第3章

Thegoodnessofherheartisdepictedinheringenuouscountenance。\"

\"Charlottecaughtthewordpity。\"AndamIalreadyfallensolow?\"

saidshe。Asighescapedher,andatearwasreadytostart,butMontravilleappeared,andshecheckedtherisingemotion。

MademoisellewentwiththeColonelandhisdaughtertoanotherapartment。CharlotteremainedwithMontravilleandBelcour。

ThenextmorningtheColonelperformedhispromise,andLaRuebecameindueformMrs。Crayton,exultedinherowngoodfortune,anddaredtolookwithaneyeofcontemptontheunfortunatebutfarlessguiltyCharlotte。

ENDOFTHEFIRSTVOLUME。

CHARLOTTETEMPLE,VOLUMEII

CHAPTERXVIII。

REFLECTIONS。

\"ANDamIindeedfallensolow,\"saidCharlotte,\"astobeonlypitied?

Willthevoiceofapprobationnomoremeetmyear?andshallIneveragainpossessafriend,whosefacewillwearasmileofjoywheneverIapproach?

Alas!howthoughtless,howdreadfullyimprudenthaveIbeen!

Iknownotwhichismostpainfultoendure,thesneerofcontempt,ortheglanceofcompassion,whichisdepictedinthevariouscountenancesofmyownsex:theyarebothequallyhumiliating。

Ah!mydearparents,couldyounowseethechildofyouraffections,thedaughterwhomyousodearlyloved,apoorsolitarybeing,withoutsociety,herewearingoutherheavyhoursindeepregretandanguishofheart,nokindfriendofherownsextowhomshecanunbosomhergriefs,nobelovedmother,nowomanofcharacterwillappearinmycompany,andlowasyourCharlotteisfallen,shecannotassociatewithinfamy。\"

ThesewerethepainfulreflectionswhichoccupiedthemindofCharlotte。

MontravillehadplacedherinasmallhouseafewmilesfromNew-York:hegaveheronefemaleattendant,andsuppliedherwithwhatmoneyshewanted;butbusinessandpleasuresoentirelyoccupiedhistime,thathehadlittletodevotetothewoman,whomhehadbroughtfromallherconnections,androbbedofinnocence。

Sometimes,indeed,hewouldstealoutatthecloseofevening,andpassafewhourswithher;andthensomuchwassheattachedtohim,thatallhersorrowswereforgottenwhileblestwithhissociety:

shewouldenjoyawalkbymoonlight,orsitbyhiminalittlearbouratthebottomofthegarden,andplayontheharp,accompanyingitwithherplaintive,harmoniousvoice。Butoften,veryoften,didhepromisetorenewhisvisits,and,forgetfulofhispromise,leavehertomournherdisappointment。Whatpainfulhoursofexpectationwouldshepass!Shewouldsitatawindowwhichlookedtowardafieldheusedtocross,countingtheminutes,andstraininghereyestocatchthefirstglimpseofhisperson,tillblindedwithtearsofdisappointment,shewouldleanherheadonherhands,andgivefreeventtohersorrows:thencatchingatsomenewhope,shewouldagainrenewherwatchfulposition,tilltheshadesofeveningenvelopedeveryobjectinaduskycloud:

shewouldthenrenewhercomplaints,and,withaheartburstingwithdisappointedloveandwoundedsensibility,retiretoabedwhichremorsehadstrewedwiththorns,andcourtinvainthatcomforterofwearynature(whoseldomvisitstheunhappy)

tocomeandsteephersensesinoblivion。

WhocanformanadequateideaofthesorrowthatpreyeduponthemindofCharlotte?Thewife,whosebreastglowswithaffectiontoherhusband,andwhoinreturnmeetsonlyindifference,canbutfaintlyconceiveheranguish。Dreadfullypainfulisthesituationofsuchawoman,butshehasmanycomfortsofwhichourpoorCharlottewasdeprived。

Theduteous,faithfulwife,thoughtreatedwithindifference,hasonesolidpleasurewithinherownbosom,shecanreflectthatshehasnotdeservedneglect——thatshehaseverfulfilledthedutiesofherstationwiththestrictestexactness;

shemayhope,byconstantassiduityandunremittedattention,torecallherwanderer,andbedoublyhappyinhisreturningaffection;

sheknowshecannotleavehertounitehimselftoanother:

hecannotcastherouttopovertyandcontempt;shelooksaroundher,andseesthesmileoffriendlywelcome,orthetearofaffectionateconsolation,onthefaceofeverypersonwhomshefavourswithheresteem;andfromallthesecircumstancesshegatherscomfort:

butthepoorgirlbythoughtlesspassionledastray,who,inpartingwithherhonour,hasforfeitedtheesteemoftheverymantowhomshehassacri-icedeverythingdearandvaluableinlife,feelshisindifferenceinthefruitofherownfolly,andlamentsherwantofpowertorecallhislostaffection;sheknowsthereisnotiebuthonour,andthat,inamanwhohasbeenguiltyofseduction,isbutveryfeeble:

hemayleaveherinamomenttoshameandwant;hemaymarryandforsakeherforever;andshouldhe,shehasnoredress,nofriendly,soothingcompaniontopourintoherwoundedmindthebalmofconsolation,nobenevolenthandtoleadherbacktothepathofrectitude;

shehasdisgracedherfriends,forfeitedthegoodopinionoftheworld,andundoneherself;shefeelsherselfapoorsolitarybeinginthemidstofsurroundingmultitudes;shamebowshertotheearth,remorsetearsherdistractedmind,andguilt,poverty,anddiseaseclosethedreadfulscene:shesinksunnoticedtooblivion。

Thefingerofcontemptmaypointouttosomepassingdaughterofyouthfulmirth,thehumblebedwhereliesthisfrailsisterofmortality;

andwillshe,intheunboundedgaietyofherheart,exultinherownunblemishedfame,andtriumphoverthesilentashesofthedead?

Ohno!hassheaheartofsensibility,shewillstop,andthusaddresstheunhappyvictimoffolly——

\"Thouhad’stthyfaults,butsurethysufferingshaveexpiatedthem:

thyerrorsbroughttheetoanearlygrave;butthouwertafellow-creature——

thouhastbeenunhappy——thenbethoseerrorsforgotten。\"

Then,asshestoopstopluckthenoxiousweedfromoffthesod,atearwillfall,andconsecratethespottoCharity。

Foreverhonouredbethesacreddropofhumanity;theangelofmercyshallrecorditssource,andthesoulfromwhenceitsprangshallbeimmortal。

MydearMadam,contractnotyourbrowintoafrownofdisapprobation。

Imeannottoextenuatethefaultsofthoseunhappywomenwhofallvictimstoguiltandfolly;butsurely,whenwereflecthowmanyerrorsweareourselvessubjectto,howmanysecretfaultsliehidintherecessesofourhearts,whichweshouldblushtohavebroughtintoopenday(andyetthosefaultsrequirethelenityandpityofabenevolentjudge,orawfulwouldbeourprospectoffuturity)

Isay,mydearMadam,whenweconsiderthis,wesurelymaypitythefaultsofothers。

Believeme,manyanunfortunatefemale,whohasoncestrayedintothethornypathsofvice,wouldgladlyreturntovirtue,wasanygenerousfriendtoendeavourtoraiseandre-assureher;

butalas!itcannotbe,yousay;theworldwouldderideandscoff。

Thenletmetellyou,Madam,’tisaveryunfeelingworld,anddoesnotdeservehalftheblessingswhichabountifulProvidenceshowersuponit。

Oh,thoubenevolentgiverofallgood!howshallweerringmortalsdaretolookuptothymercyinthegreatdayofretribution,ifwenowuncharitablyrefusetooverlooktheerrors,oralleviatethemiseries,ofourfellow-creatures。

CHAPTERXIX。

AMISTAKEDISCOVERED。

JULIAFranklinwastheonlychildofamanoflargeproperty,who,attheageofeighteen,leftherindependentmistressofanunincumberedincomeofsevenhundredayear;shewasagirlofalivelydisposition,andhumane,susceptibleheart:

sheresidedinNew-Yorkwithanuncle,wholovedhertoowell,andhadtoohighanopinionofherprudence,toscrutinizeheractionssomuchaswouldhavebeennecessarywithmanyyoungladies,whowerenotblestwithherdiscretion:shewas,atthetimeMontravillearrivedatNew-York,thelifeofsociety,andtheuniversaltoast。

Montravillewasintroducedtoherbythefollowingaccident。

Onenightwhenhewasuponguard,adreadfulfirebrokeoutnearMr。Franklin’shouse,which,inafewhours,reducedthatandseveralotherstoashes;fortunatelynoliveswerelost,and,bytheassiduityofthesoldiers,muchvaluablepropertywassavedfromtheflames。

InthemidstoftheconfusionanoldgentlemancameuptoMontraville,and,puttingasmallboxintohishands,cried——\"Keepit,mygoodSir,tillIcometoyouagain;\"andthenrushingagainintothethickestofthecroud,Montravillesawhimnomore。

Hewaitedtillthefirewasquiteextinguishedandthemobdispersed;

butinvain:theoldgentlemandidnotappeartoclaimhisproperty;

andMontraville,fearingtomakeanyenquiry,lestheshouldmeetwithimpostorswhomightlayclaim,withoutanylegalright,tothebox,carriedittohislodgings,andlockeditup:

henaturallyimagined,thatthepersonwhocommittedittohiscareknewhim,andwould,inadayortwo,reclaimit;butseveralweekspassedon,andnoenquirybeingmade,hebegantobeuneasy,andresolvedtoexaminethecontentsofthebox,andiftheywere,ashesupposed,valuable,tosparenopainstodiscover,andrestorethemtotheowner。Uponopeningit,hefounditcontainedjewelstoalargeamount,abouttwohundredpoundsinmoney,andaminiaturepicturesetforabracelet。Onexaminingthepicture,hethoughthehadsomewhereseenfeaturesverylikeit,butcouldnotrecollectwhere。Afewdaysafter,beingatapublicassembly,hesawMissFranklin,andthelikenesswastooevidenttobemistaken:

heenquiredamonghisbrotherofficersifanyofthemknewher,andfoundonewhowasupontermsofintimacyinthefamily:

\"thenintroducemetoherimmediately,\"saidhe,\"forIamcertainI

caninformherofsomethingwhichwillgiveherpeculiarpleasure。\"

Hewasimmediatelyintroduced,foundshewastheownerofthejewels,andwasinvitedtobreakfastthenextmorninginordertotheirrestoration。

ThiswholeeveningMontravillewashonouredwithJulia’shand;

thelivelysalliesofherwit,theeleganceofhermanner,powerfullycharmedhim:heforgotCharlotte,andindulgedhimselfinsayingeverythingthatwaspoliteandtendertoJulia。

Butonretiring,recollectionreturned。\"WhatamIabout?\"saidhe:

\"thoughIcannotmarryCharlotte,Icannotbevillainenoughtoforsakeher,normustIdaretotriflewiththeheartofJuliaFranklin。

Iwillreturnthisbox,\"saidhe,\"whichhasbeenthesourceofsomuchuneasinessalready,andintheeveningpayavisittomypoormelancholyCharlotte,andendeavourtoforgetthisfascinatingJulia。\"

Hearose,dressedhimself,andtakingthepictureout,\"Iwillreservethisfromtherest,\"saidhe,\"andbypresentingittoherwhenshethinksitislost,enhancethevalueoftheobligation。\"HerepairedtoMr。Franklin’s,andfoundJuliainthebreakfastparlouralone。

\"HowhappyamI,Madam,\"saidhe,\"thatbeingthefortunateinstrumentofsavingthesejewelshasbeenthemeansofprocuringmetheacquaintanceofsoamiablealady。Therearethejewelsandmoneyallsafe。\"

\"Butwhereisthepicture,Sir?\"saidJulia。

\"Here,Madam。Iwouldnotwillinglypartwithit。\"

\"Itistheportraitofmymother,\"saidshe,takingitfromhim:

\"’tisallthatremains。\"Shepressedittoherlips,andateartrembledinhereyes。Montravilleglancedhiseyeonhergreynightgownandblackribbon,andhisownfeelingspreventedareply。

JuliaFranklinwastheveryreverseofCharlotteTemple:

shewastall,elegantlyshaped,andpossessedmuchoftheairandmannerofawomanoffashion;hercomplexionwasaclearbrown,enlivenedwiththeglowofhealth,hereyes,full,black,andsparkling,dartedtheirintelligentglancesthroughlongsilkenlashes;

herhairwasshiningbrown,andherfeaturesregularandstriking;

therewasanairofinnocentgaietythatplayedabouthercountenance,wheregoodhumoursattriumphant。

\"Ihavebeenmistaken,\"saidMontraville。\"IimaginedIlovedCharlotte:

butalas!Iamnowtoolateconvincedmyattachmenttoherwasmerelytheimpulseofthemoment。IfearIhavenotonlyentailedlastingmiseryonthatpoorgirl,butalsothrownabarrierinthewayofmyownhappiness,whichitwillbeimpossibletosurmount。

IfeelIloveJuliaFranklinwithardourandsincerity;

yet,wheninherpresence,Iamsensibleofmyowninabilitytoofferaheartworthyheracceptance,andremainsilent。\"

Fullofthesepainfulthoughts,MontravillewalkedouttoseeCharlotte:

shesawhimapproach,andranouttomeethim:shebanishedfromhercountenancetheairofdiscontentwhicheverappearedwhenhewasabsent,andmethimwithasmileofjoy。

\"Ithoughtyouhadforgotme,Montraville,\"saidshe,\"andwasveryunhappy。\"

\"Ishallneverforgetyou,Charlotte,\"hereplied,pressingherhand。

Theuncommongravityofhiscountenance,andthebrevityofhisreply,alarmedher。

\"Youarenotwell,\"saidshe;\"yourhandishot;youreyesareheavy;

youareveryill。\"

\"Iamavillain,\"saidhementally,asheturnedfromhertohidehisemotions。

\"Butcome,\"continuedshetenderly,\"youshallgotobed,andIwillsitby,andwatchyou;youwillbebetterwhenyouhaveslept。\"

Montravillewasgladtoretire,andbypretendingsleep,hidetheagitationofhismindfromherpenetratingeye。

Charlottewatchedbyhimtillalatehour,andthen,lyingsoftlydownbyhisside,sunkintoaprofoundsleep,fromwhencesheawokenottilllatethenextmorning。

CHAPTERXX。

Virtueneverappearssoamiableaswhenreachingforthherhandtoraiseafallensister。

CHAPTEROFACCIDENTS。

WHENCharlotteawoke,shemissedMontraville;butthinkinghemighthavearisenearlytoenjoythebeautiesofthemorning,shewaspreparingtofollowhim,whencastinghereyeonthetable,shesawanote,andopeningithastily,foundthesewords——

\"MydearCharlottemustnotbesurprised,ifshedoesnotseemeagainforsometime:unavoidablebusinesswillpreventmethatpleasure:

beassuredIamquitewellthismorning;andwhatyourfondimaginationmagnifiedintoillness,wasnothingmorethanfatigue,whichafewhoursresthasentirelyremoved。Makeyourselfhappy,andbecertainoftheunalterablefriendshipof\"MONTRAVILLE。\"

\"FRIENDSHIP!\"saidCharlotteemphatically,asshefinishedthenote,\"isitcometothisatlast?Alas!poor,forsakenCharlotte,thydoomisnowbuttooapparent。Montravilleisnolongerinterestedinthyhappiness;andshame,remorse,anddisappointedlovewillhenceforthbethyonlyattendants。\"

ThoughtheseweretheideasthatinvoluntarilyrusheduponthemindofCharlotteassheperusedthefatalnote,yetafterafewhourshadelapsed,thesyrenHopeagaintookpossessionofherbosom,andsheflatteredherselfshecould,onasecondperusal,discoveranairoftendernessinthefewlineshehadleft,whichatfirsthadescapedhernotice。

\"Hecertainlycannotbesobaseastoleaveme,\"saidshe,\"andinstilinghimselfmyfrienddoeshenotpromisetoprotectme。

Iwillnottormentmyselfwiththesecauselessfears;Iwillplaceaconfidenceinhishonour;andsurehewillnotbesounjustastoabuseit。\"

Justasshehadbythismannerofreasoningbroughthermindtosometolerabledegreeofcomposure,shewassurprisedbyavisitfromBelcour。

ThedejectionvisibleinCharlotte’scountenance,herswolneyesandneglectedattire,atoncetoldhimshewasunhappy:hemadenodoubtbutMontravillehad,byhiscoldness,alarmedhersuspicions,andwasresolved,ifpossible,torousehertojealousy,urgehertoreproachhim,andbythatmeansoccasionabreachbetweenthem。

\"IfIcanonceconvinceherthatshehasarival,\"saidhe,\"shewilllistentomypassionifitisonlytorevengehisslights。\"

Belcourknewbutlittleofthefemaleheart;andwhathedidknowwasonlyofthoseoflooseanddissolutelives。

Hehadnoideathatawomanmightfallavictimtoimprudence,andyetretainsostrongasenseofhonour,astorejectwithhorrorandcontempteverysolicitationtoasecondfault。

Heneverimaginedthatagentle,generousfemaleheart,oncetenderlyattached,whentreatedwithunkindnessmightbreak,butwouldneverharbourathoughtofrevenge。

Hisvisitwasnotlong,butbeforehewenthefixedascorpionintheheartofCharlotte,whosevenomembitteredeveryfuturehourofherlife。

WewillnowreturnforamomenttoColonelCrayton。Hehadbeenthreemonthsmarried,andinthatlittletimehaddiscoveredthattheconductofhisladywasnotsoprudentasitoughttohavebeen:

butremonstrancewasvain;hertemperwasviolent;andtotheColonel’sgreatmisfortunehehadconceivedasincereaffectionforher:

shesawherownpower,and,withtheartofaCirce,madeeveryactionappeartohiminwhatlightshepleased:hisacquaintancelaughedathisblindness,hisfriendspitiedhisinfatuation,hisamiabledaughter,Mrs。Beauchamp,insecretdeploredthelossofherfather’saffection,andgrievedthatheshouldbesoentirelyswayedbyanartful,and,shemuchfeared,infamouswoman。

Mrs。Beauchampwasmildandengaging;shelovednotthehurryandbustleofacity,andhadprevailedonherhusbandtotakeahouseafewmilesfromNew-York。ChanceledherintothesameneighbourhoodwithCharlotte;theirhousesstoodwithinashortspaceofeachother,andtheirgardensjoined:shehadnotbeenlonginhernewhabitationbeforethefigureofCharlottestruckher;

sherecollectedherinterestingfeatures;shesawthemelancholysoconspicuousinhercountenance,andherheartbledatthereflection,thatperhapsdeprivedofhonour,friends,allthatwasvaluableinlife,shewasdoomedtolingeroutawretchedexistenceinastrangeland,andsinkbroken-heartedintoanuntimelygrave。

\"WouldtoheavenIcouldsnatchherfromsohardafate,\"saidshe;

\"butthemercilessworldhasbarredthedoorsofcompassionagainstapoorweakgirl,who,perhaps,hadsheonekindfriendtoraiseandreassureher,wouldgladlyreturntopeaceandvirtue;

nay,eventhewomanwhodarestopity,andendeavourtorecallawanderingsister,incursthesneerofcontemptandridicule,foranactioninwhichevenangelsaresaidtorejoice。\"

ThelongerMrs。BeauchampwasawitnesstothesolitarylifeCharlotteled,themoreshewishedtospeaktoher,andoftenasshesawhercheekswetwiththetearsofanguish,shewouldsay——\"Dearsufferer,howgladlywouldIpourintoyourheartthebalmofconsolation,wereitnotforthefearofderision。\"

Butanaccidentsoonhappenedwhichmadeherresolvetobraveeventhescoffsoftheworld,ratherthannotenjoytheheavenlysatisfactionofcomfortingadespondingfellow-creature。

Mrs。Beauchampwasanearlyriser。Shewasonemorningwalkinginthegarden,leaningonherhusband’sarm,whenthesoundofaharpattractedtheirnotice:theylistenedattentively,andheardasoftmelodiousvoicedistinctlysingthefollowingstanzas:

Thougloriousorb,supremelybright,Justrisingfromthesea,Tochearallnaturewiththylight,Whatarethybeamstome?

Invainthygloriesbidmerise,Tohailthenew-bornday,Alas!mymorningsacrificeIsstilltoweepandpray。

Forwhatarenature’scharmscombin’d,Toone,whosewearybreastCanneitherpeacenorcomfortfind,Norfriendwhereontorest?

Oh!never!never!whilstIliveCanmyheart’sanguishcease:

Come,friendlydeath,thymandategive,Andletmebeatpeace。

\"’TispoorCharlotte!\"saidMrs。Beauchamp,thepelluciddropofhumanitystealingdownhercheek。

CaptainBeauchampwasalarmedatheremotion。\"WhatCharlotte?\"

saidhe;\"doyouknowher?\"

IntheaccentofapityingangeldidshedisclosetoherhusbandCharlotte’sunhappysituation,andthefrequentwishshehadformedofbeingserviceabletoher。\"Ifear,\"continuedshe,\"thepoorgirlhasbeenbaselybetrayed;andifIthoughtyouwouldnotblameme,Iwouldpayheravisit,offerhermyfriendship,andendeavourtorestoretoherheartthatpeacesheseemstohavelost,andsopatheticallylaments。Whoknows,mydear,\"layingherhandaffectionatelyonhisarm,\"whoknowsbutshehasleftsomekind,affectionateparentstolamenthererrors,andwouldshereturn,theymightwithrapturereceivethepoorpenitent,andwashawayherfaultsintearsofjoy。Oh!whatagloriousreflexionwoulditbeformecouldIbethehappyinstrumentofrestoringher。

Herheartmaynotbedepraved,Beauchamp。\"

\"Exaltedwoman!\"criedBeauchamp,embracingher,\"howdostthouriseeverymomentinmyesteem。Followtheimpulseofthygenerousheart,myEmily。Letprudesandfoolscensureiftheydare,andblameasensibilitytheyneverfelt;Iwillexultinglytellthemthattheheartthatistrulyvirtuousiseverinclinedtopityandforgivetheerrorsofitsfellow-creatures。\"

AbeamofexultingjoyplayedroundtheanimatedcountenanceofMrs。Beauchamp,attheseencomiumsbestowedonherbyabelovedhusband,themostdelightfulsensationspervadedherheart,and,havingbreakfasted,shepreparedtovisitCharlotte。

CHAPTERXXI。

Teachmetofeelanother’swoe,TohidethefaultIsee,ThatmercyItoothersshow,Thatmercyshowtome。POPE。

WHENMrs。Beauchampwasdressed,shebegantofeelembarrassedatthethoughtofbeginninganacquaintancewithCharlotte,andwasdistressedhowtomakethefirstvisit。\"Icannotgowithoutsomeintroduction,\"

saidshe,\"itwilllooksolikeimpertinentcuriosity。\"

Atlengthrecollectingherself,shesteppedintothegarden,andgatheringafewfinecucumbers,tooktheminherhandbywayofapologyforhervisit。

AglowofconsciousshamevermillionedCharlotte’sfaceasMrs。Beauchampentered。

\"Youwillpardonme,Madam,\"saidshe,\"fornothavingbeforepaidmyrespectstosoamiableaneighbour;butweEnglishpeoplealwayskeepupthatreservewhichisthecharacteristicofournationwhereverwego。

Ihavetakenthelibertytobringyouafewcucumbers,forIobservedyouhadnoneinyourgarden。\"

Charlotte,thoughnaturallypoliteandwell-bred,wassoconfusedshecouldhardlyspeak。Herkindvisitorendeavouredtorelieveherbynotnoticingherembarrassment。\"Iamcome,Madam,\"

continuedshe,\"torequestyouwillspendthedaywithme。

Ishallbealone;and,aswearebothstrangersinthiscountry,wemayhereafterbeextremelyhappyineachother’sfriendship。\"

\"Yourfriendship,Madam,\"saidCharlotteblushing,\"isanhonourtoallwhoarefavouredwithit。LittleasIhaveseenofthispartoftheworld,IamnostrangertoMrs。Beauchamp’sgoodnessofheartandknownhumanity:butmyfriendship——\"Shepaused,glancedhereyeuponherownvisiblesituation,and,spiteofherendeavourstosuppressthem,burstintotears。

Mrs。Beauchampguessedthesourcefromwhencethosetearsflowed。

\"Youseemunhappy,Madam,\"saidshe:\"shallIbethoughtworthyyourconfidence?willyouentrustmewiththecauseofyoursorrow,andrestonmyassurancestoexertmyutmostpowertoserveyou。\"

Charlottereturnedalookofgratitude,butcouldnotspeak,andMrs。Beauchampcontinued——\"MyheartwasinterestedinyourbehalfthefirstmomentIsawyou,andIonlylamentIhadnotmadeearlieroverturestowardsanacquaintance;butIflattermyselfyouwillhenceforthconsidermeasyourfriend。\"

\"OhMadam!\"criedCharlotte,\"Ihaveforfeitedthegoodopinionofallmyfriends;Ihaveforsakenthem,andundonemyself。\"

\"Come,come,mydear,\"saidMrs。Beauchamp,\"youmustnotindulgethesegloomythoughts:youarenotIhopesomiserableasyouimagineyourself:

endeavourtobecomposed,andletmebefavouredwithyourcompanyatdinner,when,ifyoucanbringyourselftothinkmeyourfriend,andreposeaconfidenceinme,Iamreadytoconvinceyouitshallnotbeabused。\"Shethenarose,andbadehergoodmorning。

AtthedininghourCharlotterepairedtoMrs。Beauchamp’s,andduringdinnerassumedascomposedanaspectaspossible;

butwhentheclothwasremoved,shesummonedallherresolutionanddeterminedtomakeMrs。Beauchampacquaintedwitheverycircumstanceprecedingherunfortunateelopement,andtheearnestdesireshehadtoquitawayoflifesorepugnanttoherfeelings。

WiththebenignantaspectofanangelofmercydidMrs。Beauchamplistentotheartlesstale:shewasshockedtothesoultofindhowlargeashareLaRuehadintheseductionofthisamiablegirl,andatearfell,whenshereflectedsovileawomanwasnowthewifeofherfather。

WhenCharlottehadfinished,shegaveheralittletimetocollectherscatteredspirits,andthenaskedherifshehadneverwrittentoherfriends。

\"Ohyes,Madam,\"saidshe,\"frequently:butIhavebroketheirhearts:

theyareeitherdeadorhavecastmeoffforever,forIhaveneverreceivedasinglelinefromthem。\"

\"Irathersuspect,\"saidMrs。Beauchamp,\"theyhaveneverhadyourletters:butsupposeyouweretohearfromthem,andtheywerewillingtoreceiveyou,wouldyouthenleavethiscruelMontraville,andreturntothem?\"

\"WouldI!\"saidCharlotte,claspingherhands;\"wouldnotthepoorsailor,tostonatempestuousocean,threatenedeverymomentwithdeath,gladlyreturntotheshorehehadlefttotrusttoitsdeceitfulcalmness?Oh,mydearMadam,Iwouldreturn,thoughtodoitIwereobligedtowalkbarefootoveraburningdesart,andbegascantypittanceofeachtravellertosupportmyexistence。

Iwouldendureitallchearfully,couldIbutoncemoreseemydear,blessedmother,hearherpronouncemypardon,andblessmebeforeIdied;

butalas!Ishallneverseehermore;shehasblottedtheungratefulCharlottefromherremembrance,andIshallsinktothegraveloadedwithher’sandmyfather’scurse。\"

Mrs。Beauchampendeavouredtosoothher。\"Youshallwritetothemagain,\"

saidshe,\"andIwillseethattheletterissentbythefirstpacketthatsailsforEngland;inthemeantimekeepupyourspirits,andhopeeverything,bydaringtodeserveit。\"

Shethenturnedtheconversation,andCharlottehavingtakenacupoftea,wishedherbenevolentfriendagoodevening。

CHAPTERXXII。

SORROWSOFTHEHEART。

WHENCharlottegothomesheendeavouredtocollectherthoughts,andtookupapeninordertoaddressthosedearparents,whom,spiteofhererrors,shestilllovedwiththeutmosttenderness,butvainwaseveryefforttowritewiththeleastcoherence;

hertearsfellsofasttheyalmostblindedher;andassheproceededtodescribeherunhappysituation,shebecamesoagitatedthatshewasobligedtogiveovertheattemptandretiretobed,where,overcomewiththefatiguehermindhadundergone,shefellintoaslumberwhichgreatlyrefreshedher,andshearoseinthemorningwithspiritsmoreadequatetothepainfultaskshehadtoperform,and,afterseveralattempts,atlengthconcludedthefollowinglettertohermother——

TOMRS。TEMPLE。

NEW-YORK。

\"Willmyoncekind,myeverbelovedmother,deigntoreceivealetterfromherguilty,butrepentantchild?orhasshe,justlyincensedatmyingratitude,driventheunhappyCharlottefromherremembrance?

Alas!thoumuchinjuredmother!shouldstthouevendisownme,Idarenotcomplain,becauseIknowIhavedeservedit:butyet,believeme,guiltyasIam,andcruellyasIhavedisappointedthehopesofthefondestparents,thatevergirlhad,eveninthemomentwhen,forgetfulofmyduty,Ifledfromyouandhappiness,eventhenIlovedyoumost,andmyheartbledatthethoughtofwhatyouwouldsuffer。

Oh!never,never!whilstIhaveexistence,willtheagonyofthatmomentbeerasedfrommymemory。Itseemedliketheseparationofsoulandbody。

WhatcanIpleadinexcuseformyconduct?alas!nothing!

ThatIlovedmyseducerisbuttootrue!yetpowerfulasthatpassioniswhenoperatinginayoungheartglowingwithsensibility,itneverwouldhaveconqueredmyaffectiontoyou,mybelovedparents,hadInotbeenencouraged,nay,urgedtotakethefatallyimprudentstep,byoneofmyownsex,who,underthemaskoffriendship,drewmeontoruin。YetthinknotyourCharlottewassolostastovoluntarilyrushintoalifeofinfamy;no,mydearmother,deceivedbythespeciousappearanceofmybetrayer,andeverysuspicionlulledasleepbythemostsolemnpromisesofmarriage,Ithoughtnotthosepromiseswouldsoeasilybeforgotten。

Ineveroncereflectedthatthemanwhocouldstooptoseduction,wouldnothesitatetoforsakethewretchedobjectofhispassion,wheneverhiscapriciousheartgrewwearyofhertenderness。

Whenwearrivedatthisplace,Ivainlyexpectedhimtofulfilhisengagements,butwasatlastfatallyconvincedhehadneverintendedtomakemehiswife,orifhehadoncethoughtofit,hismindwasnowaltered。IscornedtoclaimfromhishumanitywhatI

couldnotobtainfromhislove:Iwasconsciousofhavingforfeitedtheonlygemthatcouldrendermerespectableintheeyeoftheworld。

Ilockedmysorrowsinmyownbosom,andboremyinjuriesinsilence。

ButhowshallIproceed?Thisman,thiscruelMontraville,forwhomIsacrificedhonour,happiness,andtheloveofmyfriends,nolongerlooksonmewithaffection,butscornsthecredulousgirlwhomhisarthasmademiserable。Couldyouseeme,mydearparents,withoutsociety,withoutfriends,stungwithremorse,and(IfeeltheburningblushofshamediemycheekswhileIwriteit)

torturedwiththepangsofdisappointedlove;cuttothesoulbytheindifferenceofhim,who,havingdeprivedmeofeveryothercomfort,nolongerthinksitworthhiswhiletosooththeheartwherehehasplantedthethornofnever-ceasingregret。

Mydailyemploymentistothinkofyouandweep,toprayforyourhappinessanddeploremyownfolly:mynightsarescarcemorehappy,forifbychanceIclosemywearyeyes,andhopesomesmallforgetfulnessofsorrow,somelittletimetopassinsweetoblivion,fancy,stillwaking,waftsmehometoyou:Iseeyourbelovedforms,Ikneelandheartheblessedwordsofpeaceandpardon。

Extaticjoypervadesmysoul;Ireachmyarmstocatchyourdearembraces;

themotionchasestheillusivedream;Iwaketorealmisery。

AtothertimesIseemyfatherangryandfrowning,pointtohorridcaves,where,onthecolddampground,intheagoniesofdeath,Iseemydearmotherandmyreveredgrand-father。Istrivetoraiseyou;

youpushmefromyou,andshriekingcry——\"Charlotte,thouhastmurderedme!\"Horroranddespairteareverytorturednerve;

Istart,andleavemyrestlessbed,wearyandunrefreshed。

\"Shockingasthesereflexionsare,Ihaveyetonemoredreadfulthantherest。Mother,mydearmother!donotletmequitebreakyourheartwhenItellyou,inafewmonthsI

shallbringintotheworldaninnocentwitnessofmyguilt。

Ohmybleedingheart,Ishallbringapoorlittlehelplesscreature,heirtoinfamyandshame。

\"Thisalonehasurgedmeoncemoretoaddressyou,tointerestyouinbehalfofthispoorunborn,andbegyoutoextendyourprotectiontothechildofyourlostCharlotte;formyownpartI

havewrotesooften,sofrequentlyhavepleadedforforgiveness,andentreatedtobereceivedoncemorebeneaththepaternalroof,thathavingreceivednoanswer,notevenoneline,Imuchfearyouhavecastmefromyouforever。

\"Butsureyoucannotrefusetoprotectmyinnocentinfant:

itpartakesnotofitsmother’sguilt。Ohmyfather,ohbelovedmother,nowdoIfeeltheanguishIinflictedonyourheartsrecoilingwithdoubleforceuponmyown。

\"Ifmychildshouldbeagirl(whichheavenforbid)tellhertheunhappyfateofhermother,andteachhertoavoidmyerrors;

ifaboy,teachhimtolamentmymiseries,buttellhimnotwhoinflictedthem,lestinwishingtorevengehismother’sinjuries,heshouldwoundthepeaceofhisfather。

\"Andnow,dearfriendsofmysoul,kindguardiansofmyinfancy,farewell。

IfeelInevermoremusthopetoseeyou;theanguishofmyheartstrikesatthestringsoflife,andinashorttimeIshallbeatrest。

OhcouldIbutreceiveyourblessingandforgivenessbeforeIdied,itwouldsmoothmypassagetothepeacefulgrave,andbeablessedforetasteofahappyeternity。Ibeseechyou,cursemenot,myadoredparents,butletatearofpityandpardonfalltothememoryofyourlostCHARLOTTE。

CHAPTERXXIII。

AMANMAYSMILE,ANDSMILE,ANDBEAVILLAIN。

WHILECharlottewasenjoyingsomesmalldegreeofcomfortintheconsolingfriendshipofMrs。Beauchamp,MontravillewasadvancingrapidlyinhisaffectiontowardsMissFranklin。

Juliawasanamiablegirl;shesawonlythefairsideofhischaracter;

shepossessedanindependentfortune,andresolvedtobehappywiththemanofherheart,thoughhisrankandfortunewerebynomeanssoexaltedasshehadarighttoexpect;shesawthepassionwhichMontravillestruggledtoconceal;shewonderedathistimidity,butimaginedthedistancefortunehadplacedbetweenthemoccasionedhisbackwardness,andmadeeveryadvancewhichstrictprudenceandabecomingmodestywouldpermit。Montravillesawwithpleasurehewasnotindifferenttoher,butasparkofhonourwhichanimatedhisbosomwouldnotsufferhimtotakeadvantageofherpartiality。

HewaswellacquaintedwithCharlotte’ssituation,andhethoughttherewouldbeadoublecrueltyinforsakingheratsuchatime;

andtomarryMissFranklin,whilehonour,humanity,everysacredlaw,obligedhimstilltoprotectandsupportCharlotte,wasabasenesswhichhissoulshudderedat。

HecommunicatedhisuneasinesstoBelcour:itwastheverythingthispretendedfriendhadwished。\"Anddoyoureally,\"

saidhe,laughing,\"hesitateatmarryingthelovelyJulia,andbecomingmasterofherfortune,becausealittlefoolish,fondgirlchosetoleaveherfriends,andrunawaywithyoutoAmerica。

DearMontraville,actmorelikeamanofsense;thiswhining,piningCharlotte,whooccasionsyousomuchuneasiness,wouldhaveelopedwithsomebodyelseifshehadnotwithyou。\"

\"Wouldtoheaven,\"saidMontraville,\"Ihadneverseenher;

myregardforherwasbutthemomentarypassionofdesire,butI

feelIshallloveandrevereJuliaFranklinaslongasIlive;

yettoleavepoorCharlotteinherpresentsituationwouldbecruelbeyonddescription。\"

\"Ohmygoodsentimentalfriend,\"saidBelcour,\"doyouimaginenobodyhasarighttoprovideforthebratbutyourself。\"

Montravillestarted。\"Sure,\"saidhe,\"youcannotmeantoinsinuatethatCharlotteisfalse。\"

\"Idon’tinsinuateit,\"saidBelcour,\"Iknowit。\"

Montravilleturnedpaleasashes。\"Thenthereisnofaithinwoman,\"saidhe。

\"WhileIthoughtyouattachedtoher,\"saidBelcourwithanairofindifference,\"Ineverwishedtomakeyouuneasybymentioningherperfidy,butasIknowyouloveandarebelovedbyMissFranklin,Iwasdeterminednottoletthesefoolishscruplesofhonourstepbetweenyouandhappiness,oryourtendernessforthepeaceofaperfidiousgirlpreventyourunitingyourselftoawomanofhonour。\"

\"Goodheavens!\"saidMontraville,\"whatpoignantreflectionsdoesamanendurewhoseesalovelywomanplungedininfamy,andisconscioushewasherfirstseducer;butareyoucertainofwhatyousay,Belcour?\"

\"Sofar,\"repliedhe,\"thatImyselfhavereceivedadvancesfromherwhichIwouldnottakeadvantageofoutofregardtoyou:

buthangit,thinknomoreabouther。IdinedatFranklin’sto-day,andJuliabidmeseekandbringyoutotea:socomealong,mylad,makegooduseofopportunity,andseizethegiftsoffortunewhiletheyarewithinyourreach。\"MontravillewastoomuchagitatedtopassahappyeveningeveninthecompanyofJuliaFranklin:

hedeterminedtovisitCharlotteearlythenextmorning,taxherwithherfalsehood,andtakeaneverlastingleaveofher;

butwhenthemorningcame,hewascommandedonduty,andforsixweekswaspreventedfromputtinghisdesigninexecution。Atlengthhefoundanhourtospare,andwalkedouttospenditwithCharlotte:

itwasnearfouro’clockintheafternoonwhenhearrivedathercottage;

shewasnotintheparlour,andwithoutcallingtheservanthewalkedupstairs,thinkingtofindherinherbedroom。

Heopenedthedoor,andthefirstobjectthatmethiseyeswasCharlotteasleeponthebed,andBelcourbyherside。

\"Deathanddistraction,\"saidhe,stamping,\"thisistoomuch。

Rise,villain,anddefendyourself。\"Belcoursprangfromthebed。

ThenoiseawokeCharlotte;terrifiedatthefuriousappearanceofMontraville,andseeingBelcourwithhiminthechamber,shecaughtholdofhisarmashestoodbythebed-side,andeagerlyaskedwhatwasthematter。

\"Treacherous,infamousgirl,\"saidhe,\"canyouask?Howcamehehere?\"

pointingtoBelcour。

\"Asheavenismywitness,\"repliedsheweeping,’Idonotknow。

Ihavenotseenhimforthesethreeweeks。\"

\"Thenyouconfesshesometimesvisitsyou?\"

\"Hecamesometimesbyyourdesire。\"

\"’Tisfalse;Ineverdesiredhimtocome,andyouknowIdidnot:

butmarkme,Charlotte,fromthisinstantourconnexionisatanend。

LetBelcour,oranyotherofyourfavouredlovers,takeyouandprovideforyou;Ihavedonewithyouforever。\"

Hewasthengoingtoleaveher;butstartingwildlyfromthebed,shethrewherselfonherkneesbeforehim,protestingherinnocenceandentreatinghimnottoleaveher。\"OhMontraville,\"saidshe,\"killme,forpity’ssakekillme,butdonotdoubtmyfidelity。

Donotleavemeinthishorridsituation;forthesakeofyourunbornchild,oh!spurnnotthewretchedmotherfromyou。\"

\"Charlotte,\"saidhe,withafirmvoice,\"Ishalltakecarethatneitheryounoryourchildwantanythingintheapproachingpainfulhour;

butwemeetnomore。\"Hethenendeavouredtoraiseherfromtheground;

butinvain;sheclungabouthisknees,entreatinghimtobelieveherinnocent,andconjuringBelcourtoclearupthedreadfulmystery。

BelcourcastonMontravilleasmileofcontempt:itirritatedhimalmosttomadness;hebrokefromthefeeblearmsofthedistressedgirl;

sheshriekedandfellprostrateonthefloor。

Montravilleinstantlyleftthehouseandreturnedhastilytothecity。

CHAPTERXXIV。

MYSTERYDEVELOPED。

UNFORTUNATELYforCharlotte,aboutthreeweeksbeforethisunhappyrencontre,CaptainBeauchamp,beingorderedtoRhode-Island,hisladyhadaccompaniedhim,sothatCharlottewasdeprivedofherfriendlyadviceandconsolingsociety。TheafternoononwhichMontravillehadvisitedhershehadfoundherselflanguidandfatigued,andaftermakingaveryslightdinnerhadlaindowntoendeavourtorecruitherexhaustedspirits,and,contrarytoherexpectations,hadfallenasleep。Shehadnotlongbeenlaindown,whenBelcourarrived,forhetookeveryopportunityofvisitingher,andstrivingtoawakenherresentmentagainstMontraville。

Heenquiredoftheservantwherehermistresswas,andbeingtoldshewasasleep,tookupabooktoamusehimself:

havingsatafewminutes,hebychancecasthiseyestowardstheroad,andsawMontravilleapproaching;heinstantlyconceivedthediabolicalschemeofruiningtheunhappyCharlotteinhisopinionforever;

hethereforestolesoftlyupstairs,andlayinghimselfbyhersidewiththegreatestprecaution,forfearsheshouldawake,wasinthatsituationdiscoveredbyhiscredulousfriend。

WhenMontravillespurnedtheweepingCharlottefromhim,andleftheralmostdistractedwithterroranddespair,Belcourraisedherfromthefloor,andleadingherdownstairs,assumedthepartofatender,consolingfriend;shelistenedtotheargumentsheadvancedwithapparentcomposure;butthiswasonlythecalmofamoment:

theremembranceofMontraville’srecentcrueltyagainrusheduponhermind:shepushedhimfromherwithsomeviolence,andcrying——\"Leaveme,Sir,Ibeseechyouleaveme,formuchIfearyouhavebeenthecauseofmyfidelitybeingsuspected;go,leavemetotheaccumulatedmiseriesmyownimprudencehasbroughtuponme。\"

Shethenlefthimwithprecipitation,andretiringtoherownapartment,threwherselfonthebed,andgaveventtoanagonyofgriefwhichitisimpossibletodescribe。

ItnowoccurredtoBelcourthatshemightpossiblywritetoMontraville,andendeavourtoconvincehimofherinnocence:hewaswellawareofherpatheticremonstrances,and,sensibleofthetendernessofMontraville’sheart,resolvedtopreventanyletterseverreachinghim:

hethereforecalledtheservant,and,bythepowerfulpersuasionofabribe,prevailedwithhertopromisewhateverlettershermistressmightwriteshouldbesenttohim。Hethenleftapolite,tendernoteforCharlotte,andreturnedtoNew-York。HisfirstbusinesswastoseekMontraville,andendeavourtoconvincehimthatwhathadhappenedwouldultimatelytendtohishappiness:

hefoundhiminhisapartment,solitary,pensive,andwrappedindisagreeablereflexions。

\"Whyhownow,whining,pininglover?\"saidhe,clappinghimontheshoulder。Montravillestarted;amomentaryflushofresentmentcrossedhischeek,butinstantlygaveplacetoadeath-likepaleness,occasionedbypainfulremembranceremembranceawakenedbythatmonitor,whom,thoughwemayinvainendeavour,wecanneverentirelysilence。

\"Belcour,\"saidhe,\"youhaveinjuredmeinatenderpoint。\"

\"Prithee,Jack,\"repliedBelcour,\"donotmakeaseriousmatterofit:

howcouldIrefusethegirl’sadvances?andthankheavensheisnotyourwife。\"

\"True,\"saidMontraville;\"butshewasinnocentwhenIfirstknewher。

ItwasIseducedher,Belcour。Haditnotbeenforme,shehadstillbeenvirtuousandhappyintheaffectionandprotectionofherfamily。\"

\"Pshaw,\"repliedBelcour,laughing,\"ifyouhadnottakenadvantageofhereasynature,someotherwould,andwhereisthedifference,pray?\"

\"IwishIhadneverseenher,\"criedhepassionately,andstartingfromhisseat。\"OhthatcursedFrenchwoman,\"addedhewithvehemence,\"haditnotbeenforher,Imighthavebeenhappy——\"Hepaused。

\"WithJuliaFranklin,\"saidBelcour。Thename,likeasuddensparkofelectricfire,seemedforamomenttosuspendhisfaculties——

foramomenthewastransfixed;butrecovering,hecaughtBelcour’shand,andcried——’Stop!stop!Ibeseechyou,namenotthelovelyJuliaandthewretchedMontravilleinthesamebreath。

Iamaseducer,amean,ungenerousseducerofunsuspectinginnocence。

Idarenothopethatpuritylikeher’swouldstooptouniteitselfwithblack,premeditatedguilt:yetbyheavensIswear,Belcour,IthoughtIlovedthelost,abandonedCharlottetillIsawJulia——

IthoughtInevercouldforsakeher;buttheheartisdeceitful,andI

nowcanplainlydiscriminatebetweentheimpulseofayouthfulpassion,andthepureflameofdisinterestedaffection。\"

AtthatinstantJuliaFranklinpassedthewindow,leaningonheruncle’sarm。Shecurtseyedasshepassed,and,withthebewitchingsmileofmodestchearfulness,cried——\"Doyouburyyourselvesinthehousethisfineevening,gents?\"Therewassomethinginthevoice!themanner!thelook!thatwasaltogetherirresistible。

\"Perhapsshewishesmycompany,\"saidMontravillementally,ashesnatcheduphishat:\"ifIthoughtshelovedme,Iwouldconfessmyerrors,andtrusttohergenerositytopityandpardonme。\"

Hesoonovertookher,andofferingherhisarm,theysaunteredtopleasantbutunfrequentedwalks。BelcourdrewMr。Franklinononesideandenteredintoapoliticaldiscourse:theywalkedfasterthantheyoungpeople,andBelcourbysomemeanscontrivedentirelytolosesightofthem。

Itwasafineeveninginthebeginningofautumn;thelastremainsofday-lightfaintlystreakedthewesternsky,whilethemoon,withpaleandvirginlustreintheroomofgorgeousgoldandpurple,ornamentedthecanopyofheavenwithsilver,fleecyclouds,whichnowandthenhalfhidherlovelyface,and,bypartlyconcealing,heightenedeverybeauty;thezephyrswhisperedsoftlythroughthetrees,whichnowbegantoshedtheirleafyhonours;asolemnsilencereigned:

andtoahappymindaneveningsuchasthiswouldgiveserenity,andcalm,unruffledpleasure;buttoMontraville,whileitsoothedtheturbulenceofhispassions,itbroughtincreaseofmelancholyreflections。

Juliawasleaningonhisarm:hetookherhandinhis,andpressingittenderly,sigheddeeply,butcontinuedsilent。

Juliawasembarrassed;shewishedtobreakasilencesounaccountable,butwasunable;shelovedMontraville,shesawhewasunhappy,andwishedtoknowthecauseofhisuneasiness,butthatinnatemodesty,whichnaturehasimplantedinthefemalebreast,preventedherenquiring。

\"Iambadcompany,MissFranklin,\"saidhe,atlastrecollectinghimself;

\"butIhavemetwithsomethingto-daythathasgreatlydistressedme,andIcannotshakeoffthedisagreeableimpressionithasmadeonmymind。\"

\"Iamsorry,\"shereplied,\"thatyouhaveanycauseofinquietude。

Iamsureifyouwereashappyasyoudeserve,andasallyourfriendswishyou——\"Shehesitated。\"Andmightl,\"repliedhewithsomeanimation,\"presumetoranktheamiableJuliainthatnumber?\"

\"Certainly,\"saidshe,\"theserviceyouhaverenderedme,theknowledgeofyourworth,allcombinetomakemeesteemyou。\"

\"Esteem,mylovelyJulia,\"saidhepassionately,\"isbutapoorcoldword。

IwouldifIdared,ifIthoughtImeritedyourattention——butno,Imustnot——honourforbids。Iambeneathyournotice,Julia,Iammiserableandcannothopetobeotherwise。\"\"Alas!\"saidJulia,\"Ipityyou。\"

\"Ohthoucondescendingcharmer,\"saidhe,’howthatsweetwordchearsmysadheart。Indeedifyouknewall,youwouldpity;

butatthesametimeIfearyouwoulddespiseme。\"

JustthentheywereagainjoinedbyMr。FranklinandBelcour。

Ithadinterruptedaninterestingdiscourse。Theyfounditimpossibletoconverseonindifferentsubjects,andproceededhomeinsilence。

AtMr。Franklin’sdoorMontravilleagainpressedJulia’shand,andfaintlyarticulating’goodnight,\"retiredtohislodgingsdispiritedandwretched,fromaconsciousnessthathedeservednottheaffection,withwhichheplainlysawhewashonoured。

CHAPTERXXV。

RECEPTIONOFALETTER。

\"ANDwherenowisourpoorCharlotte?\"saidMr。Templeoneevening,asthecoldblastsofautumnwhistledrudelyovertheheath,andtheyellowappearanceofthedistantwood,spokethenearapproachofwinter。Invainthechearfulfireblazedonthehearth,invainwashesurroundedbyallthecomfortsoflife;theparentwasstillaliveinhisheart,andwhenhethoughtthatperhapshisoncedarlingchildwaserethisexposedtoallthemiseriesofwantinadistantland,withoutafriendtosoothandcomforther,withoutthebenignantlookofcompassiontochear,ortheangelicvoiceofpitytopourthebalmofconsolationonherwoundedheart;

whenhethoughtofthis,hiswholesouldissolvedintenderness;

andwhilehewipedthetearofanguishfromtheeyeofhispatient,uncomplainingLucy,hestruggledtosuppressthesympathizingdropthatstartedinhisown。

\"Oh,mypoorgirl,\"saidMrs。Temple,\"howmustshebealtered,elsesurelyshewouldhaverelievedouragonizingmindsbyonelinetosayshelived——tosayshehadnotquiteforgottheparentswhoalmostidolizedher。\"

\"Graciousheaven,\"saidMr。Temple,startingfromhisseat,l,whowouldwishtobeafather,toexperiencetheagonizingpangsinflictedonaparent’sheartbytheingratitudeofachild?\"

Mrs。Templewept:herfathertookherhand;hewouldhavesaid,\"becomfortedmychild,\"butthewordsdiedonhistongue。

Thesadsilencethatensuedwasinterruptedbyaloudrapatthedoor。

Inamomentaservantenteredwithaletterinhishand。

Mrs。Templetookitfromhim:shecasthereyesuponthesuperscription;

sheknewthewriting。\"’TisCharlotte,\"saidshe,eagerlybreakingtheseal,\"shehasnotquiteforgotus。\"Butbeforeshehadhalfgonethroughthecontents,asuddensicknessseizedher;

shegrewcoldandgiddy,andpuffingitintoherhusband’shand,shecried——\"Readit:Icannot。\"Mr。Templeattemptedtoreaditaloud,butfrequentlypausedtogiveventtohistears。

\"Mypoordeludedchild,\"saidhe,whenhehadfinished。

\"Oh,shallwenotforgivethedearpenitent?\"saidMrs。Temple。

\"Wemust,wewill,mylove;sheiswillingtoreturn,and’tisourdutytoreceiveher。\"

\"Fatherofmercy,\"saidMr。Eldridge,raisinghisclaspedhands,\"letmebutliveoncemoretoseethedearwandererrestoredtoherafflictedparents,andtakemefromthisworldofsorrowwheneveritseemethbesttothywisdom。\"

\"Yes,wewillreceiveher,\"saidMr。Temple;\"wewillendeavourtohealherwoundedspirit,andspeakpeaceandcomforttoheragitatedsoul。

Iwillwritetohertoreturnimmediately。’

\"Oh!\"saidMrs。Temple,\"Iwouldifpossibleflytoher,supportandchearthedearsuffererintheapproachinghourofdistress,andtellherhownearlypenitenceisalliedtovirtue。

Cannotwegoandconductherhome,mylove?\"continuedshe,layingherhandonhisarm。\"Myfatherwillsurelyforgiveourabsenceifwegotobringhomehisdarling。\"

\"Youcannotgo,myLucy,\"saidMr。Temple:\"thedelicacyofyourframewouldbutpoorlysustainthefatigueofalongvoyage;

butIwillgoandbringthegentlepenitenttoyourarms:

wemaystillseemanyyearsofhappiness。\"

ThestruggleinthebosomofMrs。Templebetweenmaternalandconjugaltendernesswaslongandpainful。Atlengththeformertriumphed,andsheconsentedthatherhusbandshouldsetforwardtoNew-Yorkbythefirstopportunity:shewrotetoherCharlotteinthetenderest,mostconsolingmanner,andlookedforwardtothehappyhour,whensheshouldagainembraceher,withthemostanimatedhope。

CHAPTERXXVI。

WHATMIGHTBEEXPECTED。

INthemeantimethepassionMontravillehadconceivedforJuliaFranklindailyencreased,andhesawevidentlyhowmuchhewasbelovedbythatamiablegirl:hewaslikewisestronglyprepossessedwithanideaofCharlotte’sperfidy。Whatwonderthenifhegavehimselfuptothedelightfulsensationwhichpervadedhisbosom;

andfindingnoobstaclearisetoopposehishappiness,hesolicitedandobtainedthehandofJulia。AfewdaysbeforehismarriagehethusaddressedBelcour:

\"ThoughCharlotte,byherabandonedconduct,hasthrownherselffrommyprotection,Istillholdmyselfboundtosupporthertillrelievedfromherpresentcondition,andalsotoprovideforthechild。

Idonotintendtoseeheragain,butIwillplaceasumofmoneyinyourhands,whichwillamplysupplyherwitheveryconvenience;

butshouldsherequiremore,letherhaveit,andIwillseeitrepaid。

IwishIcouldprevailonthepoordeludedgirltoreturntoherfriends:

shewasanonlychild,andImakenodoubtbutthattheywouldjoyfullyreceiveher;itwouldshockmegreatlytoseeherhenceforthleadingalifeofinfamy,asIshouldalwaysaccusemyselfofbeingtheprimarycauseofallhererrors。Ifsheshouldchusetoremainunderyourprotection,bekindtoher,Belcour,Iconjureyou。

Letnotsatietypromptyoutotreatherinsuchamanner,asmaydrivehertoactionswhichnecessitymighturgeherto,whileherbetterreasondisapprovedthem:sheshallneverwantafriendwhileIlive,butInevermoredesiretobeholdher;

herpresencewouldbealwayspainfultome,andaglancefromhereyewouldcalltheblushofconsciousguiltintomycheek。

\"Iwillwritealettertoher,whichyoumaydeliverwhenIamgone,asIshallgotoSt。EustatiathedayaftermyunionwithJulia,whowillaccompanyme。\"

Belcourpromisedtofulfiltherequestofhisfriend,thoughnothingwasfartherfromhisintentions,thantheleastdesignofdeliveringtheletter,ormakingCharlotteacquaintedwiththeprovisionMontravillehadmadeforher;hewasbentonthecompleteruinoftheunhappygirl,andsupposed,byreducinghertoanentiredependanceonhim,tobringherbydegreestoconsenttogratifyhisungenerouspassion。

TheeveningbeforethedayappointedforthenuptialsofMontravilleandJulia,theformerrefiredearlytohisapartment;

andruminatingonthepastscenesofhislife,sufferedthekeenestremorseintheremembranceofCharlotte’sseduction。

\"Poorgirl,\"saidhe,\"Iwillatleastwriteandbidheradieu;

Iwilltooendeavourtoawakenthatloveofvirtueinherbosomwhichherunfortunateattachmenttomehasextinguished。\"

Hetookupthepenandbegantowrite,butwordsweredeniedhim。

Howcouldheaddressthewomanwhomhehadseduced,andwhom,thoughhethoughtunworthyhistenderness,hewasabouttobidadieuforever?

Howshouldhetellherthathewasgoingtoabjureher,toenterintothemostindissolubletieswithanother,andthathecouldnotevenowntheinfantwhichsheboreashischild?Severalletterswerebegunanddestroyed:atlengthhecompletedthefollowing:

TOCHARLOTTE。

\"ThoughIhavetakenupmypentoaddressyou,mypoorinjuredgirl,IfeelIaminadequatetothetask;yet,howeverpainfultheendeavour,Icouldnotresolveuponleavingyouforeverwithoutonekindlinetobidyouadieu,totellyouhowmyheartbleedsattheremembranceofwhatyouwas,beforeyousawthehatedMontraville。

Evennowimaginationpaintsthescene,when,tornbycontendingpassions,when,strugglingbetweenloveandduty,youfaintedinmyarms,andIliftedyouintothechaise:Iseetheagonyofyourmind,when,recovering,youfoundyourselfontheroadtoPortsmouth:

buthow,mygentlegirl,howcouldyou,whensojustlyimpressedwiththevalueofvirtue,howcouldyou,whenlovingasIthoughtyoulovedme,yieldtothesolicitationsofBelcour?

\"OhCharlotte,consciencetellsmeitwasI,villainthatIam,whofirsttaughtyoutheallurementsofguiltypleasure;itwasIwhodraggedyoufromthecalmreposewhichinnocenceandvirtueeverenjoy;

andcanI,dareItellyou,itwasnotlovepromptedtothehorriddeed?

No,thoudear,fallenangel,believeyourrepentantMontraville,whenhetellsyouthemanwhotrulyloveswillneverbetraytheobjectofhisaffection。Adieu,Charlotte:couldyoustillfindcharmsinalifeofunoffend-inginnocence,returntoyourparents;

youshallneverwantthemeansofsupportbothforyourselfandchild。

Oh!graciousheaven!maythatchildbeentirelyfreefromthevicesofitsfatherandtheweaknessofitsmother。

\"To-morrow——butno,Icannottellyouwhatto-morrowwillproduce;

Belcourwillinformyou:healsohascashforyou,whichIbegyouwillaskforwheneveryoumaywantit。Oncemoreadieu:

believemecouldIhearyouwasreturnedtoyourfriends,andenjoyingthattranquillityofwhichIhaverobbedyou,Ishouldbeascompletelyhappyasevenyou,inyourfondesthours,couldwishme,buttillthenagloomwillobscurethebrightestprospectsofMONTRAVILLE。\"

Afterhehadsealedthisletterhethrewhimselfonthebed,andenjoyedafewhoursrepose。EarlyinthemorningBelcourtappedathisdoor:

hearosehastily,andpreparedtomeethisJuliaatthealtar。

\"ThisisthelettertoCharlotte,\"saidhe,givingittoBelcour:

\"takeittoherwhenwearegonetoEustatia;andIconjureyou,mydearfriend,nottouseanysophisticalargumentstopreventherreturntovirtue;butshouldsheinclinethatway,encourageherinthethought,andassisthertoputherdesigninexecution。