第1章

CONTENTS

THEBIRDONITSJOURNEY,BeatriceHarradenKOOSJE:ASTUDYOFDUTCHLIFE,JohnStrangeWinterADOGOFFLANDERS,OuidaMARKHEIM,R。L。StevensonQUEENTITA’SWAGER,WilliamBlackTHEBIRDONITSJOURNEY

BY

BEATRICEHARRADEN

ItwasaboutfourintheafternoonwhenayounggirlcameintothesalonofthelittlehotelatC————inSwitzerland,anddrewherchairuptothefire。

\"Youaresoakedthrough,\"saidanelderlylady,whowasherselftryingtogetroasted。\"Yououghttolosenotimeinchangingyourclothes。\"

\"Ihavenotanythingtochange,\"saidtheyounggirl,laughing。\"Oh,I

shallsoonbedry!\"

\"Haveyoulostallyourluggage?\"askedthelady,sympathetically。

\"No,\"saidtheyounggirl;\"Ihadnonetolose。\"Andshesmiledalittlemischievously,asthoughsheknewbyinstinctthathercompanion’ssympathywouldatoncedegenerateintosuspicion!

\"Idon’tmeantosaythatIhavenotaknapsack,\"sheadded,considerately。\"Ihavewalkedalongdistance——infact,fromZ————。\"

\"Andwheredidyouleaveyourcompanions?\"askedthelady,withatouchofforgivenessinhervoice。

\"Iamwithoutcompanions,justasIamwithoutluggage,\"laughedthegirl。

Andthensheopenedthepiano,andstruckafewnotes。Therewassomethingcaressinginthewayinwhichshetouchedthekeys;whoevershewas,sheknewhowtomakesweetmusic;sadmusic,too,fullofthatundefinablelonging,liketheholdingoutofone’sarmstoone’sfriendsinthehopelessdistance。

Theladybendingoverthefirelookedupatthelittlegirl,andforgotthatshehadbroughtneitherfriendsnorluggagewithher。Shehesitatedforonemoment,andthenshetookthechildishfacebetweenherhandsandkissedit。

\"Thankyou,dear,foryourmusic,\"shesaid,gently。

\"Thepianoisterriblyoutoftune,\"saidthelittlegirl,suddenly;

andsheranoutoftheroom,andcamebackcarryingherknapsack。

\"Whatareyougoingtodo?\"askedhercompanion。

\"Iamgoingtotunethepiano,\"thelittlegirlsaid;andshetookatuning-hammeroutofherknapsack,andbeganherworkinrealearnest。

Sheevidentlyknewwhatshewasabout,andpeggedawayatthenotesasthoughherwholelifedependedupontheresult。

Theladybythefirewaslostinamazement。Whocouldshebe?Withoutluggageandwithoutfriends,andwithatuning-hammer!

Meanwhileoneofthegentlemenhadstrolledintothesalon;buthearingthesoundoftuning,andbeinginsecretpossessionofnerves,hefled,saying,\"Thetuner,byJove!\"

AfewminutesafterwardMissBlake,whosenerveswerenosecretpossession,hastenedintothesalon,and,inherusualimperiousfashion,demandedinstantsilence。

\"Ihavejustdone,\"saidthelittlegirl。\"Thepianowassoterriblyoutoftune,Icouldnotresistthetemptation。\"

MissBlake,whoneverlistenedtowhatanyonesaid,tookitforgrantedthatthelittlegirlwasthetunerforwhomM。leProprietairehadpromisedtosend;andhavingbestowedonheracondescendingnod,passedoutintothegarden,whereshetoldsomeofthevisitorsthatthepianohadbeentunedatlast,andthatthetunerwasayoungwomanofrathereccentricappearance。

\"Really,itisquiteabominablehowwomenthrustthemselvesintoeveryprofession,\"sheremarked,inhermasculinevoice。\"Itissounfeminine,sounseemly。\"

TherewasnothingofthefeminineaboutMissBlake;herhorse-clothdress,herwaistcoatandhighcollar,andherbillycockhatwereofthemasculinegenus;evenhernervescouldnotbecalledfeminine,sincewelearnfromtwoorthreedoctors(takenofftheirguard)thatnervesareneitherfemininenormasculine,butcommon。

\"Ishouldliketoseethistuner,\"saidoneofthetennis-players,leaningagainstatree。

\"Hereshecomes,\"saidMissBlake,asthelittlegirlwasseensaunteringintothegarden。

Themenputuptheireye-glasses,andsawalittleladywithachildishfaceandsoftbrownhair,ofstrictlyfeminineappearanceandbearing。Thegoatcametowardherandbegannibblingatherfrock。Sheseemedtounderstandthemannerofgoats,andplayedwithhimtohisheart’scontent。Oneofthetennisplayers,OswaldEverardbyname,strolleddowntothebankwhereshewashavingherfrolic。

\"Good-afternoon,\"hesaid,raisinghiscap。\"Ihopethegoatisnotworryingyou。Poorlittlefellow!thisishislastdayofplay。Heistobekilledto-morrowfor/tabled’hote/。\"

\"Whatashame!\"shesaid。\"Fancytobekilled,andthengrumbledat!\"

\"Thatispreciselywhatwedohere,\"hesaid,laughing。\"Wegrumbleateverythingweeat。AndIowntobeingoneofthegrumpiest;thoughtheladyinthehorse-clothdressyonderfollowscloseuponmyheels。\"

\"ShewastheladywhowasannoyedatmebecauseItunedthepiano,\"

thelittlegirlsaid。\"Still,ithadtobedone。Itwasplainlymyduty。Iseemedtohavecomeforthatpurpose。\"

\"Ithasbeenconfoundedlyannoyinghavingitoutoftune,\"hesaid。

\"I’vehadtogiveupsingingaltogether。Butwhatastrangeprofessionyouhavechosen!Veryunusual,isn’tit?\"

\"Why,surelynot,\"sheanswered,amused。\"Itseemstomethateveryotherwomanhastakentoit。Thewondertomeisthatanyoneeverscoresasuccess。Nowadays,however,noonecouldamassahugefortuneoutofit。\"

\"Noone,indeed!\"repliedOswaldEverard,laughing。\"Whatonearthmadeyoutaketoit?\"

\"Ittooktome,\"shesaidsimply。\"Itwrappedmeroundwithenthusiasm。Icouldthinkofnothingelse。IvowedthatIwouldrisetothetopofmyprofession。Iworkeddayandnight。Butitmeansincessanttoilforyearsifonewantstomakeanyheadway。\"

\"Goodgracious!Ithoughtitwasmerelyamatterofafewmonths,\"hesaid,smilingatthelittlegirl。

\"Afewmonths!\"sherepeated,scornfully。\"Youarespeakingthelanguageofanamateur。No;onehastoworkfaithfullyyearafteryear;tograspthepossibilities,andpassontogreaterpossibilities。Youimaginewhatitmustfeelliketotouchthenotes,andknowthatyouarekeepingthelistenersspellbound;thatyouaretakingthemintoafairy-landofsound,wherepettypersonalityislostinvaguelongingandregret。\"

\"IconfessIhadnotthoughtofitinthatway,\"hesaid,humbly。\"I

haveonlyregardeditasanecessaryevery-dayevil;andtobequitehonestwithyou,Ifailtoseenowhowitcaninspireenthusiasm。I

wishIcouldsee,\"headded,lookingupattheengaginglittlefigurebeforehim。

\"Nevermind,\"shesaid,laughingathisdistress;\"Iforgiveyou。And,afterall,youarenottheonlypersonwholooksuponitasanecessaryevil。Mypooroldguardianabominatedit。Hemademanysacrificestocomeandlistentome。HeknewIlikedtoseehiskindoldface,andthatthepresenceofarealfriendinspiredmewithconfidence。\"

\"Ishouldnothavethoughtitwasnervouswork,\"hesaid。

\"Tryitandsee,\"sheanswered。\"Butsurelyyouspokeofsinging。Areyounotnervouswhenyousing?\"

\"Sometimes,\"hereplied,ratherstiffly。\"Butthatisslightlydifferent。\"(Hewasveryproudofhissinging,andmadeagreatfussaboutit。)\"Yourprofession,asIremarkedbefore,isanunavoidablenuisance。WhenIthinkwhatIhavesufferedfromthegentlemenofyourprofession,IonlywonderthatIhaveanybrainsleft。ButIamuncourteous。\"

\"No,no,\"shesaid;\"letmehearaboutyoursufferings。\"

\"WheneverIhavespeciallywantedtobequiet,\"hesaid——andthenheglancedatherchildishlittleface,andhehesitated。\"Itseemssorudeofme,\"headded。Hewasthesoulofcourtesy,althoughhewasanamateurtenorsinger。

\"Pleasetellme,\"thelittlegirlsaid,inherwinningway。

\"Well,\"hesaid,gatheringhimselftogether,\"itistheonesubjectonwhichIcanbeeloquent。EversinceIcanremember,Ihavebeenworriedandtorturedbythoserascals。Ihavetriedineverywaytoescapefromthem,butthereisnohopeforme。Yes;Ibelievethatallthetunersintheuniverseareinleagueagainstme,andhavemarkedmeoutfortheirspecialprey。\"

\"/Allthewhat/?\"askedthelittlegirl,withajerkinhervoice。

\"Allthetuners,ofcourse,\"hereplied,rathersnappishly。\"Iknowthatwecannotdowithoutthem;butgoodheavens!theyhavenotact,noconsideration,nomercy。WheneverI’vewantedtowriteorreadquietly,thatfatalknockhascomeatthedoor,andI’veknownbyinstinctthatallchanceofpeacewasover。WheneverI’vebeengivingaluncheonparty,thetunerhasarrived,withhisabominableblackbag,andhisabominablecardwhichhastobesignedatonce。OnoneoccasionIwasjustproposingtoagirlinherfather’slibrarywhenthetunerstruckupinthedrawing-room。Ileftoffsuddenly,andfledfromthehouse。Butthereisnoescapefromthesefiends;Ibelievetheyareswarmingaboutintheairlikesomanybacteria。Andhow,inthenameofgoodness,youshoulddeliberatelychoosetobeoneofthem,andshouldbesoenthusiasticoveryourwork,puzzlesmebeyondallwords。Don’tsaythatyoucarryablackbag,andpresentcardswhichhavetobefilledupatthemostinconvenienttime;don’t——\"

Hestoppedsuddenly,forthelittlegirlwasconvulsedwithlaughter。

Shelaugheduntilthetearsrolleddownhercheeks,andthenshedriedhereyesandlaughedagain。

\"Excuseme,\"shesaid;\"Ican’thelpmyself;it’ssofunny。\"

\"Itmaybefunnytoyou,\"hesaid,laughinginspiteofhimself;\"butitisnotfunnytome。\"

\"Ofcourseitisn’t,\"shereplied,makingadesperateefforttobeserious。\"Well,tellmesomethingmoreaboutthesetuners。\"

\"Notanotherword,\"hesaid,gallantly。\"Iamashamedofmyselfasitis。Cometotheendofthegarden,andletmeshowyoutheviewdownintothevalley。\"

Shehadconqueredherfitofmerriment,butherfaceworeasettledlookofmischief,andshewasevidentlythepossessorofsomesecretjoke。Sheseemedincapitalhealthandspirits,andhadsomuchtosaythatwasbrightandinterestingthatOswaldEverardfoundhimselfbecomingreconciledtothewholeraceoftuners。HewasamazedtolearnthatshehadwalkedallthewayfromZ————,andquitealone,too。

\"Oh,Idon’tthinkanythingofthat,\"shesaid;\"Ihadasplendidtime,andIcaughtfourrarebutterflies。Iwouldnothavemissedthoseforanything。Asforthegoingaboutbymyself,thatisasecondnature。Besides,Idonotbelongtoanyone。Thathasitsadvantages,andIsupposeitsdisadvantages;butatpresentIhaveonlydiscoveredtheadvantages。Thedisadvantageswilldiscoverthemselves!\"

\"Ibelieveyouarewhatthenovelscallanadvancedyoungwoman,\"hesaid。\"Perhapsyougivelecturesonwoman’ssuffrage,orsomethingofthatsort?\"

\"Ihaveveryoftenmountedtheplatform,\"sheanswered。\"Infact,Iamneversohappyaswhenaddressinganimmenseaudience。Amostunfemininethingtodo,isn’tit?Whatwouldtheladyyonderinthehorse-clothdressandbillycockhatsay?Don’tyouthinkyououghttogoandhelpherdriveawaythegoat?Shelookssofrightened。Sheinterestsmedeeply。Iwonderwhethershehaswrittenanessayonthefeminineinwoman。Ishouldliketoreadit;itwoulddomesomuchgood。\"

\"Youareatleastatruewoman,\"hesaid,laughing,\"forIseeyoucanbespiteful。Thetuninghasnotdriventhataway。\"

\"Ah,Ihadforgottenaboutthetuning,\"sheanswered,brightly;\"butnowyouremindme,Ihavebeenseizedwithagreatidea。\"

\"Won’tyoutellittome?\"heasked。

\"No,\"sheanswered;\"Ikeepmygreatideasformyself,andworkthemoutinsecret。Andthisoneisparticularlyamusing。WhatfunIshallhave!\"

\"Butwhykeepthefuntoyourself?\"hesaid。\"Weallwanttobeamusedhere;weallwanttobestirredup;alittlefunwouldbeacharity。\"

\"Verywell,sinceyouwishit,youshallbestirredup,\"sheanswered;

\"butyoumustgivemetimetoworkoutmygreatidea。Idonothurryaboutthings,notevenaboutmyprofessionalduties;forIhaveastrongfeelingthatitisvulgartobealwaysamassingriches!AsI

haveneitherahusbandnorabrothertosupport,Ihavechosenlesswealth,andmoreleisuretoenjoyallthelovelinessoflife!SoyouseeItakemytimeabouteverything。Andto-morrowIshallcatchbutterfliesatmyleisure,andlieamongthedearoldpines,andworkatmygreatidea。\"

\"Ishallcatchbutterflies,\"saidhercompanion;\"andItooshalllieamongthedearoldpines。\"

\"Justasyouplease,\"shesaid;andatthatmomentthe/tabled’hote/

bellrang。

Thelittlegirlhastenedtothebureau,andspokerapidlyinGermantothecashier。

\"/Ach,Fraulein/!\"hesaid。\"Youarenotreallyserious?\"

\"Yes,Iam,\"shesaid。\"Idon’twantthemtoknowmyname。Itwillonlyworryme。SayIamtheyoungladywhotunedthepiano。\"

ShehadscarcelygiventhesedirectionsandmountedtoherroomwhenOswaldEverard,whowasmuchinterestedinhismysteriouscompanion,cametothebureau,andaskedforthenameofthelittlelady。

\"/EsistdasFrauleinwelchesdasPianogestimmthat/,\"answeredtheman,returningwithunusualquicknesstohisaccount-book。

Noonespoketothelittlegirlat/tabled’hote/,butforallthatsheenjoyedherdinner,andgaveherseriousattentiontoallthecourses。Beingthussolidlyoccupied,shehadnotmuchleisuretobestowontheconversationoftheotherguests。Norwasitspeciallyoriginal;ittreatedoftheshort-comingsofthechef,thetastelessnessofthesoup,thetoughnessofthebeef,andallthemanyfailingswhichgotocompleteamountainhoteldinner。Butsuddenly,soitseemedtothelittlegirl,thistime-honouredtalkpassedintoanotherphase;sheheardtheword\"music\"mentioned,andshebecameatonceinterestedtolearnwhatthesepeoplehadtosayonasubjectwhichwasdearertoherthananyother。

\"Formyownpart,\"saidastern-lookingoldman,\"Ihavenowordstodescribewhatagraciouscomfortmusichasbeentomeallmylife。Itisthenoblestlanguagewhichmanmayunderstandandspeak。AndI

sometimesthinkthatthosewhoknowit,orknowsomethingofit,areableatraremomentstofindananswertolife’sperplexingproblems。\"

Thelittlegirllookedupfromherplate。RobertBrowning’swordsrosetoherlips,butshedidnotgivethemutterance:

GodhasafewofuswhomHewhispersintheear;

Therestmayreason,andwelcome;’tiswemusiciansknow。

\"Ihavelivedthroughalonglife,\"saidanotherelderlyman,\"andhavethereforehadmyshareoftrouble;butthegriefofbeingobligedtogiveupmusicwasthegriefwhichheldmelongest,orwhichperhapshasneverleftme。Istillcraveforthegraciouspleasureoftouchingoncemorethestringsofthevioloncello,andhearingthedear,tendervoicesingingandthrobbing,andansweringeventosuchpoorskillasmine。Istillyearntotakemypartinconcertedmusic,andbeoneofthoseprivilegedtoplayBeethoven’sstring-quartettes。Butthatwillhavetobeinanotherincarnation,Ithink。\"

Heglancedathisshrunkenarm,andthen,asthoughashamedofthisallusiontohisownpersonalinfirmity,headdedhastily:

\"Butwhenthefirstpangofsuchapainisover,thereremainsthecomfortofbeingalistener。Atfirstonedoesnotthinkitisacomfort;butastimegoesonthereisnoresistingitsmagicinfluence。AndLowellsaidrightlythat’oneofGod’sgreatcharitiesismusic。’\"

\"Ididnotknowyouweremusical,Mr。Keith,\"saidanEnglishlady。

\"Youhaveneverbeforespokenofmusic。\"

\"Perhapsnot,madam,\"heanswered。\"Onedoesnotoftenspeakofwhatonecaresformostofall。ButwhenIaminLondonIrarelymisshearingourbestplayers。\"

Atthispointothersjoinedin,andthevariousmeritsofeminentpianistswerewarmlydiscussed。

\"WhatawonderfulnamethatlittleEnglishladyhasmadeforherself!\"

saidthemajor,whowasconsideredanauthorityonallsubjects。I

wouldgoanywheretohearMissThyraFlowerdew。Wealloughttobeveryproudofher。ShehastakeneventheGermanmusicalworldbystorm,andtheysayherrecitalsatParishavebeenbrilliantlysuccessful。ImyselfhaveheardheratNewYork,Leipsic,London,Berlin,andevenChicago。\"

Thelittlegirlstirreduneasilyinherchair。

\"Idon’tthinkMissFlowerdewhaseverbeentoChicago,\"shesaid。

Therewasadeadsilence。TheadmirerofMissThyraFlowerdewlookedmuchannoyed,andtwiddledhiswatch-chain。Hehadmeanttosay\"Philadelphia,\"buthedidnotthinkitnecessarytoowntohismistake。

\"Whatimpertinence!\"saidoneoftheladiestoMissBlake。\"Whatcansheknowaboutit?Isshenottheyoungpersonwhotunedthepiano?\"

\"PerhapsshetunesMissThyraFlowerdew’spiano!\"suggestedMissBlake,inaloudwhisper。

\"Youareright,madam,\"saidthelittlegirl,quietly。\"IhaveoftentunedMissFlowerdew’spiano。\"

Therewasanotherembarrassingsilence;andthenalovelyoldlady,whomeveryonereverenced,cametotherescue。

\"Ithinkherplayingissimplysuperb,\"shesaid。\"NothingthatIeverhearsatisfiesmesoentirely。Shehasallthetendernessofanangel’stouch。\"

\"Listeningtoher,\"saidthemajor,whohadnowrecoveredfromhisannoyanceatbeinginterrupted,\"onebecomesunconsciousofherpresence,forshe/isthemusicitself/。Andthatisrare。Itisbutseldomnowadaysthatweareallowedtoforgetthepersonalityoftheplayer。Andyetherpersonalityisanunusualone;havingonceseenher,itwouldnotbeeasytoforgether。Ishouldrecogniseheranywhere。\"

Ashespoke,heglancedatthelittletuner,andcouldnothelpadmiringherdignifiedcomposureundercircumstanceswhichmighthavebeendistressingtoanyone;andwhensherosewiththeothershefollowedher,andsaidstiffly:

\"IregretthatIwastheindirectcauseofputtingyouinanawkwardposition。\"

\"Itisreallyofnoconsequence,\"shesaid,brightly。\"IfyouthinkI

wasimpertinent,Iaskyourforgiveness。Ididnotmeantobeofficious。ThewordswerespokenbeforeIwasawareofthem。\"

Shepassedintothesalon,whereshefoundaquietcornerforherself,andreadsomeofthenewspapers。Noonetooktheslightestnoticeofher;notawordwasspokentoher;butwhensherelievedthecompanyofherpresenceherimpertinencewascommentedon。

\"IamsorrythatsheheardwhatIsaid,\"remarkedMissBlake;\"butshedidnotseemtomind。Theseyoungwomenwhogooutintotheworldlosetheedgeoftheirsensitivenessandfemininity。Ihavealwaysobservedthat。\"

\"Howmuchtheyaresparedthen!\"answeredsomeone。

Meanwhilethelittlegirlsleptsoundly。Shehadmerrydreams,andfinallywokeuplaughing。Shehurriedoverherbreakfast,andthenstoodreadytogoforabutterflyhunt。Shelookedthoroughlyhappy,andevidentlyhadfound,andwasholdingtightly,thekeytolife’senjoyment。

OswaldEverardwaswaitingonthebalcony,andheremindedherthatheintendedtogowithher。

\"Comealongthen,\"sheanswered;\"wemustnotloseamoment。\"

Theycaughtbutterflies;theypickedflowers;theyran;theylingeredbythewayside;theysang;theyclimbed,andhemarvelledathereasyspeed。Nothingseemedtotireher,andeverythingseemedtodelighther——theflowers,thebirds,theclouds,thegrasses,andthefragranceofthepinewoods。

\"Isitnotgoodtolive?\"shecried。\"Isitnotsplendidtotakeinthescentedair?Drawinasmanylongbreathsasyoucan。Isn’titgood?Don’tyoufeelnowasthoughyouwerereadytomovemountains?I

do。WhatadearoldnurseNatureis!Howshepetsus,andgivesusthebestofhertreasures!\"

HerhappinessinvadedOswaldEverard’ssoul,andhefeltlikeaschool-boyoncemore,rejoicinginafinedayandhisliberty,withnothingtospoilthefreshnessoftheair,andnothingtothreatenthefreedomofthemoment。

\"Isitnotgoodtolive?\"hecried。\"Yes,indeeditis,ifweknowhowtoenjoy。\"

Theyhadcomeuponsomehaymakers,andthelittlegirlhasteneduptohelpthem,laughingandtalkingtothewomen,andhelpingthemtopileupthehayontheshouldersofabroad-backedman,whothenconveyedhisburdentoapear-shapedstack。OswaldEverardwatchedhiscompanionforamoment,andthen,quiteforgettinghisdignityasanamateurtenorsinger,hetoolenthisaid,anddidnotleaveoffuntilhiscompanionsankexhaustedontheground。

\"Oh,\"shelaughed,\"whatdelightfulworkforaveryshorttime!Comealong;letusgointothatbrownchatletyonderandaskforsomemilk。

Iamsimplyparchedwiththirst。Thankyou,butIprefertocarrymyownflowers。\"

\"Whatanindependentlittleladyyouare!\"hesaid。

\"Itisquitenecessaryinourprofession,Icanassureyou,\"shesaid,withatoneofmischiefinhervoice。\"Thatremindsmethatmyprofessionisevidentlynotlookeduponwithanyfavourbythevisitorsatthehotel。IamheartbrokentothinkthatIhavenotwontheesteemofthatladyinthebillycockhat。Whatwillshesaytoyouforcomingoutwithme?Andwhatwillshesayofmeforallowingyoutocome?Iwonderwhethershewillsay,’Howunfeminine!’IwishI

couldhearher!\"

\"Idon’tsupposeyoucare,\"hesaid。\"Youseemtobeawildlittlebird。\"

\"Idon’tcarewhatapersonofthatdescriptionsays,\"repliedhiscompanion。

\"Whatonearthmadeyoucontradictthemajoratdinnerlastnight?\"heasked。\"Iwasnotatthetable,butsomeonetoldmeoftheincident;

andIfeltverysorryaboutit。WhatcouldyouknowofMissThyraFlowerdew?\"

\"Well,consideringthatsheisinmyprofession,ofcourseIknowsomethingabouther,\"saidthelittlegirl。

\"Confounditall!\"hesaid,ratherrudely。\"Surelythereissomedifferencebetweenthebellows-blowerandtheorganist。\"

\"Absolutelynone,\"sheanswered;\"merelyavariationoftheoriginaltheme!\"

Asshespokesheknockedatthedoorofthechalet,andaskedtheolddametogivethemsomemilk。Theysatinthe/Stube/,andthelittlegirllookedabout,andadmiredthespinning-wheelandthequaintchairsandthequeeroldjugsandthepicturesonthewalls。

\"Ah,butyoushallseetheotherroom,\"theoldpeasantwomansaid;

andsheledthemintoasmallapartmentwhichwasevidentlyintendedforastudy。Itboreevidencesofunusualtasteandcare,andonecouldseethatsomelovinghandhadbeentryingtomakeitarealsanctumofrefinement。Therewasevenasmallpiano。Acarvedbook-

rackwasfastenedtothewall。

Theolddamedidnotspeakatfirst;shegavehergueststimetorecoverfromtheastonishmentwhichshefelttheymustbeexperiencing;thenshepointedproudlytothepiano。

\"Iboughtthatformydaughters,\"shesaid,withastrangemixtureofsadnessandtriumph。\"Iwantedtokeepthemathomewithme,andI

savedandsaved,andgotenoughmoneytobuythepiano。Theyhadalwayswantedtohaveone,andIthoughttheywouldthenstaywithme。

Theylikedmusicandbooks,andIknewtheywouldbegladtohavearoomoftheirownwheretheymightreadandplayandstudy;andsoI

gavethemthiscorner。\"

\"Well,mother,\"askedthelittlegirl,\"andwherearetheythisafternoon?\"

\"Ah,\"sheansweredsadly,\"theydidnotcaretostay;butitwasnaturalenough,andIwasfoolishtogrieve。Besides,theycometoseeme。\"

\"Andthentheyplaytoyou?\"askedthelittlegirl,gently。

\"Theysaythepianoisoutoftune,\"theolddamesaid。\"Idon’tknow。

Perhapsyoucantell。\"

Thelittlegirlsatdowntothepiano,andstruckafewchords。

\"Yes,\"shesaid;\"itisbadlyoutoftune。Givemethetuning-hammer。

Iamsorry,\"sheadded,smilingatOswaldEverard,\"butIcannotneglectmyduty。Don’twaitforme。\"

\"Iwillwaitforyou,\"hesaid,sullenly;andhewentintothebalconyandsmokedhispipe,andtriedtopossesshissoulinpatience。

Whenshehadfaithfullydoneherworksheplayedafewsimplemelodies,suchassheknewtheoldwomanwouldloveandunderstand;

andsheturnedawaywhenshesawthatthelistener’seyesweremoist。

\"Playonceagain,\"theoldwomanwhispered。\"Iamdreamingofbeautifulthings。\"

Sothelittletunertouchedthekeysagainwithallthetendernessofanangel。

\"Tellyourdaughters,\"shesaid,assherosetosaygood-bye,\"thatthepianoisnowingoodtune。Thentheywillplaytoyouthenexttimetheycome。\"

\"Ishallalwaysrememberyou,mademoiselle,\"theoldwomansaid;and,almostunconsciously,shetookthechildishfaceandkissedit。

OswaldEverardwaswaitinginthehay-fieldforhiscompanion;andwhensheapologisedtohimforthislittleprofessionalintermezzo,asshecalledit,herecoveredfromhissulkinessandreadjustedhisnerves,whichthenoiseofthetuninghadsomewhatdisturbed。

\"Itwasverygoodofyoutotunetheolddame’spiano,\"hesaid,lookingatherwithrenewedinterest。

\"Someonehadtodoit,ofcourse,\"sheanswered,brightly,\"andIamgladthechancefelltome。Whatacomfortitistothinkthatthenexttimethosedaughterscometoseehertheywillplaytoherandmakeherveryhappy!Poorolddear!\"

\"Youpuzzlemegreatly,\"hesaid。\"Icannotforthelifeofmethinkwhatmadeyouchooseyourcalling。Youmusthavemanygifts;anyonewhotalkswithyoumustseethatatonce。Andyouplayquitenicely,too。\"

\"Iamsorrythatmyprofessionsticksinyourthroat,\"sheanswered。

\"DobethankfulthatIamnothingworsethanatuner。ForImightbesomethingworse——asnob,forinstance。\"

And,sospeaking,shedashedafterabutterfly,andlefthimtorecoverfromherwords。Hewasconsciousofhavingdeservedareproof;

andwhenatlastheovertookherhesaidasmuch,andaskedforherkindindulgence。

\"Iforgiveyou,\"shesaid,laughing。\"YouandIarenotlookingatthingsfromthesamepointofview;butwehavehadasplendidmorningtogether,andIhaveenjoyedeveryminuteofit。Andto-morrowIgoonmyway。\"

\"Andto-morrowyougo,\"herepeated。\"Canitnotbethedayafterto-morrow?\"

\"Iamabirdofpassage,\"shesaid,shakingherhead。\"Youmustnotseektodetainme。Ihavetakenmyrest,andoffIgotootherclimes。\"

Theyhadarrivedatthehotel,andOswaldEverardsawnomoreofhiscompanionuntiltheevening,whenshecamedownratherlatefor/tabled’hote/。Shehurriedoverherdinnerandwentintothesalon。Sheclosedthedoor,andsatdowntothepiano,andlingeredtherewithouttouchingthekeys;onceortwicesheraisedherhands,andthensheletthemrestonthenotes,and,halfunconsciously,theybegantomoveandmakesweetmusic;andthentheydriftedintoSchumann’s\"Abendlied,\"andthenthelittlegirlplayedsomeofhis\"Kinderscenen,\"andsomeofhis\"FantasieStucke,\"andsomeofhissongs。

Hertouchandfeelingwereexquisite,andherphrasingbetrayedthetruemusician。Thestrainsofmusicreachedthedining-room,and,onebyone,theguestscamecreepingin,movedbythemusicandanxioustoseethemusician。

Thelittlegirldidnotlookup;shewasinaSchumannmoodthatevening,andonlytheplayersofSchumannknowwhatenthrallingpossessionhetakesoftheirveryspirit。Allthepassionandpathosandwildnessandlonginghadfoundaninspiredinterpreter;andthosewholistenedtoherwereheldbythemagicwhichwasherownsecret,andwhichhadwonforhersuchhonourascomesonlytothefew。SheunderstoodSchumann’smusic,andwasatherbestwithhim。

Hadshe,perhaps,chosentoplayhismusicthiseveningbecauseshewishedtobeatherbest?Orwasshemerelybeingimpelledbyanoverwhelmingforcewithinher?Perhapsitwassomethingofboth。

Wasshewishingtohumiliatethesepeoplewhohadreceivedhersocoldly?Thislittlegirlwasonlyhuman;perhapstherewassomethingofthatfeelingtoo。Whocantell?ButsheplayedasshehadneverplayedinLondon,orParis,orBerlin,orNewYork,orPhiladelphia。

Atlastshearrivedatthe\"Carnaval,\"andthosewhoheardherdeclaredafterwardthattheyhadneverlistenedtoamoremagnificentrendering。Thetendernesswassorestrained;thevigourwassorefined。Whenthelastnotesofthatspirited\"MarchedesDavidsbundlercontrelesPhilistins\"haddiedaway,sheglancedatOswaldEverard,whowasstandingnearheralmostdazed。

\"Andnowmyfavouritepieceofall,\"shesaid;andsheatoncebeganthe\"SecondNovelette,\"thefinestoftheeight,butseldomplayedinpublic。

Whatcanonesayofthewildrushoftheleadingtheme,andthepatheticlongingoftheintermezzo?……Themurmuringdyingnotes,Thatfallassoftassnowonthesea;

andThepassionatestrainthat,deeplygoing,Refinesthebosomittremblesthrough。

Whatcanonesayofthosevagueaspirationsandfinestthoughtswhichpossesstheverydullestamonguswhensuchmusicasthatwhichthelittlegirlhadchosencatchesusandkeepsus,ifonlyforapassingmoment,butthatmomentoftherarestworthandlovelinessinourunlovelylives?

Whatcanonesayofthehighestmusicexceptthat,likedeath,itisthegreatleveller:itgathersusalltoitstenderkeeping——andwerest。

Thelittlegirlceasedplaying。Therewasnotasoundtobeheard;themagicwasstillholdingherlisteners。Whenatlasttheyhadfreedthemselveswithasigh,theypressedforwardtogreether。

\"Thereisonlyonepersonwhocanplaylikethat,\"criedthemajor,withsuddeninspiration——\"sheisMissThyraFlowerdew。\"

Thelittlegirlsmiled。

\"Thatismyname,\"shesaid,simply;andsheslippedoutoftheroom。

Thenextmorning,atanearlyhour,thebirdofpassagetookherflightonward,butshewasnotdestinedtogooffunobserved。OswaldEverardsawthelittlefigureswingingalongtheroad,andsheovertookher。

\"Youlittlewildbird!\"hesaid。\"Andsothiswasyourgreatidea——tohaveyourfunoutofusall,andthenplaytousandmakeusfeelI

don’tknowhow,andthentogo。\"

\"Yousaidthecompanywantedstirringup,\"sheanswered,\"andIratherfancyIhavestirredthemup。\"

\"Andwhatdoyousupposeyouhavedoneforme?\"heasked。

\"IhopeIhaveprovedtoyouthatthebellows-blowerandtheorganistaresometimesidentical,\"sheanswered。

Butheshookhishead。

\"Littlewildbird,\"hesaid,\"youhavegivenmeagreatidea,andI

willtellyouwhatitis:/totameyou/。Sogood-byeforthepresent。\"

\"Good-bye,\"shesaid。\"Butwildbirdsarenotsoeasilytamed。\"

Thenshewavedherhandoverherhead,andwentonherwaysinging。

KOOSJE:ASTUDYOFDUTCHLIFE

byJOHNSTRANGEWINTER

HernamewasKoosjevanKampen,andshelivedinUtrecht,thatmostquaintofquaintcities,theVeniceoftheNorth。

AllherlifehadbeenpassedundertheshadowofthegrandoldDomKerk;shehadplayedbo-peepbehindthecolumnsandarcadesoftheruined,moss-growncloisters;hadslippedupandfallendownthestepsleadingtothe/grachts/;hadonceortwice,inthisveryearlylife,beenfishedoutofthosesameslimy,stagnantwaters;hadwanderedunderthegreatlindensintheBaan,andgazedcuriouslyupatthestork’snestinthetreebytheVeterinarySchool;hadpatteredaboutthehollow-soundingstreetsinhernoisywooden/klompen/;haddancedandlaughed,hadquarrelledandwept,andfoughtandmadefriendsagain,tothetuneofthesilverchimeshighupintheDom——chimesthatweresometimesold/Nederlandsche/hymns,sometimesMendelssohn’smelodiesandtender\"LiederohneWorte。\"

Butthatwaseversolongago,andnowshehadleftherrompingchildhoodbehindher,andhadbecomeamaid-servant——averydignifiedandaristocraticmaid-servantindeed——withnolessasumthaneightpoundstenayearinwages。

Shelivedinthehouseofaprofessor,whodweltontheMunsterKerkhoff,oneofthemostaristocraticpartsofthatwonderfullyaristocraticcity;andonceortwiceeveryweekyoumighthaveseenher,ifyouhadbeentheretosee,busilyengagedinwashingtheredtileandblueslatepathwayinfrontoftheprofessor’shouse。Youwouldhaveseenthatshewasverypleasanttolookat,thisKoosje,verycomelyandclean,whethershehappenedtobeverybusy,orwhetherithadbeenSunday,and,withherverybestgownon,shewasoutforapromenadeintheBaan,afterdulygoingtoserviceasregularlyastheSabbathdawnedinthegrandoldGothicchoirofthecathedral。

Duringtheweeksheworealwaysthesamecostumeasdoeseveryotherservantinthecountry:askirtofblackstuff,shortenoughtoshowapairofveryneat-setandwell-turnedankles,cladinclothshoesandknittedstockingsthatshowednowrinkles;overtheskirtabodiceandakirtleoflilac,madewithaneatlygatheredfrillingaboutherroundbrownthroat;abovethefrillingfiveorsixrowsofunpolishedgarnetbeadsfastenedbyamassiveclaspofgoldfiligree,andonherheadaspotlesswhitecaptiedwithaneatbowunderherchin——asneat,letmetellyou,asanEnglishman’stieataparty。

ButitwasonSundaythatKoosjeshoneforthinallthegloryofablackgownandherjewellery——withgreatear-ringstomatchtheclaspofhernecklace,andaheavychainandcrosstomatchthatagain,andoneortworings;whileonherheadsheworeanimmensecap,muchtoobigtoputabonnetover,thoughforwalkingshewasmostparticulartohavegloves。

Then,indeed,shewasayoungpersontobetreatedwithrespect,andwithrespectshewasundoubtedlytreated。Asshepassedalongthequaint,resoundingstreets,manyaheadwasturnedtolookafterher;

butKoosjewentonherwaylikethestaidmaidenshewas,dulyimpressedwiththefactthatshewasprincipalservantofProfessorvanDijck,themostcelebratedauthorityonthestudyofosteologyinEurope。SoKoosjeneverheededthelooks,turnedherheadneithertotherightnortotheleft,butwentsedatelyonherbusinessorpleasure,whicheverithappenedtobe。

Itwasnotlikelythatsuchatreasurecouldremainlongunnoticedandunsoughtafter。ServantsintheNetherlands,Ihear,arenotsogoodbutthattheymightbebetter;andmostpeopleknewwhatatreasureProfessorvanDijckhadinhisKoosje。However,astheprofessorconscientiouslyraisedherwagesfromtimetotime,Koosjeneverthoughtofleavinghim。

Butthereisonebribenowomancanresist——thebribethatisofferedbylove。AsProfessorvanDijckhadexpectedandfeared,thatbribeerelongwasheldouttoKoosje,andKoosjewastooweaktoresistit。

Notthathewishedhertodoso。Ifthegirlhadachanceofsettlingwellandhappilyforlife,hewouldbethelasttodreamofthrowinganyobstacleinherway。Hehadcometobeanoldmanhimself;helivedallalone,saveforhisservants,inagreat,ramblinghouse,whosehugeapartmentswereallsetoutwithhorribleanatomicalpreparationsandgrislyskeletons;and,thoughthestatelypassageswerepavedwithwhitemarble,andledintoroomswhichwouldeasilyhaveaccommodatedcrowdsofguests,hewentintonosocietysavethatofsavantsasoldandfossil-likeashimself;inotherwords,hewasanoldbachelorwholivedentirelyforhisprofessionandthestudyofthegreatmastersbytheinterpretationofagenuineoldStradivari。

Yettheoldprofessorhadamemory;herecalledthetimewhenhehadbeenyoungwhonowwasold——thetimewhenhisheartwasagooddealmoretender,hisbloodagreatdealwarmer,andhisfancyverymuchmoreeasilystirredthannowadays。Therewasadead-and-goneromancewhichhadbrokenhisheart,sentimentallyspeaking——aromancelongsincecrumbledintodust,whichhadsenthimforcomfortintothestudyofosteologyandthemusicoftheStradivari;yetthememorythereofmadehimconsiderablymorelenienttoKoosje’sweaknessthanKoosjeherselfhadeverexpectedtofindhim。

Notthatshehadintendedtotellhimatfirst;shewasonlythreeandtwenty,and,thoughJanvanderWeldewasasfineafellowascouldbeseeninUtrecht,andhadgoodwagesandsomethingputby,Koosjewasbynomeansinclinedtorushheadlongintomatrimonywithunduehurry。

Itwasmorepleasanttoliveintheprofessor’sgoodhouse,tohavedelightfulwalksarminarmwithJanunderthetreesintheBaanorroundtheSingels,partingunderthestarswithmanyalingeringwordandpromisetomeetagain。Itwasduringoneofthoseverypartingsthattheprofessorsuddenlybecameaware,ashewalkedplacidlyhome,ofthechangethathadcomeintoKoosje’slife。

However,Koosjetoldhimblushinglythatshedidnotwishtoleavehimjustatpresent;sohedidnottroublehimselfaboutthematter。Hewasawiseman,thisoldauthorityonosteology,andquotedoftentimes,\"Sufficientuntothedayistheevilthereof。\"

Sothecourtshipspedsmoothlyon,seemingforoncetocontradictthetruthoftheoldsaying,\"Thecourseoftrueloveneverdidrunsmooth。\"Thecourseoftheirlovedid,ofatruth,runmarvellouslysmoothindeed。Koosje,ifatriflecoy,waspleasantandsweet;Janasfineafellowaseverwaitedroundacorneronacoldwinternight。Sobrightlythehappydaysslippedby,whensuddenlyachangewaseffectedintheprofessor’shouseholdwhichmade,asamatterofcourse,somewhatofachangeinKoosje’slife。Itcameaboutinthiswise。

Koosjehadbeenonanerrandfortheprofessor,——onethathadkeptheroutofdoorssometime,——andithappenedthatthenightwasbitterlycold;thecold,indeed,wasfearful。TheairhadthatdamprawnesssonoticeableinDutchclimate,athickmistoverhungthecity,andadrizzlingraincamedownwithasteadypersistencesuchasquicklysoakedthroughthestoutestandthickestgarments。Thestreetswerewell-nighempty。Thegreatthoroughfare,theOudeGracht,wasalmostdeserted,andasKoosjehurriedalongtheMeinerbroederstraat——forshehadasecondcommissionthere——shedrewhergreatshawlmoretightlyroundher,mutteringcrossly,\"Whatweather!yesterdaysowarm,to-daysocold。’Tisenoughtogiveonethefever。\"

Shedeliveredhermessage,andranonthroughOudeKerkhoffasfastasherfeetcouldcarryher,when,justassheturnedthecornerintotheDomplein,afiercegustofwind,accompaniedbyablindingshowerofrain,assailedher;herfootcaughtagainstsomethingsoftandheavy,andshefell。

\"Blessus!\"sheejaculated,blankly。\"Whatfoolhasleftabundleoutonthepathonsuchanight?Pitchdark,withhalfthelampsout,andrainandmistenoughtoblindone。\"

Shegatheredherselfup,rubbingelbowsandkneesvigorously,castingthewhiledarkglancesattheobnoxiousbundlewhichhadcausedthedisaster。Justthenthewindwaslulled,thelampcloseathandgaveoutasteadylight,whichsheditsraysthroughthefoguponKoosjeandthebundle,fromwhich,tothegirl’shorroranddismay,cameafaintmoan。Quicklyshedrewnearer,whensheperceivedthatwhatshehadbelievedtobeabundlewasindeedawoman,apparentlyinthelaststageofexhaustion。

Koosjetriedtolifther;butthedead-weightwasbeyondher,youngandstrongasshewas。Thentherainandthewindcameonagaininfiercerguststhanbefore;thewoman’smoansgrewlouderandlouder,andwhattodoKoosjeknewnot。

Shestruggledonforthefewstepsthatlaybetweenherandtheprofessor’shouse,andthensherangapealwhichresoundedthroughtheechoingpassages,bringingDortje,theothermaid,runningout;

afterthemannerofherclass,imaginingallsortsofterriblecatastropheshadhappened。SheutteredacryofreliefwhensheperceiveditwasonlyKoosje,who,withoutvouchsafinganyexplanation,dashedpastherandranstraightintotheprofessor’sroom。

\"Oprofessor!\"shegaspedout;but,betweenhereffortstoremovethewoman,herstrugglewiththeelements,andherracedownthepassage,herbreathwasutterlygone。

Theprofessorlookedupfromhisbookandhistea-trayinsurprise。

ForamomenthethoughtthatKoosje,hisdomestictreasure,hadaltogethertakenleaveofhersenses;forshewasstreamingwithwater,coveredwithmud,andheadandcapwereinastateofdisorder,suchasneitherhenoranyoneelsehadeverseentheminsincethelasttimeshehadbeenfishedoutoftheNieuweGracht。

\"Whatisthematter,Koosje?\"heasked,regardinghergravelyoverhisspectacles。

\"There’sawomanoutside——dying,\"shepanted,\"Ifelloverher。\"

\"Youhadbettertrytogetherinthen,\"theoldgentlemansaid,inquitearelievedtone。\"YouandDortjemustbringherin。Dear,dear,poorsoul!butitisadreadfulnight。\"

Theoldgentlemanshiveredashespoke,anddrewalittlenearertothetallwhiteporcelainstove。

Itwas,ashehadsaidaminutebefore,aterriblenight。Hecouldhearthewindbeatingaboutthehouseandrattlingaboutthecasementsandmoaningdownthechimneys;andtothinkanypoorsoulshouldbeoutonsuchanight,/dying/!Heavenpreserveotherswhomightbebelatedorhouselessinanypartoftheworld!

Hefellintoafitofabstraction,——ahabitnotuncommonwithlearnedmen,——wonderingwhylifeshouldbesodifferentwithdifferentpeople;

whyheshouldbeinthatwarm,handsomeroom,withitssoftrichhangingsandcarpet,withitsbeautifulfurnitureofcarvedwood,itspictures,andtherarechinascatteredhereandthereamongthegrimarrayofskeletonswhichwerehisdelight。HewonderedwhyheshouldtakehisteaoutofcostlyandvaluableOrientalchina,sugarandcreamoutofantiquesilver,whileotherpoorsoulshadnoteaatall,andnothingtotakeitoutofeveniftheyhad。Hewonderedwhyheshouldhavealampunderhisteapotthatwasaverymarvelofarttransparencies;whyheshouldhaveeveryluxury,andthispoorcreatureshouldbedyinginthestreetamidthewindandtherain。Itwasallveryunequal。

Itwasveryodd,theprofessorargued,leaninghisbackagainstthetall,warmstove;itwasveryoddindeed。Hebegantofeelthat,grandasthestudyofosteologyundoubtedlyis,heoughtnottopermitittobecomesoengrossingastoblindhimtothestudyofthegreaterphilosophiesoflife。Hisreveriewas,however,brokenbytheabruptreentranceofKoosje,whothistimewasatriflelessbreathlessthanshehadbeenbefore。

\"Wehavegotherintothekitchen,professor,\"sheannounced。\"Sheisachild——amerebaby,andsopretty!Shehasopenedhereyesandspoken。\"

\"Givehersomesoupandwine——hot,\"saidtheprofessor,withoutstirring。

\"Butwon’tyoucome?\"sheasked。

Theprofessorhesitated;hehatedattendingincasesofillness,thoughhewasaproperlyqualifieddoctorandinanemergencywouldlayhisprejudiceaside。

\"OrshallIrunacrossforthegoodDr。Smit?\"Koosjeasked。\"Hewouldcomeinaminute,onlyitis/such/anight!\"

Atthatmomentafiercergustthanbeforerattledatthecasements,andtheprofessorlaidasidehisscruples。

Hefollowedhishousekeeperdownthechilly,marble-flaggedpassageintothekitchen,whereheneverwentformonthstogether——acoseyenough,pleasantplace,withadeepvalancehangingfromthemantel-

shelf,withmanygreatcopperpans,brightandshiningasnewgold,andfurnitureallscrubbedtothewhitenessofsnow。

Inanarm-chairbeforetheopenedstovesattherescuedgirl——aslight,golden-hairedthing,withwistfulblueeyesandafrightenedair。Everymomentshecaughtherbreathinahalf-hystericalsob,whileviolentshiversshookherfromheadtofoot。

Theprofessorwentandlookedatheroverhisspectacles,asifshehadbeensomecuriousspecimenofhisfavouritestudy;butatthesametimehekeptatarespectfuldistancefromher。

\"Givehersomesoupandwine,\"hesaid,atlength,puttinghishandsunderthetailsofhislongdressing-gownoffloweredcashmere。\"Somesoupandwine——hot;andputhertobed。\"

\"Isshethentoremainforthenight?\"Koosjeasked,alittlesurprised。

\"Oh,don’tsendmeaway!\"thegolden-hairedgirlbrokeout,inavoicethatwaspositivelyawail,andclaspingapairofpretty,slenderhandsinpiteoussupplication。

\"Wheredoyoucomefrom?\"theoldgentlemanasked,muchasifheexpectedshemightsuddenlyjumpupandbitehim。

\"FromBeijerland,mynheer,\"sheanswered,withasob。

\"So!Koosje,sheisremarkablywelldressed,isshenot?\"theprofessorsaid,glancingatthecostlylacehead-gear,theheavygoldhead-piece,whichlayonthetabletogetherwiththegreatgoldspiralornamentsandfiligreependants——adazzlingheadofrichness。Helooked,too,atthegirl’swhitehands,attherich,crape-ladengown,attheirdelicatebeauty,andshowerofwavinggoldenhair,which,releasedfromtheconfinementofthecapandhead-piece,floatedinarichmassofglitteringbeautyoverthepillowswhichhisservanthadplacedbeneathherhead。

Theprofessorwasold;theprofessorwaswhollygivenuptohisprofession,whichhejokinglycalledhissweetheart;and,thoughhecuthalfofhisacquaintancesinthestreetthroughinattentionandtheshortnessofhissight,hehadeyesinhishead,anduponoccasionscouldusethem。Hethereforerepeatedthequestion。

\"Verywelldressedindeed,professor,\"returnedKoosje,promptly。

\"AndwhatareyoudoinginUtrecht——insuchaplightasthis,too?\"heasked,stillkeepingatasafedistance。

\"Omynheer,Iamallaloneintheworld,\"sheanswered,herbluemistyeyesfilledwithtears。\"Ihadamonthagoadear,good,kindfather,buthehasdied,andIamindeeddesolate。Ialwaysbelievedhimrich,andtothesethings,\"withagesturethatincludedherdressandtheornamentsonthetable,\"Ihaveeverbeenaccustomed。ThusIorderedwithoutconsiderationsuchclothesasIthoughtneedful。AndthenI

foundtherewasnothingforme——notahundredguilderstocallmyownwhenallwaspaid。\"

\"ButwhatbroughtyoutoUtrecht?\"

\"Hesentmehere,mynheer。Inhislastillness,onlyofthreedays’

duration,hebademegatheralltogetherandcometothiscity,whereIwastoaskforaMevrouwBaake,hiscousin。\"

\"MevrouwBaake,oftheSigarenFabrijk,\"saidDortje,inanaside,totheothers。\"IlivedservantwithherbeforeIcamehere。\"

\"Ihadheardverylittleabouther,onlymyfatherhadsometimesmentionedhiscousintome;theyhadoncebeenbetrothed,\"thestrangercontinued。\"ButwhenIreachedUtrechtIfoundshewasdead——

twoyearsdead;butwehadneverheardofit。\"

\"Dear,dear,dear!\"exclaimedtheprofessor,pityingly。\"Well,youhadbetterletKoosjeputyoutobed,andwewillseewhatcanbedoneforyouinthemorning。\"

\"AmItomakeupabed?\"Koosjeasked,followinghimalongthepassage。

Theprofessorwheeledroundandfacedher。

\"Shehadbettersleepintheguestroom,\"hesaid,thoughtfully,regardlessofthecoldwhichstrucktohisslipperedfeetfromthemarblefloor。\"Thatistheonlyroomwhichdoesnotcontainspecimensthatwouldprobablyfrightenthepoorchild。Iamverymuchafraid,Koosje,\"heconcluded,doubtfully,\"thatsheisalady;andwhatwearetodowithaladyIcan’tthink。\"

Withthattheoldgentlemanshuffledofftohiscoseyroom,andKoosjeturnedbacktoherkitchen。

\"He’llneverthinkofmarryingher,\"musedKoosje,ratherblankly。Ifshehadspokenthethoughtstotheprofessorhimself,shewouldhavereceivedaveryemphaticassurancethat,muchasthestudyofosteologyandtheStradivarihadblindedhimtotheaffairsofthisworkadayworld,hewasnotyetsothoroughlyfoolishastojoinhisfossilisedwisdomtotheignoranceofachildofsixteenorseventeen。

However,onthemorrowmattersassumedasomewhatdifferentaspect。

GertrudevanFlooteprovedtobenotexactlyagentlewoman。Itistruethatherfatherhadbeenawell-to-domanforhisstationinlife,andhadverymuchspoiledandindulgedhisonemotherlesschild。Yethereducationwassoslightthatshecoulddolittlemorethanreadandwrite,besidesspeakingalittleEnglish,whichshehadpickedupfromtheyachtsmenfrequentinghernativetown。TheprofessorfoundshehadbeenbutadistantrelativeoftheMevrouwBaake,toseekwhomshehadcometoUtrecht,andthatshehadnokinsfolkuponwhomshecoulddepend——afactwhichaccountedfortheprofusionofherjewellery,allhergoldentrinketshavingdescendedtoherasheirlooms。

\"Icanbeyourservant,mynheer,\"shesuggested。\"Indeed,Iamaveryusefulgirl,asyouwillfindifyouwillbuttryme。\"

Now,asarule,theprofessorvigorouslysethisfaceagainstadmittingyoungservantsintohishouse。Theybrokehischina,theydisarrangedhisbones,theymeddledwithhispapers,andmadegeneralhavoc。So,intruth,hewasnotverywillingtohaveGertrudevanFlooteasapermanentmemberofhishousehold,andhesaidso。

ButKoosjehadtakenafancytothegirl;andhavinganeyetoherowndepartureatnoverydistantdate,——forshehadbeenbetrothedmorethantwoyears,——shepleadedsohardtokeepher,promisingtotrainherinalltheprofessor’sways,toteachherthevalueofoldchinaandosteologicspecimens,thateventually,withagooddealofgrumbling,theoldgentlemangaveway,and,beingawiseaswellasanoldgentleman,wentbacktohisstudies,dismissingKoosjeandthegirlalikefromhisthoughts。

JustatfirstTruide,poorchild,wascharmed。

Sheputawayhersplendidornaments,andsomelilacfrocksandblackskirtswerepurchasedforher。Herbox,whichshehadleftatthestation,suppliedallthatwasnecessaryforSunday。

Itwasgreatfun!Forawholeweekthisyoungpersondancedabouttheramblingoldhouse,playingatbeingaservant。Thenshebegantogrowalittlewearyofitall。Shehadbeenaccustomed,ofcourse,toperformingsuchofficesasallDutchladiesfulfil——thecareofchina,oflinen,thedustingofrooms,andthelike;butshehaddonethemasamistress,notasanunderling。Andthatwasnottheworst;itwaswhenitcametoherprettyfeethavingtobethrustintoklompen,andherhavingtotakeapailandsyringeandmopandcleanthewindowsandthepathwayandthefrontofthehouse,thatthegameofmaid-