第1章

I。

ThesuccessofVerriandidnotcomeearly,anditdidnotcomeeasily。

Hehadbeentryingalongtimetogethisworkintothebestmagazines,andwhenhehadwonthefavoroftheeditors,whoseinteresthehadperhapshadfromthebeginning,itmightbesaidthattheybegantoaccepthisworkfromtheirconsciences,becauseinitswayitwassogoodthattheycouldnotjustlyrefuseit。TheparticulareditorwhotookVerrian’sserial,afterithadcomebacktotheauthorfromtheeditorsoftheotherleadingperiodicals,wasinfactmovedmainlybythebeliefthatthestorywouldpleasethebettersortofhisreaders。These,iftheywerenotsonumerousastheworse,hefelthadnowandthentherighttohavetheirpleasurestudied。

Itwasaseriousstory,anditwassomewhatbitter,asVerrianhimselfwas,afterhisstruggletoreachthepublicwithworkwhichheknewmeritedrecognition。Buttheworldwhichdoesnotlikepeopletotakethemselvestooseriouslyalsolikesthemtotakethemselvesseriously,andthebitternessinVerrian’sstoryprovedagreeabletoanumberofreadersunexpectedlygreat。Itintimatedaromanticpersonalityintheauthor,andtheworldstilllikestoimagineromanticthingsofauthors。

Itlikesespeciallytoimaginethemofnovelists,nowthattherearenolongerpoets;andwhenitbegantolikeVerrian’sserial,itbegantowritehimallsortsofletters,directly,incareoftheeditor,andindirectlytotheeditor,whomtheyaskedaboutVerrianmorethanabouthisstory。

Itwasaman’sstoryratherthanawoman’sstory,asthesemaybedistinguished;butquiteforthatreasonwomenseemedpeculiarlytakenwithit。Perhapsthewomenhadmoreleisureormorecouragetowritetotheauthorandtheeditor;atanyrate,mostoftheletterswerefromwomen;someofthelettersweresillyandfatuousenough,butotherswereofanintelligencewhichwasnonethelesspenetratingforbeingemotionalratherthancritical。Thesemaidsormatrons,whoeverorwhichevertheywere,knewwonderfullywellwhattheauthorwouldbeat,andtheirinterestinhisstoryimpliedaconstantifnotasingledevotion。NowandthenVerrianwastemptedtoansweroneofthem,andunderfavorofhismother,whohadbeenhisconfidantateverypointofhisliterarycareer,heyieldedtothetemptation;butonedaytherecamealetteraskingananswer,whichneitherhenorhismotherfeltcompetenttodealwith。Theybothperceivedthattheymustreferittotheeditorofthemagazine,anditseemedtothemsoimportantthattheydecidedVerrianmustgowithitinpersontotheeditor。Thenhemustbesofarruledbyhim,ifnecessary,astogivehimtheletterandputhimself,astheauthor,beyondanappealwhichhefoundpeculiarlypoignant。

Theletter,whichhadovercomethetacitmisgivingsofhismotherastheyreaditandreaditagaintogether,wasfromagirlwhohadperhapsnoneedtoconfessherselfyoung,ortoownherinexperienceoftheworldwherestorieswerewrittenandprinted。SheexcusedherselfwithadelicacywhichVerrian’scorrespondentsbynomeansalwaysshowedforintrudinguponhim,andthenpleadedthepowerhisstoryhadoverherastheonlyshadowofrightshehadinaddressinghim。Itsfascination,shesaid,hadbegunwiththefirstnumber,thefirstchapter,almostthefirstparagraph。Itwasnotfortheplotthatshecared;shehadreadtoomanystoriestocarefortheplot;itwastheprobleminvolved。Itwasonewhichshehadsooftenponderedinherownmindthatshefelt,inawayshehopedhewouldnotthinkconceited,almostasifthestorywaswrittenforher。Shehadneverbeenabletosolvetheproblem;howhewouldsolveitshedidnotseehowshecouldwaittoknow;andhereshemadehimaconfidencewithoutwhich,shesaid,sheshouldnothavethecouragetogoon。Shewasaninvalid,andherdoctorhadtoldherthat,thoughshemightliveformonths,therewerechancesthatshemightdieatanymomentsuddenly。Hewouldthinkitstrange,anditwasstrangethatsheshouldtellhimthis,andstrangerstillthatsheshoulddaretoaskhimwhatshewasgoingtoask。Thestoryhadyetfourmonthstorun,andshehadbeguntohaveamorbidforebodingthatsheshouldnotlivetoreaditintheordinarycourse。Shewassoignorantaboutwritersthatshedidnotknowwhethersuchathingwaseverdone,orcouldbedone;

butifhecouldtellherhowthestorywastocomeouthewouldbedoingmoreforherthananythingelsethatcouldbedoneforheronearth。Shehadreadthatsometimesauthorsbegantoprinttheirserialstoriesbeforetheyhadwrittenthemtotheend,andhemightnotbesureoftheendhimself;butifhehadfinishedthisstoryofhis,andcouldletherseethelastpagesinprint,shewouldowehimthegratitudeshecouldneverexpress。

Theletterwaswritteninaneducatedhand,andtherewerenofoiblesofformorexcessesoffashioninthestationerytomarthecharacterofsinceritythesimplewordingconveyed。Thepostaladdress,withthedate,wasfullygiven,andthenamesignedattheendwasevidentlygenuine。

Verrianhimselfhadnoquestionofthegenuinenessoftheletterinanyrespect;hismother,afterherfirstmisgivings,whichwereperhapssensations,thoughtashedidaboutit。Shesaidthestorydealtsoprofoundlywiththedeepestthingsthatitwasnowonderaperson,standinglikethatgirlbetweenlifeanddeath,shouldwishtoknowhowtheauthorsolveditsproblem。Thenshereadthelettercarefullyoveragain,andagainVerrianreadit,withaneffectnotdifferentfromthatwhichitsfirstperusalhadmadewithhim。Hisfaithinhisworkwassogreat,soentire,thatthenotionofanyotherfeelingaboutitwasnotadmissible。

\"Ofcourse,\"hesaid,withasighofsatisfaction,\"ImustshowthelettertoArmigeratonce。\"

\"Ofcourse,\"hismotherreplied。\"Heistheeditor,andyoumustnotdoanythingwithouthisapproval。\"

Thefaithinthewriteroftheletter,whichwasprimarywithhim,wassecondarywithher,butperhapsforthatreason,shewasallthemorefirmlygroundedinit。

II。

Therewasnothingtocloudtheeditor’sjudgment,whenVerriancametohim,exceptthefactthathewasapoetaswellasaneditor。Hereadinasilenceasgreatastheauthor’stheletterwhichVerriansubmitted。

Thenheremainedponderingitforaslongaspacebeforehesaid,\"Thatisverytouching。\"

Verrianjumpedtohisquestion。\"Doyoumeanthatweoughttosendhertheproofsofthestory?\"

\"No,\"theeditorfaltered,buteveninthisdecisionhedidnotdenytheauthorhissympathy。\"You’vetouchedbottominthatstory,Verrian。Youmaygohigher,butyoucannevergodeeper。\"

Verrianflushedalittle。\"Oh,thankyou!\"

\"I’mnotsurprisedthegirlwantstoknowhowyoumanageyourproblem——

suchagirl,standingintheshadowoftheotherworld,whichisalwayseclipsingthis,andseeinghowyou’vecaughtitsawfuloutline。\"

Verrianmadeagratefulmurmuratthepraise。\"Thatiswhatmymotherfelt。Thenyouhavenodoubtofthegoodfaith——\"

\"No,\"theeditorreturned,withthesamequantity,ifnotthesamequality,ofreluctanceasbefore。\"Yousee,itwouldbetoodaring。\"

\"Thenwhynotletherhavetheproofs?\"

\"Thethingissounprecedented——\"

\"Ourdoingitneedn’tformaprecedent。\"

\"No。\"

\"Andifyou’venodoubtofitsbeingatruecase——\"

\"Wemustprovethatitis,or,rather,wemustmakeherproveit。I

quitefeelwithyouaboutit。IfIweretoactuponmyownimpulse,myownconvictions,Ishouldsendhertherestofthestoryandtakethechances。Butshemaybeanenterprisingjournalistindisguiseit’sastonishingwhatwomenwilldowhentheytaketonewspaperwork——andwehavenorighttoriskanything,forthemagazine’ssake,ifnotyoursandmine。Willyouleavethisletterwithme?\"

\"Iexpectedtoleavethewholeaffairinyourhands。Doyoumindtellingmewhatyouproposetodo?Ofcourse,itwon’tbeanything——abrupt——\"

\"Ohno;andIdon’tmindtellingyouwhathasoccurredtome。Ifthisisatruecase,asyousay,andI’venoquestionbutitis,thewriterwillbeonconfidentialtermswithherpastoraswellasherdoctorandI

proposeaskinghertogethimtocertify,inanysortofgeneralterms,toheridentity。Iwilltreatthematterdelicately——Or,ifyouprefertowritetoheryourself——\"

\"Ohno,it’smuchbetterforyoutodoit;youcandoitauthoritatively。\"

\"Yes,andifsheisn’ttherealthing,butmerelyawomanjournalisttryingtoworkusfora’story’inherSundayedition,weshallhearnomorefromher。\"

\"Idon’tseeanythingtoobjecttoinyourplan,\"Verriansaid,uponreflection。\"Shecertainlycan’tcomplainofourbeingcautious。\"

\"No,andshewon’t。Ishallhavetoreferthemattertothehouse——\"

\"Oh,willyou?\"

\"Why,certainly!Icouldn’ttakeasteplikethatwithouttheapprovalofthehouse。\"

\"No,\"Verrianassented,andhemadeanoteofthewriter’saddressfromtheletter。Then,afteramomentspentinlookinghardattheletter,hegaveitbacktotheeditorandwentabruptlyaway。

Hehadproof,thenextmorning,thattheeditorhadactedpromptly,atleastsofarasregardedthehouse。Thehousehadapprovedhisplan,ifonecouldtrusttheromanticparagraphwhichVerrianfoundinhispaperatbreakfast,exploitingthefactconcernedasoneoftheinterestingevidencesoftheholdhisserialhadgotwiththemagazinereaders。Herecognizedintheparagraphthetouchofthegoodfellowwhopreparedtheweeklybulletinsofthehouse,andofferedthepressliteraryintelligenceinaformreadyforimmediateuse。Thecasewasfairlystated,buttheprivacyoftheauthor’scorrespondentwasperfectlyguarded;itwasnotevenmadeknownthatshewasawoman。YetVerrianfelt,inreadingtheparagraph,ashockofguiltydismay,asifhehadbetrayedaconfidencereposedinhim,andhehandedthepaperacrossthetabletohismotherwithratherasicklook。

Afterhisreturnfromthemagazineofficethedaybefore,therehadbeenagooddealoftalkbetweenthemaboutthatgirl。Mrs。Verrianhadagreedwithhimthatnomoreinterestingeventcouldhavehappenedtoanauthor,butshehadtriedtokeephimfromtakingittoopersonally,andfrommakinghimselfmischievousillusionsfromit。Shehadsincesleptuponheranxieties,withtheeffectoffindingthemmorevividatwaking,andshehadbeencastingaboutforanopeningtopenetratehimwiththem,whenfortuneputthisparagraphinherway。

\"Isn’titdisgusting?\"heasked。\"Idon’tseehowArmigercouldletthemdoit。Ihopetoheavenshe’llneverseeit!\"

Hismotherlookedupfromtheparagraphandasked,\"Why?\"

\"Whatwouldshethinkofme?\"

\"Idon’tknow。Shemighthaveexpectedsomethingofthekind。\"

\"Howexpectsomethingofthekind?AmIoneoftheself-advertisers?\"

\"Well,shemusthaverealizedthatshewasdoingratheraboldthing。\"

\"Bold?\"

\"Venturesome,\"Mrs。Verriancompromisedtothekindlingangerinherson’seyes。

\"Idon’tunderstandyou,mother。Ithoughtyouagreedwithmeaboutthewriterofthatletter——hersincerity,simplicity。\"

\"Sincerity,yes。Butsimplicity——Philip,athoroughlysingle-mindedgirlneverwrotethatletter。Youcan’tfeelsuchathingasIdo。

Amancouldn’t。Youcanpaintthecharacterofwomen,andyoudoitwonderfully——but,afterall,youcan’tknowthemasawomandoes。\"

\"Youtalk,\"heanswered,alittlesulkily,\"asifyouknewsomeharmofthegirl。\"

\"No,myson,Iknownothingabouther,exceptthatsheisnotsingle-

minded,andthereisnoharminnotbeingsingle-minded。Agreatmanysingle-mindedwomenarefools,andsomedouble-mindedwomenaregood。\"

\"Well,single-mindedordouble-minded,ifsheiswhatshesayssheis,whatmotiveonearthcouldshehaveinwritingtomeexceptthemotiveshegives?Youdon’tdenythatshetellsthetruthaboutherself?\"

\"Don’tIsaythatsheissincere?Butagirldoesn’talwaysknowherownmotives,orallofthem。Shemayhavewrittentoyoubecauseshewouldliketobeginacorrespondencewithanauthor。Orshemayhavedoneitoutoftheloveofexcitement。Orforthesakeofdistraction,togetawayfromherselfandhergloomyforebodings。\"

\"Andshouldyoublameherforthat?\"

\"No,Ishouldn’t。Ishouldpityherforit。But,allthesame,I

shouldn’twantyoutobetakeninbyher。\"

\"Youthink,then,shedoesn’tcareanythingaboutthestory?\"

\"Ithink,veryprobably,shecaresagreatdealaboutit。Sheisaseriousperson,intellectuallyatleast,anditisaseriousstory。Nowondershewouldliketoknow,atfirsthand,somethingaboutthemanwhowroteit。\"

ThisflatteredVerrian,buthewouldnotallowitsreasonableness。Hetookagulpofcoffeebeforesaying,uncandidly,\"Ican’tmakeoutwhatyou’redrivingat,mother。But,fortunately,there’snohurryaboutyourmeaning。Thething’sintheonlyshapewecouldpossiblygiveit,andI

amsatisfiedtoleaveitinArmiger’shands。I’mcertainhewilldealwiselywithit-andkindly。\"

\"Yes,I’msurehe’lldealkindly。Ishouldbeveryunhappyifhedidn’t。

Hecouldeasilydealmorewisely,though,thanshehas。\"

Verrianchosenottofollowhismotherinthis。\"Allis,\"hesaid,withfinality,\"Ihopeshe’llneverseethatloathsomeparagraph。\"

\"Oh,verylikelyshewon’t,\"hismotherconsoledhim。

III。

OnlyfourdaysafterhehadseenArmiger,Verrianreceivedanenvelopecoveringabriefnotetohimselffromtheeditor,acopyoftheletterhehadwrittentoVerrian’sunknowncorrespondent,andheranswerintheoriginal。Verrianwasalonewhenthepostmanbroughthimthisenvelope,andhecouldindulgeacertainpassionformethodbywhichhereaditscontentsintheordernamed;ifhismotherhadbeenby,shewouldhavemadehimreadthegirl’sreplyfirstofall。Armigerwrote:

\"MYDEARVERRIAN,——Ienclosetwoexhibitswhichwillpossessyouofallthefactsinthecaseoftheyoungladywhofearedshemightdiebeforeshereadtheendofyourstory,butwho,youwillbegladtofind,islikelytolivethroughtheyear。AsthestoryendsinourOctobernumber,sheneednotbesuppliedwithadvancesheets。Iamsorrythehousehurriedoutaparagraphconcerningthematter,butitwillnotbefollowedbyanother。Perhapsyouwillfeel,asIdo,thattheincidentisclosed。Ihavenotrepliedtothewriter,andyouneednotreturnherletter。Yoursever,\"M。ARMIGER。\"

Theeditor’slettertotheyoungladyread:

\"DEARMADAM,——Mr。P。S。Verrianhashandedmeyourletterofthe4th,andIneednottellyouthatithasinterestedusboth。

\"Iamalmostasmuchgratifiedashebythetestimonyyourrequestbearstotheimportanceofhiswork,andifIcouldhaveacteduponmyinstantfeelingIshouldhavehadnohesitationingrantingit,thoughitissoveryunusualastobe,inmyexperienceasaneditor,unprecedented。I

amsurethatyouwouldnothavemadeitsofranklyifyouhadnotbeenpreparedtoguardinreturnanyconfidenceplacedinyou;butyouwillrealizethatasyouarequiteunknowntous,weshouldnotbejustifiedintakingastepsounusualasyouproposewithouthavingsomeguaranteebesidesthatwhichMr。VerrianandIbothfeelfromthecharacterofyourletter。Simply,then,forpurposesofidentification,asthephraseis,Imustbegyoutoaskthepastorofyourchurch,or,betterstill,yourfamilyphysician,towriteyoualinesayingthatheknowsyou,asasortofletterofintroductiontome。ThenIwillsendyoutheadvanceproofsofMr。Verrian’sstory。Youmayliketoaddressmepersonallyinthecareofthemagazine,andnotastheeditor。

\"Yoursveryrespectfully,\"M。ARMIGER。\"

Theeditor’sletterwasdatedthe6thofthemonth;theanswer,datedthe8th,betrayedtheanxioushasteofthewriterinreplying,anditwasnotherfaultifwhatshewrotecametoVerrianwhenhewasnolongerabletodojusticetoherconfession。Undertheaddressgiveninherfirstlettershenowbegan,in,ahandintowhichakindliereyemighthavereadapatheticperturbation:

\"DEARSIR,——Ihavesomethingawfultotellyou。Imightwritepageswithoutmakingyouthinkbetterofme,andIwillletyouthinktheworstatonce。IamnotwhatIpretendedtobe。IwrotetoMr。VerriansayingwhatIdid,andaskingtoseetherestofhisstoryontheimpulseofthemoment。Ihadbeenreadingit,forIthinkitisperfectlyfascinating;

andafriendofmine,anothergirl,andIgottogethertryingtoguesshowhewouldendit,andwebegantodareeachothertowritetohimandask。Atfirstwedidnotdreamofdoingsuchathing,butwewenton,andjustforthefunofitwedrewlotstoseewhichshouldwritetohim。

Thelotfelltome;butwecomposedthatlettertogether,andweputinaboutmydyingforajoke。Weneverintendedtosendit;butthenonethingledtoanother,andIsigneditwithmyrealnameandwesentit。

Wedidnotreallyexpecttohearanythingfromit,forwesupposedhemustgetlotsoflettersabouthisstoryandneverpaidanyattentiontothem。WedidnotrealizewhatwehaddonetillIgotyourletteryesterday。Thenwesawitall,andeversincewehavebeentryingtothinkwhattodo,andIdonotbelieveeitherofushassleptamoment。

Wehavecometotheconclusionthattherewasonlyonethingwecoulddo,andthatwastotellyoujustexactlyhowithappenedandtaketheconsequences。Butthereisnoreasonwhymorethanonepersonshouldbebroughtintoit,andsoIwillnotletmyfriendsignthisletterwithme,butIwillputmyownnamealonetoit。Youmaynotthinkitismyrealname,butitis;youcanfindoutbywritingtothepostmasterhere。

Idonotknowwhetheryouwillpublishitasafraudforthewarningofothers,butIshallnotblameyouifyoudo。Ideserveanything。

Yourstruly,\"JERUSHAPEREGRINEBROWN。\"

IfVerrianhadbeenanoldermanlifemighthavesuppliedhimwiththemeansofjudgingthewriterofthisletter。Buthisexperienceasanauthorhadnotbeenverygreat,andsuchasitwasithadhardenedandsharpenedhim。Therewasnothingwildorwhirlinginhismood,butinthedeadlyhurtwhichhadbeeninflicteduponhisvanityhecoldlyandcarefullystudiedwhatdeadlierhurthemightinflictagain。Hewasofthecruellerintentbecausehehadnotknownhowmuchofpersonalvanitytherewasintheseriousnesswithwhichhetookhimselfandhiswork。Hehadsupposedthathewasrespectinghisethicsandaesthetics,hisidealofconductandofart,butnowitwasbroughthometohimthathewasswollenwiththeconceitofhisownperformance,andthat,howeverwellothersthoughtofit,hisownthoughtofitfaroutrantheirwilltohonorit。Hewishedtorevengehimselfforthisconsciousnessaswellastheoffenceofferedhim;ofthetwotheconsciousnesswasthemoredisagreeable。

Hismother,dressedforthestreet,cameinwherehesatquietathisdesk,withtheeditor’slettersandthegirl’sbeforehim,andhemutelyreferredthemtoherwithahandliftedoverhisshoulder。Shereadthem,andthenshesaid,\"Thisishardtobear,Philip。IwishIcouldbearitforyou,oratleastwithyou;butI’mlateformyengagementwithMrs。Alfred,asitis——No,IwilltelephoneherI’mdetainedandwe’lltalkitover——\"

\"No,no!Notonanyaccount!I’dratherthinkitoutformyself。Youcouldn’thelpme。Afterall,ithasn’tdonemeanyharm——\"

\"Andyou’vehadagreatescape!AndIwon’tsayawordmorenow,butI’llbebacksoon,andthenwe——Oh,I’msosorryI’mgoing。\"

Verriangavealaugh。\"Youcouldn’tdoanythingifyoustayed,mother。

Dogo!\"

\"Well——\"Shelookedathim,smoothinghermuffwithherhandamoment,andthenshedroppedafondkissonhischeekandobeyedhim。

IV

Verrianstillsatathisdesk,thinking,withhisburningfaceinhishands。Itwascoveredwithshameforwhathadhappenedtohim,buthishumiliationhadnoqualityofpityinit。Hemustwritetothatgirl,andwriteatonce,andhissolehesitationwasastotheformheshouldgivehisreply。HecouldnotaddressherasDearMissBrownorasDearMadam。EvenMadamwasnotsharpandforbiddingenough;besides,Madam,aloneorwiththesenselessprefix,wasarchaic,andVerrianwishedtobeverymodernwiththismostoffensiveinstanceofthelatestgirl。

Hedecidedupondealingwithherinthethirdperson,andtrustingtohisliteraryskilltokeeptheformfromclumsiness。

Hetrieditinthatform,anditwassimplydisgusting,theattitudestiffandswelling,andthedictionaffectedandunnatural。Withaquickreversiontotheimpossiblefirsttype,herecasthisletterinwhatwasnowtheonlypossibleshape。

\"MYDEARMISSBROWN,——TheeditoroftheAmericanMiscellanyhassentmeacopyofhisrecentlettertoyouandyourownreply,andhasremandedtomeanaffairwhichresultedfrommygoingtohimwithyourrequesttoseethecloseofmystorynowpublishinginhismagazine。

\"Aftergivingthemattermybestthought,Ihaveconcludedthatitwillbewelltoenclosealltheexhibitstoyou,andInowdothisinthehopethataseriousstudyofthemwillenableyoutosharemysurpriseatthemoralandsocialconditionsinwhichthebusinesscouldoriginate。Iwillinglyleavewithyouthequestionwhichisthemoretrustworthy,yourlettertomeoryourlettertohim,orwhichthemoretrulyrepresentstheinterestingdiversityofyournature。Iconfessthatthefirstmovedmemorethanthesecond,andIdonotseewhyIshouldnottellyouthatassoonasIhadyourrequestIwentwithittoMr。ArmigeranddidwhatIcouldtoprompthiscompliancewithit。Inputtingthesepapersoutofmyhands,IoughttoacknowledgethattheyhaveformedatemptationtomakeliteraryuseoftheaffairwhichIshallnowbethebetterfittedtoresist。Youwill,ofcourse,beamusedbytheeasewithwhichyoucouldabusemyrelianceonyourgoodfaith,andIamsureyouwillnotallowanyshameforyourtricktoqualifyyourpleasureinitssuccess。

\"Itwillnotbenecessaryforyoutoacknowledgethisletteranditsenclosures。Iwillregisterthepackage,sothatitwillnotfailtoreachyou,andIwillreturnanyanswerofyoursunopened,or,ifnotrecognizablyaddressed,thenunread。

\"Yourssincerely,\"P。S。VERRIAN。\"

Hereadandreadagaintheselines,withonlythesenseoftheirinsufficiencyindoingtheeffectofthebitternessinhisheart。Iftheletterwasinsulting,itwasbynomeansasinsultingashewouldhavelikedtomakeit。Whetheritwouldbewoundingenoughwassomethingthatdependeduponthepersonwhomhewishedtowound。Allthatwasproudandvainandcruelinhimsurgedupatthethoughtofthetrickthathadbeenplayeduponhim,andallthatwassweetandkindandgentleinhim,whenhebelievedthetrickwasagenuineappeal,turnedtotheircounterqualities。Yet,feebleandinadequateashisletterwas,heknewthathecouldnotdomoreorworsebytrying,andhesomuchfearedthatbywaitinghemightdolessandbetterthathehurrieditintothepostatonce。Ifhismotherhadbeenathandhewouldhaveshownither,thoughhemightnothavebeenruledbyherjudgmentofit。Hewasgladthatshewasnotwithhim,foreithershewouldhavehadheropinionofwhatwouldbemoretelling,orshewouldhaveinsisteduponhisdelayinganysortofreply,andhecouldnotendurethethoughtofdifferenceordelay。

Heaskedhimselfwhetherheshouldletherseetheroughfirstdraftofhisletterornot,andhedecidedthathewouldnot。Butwhenshecameintohisstudyonherreturnheshowedither。

Shereaditinsilence,andthensheseemedtotemporizeinasking,\"Wherearehertwoletters?\"

\"I’vesentthembackwiththeanswer。\"

Hismotherletthepaperdropfromherhands。\"Philip!Youhaven’tsentthis!\"

\"Yes,Ihave。Itwasn’twhatIwantedtomakeit,butIwishedtogetthedetestableexperienceoutofmymind,anditwasthebestIcoulddoatthemoment。Don’tyoulikeit?\"

\"Oh——\"Sheseemedbeginningtosaysomething,butwithoutsayinganythingshetookthefallenleafupandreaditagain。

\"Well!\"hedemanded,withimpatience。

\"Oh,youmayhavebeenright。Ihopeyou’venotbeenwrong。\"

\"Mother!\"

\"Shedeservedtheseverestthingsyoucouldsay;andyet——\"

\"Well?\"

\"Perhapsshewaspunishedenoughalready。\"

\"Whatdoyoumean?\"

\"Idon’tlikeyourbeing-vindictive。\"

\"Vindictive?\"

\"Beingsoterriblyjust,then。\"Sheadded,athisblankstare,\"Thisiskilling,Philip。\"

Hegaveabitterlaugh。\"Idon’tthinkitwillkillher。Sheisn’tthatkind。\"

\"She’sagirl,\"hismothersaid,withakindofsadabsence。

\"Butnotasingle-mindedgirl,youwarnedme。IwishIcouldhavetakenyourwarning。ItwouldhavesavedmefromplayingthefoolbeforemyselfandgivingmyselfawaytoArmiger,andlettinghimgivehimselfaway。

Idon’tthinkMissBrownwillsuffermuchbeforeshedies。Shewill’gettogether,’asshecallsit,withthatothergirlandhave’arealgoodtime’overit。Youknowthevillagetypeandthevillageconditions,wherethevulgarignoranceofanylargerworldissothickyoucouldcutitwithaknife。Don’tbetroubledbymyvindictivenessormyjustice,mother!IbegintothinkIhavedonejusticeandnotfallenshortofit,asIwasafraid。\"

Mrs。Verriansighed,andagainshegavehisletterbacktoherson。

\"Perhapsyouareright,Philip。Sheisprobablysotoughasnottofeelitverypainfully。\"

\"She’snotsotoughbutshe’llbeverygladtogetoutofitsolightly。

Shehashadausefulscare,andI’vedoneherafavorinmakingthescareasharpone。Isuppose,\"Verrianmused,\"thatshethinksI’vekeptcopiesofherletters。\"

\"Yes。Whydidn’tyou?\"hismotherasked。

Verrianlaughed,onlyalittlelessbitterlythanbefore。\"Ishallbegintobelieveyou’reallalike,mother。

Ididn’tkeepcopiesofherlettersbecauseIwantedtogetherandherlettersoutofmymind,finallyandforever。Besides,Ididn’tchoose。

toemulateherduplicitybyanysortofdissimulation。

\"Iseewhatyoumean,\"hismothersaid。\"And,ofcourse,youhavetakentheonlyhonorableway。\"

Thentheywerebothsilentforatime,thinkingtheirseveralthoughts。

Verrianbrokethesilencetosay,\"IwishIknewwhatsortof’othergirl’itwasthatshe’gottogetherwith。’\"

\"Why?\"

\"Becauseshewroteamorecultivatedletterthanthismagnanimouscreaturewhotakesalltheblametoherself。\"

\"Thenyoudon’tbelievethey’reboththesame?\"

\"Theyareboththesameinstationeryandchirography,butnotinliterature。\"

\"Ihopeyouwon’tgettothinkingabouther,then,\"hismotherentreated,intelligiblybutnotdefinitely。

\"Notseriously,\"Verrianreassuredher。\"I’vehadmymedicine。\"

V。

Continuityissomuchthelessonofexperiencethatinthecourseofalifebynomeanslongitbecomestheinstinctiveexpectation。Theeventthathashappenedwillhappenagain;itwillprolongitselfinaseriesofrecurrencesbywhicheachone’sepisodesharesintheunendinghistoryofall。Thesenseofthisissopervasivethathumanityrefusestoacceptdeathitselfasfinal。Intheagonizedaffections,theshatteredhopes,ofthosewhoremain,theseveredlifekeepsonunbrokenly,andwhentimeandreasonprevail,atleastastothelifehere,thedefeatedfaithappealsforfulfilmenttoanotherworld,andthebeliefofimmortalityholdsagainstthemyriadyearsinwhichnoneofthenumberlessdeadhavemadeanindisputablesigninwitnessofit。Thelostlimbstillreportsitssensationstothebrain;thefixedhabitmechanicallyattemptsitsrepetitionwhentheconditionsrenderitimpossible。

Verrianwasawarehowdeeplyandabsorbinglyhehadbroodedupontheincidentwhichhehaddonehisutmosttoclose,whenhefoundhimselfexpectingananswerofsomesortfromhisunknowncorrespondent。Heperceived,then,withoutowningthefact,thathehadreallyhopedforsomeprotest,someexcuse,someextenuation,whichintheendwouldsufferhimtobemoremerciful。Thoughhehadwishedtocrushherintosilence,andtoforbidherallhopeofhisforgiveness,hehad,inamanner,notmeanttodoit。Hehadkeptasecretplaceinhissoulwherethesinneragainsthimcouldfindrefugefromhisjustice,andwhenthissanctuaryremainedunattemptedhefoundhimselfwitharegretthathehadbarredthewaytoitsoeffectually。Theregretwassovague,soformless,however,thathecouldtacitlydenyittohimselfatalltimes,andexplicitlydenyittohismotheratsuchtimesashertouchtaughthimthatitwastangible。

Oneday,aftertenortwelvedayshadgoneby,sheaskedhim,\"Youhaven’theardanythingmorefromthatgirl?\"

\"Whatgirl?\"hereturned,asifhedidnotknow;andhefrowned。\"Youmeanthegirlthatwrotemeaboutmystory?\"

Hecontinuedtofrownrathermoredarkly。\"Idon’tseehowyoucouldexpectmetohearfromher,afterwhatIwrote。But,tobecategorical,Ihaven’t,mother。\"

\"Oh,ofcoursenot。Didyouthinkshewouldbesoeasilysilenced?\"

\"IdidwhatIcouldtocrushherintosilence。\"

\"Yes,andyoudidquiteright;Iammoreandmoreconvincedofthat。Butsuchaverytoughyoungpersonmighthaverefusedtostaycrushed。Shemightverynaturallyhavegotherselfintoshapeagainandsmoothedoutthecreases,atleastsofartotrysomefurtherdefence。\"

\"Itseemsthatshehasn’t,\"Verriansaid,stilldarkly,butnotsofrowningly。

\"Ishouldhavefancied,\"hismothersuggested,\"thatifshehadwantedtoopenacorrespondencewithyou——ifthatwasheroriginalobject——shewouldnothaveletitdropsoeasily。\"

\"Hassheletitdropeasily?IthoughtIhadlefthernopossiblechanceofresumingit。\"

\"Thatistrue,\"hismothersaid,andforthetimeshesaidnomoreaboutthematter。

NotlongafterthishecamehomefromthemagazineofficeandreportedtoherfromArmigerthatthestorywascatchingonmoreandmorewiththebestclassofreaders。TheeditorhadshownVerriansomereferencestoitinnewspapersofgoodstandingandseverallettersaboutit。

\"Ithoughtyoumightliketolookattheletters,\"Verriansaid,andhetooksomelettersfromhispocketandhandedthemtoheracrossthelunch-table。Shedidnotimmediatelylookatthem,becausehewentontoaddsomethingthattheybothfelttobemoreimportant。\"Armigersaystherehasbeensomeincreaseofthesales,whichIcanattributetomystoryifIhavethecheek。\"

\"Thatisgood。\"

\"Andthehousewantstopublishthebook。Theythink,downthere,thatitwillhaveaveryprettysuccess——notbeabigseller,ofcourse,butsomethingcomfortable。\"

Mrs。Verrian’seyesweresuffusedwithprideandfondness。\"Andyoucanalwaysthink,Philip,thatthishascometoyouwithouttheleastloweringofyourstandard,withoutforsakingyouridealforamoment。\"

\"Thatiscertainlyasatisfaction。\"

Shekeptherproudandtendergazeuponhim。\"NoonewilleverknowasI

dohowfaithfulyouhavebeentoyourart。Didanyofthenewspapersrecognizethat——orsurmiseit,orsuspectit?\"

\"No,thatisn’ttheturntheytake。Theyspeakofthestrongloveinterestinvolvedintheproblem。Andtheabundanceofincident。

Ilookedouttokeepsomethinghappening,youknow。I’msorryIdidn’taskArmigertoletmebringthenoticeshometoyou。I’mnotsurethatI

didwiselynottosubscribetothatpress-clippingsbureau。\"

Hismothersmiled。\"Youmustn’tletprosperitycorruptyou,Philip。

Wouldn’tseeingwhatthepressissayingofitdistractyoufromtherealaimyouhadinyourstory?\"

\"We’reallweak,ofcourse。Itmight,ifthestorywerenotfinished;

butasitis,IthinkIcouldbeproofagainstthestupidestpraise。\"

\"Well,formypart,I’mgladyoudidn’tsubscribetotheclippingsbureau。Itwouldhavebeenadisturbingelement。\"Shenowlookeddownatthelettersasifsheweregoingtotakethemup,andhefollowedthedirectionofhereyes。Asifremindedofthefactbythis,hesaid:

\"ArmigeraskedmeifIhadeverheardanythingmorefromthatgirl。\"

\"Hashe?\"hismothereagerlyasked,transferringherglancefromtheletterstoherson’sface。

\"Notaword。IthinkIsilencedherthoroughly。\"

\"Yes,\"hismothersaid。\"Therecouldhavebeennogoodobjectinprolongingtheaffairandlettingherconfirmherselfinthenotionthatshewasofsufficientimportanceeithertoyouortohimforyoutocontinuethecorrespondencewithher。Shecouldn’tlearntoodistinctlythatshehaddone——averywrongthingintryingtoplaysuchatrickonyou。\"

\"ThatwasthewayIlookedatit,\"Verriansaid,buthedrewalightsigh,ratherwearily。

\"Ihope,\"hismothersaid,witharecurrentglanceattheletters,\"thatthereisnothingofthatsillykindamongthese。\"

\"No,theseareblamelessenough,unlesstheyaretobeblamedforbeingtooflattering。Thatgirlseemstobesoleofherkind,unlessthegirlthatshe’gottogetherwith’wasreallylikeher。\"

\"Idon’tbelievetherewasanyothergirl。Ineverthoughttherewasmorethanone。\"

\"Thereseemedtobetwostylesandtwogradesofculture,suchastheywere。\"

\"Oh,shecouldeasilyimitatetwomanners。Shemusthavebeenaclevergirl,\"Mrs。Verriansaid,withthatadmirationforanysortofclevernessinhersexwhichevenverygoodwomencannothelpfeeling。

\"Well,perhapsshewaspunishedenoughforboththecharacterssheassumed,\"Verriansaid,withasmilethatwasnotgay。

\"Don’tthinkabouther!\"hismotherreturned,withaperceptionofhismood。\"I’monlythankfulthatshe’soutofourlivesineverysortofway。\"

VI。

Verriansaidnothing,buthereflectedwithasortofgloomyamusementhowimpossibleitwasforanywoman,evenawomansowide-mindedandhigh-principledashismother,toescapethepersonalviewofallthingsandallpersonswhichwomentake。Hetacitlynotedthefact,asthenovelistnoteswhateverhappensorappearstohim,buthelettheoccasiondropoutofhismindassoonashecouldafterithaddroppedoutofhistalk。

Thenightwhenthelastnumberofhisstorycametotheminthemagazine,andwasalreadyannouncedasabook,hesatupwithhismothercelebrating,ashesaid,andexultinginthefutureaswellasthepast。

Theyhadalittlesupper,whichshecookedforhiminachafing-dish,inthedining-roomofthetinyapartmentwheretheylivedtogether,andshemadesomecoffeeafterwards,tocarryofftheeffectoftheNewburglobster。Perhapsbecausetherewasnothingtocarryofftheeffectofthecoffee,heheardher,throughthepartitionoftheirrooms,stirringrestlesslyafterhehadgonetobed,andalittlelatershecametohisdoor,whichshesetajar,toask,\"Areyouawake,Philip?\"

\"Youseemtobe,mother,\"heanswered,withanamusementatherquestionwhichseemednottohaveimparteditselftoherwhenshecameinandstoodbesidehisbedinherdressing-gown。

\"Youdon’tthinkwehavejudgedhertooharshly,Philip?\"

\"Doyou,mother?\"

\"No,Ithinkwecouldn’tbetoosevereinathinglikethat。Sheprobablythoughtyouwerelikesomeoftheotherstory-writers;shecouldn’tfeeldifferences,shades。Shepretendedtobetakenwiththecircumstancesofyourwork,butshehadtodothatifshewantedtofoolyou。Well,shehasgothercome-uppings,asshewouldprobablysay。\"

Verrianreplied,thoughtfully,\"Shedidn’tstrikemeasacountryperson——atleast,inherfirstletter。\"

\"Thenyoustillthinkshedidn’twriteboth?\"

\"Ifshedid,shewastryingherhandinapersonalityshehadinvented。\"

\"Girlsareverystrange,\"hismothersighed。\"Theylikeexcitement,adventure。It’sverydullinthoselittleplaces。Ishouldn’twishyoutothinkanyharmofthepoorthing。\"

\"Poorthing?Whythismagnanimouscompassion,mother?\"

\"Oh,nothing。ButIknowhowIwasmyselfwhenIwasagirl。Iusedalmosttodieofhungerforsomethingtohappen。Canyourememberjustwhatyousaidinyourletter?\"

Verrianlaughed。\"NO,Ican’t。ButIdon’tbelieveIsaidhalfenough。

You’renervous,mother。\"

\"Yes,Iam。Butdon’tyougettoworrying。ImerelygottothinkinghowIshouldhatetohaveanybody’sunhappinessmixedupwiththishappinessofours。Idosowantyourpleasureinyoursuccesstobepure,nottaintedwiththepainofanyhumancreature。\"

Verrianansweredwithlightcynicism:\"Itwillbetaintedwiththepainofthefellowswhodon’tlikeme,orwhohaven’tsucceeded,andthey’lltakecaretoletmesharetheirpainifevertheycan。Butifyoumeanthatmerrymaidenupcountry,she’sprobablythinking,ifshethinksaboutitatall,thatshe’stheluckiestgirlintheUnitedStatestohavegotoutofanawfulscrapesoeasily。Attheworst,Ionlyhadfunwithherinmyletter。Probablysheseesthatshehasnothingtogrieveforbutherownbreak。\"

\"No,andyoudidjustasyoushouldhavedone;andIamgladyoudon’tfeelbitterlyaboutit。Youdon’t,doyou?\"

\"Nottheleast。\"

Hismotherstoopedoverandkissedhimwherehelaysmiling。\"Well,that’sgood。Afterall,it’syouIcaredfor。NowIcansaygood-

night。\"Butshelingeredtotuckhiminalittle,fromthepersistenceofthemotherhabit。\"Iwishyoumayneverdoanythingthatyouwillbesorryfor。\"

\"Well,Iwon’t——ifit’sagoodaction。\"

Theylaughedtogether,andshelefttheroom,stilllookingbacktoseeiftherewasanythingmoreshecoulddoforhim,whilehelaysmiling,intelligentlyforwhatshewasthinking,andpatientlyforwhatshewasdoing。

VII。

Eveninthetimewhichwasthencomingandwhichnowis,whensuccessfulauthorsarealmostasmanyasmillionaires,Verrian’sbookbroughthimaprettycelebrity;andthiscelebritywasinawayspecific。Itrelatedtothequalityofhiswork,whichwasquietlyartisticandpsychological,whateverlivelinessofincidentitutteredonthesurface。Hebelongedtothegoodschoolwhichisofnofashionandofeverytime,farbothfromactualityandunreality;andhisrecognitioncamefrompeoplewhoserecognitionwasworthhaving。Withthiscamethewidernoticewhichwasnotworthhaving,likethenoticeofMrs。Westangle,sincesowellknowntosocietyreportersasasocietywoman,whichcouldnotbecalledrecognitionofhim,becauseitdidnotinvolveanyknowledgeofhisbook,notevenitstitle。Shedidnotreadanysortofbooks,andsheassimilatedhimbyasortofatmosphericsense。Shewassureofnothingbuttheattentionpaidhiminacertainverygoodishhouse,bypeoplewhomsheheardtalkinginunintelligiblebutunmistakablepraise,whenshesaid,casually,withaliquidglitterofhersweet,smalleyes,\"Iwishyouwouldcomedowntomyplace,Mr。Verrian。I’maskingafewyoungpeopleforChristmasweek。Willyou?\"

\"Why,thankyou——thankyouverymuch,\"Verriansaid,waitingtohearmoreinexplanationofthehospitalitylaunchedathim。HehadneverseenMrs。Westangletillthen,orheardofher,andhehadnottheleastnotionwhereshelived。Butsheseemedtohavesocialauthority,thoughVerrian,inlookingroundathishostessandherdaughter,whostoodnear,lettingpeopletakeleave,learnednothingfromtheircommonsmile。

Mrs。Westanglehadglidedclosetohim,inthewayshehadofgettingverynearwithoutapparentlyhavingadvancedbysteps,andshestoodgleamingandtwitteringupathim。

\"Ishallsendyoualittlenote;Iwon’tletyouforget,\"shesaid。Thenshesuddenlyshookhandswiththeladiesofthehouseandwasflashinglygone。

Verrianthoughthemightaskthedaughterofthehouse,\"AndifIdon’tforget,amIengagedtospendChristmasweekwithher?\"

Thegirllaughed。\"Ifshedoesn’tforget,youare。Butyou’llhaveagoodtime。She’llknowhowtomanagethat。\"Otherguestskeptcominguptotakeleave,andVerrian,whodidnotwanttogojustyet,wasretiredtothebackground,wherethegirl’svoice,thrownoverhershoulderathim,reachedhiminthewords,asgayasiftheywerethebestofthejoke,\"It’sontheSound。\"

TheinferencewasthatMrs。Westangle’splacewasontheSound;andthatwasallVerrianknewaboutittillhegotherlittlenote。Mrs。

Westangleknewhowtowriteinaformlesshand,butshedidnotknowhowtospell,andshehadthoughtitbesttohaveasecretarywhocouldwritewellandspellcorrectly。Though,asfarasliteracywasconcerned,shewassuchanalmostincomparablyignorantwoman,shehadalltheknowledgethebestsocietywants,or,ifshefoundherselfoutofany,shewentandboughtsome;shewasabletobuyalmostanything。

Verrianthankedthesecretaryforrememberinghim,inthebeliefthathewasdirectlythankingMrs。Westangle,whosewidespreadconsciousnesshishappinessinacceptingdidnotimmediatelyreach;andintheverylargehouseparty,whichhedulyjoinedunderherroof,hewasawareoflosingdistinctivenessalmosttothepointoflosingidentity。ThisdidnotquitehappenonthewaytoBelford,for,whenhewenttotakehisseatinthedrawing-roomcar,agirlinthechairfrontinghimputoutherhandwiththelaughofMissMacroyd。

\"Shedidrememberyou!\"shecriedout。\"Howdelightful!Idon’tseehowsheevergotontoyou\"——shemadetheslangherown——\"inthefirstplace,andshemusthaveworkedhardtobesureofyousince。\"

Verrianhunguphiscoatandputhissuit-casebehindhischair,theporterhavingputitwherehecouldnotwheelhimselfvis-a-viswiththegirl。\"Shetookallthetimetherewas,\"heanswered。\"Igotmyinvitationonlythedaybeforeyesterday,andifIhadbeeninmoredemand,orhadaworseconscience——\"

\"Oh,dosayworseconscience!It’ssomuchmoreinteresting,\"thegirlbrokein。

\"——Ishouldn’thavethepleasureofgoingtoSeasandswithyounow,\"heconcluded,andshegaveherlaugh。\"DoIunderstandthatsimplymygrowingfamewouldn’thaveprevailedwithher?\"

AnythingseemedtomakeMissMacroydlaugh。\"Shecouldn’thavecaredaboutthat,andshewouldn’thaveknown。Youmaybesurethatitwasasocialquestionwithherafterthepersonalquestionwassettled。Shemusthavelikedyourlooks!\"AgainMissMacroydlaughed。

\"OnthatsideI’minvulnerable。It’sonlyaliteraryvanitytobesoothedortobewoundedthatIhave,\"Verriansaid。

\"Oh,therewouldn’tbeanythingpersonalinherlikingyourlooks。Itwouldbemerelydecidingthatpersonallyyouwoulddo,\"MissMacroydlaughed,asalways,andVerrianputonamockseriousnessinasking:

\"ThenIneedn’tbeseriousifthereshouldhappentobeanythingsoWestangularasaMr。Westangle?\"

\"Nottheleastintheworld。\"

\"Butthereissomething?\"

\"Oh,Ibelieveso。ButnotprobablyatSeasands。\"

\"Isthatherhouse?\"

\"Yes。Everyothernamehadbeenused,andshecouldn’tsaySoundsands。\"

\"ThenwherewouldtheMr。Westangularpartmoreprobablybefound?\"

\"Oh,inMontanaorMesopotamia,oranyofthoseplaces。Don’tyouknowabouthim?Howignorantliterarypeoplecanbe!Why,hewastheAmalgamatedClothespin。Youhaven’theardofthat?\"

Shewentontotellhim,withgaydigressions,abouttheinventionwhichenabledWestangletobuyuptheotherclothes-pinsandmergetheminhisown——tobecomeacommercialoctopus,clutchingthethroatsofotherclothespininventorsinthetentaclesoftheWestanglepin。\"Butheisn’tinclothespinsnow。He’sinmines,andbanks,andsteamboats,andrailroads,andIdon’tknowwhatall;andMrs。Westangle,thesecondofhername,neverwasinclothespins。\"

MissMacroydlaughedallthroughhertalk,andshewasinafinalburstoflaughingwhenthetrainslowedintoStamford。Thereagirlcameintothecartrailingherskirtswithasortofvividdebilityandoverturningsomeminorpiecesofhand-baggagewhichherdraperiessweptoutoftheirshelterbesidethechairs。Shehadtotakeoneoftheseatswhichbackagainstthewallofthestate-room,whereshemustfacethewholelengthofthecar。Shesatweaklyfallenbackinthechairandmotionless,asifalmostunconscious;butafterthetrainhadbeguntostirshestartedup,andwithaquickflingingofherveilasideturnedtolookoutofthewindow。IntheflyinginstantVerriansawacolorlessfacewithpinchedandsunkeneyesunderaworn-lookingforehead,andawitheredmouthwhoselipspartedfeebly。

Onherpart,MissMacroydhaddoubtlessalreadynotedthatthegirlwas,withnoshowofexpensiveness,authoritativelywellgownedandpersonallyhatted。Shestaredather,andsaid,\"Whataveryhuntedandescapingeffect。\"

\"Shedoeslookrather-fugitive,\"Verrianagreed,staringtoo。

\"Onemightalmostfancy——anasylum。\"

\"Yes,orahospital。\"

Theycontinuedbothtostareather,helplessforwhateverdifferentreasonstotaketheireyesaway,andtheywerestillinterestedinherwhentheyheardheraskingtheconductor,\"MustIchangeandtakeanothertrainbeforewegettoBelford?Myfriendsthought——\"

\"No,thistrainstopsatSouthfield,\"theconductoranswered,absentlybitingseveralholesintoherdrawing-roomticket。

\"Canshebeoneofus?\"MissMacroyddemanded,inadramaticwhisper。

\"Shemightbeanything,\"Verrianreturned,tryinginstantly,withawhirofhisinventivemachinery,tophraseher。Hemadeasortofluxuriousfailureofit,andrestedcontentwithherface,whichshoweditselfnowinprofileandnowfrontedhiminfull,andnowwasrestlessandnowsubsidedinalookofdelicateexhaustion。Hewouldhavesaid,ifhewouldhavesaidanythingabsolute,thatshewasapersonwhohadsomethingonhermind;atinstantsshehadthathuntedair,passingatotherinstantsintothatairofescape。HediscussedtheseappearanceswithMissMacroyd,butfoundhertoofranklydisputatious;andshelaughedtoomuchandtooloud。

VIII。

AtSouthfield,wheretheyalldescended,MissMacroydpromptlypossessedherselfofagroom,whocameforwardtentatively,touchinghishat。

\"MissMacroyd?\"shesuggested。

\"Yes,miss,\"themansaid,andledthewayroundthestationtothevictoriawhich,whenMissMacroyd’smaidhadmountedtotheplacebesideher,hadnoroom;foranyoneelse。

VerrianaccountedforheractivityuponthetheoryofherquitejustifiablewishnottoarriveatSeasandswithayoungmanwhomshemightthenhavetheeffectofhavingvoluntarilycomeallthewaywith;

andafteroneortwocircuitsofthestationitwasapparenttohimthathewasnottohavebeensentforfromMrs。Westangle’s,buttohavebeenlefttothechancesofthelocaldriversandtheirvehicles。Thesewerereducedtoasinglecarryallandafrowsyhorsewhoseroughwintercoatrecalledtheaspectofhisspeciesintheperiodfollowingtheglacialepoch。Themud,asofaworld-thaw,encrustedthewheelsandcurtainsofthecarryall。

Verrianseizeduponitandthenwentintothewaiting-room,wherehehadlefthissuit-case。Hefoundthestrangerthereinparleywiththeyoungwomanintheticket-officeaboutaconveyancetoMrs。Westangle’s。Itprovedthathehadsecurednotonlytheonlythingofthesort,buttheonlypresenthopeofanyother,andinthehardcasehecouldnothesitatewithdistresssointeresting。Itwouldhavebeenbrutaltodriveoffandleavethatgirlthere,anditwouldhavebeenavulgarflourishtoputtheentirevehicleatherservice。Besides,andperhapsaboveall,Verrianhadnoideaofdeprivinghimselfofsuchachanceasheavenseemedtoofferhim。

Headvancedwiththedelicacyofthehighest-bredherohecouldimagine,andsaid,\"IamgoingtoMrs。Westangle’s,andI’mafraidI’vegottheonlyconveyance——suchasitis。Ifyouwouldletmeofferyouhalfofit?Mr。Verrian,\"headded,atthelightofacceptanceinstantlykindlinginherface,whichflushedthinly,aswithanafterglowofinvalidism。

\"Why,thankyou;I’mafraidImust,Mr。Merriam,\"andVerrianwasawareofbeingvexedatherfailuretocatchhisname;thenameofVerrianoughttohavebeenunmistakable。\"Theyoungladyintheofficesaystherewon’tbeanother,andI’mexpectedpromptly。\"Sheadded,withalittletremorofthelip,\"Idon’tunderstandwhyMrs。Westangle——\"

Butthenshestopped。

Verrianinterpretedforher:\"Thesea-horsesmusthavegivenoutatSeasands。Orprobablythere’ssomemistake,\"andhereflectedbitterlyupontheselfishnessofMissMacroydingrabbingthatvictoriaforherselfandhermaid,notconsideringthatshecouldnotknow,andhasnobusinesstoask,whetherthisgirlwasgoingtoMrs。Westangle’s,too。

\"Haveyouacheck?\"heasked。\"Ithinkourdrivercouldfindroomforsomethingbesidesmyvalise。OrIcouldhaveitcome——\"

\"Notatall,\"thegirlsaid。\"Isentmytrunkaheadbyexpress。\"

Afrowsyman,tomatchthefrowsyhorse,lookedinimpatiently。\"Anyotherbaggage?\"

\"No,\"Verriananswered,andheledthewayoutafterthevanishingdriver。\"Ourchariotisbackhereinhiding,Miss——\"

\"Shirley,\"shesaid,andtrailedbeforehimthroughthedoorheopened。

Hefeltthathedidnotdoitasamanoftheworldwouldhavedoneit,andinputtingherintotheramshacklecarryallheknewthathehadnotthegraceofthesortofmanwhodoesnothingelse。ButMissShirleyseemedtohavegraceenough,ofafeebleandbrokensort,forboth,andheresolvedtosupplyhisownlackwithsincerity。Hethereforesethisjawfirmlyandmadeitsupperanglesjutsharplythroughhisclean-shavencheeks。ItwaswellthatMissShirleyhadsomebeautytospare,too,forVerrianhadscarcelyenoughforhimself。Suchdistinctionashehadwasfromasortofintellectualtensenesswhichshowedratherinthegauntformsofhisfacethaninthegrayeyes,heavilylashedaboveandbelow,andlookingseriousbutdullwiththeirrank,blackbrows。HewaschewingacudofbitternessintheaccusalhemadehimselfofhavingforcedMissShirleytogivehername;butwiththatinterestingpersonalityathisside,underthesametatteredandill-scentedJapanesegoat-skin,hecouldnotrefusetobeglad,withallhisself-blame。

\"I’mafraidit’sratheralongdrive-foryou,MissShirley,\"heventured,withaglanceatherface,whichlookedverylittleunderherhat。\"Thedriversaysit’sfivemilesroundthroughthemarshes。\"

\"Oh,Ishallnotmind,\"shesaid,courageously,ifnotcheerfully,andhedidnotfeelauthorizedfurthertorecognizethefactthatshewasaninvalid,oratbestaconvalescent。

\"Thesewintrytree-formsarefine,though,\"hefoundhimselfobligedtoconcludehisapology,ratherirrelevantly,asthewheelsoftherattling,andtiltingcarryallcrunchedthesurfaceoftheroadinthesuccessionofjerksrespondingtothealternatewalkandgallopofthehorse。

\"Yes,theyare,\"MissShirleyanswered,lookingaroundwithacertainsurprise,asifseeingthemnowforthefirsttime。\"Somuchvarietyofcolor;andthatburnishedlookthatsomeofthemhave。\"Thetrees,farandnear,weregivingtheirtonesandlustresinthelowDecembersun。

\"Yes,\"hesaid,\"it’sdecidedlymorerefinedthantheautumnalcoloringwebragof。\"

\"Itis,\"sheapproved,aswithnovelconviction。\"Thelandscapeisreallybeautiful。Soniceandflat,\"sheadded。

Hetookherintention,andhesaid,ashecranedhisneckoutofthecarryalltoincludethenearerroadsidestretches,withtheirlowbushesliftingintoremotertrees,\"It’srestfulinawaythatneitherthemountainsnorthesea,quitemanage。\"

\"Ohyes,\"shesighed,withakindofwearinesswhichexplaineditselfinwhatsheadded:\"It’sthekindofthingyou’dliketohavekeeponandon。\"Sheseemedtosaythatmoretoherselfthantohim,andhiseyesquestionedher。Shesmiledslightlyinexplaining:\"IsupposeIfinditallthemorebeautifulbecausethisismyfirstreallookintotheworldaftersixmonthsindoors。\"

\"Oh!\"hesaid,andtherewasnodoubtapromptinginhistone。