverybadmistakethere。AsaCount,Bonettiwasquiteasrealashisfinancialnecessities。\"

\"Itwasabeastlyawkwardsituation,thatconservatoryscene,\"saidI。\"EspeciallyforWillard。TheCountmighthavechallengedhim。

WhatbecameoftheCountwhenitwasover?\"

\"Idon’tknow,\"saidHarley。\"Ilefthimtogetoutofhispredicamentasbesthecould。PossiblyhedidchallengeWillard。I

haven’ttakenthetroubletofindout。If,asIthink,however,he’salivingperson,he’llextricatehimselffromhisdifficultyallright;ifhe’snot,andIhaveunwittinglyallowedmyselftoconjurehimupinmyfancy,there’snogreatharmdone。Ifhe’snothingmorethanamarionette,lethimfallonthefloor,andstaythereuntilI

findsomeimaginativewriterwhowilltakehimoffmyhands——you,forinstance。YoucanhaveBonettiforaChristmaspresent,withmycompliments。I’mthroughwithhim;butasforMissAndrews,shehasbeensoconfoundedlyelusivethatshehasarousedmydeepestinterest,andIcouldn’tgiveherupifIwantedto。Ineverencounteredaheroinelikeherinallmylifebefore,andtheoneobjectofmyfuturecareerwillbetocatchherfinallyinthemeshesofaromance。Romancewillcomeintoherlifesometime。Sheisnotatallofanunsentimentalnature——onlyfractious——new—womanish,perhaps;butnonethelesslovable,andCupidwillhaveashotatherwhensheleastexpectsit;andwhenitdoescome,I’llbeonhandtoreporttheattemptedassassinationforthedelectationoftheHerring,Beemer,&Chadwickpublic。\"

\"Ishouldthinkyouwouldtryalittlepersuasion,justforlarks,\"I

suggested。

\"YouforgetIamarealist,\"hereplied,ashewentout。

NowIsincerelyadmiredStuartHarley,andIwishedtothebottomofmyhearttohelphimifIcould。Itseemedtomethat,howeveradmirableMissAndrewshadshownherselftobegenerallyasawoman,shehadbeenanaltogetherunsatisfactorypersonintheroleofaheroine。Irespectedherscruplesaboutmarryingmenshedidnotcarefor,and,asIhavealreadysaid,noonecoulddenyhertherighttoherownconvictions;butitseemedtomethatintheBonettiincidentshemightandtrulyoughttohaveacteddifferentlywhenthetimecameforthepresentation。ThereisnodoubtinmymindthatherlittlespeechtoWillard,inwhichshestatedthattheCountwasafraudandmightnotbepresented,wasadeliberatelyplannedrebuff,andthereforenotinanysenseexcusable。ShecouldhaveavoideditbytellingWillardbeforeleavinghomethatshedidnotcaretomeettheCount。TomakeasceneatMrs。Howlett’swasnotathingwhichasober—minded,self—containedwomanwouldhavedone;itwasbadformtobehavesorudelytooneofMrs。Howlett’sguests,andwassoinconsiderateofWillardandunreasonableinotherwaysthatI

blamedherunreservedly。

\"Shedeservestobepunished,\"Ithoughttomyself,asHarleywentdejectedlyoutoftheroom。\"Andthereisnokindofpunishmentforawomanlikethatsogallingtohersoulastofindherselfinthehandsofarelentlessdespotwhoforcesherthiswayandthat,accordingtohiswhim。I’dliketoplayPetruciotoherKatherineforfiveminutes。She’dsoonfindoutthatI’mnotarealistboundbyacreedtowhichImustadhere。WhateverIchoosetodoIcandowithoutviolatingmyconscientiousscruples,becauseIhaven’tanyconscientiousscruplesinliterature。And,byJove,I’lldoit!

I’lltakeMissMargueriteAndrewsinhandmyselfthisveryafternoon,andI’llputherthroughacourseoftrainingthatwillmakeherruethedaysheevertrifledwithStuartHarley——andwhenhetakesherupagainshe’llbeasmeekasMoses。\"

StronginmybeliefthatIcouldbringtheyoungwomantoterms,I

wenttomydeskandtriedmyhandatastory,withMissAndrewsasitsheroine,andIwasnotparticularaboutbeingrealisticeither。

NeitherdidIgooffintoanytrancesinsearchofheroesandvillains。IdidwhatHarleycouldnotdo。IbroughttheNewYorkbacktoportthatveryday,anddespatchedRobertOsborne,thedespisedloverofthefirsttale,toNewport。

\"Sheshallhavehimwhethershelikeshimornot,\"saidI,grittingmyteethdeterminedly;\"andshewon’tknowwhethersheloveshimorCountBonettibest;andshe’llpromisetomarrybothofthem;andsheshallgotoVeniceinAugust,despiteheruncompromisingrefusaltodosoforHarley;andsheshallmeetBalderstonethere,and,nomatterwhatheropinionofhimorofhisliterarywork,sheshallbefascinatedbythestoryI’llhavehimwrite,andunderthespellofthatfascinationsheshallpromisetomarryhimalso;whereupontheWillardswillturnupandtakehertoHeidelberg,whereI’llhavehermeettheheroshecouldn’twaitforattheHowlettdance,thedespisedProfessor,andsheshallpromisetobehiswifelikewise;

andfinallyI’llputheronboardasteameratSouthampton,boundforNewYork,withMrs。Corwinandthetwins;andtheseconddayout,whensheisfeelingherveryworst,allfourofherfianceswillturnupatthesametimebesideherchair。ThenIshallleavehertogetoutofhertroublethebestwayshecan。Iimagine,aftershehashadatasteofmyliteraryregimen,she’llquitefallinlovewiththeHarleymethod,andbehaveherselfasaheroineshould。\"

IsatdownallaglowwiththeideaofbeingabletotameHarley’sheroineandplaceherinamoodmoresuitedforhispurposes。ThemoreIthoughtofhowhisfailureswereweighingonhismind,themoreviciouslyreadywasItoplaythetyrantwithMarguerite,and——

well,Imightaswellconfessitatonce,withallmyrighteousindignationagainsther,Icouldnotdoit。FivetimesIstarted,andasmanytimesdidIdestroywhatIwrote。OnthesixthtrialI

didhaultheNewYorkrelentlesslybackintoport,neverforaninstantconsideringtheinconvenienceofthepassengers,ortheprotestsoftheofficers,crew,orpostalauthorities。Thisdone,I

seizedupontheunfortunateOsborne,spiritedhisluggagethroughtheCustom—house,andsenttheshiptoseaagain。Thatpartwaseasy。I

havewrittenagreatdealforthecomicpapers,andacrobaticnonsenseofthatsortcomesalmostwithoutaneffortonmypart。

WithequaleaseIgotOsbornetoNewport——how,Idonotrecollect。

ItisjustpossiblethatItookhimthroughfromNewYorkwithoutatrain,bythemeresay—soofmypen。Atanyrate,Igothimthere,andIfullyintendedtohavehimmeetMissAndrewsatadanceattheOceanHousethedayafterhisarrival。Ievenprogressedsofarastogetupthedance。Idescribedtheroom,thedecorations,andtheband。IhadOsbornedressedandwaiting,withBonettialsodressedandwaitingontheothersideoftheroom,ScyllaandCharybdisalloveragain,butbynopossibilitycouldIforceMissAndrewstoappear。Whyitwas,Idonotpretendtobeabletosay——shemayhaveknownthatBonettiwasthere,shemayhaverealizedthatIwastryingtoforceOsborneuponher;butwhateveritwasthatenabledhertodoso,sheresistedmesuccessfully——ormypendid;forthatsituationuponwhichIhadbasedtheopeningsceneofmystoryofcompulsionI

foundbeyondmyabilitytodepict;andasHarleyhaddonebeforeme,sowasInowforcedtodo——tochangemyplan。

\"I’llhaveherrunawaywith!\"Icried,growingviciousinmywrath;

\"andbothBonettiandOsborneshallplaceherundereternalobligationsbyrushingouttostopthehorse,onefromeithersideofthestreet。She’llhavetomeetBonettithen,\"Iadded,withachuckle。

AndItriedthatplan。Asdocileasalambsheenteredthephaeton,whichIconjuredupoutofmyink—pot,andlikeaveteranJehudidsheseizethereins。IcouldnothelpadmiringherasIwroteofit—

—shewassolikeagoddess;butIdidnotrelent。Runawaywithshemustbe,andrunawaywithshewas。Butagaindidthisextraordinarywomanassertherselftomydiscomfiture;forthemomentshesawBonettirushingouttorescueherfromtheeast,shejerkedtheleftreinsoviolentlythatthehorseswervedtooneside,toppledoveronOsborne,whohadsprunggallantlytotherescuefromthewest;andBonetti,missinghisaimasthehorseturned,fellallinaheapintheroadwaytwoyardsbackofthephaeton。MissAndrewswasnothurt,butmystorywas,forshehadnotevenobservedtheunhappyOsborne;andasforBonetti,hecutsoridiculousafigurethat,Italianthoughhewas,evenheseemedawareofit,andheshrankdejectedlyoutofsight。Againhadthissupernaturallyelusiveheroineupsettheplansofonewhohadessayedtoembalmhervirtuesinaliterarymould。Icouldnotbringherintocontactwitheitherofmyheroes。

Ithrewmypendownindisgust,slammedtothecoverofmyink—well,andfortwohourspacedmadlythroughthemaze—likewalksoftheCentralPark,angryanddepressed;andfromthatmomentuntilI

undertookthenarrationofthispatheticstoryIgaveHarley’sheroineupasunavailablematerialformypurposes。Shewasworse,ifanything,inimaginativeworkthaninrealism,becausesheabsolutelydefiedtheimagination,whiletherealistshewouldbegladtohelpsolongashisrealismwaskeptinstrictaccordwithherideasofwhattherealreallywas。

ItwassomedaysbeforeIsawHarleyagain,andIthoughthelookedtiredandanxious——soanxious,indeed,thatIwasafraidhemightpossiblybeinfinancialstraits,forIknewthatforthreeweekshehadnotturnedoutanyofhisusualpot—boilers,havingbeentoobusytryingtowritethestoryforMessrs。Herring,Beemer,&Chadwick。

Ithappened,oddlyenough,thatIhadtwoorthreeuncashedchecksinmypocket;so,feelinglikeamillionaire,Ibroachedthesubjecttohim。

\"What’sthematter,oldfellow?\"Isaid。\"Youseeminabluefunk。

Hasthemintstopped?Ifithas,commandme。I’moverburdenedwithchecksthisweek。\"

\"Notatall;thanksjustthesame,\"hesaid,wearily。\"MyTiffinroyaltiescameinWednesday,andI’mallrightforawhile,anyhow。\"

\"What’sup,then,Stuart?\"Iasked。\"Youlookworried。I’vejustofferedtosharemyprosperitywithyou,youmightshareyourgriefwithme。Lendmeapeckoftroubleovernight,willyou?\"

\"Oh,it’snothingmuch,\"hesaid。\"It’sthatrebelliousheroineofmine。She’sweighingonmymind,that’sall。She’sveryrealtome,thatwoman;and,byJove!I’vebeenasjealousasaloverfortwodaysoverafancythatcameintomyhead。You’lllaughwhenItellyou,butI’vebeenhalfafraidsomebodyelsewouldtakeherupand——

well,treatherbadly。Thereissomethingthattellsmethatshehasbeenforcedintosomebrutalsituationbysomebody,somewhere,withinthepasttwoorthreedays。IbelieveI’dwanttokillamanwhodidthat。\"

Ididn’tlaughathim。Iwasthemanwhowasinafairwaytogetkilledfor\"doingthat,\"andIthoughtlaughterwouldbealittlebitmisplaced;butIamnotacoward,andIdidn’tflinch。Iconfessed。

ItriedtoeasehismindbytellinghimwhatIhadattemptedtodo。

\"Itwasamistake,\"hesaid,shortly,whenIhadfinished。\"Andyoumustpromisemeonething,\"headded,veryseriously。

\"I’llpromiseanything,\"Isaid,meekly。

\"Don’tevertryanythingofthesortagain,\"hewenton,gravely。

\"Ifyouhadsucceededinwritingthatstory,andsubjectedhertoallthathorror,Ishouldneverhavespokentoyouagain。Asitis,I

realizethatwhatyoudidwasoutofthekindnessofyourheart,promptedbyadesiretobeofservicetome,andI’mjustasmuchobligedasIcanbe,onlyIdon’twantanyassistance。\"

\"Untilyouaskmeto,Stuart,\"Ireplied,\"I’llneverwriteanotherlineabouther;butyou’dbetterkeepverymumaboutheryourself,orgethercopyrighted。ThewaysheupsetthathorseonOsborne,completelyobliteratinghim,andatthesametimegettingoutofthewayofthatlittlesimianCount,inspiteofallIcoulddotoplaceherunderobligationstobothofthem,waswhattheancientswouldhavecalledacaution。Shehasmadeaslaveofmeforever,andI

venturetopredictthatifyoudon’thurryupandgetherintoabook,somebodyelsewill;andwhoeverdoeswillmakeanameforhimselfalongsideofwhichthatofSmithwillsinkintooblivion。\"

\"Countonmeforthat,\"saidhe。\"’Faintheartneverwonfairlady,’

andIdon’tintendtostopclimbingjustbecauseIfearafewmorefalls。\"

CHAPTERVI:ANOTHERCHAPTERFROMHARLEY

\"Waseverwomaninthishumourwoo’d?

Waseverwomaninthishumourwon?

I’llhaveher,——butIwillnotkeepherlong。\"

—\"RichardIII。\"

TherewasnodoubtaboutitthatHarley,truetohispurpose,wasmakingagoodfighttoconquerwithoutcompulsion,andappreciatedasmuchasIthenecessityofreducinghisheroinetoconcreteformasspeedilyaspossible,lestsomeothershouldprovemoresuccessful,andsodeprivehimofthelaurelsforwhichhehadworkedsohardandsufferedsomuch。Inhisfavorwashisdisposition。Hewasamanofgreatdetermination,andoncehesetaboutdoingsomethinghewasnotaneasymantoturnaside,andnowthat,forthefirsttimeinhislife,hefoundhimselfbaffledateverypoint,andbyaheroineofnoverygreatliteraryimportance,hebecamemoredeterminedthanever。

\"I’llconqueryet,\"hesaidtome,aweekorsolater;butthewearinesswithwhichhespokemademefearthatvictorywasafaroff。

\"I’venodoubtofit——ultimately,\"Ianswered,toencouragehim;\"butdon’tyouthinkyou’llstandabetterchanceifyouletherrestforawhile,andthenstealinuponherunawares,andcatchherlittleromanceasitflies?Sheisapparentlynervedupagainstyounow,andthemoreconscioussheisofyoureffortstoputheronpaper,themoreshewillrebel。Infact,herrebelliousnesswillbecomemoreandmoreamatterofwhimthanofprinciple,unlessyouletuponherforalittlewhile。Halfofheroppositionnowstrikesmeasobstinacy,andthemoreyoutrytobreakherspirit,eventhoughyoudoitgently,themorestubbornwillshebecome。Putthisbookasideforafewweeksanyhow。Whynottacklesomethingelse?You’ddobetterwork,too,afteralittlevariety。\"

\"ThismustbefinishedbySeptember1st,that’swhynot,\"saidStuart。\"I’vepromisedHerring,Beemer,&Chadwicktosendthemthecompletedmanuscriptbythattime。Besides,noheroineofmineshalleversaythatsheswervedmefromdoingwhatIhavesetaboutdoing。

ItisnoworneverwithMargueriteAndrews。\"

SoIlefthimathisdesk,andforaweekwasbusywithmyownaffairs。LatethefollowingFridaynightIdroppedinatHarley’sroomstoseehowmatterswereprogressing。AsIenteredIsawhimathisdesk,hisbackturnedtowardsme,silhouettedinthelamp—light,scratchingawayfuriouslywithhispen。

\"Ah!\"Ithought,asmyeyetookinthepicture,\"itgoesatlast。I

guessIwon’tdisturbhistrainofthought。\"

AndItriedtostealsoftlyout,forhehadnotobservedmyentrance。

Asluckwouldhaveit,IsteppeduponthesillofthedoorasI

passedout,anditcreaked。

\"Hello!\"criedHarley,wheelingaboutinhischair,startledbythesound。

\"Oh!It’syou,isit?\"headded,asherecognizedme。\"Whatareyouupto?Comebackhere。Iwanttoseeyou。\"

Hismannerwascheerful,butIcouldseethatthecheerfulnesswasassumed。Thecolorhadcompletelylefthischeeks,andgreatringsunderhiseyesbetokenedwearinessofspirit。

\"Ididn’twanttodisturbyou,\"saidI,returning。\"Youseemtohaveyourpenonacleartrack,withfullsteamup。\"

\"Ihad,\"hesaid,quietly。\"IwasjustfinishingupthatHerring,Beemer,&Chadwickbusiness。\"

\"Aha!\"Icried,graspinghishandandshakingit。\"Icongratulateyou。Successatlast,eh?\"

\"Well,I’vegotsomethingdone——andthat’sit,\"hesaid,andhetossedtheletterblockuponwhichhehadbeenwritingacrossthetabletome。\"Readthat,andtellmewhatyouthinkofit。\"

Ireaditovercarefully。ItwasalettertoMessrs。Herring,Beemer,&Chadwick,inwhichStuartaskedtoberelievedofthecommissionhehadundertaken:

\"Ifindmyselfutterlyunabletocompletetheworkinthestipulatedtime,\"hewrote,\"forreasonsentirelybeyondmycontrol。NorcanI

atthiswritingsaywithanydegreeofcertaintywhenIshallbeabletofinishthestory。Ihavemadeconstantandconscientiousefforttocarryoutmyagreementwithyou,butfruitlessly,andIbegthatyouwillrelievemeoftheobligationintowhichIenteredatthesigningofourcontract。OfcourseIcouldsendyousomethinglongenoughtocovertherequiredspace——wordscomeeasyenoughforthat——

buttheresultwouldbeunsatisfactorytoyouandinjurioustomewereItodoso。Pleaseletmehearfromyou,releasingmefromtheobligation,atyourearliestconvenience,asIamabouttoleavetownforafortnight’srest。Regrettingmyinabilitytoserveyouatthistime,andhopingsoontobeabletoavailmyselfofyourverykindoffer,Ibegtoremain,\"Yoursfaithfully,\"STUARTHARLEY。\"

\"Oh!\"saidI。\"You’vefinishedit,then,by——\"

\"Bygivingitup,\"saidhe,sadly。

\"It’sthestrangestthingthateverhappenedtome,butthatgirlisimpossible。Itakeupmypenintendingtosaythatshedidthis,andbeforeIknowitshedoesthat。Icannotcontrolmystoryatall,norcanIperceiveinwhatgivendirectionshewillgo。IfIcould,Icouldarrangemyscenariotosuit,butasitis,Icannotgoon。

Itmaycomelater,butitwon’tcomenow,andI’mgoingtogiveherup,andgodowntoBarnegattofishfortendays。Ihatetogivethebookup,though,\"headded,tappingthetablewithhispen—holderreflectively。\"Chadwick’sanawfullygoodfellow,andhisfirmisoneofthebestinthecountry,liberalandallthat,andhereatmyfirstopportunitytogetontheirlist,I’mcompletelyfloored。It’sbeastlyhardluck,Ithink。\"

\"Don’tbefloored,\"saidI。\"Takemyadviceandtacklesomethingelse。Writesomeotherbook。\"

\"That’sthedevilofit!\"hereplied,angrilypoundingthetablewithhisfist。\"Ican’t。I’vetried,andIcan’t。Mymindisfullofthatwoman。IfIdon’tgetridofherI’mruined——I’llhavetogetapositionasasalesmansomewhere,orstarve,foruntilsheiscaughtbetweengoodstiffboardcoversIcan’twriteanotherline。\"

\"Oh,youtaketooseriousaviewofit,Stuart,\"Iventured。\"You’remadandtirednow。Idon’tblameyou,ofcourse,butyoumustn’tberash。Don’tsendthatletteryet。Waituntilyou’vehadtheweekatBarnegat——you’llfeelbetterthen。Youcanwritethebookintendaysafteryourreturn;orifyoustillfindyoucan’tdoit,itwillbetimeenoughtowithdrawthen。\"

\"Whathopeisthereafterthat?\"hecried,tossingabundleofmanuscriptintomylap。\"Justreadthat,andtellmewhat’stheuse。

I’dmappedoutameetingbetweenMargueriteAndrewsandacertainMr。

ArthurParker,afellowwithwealth,position,brains,goodlooks——inshort,everythingagirlcouldaskfor,andthat’swhatcameofit。\"

Ispreadthepagesoutuponthetablebeforemeandread:

CHAPTERIV:ADECLARATION

\"IhavenotseenSolikelyanambassadoroflove。\"

—\"MerchantofVenice。\"

Parkermountedthestepslightlyandrangthebell。Marguerite’skindnessofthenightbefore,whichwasinmarkedcontrasttohercoolnessattheMacFarlanddance,hadledhimtobelievethathewasnotwhollywithoutinteresttoher,andherinvitationthatheshouldcalluponherhadgivenhimasincerepleasure;infact,hewonderedthatheshouldbesopleasedoversotrivialacircumstance。

\"I’mafraidI’velostmyheartagain,\"hesaidtohimself。\"Thatis,againifIeverlostitbefore,\"headded。

AndhismindrevertedtoalittleepisodeatBarHarborthesummerbefore,andhewasnotsorrytofeelthatthatwoundwascured——

though,asamatteroffact,ithadneveramountedtomorethanascratch。

Amomentlaterthedooropened,andParkerentered,inquiringforMissAndrewsashedidso。

\"Idonotknow,butIwillseeifMissAndrewsisathome,\"saidthebutler,usheringhimintotheparlor。ThatimposingindividualknewquitewellthatMissAndrewswasathome,buthealsoknewthatitwasnothisplacetosaysountiltheyoungladyhadpersonallyassuredhimofthefactsinsofarastheyrelatedtothisparticularcaller。AllwentwellforParker,however。MissAndrewsconsentedtobeathometohim,andfiveminuteslatersheenteredthedrawingroomwhereParkerwasseated。

\"Howdoyoudo?\"shesaid,frigidly,ignoringhisoutstretchedhand。

(\"Thinkofthat,willyou?\"interposedHarley。\"He’dcometopropose,andwastoleaveengaged,andsheinsistsuponopeninguponhimfrigidly,ignoringhisoutstretchedhand。\"

Icouldn’thelpsmiling。\"Whydidyouletherdoit?\"Iasked。

\"IcouldnomorehavechangeditthanIcouldfly,\"returnedStuart。

\"Sheoughtnevertohavebeenathomeifshewasgoingtobehavethatway。Icouldn’tforeseetheincident,andbeforeIknewitthat’sthewayithappened。ButIthoughtIcouldfixituplater,soI

wenton。Readalong,andseewhatIgotletintonext。\"

Iproceededtoreadasfollows:)

\"Yousee,\"saidParker,withanadmiringglanceathereyes,inspiteofthefactthatthecoolnessofherreceptionratherabashedhim——

\"yousee,Ihavenotdelayedverylongincoming。\"

\"SoIperceive,\"returnedMarguerite,withaboredmanner。\"That’swhatIsaidtoMrs。WillardasIcamedown。Youdon’tallowyourfriendsmuchleeway,Mr。Parker。Itdoesn’tseemmorethanfiveminutessinceweweretogetheratthecardparty。\"

(\"That’scordial,eh?\"saidHarley,asIread。\"Nicesortoftalkforaheroinetoahero。Makesiteasyforme,eh?\"

\"Imustsayifyoumanagetogetaproposalinnowyou’reagenius,\"

saidI。

\"Oh——asforthat,IgotrecklesswhenIsawhowthingsweregoing,\"

returnedHarley。\"Ilostmytemper,andtookitoutofpoorParker。

Heproposes,asyouwillseewhenyoucometoit;butitisn’trealism——it’scompulsion。Isimplyforcedhimintoit——poordevil。

Butgoonandreadforyourself。\"

Ididso,asfollows:)

ThiswashardlythetreatmentParkerhadexpectedatthehandsofonewhohadbeenundeniablygracioustohimatthecard—tablethenightbefore。Hehadreceivedthenoticethatshewastobehispartneratthetableswithmisgivings,onhisarrivalatMrs。Stoughton’s,becausehisrecollectionofherbehaviortowardshimattheMacFarlanddancehadledhimtobelievethathewaspersonallydistastefultoher;butastheeveningatcardsprogressedhefeltinstinctivelydrawntowardsher,andhervivacityofmanner,clevernessatrepartee,andextremeamiabilitytowardshimselfhadcompletelywonhisheart,whichvictorytheirlittletete—a—teteduringsupperhadconfirmed。Buthere,thismorning,wasreversiontoherfirstattitude。

Whatcoulditmean?Whyshouldshetreathimso?

(\"Icouldn’tanswerthatquestiontosavemylife,\"saidStuart。

\"Thatis,notthen,butIfoundoutlater。Iputitin,however,andletParkerdrawhisownconclusions。I’dhavehelpedhimoutifI

could,butIcouldn’t。Goonandseeforyourself。\"

Iresumed。)

Parkercouldnotsolvetheproblem,butitpleasedhimtobelievethatsomethingoverwhichhehadnocontrolhadgonewrongthatmorning,andthatthishaddisturbedherequanimity,andthathewasmerelythevictimofcircumstances;andsomehoworotheritpleasedhimalsotothinkthathecouldbethevictimofhercircumstances,sohestoodhisground。

\"Itisabeautifulday,\"hebegan,afterapause。

\"Isit?\"sheasked,indifferently。

(\"Frightfullysnubbish,\"saidI,appalledatthelengthstowhichMissAndrewswasgoing。

\"Dreadfully,\"sighedHarley。\"Andsounlikeher,too。\")

\"Yes,\"saidParker,\"soverybeautifulthatitseemedapitythatyouandIshouldstayindoors,withplentyofwalkstobetakenand——\"

Margueriteinterruptedhimwithasarcasticlaugh。

\"Withsomuchpityandsomanywalks,Mr。Parker,whydon’tyoutakeafewofthem!\"shesaid。

(\"GoodLord!\"saidI。\"Thisistheworstactofrebellionyet。Sheseemsbesideherself。\"

\"Readon!\"saidHarley,insepulchraltones。)

ThiswasParker’sopportunity。\"Iamnotfondofwalking,MissAndrews,\"hesaid;andthenheadded,quickly,\"thatis,alone——I

don’tlikeanythingalone。Livingalone,likewalkingalone,is——\"

\"Let’sgowalking,\"saidMarguerite,shortly,assheroseupfromherchair。\"I’llbedownintwominutes。Ionlyneedtoputmyhaton。\"

Parkeracquiesced,andMissAndrewswalkedmajesticallyoutoftheparlorandwentup—stairs。

\"Confoundit!\"mutteredParker,asshelefthim。\"Aminutemore,andI’dhaveknownmyfate。\"

(\"Yousee,\"saidHarley,\"I’dmadeupmymindthatthatproposalshouldtakeplaceinthatchapter,andIthoughtI’dworkedrightuptoit,inspiteofallMissAndrews’sdisagreeableremarkswhen,pop—

—offshegoestoputonherhat。\"

\"Oh——asforthat——that’sallright,\"saidI。\"Parkerhadsuggestedthewalk,andagirlreallydoesliketostaveoffaproposalaslongasshecanwhensheknowsitissuretocome。Furthermore,itgivesyouachancetodescribethehat,andsomakeupforafewofthewordsyoulostwhensherefusedtodiscussball—dresseswithMrs。

Willard。\"

\"Ineverthoughtofthat;butdon’tyouthinkIworkeduptotheproposalskilfully?\"askedHarley。

\"Very,\"saidI。\"Butyou’redreadfullyhardonParker。Itwouldhavebeenbettertohavehadthebutlerfirehimout,headoverheels。Hecouldhavethrashedthebutlerfordoingthat,butwithyourheroinehishandsweretied。\"

\"Goonandread,\"saidHarley。)

\"ShemusthaveknownwhatIwasdrivingat,\"Parkerreflected,asheawaitedherreturn。\"Possiblyshelovesmeinspiteofthisfrigidbehavior。Thismaybehermethodofconcealingit;butifitis,I

mustconfessit’sacaseof’Perhapsitwasrighttodissembleyourlove,But——whydidyoukickmedown—stairs?’

Certainly,knowing,asshenowmust,whatmyfeelingsare,herbeingwillingtogoforawalkonthecliffs,oranywhere,isafavorablesign。

(\"Parkermerelyechoedmyownhopeinthatremark,\"saidHarley。\"IfIcouldgetthemengaged,Iwassatisfiedtodoitinanywaythatmightbepleasingtoher。\")

AmomentlaterMargueriteappeared,arrayedforthewalk。Parkerroseassheenteredandpickeduphisgloves。

\"Youareaperfectpicturethismorning,\"saidhe。

\"I’mready,\"shesaid,shortly,ignoringthecompliment。\"Wherearewescheduledtowalk?——orarewetohavesomethingtosayaboutitourselves?\"

Parkerlookedatherwithawonderingsmile。Theaptnessoftheremarkdidnotstrikehim。However,hewasequaltotheoccasion。

\"Youdon’tbelieveinfreewill,then?\"heasked。

(\"Itwastheonlyintelligentremarkhecouldmake,underthecircumstances,yousee,\"explainedHarley。

\"Hewasacleverfellow,\"saidI,andresumedreading。)

\"Ibelieveinagreatmanythingswearesupposedtodowithout,\"

saidMarguerite,sharply。

Theyhadreachedthestreet,andinsilencewalkedalongBellevueAvenue。

\"Thereareagreatmanythings,\"vouchsafedParker,astheyturnedoutoftheavenuetothecliffs,\"thatmenaresupposednottodowithout——\"

\"Yes,\"saidMarguerite,sharply——\"vices。\"

\"Ididnotrefertothem,\"laughedParker。\"Infact,MissAndrews,theheartofmanissupposedtobeincompleteuntilhehaslostit,andhassucceededingettinganotherforhisvery——\"

\"AreyouanadmirerofMaxNordau?\"interposedMarguerite,quickly。

(\"Whateverledyoutoputthatin?\"Iasked。

\"Goon,andyou’llsee,\"saidHarley。\"Ididn’tputitin。It’swhatshesaid。I’mnotresponsible。\")

\"Idon’tknowanythingaboutMaxNordau,\"saidParker,somewhatsurprisedatthissuddenturnoftheconversation。

\"AreyoufamiliarwithSchopenhauer?\"sheasked。

(\"Itwasawfullyroughonthepoorfellow,\"saidHarley,\"butI

couldn’thelphim。I’dforcedhiminsofarthatIcouldn’tgethimout。HisanswerflooredmeascompletelyasanythingthatMissAndrewseverdid。\")

\"Schopenhauer?\"saidParker,nonplussed。\"Ohyes,\"headded,anideadawningonhismind。\"Thatistosay,moderatelyfamiliar——though,asamatteroffact,I’mnotatallmusical。\"

MissAndrewslaughedimmoderately,inwhichParker,thinkingthathehadpossiblysaidsomethingwitty,althoughhedidnotknowwhatitwas,joined。Inamomentthelaughtersubsided,andforafewminutesthetwowalkedoninsilence。FinallyParkerspoke,resignedly。

\"MissAndrews,\"hesaid,\"perhapsyouhavenoticed——perhapsnot——thatyouhavestronglyinterestedme。\"

\"Yes,\"shesaid,turninguponhimdesperately。\"Ihavenoticedit,andthatiswhyIhaveontwoseparateoccasionstriedtokeepyoufromsayingso。\"

\"AndwhyshouldInottellyouthatIlove——\"beganParker。

\"Becauseitishopeless,\"retortedMarguerite。\"Iamperfectlywellaware,Mr。Parker,whatwearedownfor,andIsupposeIcannotblameyouforyourpersistence。Perhapsyoudon’tknowanybetter;perhapsyoudoknowbetter,butarewillingtogiveyourselfoverunreservedlyintothehandsofanother;perhapsyouarebeingforcedandcannothelpyourself。Itisjustpossiblethatyouareaprofessionalhero,andfeelunderobligationstoyouremployertofollowouthiswishestotheletter。Howeveritmaybe,youhavetwiceessayedtocometothepoint,andIhavetwicetriedtoturnyouaside。Nowitistimetospeaktruthfully。Iadmireandlikeyouverymuch,butIhaveawillofmyown,amnobody’spuppet,andifStuartHarleyneverwritesanotherbookinhislife,heshallnotmarrymetoamanIdonotlove;and,frankly,Idonotloveyou。I

donotknowifyouareawareofthefact,butitistrueneverthelessthatyouarethethirdfiancehehastriedtothrustuponmesinceJuly3d。Liketheothers,ifyouinsistuponblindlyfollowinghiswill,andproposemarriagetome,youshallgobytheboard。Ihavewarnedyou,andyoucannowdoasyouplease。Youweresaying——?\"

\"ThatIloveyouwithallmysoul,\"saidParker,grimly。

(\"Hedidn’treallyloveherthen,youknow,\"saidHarley。\"He’dbeencuredofthatinfiveminutes。ButIwasresolvedthatheshouldsayit,andhedid。That’showhecametosayitgrimly。Hediditjustasasoldierrushesuptothecannon’smouth。Headded,also:\")

\"Willyoubemywife?\"

\"Mostcertainlynot,\"saidMarguerite,turningonherheel,andleavingtheyoungmantofinishhiswalkalone。

(\"Andthen,\"saidHarley,withachuckle,\"Parker’smanhoodwouldassertitselfinspiteofallIcoulddo。Hemadeananswer,whichI

wrotedown。\"

\"Isee,\"saidI,\"butyou’vescratcheditout。Whatwasthatline?\"

\"’\"ThanktheLord!\"saidParkertohimself,asMissAndrewsdisappearedaroundthecorner,’\"saidStuartHarley。\"That’swhatI

wrote,andIflattermyselfontherealismofit,forthat’sjustwhatanyself—respectingherowouldhavesaidunderthecircumstances。\"

Asilencecameoverus。

\"DoyouwonderI’vegivenitup,\"askedStuart,afterawhile。

\"Yes,\"saidI,\"Ido。Suchoppositionwouldnervemeuptoabattleroyal。Iwouldn’tgiveitupuntilI’dreturnedfromBarnegat,ifI

wereyou,\"Iadded,anxioustohavehimrenewhisefforts;foranideahadjustflashedacrossmymind,which,althoughitinvolvedabreachoffaithonmypart,Ineverthelessbelievedtobegoodandjustifiable,sinceitmightrelieveStuartHarleyofhisembarrassment。

\"Verywell,\"Irejoicedtohearhimsay。\"Iwon’tgiveitupuntilthen,butIhaven’tmuchhopeafterthatlastchapter。\"

SoHarleywenttoBarnegat,afterdestroyinghislettertoMessrs。

Herring,Beemer,&Chadwick,whilstIputmybreachoffaithintooperation。)

CHAPTERVII:ABREACHOFFAITH

\"Havingsworntoohard—a—keepingoath,Studytobreakit,andnottobreakmytroth。\"

—\"Love’sLabor’sLost。\"

WhenIassuredHarleythatIshouldkeepmyhandsoffhisheroineuntilherequestedmetodootherwise,aftermyfruitlessattempttodisciplineherintoalessrefractorymood,Ifullyintendedtokeepmypromise。Shewashis,asfarasshepossessedanyvalueasliterarymaterial,andhehadascleararighttoherexclusiveuseasifshehadbeencopyrightedinhisname——atleastsofarashisfriendswereconcernedhehad。Othersmightmakeuseofherforliterarypurposeswithaclearconscienceiftheychosetodoso,butthehandofafriendmustbestayed。Furthermore,myownexperiencewiththeyoungwomanhadnotbeensuccessfulenoughtoleadmetobelievethatIcouldconquerwhereHarleyhadbeenvanquished。

PhysicalforceIhadfoundtobeunavailing。ShewastoocunningtostumbleintoanyofthepitfallsthatwithallmyimaginationIcouldconjureuptoembarrassher;butsomethinghadtobedone,andInowresolveduponacourseofmoralsuasion,andwhollyforHarley’ssake。Themanwasactuallysufferingbecauseshehadsopersistentlydefiedhim,andhisdiscomfiturewasallthemoredeplorablebecauseitmeantlittleshortoftheruinofhislifeandambitions。Theproblemhadtobesolvedorhiscareerwasatanend。Harleynevercoulddotwothingsatonce。Thetaskhehadinhandalwaysabsorbedhiswholebeinguntilhewasabletowritethewordfinisonthelastpageofhismanuscript,anduntilthefinistothiselusivebookhewasnowstrugglingwithwaswritten,Iknewthathewouldwritenoother。Hispot—boilershecoulddo,ofcourse,andsoearnaliving,butpot—boilersdestroyratherthanmakereputations,andHarleywastooyoungamantorestuponpastachievements;neitherhadhedonesuchvastlysuperiorworkthathisfamecouldwithstandmuchdiminutionbythecontinuousproductionofephemera。ItwasthereforeinthehopeofsavinghimthatIbrokefaithwithhimandtemporarilystolehisheroine。Ididnotdreamofusingheratall,asyoumightthink,asaheroineofmyown,butratherasaninterestingpersonwithideasastothedutyofheroines——asortofPastGrandMistressoftheArtofHeroinism——whowasworthinterviewingforthedailypress。Iflattermyselfitwasagoodidea,worthyalmostofagenius,thoughIamperfectlywellawarethatIamnotagenius。Iammerelyamanofexceptionaltalent。I

havetalentenoughforagenius,butnotastefortheunconventional,andbyjustsomuchdoIfallshortoftherealizationofthehopesofmyfriendsandfearsofmyenemies。TherearestoriesIhaveinmindthatareworthyofthemostexaltedFrenchmasters,forinstance,andwhenIhavethetimetobecareful,whichIrarelydo,IcanwritewiththepolishedgraceofaDeMaupassantoraJames,butIshallneverwritethem,becauseIvaluemysocialpositiontoohighlytoputmynametoanythingwhichitwouldneverdotopublishoutsideofParis。Idonotcaretoprovemygeniusatthecostoftherespectofmyneighbors——allofwhich,however,isforeigntomystory,andisputinheremerelybecauseIhaveobservedthatreadersareverymuchinterestedintheirfavoriteauthors,andliketoknowasmuchaboutthemastheycan。

Myplan,totakeupthethreadofmynarrativeoncemore,was,briefly,towriteaninterviewbetweenmyself,asarepresentativeofanewspapersyndicate,andMissMargueriteAndrews,the\"Well—KnownHeroine。\"Ithasbeenquitecommonoflateyearstointerviewthemodelsofwell—knownartists,sothatitdidnotrequiretoogreatastretchoftheimaginationtomakemyschemeareasonableone。Itmustberemembered,too,thatIhadnointentionofusingthisinterviewformyownaggrandizement。Iplanneditsolelyintheinterestsofmyfriend,hopingthatImightsecurefromMissAndrewssomeunguardedadmissionthatmightoperateagainstherownprinciples,asHarleyandIknewthem,andthat,thatsecured,I

mightinducehertofollowmeeklyhisscheduleuntilhecouldbringhisstorytoareasonableconclusion。Failinginthis,Iwasgoingtotryanddiscoverwhatstyleofmanitwassheadmiredmost,whatmightbeherideasoftheromanceinwhichshewouldmostliketofigure,andallthat,sothatIcouldgiveHarleyafewpointswhichwouldenablehimsotoconstructhisromancethathisheroinewouldwalkthroughitaseasilyandasdocilelyasonecouldwish。

Finally,allotherthingsfailing,IwasgoingtothrowHarleyonhergenerosity,callattentiontothefactthatshewasruininghimbyherstubbornbehavior,andaskhertosubmittoalittletemporaryinconvenienceforhissake。

AsIhavealreadysaid,somustIrepeat,therewasgeniusintheidea,butIwasforcedtorelinquishcertainfeaturesofit,aswillbeseenshortly。Itookupmypen,andwiththreeboldstrokesthereoftransportedmyselftoNewport,andgoingdirectlytotheWillardCottage,Irangthebell。MissAndrewswasstillelusive。

Withalltheresourcesofimaginationathand,andwithnotanobstacleinmywaythatIcouldnotclearatabound,shestillheldmeatbay。Shewasnotathome——had,infact,departedtwodayspreviouslyfortheWhiteMountains。Fortunately,however,thebutlerknewheraddress,and,withoutbotheringabouttrains,luggage,oraughtelse,inonebriefparagraphIlandedmyselfattheProfileHouse,whereshewasspendingaweekwithMr。andMrs。RushtonofBrooklyn。Thischangeoflocationcausedmetomodifymyfirstidea,toitsadvantage。Isaw,whenIthoughtthematterover,that,onthewhole,theinterview,asaninterviewforanewspapersyndicate,waslikelytobenippedinthebud,sincethemomentIdeclaredmyselfareporterforasetofnewspapers,andstatedtheobjectofmycall,shewouldprobablydismissmewiththestatementthatshewasnotaprofessionalheroine,thatherviewswereofnointeresttothepublic,andthat,nothavingthepleasureofmyacquaintance,shemustbegtobeexcused。IwonderIdidn’tthinkofthisattheoutset。IsurelyknewHarley’sheroinewellenoughtohaveforeseenthispossibility。Irealizedit,however,themomentIdroppedmyselfintothegreathomelikeofficeoftheProfileHouse。MissAndrewswalkedthroughtheofficetothedining—roomasIregistered,andasIturnedtogazeuponherasshepassedmajesticallyon,itflashedacrossmymindthatitwouldbefarbettertoappearbeforeherasafellow—guest,andfindoutwhatIwantedandtellherwhyI

hadcomeinthatguise,ratherthanintroducemyselfasoneofthoseyoungmenwhoearntheirdailybreadbypokingtheirnosesintootherpeople’sbusiness。

Hadthiscoursebeenbaseduponanythingmoresolidthanapurebitofimagination,Ishouldhavefounditdifficulttoaccommodatemyselfsoeasilytocircumstances。IfithadbeenHarleyinsteadofmyself,itwouldhavebeenimpossible,forHarleywouldneverhavestoopedtoprovidehimselfwithatrunkcontainingfreshlinenandevening—dressclothesandpatent—leatherpumpsbyastrokeofhispen。ThisIdid,however,andthatevening,havingcreatedanotherguest,whoknewmeofoldandwhoalsowasacquaintedwithMissAndrews,justasIhadcreatedmyexcellentwardrobe,Iwaspresented。

Theeveningpassedpleasantlyenough,andIfoundHarley’sheroinetobeallthathehadtoldmeandagreatdealmorebesides。Infact,sogreatlydidIenjoyhersocietythatIintentionallyprolongedtheeveningtoaboutthreetimesitsnormallength——whichwasaveryinartisticbitofexaggeration,Iadmit;butthenIdon’tpretendtobearealist,andwhenIsitdowntowriteIcanmakemyeveningsaslongorasshortasIchoose。Iwillsay,however,that,longasmyeveningwas,Imadeitgothroughitswholelengthwithouthavingrecoursetosuchcopy—makingsubterfugesasthedescriptionofdoorknobsandchairs;andexceptforitsunholylength,itwasnotatalllackinginrealism。MissAndrewsfascinatedmeandseemedtofindmerathergoodcompany,andIfoundmyselfsuggestingthatasthenextdaywasSundayshetakemeforawalk。FromwhatIknewofHarley’sexperiencewithher,Ijudgedshe’dbemorelikelytogoifIaskedhertotakemeinsteadofofferingtotakeher。Itwasasubtledistinction,butwithsomewomensubtledistinctionsarechasmswhichmenmustnottrytooverleaptoovaingloriously,lestdisasterovertakethem。Mybitofsubtletyworkedlikeacharm。

MissAndrewsgraciouslyacceptedmysuggestion,andIretiredtomycouchfeelingcertainthatduringthatwalktoBaldMountain,oraroundtheLake,ordowntotheFarm,orwhereverelseshemightchoosetotakeme,IcoulddomuchtohelppoorStuartoutofthepredicamentintowhichhislucklesschoiceofMissAndrewsashisheroinehadplungedhim。AndIwasn’tfarwrong,astheeventtranspired,althoughthemannerinwhichitworkedoutwasnotexactlyaccordingtomyschedule。

Idismissedthenightwithafewparagraphs;themorning,withitsdivineserviceintheparlor,wentquicklyandimpressively;foritISanimpressivesighttoseegatheredbeneaththosetoweringcliffsahundredormoreofpleasureandhealthseekersofdifferentcreedsworshippingheartilyandsimplytogether,asaccordantlyasthoughtheyknewnodifferencesandallmenwerepossessedofonecommonreligion——itwastooimpressive,indeed,formypen,whichhasbeenlargelygivenovertomattersoflessmoment,andIdidnotventuretotouchuponit,passinghastilyovertotheafternoon,whenMissAndrewsappeared,readyforthestroll。

Igazedatheradmiringlyforamoment,andthenIbegan:

\"Isthatthecostumeyouwore\"——Iwasgoingtosay,\"whenyourejectedParker?\"butIfortunatelycaughtmyerrorintimetopassitoff——\"atNewport?\"Ifinished,withahalfgaspatthenarrownessofmyescape;for,itmustberemembered,Iwassupposedasyettoknownothingofthatepisode。

\"HowdoyouknowwhatIworeatNewport?\"sheasked,quickly——soquicklythatIalmostfearedshehadfoundmeout,afterall。

\"Why——ah——Ireadaboutyousomewhere,\"Istammered。\"Somenewspapercorrespondentdrewapictureofthesceneonthepromenadeintheafternoon,and——ah——hehadyoudown。\"

\"Oh!\"shereplied,archinghereyebrows;\"thatwasit,wasit?Anddoyouwasteyourvaluabletimereadingthevulgareffusionsofthesocietyreporter?\"

Wasn’tIgladthatIhadnotcomeasamanwithanosetoprojectintotheaffairsofothers——asanewspaperreporter!

\"No,indeed,\"Irejoined,\"notgenerally;butIhappenedtoseethisparticularitem,andreaditandrememberedit。Afterall,\"Iadded,aswecametothesylvanpaththatleadstotheLake——\"afterall,onemightaswellreadthatsortofstuffasmostofthenovelsofthepresentday。Thevulgarreportermaybeignorantoraboor,andallthatisreprehensibleinhismethods,buthewritesaboutrealfleshandbloodpeople;and,whatisworse,hegenerallyapproximatesthetruthconcerningtheminhiswriting,whichismorethancanbesaidoftheso—calledrealisticnovelwritersoftheday。Ihaven’treadanovelinthreeyearsinwhichithasseemedtomethattheheroine,forinstance,wasanythingmorethanamarionette,withnowillofherown,andreadytodoatanytimeanyfoolishthingtheauthorwantedhertodo。\"

AgainthoseeyesofMissAndrewsrestedonmeinamannerwhichgavemeconsiderableapprehension。Thenshelaughed,andIwasateaseagain。

\"Youareveryamusing,\"shesaid,quietly。\"Themostamusingofthemall。\"

Theremarknettledme,andIquicklyretorted:

\"ThenIhavenotlivedinvain。\"

\"Youdoreallylive,then,eh?\"sheasked,halfchaffingly,gazingatmeoutofthecornersofhereyesinafashionwhichutterlydisarmedme。

\"Excuseme,MissAndrews,\"Ianswered,\"butIamafraidIdon’tunderstandyou。\"

\"Iamafraidyoudon’t,\"shesaid,thesmileleavingherlips。\"Thefactthatyouarehereontheerrandyouhavechargedyourselfwithprovesthat。\"

\"Iamnotaware,\"Isaid,\"thatIhavecomeonanyparticularlyridiculouserrand。MayIaskyouwhatyoumeanbytheexpression’mostamusingofthemall’?AmIoneamongmany,and,ifso,onewhatamongmanywhat?\"

\"Yourerrandisagoodone,\"shesaid,gravely,\"andnotatallridiculous;letmeassureyouthatIappreciatethatfact。YourquestionIwillanswerbyaskinganother:Areyouhereofyourownvolition,orhasStuartHarleycreatedyou,ashedidMessrs。

Osborne,Parker,andtheProfessor?Areyoumynewhero,orwhat?\"

Thequestionirritatedme。Thiswomanwasnotcontentwithinterferingseriouslywithmyfriend’shappiness:shewasactuallyattributingmetohim,castingdoubtsuponmyexistence,andplacingmeinthesamecategorywithherself——amerebookcreature。Toamanwhoregardshimselfasbeingtherealthing,fleshandblood,and,well,eighteen—caratfleshandbloodatthat,tobeaccusedoflivingonlyafigmentaryexistenceistoomuch。Iretortedangrily。

\"Ifyouconsidermenothingmorethananidea,youdonotmanifestyourusualastuteness,\"Isaid。

Herreplylaidmeflat。