第3章

\"Yes,\"saidthemother,hervoicebreaking,\"sheis,indeed,apoorlittledaughter!\"

Asilencefell;forwhatcouldwordsavailinsuchasituation?

Hearingthedooropen,MadameDupontstarted,forhernerveswerealla—quiverwiththestrainshehadbeenunder。Aservantcameinandspoketoher,andshesaidtoGeorge,\"Itisthedoctor。

Ifyouneedme,Ishallbeinthenextroom。\"

Hersonstoodtrembling,asifhewerewaitingtheapproachofanexecutioner。Theothercameintotheroomwithoutseeinghimandhestoodforaminute,claspingandunclaspinghishands,almostovercomewithemotion。Thenhesaid,\"Good—day,doctor。\"Asthemanstaredathim,surprisedandpuzzled,headded,\"Youdon’trecognizeme?\"

Thedoctorlookedagain,moreclosely。Georgewasexpectinghimtobreakoutinrage;butinsteadhisvoicefelllow。\"You!\"heexclaimed。\"Itisyou!\"

Atlast,inavoiceofdiscouragementthanofanger,hewenton,\"Yougotmarried,andyouhaveachild!AfterallthatItoldyou!Youareawretch!\"

\"Sir,\"criedGeorge,\"letmeexplaintoyou!\"

\"Notaword!\"exclaimedtheother。\"Therecanbenoexplanationforwhatyouhavedone。\"

Asilencefollowed。Theyoungmandidnotknowwhattosay。

Finally,stretchingouthisarms,hepleaded,\"Youwilltakecareofmylittledaughterallthesame,willyounot?\"

Theotherturnedawaywithdisgust。\"Imbecile!\"hesaid。

Georgedidnotheartheword。\"Iwasabletowaitonlysixmonths,\"hemurmured。

Thedoctoransweredinavoiceofcoldself—repression,\"Thatisenough,sir!Allthatdoesnotconcernme。Ihavedonewrongeventoletyouseemyindignation。Ishouldhaveleftyoutojudgeyourself。Ihavenothingtodoherebutwiththepresentandwiththefuture——withtheinfantandwiththenurse。\"

\"Sheisn’tindanger?\"criedGeorge。

\"Thenurseisindangerofbeingcontaminated。\"

ButGeorgehadnotbeenthinkingaboutthenurse。\"Imeanmychild,\"hesaid。

\"Justatpresentthesymptomsarenotdisturbing。\"

Georgewaited;afterawhilehebegan,\"Youweresayingaboutthenurse。WillyouconsentthatIcallmymother?SheknowsbetterthanI。\"

\"Asyouwish,\"wasthereply。

Theyoungmanstartedtothedoor,butcameback,interribledistress。\"Ihaveoneprayertoofferyousir;arrangeitsothatmywife——sothatnoonewillknow。IfmywifelearnedthatitisIwhoamthecause——!ItisforherthatIimploreyou!

She——sheisn’ttoblame。\"

Saidthedoctor:\"Iwilldoeverythinginmypowerthatshemaybekeptignorantofthetruenatureofthedisease。\"

\"Oh,howIthankyou!\"murmuredGeorge。\"HowIthankyou!\"

\"Donotthankme;itisforher,andnotforyou,thatIwillconsenttolie。\"

\"Andmymother?\"

\"Yourmotherknowsthetruth。\"

\"But——\"

\"Iprayyou,sir——wehaveenoughtotalkabout,andveryseriousmatters。\"

SoGeorgewenttothedoorandcalledhismother。Sheenteredandgreetedthedoctor,holdingherselferect,andstrivingtokeepthesignsofgriefandterrorfromherface。Shesignedtothedoctortotakeaseat,andthenseatedherselfbyalittletablenearhim。

\"MadameDupont,\"hebegan,\"Ihaveprescribedacourseoftreatmentforthechild。Ihopetobeabletoimproveitscondition,andtopreventanynewdevelopments。Butmydutyandyoursdoesnotstopthere;ifthereisstilltime,itisnecessarytoprotectthehealthofthenurse。\"

\"Telluswhatitisnecessarytodo,Doctor?\"saidshe。

\"Thewomanmuststopnursingthechild。\"

\"Youmeanwehavetochangethenurse?\"

\"Madame,thechildcannolongerbebroughtupatthebreast,eitherbythatnurseorbyanyothernurse。\"

\"Butwhy,sir?\"

\"Becausethechildwouldgiveherdiseasetothewomanwhogavehermilk。\"

\"But,Doctor,ifweputheronthebottle——ourlittleone——shewilldie!\"

AndsuddenlyGeorgeburstoutintosobs。\"Oh,mypoorlittledaughter!MyGod,myGod!\"

Saidthedoctor,\"Ifthefeedingiswellattendedto,withsterilizedmilk——\"

\"Thatcandoverywellforhealthyinfants,\"brokeinMadameDupont。\"Butattheageofthreemonthsonecannottakefromthebreastababylikeours,frailandill。Morethananyothersuchaninfanthasneedofanurse——isthatnottrue?\"

\"Yes,\"thedoctoradmitted,\"thatistrue。But——\"

\"Inthatcase,betweenthelifeofthechild,andthehealthofthenurse,youunderstandperfectlywellthatmychoiceismade。\"

BetweenherwordsthedoctorheardthesobbingofGeorge,whoseheadwasburiedinhisarms。\"Madame,\"hesaid,\"yourloveforthatbabyhasjustcausedyoutouttersomethingferocious!Itisnotforyoutochoose。Itisnotforyoutochoose。Iforbidthenursing。Thehealthofthatwomandoesnotbelongtoyou。\"

\"No,\"criedthegrandmother,wildly,\"nordoesthehealthofoutchildbelongtoyou!Ifthereisahopeofsavingit,thathopeisingivingitmorecarethananyotherchild;andyouwouldwishthatIputituponamodeofnourishmentwhichthedoctorscondemn,evenforvigorousinfants!YouexpectthatIwillletmyselfbetakeninlikethat?Iansweryou:sheshallhavethemilkwhichsheneeds,mypoorlittleone!Iftherewasasinglethingthatonecoulddotosaveher——Ishouldbeacriminaltoneglectit!\"AndMadameDupontbrokeout,withfuriousscorn,\"Thenurse!Thenurse!Weshallknowhowtodoourduty——weshalltakecareofher,repayher。Butourchildbeforeall!Nosir,no!EverythingthatcanbedonetosaveourbabyIshalldo,letitcostwhatitwill。Todowhatyousay——youdon’trealizeit——itwouldbeasifIshouldkillthechild!\"Intheendtheagonizedwomanburstintotears。\"Oh,mypoorlittleangel!Mylittlesavior!\"

Georgehadneverceasedsobbingwhilehismotherspoke;attheselastwordshissobsbecameloudcries。Hestruckthefloorwithhisfoot,hetorehishair,asifheweresufferingfromviolentphysicalpain。\"Oh,oh,oh!\"hecried。\"Mylittlechild!Mylittlechild!\"Andthen,inahorrifiedwhispertohimself,\"I

amawretch!Acriminal!\"

\"Madame,\"saidthedoctor,\"youmustcalmyourself;youmustbothcalmyourselves。Youwillnothelpoutthesituationbylamentations。Youmustlearntotakeitwithcalmness。\"

MadameDupontsetherlipstogether,andwithapainfuleffortrecoveredherself—control。\"Youareright,sir,\"shesaid,inalowvoice。\"Iaskyourpardon;butifyouonlyknewwhatthatchildmeanstome!Ilostoneatthatage。Iamanoldwoman,I

amawidow——Ihadhardlyhopedtolivelongenoughtobeagrandmother。But,asyousay——wemustbecalm。\"Sheturnedtotheyoungman,\"Calmyourself,myson。Itisapoorwaytoshowourloveforthechild,toabandonourselvestotears。Letustalk,Doctor,andseriously——coldly。ButIdeclaretoyouthatnothingwilleverinducemetoputthechildonthebottle,whenIknowthatitmightkillher。ThatisallIcansay。\"

Thedoctorreplied:\"Thisisn’tthefirsttimethatIfindmyselfinthepresentsituation。Madame,Ideclaretoyouthatalways——ALWAYS,youunderstand——personswhohaverejectedmyadvicehavehadreasontorepentitcruelly。\"

\"TheonlythingofwhichIshouldrepent——\"begantheother。

\"Yousimplydonotknow,\"interruptedthedoctor,\"whatsuchanurseiscapableof。Youcannotimaginewhatbitterness——

legitimatebitterness,youunderstand——joinedtotherapacity,thecupidity,themischief—makingimpulse——mightinspirethesepeopletodo。ForthemtheBOURGEOISisalwayssomewhatofanenemy;andwhentheyfindthemselvesinpositiontoavengetheirinferiority,theyareferocious。\"

\"Butwhatcouldthewomando?\"

\"Whatcouldshedo?Shecouldbringlegalproceedingsagainstyou。\"

\"Butsheismuchtoostupidtohavethatidea。\"

\"Otherswillputitintohermind。\"

\"Sheistoopoortopaythepreliminaryexpenses。\"

\"Anddoyouproposethentoprofitbyherignoranceandstupidity?Besides,shecouldobtainjudicialassistance。\"

\"Why,surely,\"exclaimedMadameDupont,\"suchathingwasneverheardof!Doyoumeanthat?\"

\"Iknowadozenprosecutionsofthatsort;andalwayswhentherehasbeencertainty,theparentshavelosttheircase。\"

\"Butsurely,Doctor,youmustbemistaken!Notinacaselikeours——notwhenitisaquestionofsavingthelifeofapoorlittleinnocent!\"

\"Oftentimesexactlysuchfactshavebeenpresented。\"

HereGeorgebrokein。\"Icangiveyouthedatesofthedecisions。\"Herosefromhischair,gladofanopportunitytobeuseful。\"Ihavethebooks,\"hesaid,andtookonefromthecaseandbroughtittothedoctor。

\"Allofthatisnouse——\"interposedthemother。

ButthedoctorsaidtoGeorge,\"Youwillbeabletoconvinceyourself。Theparentshavebeenforcedonceortwicetopaythenursearegularincome,andatothertimestheyhavehadtopayheranindemnity,ofwhichthefigurehasvariedbetweenthreeandeightthousandfrancs。\"

MadameDupontwasreadywithareplytothis。\"Neverfear,sir!

Ifthereshouldbeasuit,weshouldhaveagoodlawyer。Weshallbeabletopayandchoosethebest——andhewoulddemand,withoutdoubt,whichofthetwo,thenurseorthechild,hasgiventhediseasetotheother。\"

Thedoctorwasstaringatherinhorror。\"Doyounotperceivethatwouldbeamonstrousthingtodo?\"

\"Oh,Iwouldnothavetosayit,\"wasthereply。\"Thelawyerwouldseetoit——isnotthathisprofession?Mypointisthis:

byonemeansoranotherhewouldmakeuswinourcase。\"

\"Andthescandalthatwouldresult,\"repliedtheother。\"Haveyouthoughtofthat?\"

HereGeorge,whohadbeenlookingoverhislaw—books,brokein。

\"Doctor,permitmetogiveyoualittleinformation。Incasesofthissort,thenamesareneverprinted。\"

\"Yes,buttheyarespokenatthehearings。\"

\"That’strue。\"

\"Andareyoucertainthattherewillnotbeanynewspapertoprintthejudgment?\"

\"Whatwon’ttheystoopto,\"exclaimedMadameDupont——\"thosefilthyjournals!\"

\"Ah,\"saidtheother,\"andseewhatascandal?Whatashameitwouldbetoyou!\"

\"Thedoctorisright,mother,\"exclaimedtheyoungman。

ButMadameDupontwasnotyetconvinced。\"Wewillpreventthewomanfromtakinganysteps;wewillgiveherwhatshedemandsfromus。\"

\"Butthen,\"saidtheother,\"youwillgiveyourselvesuptotheriskofblackmail。Iknowafamilywhichhasbeenthusheldupforovertwelveyears。\"

\"Ifyouwillpermitme,Doctor,\"saidGeorge,timidly,\"shecouldbemadetosignareceipt。\"

\"Forpaymentinfull?\"askedthedoctor,scornfully。

\"Evenso。\"

\"Andthen,\"addedhismother,\"shewouldbemorethandelightedtogobacktohercountrywithafullpurse。Shewouldbeabletobuyalittlehouseandabitofground——inthatcountryonedoesn’tneedsomuchinordertolive。\"

Atthismomenttherewasatapuponthedoor,andthenurseentered。Shewasacountrywoman,robust,rosy—cheeked,fairlyburstingwithhealth。Whenshespokeonegottheimpressionthathervoicewasmorethanshecouldcontain。Itdidnotbelonginadrawing—room,butundertheopenskyofhercountryhome。

\"Sir,\"shesaid,addressingthedoctor,\"thebabyisawake。\"

\"Iwillgoandseeher,\"wasthereply;andthentoMadameDupont,\"Wewilltakeupthisconversationlateron。\"

\"Certainly,\"saidthemother。\"Willyouhaveneedofthenurse?\"

\"No,Madame,\"thedoctoranswered。

\"Nurse,\"saidthemother,\"sitdownandrest。Waitaminute,I

wishtospeaktoyou。\"Asthedoctorwentout,shetookhersontoonesideandwhisperedtohim,\"Iknowthewaytoarrangeeverything。Ifweletherknowwhatisthematter,andifsheaccepts,thedoctorwillhavenothingmoretosay。Isn’tthatso?\"

\"Obviously,\"repliedtheson。

\"Iamgoingtopromisethatwewillgivehertwothousandfrancswhenshegoesaway,ifshewillconsenttocontinuenursingthechild。\"

\"Twothousandfrancs?\"saidtheother。\"Isthatenough?\"

\"Iwillsee,\"wasthereply。\"Ifshehesitates,Iwillgofurther。Letmeattendtoit。\"

Georgenoddedhisassent,andMadameDupontreturnedtothenurse。\"Youknow,\"shesaid,\"thatourchildisalittlesick?\"

Theotherlookedatherinsurprise。\"Whyno,ma’am!\"

\"Yes,\"saidthegrandmother。

\"But,ma’am,Ihavetakenthebestofcareofher;Ihavealwayskeptherproper。\"

\"Iamnotsayinganythingtothecontrary,\"saidMadameDupont,\"butthechildissick,thedoctorshavesaidit。\"

Thenursewasnottobepersuaded;shethoughttheyweregettingreadytoscoldher。\"Humph,\"shesaid,\"that’safinething——thedoctors!Iftheycouldn’talwaysfindsomethingwrongyou’dsaytheydidn’tknowtheirbusiness。\"

\"Butourdoctorisagreatdoctor;andyouhaveseenyourselfthatourchildhassomelittlepimples。\"

\"Ah,ma’am,\"saidthenurse,\"that’stheheat——it’snothingbuttheheatofthebloodbreakingout。Youdon’tneedtobotheryourself;Itellyouit’sonlythechild’sblood。It’snotmyfault;Isweartoyouthatshehadnotlackedanything,andthatIhavealwayskeptherproper。\"

\"Iamnotreproachingyou——\"

\"Whatistheretoreproachmefor?Oh,whatbadluck!She’stiny——thelittleone——she’sabitfeeble;butLordsaveus,she’sacitychild!Andshe’sgettingalongallright,Itellyou。\"

\"No,\"persistedMadameDupont,\"Itellyou——shehasgotacoldinherhead,andshehasaneruptionatthebackofthethroat。\"

\"Well,\"criedthenurse,angrily,\"ifshehas,it’sbecausethedoctorscratchedherwiththatspoonheputintohermouthwrongendfirst!Acoldinthehead?Yes,that’strue;butifshehascaughtcold,Ican’tsaywhen,Idon’tknowanythingaboutit——

nothing,nothingatall。Ihavealwayskeptherwellcovered;

she’salwayshadasmuchasthreecoversonher。Thetruthis,itwaswhenyoucame,thetimebeforelast;youwereallthetimeinsistinguponopeningthewindowsinthehouse!\"

\"ButoncemoreItellyou,\"criedMadameDupont,\"wearenotputtinganyblameonyou。\"

\"Yes,\"criedthewoman,morevehemently。\"Iknowwhatthatkindoftalkmeans。It’snouse——whenyou’reapoorcountrywoman。\"

\"Whatareyouimaginingnow?\"demandedtheother。

\"Oh,that’sallright。It’snousewhenyou’reapoorcountrywoman。\"

\"Irepeattoyouoncemore,\"criedMadameDupont,withdifficultycontrollingherimpatience,\"wehavenothingwhatevertoblameyoufor。\"

Butthenursebegantoweep。\"IfIhadknownthatanythinglikethiswascomingtome——\"

\"Wehavenothingtoblameyoufor,\"declaredtheother。\"Weonlywishtowarnyouthatyoumightpossiblycatchthediseaseofthechild。\"

Thewomanpouted。\"Acoldinthehead!\"sheexclaimed。\"Well,ifIcatchit,itwon’tbethefirsttime。Iknowhowtoblowmynose。\"

\"Butyoumightalsogetthepimples。\"

Atthisthenurseburstintolaughtersoloudthatthebric—a—bracrattled。\"Oh,oh,oh!Dearlady,letmetellyou,weain’tcityfolks,weain’t;wedon’thavesuchsoftskins。

Whatsortoftalkisthat?Pimples——whatdifferencewouldthatmaketopoorfolkslikeus?Wedon’thaveawhitecomplexionliketheladiesofParis。Weareoutalldayinthefields,inthesunandtherain,insteadofrubbingcoldcreamonourmuzzles!Nooffense,ma’am——butIsayifyou’relookingforanexcusetogetridofme,youmustgetabetteronethanthat。\"

\"Excuse!\"exclaimedtheother。\"Whatintheworlddoyoumean?\"

\"Oh,Iknow!\"saidthenurse,noddingherhead。

\"Butspeak!\"

\"It’snouse,whenyou’reonlyapoorcountrywoman。\"

\"Idon’tunderstandyou!IsweartoyouthatIdon’tunderstandyou!\"

\"Well,\"sneeredtheother,\"Iunderstand。\"

\"Butthen——explainyourself。\"

\"No,Idon’twanttosayit。\"

\"Butyoumust;Iwishit。\"

\"Well——\"

\"Goahead。\"

\"I’monlyapoorcountrywoman,butIamnomorestupidthantheothers,forallthat。Iknowperfectlywellwhatyourtricksmean。Mr。Georgeherehasbeengrumblingbecauseyoupromisedmethirtyfrancsmoreamonth,ifIcametoParis。\"Andthen,turningupontheother,shewenton——\"But,sir,isn’titonlynatural?Don’tIhavetoputmyownchildawaysomewhereselse?

Andthen,canmyhusbandliveonhisappetite?We’renothingbutpoorcountrypeople,weare。\"

\"Youaremakingamistake,nurse,\"brokeinGeorge。\"Itisnothingatallofthatsort;motherisquiteright。Iamsofarfromwantingtoreproachyou,that,onthecontrary,Ithinkshehadnotpromisedenough,andIwanttomakeyou,formypart,anotherpromise。Whenyougoaway,whenbabyisoldenoughtobeweaned,bywayofthankingyou,wewishtogiveyou——\"

MadameDupontbrokein,hurriedly,\"Wewishtogiveyou,——overandaboveyourwages,youunderstand——wewishtogiveyoufivehundredfrancs,andperhapsathousand,ifthelittleoneisaltogetheringoodhealth。Youunderstand?\"

Thenursestaredather,stupefied。\"Youwillgivemefivehundredfrancs——formyself?\"Shesoughttocomprehendthewords。

\"Butthatwasnotagreed,youdon’thavetodothatatall。\"

\"No,\"admittedMadameDupont。

\"Butthen,\"whisperedthenurse,halftoherself,\"that’snotnatural。\"

\"Yes,\"theotherhurriedon,\"itisbecausethebabywillhaveneedofextracare。Youwillhavetotakemoretrouble;youwillhavetogiveitmedicines;yourtaskwillbealittlemoredelicate,alittlemoredifficult。\"

\"Oh,yes;thenit’ssothatIwillbesuretotakecareofher?

Iunderstand。\"

\"Thenit’sagreed?\"exclaimedMadameDupont,withrelief。

\"Yesma’am,\"saidthenurse。

\"Andyouwon’tcomelaterontomakereproachestous?Weunderstandoneanotherclearly?Wehavewarnedyouthatthechildissickandthatyoucouldcatchthedisease。Becauseofthat,becauseofthespecialneedofcarewhichshehas,wepromiseyoufivehundredfrancsattheendofthenursing。

That’sallright,isit?

\"But,mylady,\"criedthenurse,allhercupidityawakened,\"youspokejustnowofathousandfrancs。\"

\"Verywell,then,athousandfrancs。\"

Georgepassedbehindthenurseandgothismotherbythearm,drawinghertooneside。\"Itwouldbeamistake,\"hewhispered,\"ifwedidnotmakehersignanagreementtoallthat。\"

Hismotherturnedtothenurse。\"Inorderthattheremaybenomisunderstandingaboutthesum——youseehowitis,IhadforgottenalreadythatIhadspokenofathousandfrancs——wewilldrawupalittlepaper,andyou,onyourpart,willwriteoneforus。\"

\"Verygood,ma’am,\"saidthenurse,delightedwiththeideaofsoimportantatransaction。\"Why,it’sjustasyoudowhenyourentahouse!\"

\"Herecomesthedoctor,\"saidtheother。\"Come,nurse,itisagreed?\"

\"Yes,ma’am,\"wastheanswer。Butallthesame,asshewentoutshehesitatedandlookedsharplyfirstatthedoctor,andthenatGeorgeandhismother。Shesuspectedthatsomethingwaswrong,andshemeanttofindoutifshecould。

ThedoctorseatedhimselfinGeorge’sofficechair,asiftowriteaprescription。\"Thechild’sconditionremainsthesame,\"

hesaid;\"nothingdisturbing。\"

\"Doctor,\"saidMadameDupont,gravely,\"fromnowon,youwillbeabletodevoteyourattentiontothebabyandthenursewithoutanyscruple。Duringyourabsencewehavearrangedmattersnicely。Thenursehasbeeninformedaboutthesituation,andshedoesnotmind。Shehasagreedtoacceptanindemnity,andtheamounthasbeenstated。\"

Butthedoctordidnottakethesetidingsastheotherhadhopedhemight。Hereplied:\"Themaladywhichthenursewillalmostinevitablycontractinfeedingthechildistoograveinitsconsequences。Suchconsequencesmightgoasfarascompletehelplessness,evenasfarasdeath。SoIsaythattheindemnity,whateveritmightbe,wouldnotpaythedamage。\"

\"But,\"exclaimedtheother,\"sheacceptsit!Sheismistressofherself,andshehastheright——\"

\"Iamnotatallcertainthatshehastherighttosellherownhealth。AndIamcertainthatshehasnottherighttosellthehealthofherhusbandandherchildren。Ifshebecomesinfected,itisnearlycertainthatshewillcommunicatethediseasetothem;thehealthandthelifeofthechildrenshemighthavelateronwouldbegreatlycompromised。Suchthingsshecannotpossiblysell。Come,madame,youmustseethatabargainofthissortisn’tpossible。Iftheevilhasnotbeendone,youmustdoeverythingtoavoidit。\"

\"Sir,\"protestedthemother,wildly,\"youdonotdefendourinterests!\"

\"Madame,\"wasthereply,\"Idefendthosewhoareweakest。\"

\"Ifwehadcalledinourownphysician,whoknowsus,\"sheprotested,\"hewouldhavetakensideswithus。\"

Thedoctorrose,withaseverelookonhisface。\"Idoubtit,\"

hesaid,\"butthereisstilltimetocallhim。\"

Georgebrokeinwithacryofdistress。\"Sir,Iimploreyou!\"

Andthemotherinturncried。\"Don’tabandonus,sir!Yououghttomakeallowances!Ifyouknewwhatthatchildistome!I

tellyouitseemstomeasifIhadwaitedforhercominginordertodie。Havepityuponus!Havepityuponher!Youspeakoftheweakest——itisnotshewhoistheweakest?Youhaveseenher,youhaveseenthatpoorlittlebaby,soemaciated!Youhaveseenwhataheapofsufferingsheisalready;andcannotthatinspireinyouanysympathy?Iprayyou,sir——Iprayyou!\"

\"Ipityher,\"saidthedoctor,\"Iwouldliketosaveher——andI

willdoeverythingforher。Butdonotaskmetosacrificetoafeebleinfant,withanuncertainandprobablyunhappylife,thehealthofasoundandrobustwoman。Itisuselessforustocontinuesuchadiscussionasthat。\"

WhereuponMadameDupontleapedupinsuddenfrenzy。\"VeryWell!\"

sheexclaimed。\"Iwillnotfollowyourcounsels,Iwillnotlistentoyou!\"

Saidthedoctorinasolemnvoice:\"Thereisalreadysomeoneherewhoregretsthathedidnotlistentome。\"

\"Yes,\"moanedGeorge,\"tomymisfortune,tothemisfortuneofallofus。\"

ButMadameDupontwasquitebesideherself。\"Verywell!\"shecried。\"Ifitisafault,ifitisacrime,ifIshallhavetosufferremorseforitinthislife,andallthepunishmentsinthelifetocome——Iacceptitallformyselfalone!Myselfalone,Itakethatresponsibility!Itisfrightfullyheavy,butIacceptit。IamprofoundlyaChristiansir;Ibelieveineternaldamnation;buttosavemylittlechildIconsenttolosemysoulforever。Yes,mymindismadeup——Iwilldoeverythingtosavethatlife!LetGodjudgeme;andifhecondemnsme,somuchtheworseforme!\"

Thedoctoranswered:\"ThatresponsibilityisonewhichIcannotletyoutake,foritwillbenecessarythatIshouldacceptmypart,andIrefuseit。\"

\"Whatwillyoudo?\"

\"Ishallwarnthenurse。Ishallinformherexactly,completely——somethingwhichyouhavenotdone,Ifeelsure。\"

\"What?\"criedMadameDupont,wildly。\"You,adoctor,calledintoafamilywhichgivesyouitsentireconfidence,whichhandsovertoyouitsmostterriblesecrets,itsmosthorriblemiseries——youwouldbetraythem?\"

\"Itisnotabetrayal,\"repliedtheman,sternly。\"Itissomethingwhichthelawcommands;andevenifthelawweresilent,Iwouldnotpermitafamilyofworthypeopletogoastraysofarastocommitacrime。EitherIgiveupthecase,oryouhavethenursingofthechildstopped。\"

\"Youthreaten!Youthreaten!\"criedthewoman,almostfrantic。

\"Youabusethepowerwhichyourknowledgegivesyou!Youknowthatitisyouwhoseattentionweneedbythatlittlecradle;youknowthatwebelieveinyou,andyouthreatentoabandonus!

Yourabandonmentmeansthedeathofthechild,perhaps!AndifI

listentoyou,ifwestopthenursingofthechild——thatalsomeansherdeath!\"

Sheflungupherhandslikeamadcreature。\"Andyetthereisnoothermeans!Ah,myGod!Whydoyounotletitbepossibleformetosacrificemyself?Iwouldwishnothingmorethantobeabletodoit——ifonlyyoumighttakemyoldbody,myoldflesh,myoldbones——ifonlyImightserveforsomething!HowquicklywouldIconsentthatitshouldinfectme——thisatrociousmalady!

HowIwouldoffermyselftoit——withwhatjoys,withwhatdelights——howeverdisgusting,howeverfrightfulitmightbe,howevermuchtobedreaded!Yes,Iwouldtakeitwithoutfear,withoutregret,ifmypooroldemptybreastsmightstillgivetothechildthemilkwhichwouldpreserveitslife!\"

Shestopped;andGeorgesprangsuddenlyfromhisseat,andfledtoherandflunghimselfdownuponhiskneesbeforeher,minglinghissobsandtearswithhers。

Thedoctorroseandmovedabouttheroom,unableanylongertocontrolhisdistress。\"Oh,thepoorpeople!\"hemurmuredtohimself。\"Thepoor,poorpeople!\"

Thestormpassed,andMadameDupont,whowasawomanofstrongcharacter,gotherselftogether。Facingthedoctoragain,shesaid,\"Come,sir,telluswhatwehavetodo。\"

\"Youmuststopthenursing,andkeepthewomanhereasadrynurse,inorderthatshemaynotgoawaytocarrythediseaseelsewhere。Donotexaggeratetoyourselfthedangerwhichwillresulttothechild。Iam,intruth,extremelymovedbyyoursuffering,andIwilldoeverything——Iswearittoyou——thatyourbabymayrecoverasquicklyaspossibleitsperfecthealth。I

hopetosucceed,andthatsoon。AndnowImustleaveyouuntiltomorrow。\"

\"Thankyou,Doctor,thankyou,\"saidMadameDupont,faintly。

Theyoungmanroseandaccompaniedthedoctortothedoor。Hecouldnotbringhimselftospeak,butstoodhanginghisheaduntiltheotherwasgone。Thenhecametohismother。Hesoughttoembraceher,butsherepelledhim——withoutviolence,butfirmly。

Hersonsteppedbackandputhishandsoverhisface。\"Forgiveme!\"hesaid,inabrokenvoice。\"Arewenotunhappyenough,withouthatingeachother?\"

Hismotheranswered:\"Godhaspunishedyouforyourdebauchbystrikingatyourchild。\"

But,grief—strickenastheyoungmanwas,hecouldnotbelievethat。\"Impossible!\"hesaid。\"ThereisnotevenamansufficientlywickedorunjusttocommittheactwhichyouattributetoyourGod!\"

\"Yes,\"saidhismother,sadly,\"youbelieveinnothing。\"

\"IbelieveinnosuchGodasthat,\"heanswered。

Asilencefollowed。Whenitwasbroken,itwasbytheentranceofthenurse。Shehadopenedthedooroftheroomandhadbeenstandingthereforsomemoments,unheeded。Finallyshesteppedforward。\"Madame,\"shesaid,\"Ihavethoughtitover;Iwouldrathergobacktomyhomeatonce,andhaveonlythefivehundredfrancs。\"

MadameDupontstaredatherinconsternation。\"Whatisthatyouaresaying?Youwanttoreturntoyourhome?\"

\"Yes,ma’am,\"wastheanswer。

\"But,\"criedGeorge,\"onlytenminutesagoyouwerenotthinkingofit。\"

\"Whathashappenedsincethen?\"demandedMadameDupont。

\"Ihavethoughtitover。\"

\"Thoughtitover?\"

\"Well,Iamgettinglonesomeformylittleoneandformyhusband。\"

\"Inthelasttenminutes?\"exclaimedGeorge。

\"Theremustbesomethingelse,\"hismotheradded。\"Evidentlytheremustbesomethingelse。\"

\"No!\"insistedthenurse。

\"ButIsayyes!\"

\"Well,I’mafraidtheairofParismightnotbegoodforme。\"

\"Youhadbetterwaitandtryit。\"

\"Iwouldrathergobackatoncetomyhome。\"

\"Come,now,\"criedMadameDupont,\"telluswhy?\"

\"Ihavetoldyou。Ihavethoughtitover。\"

\"Thoughtwhatover?\"

\"Well,Ihavethought。\"

\"Oh,\"criedthemother,\"whatastupidreply!’Ihavethoughtitover!Ihavethoughtitover!’ThoughtWHATover,Iwanttoknow!\"

\"Well,everything。\"

\"Don’tyouknowhowtotelluswhat?\"

\"Itellyou,everything。\"

\"Why,\"exclaimedMadameDupont,\"youareanimbecile!\"

Georgesteppedbetweenhismotherandthenurse。\"Letmetalktoher,\"hesaid。

Thewomancamebacktoheroldformula:\"Iknowthatwe’reonlypoorcountrypeople。\"

\"Listentome,nurse,\"saidtheyoungman。\"Onlyalittlewhileagoyouwereafraidthatwewouldsendyouaway。Youweresatisfiedwiththewageswhichmymotherhadfixed。Inadditiontothosewageswehadpromisedyouagoodsumwhenyoureturnedtoyourhome。Nowyoutellusthatyouwanttogoaway。Yousee?Allatonce。Theremustbesomereason;letusunderstandit。Theremustcertainlybeareason。Hasanybodydoneanythingtoyou?\"

\"No,sir,\"saidthewoman,droppinghereyes。

\"Well,then?\"

\"Ihavethoughtitover。\"

Georgeburstout,\"Don’tgoonrepeatingalwaysthesamething——

’Ihavethoughtitover!’That’snottellingusanything。\"

Controllinghimself,headded,gently,\"Come,tellmewhyyouwanttogoaway?\"

Therewasasilence。\"Well?\"hedemanded。

\"Itellyou,Ihavethought——\"

Georgeexclaimedindespair,\"It’sasifoneweretalkingtoablockofwood!\"

Hismothertookuptheconversationagain。\"Youmustrealize,youhavenottherighttogoaway。\"

Thewomananswered,\"IWANTtogo。\"

\"ButIwillnotletyouleaveus。\"

\"No,\"interruptedGeorgeangrily,\"lethergo;wecannotfastenherhere。\"

\"Verywell,then,\"criedtheexasperatedmother,\"sinceyouwanttogo,go!ButIhavecertainlytherighttosaytoyouthatyouareasstupidastheanimalsonyourfarm!\"

\"Idon’tsaythatIamnot,\"answeredthewoman。

\"Iwillnotpayyouthemonthwhichhasjustbegun,andyouwillpayyourrailroadfareforyourself。\"

Theotherdrewbackwithalookofanger。\"Oho!\"shecried。

\"We’llseeaboutthat!\"

\"Yes,we’llseeaboutit!\"criedGeorge。\"Andyouwillgetoutofhereatonce。Takeyourselfoff——Iwillhavenomoretodowithyou。Goodevening。\"

\"No,George,\"protestedhismother,\"don’tlosecontrolofyourself。\"Andthen,withagreateffortatcalmness,\"Thatcannotbeserious,nurse!Answerme。\"

\"Iwouldrathergooffrightawaytomyhome,andonlyhavemyfivehundredfrancs。\"

\"WHAT?\"criedGeorge,inconsternation。

\"What’sthatyouaretellingme?\"exclaimedMadameDupont。

\"Fivehundredfrancs?\"repeatedherson。

\"Whatfivehundredfrancs?\"echoedthemother。

\"Thefivehundredfrancsyoupromisedme,\"saidthenurse。

\"Wehavepromisedyoufivehundredfrancs?WE?\"

\"Yes。\"

\"Whenthechildshouldbeweaned,andifweshouldbesatisfiedwithyou!Thatwasourpromise。\"

\"No。YousaidyouwouldgivethemtomewhenIwasleaving。NowIamleaving,andIwantthem。\"

MadameDupontdrewherselfup,haughtily。\"Inthefirstplace,\"

shesaid,\"kindlyobligemebyspeakingtomeinanothertone;doyouunderstand?\"

Thewomananswered,\"Youhavenothingtodobutgivememymoney,andIwillsaynothingmore。\"

Georgewentalmostbesidehimselfwithrageatthis。\"Oh,it’slikethat?\"heshouted。\"Verywell;I’llshowyou!\"Andhesprangtothedoorandopenedit。

Butthenurseneverbudged。\"Givememyfivehundredfrancs!\"

shesaid。

Georgeseizedherbythearmandshovedhertowardthedoor。

\"Youclearoutofhere,doyouunderstandme?Andasquicklyasyoucan!\"

Thewomanshookherarmloose,andsneeredintohisface。\"Comenow,you——youcantalktomealittlemorepolitely,eh?\"

\"Willyougo?\"shoutedGeorge,completelybesidehimself。\"Willyougo,ormustIgooutandlookforapoliceman?\"

\"Apoliceman!\"demandedthewoman。\"Forwhat?\"

\"Toputyououtside!Youarebehavingyourselflikeathief。\"

\"Athief?I?Whatdoyoumean?\"

\"Imeanthatyouaredemandingmoneywhichdoesn’tbelongtoyou。\"

\"Morethanthat,\"brokeinMadameDupont,\"youaredestroyingthatpoorlittlebaby!Youareawickedwoman!\"

\"Iwillputyououtmyself!\"shoutedGeorge,andseizedherbythearmagain。

\"Oh,it’slikethat,isit?\"retortedthenurse。\"ThenyoureallywantmetotellyouwhyIamgoingaway?\"

\"Yes,tellme!\"criedhe。

Hismotheradded,\"Yes,yes!\"

ShewouldhavespokendifferentlyhadshechancedtolookbehindherandseenHenriette,whoatthatmomentappearedinthedoorway。Shehadbeenabouttogoout,whenherattentionhadbeencaughtbytheloudvoices。Shestoodnow,amazed,claspingherhandstogether,whilethenurse,shakingherfistfirstatMadameDupontandthenatherson,criedloudly,\"Verywell!I’mgoingawaybecauseIdon’twanttocatchafilthydiseasehere!\"

\"HUSH!\"criedMadameDupont,andsprangtowardher,herhandsclenchedasifshewouldchokeher。

\"Besilent!\"criedGeorge,wildwithterror。

Butthewomanrushedonwithoutdroppinghervoice,\"Oh,youneednotbetroublingyourselvesforfearanyoneshouldoverhear!Alltheworldknowsit!Yourotherservantswerelisteningwithmeatyourdoor!Theyheardeverywordyourdoctorsaid!\"

\"Shutup!\"screamedGeorge。

Hermotherseizedthewomanfiercelybythearm。\"Holdyourtongue!\"shehissed。

Butagaintheothershookherselfloose。Shewaspowerful,andnowherragewasnottobecontrolled。Shewavedherhandsintheair,shouting,\"Letmebe,letmebe!Iknowallaboutyourbrat——thatyouwillneverbeabletoraiseit——thatit’srottenbecauseit’sfatherhasafilthydiseasehegotfromawomanofthestreet!\"

Shegotnofarther。ShewasinterruptedbyafrenziedshriekfromHenriette。Thethreeturned,horrified,justintimetoseeherfallforwarduponthefloor,convulsed。

\"MyGod!\"criedGeorge。Hesprangtowardher,andtriedtolifther,butsheshrankfromhim,repellinghimwithagestureofdisgust,ofhatred,ofthemostprofoundterror。\"Don’ttouchme!\"shescreamed,likeamaniac。\"Don’ttouchme!\"

CHAPTERV

ItwasinvainthatMadameDupontsoughttocontrolherdaughter—

in—law。Henriettewasbesideherself,frantic,shecouldnotbebroughttolistentoanyone。Sherushedintotheotherroom,andwhentheolderwomanfollowedher,shriekedouttobeleftalone。Afterwards,shefledtoherownroomandbarredherselfin,andGeorgeandhismotherwaiteddistractedlyforhoursuntilsheshouldgivesomesign。

Wouldshekillherself,perhaps?MadameDuponthoveredonguardaboutthedoorofthenurseryforfearthatthemotherinherfitofinsanitymightattemptsomeharmtoherchild。

Thenursehadslunkawayabashedwhenshesawtheconsequencesofheroutburst。Bythetimeshehadgotherbelongingspacked,shehadrecoveredherassurance。Shewantedherfivehundred;alsoshewantedherwagesandherrailroadfarehome。Shewantedthematonce,andshewouldnotleaveuntilshegotthem。Georgeandhismother,inthemidstofalltheiranguishofmind,hadtogothroughadisgustingscenewiththiscoarseandangrywoman。

Theyhadnosuchsumofmoneyinthehouse,andthenurserefusedtoacceptacheck。Sheknewnothingaboutacheck。Itwassomuchpaper,andmightbesometrickthattheywereplayingonher。Shekeptrepeatingheroldformula,\"Iamnothingbutapoorcountrywoman。\"Norwouldshebecontentedwiththepromisethatshewouldreceivethemoneythenextday。Sheseemedtobeafraidthatifsheleftthehouseshewouldbesurrenderingherclaim。SoatlastthedistractedGeorgetosallyforthandobtainthecashfromsometradesmenintheneighborhood。

Thewomantookherdeparture。Theymadehersignareceiptinfullforallclaimsandtheystrovetopersuadethemselvesthatthismadethemsafe;butintheirheartstheyhadnorealconvictionofsafety。Whatwasthewoman’ssignature,orherpledgedword,againstthecupidityofherhusbandandrelatives。

Alwaysshewouldhavethedreadfulsecrettoholdoverthem,andsotheywouldliveundertheshadowofpossibleblackmail。

LaterinthedayHenriettesentforhermother—in—law。Shewaswhite,hereyeswereswollenwithweeping,andshespokeinavoicechokedwithsobs。Shewishedtoreturnatoncetoherfather’shome,andtotakelittleGervaisewithher。MadameDupontcriedoutinhorroratthisproposition,andarguedandpleadedandwept——butalltonopurpose。Thegirlwasimmovable。

Shewouldnotstayunderherhusband’sroof,andshewouldtakeherchildwithher。Itwasherright,andnoonecouldrefuseher。

Theinfanthadbeencryingforhours,butthatmadenodifference。Henrietteinsistedthatacabshouldbecalledatonce。

SoshewentbacktothehomeofMonsieurLochesandtoldhimthehideousstory。Neverbeforeinherlifehadshediscussedsuchsubjectswithanyone,butnowinheragitationshetoldherfatherall。AsGeorgehaddeclaredtothedoctor,MonsieurLocheswasapersonofviolenttemper;atthisrevelation,atthesightofhisdaughter’sagony,hewasalmostbesidehimself。Hisfaceturnedpurple,theveinsstoodoutonhisforehead;atremblingseizedhim。HedeclaredthathewouldkillGeorge——

therewasnothingelsetodo。Suchascoundrelshouldnotbepermittedtolive。

TheeffortwhichHenriettehadtomaketorestrainhimhadacalmingeffectuponherself。Bitterandindignantasshewas,shedidnotwantGeorgetobekilled。Sheclungtoherfather,beseechinghimtopromiseherthathewouldnotdosuchathing;

andallthatdayandeveningshewatchedhim,unwillingtolethimoutofhersight。

Therewasamatterwhichclaimedherimmediateattention,andwhichhelpedtowithdrawthemfromthecontemplationoftheirownsufferings。Theinfantmustbefedandcaredfor——theunhappyvictimofotherpeople’ssins,whoselifewasnowimperiled。A

drynursemustbefoundatonce,anursecompetenttotakeeveryprecautionandgivethechildeverychance。Thisnursemustbeinformedofthenatureofthetrouble——anothermatterwhichrequiredagreatdealofanxiousthought。

ThateveningcameMadameDupont,tormentedbyanxietyaboutthechild’swelfare,andbeseechingpermissiontohelptakecareofit。Itwasimpossibletorefusesucharequest。Henriettecouldnotenduretoseeher,butthepoorgrandmotherwouldcomeandsitforhoursinthenursery,watchingthechildandthenurse,insilentagony。

Thiscontinuedfordays,whilepoorGeorgewanderedaboutathome,sufferingsuchtormentofmindascanhardlybeimagined。

Truly,inthesedayshepaidforhissins;hepaidathousand—

foldinagonizedandimpotentregret。Helookedbackuponthecourseofhislife,andtracedonebyonetheactswhichhadledhimandthosehelovedintothisnightmareoftorment。Hewouldhavebeenwillingtogivehislifeifhecouldhaveundonethoseacts。Butavengingnatureofferedhimnosucheasydeliveranceasthat。WeshudderaswereadthegrimwordsoftheJehovahoftheancientHebrews;andyetnotallthelearningofmoderntimeshasavailedtodeliverusfromthecrueldecree,thatthesinsofthefathersshallbevisiteduponthechildren。

Georgewrotenotestohiswife,imploringherforgiveness。Hepouredoutallhisagonyandshametoher,begginghertoseehimjustonce,togivehimachancetopleadhisdefense。Itwasnotmuchofadefense,tobesure;itwasonlythathehaddonenoworsethantheothersdid——onlythathewasawretchedvictimofignorance。Buthelovedher,hehadproventhathelovedher,andhepleadedthatforthesakeoftheirchildshewouldforgivehim。

Whenallthisavailednothing,hewenttoseethedoctor,whoseadvicehehadsoshamefullyneglected。Hebesoughtthismantointercedeforhim——whichthedoctor,ofcourse,refusedtodo。

Itwasanextra—medicalmatter,hesaid,andGeorgewasabsurdtoexpecthimtomeddleinit。

But,asamatteroffact,thedoctorhadalreadybeeninterceding——hehadgonefartherinpleadingGeorge’scausethanhewaswillingtohaveGeorgeknow。ForMonsieurLocheshadpaidhimavisit——hispurposebeingtoaskthedoctortocontinueattendanceupontheinfant,andalsotogiveHenrietteacertificatewhichshecoulduseinhersuitforadivorcefromherhusband。

Soinevitablytherehadbeenadiscussionofthewholequestionbetweenthetwomen。Thedoctorhadgrantedthefirstrequest,butrefusedthesecond。Inthefirstplace,hesaid,therewasaruleofprofessionalsecrecywhichwouldpreventhim。Andwhenthefather—in—lawrequestedtoknowiftheruleofprofessionalsecrecycompelledhimtoprotectacriminalagainsthonestpeople,thedoctoransweredthatevenifhisethicspermittedit,hewouldstillrefusetherequest。\"Iwouldreproachmyselfforever,\"hesaid,\"ifIhadaidedyoutoobtainsuchadivorce。\"

\"Then,\"criedtheoldman,vehemently,\"becauseyouprofesssuchandsuchtheories,becausetheexerciseofyourprofessionmakesyoutheconstantwitnessofsuchmiseries——thereforeitisnecessarythatmydaughtershouldcontinuetobearthatman’snameallherlife!\"

Thedoctoranswered,gently,\"Sir,Iunderstandandrespectyourgrief。Butbelieveme,youarenotinastateofmindtodecideaboutthesemattersnow。\"

\"Youaremistaken,\"declaredtheother,controllinghimselfwithaneffort。\"Ihavebeenthinkingaboutnothingelsefordays。I

havediscusseditwithmydaughter,andsheagreeswithme。