I
OnOctober10,1856,aboutfourhundredpeoplewerecampedinTasajaraValley,California。Itcouldnothavebeenfortheprospect,sinceamorebarren,dreary,monotonous,anduninvitinglandscapeneverstretchedbeforehumaneye;itcouldnothavebeenforconvenienceorcontiguity,asthenearestsettlementwasthirtymilesaway;itcouldnothavebeenforhealthorsalubrity,asthebreathoftheague-hauntedtulesintheoutlyingStocktonmarshessweptthroughthevalley;itcouldnothavebeenforspaceorcomfort,for,encampedonanunlimitedplain,menandwomenwerehuddledtogetherascloselyasinanurbantenement-house,withoutthefreedomordecencyofruralisolation;itcouldnothavebeenforpleasantcompanionship,asdejection,mentalanxiety,tears,andlamentationwerethedominantexpression;itwasnotahurriedflightfrompresentorimpendingcalamity,forthecamphadbeendeliberatelyplanned,andforaweekpioneerwagonshadbeenslowlyarriving;itwasnotanirrevocableexodus,forsomehadalreadyreturnedtotheirhomesthatothersmighttaketheirplaces。Itwassimplyareligiousrevivalofoneortwodenominationalsects,knownasa\"camp-meeting。\"
Alargecentraltentservedfortheassemblingoftheprincipalcongregation;smallertentsservedforprayer-meetingsandclass-
rooms,knowntothefewunbelieversas\"side-shows\";whiletheactualdwellingsoftheworshiperswererudelyextemporizedshantiesofboardsandcanvas,sometimesmerecorralsorinclosuresopentothecloudlesssky,ormoreoftentheunhitchedcoveredwagonwhichhadbroughtthemthere。Thesingularresemblancetoacircus,alreadyprofanelysuggested,wascarriedoutbyastragglingfringeofboysandhalf-grownmenontheoutskirtsoftheencampment,acrimoniouswithdisappointedcuriosity,lazywithoutthecarelesseaseofvagrancy,andviciouswithouttheexcitementofdissipation。Forthecoarsepovertyandbrutaleconomyofthelargerarrangements,thedrearypanoramaofunlovelyandunwholesomedomesticdetailsalwaysbeforetheeyes,werehardlyexcitingtothesenses。Thecircusmighthavebeenmoredangerous,butscarcelymorebrutalizing。Theactorsthemselves,hardandaggressivethroughpracticalstruggles,oftenwarpedandtwistedwithchronicformsofsmallerdiseases,ormalformedandcrippledthroughcarelessnessandneglect,andrestlessanduneasythroughsomevaguementaldistressandinquietudethattheyhadaddedtotheirburdens,werescarcelyamusingperformers。TherheumaticParkinsons,fromGreenSprings;theophthalmicFilgees,fromAlderCreek;theague-strickenHarneys,fromMartinezBend;
andthefeeble-limbedSteptons,fromSugarMill,might,intheircombinedfamilies,havesuggestedahospital,ratherthananyothersocialassemblage。Eventheircompanionship,whichhadlittleofcheerfulfellowshipinit,wouldhavebeengrotesquebutforthepatheticinstinctofsomemutualvagueappealfromthehardnessoftheirlivesandthehelplessnessoftheirconditionsthathadbroughtthemtogether。NorwasthisappealtoaHigherPoweranythelesspatheticthatitborenoreferencewhatevertotheirrespectiveneedsordeficiencies,butwasalwaysaninvocationforalightwhich,whentheybelievedtheyhadfoundit,tounregenerateeyesscarcelyseemedtoilluminetheruggedpathinwhichtheirfeetwerecontinuallystumbling。Onemighthavesmiledattheideaofthevendetta-followingFergusesprayingfor\"justificationbyFaith,\"buttheactualspectacleofoldSimonFergus,whoseshot-gunwasstillinhiswagon,offeringupthatappealwithstreamingeyesandagonizedfeatureswaspainfulbeyondadoubt。Toseekandobtainanexaltationoffeelingvaguelyknownas\"It,\"orlessvaguelyveilingasacredname,wastheburdenofthegeneralappeal。
Thelargetenthadbeenfilled,andbetweentheexhortationsacertaingloomyenthusiasmhadbeenkeptupbysinging,whichhadtheeffectofcontinuinginaneasy,rhythmical,impersonal,andirresponsiblewaythesympathiesofthemeeting。Thiswasinterruptedbyayoungmanwhorosesuddenly,withthatspontaneityofimpulsewhichcharacterizedthespeakers,butunlikehispredecessors,heremainedforamomentmute,tremblingandirresolute。Thefatalhesitationseemedtochecktheunreasoning,monotonousflowofemotion,andtorecalltosomeextentthereasonandeventhecriticismoftheworshipers。Hestammeredaprayerwhoseearnestnesswasundoubted,whosehumilitywasbuttooapparent,buthiswordsfellonfacultiesalreadybenumbedbyrepetitionandrhythm。Aslightmovementofcuriosityintherearbenches,andawhisperthatitwasthemaideneffortofanewpreacher,helpedtoprolongtheinterruption。Aheavymanofstrongphysicalexpressionsprangtotherescuewithahystericalcryof\"Glory!\"andatumultuousfluencyofepithetandsacredadjuration。Stillthemeetingwavered。Withonefinalparoxysmalcry,thepowerfulmanthrewhisarmsaroundhisnearestneighborandburstintosilenttears。Ananxioushushfollowed;thespeakerstillcontinuedtosobonhisneighbor’sshoulder。Almostbeforethefactcouldbecommentedupon,itwasnoticedthattheentirerankofworshipersonthebenchbesidehimwerecryingalso;thesecondandthirdrowswerespeedilydissolvedintears,untileventheveryyouthfulscoffersinthelastbenchessuddenlyfoundtheirhalf-hystericallaughterturnedtosobs。Thedangerwasaverted,thereactionwascomplete;thesingingcommenced,andinafewmomentsthehaplesscauseoftheinterruptionandthemanwhohadretrievedthedisasterstoodtogetheroutsidethetent。Ahorsewaspicketednearthem。
Thevictorwasstillpantingfromhislateexertions,andwasmoreorlessdiluvialineyeandnostril,butneithereyenornostrilboretheslightesttremorofotherexpression。Hisfacewasstolidandperfectlyinkeepingwithhisphysique,——heavy,animal,andunintelligent。
\"YeoughtertrustedintheLord,\"hesaidtotheyoungpreacher。
\"ButIdid,\"respondedtheyoungman,earnestly。
\"That’sit。Justifyin’yourselfbyworksinsteado’leanin’ontoHim!FindHim,sezyou!GitHim,sezyou!Worksisvain。Glory!
glory!\"hecontinued,withfluentvacuityandwandering,dull,observanteyes。
\"ButifIhadalittlemorepracticeinclass,BrotherSilas,moreeducation?\"
\"Theletterkilleth,\"interruptedBrotherSilas。Herehiswanderingeyestookdullcognizanceoftwofemalefacespeeringthroughtheopeningofthetent。\"No,yermishun,BrotherGideon,istoseekHimintheby-ways,inthewilderness,——wherethefoxeshevholesandtheravenshevtheiryoung,——butnotintheTemplesofthepeople。WotsezSisterParsons?\"
Oneofthefemalefacesdetacheditselffromthetentflaps,whichitnearlyresembledincolor,andbroughtforwardanangularfigureclothedinfadedfustianthathadtakenthevariousshadesandodorsofhouseholdservice。
\"BrotherSilasspeakswell,\"saidSisterParsons,withstridulousfluency。\"It’sfore-ordained。Fore-ordinashunisbetternorordinashun,saiththeLord。Heshallgoforth,turnin’neithertotherighthandnorthelefthand,andseekHimamongthelosttribesandtheungodly。HeshallputasidethetemptashunofMammonandtheflesh。\"HereyesandthoseofBrotherSilasherebothsoughttheotherfemaleface,whichwasthatofayounggirlofseventeen。
\"WotsezlittleSisterMeely,——wotsezMeelyParsons?\"continuedBrotherSilas,asifrepeatinganunctuousformula。
Theyounggirlcamehesitatinglyforward,andwithanervouscryof\"Oh,Gideon!\"threwherselfonthebreastoftheyoungman。
Foramomenttheyremainedlockedineachother’sarms。Inthepromiscuousandfraternalembracingswhichwereapartofthedevotionalexercisesofthehour,theactpassedwithoutsignificance。Theyoungmangentlyraisedherface。Shewasyoungandcomely,albeitmarkedwithahalf-frightened,half-vacantsorrow。\"Amen,\"saidBrotherGideon,gravely。
Hemountedhishorseandturnedtogo。BrotherSilashadclaspedhispowerfularmsaroundbothwomenandwasholdingtheminaponderousembrace。
\"Goforth,youngman,intothewilderness。\"
Theyoungmanbowedhishead,andurgedhishorseforwardinthebleakandbarrenplain。Inhalfanhoureveryvestigeofthecampanditsunwholesomesurroundingswaslostinthedistance。Itwasasifthestrongdesiccatingwind,whichseemedtospringupathishorse’sfeet,hadcleanlyerasedtheflimsystructuresfromthefaceoftheplain,sweptawaythelighterbreathofpraiseandplaint,anddrieduptheeasy-flowingtears。Theairwasharshbutpure;thegrimeconomyofformandshadeandcolorinthelevelplainwascoarsebutnotvulgar;theskyabovehimwascoldanddistantbutnotrepellent;themoisturethathadbeendeniedhiseyesattheprayer-meetingoverflowedthemhere;thewordsthathadchokedhisutteranceanhouragonowrosetohislips。Hethrewhimselffromhishorse,andkneelinginthewitheredgrass——amereatomintheboundlessplain——liftedhispalefaceagainsttheirresponsiveblueandprayed。
Heprayedthattheunselfishdreamofhisbitterboyhood,hisdisappointedyouth,mightcometopass。Heprayedthathemightinhigherhandsbecomethehumbleinstrumentofgoodtohisfellow-
man。Heprayedthatthedeficienciesofhisscanteducation,hisself-taughtlearning,hishelplessisolation,andhisinexperiencemightbeoverlookedorreinforcedbygrace。HeprayedthattheInfiniteCompassionmightenlightenhisignoranceandsolitudewithamanifestationoftheSpirit;inhisveryweaknessheprayedforsomespecialrevelation,somesignortoken,somevisitationorgraciousunbendingfromthatcoldlyliftingsky。Thelowsunburnedtheblackedgeofthedistanttuleswithdulleatingfiresasheprayed,litthedwarfedhillswithabriefbutineffectualradiance,andthendiedout。Thelingeringtradewindsfiredafewvolleysoveritsgraveandthenlapsedintoachillysilence。Theyoungmanstaggeredtohisfeet;itwasquitedarknow,butthecomingnighthadadvancedafewstarryvedettessoneartheplaintheylookedlikehumanwatch-fires。Foraninstanthecouldnotrememberwherehewas。Thenalighttrembledfardownattheentranceofthevalley。BrotherGideonrecognizedit。ItwasinthelonelyfarmhouseofthewidowofthelastCircuitpreacher。
II
TheabodeofthelateReverendMarvinHilerremainedinthedisorganizedconditionhehadleftitwhenremovedfromhissphereofearthlyuselessnessandcontinuousaccident。Thestragglingfencethatonlyhalfinclosedthehouseandbarnhadstoppedatthatpointwherethetwodeaconswhohadeachvolunteeredtodoaday’sworkonithadcompletedtheirallottedtime。ThebuildingofthebarnhadbeenarrestedwhenthehalfloadoftimbercontributedbySugarMillbrethrenwasexhausted,andthreewindowsgivenby\"ChristianSeekers\"atMartinezpainfullyaccentedtheboardedspacesfortheotherthreethat\"UnknownFriends\"inTasajarahadpromisedbutnotyetsupplied。Intheclearingsometreesthathadbeenfelledbutnottakenawayaddedtothegeneralincompleteness。
SomethingofthisunfinishedcharacterclungtotheWidowHilerandasserteditselfinherthreechildren,oneofwhomwasconsistentlyposthumous。Prematurelyoldandprematurelydisappointed,shehadalltheinexperienceofgirlhoodwiththecaresofmaternity,andkeptinherfamilycirclethefreshnessofanoldmaid’smisogynisticantipathieswithacertainguiltyandremorsefulconsciousnessofwidowhood。Shesupportedthemeagrehouseholdtowhichherhusbandhadcontributedonlytheextramouthstofeedwithreproachfulastonishmentandwearyincapacity。Shehadlongsincegrowntiredoftryingtomakebothendsmeet,ofwhichshedeclared\"theLordhadtakenone。\"Duringhertwoyears’widowhoodshehadwaitedonProvidence,whobyapleasinglocalfictionhadbeenmaderesponsibleforthedisusedandcast-offfurnitureandclothingwhich,accompaniedwithscripturaltexts,foundtheirwaymysteriouslyintoherfewhabitablerooms。Theprovidentialmannawasnotalwaysfresh;theravenswhofedherandherlittleoneswithflourfromtheSugarMillsdidnotalwaysselectthebestquality。Smallwonderthat,sittingbyherlonelyhearthstone,——aborrowedstovethatsupplementedtheunfinishedfireplace,——
surroundedbyhermismatchedfurnitureandcladinmisfittinggarments,shehadcontractedahabitofsnifflingduringherdrearywatches。Inherweakermomentssheattributedittogrief;inherstrongerintervalssheknewthatitsprangfromdampanddraught。
Inherapathythesoundofhorses’hoofsatherunprotecteddoorevenatthathourneithersurprisednoralarmedher。SheliftedherheadasthedooropenedandthepalefaceofGideonDeanelookedintotheroom。Shemovedasidethecradleshewasrocking,and,takingasaucepanandtea-cupfromachairbesideher,absentlydusteditwithherapron,andpointingtothevacantseatsaid,\"Takeachair,\"asquietlyasifhehadsteppedfromthenextroominsteadoftheouterdarkness。
\"I’llputupmyhorsefirst,\"saidGideongently。
\"Sodo,\"respondedthewidowbriefly。
Gideonledhishorseacrosstheinclosure,stumblingovertheheapsofrubbish,driedchips,andweather-beatenshavingswithwhichitwasstrewn,untilhereachedtheunfinishedbarn,wherehetemporarilybestowedhisbeast。Thentakingarustyaxe,bythefaintlightofthestars,heattackedoneofthefallentreeswithsuchenergythatattheendoftenminuteshereappearedatthedoorwithanarmfulofcutboughsandchips,whichhequietlydepositedbehindthestove。Observingthathewasstillstandingasiflookingforsomething,thewidowliftedhereyesandsaid,\"Efit’sthebucket,Ireckonye’llfinditatthespring,whereoneofthemfoolishFilgeeboysleftit。I’vebeenthattuckeredoutsenssundown,Iain’thadtheambitiontogoandtoteitback。\"
WithoutawordGideonrepairedtothespring,filledthemissingbucket,replacedthehoopontheloosenedstavesofanotherhefoundlyinguselessbesideit,andagainreturnedtothehouse。
Thewidowoncemorepointedtothechair,andGideonsatdown。
\"It’squiteaspellsensyouwoshere,\"saidtheWidowHiler,returningherfoottothecradle-rocker;\"notsensyerwasordained。Be’npracticin’,Ireckon,atthemeetin’。\"
Aslightcolorcameintohischeek。\"Myplaceisnotthere,SisterHiler,\"hesaidgently;\"it’sforthosewiththegifto’tongues。
Igoforthonlyacommonlaborerinthevineyard。\"Hestoppedandhesitated;hemighthavesaidmore,butthewidow,whowasfamiliarwiththatkindofhumilityastheordinaryperfunctoryexpressionofherclass,suggestednosympatheticinterestinhismission。
\"Thar’sadealo’talkoverthere,\"shesaiddryly,\"andthar’sfolksezthinksthar’sadealo’moneyspentinpicnickingtheGospelthatmightbegiventothemezwishtospreadit,ortotheirwidowsandchildren。Butthatdon’tconsarnyou,BrotherGideon。SisterParsonshezmoneyenoughtosettleherdarterMeelycomfortablyonherownland;andI’veheardtellthatyouandMeelywasonlywaitin’tillyouwasordainedtobejinedtogether。
You’llhevaneasiertimeofit,BrotherGideon,thanpoorMarvinHilerhad,\"shecontinued,suppressinghertearswithacertainastringencythattooktheplaceofherlostpride;\"buttheLordwillsthatsomeshouldbetriedandsomenot。\"
\"ButIamnotgoingtomarryMeelyParsons,\"saidGideonquietly。
Thewidowtookherfootfromtherocker。\"NotmarryMeely!\"sherepeatedvaguely。Butrelapsingintoherdespondentmoodshecontinued:\"ThenIreckonit’struewhatotherfolkssezofBrotherSilasBraggleymakin’uptoherandhispowerfulexhortin’
influenceoverherma。FolkssezezSisterParsonshezjustresignedhersoulinterhiskeepin’。\"
\"BrotherSilashezaheavenlygift,\"saidtheyoungman,withgentleenthusiasm;\"andperhapsitmaybeso。Ifitis,itistheLord’swill。ButIdonotmarryMeelybecausemylifeandmywayshenceforthmustliefarbeyondhersphereofstrength。Ioughtn’ttodragayounginexperiencedsoulwithmetobattleandstruggleinthethornypathsthatImusttread。\"
\"Ireckonyouknowyourownmind,\"saidSisterHilergrimly。\"Butthar’sfolksezmightallowthatMeelyParsonsain’tanybetterthanothers,thatsheshouldn’thavehershareo’trialsandkeersandcrosses。Richesandbringin’updon’texemptfolksfromtheshadder。ImarriedMarvinHilerouterahouseezgoodezSisterParsons’,andatatimewhenoldCyrusParsonshadn’tarooftohisheadbutthecoveroftheemigrantwagonhekemacrosstheplainsin。ImightsayezMarvinknowedprettywellwotitwastohaveahelpmeetinhisministration,ifitwasn’tvanityofsperittosayitnow。Butthefleshisweak,BrotherGideon。\"Herinfluenzahereresolveditselfintounmistakabletears,whichshewipedawaywiththefirstarticlethatwasaccessibleinthework-bagbeforeher。AsitchancedtobeablacksilkneckerchiefofthedeceasedHiler,theresultwasfunereal,suggestive,butpracticallyineffective。
\"YouwereagoodwifetoBrotherHiler,\"saidtheyoungmangently。
\"Everybodyknowsthat。\"
\"It’ssuthin’tothinkofsincehe’sgone,\"continuedthewidow,bringingherworknearertohereyestoadjustittotheirtear-
dimmedfocus。\"It’ssuthin’tolaytoheartinthelonelydaysandnightswhenthar’snomanroundtofetchwaterandwoodandlendahandtodoin’chores;it’ssuthin’toremember,withhisthreechildrentofeed,andlittleSelby,theeldest,thatvainanduselessthathecan’teventotethebabyroundwhileIdotheworkofahiredman。\"
\"It’sahardtrial,SisterHiler,\"saidGideon,\"buttheLordhasHisappointedtime。\"
FamiliarasconsolationbyvaguequotationwastoSisterHiler,therewasanoccultsympathyinthetoneinwhichthiswasofferedthatliftedherforaninstantoutofhernarrowerself。Sheraisedhereyestohis。Thepersonalabstractionofthedevoteehadnoplaceinthedeepdarkeyesthatwereliftedfromthecradletoherswithasad,discriminating,andalmostwomanlysympathy。
Surprisedoutofherselfishpreoccupation,shewasremindedofherapparentcallousnesstowhatmightbehispresentdisappointment。
Perhapsitseemedstrangetoher,too,thatthosetendereyesshouldgoa-begging。
\"Yertakin’aChristianviewofyerowndisappointment,BrotherGideon,\"shesaid,withlessastringencyofmanner;\"buteveryheartknowethitsownsorrer。I’llbegettin’suppernowthatthebaby’ssleepin’sound,andye’llsitbyandeat。\"
\"Ifyouletmehelpyou,SisterHiler,\"saidtheyoungmanwithacheerfulnessthatbeliedanyoverwhelmingheartaffection,andawakenedinthewidowafemininecuriosityastohisrealfeelingstoMeely。Butherfurtherquestioningwasmetwithafrank,amiable,andsimplebrevitythatwasaspuzzlingasthemostartfulperiphraseoftact。Accustomedasshewastotheloquacityofgriefandtheconfidingprolixityofdisappointedlovers,shecouldnotunderstandherguest’squiescentattitude。Hercuriosity,however,soongavewaytothehabitualcontemplationofherownsorrows,andshecouldnotforegotheopportunepresenceofasympathizingauditortowhomshecouldrelieveherfeelings。Thepreparationsfortheeveningmealwerethereforeaccompaniedbyadrearymonotoneoflamentation。Shebewailedherlostyouth,herbriefcourtship,thestrugglesofherearlymarriedlife,herprematurewidowhood,herpenuriousandhelplessexistence,thedisruptionofallherpresentties,thehopelessnessofthefuture。
Sherehearsedtheunendingplaintofthoselongevenings,settothemusicoftherestlesswindaroundherbleakdwelling,withsomethingofitsstridulousreiteration。Theyoungmanlistened,andrepliedwithsoftlyassentingeyes,butwithoutpausinginthematerialaidthathewasquietlygivingher。Hehadremovedthecradleofthesleepingchildtothebedroom,quietedthesuddenwakefulnessof\"Pinkey,\"rearrangedthestragglingfurnitureofthesitting-roomwithmuchorderandtidiness,repairedthehingesofarebelliousshutterandthelockofanunyieldingdoor,andyethadapparentlyretainedanunabatedinterestinherspokenwoes。
Surprisedoncemoreintorecognizingthisdevotion,SisterHilerabruptlyarrestedhermonologue。
\"Well,ifyouain’tthehandiestmanIeverseedaboutahouse!\"
\"AmI?\"saidGideon,withsuddenlysparklingeyes。\"Doyoureallythinkso?\"
\"Ido。\"
\"Thenyoudon’tknowhowgladIam。\"Hisfrankfacesounmistakablyshowedhissimplegratificationthatthewidow,aftergazingathimforamoment,wassuddenlyseizedwithabewilderingfancy。Thefirsteffectofitwastheabruptwithdrawalofhereyes,thenasuddeneffusionofbloodtoherforeheadthatfinallyextendedtohercheekbones,andthenanintervalofforgetfulnesswheresheremainedwithaplateheldvaguelyinherhand。Whenshesucceededatlastinputtingitonthetableinsteadoftheyoungman’slap,shesaidinavoicequiteunlikeherown,——
\"Sho!\"
\"Imeanit,\"saidGideon,cheerfully。Afterapause,inwhichheunostentatiouslyrearrangedthetablewhichthewidowwasabstractedlydisorganizing,hesaidgently,\"Aftertea,whenyou’renotsomuchflusteredwithworkandworry,andmorecomposedinspirit,we’llhavealittletalk,SisterHiler。I’minnohurryto-night,andifyoudon’tmindI’llmakemyselfcomfortableinthebarnwithmyblanketuntilsun-upto-morrow。IcangetupearlyenoughtodosomeoddchoresroundthelotbeforeIgo。\"
\"Youknowbest,BrotherGideon,\"saidthewidow,faintly,\"andifyouthinkit’stheLord’swill,andnospeshaltroubletoyou,sodo。Butsakesalive!it’stimeItidiedmyselfalittle,\"shecontinued,liftingonehandtoherhair,whilewiththeothersheendeavoredtofastenabuttonlesscollar;\"leavin’alonethevanitieso’dress,it’sezmuchasonecandotokeepacleanragonwiththechildrenclimbin’overye。Sitby,andI’llbebackinaminit。\"Sheretiredtothebackroom,andinafewmomentsreturnedwithsmoothedhairandapalm-leafbrocheshawlthrownoverhershoulders,whichnotonlyconcealedtheravagesmadebytimeandmaternityonthegownbeneath,buttosomeextentgaveherthesuggestionofbeingacasualvisitorinherownhousehold。ItmustbeconfessedthatfortherestoftheeveningSisterHilerratherlentherselftothisidea,possiblyfromthefactthatittemporarilyobliteratedthechildren,andquiteremovedherfromanyresponsibilityintheunpicturesquehousehold。ThiseffectwasonlymarredbytheabsenceofanyimpressionuponGideon,whoscarcelyappearedtonoticethechange,andwhosesofteyesseemedrathertoidentifythemiserablewomanunderherforceddisguise。
Heprefacedthemealwithaferventgrace,towhichthewidowlistenedwithsomethingoftheconsciousattitudeshehadadoptedatchurchduringherlatehusband’sministration,andduringthemealsheatewithalikeconsciousnessof\"companymanners。\"
LaterthateveningSelbyHilerwokeupinhislittletrucklebed,listeningtotherisingmidnightwind,whichinhischildishfancyheconfoundedwiththesoundofvoicesthatcamethroughtheopendooroftheliving-room。Herecognizedthedeepvoiceoftheyoungminister,Gideon,andtheoccasionaltearfulresponsesofhismother,andhewasfancyinghimselfagainatchurchwhenheheardastep,andtheyoungpreacherseemedtoentertheroom,andgoingtothebedleanedoveritandkissedhimontheforehead,andthenbentoverhislittlebrotherandsisterandkissedthemtoo。Thenheslowlyre-enteredtheliving-room。Liftinghimselfsoftlyonhiselbow,Selbysawhimgouptowardshismother,whowascrying,withherheadonthetable,andkissheralsoontheforehead。
Thenhesaid\"Good-night,\"andthefrontdoorclosed,andSelbyheardhisfootstepscrossingthelottowardsthebarn。Hismotherwasstillsittingwithherfaceburiedinherhandswhenhefellasleep。
Shesatbythedyingembersofthefireuntilthehousewasstillagain;thensheroseandwipedhereyes。\"Et’sagoodthing,\"shesaid,goingtothebedroomdoor,andlookinginuponhersleepingchildren;\"et’samercyandablessingforthemand——for——me。But——
but——hemight——hev——said——he——lovedme!\"
III
AlthoughGideonDeanecontrivedtofindanestforhisblanketinthemouldystrawoftheunfinishedbarnloft,hecouldnotsleep。
Herestlesslywatchedthestarsthroughthecracksoftheboardedroof,andlistenedtothewindthatmadethehalf-openstructureasvocalasasea-shell,untilpastmidnight。Onceortwicehehadfanciedheheardthetrampofhorse-hoofsonthefar-offtrail,andnowitseemedtoapproachnearer,mingledwiththesoundofvoices。
Gideonraisedhisheadandlookedthroughthedoorwayoftheloft。
Hewasnotmistaken:twomenhadhaltedintheroadbeforethehouse,andwereexaminingitasifuncertainifitwerethedwellingtheywereseeking,andwerehesitatingiftheyshouldrousetheinmates。Thinkinghemightsparethewidowthisdisturbancetoherslumbers,andpossiblysomealarm,herosequickly,anddescendingtotheinclosurewalkedtowardsthehouse。
Asheapproachedthemenadvancedtomeethim,andbyaccidentordesignrangedthemselvesoneitherside。Aglanceshowedhimtheywerestrangerstothelocality。
\"We’relookin’ferthepreacherthatliveshere,\"saidone,whoseemedtobetheelder。\"Amanbythenameo’Hiler,Ireckon!\"
\"BrotherHilerhasbeendeadtwoyears,\"respondedGideon。\"Hiswidowandchildrenlivehere。\"
Thetwomenlookedateachother。Theyoungeronelaughed;theeldermumbledsomethingaboutitsbeing\"threeyearsago,\"andthenturningsuddenlyonGideon,said:
\"P’r’apsYOU’REapreacher?\"
\"Iam。\"
\"Canyoucometoadyingman?\"
\"Iwill。\"
Thetwomenagainlookedateachother。\"But,\"continuedGideon,softly,\"you’llpleasekeepquietsoasnottodisturbthewidowandherchildren,whileIgetmyhorse。\"Heturnedaway;theyoungermanmadeamovementasiftostophim,buttheelderquicklyrestrainedhishand。\"Heisn’tgoin’torunaway,\"hewhispered。\"Look,\"headded,asGideonamomentlaterreappearedmountedandequipped。
\"Doyouthinkwe’llbeintime?\"askedtheyoungpreacherastheyrodequicklyawayinthedirectionofthetules。
Theyoungerrepressedalaugh;theotheransweredgrimly,\"I
reckon。\"
\"Andisheconsciousofhisdanger?\"
\"Ireckon。\"
Gideondidnotspeakagain。Butastheonusofthatsilenceseemedtorestupontheothertwo,thelastspeaker,afterafewmoments’
silentandrapidriding,continuedabruptly,\"Youdon’tseemcurious?\"
\"Ofwhat?\"saidGideon,liftinghissofteyestothespeaker。\"Youtellmeofabrotheratthepointofdeath,whoseekstheLordthroughanhumblevessellikemyself。HEwilltellmetherest。\"
Asilencestillmoreconstrainedonthepartofthetwostrangersfollowed,whichtheyendeavoredtoescapefrombyfuriousriding;
sothatinhalfanhourthepartyhadreachedapointwherethetulesbegantosapthearidplain,whilebeyondthembroadenedthelagoonsofthedistantriver。Intheforeground,nearaclumpofdwarfedwillows,acamp-firewasburning,aroundwhichfifteenortwentyarmedmenwerecollected,theirhorsespicketedinanoutercircleguardedbytwomountedsentries。Ablastedcotton-woodwithasingleblackarmextendedoverthetulesstoodominouslyagainstthedarksky。
Thecircleopenedtoreceivethemandclosedagain。TheeldermandismountedandleadingGideontotheblastedcotton-wood,pointedtoapinionedmanseatedatitsfootwithanarmedguardoverhim。
HelookedupatGideonwithanamusedsmile。
\"Yousaiditwasadyingman,\"saidGideon,recoiling。
\"Hewillbeadeadmaninhalfanhour,\"returnedthestranger。
\"Andyou?\"
\"WearetheVigilantesfromAlamo。Thisman,\"pointingtotheprisoner,\"isagamblerwhokilledamanyesterday。Wehuntedhimhere,triedhimanhourago,andfoundhimguilty。Thelastmanwehunghere,threeyearsago,askedforaparson。Webroughthimthemanwhousedtolivewherewefoundyou。Sowethoughtwe’dgivethismanthesameshow,andbroughtyou。\"
\"AndifIrefuse?\"saidGideon。
Theleadershruggedhisshoulders。
\"That’sHISlookout,notours。We’vegivenhimthechance。Driveahead,boys,\"headded,turningtotheothers;\"theparsonallowshewon’ttakeahand。\"
\"Onemoment,\"saidGideon,indesperation,\"onemoment,forthesakeofthatGodyouhavebroughtmeheretoinvokeinbehalfofthiswretchedman。Onemoment,forthesakeofHiminwhosepresenceyoumuststandonedayashedoesnow。\"WithpassionateearnestnesshepointedoutthevindictiveimpulsetheyweremistakingforDivinejustice;withpatheticfervencyhefelluponhiskneesandimploredtheirmercyfortheculprit。Butinvain。
Asatthecamp-meetingofthedaybefore,hewaschilledtofindhiswordsseemedtofallonunheedingandunsympatheticears。Helookedaroundontheirabstractedfaces;intheirgloomysavageenthusiasmforexpiatorysacrifice,hewashorrifiedtofindthesameunreasoningexaltationthathadcheckedhisexhortationsthen。
Onlyonefacelookeduponhis,halfmischievously,halfcompassionately。Itwastheprisoner’s。
\"Yerwastin’timeonus,\"saidtheleader,dryly;\"wastin’HIS
time。Hadn’tyoubettertalktohim?\"
Gideonrosetohisfeet,paleandcold。\"Hemayhavesomethingtoconfess。MayIspeakwithhimalone?\"hesaidgently。
Theleadermotionedtothesentrytofallback。Gideonplacedhimselfbeforetheprisonersothatinthefaintlightofthecamp-
firetheman’sfigurewaspartlyhiddenbyhisown。\"Youmeantwellwithyourlittlebluff,pardner,\"saidtheprisoner,notunkindly,\"butthey’vegotthecardstowin。\"
\"Kneeldownwithyourbacktome,\"saidGideon,inalowvoice。
Theprisonerfellonhisknees。AtthesametimehefeltGideon’shandandtheglidingofsteelbehindhisback,andtheseveredcordshunglooselyonhisarmsandlegs。
\"WhenIliftmyvoicetoGod,brother,\"saidGideon,softly,\"droponyourfaceandcrawlasfarasyoucaninastraightlineinmyshadow,thenbreakforthetules。Iwillstandbetweenyouandtheirfirstfire。\"
\"Areyoumad?\"saidtheprisoner。\"Doyouthinktheywon’tfirelesttheyshouldhurtyou?Man!they’llkillYOU,thefirstthing。\"
\"Sobeit——ifyourchanceisbetter。\"
Stillonhisknees,themangraspedGideon’stwohandsinhisownanddevouredhimwithhiseyes。
\"Youmeanit?\"
\"Ido。\"
\"Then,\"saidtheprisoner,quietly,\"IreckonI’llstopandhearwhatyou’vegottosayaboutGoduntilthey’reready。\"
\"Yourefusetofly?\"
\"IreckonIwasneverbetterfittedtodiethannow,\"saidtheprisoner,stillgraspinghishand。Afterapauseheaddedinalowertone,\"Ican’tpray——but——Ithink,\"hehesitated,\"IthinkI
couldmanagetoringinahymn。\"
\"Willyoutry,brother?\"
\"Yes。\"
Withtheirhandstightlyclaspedtogether,Gideonliftedhisgentlevoice。Theairwasacommonone,familiarinthelocalreligiousgatherings,andafterthefirstverseoneortwoofthesullenlookers-onjoinedunkindlyintherefrain。But,ashewenton,theairandwordsseemedtoofferavagueexpressiontothedullloweringanimalemotionofthesavageconcourse,andattheendofthesecondversetherefrain,augmentedinvolumeandswelledbyeveryvoiceinthecamp,sweptoutoverthehollowplain。
Itwasmetinthedistancebyafar-offcry。Withanoathtakingtheplaceofhissupplication,theleadersprangtohisfeet。Buttoolate!Thecrywasrepeatedasanearersloganofdefiance——theplainshook——therewasthetempestuousonsetoffurioushoofs——adozenshots——thescatteringoftheembersofthecamp-fireintoathousandvanishingsparksevenastheluridgatheringofsavagehumanitywasdispersedanddissipatedovertheplain,andGideonandtheprisonerstoodalone。ButasthesheriffofContraCostawithhisrescuingpossesweptby,themantheyhadcometosavefellforwardinGideon’sarmswithabulletinhisbreast——theParthianshotoftheflyingVigilanteleader。
TheeagercrowdthatsurgedaroundhimwithoutstretchedhelpinghandswouldhavehustledGideonaside。Butthewoundedmanrousedhimself,andthrowinganarmaroundtheyoungpreacher’sneck,warnedthembackwiththeother。\"Standback!\"hegasped。\"Heriskedhislifeformine!Lookathim,boys!Wantedterstandup’twixtthemhoundsandmeanddrawtheirfireonhimself!Ain’thejusthell?\"hestopped;anapologeticsmilecrossedhislips。\"I
cleanforgot,pardner;butit’sallright。IsaidIwasreadytogo;andIam。\"HisarmslippedfromGideon’sneck;heslidtotheground;hehadfainted。
Adark,military-lookingmanpushedhiswaythroughthecrowd——thesurgeon,oneoftheposse,accompaniedbyayoungermanfastidiouslydressed。Theformerbentovertheunconsciousprisoner,andtoreopenhisshirt;thelatterfollowedhismovementswithaflushofanxiousinquiryinhishandsome,carelessface。Afteramoment’spausethesurgeon,withoutlookingup,answeredtheyoungman’smutequestioning。\"Bettersendthesheriffhereatonce,Jack。\"
\"Heishere,\"respondedtheofficial,joiningthegroup。
Thesurgeonlookedupathim。\"Iamafraidthey’veputthecaseoutofyourjurisdiction,Sheriff,\"hesaidgrimly。\"It’sonlyamatterofadayortwoatbest——perhapsonlyafewhours。Buthewon’tlivetobetakenbacktojail。\"
\"WillhelivetogoasfarasMartinez?\"askedtheyoungmanaddressedasJack。
\"Withcare,perhaps。\"
\"Willyouberesponsibleforhim,JackHamlin?\"saidthesheriff,suddenly。
\"Iwill。\"
\"Thentakehim。Stay,he’scomingto。\"
Thewoundedmanslowlyopenedhiseyes。TheyfelluponJackHamlinwithapleasedlookofrecognition,butalmostinstantlyandanxiouslyglancedaroundasifseekinganother。Leaningoverhim,Jacksaidgayly,\"They’vepassedyouovertome,oldman;areyouwilling?\"
Thewoundedman’seyesassented,butstillmovedrestlesslyfromsidetoside。
\"Isthereanyoneyouwanttogowithyou?\"
\"Yes,\"saidtheeyes。
\"Thedoctor,ofcourse?\"
Theeyesdidnotanswer。Gideondroppedonhiskneesbesidehim。
Arayoflightflashedinthehelplessman’seyesandtransfiguredhiswholeface。
\"YouwantHIM?\"saidJackincredulously。
\"Yes,\"saidtheeyes。
\"What——thepreacher?\"
Thelipsstruggledtospeak。Everybodybentdowntohearhisreply。
\"Youbet,\"hesaidfaintly。
IV
Itwasearlymorningwhenthewagoncontainingthewoundedman,Gideon,JackHamlin,andthesurgeoncreptslowlythroughthestreetsofMartinezandstoppedbeforethedoorofthe\"PalmettoShades。\"TheupperfloorofthissaloonandhostelrywasoccupiedbyMr。Hamlinashisprivatelodgings,andwasfittedupwiththeusualluxuryandmorethantheusualfastidiousnessofhisextravagantclass。Asthedustyandtravel-wornpartytrodthesoftcarpetsandbrushedasidetheirsilkenhangingsintheirslowprogresswiththeirhelplessburdentothelace-canopiedandsnowycouchoftheyounggambler,itseemedalmostaprofanationofsomefeminineseclusion。Gideon,towhomsuchluxurywasunknown,wasprofoundlytroubled。Thevoluptuouseaseandsensuousness,therefinementsofalifeofirresponsibleindulgence,affectedhimwithaphysicalterrortowhichinhislatemomentofrealperilhehadbeenastranger;thegildingandmirrorsblindedhiseyes;eventhefaintperfumeseemedtohimanunhallowedincense,andturnedhimsickandgiddy。Accustomedashehadbeentodiseaseandmiseryinitshumblestplacesandmeanestsurroundings,thewoundeddesperadolyinginlacesandfinelinenseemedtohimmonstrousandunnatural。Itrequiredallhisself-abnegation,allhissenseofduty,allhisdeeppity,andalltheinstinctivetactwhichwasbornofhisgentlethoughtfulnessforothers,torepressashrinking。ButwhenthemiserablecauseofallagainopenedhiseyesandsoughtGideon’shand,heforgotitall。Happily,Hamlin,whohadbeenwatchinghimwithwonderingbutcriticaleyes,mistookhisconcern。\"Don’tyouworryaboutthatgin-millandhash-
gymnasiumdownstairs,\"hesaid。\"I’vegiventheproprietorathousanddollarstoshutupshopaslongasthisthinglasts。\"
Thatthiswasdonefromsomedelicatesenseofrespecttothepreacher’sdomiciliarypresence,andnotentirelytosecurecompletequietandseclusionfortheinvalid,wasevidentfromthefactthatMr。Hamlin’sdrawinganddiningrooms,andeventhehall,werefilledwitheagerfriendsandinquirers。ItwasdiscomposingtoGideontofindhimselfalmostanequalsubjectofinterestandcuriositytothevisitors。Thestoryofhissimpledevotionhadlostnothingbyreport;hatsweredoffedinhispresencethatmighthavegrowntotheirwearers’heads;theboldesteyesdroppedashepassedby;hehadonlytoputhispalefaceoutofthebedroomdoorandtheloudestdiscussion,heatedbydrinkoraffection,felltoawhisper。Thesurgeon,whohadrecognizedtheonedominantwishofthehopelesslysinkingman,gravelyretired,leavingGideonafewsimpleinstructionsanddirectionsfortheiruse。\"He’lllastaslongashehasneedofyou,\"hesaidrespectfully。\"Myartisonlysecondhere。Godhelpyouboth!Whenhewakes,makethemostofyourtime。\"
Inafewmomentshedidwaken,andasbeforeturnedhisfadinglookalmostinstinctivelyonthefaithful,gentleeyesthatwerewatchinghim。HowGideonmadethemostofhistimedidnottranspire,butattheendofanhour,whenthedyingmanhadagainlapsedintounconsciousness,hesoftlyopenedthedoorofthesitting-room。
Hamlinstartedhastilytohisfeet。Hehadclearedtheroomofhisvisitors,andwasalone。HeturnedamomenttowardsthewindowbeforehefacedGideonwithinquiringbutcuriously-shiningeyes。
\"Well?\"hesaid,hesitatingly。
\"DoyouknowKateSomers?\"askedGideon。
Hamlinopenedhisbrowneyes。\"Yes。\"
\"Canyousendforher?\"
\"What,HERE?\"
\"Yes,here。\"
\"Whatfor?\"
\"Tomarryhim,\"saidGideon,gently。\"There’snotimetolose。\"
\"ToMARRYhim?\"
\"Hewishesit。\"
\"Butsay——oh,come,now,\"saidHamlinconfidentially,leaningbackwithhishandsonthetopofachair。\"Ain’tthisplayingitalittle——justaLITTLE——toolowdown?Ofcourseyoumeanwell,andallthat;butcome,now,say——couldn’tyoujustletuponhimthere?Why,she\"——Hamlinsoftlyclosedthedoor——\"she’sgotnocharacter。\"
\"Themorereasonheshouldgiveherone。\"
AcynicalknowledgeofmatrimonyimpartedtohimbythewivesofothersevidentlycoloredMr。Hamlin’sviews。\"Well,perhapsit’sallthesameifhe’sgoingtodie。Butisn’titratherroughonHER?Idon’tknow,\"headded,reflectively;\"shewassnivelingroundherealittlewhileago,untilIsentheraway。\"
\"Yousentheraway!\"echoedGideon。
\"Idid。\"
\"Why?\"
\"BecauseYOUwerehere。\"
NeverthelessMr。Hamlindeparted,andinhalfanhourreappearedwithtwobrilliantlydressedwomen。One,hysterical,tearful,frightened,andpallid,wasthedestinedbride;theother,highlycolored,excited,andpleasedlyobservant,washerfriend。Twomenhastilysummonedfromtheanteroomaswitnessescompletedthegroupthatmovedintothebedroomandgatheredroundthebed。
Theceremonywassimpleandbrief。Itwaswell,forofallwhotookpartinitnonewasmoreshakenbyemotionthantheofficiatingpriest。Thebrilliantdressesofthewomen,thecontrastoftheirpaintedfaceswiththewaxenpallorofthedyingman;theterribleincongruityoftheirvoices,inflections,expressions,andfamiliarity;themingledperfumeofcosmeticsandthefaintodorofwine;theeyesoftheyoungerwomanfollowinghismovementswithstrangeabsorption,soaffectedhimthathewasgladwhenhecouldfallonhiskneesatlastandburyhisfaceinthepillowofthesufferer。Thehandthathadbeenplacedinthebride’scoldfingersslippedfromthemandmechanicallysoughtGideon’sagain。Thesignificanceoftheunconsciousactbroughtthefirstspontaneoustearsintothewoman’seyes。Itwashislastact,forwhenGideon’svoicewasagainliftedinprayer,thespiritforwhomitwasofferedhadrisenwithit,asitwere,stilllovinglyhandinhand,fromtheearthforever。
Thefuneralwasarrangedfortwodayslater,andGideonfoundthathisserviceshadbeensoseriouslyyetsohumblycounteduponbythefriendsofthedeadmanthathecouldscarcefinditinhishearttotellthemthatitwasthefunctionofthelocalpreacher——
anolderandmoreexperiencedmanthanhimself。\"Ifitis,\"saidJackHamlin,coolly,\"I’mafraidhewon’tgetayallerdogtocometohischurch;butifyousayyou’llpreachatthegrave,thereain’taman,woman,orchildthatwillbekeptaway。Don’tyougobackonyourluck,now;it’ssomethingawfulandnigger-like。
You’vegotthiscrowdwherethehairisshort;excuseme,butit’sso。Talkofrevivals!Youcouldgivethatone-horseshowinTasajaraahundredpoints,andskunkthemeasily。\"Indeed,hadGideonbeenaccessibletovanity,thespontaneoushomagehemetwitheverywherewouldhavetouchedhimmoresympatheticallyandkindlythanitdid;butintheutterunconsciousnessofhisownpowerandthequalitytheyworshipedinhim,hefeltalarmedandimpatientofwhathebelievedtobetheirweaksympathywithhisownhumanweakness。Inthedepthofhisunselfishheart,lit,itmustbeconfessed,onlybythescant,inefficientlampofhisyouthfulexperience,hereallybelievedhehadfailedinhisapostolicmissionbecausehehadbeenunabletotouchtheheartsoftheVigilantesbyoralappealandargument。Feelingthusthereverenceoftheseirreligiouspeoplethatsurroundedhim,thefacileyieldingoftheirhabitsandprejudicestohishalf-utteredwish,appearedtohimonlyatemptationoftheflesh。Noonehadsoughthimafterthemannerofthecamp-meeting;hehadconvertedthewoundedmanthroughacommonweaknessoftheirhumanity。Morethanthat,hewasconsciousofagrowingfascinationforthetruthfulnessandsincerityofthatclass;particularlyofMr。JackHamlin,whoseconversionhefelthecouldneverattempt,yetwhosestrangefriendshipalternatelythrilledandfrightenedhim。
Itwastheeveningbeforethefuneral。Thecoffin,halfsmotheredinwreathsandflowers,stoodupontrestlesintheanteroom;alargesilverplatebearinganinscriptiononwhichforthesecondtimeGideonreadthenameofthemanhehadconverted。Itwasanameassociatedonthefrontiersooftenwithrecklesshardihood,dissipation,andblood,thatevennowGideontrembledathispresumption,andwaschilledbyamomentarydoubtoftheefficiencyofhislabor。Drawingunconsciouslynearertothemutesubjectofhisthoughts,hethrewhisarmsacrossthecoffinandburiedhisfacebetweenthem。
Astreamofsoftmusic,theechoofsomeforgottensong,seemedtoGideontosuddenlyfillandpossessthedarkenedroom,andthentoslowlydieaway,liketheopeningandshuttingofadooruponafloodofgoldenradiance。Helistenedwithhushedbreathandabeatingheart。Hehadneverheardanythinglikeitbefore。Againthestrainarose,thechordsswelledroundhim,untilfromtheirmidstatenorvoicebrokehighandsteadfast,likeastarintroubledskies。Gideonscarcelybreathed。Itwasahymn——butsuchahymn。Hehadneverconceivedtherecouldbesuchbeautifulwords,joinedtosuchexquisitemelody,andsungwithagracesotenderandtrue。Whatwereallotherhymnstothisineffableyearningforlight,forlove,andforinfiniterest?Thrilledandexalted,Gideonfelthisdoubtspiercedandscatteredbythatilluminatingcry。Suddenlyherose,andwithatroubledthoughtpushedopenthedoortothesitting-room。ItwasMr。JackHamlinsittingbeforeaparlororgan。Themusicceased。
\"ItwasYOU,\"stammeredGideon。
Jacknodded,struckafewchordsbywayoffinish,andthenwheeledroundonthemusic-stooltowardsGideon。Hisfacewasslightlyflushed。\"Yes。IusedtobetheorganistandtenorinourchurchintheStates。Iusedtosnatchthesinnersbald-headedwiththat。
DoyouknowIreckonI’llsingthatto-morrow,ifyoulike,andmaybeafterwardswe’ll——but\"——hestopped——\"we’lltalkofthatafterthefuneral。It’sbusiness。\"SeeingGideonstillglancingwithatroubledairfromtheorgantohimself,hesaid:\"Wouldyouliketotrythathymnwithme?Comeon!\"
Heagainstruckthechords。Asthewholeroomseemedtothrobwiththemusic,Gideonfelthimselfagaincarriedaway。GlancingoverJack’sshoulders,hecouldreadthewordsbutnotthenotes;yet,havingaquickearforrhythm,hepresentlyjoinedinwithadeepbutuncultivatedbaritone。Togethertheyforgoteverythingelse,andattheendofanhourwereonlyrecalledbythepresenceofasilentlyadmiringconcourseofvotive-offeringfriendswhohadgatheredroundthem。
Thefuneraltookplacethenextdayatthegraveduginthepubliccemetery——agreenareafencedinbythepalisadingtules。ThewordsofGideonwerebriefbuthumble;thestrongestpartisanofthedeadmancouldfindnofaultinaconfessionofhumanfrailtyinwhichthespeakerhumblyconfessedhisshare;andwhenthehymnwasstartedbyHamlinandtakenupbyGideon,thevastmultitude,drawnbyinterestandcuriosity,joinedasinasolemnAmen。
Later,whenthosetwostrangely-assortedfriendshadreturnedtoMr。Hamlin’sroomsprevioustoGideon’sdeparture,theformer,inamannermoreseriousthanhishabitualcynicalgood-humor,began:\"I
saidIhadtotalkbusinesswithyou。Theboysaboutherewanttobuildachurchforyou,andarereadytoplankthemoneydownifyou’llsayit’sago。Youunderstandtheyaren’taskingyoutoruninoppositiontothatGospelsharp——excuseme——that’sherenow,nordotheywantyoutorunasideshowinconnectionwithit。Theywantyoutobeindependent。Theydon’tpinyoudowntoanykindofreligion,youknow;whateveryoucaretogivethem——Methodist,RomanCatholic,Presbyterian——-ismightygoodenoughforthem,ifyou’llexpoundit。Youmightgivealittleofeach,oroneononedayandoneanother——they’llneverknowthedifferenceifyouonlymixthedrinksyourself。They’llgiveyouahouseandguaranteeyoufifteenhundreddollarsthefirstyear。\"
Hestoppedandwalkedtowardsthewindow。Thesunlightthatfelluponhishandsomefaceseemedtocallbackthecarelesssmiletohislipsandtherecklessfiretohisbrowneyes。\"Idon’tsupposethere’samanamongthemthatwouldn’ttellyouallthisinagreatdealbetterwaythanIdo。Butthedarnedfools——excuseme——wouldhaveMEbreakittoyou。Why,Idon’tknow。Ineedn’ttellyouI
likeyou——notonlyforwhatyoudidforGeorge——butIlikeyouforyourstyle——foryourself。AndIwantyoutoaccept。Youcouldkeeptheseroomstilltheygotahousereadyforyou。Together——
youandme——we’dmakethatorganhowl。ButbecauseIlikeit——
becauseit’severythingtous——andnothingtoyou,itdon’tseemsquareformetoaskit。Doesit?\"
GideonrepliedbytakingHamlin’shand。Hisfacewasperfectlypale,buthislookcollected。Hehadnotexpectedthisoffer,andyetwhenitwasmadehefeltasifhehadknownitbefore——asifhehadbeenwarnedofit——asifitwasthegreattemptationofhislife。Watchinghimwithanearnestnessonlyslightlyoverlaidbyhisusualmanner,Hamlinwenton。
\"Iknowitwouldbelonelyhere,andamanlikeyououghttohaveawifefor——\"heslightlyliftedhiseyebrows——\"forexample’ssake。
IheardtherewasayoungladyinthecaseoverthereinTasajara——
buttheoldpeopledidn’tseeitonaccountofyourposition。
They’djumpatitnow。Eh?No?Well,\"continuedJack,withadecentattempttoconcealhiscynicalrelief,\"perhapsthoseboyshavebeensoeagertofindoutalltheycoulddoforyouthatthey’vebeensold。Perhapswe’remakingequalfoolsofourselvesnowinaskingyoutostay。Butdon’tsaynojustyet——takeadayoraweektothinkofit。\"
Gideonstillpalebutcalm,casthiseyesaroundtheelegantroom,atthemagicorgan,thenupontheslighthandsomefigurebeforehim。\"IWILLthinkofit,\"hesaid,inalowvoice,ashepressedJack’shand。\"AndifIacceptyouwillfindmehereto-morrowafternoonatthistime;ifIdonotyouwillknowthatIkeepwithmewhereverIgothekindness,thebrotherlylove,andthegraceofGodthatpromptsyouroffer,eventhoughHewithholdsfrommeHisblessedlight,whichalonecanmakemeknowHiswish。\"Hestoppedandhesitated。\"Ifyouloveme,Jack,don’taskmetostay,butprayforthatlightwhichalonecanguidemyfeetbacktoyou,ortakemehenceforever。\"
Heoncemoretightlypressedthehandoftheembarrassedmanbeforehimandwasgone。
Passers-byontheMartinezroadthatnightrememberedamuteandghostlyriderwho,heedlessofhailorgreeting,movedbythemasinatranceorvision。ButtheWidowHilerthenextmorning,comingfromthespring,foundnoabstractionorpreoccupationinthesofteyesofGideonDeaneashesuddenlyappearedbeforeher,andgentlyrelievedherofthebucketshewascarrying。Aquickflashofcoloroverherbrowandcheek-bone,asifahotironhadpassedthere,andacertainastringentcoyness,wouldhaveembarrassedanyothermanthanhim。
\"Sho,it’sYOU。Ireck’nedI’dseenthelastofyou。\"
\"Youdon’tmeanthat,SisterHiler?\"saidGideon,withagentlesmile。
\"Well,whatwiththereportofyourgoin’sonatMartinezandimprovin’theoccasionofthatsinner’sdeath,andleadin’arevival,Ireckonedyou’ldhevforgottenlowfolksatTasajara。
Andifyourgoin’tobesettledthereinanewchurch,withnewhearers,Ireckonyou’llwantnewsurroundingstoo。Thingschangeandyoungfolkschangewith’em。\"
Theyhadreachedthehouse。HerbreathwasquickandshortasifsheandnotGideonhadbornetheburden。Heplacedthebucketinitsaccustomedplace,andthengentlytookherhandinhis。Theactprecipitatedthelastdropoffeeblecoquetryshehadretained,andtheoldtearstookitsplace。Letushopeforthelasttime。
ForasGideonstoopedandliftedherailingbabeinhisstrongarms,hesaidsoftly,\"WhateverGodhaswroughtformesinceweparted,IknownowHehascalledmetobutonework。\"
\"Andthatwork?\"sheasked,tremulously。
\"Towatchoverthewidowandfatherless。AndwithGod’sblessing,sister,andHisholyordinance,Iamheretostay。\"
SARAHWALKER
Itwasveryhot。NotabreathofairwasstirringthroughoutthewesternwingoftheGreyportHotel,andtheusualfeverishlifeofitsfourhundredinmateshadsuccumbedtotheweather。Thegreatverandawasdeserted;thecorridorsweredesolated;nofootfallechoedinthepassages;thelazyrustleofawanderingskirt,orapassingsighthatwashalfapant,seemedtointensifytheheatedsilence。Anintoxicatedbee,disgracefullyunsteadyinwingandleg,whohadbeenholdinganinebriatedconversationwithhimselfinthecornerofmywindowpane,hadgonetosleepatlastandwassnoring。Theerrantprincemighthaveenteredtheslumberoushallsunchallenged,andwalkedintoanyofthedarkenedroomswhoseopendoorsgapedformoreair,withoutawakeningtheveriestGreyportflirtwithhissalutation。Attimesadrowsyvoice,alazilyinterjectedsentence,anincoherentprotest,along-drawnphraseofsaccharinetenuitysuddenlybrokeoffwithagasp,camevaguelytotheear,asifindicatingahalf-suspended,half-articulatedexistencesomewhere,butnotdefiniteenoughtoindicateconversation。Inthemidstofthis,therewasthesuddencryingofachild。
Ilookedupfrommywork。ThroughthecameraofmyjealouslyguardedwindowIcouldcatchaglimpseofthevivid,quiveringblueofthesky,theglitteringintensityoftheocean,thelongmotionlessleavesofthehorse-chestnutintheroad,——allutterlyinconsistentwithanythingasactiveasthislamentation。I
steppedtotheopendoorandintothesilenthall。
Apparentlythenoisehadattractedtheequalattentionofmyneighbors。Avaguechorusof\"SarahWalker,\"inquerulousrecognition,of\"OLord!thatchildagain!\"inhopelessprotest,rosefaintlyfromthedifferentrooms。Asthelamentationsseemedtoapproachnearer,thevisitors’doorsweresuccessivelyshut,swiftfootstepshurriedalongthehall;pastmyopendoorcameamomentaryvisionofaheatednursemaidcarryingatumultuouschaosoffrilledskirts,flyingsash,rebelliousslippers,andtossingcurls;therewasamoment’srallyingstrugglebeforetheroomnearlyoppositemine,andthenadooropenedandshutuponthevision。ItwasSarahWalker!
Everybodyknewher;fewhadeverseenmoreofherthanthispassingvision。Inthegreathall,inthedining-room,inthevastparlors,inthegarden,intheavenue,onthebeach,asoundoflamentationhadalwaysbeenfollowedbythissamebriefapparition。
Wasthereasuddenpauseamongthedancersandasubjugationoftheloudestbassoonsintheearlyevening\"hop,\"theexplanationwasgiveninthewords\"SarahWalker。\"Wasthereawildconfusionamongthemorningbathersonthesands,peoplewhispered\"SarahWalker。\"Apanicamongthewaitersatdinner,aninterruptionintheSundaysacredconcert,adisorganizationoftheafter-dinnerpromenadeontheveranda,wasinstantlyreferredtoSarahWalker。