CONTENTS
THEBIRDONITSJOURNEY,BeatriceHarradenKOOSJE:ASTUDYOFDUTCHLIFE,JohnStrangeWinterADOGOFFLANDERS,OuidaMARKHEIM,R。L。StevensonQUEENTITA’SWAGER,WilliamBlackTHEBIRDONITSJOURNEY
BY
BEATRICEHARRADEN
ItwasaboutfourintheafternoonwhenayounggirlcameintothesalonofthelittlehotelatC————inSwitzerland,anddrewherchairuptothefire。
\"Youaresoakedthrough,\"saidanelderlylady,whowasherselftryingtogetroasted。\"Yououghttolosenotimeinchangingyourclothes。\"
\"Ihavenotanythingtochange,\"saidtheyounggirl,laughing。\"Oh,I
shallsoonbedry!\"
\"Haveyoulostallyourluggage?\"askedthelady,sympathetically。
\"No,\"saidtheyounggirl;\"Ihadnonetolose。\"Andshesmiledalittlemischievously,asthoughsheknewbyinstinctthathercompanion’ssympathywouldatoncedegenerateintosuspicion!
\"Idon’tmeantosaythatIhavenotaknapsack,\"sheadded,considerately。\"Ihavewalkedalongdistance——infact,fromZ————。\"
\"Andwheredidyouleaveyourcompanions?\"askedthelady,withatouchofforgivenessinhervoice。
\"Iamwithoutcompanions,justasIamwithoutluggage,\"laughedthegirl。
Andthensheopenedthepiano,andstruckafewnotes。Therewassomethingcaressinginthewayinwhichshetouchedthekeys;whoevershewas,sheknewhowtomakesweetmusic;sadmusic,too,fullofthatundefinablelonging,liketheholdingoutofone’sarmstoone’sfriendsinthehopelessdistance。
Theladybendingoverthefirelookedupatthelittlegirl,andforgotthatshehadbroughtneitherfriendsnorluggagewithher。Shehesitatedforonemoment,andthenshetookthechildishfacebetweenherhandsandkissedit。
\"Thankyou,dear,foryourmusic,\"shesaid,gently。
\"Thepianoisterriblyoutoftune,\"saidthelittlegirl,suddenly;
andsheranoutoftheroom,andcamebackcarryingherknapsack。
\"Whatareyougoingtodo?\"askedhercompanion。
\"Iamgoingtotunethepiano,\"thelittlegirlsaid;andshetookatuning-hammeroutofherknapsack,andbeganherworkinrealearnest。
Sheevidentlyknewwhatshewasabout,andpeggedawayatthenotesasthoughherwholelifedependedupontheresult。
Theladybythefirewaslostinamazement。Whocouldshebe?Withoutluggageandwithoutfriends,andwithatuning-hammer!
Meanwhileoneofthegentlemenhadstrolledintothesalon;buthearingthesoundoftuning,andbeinginsecretpossessionofnerves,hefled,saying,\"Thetuner,byJove!\"
AfewminutesafterwardMissBlake,whosenerveswerenosecretpossession,hastenedintothesalon,and,inherusualimperiousfashion,demandedinstantsilence。
\"Ihavejustdone,\"saidthelittlegirl。\"Thepianowassoterriblyoutoftune,Icouldnotresistthetemptation。\"
MissBlake,whoneverlistenedtowhatanyonesaid,tookitforgrantedthatthelittlegirlwasthetunerforwhomM。leProprietairehadpromisedtosend;andhavingbestowedonheracondescendingnod,passedoutintothegarden,whereshetoldsomeofthevisitorsthatthepianohadbeentunedatlast,andthatthetunerwasayoungwomanofrathereccentricappearance。
\"Really,itisquiteabominablehowwomenthrustthemselvesintoeveryprofession,\"sheremarked,inhermasculinevoice。\"Itissounfeminine,sounseemly。\"
TherewasnothingofthefeminineaboutMissBlake;herhorse-clothdress,herwaistcoatandhighcollar,andherbillycockhatwereofthemasculinegenus;evenhernervescouldnotbecalledfeminine,sincewelearnfromtwoorthreedoctors(takenofftheirguard)thatnervesareneitherfemininenormasculine,butcommon。
\"Ishouldliketoseethistuner,\"saidoneofthetennis-players,leaningagainstatree。
\"Hereshecomes,\"saidMissBlake,asthelittlegirlwasseensaunteringintothegarden。
Themenputuptheireye-glasses,andsawalittleladywithachildishfaceandsoftbrownhair,ofstrictlyfeminineappearanceandbearing。Thegoatcametowardherandbegannibblingatherfrock。Sheseemedtounderstandthemannerofgoats,andplayedwithhimtohisheart’scontent。Oneofthetennisplayers,OswaldEverardbyname,strolleddowntothebankwhereshewashavingherfrolic。
\"Good-afternoon,\"hesaid,raisinghiscap。\"Ihopethegoatisnotworryingyou。Poorlittlefellow!thisishislastdayofplay。Heistobekilledto-morrowfor/tabled’hote/。\"
\"Whatashame!\"shesaid。\"Fancytobekilled,andthengrumbledat!\"
\"Thatispreciselywhatwedohere,\"hesaid,laughing。\"Wegrumbleateverythingweeat。AndIowntobeingoneofthegrumpiest;thoughtheladyinthehorse-clothdressyonderfollowscloseuponmyheels。\"
\"ShewastheladywhowasannoyedatmebecauseItunedthepiano,\"
thelittlegirlsaid。\"Still,ithadtobedone。Itwasplainlymyduty。Iseemedtohavecomeforthatpurpose。\"
\"Ithasbeenconfoundedlyannoyinghavingitoutoftune,\"hesaid。
\"I’vehadtogiveupsingingaltogether。Butwhatastrangeprofessionyouhavechosen!Veryunusual,isn’tit?\"
\"Why,surelynot,\"sheanswered,amused。\"Itseemstomethateveryotherwomanhastakentoit。Thewondertomeisthatanyoneeverscoresasuccess。Nowadays,however,noonecouldamassahugefortuneoutofit。\"
\"Noone,indeed!\"repliedOswaldEverard,laughing。\"Whatonearthmadeyoutaketoit?\"
\"Ittooktome,\"shesaidsimply。\"Itwrappedmeroundwithenthusiasm。Icouldthinkofnothingelse。IvowedthatIwouldrisetothetopofmyprofession。Iworkeddayandnight。Butitmeansincessanttoilforyearsifonewantstomakeanyheadway。\"
\"Goodgracious!Ithoughtitwasmerelyamatterofafewmonths,\"hesaid,smilingatthelittlegirl。
\"Afewmonths!\"sherepeated,scornfully。\"Youarespeakingthelanguageofanamateur。No;onehastoworkfaithfullyyearafteryear;tograspthepossibilities,andpassontogreaterpossibilities。Youimaginewhatitmustfeelliketotouchthenotes,andknowthatyouarekeepingthelistenersspellbound;thatyouaretakingthemintoafairy-landofsound,wherepettypersonalityislostinvaguelongingandregret。\"
\"IconfessIhadnotthoughtofitinthatway,\"hesaid,humbly。\"I
haveonlyregardeditasanecessaryevery-dayevil;andtobequitehonestwithyou,Ifailtoseenowhowitcaninspireenthusiasm。I
wishIcouldsee,\"headded,lookingupattheengaginglittlefigurebeforehim。
\"Nevermind,\"shesaid,laughingathisdistress;\"Iforgiveyou。And,afterall,youarenottheonlypersonwholooksuponitasanecessaryevil。Mypooroldguardianabominatedit。Hemademanysacrificestocomeandlistentome。HeknewIlikedtoseehiskindoldface,andthatthepresenceofarealfriendinspiredmewithconfidence。\"
\"Ishouldnothavethoughtitwasnervouswork,\"hesaid。
\"Tryitandsee,\"sheanswered。\"Butsurelyyouspokeofsinging。Areyounotnervouswhenyousing?\"
\"Sometimes,\"hereplied,ratherstiffly。\"Butthatisslightlydifferent。\"(Hewasveryproudofhissinging,andmadeagreatfussaboutit。)\"Yourprofession,asIremarkedbefore,isanunavoidablenuisance。WhenIthinkwhatIhavesufferedfromthegentlemenofyourprofession,IonlywonderthatIhaveanybrainsleft。ButIamuncourteous。\"
\"No,no,\"shesaid;\"letmehearaboutyoursufferings。\"
\"WheneverIhavespeciallywantedtobequiet,\"hesaid——andthenheglancedatherchildishlittleface,andhehesitated。\"Itseemssorudeofme,\"headded。Hewasthesoulofcourtesy,althoughhewasanamateurtenorsinger。
\"Pleasetellme,\"thelittlegirlsaid,inherwinningway。
\"Well,\"hesaid,gatheringhimselftogether,\"itistheonesubjectonwhichIcanbeeloquent。EversinceIcanremember,Ihavebeenworriedandtorturedbythoserascals。Ihavetriedineverywaytoescapefromthem,butthereisnohopeforme。Yes;Ibelievethatallthetunersintheuniverseareinleagueagainstme,andhavemarkedmeoutfortheirspecialprey。\"
\"/Allthewhat/?\"askedthelittlegirl,withajerkinhervoice。
\"Allthetuners,ofcourse,\"hereplied,rathersnappishly。\"Iknowthatwecannotdowithoutthem;butgoodheavens!theyhavenotact,noconsideration,nomercy。WheneverI’vewantedtowriteorreadquietly,thatfatalknockhascomeatthedoor,andI’veknownbyinstinctthatallchanceofpeacewasover。WheneverI’vebeengivingaluncheonparty,thetunerhasarrived,withhisabominableblackbag,andhisabominablecardwhichhastobesignedatonce。OnoneoccasionIwasjustproposingtoagirlinherfather’slibrarywhenthetunerstruckupinthedrawing-room。Ileftoffsuddenly,andfledfromthehouse。Butthereisnoescapefromthesefiends;Ibelievetheyareswarmingaboutintheairlikesomanybacteria。Andhow,inthenameofgoodness,youshoulddeliberatelychoosetobeoneofthem,andshouldbesoenthusiasticoveryourwork,puzzlesmebeyondallwords。Don’tsaythatyoucarryablackbag,andpresentcardswhichhavetobefilledupatthemostinconvenienttime;don’t——\"
Hestoppedsuddenly,forthelittlegirlwasconvulsedwithlaughter。
Shelaugheduntilthetearsrolleddownhercheeks,andthenshedriedhereyesandlaughedagain。
\"Excuseme,\"shesaid;\"Ican’thelpmyself;it’ssofunny。\"
\"Itmaybefunnytoyou,\"hesaid,laughinginspiteofhimself;\"butitisnotfunnytome。\"
\"Ofcourseitisn’t,\"shereplied,makingadesperateefforttobeserious。\"Well,tellmesomethingmoreaboutthesetuners。\"
\"Notanotherword,\"hesaid,gallantly。\"Iamashamedofmyselfasitis。Cometotheendofthegarden,andletmeshowyoutheviewdownintothevalley。\"
Shehadconqueredherfitofmerriment,butherfaceworeasettledlookofmischief,andshewasevidentlythepossessorofsomesecretjoke。Sheseemedincapitalhealthandspirits,andhadsomuchtosaythatwasbrightandinterestingthatOswaldEverardfoundhimselfbecomingreconciledtothewholeraceoftuners。HewasamazedtolearnthatshehadwalkedallthewayfromZ————,andquitealone,too。
\"Oh,Idon’tthinkanythingofthat,\"shesaid;\"Ihadasplendidtime,andIcaughtfourrarebutterflies。Iwouldnothavemissedthoseforanything。Asforthegoingaboutbymyself,thatisasecondnature。Besides,Idonotbelongtoanyone。Thathasitsadvantages,andIsupposeitsdisadvantages;butatpresentIhaveonlydiscoveredtheadvantages。Thedisadvantageswilldiscoverthemselves!\"
\"Ibelieveyouarewhatthenovelscallanadvancedyoungwoman,\"hesaid。\"Perhapsyougivelecturesonwoman’ssuffrage,orsomethingofthatsort?\"
\"Ihaveveryoftenmountedtheplatform,\"sheanswered。\"Infact,Iamneversohappyaswhenaddressinganimmenseaudience。Amostunfemininethingtodo,isn’tit?Whatwouldtheladyyonderinthehorse-clothdressandbillycockhatsay?Don’tyouthinkyououghttogoandhelpherdriveawaythegoat?Shelookssofrightened。Sheinterestsmedeeply。Iwonderwhethershehaswrittenanessayonthefeminineinwoman。Ishouldliketoreadit;itwoulddomesomuchgood。\"
\"Youareatleastatruewoman,\"hesaid,laughing,\"forIseeyoucanbespiteful。Thetuninghasnotdriventhataway。\"
\"Ah,Ihadforgottenaboutthetuning,\"sheanswered,brightly;\"butnowyouremindme,Ihavebeenseizedwithagreatidea。\"
\"Won’tyoutellittome?\"heasked。
\"No,\"sheanswered;\"Ikeepmygreatideasformyself,andworkthemoutinsecret。Andthisoneisparticularlyamusing。WhatfunIshallhave!\"
\"Butwhykeepthefuntoyourself?\"hesaid。\"Weallwanttobeamusedhere;weallwanttobestirredup;alittlefunwouldbeacharity。\"
\"Verywell,sinceyouwishit,youshallbestirredup,\"sheanswered;
\"butyoumustgivemetimetoworkoutmygreatidea。Idonothurryaboutthings,notevenaboutmyprofessionalduties;forIhaveastrongfeelingthatitisvulgartobealwaysamassingriches!AsI
haveneitherahusbandnorabrothertosupport,Ihavechosenlesswealth,andmoreleisuretoenjoyallthelovelinessoflife!SoyouseeItakemytimeabouteverything。Andto-morrowIshallcatchbutterfliesatmyleisure,andlieamongthedearoldpines,andworkatmygreatidea。\"
\"Ishallcatchbutterflies,\"saidhercompanion;\"andItooshalllieamongthedearoldpines。\"
\"Justasyouplease,\"shesaid;andatthatmomentthe/tabled’hote/
bellrang。
Thelittlegirlhastenedtothebureau,andspokerapidlyinGermantothecashier。
\"/Ach,Fraulein/!\"hesaid。\"Youarenotreallyserious?\"
\"Yes,Iam,\"shesaid。\"Idon’twantthemtoknowmyname。Itwillonlyworryme。SayIamtheyoungladywhotunedthepiano。\"
ShehadscarcelygiventhesedirectionsandmountedtoherroomwhenOswaldEverard,whowasmuchinterestedinhismysteriouscompanion,cametothebureau,andaskedforthenameofthelittlelady。
\"/EsistdasFrauleinwelchesdasPianogestimmthat/,\"answeredtheman,returningwithunusualquicknesstohisaccount-book。
Noonespoketothelittlegirlat/tabled’hote/,butforallthatsheenjoyedherdinner,andgaveherseriousattentiontoallthecourses。Beingthussolidlyoccupied,shehadnotmuchleisuretobestowontheconversationoftheotherguests。Norwasitspeciallyoriginal;ittreatedoftheshort-comingsofthechef,thetastelessnessofthesoup,thetoughnessofthebeef,andallthemanyfailingswhichgotocompleteamountainhoteldinner。Butsuddenly,soitseemedtothelittlegirl,thistime-honouredtalkpassedintoanotherphase;sheheardtheword\"music\"mentioned,andshebecameatonceinterestedtolearnwhatthesepeoplehadtosayonasubjectwhichwasdearertoherthananyother。
\"Formyownpart,\"saidastern-lookingoldman,\"Ihavenowordstodescribewhatagraciouscomfortmusichasbeentomeallmylife。Itisthenoblestlanguagewhichmanmayunderstandandspeak。AndI
sometimesthinkthatthosewhoknowit,orknowsomethingofit,areableatraremomentstofindananswertolife’sperplexingproblems。\"
Thelittlegirllookedupfromherplate。RobertBrowning’swordsrosetoherlips,butshedidnotgivethemutterance:
GodhasafewofuswhomHewhispersintheear;
Therestmayreason,andwelcome;’tiswemusiciansknow。
\"Ihavelivedthroughalonglife,\"saidanotherelderlyman,\"andhavethereforehadmyshareoftrouble;butthegriefofbeingobligedtogiveupmusicwasthegriefwhichheldmelongest,orwhichperhapshasneverleftme。Istillcraveforthegraciouspleasureoftouchingoncemorethestringsofthevioloncello,andhearingthedear,tendervoicesingingandthrobbing,andansweringeventosuchpoorskillasmine。Istillyearntotakemypartinconcertedmusic,andbeoneofthoseprivilegedtoplayBeethoven’sstring-quartettes。Butthatwillhavetobeinanotherincarnation,Ithink。\"
Heglancedathisshrunkenarm,andthen,asthoughashamedofthisallusiontohisownpersonalinfirmity,headdedhastily:
\"Butwhenthefirstpangofsuchapainisover,thereremainsthecomfortofbeingalistener。Atfirstonedoesnotthinkitisacomfort;butastimegoesonthereisnoresistingitsmagicinfluence。AndLowellsaidrightlythat’oneofGod’sgreatcharitiesismusic。’\"
\"Ididnotknowyouweremusical,Mr。Keith,\"saidanEnglishlady。
\"Youhaveneverbeforespokenofmusic。\"
\"Perhapsnot,madam,\"heanswered。\"Onedoesnotoftenspeakofwhatonecaresformostofall。ButwhenIaminLondonIrarelymisshearingourbestplayers。\"
Atthispointothersjoinedin,andthevariousmeritsofeminentpianistswerewarmlydiscussed。
\"WhatawonderfulnamethatlittleEnglishladyhasmadeforherself!\"
saidthemajor,whowasconsideredanauthorityonallsubjects。I
wouldgoanywheretohearMissThyraFlowerdew。Wealloughttobeveryproudofher。ShehastakeneventheGermanmusicalworldbystorm,andtheysayherrecitalsatParishavebeenbrilliantlysuccessful。ImyselfhaveheardheratNewYork,Leipsic,London,Berlin,andevenChicago。\"
Thelittlegirlstirreduneasilyinherchair。
\"Idon’tthinkMissFlowerdewhaseverbeentoChicago,\"shesaid。
Therewasadeadsilence。TheadmirerofMissThyraFlowerdewlookedmuchannoyed,andtwiddledhiswatch-chain。Hehadmeanttosay\"Philadelphia,\"buthedidnotthinkitnecessarytoowntohismistake。
\"Whatimpertinence!\"saidoneoftheladiestoMissBlake。\"Whatcansheknowaboutit?Isshenottheyoungpersonwhotunedthepiano?\"
\"PerhapsshetunesMissThyraFlowerdew’spiano!\"suggestedMissBlake,inaloudwhisper。
\"Youareright,madam,\"saidthelittlegirl,quietly。\"IhaveoftentunedMissFlowerdew’spiano。\"
Therewasanotherembarrassingsilence;andthenalovelyoldlady,whomeveryonereverenced,cametotherescue。
\"Ithinkherplayingissimplysuperb,\"shesaid。\"NothingthatIeverhearsatisfiesmesoentirely。Shehasallthetendernessofanangel’stouch。\"
\"Listeningtoher,\"saidthemajor,whohadnowrecoveredfromhisannoyanceatbeinginterrupted,\"onebecomesunconsciousofherpresence,forshe/isthemusicitself/。Andthatisrare。Itisbutseldomnowadaysthatweareallowedtoforgetthepersonalityoftheplayer。Andyetherpersonalityisanunusualone;havingonceseenher,itwouldnotbeeasytoforgether。Ishouldrecogniseheranywhere。\"
Ashespoke,heglancedatthelittletuner,andcouldnothelpadmiringherdignifiedcomposureundercircumstanceswhichmighthavebeendistressingtoanyone;andwhensherosewiththeothershefollowedher,andsaidstiffly:
\"IregretthatIwastheindirectcauseofputtingyouinanawkwardposition。\"
\"Itisreallyofnoconsequence,\"shesaid,brightly。\"IfyouthinkI
wasimpertinent,Iaskyourforgiveness。Ididnotmeantobeofficious。ThewordswerespokenbeforeIwasawareofthem。\"
Shepassedintothesalon,whereshefoundaquietcornerforherself,andreadsomeofthenewspapers。Noonetooktheslightestnoticeofher;notawordwasspokentoher;butwhensherelievedthecompanyofherpresenceherimpertinencewascommentedon。
\"IamsorrythatsheheardwhatIsaid,\"remarkedMissBlake;\"butshedidnotseemtomind。Theseyoungwomenwhogooutintotheworldlosetheedgeoftheirsensitivenessandfemininity。Ihavealwaysobservedthat。\"
\"Howmuchtheyaresparedthen!\"answeredsomeone。
Meanwhilethelittlegirlsleptsoundly。Shehadmerrydreams,andfinallywokeuplaughing。Shehurriedoverherbreakfast,andthenstoodreadytogoforabutterflyhunt。Shelookedthoroughlyhappy,andevidentlyhadfound,andwasholdingtightly,thekeytolife’senjoyment。
OswaldEverardwaswaitingonthebalcony,andheremindedherthatheintendedtogowithher。
\"Comealongthen,\"sheanswered;\"wemustnotloseamoment。\"
Theycaughtbutterflies;theypickedflowers;theyran;theylingeredbythewayside;theysang;theyclimbed,andhemarvelledathereasyspeed。Nothingseemedtotireher,andeverythingseemedtodelighther——theflowers,thebirds,theclouds,thegrasses,andthefragranceofthepinewoods。
\"Isitnotgoodtolive?\"shecried。\"Isitnotsplendidtotakeinthescentedair?Drawinasmanylongbreathsasyoucan。Isn’titgood?Don’tyoufeelnowasthoughyouwerereadytomovemountains?I
do。WhatadearoldnurseNatureis!Howshepetsus,andgivesusthebestofhertreasures!\"
HerhappinessinvadedOswaldEverard’ssoul,andhefeltlikeaschool-boyoncemore,rejoicinginafinedayandhisliberty,withnothingtospoilthefreshnessoftheair,andnothingtothreatenthefreedomofthemoment。
\"Isitnotgoodtolive?\"hecried。\"Yes,indeeditis,ifweknowhowtoenjoy。\"
Theyhadcomeuponsomehaymakers,andthelittlegirlhasteneduptohelpthem,laughingandtalkingtothewomen,andhelpingthemtopileupthehayontheshouldersofabroad-backedman,whothenconveyedhisburdentoapear-shapedstack。OswaldEverardwatchedhiscompanionforamoment,andthen,quiteforgettinghisdignityasanamateurtenorsinger,hetoolenthisaid,anddidnotleaveoffuntilhiscompanionsankexhaustedontheground。
\"Oh,\"shelaughed,\"whatdelightfulworkforaveryshorttime!Comealong;letusgointothatbrownchatletyonderandaskforsomemilk。
Iamsimplyparchedwiththirst。Thankyou,butIprefertocarrymyownflowers。\"
\"Whatanindependentlittleladyyouare!\"hesaid。
\"Itisquitenecessaryinourprofession,Icanassureyou,\"shesaid,withatoneofmischiefinhervoice。\"Thatremindsmethatmyprofessionisevidentlynotlookeduponwithanyfavourbythevisitorsatthehotel。IamheartbrokentothinkthatIhavenotwontheesteemofthatladyinthebillycockhat。Whatwillshesaytoyouforcomingoutwithme?Andwhatwillshesayofmeforallowingyoutocome?Iwonderwhethershewillsay,’Howunfeminine!’IwishI
couldhearher!\"
\"Idon’tsupposeyoucare,\"hesaid。\"Youseemtobeawildlittlebird。\"
\"Idon’tcarewhatapersonofthatdescriptionsays,\"repliedhiscompanion。
\"Whatonearthmadeyoucontradictthemajoratdinnerlastnight?\"heasked。\"Iwasnotatthetable,butsomeonetoldmeoftheincident;
andIfeltverysorryaboutit。WhatcouldyouknowofMissThyraFlowerdew?\"
\"Well,consideringthatsheisinmyprofession,ofcourseIknowsomethingabouther,\"saidthelittlegirl。
\"Confounditall!\"hesaid,ratherrudely。\"Surelythereissomedifferencebetweenthebellows-blowerandtheorganist。\"
\"Absolutelynone,\"sheanswered;\"merelyavariationoftheoriginaltheme!\"
Asshespokesheknockedatthedoorofthechalet,andaskedtheolddametogivethemsomemilk。Theysatinthe/Stube/,andthelittlegirllookedabout,andadmiredthespinning-wheelandthequaintchairsandthequeeroldjugsandthepicturesonthewalls。
\"Ah,butyoushallseetheotherroom,\"theoldpeasantwomansaid;
andsheledthemintoasmallapartmentwhichwasevidentlyintendedforastudy。Itboreevidencesofunusualtasteandcare,andonecouldseethatsomelovinghandhadbeentryingtomakeitarealsanctumofrefinement。Therewasevenasmallpiano。Acarvedbook-
rackwasfastenedtothewall。
Theolddamedidnotspeakatfirst;shegavehergueststimetorecoverfromtheastonishmentwhichshefelttheymustbeexperiencing;thenshepointedproudlytothepiano。
\"Iboughtthatformydaughters,\"shesaid,withastrangemixtureofsadnessandtriumph。\"Iwantedtokeepthemathomewithme,andI
savedandsaved,andgotenoughmoneytobuythepiano。Theyhadalwayswantedtohaveone,andIthoughttheywouldthenstaywithme。
Theylikedmusicandbooks,andIknewtheywouldbegladtohavearoomoftheirownwheretheymightreadandplayandstudy;andsoI
gavethemthiscorner。\"
\"Well,mother,\"askedthelittlegirl,\"andwherearetheythisafternoon?\"
\"Ah,\"sheansweredsadly,\"theydidnotcaretostay;butitwasnaturalenough,andIwasfoolishtogrieve。Besides,theycometoseeme。\"
\"Andthentheyplaytoyou?\"askedthelittlegirl,gently。
\"Theysaythepianoisoutoftune,\"theolddamesaid。\"Idon’tknow。
Perhapsyoucantell。\"
Thelittlegirlsatdowntothepiano,andstruckafewchords。
\"Yes,\"shesaid;\"itisbadlyoutoftune。Givemethetuning-hammer。
Iamsorry,\"sheadded,smilingatOswaldEverard,\"butIcannotneglectmyduty。Don’twaitforme。\"
\"Iwillwaitforyou,\"hesaid,sullenly;andhewentintothebalconyandsmokedhispipe,andtriedtopossesshissoulinpatience。
Whenshehadfaithfullydoneherworksheplayedafewsimplemelodies,suchassheknewtheoldwomanwouldloveandunderstand;
andsheturnedawaywhenshesawthatthelistener’seyesweremoist。
\"Playonceagain,\"theoldwomanwhispered。\"Iamdreamingofbeautifulthings。\"
Sothelittletunertouchedthekeysagainwithallthetendernessofanangel。
\"Tellyourdaughters,\"shesaid,assherosetosaygood-bye,\"thatthepianoisnowingoodtune。Thentheywillplaytoyouthenexttimetheycome。\"
\"Ishallalwaysrememberyou,mademoiselle,\"theoldwomansaid;and,almostunconsciously,shetookthechildishfaceandkissedit。
OswaldEverardwaswaitinginthehay-fieldforhiscompanion;andwhensheapologisedtohimforthislittleprofessionalintermezzo,asshecalledit,herecoveredfromhissulkinessandreadjustedhisnerves,whichthenoiseofthetuninghadsomewhatdisturbed。
\"Itwasverygoodofyoutotunetheolddame’spiano,\"hesaid,lookingatherwithrenewedinterest。
\"Someonehadtodoit,ofcourse,\"sheanswered,brightly,\"andIamgladthechancefelltome。Whatacomfortitistothinkthatthenexttimethosedaughterscometoseehertheywillplaytoherandmakeherveryhappy!Poorolddear!\"
\"Youpuzzlemegreatly,\"hesaid。\"Icannotforthelifeofmethinkwhatmadeyouchooseyourcalling。Youmusthavemanygifts;anyonewhotalkswithyoumustseethatatonce。Andyouplayquitenicely,too。\"
\"Iamsorrythatmyprofessionsticksinyourthroat,\"sheanswered。
\"DobethankfulthatIamnothingworsethanatuner。ForImightbesomethingworse——asnob,forinstance。\"
And,sospeaking,shedashedafterabutterfly,andlefthimtorecoverfromherwords。Hewasconsciousofhavingdeservedareproof;
andwhenatlastheovertookherhesaidasmuch,andaskedforherkindindulgence。
\"Iforgiveyou,\"shesaid,laughing。\"YouandIarenotlookingatthingsfromthesamepointofview;butwehavehadasplendidmorningtogether,andIhaveenjoyedeveryminuteofit。Andto-morrowIgoonmyway。\"
\"Andto-morrowyougo,\"herepeated。\"Canitnotbethedayafterto-morrow?\"
\"Iamabirdofpassage,\"shesaid,shakingherhead。\"Youmustnotseektodetainme。Ihavetakenmyrest,andoffIgotootherclimes。\"
Theyhadarrivedatthehotel,andOswaldEverardsawnomoreofhiscompanionuntiltheevening,whenshecamedownratherlatefor/tabled’hote/。Shehurriedoverherdinnerandwentintothesalon。Sheclosedthedoor,andsatdowntothepiano,andlingeredtherewithouttouchingthekeys;onceortwicesheraisedherhands,andthensheletthemrestonthenotes,and,halfunconsciously,theybegantomoveandmakesweetmusic;andthentheydriftedintoSchumann’s\"Abendlied,\"andthenthelittlegirlplayedsomeofhis\"Kinderscenen,\"andsomeofhis\"FantasieStucke,\"andsomeofhissongs。
Hertouchandfeelingwereexquisite,andherphrasingbetrayedthetruemusician。Thestrainsofmusicreachedthedining-room,and,onebyone,theguestscamecreepingin,movedbythemusicandanxioustoseethemusician。
Thelittlegirldidnotlookup;shewasinaSchumannmoodthatevening,andonlytheplayersofSchumannknowwhatenthrallingpossessionhetakesoftheirveryspirit。Allthepassionandpathosandwildnessandlonginghadfoundaninspiredinterpreter;andthosewholistenedtoherwereheldbythemagicwhichwasherownsecret,andwhichhadwonforhersuchhonourascomesonlytothefew。SheunderstoodSchumann’smusic,andwasatherbestwithhim。
Hadshe,perhaps,chosentoplayhismusicthiseveningbecauseshewishedtobeatherbest?Orwasshemerelybeingimpelledbyanoverwhelmingforcewithinher?Perhapsitwassomethingofboth。
Wasshewishingtohumiliatethesepeoplewhohadreceivedhersocoldly?Thislittlegirlwasonlyhuman;perhapstherewassomethingofthatfeelingtoo。Whocantell?ButsheplayedasshehadneverplayedinLondon,orParis,orBerlin,orNewYork,orPhiladelphia。
Atlastshearrivedatthe\"Carnaval,\"andthosewhoheardherdeclaredafterwardthattheyhadneverlistenedtoamoremagnificentrendering。Thetendernesswassorestrained;thevigourwassorefined。Whenthelastnotesofthatspirited\"MarchedesDavidsbundlercontrelesPhilistins\"haddiedaway,sheglancedatOswaldEverard,whowasstandingnearheralmostdazed。
\"Andnowmyfavouritepieceofall,\"shesaid;andsheatoncebeganthe\"SecondNovelette,\"thefinestoftheeight,butseldomplayedinpublic。
Whatcanonesayofthewildrushoftheleadingtheme,andthepatheticlongingoftheintermezzo?……Themurmuringdyingnotes,Thatfallassoftassnowonthesea;
andThepassionatestrainthat,deeplygoing,Refinesthebosomittremblesthrough。
Whatcanonesayofthosevagueaspirationsandfinestthoughtswhichpossesstheverydullestamonguswhensuchmusicasthatwhichthelittlegirlhadchosencatchesusandkeepsus,ifonlyforapassingmoment,butthatmomentoftherarestworthandlovelinessinourunlovelylives?
Whatcanonesayofthehighestmusicexceptthat,likedeath,itisthegreatleveller:itgathersusalltoitstenderkeeping——andwerest。
Thelittlegirlceasedplaying。Therewasnotasoundtobeheard;themagicwasstillholdingherlisteners。Whenatlasttheyhadfreedthemselveswithasigh,theypressedforwardtogreether。
\"Thereisonlyonepersonwhocanplaylikethat,\"criedthemajor,withsuddeninspiration——\"sheisMissThyraFlowerdew。\"
Thelittlegirlsmiled。
\"Thatismyname,\"shesaid,simply;andsheslippedoutoftheroom。
Thenextmorning,atanearlyhour,thebirdofpassagetookherflightonward,butshewasnotdestinedtogooffunobserved。OswaldEverardsawthelittlefigureswingingalongtheroad,andsheovertookher。
\"Youlittlewildbird!\"hesaid。\"Andsothiswasyourgreatidea——tohaveyourfunoutofusall,andthenplaytousandmakeusfeelI
don’tknowhow,andthentogo。\"
\"Yousaidthecompanywantedstirringup,\"sheanswered,\"andIratherfancyIhavestirredthemup。\"
\"Andwhatdoyousupposeyouhavedoneforme?\"heasked。
\"IhopeIhaveprovedtoyouthatthebellows-blowerandtheorganistaresometimesidentical,\"sheanswered。
Butheshookhishead。
\"Littlewildbird,\"hesaid,\"youhavegivenmeagreatidea,andI
willtellyouwhatitis:/totameyou/。Sogood-byeforthepresent。\"
\"Good-bye,\"shesaid。\"Butwildbirdsarenotsoeasilytamed。\"
Thenshewavedherhandoverherhead,andwentonherwaysinging。
KOOSJE:ASTUDYOFDUTCHLIFE
byJOHNSTRANGEWINTER
HernamewasKoosjevanKampen,andshelivedinUtrecht,thatmostquaintofquaintcities,theVeniceoftheNorth。
AllherlifehadbeenpassedundertheshadowofthegrandoldDomKerk;shehadplayedbo-peepbehindthecolumnsandarcadesoftheruined,moss-growncloisters;hadslippedupandfallendownthestepsleadingtothe/grachts/;hadonceortwice,inthisveryearlylife,beenfishedoutofthosesameslimy,stagnantwaters;hadwanderedunderthegreatlindensintheBaan,andgazedcuriouslyupatthestork’snestinthetreebytheVeterinarySchool;hadpatteredaboutthehollow-soundingstreetsinhernoisywooden/klompen/;haddancedandlaughed,hadquarrelledandwept,andfoughtandmadefriendsagain,tothetuneofthesilverchimeshighupintheDom——chimesthatweresometimesold/Nederlandsche/hymns,sometimesMendelssohn’smelodiesandtender\"LiederohneWorte。\"
Butthatwaseversolongago,andnowshehadleftherrompingchildhoodbehindher,andhadbecomeamaid-servant——averydignifiedandaristocraticmaid-servantindeed——withnolessasumthaneightpoundstenayearinwages。
Shelivedinthehouseofaprofessor,whodweltontheMunsterKerkhoff,oneofthemostaristocraticpartsofthatwonderfullyaristocraticcity;andonceortwiceeveryweekyoumighthaveseenher,ifyouhadbeentheretosee,busilyengagedinwashingtheredtileandblueslatepathwayinfrontoftheprofessor’shouse。Youwouldhaveseenthatshewasverypleasanttolookat,thisKoosje,verycomelyandclean,whethershehappenedtobeverybusy,orwhetherithadbeenSunday,and,withherverybestgownon,shewasoutforapromenadeintheBaan,afterdulygoingtoserviceasregularlyastheSabbathdawnedinthegrandoldGothicchoirofthecathedral。
Duringtheweeksheworealwaysthesamecostumeasdoeseveryotherservantinthecountry:askirtofblackstuff,shortenoughtoshowapairofveryneat-setandwell-turnedankles,cladinclothshoesandknittedstockingsthatshowednowrinkles;overtheskirtabodiceandakirtleoflilac,madewithaneatlygatheredfrillingaboutherroundbrownthroat;abovethefrillingfiveorsixrowsofunpolishedgarnetbeadsfastenedbyamassiveclaspofgoldfiligree,andonherheadaspotlesswhitecaptiedwithaneatbowunderherchin——asneat,letmetellyou,asanEnglishman’stieataparty。
ButitwasonSundaythatKoosjeshoneforthinallthegloryofablackgownandherjewellery——withgreatear-ringstomatchtheclaspofhernecklace,andaheavychainandcrosstomatchthatagain,andoneortworings;whileonherheadsheworeanimmensecap,muchtoobigtoputabonnetover,thoughforwalkingshewasmostparticulartohavegloves。
Then,indeed,shewasayoungpersontobetreatedwithrespect,andwithrespectshewasundoubtedlytreated。Asshepassedalongthequaint,resoundingstreets,manyaheadwasturnedtolookafterher;
butKoosjewentonherwaylikethestaidmaidenshewas,dulyimpressedwiththefactthatshewasprincipalservantofProfessorvanDijck,themostcelebratedauthorityonthestudyofosteologyinEurope。SoKoosjeneverheededthelooks,turnedherheadneithertotherightnortotheleft,butwentsedatelyonherbusinessorpleasure,whicheverithappenedtobe。
Itwasnotlikelythatsuchatreasurecouldremainlongunnoticedandunsoughtafter。ServantsintheNetherlands,Ihear,arenotsogoodbutthattheymightbebetter;andmostpeopleknewwhatatreasureProfessorvanDijckhadinhisKoosje。However,astheprofessorconscientiouslyraisedherwagesfromtimetotime,Koosjeneverthoughtofleavinghim。
Butthereisonebribenowomancanresist——thebribethatisofferedbylove。AsProfessorvanDijckhadexpectedandfeared,thatbribeerelongwasheldouttoKoosje,andKoosjewastooweaktoresistit。
Notthathewishedhertodoso。Ifthegirlhadachanceofsettlingwellandhappilyforlife,hewouldbethelasttodreamofthrowinganyobstacleinherway。Hehadcometobeanoldmanhimself;helivedallalone,saveforhisservants,inagreat,ramblinghouse,whosehugeapartmentswereallsetoutwithhorribleanatomicalpreparationsandgrislyskeletons;and,thoughthestatelypassageswerepavedwithwhitemarble,andledintoroomswhichwouldeasilyhaveaccommodatedcrowdsofguests,hewentintonosocietysavethatofsavantsasoldandfossil-likeashimself;inotherwords,hewasanoldbachelorwholivedentirelyforhisprofessionandthestudyofthegreatmastersbytheinterpretationofagenuineoldStradivari。
Yettheoldprofessorhadamemory;herecalledthetimewhenhehadbeenyoungwhonowwasold——thetimewhenhisheartwasagooddealmoretender,hisbloodagreatdealwarmer,andhisfancyverymuchmoreeasilystirredthannowadays。Therewasadead-and-goneromancewhichhadbrokenhisheart,sentimentallyspeaking——aromancelongsincecrumbledintodust,whichhadsenthimforcomfortintothestudyofosteologyandthemusicoftheStradivari;yetthememorythereofmadehimconsiderablymorelenienttoKoosje’sweaknessthanKoosjeherselfhadeverexpectedtofindhim。
Notthatshehadintendedtotellhimatfirst;shewasonlythreeandtwenty,and,thoughJanvanderWeldewasasfineafellowascouldbeseeninUtrecht,andhadgoodwagesandsomethingputby,Koosjewasbynomeansinclinedtorushheadlongintomatrimonywithunduehurry。
Itwasmorepleasanttoliveintheprofessor’sgoodhouse,tohavedelightfulwalksarminarmwithJanunderthetreesintheBaanorroundtheSingels,partingunderthestarswithmanyalingeringwordandpromisetomeetagain。Itwasduringoneofthoseverypartingsthattheprofessorsuddenlybecameaware,ashewalkedplacidlyhome,ofthechangethathadcomeintoKoosje’slife。
However,Koosjetoldhimblushinglythatshedidnotwishtoleavehimjustatpresent;sohedidnottroublehimselfaboutthematter。Hewasawiseman,thisoldauthorityonosteology,andquotedoftentimes,\"Sufficientuntothedayistheevilthereof。\"
Sothecourtshipspedsmoothlyon,seemingforoncetocontradictthetruthoftheoldsaying,\"Thecourseoftrueloveneverdidrunsmooth。\"Thecourseoftheirlovedid,ofatruth,runmarvellouslysmoothindeed。Koosje,ifatriflecoy,waspleasantandsweet;Janasfineafellowaseverwaitedroundacorneronacoldwinternight。Sobrightlythehappydaysslippedby,whensuddenlyachangewaseffectedintheprofessor’shouseholdwhichmade,asamatterofcourse,somewhatofachangeinKoosje’slife。Itcameaboutinthiswise。
Koosjehadbeenonanerrandfortheprofessor,——onethathadkeptheroutofdoorssometime,——andithappenedthatthenightwasbitterlycold;thecold,indeed,wasfearful。TheairhadthatdamprawnesssonoticeableinDutchclimate,athickmistoverhungthecity,andadrizzlingraincamedownwithasteadypersistencesuchasquicklysoakedthroughthestoutestandthickestgarments。Thestreetswerewell-nighempty。Thegreatthoroughfare,theOudeGracht,wasalmostdeserted,andasKoosjehurriedalongtheMeinerbroederstraat——forshehadasecondcommissionthere——shedrewhergreatshawlmoretightlyroundher,mutteringcrossly,\"Whatweather!yesterdaysowarm,to-daysocold。’Tisenoughtogiveonethefever。\"
Shedeliveredhermessage,andranonthroughOudeKerkhoffasfastasherfeetcouldcarryher,when,justassheturnedthecornerintotheDomplein,afiercegustofwind,accompaniedbyablindingshowerofrain,assailedher;herfootcaughtagainstsomethingsoftandheavy,andshefell。
\"Blessus!\"sheejaculated,blankly。\"Whatfoolhasleftabundleoutonthepathonsuchanight?Pitchdark,withhalfthelampsout,andrainandmistenoughtoblindone。\"
Shegatheredherselfup,rubbingelbowsandkneesvigorously,castingthewhiledarkglancesattheobnoxiousbundlewhichhadcausedthedisaster。Justthenthewindwaslulled,thelampcloseathandgaveoutasteadylight,whichsheditsraysthroughthefoguponKoosjeandthebundle,fromwhich,tothegirl’shorroranddismay,cameafaintmoan。Quicklyshedrewnearer,whensheperceivedthatwhatshehadbelievedtobeabundlewasindeedawoman,apparentlyinthelaststageofexhaustion。
Koosjetriedtolifther;butthedead-weightwasbeyondher,youngandstrongasshewas。Thentherainandthewindcameonagaininfiercerguststhanbefore;thewoman’smoansgrewlouderandlouder,andwhattodoKoosjeknewnot。
Shestruggledonforthefewstepsthatlaybetweenherandtheprofessor’shouse,andthensherangapealwhichresoundedthroughtheechoingpassages,bringingDortje,theothermaid,runningout;
afterthemannerofherclass,imaginingallsortsofterriblecatastropheshadhappened。SheutteredacryofreliefwhensheperceiveditwasonlyKoosje,who,withoutvouchsafinganyexplanation,dashedpastherandranstraightintotheprofessor’sroom。
\"Oprofessor!\"shegaspedout;but,betweenhereffortstoremovethewoman,herstrugglewiththeelements,andherracedownthepassage,herbreathwasutterlygone。
Theprofessorlookedupfromhisbookandhistea-trayinsurprise。
ForamomenthethoughtthatKoosje,hisdomestictreasure,hadaltogethertakenleaveofhersenses;forshewasstreamingwithwater,coveredwithmud,andheadandcapwereinastateofdisorder,suchasneitherhenoranyoneelsehadeverseentheminsincethelasttimeshehadbeenfishedoutoftheNieuweGracht。
\"Whatisthematter,Koosje?\"heasked,regardinghergravelyoverhisspectacles。
\"There’sawomanoutside——dying,\"shepanted,\"Ifelloverher。\"
\"Youhadbettertrytogetherinthen,\"theoldgentlemansaid,inquitearelievedtone。\"YouandDortjemustbringherin。Dear,dear,poorsoul!butitisadreadfulnight。\"
Theoldgentlemanshiveredashespoke,anddrewalittlenearertothetallwhiteporcelainstove。
Itwas,ashehadsaidaminutebefore,aterriblenight。Hecouldhearthewindbeatingaboutthehouseandrattlingaboutthecasementsandmoaningdownthechimneys;andtothinkanypoorsoulshouldbeoutonsuchanight,/dying/!Heavenpreserveotherswhomightbebelatedorhouselessinanypartoftheworld!
Hefellintoafitofabstraction,——ahabitnotuncommonwithlearnedmen,——wonderingwhylifeshouldbesodifferentwithdifferentpeople;
whyheshouldbeinthatwarm,handsomeroom,withitssoftrichhangingsandcarpet,withitsbeautifulfurnitureofcarvedwood,itspictures,andtherarechinascatteredhereandthereamongthegrimarrayofskeletonswhichwerehisdelight。HewonderedwhyheshouldtakehisteaoutofcostlyandvaluableOrientalchina,sugarandcreamoutofantiquesilver,whileotherpoorsoulshadnoteaatall,andnothingtotakeitoutofeveniftheyhad。Hewonderedwhyheshouldhavealampunderhisteapotthatwasaverymarvelofarttransparencies;whyheshouldhaveeveryluxury,andthispoorcreatureshouldbedyinginthestreetamidthewindandtherain。Itwasallveryunequal。
Itwasveryodd,theprofessorargued,leaninghisbackagainstthetall,warmstove;itwasveryoddindeed。Hebegantofeelthat,grandasthestudyofosteologyundoubtedlyis,heoughtnottopermitittobecomesoengrossingastoblindhimtothestudyofthegreaterphilosophiesoflife。Hisreveriewas,however,brokenbytheabruptreentranceofKoosje,whothistimewasatriflelessbreathlessthanshehadbeenbefore。
\"Wehavegotherintothekitchen,professor,\"sheannounced。\"Sheisachild——amerebaby,andsopretty!Shehasopenedhereyesandspoken。\"
\"Givehersomesoupandwine——hot,\"saidtheprofessor,withoutstirring。
\"Butwon’tyoucome?\"sheasked。
Theprofessorhesitated;hehatedattendingincasesofillness,thoughhewasaproperlyqualifieddoctorandinanemergencywouldlayhisprejudiceaside。
\"OrshallIrunacrossforthegoodDr。Smit?\"Koosjeasked。\"Hewouldcomeinaminute,onlyitis/such/anight!\"
Atthatmomentafiercergustthanbeforerattledatthecasements,andtheprofessorlaidasidehisscruples。
Hefollowedhishousekeeperdownthechilly,marble-flaggedpassageintothekitchen,whereheneverwentformonthstogether——acoseyenough,pleasantplace,withadeepvalancehangingfromthemantel-
shelf,withmanygreatcopperpans,brightandshiningasnewgold,andfurnitureallscrubbedtothewhitenessofsnow。
Inanarm-chairbeforetheopenedstovesattherescuedgirl——aslight,golden-hairedthing,withwistfulblueeyesandafrightenedair。Everymomentshecaughtherbreathinahalf-hystericalsob,whileviolentshiversshookherfromheadtofoot。
Theprofessorwentandlookedatheroverhisspectacles,asifshehadbeensomecuriousspecimenofhisfavouritestudy;butatthesametimehekeptatarespectfuldistancefromher。
\"Givehersomesoupandwine,\"hesaid,atlength,puttinghishandsunderthetailsofhislongdressing-gownoffloweredcashmere。\"Somesoupandwine——hot;andputhertobed。\"
\"Isshethentoremainforthenight?\"Koosjeasked,alittlesurprised。
\"Oh,don’tsendmeaway!\"thegolden-hairedgirlbrokeout,inavoicethatwaspositivelyawail,andclaspingapairofpretty,slenderhandsinpiteoussupplication。
\"Wheredoyoucomefrom?\"theoldgentlemanasked,muchasifheexpectedshemightsuddenlyjumpupandbitehim。
\"FromBeijerland,mynheer,\"sheanswered,withasob。
\"So!Koosje,sheisremarkablywelldressed,isshenot?\"theprofessorsaid,glancingatthecostlylacehead-gear,theheavygoldhead-piece,whichlayonthetabletogetherwiththegreatgoldspiralornamentsandfiligreependants——adazzlingheadofrichness。Helooked,too,atthegirl’swhitehands,attherich,crape-ladengown,attheirdelicatebeauty,andshowerofwavinggoldenhair,which,releasedfromtheconfinementofthecapandhead-piece,floatedinarichmassofglitteringbeautyoverthepillowswhichhisservanthadplacedbeneathherhead。
Theprofessorwasold;theprofessorwaswhollygivenuptohisprofession,whichhejokinglycalledhissweetheart;and,thoughhecuthalfofhisacquaintancesinthestreetthroughinattentionandtheshortnessofhissight,hehadeyesinhishead,anduponoccasionscouldusethem。Hethereforerepeatedthequestion。
\"Verywelldressedindeed,professor,\"returnedKoosje,promptly。
\"AndwhatareyoudoinginUtrecht——insuchaplightasthis,too?\"heasked,stillkeepingatasafedistance。
\"Omynheer,Iamallaloneintheworld,\"sheanswered,herbluemistyeyesfilledwithtears。\"Ihadamonthagoadear,good,kindfather,buthehasdied,andIamindeeddesolate。Ialwaysbelievedhimrich,andtothesethings,\"withagesturethatincludedherdressandtheornamentsonthetable,\"Ihaveeverbeenaccustomed。ThusIorderedwithoutconsiderationsuchclothesasIthoughtneedful。AndthenI
foundtherewasnothingforme——notahundredguilderstocallmyownwhenallwaspaid。\"
\"ButwhatbroughtyoutoUtrecht?\"
\"Hesentmehere,mynheer。Inhislastillness,onlyofthreedays’
duration,hebademegatheralltogetherandcometothiscity,whereIwastoaskforaMevrouwBaake,hiscousin。\"
\"MevrouwBaake,oftheSigarenFabrijk,\"saidDortje,inanaside,totheothers。\"IlivedservantwithherbeforeIcamehere。\"
\"Ihadheardverylittleabouther,onlymyfatherhadsometimesmentionedhiscousintome;theyhadoncebeenbetrothed,\"thestrangercontinued。\"ButwhenIreachedUtrechtIfoundshewasdead——
twoyearsdead;butwehadneverheardofit。\"
\"Dear,dear,dear!\"exclaimedtheprofessor,pityingly。\"Well,youhadbetterletKoosjeputyoutobed,andwewillseewhatcanbedoneforyouinthemorning。\"
\"AmItomakeupabed?\"Koosjeasked,followinghimalongthepassage。
Theprofessorwheeledroundandfacedher。
\"Shehadbettersleepintheguestroom,\"hesaid,thoughtfully,regardlessofthecoldwhichstrucktohisslipperedfeetfromthemarblefloor。\"Thatistheonlyroomwhichdoesnotcontainspecimensthatwouldprobablyfrightenthepoorchild。Iamverymuchafraid,Koosje,\"heconcluded,doubtfully,\"thatsheisalady;andwhatwearetodowithaladyIcan’tthink。\"
Withthattheoldgentlemanshuffledofftohiscoseyroom,andKoosjeturnedbacktoherkitchen。
\"He’llneverthinkofmarryingher,\"musedKoosje,ratherblankly。Ifshehadspokenthethoughtstotheprofessorhimself,shewouldhavereceivedaveryemphaticassurancethat,muchasthestudyofosteologyandtheStradivarihadblindedhimtotheaffairsofthisworkadayworld,hewasnotyetsothoroughlyfoolishastojoinhisfossilisedwisdomtotheignoranceofachildofsixteenorseventeen。
However,onthemorrowmattersassumedasomewhatdifferentaspect。
GertrudevanFlooteprovedtobenotexactlyagentlewoman。Itistruethatherfatherhadbeenawell-to-domanforhisstationinlife,andhadverymuchspoiledandindulgedhisonemotherlesschild。Yethereducationwassoslightthatshecoulddolittlemorethanreadandwrite,besidesspeakingalittleEnglish,whichshehadpickedupfromtheyachtsmenfrequentinghernativetown。TheprofessorfoundshehadbeenbutadistantrelativeoftheMevrouwBaake,toseekwhomshehadcometoUtrecht,andthatshehadnokinsfolkuponwhomshecoulddepend——afactwhichaccountedfortheprofusionofherjewellery,allhergoldentrinketshavingdescendedtoherasheirlooms。
\"Icanbeyourservant,mynheer,\"shesuggested。\"Indeed,Iamaveryusefulgirl,asyouwillfindifyouwillbuttryme。\"
Now,asarule,theprofessorvigorouslysethisfaceagainstadmittingyoungservantsintohishouse。Theybrokehischina,theydisarrangedhisbones,theymeddledwithhispapers,andmadegeneralhavoc。So,intruth,hewasnotverywillingtohaveGertrudevanFlooteasapermanentmemberofhishousehold,andhesaidso。
ButKoosjehadtakenafancytothegirl;andhavinganeyetoherowndepartureatnoverydistantdate,——forshehadbeenbetrothedmorethantwoyears,——shepleadedsohardtokeepher,promisingtotrainherinalltheprofessor’sways,toteachherthevalueofoldchinaandosteologicspecimens,thateventually,withagooddealofgrumbling,theoldgentlemangaveway,and,beingawiseaswellasanoldgentleman,wentbacktohisstudies,dismissingKoosjeandthegirlalikefromhisthoughts。
JustatfirstTruide,poorchild,wascharmed。
Sheputawayhersplendidornaments,andsomelilacfrocksandblackskirtswerepurchasedforher。Herbox,whichshehadleftatthestation,suppliedallthatwasnecessaryforSunday。
Itwasgreatfun!Forawholeweekthisyoungpersondancedabouttheramblingoldhouse,playingatbeingaservant。Thenshebegantogrowalittlewearyofitall。Shehadbeenaccustomed,ofcourse,toperformingsuchofficesasallDutchladiesfulfil——thecareofchina,oflinen,thedustingofrooms,andthelike;butshehaddonethemasamistress,notasanunderling。Andthatwasnottheworst;itwaswhenitcametoherprettyfeethavingtobethrustintoklompen,andherhavingtotakeapailandsyringeandmopandcleanthewindowsandthepathwayandthefrontofthehouse,thatthegameofmaid-