TheStranger’svoice:\"Well,now,seein’ezI’vebeenwaitin’foryeoveranhour,offandon,andezmybiznesswithyeistwowords,itstrikesmeyerputtin’onalittletoomuchstyleinthisyerinterview,Mr。JeffersonBriggs。\"
Jeff’svoice(alittlehuskywithrestraint):\"Whatisyerbusiness?\"
Thestranger’svoice(lazily):\"It’sanat—tachmentonthisyerpropertyforprincipal,interest,andcosts——onehundredandtwelvedollarsand’seventy—fivecents,atthesuitofCyrusParker。\"
Jeff’svoice(inquicksurprise):\"Parker?Why,Isawhimonlyyesterday,andheagreedtowaitaspelllonger。\"
TheStranger’svoice:\"Mebbeehedid!Mebbeeheheardafterwardssuthin’aboutthegoin’sonupyar。Mebbeeheheardsuthin’o’
propertybein’convertedintoreadycash——sichpropertyezhorses,guns,andsich!Mebbeeheheardo’gayandfestivedoin’s——chickineveryday,fresheggs,butcher’smeat,portwine,andsich!Mebbeeheallowedthathischanceso’gettin’hisownhonestgrubouterhisdebtwaslookin’mightyslim!Mebbee\"(louder)\"hethoughthe’daskthemanwhoboughtyerhorse,andthemanyoupawnedyourgunto,whatwasgoin’on!Mebbeehethoughthe’dliketogetaholtasuthin’himself,evenifitwasonlysomeofthatyarchickinandportwine!\"
Jeff’svoice(earnestlyandhastily):\"They’renotforme。Ihaveafamilyboardinghere,withasickdaughter。Youdon’tthink——\"
TheStranger’svoice(lazily):\"Ireckon!Iseedyouandherpre—
ambulatingdownthehill,lockin’arms。Agooddealo’style,Jeff——fancy!expensive!HowdoesAuntSallytakeit?\"
Aslightshakingofthefloorandwindow——adeadsilence。
TheStranger’svoice(veryfaintly):\"ForGod’ssake,letmeup!\"
Jeff’svoice(verydistinctly):\"Anotherword!raiseyourvoiceaboveawhisper,andbythelivingG——\"
Silence。
TheStranger’svoice(gasping):\"I——I——promise!\"
Jeff’svoice(lowanddesperate):\"Getupoutofthat!Sitdownthar!Nowhearme!I’mnotresistingyourprocess。Ifyouhadallh—llaswitnessesyoudaren’tsaythat。I’veshutupyourfouljaw,andkeptitfrompoisoningtheair,andthar’snolawinCalifornyaginit!Nowlisten。What!Youwill,willyou?\"
Everythingquiet;abirdtwitteringonthewindowledge,nothingmore。
TheStranger’svoice(veryhuskily):\"Icave!Gimmesomewhiskey。\"
Jeff’svoice:\"Whenwe’rethrough。Nowlisten!Youcantakepossessionofthehouse;youcanstandbehindthebarandtakeeverycentthatcomesin;youcanpreventanythinggoingout;butaslongasMr。Mayfieldandhisfamilystayhere,bythelivingGod——lawornolaw——I’llbebosshere,andtheyshallneverknowit!\"
TheStranger’svoice(weaklyandsubmissively):\"Thatsoundssquare。
Anythin’notaginthelawandinreason,Jeff!\"
Jeff’svoice:\"Imeantobesquare。HereisallthemoneyIhave,tendollars。Takeitforanyextratroubleyoumayhavetosatisfyme。\"
Apause——theclinkingofcoin。
TheStranger’svoice(deprecatingly):\"Well!Ireckonthatwouldbeaboutfair。Considerthetrouble\"(aweaklaughhere)\"justnow。
’Tain’teverymanezhezyourgrip。He!he!Efyehadn’ttookmesosuddentlike——he!he!——well!——howaboutthatarwhiskey?\"
Jeff’svoice(coolly):\"I’llbringit。\"
Steps,silence,coughing,spitting,andthroat—clearingfromthestranger。
Stepsagain,andtheclickofglass。
TheStranger’svoice(submissively):\"IncourseImustgobacktotheForksandfetchupmyduds。YeknowwhatImean!Tharnow——don’t,Mr。Jeff!\"
Jeff’svoice(sternly):\"IfIfindyougobackonme——\"
TheStranger’svoice(hurriedly):\"Thar’smyhandonit。YecancountonJimDodd。\"
Stepsagain。Silence。Abirdlightsonthewindowledge,andpeersintotheroom。Allisatrest。
Jeffandthedeputy—sheriffwalkedthroughthebar—roomandoutontheporch。MissMayfieldinanarm—chairlookedupfromherbook。
\"I’vewrittenalettertomyfatherthatI’dliketohavemailedattheForksthisafternoon,\"shesaid,lookingfromJefftothestranger;\"perhapsthisgentlemanwillobligemebytakingit,ifhe’sgoingthatway。\"
\"I’lltakeit,miss,\"saidJeffhurriedly。
\"No,\"saidMissMayfieldarchly,\"I’vetakenuptoomuchofyourtimealready。\"
\"I’matyourservice,miss,\"saidthestranger,considerablyaffectedbythespectacleofthisprettygirl,whocertainlyatthatmoment,inherbrighteyesandslightlypinkcheeks,beliedthesuggestionofillhealth。
\"Thankyou。Dearme!\"Shewasrummaginginareticuleandinherpocket,etc。\"Oh,Mr。Jeff!\"
\"Yes,miss?\"
\"I’msofrightened!\"
\"How,miss?\"
\"Ihave——yes!——Ihaveleftthatletteronthestumpinthewoods,whereIwassittingwhenyoucame。Wouldyou——\"
Jeffdartedintothehouse,seizedhishat,andstopped。Hewasthinkingofthestranger。
\"Couldyoubesokind?\"
Jefflookedinheragitatedface,castameaningglanceatthestranger,andwasofflikeashot。
ThefiredroppedoutofMissMayfield’seyesandcheeks。Sheturnedtowardthestranger。
\"Pleasestepthisway。\"
Shealwayshatedherownchildishtreble。Butjustatthatmomentshethoughtshehadputforceanddignityintoit,andwascorrespondinglysatisfied。Thedeputysheriffwasequallypleased,andcametowardstheuprightlittlefigurewithopenadmiration。
\"YournameisDodd——JamesDodd?\"
\"Yes,miss。\"
\"Youarethedeputysheriffofthecounty?Don’tlookround——thereisnoonehere!\"
\"Well,miss——ifyousayso——yes!\"
\"Myfather——Mr。Mayfield——understoodso。Iregretheisnothere。
IregretstillmoreIcouldnothaveseenyoubeforeyousawMr。
Briggs,ashewishedmeto。\"
\"Yes,miss。\"
\"MyfatherisafriendofMr。Briggs,andknowssomethingofhisaffairs。TherewasadebttoaMr。Parker\"(hereMissMayfieldapparentlyconsultedanentryinhertablets)\"ofonehundredandtwelvedollarsandseventy—fivecents——amIright?\"
Thedeputy,withgreatrespect:\"Thatisthefiggers。\"
\"WhichhewishedtopaywithouttheknowledgeofMr。Briggs,whowouldnothaveconsentedtoit。\"
Theofficialopenedhiseyes。\"Yes,miss。\"
\"Well,asMr。MayfieldisNOThere,Iamheretopayitforhim。
YoucantakeacheckonWells,Fargo&Co。,Isuppose?\"
\"Certainly,miss。\"
Shetookacheck—bookandpenandinkfromherreticule,andfilledupacheck。Shehandedittohim,andthepenandink。\"Youaretogivemeareceipt。\"
Thedeputylookedatthematter—of—factlittlefigure,andsignedandhandedoverthereceiptedbill。
\"MyfathersaidMr。Briggswasnottoknowthis。\"
\"Certainlynot,miss。\"
\"ItwasMr。Briggs’sintentiontoletthejudgmenttakeitscourse,andgiveupthehouse。Youareamanofbusiness,Mr。Dodd,andknowthatthisisridiculous!\"
Thedeputylaughed。\"Incourse,miss。\"
\"AndwhateverMr。Briggsmayhaveproposedtoyoutodo,whenyougobacktotheForks,youaretowritehimaletter,andsaythatyouwillsimplyholdthejudgmentwithoutlevy。\"
\"Allright,miss,\"saidthedeputy,notill—pleasedtoholdhimselfinthissuperiorattitudetoJeff。
\"And——\"
\"Yes,miss?\"
Shelookedsteadilyathim。\"Mr。Briggstoldmyfatherthathewouldpayyoutendollarsfortheprivilegeofstayinghere。\"
\"Yes,miss。\"
\"And,ofcourse,THAT’Snotnecessarynow。\"
\"No—o,miss。\"
Averysmallwhitehand——amerechild’shand——washereextended,palmuppermost。
Theofficial,demoralizedcompletely,lookedatitamoment,thenwentintohispocketsandcountedoutintothepalmthecoinsgivenbyJeff;theycompletelyfilledthetinyreceptacle。
MissMayfieldcountedthemoneygravely,andplaceditinherportemonnaiewithasnap。
Certainqualitiesaffectcertainnatures。Thispracticalbusinessactofthediminutivebeautybeforehim——albeithewasjusttendollarsoutofpocketbyit——strucktheofficialintohelplessadmiration。Hehesitated。
\"That’sall,\"saidMissMayfieldcoolly;\"youneednotwait。TheletterwasonlyanexcusetogetMr。Briggsoutoftheway。\"
\"Iunderstandye,miss。\"Hehesitatedstill。\"Doyoureckontostopinthesepartslong?\"
\"Idon’tknow。\"
\"’CauseyeoughttocomedownsomedaytotheForks。\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Goodmorning,miss。\"
\"Goodmorning。\"
Yetatthecornerofthehousetherascalturnedandlookedbackatthelittlefigureinthesunlight。Hehadjustbeenphysicallyovercomebyayoungerman——hehadlosttendollars——hehadawifeandthreechildren。Heforgotallthis。HehadbeencaptivatedbyMissMayfield!
Thatpracticalheroinesattherefiveminutes。AttheendofthattimeJeffcameboundingdownthehill,hiscurlsdampwithperspiration;hisfresh,honestfacethepictureofwoe,HERwoe,forthelettercouldnotbefound!
\"Nevermind,Mr。Jeff。Iwroteanotherandgaveittohim。\"
Twotearswerestandingonhercheeks。Jeffturnedwhite。
\"GoodGod,miss!\"
\"It’snothing。Youwereright,Mr。Jeff!Ioughtnottohavewalkeddownherealone。I’mvery,verytired,and——so——somiserable。\"
Whatwomancouldwithstandtheanguishofthathonestboyishface?
IfearMissMayfieldcould,forshelookedathimoverherhandkerchief,andsaid:\"Perhapsyouhadsomethingtosaytoyourfriend,andI’vesenthimoff。\"
\"Nothing,\"saidJeffhurriedly;andshesawthatallhisothertroubleshadvanishedatthesightofherweakness。Sherosetremblinglyfromherseat。\"IthinkIwillgoinnow,butIthink——
Ithink——Imustaskyouto——to——carryme!\"
Oh,lameandimpotentconclusion!
Thenextmoment,Jeff,pale,strong,passionate,buttenderasamother,liftedherinhisarmsandbroughtherintothesitting—
room。AsimultaneousejaculationbrokefromAuntSallyandMrs。
Mayfield——thepossiblecommentofposterityonthewholeepisode。
\"Well,Jeff,Ireckonedyou’dbeuptosuthin’likethat!\"
\"Well,Jessie!Iknewyoucouldn’tbetrusted。\"
Mr。JamesDodddidnotreturnfromtheForksthatafternoon,toJeff’svagueuneasiness。Towardseveningamessengerbroughtanotefromhim,writtenonthebackofaprintedlegalform,tothiseffect:
DEARSIR——SeeingasyouIntendtoactontheSquareinregardtothatlittleMaterIhavearangedThingssothatIantgottostopwithyoubutI’lldropinonctinawiletokeepupashowforaDrink——respyyours,J。DODD。
InthislattersuggestionourlegalCerberusexhibitedallthreeofhisheadsatonce。OnecouldkeepfaithwithMissMayfield,onecouldseeher\"onctinawile,\"andonecoulddrinkatJeff’sexpense。InnocentJeffsawonlygenerosityandkindnessinthemanhehadhalf—choked,andasenseofremorseandshamealmostoutweighedthereliefofhisabsence。\"Hemighthevbeenugly,\"
saidJeff。Hedidnotknowhow,inthisselfishworld,thereisverylittleroomforgratuitous,activeugliness。
MissMayfielddidnotleaveherroomthatafternoon。Thewindwasgettingup,anditwasgrowingdarkwhenJeff,idlysittingonhisporch,hopingforherappearance,wasquiteastoundedattheapparitionofYubaBillasapedestrian,dustyandthirsty,makingforhisusualrefreshment。Jeffbroughtoutthebottle,butcouldnotrefrainfrommixinghisverbalastonishmentwiththeconventionalcocktail。Bill,partakingofhisliquorandbecomingoncemoreaspeakinganimal,slowlydrewoffhisheavy,baggydrivinggloves。NoonehadeverseenBillwithoutthem——hewascurrentlybelievedtosleepinthem——andwhenhelaidthemonthecountertheystillretainedthegripofhishand,whichgavethemanentertaininglikenesstotwoplethoricandoverfedspiders。
\"EfIconcludedtopassovermylinestoafriendandtakeapasearupyerthisevening,\"saidBill,eyingJeffsharply,\"Idon’tknowezthar’sanylawaginit!Onlessyerkeepin’aprivatebrancho’
theOccidentalHo—tel,andon’ytakeinfash’n’blefammerlies!\"
Jeff,witharisingcolor,protestedagainstsuchasupposition。
\"BecauseefyeARE,\"saidBill,liftinghisvoice,andcrushingoneoftheovergrownspiderswithhisfist,\"I’vegotawordortwotosaytothesonofJoeBriggsofTuolumne。Yes,sir!JoeBriggs——
yerfather——ezblewhisbrainsoutforwantofamanezcouldstandupandsayawordtohimattherighttime。\"
\"Bill,\"saidJeff,inalow,resolutetone——thattoneyieldeduponlyfromthesmittenchordsofdespairanddesperation——\"thar’sasickwomaninthehouse。I’lllistentoanythingyou’vegottosayifyou’llsayitquietly。ButyoumustandSHALLspeaklow。\"
Realmenquicklyrecognizerealmentheworldover;itisonlyyourshamswhofenceandspar。Bill,takinginthevoiceofthespeakermorethanhiswords,droppedhisown。
\"IsaidIhadakeppleofwordstosaytoye。Tharisn’tanytimeinthelastfowermonths——eversinceyetookstockinthisoldshanty,forthemattero’that——thatIcouldn’thevsaidthemtoye。I’veknowedallyourdoin’s。I’veknowedallyourdebts,’spesh’lythatyeowethatsneakin’houndParker;andtharisn’tatimethatIcouldn’tandwouldn’thevchippedinandpaid’emforye——foryourfather’ssake——efI’dallowedittobethesquarethingforye。ButIknowye,Jeff。Iknowwhat’sinyourBLOOD。
Iknewyourfather——allusdreamin’,hopin,’waitin’;IknowYOU,Jeff,dreamin’,hopin’,waitin’tilltheend。AndIstoodby,givin’youafreerein,andletitcome!\"
Jeffburiedhisfaceinhishands。
\"Itain’tyourblame——it’sblood!Itain’taweekagoezthekimpanypassesmeoverahoss。’Three—quartersMorgan,’sezthey。
SezI:’Wot’stheotherquarter?’Sezthey:’AMexicanhalf—
breed。’Well,shewasafairsortofhoss。Comin’downHeavytreeHilllasttrip,wemeetsadroveo’Spanishsteers。Incourseshegoeswilddirectly。Blood!\"
Billraisedhisglass,softlyswirleditscontentsroundandround,tastedit,andsetitdown。
\"Thekeppleo’wordsIhadtosaytoyewasthis:Gitupandgit!\"
SomethinglikethishadpassedthroughJeff’smindthedaybeforetheMayfieldscame。Somethinglikeithadhauntedhimonceortwicesince。Heturnedquicklyuponthespeaker。
\"Ezhow?yousez,\"saidBill,catchingatthehook。\"Idrivesupyersomenight,andyouseztome,’Bill,hevyougottwoseatsovertotheDivideformeandaunty——outonapasear。’AndIsez,’Ihappentohevoneinsideandoneontheboxwithme。’Andyouhandsoutyertrapsandanyvallyblesyedon’twantterleave,andyouputsyourauntinside,andgetsupontheboxwithme。Andyouseztome,ezmantoman,’Bill,’sezyou,’mightyouhevakeppleo’hundreddollarsaboutyethatyecouldlendamanezwasleavingthecounty,deadbroke?’andIsez,’I’vegotit,andIknowofanop’nin’forsuchamaninthenextcounty。’AndyoustepsintoTHATop’nin’,andyourcreditors——’spesh’lyParker——slipsintoTHIS,andinaweektheyofferstosettlewithyetencentsonthedollar。\"
Jeffstarted,flushed,trembled,recoveredhimself,andafteramomentsaid,doggedly:\"Ican’tdoit,Bill;Icouldn’t。\"
\"Incourse,\"saidBill,puttinghishandsslowlyintohispockets,andstretchinghislegsout——\"incourseyecan’tbecauseofawoman!\"
Jeffturneduponhimlikeahuntedbear。Bothmenrose,butBillalreadyhadhishandonJeff’sshoulder。
\"Ireckonedaminuteagotherewasasickgalinthehouse!Who’sgoingtomakearownow!Who’sgoingtostampandtearround,eh?\"
Jeffsankbackonhischair。
\"Isaidtharwasawoman,\"continuedBill;\"tharallusisone!Letamanbehell—bentorheaven—bent,somewhereinhistrackisawoman’sfeet。Idon’tsayanythin’aginthisgal,ezagal。Thebestof’em,Jeff,isonlyguide—poststop’intafellowonhisrightroad,andonlyafooloradrunkenmanholdsonto’emorleansaginem。Allowin’thisgalisallyouthinksheis,howfarisyourguide—postgoin’withye,eh?Isshegoin’toleaveherfatherandmotherforye?Isshegoin’togiveupherselfandhereasywaysandhersicknessesforye?Isshewillin’totakeyeforaperpetooallandlordtherestofherlife?Andifsheis,Jeff,areyethemantolether?Areyewillin’torunonhererrants,tofetchherdinnersezyedo?Tharezmenezdoesit;notyerinCaliforny,butoverintheStatesthar’sfellowsiswillingtotakethatsituation。I’veheard,\"continuedBill,inalow,mysteriousvoice,asofonedescribingthehabitsoftheAnthropophagi——\"I’veheardo’fellowsezcallthemselvesmen,sellin’ofthemselvestorichwomeninthatway。I’veheardo’richgalsbuyin’ofmenfortheirshape;sometimes——butthet’sinfurrin’kintries——fortheirpedigree!I’veheardo’fellowsbein’inthatbusiness,andcallin’themselvesmeninsteado’hosses!Yeain’tthatkindo’
man,Jeff。’Tain’tinyerblood。Yerfatherwasafoolaboutwomen,andincoursetheyruinedhim,astheyallusdothebestmen。It’son’ythefoolsandsneaksezawomanevermakesanythin’
outof。Whenyehearofamanawomanhezmade,yehearsofanincompoop。Andwhentheydoesproduce’eminthewayo’nater,theyain’tresponsiblefor’em,andsezthey’retheimageo’theirfathers!Yeain’tamanezisgoin’totrustyerfatetoawoman!\"
\"No,\"saidJeffdarkly。
\"Ireckonednot,\"saidBill,puttinghishandsinhispocketsagain。\"Yemightifyewasoneo’themkindo’fellowsaskemupfrom’FriscowithhertoSacramento。Oneo’themkindo’fellowsezcouldslingpoetryandFrenchandLatintoher——oneofHERkind——
butyeain’t!No,sir!\"
UnwiseWilliamofYuba!InanyotherbreastbutJeff’sthatrandomshotwouldhaveawakenedtheirregularauxiliaryoflove——jealousy!
ButJeff,beingatonceproudandhumble,hadneithervanitynorconceit,withoutwhichjealousyisimpossible。Yethewincedalittle,forhehadfeeling,andthensaidearnestly:
\"Doyouthinkthatopeningyouspokeofwouldholdforadayortwolonger?\"
\"Ireckon。\"
\"Well,then,IthinkIcansettleupmattersheremyownway,andgowithyou,Bill。\"
Hehadrisen,andyethesitatinglykepthishandonthebackofhischair。\"Bill!\"
\"Jeff!\"
\"Iwanttoaskyouaquestion;speakup,anddon’tmindme,butsaythetruth。\"
OurcraftyUlysses,believingthathewasabouttobeentrapped,ensconcedhimselfinhispockets,cockedoneeye,andsaid:\"Goon,Jeff。\"
\"WasmyfatherVERYbad?\"
Billtookhishandsfromhispockets。\"Tharisn’tamanezcrawlsabovehisgraveezisworthytolieinthesamegroundwithhim!\"
\"Thankyou,Bill。Goodnight;I’mgoingtoturnin!\"
\"Lookyar,boy!G—dd——nitall,Jeff!whatdoyemean?\"
Thereweretwotears——twinsistersofthoseinhissweetheart’seyesthatafternoon——nowstandinginJeff’s!
Billcaughtbothhishandsinhisown。HadtheybeenoftheLatinracetheywouldhave,righthonestly,takeneachotherintheirarms,andperhapskissed!BeingAnglo—Saxons,theygrippedeachother’shandshard,andone,asabovestated,swore!
WhenJeffascendedtohisroomthatnighthewentdirectlytohistrunkandtookoutMissMayfield’sslipper。Alack!duringthedayAuntSallyhad\"putthingstorights\"inhisroom,andthetrunkhadbeenmoved。Thishadsomewhatdisordereditscontents,andMissMayfield’sslippercontainedadozenshotfromabrokenEley’scartridge,afewquininepills,fourpostagestamps,partofacoralearringwhichJeff——onthemostapocryphalauthority——fondlybelievedbelongedtohismother,whomhehadneverseen,andasmallsilverschoolmedalwhichJeffhadoncereceivedfor\"goodconduct,\"muchtohisownsurprise,butwhichhestillreligiouslykeptasevidenceofformerconventionalcharacter。Hecoloredalittle,rubbedthemedalandearringruefullyonhissleeve,replacedtheminhistrunk,andthenhastilyemptiedtherestoftheslipper’scontentsonthefloor。Thisdone,hedrewoffhisboots,and,glidingnoiselesslydownthestair,hungtheslipperontheknobofMissMayfield’sdoor,andglidedbackagainwithoutdetection。
Rollinghimselfinhisblankets,helaydownonhisbed。Butnottosleep!Staringlywideawake,heatlastfeltthelullingofthewindthatnightlyshookhiscasement,andlistenedwhilethegreat,rambling,creaking,disjointed\"Half—wayHouse\"slowlysettleditselftorepose。Hethoughtofmanythings;ofhimself,ofhispast,ofhisfuture,butchiefly,Ifear,ofthepaleproudfacenowsleepingcontentedlyinthechamberbelowhim。Hetossedwithmanyplansandprojects,moreorlessimpracticable,andthenbegantodoze。Whereatthemoon,creepinginthewindow,laidacoldwhitearmacrosshim,andeventuallydriedafewfoolishtearsuponhissleepinglashes。
IV。
AuntSallywasmakingpiesinthekitchenthenextmorningwhenJeffhesitatinglystoleuponher。Themomentwasnotafelicitousone。Pie—makingwasusuallyanaggressivepursuitwithAuntSally,enteredintoseverely,andprosecuteduntothebitterend。AfterwatchingherafewmomentsJeffcameupandplacedhisarmstenderlyaroundher。Peopleverymuchinlovefindrelief,Iamtold,inthisvicariousexpression。
\"Aunty。\"
\"Well,Jeff!Thar,now——yergittin’alldough!\"Nevertheless,thehardfacerelaxedalittle。Somethingofasmilestoleroundhermouth,showingwhatshemighthavebeenbeforetheologyandbittershadsuppliedthenaturalfemininelongings。
\"Auntydear!\"
\"You——boy!\"
ItWASaboy’sface——albeitbeardedlikethepard,withanextrafiercenessinthemustaches——thatlookeduponhers。Shecouldnothelpbestowingagrimflourykissuponit。
\"Well,whatisitnow?\"
\"I’mthinking,aunty,it’shightimeyouandmepackedupourtrapsand’shook’thisyarshanty,andlocatedsomewhereelse。\"Jeff’svoicewasostentatiouslycheerful,buthiseyeswerealittleanxious。
\"WhatforNOW?\"
Jeffhastilyrecountedhisillluck,andthevariousreasons——
exceptingofcoursethedominantone——forhisresolution。
\"Andwhendoyoukalkilatetogo?\"
\"Ifyou’lllookarterthingshere,\"hesitatedJeff,\"IreckonI’llgoupalongwithBillto—morrow,andlookroundabit。\"
\"Andhowlongdoyoureckonthatgalwouldstayhereafteryargone?\"
ThiswasanewandstartlingideatoJeff。Butinhishumilityhesawnothinginittoflatterhisconceit。Ratherthereverse。Hecolored,andthensaidapologetically,——
\"IthoughtthatyouandJinnycouldgetalongwithoutme。ThebutcherwillpacktheprovisionsoverfromtheFork。\"
Layingdownherrolling—pin,AuntSallyturneduponJeffwithostentatiousdeliberation。\"Yeain’t,\"shebeganslowly,\"eztakingamanwithwimmenezyourfatherwas——that’safact,JeffBriggs!Theyusedtosaythatnowomanashewentforcouldgetawayfromhim。Butyedon’tmeantosayyerthinkyernotgoodenough——suchasyeare——forthissnipofanoldmaid,ezbigasagolddollar,andasyaller?\"
\"Aunty,\"saidJeff,droppinghisboyishmanner,andhiscolorassuddenly,\"I’dratheryewouldn’ttalkthatwayofMissMayfield。
Yedon’tknowher;andthere’stimes,\"headded,withasigh,\"ezI
reckonyedon’tquiteknowMEeither。Thatyounglady,bein’sick,likestobelookedafter。Anyonecandothatforher。Shedon’tmindwhoitis。Shedon’tcareformeexceptforthat,and,\"addedJeffhumbly,\"it’squitenatural。\"
\"Ididn’tsayshedid,\"returnedAuntSallyviciously;\"butseeingezyou’vegotanemptyhouseyeronyerhands,andmea—slavin’
hereonjistnothin’,ifthisgal,forthesakeo’gallivantin’
withyeforaspell,choosestostayhereandkeepherfamilyhere,andpayhighforit,Idon’tseewhyitain’tyerdutytoProvidenceandmetotakeadvantageofit。\"
Jeffraisedhiseyestohisaunt’sface。Forthefirsttimeitstruckhimthatshemightbehisfather’ssisterandyethavenobloodinherveinsthatansweredtohis。Therearefewshocksmorestartlingandoverpoweringtooriginalnaturesthanthissuddensenseofloneliness。Jeffcouldnotspeak,butremainedlookingfiercelyather。
AuntSallymisinterpretedhissilence,andreturnedtoherworkonthepies。\"Thegalain’tnofool,\"shecontinued,rollingoutthecrustasifshewerelayingdownbroadpropositions。\"SHEreckonsonittoo,ezifitwaschargedinthebillwiththeboardandlodging。Why,didn’tshesaytome,lastnight,thatshekalkilatedaforeshewentawaytobringupsomefriendsfrom’Friscoforafewdays’visit?anddidn’tshesay,inthatpipin’,affectedvoiceo’hers,’Ioughtermakesomereturnforyerkindnessandyernephew’skindness,AuntSally,byshowingpeoplethatcanhelpyou,andkeepyourhousefull,howpleasantitisuphere。’Sheain’tnofool,withallherfaintin’sanddyin’saway!
No,JeffBriggs。Andifshewantstoshowyeoffaginthemcityfellowsezsheknows,andyeain’tgotspunkenoughtostandupandshowoffwithher——why\"——sheturnedherheadimpatiently,buthewasgone。
IfJeffhadeverwaveredinhisresolutionhewouldhavebeensteadyenoughNOW。Buthehadneverwavered;theconvictionsandresolutionsofsuddenlyawakenedcharacterareseldommovedbyexpediency。Hewaseagertotastethebitterdregsofhiscupatonce。Hebegantopackhistrunk,andmakehispreparationsfordeparture。WithoutavoidingMissMayfieldinthisnewexcitement,henolongerfelttheneedofherpresence。Hehadsatisfiedhisfeverishanxietiesbyplacinghistrunkinthehallbesidehisopendoor,andwassittingonhisbed,wrestlingwithafadedandovertaskedcarpet—bagthatwouldnotcloseandaccepthishardconditions,whenasmallvoicefromthestaircasethrilledhim。Hewalkedtothecorridor,and,lookingdown,beheldMissMayfieldmidwayonthestepsofthestaircase。
Shehadneverlookedsobeautifulbefore!Jeffhadonlyseenherinthosesoftenwrappingsandhalf—deshabillethatbelongtoinvalidfemininity。Alwaysrefinedandmodestthus,inherpresentwalking—costumetherewasaddedaslighttouchofcoquettishadornment。Therewasabrightnessofcolorinhercheekandeye,partlytheresultofclimbingthestaircase,partlytheresultofthataudaciousimpulsethathadledher——amodestvirgin——toseekagentlemaninthispersonalfashion。Modestyinayounggirlhasacomfortablesatisfyingcharm,recognizedeasilybyallhumanity;
buthemustbeasorryknaveoraworseprigwhoisnotdeliciouslythrilledwhenModestyputshercharminglittlefootjustoverthethresholdofPropriety。
\"ThemountainwouldnotcometoMohammed,soMohammedmustcometothemountain,\"saidMissMayfield。\"Motherisasleep,AuntSallyisatworkinthekitchen,andhereamI,alreadydressedforarambleinthisbrightafternoonsunshine,andnoonetogowithme。
But,perhaps,you,too,arebusy?\"
\"No,miss。Iwillbewithyouinamoment。\"
IwishIcouldsaythathewentbacktocalmhispulses,whichthedangerousmusicofMissMayfield’svoicehadsettothrobbing,byafewmoments’calmanddispassionatereflection。Butheonlyreturnedtobrushhiscurlsoutofhiseyesandears,andtobuttonoverhisblueflannelshirtawhitelinencollar,whichhethoughtmightbetterharmonizewithMissMayfield’sattire。
Shewassittingonthestaircase,pokingherparasolthroughthebalusters。\"Youneednothavetakenthattrouble,Mr。Jeff,\"shesaidpleasantly。\"YOUareapartofthismountainpictureatalltimes;butIamobligedtothinkofdress。\"
\"Itwasnotrouble,miss。\"
Somethinginthetoneofhisvoicemadeherlookinhisfaceassherose。Itwasatriflepaler,andalittleolder。Theresult,doubtless,thoughtMissMayfield,ofhisyesterday’sexperiencewiththedeputy—sheriff。
Suchwasherrapiddeduction。Nevertheless,afterthefashionofhersex,sheimmediatelybegantoarguefromquiteanotherhypothesis。
\"Youareangrywithme,Mr。Jeff。\"
\"What,I——MissMayfield?\"
\"Yes,you!\"
\"MissMayfield!\"
\"Ohyes,youare。Don’tdenyit?\"
\"Uponmysoul——\"
\"Yes!Yougivemepunishmentsand——penances!\"
Jeffopenedhisblueeyesonhistormentor。CouldAuntSallyhavebeensayinganything?
\"Ifanybody,MissMayfield——\"hebegan。
\"Nobodybutyou。Lookhere!\"
Sheextendedherlittlehandwithasmile。InthecentreofherpalmlayfourshiningdoubleBSHOT。
\"There!Ifoundthoseinmyslipperthismorning!\"Jeffwasspeechless。
\"OfcourseYOUdidit!OfcourseitwasYOUwhofoundmyslipper!\"
saidMissMayfield,laughing。\"Butwhydidyouputshotinit,Mr。
Jeff?InsomeCatholiccountries,whenpeoplehavedonewrong,thepriestsmakethemdopenancebywalkingwithpeasintheirshoes!
WhathaveIeverdonetoyou?AndwhySHOT?They’reeversomuchharderthanpeas。\"
Seeingonlythemischievous,laughingfacebeforehim,andtheopenpalmcontainingthedamningevidenceofthebrokenEley’scartridge,Jeffstammeredoutthetruth。
\"Ifoundtheslipperinthebear—skin,MissMayfield。Iputitinmytrunktokeep,thinkingyerwouldn’tmissit,andit’sbeingakindofremembranceafteryou’regoneaway——of——ofthenightyoucamehere。Somebodymovedthetrunkinmyroom,\"andhehunghisheadhere。\"Thethingsinsideallgotmixedup。\"
\"Andthatmadeyouchangeyourmindaboutkeepingit?\"saidMissMayfield,stillsmiling。
\"No,miss。\"
\"Whatwasit,then?\"
\"Igaveitbacktoyou,MissMayfield,becauseIwasgoingaway。\"
\"Indeed!Where?\"
\"I’mgoingtofindanotherlocation。Maybeyou’venoticed,\"hecontinued,fallingbackintohisoldapologeticmannerinspiteofhisprideofresolution——\"maybeyou’venoticedthatthisplaceherehasnoadvantagesforahotel。\"
\"Ihadnot,indeed。Ihavebeenverycomfortable。\"
\"Thankyou,miss。\"
\"Whendoyougo?\"
\"To—night。\"
Forallhisprideandfixedpurposehecouldnothelplookingeagerlyinherface。MissMayfield’seyesmethispleasantlyandquietly。
\"I’msorrytopartwithyousosoon,\"shesaid,asshesteppedbackapaceortwowithfoldedhands。\"Ofcourseeverymomentofyourtimenowisoccupied。Youmustnotthinkofwastingitonme。\"
ButJeffhadrecoveredhissadcomposure。\"I’dliketogowithyou,MissMayfield。It’sthelasttime,youknow,\"headdedsimply。
MissMayfielddidnotreply。Itwasatacitassent,however,althoughshemovedsomewhatstifflyathissideastheywalkedtowardsthedoor。QuiteconvincedthatJeff’sresolutioncamefromhispecuniarytroubles,MissMayfieldwaswonderingifshehadnotbetterassurehimofhissecurityfromfurtherannoyancefromDodd。
Wonderfulcomplexityoffemaleintellect!shewasalittlehurtathisingratitudetoherforakindnesshecouldnotpossiblyhaveknown。MissMayfieldfeltthatinsomewayshewasunjustlytreated。Howmanyofourmiserablesex,incapableofdivination,havebeencrushedunderthatunreasonablefemininereproof,\"Yououghttohaveknown!\"
Theafternoonsunwasindeedshiningbrightlyastheysteppedoutbeforethebleakangleofthe\"Half—wayHouse\";butitfailedtomitigatethehabituallypracticalausterityofthemountainbreeze——
afactwhichMissMayfieldhadneverbeforenoticed。Thehousewascertainlybleakandexposed;thesitebynomeansapoeticalone。Shewonderedifshehadnotputaromanceintoit,andperhapsevenintothemanbesideher,whichdidnotbelongtoeither。Itwasamomentofdangerousdoubt。
\"Idon’tknowbutthatyou’reright,Mr。Jeff,\"shesaidfinally,astheyfacedthehill,andbegantheascenttogether。\"Thisplaceisalittlequeer,andbleak,and——unattractive。\"
\"Yes,miss,\"saidJeff,withdirectsimplicity,\"I’vealwayswonderedwhatyousawinittomakeyoucontenttostay,whenitwouldbesomuchprettier,andmoresuitableforyouatthe’Summit。’\"
MissMayfieldbitherlip,andwassilent。Afterafewmoments’
climbingshesaid,almostpettishly,\"Whereisthisfamous’Summit’?\"
Jeffstopped。Theyhadreachedthetopofthehill。Hepointedacrossanolive—greenchasmtoahigherlevel,where,baskinginthedecliningsun,clusteredthelongramblingoutbuildingsaroundthewhiteblinkingfacadeofthe\"SummitHouse。\"Framedinpinesandhemlocks,tenderwithsoftgrayshadows,andnestlingbeyondaforegroundofcultivatedslope,itwasacharmingrusticpicture。
MissMayfield’squickeyetookinitsdetails。Herquickintellecttookinsomethingelse。Shehadseatedherselfontheroad—bank,and,claspingherkneesbetweenherlockedfingers,shesuddenlylookedupatJeff。\"Whatpossessedyoutocomehalf—wayupamountain,insteadofgoingontothetop?\"
\"Poverty,miss!\"
MissMayfieldflushedalittleatthispracticaldirectanswertoherhalf—figurativequestion。However,shebegantothinkthatmoralAlpine—climbingyouthmighthavepecuniaryrestrictionsintheirhighambitions,andthattheheroof\"Excelsior\"mighthavesuccumbedtomorepowerfuloppositionthanthewisdomofAgeortheblandishmentsofBeauty。
\"Youmeanthatpovertyupthereismoreexpensive?\"
\"Yes,miss。\"
\"Butyouwouldliketolivethere?\"
\"Yes。\"
Theywerebothsilent。MissMayfieldglancedatJeffunderthecornersofherlashes。Hewasleaningagainstatree,absorbedinthought。Accustomedtolookuponhimasapleasingpicturesqueobject,quitefresh,original,andcharacteristic,shewassomewhatdisturbedtofindthatto—dayhepresentedcertainotherqualitieswhichclearlydidnotagreewithherpreconceivedideasofhiscondition。Hehadabandonedhisusuallargetop—bootsforlowshoes,andshecouldnothelpnoticingthathisfeetweresmallandslenderaswerehishands,albeitbrownedbyexposure。Hisruddycolorwasgonetoo,andhisface,palewithsorrowandexperience,hadanewexpression。Hisbuttoned—upcoatandwhitecollar,sounlikehisusualself,alsohaditssuggestions——whichMissMayfieldwasatfirstinclinedtoresent。Womenarequicktonoticeandaugurmoreorlesswiselyfromthesesmalldetails。
Nevertheless,shebeganinquiteanothertone。
\"Doyourememberyourmother——MR。——MR。——BRIGGS?\"
Jeffnoticedthenewepithet。\"No,miss;shediedwhenIwasquiteyoung。\"
\"Yourfather,then?\"
Jeff’seyekindledalittle,aggressively。\"IrememberHIM。\"
\"Whatwashe?\"
\"MissMayfield!\"
\"Whatwashisbusinessorprofession?\"
\"He——hadn’t——any!\"
\"Oh,Isee——agentlemanofproperty。\"
Jeffhesitated,lookedatMissMayfieldhurriedly,colored,anddidnotreply。
\"Andlosthisproperty,Mr。Briggs?\"Withoneofthoserareimpulsesofanovertaskedgentlenature,Jeffturneduponheralmostsavagely。\"Myfatherwasagambler,andshothimselfatagamblingtable。\"
MissMayfieldrosehurriedly。\"I——Ibegyourpardon,Mr。Jeff。\"
Jeffwassilent。
\"Youknow——youMUSTknow——Ididnotmean——\"
Noreply。
\"Mr。Jeff!\"
Herlittlehandflutteredtowardhim,andlituponhissleeve,whereitwassuddenlycapturedandpressedpassionatelytohislips。
\"Ididnotmeantobethoughtlessorunkind,\"saidMissMayfield,discreetlykeepingtothepoint,andtryingweaklytodisengageherhand。\"YouknowIwouldn’thurtyourfeelings。\"
\"Iknow,MissMayfield。\"(Anotherkiss。)
\"Iwasignorantofyourhistory。\"
\"Yes,miss。\"(Akiss。)
\"AndifIcoulddoanythingforyou,Mr。Jeff——\"Shestopped。
Itwasaverytryingposition。Beingsmall,shewasdrawnafterherhandquiteuptoJeff’sshoulder,whilehe,assentinginmonosyllables,waspartingthefingers,andkissingthemseparately。Reasonablediscourseinthisattitudewasoutofthequestion。Shehadrecoursetostrategy。
\"Oh!\"
\"MissMayfield!\"
\"Youhurtmyhand。\"
Jeffdroppeditinstantly。MissMayfieldputitinthepocketofhersacqueforsecurity。Besides,ithadbeensobekissedthatitseemedunpleasantlyconscious。
\"Iwishyouwouldtellmeallaboutyourself,\"shewenton,withacertaincharmingfemininesubmissionofmannerquiteunlikeherordinaryspeech;\"Ishouldliketohelpyou。PerhapsIcan。YouknowIamquiteindependent;Imean——\"
Shepaused,forJeff’sfacebetrayednosignsofsympatheticfollowing。
\"ImeanIamwhatpeoplecallrichinmyownright。IcandoasI
pleasewithmyown。Ifanyofyourtrouble,Mr。Jeff,arisesfromwantofmoney,orcapital;ifanyconsiderationofthatkindtakesyouawayfromyourhome;ifIcouldsaveyouTHATTROUBLE,andfindforyou——perhapsalittlenearer——thatwhichyouareseeking,I
wouldbesogladtodoit。Youwillfindtheworldverywide,andverycold,Mr。Jeff,\"shecontinued,withacertainairofpracticalsuperiorityquitenaturaltoher,butexplicabletoherfriendsandacquaintancesonlyastheconsciousnessofpecuniaryindependence;\"andIwishyouwouldbefrankwithme。AlthoughI
amawoman,Iknowsomethingofbusiness。\"
\"Iwillbefrankwithyou,miss,\"saidJeff,turningacolorlessfaceuponher。\"IfyouwasezrichastheBankofCalifornia,andcouldthrowyourmoneyonanyfancyorwhimthatstruckyouatthemoment;ifyoufeltyoucouldbuyupanymanandwomaninCaliforniathatwaswillingtobeboughtup;andifmeandmyauntwerestarvingintheroad,wewouldn’ttouchthemoneythatwehadn’tearnedfairly,anddidn’tbelongtous。No,miss,Iain’tthatsorto’man!\"
Howmuchofthisspeech,initsbrusquenessandslang,wasanechoofYubaBill’steaching,howmuchofitwasapartofJeff’sinwardweakness,Icannotsay。HesawMissMayfieldrecoilfromhim。Itaddedtohisbitternessthathisthought,forthefirsttimevoiced,appearedtohimbynomeansaseffectiveorpowerfulashehadimagineditwouldbe,buthecouldnotrecedefromit;andtherewasthereliefthattheworsthadcome,andwasovernow。
MissMayfieldtookherhandoutofherpocket。\"Idon’tthinkyouquiteunderstandme,Mr。Jeff,\"shesaidquietly;\"andIHOPEI
don’tunderstandyou。\"Shewalkedstifflyathissideforafewmoments,butfinallytooktheothersideoftheroad。Theyhadbothturned,halfunconsciously,backagaintothe\"Half—wayHouse。\"
Jefffelt,likeallquarrel—seekers,righteousorunrighteous,thefullburdenofthefight。Ifhecouldhaverelievedhismind,andatthenextmomentleapeduponYubaBill’scoach,andsopassedaway——withoutafurtherwordofexplanation——allwouldhavebeenwell。Buttowalkbackwiththisgirl,whomhehadjustshakenoff,andwhomustnowthoroughlyhatehim,wassomethinghehadnotpreconceived,inthatdelightfulforecastoftheimagination,whenwedeterminewhatWEshallsayanddowithouttheleastconsiderationofwhatmaybesaidordonetousinreturn。Noquarrelproceedsexactlyasweexpect;peoplehavesuchawayofbehavingillogically!
AndherewasMissMayfield,whowasclearlyderelict,andwhoshouldhaveactedunderthatconviction,walkingalongontheothersideoftheroad,trailingthesplendorofherparasolinthedustlikeanoffendedgoddess。
Theyhadalmostreachedthehouse。\"Atwhattimedoyougo,Mr。
Briggs?\"askedtheyoungladyquietly。
\"Atelevento—night,bytheupstage。\"
\"Iexpectsomefriendsbythatstage——comingwithmyfather。\"
\"Myauntwilltakegoodcareofthem,\"saidJeff,alittlebitterly。
\"Ihavenodoubt,\"respondedMissMayfieldgravely;\"butIwasnotthinkingofthat。Ihadhopedtointroducethemtoyouto—morrow。
ButIshallnotbeupsolateto—night。AndIhadbettersaygood—bytoyounow。\"
Sheextendedtheunkissedhand。Jefftookit,butpresentlyletthelimpfingersfallthroughhisown。
\"Iwishyougoodfortune,Mr。Briggs。\"
Shemadeagravelittlebow,andvanishedintothehouse。Buthere,Iregrettosay,herlady—likecalmalsovanished。SheupbraidedhermotherpeevishlyforobliginghertoseektheescortofMr。Briggsinhernecessaryexercise,andflungherselfwithaninjuredairuponthesofa。
\"ButIthoughtyoulikedthisMr。Briggs。Heseemsanaccommodatingsortofperson。\"
\"Veryaccommodating。Goingawayjustasweareexpectingcompany!\"
\"Goingaway?\"saidMrs。Mayfieldinalarm。\"Surelyhemustbetoldthatweexpectsomepreparationforourfriends?\"
\"Oh,\"saidMissMayfieldquickly,\"hisauntwillarrangeTHAT。\"
Mrs。Mayfield,habituallymystifiedatherdaughter’smoods,saidnomore。She,however,fulfilledherdutyconscientiouslybyrising,throwingawrapovertheyounggirl,tuckingitinatherfeet,andhaving,asitwere,drawnacharitableveiloverherpeculiarities,leftheralone。
Athalfpasttenthecoachdasheduptothe\"Half—wayHouse,\"withaflashoflightsandaburstofcheeryvoices。Jeff,comingupontheporch,wasmetbyMr。Mayfield,accompanyingaladyandtwogentlemen,——evidentlytheguestsalludedtobyhisdaughter。
AccustomedasJeffhadbecometoMr。Mayfield’spatronizingsuperiority,itseemedunbearablenow,andtheeasyindifferenceofthegueststohisownpresencetouchedhimwithanewbitterness。
HerewereHERfriends,whoweretotakehisplace。ItwasarelieftograspYubaBill’slargehandandstandwithhimalonebesidethebar。
\"I’mreadytogowithyouto—night,Bill,\"saidJeff,afterapause。
Billputdownhisglass——asignofabsorbinginterest。
\"AndtheseyarstrangersIfetched?\"
\"Auntywilltakecareofthem。I’vefixedeverything。\"
BilllaidbothhispowerfulhandsonJeff’sshoulders,backedhimagainstthewall,andsurveyedhimwithgreatgravity。
\"Briggs’ssonclarthrough!Alittleoffcolor,butthegritallthar!Bullyforyou,Jeff。\"HewrungJeff’shandbetweenhisown。
\"Bill!\"saidJeffhesitatingly。
\"Jeff!\"
\"Youwouldn’tmindmygettingupontheboxNOW,beforeallthefolksgetround?\"
\"Ireckonnot。Thar’sthebox—seatallreadyforye。\"
Climbingtohishighperch,Jeff,indistinguishableinthedarkness,lookedoutupontheporchandthemovingfiguresofthepassengers,onBillgrowlingouthisorderstohisactivehostler,andonthetwinklinglightsofthehotelwindows。Inthemysteryofthenightandthebitternessofhisheart,everythinglookedstrange。TherewasalightinMissMayfield’sroom,butthecurtainsweredrawn。Oncehethoughttheymoved,butthen,fearfulofthefascinationofwatchingthem,heturnedhisfaceresolutelyaway。
Then,tohisrelief,thehourcame;thepassengersre—enteredthecoach;Billhadmountedthebox,andwasslowlygatheringhisreins,whenashrillvoicerosefromtheporch。
\"Oh,Jeff!\"
Jeffleanedananxiousfaceoutoverthecoachlamps。
ItwasAuntSally,breathlessandontiptoe,reachingwithaletter。\"Suthin’youforgot!\"Then,inahoarsestagewhisper,perfectlyaudibletoeveryone:\"FromHER!\"
Jeffseizedtheletterwithaburningface。Thewhipsnapped,andthestageplungedforwardintothedarkness。PresentlyYubaBillreacheddown,coollydetachedoneofthecoachlamps,andhandedittoJeffwithoutaword。
Jefftoreopentheenvelope。ItcontainedCyrusParker’sbillreceipted,andthewrit。Anothersmallinclosurecontainedtendollars,andafewlineswritteninpencilinalargemasculinebusinesshand。BythelightofthelampJeffreadasfollows:——
\"Ihopeyouwillforgivemeforhavingtriedtohelpyoueveninthisaccidentalway,beforeIknewhowstrongwereyourobjectionstohelpfromme。Nobodyknowsthisbutmyself。EvenMr。Doddthinksmyfatheradvancedthemoney。Thetendollarstherascalwouldhavekept,butImadehimdisgorgeit。Ididitallwhileyouwerelookingfortheletterinthewoods。Prayforgetallaboutit,andanypainyoumayhavehadfromJ。M。\"
Frankandpracticalasthisletterappearedtobe,and,doubtless,asitwasintendedtobebyitswriter,thereaderwillnotfailtonoticethatMissMayfieldsaidnothingofhavingoverheardJeff’squarrelwiththedeputy,andlefthimtoinferthatthatfunctionaryhadbetrayedhim。Itwassimplyoneofthoseunpleasantdetailsnotaffectingtheresult,usuallyoverlookedinfeminineethics。
ForamomentJeffsatpaleanddumb,crushedundertheruinsofhisprideandself—love。ForamomenthehatedMissMayfield,smallandtriumphant!Howshemusthaveinwardlylaughedathisspeechthatmorning!Withwhatrefinedcrueltyshehadsavedthisevidenceofhishumiliation,toworkhervengeanceonhimnow。Hecouldnotstandit!Hecouldnotliveunderit!Hewouldgobackandsellthehouse——hisclothes——everything——topaythiswicked,heartless,cruelgirl,thatwaskilling——yes,killing——
Astronghandtooktheswinging—lanternfromhisunsteadyfingers,astronghandpossesseditselfofthepapersandMissMayfield’snote,astrongarmwasdrawnaroundhim,——forhisfigurewasswayingtoandfro,hisheadwasgiddy,andhishathadfallenoff,——andastrongvoice,albeitalittlehusky,whisperedinhisear,——
\"Easy,boy!easyonthedowngrade。It’llbealloneinaminit。\"
Jefftriedtocomprehendhim,buthisbrainwaswhirling。