第3章

PARTVII

Withmuchhardlabourandsomepleasurefraught,Themonthsrolledbymenoiselessly,thattaughtMyhandtogrowmoreskilfulinitsart,Strengthenedmydaringdreamoffame,andbroughtSweethopeandresignationtomyheart。

BriefletterscamefromHelen,nowandthen:

Shewasquitewell——ohyes!quitewell,indeed!

Butstillsoweakandnervous。By—and—by,Whenbaby,beingolder,shouldnotneedSuchconstantcare,shewouldgrowstrongagain。

Shewasashappyasasoulcouldbe;

Noleastcloudhoveredinherazuresky;

Shehadnotthoughtlifeheldsuchdepthsofbliss。

DearbabysentMaurinealovingkiss,Andsaidshewasanaughty,naughtygirl,Nottocomehomeandseema’slittlepearl。

Nogiftofcostlyjewels,orofgold,Hadbeensopreciousorsodeartome,Aseachbrieflinewhereinherjoywastold。

Itlightenedtoil,andtooktheedgefrompain,Knowingmysacrificewasnotinvain。

RoypurchasedfineestatesinScotland,whereHebuiltaprettyvilla—likeretreat。

AndwhentheRomanSummer’slanguidheatMadeworkapunishment,IturnedmyfaceTowardtheHighlands,andwithRoyandGraceFoundrestandfreedomfromallthoughtandcare。

Iwasawillingworker。NotanhourPassedidlybyme:each,IwouldemployTosomegoodpurpose,ereitglidedonToswellthetideofhoursforevergone。

Myfirstcompletedpicture,knownas\"Joy,\"

Wonpleasantwordsofpraise。\"Possessespower,\"

\"Displaysmuchtalent,\"\"Veryfairlydone。\"

Sofellthecommentsonmygratefulear。

SwiftinthewakeofJoy,andalwaysnear,WalkshersadsisterSorrow。SomybrushBegandepictingSorrow,heavy—eyed,Withpallidvisage,eretherosyflushUponthebeamingfaceofJoyhaddried。

Thecarefulstudyoflongmonths,itwonGoldenopinions;evenbringingforthThatcertainsignofmerit——acritiqueWhichsetbothpiecesdownasdaubs,andweakAsemptyheadsthatsangtheirpraises——soProvingconclusivelythepictures’worth。

ThesecriticsandreviewersdonotuseTheirpreciousammunitiontoabuseAworthlesswork。That,leftalone,theyknowWillfinditsproperlevel;andtheyaimTheirbatteriesatrisingworkswhichclaimToomuchofpublicnotice。ButthisshotResultedonlyinsomenoise,whichbroughtAdozenpeople,whereonecamebefore,Toviewmypictures;andIhadmyhourOfholdingthosefrailbaubles,FameandPow’r。

AnEnglishBaronwhohadlivedtwoscoreOfhisallottedthreescoreyearsandtenBoughtboththepieces。Hewasverykind,Andsoattentive,I,notbeingblind,Mustunderstandhismeaning。

Therefore,whenHesaid,\"Sweetfriend,whomIwouldmakemywife,The’Joy’and’Sorrow’thisdearhandportrayedIhaveinmypossession:nowresignIntomycarefulkeeping,andmakemine,Thejoyandsorrowofyourfuturelife,\"—

Iwaspreparedtoanswer,butdelayed,Grownundecidedsuddenly。

MymindArguedthemattercoollyproandcon,AndmaderesolvetospeedhiswooingonAndgranthimfavour。Hewasgoodandkind;

Notyoung,nodoubthewouldbequitecontentWithmyrespect,normissanardentlove;

Couldgivemetiesoffamilyandhome;

Andthen,perhaps,mymindwasnotaboveSettingsomevalueonatitledname—

Ambitiouswoman’sweakness!

ThenmyartWouldbeencouragedandpursuedthesame,AndIcouldspendmywintersallinRome。

LovenevermorecouldtouchmywastefulheartThatallitswealthupononeobjectspent。

Existencewouldbeverybleakandcold,Afterlongyears,whenIwasgrayandold,Withneitherhomenorchildren。

Onceawife,Iwouldforgetthesorrowofmylife,Andpilenewsodsuponthegraveofpain。

Mymindsoargued;andmysadheartheard,Butmadenocomment。

ThentheBaronspoke,Andwaitedformyanswer。AllinvainIstroveforstrengthtoutterthatonewordMyminddictated。Momentsrolledaway—

Untilatlastmytorpidheartawoke,Andforcedmytremblinglipstosayhimnay。

Andthenmyeyeswithsuddentearso’erran,InpityformyselfandforthismanWhostoodbeforeme,lostinpainedsurprise。

\"Dearfriend,\"Icried,\"deargenerousfriend,forgiveAtroubledwoman’sweakness!AsIlive,IntruthImeanttoanswerotherwise。

Fromoutitsstore,myheartcangiveyounaughtButhonourandrespect;andyetmethoughtIwouldgivewillinganswer,didyousue。

ButnowIknow’twerecruelwrongIplanned—

Takingaheartthatbeatwithlovemosttrue,Andgivinginexchangeanemptyhand。

Whowedsforlovealone,maynotbewise:

Whowedswithoutit,angelsmustdespise。

LoveandrespecttogethermustcombineTorendermarriageholyanddivine;

Andlackofeither,sureasFate,destroysContinuationofthenuptialjoys,Andbringsregret,andgloomydiscontentToputtorouteachtendersentiment。

Nay,nay!IwillnotburdenallyourlifeBythatpossession——anunlovingwife;

NorwillItakethesinuponmysoulOfweddingwheremyheartgoesnotinwhole。

Howeverbleakmaybemysinglelot,Iwillnotstainmylifewithsuchablot。

Dearfriend,farewell!theearthisverywide;

Itholdssomefairerwomanforyourbride;

IwouldIhadahearttogivetoyou,But,lackingit,canonlysay——adieu!\"

Hewhomtemptationneverhasassailed,Knowsnotthatsubtlesenseofmoralstrength;

Whensorelytried,wewaver,butatlength,Riseupandturnaway,nothavingfailed。

***

TheAutumnofthethirdyearcameandwent;

ThemildItalianwinterwashalfspent,Whenthisbriefmessagecameacrossthesea:

\"Mydarling!Iamdying。Cometome。

Love,whichsolongthegrowingtruthconcealed,Standspalewithinitsshadow。Oh,mysweet!

Thisheartofminegrowsfainterwitheachbeat—

Dyingwithveryweightofbliss。Oh,come!

AndtakethelegacyIleavetoyou,Beforetheselipsforevermorearedumb。

Inlifeordeath,——Yours,HelenDangerfield。\"

Thisplaintiveletterboreamontholddate;

And,wildwithfearslestIhadcometoolate,Ibadetheoldworldandnewfriendsadieu,AndwithAuntRuth,wholonghadsighedforhome,Iturnedmybackonglory,art,andRome。

AllselfishthoughtsweremergedinonewildfearThatsheforwhosedearsakemyhearthadbled,Ratherthanhersweeteyesshouldknowonetear,Waspassingfromme;thatshemightbedead;

And,dying,hadbeensorelygrievedwithme,BecauseImadenoanswertoherplea。

\"O,ship,thatsailestslowly,slowlyon,Makehastebeforeawastinglifeisgone!

MakehastethatImaycatchafleetingbreath!

Andtrueinlife,betruee’enuntodeath。

\"O,ship,sailon!andbearmeo’erthetideToherforwhommywoman’sheartoncedied。

Sail,sail,O,ship!forshehathneedofme,AndIwouldknowwhatherlastwishmaybe!

Ihavebeentrue,sotrue,throughallthepast。

Sail,sail,O,ship!Iwouldnotfailatlast。\"

Soprayedmyheartstillo’er,andevero’er,Untilthewearylaggingshipreachedshore。

AllsadwithfearsthatIhadcometoolate,Bythatstrangesourcewhencemencommunicate,Thoughmilesonmilesofspacebetweenthemlie,IspokewithVivian:\"Doesshelive?Reply。\"

Theanswercame。\"Shelives,buthasten,friend!

Herjourneydrawethswiftlytoitsend。\"

Ahme!ahme!wheneachrememberedspot,Myowndearhome,thelanethatledtohis—

Thefields,thewoods,thelake,burstonmysight,Oh!then,Selfroseupinassertingmight;

Oh,then,myburstingheartallelseforgot,Butthosesweetearlyyearsoflostdelight,Ofhope,defeat,ofanguishandofbliss。

Ihaveatheory,vague,undefined,Thateachemotionofthehumanmind,Love,painorpassion,sorrowordespair,Isalivespirit,dwellingintheair,Untilittakespossessionofsomebreast;

And,whenatlength,grownwearyofunrest,Weriseupstrongandcastitfromtheheart,Andbiditleaveuswholly,anddepart,Itdoesnotdie,itcannotdie;butgoesAndmingleswithsomerestlesswindthatblowsAbouttheregionwhereithaditsbirth。

Andthoughwewanderoveralltheearth,Thatspiritwaits,andlingers,yearbyyear,Invisibleandclothedliketheair,Hopingthatwemayyetagaindrawnear,Anditmayhaplytakeusunaware,AndoncemorefindsafeshelterinthebreastItstirredofoldwithpleasureorunrest。

Toldbymyheart,andwhollypositive,Someoldemotionlonghadceasedtolive;

That,wereitcalled,itcouldnothearorcome,Becauseitwassovoicelessandsodumb,Yet,passingwhereitfirstsprangintolife,MyverysoulhassuddenlybeenrifeWithalltheoldintensityoffeeling。

Itseemedalivingspirit,whichcamestealingIntomyheartfromthatdepartedday;

Exiledemotion,whichIfanciedclay。

Sonowintomytroubledheart,aboveThepresent’spainandsorrow,crepttheloveAndstrifeandpassionofabygonehour,Possessedofalltheiroldenmightandpower。

’Twasbutamoment,andthespellwasbrokenBypleasantwordsofgreeting,gentlyspoken,AndVivianstoodbeforeus。

ButIsawInhimthehusbandofmyfriendalone。

Theoldemotionsmightattimesreturn,Andsmould’ringfiresleapupanhourandburn;

ButneveryethadItransgressedGod’slaw,BylookingonthemanIhadresigned,Withanyhiddenfeelinginmymind,Whichshe,hiswife,myfriend,mightnothaveknownHewasbutlittlealtered。FromhisfaceThenonchalantandalmosthaughtygrace,Thelurkinglaughterwaitinginhiseyes,Theyearshadstolen,leavingintheirplaceAsettledsadness,whichwasnotdespair,Norwasitgloom,norweariness,norcare,Butsomethinglikethevapouro’ertheskiesOfIndiansummer,beautifultosee,Butspokeoffrosts,whichhadbeenandwouldbe。

Therewasthatinhisfacewhichcomethnot,Savewhenthesoulhasmanyabattlefought,Andconqueredselfbyconstantsacrifice。

Therearetwosculptors,who,withchiselsfine,Rendertheplainestfeatureshalfdivine。

Allotherartistsstriveandstriveinvain,Topicturebeautyperfectandcomplete。

Theirstatuesonlycrumbleattheirfeet,WithoutthemastertouchofFaithandPain。

Andnowhisface,thatperfectseemedbefore,Chiselledbythesetwocarefulartists,woreAlookexalted,whichthespiritgivesWhensoulhasconquered,andthebodylivesSubservienttoitsbidding。

InaroomWhichcurtainedouttheFebruarygloom,And,redolentwithperfume,brightwithflowers,RestedtheeyelikeoneofSummer’sbowers,IfoundmyHelen,whowaslessminenowThanDeath’s;foronthemarbleofherbrowHissealwasstampedindelibly。

HerformWasliketheslenderwillow,whensomestormHasstrippeditbareoffoliage。Herface,Palealways,nowwasghastlyinitshue:

And,liketwolamps,insomedark,hollowplace,Burnedherlargeeyes,grownmoreintenselyblue。

Herfragilehandsdisplayedeachcordandvein,Andonhermouthwasthatdrawnlook,ofpainWhichisnotuttered。YetaninwardlightShonethroughandmadeherwastedfeaturesbrightWithanunearthlybeauty;andanaweCrepto’erme,gazingonher,forIsawShewassoneartoHeaventhatIseemedTolookuponthefaceofoneredeemed。

SheturnedthebrilliantlustreofhereyesUponme。Shehadpassedbeyondsurprise,Oranystrongemotionlinkedwithclay。

ButasIglidedtoherwhereshelay,Asmile,celestialinitssweetness,wreathedHerpallidfeatures。\"Welcomehome!\"shebreathed\"Dearhands!dearlips!Itouchyouandrejoice。\"

AndlikethedyingechoofavoiceWereherfainttonesthatthrilleduponmyear。

Ifelluponmykneesbesideherbed;

Allagonieswithinmyheartwerewed,Whiletotheachingnumbnessofmygrief,Mineeyesrefusedthesolaceofatear,—

Thetorturedsoul’smostmercifulrelief。

HerwastedhandcaressedmybendedheadForonesad,sacredmoment。Thenshesaid,Inthatlowtonesolikethewind’srefrain,\"Maurine,myown!givenotawaytopain;

Thetimeisprecious。EreanotherdawnMysoulmayhearthesummonsandpasson。

Arise,sweetsister!restalittlewhile,Andwhenrefreshed,comehither。IgrowweakWitheveryhourthatpasses。ImustspeakAndmakemydyingwishesknownto—night。

Gonow。\"Andinthehaloofhersmile,Whichseemedtofilltheroomwithgoldenlight,Iturnedandlefther。

Later,inthegloomOfcomingnight,Ienteredthatdimroom,Andsatdownbyher。Vivianheldherhand:

AndonthepillowathersidetheresmiledThebeauteouscount’nanceofasleepingchild。

\"Maurine,\"spokeHelen,\"forthreeblissfulyears,Myhearthasdweltinanenchantedland;

AndIhavedrankthesweetenedcupofjoy,Withoutonedropofanguishoralloy。

Andso,erePainembittersitwithgall,Orsad—eyedSorrowfillsitfulloftears,Andbidsmequaff,whichistheFateofallWholingerlonguponthistroubledway,GodtakesmetotherealmofEndlessDay,TominglewithHisangels,whoaloneCanunderstandsuchblissasIhaveknown。

Idonotmurmur。Godhasheapedmymeasure,Inthreeshortyears,fulltothebrimwithpleasure;

And,fromthefulnessofanearthlylove,Ipasstoth’ImmortalArmsabove,BeforeIevenbrushtheskirtsofWoe。

\"Ileavemyagedparentsherebelow,Withnonetocomfortthem。Maurine,sweetfriend!

Bekindtothem,andlovethemtotheend,Whichmaynotbefardistant。

AndIleaveAsoulimmortalinyourcharge,Maurine。

Fromthismostholy,sadandsacredeve,TillGodshallclaimher,sheisyourstokeep,Toloveandshelter,toprotectandguide。\"

Shetouchedtheslumb’ringcherubatherside,AndViviangentlyboreher,stillasleep,Andlaidthepreciousburdenonmybreast。

Asolemnsilencefelluponthescene。

Andwhenthesleepinginfantsmiled,andpressedMyyieldingbosomwithherwaxencheek,Ifeltitwouldbesacrilegetospeak,Suchwordlessjoypossessedme。

Oh!atlastThisinfant,who,inthattear—blottedpast,Hadcausedmysoulsuchtravail,wasmyown:

ThroughallthelonelycomingyearstobeMineowntocherish——whollyminealone。

AndwhatImournedsohopelesslyaslostWasnowrestored,andgivenbacktome。

Thedyingvoicecontinued:

\"InthischildYouyethaveme,whosemortallifeshecost。

Butallthatwasmostpureandundefiled,Andgoodwithinme,livesinheragain。

Maurine,myhusbandlovesme;yetIknow,Movingaboutthewideworld,toandfro,Andthrough,andinthebusyhauntsofmen,Notalwayswillhisheartbedumbwithwoe,Butsometimewakentoalaterlove。

Nay,Vivian,hush!mysoulhaspassedaboveAllselfishfeelings!Iwouldhaveitso。

WhileIamwiththeangels,blestandglad,Iwouldnothaveyousorrowingandsad,Inlonelinessgomourningtotheend。

But,love!IcouldnottrusttoanyotherThesacredofficeofafoster—motherTothissweetcherub,savemyownheart—friend。

\"Teachhertoloveherfather’sname,Maurine,Where’erhewanders。KeepmymemorygreenInheryoungheart,andleadherinheryouth,Todrinkfromth’eternalfountofTruth;

Vexhernotwithsectariandiscourse,Norstrivetoteachherpietybyforce;

Plynothermindwithharshandnarrowcreeds,NorfrightenherwithanavengingGod,WhorulesHissubjectswithaburningrod;

ButteachherthateachmortalsimplyneedsTogrowinhateofhateandloveoflove,Togainakingdominthecourtsabove。

\"Letherbefreeandnaturalastheflowers,Thatsmileandnodthroughoutthesummerhours。

Letherrejoiceinallthejoysofyouth,Butfirstimpressuponhermindthistruth:

Nolastinghappinessise’erattainedSavewhentheheartsomeOTHERseekstoplease。

Thecupofselfishpleasuressoonisdrained,Andfullofgallandbitternessthelees。

NexttoherGod,teachhertoloveherland;

Inheryoungbosomlightthepatriot’sflameUntiltheheartwithinhershallexpandWithloveandfervourathercountry’sname。

\"Nocoward—motherbearsavaliantson。

Andthis,mylastwish,isanearnestone。

\"Maurine,myo’er—taxedstrengthiswaning;youHaveheardmywishes,andyouwillbetrueIndeathasyouhavebeeninlife,myown!

NowleavemeforalittlewhilealoneWithhim——myhusband。Dearlove!IshallrestSosweetlywithnocareuponmybreast。

Good—night,Maurine,cometomeinthemorning。\"

Butlo!theBridegroomwithnofurtherwarningCameforheratthedawningoftheday。

SheheardHisvoice,andsmiled,andpassedawayWithoutastruggle。

Leaningo’erherbedTogivehergreeting,Ifoundbutherclay,AndVivianbowedbesideit。

AndIsaid,\"Dearfriend!mysoulshalltreasurethyrequest,AndwhenthenightoffeverandunrestMeltsinthemorningofEternity,Likeafreedbird,thenIwillcometothee。

\"Iwillcometotheeinthemorning,sweet!

Ihavebeentrue;andsoulwithsoulshallmeetBeforeGod’sthrone,andshallnotbeafraid。

Thougav’stmetrust,anditwasnotbetrayed。

\"Iwillcometotheeinthemorning,dear!

Thenightisdark。IdonotknowhownearThemornmaybeofthatEternalDay;

Icanbutkeepmyfaithfulwatchandpray。

\"Iwillcometotheeinthemorning,love!

WaitformeontheEternalHeightsabove。

Thewayistroubledwheremyfeetmustclimb,EreIshalltreadthemountain—topsublime。

\"Iwillcomeinthemorning,Omineown;

Butforatimemustgropemywayalone,Throughtearsandsorrow,tilltheDayshalldawn,AndIshallhearthesummons,andpasson。

\"Iwillcomeinthemorning。Restsecure!

Myhopeiscertainandmyfaithissure。

AfterthegloomanddarknessofthenightIwillcometotheewiththemorninglight。\"

***

Threepeacefulyearsslippedsilentlyaway。

Wedwelttogetherinmychildhood’shome,AuntRuthandI,andsunny—heartedMay。

Shewasafairandmostexquisitechild;

HerpensivefacewasdelicateandmildLikeherdeadmother’s;butthroughherdeareyesHerfathersmileduponme,daybyday。

Afarinforeigncountriesdidheroam,NowrestingunderItaly’sblueskies,AndnowwithRoyinScotland。

AndhesentBrief,friendlyletters,tellingwherehewentAndwhathesaw,addressedtoMayorme。

AndIwouldwriteandtellhimhowshegrew—

Andhowshetalkedabouthimo’ertheseaInhersweetbabyfashion;howsheknewHispictureinthealbum;howeachdayShekneltandprayedtheblessedLordwouldbringHerownpapabacktohislittleMay。

ItwasawarmbrightmorningintheSpring。

Isatinthatsamesunnyportico,WhereIwassittingsevenyearsagoWhenViviancame。Myeyeswerefulloftears,AsIlookedbackacrossthecheckeredyears。

Howmanywerethechangestheyhadbrought!

Pain,death,andsorrow!butthelessontaughtTomyyounghearthadbeenofuntoldworth。

Ihadlearnedhowto\"sufferandgrowstrong\"—

Thatknowledgewhichbestservesushereonearth,AndbringsrewardinHeaven。

Oh!howlongTheyearshadbeensincethatJunemorningwhenIheardhisstepuponthewalk,andyetIseemedtohearitsechostill。

JustthenDownthatsamepathIturnedmyeyes,tear—wet,Andlo!thewandererfromaforeignlandStoodtherebeforeme!——holdingouthishandAndsmilingwiththosewond’rouseyesofold。

Tohidemytears,Iranandbroughthischild;

Butshewasshy,andclungtome,whentoldThiswaspapa,forwhomherprayersweresaid。

Shedroppedhereyesandshookherlittlehead,Andwouldnotbyhiscoaxingbebeguiled,Orgotohim。

AuntRuthwasnotathome,Andwetwosatandtalked,asstrangersmight,Ofdistantcountrieswhichwebothhadseen。

ButonceIthoughtIsawhislargeeyeslightWithsuddenpassion,whentherecameapauseInourchit—chat,andthenhespoke:

\"Maurine,IsawanumberofyourfriendsinRome。

Wetalkedofyou。Theyseemedsurprised,becauseYouwerenot’mongtheseekersforaname。

Theythoughtyourwholeambitionwasforfame。\"

\"Itmighthavebeen,\"Ianswered,\"whenmyheartHadnothingelsetofillit。NowmyartIsbutarecreation。IhaveTHIS

Toloveandlivefor,whichIhadnotthen。\"

And,leaningdown,IpressedatenderkissUponmychild’sfairbrow。

\"Andyet,\"hesaid,Theoldlightleapingtohiseyesagain,\"Andyet,Maurine,theysayyoumighthavewedAnobleBaron!oneofmanymenWholaidtheirheartsandfortunesatyourfeet。

Whywonthebravestofthemnoreturn?\"

Ibowedmyhead,nordaredhisgazetomeet。

OncheekandbrowIfelttheredbloodburn,Andstrongemotionstrangledspeech。

HeroseAndcameandkneltbesideme。

\"Sweet,mysweet!\"

Hemurmuredsoftly,\"GodinHeavenknowsHowwellIlovedyousevenyearsago。

Heonlyknowsmyanguish,andmygrief,WhenyourownactsforcedonmethebeliefThatIhadbeenyourplaythingandyourtoy。

YetfromhislipsIsincehavelearnedthatRoyHeldnoplacenearerthanafriendandbrother。

Andthenafaintsuspicion,undefined,Ofwhathadbeen——was——mightbe,stirredmymind,Andthatgreatlove,Ithoughtdiedatablow,Roseupwithinme,strongwithhopeandlife。

\"BeforeallheavenandtheangelmotherOfthissweetchildthatslumbersonyourheart,Maurine,Maurine,Iclaimyouformywife—

Mineown,forever,untildeathshallpart!\"

Throughhappymistsofupwardwellingtears,Ileaned,andlookedintohisbeauteouseyes。

\"Dearheart,\"Isaid,\"ifshewhodwellsaboveLooksdownuponus,fromyonazureskies,Shecanbutblessus,knowingalltheseyearsMysoulhadyearnedinsilencefortheloveThatcrownedherlife,andleftmineownsobleak。

Iturnedyoufrommeforherfair,frailsake。

Forhersweetchild’s,andformyown,ItakeYoubacktobeallmine,forevermore。\"

JustthenthechilduponmybreastawokeFromherlightsleep,andlaidherdownycheekAgainstherfatherashekneltbyme。

AndthisunconsciousactionseemedtobeAsilentblessing,whichthemotherspokeGazinguponusfromthemysticshore。

ALLROADSTHATLEADTOGODAREGOOD

AllroadsthatleadtoGodaregood。

Whatmattersit,yourfaith,ormine?

BothcentreatthegoaldivineOflove’seternalBrotherhood。

Thekindlylifeinhouseorstreet—

Thelifeofprayerandmysticrite—

Thestudent’ssearchfortruthandlight—

ThesepathsatonegreatJunctionmeet。

Beforetheoldestbookwaswrit,FullmanyaprehistoricsoulArrivedatthisunchanginggoal,ThroughchangelessLove,thatleadstoit。

WhatmattersthatonefoundhisChristInrisingsun,orburningfire?

Iffaithwithinhimdidnottire,HislongingfortheTruthsufficed。

BeforeourmodernhellwasbroughtToedifythemodernworld,Fullmanyahate—filledsoulwashurledInlakesoffirebyitsownthought。

Athousandcreedshavecomeandgone,Butwhatisthattoyouorme?

Creedsarebutbranchesofatree—

Therootoflovelivesonandon。

Thoughbranchbybranchproveswitheredwood,Therootiswarmwithpreciouswine。

Thenkeepyourfaithandleavememine—

AllroadsthatleadtoGodaregood。

DUST—SEALED

Iknownotwherefore,butmineeyesSeebloom,whereothereyesseeblight。

Theyfindarainbow,asunrise,Whereothersbutdiscerndeepnight。

Mencallmeanenthusiast,AndsayIlookthroughgildedhaze:

Becausewhere’ermygazeiscast,Iseesomethingthatcallsforpraise。

Isay,\"Beholdthoselovelyeyes—

Thattintedcheekofflower—likegrace。\"

Theyanswerinamusedsurprise:

\"Wethoughtitacommonface。\"

Isay,\"Waseverseenmorefair?

IseemtowalkinEden’sbowers。\"

Theyanswer,withapityingair,\"Theweedsarechokingouttheflowers。\"

Iknownotwherefore,butGodlentAdeepervisiontomysight。

Onwhatsoe’ermygazeisbentIcatchthebeautyInfinite;

Thatunderlying,hiddenhalfThatallthingsholdofDeity。

Soletthedullcrowdsneerandlaugh—

Theireyesareblind,theycannotsee。

\"ADVICE\"

Imustdoasyoudo?YourwayIownIsaverygoodway。Andstill,Therearesometimestwostraightroadstoatown,Oneover,oneunderthehill。

Youaretreadingthesafeandthewell—wornway,Thattheprudentchooseeachtime;

Andyouthinkmerecklessandrashto—day,BecauseIprefertoclimb。

Yourpathistherightone,andsoismine。

Wearenotlikepeasinapod,Compelledtolieinacertainline,Orelsebescatteredabroad。

’Twereadulloldworld,methinks,myfriend,Ifweallwentjustoneway;

Yetourpathswillmeetnodoubtattheend,Thoughtheyleadapartto—day。

Youliketheshade,andIlikethesun;

Youlikeanevenpace,Iliketomixwiththecrowdandrun,Andthenrestaftertherace。

Ilikedanger,andstormandstrife,Youlikeapeacefultime;

Ilikethepassionandsurgeoflife,Youlikeitsgentlerhyme。

Youlikebuttercups,dewysweet,Andcrocuses,framedinsnow;

Ilikeroses,bornoftheheat,Andtheredcarnation’sglow。

Imustlivemylife,notyours,myfriend,Forsoitwaswrittendown;

Wemustfollowourgivenpathstotheend,ButItrustweshallmeet——intown。

OVERTHEBANISTERS

Overthebanistersbendsaface,Daringlysweetandbeguiling。

SomebodystandsincarelessgraceAndwatchingthepicture,smiling。

Thelightburnsdiminthehallbelow,Nobodyseesherstanding,Sayinggood—nightagain,softandlow,Halfwayuptothelanding。

Nobodyonlytheeyesofbrown,Tenderandfullofmeaning,Thatsmileonthefairestfaceintown,Overthebanistersleaning。

Tiredandsleepy,withdroopinghead,Iwonderwhyshelingers;

Now,whenthegood—nightsallaresaid,Why,somebodyholdsherfingers。

Heholdsherfingersanddrawsherdown,Suddenlygrowingbolder,TilltheloosehairdropsitsmassesbrownLikeamantleoverhisshoulder。

Overthebanisterssofthands,fair,Brushhischeekslikeafeather,AndbrightbrowntressesandduskyhairMeetandmingletogether。

There’saquestionasked,there’saswiftcaress,Shehasflownlikeabirdfromthehallway,Butoverthebanistersdropsa\"Yes,\"

Thatshallbrightentheworldforhimalway。

THEPAST

IflingmypastbehindmelikearobeWornthreadbareintheseams,andoutofdate。

Ihaveoutgrownit。WhereforeshouldIweepAnddwelluponitsbeauty,anditsdyesOfOrientalsplendour,orcomplainThatImustneedsdiscardit?IcanweaveUpontheshuttlesofthefutureyearsAfabricfarmoredurable。Subdued,Itmaybe,intheblendingofitshues,Wheresombreshadescommingle,yetthegleamOfgoldenwarpshallshootitthroughandthrough,Whileoverallafadelesslustrelies,Andstarredwithgemsmadeoutofcrystalledtears,Mynewrobeshallbericherthantheold。

SECRETS

Thinknotsomeknowledgerestswiththeealone;

Why,evenGod’sstupendoussecret,Death,Weonebyone,withourexpiringbreath,Dopalewithwonderseizeandmakeourown;

Thebosomedtreasuresoftheearthareshown,Despitehercarefulhiding;andtheairYieldsitsmysteriousmarvelsindespairToswellthemightystore—houseofthingsknown。

Invaintheseaexpostulatesandraves;

Itcannotcoverfromthekeenworld’ssightThecuriouswondersofitscoralcaves。

Andso,despitethycautionorthytears,ThepryingfingersofdetectiveyearsShalldragTHYsecretoutintothelight。

APPLAUSE

IholditoneofthesadcertainlawsWhichmakesourfailuressometimeseemmorekindThanthatsuccesswhichbringssurelossbehind—

Truegreatnessdies,whensoundstheworld’sapplauseFameblightstheobjectitwouldbless,becauseWeigheddownwithmen’sexpectancy,themindCannomoresoartothosefarheights,andfindThatfreedomwhichitsinspirationwas。

WhenoncewelistentoitsnoisycheersOrhearthepopulace’approval,thenWecatchnomorethemusicofthespheres,Orwalkwithgods,andangels,butwithmen。

Till,impotentfromourself—consciousfears,Theplauditsoftheworldturnintosneers。

THESTORY

Theymeteachotherintheglade—

Shelifteduphereyes;

Alacktheday!Alackthemaid!

Sheblushedinswiftsurprise。

Alas!alas!thewoethatcomesfromliftinguptheeyes。

Thepailwasfull,thepathwassteep—

Hereachedtoherhishand;

Shefeltherwarmyoungpulsesleap,Butdidnotunderstand。

Alas!alas!thewoethatcomesfromclaspinghandwithhand。

Shesatbesidehiminthewood—

Hewooedwithwordsandsighs;

Ah!loveinSpringseemssweetandgood,Andmaidensarenotwise。

Alas!alas!thewoethatcomesfromlistingloverssighs。

Thesummersunshonefairlydown,Thewindblewfromthesouth;

Asblueeyesgazedineyesofbrown,Hiskissfellonhermouth。

Alas!alas!thewoethatcomesfromkissesonthemouth。

Andnowtheautumntimeisnear,Theloverrovesaway,Withbreakingheartandfallingtear,Shesitsthelivelongday。

Alas!alas!forbreakingheartswhenloversroveaway。

LEANDOWN

Leandownandliftmehigher,Josephine!

FromtheEternalHillshastthounotseenHowIdostriveforheights?butlackingwings,IcannotgraspatoncethosebetterthingsTowhichIinmyinmostsoulaspire。

Leandownandliftmehigher。

Igropealong——notdesolateorsad,Foryouthandhopeandhealthallkeepmeglad;

Buttoobrightsunlight,sometimes,makesusblind,AndIdogropeforheightsIcannotfind。

Oh,thoumustknowmyonesupremedesire—

Leandownandliftmehigher。

Notlongagowetrodtheself—sameway。

Thouknowesthow,fromdaytofleetingdayOursoulswerevexedwithtrifles,andourfeetWereluredasidetoby—pathswhichseemedsweet,Butonlyservedtohinderandtotire;

Leandownandliftmehigher。

Thouhastgoneonwardtotheheightsserene,Andleftmehere,mylovedone,Josephine;

Iamcontenttostayuntiltheend,Forlifeisfullofpromise;but,myfriend,CanstthounothelpmeinmybestdesireAndlean,andliftmehigher?

Frailasthouwert,thouhastgrownstrongandwise,AndquicktounderstandandsympathizeWithallafullsoul’sneeds。Itmustbeso,ThyyearwithGodhathmadetheegreat,IknowThoumustseehowIstruggleandaspire—

Oh,warmmewithabreathofheavenlyfire,Andlean,andliftmehigher。

LIFE

Ifeelthegreatimmensityoflife。

Alllittleaimsslipfromme,andIreachMyyearningsoultowardtheInfinite。

Aswhenamightyforest,whosegreenleavesHaveshutitin,andmadeitseemabowerForlovers’secrets,orforchildren’ssports,Castsallitsclusteringfoliagetothewinds,Andletstheeyebeholdit,limitless,Andfullofwindingmysteriesofways:

Sonowwithlifethatreachesoutbefore,AndbordersontheunexplainedBeyond。

Iseethestarsaboveme,worldonworld:

IheartheawfullanguageofallSpace;

Ifeelthedistantsurgingofgreatseas,ThathidethesecretsoftheUniverseIntheireternalbosoms;andIknowThatIambutanatomoftheWhole。

THECHRISTIAN’SNEWYEARPRAYER

ThouChristofmine,ThygraciousearlowbendingThroughthesegladNewYeardays,Tocatchthecountlessprayerstoheavenascending—

Fore’enhardheartsdoraiseSomesecretwishforfame,orgold,orpower,Orfreedomfromallcare—

Dear,patientChrist,wholistenethhouronhour,HearnowaChristian’sprayer。

Letthisyoungyearthat,silent,walksbesideme,BeasameansofgraceToleadmeup,nomatterwhatbetideme,NearertheMaster’sface。

IfitneedbethatereIreachtheFountainWherelivingwatersplay,Myfeetshouldbleedfromsharpstonesonthemountain,Thencasttheminmyway。

IfmyvainsoulneedsblowsandbitterlossesToshapeitforThycrown,Thenbruiseit,burnit,burdenitwithcrosses,Withsorrowsbearitdown。

DowhatThouwilttomouldmetoThypleasure,AndifIshouldcomplain,HeapfullofanguishyetanothermeasureUntilIsmileatpain。

Senddangers——deaths!buttellmehowtodarethem;

EnfoldmeinThycare。

Sendtrials,tears!butgivemestrengthtobearthem—

ThisisaChristian’sprayer。

INTHENIGHT

Sometimesatnight,whenIsitandwrite,Ihearthestrangestthings,—

Asmybraingrowshotwithburningthought,Thatstrugglesforformandwings,Icanhearthebeatofmyswiftblood’sfeet,AsitspeedswitharushandawhirFromhearttobrainandbackagain,Likearace—horseunderthespur。

Withmysoul’sfineearIlistenandhearThetenderSilencespeak,AsitleansonthebreastofNighttorest,Andpresseshisduskycheek。

Andthedarknessturnsinitssleep,andyearnsForsomethingthatiskin;

AndIhearthehissofascorchingkiss,AsitfoldsandfondlesSin。

Initshurryingracethroughleaguesofspace,IcanheartheEarthcatchbreath,Asitheavesandmoans,andshuddersandgroans,AndlongsfortherestofDeath。

Andhighandfar,fromadistantstar,Whosenameisunknowntome,Ihearavoicethatsays,\"Rejoice,ForIkeepwardo’erthee!\"

Oh,sweetandstrangearethesoundsthatrangeThroughthechambersofthenight;

Andthewatcherwhowaitsbythedim,darkgatesMayhear,ifhelistsaright。

GOD’SMEASURE

GodmeasuressoulsbytheircapacityForentertaininghisbestAngel,Love。

WholovethmostisnearestkintoGod,WhoisallLove,orNothing。

HewhositsAndlooksoutonthepalpitatingworld,AndfeelshisheartswellwithinhimlargeenoughToholdallmenwithinit,heisnearHisgreatCreator’sstandard,thoughhedwellsOutsidethepaleofchurches,andknowsnotAfeast—dayfromafast—day,oralineOfScriptureeven。WhatGodwantsofusIsthatoutreachingbignessthatignoresAlllittlenessofaims,orloves,orcreeds,AndclaspsallEarthandHeaveninitsembrace。

AMARCHSNOW

Lettheoldsnowbecoveredwiththenew:

Thetrampledsnow,sosoiled,andstained,andsodden。

LetitbehiddenwhollyfromourviewBypurewhiteflakes,alltracklessanduntrodden。

WhenWinterdies,lowatthesweetSpring’sfeet,Lethimbemantledinaclean,whitesheet。

Lettheoldlifebecoveredbythenew:

Theoldpastlifesofullofsadmistakes,LetitbewhollyhiddenfromtheviewBydeedsaswhiteandsilentassnow—flakes。

ErethisearthlifemeltsintheeternalSpringLetthewhitemantleofrepentanceflingSoftdraperyaboutit,foldonfold,Evenasthenewsnowcoversuptheold。

PHILOSOPHY

Atmornthewisemanwalkedabroad,Proudwiththelearningofgreatfools。

Helaughedandsaid,\"ThereisnoGod—

’Tisforcecreates,’tisreasonrules。\"

Meekwiththewisdomofgreatfaith,Atnighthekneltwhileangelssmiled,Andweptandcriedwithanguishedbreath,\"Jehovah,GOD,saveThoumychild。\"

\"CARLOS\"

LastnightIkneltlowatmylady’sfeet。

Onesoft,caressinghandplayedwithmyhair,AndoneIkissedandfondled。Kneelingthere,Ideemedmymeedofhappinesscomplete。

Shewassofair,sofullofwitchingwiles—

Offascinatingtricksofmouthandeye;

Sowomanlywithal,butnottooshy—

Andallmyheavenwascompassedbyhersmiles。

Hersofttouchonmycheekandforeheadsent,Likelittlearrows,thrillsoftendernessThroughallmyframe。ItrembledwithexcessOflove,andsighedthesighofgreatcontent。

Whenanymortaldarestosorejoice,IthinkajealousHeaven,bendinglow,Reachesasternhandforthanddealsablow。

SweetthroughtheduskIheardmylady’svoice。

\"Mylove!\"shesighed,\"myCarlos!\"evennowIfeeltheperfumedzephyrofherbreathBearingtomethosewordsoflivingdeath,Andstartingoutthecolddropsonmybrow。

ForIamPAUL——notCarlos!WhoisheThat,inthesupremehouroflove’sdelight,Veiledbytheshadowsofthefallingnight,Sheshouldbreathelowhisname,forgettingme?

Iwillnotaskher!’twereafruitlesstask,For,woman—like,shewouldmakemebelieveSomewell—toldtale;andsigh,andseemtogrieve,Andcallmecruel。Nay,Iwillnotask。

ButthismanCarlos,whosoe’erhebe,Hasturnedmycupofnectarintogall,SinceIknowhehasclaimedsomeoneorallOfthesedelightsmyladygrantstome。

Hemusthavekneltandkissedher,insomesadAndtendertwilight,whenthedaygrewdim。

HowelsecouldIremindhersoofhim?

Why,reverieslikethesehavemademenmad!

Hemusthavefelthersofthandonhisbrow。

IfHeavenwereshockedatsuchpresumptuouswrongs,Andplungedhiminthegrave,wherehebelongs,STILLSHEREMEMBERS,thoughshelovesmenow。

Andifhelives,andmeetsmetohiscost,Why,whatavailsit?ImusthearandseeThatcurstname\"Carlos\"alwayshauntingme—

SohasanotherParadisebeenlost。

THETWOGLASSES

Theresattwoglassesfilledtothebrim,Onarichman’stable,rimtorim。

Onewasruddyandredasblood,Andonewasclearasthecrystalflood。

Saidtheglassofwinetohispalerbrother,\"Letustelltalesofthepasttoeachother;

Icantellofabanquet,andrevel,andmirth,WhereIwasking,forIruledinmight;

FortheproudestandgrandestsoulsonearthFellundermytouch,asthoughstruckwithblight。

FromtheheadsofkingsIhavetornthecrown;

FromtheheightsoffameIhavehurledmendown。

Ihaveblastedmanyanhonouredname;

Ihavetakenvirtueandgivenshame;

Ihavetemptedtheyouthwithasip,ataste,Thathasmadehisfutureabarrenwaste。

FargreaterthananykingamI,Orthananyarmybeneaththesky。

Ihavemadethearmofthedriverfail,Andsentthetrainfromtheironrail。

Ihavemadegoodshipsgodownatsea,Andtheshrieksofthelostweresweettome。

Fame,strength,wealth,geniusbeforemefall;

Andmymightandpowerareoverall!

Ho,ho!palebrother,\"saidthewine,\"Canyouboastofdeedsasgreatasmine?\"

Saidthewater—glass:\"IcannotboastOfakingdethroned,oramurderedhost,ButIcantellofheartsthatweresadBymycrystaldropsmadebrightandglad;

OfthirstsIhavequenched,andbrowsIhavelaved;

OfhandsIhavecooled,andsoulsIhavesaved。

Ihaveleaptthroughthevalley,dasheddownthemountain,Sleptinthesunshine,anddrippedfromthefountain。

Ihaveburstmycloud—fetters,anddroppedfromthesky,Andeverywheregladdenedtheprospectandeye;

Ihaveeasedthehotforeheadoffeverandpain;

Ihavemadetheparchedmeadowsgrowfertilewithgrain。

Icantellofthepowerfulwheelofthemill,Thatgroundouttheflour,andturnedatmywill。

Icantellofmanhooddebasedbyyou,ThatIhaveupliftedandcrownedanew。

Icheer,Ihelp,Istrengthenandaid;

Igladdentheheartofmanandmaid;

Isetthewine—chainedcaptivefree,Andallarebetterforknowingme。\"

Thesearethetalestheytoldeachother,Theglassofwineanditspalerbrother,Astheysattogether,filledtothebrim,Onarichman’stable,rimtorim。

LAMORTD’AMOUR

Whenwasitthatlovedied?Weweresofond,Soveryfondalittlewhileago。

Withleapingpulses,andbloodallaglow,Wedreamedaboutasweeterlifebeyond,Whenweshoulddwelltogetherasoneheart,Andscarcecouldwaitthathappytimetocome。

Nowsidebysidewesitwithlipsquitedumb,Andfeelourselvesathousandmilesapart。

Howwasitthatlovedied?Idonotknow。

IonlyknowthatallitsgraceuntoldHasfadedintogray!ImissthegoldFromourdullskies;butdidnotseeitgo。

Whyshouldlovedie?Weprizedit,Iamsure;

Wethoughtofnothingelsewhenitwasours;

Wecherisheditinsmiling,sunlitbowers:

Itwasourall;whycoulditnotendure?

Alas,weknownothow,orwhen,orwhyThisdearthingdied。Weonlyknowitwent,Andleftusdull,cold,andindifferent;

Wewhofoundheavenonceineachother’ssigh。

Howpitifulitis,andyethowtrueThathalftheloversintheworld,oneday,Lookquestioningineachother’seyesthiswayAndknowlove’sgoneforever,aswedo。

SometimesIcannothelpbutthink,dearheart,AsIlookouto’erallthewide,sadearthAndseelove’sflamegoneoutonmanyahearth,Thatthosewhowouldkeeplovemustdwellapart。

LOVE’SSLEEP

(VersdeSociete)

We’llcoverLovewithroses,AndsweetsleepheshalltakeNonebutafoolsupposesLovealwayskeepsawake。

I’veknownloveswithoutnumber—

Trueloveswerethey,andtried;

AndjustforwantofslumberTheypinedawayanddied。

OurlovewasbrightandcheerfulAlittlewhileagone;

Nowheispaleandtearful,And——yes,I’veseenhimyawn。

SotiredisheofkissesThathecanonlyweep;

TheonedearthinghemissesAndlongsfornowissleep。

WecouldnotlethimleaveusOnetime,hewassodear,ButnowitwouldnotgrieveusIfheslepthalfayear。

Forhehashadhisseason,Likethelilyandtherose,AnditbutstandstoreasonThatheshouldwantrepose。

WeprizedthesmilingCupidWhomadeourdayssobright;

ButhehasgrownsostupidWegladlysaygood—night。

AndifhewakenstenderAndfond,andfairaswhenHefilledourliveswithsplendour,We’lltakehimbackagain。

Andshouldheneverwaken,Asthatperchancemaybe,Wewillnotweepforsaken,Butsing,\"Love,tra—la—lee!\"

TRUECULTURE

Thehighestcultureistospeaknoill,ThebestreformeristhemanwhoseeyesArequicktoseeallbeautyandallworth;

Andbyhisowndiscreet,well—orderedlife,Alonereprovestheerring。

WhenthygazeTurnsinonthineownsoul,bemostsevere。

Butwhenitfallsuponafellow—manLetkindlinesscontrolit;andrefrainFromthatbelittlingcensurethatspringsforthFromcommonlipslikeweedsfrommarshysoil。

THEVOLUPTUARY

Oh,Iamsickoflovereciprocated,Ofhopesfulfilled,ambitionsgratified。

Lifeholdsnothingtobeanticipated,AndIamsadfrombeingsatisfied。

TheeagerjoyfeltclimbingupamountainHasleftmenowthehighestpointisgained。

ThecrystalspraythatfellfromFame’sfairfountainWassweeterthanthewaterswerewhendrained。

Thegildedapplewhichtheworldcallspleasure,AndwhichIpurchasedwithmyyouthandstrength,Pleasedmeamoment。ButtheemptytreasureLostallitslustre,andgrewdimatlength。

Andlove,allglowingwithagoldenglory,Delightedmeaseasonwithitstale。

Itpleasedthelongest,butatlastthestory,Sooftrepeated,tomyheartgrewstale。

Ilivedforself,andallIaskedwasgiven,Ihavehadall,andnowamsickofbliss,NootherpunishmentdesignedbyHeavenCouldstrikemehalfsoforciblyasthis。

IfeelnosenseofaughtbutenervationInallthejoysmyselfishaimshavebrought,Andknownowishbutforannihilation,SincethatwouldgivemefreedomfromthethoughtOh,blestishewhohassomeaimdefeated;

Somemightylosstobalanceallhisgain。

Forhimthereisahopenotyetcompleted;

Forhimhathlifeyetdraughtsofjoyandpain。

Butcursedishewhohasnobalkedambition,Nohopelesshope,nolossbeyondrepair,Butsickandsatedwithcompletefruition,Keepsnotthepleasureevenofdespair。

THECOQUETTE

Aloneshesatwithheraccusingheart,That,likearestlesscomrade,frightenedsleep,AndeverythoughtthatfoundherleftadartThathurtherso,shecouldnotevenweep。

HerheartthatoncehadbeenacupwellfilledWithlove’sredwine,saveforsomedropsofgall,Sheknewwasempty;thoughithadnotspilledItssweetsforone,butwastedthemonall。

Shestooduponthegraveofherdeadtruth,Andsawhersoul’sbrightarmourredwithrust,AndknewthatalltherichesofheryouthWereDeadSeaapples,crumblingintodust。

Lovethathadturnedtobitter,bitingscorn,Hearthstonesdespoiled,andhomesmadedesolate,MadehercryoutthatshewaseverbornToloatheherbeautyandtocurseherfate。

IF

Dearlove,ifyouandIcouldsailaway,Withsnowypennonstothewindsunfurled,Acrossthewatersofsomeunknownbay,Andfindsomeislandfarfromalltheworld;

Ifwecoulddwellthere,evermorealone,Whileunrecordedyearsslipbyapace,ForgettingandforgottenandunknownByaughtsavenativesong—birdsoftheplace;

IfWinternevervisitedthatland,AndSummer’slapspilledo’erwithfruitsandflowers,Andtropictreescastshadeoneveryhand,Andtwinedboughsformedsleep—invitingbowers;

Iffromthefashionsoftheworldsetfree,Andhidawayfromallitsjealousstrife,Ilivedaloneforyou,andyouforme—

Ah!then,dearlove,howsweetwereweddedlife。

Butsincewedwellhereinthecrowdedway,Wherehurryingthrongsrushbytoseekforgold,Andalliscommonplaceandworkaday,Assoonaslove’syounghoneymoongrowsold;

Sincefashionrulesandnatureyieldstoart,Andlifeishurtbydailyjarandfret,’TisbesttoshutsuchdreamsdownintheheartAndgoourwaysalone,love,andforget。

LOVE’SBURIAL

Letusclearalittlespace,AndmakeLoveaburial—place。

Heisdead,dear,asyousee,Andheweariesyouandme。

Growingheavier,daybyday,Letusburyhim,Isay。

Wingsofdeadwhitebutterflies,Theseshallshroudhim,asheliesInhiscasketrichandrare,Madeoffinestmaiden—hair。

WiththepollenoftheroseLetushiswhiteeyelidsclose。

Puttherosethorninhishand,Shornofleaves——youunderstand。

LetsomeholywaterfallOnhisdeadface,tearsofgall—

Aswekneelbyhimandsay,\"Dreamstodreams,\"andturnaway。

Thosegravediggers,Doubt,Distrust,Theywilllowerhimtothedust。

Letuspartherewithakiss—

Yougothatway,Igothis。

SinceweburiedLoveto—dayWewillwalkaseparateway。

LIPPO

Nowwemustpart,myLippo。Evenso,Igrievetoseethysuddenpainedsurprise;

Gazenotonmewithsuchaccusingeyes—

’TwasthineownhandwhichdealtdearLove’sdeath—blow。

Ilovedtheefondlyyesterday。TillthenThyheartwaslikeacoveredgoldencupAlwaysabovemyeagerlipheldup。

Ifanciedthouwertnotasothermen。

IknewthatheartwasfilledwithLove’ssweetwine,Pressedwhollyformydrinking。AndmylipGrewparchedwiththirstingforonenectaredsipOfwhat,deniedme,seemedadraughtdivine。

Lastevening,inthegloaming,thatcupspilledItspreciouscontents。EventotheleesWereofferedtome,saying,\"Drinkofthese!\"

And,whenIsawitempty,Lovewaskilled。

Nowordwasleftunsaid,noactundone,Toprovetomethouwertmyabjectslave。

Ah!Love,hadstthoubeenwiseenoughtosaveOnelittledropofthatsweetwine——butone—

Istillhadlovedthee,longingforitthen。

Buteventhecupismine。Ilookwithin,Andfinditholdsnotonelastdroptowin,Andcastitdown。——Thouartasothermen。

\"LOVEISENOUGH\"

Loveisenough。Letusnotaskforgold。

Wealthbreedsfalseaims,andprideandselfishness;

Inthoseserene,ArcadiandaysofoldMengavenothoughttoprincelyhomesanddress,ThegodswhodweltonfairOlympia’sheightLivedonlyfordearloveandlove’sdelight。

Loveisenough。

Loveisenough。Whyshouldwecareforfame?

Ambitionisamostunpleasantguest:

ItluresuswiththegloryofanameFarfromthehappyhauntsofpeaceandrest。

LetusstayhereinthissecludedplaceMadebeautifulbylove’sendearinggrace!

Loveisenough。

Loveisenough。Whyshouldwestriveforpower?

Itbringsmenonlyenvyanddistrust。

Thepoorworld’shomagepleasesbutanhour,Andearthlyhonoursvanishinthedust。

Thegrandestlivesareofttimesdesolate;

Letmebeloved,andletwhowillbegreat。

Loveisenough。

Loveisenough。Whyshouldweaskformore?

Whatgreatergifthavegodsvouchsafedtomen?

WhatbetterboonofalltheirpreciousstoreThanourfondheartsthatloveandloveagain?

Oldlovemaydie;newloveisjustassweet;

Andlifeisfairandalltheworldcomplete:

Loveisenough!

LIFEISLOVE

Isanyonesadintheworld,Iwonder?

Doesanyoneweeponadaylikethis,Withthesunaboveandthegreenearthunder?

Why,whatislifebutadreamofbliss?

Withthesunandtheskiesandthebirdsaboveme,Birdsthatsingastheywheelandfly—

Withthewindstofollowandsaytheylovedme—

Whocouldbelonely?Oho,notI!

Somebodysaidinthestreetthismorning,AsIopenedmywindowtoletinthelight,Thatthedarkestdayoftheworldwasdawning;

ButIlooked,andtheEastwasagorgeoussightOnewhoclaimsthatheknowsaboutitTellsmetheEarthisavaleofsin;

ButIandthebeesandthebirds——wedoubtit,Andthinkitaworldworthlivingin。

Someonesaysthatheartsarefickle,Thatloveissorrow,thatlifeiscare,AndthereaperDeath,withhisshiningsickle,Gatherswhateverisbrightandfair。

Itoldthethrush,andwelaughedtogether—

Laughedtillthewoodswerealla—ring;

Andhesaidtome,asheplumedeachfeather,\"Well,peoplemustcroak,iftheycannotsing!\"

Upheflew,buthissong,remaining,Ranglikeabellinmyheartallday,AndsilencedthevoicesofweakcomplainingThatpipelikeinsectsalongtheway。

Oworldoflight,andOworldofbeauty!

Wherearetherepleasuressosweetasthine?

Yes,lifeislove,andloveisduty;

Andwhatheartsorrows?Ono,notmine!