第3章

Whenthemanwantsweight,thewomantakesitup,Andtopplesdownthescales;butthisisfixtAsaretherootsofearthandbaseofall;

Manforthefieldandwomanforthehearth:

Manfortheswordandfortheneedleshe:

Manwiththeheadandwomanwiththeheart:

Mantocommandandwomantoobey;

Allelseconfusion。Lookyou!thegraymareIsilltolivewith,whenherwhinnyshrillsFromtiletoscullery,andhersmallgoodmanShrinksinhisarm—chairwhilethefiresofHellMixwithhishearth:butyou——she’syetacolt——

Take,breakher:stronglygroomedandstraitlycurbedShemightnotrankwiththosedetestableThatletthebantlingscaldathome,andbrawlTheirrightsandwrongslikepotherbsinthestreet。

Theysayshe’scomely;there’sthefairerchance:

~I~likehernonethelessforratingather!

Besides,thewomanwedisnotaswe,Butsufferschangeofframe。AlustybraceOftwinsmayweedherofherfolly。Boy,ThebearingandthetrainingofachildIswoman’swisdom。’

Thusthehardoldking:

Itookmyleave,foritwasnearlynoon:

IporeduponherletterwhichIheld,Andonthelittleclause’takenothislife:’

Imusedonthatwildmorninginthewoods,Andonthe’Follow,follow,thoushaltwin:’

Ithoughtonallthewrathfulkinghadsaid,Andhowthestrangebetrothmentwastoend:

ThenIrememberedthatburntsorcerer’scurseThatoneshouldfightwithshadowsandshouldfall;

Andlikeaflashtheweirdaffectioncame:

King,campandcollegeturnedtohollowshows;

Iseemedtomoveinoldmemorialtilts,Anddoingbattlewithforgottenghosts,Todreammyselftheshadowofadream:

AndereIwokeitwasthepointofnoon,Thelistswereready。EmpanopliedandplumedWeenteredin,andwaited,fiftythereOpposedtofifty,tillthetrumpetblaredAtthebarrierlikeawildhorninalandOfechoes,andamoment,andoncemoreThetrumpet,andagain:atwhichthestormOfgallopinghoofsbareontheridgeofspearsAndridersfronttofront,untiltheyclosedInconflictwiththecrashofshiveringpoints,Andthunder。Yetitseemedadream,IdreamedOffighting。Onhishaunchesrosethesteed,Andintofierysplintersleaptthelance,Andoutofstrickenhelmetssprangthefire。

Partsatlikerocks:partreeledbutkepttheirseats:

Partrolledontheearthandroseagainanddrew:

Partstumbledmixtwithflounderinghorses。DownFromthosetwobulksatArac’sside,anddownFromArac’sarm,asfromagiant’sflail,Thelargeblowsrained,ashereandeverywhereHerodethemellay,lordoftheringinglists,Andalltheplain,——brand,mace,andshaft,andshield——

Shocked,likeaniron—clanginganvilbangedWithhammers;tillIthought,canthisbeheFromGama’sdwarfishloins?ifthisbeso,Themothermakesusmost——andinmydreamIglancedaside,andsawthepalace—frontAlivewithflutteringscarfsandladies’eyes,Andhighest,amongthestatues,statuelike,BetweenacymballedMiriamandaJael,WithPsyche’sbabe,wasIdawatchingus,Asinglebandofgoldaboutherhair,LikeaSaint’sgloryupinheaven:butsheNosaint——inexorable——notenderness——

Toohard,toocruel:yetsheseesmefight,Yea,letherseemefall!andwiththatIdraveAmongthethickestandboredownaPrince,AndCyril,one。Yea,letmemakemydreamAllthatIwould。Butthatlarge—mouldedman,Hisvisageallagrinasatawake,Madeatmethroughthepress,and,staggeringbackWithstrokeonstrokethehorseandhorseman,cameAscomesapillarofelectriccloud,Flayingtheroofsandsuckingupthedrains,AndshadowingdownthechampaigntillitstrikesOnawood,andtakes,andbreaks,andcracks,andsplits,AndtwiststhegrainwithsucharoarthatEarthReels,andtheherdsmencry;foreverythingGamewaybeforehim:onlyFlorian,heThatlovedmecloserthanhisownrighteye,Thrustinbetween;butAracrodehimdown:

AndCyrilseeingit,pushedagainstthePrince,WithPsyche’scolourroundhishelmet,tough,Strong,supple,sinew—corded,aptatarms;

Buttougher,heavier,stronger,hethatsmoteAndthrewhim:lastIspurred;IfeltmyveinsStretchwithfierceheat;amomenthandtohand,Andswordtosword,andhorsetohorsewehung,TillIstruckoutandshouted;thebladeglanced,Ididbutshearafeather,anddreamandtruthFlowedfromme;darknessclosedme;andIfell。

Hometheybroughtherwarriordead:

Shenorswooned,norutteredcry:

Allhermaidens,watching,said,’Shemustweeporshewilldie。’

Thentheypraisedhim,softandlow,Calledhimworthytobeloved,Truestfriendandnoblestfoe;

Yetsheneitherspokenormoved。

Stoleamaidenfromherplace,Lightlytothewarriorstept,Tooktheface—clothfromtheface;

Yetsheneithermovednorwept。

Roseanurseofninetyyears,Sethischilduponherknee——

Likesummertempestcamehertears——

’Sweetmychild,Iliveforthee。’

VI

Mydreamhadneverdiedorlivedagain。

AsinsomemysticmiddlestateIlay;

SeeingIsawnot,hearingnotIheard:

Though,ifIsawnot,yettheytoldmeallSooftenthatIspeakashavingseen。

Forsoitseemed,orsotheysaidtome,Thatallthingsgrewmoretragicandmorestrange;

ThatwhenoursidewasvanquishedandmycauseForeverlost,therewentupagreatcry,ThePrinceisslain。MyfatherheardandranInonthelists,andthereunlacedmycasqueAndgrovelledonmybody,andafterhimCamePsyche,sorrowingforAgla颽。

ButhighuponthepalaceIdastoodWithPsyche’sbabeinarm:thereontheroofsLikethatgreatdameofLapidothshesang。

’Ourenemieshavefallen,havefallen:theseed,Thelittleseedtheylaughedatinthedark,Hasrisenandcleftthesoil,andgrownabulkOfspanlessgirth,thatlaysoneverysideAthousandarmsandrushestotheSun。

’Ourenemieshavefallen,havefallen:theycame;

Theleaveswerewetwithwomen’stears:theyheardAnoiseofsongstheywouldnotunderstand:

Theymarkeditwiththeredcrosstothefall,Andwouldhavestrownit,andarefallenthemselves。

’Ourenemieshavefallen,havefallen:theycame,Thewoodmenwiththeiraxes:lothetree!

Butwewillmakeitfaggotsforthehearth,Andshapeitplankandbeamforroofandfloor,Andboatsandbridgesfortheuseofmen。

’Ourenemieshavefallen,havefallen:theystruck;

Withtheirownblowstheyhurtthemselves,norknewTheredweltanironnatureinthegrain:

Theglitteringaxewasbrokenintheirarms,Theirarmswereshatteredtotheshoulderblade。

’Ourenemieshavefallen,butthisshallgrowAnightofSummerfromtheheat,abreadthOfAutumn,droppingfruitsofpower:androlledWithmusicinthegrowingbreezeofTime,Thetopsshallstrikefromstartostar,thefangsShallmovethestonybasesoftheworld。

’Andnow,Omaids,beholdoursanctuaryIsviolate,ourlawsbroken:fearwenotTobreakthemmoreintheirbehoof,whosearmsChampionedourcauseandwonitwithadayBlanchedinourannals,andperpetualfeast,WhendamesandheroinesofthegoldenyearShallstripahundredhollowsbareofSpring,TorainanAprilofovationroundTheirstatues,bornealoft,thethree:butcome,Wewillbeliberal,sinceourrightsarewon。

Letthemnotlieinthetentswithcoarsemankind,Illnurses;butdescend,andproffertheseThebrethrenofourbloodandcause,thatthereLiebruisedandmaimed,thetenderministriesOffemalehandsandhospitality。’

Shespoke,andwiththebabeyetinherarms,Descending,burstthegreatbronzevalves,andledAhundredmaidsintrainacrossthePark。

Somecowled,andsomebare—headed,ontheycame,Theirfeetinflowers,herloveliest:bythemwentTheenamouredairsighing,andontheircurlsFromthehightreetheblossomwaveringfell,AndoverthemthetremulousislesoflightSlided,theymovingundershade:butBlancheAtdistancefollowed:sotheycame:anonThroughopenfieldintotheliststheywoundTimorously;andastheleaderoftheherdThatholdsastatelyfretworktotheSun,Andfollowedupbyahundredairydoes,Stepswithatenderfoot,lightasonair,Thelovely,lordlycreaturefloatedonTowhereherwoundedbrethrenlay;therestayed;

Kneltononeknee,——thechildonone,——andprestTheirhands,andcalledthemdeardeliverers,Andhappywarriors,andimmortalnames,Andsaid’Youshallnotlieinthetentsbuthere,Andnursedbythoseforwhomyoufought,andservedWithfemalehandsandhospitality。’

Then,whethermovedbythis,orwasitchance,Shepastmyway。UpstartedfrommysideTheoldlion,glaringwithhiswhelplesseye,Silent;butwhenshesawmelyingstark,Dishelmedandmute,andmotionlesslypale,Coldeventoher,shesighed;andwhenshesawThehaggardfather’sfaceandreverendbeardOfgrislytwine,alldabbledwiththebloodOfhisownson,shuddered,atwitchofpainTorturedhermouth,ando’erherforeheadpastAshadow,andherhuechanged,andshesaid:

’Hesavedmylife:mybrotherslewhimforit。’

Nomore:atwhichthekinginbitterscornDrewfrommyneckthepaintingandthetress,Andheldthemup:shesawthem,andadayRosefromthedistanceonhermemory,WhenthegoodQueen,hermother,shorethetressWithkisses,erethedaysofLadyBlanche:

Andthenoncemoreshelookedatmypaleface:

TillunderstandingallthefoolishworkOfFancy,andthebittercloseofall,Herironwillwasbrokeninhermind;

Hernobleheartwasmolteninherbreast;

Shebowed,shesetthechildontheearth;shelaidAfeelingfingeronmybrows,andpresently’OSire,’shesaid,’helives:heisnotdead:

OletmehavehimwithmybrethrenhereInourownpalace:wewilltendonhimLikeoneofthese;ifso,byanymeans,Tolightenthisgreatclogofthanks,thatmakeOurprogressfaltertothewoman’sgoal。’

Shesaid:butatthehappyword’helives’

Myfatherstooped,re—fatheredo’ermywounds。

Sothosetwofoesabovemyfallenlife,WithbrowtobrowlikenightandeveningmixtTheirdarkandgray,whilePsycheeverstoleAlittlenearer,tillthebabethatbyus,Half—laptinglowinggauzeandgoldenbrede,Laylikeanew—fallenmeteoronthegrass,Uncaredfor,spieditsmotherandbeganAblindandbabblinglaughter,andtodanceItsbody,andreachitsfatlinginnocentarmsAndlazylingeringfingers。ShetheappealBrookednot,butclamouringout’Mine——mine——notyours,Itisnotyours,butmine:givemethechild’

Ceasedallontremble:piteouswasthecry:

Sostoodtheunhappymotheropen—mouthed,Andturnedeachfaceherway:wanwashercheekWithhollowwatch,herbloomingmantletorn,Redgriefandmother’shungerinhereye,Anddowndead—heavysankhercurls,andhalfThesacredmother’sbosom,panting,burstThelacestowardherbabe;butshenorcaredNorknewit,clamouringon,tillIdaheard,Lookedup,andrisingslowlyfromme,stoodErectandsilent,strikingwithherglanceThemother,me,thechild;buthethatlayBesideus,Cyril,batteredashewas,Trailedhimselfupononeknee:thenhedrewHerrobetomeethislips,anddownshelookedAtthearmedmansideways,pityingasitseemed,Orself—involved;butwhenshelearnthisface,Rememberinghisill—omenedsong,aroseOncemorethroughallherheight,ando’erhimgrewTallasafigurelengthenedonthesandWhenthetideebbsinsunshine,andhesaid:

’Ofairandstrongandterrible!LionessThatwithyourlonglocksplaytheLion’smane!

ButLoveandNature,thesearetwomoreterribleAndstronger。See,yourfootisonournecks,Wevanquished,youtheVictorofyourwill。

Whatwouldyoumore?Giveherthechild!remainOrbedinyourisolation:heisdead,Orallasdead:henceforthweletyoube:

Winyoutheheartsofwomen;andbewareLest,whereyouseekthecommonloveofthese,ThecommonhatewiththerevolvingwheelShoulddragyoudown,andsomegreatNemesisBreakfromadarkenedfuture,crownedwithfire,Andtreadyououtforever:buthowso’erFixedinyourself,neverinyourownarmsToholdyourown,denynotherstoher,Giveherthechild!Oif,Isay,youkeepOnepulsethatbeatstruewoman,ifyoulovedThebreastthatfedorarmthatdandledyou,Orownoneportofsensenotflinttoprayer,Giveherthechild!orifyouscorntolayit,Yourself,inhandssolatelyclasptwithyours,Orspeaktoher,yourdearest,heronefault,Thetenderness,notyours,thatcouldnotkill,Give~me~it:~I~willgiveither。

Hesaid:

AtfirsthereyewithslowdilationrolledDryflame,shelistening;aftersankandsankAnd,intomournfultwilightmellowing,dweltFullonthechild;shetookit:’Prettybud!

Lilyofthevale!halfopenedbellofthewoods!

Solecomfortofmydarkhour,whenaworldOftraitorousfriendandbrokensystemmadeNopurpleinthedistance,mystery,Pledgeofalovenottobemine,farewell;

Thesemenareharduponusasofold,Wetwomustpart:andyethowfainwasI

Todreamthycauseembracedinmine,tothinkImightbesomethingtothee,whenIfeltThyhelplesswarmthaboutmybarrenbreastInthedeadprime:butmaythymotherproveAstruetotheeasfalse,false,falsetome!

And,ifthouneedsmustneedsbeartheyoke,IwishitGentleasfreedom’——hereshekissedit:then——

’Allgoodgowiththee!takeitSir,’andsoLaidthesoftbabeinhishard—mail鑔hands,Whoturnedhalf—roundtoPsycheasshesprangTomeetit,withaneyethatswuminthanks;

Thenfeltitsoundandwholefromheadtofoot,Andhuggedandneverhuggeditcloseenough,Andinherhungermouthedandmumbledit,Andhidherbosomwithit;afterthatPutonmorecalmandaddedsuppliantly:

’Wetwowerefriends:IgotomineownlandForever:findsomeother:asformeIscarceamfitforyourgreatplans:yetspeaktome,Sayonesoftwordandletmepartforgiven。’

ButIdaspokenot,raptuponthechild。

ThenArac。’Ida——’sdeath!youblametheman;

Youwrongyourselves——thewomanissohardUponthewoman。Come,agracetome!

Iamyourwarrior:IandminehavefoughtYourbattle:kissher;takeherhand,sheweeps:

’Sdeath!Iwouldsoonerfightthriceo’erthanseeit。’

ButIdaspokenot,gazingontheground,Andreddeninginthefurrowsofhischin,Andmovedbeyondhiscustom,Gamasaid:

’I’veheardthatthereisironintheblood,AndIbelieveit。Notoneword?notone?

Whencedrewyouthissteeltemper?notfromme,Notfromyourmother,nowasaintwithsaints。

Shesaidyouhadaheart——Iheardhersayit——

\"OurIdahasaheart\"——justereshedied——

\"ButseethatsomeonwithauthorityBenearherstill\"andI——Isoughtforone——

Allpeoplesaidshehadauthority——

TheLadyBlanche:muchprofit!Notoneword;

No!thoughyourfathersues:seehowyoustandStiffasLot’swife,andallthegoodknightsmaimed,Itrustthatthereisnoonehurttodeath,Forourwildwhim:andwasitthenforthis,Wasitforthiswegaveourpalaceup,Wherewewithdrewfromsummerheatsandstate,Andhadourwineandchessbeneaththeplanes,Andmanyapleasanthourwithherthat’sgone,Ereyouwereborntovexus?Isitkind?

SpeaktoherIsay:isthisnotsheofwhom,Whenfirstshecame,allflushedyousaidtomeNowhadyougotafriendofyourownage,Nowcouldyoushareyourthought;nowshouldmenseeTwowomenfasterweldedinoneloveThanpairsofwedlock;sheyouwalkedwith,sheYoutalkedwith,wholenightslong,upinthetower,Ofsineandarc,sphero飀andazimuth,Andrightascension,Heavenknowswhat;andnowAword,butone,onelittlekindlyword,Notonetospareher:outuponyou,flint!

Youlovenorher,norme,norany;nay,Youshameyourmother’sjudgmenttoo。Notone?

Youwillnot?well——nohearthaveyou,orsuchAsfancieslikethevermininanutHavefrettedalltodustandbitterness。’

Sosaidthesmallkingmovedbeyondhiswont。

ButIdastoodnorspoke,drainedofherforceBymanyavaryinginfluenceandsolong。

Downthroughherlimbsadroopinglanguorwept:

Herheadalittlebent;andonhermouthAdoubtfulsmiledweltlikeacloudedmoonInastillwater:thenbrakeoutmysire,Liftedhisgrimheadfrommywounds。’Oyou,Woman,whomwethoughtwomanevennow,Andwerehalffooledtoletyoutendourson,Becausehemighthavewishedit——butwesee,Theaccompliceofyourmadnessunforgiven,Andthinkthatyoumightmixhisdraughtwithdeath,Whenyourskieschangeagain:therougherhandIssafer:ontothetents:takeupthePrince。’

Herose,andwhileeachearwasprickedtoattendAtempest,throughthecloudthatdimmedherbrokeAgenialwarmthandlightoncemore,andshoneThroughglitteringdropsonhersadfriend。

’Comehither。

OPsyche,’shecriedout,’embraceme,come,QuickwhileImelt;makereconcilementsureWithonethatcannotkeephermindanhour:

Cometothehollowheartheyslanderso!

Kissandbefriends,likechildrenbeingchid!

~I~seemnomore:~I~wantforgivenesstoo:

Ishouldhavehadtodowithnonebutmaids,Thathavenolinkswithmen。Ahfalsebutdear,Deartraitor,toomuchloved,why?——why?——Yetsee,BeforethesekingsweembraceyouyetoncemoreWithallforgiveness,alloblivion,Andtrust,notlove,youless。

Andnow,Osire,Grantmeyourson,tonurse,towaituponhim,Likemineownbrother。Formydebttohim,Thisnightmareweightofgratitude,Iknowit;

Tauntmenomore:yourselfandyoursshallhaveFreeadit;wewillscatterallourmaidsTillhappiertimeseachtoherproperhearth:

Whatusetokeepthemhere——now?grantmyprayer。

Help,father,brother,help;speaktotheking:

ThawthismalenaturetosometouchofthatWhichkillsmewithmyself,anddragsmedownFrommyfixtheighttomobmeupwithallThesoftandmilkyrabbleofwomankind,Poorweaklingevenastheyare。’

PassionatetearsFollowed:thekingrepliednot:Cyrilsaid:

’Yourbrother,Lady,——Florian,——askforhimOfyourgreathead——forheiswoundedtoo——

Thatyoumaytenduponhimwiththeprince。’

’Ayso,’saidIdawithabittersmile,’Ourlawsarebroken:lethimentertoo。’

ThenViolet,shethatsangthemournfulsong,Andhadacousintumbledontheplain,Petitionedtooforhim。’Ayso,’shesaid,’Istaggerinthestream:IcannotkeepMyheartaneddyfromthebrawlinghour:

Webreakourlawswithease,butletitbe。’

’Ayso?’saidBlanche:’AmazedamItoherYourHighness:butyourHighnessbreakswitheaseThelawyourHighnessdidnotmake:’twasI。

Ihadbeenweddedwife,Iknewmankind,Andblockedthemout;butthesemencametowooYourHighness——verilyIthinktowin。’

Soshe,andturnedaskanceawintryeye:

ButIdawithavoice,thatlikeabellTolledbyanearthquakeinatremblingtower,Rangruin,answeredfullofgriefandscorn。

’Flingourdoorswide!all,all,notone,butall,Notonlyhe,butbymymother’ssoul,Whatevermanlieswounded,friendorfoe,Shallenter,ifhewill。Letourgirlsflit,Tillthestormdie!buthadyoustoodbyus,TheroarthatbreaksthePharosfromhisbaseHadleftusrock。Shefainwouldstingustoo,Butshallnot。Pass,andminglewithyourlikes。

Webrooknofurtherinsultbutaregone。’

Sheturned;theverynapeofherwhiteneckWasrosedwithindignation:butthePrinceHerbrothercame;thekingherfathercharmedHerwoundedsoulwithwords:nordidmineownRefuseherproffer,lastlygavehishand。

Thenustheyliftedup,deadweights,andbareStraighttothedoors:tothemthedoorsgavewayGroaning,andintheVestalentryshriekedThevirginmarbleunderironheels:

Andontheymovedandgainedthehall,andthereRested:butgreatthecrushwas,andeachbase,Toleftandright,ofthosetallcolumnsdrownedInsilkenfluctuationandtheswarmOffemalewhisperers:atthefurtherendWasIdabythethrone,thetwogreatcatsClosebyher,likesupportersonashield,Bow—backedwithfear:butinthecentrestoodThecommonmenwithrollingeyes;amazedTheyglareduponthewomen,andaghastThewomenstaredatthese,allsilent,saveWhenarmourclashedorjingled,whiletheday,Descending,struckathwartthehall,andshotAflyingsplendouroutofbrassandsteel,Thato’erthestatuesleaptfromheadtohead,NowfiredanangryPallasonthehelm,NowsetawrathfulDian’smoononflame,Andnowandthenanechostartedup,Andshudderingfledfromroomtoroom,anddiedOffrightinfarapartments。

ThenthevoiceOfIdasounded,issuingordinance:

Andmetheyboreupthebroadstairs,andthroughThelong—laidgalleriespastahundreddoorsToonedeepchambershutfromsound,anddueTolanguidlimbsandsickness;leftmeinit;

Andothersotherwheretheylaid;andallThatafternoonasoundaroseofhoofAndchariot,manyamaidenpassinghomeTillhappiertimes;butsomewereleftofthoseHeldsagest,andthegreatlordsoutandin,Fromthosetwohoststhatlaybesidethewalls,Walkedattheirwill,andeverythingwaschanged。

Askmenomore:themoonmaydrawthesea;

ThecloudmaystoopfromheavenandtaketheshapeWithfoldtofold,ofmountainorofcape;

ButOtoofond,whenhaveIansweredthee?

Askmenomore。

Askmenomore:whatanswershouldIgive?

Ilovenothollowcheekorfadedeye:

Yet,Omyfriend,Iwillnothavetheedie!

Askmenomore,lestIshouldbidtheelive;

Askmenomore。

Askmenomore:thyfateandminearesealed:

Istroveagainstthestreamandallinvain:

Letthegreatrivertakemetothemain:

Nomore,dearlove,foratatouchIyield;

Askmenomore。

VII

Sowastheirsanctuaryviolated,Sotheirfaircollegeturnedtohospital;

Atfirstwithallconfusion:byandbySweetorderlivedagainwithotherlaws:

Akindlierinfluencereigned;andeverywhereLowvoiceswiththeministeringhandHungroundthesick:themaidenscame,theytalked,Theysang,theyread:tillshenotfairbeganTogatherlight,andshethatwas,becameHerformerbeautytreble;andtoandfroWithbooks,withflowers,withAngeloffices,Likecreaturesnativeuntograciousact,Andintheirownclearelement,theymoved。

ButsadnessonthesoulofIdafell,Andhatredofherweakness,blentwithshame。

Oldstudiesfailed;seldomshespoke:butoftClombtotheroofs,andgazedaloneforhoursOnthatdisastrousleaguer,swarmsofmenDarkeningherfemalefield:voidwasheruse,AndsheasonethatclimbsapeaktogazeO’erlandandmain,andseesagreatblackcloudDraginwardfromthedeeps,awallofnight,Blotouttheslopeofseafromvergetoshore,Andsucktheblindingsplendourfromthesand,AndquenchinglakebylakeandtarnbytarnExpungetheworld:sofaredshegazingthere;

Soblackenedallherworldinsecret,blankAndwasteitseemedandvain;tilldownshecame,Andfoundfairpeaceoncemoreamongthesick。

Andtwilightdawned;andmornbymornthelarkShotupandshrilledinflickeringgyres,butI

Laysilentinthemuffledcageoflife:

Andtwilightgloomed;andbroader—grownthebowersDrewthegreatnightintothemselves,andHeaven,StarafterStar,aroseandfell;butI,Deeperthanthoseweirddoubtscouldreachme,layQuitesunderedfromthemovingUniverse,Norknewwhateyewasonme,northehandThatnursedme,morethaninfantsintheirsleep。

ButPsychetendedFlorian:withheroft,Melissacame;forBlanchehadgone,butleftHerchildamongus,willingsheshouldkeepCourt—favour:hereandtherethesmallbrighthead,Alightofhealing,glancedaboutthecouch,OrthroughthepartedsilksthetenderfacePeeped,shininginuponthewoundedmanWithblushandsmile,amedicineinthemselvesTowilethelengthfromlanguoroushours,anddrawThestingfrompain;norseemeditstrangethatsoonHeroseupwhole,andthosefaircharitiesJoinedatherside;norstrangerseemedthathearsSogentle,soemployed,shouldcloseinlove,ThanwhentwodewdropsonthepetalsshakeTothesamesweetair,andtrembledeeperdown,Andslipatonceall—fragrantintoone。

LessprosperouslythesecondsuitobtainedAtfirstwithPsyche。NotthoughBlanchehadswornThatafterthatdarknightamongthefieldsSheneedsmustwedhimforherowngoodname;

Notthoughhebuiltuponthebaberestored;

Northoughshelikedhim,yieldedshe,butfearedToincensetheHeadoncemore;tillonadayWhenCyrilpleaded,IdacamebehindSeenbutofPsyche:onherfootshehungAmoment,andsheheard,atwhichherfaceAlittleflushed,andshepaston;buteachAssumedfromthenceahalf—consentinvolvedInstillness,plightedtroth,andwereatpeace。

Noronlythese:LoveinthesacredhallsHeldcarnivalatwill,andflyingstruckWithshowersofrandomsweetonmaidandman。

Nordidherfatherceasetopressmyclaim,Nordidmineown,nowreconciled;noryetDidthosetwin—brothers,risenagainandwhole;

NorArac,satiatewithhisvictory。

ButIlaystill,andwithmeoftshesat:

Thencameachange;forsometimesIwouldcatchHerhandinwilddelirium,gripeithard,Andflingitlikeaviperoff,andshriek’YouarenotIda;’claspitonceagain,AndcallherIda,thoughIknewhernot,Andcallhersweet,asifinirony,Andcallherhardandcoldwhichseemedatruth:

AndstillshefearedthatIshouldlosemymind,AndoftenshebelievedthatIshoulddie:

Tilloutoflongfrustrationofhercare,Andpensivetendanceintheall—wearynoons,Andwatchesinthedead,thedark,whenclocksThrobbedthunderthroughthepalacefloors,orcalledOnflyingTimefromalltheirsilvertongues——

Andoutofmemoriesofherkindlierdays,Andsidelongglancesatmyfather’sgrief,Andatthehappyloversheartinheart——

Andoutofhauntingsofmyspokenlove,Andlonelylisteningstomymuttereddream,Andoftenfeelingofthehelplesshands,Andwordlessbroodingsonthewastedcheek——

Fromallacloserinterestflourishedup,Tendernesstouchbytouch,andlast,tothese,Love,likeanAlpineharebellhungwithtearsBysomecoldmorningglacier;frailatfirstAndfeeble,allunconsciousofitself,Butsuchasgatheredcolourdaybyday。

LastIwokesane,butwell—nighclosetodeathForweakness:itwasevening:silentlightSleptonthepaintedwalls,whereinwerewroughtTwogranddesigns;forononesidearoseThewomenupinwildrevolt,andstormedAttheOppianLaw。Titanicshapes,theycrammedTheforum,andhalf—crushedamongtherestAdwarf—likeCatocowered。OntheothersideHortensiaspokeagainstthetax;behind,Atrainofdames:byaxeandeaglesat,WithalltheirforeheadsdrawninRomanscowls,Andhalfthewolf’s—milkcurdledintheirveins,Thefiercetriumvirs;andbeforethempausedHortensiapleading:angrywasherface。

Isawtheforms:IknewnotwhereIwas:

Theydidbutlooklikehollowshows;normoreSweetIda:palmtopalmshesat:thedewDweltinhereyes,andsofterallhershapeAndrounderseemed:Imoved:Isighed:atouchCameroundmywrist,andtearsuponmyhand:

Thenallforlanguorandself—pityranMinedownmyface,andwithwhatlifeIhad,Andlikeaflowerthatcannotallunfold,Sodrencheditiswithtempest,tothesun,Yet,asitmay,turnstowardhim,IonherFixtmyfainteyes,andutteredwhisperingly:

’Ifyoube,whatIthinkyou,somesweetdream,Iwouldbutaskyoutofulfilyourself:

ButifyoubethatIdawhomIknew,Iaskyounothing:only,ifadream,Sweetdream,beperfect。Ishalldietonight。

StoopdownandseemtokissmeereIdie。’

Icouldnomore,butlaylikeoneintrance,Thathearshisburialtalkedofbyhisfriends,Andcannotspeak,normove,normakeonesign,Butliesanddreadshisdoom。Sheturned;shepaused;

Shestooped;andoutoflanguorleaptacry;

LeaptfieryPassionfromthebrinksofdeath;

AndIbelievedthatinthelivingworldMyspiritclosedwithIda’satthelips;

TillbackIfell,andfromminearmssheroseGlowingallovernobleshame;andallHerfalserselfsliptfromherlikearobe,Andleftherwoman,lovelierinhermoodThaninhermouldthatother,whenshecameFrombarrendeepstoconquerallwithlove;

Anddownthestreamingcrystaldropt;andsheFar—fleetedbythepurpleisland—sides,Naked,adoublelightinairandwave,TomeetherGraces,wheretheydeckedheroutForworshipwithoutend;norendofmine,Stateliest,forthee!butmutesheglidedforth,Norglancedbehindher,andIsankandslept,FilledthroughandthroughwithLove,ahappysleep。

DeepinthenightIwoke:she,nearme,heldAvolumeofthePoetsofherland:

Theretoherself,allinlowtones,sheread。

’Nowsleepsthecrimsonpetal,nowthewhite;

Norwavesthecypressinthepalacewalk;

Norwinksthegoldfinintheporphyryfont:

Thefire—flywakens:wakethouwithme。

Nowdroopsthemilkwhitepeacocklikeaghost,Andlikeaghostsheglimmersontome。

NowliestheEarthallDana?tothestars,Andallthyheartliesopenuntome。

Nowliesthesilentmeteoron,andleavesAshiningfurrow,asthythoughtsinme。

Nowfoldsthelilyallhersweetnessup,Andslipsintothebosomofthelake:

Sofoldthyself,mydearest,thou,andslipIntomybosomandbelostinme。’

Iheardherturnthepage;shefoundasmallSweetIdyl,andoncemore,aslow,sheread:

’Comedown,Omaid,fromyondermountainheight:

Whatpleasurelivesinheight(theshepherdsang)

Inheightandcold,thesplendourofthehills?

ButceasetomovesoneartheHeavens,andceaseToglideasunbeambytheblastedPine,Tositastaruponthesparklingspire;

Andcome,forloveisofthevalley,come,Forloveisofthevalley,comethoudownAndfindhim;bythehappythreshold,he,OrhandinhandwithPlentyinthemaize,Orredwithspirtedpurpleofthevats,Orfoxlikeinthevine;norcarestowalkWithDeathandMorningonthesilverhorns,Norwiltthousnarehiminthewhiteravine,Norfindhimdroptuponthefirthsofice,Thathuddlingslantinfurrow—clovenfallsTorollthetorrentoutofduskydoors:

Butfollow;letthetorrentdancetheedownTofindhiminthevalley;letthewildLean—headedEaglesyelpalone,andleaveThemonstrousledgestheretoslope,andspillTheirthousandwreathsofdanglingwater—smoke,Thatlikeabrokenpurposewasteinair:

Sowastenotthou;butcome;forallthevalesAwaitthee;azurepillarsofthehearthArisetothee;thechildrencall,andI

Thyshepherdpipe,andsweetiseverysound,Sweeterthyvoice,buteverysoundissweet;

Myriadsofrivuletshurryingthroughthelawn,Themoanofdovesinimmemorialelms,Andmurmuringofinnumerablebees。’

Soshelow—toned;whilewithshuteyesIlayListening;thenlooked。Palewastheperfectface;

Thebosomwithlongsighslaboured;andmeekSeemedthefulllips,andmildtheluminouseyes,Andthevoicetrembledandthehand。ShesaidBrokenly,thatsheknewit,shehadfailedInsweethumility;hadfailedinall;

ThatallherlabourwasbutasablockLeftinthequarry;butshestillwereloth,ShestillwerelothtoyieldherselftooneThatwhollyscornedtohelptheirequalrightsAgainstthesonsofmen,andbarbarouslaws。

SheprayedmenottojudgetheircausefromherThatwrongedit,soughtfarlessfortruththanpowerInknowledge:somethingwildwithinherbreast,Agreaterthanallknowledge,beatherdown。

Andshehadnursedmetherefromweektoweek:

Muchhadshelearntinlittletime。InpartItwasillcounselhadmisledthegirlTovextruehearts:yetwasshebutagirl——

’Ahfool,andmademyselfaQueenoffarce!

Whencomesanothersuch?never,Ithink,TilltheSundrop,dead,fromthesigns。’

Hervoicechoked,andherforeheadsankuponherhands,AndhergreatheartthroughallthefaultfulPastWentsorrowinginapauseIdarednotbreak;

TillnoticeofachangeinthedarkworldWaslisptabouttheacacias,andabird,Thatearlywoketofeedherlittleones,Sentfromadewybreastacryforlight:

Shemoved,andatherfeetthevolumefell。

’Blamenotthyselftoomuch,’Isaid,’norblameToomuchthesonsofmenandbarbarouslaws;

Theseweretheroughwaysoftheworldtillnow。

Henceforththouhastahelper,me,thatknowThewoman’scauseisman’s:theyriseorsinkTogether,dwarfedorgodlike,bondorfree:

ForshethatoutofLethescaleswithmanTheshiningstepsofNature,shareswithmanHisnights,hisdays,moveswithhimtoonegoal,Staysallthefairyoungplanetinherhands——

Ifshebesmall,slight—natured,miserable,Howshallmengrow?butworknomorealone!

Ourplaceismuch:asfarasinusliesWetwowillservethembothinaidingher——

WillclearawaytheparasiticformsThatseemtokeepherupbutdragherdown——

WillleaveherspacetoburgeonoutofallWithinher——lethermakeherselfherownTogiveorkeep,toliveandlearnandbeAllthatnotharmsdistinctivewomanhood。

Forwomanisnotundeveloptman,Butdiverse:couldwemakeherastheman,SweetLovewereslain:hisdearestbondisthis,Notliketolike,butlikeindifference。

Yetinthelongyearslikermusttheygrow;

Themanbemoreofwoman,sheofman;

Hegaininsweetnessandinmoralheight,Norlosethewrestlingthewsthatthrowtheworld;

Shementalbreadth,norfailinchildwardcare,Norlosethechildlikeinthelargermind;

Tillatthelastshesetherselftoman,Likeperfectmusicuntonoblewords;

Andsothesetwain,upontheskirtsofTime,Sitsidebyside,full—summedinalltheirpowers,Dispensingharvest,sowingtheTo—be,Self—reverenteachandreverencingeach,Distinctinindividualities,Butlikeeachotherevenasthosewholove。

ThencomesthestatelierEdenbacktomen:

Thenreigntheworld’sgreatbridals,chasteandcalm:

Thenspringsthecrowningraceofhumankind。

Maythesethingsbe!’

Sighingshespoke’IfearTheywillnot。’

’Dear,butletustypethemnowInourownlives,andthisproudwatchwordrestOfequal;seeingeithersexaloneIshalfitself,andintruemarriageliesNorequal,norunequal:eachfulfilsDefectineach,andalwaysthoughtinthought,Purposeinpurpose,willinwill,theygrow,Thesinglepureandperfectanimal,Thetwo—celledheartbeating,withonefullstroke,Life。’

Andagainsighingshespoke:’AdreamThatoncewasmind!whatwomantaughtyouthis?’

’Alone,’Isaid,’fromearlierthanIknow,Immersedinrichforeshadowingsoftheworld,Ilovedthewoman:he,thatdothnot,livesAdrowninglife,besottedinsweetself,Orpinesinsadexperienceworsethandeath,Orkeepshiswingedaffectionscliptwithcrime:

YetwasthereonethroughwhomIlovedher,oneNotlearn鑔,saveingracioushouseholdways,Notperfect,nay,butfulloftenderwants,NoAngel,butadearerbeing,alldiptInAngelinstincts,breathingParadise,InterpreterbetweentheGodsandmen,Wholookedallnativetoherplace,andyetOntiptoeseemedtotouchuponasphereToogrosstotread,andallmalemindsperforceSwayedtoherfromtheirorbitsastheymoved,Andgirdledherwithmusic。HappyheWithsuchamother!faithinwomankindBeatswithhisblood,andtrustinallthingshighComeseasytohim,andthoughhetripandfallHeshallnotblindhissoulwithclay。’

’ButI,’

SaidIda,tremulously,’soallunlike——

Itseemsyoulovetocheatyourselfwithwords:

Thismotherisyourmodel。Ihaveheardofyourstrangedoubts:theywellmightbe:IseemAmockerytomyownself。Never,Prince;

Youcannotloveme。’

’Naybutthee’Isaid’Fromyearlongporingonthypicturedeyes,EreseenIloved,andlovedtheeseen,andsawTheewomanthroughthecrustofironmoodsThatmaskedtheefrommen’sreverenceup,andforcedSweetloveonpranksofsaucyboyhood:now,Givenbacktolife,tolifeindeed,throughthee,IndeedIlove:thenewdaycomes,thelightDearerfornight,asdearerthouforfaultsLivedover:liftthineeyes;mydoubtsaredead,Myhauntingsenseofhollowshows:thechange,Thistruthfulchangeintheehaskilledit。Dear,Lookup,andletthynaturestrikeonmine,Likeyondermorningontheblindhalf—world;

Approachandfearnot;breatheuponmybrows;

InthatfineairItremble,allthepastMeltsmist—likeintothisbrighthour,andthisIsmorntomore,andalltherichto—comeReels,asthegoldenAutumnwoodlandreelsAthwartthesmokeofburningweeds。Forgiveme,Iwastemyheartinsigns:letbe。Mybride,Mywife,mylife。Owewillwalkthisworld,Yokedinallexerciseofnobleend,AndsothroughthosedarkgatesacrossthewildThatnomanknows。IndeedIlovethee:come,Yieldthyselfup:myhopesandthineareone:

Accomplishthoumymanhoodandthyself;

Laythysweethandsinmineandtrusttome。’

CONCLUSION

Soclosedourtale,ofwhichIgiveyouallTherandomschemeaswildlyasitrose:

Thewordsaremostlymine;forwhenweceasedTherecameaminute’spause,andWaltersaid,’Iwishshehadnotyielded!’thentome,’What,ifyoudrestituppoetically?’

Soprayedthemen,thewomen:Igaveassent:

YethowtobindthescatteredschemeofsevenTogetherinonesheaf?Whatstylecouldsuit?

ThemenrequiredthatIshouldgivethroughoutThesortofmock—heroicgigantesque,WithwhichwebanteredlittleLiliafirst:

Thewomen——andperhapstheyfelttheirpower,Forsomethingintheballadswhichtheysang,Orintheirsilentinfluenceastheysat,Hadeverseemedtowrestlewithburlesque,Anddroveus,last,toquiteasolemnclose——

Theyhatedbanter,wishedforsomethingreal,Agallantfight,anobleprincess——whyNotmakehertrue—heroic——true—sublime?

Orall,theysaid,asearnestastheclose?

Whichyetwithsuchaframeworkscarcecouldbe。

Thenrosealittlefeudbetwixtthetwo,Betwixtthemockersandtherealists:

AndI,betwixtthemboth,topleasethemboth,Andyettogivethestoryasitrose,Imovedasinastrangediagonal,Andmaybeneitherpleasedmyselfnorthem。

ButLiliapleasedme,forshetooknopartInourdispute:thesequelofthetaleHadtouchedher;andshesat,shepluckedthegrass,Sheflungitfromher,thinking:last,shefixtAshoweryglanceuponheraunt,andsaid,’You——telluswhatweare’whomighthavetold,Forshewascrammedwiththeoriesoutofbooks,Butthatthereroseashout:thegateswereclosedAtsunset,andthecrowdwereswarmingnow,Totaketheirleave,aboutthegardenrails。

SoIandsomewentouttothese:weclimbedTheslopetoVivian—place,andturningsawThehappyvalleys,halfinlight,andhalfFar—shadowingfromthewest,alandofpeace;

Grayhallsaloneamongtheirmassivegroves;

Trimhamlets;hereandtherearustictowerHalf—lostinbeltsofhopandbreadthsofwheat;

Theshimmeringglimpsesofastream;theseas;

Aredsail,orawhite;andfarbeyond,Imaginedmorethanseen,theskirtsofFrance。

’Lookthere,agarden!’saidmycollegefriend,TheTorymember’selderson,’andthere!

Godblessthenarrowseawhichkeepsheroff,AndkeepsourBritain,wholewithinherself,Anationyet,therulersandtheruled——

Somesenseofduty,somethingofafaith,Somereverenceforthelawsourselveshavemade,Somepatientforcetochangethemwhenwewill,Somecivicmanhoodfirmagainstthecrowd——

Butyonder,whiff!therecomesasuddenheat,Thegravestcitizenseemstolosehishead,Thekingisscared,thesoldierwillnotfight,Thelittleboysbegintoshootandstab,AkingdomtopplesoverwithashriekLikeanoldwoman,anddownrollstheworldInmockheroicsstrangerthanourown;

Revolts,republics,revolutions,mostNograverthanaschoolboys’barringout;

Toocomicfortheseriousthingstheyare,Toosolemnforthecomictouchesinthem,LikeourwildPrincesswithaswiseadreamAssomeoftheirs——Godblessthenarrowseas!

IwishtheywereawholeAtlanticbroad。’

’Havepatience,’Ireplied,’ourselvesarefullOfsocialwrong;andmaybewildestdreamsArebuttheneedfulpreludesofthetruth:

Forme,thegenialday,thehappycrowd,Thesporthalf—science,fillmewithafaith。

ThisfineoldworldofoursisbutachildYetinthego—cart。Patience!GiveittimeTolearnitslimbs:thereisahandthatguides。’

Insuchdiscoursewegainedthegardenrails,AndtherewesawSirWalterwherehestood,Beforeatowerofcrimsonholly—hoaks,Amongsixboys,headunderhead,andlookedNolittlelily—handedBaronethe,Agreatbroad—shoulderedgenialEnglishman,Alordoffatprize—oxenandofsheep,Araiserofhugemelonsandofpine,Apatronofsomethirtycharities,Apamphleteeronguanoandongrain,Aquarter—sessionschairman,ablernone;

Fair—hairedandredderthanawindymorn;

Nowshakinghandswithhim,nowhim,ofthoseThatstoodthenearest——nowaddressedtospeech——

Whospokefewwordsandpithy,suchasclosedWelcome,farewell,andwelcomefortheyearTofollow:ashoutroseagain,andmadeThelonglineoftheapproachingrookeryswerveFromtheelms,andshookthebranchesofthedeerFromslopetoslopethroughdistantferns,andrangBeyondthebournofsunset;O,ashoutMorejoyfulthanthecity—roarthathailsPremierorking!WhyshouldnotthesegreatSirsGiveuptheirparkssomedozentimesayearToletthepeoplebreathe?Sothricetheycried,Ilikewise,andingroupstheystreamedaway。

ButwewentbacktotheAbbey,andsaton,Somuchthegatheringdarknesscharmed:wesatButspokenot,raptinnamelessreverie,Perchanceuponthefutureman:thewallsBlackenedaboutus,batswheeled,andowlswhooped,Andgraduallythepowersofthenight,Thatrangeabovetheregionofthewind,DeepeningthecourtsoftwilightbrokethemupThroughallthesilentspacesoftheworlds,BeyondallthoughtintotheHeavenofHeavens。

LastlittleLilia,risingquietly,DisrobedtheglimmeringstatueofSirRalphFromthoserichsilks,andhomewell—pleasedwewent。