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ABookofPoems

TothememoryofWILLIAMEDWARDBUTLER

SeveralofthepoemsincludedinthisbookarereprintedfromAmericanperiodicals,asfollows:\"TheGiftofGod\",\"OldKingCole\",\"AnotherDarkLady\",and\"TheUnforgiven\";

\"Flammonde\"and\"ThePoorRelation\";\"TheClingingVine\";

\"ErosTurannos\"and\"Bokardo\";\"TheVoiceofAge\";\"Cassandra\";

\"TheBurningBook\";\"Theophilus\";\"BenJonsonEntertainsaManfromStratford\"。

ContentsFlammondeTheGiftofGodTheClingingVineCassandraJohnGorhamStafford’sCabinHillcrestOldKingColeBenJonsonEntertainsaManfromStratfordErosTurannosOldTrailsTheUnforgivenTheophilusVeteranSirensSiegePerilousAnotherDarkLadyTheVoiceofAgeTheDarkHouseThePoorRelationTheBurningBookFragmentLisetteandEileenLlewellynandtheTreeBewickFinzerBokardoTheManagainsttheSky——————————————————————-

TheManagainsttheSky——————————————————————-

FlammondeThemanFlammonde,fromGodknowswhere,Withfirmaddressandforeignair,WithnewsofnationsinhistalkAndsomethingroyalinhiswalk,Withglintofironinhiseyes,Butneverdoubt,noryetsurprise,Appeared,andstayed,andheldhisheadAsonebykingsaccredited。

Erect,withhisalertreposeAbouthim,andabouthisclothes,HepicturedalltraditionhearsOfwhatweowetofiftyyears。

HiscleansingheritageoftasteParadedneitherwantnorwaste;

AndwhatheneededforhisfeeTolive,heborrowedgraciously。

Henevertolduswhathewas,Orwhatmischance,orothercause,HadbanishedhimfrombetterdaysToplaythePrinceofCastaways。

MeanwhileheplayedsurpassingwellApart,formost,unplayable;

Infine,onepauses,halfafraidTosayforcertainthatheplayed。

Forthat,onemayaswellforegoConvictionastoyesorno;

NorcanIsayjusthowintenseWouldthenhavebeenthedifferenceToseveral,who,havingstrivenInvaintogetwhathewasgiven,WouldseethestrangertakenonByfriendsnoteasytobewon。

Moreover,manyamalcontentHesoothedandfoundmunificent;

HiscourtesybeguiledandfoiledSuspicionthathisyearsweresoiled;

Hismiendistinguishedanycrowd,Hiscreditstrengthenedwhenhebowed;

Andwomen,youngandold,werefondOflookingatthemanFlammonde。

TherewasawomaninourtownOnwhomthefashionwastofrown;

ButwhileourtalkrenewedthetingeOfalong-fadedscarletfringe,ThemanFlammondesawnoneofthat,Andwhathesawwewonderedat——

Thatnoneofus,inherdistress,Couldhideorfindourlittleness。

TherewasaboythatallagreedHadshutwithinhimtherareseedOflearning。Wecouldunderstand,Butnoneofuscouldliftahand。

ThemanFlammondeappraisedtheyouth,Andtoldafewofusthetruth;

Andthereby,foralittlegold,Afloweredfuturewasunrolled。

ThereweretwocitizenswhofoughtForyearsandyears,andovernought;

Theymadelifeawkwardfortheirfriends,Andshortenedtheirowndividends。

ThemanFlammondesaidwhatwaswrongShouldbemaderight;norwasitlongBeforetheywereagaininline,Andhadeachotherintodine。

AndtheseImentionarebutfourOfmanyoutofmanymore。

Somuchforthem。Butwhatofhim——

Sofirmineverylookandlimb?

WhatsmallsatanicsortofkinkWasinhisbrain?WhatbrokenlinkWithheldhimfromthedestiniesThatcamesoneartobeinghis?

Whatwashe,whenwecametosiftHismeaning,andtonotethedriftOfincommunicablewaysThatmakeusponderwhilewepraise?

WhywasitthathischarmrevealedSomehowthesurfaceofashield?

Whatwasitthatwenevercaught?

Whatwashe,andwhatwashenot?

HowmuchitwasofhimwemetWecannoteverknow;noryetShallallhegaveusquiteatoneForwhatwashis,andhisalone;

Norneedwenow,sinceheknewbest,Nourishanethicalunrest:

RarelyatoncewillnaturegiveThepowertobeFlammondeandlive。

WecannotknowhowmuchwelearnFromthosewhoneverwillreturn,UntilaflashofunforeseenRemembrancefallsonwhathasbeen。

We’veeachadarkeninghilltoclimb;

Andthisiswhy,fromtimetotimeInTilburyTown,welookbeyondHorizonsforthemanFlammonde。

TheGiftofGodBlessedwithajoythatonlysheOfallaliveshalleverknow,ShewearsaproudhumilityForwhatitwasthatwilleditso,——

ThatherdegreeshouldbesogreatAmongthefavoredoftheLordThatshemayscarcelybeartheweightOfherbewilderingreward。

Asoneapart,immune,alone,Orfeaturedfortheshiningones,AndliketononethatshehasknownOfotherwomen’sothersons,——

Thefirmfruitionofherneed,Heshinesanointed;andheblursHervision,tillitseemsindeedAsacrilegetocallhimhers。

ShefearsalittleforsomuchOfwhatisbest,andhardlydaresTothinkofhimasonetotouchWithaches,indignities,andcares;

Sheseeshimratheratthegoal,Stillshining;andherdreamforetellsThepropershiningofasoulWherenothingordinarydwells。

PerchanceacanvassofthetownWouldfindhimfarfromflagsandshouts,AndleavehimonlytherenownOfmanysmilesandmanydoubts;

PerchancethecrudeandcommontongueWouldhavocstrangelywithhisworth;

Butshe,withinnocenceunwrung,Wouldreadhisnamearoundtheearth。

Andothers,knowinghowthisyouthWouldshine,iflovecouldmakehimgreat,WhencaughtandtorturedforthetruthWouldonlywritheandhesitate;

Whileshe,arrangingforhisdaysWhatcenturiescouldnotfulfill,Transmuteshimwithherfaithandpraise,Andhashimshiningwhereshewill。

Shecrownshimwithhergratefulness,Andsaysagainthatlifeisgood;

AndshouldthegiftofGodbelessInhimthaninhermotherhood,Hisfame,thoughvague,willnotbesmall,Asupwardthroughherdreamhefares,HalfcloudedwithacrimsonfallOfrosesthrownonmarblestairs。

TheClingingVine\"Becalm?AndwasIfrantic?

You’llhavemelaughingsoon。

I’mcalmasthisAtlantic,Andquietasthemoon;

ImayhavespokenfasterThanonce,inotherdays;

ForI’venomoreamaster,Andnow——`Becalm,’hesays。

\"Fearnot,fearnocommotion,——

I’llbeasrocksandsand;

ThemoonandstarsandoceanWillenvymycommand;

NocreaturecouldbestillerInanykindofplaceThanI……No,I’llnotkillher;

Herdeathisinherface。

\"Behappywhileshehasit,Forshe’llnothaveitlong;

Ayear,andthenyou’llpassit,Preparinganewsong。

AndI’mafoolforpratingOfwhatayearmaybring,WhenmorelikeherarewaitingFormorelikeyoutosing。

\"Youmockmewithdenial,Youmeantocallmehard?

YouseenoroomfortrialWhenallmydoorsarebarred?

Yousay,andyou’dsaydying,ThatIdreamwhatIknow;

Andsighing,anddenying,You’dholdmyhandandgo。

\"Youscowl——andIdon’twonder;

Ispoketoofastagain;

Butyou’llforgiveoneblunder,Foryouarelikemostmen:

Youare,——orsoyou’vetoldme,Somanymortaltimes,ThatheavenoughtnottoholdmeAccountableforcrimes。

\"Becalm?WasIunpleasant?

ThenI’llbemorediscreet,Andgrantyou,forthepresent,Thebalmofmydefeat:

Whatshe,withallherstriving,Couldnothavebroughtabout,You’vedone。YourowncontrivingHasputthelastlightout。

\"Ifshewerethewholestory,Ifworsewerenotbehind,I’dcreepwithyoutoglory,BelievingIwasblind;

I’dcreep,andgoonseemingTobewhatIdespise。

Youlaugh,andsayI’mdreaming,Andallyourlaughsarelies。

\"Arewomenmad?Afeware,Andifit’strueyousay——

Ifmostmenareasyouare——

We’llallbemadsomeday。

Becalm——andletmefinish;

There’smoreforyoutoknow。

I’lltalkwhileyoudiminish,Andlistenwhileyougrow。

\"TherewasamanwhomarriedBecausehecouldn’tsee;

AndallhisdayshecarriedThemarkofhisdegree。

Butyou——youcameclear-sighted,Andfoundtruthinmyeyes;

Andallmywrongsyou’verightedWithlies,andlies,andlies。

\"You’vekilledthelastassuranceThatoncewouldhavemestriveTorouseanoldenduranceThatisnomorealive。

ItmakestwopeoplechillyTosaywhatwehavesaid,Butyou——you’llnotbesillyAndwrangleforthedead。

\"Youdon’t?Youneverwrangle?

Whyscoldthen,——orcomplain?

MorewordswillonlymangleWhatyou’vealreadyslain。

Yourprideyoucan’tsurrender?

Myname——forthatyoufear?

Sincewhenweremensotender,Andhonorsosevere?

\"Nomore——I’llneverbearit。

I’mgoing。I’mlikeice。

Myburden?Youwouldshareit?

Forbidthesacrifice!

Forgetsoquaintanotion,Andletnomorebetold;

FormoonandstarsandoceanAndyouandIarecold。\"

CassandraIheardonewhosaid:\"Verily,WhatwordhaveIforchildrenhere?

YourDollarisyouronlyWord,Thewrathofityouronlyfear。

\"YoubuilditaltarstallenoughTomakeyousee,butyouareblind;

YoucannotleaveitlongenoughTolookbeforeyouorbehind。

\"WhenReasonbeckonsyoutopause,Youlaughandsaythatyouknowbest;

Butwhatitisyouknow,youkeepAsdarkasingotsinachest。

\"Youlaughandanswer,`Weareyoung;

Oleaveusnow,andletusgrow。’——

NotaskinghowmuchmoreofthisWillTimeendureorFatebestow。

\"BecauseafewcomplacentyearsHavemadeyourperilofyourpride,ThinkyouthatyouaretogoonForeverpamperedanduntried?

\"Whatlosteclipseofhistory,Whatbivouacofthemarchingstars,HasgiventhesignforyoutoseeMillenniumsandlastgreatwars?

\"WhatunrecordedoverthrowOfalltheworldhaseverknown,Oreverbeen,hasmadeitselfSoplaintoyou,andyoualone?

\"YourDollar,DoveandEaglemakeATrinitythatevenyouRatehigherthanyourateyourselves;

Itpays,itflatters,andit’snew。

\"AndthoughyourveryfleshandbloodBewhatyourEagleeatsanddrinks,You’llpraisehimforthebestofbirds,NotknowingwhattheEaglethinks。

\"Thepowerisyours,butnotthesight;

Youseenotuponwhatyoutread;

Youhavetheagesforyourguide,Butnotthewisdomtobeled。

\"ThinkyoutotreadforeverdownThemercilessoldverities?

AndareyounevertohaveeyesToseetheworldforwhatitis?

\"AreyoutopayforwhatyouhaveWithallyouare?\"——NootherwordWecaught,butwithalaughingcrowdMovedon。Noneheeded,andfewheard。

JohnGorham\"Tellmewhatyou’redoingoverhere,JohnGorham,Sighinghardandseemingtobesorrywhenyou’renot;

Makemelaughorletmegonow,forlongfacesinthemoonlightAreasignformetosayagainawordthatyouforgot。\"——

\"I’moverheretotellyouwhatthemoonalreadyMayhavesaidormaybeshoutedeversinceayearago;

I’moverheretotellyouwhatyouare,JaneWayland,Andtomakeyourathersorry,Ishouldsay,forbeingso。\"——

\"Tellmewhatyou’resayingtomenow,JohnGorham,Oryou’llneverseeasmuchofmeasribbonsanymore;

I’llvanishinasmanywaysasIhavetoesandfingers,Andyou’llnotfollowfarforonewhereflockshavebeenbefore。\"——

\"I’msorrynowyouneversawtheflocks,JaneWayland,Butyou’retheonetomakeofthemasmanyasyouneed。

Andthenaboutthevanishing。It’sIwhomeantovanish;

AndwhenI’mherenolongeryou’llbedonewithmeindeed。\"——

\"That’sawaytotellmewhatIam,JohnGorham!

HowamItoknowmyselfuntilImakeyousmile?

Trytolookasifthemoonweremakingfacesatyou,Andalittlemoreasifyoumeanttostayalittlewhile。\"——

\"Youarewhatitisthatoverrose-blowngardensMakesaprettyflutterforaseasoninthesun;

Youarewhatitisthatwithamouse,JaneWayland,Catcheshimandletshimgoandeatshimupforfun。\"——

\"SureInevertookyouforamouse,JohnGorham;

Allyousayiseasy,butsofarfrombeingtrueThatIwishyouwouldn’teverbeagaintheonetothinkso;

Foritisn’tcatsandbutterfliesthatIwouldbetoyou。\"——

\"Allyourlittleanimalsareinonepicture——

OneI’vehadbeforemesinceayearagoto-night;

Andthepicturewheretheylivewillbeofyou,JaneWayland,Tillyoufindawaytokillthemortokeepthemoutofsight。\"——

\"Won’tyoueverseemeasIam,JohnGorham,LeavingoutthefoolishnessandallInevermeant?

Somewhereinmethere’sawoman,ifyouknowthewaytofindher。

WillyoulikemeanybetterifIproveitandrepent?\"

\"IdoubtifIshalleverhavethetime,JaneWayland;

AndIdaresayallthismoonlightlyingroundusmightaswellFallfornothingontheshardsofbrokenurnsthatareforgotten,Asontwothathavenolongermuchofanythingtotell。\"

Stafford’sCabinOncetherewasacabinhere,andoncetherewasaman;

Andsomethinghappenedherebeforemymemorybegan。

TimehasmadethetwoofthemthefuelofoneflameAndallwehaveofthemisnowalegendandaname。

AllIhavetosayiswhatanoldmansaidtome,Andthatwouldseemtobeasmuchastherewilleverbe。

\"Fiftyyearsagoitwaswefounditwhereitsat。\"——

AndfortyyearsagoitwasoldArchibaldsaidthat。

\"Anappletreethat’syetalivesawsomething,Isuppose,Ofwhatitwasthathappenedthere,andwhatnomortalknows。

Someoneonthemountainheardfaroffamastershriek,Andthentherewasalightthatshowedthewayformentoseek。

\"Wefounditinthemorningwithanironbarbehind,Andtherewerechainsaroundit;butnosearchcouldeverfind,Eitherintheashesthatwereleft,oranywhere,AsigntotellofwhoorwhathadbeenwithStaffordthere。

\"Staffordwasalikelymanwithideasofhisown——

ThoughIcouldneverlikethekindthatlikestolivealone;

Andwhenyoumet,youfoundhiseyeswerealwaysonyourshoes,Asiftheydidthetalkingwhenheaskedyouforthenews。

\"That’sall,myson。WereItotalkforhalfahundredyearsI’dneverclearawayfromtherethecloudthatneverclears。

Weburiedwhatwasleftofit,——thebar,too,andthechains;

Andonlyfortheappletreethere’snothingthatremains。\"

FortyyearsagoitwasIheardtheoldmansay,\"That’sall,myson。\"——AndhereagainIfindtheplaceto-day,Desertedandtoldonlybythetreethatknowsthemost,Andovergrownwithgolden-rodasiftherewerenoghost。

Hillcrest(ToMrs。EdwardMacDowell)

NosoundofanystormthatshakesOldislandwallswitholderseasComesherewherenowSeptembermakesAnislandinaseaoftrees。

BetweenthesunlightandtheshadeAmanmaylearntillheforgetsTheroaringofaworldremade,Andallhisruinsandregrets;

AndifhestillremembersherePoorfightshemayhavewonorlost,——

IfheberiddenwiththefearOfwhatsomeotherfightmaycost,——

If,eagertoconfusetoosoon,Whathehasknownwithwhatmaybe,HereadsaplanetoutoftuneForcauseofhisjarredharmony,——

IfhereheventuretounrollHisindexofadagios,AndhebegiventoconsoleHumanitywithwhatheknows,——

HemaybycontemplationlearnAlittlemorethanwhatheknew,AndevenseegreatoaksreturnToacornsoutofwhichtheygrew。

Hemay,ifhebutlistenwell,Throughtwilightandthesilencehere,BetoldwhattherearenonemaytellTovanity’simpatientear;

AndhemayneverdareagainSaywhatawaitshim,orbesureWhatsunlitlabyrinthofpainHemaynotenterandendure。

Whoknowsto-dayfromyesterdayMaylearntocountnothingtoostrange:

LovebuildsofwhatTimetakesaway,TillDeathitselfislessthanChange。

WhoseesenoughinhisduressMaygoasfarasdreamshavegone;

WhoseesalittlemaydolessThanmanywhoareblindhavedone;

WhoseesunchastenedherethesoulTriumphanthasnoothersightThanhasachildwhoseesthewholeWorldradiantwithhisowndelight。

FarjourneysandhardwanderingAwaithiminwhosecrudesurmisePeace,likeamask,hideseverythingThatisandhasbeenfromhiseyes;

Andallhiswisdomisunfound,OrlikeawebthaterrorweavesOnairyloomsthathaveasoundNoloudernowthanfallingleaves。

OldKingColeInTilburyTowndidOldKingColeAwiseoldageanticipate,Desiring,withhispipeandbowl,NoKhan’sextravagantestate。

Nocrownannoyedhishonesthead,Nofiddlersthreewerecalledorneeded;

FortwodisastrousheirsinsteadMademusicmorethaneverthreedid。

BereftofherwithwhomhislifeWasharmonywithoutaflaw,Hetooknootherforawife,Norsighedforanythathesaw;

Andifhedoubtedhistwosons,Andheirs,AlexisandEvander,HemighthavebeenasdoubtfulonceOfRobertBurnsandAlexander。

Alexis,inhisearlyyouth,Begantosteal——fromoldandyoung。

LikewiseEvander,andthetruthWaslikeabadtasteonhistongue。

Bornthievesandliars,theiraffairSeemedonlytobetarredwithevil——

ThemostinsufferablepairOfscampsthatevercheeredthedevil。

Theworldwenton,theirfamewenton,Andtheywenton——frombadtoworse;

Till,goadedhotwithnothingdone,Andeachaccoutredwithacurse,ThefriendsofOldKingCole,bytwos,Andfours,andsevens,andelevens,PronouncedunalterableviewsOfdoingsthatwerenotofheaven’s。

AndhavinglearnedagainwherebyTheirbalefulzealhadcomeabout,KingColemetmanyawrathfuleyeSokindlythatitswrathwentout——

Orpartlyout。Saywhattheywould,Heseemedthemoretocourttheircandor;

ButnevertoldwhatkindofgoodWasinAlexisandEvander。

AndOldKingCole,withmanyapuffThathaloedhisurbanity,Wouldsmoketillhehadsmokedenough,Andlistenmostattentively。

HebeamedaswithaninwardlightThathadtheLord’sassuranceinit;

Andonceamanwasthereallnight,Expectingsomethingeveryminute。

Butwhetherfromtoolittlethought,Ortoomuchfealtytothebowl,AdimrewardwasallhegotForsittingupwithOldKingCole。

\"Thoughmine,\"thefathermusedaloud,\"ArenotthesonsIwouldhavechosen,ShallI,lessevillyendowed,Bytheirinfirmitybefrozen?

\"They’llhaveabadend,I’llagree,ButIwasneverborntogroan;

ForIcanseewhatIcansee,AndI’maccordinglyalone。

Withopenheartandopendoor,Ilovemyfriends,Ilikemyneighbors;

ButifItrytotellyoumore,Yourdoubtswillovermatchmylabors。

\"Thispipewouldnevermakemecalm,Thisbowlmygriefwouldneverdrown。

ForgrieflikeminethereisnobalmInGilead,orinTilburyTown。

AndifIseewhatIcansee,Iknownotanywaytoblindit;

NormoreifanywaymaybeForyoutogropeorflytofindit。

\"Theremayberoomforruinyet,Andashesforawastedlove;

Or,likeOnewhomyoumayforget,Imayhavemeatyouknownotof。

AndifI’dratherlivethanweepMeanwhile,doyoufindthatsurprising?

Why,blessmysoul,theman’sasleep!

That’sgood。Thesunwillsoonberising。\"

BenJonsonEntertainsaManfromStratfordYouareafriendthen,asImakeitout,OfourmanShakespeare,whoaloneofusWillputanass’sheadinFairylandAshewouldaddashillingtomoreshillings,Allmostharmonious,——andoutofhisMiraculousinviolableincreaseFillsIlion,Rome,oranytownyoulikeOfoldentimewithtimelessEnglishmen;

AndImustwonderwhatyouthinkofhim——

AllyoudowntherewhereyoursmallAvonflowsByStratford,andwhereyou’reanAlderman。

Some,foraguess,wouldhavehimridingbackTobeafarrierthere,orsayadyer;

Ormaybeoneofyouradeptsurveyors;

Orlikeenoughthewizardofalltanners。

Notyou——nofearofthat;forIdiscernInyouakindlingoftheflamethatsaves——

Thenimbleelement,thetruephlogiston;

Iseeit,andwastoldofit,moreover,Byourdiscriminatefriendhimself,noother。

Hadyoubeenoneofthesadaverage,Ashewouldhaveit,——meaning,asItakeit,ThesinewandthesolventofourIsland,You’dnotbebuyingbeerforthisTerpander’sApprovedandestimatedfriendBenJonson;

He’dneverfoistitasapartofhisContingententertainmentofatownsmanWhilehegoesoffrehearsing,ashemust,IfheshalleverbetheDukeofStratford。

Andmywordsarenoshadowonyourtown——

Farfromit;foronetown’saslikeanotherAsallareunlikeLondon。Oh,heknowsit,——

Andthere’stheStratfordinhim;hedeniesit,Andthere’stheShakespeareinhim。So,Godhelphim!

ItellhimheneedsGreek;butneitherGodNorGreekwillhelphim。Nothingwillhelpthatman。

Youseethefateshavegivenhimsomuch,Hemusthaveallorperish,——orlookoutOfLondon,whereheseestoomanylords;

They’repartofhalfwhatailshim:IsupposeThere’snothingfoulerdownamongthedemonsThanwhatitishefeelswhenheremembersThedustandsweatandointmentofhiscallingWithhislordslookingonandlaughingathim。

Kingasheis,hecan’tbekingdefacto,Andthat’saswell,becausehewouldn’tlikeit;

He’dframealowerratingofmenthenThanhehasnow;andafterthatwouldcomeAnabdicationoranapoplexy。

Hecan’tbeking,notevenkingofStratford,——

Thoughhalftheworld,ifnotthewholeofit,MaycrownhimwithacrownthatfitsnokingSaveLordApollo’shomesickemissary:

NotthereonAvon,oronanystreamWhereNaiadsandtheirwhitearmsarenomore,Shallhefindhomeagain。It’salltoobad。

Butthere’sacomfort,forhe’llhavethatHouse——

Thebestyoueversaw;andhe’llbethereAnon,asyou’reanAlderman。GoodGod!

Hemakesmelieawakeo’nightsandlaugh。

Andyouhaveknownhimfromhisorigin,Youtellme;andamostuncommonurchinHemusthavebeentothefewseeingones——

Atrifleterrifying,Idaresay,Discoveringaworldwithhisman’seyes,Quiteasanotherladmightseesomefinches,Ifhelookedhardandhadaneyefornature。

Butthisonehadhiseyesandtheirforetelling,Andhehadyoutofarewith,andwhatelse?

Hemusthavehadafatherandamother——

InfactI’veheardhimsayso——andadog,Asaboyshould,Iventure;andthedog,Mostlikely,wastheonlymanwhoknewhim。

Adog,forallIknow,iswhatheneedsAsmuchasanythingrighthereto-day,Tocounselhimabouthisdisillusions,Oldaches,andparturitionsofwhat’scoming,——

Adogoforders,anemeritus,Towaghistailathimwhenhecomeshome,AndthentoputhispawsuponhiskneesAndsay,\"ForGod’ssake,what’sitallabout?\"

Idon’tknowwhetherheneedsadogornot——

Orwhatheneeds。ItellhimheneedsGreek;

I’lltalkofrulesandAristotlewithhim,Andifhistongue’sathomehe’llsaytothat,\"IhaveyourwordthatAristotleknows,AndyouminethatIdon’tknowAristotle。\"

He’sallatoddswithalltheunities,Andwhat’syetworse,itdoesn’tseemtomatter;

HetreadsalongthroughTime’soldwildernessAsifthetrampofallthecenturiesHadleftnoroads——andtherearenone,forhim;

Hedoesn’tseethem,evenwiththoseeyes,——

Andthat’sapity,orIsayitis。

Accordinglywehavehimaswehavehim——

Goinghisway,thewaythathegoesbest,ApleasantanimalwithnogreatnoiseOrnonsenseanywheretosethimoff——

SaveonlydiversandinclementdevilsHavemadeoflatehishearttheirdwellingplace。

AflamehalfreadytoflyoutsometimesAtsomeannoyancemaybefannedupinhim,Butsoonitfalls,andwhenitfallsgoesout;

HeknowshowlittleroomthereisinthereForcrudeandfutileanimosities,Andhowmuchforthejoyofbeingwhole,Andhowmuchforlongsorrowandoldpain。

OnoursidetherearesomewhomaybegivenTogrowoldwonderingwhathethinksofusAndsomeaboveus,whoare,inhiseyes,Abovehimself,——andthat’squiterightandEnglish。

Yetherewesmile,ordisappointthegodsWhomadeitso:thegodshavealwayseyesToseemenscratch;andtheyseeonedownhereWhoitches,manor-bittentothebone,Albeitheknowshimself——yes,yes,heknows——

ThelordofmorethanEnglandandofmoreThanalltheseasofEnglandinalltimeShalleverwash。D’yewonderthatIlaugh?

Heseesme,andhedoesn’tseemtocare;

Andwhythedevilshouldhe?Ican’ttellyou。

I’llmeethimoutaloneofabrightSunday,Trim,ratherspruce,andquitethegentleman。

\"Whatho,mylord!\"sayI。Hedoesn’thearme;

WhereforeIhavetopauseandlookathim。

He’snotenormous,butonelooksathim。

Alittleontheroundifyouinsist,Fornow,Godsavethemark,he’sgrowingold;

He’sfiveandforty,andtohearhimtalkThesedaysyou’dcallhimeighty;thenyou’daddMoreyearstothat。He’soldenoughtobeThefatherofaworld,andsoheis。

\"Ben,you’reascholar,what’sthetimeofday?\"

Sayshe;andthereshinesoutofhimagainAnagedlightthathasnoageorstation——

Themysterythat’shis——amischievousHalf-madserenitythatlaughsatfameForbeingwonsoeasy,andatfriendsWholaughathimforwhathewantsthemost,AndforhisdukedomdowninWarwickshire;——

Bywhichyouseewe’reallalittlejealous……

PoorGreene!IfearthecolorofhisnameWasevenasthatofhisascendingsoul;

Andhewasonewheretherearemanyothers,——

Somescriveningtotheendagainsttheirfate,Theirpuppetsallininkandalltodiethere;

AndsomewithhandsthatoncewouldshadeaneyeThatscannedEuripidesandAeschylusWillreachbythistimeforapot-housemopToslushtheirfirstandlastofroyalties。

Poordevils!andtheyallplaytohishand;

ForsoitwasinAthensandoldRome。

Butthat’snothereorthere;I’vewanderedoff。

Greenedoesit,orI’mcareful。Where’sthatboy?

Yes,he’llgobacktoStratford。Andwe’llmisshim?

Dearsir,there’llbenoLondonherewithouthim。

We’llallberiding,oneofthesefinedays,Downtheretoseehim——andhiswifewon’tlikeus;

Andthenwe’llthinkofwhatheneversaidOfwomen——which,iftakenallinallWithwhathedidsay,wouldbuymanyhorses。

Thoughnowadayshe’snotsomuchforwomen:

\"Sofewofthem,\"hesays,\"areworththeguessing。\"

Butthere’saworkatworkwhenhesaysthat,AndwhilehesaysitonefeelsintheairAdealofcircumambienthocus-pocus。

They’vehadhimdancingtillhistoesweretender,Andhecanfeel’emnow,comechillyrains。

There’snolongcryforgoingintoit,However,andwedon’tknowmuchaboutit。

TheFittonthingwasworstofall,Ifancy;

AndyouinStratford,likemosthereinLondon,Havemorenowinthe`Sonnets’thanyoupaidfor;

He’sputhertherewithallherpoisonon,TomakeasingingfictionofashadowThat’sinhislifeafact,andalwayswillbe。

Butshe’snocareofours,thoughTime,Ifear,WillhaveamorereverberantadoAboutherthanaboutanotheroneWhoseemstohavedecoyedhim,marriedhim,AndsenthimscuttlingonhiswaytoLondon,——

Withmuchalreadylearned,andmoretolearn,Andmoretofollow。Lord!howIseehimnow,Pretending,maybetrying,tobelikeus。

Whateverhemayhavemeant,weneverhadhim;

Hefailedus,orescaped,orwhatyouwill,——

Andtherewasthatabouthim(Godknowswhat,——

We’dflayedanotherhadhetrieditonus)

ThatmadeasmanyofusashadwitsMorefondofallhiseasydistancesThanoneanother’snoiseandclap-your-shoulder。

Butthinkyounot,myfriend,he’dnevertalk!

Talk?Hewaseldritchatit;andwelistened——

TherebyacquiringmuchweknewbeforeAboutourselves,andhithertohadheldIrrelevant,ornotprimetothepurpose。

Andthereweresome,ofcourse,andtherebenow,DisorderedandreducedamazedlyToresignationbythemysticsealOfyoungfinalitythegodshadlaidOneverythingthatmadehimayoungdemon;

AndoneortwoshotlooksathimalreadyAshehadbeentheirexecutioner;

Andonceortwicehewas,notknowingit,——

Orknowing,beingsorryforpoorclayAndsayingnothing……Yet,forallhisengines,You’llmeetathousandofanafternoonWhostrutandsunthemselvesandseearound’emAworldmadeoutofmorethathasareasonThanhis,Iswear,thatheseeshereto-day;

ThoughhemayscarcelygiveaFoolanexitButwemarkhowheseesineverythingAlawthat,givenwefloutitoncetoooften,Bringsfireandirondownonournakedheads。

Tomeitlooksasifthepowerthatmadehim,Forfearofgivingallthingstoonecreature,Leftoutthefirst,——faith,innocence,illusion,Whatever’tisthatkeepsusouto’Bedlam,——

Andthereby,forhistooconsumingvision,Empoweredhimoutofnature;thoughtoseehim,You’dneverguesswhat’sgoingoninsidehim。

He’llbreakoutsomedaylikeakegofaleWithtoomuchindependentfrenzyinit;

Andallforcellaringwhatheknowswon’tkeep,Andwhathe’dbestforget——butthathecan’t。

You’llhaveit,andhavemorethanI’mforetelling;

Andthere’llbesucharoaringattheGlobeAsneverstunnedthebleedinggladiators。

He’llhavetochangethecolorofitshairAbit,fornowhecallsitCleopatra。

BlackhairwouldneverdoforCleopatra。

ButyouandIarenotyettwooldwomen,Andyou’reamanofoffice。WhathedoesIsmoretoyouthanhowitishedoesit,——

Andthat’swhattheLordGodhasnevertoldhim。

Theyworktogether,andtheDevilhelps’em;

Theydoitofamorning,orifnot,Theydoitofanight;inwhicheventHe’speevishofamorning。Heseemsold;

He’snottheproperstomachorthesleep——

Andthey’retwosovranagentstoconservehimAgainstthefieryartthathasnomercyButwhat’sinthatprodigiousgrandnewHouse。

IgathersomethinghappeninginhisboyhoodFulfilledhimwithaboy’sdeterminationTomakeallStratford’wareofhim。Well,well,Ihopeatlasthe’llhavehisjoyofit,Andallhispigsandsheepandbellowingbeeves,Andfrogsandowlsandunicorns,moreover,Belessthanhelltohisattendantears。

Oh,pastadoubtwe’llallgodowntoseehim。

Hemaybewise。WithLondontwodaysoff,Downtheresomewindofheavenmayyetrevivehim;

Butthere’snoquickeningbreathfromanywhereShallmakeofhimagainthepoisedyoungfaunFromWarwickshire,who’dmade,itseems,alreadyAlegendofhimselfbeforeIcameToblinkbeforethelastofhisfirstlightning。

Whatevertherebe,they’llbenomoreofthat;

ThecomingonofhisoldmonsterTimeHasmadehimastillman;andhehasdreamsWerefairtothinkononce,andallfoundhollow。

HeknowshowmuchofwhatmenpaintthemselvesWouldblisterinthelightofwhattheyare;

HeseeshowmuchofwhatwasgreatnowsharesAneminencetransformedandordinary;

HeknowstoomuchofwhattheworldhashushedInothers,tobeloudnowforhimself;

HeknowsnowatwhatheightlowenemiesMayreachhisheart,andhighfriendslethimfall;

ButwhatnotevensuchashemayknowBedevilshimtheworst:hislarkmaysingAtheaven’sgatehowhewill,andforaslongAsjoymaylisten;butHEseesnogate,SaveonewhereatthespentclaywaitsalittleBeforethechurchyardhasit,andtheworm。

Notlongago,lateinanafternoon,IcameonhimunseendownLambethway,AndonmylifeIwasafear’dofhim:

HegloomedandmumbledlikeasoulfromTophet,Hishandsbehindhimandhisheadbentsolemn。

\"Whatisitnow,\"saidI,——\"anotherwoman?\"

Thatmadehimsorryforme,andhesmiled。

\"No,Ben,\"hemused;\"it’sNothing。It’sallNothing。

Wecome,wego;andwhenwe’redone,we’redone;

Spidersandflies——we’remostlyoneort’other——

Wecome,wego;andwhenwe’redone,we’redone。\"

\"ByGod,yousingthatsongasifyouknewit!\"

SaidI,bywayofcheeringhim;\"whatailsye?\"

\"IthinkImusthavecomedownheretothink,\"

Sayshetothat,andpullshislittlebeard;

\"Yourflywillserveaswellasanybody,Andwhat’shishour?Heflies,andflies,andflies,Andinhisfly’smindhasabraveappearance;

Andthenyourspidergetshiminhernet,Andeatshimout,andhangshimuptodry。

That’sNature,thekindmotherofusall。

Andthenyourslatternhousemaidswingsherbroom,Andwhere’syourspider?Andthat’sNature,also。

It’sNature,andit’sNothing。It’sallNothing。

It’sallaworldwherebugsandemperorsGosingularlybacktothesamedust,Eachinhistime;andtheold,orderedstarsThatsangtogether,Ben,willsingthesameOldstaveto-morrow。\"

Whenhetalkslikethat,There’snothingforahumanmantodoButleadhimtosomegratefulnooklikethisWherewebenow,andtheretomakehimdrink。

He’lldrink,forloveofme,andthenbesick;

Asadsignalwaysinamanofparts,Andalwaysveryominous。ThegreatShouldbeaslargeinliquorasinlove,——

Andourgreatfriendisnotsolargeineither:

Onedisaffectshim,andtheotherfailshim;

Whatsohedrinksthathasananticinit,He’swonderingwhat’stopayinhisinsides;

AndwhilehiseyesareontheCyprianHe’sfribblingallthetimewiththatdamnedHouse。

Welaughhereathisthrift,butafterallItmaybethriftthatsaveshimfromthedevil;

Godgaveit,anyhow,——andwe’llsupposeHeknewthecompoundofhishandiwork。

To-daythecloudsarewithhim,butanonHe’lloutof’emenoughtoshakethetreeOflifeitselfandbringdownfruitunheard-of,——

And,throwinginthebruisedandwholetogether,Prepareawinetomakeusdrunkwithwonder;

Andifhelive,there’llbeasunsetspellThrownoverhimasoveraglassedlakeThatyesterdaywasallablackwildwater。

Godsendhelivetogiveus,ifnomore,Whatnow’sa-rampageinhim,andexhibit,Withadecenthalf-allegiancetotheagesAnearnestofatleastacasualeyeTurnedonceonwhatheowestoGutenberg,AndtothefealtyofmorecenturiesThanareasyetapictureinourvision。

\"There’stimeenough,——I’lldoitwhenI’mold,Andwe’reimmortalmen,\"hesaystothat;

Andthenhesaystome,\"Ben,what’s`immortal’?

ThinkyoubyanyforceofordinationItmaybenothingofasortmorenoisyThanasmalloblivionofcomponentashesThatofadream-addictedworldwasonceAmovingatomymuchlikeyourfriendhere?\"

Nothingwillhelpthatman。Tomakehimlaugh,Isaidthenhewasamadmountebank,——

AndbytheLordInearermadehimcry。

Icouldhaveeataneftthen,onmyknees,Tail,claws,andallofhim;forIhadstungThekingofmen,whohadnostingforme,AndIhadhurthiminhismemories;

AndIsaynow,asIshallsayagain,Ilovethemanthissideidolatry。

He’lldoitwhenhe’sold,hesays。Iwonder。

Hemaynotbesoancientasallthat。

Forsuchashe,thethingthatistodoWilldoitself,——butthere’sareckoning;

Thesessionsthatarenowtoomuchhisown,Theroilinginwardofastilledoutside,Thechurningoutofallthoseblood-fedlines,Thenightsofmanyschemesandlittlesleep,Thefullbrainhammeredhotwithtoomuchthinking,Thevexedheartover-wornwithtoomuchaching,——

ThiswearyjanglingofconjoinedaffairsMadeoutofelementsthathavenoend,Andallconfusedatonce,Iunderstand,Isnotwhatmakesamantoliveforever。

Ono,notnow!He’llnotbegoingnow:

There’llbetimeyetforGodknowswhatexplosionsBeforehegoes。He’llstayawhile。Justwait:

JustwaitayearortwoforCleopatra,Forshe’stobeabalsamandacomfort;

Andthat’snotallajapeofminenow,either。

ForgrantedoncetheoldwayofApolloSingsinaman,hemaythen,ifhe’sable,StrikeunafraidwhateverstringshewillUponthelastandwildestofnewlyres;

Noroutofhisnewmagic,thoughithymnTheshrieksofdungeonedhell,shallhecreateAmadnessoragloomtoshutquiteoutAcleavingdaylight,andalastgreatcalmTriumphantovershipwreckandallstorms。

HemighthavegivenAristotlecreeps,Butsurelywouldhavegivenhimhis`katharsis’。

He’llnotbegoingyet。There’stoomuchyetUnsungwithintheman。Butwhenhegoes,I’dstakeyecoino’therealmhisonlycareForaphantomworldhesoundedandfoundwantingWillbeaportionhere,aportionthere,OfthisorthatthingorsomeotherthingThathasapatentandintrinsicalEquivalenceinthoseegregiousshillings。

Andyetheknows,Godhelphim!Tellme,now,IfevertherewasanythingletlooseOnearthbygodsordevilsheretoforeLikethismad,careful,proud,indifferentShakespeare!

Wherewasit,ifiteverwas?Byheaven,’TwasneveryetinRhodesorPergamon——

InThebesorNineveh,athinglikethis!

NothinglikethiswaseveroutofEngland;

Andthatheknows。Iwonderifhecares。

Perhapshedoes……OLord,thatHouseinStratford!

ErosTurannosShefearshim,andwillalwaysaskWhatfatedhertochoosehim;

ShemeetsinhisengagingmaskAllreasonstorefusehim;

ButwhatshemeetsandwhatshefearsArelessthanarethedownwardyears,DrawnslowlytothefoamlessweirsOfage,wereshetolosehim。

BetweenablurredsagacityThatoncehadpowertosoundhim,AndLove,thatwillnotlethimbeTheJudasthatshefoundhim,Herprideassuagesheralmost,Asifitwerealonethecost。——

Heseesthathewillnotbelost,Andwaitsandlooksaroundhim。

AsenseofoceanandoldtreesEnvelopsandallureshim;

Tradition,touchingallhesees,Beguilesandreassureshim;

AndallherdoubtsofwhathesaysAredimmedofwhatsheknowsofdays——

TillevenprejudicedelaysAndfades,andshesecureshim。

ThefallingleafinauguratesThereignofherconfusion;

ThepoundingwavereverberatesThedirgeofherillusion;

Andhome,wherepassionlivedanddied,Becomesaplacewhereshecanhide,WhileallthetownandharborsideVibratewithherseclusion。

Wetellyou,tappingonourbrows,Thestoryasitshouldbe,——

AsifthestoryofahouseWeretold,orevercouldbe;

We’llhavenokindlyveilbetweenHervisionsandthosewehaveseen,——

Asifweguessedwhathershavebeen,Orwhattheyareorwouldbe。

Meanwhilewedonoharm;fortheyThatwithagodhavestriven,Nothearingmuchofwhatwesay,Takewhatthegodhasgiven;

Thoughlikewavesbreakingitmaybe,Orlikeachangedfamiliartree,OrlikeastairwaytotheseaWheredowntheblindaredriven。

OldTrails(WashingtonSquare)

Imethim,asonemeetsaghostortwo,BetweenthegrayArchandtheoldHotel。

\"KingSolomonwasright,there’snothingnew,\"

Saidhe。\"Beholdaruinwhomeantwell。\"

Heledmedownfamiliarstepsagain,Appealingly,andsetmeinachair。

\"Mydreamshaveallcometruetoothermen,\"

Saidhe;\"Godlives,however,andwhycare?

\"Anhouramongtheghostswilldonoharm。\"

Helaughed,andsomethinggladwithinmesank。

Imayhaveeyedhimwithafaintalarm,Fornowhislaughwaslostinwhathedrank。

\"Theychillthingsherewithicefromhell,\"hesaid;

\"Imighthaveknownit。\"AndhemadeafaceThatshowedagainhowmuchofhimwasdead,Andhowmuchwasaliveandoutofplace,Andoutofreach。HeknewaswellasI

ThatallthewordsofwisemenwhoareskilledInusingthemarenotmuchtodefyWhatcomeswhenmemorymeetstheunfulfilled。

WhatevilandinfirmperversityHadbeenatworkwithhimtobringhimback?

Neveramongtheghosts,assuredly,Wouldheoriginateanewattack;

Neveramongtheghosts,oranywhere,Tillwhatwasdeadofhimwasputaway,WouldheattaintohisoffendedshareOfhonoramongothersofhisday。

\"Youponderlikeanowl,\"hesaidatlast;

\"Youalwaysdid,andhereyouhaveacause。

ForI’maconfirmationofthepast,Avengeance,andafloweringofwhatwas。

\"Sorry?Ofcourseyouare,thoughyoucompress,Withevenyourmostimpenetrablefears,AplacidandaproperconsciousnessOfanxiousangelsovermyarrears。

\"IseethemthereagainstmeinabookAslargeashope,ininkthatshinesbynight。

ForsureIsee;butnowI’dratherlookAtyou,andyouarenotapleasantsight。

\"Forbear,forgive。Tenyearsareonmysoul,Andonmyconscience。I’veanincubus:

Myonedistinction,andaparloustollToglory;buthopelivesonclamorous。

\"’Twashope,thoughheavenIgrantyouknowsofwhat——

Thekindthatblinksandriseswhenitfalls,Whetheritseesareasonwhyornot——

ThatheardBroadway’shard-throatedsiren-calls;

\"’TwashopethatbroughtmethroughDecemberstorms,ToshoresagainwhereI’llnothavetobeAlonelymanwithonlyforeignwormsTocheerhiminhislastobscurity。

\"ButwhatitwasthathurriedmedownhereTobeamongtheghosts,Ileavetoyou。