第2章

Hewalkeddowntotheveryedgeofthestream;itrandeepandfastjusthere,underahighbankandarowofoldwillows。

Smuggsatdownonthebank,wetthoughthegrasswas,andclaspedhishandsoverhisknees。Icroucheddownalittlewaybehindhim,readyandalert。Iamagoodswimmer,andIdidnotdoubtmypowertopullhimout,evenifIwerenotintimetopreventhimjumpingin。Isawhimrise,lookoverthebrink,andsitdownagain。IalmostthoughtIsawhimshiver。Andpresently,throughthestillnessofthesummernight,camethestrangest,saddestsound;catchingmyearasitdriftedacrossthemeadow。

Smuggwassobbing,andhissobs——neverloud——roseandfellwiththesubduedstressofintolerablepain。

Suddenlyheleapedup,criedaloud,andflunghishandsabovehishead。Ithoughthewasgonethistime;buthestopped,poised,asitseemed,overthewater,andIheardhimcry,\"Ican’t,I

can’t!\"andhesankdownallinaheaponthebank,andfellagaintosobbing。Ihopenevertoseeaman——ifyoucancallSmuggaman——likethatagain。

Hesatwherehewas,andIwhereIwas,tillthemoonpaledandadistanthintofdaydiscoveredus。Thenherose,brushedhimselfwithhishands,andslunkquicklyfromthebank。Hadhelookedanywherebutontheground,hemusthaveseenme;asitwas,I

onlynarrowlyavoidedhim,andfellagainintomyplacebehindhim。AllthewaybacktoourgardenIfollowedhim。Ashepassedthroughthegate,Iquickenedmypace,overtookhim,andlaidmyhandonhisarm。Theman’sfacegavemewhatIremembermyoldnurseusedtocall\"quiteaturn。\"

\"You’reanaverageidiot,aren’tyou?\"saidI。\"Oh,yes;I’vebeensquattinginthewetbythatinfernalriver,too。Yououghttogetthreemonths,byrights。\"

Helookedatmeinadazedsortofway。

\"Idaren’t,\"hesaid。\"Iwantedto,butIdaren’t。\"

Thereisreallynothingmore。Wewenttothewedding,leavingSmugginbed;andintheeveningwe,leavingSmuggstillinbed(ItoldMarytokeepaneyeonhim),andcarryingadozenofthegrocer’sbestport,wentuptodanceatDill’sfarm。JoewaspolishedtillIcouldalmostseemyselfinhischeek,andPyrrhalookedmorecharmingthanever。SheandJoeweretoleaveusearly,togotoJoe’sownhouseinthevillage,butImanagedtogetonedancewithher。Indeed,Ibelieveshewantedawordwithme。

\"Well,all’swellthatendswell,isn’tit?\"Ibegan。\"Nomorescoldings!NotfromMrs。Dill,anyhow。\"

\"Youcan’tletthatalone,sir,\"saidPyrrha。

Ichuckledgently。

\"Oh,I’llneverrefertoitagain,\"saidI。\"Thisisafineweddingofyours,Betsy。\"

\"It’sgoodofyouandtheothergentlementocome,sir。\"

\"Wehadtoseethelastofyou,\"andIsighedveryostentatiously。

Pyrrhalaughed。Shedidnotbelieveinit,andsheknewthatI

knewshedidnot,butthelittlecomplimentpleasedher,allthesame。

\"Smugg,\"Ipursued,\"isillinbed。Butperhapshewouldn’thavecome,anyhow。\"

\"Ifyouplease,sir————\"Pyrrhabegan;butshestopped。

\"Yes,Betsy?Whatisit?\"

\"Wouldyoutakeamessageforme,sir?\"

\"Ifit’saproperone,Betsy,foramarriedladytosend。\"

Shelaughedalittle,andsaid:

\"Oh,it’snoharm,sir。I’mafraidheaint——he’sratherdown,sir。\"

\"Who?\"

\"Why,thatSmugg,sir。\"

\"Oh,thatSmugg!Why,yes;alittledown,Betsy,Ifear。\"

\"YoumighttellhimasIbearnomalice,sir——asI’mnotangry——

withhim,Imean。\"

\"Certainly,\"saidI。\"Itwillprobablydohimgood。\"

\"Hegotmeintotrouble;butthere,Icanmakeallowances;andit’sallrightnow,sir。\"

\"Infactyouforgivehim?\"

\"Ithinkyoumighttellhimso,sir,\"saidBetsy。

\"But,\"saidI,\"areyouawarethathewasanother’sallthetime?\"

\"What,sir?\"

\"Oh,yes!engagedtobemarried。\"

\"Well,Inever!Him!What,allthewhilehe————\"

\"Precisely。\"

\"Well,thatbeatseverything。Oh,ifI’dknownthat!\"

\"I’llgivehimyourmessage。\"

\"No,sir,notnow,Ithankyou。Thevillain!\"

\"Youareright,\"saidI。\"Ithinkyourmotheroughttohave——

scoldedhim,too。\"

\"Nowyoupromised,sir————\"butJoecameup,andIescaped。

IV。

AREPENTANTSINNER。

Itwas,Ibelieve,mainlyasacomplimenttomethatMissAudreyListonwasaskedtoPoltons。MissListonandIwereverygoodfriends,andmycousinDoraPoltonthought,assheinformedme,thatitwouldbeniceformetohavesomeoneIcouldtalktoabout\"booksandsoon。\"Ididnotcomplain。MissListonwasapleasantyoungwomanofsix—and—twenty;Ilikedherverymuchexceptonpaper,andIwasawarethatshemadeitapointofdutytoreadsomethingatleastofwhatIwrote。Shewasinthehabitofdescribingherselfasan\"authoressinasmallway。\"Ifitwerepointedoutthatsixthree—volumenovelsinthreeyears(thetermofherliteraryactivity,atthetimeofwhichI

write)couldhardlybecalled\"asmallway,\"shewouldsmilemodestlyandsaythatitwasnotreallymuch;andifsheweretoldthattheEnglishlanguageembracednosuchwordas\"authoress,\"shewouldsmileagainandsaythatitoughtto;apositiontowardthebugbearofcorrectnesswithwhich,Iconfess,Isympathizeinsomedegree。Shewasverydiligent;sheworkedfromtentooneeverydaywhileshewasatPoltons;howmuchshewroteisbetweenherandherconscience。

TherewasanotherimpeachmentwhichMissListonwashardlyatthetroubletodeny。\"Takemycharactersfromlife?\"shewouldexclaim。\"Surelyeveryartist\"(MissListonoftenreferredtoherselfasanartist)\"must?\"Andshewouldproceedtomaintain——whatisperhapstruesometimes——thatpeopleratherlikedbeingputintobooks,justastheylikebeingphotographed,forallthattheygrumbleandpretendtobeafflictedwheneitherprocessisleviedagainstthem。IndiscussingthismatterwithMissListonIfeltmyselfondelicateground,foritwasnotoriousthatIfiguredinherfirstbookintheguiseofamisogynisticgenius;thefactthatshelengthened(andthickened)

myhair,converteditfromanindeterminatebrowntoaduskyblack,gavemeadroopingmustache,andinvestedmyveryordinaryworkadayeyeswithastrangemagneticattraction,availednothing;Iwasatoncerecognized;and,Imayremarkinpassing,anuncommonlydisagreeablefellowshemademe。ThusIhadpassedthroughthefire。IfelttolerablysurethatIpresentednootheraspectofinterest,realorsupposed,andIwasquitecontentthatMissListonshouldservealltherestofheracquaintanceasshehadservedme。Ireckonedtheywouldlasther,atthepresentrateofproduction,aboutfiveyears。

FatewaskindtoMissListon,andprovidedherwithmostsuitablepatternsforhernextpieceofworkatPoltonsitself。Therewereayoungmanandayoungwomanstayinginthehouse——SirGilbertChillingtonandMissPamelaMyles。ThemomentMissListonwasapprizedofapossibleromance,shebeganthestudyoftheprotagonists。Shewaslookingout,shetoldme,forsomenewtypes(ifitwereanyconsolation——andthereisasortofdignityaboutit——tobecalledatype,MissListon’svictimswerealwayswelcometosomuch),andshehadfoundtheminChillingtonandPamela。Theformerappearedtomydulleyetooffernosalientnovelty;hewastall,broad,handsome,andhepossessedamannerofenviableplacidity。Pamela,Iallowed,wasexactlytheheroineMissListonloved——haughty,capricious,difficile,butsoundandtrueatheart(IwasmentallyskimmingVolumeI)。MissListonagreedwithmeinmyconceptionofPamela,butdeclaredthatIdidnotdojusticetotheartisticpossibilitieslatentinChillington;hehadacuriousattractionwhichitwouldtaxherskill(soshegravelyinformedme)totheutmosttoreproduce。

SheproposedthatIalsoshouldmakeastudyofhim,andattributedmyhurriedrefusaltoashrinkingfromthedifficultiesofthetask。

\"Ofcourse,\"sheobserved,lookingatouryoungfriends,whoweretalkingnonsenseattheothersideofthelawn,\"theymusthaveamisunderstanding。\"

\"Why,ofcourse,\"saidI,lightingmypipe。\"Whatshouldyousaytoanotherman?\"

\"Oranotherwoman?\"saidMissListon。

\"Itcomestothesamething,\"saidI。(AboutavolumeandahalfImeant。)

\"Butit’smoreinteresting。Doyouthinkshe’dbetterbeamarriedwoman?\"AndMissListonlookedatmeinquiringly。

\"Theageprefersthemmarried,\"Iremarked。

ThisconversationhappenedontheseconddayofMissListon’svisit,andshelostnotimeinbeginningtostudyhersubjects。

Pamela,shesaid,shefoundprettyplainsailing,butChillingtoncontinuedtopuzzleher。Again,shecouldnotmakeuphermindwhethertohaveahappyoratragicending。Intheinterestsofatenderheartedpublic,Ipleadedformarriagebells。

\"Yes,Ithinkso,\"saidMissListon,butshesighed,andIthinkshehadanideaortwoforaheart—brokenseparation,followedbymutual,lifelong,hopelessdevotion。

ThecomplexityofyoungSirGilbertdidnot,inMissListon’sopinion,appearlessonfurtheracquaintance;andindeed,Imustadmitthatshewasnotaltogetherwronginconsideringhimworthyofattention。AsIcametoknowhimbetter,Idiscernedinhimasmotheredself—appreciation,whichcametolightinresponsetotheleasttributeofinterestoradmiration,butwasyetfarremotefromtheaggressivenessofacommonplacevanity。InamomentofindiscretionIhadchaffedhim——hewasverygood—

natured——ontherisksheranatMissListon’shands;hewasnotdisgusted,butneitherdidheplumehimselforspreadhisfeathers。Hereceivedthesuggestionwithoutsurprise,andwithoutanyattemptatdisclaimingfitnessforthepurpose;buthereceiveditasamatterwhichentailedaresponsibilityonhim。Idetectedtheconvictionthat,iftheportraitwastobepainted,itwasduetotheworldthatitshouldbewellpainted;

thesubjectmustgivetheartistfullopportunities。

\"Whatdoessheknowaboutme?\"heasked,inmeditativetones。

\"She’sveryquick;she’llsoonpickupasmuchasshewants,\"I

assuredhim。

\"She’llprobablygoallwrong,\"hesaidsomberly;andofcourseI

couldnottellhimthatitwasofnoconsequenceifshedid。Hewouldnothavebelievedme,andwouldhavedonepreciselywhatheproceededtodo,andthatwastoaffordMissListoneverychanceofappraisinghischaracterandplumbingthedepthsofhissoul。

ImaysayatoncethatIdidnotregretthiscourseofaction;

fortheeffectofitwastoallowmeachanceoftalkingtoPamelaMyles,andPamelawasexactlythesortofgirltobeguilethelong,pleasantmorninghoursofaholidayinthecountry。NoonehadtoldPamelathatshewasgoingtobeputinabook,andI

don’tthinkitwouldhavemadeanydifferencehadshebeentold。

Pamela’sattitudetowardbookswasoneofhealthyscorn,confidentlybasedonadmittedignorance。Soweneverspokeofthem,andmycousinDoracondoledwithmemorethanonceonthewayinwhichMissListon,falsetotheimpliedtermsofherinvitation,desertedmeinfavorofSirGilbert,andleftmetothemerciesofafrivolousgirl。PamelaappearedtobeaslittleaggrievedasIwas。IimaginedthatshesupposedthatChillingtonwouldaskhertomarryhimsomeday,beforeverylong,andIwassureshewouldaccepthim;butitwasquiteplainthat,ifMissListonpersistedinmakingPamelaherheroine,shewouldhavetosupplyfromherownresourcesalargesupplementofpassion。Pamelawasfartoodeficientinthecommoditytobemadeanythingofwithoutsuchre—enforcement,evenbyanartmoreadeptatmakingmuchoutofnothingthanMissListon’sstraightforwardmethodcouldclaimtobe。

Aweekpassed,andthen,oneFridaymorning,anewlightburstonme。MissListoncameintothegardenateleveno’clockandsatdownbymeonthelawn。ChillingtonandPamelahadgoneridingwiththesquire,Dorawasvisitingthepoor。Wewerealone。TheappearanceofMissListonatthishour(usuallysacredtotheuseofthepen),nolessthanherpuzzledlook,toldmethatanobstructionhadoccurredinthenovel。Presentlysheletmeknowwhatitwas。

\"I’mthinkingofalteringtheschemeofmystory,Mr。Wynne,\"

saidshe。\"Haveyouevernoticedhowsometimesamanthinkshe’sinlovewhenheisn’treally?\"

\"Suchacasesometimesoccurs,\"Iacknowledged。

\"Yes,andhedoesn’tfindouthismistake————\"

\"Tillthey’remarried?\"

\"Sometimes,yes,\"shesaid,ratherasthoughsheweremakinganunwillingadmission。\"Butsometimesheseesitbefore——whenhemeetssomebodyelse。\"

\"Verytrue,\"saidI,withagravenod。

\"Thefalsecan’tstandagainstthereal,\"pursuedMissListon;

andthenshefellintomeditativesilence。Istoleaglanceatherface;shewassmiling。Wasitinthepleasureofliterarycreation——anartisticecstasy?Ishouldhavelikedtoansweryes,butIdoubteditverymuch。WithoutpretendingtoMissListon’spowers,Ihavethelittlesubtletythatisneedfultoshowmethatmorethanonekindofsmilemaybeseenonthehumanface,andthatthereisoneverydifferentfromothers;and,finally,thatthatoneisnotevoked,asarule,merelybytheevolutionofthetroublesomeencumbranceinprettywritingvulgarlycalleda\"plot。\"

\"If,\"pursuedMissListon,\"someonecomeswhocanappreciatehimanddrawoutwhatisbestinhim————\"

\"That’sallverywell,\"saidI,\"butwhatofthefirstgirl?\"

\"Oh,she’s——shecanbemadeshallow,youknow;andIcanputinamanforher。Peopleneedn’tbemuchinterestedinher。\"

\"Yes,youcouldmanageitthatway,\"saidI,thinkinghowPamela——Itookthelibertyofusinghernamefortheshallowgirl——wouldlikesuchtreatment。

\"Shewillreallybevaluablemainlyasafoil,\"observedMissListon;andsheaddedgenerously,\"Ishallmakehernice,youknow,butshallow——notworthyofhim。\"

\"Andwhatareyougoingtomaketheothergirllike?\"Iasked。

MissListonstartedslightly;alsoshecoloredveryslightly,andsheanswered,lookingawayfrommeacrossthelawn:

\"Ihaven’tquitemadeupmymindyet,Mr。Wynne。\"

Withthesuspicionwhichthisconversationarousedfreshinmymind,itwascurioustohearPamelalaugh,asshesaidtomeontheafternoonofthesameday:

\"Aren’tSirGilbertandAudreyListonfunny?Itellyouwhat,Mr。Wynne,Ibelievethey’rewritinganoveltogether。\"

\"PerhapsChillington’sgivingherthematerialsforone,\"I

suggested。

\"Ishouldn’tthink,\"observedPamelainherdispassionateway,\"thatanythingveryinterestinghadeverhappenedtohim。\"

\"Ithoughtyoulikedhim,\"Iremarkedhumbly。

\"SoIdo。What’sthatgottodowithit?\"askedPamela。

ItwasbeyondquestionthatChillingtonenjoyedMissListon’ssociety;theinterestsheshowedinhimwasincensetohisnostrils。Iusedtooverhearfragmentsofhisideasabouthimselfwhichhewasrevealinginanswertohertactfulinquiries。ButneitherwasitdoubtfulthathehadbynomeanslosthisrelishforPamela’slightertalk;infact,heseemedtoturntoherwithsomerelief——perhapsitisrefreshingtoescapefromself—analysis,evenwhentheprocessisconductedinthepleasantestpossiblemanner——andthehourswhichMissListongavetoworkweredevotedbyChillingtontomaintaininghiscordialrelationswiththeladywhosecomfortableandnotover—

tragicaldisposalwastaxingMissListon’sskill。Forshehaddefinitelydecidedallherplot——shetoldmesoafewdayslater。

Itwasallplannedout;nay,thesceneinwhichthetruthastohisownfeelingsburstsonSirGilbert(Iforgetatthemomentwhatnamethenovelgavehim)was,Iunderstood,actuallywritten;theshallowgirlwastoexperiencenothingworsethanawoundtohervanity,andwastoturn,withasmuchalacrityasdecencyallowed,tothesubstitutewhomMissListonhadnowprovided。Allthiswaspouredintomysympatheticear,andIsaysympatheticinallsincerity;for,althoughImayoccasionallytreatMissListon’sliteraryeffortswithlessthanproperrespect,sheherselfwasmyfriend,andtheconvictionunderwhichshewasnowlivingwould,Iknew,unlessitwerejustified,bringherintomuchofthatunhappinessinwhichonegenerallyfoundherheroineplungedabouttheendofVolumeII。

Theheroinegenerallygotoutallright,andtheknowledgethatshewouldenabledthereadertopreservecheerfulness。ButwouldpoorlittleMissListongetout?Iwasnonetoosureofit。

Suddenlyachangecameinthestateofaffairs。Pamelaproducedit。ItmusthavestruckherthattheincreasingintimacyofMissListonandChillingtonmightbecomesomethingotherthan\"funny。\"

Toputitbrieflyandmetaphorically,shewhistledherdogbacktoherheels。Iamnotskilledinunderstandingordescribingtheartificesofladies;butevenIsawthetransformationinPamela。Sheputforthherstrengthandputonherprettiestgowns;sherefusedtotakeherplaceinthesea—sawofsocietywhichChillingtonhadrecentlyestablishedforhispleasure。IfhespentanhourwithMissListon,Pamelawouldhavenothingofhimforaday;shemethisattentionswithscornunlesstheywereundivided。Chillingtonseemedatfirstpuzzled;IbelievethatheneverregardedhistalkswithMissListoninotherthanabusinesspointofview,butdirectlyheunderstoodthatPamelaclaimedhim,andthatshewasprepared,incasehedidnotobeyhercall,toestablishagrievanceagainsthim,helostnotimeinmanifestinghisobedience。Awholedaypassedinwhich,tomycertainknowledge,hewasnotaloneamomentwithMissListon,anddidnot,saveatthefamilymeals,exchangeawordwithher。

AshewalkedoffwithPamela,MissListon’seyesfollowedhiminwistfullonging;shestoleawayupstairsanddidnotcomedowntillfiveo’clock。Then,findingmestrollingaboutwithacigarette,shejoinedme。

\"Well,howgoesthebook?\"Iasked。

\"Ihaven’tdonemuchtoitjustlately,\"sheanswered,inalowvoice。\"I——it’s——Idon’tquiteknowwhattodowithit。\"

\"Ithoughtyou’dsettled?\"

\"SoIhad,but——oh,don’tlet’stalkaboutit,Mr。Wynne!\"

Butamomentlatershewentontalkingaboutit。

\"Idon’tknowwhyIshouldmakeitendhappily,\"shesaid。\"I’msurelifeisn’talwayshappy,isit?\"

\"Certainlynot,\"Ianswered。\"Youmeanyourmanmightsticktotheshallowgirlafterall?\"

\"Yes,\"Ijustheardherwhisper。

\"Andbemiserableafterward?\"Ipursued。

\"Idon’tknow,\"saidMissListon。\"Perhapshewouldn’t。\"

\"Thenyoumustmakehimshallowhimself。\"

\"Ican’tdothat,\"shesaidquickly。\"Oh,howdifficultitis!\"

Shemayhavemeantmerelytheartofwriting——whenIcordiallyagreewith——butIthinkshemeantalsothewayoftheworld——

whichdoesnotmakemewithdrawmyassent。Ileftherwalkingupanddowninfrontofthedrawing—roomwindows,aratherforlornlittlefigure,thrownintodistinctnessbythecoldraysofthesettingsun。

Allwasnotoveryet。ThateveningChillingtonbrokeaway。Ledbyvanity,orinterest,orfriendliness,Iknownotwhich——tiredmaybeofpayingcourt(theattitudeinwhichPamelakepthim),andthinkingitwouldbepleasanttoplaytheotherpartforawhile——afterdinnerhewentstraighttoMissListon,talkedtoherwhilewehadcoffeeontheterrace,andthenwalkedaboutwithher。Pamelasatbyme;shewasverysilent;shedidnotappeartobeangry,butherhandsomemouthworearesoluteexpression。ChillingtonandMissListonwanderedonintotheshrubbery,anddidnotcomeintosightagainfornearlyhalfanhour。

\"Ithinkit’scold,\"saidPamela,inhercool,quiettones。\"Andit’salso,Mr。Wynne,ratherslow。Ishallgotobed。\"

IthoughtitalittleimpertinentofPamelatoattributethe\"slowness\"(whichhadundoubtedlyexisted)tome,soItookmyrevengebysayingwithanassumptionofinnocencepurposelyandobviouslyunreal:

\"Oh,butwon’tyouwaitandbidMissListonandChillingtongoodnight?\"

Pamelalookedatmeforamoment。Imadeboldtosmile。

Pamela’sfacebrokeslowlyintoanansweringsmile。

\"Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,Mr。Wynne,\"saidshe。

\"No?\"saidI。

\"No,\"saidPamela,andsheturnedaway。Butbeforeshewentshelookedoverhershoulder,andstillsmiling,said,\"WishMissListongood—nightforme,Mr。Wynne。AnythingIhavetosaytoSirGilbertwillwaitverywelltillto—morrow。\"

Shehadhardlygoneinwhenthewandererscameoutoftheshrubberyandrejoinedme。Chillingtonworehisusualpassivelook,butMissListon’sfacewashappyandradiant。Chillingtonpassedonintothedrawingroom。MissListonlingeredamomentbyme。

\"Why,youlook,\"saidI,\"asifyou’dinventedthefinestsceneeverwritten。\"

Shedidnotanswermedirectly,butstoodlookingupatthestars。Thenshesaid,inadreamytone:

\"IthinkIshallsticktomyoldideainthebook。\"

Asshespoke,Chillingtoncameout。EveninthedimlightIsawafrownonhisface。

\"Isay,Wynne,\"saidhe,\"where’sMissMyles?\"

\"She’sgonetobed,\"Ianswered。\"Shetoldmetowishyougoodnightforher,MissListon。Nomessageforyou,Chillington。\"

MissListon’seyeswereonhim。Hetooknonoticeofher;hestoodfrowningforaninstant,then,withsomemutteredejaculation,hestrodebackintothehouse。Weheardhisheavytreadacrossthedrawingroom;weheardthedoorslammedbehindhim,andIfoundmyselflookingonMissListon’salteredface。

\"Whatdoeshewantherfor,Iwonder!\"shesaid,inanagitationthatmademypresence,mythoughts,mysuspicions,nothingtoher。\"Hesaidnothingtomeaboutwantingtospeaktoherto—

night。\"Andshewalkedslowlyintothehouse,hereyesontheground,andallthelightgonefromherface,andthejoydeadinit。WhereuponI,leftalone,begantorailatthegodsthatadear,sillylittlesoullikeMissListonshouldbotherherpoor,sillylittleheadaboutahulkingfool;inwhichreflectionsI

did,ofcourse,immenseinjusticenotonlytoaneminentauthor,butalsotoaperfectlyhonorable,thoughsomewhatdenseanddecidedlyconceited,gentleman。

ThenextmorningSirGilbertChillingtonatedirt——thereisnootherwayofexpressingit——ingreatquantitiesandwithinfinitehumility。

MyadmirablefriendMissPamelawassevere。Isawhimwalksixyardsbehindherforthelengthoftheterrace:notalooknoraturnofherheadgavehimleavetojoinher。MissListonhadgoneupstairs,andIwatchedthescenefromthewindowofthesmokingroom。Atlast,attheendofthelongwalk,justwherethelaurel—bushesmarkthebeginningoftheshrubberies——onthethresholdofthesceneofhiscrime——Pamelaturnedroundsuddenlyandfacedtherepentantsinner。Themostinterestingthingsinlifearethosewhich,perhapsbytheinevitablenatureofthecase,onedoesnothear;andIdidnothearthescenewhichfollowed。Forawhiletheystoodtalking——rather,hetalkedandshelistened。Thensheturnedagainandwalkedslowlyintotheshrubbery。Chillingtonfollowed。Itwastheendofachapter,andIlaiddownthebook。

HowandfromwhomMissListonheardthenewswhichChillingtonhimselftoldme,withoutaglimmerofshameoratouchofembarrassment,sometwohourslater,Idonotknow;buthearitshedidbeforeluncheon;forshecamedown,readyarmedwiththeneatestlittlespeechesforboththehappylovers。

IdidnotexpectPamelatoshowanouncemorefeelingthanthestrictestcanonsofproprietydemanded,andshefulfilledmyexpectationstotheletter;butIhadhoped,Iconfess,thatChillingtonwouldhavedisplayedsomelittleconsciousness。Hedidnot;anditismybeliefthat,throughouttheeventswhichI

haverecorded,heretained,andthathestillretains,theconvictionthatMissListon’sinterestinhimwaspurelyliteraryandartistic,andthatshedevotedherselftohissocietysimplybecauseheofferedaninterestingproblemandaninspiringtheme。

Aningeniouscharitymayfindinthatattitudeevidenceofmodesty;tomythinking,itarguesamoresubtleandmagnificentconceitthanifhehadfathomedthetruth,asmanyhumblermeninhisplacewouldhavedone。

OnthedayaftertheengagementwasaccomplishedMissListonleftustoreturntoLondon。Shecameoutinherhatandjacketandsatdownbyme;thecarriagewastoberoundintenminutes。

Sheputonherglovesslowlyandbuttonedthemcarefully。Thisdone,shesaid:

\"Bytheway,Mr。Wynne,I’veadoptedyoursuggestion。Themandoesn’tfindout。\"

\"Thenyou’vemadehimafool?\"Iaskedbluntly。

\"No,\"sheanswered。\"I——Ithinkitmighthappenthoughhewasn’tafool。\"

Shesatwithherhandsinherlapforamomentortwo,thenshewenton,inalowervoice:

\"I’mgoingtomakehimfindoutafterward。\"

Ifeltherglanceonme,butIlookedstraightinfrontofme。

\"What,afterhe’smarriedtheshallowgirl?\"

\"Yes,\"saidMissListon。

\"Rathertoolate,isn’tit?Atleast,ifyoumeanthereistobeahappyending。\"

MissListonenlacedherfingers。

\"Ihaven’tdecidedabouttheendingyet,\"saidshe。

\"Ifyou’reintenttobetragical——whichisthefashion——you’lldoasyoustand,\"saidI。

\"Yes,\"sheansweredslowly,\"ifI’mtragical,IshalldoasI

stand。\"

Therewasanotherpause,andratheralongone;thewheelsofthecarriagewereaudibleonthegravelofthefrontdrive。MissListonstoodup。Iroseandheldoutmyhand。

\"Ofcourse,\"saidMissListon,stillintentonhernovel,\"I

could————\"Shestoppedagain,andlookedapprehensivelyatme。

Myface,Ibelieve,expressednothingmorethanpoliteattentionandfriendlyinterest。

\"Ofcourse,\"shebeganagain,\"theshallowgirl——hiswife——

might——mightdie,Mr。Wynne。\"

\"Innovels,\"saidIwithasmile,\"whilethere’sdeath,there’shope。\"

\"Yes,innovels,\"sheanswered,givingmeherhand。

Thepoorlittlewomanwasveryunhappy。Unwisely,Idaresay,I

pressedherhand。Itwasenough,thetearsleapedtohereyes;shegavemygreatfistahurriedsqueeze——Ihaveseldombeenmoretouchedbyanythanks,howeverwarmoreloquent——andhurriedaway。

V。

’TWIXTWILLANDWILLNOT。

Imustconfessatoncethatatfirst,atleast,Iverymuchadmiredthecurate。Iamnotreferringtomyadmirationofhisfinefigure——sixfeethighandstraightasanarrow——norofhishandsome,open,ingenuouscountenance,orhiscandidblueeye,orhisthickcurlyhair。No;whatwonmyheartfromanearlyperiodofmyvisittomycousins,thePoltons,ofPoltonsPark,wasthefervent,undisguised,unashamed,confident,andaltogethermatter—of—coursemannerinwhichhemadelovetoMissBeatriceQueenborough,onlydaughterandheiressofthewealthyshipowner,SirWagstaffQueenborough,Bart。,andEleanor,hiswife。Itwaspurelythemannerofthecurate’sadvancesthattookmyfancy;inthemerefactofthemtherewasnothingremarkable。Forallthemeninthehouse(andagoodmanyoutside)madecovert,stealthy,andindirectstepsinthesamedirection;forTrix(asherfriendscalledher)was,ifnotwise,atleastprettyandwitty,displayingtothematerialeyeacharmingfigure,andtothementaladelicateheartlessness——bothattributeswhichchallengeaself—respectingman’sbestefforts。

Butthencamethefatalobstacle。Fromheiressesinreasonagentlemanneedneithershrinknorlethimselfbedriven;butwhenitcomestosomethingliketwentythousandayear——thereportedamountofTrix’sdot——hedistrustshisownmotivesalmostasmuchasthelady’srelativesdistrustthemforhim。Weallfeltthis——Stanton,Rippleby,andI;and,althoughIwillnotswearthatwespokenotenderwordsandgavenomeaningglances,yetwereducedsuchconcessionstonaturalweaknesstoaminimum,notonlywhenLadyQueenboroughwasby,butatalltimes。Tosaytruth,wehadnodesiretoseeourscalpsaffixedtoMissTrix’sprettybelt,nortohaveourheartsbroken(likethatoftheyoungmaninthepoem)beforeshewenttoHomburgintheautumn。

Withthecurateitwasotherwise。He——JackIves,bytheway,washisname——appearedtorush,notonlyuponhisfate,butinthefaceofallpossibilityandofLadyQueenborough。Mycousinandhostess,DoraPolton,wasverymuchdistressedabouthim。Shesaidthathewassuchaniceyoungfellow,andthatitwasagreatpitytoseehimpreparingsuchunhappinessforhimself。

Nay,IhappentoknowthatshespokeveryseriouslytoTrix,pointingoutthewickednessoftriflingwithhim;whereuponTrix,whomaintainedabowingacquaintancewithherconscience,avoidedhimforawholeafternoonandendangeredallAlgyStanton’sprudentresolutionsbytakinghimoutintheCanadiancanoe。

Thisdemonstrationinnowayperturbedthecurate。Heobservedthat,astherewasnothingbettertodo,wemightaswellplaybilliards,andproceededtodefeatmeinthreegamesofahundredup(no,itisquiteimmaterialwhetherweplayedforanythingornot),afterwhichhetoldDorathatthevicarwastakingtheeveningservice——ithappenedtobethedaywhentherewasoneattheparishchurch——apieceofinformationonlyrelevantinsofarasitsuggestedthatMr。Ivescouldacceptaninvitationtodinnerifonewereprofferedhim。Dora,veryweakly,rosetothebait。JackIves,airilyremarkingthattherewasnouseinceremonyamongfriends,seizedtheplacenexttoTrixatdinner(hermotherwasjustopposite)andwalkedontheterraceafterdinnerwithherinthemoonlight。Whentheladiesretiredhecameintothesmokingroom,drankawhiskyandsoda,saidthatMissQueenboroughwasreallyaverycharmingcompanion,andapologizedforleavingusearly,onthegroundthathissermonwasstillunwritten。Mygoodcousin,thesquire,suggestedrathergrimlythatadiscourseonthevanityofhumanwishesmightbeappropriate。

\"Ishallpreach,\"saidMr。Ivesthoughtfully,\"ontheopportunitiesofwealth。\"

Thisresolutionhecarriedoutonthenextdaybutone,thatbeingaSunday。IhadthepleasureofsittingnexttoMissTrix,andIwatchedherwithsomeinterestasMr。Ivesdevelopedhistheme。Iwillnottrytoreproducethesermon,whichwouldhaveseemedbynomeansabadonehadanyofourpartybeenabletoignorethepersonalapplicationwhichwereadintoit;foritsmainburdenwasnootherthanthis——thatwealthshouldbeusedbythosewhowerefortunateenoughtopossessit(hereTrixlookeddownandfidgetedwithherPrayer—book)asameansofpromotinggreaterunionbetweenthemselvesandthelessrichlyendowed,andnot——as,alas!hadtoooftenbeenthecase——asthoughitwereanewbarriersetupbetweenthemandtheirfellow—creatures(hereMissTrixblushedslightly,andhadrecoursetohersmelling—bottle)。\"You,\"saidthecurate,waxingrhetoricalasheaddressedanimaginary,butbloated,capitalist,\"havenomorerighttoyourmoneythanIhave。Itisintrustedtoyoutobesharedwithme。\"AtthispointIheardLadyQueenboroughsniffandAlgyStantonsnigger。IstoleaglanceatTrixanddetectedaslightwaverintheadmirablelinesofhermouth。

\"Averygoodsermon,didn’tyouthink?\"Isaidtoher,aswewalkedhome。

\"Oh,very!\"shereplieddemurely。

\"Ah,ifwefollowedallweheardinchurch!\"Isighed。

MissTrixwalkedinsilenceforafewyards。Bydintofneverbecominganythingelse,wehadbecomeverygoodfriends;andpresentlysheremarked,quiteconfidentially:

\"He’sverysilly,isn’the?\"

\"Thenyououghttosnubhim,\"Isaidseverely。

\"SoIdo——sometimes。He’sratheramusing,though。\"

\"Ofcourse,ifyou’repreparedtomakethesacrificeinvolved————\"

\"Oh,whatnonsense!\"

\"Thenyou’venobusinesstoamuseyourselfwithhim。\"

\"Dear,dear!howmoralyouare!\"saidTrix。

Thenextdevelopmentinthesituationwasthis:MycousinDorareceivedaletterfromtheMarquisofNewhaven,withwhomshewasacquainted,prayinghertoallowhimtorundowntoPoltonsforafewdays;heremindedherthatshehadoncegivenhimageneralinvitation;ifitwouldnotbeinconvenient——andsoforth。Themeaningofthiscommunicationdidnot,ofcourse,escapemycousin,whohadwitnessedthewriter’sattentionstoTrixintheprecedingseason,nordiditescapetherestofus(whohadtalkedoverthesaidattentionsattheclub)whenshetoldusaboutit,andannouncedthatLordNewhavenwouldarriveinthemiddleofthenextday。Trixaffecteddenseunconsciousness;hermotherallowedherselfamysterioussmile——which,however,speedilyvanishedwhenthecurate(hewastakinglunchwithus)

observedinacheerfultone:

\"Newhaven!Oh,IrememberthechapattheHouse——plowedtwiceinSmalls——stumpyfellow,isn’the?Notabadchap,though,youknow,barringhislooks。I’mgladhe’scoming。\"

\"Youwon’tbesoon,youngman,\"LadyQueenborough’sangryeyeseemedtosay。

\"Irememberhim,\"pursuedJack;\"awfullysmittenwithatobacconist’sdaughterintheCorn——oh,it’sallRIGHT,LadyQueenborough——shewouldn’tlookathim。\"

ThisquasiapologywascalledforthbythefactofLadyQueenboroughpushingbackherchairandmakingforthedoor。Itdidnotatallappeasehertohearofthescornofthetobacconist’sdaughter。SheglancedsternlyatJackanddisappeared。HeturnedtoTrixandremindedher——withoutdiffidenceandcorampopulo,ashishabitwas——thatshehadpromisedhimastrollinthewestwood。

WhathappenedonthatstrollIdonotknow;butmeetingMissTrixonthestairslaterintheafternoon,Iventuredtoremark:

\"Ihopeyoubrokeittohimgently,MissQueenborough?\"

\"Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,\"repliedTrixhaughtily。

\"Youwereoutnearlytwohours,\"saidI。

\"Werewe?\"askedTrix,withastart。\"Goodgracious!Wherewasmamma,Mr。Wynne?\"

\"Onthelawn——watchinhand。\"

MissTrixwentslowlyupstairs,andthereisnottheleastdoubtthatsomethingseriouspassedbetweenherandhermother,forbothofthemwereinthemostatrociousofhumorsthatevening。

Fortunately,thecuratewasnotthere;hehadaBibleclass。

ThenextdayLordNewhavenarrived。IfoundhimonthelawnwhenIstrolledup,afteraspellofletter—writing,aboutfouro’clock。Lawntenniswastheorderoftheday,andwewereallinflannels。

\"Oh,here’sMark!\"criedDora,seeingme。\"Now,Mark,youandMr。IveshadbetterplayagainstTrixandLordNewhaven。That’llmakeaverygoodset。\"

\"No,no,Mrs。Polton,\"saidJackIves。\"Theywouldn’thaveachance。Lookhere,I’llplaywithMissQueenboroughagainstLordNewhavenandWynne。\"

Newhaven——whoseappearance,bytheway,thoughhardlydistinguished,wasnotquitesounornamentalasthecuratehadledustoexpect——lookedslightlydispleased,butJackgavehimnotimeforremonstrance。HewhiskedTrixoffandbegantoserveallinamoment。IhadavisionofLadyQueenboroughapproachingfromthehousewithfaceaghast。Thesetwenton;and,owingentirelytoNewhaven’sabsurdchivalryinsendingalltheballstoJackIvesinsteadoffollowingthewell—knownmaximto\"poundawayatthelady,\"theybeatus。Jackwipedhisbrow,strolleduptotheteatablewithTrix,andremarkedinexultanttones:

\"Wemakeaperfectcouple,MissQueenborough;weoughtnevertobeseparated。\"

Doradidnotaskthecuratetodinnerthatnight,buthedroppedinaboutnineo’clocktoaskheropinionastothehymnsonSunday;andfindingMissTrixandNewhaveninthesmalldrawingroom,hesatdownandtalkedtothem。ThiswastoomuchforTrix;shehadtreatedhimverykindlyandhadallowedhimtoamuseher;butitwasimpossibletoputupwithpresumptionofthatkind。DifficultasitwastodiscourageMr。Ives,shedidit,andhewentawaywithadisconsolate,puzzledexpression。Atthelastmoment,however,Trixsofarrelentedastoexpressahopethathewascomingtotennisto—morrow,atwhichhebrightenedupalittle。Idonotwishtobeuncharitable——leastofalltoacharmingyounglady———butmyopinionisthatMissTrixdidnotwishtosetthecuratealtogetheradrift。I

think,however,thatLadyQueenboroughmusthavespokenagain,forwhenJackdidcometotennis,Trixtreatedhimwithmostfreezingcivilityandahardlydisguiseddisdain,anddevotedherselftoLordNewhavenwithasmuchassiduityashermothercouldwish。Wemen,overourpipes,expressedtheopinionthatJackIves’littlehourofsunshinewaspast,andthatnothingwaslefttousbuttolookonattheprosperous,uneventfulcourseofLordNewhaven’swooing。Trixhadhadherfun(soAlgyStantonbluntlyphrasedit)andwouldnowsettledowntobusiness。

\"Ibelieve,though,\"headded,\"thatshelikesthecurateabit,youknow。\"

Duringthewholeofthenextday——Wednesday——JackIveskeptaway;

hehad,apparently,acceptedtheinevitable,andwashealinghiswoundedheartbyastrictattentiontohisparochialduties。

Newhavenremarkedonhisabsencewithanairofrelief,andMissTrixtreateditasamatterofnoimportance;LadyQueenboroughwasallsmiles;andDoraPoltonrestrictedherselftoexclaiming,asIsatbyherattea,inalowtoneandaproposofnothinginparticular,\"Oh,well——poorMr。Ives!\"

ButonThursdaythereoccurredanevent,thesignificanceofwhichpassedatthemomentunperceived,butwhichhad,infact,mostimportantresults。ThiswasnootherthanthearrivaloflittleMrs。Wentworth,anintimatefriendofDora’s。Mrs。

Wentworthhadbeenleftawidowearlyinlife;shepossessedacomfortablecompetence;shewasnothandsome,butshewasvivacious,amusing,and,aboveall,sympathetic。ShesympathizedatoncewithLadyQueenboroughinhermaternalanxieties,withTrixonhercharmingromance,withNewhavenonhissweetdevotedness,withtherestofusinourobviousdesolation——and,afteraconfidentialchatwithDora,shesympathizedmoststronglywithpoorMr。Ivesonhisunfortunateattachment。

Nothingwouldsatisfyher,soDoratoldme,excepttheopportunityofplyingMr。Iveswithhersoothingbalm;andDorawasabouttositdownandwritehimanote,whenhestrolledinthroughthedrawingroomwindow,andannouncedthathiscook’smotherwasill,andthatheshouldbeverymuchobligedifMrs。

Poltonwouldgivehimsomedinnerthatevening。TrixandNewhavenhappenedtoenterbythedooratthesamemoment,andJackdarteduptothem,andshookhandswiththegreatesteffusion。Hehadevidentlyburiedallunkindness——andwithit,wehoped,hismistakenfolly。Howeverthatmightbe,hemadenoefforttoengrossTrix,buttookhisseatmostdocilelybyhishostess——andshe,ofcourse,introducedhimtoMrs。Wentworth。

Hisbehaviorwas,infact,soexemplarythatevenLadyQueenboroughrelaxedherseverity,andcondescendedtocross—

examinehimonthemoralsandmannersoftheoldwomenoftheparish。\"Oh,thevicarlooksafterthem,\"saidJack;andheturnedtoMrs。Wentworthagain。

TherecanbenodoubtthatMrs。Wentworthhadaremarkablepowerofsympathy。Itookherintodinner,andshewasdeepinthesubjectofmy\"nobleandinspiringart\"beforethesoupwasoffthetable。Indeed,I’msurethatmylife’sambitionswouldhavebeenanopenbooktoherbythetimethatthejointarrived,hadnotJackIves,whowassittingonthelady’sotherside,cutintotheconversationjustasMrs。WentworthwascomparingmyearlystruggleswiththoseofMr。Carlyle。AfterthisinterventionofJack’sIhadnotachance。Iatemydinnerwithoutthesauceofsympathy,substitutingforitacertainamusementwhichI

derivedfromstudyingthefaceofMissTrixQueenborough,whowasplacedontheoppositesideofthetable。AndifTrixdidlooknowandagainatMrs。WentworthandJackIves,Icannotsaythatherconductwasunnatural。Totellthetruth,Jackwassoobviouslydelightedwithhisnewfriendthatitwasquitepleasant——and,asIsay,underthecircumstances,ratheramusing——towatchthem。WefeltthatthesquirewasjustifiedinhavingahitatJackwhenJacksaid,inthesmokingroom,thathefoundhimselfratheratalossforasubjectforhisnextsermon。

\"Whatdoyousay,\"suggestedmycousin,puffingathispipe,\"totakingconstancyasyourtext?\"

Jackconsideredtheideaforamoment,butthenheshookhishead。

\"No。Ithink,\"hesaidreflectively,\"thatIshallpreachonthepowerofsympathy。\"

Thatsermonaffordedme——Imustconfessit,attheriskofseemingfrivolous——verygreatentertainment。AgainIsecuredaplacebyMissTrix——onherleft,Newhavenbeingonherright,andherfacewasworthstudywhenJackIvesgaveusamosteloquentdescriptionofthewonderfulgiftinquestion。Itwas,hesaid,theessenceandthecrownoftruewomanliness,anditshoweditself——well,toputitquiteplainly,itshoweditself,accordingtoJackIves,inexactlythatsortofmannerandbearingwhichsohonorablyandgracefullydistinguishedMrs。

Wentworth。Theladywasnot,ofcourse,named,butshewasclearlyindicated。\"Yourgift,yourpreciousgift,\"criedthecurate,apostrophizingtheimpersonationofsympathy,\"isgiventoyou,notforyourprofit,butformine。Itisyours,butitisatrusttobeusedforme。Itisyours,infact,tosharewithme。\"Atthisclimax,whichmusthavestruckuponherearwithacertainfamiliarity,MissTrixQueenborough,notwithstandingtheplaceandoccasion,tossedherprettyheadandwhisperedtome,\"Whathorridstuff!\"

IntheensuingweekJackIveswasourconstantcompanion;thecontinuedillnessofhisservant’smotherlefthimstranded,andDora’skindheartatonceofferedhimthehospitalityofherroof。FormypartIwasglad,forthelittledramawhichnowbeganwasnotwithoutitsinterest。ItwasapleasantchangetoseeJackgeniallypolitetoTrixQueenborough,butquiteindifferenttoherpresenceorabsence,andcontenttoallowhertotakeNewhavenforherpartnerattennisasoftenasshepleased。Hehimselfwasoftenanabsenteefromourgames。Mrs。

Wentworthdidnotplay,andJackwouldsitunderthetreeswithher,ortakeheroutinthecanoe。WhatTrixthoughtIdidnotknow,butitisafactthatshetreatedpoorNewhavenlikedirtbeneathherfeet,andthatLadyQueenborough’sfacebegantoloseitstransientlypleasantexpression。Ihadavagueideathataretributionwasworkingitselfout,anddisposedmyselftoseetheprocesswithallthecomplacencyinducedbythespectacleofothersreceivingpunishmentfortheirsins。

Alittlescenewhichoccurredafterlunchonedaywassignificant。Iwassittingontheterrace,readybootedandbreeched,waitingformyhorsetobebroughtround。Trixcameoutandsatdownbyme。

\"Where’sNewhaven?\"Iasked。

\"Oh,Idon’talwayswantLordNewhaven!\"sheexclaimedpetulantly。\"Isenthimoffforawalk——I’mgoingoutintheCanadiancanoewithMr。Ives。\"

\"Oh,youare,areyou?\"saidI,smiling。AsIspoke,JackIvesranuptous。

\"Isay,MissQueenborough,\"hecried,\"I’vejustgotyourmessagesayingyou’dletmetakeyouonthelake。\"

\"Isitagreatbore?\"askedTrix,withaglance——aglancethatmeantmischief。

\"Ishouldlikeitawfully,ofcourse,\"saidJack;\"butthefactisI’vepromisedtotakeMrs。Wentworth——beforeIgotyourmessage,youknow。\"

Trixdrewherselfup。

\"Ofcourse,ifMrs。Wentworth————\"shebegan。

\"I’mverysorry,\"saidJack。

ThenMissQueenborough,forgetting——asIhope——orchoosingtodisregardmypresence,leanedforwardandasked,inhermostcoaxingtones:

\"Don’tyoueverforgetapromise,Mr。Ives?\"

Jacklookedather。Isupposeherdaintyprettinessstruckhimafresh,forhewaveredandhesitated。

\"She’sgoneupstairs,\"pursuedthetempter,\"andweshallbesafeawaybeforeshecomesdownagain。\"

Jackshuffledwithonefootonthegravel。

\"Itellyouwhat,\"hesaid;\"I’llaskherifshemindsmetakingyouforalittlewhilebeforeI————\"

Ibelievehereallythoughtthathehadhituponacompromisesatisfactorytoallparties。Ifso,hewasspeedilyundeceived。

Trixflushedredandansweredangrily:

\"Praydon’ttrouble。Idon’twanttogo。\"

\"Perhapsafterwardyoumight,\"suggestedthecurate,butnowrathertimidly。

\"I’mgoingoutwithLordNewhaven,\"saidshe。Andsheadded,inanaccessofuncontrollableannoyance。\"Go,pleasego。I——I

don’twantyou。\"

Jacksheeredoff,withalookofpuzzledshamefacedness。Hedisappearedintothehouse。NothingpassedbetweenMissTrixandmyself。AmomentlaterNewhavencameout。

\"Why,MissQueenborough,\"saidhe,inapparentsurprise,\"IvesisgoingwithMrs。Wentworthinthecanoe!\"

InaninstantIsawwhatshehaddone。InrashpresumptionshehadtoldNewhaventhatshewasgoingwiththecurate——andnowthecuratehadrefusedtotakeher——andIveshadmethiminsearchofMrs。Wentworth。Whatcouldshedo?Well,sherose——orfell——totheoccasion。Inthecoldestofvoicesshesaid;

\"Ithoughtyou’dgoneforyourwalk。\"

\"Iwasjuststarting,\"heansweredapologetically,\"whenImetIves。But,asyouweren’tgoingwithhim————\"Hepaused,aninquiringlookinhiseyes。Hewasevidentlyaskinghimselfwhyshehadnotgonewiththecurate。

\"I’dratherbeleftalone,ifyoudon’tmind,\"saidshe。Andthen,flushingredagain,sheadded。\"IchangedmymindandrefusedtogowithMr。Ives。SohewentofftogetMrs。

Wentworthinstead。\"

Istarted。Newhavenlookedatherforaninstant,andthenturnedonhisheel。Sheturnedtome,quickaslightning,andwithherfaceallaflame。

\"Ifyoutell,I’llneverspeaktoyouagain,\"shewhispered。

Afterthistherewassilenceforsomeminutes。

\"Well?\"shesaid,withoutlookingatme。

\"Ihavenoremarktooffer,MissQueenborough,\"Ireturned。

\"Isupposethatwasalie,wasn’tit?\"sheaskeddefiantly。

\"It’snotmybusinesstosaywhatitwas,\"wasmydiscreetanswer。

\"Iknowwhatyou’rethinking。\"

\"Iwasthinking,\"saidI,\"whichIwouldratherbe——themanyouwillmarry,orthemanyouwouldlike————\"

\"Howdareyou!It’snottrue。OhMr。Wynne,indeedit’snottrue!\"

WhetheritweretrueornotIdidnotknow。Butifithadbeen,MissTrixQueenboroughmighthavebeenexpectedtoactverymuchinthewayinwhichsheproceededtoact:thatistosay,tobeextravagantlyattentivetoLordNewhavenwhenJackIveswaspresent,andmarkedlyneglectfulofhiminthecurate’sabsence。

ItalsofittedinverywellwiththetheorywhichIhadventuredtohintthatherbearingtowardMrs。Wentworthwasdistinguishedbyastatelycivility,andherremarksaboutthatladybyasuperfluityoflaudation;forifthesebenottwodistinguishingmarksofrivalryinthewell—bred,Imustgobacktomyfavoritebooksandlearnfromthem——morefolly。AndifTrix’smannerswereallthattheyshouldbe,praisenolesshighmustbeaccordedtoMrs。Wentworth’s;sheattainedanaltitudeofadmirableunconsciousnessandconductedherflirtation(thepovertyoflanguageforcesmetotheword,butitisover—

flippant)withthecurateinastaid,quasi—maternalway。Shecalledhimadelightfulboy,andsaidthatshewasintenselyinterestedinallhisaimsandhopes。

\"Whatdoesshewant?\"IaskedDoradespairingly。\"Shecan’twanttomarryhim。\"IwasreferringtoTrixQueenborough,nottoMrs。

Wentworth。

\"Goodgracious,no!\"answeredDora,irritably。\"It’ssimplejealousy。Shewon’tletthepoorboyalonetillhe’sinlovewithheragain。It’sahorribleshame!\"

\"Oh,well,hehasgreatrecuperativepower,\"saidI。

\"She’dbetterbecareful,though。It’saverydangerousgame。

HowdoyousupposeLordNewhavenlikesit?\"

AccidentgavemethatverydayahinthowlittleLordNewhavenlikedit,andaglimpseoftheriskMissTrixwasrunning。

Enteringthelibrarysuddenly,IheardNewhaven’svoiceraisedabovehisordinarytones。

\"Iwon’tstandit!\"hewasdeclaring。\"Ineverknowhowshe’lltreatmefromoneminutetothenext。\"

Myentrance,ofcourse,stoppedtheconversationveryabruptly。Newhavenhadcometoastandinthemiddleoftheroom,andLadyQueenboroughsatonthesofa,aformidablefrownonherbrow。Withdrawingmyselfasrapidlyaspossible,IarguedtheprobabilityofaseverelectureforMissTrix,endinginacommandtotryhernoblesuitor’spatiencenolonger。Ihopeallthishappened,forI,notseeingwhyMrs。Wentworthshouldmonopolizethegraceofsympathy,tookthelibertyofextendingminetoNewhaven。HewascertainlyinlovewithTrix,notwithhermoney,andthetreatmentheunderwentmusthavebeenastryingtohisfeelingsasitwasgallingtohispride。

Mysympathywasnotpremature,forMissTrix’sfascinations,whichwereindubitablygreat,begantohavetheireffect。Thesceneaboutthecanoewasre—enacted,butwithadifferentdenouement。Thistimethepromisewasforgotten,andthewidowforsaken。ThenMrs。Wentworthputonherarmor。Wehad,infact,reachedthisveryabsurdsituation,thatthesetwoladieswerecontendingforthefavorsof,orthedominationover,suchanobscure,poverty—stricken,hopelesslyineligiblepersonasthecurateofPoltonsundoubtedlywas。Thepositionseemedtomethen,andstillseems,toindicatesomeremarkablequalitiesinthatyoungman。

AtlastNewhavenmadeamove。Atbreakfast,onWednesdaymorning,heannouncedthat,reluctantasheshouldbetoleavePoltonsPark,hewasdueathisaunt’splace,inKent,onSaturdayevening,andmust,therefore,makehisarrangementstoleavebynoononthatday。Thesignificancewasapparent。Hadhecomedowntobreakfastwith\"NoworNever!\"stampedinfierylettersacrosshisbrow,itwouldhavebeenmoreobtrusive,indeed,butnotawhitplainer。Wealllookeddownatourplates,exceptJackIves。Heflungoneglance(Isawitoutofthecornerofmylefteye)atNewhaven,anotheratTrix;thenheremarkedkindly:

\"Weshallbeuncommonlysorrytoloseyou,Newhaven。\"

Eventsbegantohappennow,andIwilltellthemaswellasIamable,supplementingmyownknowledgebywhatIlearnedafterwardfromDora——shehavinglearneditfromtheactorsinthescene。

InspiteofthesolemnwarningconveyedinNewhaven’sintimation,Trix,greatlydaring,wentoffimmediatelyafterlunchforwhatshedescribedas\"alongramble\"withMr。Ives。Therewas,indeed,theexcuseofanoldwomanattheendoftheramble,andTrixprovidedJackwithasmallbasketofcomfortsfortheusefuloldbody;buttheramblewas,wefelt,thething,andIwasmuchannoyedatnotbeingabletoaccompanythewalkersinthecloakofdarknessorotherinvisiblecontrivance。Therambleconsumedthreehours——fullmeasure。Indeed,itwashalf—pastsixbeforeTrix,alone,walkedupthedrive。Newhaven,asolitaryfigure,pacedupanddowntheterracefrontingthedrive。Trixcameon,herheadthrownbackandasteadysmileonherlips。ShesawNewhaven;hestoodlookingatherforamomentwithwhatsheafterwarddescribedasanindescribablesmileonhisface,butnot,asDoraunderstoodfromher,byanymeansapleasantone。

Yet,ifnotpleasant,thereisnottheleastdoubtintheworldthatitwashighlysignificant,forshecriedoutnervously:

\"Whyareyoulookingatmelikethat?What’sthematter?\"

Newhaven,stillsayingnothing,turnedhisbackonher,andmadeasifhewouldwalkintothehouseandleaveherthere,ignored,discarded,donewith。She,realizingthecrisiswhichhadcome,forgettingeverythingexcepttheimminentdangeroflosinghimonceforall,withouttimeforlongexplanationoranyround—

aboutseductions,ranforward,layingherhandonhisarmandblurtingout:

\"ButI’verefusedhim。\"

IdonotknowwhatNewhaventhinksnow,butIsometimesdoubtwhetherhewouldnothavebeenwisertoshakeoffthedetaininghand,andpursuehislonelyway,firstintothehouse,andultimatelytohisaunt’s。But(tosaynothingofthetwentythousandayear,which,afterall,andbeyouasromanticasyoumaypleasetobe,isnotathingtobesneezedat)Trix’sface,itsmingledeagernessandshame,itsflushedcheeksandshiningeyes,thepiquancyofitsunwontedhumility,overcamehim。Hestoppeddead。

\"I——Iwasobligedtogivehiman——anopportunity,\"saidMissTrix,havingthegracetostumblealittleinherspeech。\"And——

andit’sallyourfault。\"

Thewarwasthus,byhappyaudacity,carriedintoNewhaven’sownquarters。

\"Myfault!\"heexclaimed。\"Myfaultthatyouwalkalldaywiththatcurate!\"

ThenMissTrix——andletnoirrelevantconsiderationsmartheappreciationoffineacting——droppedhereyesandmurmuredsoftly:

\"I——IwassoterriblyafraidofseemingtoexpectYOU。\"

Wherewithshe(andnothe)ranawaylightlyupthestairs,turningjustoneglancedownwardasshereachedthelanding。

Newhavenwaslookingupfrombelowwithan\"enchanted\"smile——thewordisTrix’sown;Ishouldprobablyhaveusedadifferentone。

WasthenthecurateofPoltonsutterlydefeated——broughttohisknees,onlytobespurned?Itseemedso;andhecamedowntodinnerthatnightwithasubduedandmelancholyexpression。

Trix,ontheotherhand,wasbrilliantandtalkativetothelastdegree,andthegayetyspreadfromherallaroundthetable,leavinguntouchedonlytherejectedloverandMrs。Wentworth;forthelastnamedlady,truetoherdistinguishingquality,hadbeguntotalktopoorJackIvesinlow,soothingtones。

AfterdinnerTrixwasnotvisible;butthedoorofthelittleboudoirbeyondstoodhalf—open,andverysoonNewhavenedgedhiswaythrough。AlmostatthesamemomentJackIvesandMrs。

Wentworthpassedoutofthewindowandbegantowalkupanddownthegravel。Nobodybutmyselfappearedtonoticetheseremarkableoccurrences,butIwatchedthemwithkeeninterest。

Halfanhourpassed,andthentheresmoteonmywatchfulearthesoundofalowlaughfromtheboudoir。Itwasfollowedalmostimmediatelybyastrangersoundfromthegravelwalk。Then,allinamoment,twothingshappened。Theboudoirdooropened,andTrix,followedbyNewhaven,camein,smiling;fromthewindowenteredJackIvesandMrs。Wentworth。Myeyeswereonthecurate。Hegaveonesudden,comprehendingglancetowardtheothercouple;thenhetookthewidow’shand,ledheruptoDora,andsaid,inlowyetpenetratingtones。

\"Willyouwishusjoy,Mrs。Polton?\"

Thesquire,Rippleby,andAlgyStantonwereroundtheminaninstant。Ikeptmyplace,watchingnowthefaceofTrixQueenborough。Sheturnedfirstflamingred,thenverypale。I

sawherturntoNewhavenandspeakoneortwourgent,imperativewordstohim。Then,drawingherselfuptoherfullheight,shecrossedtheroomtowherethegroupwasassembledroundMrs。

WentworthandJackIves。

\"What’sthematter?Whatareyousaying?\"sheasked。

Mrs。Wentworth’seyesweremodestlycastdown,butasmileplayedroundhermouth。Noonespokeforamoment。ThenJackIvessaid:

\"Mrs。Wentworthhaspromisedtobemywife,MissQueenborough。\"

Foramoment,hardlyperceptible,Trixhesitated;then,withthemostwinning,touching,sweetestsmileintheworld,shesaid:

\"Soyoutookmyadvice,andourafternoonwalkwasnotwasted,afterall?\"

Mrs。Poltonisnotusedtothesefineflightsofdiplomacy;shehadheardbeforedinnersomethingofwhathadactuallyhappenedintheafternoon;andthesimplewomanpositivelyjumped。JackIvesmetTrix’sscornfuleyesfullandsquare。

\"Notatallwasted,\"saidhe,withasmile。\"Notonlyhasitshownmewheremytruehappinesslies,butithasalsogivenmeajusterideaofthevalueandsincerityofyourregardforme,MissQueenborough。\"

\"Itisasreal,Mr。Ives,asitissincere,\"saidshe。

\"Itislikeyourself,MissQueenborough,\"saidhe,withalittlebow;andheturnedfromherandbegantotalktohisfiancee。

TrixQueenboroughmovedslowlytowardwhereIsat。Newhavenwaswatchingherfromwherehestoodaloneontheothersideoftheroom。

\"Andhaveyounonewsforus?\"Iaskedinlowtones。

\"Thankyou,\"shesaidhaughtily;\"Idon’tcarethatmineshouldbeapendenttothegreattidingsaboutthelittlewidowandcurate。\"

Afteramoment’spauseshewenton:

\"Helostnotime,didhe?Hewaswisetosecureherbeforewhathappenedthisafternooncouldleakout。Nobodycantellhernow。\"

\"Thisafternoon?\"

\"Heaskedmetomarryhimthisafternoon。\"

\"Andyourefused?\"

\"Yes。\"

\"Well,hisbehaviorisinoutrageouslybadtaste,but————\"

Shelaidahandonmyarm,andsaidincalm,leveltones。

\"IrefusedhimbecauseIdarednothavehim;butItoldhimI

caredforhim,andhesaidhelovedme。AndIlethimkissme。

Good—night,Mr。Wynne。\"

Isatstillandsilent。Newhavencameacrosstous。Trixputupherhandandcaughthimbythesleeve。

\"Fred,\"shesaid,\"mydear,honestoldFred;youloveme,don’tyou?\"

Newhaven,muchembarrassedandsurprised,lookedatmeinalarm。

Butherhandwasinhisnow,andhereyesimploringhim。

\"IshouldratherthinkIdid,mydear,\"saidhe。

IreallyhopethatLordandLadyNewhavenwillnotbeveryunhappy,whileMrs。Ivesquiteworshipsherhusband,andisconvincedthatsheeclipsedthebrilliantandwealthyMissQueenborough。

Perhapsshedid——perhapsnot。

Thereare,asIhavesaid,greatqualitiesinthecurateofPoltons,butIhavenotquitemadeupmymindpreciselywhattheyare。Iought,however,tosaythatDoratakesamorefavorableviewofhimandalesslenientviewofTrixthanI。

Thatisperhapsnatural。Besides,Doradoesnotknowtheprecisemannerinwhichthecuratewasrefused。Bytheway,hepreachednextSundayonthetext,\"Thechildrenofthisworldarewiserintheirgenerationthanthechildrenoflight。\"

VI。

WHICHSHALLITBE?

Itwasacharminglymildandbalmyday。Thesunshonebeyondtheorchard,andtheshadewascoolinside。Alightbreezestirredtheboughsoftheoldappletreeunderwhichthephilosophersat。

Noneofthesethingsdidthephilosophernotice,unlessitmightbewhenthewindblewabouttheleavesofthelargevolumeonhisknees,andhehadtofindhisplaceagain。Thenhewouldexclaimagainstthewind,shuffletheleavestillhegottherightpage,andsettletohisreading。Thebookwasatreatiseonontology;

itwaswrittenbyanotherphilosopher,afriendofthisphilosopher’s;itbristledwithfallacies,andthisphilosopherwasdiscoveringthemall,andnotingthemontheflyleafattheend。Hewasnotgoingtoreviewthebook(assomemighthavethoughtfromhisbehavior),oreventoansweritinaworkofhisown。Itwasjustthathefoundapleasureinstrippinganypoorfallacynakedandcrucifyingit。

Presentlyagirlinawhitefrockcameintotheorchard。Shepickedupanapple,bitit,andfounditripe。Holdingitinherhandshewalkeduptowherethephilosophersat,andlookedathim。Hedidnotstir。Shetookabiteoutoftheapple,munchedit,andswallowedit。Thephilosophercrucifiedafallacyontheflyleaf。Thegirlflungtheappleaway。

\"Mr。Jerningham,\"saidshe,\"areyouverybusy?\"

Thephilosopher,pencilinhand,lookedup。

\"No,MissMay,\"saidhe,\"notvery。\"

\"BecauseIwantyouropinion。\"

\"Inonemoment,\"saidthephilosopherapologetically。

Heturnedbacktotheflyleafandbegantonailthelastfallacyalittletightertothecross。Thegirlregardedhim,firstwithamusedimpatience,thenwithavexedfrown,finallywithawistfulregret。Hewassoveryoldforhisage,shethought;hecouldnotbemuchbeyondthirty;hishairwasthickandfullofwaves,hiseyesbrightandclear,hiscomplexionnotyetdivestedofallyouth’srelics。

\"Now,MissMay,Iamatyourservice,\"saidthephilosopher,withalingeringlookathisimpaledfallacy。Andheclosedthebook,keepingit,however,onhisknee。

Thegirlsatdownjustoppositetohim。

\"It’saveryimportantthingIwanttoaskyou,\"shebegan,tuggingatatuftofgrass,\"andit’svery——difficult,andyoumustn’ttellanyoneIaskedyou;atleast,I’dratheryoudidn’t。\"

\"Ishallnotspeakofit;indeed,Ishallprobablynotrememberit,\"saidthephilosopher。

\"Andyoumustn’tlookatme,please,whileI’maskingyou。\"

\"Idon’tthinkIwaslookingatyou,butifIwasIbegyourpardon,\"saidthephilosopherapologetically。

Shepulledthetuftofgrassrightoutofthegroundandflungitfromherwithallherforce。

\"Supposeaman————\"shebegan。\"No,that’snotright。\"

\"Youcantakeanyhypothesisyouplease,\"observedthephilosopher,\"butyoumustverifyitafterward,ofcourse。\"

\"Oh,doletmegoon。Supposeagirl,Mr。Jerningham——Iwishyouwouldn’tnod。\"

\"ItwasonlytoshowthatIfollowedyou。\"

\"Oh,ofcourseyou`followme,’asyoucallit。Supposeagirlhadtwolovers——you’renoddingagain——or,Ioughttosay,supposethereweretwomenwhomightbeinlovewithagirl。\"

\"Onlytwo?\"askedthephilosopher。\"Yousee,anynumberofmenMIGHTbeinlovewith————\"

\"Oh,wecanleavetherestout,\"saidMissMay,withasuddendimple;\"theydon’tmatter。\"

\"Verywell,\"saidthephilosopher。\"Iftheyareirrelevant,wewillputthemaside。\"

\"Suppose,then,thatoneofthesemenwas——oh,AWFULLYinlovewiththegirl——and——andproposed,youknow————\"

\"Amoment!\"saidthephilosopher,openinganotebook。\"Letmetakedownhisproposition。Whatwasit?\"

\"Why,proposedtoher——askedhertomarryhim,\"saidthegirl,withastare。

\"Dearme!Howstupidofme!Iforgotthatspecialuseoftheword。Yes?\"

\"Thegirllikeshimprettywell,andherpeopleapproveofhimandallthat,youknow。\"

\"Thatsimplifiestheproblem,\"saidthephilosopher,noddingagain。

\"Butshe’snotin——inlovewithhim,youknow。Shedoesn’tREALLYcareforhim——MUCH。Doyouunderstand?\"

\"Perfectly。Itisamostnaturalstateofmind。\"

\"Well,then,supposethatthere’sanotherman——whatareyouwriting?\"

\"Ionlyputdown(B。)——likethat,\"pleadedthephilosopher,meeklyexhibitinghisnotebook。

Shelookedathiminasortofhelplessexasperation,withjustasmilesomewhereinthebackgroundofit。

\"Oh,youreallyare————\"sheexclaimed。\"Butletmegoon。Theothermanisafriendofthegirl’s;he’sveryclever——oh,fearfullyclever;andhe’sratherhandsome。Youneedn’tputthatdown。\"

\"Itiscertainlynotverymaterial,\"admittedthephilosopher,andhecrossedout\"handsome。\"\"Clever\"heleft。

\"Andthegirlismostawfully——sheadmireshimtremendously;shethinkshimjustthegreatestmanthateverlived,youknow。Andshe——she————\"Thegirlpaused。

\"I’mfollowing,\"saidthephilosopher,withpencilpoised。

\"She’dthinkitbetterthanthewholeworldif——ifshecouldbeanythingtohim,youknow。\"

\"Youmeanbecomehiswife?\"

\"Well,ofcourseIdo——atleastsupposeIdo。\"

\"Youspokerathervaguely,youknow。\"

Thegirlcastoneglanceatthephilosopherasshereplied:

\"Well,yes。Ididmean,becomehiswife。\"

\"Yes。Well?\"

\"But,\"continuedthegirl,startingonanothertuftofgrass,\"hedoesn’tthinkmuchaboutthosethings。Helikesher。Ithinkhelikesher————\"

\"Well,doesn’tdislikeher?\"suggestedthephilosopher。\"Shallwecallhimindifferent?\"

\"Idon’tknow。Yes,ratherindifferent。Idon’tthinkhethinksaboutit,youknow。Butshe——she’spretty。Youneedn’tputthatdown。\"

\"Iwasnotabouttodoso,\"observedthephilosopher。

\"Shethinkslifewithhimwouldbejustheaven;and——andshethinksshewouldmakehimawfullyhappy。Shewould——wouldbesoproudofhim,yousee。\"

\"Isee。Yes!\"

\"And——Idon’tknowhowtoputit,quite——shethinksthat,ifheeverthoughtaboutitall,hemightcareforher;becausehedoesn’tcareforanybodyelse;andshe’spretty————\"

\"Yousaidthatbefore。\"

\"Oh,dear!IdaresayIdid。Andmostmencareforsomebody,don’tthey?Somegirl,Imean。\"

\"Mostmen,nodoubt,\"concededthephilosopher。

\"Well,then,whatoughtshetodo?It’snotarealthing,youknow,Mr。Jerningham。It’sin——inanovelIwasreading。\"Shesaidthishastily,andblushedasshespoke。

\"Dearme!Andit’squiteaninterestingcase!Yes,Isee。Thequestionis,Willsheactmostwiselyinacceptingtheofferofthemanwholovesherexceedingly,butforwhomsheentertainsonlyamoderateaffection————\"

\"Yes。Justaliking。He’sjustafriend。\"