第1章

PREFACE

Myendeavorhasbeentotellasimplestory,preservingascloselyaspossiblethespiritandfeelingoftheoriginal。I

havetried,asitwere,totaketheplaytopieces,andbuildanoveloutofthesamematerial。IhavenotfeltatlibertytoembellishM。Brieux’sideas,andIhaveusedhisdialoguewordforwordwhereverpossible。UnlessIhavemis—readtheauthor,hissolepurposeinwritingLESAVARIESwastoplaceanumberofmostimportantfactsbeforethemindsofthepublic,andtodrivethemhomebymeansofintenseemotion。IfIhavebeenabletoassisthim,thisbitofliterarycarpenteringwillbeworthwhile。IhavetothankM。Brieuxforhiskindpermissiontomaketheattempt,andforthecordialspiritwhichhehasmanifested。

UptonSinclairPRESSCOMMENTSONTHEPLAY

DAMAGEDGOODSwasfirstpresentedinAmericaataFridaymatineeonMarch14th,1913,intheFultonTheater,NewYork,beforemembersoftheSociologicalFund。ImmediatelyitwasacclaimedbypublicpressandpulpitasthegreatestcontributionevermadebytheStagetothecauseofhumanity。Mr。RichardBennett,theproducer,whohadthecouragetopresenttheplay,withtheaidofhisco—workers,inthefaceofmostsavagecriticismfromtheignorant,wasoverwhelmedwithrequestsforarepetitionoftheperformance。

BeforedecidingwhetherofnottopresentDAMAGEDGOODSbeforethegeneralpublic,itwasarrangedthatthehighestofficialsintheUnitedStatesshouldpassjudgmentuponthemannerinwhichtheplayteachesitsvitallesson。AspecialguestperformanceformembersoftheCabinet,membersofbothhousesofCongress,membersoftheUnitedStatesSupremeCourt,representativesoftheDiplomaticcorpsandothersprominentinnationallifewasgiveninWashington,D。C。

AlthoughtheperformancewasgivenonaSundayafternoon(April6,1913),theNationalTheaterwascrowdedtotheverydoorswiththemostdistinguishedaudienceeverassembledinAmerica,includingexclusivelytheforemostmenandwomenoftheCapital。

ThemostnotedclergymenofWashingtonwereamongthespectators。

TheresultofthisremarkableperformancewasatremendousendorsementoftheplayandofthemannerinwhichMr。Bennettandhisco—workerswerepresentingit。

ThisreceptionresultedinthecontinuanceoftheNewYorkperformancesuntilmid—summerandisresponsibleforthedecisiononthepartofMr。BennetttooffertheplayineverycityinAmericawherecitizensfeelthattheultimatewelfareofthecommunityisdependentuponahigherstandardofmoralityandclearerunderstandingofthelawsofhealth。

TheWASHINGTONPOST,commentingontheWashingtonperformance,said:

Theplaywaspresentedwithalltheimpressivenessofasermon;

withallthevigoranddynamicforceofagreatdrama;withalltheearnestnessandpowerofavitaltruth。

Inmanyrespectsthepresentationofthisdramatizationofagreatsocialevilassumedtheaspectsofareligiousservice。

Dr。DonaldC。Macleod,pastoroftheFirstPresbyterianChurch,mountedtherostrumusuallyoccupiedbytheleaderoftheorchestra,andannouncedthatthenatureoftheperformance,thesacrednessoftheplay,andthecharacteroftheaudiencegavetotheplaythesignificanceofatremendoussermoninbehalfofmankind,andthatassuchitwaseminentlyfittingthatadivineblessingbeinvoked。Dr。EarleWilfley,pastoroftheVermontAvenueChristianChurch,askedallpersonsintheaudiencetobowtheirheadsinaprayerfortheproperreceptionofthemessagetobepresentedfromthestage。Dr。MacLeodthenreadtheBernardShawprefacetotheplay,andaskedthattherebenoapplauseduringtheperformance,asuggestionwhichwasrigidlyfollowed,thusaddinggreatlytotheeffectivenessandtheseriousnessofthedramaticportrayal。

Theimpressionmadeupontheaudiencebytheremarkableplayisreflectedinsuchcommentsasthefollowingexpressionsvoicedaftertheperformance:

RABBISIMON,OFTHEWASHINGTONHEBREWCONGREGATION——IfIcouldpreachfrommypulpitasermononetenthaspowerful,asconvincing,asfar—reaching,andashelpfulasthisperformanceofDAMAGEDGOODSmustbe,IwouldconsiderthatIhadachievedthetriumphofmylife。

COMMISSIONERCUNOH。RUDOLPH——IwasdeeplyimpressedbywhatI

saw,andIthinkthatthedramashouldberepeatedineverycity,amatineeonedayforfatherandsonandthenextdayformotheranddaughter。

REV。EARLEWILFLEY——IamconfirmedintheopinionthatwemusttakeupourcudgelsinacrusadeagainstthemodernproblemsbroughttotheforebyDAMAGEDGOODS。Thereportthatthesediseasesareincreasingisenoughtomakeusgetbusyonacampaignagainstthem。

SURGEONGENERALBLUE——Itwasamoststrikingandtellinglesson。

Foryearswehavebeenfightingtheseconditioninthenavy。Itishightimethatciviliansawakenedtothedangerssurroundingthemandcrusadedagainsttheminapropermanner。

MRS。ARCHIBALDHOPKINS——Theplaywasapowerfulpresentationofaveryimportantquestionandwashandledinamostadmirablemanner。Thedramaisafineenteringwedgeforthiscrusadeandisboundtodoconsiderablegoodinconveyinginformationofaveryseriousnature。

MINISTERPEZET,OFPERU——Therecanbenodoubtbutthattheperformancewillhavegreatupliftingpower,andaccomplishthegoodforwhichitwascreated。Fortunately,wedonothavethepruderyinSouthAmericathatyouofthenorthpossess,andhaveopenmindstoconsidertheseseriousquestions。

JUSTICEDANIELTHEWWRIGHT——IfeelquitesurethatDAMAGEDGOODS

willhaveconsiderableeffectineducatingthepeopleofthenatureofthedangerthatsurroundsthem。

SENATORKERN,OFINDIANA——Therecanbenodenialofthefactthatitistimetolookattheseriousproblemspresentedintheplaywithanopenmind。

BrieuxhasbeenhailedbyBernardShawas\"incomparablythegreatestwriterFrancehasproducedsinceMoliere,\"andperhapsnowritereverwieldedhispenmoreearnestlyintheserviceoftherace。ToquotefromanarticlebyEdwinE。SlossonintheINDEPENDENT:

Brieuxisnotonewhobelievesthatsocialevilsaretobecuredbylawsandyetmorelaws。Hebelievesthatmostofthetroubleiscausedbyignoranceandurgeseducation,publicenlightenmentandfrankerrecognitionofexistingconditions。Allthismaybeneeded,butstillwemaywelldoubtitseffectivenessasaremedy。ThedrunkenHelotargumentisnotastrongone,andthosewholeadaviciouslifeknowmoreaboutitsrisksthananyteacherorpreachercouldtellthem。Brieuxalsourgestherequirementofhealthcertificatesformarriage,suchasmanyclergymennowinsistuponandwhichdoubtlesswillbemadecompulsorybeforelonginmanyofourStates。

Brieuxpaintsinblackcolorsyetisnofanatic;infact,hewillbecriticisedbymanyasbeingtootolerantofhumanweakness。

TheconditionsofsocietyandthemoralstandardsofFrancearesodifferentfromthoseofAmericathathispointofviewandhisproposalsforreformwillnotmeetwithgeneralacceptance,butitisencouragingtofindadramatistwhorealizestheimportanceofbeingearnestandwhouseshisartindefenseofvirtueinsteadofitsdestruction。

Othercommentsfollow,showingthegreatinterestmanifestedintheplayandthebeliefinthehighestseriousnessofitspurpose:

Thereisnouncleannessinfacts。Theuncleannessisintheglamour,inthesecretimagination。Itisinhints,half—truths,andsuggestionsthethreattolifelies。

Thisplayputsthehorribletruthinsolivingaway,withsuchclean,artisticforce,thatthemindisimpressedasitcouldpossiblybeimpressedinnoothermanner。

Bestofall,itisthephysicianwhodominatestheaction。Thereisnosentimentalizing。Thereisnoweakandmorbidhandlingofthetheme。Thedoctorappearsinhisidealfunction,asthemodernhigh—priestoftruth。Aroundhimwrithethevictimsofignoranceandthecriminalsofconventionalcruelty。Kind,stern,high—minded,clear—headed,yethuman—hearted,hetowersoverall,asthemaster。

Thisisasitshouldbe。Themantosaythewordtosavetheworldofignorantwretches,cursedbythecloudsanddarknessamistakenmodestyhasthrownaroundalife—and—deathinstinct,isthephysician。

Theonlyquestionisthis:Isthisplaydecent?MyansweristhatitisthedecentestplaythathasbeeninNewYorkforayear。Itissodecentthatitisreligious。

——HEARST’SMAGAZINE。

Theplayis,aboveall,apowerfulpleaforthetearingawayoftheveilofmysterythathassouniversallyshroudedthissubjectofthepenaltyofsexualimmorality。Itisapleaforlightonthishiddendanger,thatfathersandmothers,youngmenandyoungwomen,mayknowtheterriblepricethatmustbepaid,notonlybythegenerationthatviolatesthelaw,butbythegenerationstocome。Itisaseriousquestionjusthowtheeducationofmenandwomen,especiallyyoungmenandyoungwomen,inthevitalmattersofsexrelationshipshouldbecarriedon。Onethingissure,however。Theworstpossiblewayistheonewhichhassooftenbeenfollowedinthepast——nottocarryitonatallbuttoignoreit。

——THEOUTLOOK。

It(DAMAGEDGOODS)is,ofcourse,amasterpieceof\"thesisdrama,\"——anargument,dogmatic,insistent,inescapable,cumulative,betweenscienceandcommonsense,ononeside,andlove,ofvarioustypes,ontheother。ItiswhatMr。BernardShawhascalleda\"dramaofdiscussion\";ithasthesplendidmovementofthebestShawplays,unrelieved——andundiluted——byShavianparadox,wit,andirony。WeimaginethatmanyaudiencesattheFultonTheaterwereastonishedattheplay’sshowingofsheerstrengthasacteddrama。Possiblyitmightnotinterestthegeneralpublic;probablyitwouldbeinadvisabletopresentittothem。Butnothinkingperson,withthemostcasualinterestincurrentsocialevils,couldlistentotheversionofRichardBennett,WiltonLackaye,andtheirassociates,withoutbeinggrippedbythepowerofBrieux’smessage。

——THEDIAL。

Itisawonderthattheworldhasbeensolongingettingholdofthisplay,whichisoneofFrance’smostvaluablecontributionstothedrama。Itshistoryisinteresting。Brieuxwroteitovertenyearsago。AntoineproduceditathistheaterandParisimmediatelycensoredit,butsoonthoughtbetterofitandremovedtheban。Duringthesummerof1910itwasplayedinBrusselsbeforecrowdedhouses,forthenthecitywasthrongedwithvisitorstotheexposition。FinallyNewYorkgotitlastspringandeugenicenthusiastsanddoctorseverywherehavewelcomedit。

——THEINDEPENDENT。

AlettertoMr。BennettfromDr。Hills,PastorofPlymouthChurch,Brooklyn。

23MonroeStreetBklyn。August1,1913。

Mr。RichardBennett,NewYorkCity,N。Y。

MyDearMr。Bennett:

Duringthepasttwenty—oneyearssinceIenteredpubliclife,I

haveexperiencedmanyexcitinghoursundertheinfluenceofreformer,oratorandactor,but,inthismoodofretrospection,I

donotknowthatIhaveeverpassedthroughamorethrilling,terrible,andyethopefulexperiencethanlastevening,whileI

listenedtoyourinterpretationofEugeneBrieux’\"DAMAGED

GOODS。\"

Ihavebeenfollowingyourworkwitheverdeepeninginterest。Itisnottoomuchtosaythatyouhavechangedthethinkingofthepeopleofourcountryastothesocialevil。Atlast,thankGod,thisconspiracyofsilenceisended。Noyoungmanwhosees\"DamagedGoods\"willeverbethesameagain。IfIwantedtobuildaroundaninnocentboybuttressesoffireandgranite,andlendhimtriplearmouragainsttemptationandtheassaultsofevil,Iwouldputhimforoneeveningunderyourinfluence。Thatwhichtheteacher,thepreacherandtheparenthavefailedtoaccomplishithasbeengiventoyoutoachieve。Youhavedoneaworkforwhichyourgenerationowesyouanimmeasurabledebtofgratitude。

IshallbedelightedtohaveyouusemyStudyofSocialDiseasesandHeredityinconnectionwithyourgreatreform。

Withallgoodwishes,Iam,mydearMr。Bennett,Faithfullyyours,NewellDwightHillisCHAPTERI

Itwasfouro’clockinthemorningwhenGeorgeDupontclosedthedoorandcamedownthestepstothestreet。Thefirstfaintstreaksofdawnwereinthesky,andhenoticedthiswithannoyance,becauseheknewthathishairwasindisarrayandhiswhileaspectdisorderly;yethedarednottakeacab,becausehefearedtoattractattentionathome。Whenhereachedthesidewalk,heglancedabouthimtomakesurethatnoonehadseenhimleavethehouse,thenstarteddownthestreet,hiseyesuponthesidewalkbeforehim。

Georgehadthefeelingofthemorningafter。Therearefewmeninthisworldofabundantsinwhowillnotknowwhatthephrasemeans。Thefumesofthenighthadevaporated;hewasquitesobernow,quitefreefromexcitement。Hesawwhathehaddone,anditseemedtohimsomethingblackanddisgusting。

Neverhadawalkseemedlongerthanthefewblockswhichhehadtotraversetoreachhishome。Hemustgettherebeforethemaidwasup,beforethebaker’sboycalledwiththerolls;otherwise,whatexplanationcouldhegive?——hewhohadalwaysbeensuchamoralman,whohadbeenpointedoutbymothersasanexampletotheirsons。

Georgethoughtofhisownmother,andwhatshewouldthinkifshecouldknowabouthisnight’sadventure。Hethoughtagainandagain,withapangofanguish,ofHenriette。Coulditbepossiblethatamanwhowasengaged,whosemarriagecontracthadactuallybeensigned,whowassoontopossesstheloveofabeautifulandnoblegirl——thatsuchamancouldhavebeenweakenoughandbaseenoughtolethimselfbetrappedintosuchalowaction?

Hewentbackoverthewholeseriesofevents,shudderingatthem,tryingtorealizehowtheyhadhappened,tryingtoexcusehimselfforthem。Hehadnotintendedsuchaculmination;hehadnevermeanttodosuchathinginhislife。Hehadnotthoughtofanyharmwhenhehadacceptedtheinvitationtothesupperpartywithhisoldcompanionsfromthelawschool。Ofcourse,hehadknownthatseveralofthesechumsled\"fast\"lives——but,then,surelyafellowcouldgotoafriend’sroomsforalarkwithoutharm!

Herememberedthegirlwhohadsatbyhissideatthetable。Shehadcomewithafriendwhowasamarriedwoman,andsohehadassumedthatshewasallright。Georgerememberedhowembarrassedhehadbeenwhenfirsthehadnoticedherglancesathim。Butthenthewinehadbeguntogotohishead——hewasoneofthoseunfortunatewretcheswhocannotdrinkwineatall。Hehadofferedtotakethegirlhomeinacab,andonthewayhehadlosthishead。

Oh!Whatawretchedthingitwas。Hecouldhardlybelievethatitwashewhohadspokenthosefrenziedwords;andyethemusthavespokenthem,becauseherememberedthem。Herememberedthatithadtakenalongtimetopersuadeher。Hehadhadtopromiseheraringliketheonehermarriedfriendwore。Beforetheyenteredherhomeshehadmadehimtakeoffhisshoes,sothattheportermightnothearthem。ThishadstruckGeorgeparticularly,because,evenflushedwithexcitementashewas,hehadnotforgottenthewarningshisfatherhadgivenhimastothedangersofcontactwithstrangewomen。Hehadthoughttohimself,\"Thisgirlmustbesafe。Itisprobablythefirsttimeshehaseverdonesuchathing。\"

ButnowGeorgecouldgetbutlittleconsolationoutofthatidea。

Hewassufferingintensely——theemotiondescribedbythepoetinthebitterwordsabout\"Time’smovingfingerhavingwrit。\"Hismind,seekingsomeexplanation,somejustification,wentbacktotheeventsbeforethatnight。Withasuddenpangofyearning,hethoughtofLizette。Shewasadecentgirl,andhadkepthimdecent,andhewaslonelywithouther。Hehadbeensoafraidofbeingfoundoutthathehadgivenherupwhenhebecameengaged;

butnowforawhilehefeltthathewouldhavetobreakhisresolution,andpayhisregularSundayvisittothelittleflatintheworking—classportionofParis。

ItwaswhileGeorgewasfittinghimselfforthesamecareerashisfather——thatofnotary——thathehadmadetheacquaintanceoftheyoungworkinggirl。Itmaynotbeeasytobelieve,butLizettehadreallybeenadecentgirl。Shehadafamilytotakecareof,andwasinneed。Therewasagrandmotherinpoorhealth,afathernotmuchbetter,andthreelittlebrothers;soLizettedidnotverylongresistGeorgeDupont,andhefeltquitevirtuousingivinghersufficientmoneytotakecareoftheseunfortunatepeople。Amongpeopleofhisclassitwasconsideredpropertotakesuchthingsifonepaidforthem。

Allthefamilyofthisworkinggirlweregratefultohim。Theyadoredhim,andtheycalledhimUncleRaoul(forofcoursehehadnotbeensofoolishastogivethemhistruename)。

SinceGeorgewaspayingforLizette,hefelthehadthetighttocontrolherlife。Hegaveherfairwarningconcerninghisattitude。Ifshedeceivedhimhewouldleaveherimmediately。

Hetoldthistoherrelativesalso,andsohehadthemallwatchingher。Shewasnevertrustedoutalone。EverySundayGeorgewenttospendthedaywithhislittle\"family,\"sothathiscomingbecamealmostamatteroftradition。Heinterestedherinchurchaffairs——massandvesperswereherregularoccasionsforexcursions。Georgerentedtwoseats,andthegrandmotherwentwithhertotheservices。Thesimplepeoplewereproudtoseetheirnameengraveduponthebrassplateofthepew。

ThereasonforalltheseprecautionswasGeorge’sterrorofdisease。Hehadbeenwarnedbyhisfatherastothedangerswhichyoungmenencounterintheiramours。AndtheselessonshadsunkdeepintoGeorge’sheart;hehadmadeuphismindthatwhateverhisfriendsmightdo,he,forone,wouldprotecthimself。

Thatdidnotmean,ofcourse,thatheintendedtoliveavirtuouslife;suchwasthecustomamongyoungmenofhisclass,nothaditprobablyeveroccurredtohisfatherthatitwaspossibleforayoungmantodosuchathing。TheFrenchhaveaphrase,\"l’hommemoyensensuel\"——theaveragesensualman。AndGeorgewassuchaman。Hehadnonobleidealisms,noparticularreverenceforwomen。Thebasisofhisattitudewasapurelyselfishone;

hewantedtoenjoyhimself,andatthesametimetokeepoutoftrouble。

Hedidnotfindanyhappinessintherenunciationwhichheimposeduponhimself;hehadnoreligiousideasaboutit。Onthecontrary,hesufferedkeenly,andwasbitterbecausehehadnoshareintheamusementsofhisfriends。Hestucktohisworkandforcedhimselftokeepregularhours,preparingforhislawexaminations。Butallthetimehewaslongingforadventures。

And,ofcourse,thiscouldnotgoonforever,forthemotiveoffearaloneisnotsufficienttosubduethesexualurgeinafull—

bloodedyoungman。

TheaffairwithLizettemighthavecontinuedmuchlongerhaditnotbeenforthefactthathisfatherdied。Hediedquitesuddenly,whileGeorgewasawayonatrip。Thesoncamebacktoconsolehisbroken—heartedmother,andinthetwoweektheyspentinthecountrytogetherthemotherbroachedaplantohim。Thelastwishofthedyingmanhadbeenthathissonshouldbefixedinlife。Inthemidstofhisintensesufferinghehadbeenabletothinkaboutthematter,andhadnamedthegirlwhomhewishedGeorgetomarry。Naturally,Georgewaitedwithsomeinteresttolearnwhothismightbe。Hewassurprisedwhenhismothertoldhimthatitwashiscousin,HenrietteLoches。

Hecouldnotkeephisemotionfromrevealingitselfinhisface。

\"Itdoesn’tpleaseyou?\"askedhismother,withatonedisappointment。

\"Whyno,mother,\"heanswered。\"It’snotthat。Itjustsurprisesme。\"

\"Butwhy?\"askedthemother。\"Henrietteisalovelygirlandagoodgirl。\"

\"Yes,Iknow,\"saidGeorge;\"butthensheismycousin,and——\"

Heblushedalittlewithembarrassment。\"Ihadneverthoughtofherinthatway。\"

MadameDupontlaidherhanduponherson’s。\"Yes,George,\"shesaidtenderly。\"Iknow。Youaresuchagoodboy。\"

Now,ofcourse,Georgedidnotfeelthathewasquitesuchagoodboy;buthismotherwasadeeplyreligiouswoman,whohadnoideaofthetruthaboutthemajorityofmen。Shewouldneverhavegotovertheshockifhehadtoldherabouthimself,andsohehadtopretendtobejustwhatshethoughthim。

\"Tellme,\"shecontinued,afterapause,\"haveyouneverfelttheleastbitinlove?\"

\"Whyno——Idon’tthinkso,\"Georgestammered,becomingconsciousofasuddenriseoftemperatureinhischeeks。

\"Because,\"saidhismother,\"itisreallytimethatyouweresettledinlife。Yourfathersaidthatweshouldhaveseentoitbefore,andnowitismydutytoseetoit。Itisnotgoodforyoutolivealonesolong。\"

\"But,mother,IhaveYOU,\"saidGeorgegenerously。

\"SomedaytheLordmaytakemeaway,\"wasthereply。\"Iamgettingold。And,George,dear——\"Heresuddenlyhervoicebegantotremblewithfeeling——\"IwouldliketoseemybabygrandchildrenbeforeIgo。Youcannotimaginewhatitwouldmeantome。\"

MadameDupontsawhowmuchthissubjectdistressedherson,soshewentontothemoreworldlyaspectsofthematter。

Henriette’sfatherwaswell—to—do,andhewouldgiveheragooddowry。Shewasacharmingandaccomplishedgirl。Everybodywouldconsiderhimmostfortunateifthematchcouldbearranged。

Also,therewasanelderlyaunttowhomMadameDuponthadspoken,andwhowasmuchtakenwiththeidea。Sheownedagreatdealofpropertyandwouldsurelyhelptheyoungcouple。

Georgedidnotseejusthowhecouldobjecttothisproposition,evenifhehadwantedto。Whatreasoncouldhegiveforsuchacourse?Hecouldnotexplainthathealreadyhadafamily——withstepchildren,sotospeak,whoadoredhim。Andwhatcouldhesaytohismother’sobsession,towhichshecamebackagainandagain——herlongingtoseehergrandchildrenbeforeshedied?

MadameDupontwaitedonlylongenoughforGeorgetostammeroutafewprotestations,andtheninthenextbreathtotakethemback;

afterwhichsheproceededtogoaheadwiththematch。Thefamilylawyersconferredtogether,andthetermsofthesettlementwereworkedoutandagreedupon。IthappenedthatimmediatelyafterwardsGeorgelearnedofanopportunitytopurchasethepracticeofanotary,whowasreadytoretirefrombusinessintwomonths’time。Henriette’sfatherconsentedtoadvanceaportionofherdowryforthispurpose。

ThusGeorgewassafelystarteduponthesamecareerashisfather,andthiswastohimasourceofsatisfactionwhichhedidnotattempttodeny,eithertohimselfoftoanyoneelse。

Georgewasacautiousyoungman,whocameofafrugalandsavingstock。Hehadalwaysbeentaughtthatitwashisprimarydutytomakecertainofareasonableamountofcomfort。Fromhisearliestdays,hehadbeentaughttoregardmaterialsuccessasthegreatestgoalinlife,andhewouldneverhavedreamedofengaginghimselftoagirlwithoutmoney。Butwhenhehadthegoodfortunetomeetonewhopossesseddesirablepersonalqualitiesinadditiontomoney,hewasnotintheleastbarredfromappreciatingthosequalities。Theywere,sotospeak,thesaucewhichwentwiththemeat,anditseemedtohimthatinthiscasethesaucewasoftheverybest。

George——abigfellowoftwenty—six,withlarge,roundeyesandagood—naturedcountenance——wasfullblooded,wellfed,withaheartylaughwhichspokeofunimpairedcontentment,asouluntroubledinitsdeeps。Heseemedtohimselftheluckiestfellowinthewholeroundworld;hecouldnotthinkwhathehaddonetodeservethegoodfortuneofpossessingsuchagirlasHenriette。Hewasordinarilyofasomewhatsentimentalturn——

easilyinfluencedbywomenandsensitivetotheircharms。

Moreover,hisrelationshipwithLizettehadsoftenedhim。Hehadlearnedtolovetheyoungworkinggirl,andnowHenriette,itseemed,wastoreapthebenefitofhisexperiencewithher。

Infact,hefoundhimselfalwayswithmemoriesofLizetteinhisrelationshipswiththegirlwhowastobehiswife。Whentheengagementwasannounced,andheclaimedhisfirstkissfromhisbride—to—be,asheplacedaringuponherfinger,herememberedthefirsttimehehadkissedLizette,andadoubleblushsuffusedhisroundcountenance。WhenhewalkedarmandarmwithHenrietteinthegardenherememberedhowhehadwalkedjustsowiththeothergirl,andhewasinterestedtocomparethewordsofthetwo。HerememberedwhatagoodtimehadhadwhenhehadtakenLizetteandherlittlefamilyforapicnicupononeoftheexcursionsteamerswhichrundowntheRiverSeine。ImmediatelyhedecidedthathewouldliketotakeHenrietteonsuchapicnic,andhepersuadedanauntofHenriette’stogowithherasachaperon。Georgetookhisbride—to—betothesamelittleinnwherehehadlunchbefore。

Thushewasalwayshauntedbymemories,someofwhichmadehimcheerfulandsomeofwhichmadehimmildlysad。Hesoongotusedtotheidea,anddidnotfinditawkward,exceptwhenhehadtosuppresstheimpulsetotellHenriettesomethingwhichLizettehadsaid,orsomefunnyincidentwhichhadhappenedinthehomeofthelittlefamily。Sometimeshefoundhimselfthinkingthatitwasashametohavetosuppresstheseimpulses。Theremustbesomethingwrong,hethought,withasocialsystemwhichmadeitnecessaryforhimtohideathingwhichwassoobviousandsosensible。Herehewas,amantwenty—sixyearsofage;hecouldnothaveaffordedtomarryearlier,notcouldhe,ashethought,havebeenexpectedtoleadacontinentlife。AndhehadreallylovedLizette;shewasreallyagoodgirl。Yet,ifHenriettehadgotanyideaofit,shewouldhavebeenhorrifiedandindignant——

shemightevenhavebrokenofftheengagement。

Andthen,too,therewasHenriette’sfather,apersonageofgreatdignityandimportance。M。LocheswasadeputyoftheFrenchParliament,fromadistrictintheprovinces。Hewasamanofuprightlife,andamanwhomadeagreatdealofthatuprightlife——keepingitonapedestalwhereeveryonemightobserveit。

ItwasimpossibletoimagineM。Lochesinanundignifiedorcompromisingsituation——suchastheyoungermanfoundhimselffacinginthematterofLizette。

ThemorehethoughtaboutitthemorenervousandanxiousGeorgebecame。Thenitwasdecideditwouldbenecessaryforhimtobreakwiththegirl,andbe\"good\"untilthetimeofhismarriage。Dearlittlesoft—eyedLizette——hedidnotdaretofaceherpersonally;hecouldneverbeartosaygood—by,hefelt。

Instead,hewenttothefather,whoasamancouldbeexpectedtounderstandthesituation。Georgewasembarrassedandnotalittlenervousaboutit;foralthoughhehadnevermisrepresentedhisattitudetothefamily,onecouldneverfeelentirelyfreefromthepossibilityofblackmailinsuchcases。However,Lizette’sfatherbehaveddecently,andwasdulygratefulforthemoderatesumofmoneywhichGeorgehandedhiminparting。HepromisedtobreakthenewsgentlytoLizette,andGeorgewentawaywithhismindmadeupthathewouldneverseeheragain。

Thisresolutionhekept,andheconsideredhimselfveryvirtuousindoingit。Butthetruthwasthathehadgrownusedtointimacywithawoman,andwasrestlesswithoutit。Andthat,hetoldhimself,waswhyheyieldedtotheshamefultemptationthenightofthatfatalsupperparty。

Hepaidforthemisadventureliberallyinremorse。Hefeltthathehadbeenawretch,thathehaddisgracedhimselfforever,thathehadprovedhimselfunworthyofthepuregirlhewastomarry。

SokeenwashisfeelingthatitwasseveraldaysbeforehecouldbringhimselftoseeHenrietteagain;andwhenhewent,itwaswithamindfilledwithabrand—newsetofresolutions。Itwasthelasttimethathewouldeverfallintoerror。Hewouldbeanewmanfromthenon。HethankedGodthattherewasnochanceofhissinbeingknown,thathemighthaveanopportunitytoprovehisnewdetermination。

SointensewerehisfeelingsthathecouldnothelpbetrayingapartofthemtoHenriette。Theysatinthegardenonesoftsummerevening,withHenriette’smotheroccupiedwithhercrochetingatadecorousdistance。George,inreverentandhumblemood,begantodropvaguehintsthathewasreallyunworthyofhisbride—to—be。Hesaidthathehadnotalwaysbeenasgoodasheshouldhavebeen;hesaidthatherpurityandsweetnesshadawakenedinhimnewideals;sothathefelthisoldlifehadbeenfullofblunders。Henriette,ofcourse,hadbutthevaguestofideasastowhattheblundersofatenderandgenerousyoungmanlikeGeorgemightbe。Sosheonlylovedhimthemoreforhishumility,andwasflatteredtohavesuchafineeffectuponhim,toawakeninhimsuchmoodsofexaltation。Whenhetoldherthatallmenwerebad,andthatnomanwasworthyofsuchabeautifullove,shewasquiteravished,andwipedawaytearsfromhereyes。

Itwouldhavebeenashametospoilsuchaheavenlymoodbytellingtherealtruth。Instead,Georgecontentedhimselfwithtellingofthenewresolutionshehadformed。Afterall,theywerethethingswhichreallymattered;forHenriettewasgoingtolivewithhisfuture,notwithhispast。

ItseemedtoGeorgeamostwonderfulthing,thisinnocenceofayounggirl,whichenabledhertomovethroughaworldofwickednesswithunpollutedmind。Itwasatouchingthing;andalso,asaprudentyoungmancouldnothelprealizing,amostconvenientthing。Herealizedtheimportanceofpreservingit,andthoughtthatifheeverhadadaughter,hewouldprotectherasrigidlyasHenriettehadbeenprotected。Hemadehastetoshyofffromthesubjectofhis\"badness\"andtoturntheconversationwithwhatseemedacleverjest。

\"IfIamgoingtobesogood,\"hesaid,\"don’tforgetthatyouwillhavetobegoodalso!\"

\"Iwilltry,\"saidHenriette,whowasstillserious。

\"Youwillhavetotryhard,\"hepersisted。\"Youwillfindthatyouhaveaveryjealoushusband。\"

\"WillI?\"saidHenriette,beamingwithhappiness——forwhenawomanisverymuchinloveshedoesn’tintheleastobjecttotheman’sbeingjealous。

\"Yes,indeed,\"smiledGeorge。\"I’llalwaysbewatchingyou。\"

\"Watchingme?\"echoedthegirlwithasurprisedlook。

Andimmediatelyhefeltashamedofhimselfforhisjest。TherecouldbenoneedtowatchHenriette,anditwasbadtasteeventojokeaboutitatsuchatime。Thatwasoneoftheideaswhichhehadbroughtwithhimfromhisworldofevil。

Thetruthwas,however,thatGeorgewouldalwaysbeasuspicioushusband;nothingcouldeverchangethatfact,fortherewassomethinginhisownconsciencewhichhecouldnotgetout,andwhichwouldmakeitimpossibleforhimtobeateaseasamarriedman。ItwasthememoryofsomethingwhichhadhappenedearlierinhislifebeforehemetLizette。Therehadbeenoneearlierexperience,withthewifeofhisdearestfriend。Shehadbeenmuchyoungerthanherhusband,andhadbetrayedaninterestinGeorge,whohadyieldedtothetemptation。Forseveralyearstheintriguecontinued,andGeorgeconsidereditagoodsolutionofayoungman’sproblem。Therehadbeennodangerofcontamination,forheknewthathisfriendwasamanofpureandrigidmorals,ajealousmanwhowatchedhiswife,anddidnotpermithertocontractthosenewrelationswhicharealwaysdangerous。AsforGeorge,hehelpedinthisworthywork,keepingthewomaninterrorofsomedisease。Hetoldherthatalmostallmenwereinfected,forhehopedbythismeanstokeepherfromdeceivinghim。

Iamawarethatthismayseemadreadfulstory。AsIdonotwantanyonetothinktooillofGeorgeDupont,Iought,perhaps,topointoutthatpeoplefeeldifferentlyaboutthesemattersinFrance。Injudgingtheunfortunateyoungman,wemustjudgehimbythecustomsofhisowncountry,andnotbyours。InFrance,theyareaccustomedtowhatiscalledtheMARIAGEDECONVENANCE。

Theyounggirlisnotpermittedtogoaboutandmakeherownfriendsanddecidewhichoneofthemsheprefersforherhusband;

onthecontrary,sheisstrictlyguarded,hertrainingoftenisofareligiousnature,andhermarriageisamatterofbusiness,tobeconsideredanddecidedbyherparentsandthoseoftheyoungman。Now,whateverwemaythinkright,itishumanlycertainthatwheremarriagesaremadeinthatway,theneedofmenandwomenforsympathyandforpassionateinterestwilloftenleadtotheformingofirregularrelationshipsaftermarriage。

ItisnotpossibletopresentstatisticsastothenumberofsuchirregularrelationshipsinParisiansociety;butinthebookswhichhereadandintheplayswhichhesaw,Georgefoundeverythingtoencouragehimtothinkthatitwasaromanticanddelightfulthingtokeepupasecretintriguewiththewifeofhisbestfriend。

Itshouldalso,perhaps,bepointedoutthatweareheretellingthetruth,andthewhiletruth,aboutGeorgeDupont;andthatitisnotcustomarytotellthisaboutmen,eitherinreallifeorinnovels。Thereisagreatdealofconcealmentintheworldaboutmattersofsex;andinsuchmattersthetruth—tellingmanisapttosufferinreputationincomparisonwiththetruth—

concealingone。

NorhadGeorgereallybeenaltogethercallousaboutthething。

Ithadhappenedthathisbestfriendhaddiedinhisarms;andthishadsoaffectedtheguiltypairthattheyhadfelttheirrelationshipwasnolongerpossible。Shehadwithdrawntonursehergriefalone,andGeorgehadbeensodeeplyaffectedthathehadavoidedaffairsandentanglementswithwomenuntilhismeetingwithLizette。

Allthiswasnowinthefardistantpast,butithadmadeadeeperimpressionuponGeorgethanheperhapsrealized,anditwasnowworkinginhismindandmarringhishappiness。Herewasagirlwholovedhimwithanobleandunselfishandwhole—heartedlove——andyethewouldneverbeabletotrustherasshedeserved,butwouldalwayshavesuspicionslurkinginthebackofhismind。Hewouldbeunabletohavehisfriendsintimateinhishome,becauseofthememoryofwhathehadoncedonetoafriend。

Itwasasubtlekindofpunishment。ButsoitisthatNatureoftenfindswaysofpunishingus,withoutourevenbeingawareofit。

Thatwasallforthefuture,however。Atpresent,Georgewashappy。Heputhisblacksinbehindhim,feelingthathehadobtainedabsolutionbyhisconfessiontoHenriette。Daybyday,asherealizedhisgoodfortune,hisroundfacebeamedwithmoreandyetmorejoy。

HewentforalittletriptoHenriette’shomeinthecountry。Itwasasimplevillage,andtheytookwalksinthecountry,andstoppedtorefreshthemselvesatafarmhouseoccupiedbyoneofM。Loches’tenants。Herewasarosyandbuxompeasantwoman,withanursingchildinherarms。Shewasdestinedacoupleofyearslatertobethefoster—motherofHenriette’slittlegirlandtoplayanimportantpartinherlife。Butthepairhadnoideaofthatatpresent。Theysimplysawaproudandhappymother,andHenrietteplayedwiththebaby,givingventtochildishdelight。ThensuddenlyshelookedupandsawthatGeorgewaswatchingher,andasshereadhisthoughtsabeautifulblushsuffusedhercheeks。

AsforGeorge,heturnedawayandwentoutundertheblueskyinakindofecstasy。Lifeseemedverywonderfultohimjustthen;

hehadfounditssupremehappiness,whichwaslove。HewasreallygettingquitemadaboutHenriette,hetoldhimself。Hecouldhardlybelievethatthedaywascomingwhenhewouldbeabletoclaspherinhisarms。

ButintheblueskyofGeorge’shappinesstherewasonelittlecloudofstorm。Asoftenhappenswithstorm—clouds,itwassosmallthatatfirsthepaidnoattentiontoitatall。

Henoteduponhisbodyonedayatinyulcer。Atfirsthetreateditwithsalvepurchasedfromanapothecary。Thenafteraweekortwo,whenthishadnoeffect,hebegantofeeluncomfortable。Herememberedsuddenlyhehadheardaboutthesymptomsofanunmentionable,dreadfuldisease,andavagueterrortookpossessionofhim。

Fordayshetriedtoputittooneside。Theideawasnonsense,itwasabsurdinconnectionwithawomansorespectable!Butthethoughtwouldnotbeputaway,andfinallyhewenttoaschoolfriend,whowasamanoftheworld,andgothimtotalkonthesubject。Ofcourse,Georgehadtobecareful,sothathisfriendshouldnotsuspectthathehadanyspecialpurposeinmind。

Thefriendwaswillingtotalk。Itwasaviledisease,hesaid;

butonewasfoolishtobotheraboutit,becauseitwassorare。

Therewereotherdiseaseswhichfellowsgot,whichnearlyeveryfellowhad,andtowhichnoneofthempaidanyattention。ButoneseldommetanyonewhohadtheredplaguethatGeorgedreaded。

\"Andyet,\"headded,\"accordingtothebooks,itisn’tsouncommon。Isupposethetruthisthatpeoplehideit。Achapnaturallywouldn’ttell,whenheknewitwoulddamnhimforlife。\"

Georgehadasicksensationinsideofhim。\"Isitasbadasthat?\"heasked。

\"Ofcourse,\"saidtheother,\"Shouldyouwanttohaveanythingtodowithapersonwhohadit?Shouldyoubewillingtoroomwithhimortravelwithhim?Youwouldn’tevenwanttoshakehandswithhim!\"

\"No,Isupposenot,\"saidGeorge,feebly。

\"Iremember,\"continuedtheother,\"anoldfellowwhousedtoliveoutinthecountrynearme。Hewasnotsoveryold,either,buthelookedit。Hehadtobepushedaroundinawheel—chair。

Peoplesaidhehadlocomotorataxia,butthatreallymeantsyphilis。Weboysusedtopokeallkindsoffunathimbecauseonewindydayhishatandhiswigwereblownofftogether,andwediscoveredthathewasasbaldasanegg。Weusedtomakejokesabouthisautomobile,aswecalledit。Ithadalittlehandleinfront,insteadofasteering—wheel,andamanbehindtopush,insteadofanengine。\"

\"Howhorrible!\"remarkedGeorgewithgenuinefeeling。

\"Irememberthepoordevilhadaparalysissoonafter,\"continuedthefriend,quitecarelessly。\"Hecouldnotsteeranymore,andalsohelosthisvoice。Whenyoumethimhewouldlookatyouasithethoughthewastalking,butallhecouldsaywas’Ga—ga—ga’。\"

Georgewentawayfromthisconversationinacoldsweat。Hetoldhimselfoverandoveragainthathewasafool,butstillhecouldnotgetthehellishideaoutofhismind。Hefoundhimselfbroodingoveritalldayandlyingawakeatnight,hauntedbyimagesofhimselfinawheel—chair,andwithoutanyhaironhishead。Herealizedthatthesensiblethingwouldbeforhimtogotoadoctorandmakecertainabouthiscondition;buthecouldnotbringhimselftofacetheordeal——hewasashamedtoadmittoadoctorthathehadlaidhimselfopentosuchataint。

Hebegantolosetheradiantexpressionfromhisroundandrosyface。Hehadlessappetite,andhismoodsofdepressionbecamesofrequentthathecouldnothidethenevenfromHenriette。Sheaskedhimonceortwiceiftherewerenotsomethingthematterwithhim,andhelaughed——aforcedandhurriedlaugh——andtoldherthathehadsatuptoolatethenightbefore,worryingoverthematterofhisexaminations。Oh,whatacruelthingitwasthatamanwhostoodintheverygatewayofsuchagardenofdelightshouldbetormentedandmademiserablebythisloathsomeidea!

Thedisturbingsymptomstillcontinued,andsoatlastGeorgepurchasedamedicalbook,dealingwiththesubjectofthedisease。Then,indeed,heopenedupachamberofhorrors;hemadeuphismindanabidingplaceofghastlyimages。Inthebooktherewerepicturesofthingssoawfulthatheturnedwhite,andtrembledlikealeaf,andhadtoclosethevolumeandhideitinthebottomofhistrunk。Buthecouldnotbanishthepicturesfromhismind。Worstofall,hecouldnotforgetthedescriptionofthefirstsymptomofthedisease,whichseemedtocorrespondexactlywithhisown。Soatlasthemadeuphismindhemustascertaindefinitelythetruthabouthiscondition。

Hebegantothinkoverplansforseeingadoctor。Hehadheardsomewhereastoryaboutayoungfellowwhohadfallenintothehandsofaquack,andbeenruinedforever。Sohedecidedthathewouldconsultonlythebestauthority。

Hegotthenamesofthebest—knownworksonthesubjectfromabookstore,andfoundthattheauthorofoneofthesebookswaspracticinginParisasaspecialist。Twoorthreedayselapsedbeforehewasabletogetupthecouragetocallonthisdoctor。

Andoh,theshameandhorrorofsittinginhiswaiting—roomwiththeotherpeople,noneofwhomdaredtolookeachotherintheeyes!Theymustallbeafflicted,Georgethought,andheglancedatthemfurtively,lookingforthevarioussymptomsofwhichhehadread。Orwerethere,perhaps,somelikehimself——merelyvictimsofafoolisherror,comingtohavethehagofdreadpulledfromofftheirbacks?

Andthensuddenly,whilehewasspeculating,therestoodthedoctor,signalingtohim。Histurnhadcome!

CHAPTERII

Thedoctorwasamanaboutfortyyearsofage,robust,witheveryappearanceofastrongcharacter。Inthebuttonholeofthefrockcoatheworewasaredrosette,thedecorationofsomeorder。

ConfusedandnervousasGeorgewas,hegotavagueimpressionofthephysician’srichlyfurnishedoffice,withitsbronzes,marblesandtapestries。

Thedoctorsignaledtotheyoungmantobeseatedinthechairbeforehisdesk。Georgecomplied,andthen,ashewipedawaytheperspirationfromhisforehead,stammeredoutafewwords,explaininghiserrand。Ofcourse,hesaid,itcouldnotbetrue,butitwasaman’sdutynottotakeanychancesinsuchamatter。

\"Ihavenotbeenamanoflooselife,\"headded;\"Ihavenottakensomanychancesasothermen。\"

Thedoctorcuthimshortwiththebriefremarkthatonechancewasallthatwasnecessary。Insteadofdiscussingsuchquestions,hewouldmakeanexamination。\"Wedonotsaypositivelyinthesecasesuntilwehavemadeabloodtest。Thatistheonewaytoavoidthepossibilityofmistake。\"

AdropofbloodwassqueezedoutofGeorge’sfingerontoalittleglassplate。Thedoctorretiredtoanadjoiningroom,andthevictimsataloneintheoffice,derivingnoenjoymentfromtheworksofartwhichsurroundedhim,butfeelinglikeaprisonerwhositsinthedockwithhislifeatstakewhilethejurydeliberates。

Thedoctorreturned,calmandimpassive,andseatedhimselfinhisoffice—chair。

\"Well,doctor?\"askedGeorge。Hewastremblingwithterror。

\"Well,\"wasthereply,\"thereisnodoubtwhatever。\"

Georgewipedhisforehead。Hecouldnotcreditthewords。\"Nodoubtwhatever?Inwhatsense?\"

\"Inthebadsense,\"saidtheother。

Hebegantowriteaprescription,withoutseemingtonoticehowGeorgeturnedpagewithterror。\"Come,\"hesaid,afterasilence,\"youmusthaveknownthetruthprettywell。\"

\"No,no,sir!\"exclaimedGeorge。

\"Well,\"saidtheother,\"youhavesyphilis。\"

Georgewasutterlystunned。\"MyGod!\"heexclaimed。

Thedoctor,havingfinishedhisprescription,lookedupandobservedhiscondition。\"Don’ttroubleyourself,sir。Outofeverysevenmenyoumeetuponthestreet,insociety,oratthetheater,thereisatleastonewhohasbeeninyourcondition。

Oneoutofseven——fifteenpercent!\"

Georgewasstaringbeforehim。Hespokelow,asiftohimself。

\"IknowwhatIamgoingtodo。\"

\"AndIknowalso,\"saidthedoctor,withasmile。\"Thereisyourprescription。Youaregoingtotakeittothedrugstoreandhaveitputup。\"

Georgetooktheprescription,mechanically,butwhispered,\"No,sir。\"

\"Yes,sir,youaregoingtodoaseverybodyelsedoes。\"

\"No,becausemysituationisnotthatofeverybodyelse。IknowwhatIamgoingtodo。\"

Saidthedoctor:\"Fivetimesoutoften,inthechairwhereyouaresitting,peopletalklikethat,perfectlysincerely。Eachonebelieveshimselfmoreunhappythanalltheothers;butafterthinkingitover,andlisteningtome,theyunderstandthatthisdiseaseisacompanionwithwhomonecanlive。Justasineveryhousehold,onegetsalongatthecostofmutualconcessions,that’sall。Come,sir,Itellyouagain,thereisnothingaboutitthatisnotperfectlyordinary,perfectlynatural,perfectlycommon;itisanaccidentwhichcanhappentoanyone。Itisagreatmistakethatpeoplespeakifthisasthe’FrenchDisease,’

forthereisnonewhichismoreuniversal。Underthepictureofthisdisease,addressingmyselftothosewhofollowtheoldestprofessionintheworld,Iwouldwritethefamousphrase:’Hereisyourmaster。Itis,itwas,oritmustbe。’\"

Georgewasputtingtheprescriptionintotheoutsidepocketofhiscoat,stupidly,asifhedidnotknowwhathewasdoing。

\"But,sir,\"heexclaimed,\"Ishouldhavebeenspared!\"

\"Why?\"inquiredtheother。\"Becauseyouareamanofposition,becauseyouarerich?Lookaroundyou,sir。Seetheseworksofartinmyroom。Doyouimaginethatsuchthingshavebeenpresentedtomebychimney—sweeps?\"

\"But,Doctor,\"criedGeorge,withamoan,\"Ihaveneverbeenalibertine。Therewasneveranyone,youunderstandme,neveranyonecouldhavebeenmorecarefulinhispleasures。IfIweretotellyouthatinallmylifeIhaveonlyhadtwomistresses,whatwouldyouanswertothat?\"

\"Iwouldanswer,thatasingleonewouldhavebeensufficienttobringyoutome。\"

\"No,sir!\"criedGeorge。\"Itcouldnothavebeeneitherofthosewomen。\"Hewentontotellthedoctorabouthisfirstmistress,andthenaboutLizette。FinallyhetoldaboutHenriette,howmuchheadoredher。Hecouldreallyusesuchaword——helovedhermosttenderly。Shewassogood——andhehadthoughthimselfsolucky!

Ashewenton,hecouldhardlykeepfromgoingtopieces。\"Ihadeverything,\"heexclaimed,\"everythingamanneeded!Allwhoknewmeenviedme。AndthenIhadtoletthosefellowsdragmeofftothatmiserablesupper—party!AndnowhereIam!Myfutureisruined,mywholeexistencepoisoned!Whatistobecomeofme?Everybodywillavoidme——Ishallbeapariah,aleper!\"

Hepaused,andtheninsuddenwildgriefexclaimed,\"Come,now!

WoulditnotbebetterthatIshouldtakemyselfoutoftheway?

Atleast,Ishouldnotsufferanymore。Youseethattherecouldnotbeanyonemoreunhappythanmyself——notanyone,Itellyou,sir,notanyone!\"Completelyovercome,hebegantoweepinhishandkerchief。

Thedoctorgotup,andwenttohim。\"Youmustbeaman,\"hesaid,\"andnotcrylikeachild。\"

\"Butsir,\"criedtheyoungman,withtearsrunningdownhischeeks,\"ifIhadledawildlife,ifIhadpassedmytimeindissipationwithchorusgirls,thenIcouldunderstandit。ThenIwouldsaythatIhaddeservedit。\"

Thedoctorexclaimedwithemphasis,\"No,no!Youwouldnotsayit。However,itisofnomatter——goon。\"

\"ItellyouthatIwouldsayit。Iamhonest,andIwouldsaythatIhaddeservedit。Butno,Ihaveworked,Ihavebeenaregulargrind。Andnow,whenIthinkoftheshamethatisinstoreforme,thedisgustingthings,thefrightfulcatastrophestowhichIamcondemned——\"

\"Whatisallthisyouaretellingme?\"askedthedoctor,laughing。

\"Oh,Iknow,Iknow!\"criedtheother,andrepeatedwhathisfriendhadtoldhimaboutthemaninawheel—chair。\"AndtheyusedtocallmehandsomeRaoul!Thatwasmyname——handsomeRaoul!\"

\"Now,mydearsir,\"saidthedoctor,cheerfully,\"wipeyoureyesonelasttime,blowyournose,putyourhandkerchiefintoyourpocket,andhearmedry—eyed。\"

Georgeobeyedmechanically。\"ButIgiveyoufairwarning,\"hesaid,\"youarewastingyourtime。\"

\"Itellyou——\"begantheother。

\"Iknowexactlywhatyouaregoingtotellme!\"criedGeorge。

\"Well,inthatcase,thereisnothingmoreforyoutodohere——

runalong。\"

\"SinceIamhere,\"saidthepatientsubmissively,\"Iwillhearyou。\"

\"Verywell,then。Itellyouthatifyouhavethewillandtheperseverance,noneofthethingsyoufearwillhappentoyou。\"

\"Ofcourse,itisyourdutytotellmethat。\"

\"IwilltellyouthatthereareonehundredthousandlikeyouinParis,alert,andseeminglywell。Come,takewhatyouwerejustsaying——wheel—chairs。Onedoesn’tseesomanyofthem。\"

\"No,that’strue,\"saidGeorge。

\"Andbesides,\"addedthedoctor,\"agoodmanypeoplewhorideinthemarenotthereforthecauseyouthink。Thereisnomorereasonwhyyoushouldbethevictimofacatastrophethananyoftheonehundredthousand。Thediseaseisserious,nothingmore。\"

\"Youadmitthatitisaseriousdisease?\"arguedGeorge。

\"Yes。\"

\"Oneofthemostserious?\"

\"Yes,butyouhavethegoodfortune——\"

\"TheGOODfortune?\"

\"Relatively,ifyouplease。Youhavethegoodfortunetobeinfectedwithoneofthediseasesoverwhichwehavethemostcertaincontrol。\"

\"Yes,yes,\"exclaimedGeorge,\"buttheremediesareworsethanthedisease。\"

\"Youdeceiveyourself,\"repliedtheother。

\"YouaretryingtomakemebelievethatIcanbecured?\"

\"Youcanbe。\"

\"AndthatIamnotcondemned?\"

\"Iswearittoyou。\"

\"Youarenotdeceivingyourself,youarenotdeceivingme?Why,Iwastold——\"

Thedoctorlaughed,contemptuously。\"Youweretold,youweretold!I’llwagerthatyouknowthelawsoftheChineseconcerningparty—walls。\"

\"Yes,naturally,\"saidGeorge。\"ButIdon’tseewhattheyhavetodowithit。\"

\"Insteadofteachingyousuchthings,\"wasthereply,\"itwouldhavebeenagreatdealbettertohavetaughtyouaboutthenatureandcauseofdiseasesofthissort。Thenyouwouldhaveknownhowtoavoidthecontagion。Suchknowledgeshouldbespreadabroad,foritisthemostimportantknowledgeintheworld。Itshouldbefoundineverynewspaper。\"

ThisremarkgaveGeorgesomethingofashock,forhisfatherhadownedalittlepaperintheprovinces,andhehadasuddenvisionofthewaysubscriberswouldhavefallenoff,ifhehadprintedevensomuchasthenameofthisviledisease。

\"Andyet,\"pursuedthedoctor,\"youpublishromancesaboutadultery!\"

\"Yes,\"saidGeorge,\"that’swhatthereaderswant。\"

\"Theydon’twantthetruthaboutvenerealdiseases,\"exclaimedtheother。\"Iftheyknewthefulltruth,theywouldnolongerthinkthatadulterywasromanticandinteresting。\"

Hewentontogivehisadviceastothemeansofavoidingsuchdiseases。Therewasreallybutonerule。Itwas:Tolovebutonewoman,totakeherasavirgin,andtolovehersomuchthatshewouldneverdeceiveyou。\"Takethatfromme,\"addedthedoctor,\"andteachittoyourson,whenyouhaveone。\"

George’sattentionwascaughtbythislastsentence。

\"YoumeanthatIshallbeabletohavechildren?\"hecried。

\"Certainly,\"wasthereply。

\"Healthychildren?\"

\"Irepeatittoyou;ifyoutakecareofyourselfproperlyforalongtime,conscientiously,youhavelittletofear。\"

\"That’scertain?\"

\"Ninety—ninetimesoutofahundred。\"

Georgefeltasifhehadsuddenlyemergedfromadungeon。\"Why,then,\"heexclaimed,\"Ishallbeabletomarry!\"

\"Youwillbeabletomarry,\"wasthereply。

\"Youarenotdeceivingme?Youwouldnotgivemethathope,youwouldnotexposeme?HowsoonwillIbeabletomarry?\"

\"Inthreeorfouryears,\"saidthedoctor。

\"What!\"criedGeorgeinconsternation。\"Inthreeorfouryears?

Notbefore?\"

\"Notbefore。\"

\"Howisthat?AmIgoingtobesickallthattime?Why,youtoldmejustnow——\"

Saidthedoctor:\"Thediseasewillnolongerbedangeroustoyou,yourself——butyouwillbedangeroustoothers。\"

\"But,\"theyoungmancried,indespair,\"Iamtobemarriedamonthfromnow。\"

\"Thatisimpossible。\"

\"ButIcannotdoanydifferently。Thecontractisready!Thebannshavebeenpublished!Ihavegivenmyword!\"

\"Well,youareagreatone!\"thedoctorlaughed。\"Justnowyouwerelookingforyourrevolver!Nowyouwanttobemarriedwithinthemonth。\"

\"But,Doctor,itisnecessary!\"

\"ButIforbidit。\"

\"AssoonasIknewthatthediseaseisnotwhatIimagined,andthatIcouldbecured,naturallyIdidn’twanttocommitsuicide。

AndassoonasImakeupmymindnottocommitsuicide,Ihavetotakeupmyregularlife。Ihavetokeepmyengagements;Ihavetogetmarried。\"

\"No,\"saidthedoctor。

\"Yes,yes!\"persistedGeorge,withblindobstinacy。\"Why,Doctor,ifIdidn’tmarryitwouldbeadisaster。Youaretalkingaboutsomethingyoudon’tunderstand。I,formypart——itisnotthatIamanxioustobemarried。AsItoldyou,Ihadalmostasecondfamily。Lizette’slittlebrothersadoredme。