\"Well,good-bye,\"saidhe。\"Ihavesomethingtodo。Seeyouatdinner。\"
\"Don’tbeinsuchahurry,\"criesFrank。\"HoldontillIgetmyrodup。
I’llgowithyou;I’msickoffloggingthisditch。\"
Andhebegantoreeluphisline。
Archiestoodspeechless。Hetookalongwhiletorecoverhiswitsunderthisdirectattack;butbythetimehewasreadywithhisanswer,andtheanglewasalmostpackedup,hehadbecomecompletelyWeir,andthehangingfacegloomedonhisyoungshoulders。Hespokewithalabouredcomposure,alabouredkindnesseven;butachildcouldseethathismindwasmadeup。
\"Ibegyourpardon,Innes;Idon’twanttobedisagreeable,butletusunderstandoneanotherfromthebeginning。WhenIwantyourcompany,I’llletyouknow。\"
\"O!\"criesFrank,\"youdon’twantmycompany,don’tyou?\"
\"Apparentlynotjustnow,\"repliedArchie。\"IevenindicatedtoyouwhenIdid,ifyou’llremember-andthatwasatdinner。Ifwetwofellowsaretolivetogetherpleasantly-andIseenoreasonwhyweshouldnot-itcanonlybebyrespectingeachother’sprivacy。Ifwebeginintruding-\"
\"O,come!I’lltakethisatnoman’shands。Isthisthewayyoutreataguestandanoldfriend?\"criedInnes。
\"JustgohomeandthinkoverwhatIsaidbyyourself,\"continuedArchie,\"whetherit’sreasonable,orwhetherit’sreallyoffensiveornot;andlet’smeetatdinnerasthoughnothinghadhappened,I’llputitthisway,ifyoulike-thatIknowmyowncharacter,thatI’mlookingforward(withgreatpleasure,Iassureyou)toalongvisitfromyou,andthatI’mtakingprecautionsatthefirst。Iseethethingthatwe-
thatI,ifyoulike-mightfalloutupon,andIstepinandOBSTO
PRINCIPIIS。Iwageryoufivepoundsyou’llendbyseeingthatImeanfriendliness,andIassureyou,Francie,Ido,\"headded,relenting。
Burstingwithanger,butincapableofspeech,Innesshoulderedhisrod,madeagestureoffarewell,andstrodeoffdowntheburn-side。Archiewatchedhimgowithoutmoving。Hewassorry,butquiteunashamed。Hehatedtobeinhospitable,butinonethinghewashisfather’sson。Hehadastrongsensethathishousewashisownandnomanelse’s;andtolieataguest’smercywaswhatherefused。Hehatedtoseemharsh。
ButthatwasFrank’slookout。IfFrankhadbeencommonlydiscreet,hewouldhavebeendecentlycourteous。Andtherewasanotherconsideration。Thesecrethewasprotectingwasnothisownmerely;itwashers:itbelongedtothatinexpressibleshewhowasfasttakingpossessionofhissoul,andwhomhewouldsoonhavedefendedatthecostofburningcities。BythetimehehadwatchedFrankasfarastheSwingleburn-foot,appearinganddisappearinginthetarnishedheather,stillstalkingatafiercegaitbutalreadydwindledinthedistanceintolessthanthesmallnessofLilliput,hecouldaffordtosmileattheoccurrence。EitherFrankwouldgo,andthatwouldbearelief-orhewouldcontinuetostay,andhishostmustcontinuetoendurehim。
AndArchiewasnowfree-bydeviouspaths,behindhillocksandinthehollowofburns-tomakeforthetrysting-placewhereKirstie,criedaboutbythecurlewandtheplover,waitedandburnedforhiscomingbytheCovenanter’sstone。
Inneswentoffdown-hillinapassionofresentment,easytobeunderstood,butwhichyieldedprogressivelytotheneedsofhissituation。HecursedArchieforacold-hearted,unfriendly,rude,rudedog;andhimselfstillmorepassionatelyforafoolinhavingcometoHermistonwhenhemighthavesoughtrefugeinalmostanyotherhouseinScotland。Butthesteponcetaken,waspracticallyirretrievable。Hehadnomorereadymoneytogoanywhereelse;hewouldhavetoborrowfromArchiethenextclub-night;andillashethoughtofhishost’smanners,hewassureofhispracticalgenerosity。Frank’sresemblancetoTalleyrandstrikesmeasimaginary;butatleastnotTalleyrandhimselfcouldhavemoreobedientlytakenhislessonfromthefacts。HemetArchieatdinnerwithoutresentment,almostwithcordiality。Youmusttakeyourfriendsasyoufindthem,hewouldhavesaid。Archiecouldn’thelpbeinghisfather’sson,orhisgrandfather’s,thehypotheticalweaver’s,grandson。Thesonofahunks,hewasstillahunksatheart,incapableoftruegenerosityandconsideration;buthehadotherqualitieswithwhichFrankcoulddiverthimselfinthemeanwhile,andtoenjoywhichitwasnecessarythatFrankshouldkeephistemper。
Soexcellentlywasitcontrolledthatheawokenextmorningwithhisheadfullofadifferent,thoughacognatesubject。WhatwasArchie’slittlegame?WhydidheshunFrank’scompany?Whatwashekeepingsecret?Washekeepingtrystwithsomebody,andwasitawoman?Itwouldbeagoodjokeandafairrevengetodiscover。Tothattaskhesethimselfwithagreatdealofpatience,whichmighthavesurprisedhisfriends,forhehadbeenalwayscreditednotwithpatiencesomuchasbrilliancy;andlittlebylittle,fromonepointtoanother,heatlastsucceededinpiecingoutthesituation。Firstheremarkedthat,althoughArchiesetoutinallthedirectionsofthecompass,healwayscamehomeagainfromsomepointbetweenthesouthandwest。Fromthestudyofamap,andinconsiderationofthegreatexpanseofuntenantedmoorlandrunninginthatdirectiontowardsthesourcesoftheClyde,helaidhisfingeronCauldstaneslapandtwootherneighbouringfarms,KingsmuirsandPolintarf。Butitwasdifficulttoadvancefarther。
Withhisrodforapretext,hevainlyvisitedeachoftheminturn;
nothingwastobeseensuspiciousaboutthistrinityofmoorlandsettlements。HewouldhavetriedtofollowArchie,haditbeentheleastpossible,butthenatureofthelandprecludedtheidea。Hedidthenextbest,ensconcedhimselfinaquietcorner,andpursuedhismovementswithatelescope。Itwasequallyinvain,andhesoonweariedofhisfutilevigilance,leftthetelescopeathome,andhadalmostgiventhematterupindespair,when,onthetwenty-seventhdayofhisvisit,hewassuddenlyconfrontedwiththepersonwhomhesought。ThefirstSundayKirstiehadmanagedtostayawayfromkirkonsomepretextofindisposition,whichwasmoretrulymodesty;thepleasureofbeholdingArchieseemingtoosacred,toovividforthatpublicplace。
Onthetwofollowing,Frankhadhimselfbeenabsentonsomeofhisexcursionsamongtheneighbouringfamilies。Itwasnotuntilthefourth,accordingly,thatFrankhadoccasiontoseteyesontheenchantress。Withthefirstlook,allhesitationwasover。ShecamewiththeCauldstaneslapparty;thenshelivedatCauldstaneslap。HerewasArchie’ssecret,herewasthewoman,andmorethanthat-thoughI
haveneedhereofeverymanageableattenuationoflanguage-withthefirstlook,hehadalreadyenteredhimselfasrival。Itwasagooddealinpique,itwasalittleinrevenge,itwasmuchingenuineadmiration:
thedevilmaydecidetheproportions!Icannot,anditisverylikelythatFrankcouldnot。
\"Mightyattractivemilkmaid,\"heobserved,onthewayhome。
\"Who?\"saidArchie。
\"O,thegirlyou’relookingat-aren’tyou?Forwardthereontheroad。
Shecameattendedbytherusticbard;presumably,therefore,belongstohisexaltedfamily。Thesingleobjection!forthefourblackbrothersareawkwardcustomers。Ifanythingweretogowrong,Gibwouldgibber,andClemwouldproveinclement;andDandflyindanders,andHobblowupingobbets。ItwouldbeaHelliottofabusiness!\"
\"Veryhumorous,Iamsure,\"saidArchie。
\"Well,Iamtryingtobeso,\"saidFrank。\"It’snonetooeasyinthisplace,andwithyoursolemnsociety,mydearfellow。Butconfessthatthemilkmaidhasfoundfavourinyoureyes,orresignallclaimtobeamanoftaste。\"
\"Itisnomatter,\"returnedArchie。
Buttheothercontinuedtolookathim,steadilyandquizzically,andhiscolourslowlyroseanddeepenedundertheglance,untilnotimpudenceitselfcouldhavedeniedthathewasblushing。AndatthisArchielostsomeofhiscontrol。Hechangedhisstickfromonehandtotheother,and-\"O,forGod’ssake,don’tbeanass!\"hecried。
\"Ass?That’stheretortdelicatewithoutdoubt,\"saysFrank。\"Bewareofthehomespunbrothers,dear。Iftheycomeintothedance,you’llseewho’sanass。Thinknow,iftheyonlyapplied(say)aquarterasmuchtalentasIhaveappliedtothequestionofwhatMr。Archiedoeswithhiseveninghours,andwhyheissounaffectedlynastywhenthesubject’stouchedon-\"
\"Youaretouchingonitnow,\"interruptedArchiewithawince。
\"Thankyou。ThatwasallIwanted,anarticulateconfession,\"saidFrank。
\"Ibegtoremindyou-\"beganArchie。
Buthewasinterruptedinturn。\"Mydearfellow,don’t。It’squiteneedless。Thesubject’sdeadandburied。\"
AndFrankbegantotalkhastilyonothermatters,anartinwhichhewasanadept,foritwashisgifttobefluentonanythingornothing。ButalthoughArchiehadthegraceorthetimiditytosufferhimtorattleon,hewasbynomeansdonewiththesubject。Whenhecamehometodinner,hewasgreetedwithaslydemand,howthingswerelooking\"Cauldstaneslapways。\"FranktookhisfirstglassofportoutafterdinnertothetoastofKirstie,andlaterintheeveninghereturnedtothechargeagain。
\"Isay,Weir,you’llexcusemeforreturningagaintothisaffair。I’vebeenthinkingitover,andIwishtobegyouveryseriouslytobemorecareful。It’snotasafebusiness。Notsafe,myboy,\"saidhe。
\"What?\"saidArchie。
\"Well,it’syourownfaultifImustputanameonthething;butreally,asafriend,Icannotstandbyandseeyourushingheaddownintothesedangers。Mydearboy,\"saidhe,holdingupawarningcigar,\"consider!Whatistobetheendofit?\"
\"Theendofwhat?\"-Archie,helplesswithirritation,persistedinthisdangerousandungraciousguard。
\"Well,theendofthemilkmaid;or,tospeakmorebythecard,theendofMissChristinaElliottoftheCauldstaneslap。\"
\"Iassureyou,\"Archiebrokeout,\"thisisallafigmentofyourimagination。Thereisnothingtobesaidagainstthatyounglady;youhavenorighttointroducehernameintotheconversation。\"
\"I’llmakeanoteofit,\"saidFrank。\"Sheshallhenceforthbenameless,nameless,nameless,Grigalach!Imakeanotebesidesofyourvaluabletestimonytohercharacter。Ionlywanttolookatthisthingasamanoftheworld。Admittedshe’sanangel-but,mygoodfellow,isshealady?\"
ThiswastorturetoArchie。\"Ibegyourpardon,\"hesaid,strugglingtobecomposed,\"butbecauseyouhavewormedyourselfintomyconfidence-\"
\"O,come!\"criedFrank。\"Yourconfidence?Itwasrosybutunconsenting。Yourconfidence,indeed?Now,look!ThisiswhatImustsay,Weir,foritconcernsyoursafetyandgoodcharacter,andthereforemyhonourasyourfriend。YousayIwormedmyselfintoyourconfidence。
Wormedisgood。ButwhathaveIdone?Ihaveputtwoandtwotogether,justastheparishwillbedoingtomorrow,andthewholeofTweeddaleintwoweeks,andtheblackbrothers-well,Iwon’tputadateonthat;itwillbeadarkandstormymorning!Yoursecret,inotherwords,ispoorPoll’s。AndIwanttoaskofyouasafriendwhetheryouliketheprospect?Therearetwohornstoyourdilemma,andImustsayformyselfIshouldlookmightyruefullyoneither。DoyouseeyourselfexplainingtothefourBlackBrothers?ordoyouseeyourselfpresentingthemilkmaidtopapaasthefutureladyofHermiston?Doyou?Itellyouplainly,Idon’t!\"
Archierose。\"Iwillhearnomoreofthis,\"hesaid,inatremblingvoice。
ButFrankagainhelduphiscigar。\"Tellmeonethingfirst。Tellmeifthisisnotafriend’spartthatIamplaying?\"
\"Ibelieveyouthinkitso,\"repliedArchle。\"Icangoasfarasthat。
Icandosomuchjusticetoyourmotives。ButIwillhearnomoreofit。Iamgoingtobed。\"
\"That’sright,Weir,\"saidFrankheartily。\"Gotobedandthinkoverit;andIsay,man,don’tforgetyourprayers!Idon’toftendothemoral-don’tgoinforthatsortofthing-butwhenIdothere’sonethingsure,thatImeanit。\"
SoArchiemarchedofftobed,andFranksatalonebythetableforanotherhourorso,smilingtohimselfrichly。Therewasnothingvindictiveinhisnature;but,ifrevengecameinhisway,itmightaswellbegood,andthethoughtofArchie’spillowreflectionsthatnightwasindescribablysweettohim。Hefeltapleasantsenseofpower。HelookeddownonArchieasonaverylittleboywhosestringshepulled-
asonahorsewhomhehadbackedandbridledbysheerpowerofintelligence,andwhomhemightridetogloryorthegraveatpleasure。
Whichwasittobe?Helingeredlong,relishingthedetailsofschemesthathewastooidletopursue。Poorcorkuponatorrent,hetastedthatnightthesweetsofomnipotence,andbroodedlikeadeityoverthestrandsofthatintriguewhichwastoshatterhimbeforethesummerwaned。
CHAPTERVIII-ANOCTURNALVISIT
KIRSTIEhadmanycausesofdistress。Moreandmoreaswegrowold-andyetmoreandmoreaswegrowoldandarewomen,frozenbythefearofage-wecometorelyonthevoiceasthesingleoutletofthesoul。
Onlythus,inthecurtailmentofourmeans,canwerelievethestraitenedcryofthepassionwithinus;onlythus,inthebitterandsensitiveshynessofadvancingyears,canwemaintainrelationswiththosevivaciousfiguresoftheyoungthatstillshowbeforeusandtenddailytobecomenomorethanthemovingwall-paperoflife。Talkisthelastlink,thelastrelation。Butwiththeendoftheconversation,whenthevoicestopsandthebrightfaceofthelisteneristurnedaway,solitudefallsagainonthebruisedheart。Kirstiehadlosther\"canniehourate’en\";shecouldnomorewanderwithArchie,aghostifyouwill,butahappyghost,infieldsElysian。Andtoheritwasasifthewholeworldhadfallensilent;tohim,butanunremarkablechangeofamusements。Andsheragedtoknowit。Theeffervescencyofherpassionateandirritablenaturerosewithinherattimestoburstingpoint。
Thisisthepricepaidbyageforunseasonableardoursoffeeling。ItmusthavebeensoforKirstieatanytimewhentheoccasionchanced;butitsofelloutthatshewasdeprivedofthisdelightinthehourwhenshehadmostneedofit,whenshehadmosttosay,mosttoask,andwhenshetrembledtorecognisehersovereigntynotmerelyinabeyancebutannulled。For,withtheclairvoyanceofagenuinelove,shehadpiercedthemysterythathadsolongembarrassedFrank。Shewasconscious,evenbeforeitwascarriedout,evenonthatSundaynightwhenitbegan,ofaninvasionofherrights;andavoicetoldhertheinvader’sname。
Sincethen,byarts,byaccident,bysmallthingsobserved,andbythegeneraldriftofArchie’shumour,shehadpassedbeyondallpossibilityofdoubt。WithasenseofjusticethatLordHermistonmighthaveenvied,shehadthatdayinchurchconsideredandadmittedtheattractionsoftheyoungerKirstie;andwiththeprofoundhumanityandsentimentalityofhernature,shehadrecognisedthecomingoffate。
Notthuswouldshehavechosen。Shehadseen,inimagination,Archieweddedtosometall,powerful,androsyheroineofthegoldenlocks,madeinherownimage,forwhomshewouldhavestrewedthebride-bedwithdelight;andnowshecouldhavewepttoseetheambitionfalsified。
Butthegodshadpronounced,andherdoomwasotherwise。
Shelaytossinginbedthatnight,besiegedwithfeverishthoughts。
Thereweredangerousmatterspending,abattlewastoward,overthefateofwhichshehunginjealousy,sympathy,fear,andalternateloyaltyanddisloyaltytoeitherside。Nowshewasreincarnatedinherniece,andnowinArchie。Nowshesaw,throughthegirl’seyes,theyouthonhiskneestoher,heardhispersuasiveinstanceswithadeadlyweakness,andreceivedhisovermasteringcaresses。Anon,witharevulsion,hertemperragedtoseesuchutmostfavoursoffortuneandlovesquanderedonabratofagirl,oneofherownhouse,usingherownname-adeadlyingredient-andthat\"didnakenherainmindan’wasasblack’syourhat。\"Nowshetrembledlestherdeityshouldpleadinvain,lovingtheideaofsuccessforhimlikeatriumphofnature;anon,withreturningloyaltytoherownfamilyandsex,shetrembledforKirstieandthecreditoftheElliotts。Andagainshehadavisionofherself,thedayoverforherold-worldtalesandlocalgossip,biddingfarewelltoherlastlinkwithlifeandbrightnessandlove;andbehindandbeyond,shesawbuttheblankbutt-endwhereshemustcrawltodie。Hadshethencometothelees?she,sogreat,sobeautiful,withaheartasfreshasagirl’sandstrongaswomanhood?Itcouldnotbe,andyetitwasso;
andforamomentherbedwashorribletoherasthesidesofthegrave。
Andshelookedforwardoverawasteofhours,andsawherselfgoontorage,andtremble,andbesoftened,andrageagain,untilthedaycameandthelaboursofthedaymustberenewed。
Suddenlysheheardfeetonthestairs-hisfeet,andsoonafterthesoundofawindow-sashflungopen。Shesatupwithherheartbeating。
Hehadgonetohisroomalone,andhehadnotgonetobed。Shemightagainhaveoneofhernightcracks;andattheentrancingprospect,achangecameoverhermind;withtheapproachofthishopeofpleasure,allthebasermetalbecameimmediatelyobliteratedfromherthoughts。
Sherose,allwoman,andallthebestofwoman,tender,pitiful,hatingthewrong,loyaltoherownsex-andalltheweakestofthatdearmiscellany,nourishing,cherishingnexthersoftheart,voicelesslyflattering,hopesthatshewouldhavediedsoonerthanhaveacknowledged。Shetoreoffhernightcap,andherhairfellabouthershouldersinprofusion。Undyingcoquetryawoke。Bythefaintlightofhernocturnalrush,shestoodbeforethelooking-glass,carriedhershapelyarmsaboveherhead,andgatheredupthetreasuresofhertresses。Shewasneverbackwardtoadmireherself;thatkindofmodestywasastrangertohernature;andshepaused,struckwithapleasedwonderatthesight。\"Yedaftauldwife!\"shesaid,answeringathoughtthatwasnot;andsheblushedwiththeinnocentconsciousnessofachild。Hastilyshedidupthemassiveandshiningcoils,hastilydonnedawrapper,andwiththerushlightinherhand,stoleintothehall。
Belowstairssheheardtheclocktickingthedeliberateseconds,andFrankjinglingwiththedecantersinthedining-room。Aversionroseinher,bitterandmomentary。\"Nesty,tipplingpuggy!\"shethought;andthenextmomentshehadknockedguardedlyatArchie’sdoorandwasbiddenenter。
Archiehadbeenlookingoutintotheancientblackness,piercedhereandtherewitharaylessstar;takingthesweetairofthemoorsandthenightintohisbosomdeeply;seeking,perhapsfinding,peaceafterthemanneroftheunhappy。Heturnedroundasshecamein,andshowedherapalefaceagainstthewindow-frame。
\"Isthatyou,Kirstie?\"heasked。\"Comein!\"
\"It’suncolate,mydear,\"saidKirstie,affectingunwillingness。
\"No,no,\"heanswered,\"notatall。Comein,ifyouwantacrack。Iamnotsleepy,Godknows!\"
Sheadvanced,tookachairbythetoilettableandthecandle,andsettherushlightatherfoot。Something-itmightbeinthecomparativedisorderofherdress,itmightbetheemotionthatnowwelledinherbosom-hadtouchedherwithawandoftransformation,andsheseemedyoungwiththeyouthofgoddesses。
\"Mr。Erchie,\"shebegan,\"what’sthisthat’scometoye?\"
\"Iamnotawareofanythingthathascome,\"saidArchie,andblushed,andrepentedbitterlythathehadletherin。
\"O,mydear,that’llnodae!\"saidKirstie。\"It’silltoblendtheeyesoflove。O,Mr。Erchie,takathochtereit’sowerlate。Yeshouldnabeimpatiento’thebrawso’life,they’lla’comeintheirsaison,likethesunandtherain。Ye’reyoungyet;ye’vemonycantieyearsaforeye。Seeanddinnawreckyersel’attheoutsetlikesaemonyithers!
Haepatience-theytelledmeayethatwastheowercomeo’life-haepatience,there’sabrawdaycomingyet。Gudekensitnevercamtome;
andhereIam,wi’naythermannorbairntoca’myain,wearyinga’
folkswi’myilltongue,andyoujustthefirst,Mr。Erchie!\"
\"Ihaveadifficultyinknowingwhatyoumean,\"saidArchie。
\"Weel,andI’lltellye,\"shesaid。\"It’sjustthis,thatI’mfeared。
I’mfearedforye,mydear。Remember,yourfaitherisahardman,reapingwherehehasnasowedandgaitheringwherehehasnastrawed。
It’seasyspeakin’,butmind!Ye’llhavetolookinthegurlyfaceo’m,whereit’silltolook,andvaintolookformercy。Yemindmeo’abonnyshippittenootintotheblackandgowstyseas-ye’rea’safestill,sittin’quaitandcrackin’wi’Kirstieinyourlownchalmer;butwhaurwillyebethemorn,andinwhattenhorroro’thefearsometempest,cryin’onthehillstocoverye?\"
\"Why,Kirstie,you’reveryenigmaticalto-night-andveryeloquent,\"
Archieputin。
\"And,mydearMr。Erchie,\"shecontinued,withachangeofvoice,\"yemaunathinkthatIcannasympathisewi’ye。YemaunathinkthatI
havenabeenyoungmysel’。Langsyne,whenIwasabitlassie,notwentyyet-\"Shepausedandsighed。\"Cleanandcaller,wi’afitlikethehinneybee,\"shecontinned。\"Iwasayebigandbuirdly,yemaununderstand;abonnyfigureo’awoman,thoughIsayitthatsuldna-
builttorearbairns-brawbairnstheysuldhaebeen,andgrandIwouldhaelikitit!ButIwasyoung,dear,wi’thebonnyglinto’youthinmye’en,andlittleIdreamedI’deverbetellin’yethis,anauld,lanely,rudaswife!Weel,Mr。Erchie,therewasaladcam’courtin’me,aswasbutnaetural。Monyhadcomebefore,andIwouldnaneo’them。Butthisyinhadatonguetowilethebirdsfraetheliftandthebeesfraethefoxglovebells。Dearyme,butit’slangsyne!Folkhavedee’dsinsyneandbeenburied,andareforgotten,andbairnsbeenbornandgotmerritandgotbairnso’theirain。Sinsynewoodshavebeenplantit,andhavegrawnupandarebonnytrees,andthejoessitintheirshadow,andsinsyneauldestateshavechangedhands,andtherehavebeenwarsandrumoursofwarsonthefaceoftheearth。AndhereI’mstill-likeanaulddroopitcraw-lookin’onandcraikin’!But,Mr。Erchie,doyenothinkthatIhavemindo’ita’still?Iwasdwallingtheninmyfaither’shouse;andit’sacuriousthingthatwewerewhilestrystedintheDeil’sHags。AnddoyenothinkthatIhavemindofthebonnysimmerdays,thelangmileso’thebluid-redheather,thecryin’ofthewhaups,andtheladandthelassiethatwastrysted?DoyenothinkthatImindhowthehillysweetnessranaboutmyhairt?Ay,Mr。Erchie,Ikenthewayo’it-finedoIkentheway-howthegraceo’Godtakesthem,likePaulofTarsus,whentheythinkitleast,anddrivesthepairo’themintoalandwhichislikeadream,andtheworldandthefolksin’t’arenaemairthancloudstothepuirlassie,andheevennaemairthanwindle-straes,ifshecanbutpleesurehim!UntilTamdee’d-thatwasmystory,\"shebrokeofftosay,\"hedee’d,andIwasnaattheburyin’。Butwhilehewashere,Icouldtakecareo’mysel’。Andcanyonpuirlassie?\"
Kirstie,hereyesshiningwithunshedtears,stretchedoutherhandtowardshimappealingly;thebrightandthedullgoldofherhairflashedandsmoulderedinthecoilsbehindhercomelyhead,liketheraysofaneternalyouth;thepurecolourhadriseninherface;andArchiewasabashedalikebyherbeautyandherstory。Hecametowardsherslowlyfromthewindow,tookupherhandinhisandkissedit。
\"Kirstie,\"hesaidhoarsely,\"youhavemisjudgedmesorely。Ihavealwaysthoughtofher,Iwouldnaharmherfortheuniverse,mywoman!\"
\"Eh,lad,andthat’seasysayin’,\"criedKirstie,\"butit’snanesaeeasydoin’!Man,doyenocomprehendthatit’sGod’swullweshouldbeblenditandglamoured,andhavenaecommandoverourainmembersatatimelikethat?Mybairn,\"shecried,stillholdinghishand,\"thinko’
thepuirlass!havepityuponher,Erchie!andO,bewisefortwa!
Thinko’therisksherins!Ihaveseenye,andwhat’stopreventithers!IsawyeonceintheHags,inmyainhowl,andIwaswaetoseeyethere-inpairtfortheomen,forIthinkthere’saweirdontheplace-andinpairtforpurenakitenvyandbitternesso’hairt。It’sstrangeyeshouldforgathertheretae!God!butyonpuir,thrawn,auldCovenanter’sseenaheapo’humannatursincehelookithislastonthemusketbarrels,ifheneversawnaneafore,\"sheadded,withakindofwonderinhereyes。
\"IswearbymyhonourIhavedonehernowrong,\"saidArchie。\"Iswearbymyhonourandtheredemptionofmysoulthatthereshallnonebedoneher。Ihaveheardofthisbefore。Ihavebeenfoolish,Kirstie,notunkind,and,aboveall,notbase。\"
\"There’smybairn!\"saidKirstie,rising。\"I’llcantrustyenoo,I’llcangangtomybedwi’aneasyhairt。\"Andthenshesawinaflashhowbarrenhadbeenhertriumph。Archiehadpromisedtosparethegirl,andhewouldkeepit;butwhohadpromisedtospareArchie?Whatwastobetheendofit?Overamazeofdifficultiessheglanced,andsaw,attheendofeverypassage,theflintycountenanceofHermiston。Andakindofhorrorfelluponheratwhatshehaddone。Sheworeatragicmask。
\"Erchie,theLordpeetyyou,dear,andpeetyme!Ihavebuilditonthisfoundation\"-layingherhandheavilyonhisshoulder-\"andbuildithie,andpitmyhairtinthebuildin’ofit。Ifthehalehypothecweretofa’,Ithink,laddie,Iwoulddee!Excuseadaftwifethatlovesye,andthatkennedyourmither。AndforHisname’ssakekeepyersel’fraeinordinatedesires;haudyourheartinbaithyourhands,carryitcannyandlaigh;dinnasendituplikeahairn’skiteintothecollieshangico’thewunds!Mind,MaisterErchiedear,thatthislife’sa’
disappointment,andamouthfu’o’moolsistheappointedend。\"
\"Ay,butKirstie,mywoman,you’reaskingmeowermuchatlast,\"saidArchie,profoundlymoved,andlapsingintothebroadScots。\"Ye’reaskingwhatnaemancangrantye,whatonlytheLordofheavencangrantyeifHeseefit。Ay!AndcanevenHe!IcanpromiseyewhatIshalldo,andyoucandependonthat。ButhowIshallfeel-mywoman,thatislongpastthinkingof!\"
Theywerebothstandingbynowoppositeeachother。ThefaceofArchieworethewretchedsemblanceofasmile;herswasconvulsedforamoment。
\"Promisemeaething,\"shecriedinasharpvoice。\"Promisemeye’llneverdonaethingwithouttellingme。\"
\"No,Kirstie,Icannapromiseyethat,\"hereplied。\"Ihavepromisedenough,Godkens!\"
\"MaytheblessingofGodliftandrestuponyedear!\"shesaid。
\"Godblessye,myoldfriend,\"saidhe。
CHAPTERIX-ATTHEWEAVER’SSTONE
ITwaslateintheafternoonwhenArchiedrewnearbythehillpathtothePrayingWeaver’sstone。TheHagswereinshadow。Butstill,throughthegateoftheSlap,thesunshotalastarrow,whichspedfarandstraightacrossthesurfaceofthemoss,hereandtheretouchingandshiningonatussock,andlightedatlengthonthegravestoneandthesmallfigureawaitinghimthere。Theemptinessandsolitudeofthegreatmoorsseemedtobeconcentratedthere,andKirstiepointedoutbythatfigureofsunshinefortheonlyinhabitant。Hisfirstsightofherwasthusexcruciatinglysad,likeaglimpseofaworldfromwhichalllight,comfort,andsocietywereonthepointofvanishing。Andthenextmoment,whenshehadturnedherfacetohimandthequicksmilehadenlightenedit,thewholefaceofnaturesmileduponhiminhersmileofwelcome。Archie’sslowpacewasquickened;hislegshastedtoherthoughhisheartwashangingback。Thegirl,uponherside,drewherselftogetherslowlyandstoodup,expectant;shewasalllanguor,herfacewasgonewhite;herarmsachedforhim,hersoulwasontip-
toes。Buthedeceivedher,pausingafewstepsaway,notlesswhitethanherself,andholdinguphishandwithagestureofdenial。
\"No,Christina,notto-day,\"hesaid。\"To-dayIhavetotalktoyouseriously。Sityedown,please,therewhereyouwere。Please!\"herepeated。
TherevulsionoffeelinginChristina’sheartwasviolent。Tohavelongedandwaitedthesewearyhoursforhim,rehearsingherendearments-tohaveseenhimatlastcome-tohavebeenreadythere,breathless,whollypassive,histodowhathewouldwith-andsuddenlytohavefoundherselfconfrontedwithagrey-faced,harshschoolmaster-itwastoorudeashock。Shecouldhavewept,butpridewithheldher。Shesatdownonthestone,fromwhichshehadarisen,partwiththeinstinctofobedience,partasthoughshehadbeenthrustthere。Whatwasthis?
Whywassherejected?Hadsheceasedtoplease?Shestoodhereofferingherwares,andhewouldnoneofthem!Andyettheywereallhis!Histotakeandkeep,nothistorefusethough!Inherquickpetulantnature,amomentagoonfirewithhope,thwartedloveandwoundedvanitywrought。Theschoolmasterthatthereisinallmen,tothedespairofallgirlsandmostwomen,wasnowcompletelyinpossessionofArchie。Hehadpassedanightofsermons,adayofreflection;hehadcomewounduptodohisduty;andthesetmouth,whichinhimonlybetrayedtheeffortofhiswill,toherseemedtheexpressionofanavertedheart。Itwasthesamewithhisconstrainedvoiceandembarrassedutterance;andifso-ifitwasallover-thepangofthethoughttookawayfromherthepowerofthinking。
Hestoodbeforehersomewayoff。\"Kirstie,there’sbeentoomuchofthis。We’veseentoomuchofeachother。\"Shelookedupquicklyandhereyescontracted。\"There’snogoodevercomesofthesesecretmeetings。They’renotfrank,nothonesttruly,andIoughttohaveseenit。Peoplehavebeguntotalk;andit’snotrightofme。Doyousee?\"
\"Iseesomebodywillhavebeentalkingtoye,\"shesaidsullenly。
\"Theyhave,morethanoneofthem,\"repliedArchie。
\"Andwhaewerethey?\"shecried。\"Andwhatkindo’lovedoyeca’that,that’sreadytogangroundlikeawhirligigatfolktalking?Doyethinktheyhavenatalkedtome?\"
\"Havetheyindeed?\"saidArchie,withaquickbreath。\"ThatiswhatI
feared。Whowerethey?Whohasdared-?\"
Archiewasonthepointoflosinghistemper。
Asamatteroffact,notanyonehadtalkedtoChristinaonthematter;
andshestrenuouslyrepeatedherownfirstquestioninapanicofself-
defence。
\"Ah,well!whatdoesitmatter?\"hesaid。\"Theyweregoodfolkthatwishedwelltous,andthegreataffairisthattherearepeopletalking。Mydeargirl,wehavetobewise。Wemustnotwreckourlivesattheoutset。Theymaybelongandhappyyet,andwemustseetoit,Kirstie,likeGod’srationalcreaturesandnotlikefoolchildren。
Thereisonethingwemustseetobeforeall。You’reworthwaitingfor,Kirstie!worthwaitingforageneration;itwouldbeenoughreward。\"-
Andhereherememberedtheschoolmasteragain,andveryunwiselytooktofollowingwisdom。\"Thefirstthingthatwemustseeto,isthatthereshallbenoscandalaboutformyfather’ssake。Thatwouldruinall;doyenoseethat?\"
Kirstiewasalittlepleased,therehadbeensomeshowofwarmthofsentimentinwhatArchiehadsaidlast。Butthedullirritationstillpersistedinherbosom;withtheaboriginalinstinct,havingsufferedherself,shewishedtomakeArchiesuffer。
Andbesides,therehadcomeoutthewordshehadalwaysfearedtohearfromhislips,thenameofhisfather。Itisnottobesupposedthat,duringsomanydayswithaloveavowedbetweenthem,somereferencehadnotbeenmadetotheirconjointfuture。Ithadinfactbeenoftentouchedupon,andfromthefirsthadbeenthesorepoint。Kirstiehadwilfullyclosedtheeyeofthought;shewouldnotargueevenwithherself;gallant,desperatelittleheart,shehadacceptedthecommandofthatsupremeattractionlikethecalloffateandmarchedblindfoldonherdoom。ButArchie,withhismasculinesenseofresponsibility,mustreason;hemustdwellonsomefuturegood,whenthepresentgoodwasallinalltoKirstie;hemusttalk-andtalklamely,asnecessitydrovehim-ofwhatwastobe。Againandagainhehadtouchedonmarriage;againandagainbeendrivenbackintoindistinctnessbyamemoryofLordHermiston。AndKirstiehadbeenswifttounderstandandquicktochokedownandsmothertheunderstanding;swifttoleapupinflameatamentionofthathope,whichspokevolumestohervanityandherlove,thatshemightonedaybeMrs。WeirofHermiston;swift,also,torecogniseinhisstumblingorthrottledutterancethedeath-knelloftheseexpectations,andconstant,poorgirl!inherlarge-mindedmadness,togoonandtorecknothingofthefuture。Buttheseunfinishedreferences,theseblinksinwhichhisheartspoke,andhismemoryandreasonroseuptosilenceitbeforethewordswerewelluttered,gaveherunqualifiableagony。Shewasraisedupanddasheddownagainbleeding。Therecurrenceofthesubjectforcedher,forhowevershortatime,toopenhereyesonwhatshedidnotwishtosee;
andithadinvariablyendedinanotherdisappointment。Sonowagain,atthemerewindofitscoming,atthemerementionofhisfather’sname-
whomightseemindeedtohaveaccompaniedthemintheirwholemoorlandcourtship,anawfulfigureinawigwithanironicalandbittersmile,presenttoguiltyconsciousness-shefledfromitheaddown。
\"Yehavenatoldmeyet,\"shesaid,\"whowasitspoke?\"
\"Yourauntforone,\"saidArchie。
\"AuntieKirstie?\"shecried。\"AndwhatdoIcareformyAuntieKirstie?\"
\"Shecaresagreatdealforherniece,\"repliedArchie,inkindreproof。
\"Troth,andit’sthefirstI’veheardofit,\"retortedthegirl。
\"Thequestionhereisnotwhoitis,butwhattheysay,whattheyhavenoticed,\"pursuedthelucidschoolmaster。\"Thatiswhatwehavetothinkofinself-defence。\"
\"AuntieKirstie,indeed!Abitter,thrawnauldmaidthat’sfomentedtroubleinthecountrybeforeIwasborn,andwillbedoingitstill,I
daursay,whenI’mdeid!It’sinhernature;it’sasnaturalforherasit’sforasheeptoeat。\"
\"Pardonme,Kirstie,shewasnottheonlyone,\"interposedArchie。\"I
hadtwowarnings,twosermons,lastnight,bothmostkindandconsiderate。Hadyoubeenthere,Ipromiseyouyouwouldhavegrat,mydear!Andtheyopenedmyeyes。Isawweweregoingawrongway。\"
\"Whowastheotherone?\"Kirstiedemanded。
BythistimeArchiewasintheconditionofahuntedbeast。Hehadcome,bracedandresolute;hewastotraceoutalineofconductforthepairoftheminafewcold,convincingsentences;hehadnowbeentheresometime,andhewasstillstaggeringroundtheoutworksandundergoingwhathefelttobeasavagecross-examination。
\"Mr。Frank!\"shecried。\"Whatnex’,Iwouldliketoken?\"
\"Hespokemostkindlyandtruly。\"
\"Whatlikedidhesay?\"
\"Iamnotgoingtotellyou;youhavenothingtodowiththat,\"criedArchie,startledtofindhehadadmittedsomuch。
\"O,Ihavenaethingtodowithit!\"sherepeated,springingtoherfeet。
\"A’bodyatHermiston’sfreetopasstheiropinionsuponme,butIhavenaethingtodowi’it!Wasthisatprayerslike?Didyeca’thegrieveintotheconsultation?Littlewonderifa’body’stalking,whenyemakea’bodyyerconfidants!Butasyousay,Mr。Weir,-mostkindly,mostconsiderately,mosttruly,I’msure,-Ihavenaethingtodowithit。
AndIthinkI’llbetterbegoing。I’llbewishingyougoodevening,Mr。
Weir。\"Andshemadehimastatelycurtsey,shakingasshedidsofromheadtofoot,withthebarrenecstasyoftemper。
PoorArchiestooddumbfounded。Shehadmovedsomestepsawayfromhimbeforeherecoveredthegiftofarticulatespeech。
\"Kirstie!\"hecried。\"O,Kirstiewoman!\"
Therewasinhisvoicearingofappeal,aclangofmereastonishmentthatshowedtheschoolmasterwasvanquished。
Sheturnedroundonhim。\"WhatdoyeKirstiemefor?\"sheretorted。
\"Whathaveyetodowi’me!Gangtoyourainfreendsanddeavethem!\"
Hecouldonlyrepeattheappealing\"Kirstie!\"
\"Kirstie,indeed!\"criedthegirl,hereyesblazinginherwhiteface。
\"MynameisMissChristinaElliott,Iwouldhaveyetoken,andIdauryetoca’meoutofit。IfIcannagetlove,I’llhaverespect,Mr。
Weir。I’mcomeofdecentpeople,andI’llhaverespect。WhathaveI
donethatyeshouldlightlyme?WhathaveIdone?WhathaveIdone?
O,whathaveIdone?\"andhervoiceroseuponthethirdrepetition。\"I
thocht-Ithocht-IthochtIwassaehappy!\"andthefirstsobbrokefromherliketheparoxysmofsomemortalsickness。
Archierantoher。Hetookthepoorchildinhisarms,andshenestledtohisbreastastoamother’s,andclaspedhiminhandsthatwerestronglikevices。Hefeltherwholebodyshakenbythethroesofdistress,andhadpityuponherbeyondspeech。Pity,andatthesametimeabewilderedfearofthisexplosiveengineinhisarms,whoseworkshedidnotunderstand,andyethadbeentamperingwith。Therearosefrombeforehimthecurtainsofboyhood,andhesawforthefirsttimetheambiguousfaceofwomanassheis。Invainhelookedbackovertheinterview;hesawnotwherehehadoffended。Itseemedunprovoked,awilfulconvulsionofbrutenature……
GLOSSARY
Ae,one。
Antinomian,oneofasectwhichholdsthatunderthegospeldispensationthemorallawisnotobligatory。
AuldHornie,theDevil。
Ballant,ballad。
Bauchles,brogues,oldshoes。
Bauld,bold。
Beesintheirbonnet,eccentricities。
Birling,whirling。
Black-a-vised,dark-complexioned。
Bonnet-laird,smalllandedproprietor,yeoman。
Bool,ball。
Brae,risingground。
Brig,bridge。
Buff,playbuffon,tomakeafoolof,todeceive。
Burn,stream。
Buttend,endofacottage。
Byre,cow-house。
Ca’,drive。
Caller,fresh。
Canna,cannot。
Canny,careful,shrewd。
Cantie,cheerful。
Carline,oldwoman。
Cauld,cold。
Chalmer,chamber。
Claes,clothes。
Clamjamfry,crowd。
Clavers,idletalk。
Cock-laird。SeeBonnet-laird。
Collieshangie,turmoil。
Crack,toconverse。
Cuist,cast。
Cuddy,donkey。
Cutty,jade,alsousedplayfully=brat。
Daft,mad,frolicsome。
Dander,tosaunter。
Danders,cinders。
Daurna,darenot。
Deave,todeafen。
Denty,dainty。
Dirdum,vigour。
Disjaskit,wornout,disreputable-looking。
Doer,lawagent。
Dour,hard。
Drumlie,dark。
Dunting,knocking。
Dwaibly,infirm,rickety。
Dule-tree,thetreeoflamentation,thehanging-tree。
Earrand,errand。
Ettercap,vixen。
Fechting,fighting。
Feck,quantity,portion。
Feckless,feeble,powerless。
Fell,strongandfiery。
Fey,unlikeyourself,strange,asifurgedonbyfate,oraspersonsareobservedtobeinthehourofapproachingdeathordisaster。
Fit,foot。
Flit,todepart。
Flyped,turnedup,turnedin-sideout。
Forbye,inadditionto。
Forgather,tofallinwith。
Fower,four。
Fushionless,pithless,weak。
Fyle,tosoil,todefile。
Fylement,obloquy,defilement。
Gaed,Went。
Gang,togo。
Geyan’,very。
Gigot,legofmutton。
Girzie,lit。diminutiveofGrizel,hereaplayfulnickname。
Glaur,mud。
Glint,glance,sparkle。
Gloaming,twilight。
Glower,toscowl。
Gobbets,smalllumps。
Gowden,golden。
Gowsty,gusty。
Grat,wept。
Grieve,land-steward。
Guddle,tocatchfishwiththehandsbygropingunderthestonesorbanks。
Gumption,commonsense,judgment。
Guid,good。
Gurley,stormy,surly。
Gyte,besideitself。
Hae,have,take。
Haddit,held。
Hale,whole。
Heels-ower-hurdie,heelsoverhead。
Hinney,honey。
Hirstle,tobustle。
Hizzie,wench。
Howe,hollow。
Howl,hovel。
Hunkered,crouched。
Hypothec,lit。inScotslawthefurnishingsofahouse,andformerlytheproduceandstockofafarmhypothecatedbylawtothelandlordassecurityforrent;colloquially\"thewholestructure,\"\"thewholeconcern。\"
Idleset,idleness。
Infeftment,aterminScotslaworiginallysynonymouswithinvestiture。
Jaud,jade。
Jeely-piece,asliceofbreadandjelly。
Jennipers,juniper。
Jo,sweetheart。
Justifeed,executed,madethevictimofjustice。
Jyle,jailKebbuck,cheese。
Ken,toknow。
Kenspeckle,conspicuous。
Kilted,tuckedup。
Kyte,belly。
Laigh,low。
Laird,landedproprietor。
Lane,alone。
Lave,rest,remainder。
Linking,tripping。
Lown,lonely,still。
Lynn,cataract。
LyonKingofArms,thechiefoftheCourtofHeraldryinScotland。
Macers,offiersofthesupremecourt。[Cf。GuyMannering,lastchapter。]
Maun,must。
Menseful,ofgoodmanners。
Mirk,dark。
Misbegowk,deception,disappointment。
Mools,mould,earth。
Muckle,much,great,big。
Mylane,bymyself。
Nowt,blackcattle。
Palmering,walkinginfirmly。
Panel,inScotslaw,theaccusedpersoninacriminalaction,theprisoner。
Peel,fortifiedwatch-tower。
Plew-stilts,plough-handles。
Policy,ornamentalgroundsofacountrymansion。
Puddock,frog。
Quean,wench。
Rair,toroar。
Riff-raff,rabble。
Risping,grating。
Rout,rowt,toroar,torant。
Rowth,abundance。
Rudas,haggardoldwoman。
Runt,anoldcowpastbreeding;opprobriously,anoldwoman。
Sab,sob。
Sanguishes,sandwiches。
Sasine,inScotslaw,theactofgivinglegalpossessionoffeudalproperty,or,colloquially,thedeedbywhichthatpossessionisproved。
Sclamber,toscramble。
Sculduddery,impropriety,grossness。
Session,theCourtofSession,thesupremecourtofScotland。
Shauchling,shuffling,slipshod。
Shoo,tochasegently。
Siller,money。
Sinsyne,sincethen。
Skailing,dispersing。
Skelp,slap。
Skirling,screaming。
Skriegh-o’day,daybreak。
Snash,abuse。
Sneisty,supercilious。
Sooth,tohum。
Sough,sound,murmur。
Spec,TheSpeculativeSociety,adebatingSocietyconnectedwithEdingburghUniversity。
Speir,toask。
Speldering,sprawling。
Splairge,tosplash。
Spunk,spirit,fire。
Steik,toshut。
Stockfish,hard,savourless。
Suger-bool,suger-plum。
Syne,since,then。
Tawpie,aslowfoolishslut,alsousedplayfully=monkey。
Tellingyou,agoodthingforyou。
Thir,these。
Thrawn,cross-grained。
Toon,town。
Two-names,localsoubriquetsinadditiontopatronymic。
Tyke,dog。
Unchancy,unlucky。
Unco,strange,extraordinary,very。
Upsitten,impertinent。
Vennel,alley,lane。TheVennel,anarrowlaneinEdingburgh,runningoutoftheGrassmarket。
Vivers,victuals。
Wae,sad,unhappy。
Waling,choosing。
Warrandise,warranty。
Waur,worse。
Weird,destiny。
Whammle,toupset。
Whaup,curlew。
Whiles,sometimes。
Windlestae,cresteddog’s-tail,grass。
Wund,wind。
Yin,one。