第2章

\"’MargaretAubyn’sLetters。’Twovolumes。Outto—day。Firsteditionoffivethousandsoldoutbeforeleavingthepress。

Secondeditionreadynextweek。THEBOOKOFTHEYEAR……\"

Helookedupstupidly。Hiswifestillsatwithherheadthrownback,herpureprofiledetachedagainstthecushions。Shewassmilingalittleovertheprospecthislastwordshadopened。

Behindherheadshiversofsunandshaderanacrossthestripedawning。Arowofmaplesandaprivethedgehidtheirneighbor’sgables,givingthemundividedpossessionoftheirleafyhalf—acre;

andlife,amomentbefore,hadbeenliketheirplotofground,shutoff,hedgedinfromimportunities,impenetrablyhisandhers。

Nowitseemedtohimthateverymaple—leaf,everyprivet—bud,wasarelentlesshumangaze,pressingcloseupontheirprivacy。Itwasasthoughtheysatinabrightlylitroom,uncurtainedfromadarknessfullofhostilewatchers……Hiswifestillsmiled;

andherunconsciousnessofdangerseemed,insomehorribleway,toputherbeyondthereachofrescue……

Hehadnotknownthatitwouldbelikethis。Afterthefirstodiousweeks,spentinpreparingthelettersforpublication,insubmittingthemtoFlamel,andinnegotiatingwiththepublishers,thetransactionhaddroppedoutofhisconsciousnessintothatunvisitedlimbotowhichwerelegatethedeedswewouldrathernothavedonebuthavenonotionofundoing。FromthemomenthehadobtainedMissTrent’spromisenottosailwithheraunthehadtriedtoimaginehimselfirrevocablycommitted。Afterthat,heargued,hisfirstdutywastoher——shehadbecomehisconscience。

ThesumobtainedfromthepublishersbyFlamel’sadroitmanipulationsandopportunelytransferredtoDinslow’ssuccessfulventure,alreadyyieldedareturnwhich,combinedwithGlennard’sprofessionalearnings,tooktheedgeofcompulsionfromtheirwayofliving,makingitappeartheexpressionofagracefulpreferenceforsimplicity。Itwasthemitigatedpovertywhichcansubscribetoareviewortwoandhaveafewflowersonthedinner—

table。AndalreadyinasmallwayGlennardwasbeginningtofeelthemagneticqualityofprosperity。Clientswhohadpassedhisdoorinthehungrydayssoughtitoutnowthatitborethenameofasuccessfulman。Itwasunderstoodthatasmallinheritance,cleverlyinvested,wasthesourceofhisfortune;andtherewasafeelingthatamanwhocoulddosowellforhimselfwaslikelytoknowhowtoturnoverotherpeople’smoney。

Butitwasinthemoreintimaterewardofhiswife’shappinessthatGlennardtastedthefullflavorofsuccess。Comingoutofconditionssonarrowthatthoseheofferedherseemedspacious,shefittedintohernewlifewithoutanyofthosemanifesteffortsatadjustmentthatareassoretoahusband’sprideasthecriticalrearrangementofthebridalfurniture。Shehadgivenhim,instead,thedelicatepleasureofwatchingherexpandlikeasea—creaturerestoredtoitselement,stretchingouttheatrophiedtentaclesofgirlishvanityandenjoymenttotherisingtideofopportunity。Andsomehow——inthewindowlessinnercellofhisconsciousnesswhereself—criticismcowered——Glennard’scourseseemedjustifiedbyitsmerelymaterialsuccess。Howcouldsuchacropofinnocentblessednesshavesprungfromtaintedsoil?

Nowhehadtheinjuredsenseofamanentrappedintoadisadvantageousbargain。Hehadnotknownitwouldbelikethis;

andadullangergatheredathisheart。Angeragainstwhom?

Againsthiswife,fornotknowingwhathesuffered?AgainstFlamel,forbeingtheunconsciousinstrumentofhiswrong—doing?

Oragainstthatmutememorytowhichhisownacthadsuddenlygivenavoiceofaccusation?Yes,thatwasit;andhispunishmenthenceforthwouldbethepresence,theunescapablepresence,ofthewomanhehadsopersistentlyevaded。Shewouldalwaysbetherenow。Itwasasthoughhehadmarriedherinsteadoftheother。

Itwaswhatshehadalwayswanted——tobewithhim——andshehadgainedherpointatlast……

Hesprangup,asthoughinanimpulseofflight……Thesuddenmovementliftedhiswife’slids,andsheasked,intheincuriousvoiceofthewomanwhoselifeisenclosedinamagiccircleofprosperity——\"Anynews?\"

\"No——none——\"hesaid,rousedtoasenseofimmediateperil。Thepaperslayscatteredathisfeet——whatifsheweretoseethem?

Hestretchedhisarmtogatherthemup,buthisnextthoughtshowedhimthefutilityofsuchconcealment。Thesameadvertisementwouldappeareveryday,forweekstocome,ineverynewspaper;howcouldhepreventherseeingit?Hecouldnotalwaysbehidingthepapersfromher……Well,andwhatifshedidseeit?Itwouldsignifynothingtoher,thechanceswerethatshewouldneverevenreadthebook……Assheceasedtobeanelementoffearinhiscalculationsthedistancebetweenthemseemedtolessenandhetookheragain,asitwere,intothecircleofhisconjugalprotection……Yetamomentbeforehehadalmosthatedher!……Helaughedaloudathissenselessterrors……Hewasoffhisbalance,decidedly。

\"Whatareyoulaughingat?\"sheasked。

Heexplained,elaborately,thathewaslaughingattherecollectionofanoldwomaninthetrain,anoldwomanwithalotofbundles,whocouldn’tfindherticket……Butsomehow,inthetelling,thehumorofthestoryseemedtoevaporate,andhefelttheconventionalityofhersmile。Heglancedathiswatch,\"Isn’tittimetodress?\"

Sherosewithserenereluctance。\"It’sapitytogoin。Thegardenlookssolovely。\"

Theylingeredsidebyside,surveyingtheirdomain。Therewasnotspaceinit,atthishour,fortheshadowoftheelm—treeintheangleofthehedge;itcrossedthelawn,cuttheflower—borderintwo,andranupthesideofthehousetothenurserywindow。Shebenttoflickacaterpillarfromthehoney—suckle;then,astheyturnedindoors,\"IfwemeantogoontheyachtnextSunday,\"shesuggested,\"oughtn’tyoutoletMr。Flamelknow?\"

Glennard’sexasperationdeflectedsuddenly。\"OfcourseIshalllethimknow。YoualwaysseemtoimplythatI’mgoingtodosomethingrudetoFlamel。\"

Thewordsreverberatedthroughhersilence;shehadawayofthusleavingonespaceinwhichtocontemplateone’sfollyatarm’slength。Glennardturnedonhisheelandwentupstairs。Ashedroppedintoachairbeforehisdressing—tablehesaidtohimselfthatinthelasthourhehadsoundedthedepthsofhishumiliationandthatthelowestdregsofit,theverybottom—slime,wasthehatefulnecessityofhavingalways,aslongasthetwomenlived,tobeciviltoBartonFlamel。

VI

THEweekintownhadbeensultry,andthemen,intheSundayemancipationofwhiteflannelandduck,filledthedeck—chairsoftheyachtwiththeiroutstretchedapathy,following,throughamistofcigarette—smoke,theflittinginconsequencesofthewomen。

Thepartwasasmallone——Flamelhadfewintimatefriends——butcomposedofmoreheterogeneousatomsthanthelittlepoolsintowhichsocietyusuallyruns。ThereactionfromthechiefepisodeofhisearlierlifehadbredinGlennardanuneasydistasteforanykindofpersonalsaliency。Clevernesswasusefulinbusiness;

butinsocietyitseemedtohimasfutileastheshamcascadesformedbyastreamthatmighthavebeenusedtodriveamill。Helikedthecollectivepointofviewthatgoeswiththecivilizeduniformityofdress—clothes,andhiswife’sattitudeimpliedthesamepreference;yettheyfoundthemselvesslippingmoreandmoreintoFlamel’sintimacy。Alexahadonceortwicesaidthatsheenjoyedmeetingcleverpeople;butherenjoymenttookthenegativeformofasmilingreceptivity;andGlennardfeltagrowingpreferenceforthekindofpeoplewhohavetheirthinkingdoneforthembythecommunity。

Still,thedeckoftheyachtwasapleasantrefugefromtheheatonshore,andhiswife’sprofile,serenelyprojectedagainstthechangingblue,layonhisretinalikeacoolhandonthenerves。

Hehadneverbeenmoreimpressedbythekindofabsolutenessthatliftedherbeautyabovethetransienteffectsofotherwomen,makingthemostharmoniousfaceseemanaccidentalcollocationoffeatures。

Theladieswhodirectlysuggestedthiscomparisonwereofakindaccustomedtotakesimilarriskswithmoregratifyingresults。

Mrs。Armigerhadinfactlongbeenthetriumphantalternativeofthosewhocouldn’t\"see\"AlexaGlennard’slooks;andMrs。

Touchett’sclaimstoconsiderationwerefoundedonthatdistributionofeffectswhichisthewonderofthosewhoadmireahighlycultivatedcountry。ThethirdladyofthetriowhichGlennard’sfancyhadputtosuchunflatteringuses,wasboundbycircumstancestosupporttheclaimsoftheothertwo。ThiswasMrs。Dresham,thewifeoftheeditoroftheRadiator。Mrs。

Dreshamwasaladywhohadrescuedherselffromsocialobscuritybyassumingtheroleofherhusband’sexponentandinterpreter;

andDresham’sleisurebeingdevotedtothecultivationofremarkablewomen,hiswife’sattitudecommittedhertothepubliccelebrationoftheirremarkableness。Fortheconceivabletediumofthisduty,Mrs。DreshamwasrepaidbythefactthattherewerepeoplewhotookHERforaremarkablewoman;andwhointurnprobablypurchasedsimilardistinctionwiththesmallchangeofherreflectedimportance。Astotheotherladiesoftheparty,theyweresimplythewivesofsomeofthemen——thekindofwomenwhoexpecttobetalkedtocollectivelyandtohavetheirquestionsleftunanswered。

Mrs。Armiger,thelatestembodimentofDresham’sinstinctfortheremarkable,wasaninnocentbeautywhoforyearshaddistilleddulnessamongasetofpeoplenowself—condemnedbytheirinabilitytoappreciateher。UnderDresham’stutelageshehaddevelopedintoa\"thoughtfulwoman,\"whoreadhisleadersintheRadiatorandboughtthebooksherecommended。Whenanewnovelappeared,peoplewantedtoknowwhatMrs。Armigerthoughtofit;

andayounggentlemanwhohadmadeatripinTourainehadrecentlyinscribedtoherthewide—marginedresultofhisexplorations。

Glennard,leaningbackwithhisheadagainsttherailandaslitoffugitivebluebetweenhishalf—closedlids,vaguelywishedshewouldn’tspoiltheafternoonbymakingpeopletalk;thoughhereducedhisannoyancetotheminimumbynotlisteningtowhatwassaid,thereremainedalatentirritationagainstthegeneralfutilityofwords。

Hiswife’sgiftofsilenceseemedtohimthemostvividcommentaryontheclumsinessofspeechasameansofintercourse,andhiseyeshadturnedtoherinrenewedappreciationofthisfinerfacultywhenMrs。Armiger’svoiceabruptlybroughthometohimtheunderratedpotentialitiesoflanguage。

\"You’vereadthem,ofcourse,Mrs。Glennard?\"heheardherask;

and,inreplytoAlexa’svagueinterrogation——\"Why,the’AubynLetters’——it’stheonlybookpeoplearetalkingofthisweek。\"

Mrs。Dreshamimmediatelysawheradvantage。\"YouHAVEN’Treadthem?Howveryextraordinary!AsMrs。Armigersays,thebook’sintheair;onebreathesitinliketheinfluenza。\"

Glennardsatmotionless,watchinghiswife。

\"Perhapsithasn’treachedthesuburbsyet,\"shesaid,withherunruffledsmile。

\"Oh,DOletmecometoyou,then!\"Mrs。Touchettcried;\"anythingforachangeofair!I’mpositivelysickofthebookandIcan’tputitdown。Can’tyousailusbeyonditsreach,Mr。Flamel?\"

Flamelshookhishead。\"Notevenwiththisbreeze。Literaturetravelsfasterthansteamnowadays。Andtheworstofitisthatwecan’tanyofusgiveupreading;it’sasinsidiousasaviceandastiresomeasavirtue。\"

\"IbelieveitISavice,almost,toreadsuchabookasthe’Letters,’\"saidMrs。Touchett。\"It’sthewoman’ssoul,absolutelytornupbytheroots——herwholeselflaidbare;andtoamanwhoevidentlydidn’tcare;whocouldn’thavecared。Idon’tmeantoreadanotherline;it’stoomuchlikelisteningatakeyhole。\"

\"Butifshewanteditpublished?\"

\"Wantedit?Howdoweknowshedid?\"

\"Why,Iheardshe’dlefttheletterstotheman——whoeverheis——

withdirectionsthattheyshouldbepublishedafterhisdeath——\"

\"Idon’tbelieveit,\"Mrs。Touchettdeclared。

\"He’sdeadthen,ishe?\"oneofthemenasked。

\"Why,youdon’tsupposeifhewerealivehecouldeverholduphisheadagain,withtheselettersbeingreadbyeverybody?\"Mrs。

Touchettprotested。\"Itmusthavebeenhorribleenoughtoknowthey’dbeenwrittentohim;buttopublishthem!Nomancouldhavedoneitandnowomancouldhavetoldhimto——\"

\"Oh,come,come,\"Dreshamjudiciallyinterposed;\"afterall,they’renotlove—letters。\"

\"No——that’stheworstofit;they’reunlovedletters,\"Mrs。

Touchettretorted。

\"Then,obviously,sheneedn’thavewrittenthem;whereastheman,poordevil,couldhardlyhelpreceivingthem。\"

\"Perhapshecountedonthepublictosavehimthetroubleofreadingthem,\"saidyoungHartly,whowasinthecynicalstage。

Mrs。ArmigerturnedherreproachfullovelinesstoDresham。\"Fromthewayyoudefendhim,Ibelieveyouknowwhoheis。\"

EveryonelookedatDresham,andhiswifesmiledwiththesuperiorairofthewomanwhoisinherhusband’sprofessionalsecrets。

Dreshamshruggedhisshoulders。

\"WhathaveIsaidtodefendhim?\"

\"Youcalledhimapoordevil——youpitiedhim。\"

\"AmanwhocouldletMargaretAubynwritetohiminthatway?OfcourseIpityhim。\"

\"ThenyouMUSTknowwhoheis,\"criedMrs。Armiger,withatriumphantairofpenetration。

HartlyandFlamellaughedandDreshamshookhishead。\"Nooneknows;noteventhepublishers;sotheytellmeatleast。\"

\"Sotheytellyoutotellus,\"Hartlyastutelyamended;andMrs。

Armigeradded,withtheappearanceofcarryingtheargumentapointfarther,\"ButevenifHE’SdeadandSHE’Sdead,somebodymusthavegiventheletterstothepublishers。\"

\"Alittlebird,probably,\"saidDresham,smilingindulgentlyonherdeduction。

\"Alittlebirdofpreythen——avulture,Ishouldsay——\"anothermaninterpolated。

\"Oh,I’mnotwithyouthere,\"saidDresham,easily。\"Thoselettersbelongedtothepublic。\"

\"Howcananylettersbelongtothepublicthatweren’twrittentothepublic?\"Mrs。Touchettinterposed。

\"Well,thesewere,inasense。ApersonalityasbigasMargaretAubyn’sbelongstotheworld。Suchamindispartofthegeneralfundofthought。It’sthepenaltyofgreatness——onebecomesamonumenthistorique。Posteritypaysthecostofkeepingoneup,butonconditionthatoneisalwaysopentothepublic。\"

\"Idon’tseethatthatexoneratesthemanwhogivesupthekeysofthesanctuary,asitwere。\"

\"WhoWAShe?\"anothervoiceinquired。

\"Whowashe?Oh,nobody,Ifancy——theletter—box,theslitinthewallthroughwhichtheletterspassedtoposterity……\"

\"Butshenevermeantthemforposterity!\"

\"Awomanshouldn’twritesuchlettersifshedoesn’tmeanthemtobepublished……\"

\"Sheshouldn’twritethemtosuchaman!\"Mrs。Touchettscornfullycorrected。

\"Ineverkeepletters,\"saidMrs。Armiger,undertheobviousimpressionthatshewascontributingavaluablepointtothediscussion。

Therewasagenerallaugh,andFlamel,whohadnotspoken,said,lazily,\"Youwomenaretooincurablysubjective。Iventuretosaythatmostmenwouldseeinthoselettersmerelytheirimmenseliteraryvalue,theirsignificanceasdocuments。Thepersonalsidedoesn’tcountwherethere’ssomuchelse。\"

\"Oh,weallknowyouhaven’tanyprinciples,\"Mrs。Armigerdeclared;andAlexaGlennard,liftinganindolentsmile,said:\"I

shallneverwriteyoualove—letter,Mr。Flamel。\"

Glennardmovedawayimpatiently。Suchtalkwasastediousasthebuzzingofgnats。Hewonderedwhyhiswifehadwantedtodraghimonsuchasenselessexpedition……HehatedFlamel’scrowd——

andwhatbusinesshadFlamelhimselftointerfereinthatway,standingupforthepublicationofthelettersasthoughGlennardneededhisdefence?……

GlennardturnedhisheadandsawthatFlamelhaddrawnaseattoAlexa’selbowandwasspeakingtoherinalowtone。Theothergroupshadscattered,strayingintwosalongthedeck。ItcameoverGlennardthatheshouldneveragainbeabletoseeFlamelspeakingtohiswifewithoutthesenseofsickmistrustthatnowloosenedhisjoints……

Alexa,thenextmorning,overtheirearlybreakfast,surprisedherhusbandbyanunexpectedrequest。

\"Willyoubringmethoselettersfromtown?\"sheasked。

\"Whatletters?\"hesaid,puttingdownhiscup。Hefelthimselfashelplesslyvulnerableasamanwhoislungedatinthedark。

\"Mrs。Aubyn’s。Thebooktheywerealltalkingaboutyesterday。\"

Glennard,carefullymeasuringhissecondcupoftea,said,withdeliberation,\"Ididn’tknowyoucaredaboutthatsortofthing。\"

Shewas,infact,notagreatreader,andanewbookseldomreachedhertillitwas,sotospeak,onthehomestretch;butshereplied,withagentletenacity,\"IthinkitwouldinterestmebecauseIreadherlifelastyear。\"

\"Herlife?Wheredidyougetthat?\"

\"Someonelentittomewhenitcameout——Mr。Flamel,Ithink。\"

Hisfirstimpulsewastoexclaim,\"WhythedevildoyouborrowbooksofFlamel?Icanbuyyouallyouwant——\"buthefelthimselfirresistiblyforcedintoanattitudeofsmilingcompliance。\"Flamelalwayshasthenewestbooksgoing,hasn’the?

Youmustbecareful,bytheway,aboutreturningwhathelendsyou。He’srathercrotchetyabouthislibrary。\"

\"Oh,I’malwaysverycareful,\"shesaid,withatouchofcompetencethatstruckhim;andsheadded,ashecaughtuphishat:\"Don’tforgettheletters。\"

Whyhadsheaskedforthebook?WashersuddenwishtoseeittheresultofsomehintofFlamel’s?ThethoughtturnedGlennardsick,buthepreservedsufficientluciditytotellhimself,amomentlater,thathislasthopeofself—controlwouldbelostifheyieldedtothetemptationofseeingahiddenpurposeineverythingshesaidanddid。HowmuchFlamelguessed,hehadnomeansofdivining;norcouldhepredicate,fromwhatheknewoftheman,towhatusehisinferencesmightbeput。TheveryqualitiesthathadmadeFlamelausefuladvisermadehimthemostdangerousofaccomplices。Glennardfelthimselfagropeamongalienforcesthathisownacthadsetinmotion……

Alexawasawomanoffewrequirements;butherwishes,evenintrifles,hadadefinitenessthatdistinguishedthemfromthefluidimpulsesofherkind。Heknewthat,havingonceaskedforthebook,shewouldnotforgetit;andheputaside,asanineffectualexpedient,hismomentaryideaofapplyingforitatthecirculatinglibraryandtellingherthatallthecopieswereout。

Ifthebookwastobeboughtithadbetterbeboughtatonce。Helefthisofficeearlierthanusualandturnedinatthefirstbook—shoponhiswaytothetrain。Theshow—windowwasstackedwithconspicuouslyletteredvolumes。\"MargaretAubyn\"flashedbackathiminendlessrepetition。Heplungedintotheshopandcameonacounterwherethenamereiterateditselfonrowafterrowofbindings。Itseemedtohavedriventherestofliteraturetothebackshelves。Hecaughtupacopy,tossingthemoneytoanastonishedclerkwhopursuedhimtothedoorwiththeunheededoffertowrapupthevolumes。

Inthestreethewasseizedwithasuddenapprehension。WhatifheweretomeetFlamel?Thethoughtwasintolerable。Hecalledacabanddrovestraighttothestationwhere,amidthepalm—leaffansofaperspiringcrowd,hewaitedalonghalf—hourforhistraintostart。

Hehadthrustavolumeineitherpocketandinthetrainhedarednotdrawthemout;butthedetestedwordsleapedathimfromthefoldsoftheeveningpaper。TheairseemedfullofMargaretAubyn’sname。Themotionofthetrainsetitdancingupanddownonthepageofamagazinethatamaninfrontofhimwasreading……

AtthedoorhewastoldthatMrs。Glennardwasstillout,andhewentupstairstohisroomanddraggedthebooksfromhispocket。

Theylayonthetablebeforehimlikelivethingsthathefearedtotouch……Atlengthheopenedthefirstvolume。Afamiliarlettersprangoutathim,eachwordquickenedbyitsglaringgarboftype。Thelittlebrokenphrasesfledacrossthepagelikewoundedanimalsintheopen……Itwasahorriblesight……

Abattueofhelplessthingsdrivensavagelyoutofshelter。Hehadnotknownitwouldbelikethis……

Heunderstoodnowthat,atthemomentofsellingtheletters,hehadviewedthetransactionsolelyasitaffectedhimself:asanunfortunateblemishonanotherwisepresentablerecord。HehadscarcelyconsideredtheactinrelationtoMargaretAubyn;fordeath,ifithallows,alsomakesinnocuous。Glennard’sGodwasagodoftheliving,oftheimmediate,theactual,thetangible;allhisdayshehadlivedinthepresenceofthatgod,heedlessofthedivinitieswho,belowthesurfaceofourdeedsandpassions,silentlyforgethefatalweaponsofthedead。

VII

Aknockrousedhimandlookinguphesawhiswife。Hemetherglanceinsilence,andshefalteredout,\"Areyouill?\"

Thewordsrestoredhisself—possession。\"Ill?Ofcoursenot。

TheytoldmeyouwereoutandIcameupstairs。\"

Thebookslaybetweenthemonthetable;hewonderedwhenshewouldseethem。Shelingeredtentativelyonthethreshold,withtheairofleavinghisexplanationonhishands。Shewasnotthekindofwomanwhocouldbecountedontofortifyanexcusebyappearingtodisputeit。

\"Wherehaveyoubeen?\"Glennardasked,movingforwardsothatheobstructedhervisionofthebooks。

\"IwalkedovertotheDreshamsfortea。\"

\"Ican’tthinkwhatyouseeinthosepeople,\"hesaidwithashrug;adding,uncontrollably——\"IsupposeFlamelwasthere?\"

\"No;heleftontheyachtthismorning。\"

AnanswersoobstructingtothenaturalescapeofhisirritationleftGlennardwithnomomentaryresourcebutthatofstrollingimpatientlytothewindow。Ashereyesfollowedhimtheylitonthebooks。

\"Ah,you’vebroughtthem!I’msoglad,\"sheexclaimed。

Heansweredoverhisshoulder,\"Forawomanwhoneverreadsyoumakethemostastoundingexceptions!\"

Hersmilewasanexasperatingconcessiontotheprobabilitythatithadbeenhotintownorthatsomethinghadbotheredhim。

\"Doyoumeanit’snotnicetowanttoreadthebook?\"sheasked。

\"Itwasnotnicetopublishit,certainly;butafterall,I’mnotresponsibleforthat,amI?\"Shepaused,and,ashemadenoanswer,wenton,stillsmiling,\"Idoreadsometimes,youknow;

andI’mveryfondofMargaretAubyn’sbooks。Iwasreading’PomegranateSeed’whenwefirstmet。Don’tyouremember?Itwasthenyoutoldmeallabouther。\"

Glennardhadturnedbackintotheroomandstoodstaringathiswife。\"Allabouther?\"herepeated,andwiththewordsremembrancecametohim。HehadfoundMissTrentoneafternoonwiththenovelinherhand,andmovedbythelover’sfatuousimpulsetoassociatehimselfinsomewaywithwhateverfillsthemindofthebeloved,hadbrokenthroughhishabitualsilenceaboutthepast。RewardedbytheconsciousnessoffiguringimpressivelyinMissTrent’simaginationhehadgoneonfromoneanecdotetoanother,revivingdormantdetailsofhisoldHillbridgelife,andpasturinghisvanityontheeagernesswithwhichshereceivedhisreminiscencesofabeingalreadyclothedintheimpersonalityofgreatness。

Theincidenthadleftnotraceinhismind;butitsprangupnowlikeanoldenemy,themoredangerousforhavingbeenforgotten。

Theinstinctofself—preservation——sometimesthemostperilousthatmancanexercise——madehimawkwardlydeclare——\"Oh,Iusedtoseeheratpeople’shouses,thatwasall;\"andhersilenceasusualleavingroomforamultiplicationofblunders,headded,withincreasedindifference,\"Isimplycan’tseewhatyoucanfindtointerestyouinsuchabook。\"

Sheseemedtoconsiderthisintently。\"You’vereadit,then?\"

\"Iglancedatit——Ineverreadsuchthings。\"

\"Isittruethatshedidn’twishtheletterstobepublished?\"

Glennardfeltthesuddendizzinessofthemountaineeronanarrowledge,andwithitthesensethathewaslostifhelookedmorethanastepahead。

\"I’msureIdon’tknow,\"hesaid;then,summoningasmile,hepassedhishandthroughherarm。\"Ididn’thaveteaattheDreshams,youknow;won’tyougivemesomenow?\"hesuggested。

ThateveningGlennard,underpretextofworktobedone,shuthimselfintothesmallstudyopeningoffthedrawing—room。Ashegathereduphispapershesaidtohiswife:\"You’renotgoingtositindoorsonsuchanightasthis?I’lljoinyoupresentlyoutside。\"

Butshehaddrawnherarmchairtothelamp。\"Iwanttolookatmybook,\"shesaid,takingupthefirstvolumeofthe\"Letters。\"

Glennard,withashrug,withdrewintothestudy。\"I’mgoingtoshutthedoor;Iwanttobequiet,\"heexplainedfromthethreshold;andshenoddedwithoutliftinghereyesfromthebook。

Hesankintoachair,staringaimlesslyattheoutspreadpapers。

Howwashetowork,whileontheothersideofthedoorshesatwiththatvolumeinherhand?Thedoordidnotshutherout——hesawherdistinctly,feltherclosetohiminacontactaspainfulasthepressureonabruise。

Thesensationwaspartofthegeneralstrangenessthatmadehimfeellikeamanwakingfromalongsleeptofindhimselfinanunknowncountryamongpeopleofalientongue。Weliveinourownsoulsasinanunmappedregion,afewacresofwhichwehaveclearedforourhabitation;whileofthenatureofthosenearestusweknowbuttheboundariesthatmarchwithours。Ofthepointsinhiswife’scharacternotindirectcontactwithhisown,Glennardnowdiscernedhisignorance;andthebafflingsenseofherremotenesswasintensifiedbythediscoverythat,inoneway,shewasclosertohimthaneverbefore。Asonemayliveforyearsinhappyunconsciousnessofthepossessionofasensitivenerve,hehadlivedbesidehiswifeunawarethatherindividualityhadbecomeapartofthetextureofhislife,ineradicableassomegrowthonavitalorgan;andhenowfelthimselfatonceincapableofforecastingherjudgmentandpowerlesstoevadeitseffects。

Toescape,thenextmorning,theconfidencesofthebreakfast—

table,hewenttotownearlierthanusual。Hiswife,whoreadslowly,wasgiventotalkingoverwhatsheread,andatpresenthisfirstobjectinlifewastopostponetheinevitablediscussionoftheletters。Thisinstinctofprotectionintheafternoon,onhiswayuptown,guidedhimtotheclubinsearchofamanwhomightbepersuadedtocomeouttothecountrytodine。TheonlymanintheclubwasFlamel。

Glennard,asheheardhimselfalmostinvoluntarilypressingFlameltocomeanddine,feltthefullironyofthesituation。TouseFlamelasashieldagainsthiswife’sscrutinywasonlyashadelesshumiliatingthantoreckononhiswifeasadefenceagainstFlamel。

Hefeltacontradictorymovementofannoyanceatthelatter’sreadyacceptance,andthetwomendroveinsilencetothestation。

Astheypassedthebookstallinthewaiting—roomFlamellingeredamomentandtheeyesofbothfellonMargaretAubyn’sname,conspicuouslydisplayedaboveacounterstackedwiththefamiliarvolumes。

\"Weshallbelate,youknow,\"Glennardremonstrated,pullingouthiswatch。

\"Goahead,\"saidFlamel,imperturbably。\"Iwanttogetsomething——\"

Glennardturnedonhisheelandwalkeddowntheplatform。Flamelrejoinedhimwithaninnocent—lookingmagazineinhishand;butGlennarddarednotevenglanceatthecover,lestitshouldshowthesyllableshefeared。

Thetrainwasfullofpeopletheyknew,andtheywerekeptaparttillitdroppedthematthelittlesuburbanstation。Astheystrolleduptheshadedhill,Glennardtalkedvolubly,pointingouttheimprovementsintheneighborhood,deploringthethreatenedapproachofanelectricrailway,andscreeninghimselfbyaseriesofreflexadjustmentsfromtheimminentriskofanyallusiontothe\"Letters。\"Flamelsufferedhisdiscoursewiththeblandinattentionthatweaccordtotheaffairsofsomeoneelse’ssuburb,andtheyreachedtheshelterofAlexa’stea—tablewithoutaperceptibleturntowardthedreadedtopic。

Thedinnerpassedoffsafely。Flamel,alwaysathisbestinAlexa’spresence,gaveherthekindofattentionwhichislikeabeaconinglightthrownonthespeaker’swords:hisanswersseemedtobringoutalatentsignificanceinherphrases,asthesculptordrawshisstatuefromtheblock。Glennard,underhiswife’scomposure,detectedasensibilitytothismanoeuvre,andthediscoverywaslikethelightning—flashacrossanocturnallandscape。Thusfarthesemomentaryilluminationshadservedonlytorevealthestrangenessoftheinterveningcountry:eachfreshobservationseemedtoincreasethesum—totalofhisignorance。

Hersimplicityofoutlinewasmorepuzzlingthanacomplexsurface。Onemayconceivablyworkone’swaythroughalabyrinth;

butAlexa’scandorwaslikeasnow—coveredplainwhere,theroadoncelost,therearenolandmarkstotravelby。

Dinnerover,theyreturnedtotheveranda,whereamoon,risingbehindtheoldelm,wascombiningwiththatcomplaisanttreearomanticenlargementoftheirborders。Glennardhadforgottenthecigars。Hewenttohisstudytofetchthem,andinpassingthroughthedrawing—roomhesawthesecondvolumeofthe\"Letters\"

lyingopenonhiswife’stable。Hepickedupthebookandlookedatthedateofthelettershehadbeenreading。Itwasoneofthelast……heknewthefewlinesbyheart。Hedroppedthebookandleanedagainstthewall。Whyhadheincludedthatoneamongtheothers?Orwasitpossiblethatnowtheywouldallseemlikethat……?

Alexa’svoicecamesuddenlyoutofthedusk。\"MayTouchettwasright——itISlikelisteningatakey—hole。IwishIhadn’treadit!\"

Flamelreturned,intheleisurelytoneofthemanwhosephrasesarepunctuatedbyacigarette,\"Itseemssotous,perhaps;buttoanothergenerationthebookwillbeaclassic。\"

\"Thenitoughtnottohavebeenpublishedtillithadbecomeaclassic。It’shorrible,it’sdegradingalmost,toreadthesecretsofawomanonemighthaveknown。\"Sheadded,inalowertone,\"StephenDIDknowher——\"

\"Didhe?\"camefromFlamel。

\"Heknewherverywell,atHillbridge,yearsago。Thebookhasmadehimfeeldreadfully……hewouldn’treadit……hedidn’twantmetoreadit。Ididn’tunderstandatfirst,butnowIcanseehowhorriblydisloyalitmustseemtohim。It’ssomuchworsetosurpriseafriend’ssecretsthanastranger’s。\"

\"Oh,Glennard’ssuchasensitivechap,\"Flamelsaid,easily;andAlexaalmostrebukinglyrejoined,\"Ifyou’dknownherI’msureyou’dfeelashedoes……\"

Glennardstoodmotionless,overcomebythesingularinfelicitywithwhichhehadcontrivedtoputFlamelinpossessionofthetwopointsmostdamagingtohiscase:thefactthathehadbeenafriendofMargaretAubyn’s,andthathehadconcealedfromAlexahisshareinthepublicationoftheletters。ToamanoflessthanFlamel’sastutenessitmustnowbecleartowhomtheletterswereaddressed;andthepossibilityoncesuggested,nothingcouldbeeasierthantoconfirmitbydiscreetresearch。Animpulseofself—accusaldroveGlennardtothewindow。WhynotanticipatebetrayalbytellinghiswifethetruthinFlamel’spresence?Ifthemanhadadropofdecentfeelinginhim,suchacoursewouldbethesurestmeansofsecuringhissilence;andaboveall,itwouldridGlennardofthenecessityofdefendinghimselfagainsttheperpetualcriticismofhiswife’sbeliefinhim……

Theimpulsewasstrongenoughtocarryhimtothewindow;butthereareactionofdefiancesetin。Whathadhedone,afterall,toneeddefenceandexplanation?BothDreshamandFlamelhad,inhishearing,declaredthepublicationoftheletterstobenotonlyjustifiablebutobligatory;andifthedisinterestednessofFlamel’sverdictmightbequestioned,Dresham’satleastrepresentedtheimpartialviewofthemanofletters。AstoAlexa’swords,theyweresimplytheconventionalutteranceofthe\"nice\"womanonaquestionalreadydecidedforherbyother\"nice\"

women。Shehadsaidtheproperthingasmechanicallyasshewouldhaveputontheappropriategownorwrittenthecorrectformofdinner—invitation。Glennardhadsmallfaithintheabstractjudgmentsoftheothersex;heknewthathalfthewomenwhowerehorrifiedbythepublicationofMrs。Aubyn’sletterswouldhavebetrayedhersecretswithoutascruple。

Thesuddenloweringofhisemotionalpitchbroughtaproportionaterelief。Hetoldhimselfthatnowtheworstwasoverandthingswouldfallintoperspectiveagain。HiswifeandFlamelhadturnedtoothertopics,andcomingoutontheveranda,hehandedthecigarstoFlamel,saying,cheerfully——andyethecouldhavesworntheywerethelastwordshemeanttoutter!——\"Lookhere,oldman,beforeyougodowntoNewportyoumustcomeoutandspendafewdayswithus——mustn’the,Alexa?\"

VIII

Glennardhad,perhapsunconsciously,countedonthecontinuanceofthiseasiermood。Hehadalwaystakenprideinacertainrobustnessoffibrethatenabledhimtohardenhimselfagainsttheinevitable,toconverthisfailuresintothebuildingmaterialsofsuccess。Thoughitdidnotevennowoccurtohimthatwhathecalledtheinevitablehadhithertobeenthealternativehehappenedtoprefer,hewasyetobscurelyawarethathispresentdifficultywasonenottobeconjuredbyanyaffectationofindifference。Somegriefsbuildthesoulaspacioushouse——butinthismiseryofGlennard’shecouldnotstandupright。Itpressedagainsthimateveryturn。Hetoldhimselfthatthiswasbecausetherewasnoescapefromthevisibleevidencesofhisact。The\"Letters\"confrontedhimeverywhere。Peoplewhohadneveropenedabookdiscussedthemwithcriticalreservations;tohavereadthemhadbecomeasocialobligationincirclestowhichliteratureneverpenetratesexceptinapersonalguise。

Glennarddidhimselfinjustice。itwasfromtheunexpecteddiscoveryofhisownpettinessthathechieflysuffered。Ourself—esteemisapttobebasedonthehypotheticalgreatactwehaveneverhadoccasiontoperform;andeventhemostself—

scrutinizingmodestycreditsitselfnegativelywithahighstandardofconduct。Glennardhadneverthoughthimselfahero;

buthehadbeencertainthathewasincapableofbaseness。Wealllikeourwrong—doingstohaveabecomingcut,tobemadetoorder,asitwere;andGlennardfoundhimselfsuddenlythrustintoagarbofdishonorsurelymeantforameanerfigure。

Theimmediateresultofhisfirstweeksofwretchednesswastheresolvetogototownforthewinter。Heknewthatsuchacoursewasjustbeyondthelimitofprudence;butitwaseasytoallaythefearsofAlexawho,scrupulouslyvigilantinthemanagementofthehousehold,preservedtheAmericanwife’susualaloofnessfromherhusband’sbusinesscares。Glennardfeltthathecouldnottrusthimselftoawinter’ssolitudewithher。Hehadanunspeakabledreadofherlearningthetruthabouttheletters,yetcouldnotbesureofsteelinghimselfagainstthesuicidalimpulseofavowal。Hisverysoulwasparchedforsympathy;hethirstedforavoiceofpityandcomprehension。Butwouldhiswifepity?

Wouldsheunderstand?Againhefoundhimselfbroughtupabruptlyagainsthisincredibleignoranceofhernature。Thefactthatheknewwellenoughhowshewouldbehaveintheordinaryemergenciesoflife,thathecouldcount,insuchcontingencies,onthekindofhighcourageanddirectnesshehadalwaysdivinedinher,madehimthemorehopelessofherenteringintothetorturouspsychologyofanactthathehimselfcouldnolongerexplainorunderstand。Itwouldhavebeeneasierhadshebeenmorecomplex,morefeminine——ifhecouldhavecountedonherimaginativesympathyorhermoralobtuseness——buthewassureofneither。Hewassureofnothingbutthat,foratime,hemustavoidher。

Glennardcouldnotridhimselfofthedelusionthatbyandbyhisactionwouldceasetomakeitsconsequencesfelt。Hewouldnothavecaredtoowntohimselfthathecountedonthedullingofhissensibilities:hepreferredtoindulgethevaguehypothesisthatextraneouscircumstanceswouldsomehoweffacetheblotuponhisconscience。Inhisworstmomentsofself—abasementhetriedtofindsolaceinthethoughtthatFlamelhadsanctionedhiscourse。

Flamel,attheoutset,musthaveguessedtowhomtheletterswereaddressed;yetneitherthennorafterwardhadhehesitatedtoadvisetheirpublication。ThisthoughtdrewGlennardtohiminfitfulimpulsesoffriendliness,fromeachofwhichtherewasasharperreactionofdistrustandaversion。WhenFlamelwasnotatthehouse,hemissedthesupportofhistacitconnivance;whenhewasthere,hispresenceseemedtheassertionofanintolerableclaim。

EarlyinthewintertheGlennardstookpossessionofthelittlehousethatwastocostthemalmostnothing。ThechangebroughtGlennardtheimmediatereliefofseeinglessofhiswife,andofbeingprotected,inherpresence,bythemultipliedpreoccupationsoftownlife。Alexa,whocouldneverappearhurried,showedthesmilingabstractionofaprettywomantowhomthesocialsideofmarriedlifehasnotlostitsnovelty。Glennard,withtherecklessnessofamanfreshfromhisfirstfinancialimprudence,encouragedherinsuchlittleextravagancesashergoodsenseatfirstresisted。Sincetheyhadcometotown,heargued,theymightaswellenjoythemselves。Hetookasympatheticviewofthenecessityofnewgowns,hegaveherasetoffursatChristmas,andbeforetheNewYeartheyhadagreedontheobligationofaddingaparlour—maidtotheirsmallestablishment。

ProvidencetheverynextdayhastenedtojustifythismeasurebyplacingonGlennard’sbreakfast—plateanenvelopebearingthenameofthepublisherstowhomhehadsoldMrs。Aubyn’sletters。Ithappenedtobetheonlylettertheearlyposthadbrought,andheglancedacrossthetableathiswife,whohadcomedownbeforehimandhadprobablylaidtheenvelopeonhisplate。Shewasnotthewomantoaskawkwardquestions,buthefelttheconjectureofherglance,andhewasdebatingwhethertoaffectsurpriseatthereceiptoftheletter,ortopassitoffasabusinesscommunicationthathadstrayedtohishouse,whenacheckfellfromtheenvelope。Itwastheroyaltyonthefirsteditionoftheletters。Hisfirstfeelingwasoneofsimplesatisfaction。Themoneyhadcomewithsuchinfernalopportunenessthathecouldnothelpwelcomingit。Beforelong,too,therewouldbemore;heknewthebookwasstillsellingfarbeyondthepublisher’sprevisions。

Heputthecheckinhispocketandlefttheroomwithoutlookingathiswife。

Onthewaytohisofficethehabitualreactionsetin。Themoneyhehadreceivedwasthefirsttangiblereminderthathewaslivingonthesaleofhisself—esteem。Thethoughtofmaterialbenefithadbeenovershadowedbyhissenseoftheintrinsicbasenessofmakingthelettersknown;nowhesawwhatanelementofsordidnessitaddedtothesituationandhowthefactthatheneededthemoney,andmustuseit,pledgedhimmoreirrevocablythanevertotheconsequencesofhisact。Itseemedtohim,inthatfirsthourofmisery,thathehadbetrayedhisfriendanew。

When,thatafternoon,hereachedhomeearlierthanusual,Alexa’sdrawing—roomwasfullofagayetythatoverflowedtothestairs。

Flamel,forawonder,wasnotthere;butDreshamandyoungHartly,groupedaboutthetea—table,werereceivingwithresonantmirthanarrativedeliveredintheflutteredstaccatothatmadeMrs。

Armiger’sconversationliketheejaculationsofastartledaviary。

ShepausedasGlennardentered,andhehadtimetonoticethathiswife,whowasbusiedaboutthetea—tray,hadnotjoinedinthelaughterofthemen。

\"Oh,goon,goon,\"youngHartlyrapturouslygroaned;andMrs。

ArmigermetGlennard’sinquirywiththedeprecatingcrythatreallyshedidn’tseewhattherewastolaughat。\"I’msureI

feelmorelikecrying。Idon’tknowwhatIshouldhavedoneifAlexahadn’tbeenhometogivemeacupoftea。Mynervesareinshreds——yes,another,dear,please——\"andasGlennardlookedhisperplexity,shewenton,afterponderingontheselectionofasecondlumpofsugar,\"Why,I’vejustcomefromthereading,youknow——thereadingattheWaldorf。\"

\"Ihaven’tbeenintownlongenoughtoknowanything,\"saidGlennard,takingthecuphiswifehandedhim。\"Whohasbeenreadingwhat?\"

\"ThatlovelygirlfromtheSouth——Georgie——Georgiewhat’shername——Mrs。Dresham’sprotegee——unlessshe’sYOURS,Mr。Dresham!

Why,thebigball—roomwasPACKED,andallthewomenwerecryinglikeidiots——itwasthemostharrowingthingIeverheard——\"

\"WhatDIDyouhear?\"Glennardasked;andhiswifeinterposed:

\"Won’tyouhaveanotherbitofcake,Julia?Or,Stephen,ringforsomehottoast,please。\"Hertonebetrayedapolitesatietyofthetopicunderdiscussion。Glennardturnedtothebell,butMrs。

Armigerpursuedhimwithherlovelyamazement。

\"Why,the\"AubynLetters\"——didn’tyouknowaboutit?Thegirlreadthemsobeautifullythatitwasquitehorrible——Ishouldhavefaintedifthere’dbeenamannearenoughtocarrymeout。\"

Hartly’sgleeredoubled,andDreshamsaid,jovially,\"Howlikeyouwomentoraiseashriekoverthebookandthendoallyoucantoencouragetheblatantpublicityofthereadings!\"

Mrs。Armigermethimmorethanhalf—wayonatorrentofself—

accusal。\"ItWAShorrid;itwasdisgraceful。Itoldyourwifeweoughtalltobeashamedofourselvesforgoing,andIthinkAlexawasquiterighttorefusetotakeanytickets——evenifitwasforacharity。\"

\"Oh,\"herhostessmurmured,indifferently,\"withmecharitybeginsathome。Ican’taffordemotionalluxuries。\"

\"Acharity?Acharity?\"Hartlyexulted。\"Ihadn’tseizedthefullbeautyofit。ReadingpoorMargaretAubyn’slove—lettersattheWaldorfbeforefivehundredpeopleforacharity!WHAT

charity,dearMrs。Armiger?\"

\"Why,theHomeforFriendlessWomen——\"

\"Itwaswellchosen,\"Dreshamcommented;andHartlyburiedhismirthinthesofa—cushions。

WhentheywerealoneGlennard,stillholdinghisuntouchedcupoftea,turnedtohiswife,whosatsilentlybehindthekettle。\"Whoaskedyoutotakeaticketforthatreading?\"

\"Idon’tknow,really——KateDresham,Ifancy。Itwasshewhogotitup。\"

\"It’sjustthesortofdamnablevulgarityshe’scapableof!It’sloathsome——it’smonstrous——\"

Hiswife,withoutlookingup,answeredgravely,\"Ithoughtsotoo。

ItwasforthatreasonIdidn’tgo。ButyoumustrememberthatveryfewpeoplefeelaboutMrs。Aubynasyoudo——\"

Glennardmanagedtosetdownhiscupwithasteadyhand,buttheroomswungroundwithhimandhedroppedintothenearestchair。

\"AsIdo?\"herepeated。

\"ImeanthatveryfewpeopleknewherwhenshelivedinNewYork。

Tomostofthewomenwhowenttothereadingshewasamerename,tooremotetohaveanypersonality。Withme,ofcourse,itwasdifferent——\"

Glennardgaveherastartledlook。\"Different?Whydifferent?\"

\"Sinceyouwereherfriend——\"

\"Herfriend!\"Hestoodupimpatiently。\"Youspeakasifshehadhadonlyone——themostfamouswomanofherday!\"Hemovedvaguelyabouttheroom,bendingdowntolookatsomebooksonthetable。

\"Ihope,\"headded,\"youdidn’tgivethatasareason,bytheway?\"

\"Areason?\"

\"Fornotgoing。Awomanwhogivesreasonsforgettingoutofsocialobligationsissuretomakeherselfunpopularorridiculous。

Thewordswereuncalculated;butinaninstanthesawthattheyhadstrangelybridgedthedistancebetweenhiswifeandhimself。

Hefelthercloseonhim,likeapantingfoe;andheranswerwasaflashthatshowedthehandonthetrigger。

\"Iseem,\"shesaidfromthethreshold,\"tohavedonebothingivingmyreasontoyou。\"

ThefactthattheywerediningoutthateveningmadeiteasyforhimtoavoidAlexatillshecamedownstairsinheropera—cloak。

Mrs。Touchett,whowasgoingtothesamedinner,hadofferedtocallforher,andGlennard,refusingaprecariousseatbetweentheladies’draperies,followedonfoot。Theeveningwasinterminable。ThereadingattheWaldorf,atwhichallthewomenhadbeenpresent,hadrevivedthediscussionofthe\"AubynLetters\"andGlennard,hearinghiswifequestionedastoherabsence,felthimselfmiserablywishingthatshehadgone,ratherthanthatherstayingawayshouldhavebeenremarked。Hewasrapidlylosingallsenseofproportionwherethe\"Letters\"wereconcerned。Hecouldnolongerhearthemmentionedwithoutsuspectingapurposeintheallusion;heevenyieldedhimselfforamomenttotheextravaganceofimaginingthatMrs。Dresham,whomhedisliked,hadorganizedthereadinginthehopeofmakinghimbetrayhimself——forhewasalreadysurethatDreshamhaddivinedhisshareinthetransaction。

Theattempttokeepasmoothsurfaceonthisinnertumultwasasendlessandunavailingaseffortsmadeinanightmare。Helostallsenseofwhathewassayingtohisneighborsandoncewhenhelookeduphiswife’sglancestruckhimcold。

Shesatnearlyoppositehim,atFlamel’sside,anditappearedtoGlennardthattheyhadbuiltaboutthemselvesoneofthoseairybarriersoftalkbehindwhichtwopeoplecansaywhattheyplease。

Whilethereadingwasdiscussedtheyweresilent。TheirsilenceseemedtoGlennardalmostcynical——itstrippedthelastdisguisefromtheircomplicity。Athrobofangerroseinhim,butsuddenlyitfell,andhefelt,withacurioussenseofrelief,thatatbottomhenolongercaredwhetherFlamelhadtoldhiswifeornot。

TheassumptionthatFlamelknewaboutthelettershadbecomeafacttoGlennard;anditnowseemedtohimbetterthatAlexashouldknowtoo。

Hewasfrightenedatfirstbythediscoveryofhisownindifference。Thelastbarriersofhiswillseemedtobebreakingdownbeforeafloodofmorallassitude。Howcouldhecontinuetoplayhispart,tokeephisfronttotheenemy,withthispoisonofindifferencestealingthroughhisveins?Hetriedtobracehimselfwiththeremembranceofhiswife’sscorn。Hehadnotforgottenthenoteonwhichtheirconversationhadclosed。Ifhehadeverwonderedhowshewouldreceivethetruthhewonderednolonger——shewoulddespisehim。Butthislentanewinsidiousnesstohistemptation,sincehercontemptwouldbearefugefromhisown。Hesaidtohimselfthat,sincehenolongercaredfortheconsequences,hecouldatleastacquithimselfofspeakinginself—defence。Whathewantednowwasnotimmunitybutcastigation:hiswife’sindignationmightstillreconcilehimtohimself。Thereinlayhisonehopeofregeneration;herscornwasthemoralantisepticthatheneeded,hercomprehensiontheonebalmthatcouldhealhim……

Whentheyleftthedinnerhewassoafraidofspeakingthatheletherdrivehomealone,andwenttotheclubwithFlamel。

IX

HErosenextmorningwiththeresolvetoknowwhatAlexathoughtofhim。Itwasnotanchoringinahaven,butlyingtoinastorm——

hefelttheneedofatemporarylullintheturmoilofhissensations。

Hecamehomelate,fortheywerediningaloneandheknewthattheywouldhavetheeveningtogether。Whenhefollowedhertothedrawing—roomafterdinnerhethoughthimselfonthepointofspeaking;butasshehandedhimhiscoffeehesaid,involuntarily:

\"Ishallhavetocarrythisofftothestudy,I’vegotalotofworkto—night。\"

Aloneinthestudyhecursedhiscowardice。Whatwasitthathadwithheldhim?Acertainbrightunapproachablenessseemedtokeephimatarm’slength。Shewasnotthekindofwomanwhosecompassioncouldbecircumvented;therewasnochanceofslippingpasttheoutposts;hewouldnevertakeherbysurprise。Well——whynotfaceher,then?Whatheshrankfromcouldbenoworsethanwhathewasenduring。Hehadpushedbackhischairandturnedtogoupstairswhenanewexpedientpresenteditself。Whatif,insteadoftellingher,heweretoletherfindoutforherselfandwatchtheeffectofthediscoverybeforespeaking?Inthiswayhemadeovertochancetheburdenoftherevelation。

Theideahadbeensuggestedbythesightoftheformulaenclosingthepublisher’scheck。Hehaddepositedthemoney,butthenoticeaccompanyingitdroppedfromhisnote—caseasheclearedhistableforwork。ItwastheformulausualinsuchcasesandrevealedclearlyenoughthathewastherecipientofaroyaltyonMargaretAubyn’sletters。ItwouldbeimpossibleforAlexatoreaditwithoutunderstandingatoncethatthelettershadbeenwrittentohimandthathehadsoldthem……

Hesatdownstairstillheheardherringfortheparlor—maidtoputoutthelights;thenhewentuptothedrawing—roomwithabundleofpapersinhishand。Alexawasjustrisingfromherseatandthelamplightfellonthedeeprollofhairthatoverhungherbrowliketheeavesofatemple。Herfacehadoftenthehighsecludedlookofashrine;anditwasthistouchofaweinherbeautythatnowmadehimfeelhimselfonthebrinkofsacrilege。

Lestthefeelingshoulddominatehim,hespokeatonce。\"I’vebroughtyouapieceofwork——alotofoldbillsandthingsthatI

wantyoutosortforme。Somearenotworthkeeping——butyou’llbeabletojudgeofthat。Theremaybealetterortwoamongthem——nothingofmuchaccount,butIdon’tliketothrowawaythewholelotwithouthavingthemlookedoverandIhaven’ttimetodoitmyself。\"

Heheldoutthepapersandshetookthemwithasmilethatseemedtorecognizeintheserviceheaskedthetacitintentionofmakingamendsfortheincidentofthepreviousday。

\"AreyousureIshallknowwhichtokeep?\"

\"Oh,quitesure,\"heanswered,easily——\"andbesides,noneareofmuchimportance。\"

Thenextmorningheinventedanexcuseforleavingthehousewithoutseeingher,andwhenhereturned,justbeforedinner,hefoundavisitor’shatandstickinthehall。ThevisitorwasFlamel,whowasintheactoftakingleave。

Hehadrisen,butAlexaremainedseated;andtheirattitudegavetheimpressionofacolloquythathadprolongeditselfbeyondthelimitsofspeech。BothturnedasurprisedeyeonGlennardandhehadthesenseofwalkingintoaroomgrownsuddenlyempty,asthoughtheirthoughtswereconspiratorsdispersedbyhisapproach。

Hefelttheclutchofhisoldfear。WhatifhiswifehadalreadysortedthepapersandhadtoldFlamelofherdiscovery?Well,itwasnonewstoFlamelthatGlennardwasinreceiptofaroyaltyonthe\"AubynLetters。\"……

AsuddenresolvetoknowtheworstmadehimlifthiseyestohiswifeasthedoorclosedonFlamel。ButAlexahadrisenalso,andbendingoverherwriting—table,withherbacktoGlennard,wasbeginningtospeakprecipitately。

\"I’mdiningoutto—night——youdon’tmindmydesertingyou?JuliaArmigersentmewordjustnowthatshehadanextraticketforthelastAmbroseconcert。Shetoldmetosayhowsorryshewasthatshehadn’ttwo——butIknewYOUwouldn’tbesorry!\"SheendedwithalaughthathadtheeffectofbeingastrayedechoofMrs。

Armiger’s;andbeforeGlennardcouldspeakshehadadded,withherhandonthedoor,\"Mr。FlamelstayedsolatethatI’vehardlytimetodress。Theconcertbeginsridiculouslyearly,andJuliadinesathalf—pastseven——\"

Glennardstoodaloneintheemptyroomthatseemedsomehowfullofanironicalconsciousnessofwhatwashappening。\"Shehatesme,\"

hemurmured。\"Shehatesme……\"

ThenextdaywasSunday,andGlennardpurposelylingeredlateinhisroom。Whenhecamedownstairshiswifewasalreadyseatedatthebreakfast—table。Sheliftedherusualsmiletohisentranceandtheytookshelterinthenearesttopic,likewayfarersovertakenbyastorm。Whilehelistenedtoheraccountoftheconcerthebegantothinkthat,afterall,shehadnotyetsortedthepapers,andthatheragitationofthepreviousdaymustbeascribedtoanothercause,inwhichperhapshehadbutanindirectconcern。HewonderedithadneverbeforeoccurredtohimthatFlamelwasthekindofmanwhomightverywellpleaseawomanathisownexpense,withoutneedoffortuitousassistance。Ifthispossibilityclearedtheoutlookitdidnotbrightenit。Glennardmerelyfelthimselfleftalonewithhisbaseness。

Alexaleftthebreakfast—tablebeforehimandwhenhewentuptothedrawing—roomhefoundherdressedtogoout。

\"Aren’tyoualittleearlyforchurch?\"heasked。

Sherepliedthat,onthewaythere,shemeanttostopamomentathermother’s;andwhileshedrewonhergloves,hefumbledamongtheknick—knacksonthemantel—pieceforamatchtolighthiscigarette。

\"Well,good—by,\"shesaid,turningtogo;andfromthethresholdsheadded:\"Bytheway,I’vesortedthepapersyougaveme。ThosethatIthoughtyouwouldliketokeepareonyourstudy—table。\"

Shewentdownstairsandheheardthedoorclosebehindher。

Shehadsortedthepapers——sheknew,then——sheMUSTknow——andshehadmadenosign!

Glennard,hehardlyknewhow,foundhimselfoncemoreinthestudy。Onthetablelaythepackethehadgivenher。Itwasmuchsmaller——shehadevidentlygoneoverthepaperswithcare,destroyingthegreaternumber。Heloosenedtheelasticbandandspreadtheremainingenvelopesonhisdesk。Thepublisher’snoticewasamongthem。

X

Hiswifeknewandshemadenosign。Glennardfoundhimselfinthecaseoftheseafarerwho,closinghiseyesatnightfallonascenehethinkstoputleaguesbehindhimbeforeday,wakestoaport—

holeframingthesamepatchofshore。Fromthekindofexaltationtowhichhisresolvehadliftedhimhedroppedtoanunreasoningapathy。Hisimpulseofconfessionhadactedasadrugtoself—

reproach。Hehadtriedtoshiftaportionofhisburdentohiswife’sshouldersandnowthatshehadtacitlyrefusedtocarryit,hefelttheloadtooheavytobetakenupagain。

Afortunateintervalofhardworkbroughtrespitefromthisphaseofsterilemisery。HewentWesttoargueanimportantcase,wonit,andcamebacktofreshpreoccupations。Hisownaffairswerethrivingenoughtoengrosshiminthepausesofhisprofessionalwork,andforovertwomonthshehadlittletimetolookhimselfintheface。Notunnaturally——forhewasasyetunskilledinthesubtletiesofintrospection——hemistookhistemporaryinsensibilityforagradualrevivalofmoralhealth。

Hetoldhimselfthathewasrecoveringhissenseofproportion,gettingtoseethingsintheirtruelight;andifhenowthoughtofhisrashappealtohiswife’ssympathyitwasasanactoffollyfromtheconsequencesofwhichhehadbeensavedbytheprovidencethatwatchesovermadmen。HehadlittleleisuretoobserveAlexa;butheconcludedthatthecommon—sensemomentarilydeniedhimhadcounselledheruncriticalacceptanceoftheinevitable。Ifsuchaqualitywasapoorsubstituteforthepassionatejustnessthathadonceseemedtocharacterizeher,heacceptedthealternativeasapartofthatgeneralloweringofthekeythatseemsneedfultothemaintenanceofthematrimonialduet。

Whatwomaneverretainedherabstractsenseofjusticewhereanotherwomanwasconcerned?PossiblythethoughtthathehadprofitedbyMrs。Aubyn’stendernesswasnotwhollydisagreeabletohiswife。

Whenthepressureofworkbegantolessen,andhefoundhimself,inthelengtheningafternoons,abletoreachhomesomewhatearlier,henoticedthatthelittledrawing—roomwasalwaysfullandthatheandhiswifeseldomhadaneveningalonetogether。

Whenhewastired,asoftenhappened,shewentoutalone;theideaofgivingupanengagementtoremainwithhimseemednottooccurtoher。Shehadshown,asagirl,littlefondnessforsociety,norhadsheseemedtoregretitduringtheyeartheyhadspentinthecountry。Hereflected,however,thathewassharingthecommonlotofhusbands,whoproverbiallymistaketheearlyardorsofhousekeepingforasignofsettleddomesticity。Alexa,atanyrate,wasrefutinghistheoryasinconsideratelyasaseedlingdefeatsthegardener’sexpectations。Anundefinablechangehadcomeoverher。Inonesenseitwasahappyone,sinceshehadgrown,ifnothandsomer,atleastmorevividandexpressive;herbeautyhadbecomemorecommunicable:itwasasthoughshehadlearnedtheconsciousexerciseofintuitiveattributesandnowusedhereffectswiththediscriminationofanartistskilledinvalues。Toadispassionatecritic(asGlennardnowratedhimself)

theartmayattimeshavebeenalittletooobvious。Herattemptsatlightnesslackedspontaneity,andshesometimesraspedhimbylaughinglikeJuliaArmiger;buthehadenoughimaginationtoperceivethat,inrespectofthewife’ssocialarts,ahusbandnecessarilyseesthewrongsideofthetapestry。