’Totheirservants(fortheysoonacquiredrichesenoughtokeepthreeorfour,Imeanhouseholdones,besidesthenumberthatwereemployedinthefarmingbusiness)theybehavedwithsuchkindnessandcivility,thathadtheyevengivenlesswagesthantheirneighbours,theywouldneverhavebeeninwantofany;everyonebeingdesirousofgettingintoafamilywheretheyweretreatedwithsuchkindnessandcondescension。
’Inthishappymannertheycontinuedtoliveformanyyears,bringingupalargefamilyofchildrentoimitatetheirvirtues;
butonegreatmortificationtheywereobligedtosubmitto,whichwasthatofputtingtheirchildrenveryearlytoboardingschool,acircumstancewhichthewantofeducationinMrs。andindeedI
mayaddMr。Flail,renderedabsolutelynecessary。
’ButIamafraid,Mrs。SallyandMrs。Nelly,youwillbetired,asIhavebuthalftoldmystory;butIwillendeavourtomakeshortworkofit,thoughindeeditdeservestobenoticed,foritwillteachoneagreatdeal,andconvinceonehowlittletheworld’srichesaretobedependedon。
’Ihavesaid,youknow,thatMr。Speedgowasamerchant,andaveryrichonetoo。Itisunknownwhatvastsumsofmoneyheusedtospend!when,wouldyouthinkit,eitherthroughspendingittoofast,orsomelosseshemetwithintrade,hebrokealltonothing,andhadnotafarthingtopayhiscreditors。Iforgothowmanythousandpoundsitwasheowed;butitwasavastgreatmany。Well!thisyoumaybesurewasagreatmortificationtothem;theybeggedformercyfromtheircreditors;butasintheirprosperitytheyhadnevershownmuchmercythemselvestothosetheythoughtbeneaththem,sonowtheymetwithverylittlefromothers:thepoorsayingtheydeserveditfortheirpride;therichcondemningthemfortheirpresumption,intryingtoviewiththoseofsuperiorbirth;andthosewhohadbeenlesssuccessfulinbusiness,blamingthemfortheirextravagance,which,theysaid,hadjustlybroughtonthemtheirmisfortunes。
’Inthisdistress,invainitwastheyappliedforassistancetothosetheyhadesteemedtheirfriends;forastheyneverhadbeencarefultoformtheirconnectionswithpeopleofrealmerit,onlyseekingtobeacquaintedwiththosewhowererichandprosperous,sonowtheycouldnolongerreturntheircivilities,theyfoundnonewerereadytoshowthemany,buteveryoneseemedanxioustokeepfromthemasmuchaspossible。Thusdistressed,andfindingnoonewillingtohelpthem,theyoungsquire,MasterJames,wasobligedtogotosea:whileMissBetsyandMissRachaelwereevenforcedtotrytogettheirlivingbyservice,awayoflifetheywerebothillqualifiedtoundertake,fortheyhadalwayssoaccustomedthemselvestobewaitedonandattended,thattheyscarcelyknewhowtohelpthemselves,muchlesshowtoworkforothers。Theconsequenceofwhichwas,theygavesolittlesatisfactiontotheiremployers,thattheystaidbutalittletimeinaplace,andfromsofrequentlychanging,nofamily,whowishedtobewellsettled,wouldadmitthem,astheythoughtitimpossibletheycouldbegoodservantswhomnoonethoughtworthyofkeeping。
’Itisimpossibletodescribethemanyandgreatmortificationsthosetwoyoungladiesmetwith。TheynowfrequentlyrecollectedthewordsofMollyMount,andearnestlywishedtheyhadattendedtothemwhilstitwasintheirpower,asbysodoingtheywouldhavesecuredtothemselvesfriends。Andtheyveryforciblyfound,that,althoughtheywerepoorandservants,yettheywereassensibleofkindtreatmentandcivility,asiftheyhadbeenricher。
’Aftertheyhadbeenforsomeyearschangingfromplacetoplace,alwaysobligedtoputupwithverylowwages,uponaccountoftheirbeingsoillqualifiedforservants,ithappenedthatMissBetsygotintoserviceatWatchet,aplaceaboutthreemilesdistantfromMr。Flail’sfarm。Hereshehadaviolentfitofillness,andnothavingbeenlongenoughinthefamilytoengagetheirgenerositytokeepher,shewasdismisseduponaccountofherillhealthrenderingherwhollyincapableofdoingherbusinessforwhichshewashired。Shethen,withtheverylittlemoneyshehad,procuredalodginginamiserablelittledirtycottage;butthroughweaknessbeingunabletowork,shesoonexhaustedherwholestock,andwasevenobligedtoquitthishabitation,badasitwas,andforsomedayssupportherselfwhollybybeggingfromdoortodoor,oftenmeetingwithveryunkindlanguageforsoidleanemployment;somepeopletellinghertogotoherparish,when,alas!herparishwasmanymilesdistant,andshe,poorcreature,hadnomeansofgettingthere。
’Atlastshewandered,inthisdistressfulsituation,tothehouseofMr。Flail,andwalkedintothefarmyardjustatthetimethecowswerebeingmilked。She,whoforalongtimehadtastednothingbutbitsofbrokenbread,andhadnodrinkbesideswatershehadscoopedupinherhands,lookedatthequantityoffreshmilkwithamostwishfuleye;and,goingtothewomenwhoweremilking,shebesoughttheminamovingmannertogiveheradraught,asshewasalmostreadytoperish。\"Forpity’ssake,\"
saidshe,\"havecompassionuponapoorwretch,dyingwithsickness,hunger,andthirst;itisalongtimesinceIhavetastedamouthfulofwholesomevictuals,mylipsarenowalmostparchedwiththirst,andIamsofaintforwant,thatIcanscarcelystand;mysufferingsareverygreatindeed,itwouldmeltaheartofstonetohearthestoryofmywoes。Oh!havepityuponafellow—creaturethen,andgivemeonedraughtofthatmilk,whichcanneverbemissedoutofsovastaquantityasyouhavethere,andmayyounever,never,knowwhatitistosufferasI
nowdo。\"Tothispiteousrequest,shereceivedforanswer,thecommononeof\"Goaboutyourbusiness,wehavenothingforyou,sodon’tcomehere。\"\"Weshouldhaveenoughtodoindeed,\"saidoneofthemilkers,\"ifweweretogiveeveryidlebeggarwhowouldlikeadraughtofthisdeliciousmilk;butno,indeed,weshallnotgiveyouadrop;sogoaboutyourbusiness,anddon’tcomeplaguingushere。\"Mrs。Flail,whohappenedtobeintheyard,withoneofherchildrenwhowasfeedingthechickens,overheardenoughofthistomakehercomeforward,andenquirewhatwasthematter。\"Nothing,ma\"am,\"repliedthemilk—maid,\"onlyIwassendingawaythisnastydirtycreature,whowassoboldastocomeaskingformilkindeed!Butbeggarsgrowsoimpudentnow—a—daysthereneverwasthelikeofit。\"\"Ohfie!\"returnedMrs。Flail,shockedatherinhumanwayofspeaking,\"fieuponyou,tospeakinsounkindamannerofapoorcreatureindistress。\"Thenturningtothebeggar,sheinquiredwhatshewanted,insomildatoneofvoice,thatitencouragedhertospeakandtellherdistress。
’Mrs。Flaillistenedwiththegreatestattention,andcouldnothelpbeingstruckwithherspeechandappearance;forthoughshewasclothedinrags(havingpartedwithallherbetterclothestopayforlodgingandfood)stilltherewasasomethinginherlanguageandmannerwhichdiscoveredthatshewasnocommonbeggar。Betsyhadstoodallthetimewithhereyesfixedupontheground,scarcelyonceliftingthemtolookatthefaceofMrs。
Flail;andshewassochangedherselfbyhertroublesandsickness,thatitwasimpossibleforanyonewhohadeverseenMissSpeedgo,torecollectherinherpresentmiserablestate。
Mrs。Flail,however,wantednofartherinducementtorelieveherthantohearshewasinwant。\"Everyfellow—creatureindistress,\"sheusedtosay,\"wasaproperobjectofherbounty;
andwhilstshewasblessedwithplentyshethoughtitherdutytorelieve,asfarassheprudentlycould,allwhomsheknewtobeinneed。\"Shethereforefetchedamug,and,fillingitwithmilkherself,gaveittothepoorwomantodrink。\"Here,\"saidshe,\"takethis,goodwoman,andIhopeitwillrefreshandbeofservicetoyou。\"Betsyheldoutherhandforit,and,liftinghereyesuptolookatMrs。Flail,whilstshethankedherforherkindness,wasgreatlyastonishedtodiscoverinherbenefactress,thefeaturesofheroldservant,MollyMount。\"Blessme!\"saidshe,withanairofconfusion,\"WhatdoIsee?Whoisit?WhereamI?Madam,pardonmyboldness,butprayforgiveme,ma\"am,butisnotyournameMount?\"\"Itwas,\"repliedMrs。Flail,\"butI
havebeenmarriedforthirteenyearstoaMr。Flail,andthatismynamenow。But,pray,wheredidyoueverseemebefore?orhowcameyoutoknowanythingofme?\"PoorBetsycouldreturnnoanswer,hershameatbeingseenbyherservantthatwas,inherpresentcondition,andtheconsciousnessofhavingsoill—treatedthatveryservant,towhosekindnessshewasnowindebted;alltogetherweretoomuchforherinherweakstate,andshefellsenselessatMrs。Flail’sfeet。
’ThisstilladdedtoMrs。Flail’ssurprise,andshehadhercarriedintothehouseandlaiduponabed,wheresheusedeverymeanstobringhertoherselfagain;which,afteraconsiderabletime,succeeded;andshethen(coveredwithshameandremorse)
toldherwhoshewas,andhowshecameintothatmiserablecondition。NowordscandescribetheastonishmentMrs。Flailwasin,athearingthemelancholystoryofhersufferings;norisitpossibletotellwithwhatgenerosityandkindnessshestrovetocomforther,tellinghertocomposeherself,forsheshouldnolongerbeinwantofanything。\"Ihave,thankHeaven,\"saidshe,\"amostworthygoodmanformyhusband,whowillrejoicewithmeinhavingitinhispowertorelieveasufferingfellow—creature。
Donot,therefore,anylongerdistressyourselfuponwhatpassedbetweenusformerly。Ihad,formypart,forgottenit,ifyouhadnotnowtolditme;but,howeverImightthentakethelibertytocensureyoufortoomuchhaughtiness。IamsureIhavenooccasiontodosonow。Thinknomore,therefore,Ibeseechyou,uponthosetimeswhicharenowpast;butbecomforted,andmakeyourselfashappyasinmyhumbleplainmanneroflivingyoucanpossiblydo。\"
’Shethenfurnishedherwithsomeofherownclothes,tillshecouldprocurehernewones,andsentimmediatelyforaphysicianfromthenexttown;byfollowingofwhoseprescription,togetherwithgoodnursing,andplentyofallnecessaries,shesoonrecoveredherhealth;butshewastoodeeplyaffectedwiththethoughtsofherformermisconductevertofeelhappyinhersituation,thoughMrs。Flailusedeverymethodinherpowertorenderherascomfortableaspossible。Nordidsheconfinehergoodnessonlytothisonedaughter,butsentalsoforhersisterandmother(herfatherbeingdead),andfittedupaneatlittlehouseforthemneartheirown。ButastheFlailscouldnotaffordwhollytomaintainthemfornothing,theyentrustedthepoultrytotheircare;whichenabledthemtodowithoneservantless;andbythatmeanstheycould,withoutanygreatexpense,affordtogivethemsufficienttomaketheirlivescomfortable,thatis,asfarastheirownreflectionswouldletthem;forthelastwordsMrs。
SpeedgosaidtoMolly,whenshepartedfromher,dweltcontinuallyuponhermind,andfilledherwithshameandremorse。
’\"Itoldher,\"saidshe,\"thatsheshouldneveragaincomeintomydoors,oreatanothermouthfulinmyhouse;andnowitisherbountyalonewhichkeepsusallfromperishing。Oh!howunworthyareweofsuchgoodness!True,indeed,waswhatshetoldyou,thatkindnessandvirtuewerefarmorevaluablethanriches。
Goodnessandkindnessnotimeorchangecantakefromus;butrichessoonflyasitwereaway,andthenwhatarewethebetterforhavingbeenoncepossessedofthem?\"’
HereMr。Johnstopped,andjumpinghastilyup,andturningroundtoMrs。Sally,Mrs。Nelly,andMr。Bob,exclaimed,rubbinghishands——’Thereladies,Ihavefinishedmystory;and,letmetellyou,solongpreachinghasmademythroatdry,soanothermugofale,ifyouplease,MasterBobby(tappinghimatthesametimeupontheshoulder),anothermugofale,myboy;forfaith,talkingattherateIhavedone,isenoughtowearaman’slungsout,and,intruth,Ihaveneedofsomethingtoheartenmeaftersuchfatigue。’
’Well,Iamsure,’repliedMrs。SallyandMrs。Nelly,inthesamebreath,’wearegreatlyobligedtoyouforyourhistory;andIamsureitdeservestobeframedandglazed,anditoughttobehungupinthehallofeveryfamily,thatallpeoplemayseethesadeffectsofpride,andhowlittlecausepeoplehave,becausetheyarerich,todespisethosewhoarepoor;sinceitfrequentlyhappens,thatthosewhothisyeararelikelittlekings,maythenextbebeggars;andthentheywillrepent,whenitistoolate,ofalltheirprideandunkindnesstheyshowedtothosebeneaththem。’
Heretheconversationwasputastoptobythebellringing,andJohnbeingorderedtodrivetothedoor。I,whoduringthewholeofthehistoryhadbeenfeastinguponamince—pie,nowthoughtitsafertoconcealmyselfinalittleholeinthewainscotofthecloset,where,findingmyselfverysafe,Ididnotawaketillmidnight。Afterthefamilywereallretiredtorest,Ipeepedoutofthehole,andtheresawjustsuchanotherfrightfultrapasthatwhichwasthepreludetopoorSoftdown’ssufferings。
Startledatthesight,Iretreatedbackasexpeditiouslyaspossible,noreverstoppedtillIfoundmywayintoabed—chamber,wherelaytwolittlegirlsfastasleep。
Ilookedaboutforsometime,peepingintoeveryholeandcornerbeforeIcouldfindanythingtoeat,therebeingnotsomuchasacandleintheroomwiththem。AtlastIcreptintoalittleleatherntrunk,whichstoodonatable,notshutdownquiteclose:
hereIinstantlysmeltsomethinggood:butwasobligedtognawthroughagreatdealoflinentogetatit;itwaswrappedupinalap—bag,amongstavastquantityofwork。However,Imademywaythroughhalfahundredfolds,andatlastwasamplyrepaid,byfindingoutanicepieceofplum—cake,andthepipsofanapple,whichIcouldeasilygetat,onehalfofithavingbeeneataway。
WhilstIwasthusengagedIheardacatmew,andnotknowinghownearshemightbe,Iendeavouredtojumpout;butinthehurryI
somehoworotherentangledmyselfinthemuslin,andpulledthat,trunkandall,downwithme;forthetrunkstoodhalfoffthetable,sothattheleasttouchintheworldoversetit,otherwisemyweightcouldneverhavetumbleditdown。
Thenoiseofthefall,however,wakedthechildren,andIheardonesaytotheother,——’Blessme!Mary,whatisthatnoise?——Whatcanitbe?Iamalmostfrightenedoutofmywits;do,pray,sister,hugmeclose!’’Pooh!’repliedtheother,’nevermindit!
Whatintheworldneedyoubefrightenedat?Whatdoyousupposewillhurtyou?Itsoundedasifsomethingfelldown;butasithasnotfallenuponus,andIdonothearanybodystirring,orspeakingasiftheywerehurt,whatneedwecareaboutit?Sopray,Nancy,letusgotosleepagain;forasyetIhavenothadhalfsufficient,Iamsure;Ihopemorningisnotcomingyet,forIamnotatallreadytogetup。’’Iamsure,’answeredtheother,’Iwishitwasmorning,anddaylightnow,forIshouldliketogetupvastly,Idonotliketolayhereinthedarkanylonger;Ihaveagreatmindtoringthebell,andthenmammaorsomebodywillcometouswithacandle。’’Andwhatintheworld,’
rejoinedMary,’willbetheuseofthat?Doyouwantacandletolightyoutolookforthewoundsthenoisehasgivenyou;orwhatcanyouwishtodisturbmymammafor?Come,letmecuddleyou,anddogotosleep,child,forIcannotthinkwhatoccasionthereisforustokeepawakebecauseweheardanoise;Ineverknewthatnoisehadteethorclawstohurtonewith;andIamsurethishasnothurtme;andso,whetheryouchoosetolieawakeornot,I
willgotosleep,andsogood—byetoyou,andpraydonotdisturbmeanymore,forIcannottalkanylonger。’’But,Mary,’againrepliedtheother,’praydonotgotosleepyet,Iwanttospeaktoyou。’’Well,whatdoyouwanttosay?’inquiredMary。’Why,prayhaveyounotveryoften,’saidNancy,’heardofthievesbreakingintopeople’shousesandrobbingthem;andIamsadlyafraidthatnoisewassomeroguescomingin;sopray,Mary,donotgotosleep,Iaminsuchafrightandtrembleyoucannotthink。
Speak,Mary,havenotyou,Isay,heardofthieves?’’Yes,’
repliedMary,inaverysleepyvoice,’agreatmanytimes。’
’Well,then,praysister,donotgotosleep,’saidNancy,inapeevishaccent,’suppose,IsaythatnoiseIheardshouldbethieves,whatshouldwedo?Whatwillbecomeofus?O!whatshallwedo?’——’Why,gotosleep,Itellyou,’saidMary,’asfastasyoucan;atleast,doprayletme,forIcannotsayIaminthesmallestfearabouthouse—breakersorhouse—makerseither;andofalltherobberiesIeverheardofinallmylife,Ineverheardofthievesstealinglittlegirls;sodo,there’sadeargirl,gotosleepagain,anddonotsofoolishlyfrightenyourselfoutofyourwitsfornothing。’’Well,’repliedNancy,’Iwillnotkeepyouawakeanylonger;butIamsureIshallnotbeabletogetanotherwinkofsleepallnight。’
Heretheconversationended,andIcouldnothelpthinkinghowfoolishitwasforpeopletopermitthemselvestobeterrifiedfornothing。Hereisalittlegirl,now,thoughtI,inanicecleanroom,andcoveredupwarminbed,withprettygreencurtainsdrawnroundher,tokeepthewindfromherhead,andthelightinthemorningfromhereyes;andyetsheisdistressingherself,andmakingherselfreallyuncomfortable,andunhappy,onlybecauseI,apoor,little,harmlessmouse,withscarcelystrengthsufficienttognawanutshell,happenedtojumpfromthetable,andthrowdown,perhaps,herownbox。——Oh!whatapityitisthatpeopleshouldsodestroytheirowncomfort!Howsweetlymightthischildhavepassedthenight,ifshehadbut,likehersister,wiselyreflectedthatanoisecouldnotpossiblyhurtthem;andthat,hadanyofthefamilyoccasionedit,byfallingdown,orrunningagainstanythinginthedarkwhichhurtthem,mostlikelytheywouldhaveheardsomemorestirringabout。
Anduponthissubjecttheauthorcannothelp,inhumanform(aswellasinthatofamouse),observinghowextremelyridiculousitisforpeopletosufferthemselvestobeterrifieduponeverytriflingoccasionthathappens;asiftheyhadnomoreresolutionthanamouseitself,whichisliabletobedestroyedeverymealitmakes。And,surely,nothingcanbemoreabsurdthanforchildrentobeafraidofthievesandhouse—breakers;since,aslittleMarysaid,theyneverwanttoseekafterchildren。Moneyisalltheywant;andaschildrenhaveveryseldommuchofthatintheirpossession,theymayassurethemselvestheyareperfectlysafe,andhavethereforenooccasiontoalarmthemselvesiftheyhearanoise,withoutbeingabletomakeoutwhatitis;unless,indeed,likethechildIhavejustbeenwritingabout,theywouldbesosillyastobefrightenedatalittlemouse;formostcommonlythenoiseswehear,ifwelayawakeinthenight,arecausedbymicerunningaboutandplayingbehindthewainscot:andwhatreasonablepersonwouldsufferthemselvestobealarmedbysuchlittlecreaturesasthose?ButitistimeIshouldreturntothehistoryofmylittlemake—believecompanion,whowenton,saying——
TheconversationIhavebeenrelatingIoverheardasIlayconcealedinashoethatstoodclosebythebedside,andintowhichIranthemomentIjumpedoffthetable,andwhereIkeptsnugtillthenextmorning;when,justastheclockwasstrikingeight,thesameMrs。Nelly,whomIsawthedaybeforeinthekitchen,enteredtheapartment,andaccostedtheyoungladies,saying,’Goodmorningtoyou,ladies,doyouknowthatitistimetogetup?’’Then,pray,Nelly,lacemystays,willyou?’saidMissNancy。’Butlaceminefirst,andgivememyothershoes;forthoseIworeyesterdaymustbebrushed,becauseIsteppedinthedirt,andsowhenyougodownyoumustremember,andtakeandbrushthem,andthenletmehavethemagain,’saidMary;’butcomeanddressmenow。’
Well,thoughtI,thisisarudewayofspeaking,indeed,somethinglikeMissNancyArtless,atthehousewheremypoordearSoftdownwassocruellymassacred;IamsureIhopeIshallnotmeetwiththelikefatehere,andIwishIwassafeoutofthisshoe;for,perhaps,presentlyitwillbewantedtobeputonMary’sfoot;andIamsureImustnotexpecttomeetanymercyfromachildwhoshowssobadadispositionastospeaktoaservantinsouncivilamanner,fornogood—naturedpersonwoulddothat。
WiththesekindofreflectionsIwasamusingmyselfforsomelittletime,when,allonasudden,theywereputanendto,bymyfindingtheshoeinwhichIwasconcealed,hastilytakenup;andbeforeIhadtimetorecollectwhatIhadbestdo,IwasalmostkilledbysomeviolentblowsIreceived,whichwellnighbrokeeveryboneinmyskin。Icreptquiteuptothetoeoftheshoe,sothatIwasnotatallseen,andthemaid,whenshetookuptheshoes,heldoneinonehand,andtheotherintheother,bytheirheels,andthenslappedthemhardtogether,tobeatoutofsomeofthedustwhichwasinthem。Thissherepeatedthreeorfourtimes,tillIwasquitestunned;andhoworwhichwayItumbledorgotout,Iknownot;butwhenIcametomyself。Iwascloseupbehindthefootofatable,inalargeapartment,wherewereseveralchildren,andagentlemanandalady,allconversingtogetherwiththegreatestgoodhumourandharmony。
ThefirstwordsIhearddistinctlyenoughtoremember,werethoseofalittleboy,aboutfiveyearsold,who,witheagernessexclaimed——’Iforgetyou!nothatInevershall。IfIwastogoahundredthousandmilesoff,IamsureIshallneverforgetyou。
What!doyouthinkIshouldever,aslongasIlive,ifitisamillionofyears,forgetmyowndearpapaandmamma?No;thatI
shouldnot,Iamvery,verysureInevershould。’’Well,butTom,’interruptedthegentleman,’ifinamillionofyearsyoushouldnotforgetus,Idaresay,inlessthantwomonthsyouwillforgetouradvice,andbeforeyouhavebeenatschoolhalfthattime,youwillgettosquabblingwithandtrickingtheotherboys,justastheydowithoneanother;andinsteadofplayingatalltimeswiththestrictestopennessandhonour,youwill,Isadlyfear,learntocheat,anddeceive,andpaynoattentiontowhatyourmotherandIhavebeentellingyou。’’No’,thatIamsureI
sha’n’t!’repliedtheboy。’What!doyouthinkIshallbesowickedastoturnathief,andcheatpeople?’’Idaresay,mydear,’resumedthefather,’youwillnotdowhatwecallthieving;
butasIknowtherearemanynaughtyboysinallschools,Iamafraidtheywillteachyoutocommitdishonourableactions,andtotellyouthereisnoharminthem,andthattheyaresignsofclevernessandspirit,andqualificationsverynecessaryforeveryboytopossess。’’Aye,that’ssureenough,’saidtheboy,whoappearedabouttenyearsold,’fortheyalmostalldeclare,thatifaboyisnotsharpandcunning,hemightalmostaswellbeoutoftheworldasinit。But,asyousay,papa,Ihatesuchbehaviour,Iamsurethereisoneofourboys,whoissowonderfullycleverandacute,astheycallhim,thatIdetesteverhavinganythingtodowithhim;forunlessonewatcheshimasacatwouldwatchamouse,heissuretocheatorplayonesometrickorother。’’Whatsortoftricksdoyoumean?’inquiredthelittleboy。’Why,Iwilltellyou,’repliedtheother。’Youknownothingofthegameswehaveatschool,soifIwastotellyouhowheplaysatthem,youwouldnotunderstandwhatImeant。Butyouknowwhatwalkingaboutblindfoldis,don’tyou?Well!oneday,aboutadozenboysagreedtohaveablindrace,andtheboywhogotnearestthegoal,whichwasastickdriveninthegroundwithashillinguponthetopofit,wastowintheshilling,providedhediditfairlywithoutseeing。’’Isuppose,’
interruptedTom,’youmeantheboywhogottothestickfirst。’
’No,Idonot,’repliedhisbrother,’ImeanwhatIsay,theboywhogotnearestit,nomatterwhetherhecamefirstorlast;thefunwastoseethemtrytokeepinastraightpath,withtheireyestiedup,whilsttheywanderquiteinthewrong,andnottotrywhocouldrunfastest。Well!whenthey,wereallblinded,andtwistedroundthreeorfourtimesbeforetheyweresufferedtosetoff,theydirectedtheirstepsthewaytheythoughtwoulddirectlyconductthemtothegoal;andsomeofthemhadalmostreachedit,whenSharply(theboyImentioned)whohadplacedashillinguponthestick,fortheydrewlotswhoshoulddothat,andhewhofurnishedthemoneywastostandbyit,toobservewhowonitbycomingnearest;well,Sharply,Isay,justastheycameclosetoit,movedawaysoftlytoanotherplace,abovethreeyardsdistantfromanyofthem(forIshouldhavetoldyou,thatifnoneofthemgotwithinthreeyards,theshillingwastoremainhis,andtheywereeachtogivehimapenny。)Sothenheuntiedtheireyes,andinsisteduponittheyhadallofthemlost。Buttwoorthreeofushappenedtobeby,andsowesaidhehadcheatedthem,andoughtnottokeepthemoney,asithadfairlybeenwonbySmyth。
Buthewouldnotgiveitup,soitmadeaquarrelbetweenhimandSmyth,andatlasttheyfought,andMr。Chironconfinedthembothintheschoolalltherestoftheafternoon,andwhenheheardwhatthequarrelwasabout,hetooktheshillingfromSharply,andcalledhimamean—spiritedcheat;buthewouldnotletSmythhaveit,becausehesaidhedeservedtoloseitforfightingaboutsuchatrifle,andsoitwasputintotheforfeit—money。’
’ButpraydonotyouthinkSharplybehavedextremelywrong?’
’Shamefullyso,indeed,’saidthegentleman。’Inevercouldhaveanyopinionofaboy’whocouldactsodishonourably,’saidthelady,’lethisclevernessbewhatitwould。’’Pray,Frank,tellmesomemore,’saidthelittleboy。’More!’repliedFrank,’I
couldtellyouanhundredsuchkindofthings。Onetime,asPeterLightwaswalkinguptheyard,withsomedamsonsinhishat,Sharplyranby,andashepassed,knockedhishatoutofhishand,forthesakeofscramblingforasmanyashecouldgethimself。
Andsometimes,afterthepie—womanhasbeenthere,hegetssuchheapsoftartsyoucannotthink,byhisdifferenttricks:perhapshewillbuyacurranttarthimself;thenhewouldgoabout,callingout,\"Who’llchangeacheesecakeforacurranttart?\"andnow—and—thenhewilladd,\"andhalfabunintothebargain!\"Thentwoorthreeoftheboyscallout,\"Iwill,Iwill!\"andwhentheygotoholdouttheircheesecakestohim,hesnatchesthemoutoftheirhandsbeforetheyareaware,andrunsawayinaninstant;
andwhilsttheystandforamomentinastonishment,hegetssomuchaheadofthemthatheeatsthemupbeforetheycanagainovertakehim。Atothertimes,whenheseesaboybeginningtoeathiscake,hewillcomeandtalkcarelesslytohimforafewmoments,andthenallofasuddencallout,\"Look!look!
look!—there!\"pointinghisfingerasiftoshowhimsomethingwonderful;andwhentheother,withoutsuspectinganymischief,turnshisheadtoseewhathassosurprisedhim,awayhesnatchesthecake,andrunsoffwithit,crammingitintohismouthinamoment。
’AndwhenheplaysatHandy—dandy,Jack—a—dandy,whichwillyouhave,upperhandorlower?ifyouhappentoguessright,heslipswhateveryouareplayingwithintohisotherhand;andthatyouknowisnotplayingfair;andsomanyoftheboystellhim;buthedoesnotmindanyofus。Andasheiscleverathislearning,andalwaysdoeshisexercisequiteright,Mr。Chiron(whoindeeddoesnotknowofhistricks)isveryfondofhim,andisforeversayingwhatacleverfellowheis,andproposinghimasanexampletotherestoftheboys;andIdobelievemanyofthemimitatehisdeceitful,cheatingtricks,onlyforthesakeofbeingthoughtlikehim。’
’Aye!itisasadthing,’interruptedthegentleman,’thatpeoplewhoareblessedwithsenseandabilitiestobehavewell,shouldsomisusethemastosetabad,insteadofagoodexampletoothers,andbythatmeansdrawmanyintosin,whootherwise,perhaps,mightneverhaveactedwrong。WasthisSharply,youhavebeenspeakingof,adunceandblockheadathisbook,hewouldnevergainthecommendationsthatMr。Chironnowbestowsuponhim;and,consequently,noboywouldwishtobethoughtlikehim;hisbadexample,therefore,wouldnotbeofhalftheimportanceitnowis。
’Onlythink,then,mydearchildren,howextremelywickeditis,forthosewhoareblessedwithunderstandingscapableofactingastheyshoulddo,andmakingpeopleadmirethem,atthesametimetobeguiltyofsuchrealandgreatsin。For,howeverchildrenatplaymayliketotrickanddeceiveeachother,andcallitonlyplayorfun,still,letmetellyou,theyaremuchmistakeniftheyflatterthemselvesthereisnoharminit。Itisaverywrongwayofbehaviour;itismean,itisdishonorable,anditiswicked;andtheboyorgirlwhowouldeverpermitthemselvestoactinsounjustifiableamanner,howevertheymayexcelintheirlearning,orexterioraccomplishments,canneverbedeservingofesteem,confidence,orregard。WhatesteemorrespectcouldI
everentertainofaperson’ssenseorlearning,whomadenobetteruseofitthantopractisewickednesswithmoredexterityandgracethanheotherwisewouldbeenabledtodo?Or,whatconfidencecouldIeverplaceinthepersonwho,Iknew,onlywantedaconvenientopportunitytodefraud,trick,anddeceiveme?
Or,whatregardandlovecouldIpossiblyentertainforsuchaone,who,unlessIkeptaconstantwatchover,asImustoverawildbeast,would,likeawildbeast,besuretodomesomeinjury?Woulditbepossible,Isay,tolovesuchacharacter,whatevershiningabilitiesordepthoflearninghemightpossess?
Askyourownhearts,mydears,whetheryouthinkyoucould?’
Tothistheyallansweredatonce,’No,thatIcouldnot,’and’I
amsureIcouldnot。’’Well,then,’resumedthefather,’onlythinkhowodiousthatconductmustbe,whichrobsusoftheesteem,confidence,andloveofourfellow—creatures;andthattoo,notwithstandingwemayatthesametimebeveryclever,andhaveagreatdealofsenseandlearning。But,formypart,I
confessIknownottheleastadvantageofourunderstandingorourlearning,unlesswemakeaproperuseofthem。Knowingagreatdeal,andhavingreadagreatmanybooks,willbeofnoservicetous,unlesswearecarefultomakeaproperuseofthatknowledge,andtoimprovebywhatweread,otherwisethetimewesobestowisbutlost,andwemightaswellspendthewholeofourlivesinidleness。
’Alwaysremember,therefore,myloves,thatthewholeendofourtakingthetroubletoinstructyou,orputtingourselvestotheexpenseofsendingyoutoschool,oryourattendingtowhatistaughtyou,is,thatyoumaygrowbettermenandwomenthanyouotherwisewouldbe;andunless,therefore,youdoimprove,wemightaswellspareourselvesthepainsandexpense,andyouneednottakethetroubleoflearning;since,ifyouwillactwickedly,allourlabourisbutthrownawaytonomannerofpurpose。
’Mr。andMrs。Sharply,howIpitythem!Whatsorrowmusttheyendure,tobeholdtheirsonactinginthemanneryouhavedescribed;fornothingcangivesomuchconcerntoafondparent’sheart,astoseetheirchildren,forwhomtheyhavetakensomuchpains,turnoutnaughty;andtodeceiveandcheat!Whatcanbeworsethanthat?Ihope,mydearchildren,youwillnever,anyofyou,giveusthatdreadfulmisery!Ihope,mydearTom,Ihopeyouwillneverlearnanyofthosedetestablewaysyourbrotherhasbeentellingyouof。Andifitwasnotthatyouwilloftenbeobligedtoseesuchthingswhenyoumixwithotherchildren,I
shouldbesorryyoushouldevenhearofsuchbadactions,asI
couldwishyoutopassthroughlifewithoutsomuchasknowingsuchwickednesseverexisted;hutthatisimpossible。Therearesomanynaughtypeopleintheworld,thatyouwilloftenbeobligedtoseeandhearofcrimeswhichIhopeyouwillshuddertothinkofcommittingyourselves;andbeingwarnedofthembeforehand,Ihopeitwillputyoumoreuponyourguard,nottobetempted,uponanyconsideration,togivetheleastencouragementtothem,muchlesstopractisethemyourselves。
’Perhaps,Tom,ifyourbrotherhadnot,bytellingusofSharply’stricks,givenmeanopportunityofwarningyouhowextremelywrongandwickedtheyare,youmightwhenyouwereatschool,havethoughtthemveryclever,andmarksofgenius;andtherefore,likeothersoftheboys,havetriedtoimitatethem,andbythatmeanshavebecomeaswicked,mean,anddishonourableyourself。Andonlythinkhowitwouldhavegrievedyourmammaandme,tofindthenextholidays,ourdearlittleTom,insteadofbeingthathonest,open,generous—heartedboyhenowis,changedintoadeceiver,acheat,aliar,onewhomwecouldplacenotrustorconfidencein;
for,dependuponit,thepersonwhowill,whenatplay,behaveunfair,wouldnotscrupletodosoinevenotheractionofhislife。Andtheboywhowilldeceiveforthesakeofamarble,orthegirlwhowouldactungenerously,forthesakeofadoll’scaporapin,will,whengrownup,bereadytocheatandover—reachintheirtrades,oranyaffairstheymayhavetotransact。Andyoumayassureyourselvesthatnumbersofpeoplewhoareeveryyearhanged,beganatfirsttobewickedbypractisingthoselittledishonourablemeanactions,whichsomanychildrenaretooapttodoatplay,withoutthinkingoftheirevilconsequences。
’Ithink,mydear,’saidhe,turningtohiswife,’Ihaveheardyoumentionapersonwhoyouwereacquaintedwithwhenagirl,whoatlastwashangedforstealing,Ithink,wasnotshe?’’No,’
repliedthelady,’shewasnothanged,shewastransportedforone—and—twentyyears。’’Pray,madam,howtransported?whatisthat?’inquiredoneofthechildren。’People,mydear,’resumedthelady,’aretransportedwhentheyhavecommittedcrimes,which,accordingtothelawsofourland,arenotthoughtquitewickedenoughtobehangedfor;butstilltoobadtosufferthemtocontinueamongstotherpeople。So,insteadofhangingthem,thejudgeordersthattheyshallbesentonboardaship,builtonpurposetoholdnaughtypeople,andcarriedawayfromalltheirfriends,agreatmanymilesdistant,commonlytoAmerica,wheretheyaresoldasslaves,toworkveryhardforasmanyyearsastheyaretransportedfor。Andthepersonyourpapamentionedwassoldfortwenty—oneyears;butshediedbeforethattimewasout,asmostofthemdo:theyaregenerallyusedverycruelly,andworkveryhard;andbesides,theheatoftheclimateseldomagreeswithanybodywhohasbeenusedtoliveinEngland,andsotheygenerallydiebeforetheirtimeisexpired,andneverhaveanopportunityofseeingtheirfriendsanymore,aftertheyareoncesentaway。Howshouldanyofyou,mydears,liketobesentawayfromyourpapaandme,andyourbrothersandsisters,andunclesandaunts,andallyourfriends,andnever)neverseeusanymore;
andonlykeepcompanywithnaughty,cross,wickedpeople,andlabourveryhard,andsufferagreatdealofsickness,andsuchanumberofdifferenthardships,youcannotimagine?Onlythinkhowshockingitmustbe!Howshouldyoulikeit?’’Oh’,notatall,notatall,’wasechoedfromeveryoneintheroom。
’Butsuch,’rejoinedtheirmother,’isthepunishmentnaughtypeoplehave;andsuchwasthepunishmentthepersonyourpapaspokeofhad;who,whenshewasyoung,nomoreexpectedtocometosuchanendthananyofyoudo。Iwasverywellacquaintedwithher,andoftenusedtoplaywithher,andshe(liketheboyFrankhasbeentalkingof)usedtothinkitamarkofclevernesstobeabletodeceive;andforthesakeofwinningthegameshewasengagedin,wouldnotscruplecommittinganylittleunfairaction,whichwouldgivehertheadvantage。
’Irememberonetime,atsuchatriflinggameaspushpin,shegavemeaverybadopinionofher;forIobserved,insteadofpushingthepinassheoughttodo,shewouldtrytoliftitupwithherfingeralittle,tomakeitcrossovertheother。
’Andwhenwewereallatcards,shewouldpeep,tofindoutthepicturedones,thatshemighthavetheminherownhand。
’Andwhenweplayedatanygamewhichhadforfeits,shewouldtry,bydifferentlittleartifices,tostealbackherownbeforethetimeofcryingthemcame;or,ifshewasthepersonwhowastocrythem,asyoucallit,shewouldendeavourtoseewhosecamenext,thatshemightorderthepenaltyaccordingly。
’Orifwewereplayingathideandseek,shewouldputwhatwehadtohideeitherinherownpocket,orthrowitintothefire,sothatitwouldbeimpossibletofindit;andthen,aftermakinghercompanionshuntforitforanhour,tilltheirpatiencewasquitetired,andtheygaveout;shewouldburstoutinaloudlaugh!andsaysheonlydiditforfun。But,formypart,Inevercouldseeanyjokeinsuchkindofthings:themeanness,thebaseness,thedishonour,whichattendeditalways,inmyopinion,tookoffalldegreeofcleverness,orpleasurefromsuchactions。
’TherewasanotherofherslytrickswhichIforgottomention,andthatwas,ifattea,oranyothertime,shegotfirsttotheplateofcakeorbread,shewouldplacethepieceshelikedbestwhereshethoughtitwouldcometoherturntohaveit:orifatbreakfastshesawhersisters’basinhavetheundercrustinit,andtheyhappenednottobeby,ortoseeher,shewouldtakeitout,andputherown,whichshehappenednottolikesowell,inthestead。
’Onlythink,mydears,whatfrightful,sly,naughtytrickstobeguiltyof!Andfrompractisingthese,whichshesaidtherewasnoharmin,andsheonlydidtheminplay,andforabitoffun,atlastshecame,bydegrees,tobeguiltyofgreater。Shetwoorthreedifferenttimes,whenshewasnotseen,stolethingsoutofshops;andoneday,whenshewasuponavisit,andthoughtshecoulddoitcleverly,withoutbeingdiscovered,putacoupleoftablespoonsintoherpocket。Thefootmanwhowaswaitinghappenedtoseeher;butfearingtogiveoffence,hetooknonoticeofittillaftershewasgonehome,whenhetoldhismaster,who,justlyprovokedatbeingsoill—treated,byapersontowhomhehadshowneverycivility,wentafterher,calledinherowntwomaids,andhisfootman,aswitnesses,andtheninsisteduponexaminingherpockets,whereheindeedfoundhisowntwospoons。Hethensentforproperofficerstosecureher,hadhertakenintocustody,andforthatoffenceitwasthatshewastransported。
’Thus,mydearchildren,youseetheshockingconsequenceofeversufferingsuchvilehabitstogrowuponus;andIhopetheexampleofthisunhappywoman(whichIassureyouisatruestory)willbesufficienttowarnyouforever,forasingletime,beingguiltyofsodetestableacrime,lestyoushould,likeher,bydegreescometoexperienceherfatalpunishment。’
Justastheladysaidthesewordsabellrang,andallgettinguptogether,theywentoutoftheroom,theyoungonecallingout,’Todinner!todinner!todinner!hereweallgotodinner!’
AndIwillseekforonetoo,saidItomyself,(creepingoutassoonasIfoundIwasalone)forIfeelveryfaintandhungry。I
lookedandlookedaboutalongwhile,forIcouldmovebutslow,onaccountofthebruisesIhadreceivedintheshoe。Atlastunderthetable,roundwhichthefamilyhadbeensitting,Ifoundapincushion,which,beingstuffedwithbran,affordedmeenoughtosatisfymyhunger,butwasexcessivelydryandunsavoury;yet,badasitwas,Iwasobligedtobecontentatthattimewithit;
andhadnearlydoneeatingwhenthedooropened,andinrantwoorthreeofthechildren。Frightenedoutofmysensesalmost,Ihadjusttimetoescapedownalittleholeinthefloor,madebyoneoftheknotsinthewoodslippingout,andthereIheardoneofthegirlsexclaim——
’Odear!whonowhascutmypincushion?itwasyoudidit,Tom。’
’No,indeedIdidnot,’repliedhe。’Thenitwasyou,Mary。’
’No,Iknownothingofit,’answeredshe。’Thenitwasyou,Hetty。’’ThatIamsureitwasnot,’saidshe;’Iamsure,Iamcertainitwasnotme;Iampositiveitwasnot。’’Ah,’repliedtheother,’Idaresayitwas。’’Yes,Ithinkitismostlikely,’
saidMary。’AndsodoItoo,’saidTom。’Andpraywhydoyouallthinkso?’inquiredHetty,inanangrytone。’Because,’saidtheownerofthepincushion,’youaretheonlyonewhoevertellsfibs;youtoldastory,youknow,aboutthefruit;youtoldastorytooaboutthecurrantjelly;andaboutputtingyourfingersinthebutter,atbreakfast;andthereforethereisaverygreatreasonwhyweshouldsuspectyoumorethananybodyelse。’’ButI
amsure,’saidshe,burstingintotears,’IamverysureIhavenotmeddledwithit。’’Idonotatallknowthat,’repliedtheother,’andIdothinkitwasyou;forIamcertainifanyoneelsehaddoneittheywouldnotdenyit;anditcouldnotcomeintothisconditionbyitself,somebodymusthavedoneit;andI
daresayitwasyou;sosaynomoreaboutit。’
Herethedisputewasinterruptedbysomebodycallingthemoutoftheroom;andIcouldnothelpmakingsomereflectionsonwhathadpassed。Howdreadfulacrime,thoughtI,islyingandfalsity;towhatsadmortificationsdoesitsubjectthepersonwhoiseverwickedenoughtocommitit;andhowdoesitexposethemtothecontemptofeveryone,andmakethemtobesuspectedoffaultstheyareevenperfectlyfreefrom。LittleHettynowisinnocent,withrespecttothepincushionwithwhichhersisterchargesher,asanyoftheothers;yet,becauseshehasbeforeforfeitedherhonour,shecangainnocredit:noonebelieveswhatshesays,sheisthoughttobeguiltyofthedoublefaultofspoilingthepincushion,andwhatisstillworse,oflyingtoconcealit;
whilsttheotherchildrenareatoncebelieved,andtheirwordsdependedupon。
Surely,surely,thoughtI,ifpeoplewouldbutreflectuponthecontempt,theshame,andthedifficultieswhichliesexposethemto,theywouldneverbeguiltyofsoterribleavice,whichsubjectsthemtothescornofalltheyconversewith,andrendersthematalltimessuspected,eventhoughtheyshould,asinthecaseofHetty,reallyspeakthetruth。Suchweremyreflectionsuponfalsehood,norcouldIhelpaltogetherblamingtheownerofthepincushionforherhastyjudgmentrelatingtoit。Somebody,shewascertain,musthavedoneit;itwasimpossibleitcouldcomesobyitself。That,tobesure,wasverytrue;butthensheneverrecollectedthatitwaspossiblealittlemousemightputitinthatcondition。Ah!thoughtItomyself,whatpityisit,thathumancreatures,whoareblestwithunderstandingandfacultiessosuperiortoanyspecies,shouldnotmakebetteruseofthem;andlearn,fromdailyexperience,togrowwiserandbetterforthefuture。Thisoneinstanceofthepincushion,mayteach(andsurelypeopleengagedinlifemusthourlyfindmore)howdangerousitistodrawhastyconclusions,andtocondemnpeopleuponsuspicion,asalsothemany,great,andbadconsequencesoflying。
ScarcelyhadIfinishedthesesoliloquieswhenagreatknockatthehousedoormademegivesuchastartthatIfelloffthejoistonwhichIwasstanding,andthenranstraightforwardstillI
cameoutatalittleholeIfoundinthebricksabovetheparlourwindow:fromthatIdescendedintotheroad,andwentonunmolestedtillIreachedamalt—house,aboutwhosevariousapartments,neverstayinglonginthesame,Icontinuedtolive;
tillonenight,allonasudden,Iwasalarmedbyfire,whichobligedmetoretreatwiththegreatestexpedition。
Ipassednumberlessratsandmiceinmyway,who,likemyself,weredrivenforthbytheflames;but,alas!amongthemIfoundnotmybrother。Despairing,therefore,ofeverseeinghimagain,I
determined,ifpossible,tofindmywaybacktoyou,whobeforehadshownmesuchkindness。NumberlesswerethefatiguesanddifficultiesIhadtoencounterinmyjourneyhere;onewhileindangerfromhungrycats,atanotheralmostperishedwithcoldandwantoffood。
Butitisneedlesstoenumerateeveryparticular;IshouldbuttireyourpatiencewasItoattemptit;soIwillhastentoaconclusionofmyhistory,onlytellingyouhowyoucametofindmeinthatmelancholyconditionfromwhichyourmercyhasnowraisedme。
Icameintoyourhouseoneeveningconcealedinthemiddleofafloor—cloth,whichthemaidhadrolledupandsetattheoutsideofthebackdoor,whilstshesweptthepassage,andneglectedtotakeitinagaintilltheevening,InthatIhidmyself,anduponherlayingitdown,ranwithallspeeddownthecellar—stairs,whereIcontinuedtillthefamilywereallgonetobed。ThenI
returnedback,andcameintoyourcloset,wherethescentofsomefigstemptedmetogetintothejarinwhichyoufoundme。I
concealedmyselfamongthem,andafterfeastingmostdeliciously,fellasleep,fromwhichIwasawakenedbyhearingavoicesay,\"Whohasleftthecoveroffthefig—jar?\"andatthesametimeI
wasinvolvedindarknessbyhavingitputon。InvainI
endeavouredtoremoveit,thefigsweresolow,thatwhenIstoodonthemIcouldbutjusttouchitwithmylips,andthejarbeingstoneIcouldnotpossiblyfastenmynailstohangbytheside。
InthisdismalsituationthereforeIwasconstrainedtostay,myapprehensionseachdayincreasingasmyfooddiminished,tillatlast,afterfeedingverysparinglyforsomedays,itwasquiteexhausted;andIhadenduredtheinexpressibletorturesofhungerforthreedaysandthreenights,whenyouhappilyreleasedme,andbyyourcompassionrestoredmeoncemoretolifeandliberty。
Condescend,therefore,topreservethatlifeyouhavesolengthened,andtakemeunderyourprotection。
’Thatmostgladly,’interruptedI,’Iwilldo:youwillliveinthislargegreen—floweredtincanister,andruninandoutwhenyouplease,andIwillkeepyouconstantlysuppliedwithfood。
ButImustnowshutyouin,forthecathasthismomententeredtheroom。’
AndnowIcannottakeleaveofallmylittlereaders,withoutoncemorebeggingthem,fortheirownsakes,toendeavourtofollowallthegoodadvicethemousehasbeengivingthem;andlikewisewarningthemtoshunallthosevicesandfollies,thepracticeofwhichrenderschildrensocontemptibleandwicked。