第1章

CHAPTERI

ThehousesweredarkintheAugustnightandtheperspectiveofBeaconStreet,withitsdoublechainoflamps,wasaforeshorteneddesert。Theclubonthehillalone,fromitssemi-cylindricalfront,projectedaglowupontheduskyvaguenessoftheCommon,andasI

passeditIheardinthehotstillnesstheclickofapairofbilliard-balls。As\"everyone\"wasoutoftownperhapstheservants,intheextravaganceoftheirleisure,wereprofaningthetables。TheheatwasinsufferableandIthoughtwithjoyofthemorrow,ofthedeckofthesteamer,thefresheningbreeze,thesenseofgettingouttosea。IwasevengladofwhatIhadlearnedintheafternoonattheofficeofthecompany——thatattheeleventhhouranoldshipwithalowerstandardofspeedhadbeenputoninplaceofthevesselinwhichIhadtakenmypassage。Americawasroasting,Englandmightverywellbestuffy,andaslowpassage(whichatthatseasonoftheyearwouldprobablyalsobeafineone)wasaguaranteeoftenortwelvedaysoffreshair。

Istrolleddownthehillwithoutmeetingacreature,thoughIcouldseethroughthepalingsoftheCommonthatthatrecreativeexpansewaspeopledwithdimforms。IrememberedMrs。Nettlepoint’shouse——

shelivedinthosedays(theyarenotsodistant,buttherehavebeenchanges)onthewater-side,alittlewaybeyondthespotatwhichthePublicGardenterminates;andIreflectedthatlikemyselfshewouldbespendingthenightinBostonifitweretruethat,ashadbeenmentionedtomeafewdaysbeforeatMountDesert,shewastoembarkonthemorrowforLiverpool。Ipresentlysawthisappearanceconfirmedbyalightaboveherdoorandintwoorthreeofherwindows,andIdeterminedtoaskforher,havingnothingtodotillbedtime。Ihadcomeoutsimplytopassanhour,leavingmyhoteltotheblazeofitsgasandtheperspirationofitsporters;butitoccurredtomethatmyoldfriendmightveryWELLnotknowofthesubstitutionofthePatagoniafortheScandinavia,sothatIshouldbedoingheraservicetopreparehermind。Besides,Icouldoffertohelpher,tolookafterherinthemorning:lonewomenaregratefulforsupportintakingshipforfarcountries。

ItcametomeindeedasIstoodonherdoor-stepthatasshehadasonshemightnotafterallbesolone;yetIrememberedatthesametimethatJasperNettlepointwasnotquiteayoungmantoleanupon,having——asIatleastsupposed——alifeofhisownandtastesandhabitswhichhadlongsincedivertedhimfromthematernalside。Ifhedidhappenjustnowtobeathomemysolicitudewouldofcourseseemofficious;forinhismanywanderings——Ibelievedhehadroamedallovertheglobe——hewouldcertainlyhavelearnedhowtomanage。

Nonetheless,infine,IwasverygladtoshowMrs。NettlepointI

thoughtofher。WithmylongabsenceIhadlostsightofher;butI

hadlikedherofold,shehadbeenagoodfriendtomysisters,andI

hadinregardtoherthatsensewhichispleasanttothosewhoingeneralhavegoneastrayorgotdetached,thesensethatsheatleastknewallaboutme。IcouldtrustheratanytimetotellpeopleI

wasrespectable。PerhapsIwasconsciousofhowlittleIdeservedthisindulgencewhenitcameovermethatIhadn’tbeennearherforages。ThemeasureofthatneglectwasgivenbymyvaguenessofmindaboutJasper。However,Ireallybelongednowadaystoadifferentgeneration;Iwasmorethemother’scontemporarythantheson’s。

Mrs。Nettlepointwasathome:Ifoundherinherbackdrawing-room,wherethewidewindowsopenedtothewater。Theroomwasdusky——itwastoohotforlamps——andshesatslowlymovingherfanandlookingoutonthelittlearmoftheseawhichissoprettyatnight,reflectingthelightsofCambridgeportandCharlestown。Isupposedshewasmusingonthelovedonesshewastoleavebehind,hermarrieddaughters,hergrandchildren;butshestruckanotemorespecificallyBostonianasshesaidtome,pointingwithherfantotheBackBay:

\"Ishallseenothingmorecharmingthanthatoverthere,youknow!\"

Shemademeverywelcome,buthersonhadtoldheraboutthePatagonia,forwhichshewassorry,asthiswouldmeanalongervoyage。Shewasapoorcreatureinanyboatandmainlyconfinedtohercabineveninweatherextravagantlytermedfine——asifanyweathercouldbefineatsea。

\"Ahthenyourson’sgoingwithyou?\"Iasked。

\"Herehecomes,he’lltellyouforhimselfmuchbetterthanIcanpretendto。\"JasperNettlepointatthatmomentjoinedus,dressedinwhiteflannelandcarryingalargefan。\"Well,mydear,haveyoudecided?\"hismothercontinuedwithnoscantirony。\"Hehasn’tyetmadeuphismind,andwesailatteno’clock!\"

\"Whatdoesitmatterwhenmythingsareputup?\"theyoungmansaid。

\"There’snocrowdatthismoment;therewillbecabinstospare。I’mwaitingforatelegram——thatwillsettleit。Ijustwalkeduptotheclubtoseeifitwascome——they’llsendittherebecausetheysupposethishouseunoccupied。Notyet,butIshallgobackintwentyminutes。\"

\"Mercy,howyourushaboutinthistemperature!\"thepoorladyexclaimedwhileIreflectedthatitwasperhapsHISbilliard-ballsI

hadheardtenminutesbefore。Iwassurehewasfondofbilliards。

\"Rush?notintheleast。Itakeituncommoneasy。\"

\"AhI’mboundtosayyoudo!\"Mrs。Nettlepointreturnedwithinconsequence。Iguessedatacertaintensionbetweenthepairandawantofconsiderationontheyoungman’spart,arisingperhapsfromselfishness。Hismotherwasnervous,insuspense,wantingtobeatrestastowhethersheshouldhavehiscompanyonthevoyageorbeobligedtostrugglealone。Butashestoodtheresmilingandslowlymovinghisfanhestruckmesomehowasapersononwhomthisfactwouldn’tsittooheavily。Hewasofthetypeofthosewhomotherpeopleworryabout,notofthosewhoworryaboutotherpeople。Tallandstrong,hehadahandsomeface,witharoundheadandclose-

curlinghair;thewhitesofhiseyesandtheenamelofhisteeth,underhisbrownmoustache,gleamedvaguelyinthelightsoftheBackBay。Imadeoutthathewassunburnt,asifhelivedmuchintheopenair,andthathelookedintelligentbutalsoslightlybrutal,thoughnotinamoroseway。Hisbrutality,ifhehadany,wasbrightandfinished。IhadtotellhimwhoIwas,buteventhenIsawhowlittleheplacedmeandthatmyexplanationsgavemeinhismindnogreatidentityoratanyratenogreatimportance。Iforesawthathewouldinintercoursemakemefeelsometimesveryyoungandsometimesveryold,caringhimselfbutlittlewhich。Hementioned,asiftoshowourcompanionthathemightsafelybelefttohisowndevices,thathehadoncestartedfromLondontoBombayatthreequartersofanhour’snotice。

\"Yes,anditmusthavebeenpleasantforthepeopleyouwerewith!\"

\"OhthepeopleIwaswith——!\"hereturned;andhistoneappearedtosignifythatsuchpeoplewouldalwayshavetocomeoffastheycould。

Heaskediftherewerenocolddrinksinthehouse,nolemonade,noicedsyrups;insuchweathersomethingofthatsortoughtalwaystobekeptgoing。WhenhismotherremarkedthatsurelyattheclubtheyWEREkeptgoinghewenton:\"Ohyes,Ihadvariousthingsthere;butyouknowI’vewalkeddownthehillsince。Oneshouldhavesomethingateitherend。MayIringandsee?\"HerangwhileMrs。Nettlepointobservedthatwiththepeopletheyhadinthehouse,anestablishmentreducednaturallyatsuchamomenttoitssimplestexpression——theywereburningupcandle-endsandtherewerenoluxuries——shewouldn’tanswerfortheservice。ThematterendedinherleavingtheroominquestofcordialswiththefemaledomesticwhohadarrivedinresponsetothebellandinwhomJasper’sappealarousednovisibleintelligence。

SheremainedawaysometimeandItalkedwithherson,whowassociablebutdesultoryandkeptmovingovertheplace,alwayswithhisfan,asifhewereproperlyimpatient。Sometimesheseatedhimselfaninstantonthewindow-sill,andthenImadehimoutinfactthoroughlygood-looking——afinebrowncleanyoungathlete。Hefailedtotellmeonwhatspecialcontingencyhisdecisiondepended;

heonlyalludedfamiliarlytoanexpectedtelegram,andIsawhewasprobablyfondatnotimeofthetroubleofexplanations。Hismother’sabsencewasasignthatwhenitmightbeaquestionofgratifyinghimshehadgrownusedtosparenopains,andIfanciedherrummaginginsomeclosestoreroom,amongoldpreserve-pots,whilethedullmaid-servantheldthecandleawry。Idon’tknowwhetherthissamevisionwasinhisowneyes;atalleventsitdidn’tpreventhissayingsuddenly,ashelookedathiswatch,thatImustexcusehim——heshouldhavetogobacktotheclub。Hewouldreturninhalfanhour——orinless。HewalkedawayandIsattherealone,conscious,onthedarkdismantledsimplifiedscene,inthedeepsilencethatrestsonAmericantownsduringthehotseason——therewasnowandthenafarcryoraplashinthewater,andatintervalsthetinkleofthebellsofthehorse-carsonthelongbridge,slowinthesuffocatingnight——ofthestrangeinfluence,half-sweet,half-sad,thatabidesinhousesuninhabitedorabouttobecomeso,inplacesmuffledandbereaved,wheretheunheededsofasandpatientbelitteredtablesseem(likethedisconcerteddogs,towhomeverythingisalikesinister)torecognisetheeveofajourney。

AfterawhileIheardthesoundofvoices,ofsteps,therustleofdresses,andIlookedround,supposingthesethingstodenotethereturnofMrs。Nettlepointandherhandmaidenwiththerefectionpreparedforherson。WhatIsawhoweverwastwootherfemaleforms,visitorsapparentlyjustadmitted,andnowusheredintotheroom。

Theywerenotannounced——theservantturnedherbackonthemandrambledofftoourhostess。Theyadvancedinawaveringtentativeunintroducedway——partly,Icouldsee,becausetheplacewasdarkandpartlybecausetheirvisitwasinitsnatureexperimental,aflightofimaginationorastretchofconfidence。Oneoftheladieswasstoutandtheotherslim,andImadesureinamomentthatonewastalkativeandtheotherreserved。Itwasfurthertobediscernedthatonewaselderlyandtheotheryoung,aswellasthatthefactoftheirunlikenessdidn’tpreventtheirbeingmotheranddaughter。

Mrs。Nettlepointreappearedinaveryfewminutes,buttheintervalhadsufficedtoestablishacommunication——reallycopiousfortheoccasion——betweenthestrangersandtheunknowngentlemanwhomtheyfoundinpossession,hatandstickinhand。Thiswasnotmydoing——

forwhathadItogoupon?——andstilllesswasitthedoingoftheyoungerandthemoreindifferent,orlesscourageous,lady。Shespokebutonce——whenhercompanioninformedmethatshewasgoingouttoEuropethenextdaytobemarried。Thensheprotested\"Ohmother!\"inatonethatstruckmeinthedarknessasdoublyodd,excitingmycuriositytoseeherface。

Ithadtakentheelderwomanbutamomenttocometothat,andtovariousotherthings,afterIhadexplainedthatImyselfwaswaitingforMrs。Nettlepoint,whowoulddoubtlesssooncomeback。

\"Well,shewon’tknowme——Iguessshehasn’teverheardmuchaboutme,\"thegoodladysaid;\"butI’vecomefromMrs。AllenandIguessthatwillmakeitallright。IpresumeyouknowMrs。Allen?\"

Iwasunacquaintedwiththisinfluentialpersonage,butIassentedvaguelytotheproposition。Mrs。Allen’semissarywasgood-humouredandfamiliar,butratherappealingthaninsistent(sheremarkedthatifherfriendHADfoundtimetocomeintheafternoon——shehadsomuchtodo,beingjustupfortheday,thatshecouldn’tbesure——itwouldbeallright);andsomehowevenbeforeshementionedMerrimacAvenue(theyhadcomeallthewayfromthere)myimaginationhadassociatedherwiththatindefinitesociallimboknowntotheproperly-constitutedBostonmindastheSouthEnd——anebulousregionwhichcondenseshereandthereintoaprettyface,inwhichthedaughtersarean\"improvement\"onthemothersandaresometimesacquaintedwithgentlemenmoregloriouslydomiciled,gentlemenwhosewivesandsistersareinturnnotacquaintedwiththem。

WhenatlastMrs。Nettlepointcamein,accompaniedbycandlesandbyatrayladenwithglassesofcolouredfluidwhichemittedacooltinkling,Iwasinapositiontoofficiateasmasteroftheceremonies,tointroduceMrs。MavisandMissGraceMavis,torepresentthatMrs。Allenhadrecommendedthem——nay,hadurgedthem——

justtocomethatway,informallyandwithoutfear;Mrs。Allenwhohadbeenpreventedonlybythepressureofoccupationssocharacteristicofher(especiallywhenupfromMattapoisettforafewhours’desperateshopping)fromherselfcallinginthecourseofthedaytoexplainwhotheywereandwhatwasthefavourtheyhadtoaskofherbenevolentfriend。Good-naturedwomenunderstandeachotherevenwhensodividedastositresidentiallyaboveandbelowthesalt,aswhoshouldsay;bywhichtokenourhostesshadquicklymasteredthemainfacts:Mrs。Allen’svisitthatmorninginMerrimacAvenuetotalkofMrs。Amber’sgreatidea,theclassesatthepublicschoolsinvacation(shewasinterestedwithanequalcharitytothatofMrs。Mavis——eveninsuchweather!——inthoseoftheSouthEnd)forgamesandexercisesandmusic,tokeepthepoorunoccupiedchildrenoutofthestreets;thentherevelationthatithadsuddenlybeensettledalmostfromonehourtotheotherthatGraceshouldsailforLiverpool,Mr。Porterfieldatlastbeingready。Hewastakingalittleholiday;hismotherwaswithhim,theyhadcomeoverfromParistoseesomeofthecelebratedoldbuildingsinEngland,andhehadtelegraphedtosaythatifGracewouldstartrightofftheywouldjustfinishitupandbemarried。Itoftenhappenedthatwhenthingshaddraggedonthatwayforyearstheywereallhuddledupattheend。Ofcourseinsuchacaseshe,Mrs。Mavis,hadhadtoflyround。

Herdaughter’spassagewastaken,butitseemedtoodreadfulsheshouldmakeherjourneyallalone,thefirsttimeshehadeverbeenatsea,withoutanycompanionorescort。SHEcouldn’tgo——Mr。Maviswastoosick:shehadn’tevenbeenabletogethimofftotheseaside。

\"Well,Mrs。Nettlepoint’sgoinginthatship,\"Mrs。Allenhadsaid;

andshehadrepresentedthatnothingwassimplerthantogiveherthegirlincharge。WhenMrs。Mavishadrepliedthatthiswasallverywellbutthatshedidn’tknowthelady,Mrs。Allenhaddeclaredthatthatdidn’tmakeaspeckofdifference,forMrs。Nettlepointwaskindenoughforanything。ItwaseasyenoughtoKNOWher,ifthatwasallthetrouble!AllMrs。Maviswouldhavetodowouldbetogorightuptohernextmorning,whenshetookherdaughtertotheship(shewouldseeherthereonthedeckwithherparty)andtellherfairandsquarewhatshewanted。Mrs。Nettlepointhaddaughtersherselfandwouldeasilyunderstand。Verylikelyshe’devenlookafterGracealittleontheotherside,insuchaqueersituation,goingoutalonetothegentlemanshewasengagedto:she’djusthelpher,likeagoodSamaritan,toturnroundbeforeshewasmarried。Mr。

Porterfieldseemedtothinktheywouldn’twaitlong,onceshewasthere:theywouldhaveitrightoverattheAmericanconsul’s。Mrs。

AllenhadsaiditwouldperhapsbebetterstilltogoandseeMrs。

Nettlepointbeforehand,thatday,totellherwhattheywanted:thentheywouldn’tseemtospringitonherjustasshewasleaving。Sheherself(Mrs。Allen)wouldcallandsayawordforthemifshecouldsavetenminutesbeforecatchinghertrain。Ifshehadn’tcomeitwasbecauseshehadn’tsavedhertenminutesbutshehadmadethemfeelthattheymustcomeallthesame。Mrs。Mavislikedthatbetter,becauseontheshipinthemorningtherewouldbesuchaconfusion。

Shedidn’tthinkherdaughterwouldbeanytrouble——conscientiouslyshedidn’t。Itwasjusttohavesomeonetospeaktoherandnotsallyforthlikeaservant-girlgoingtoasituation。

\"Isee,I’mtoactasasortofbridesmaidandtogiveheraway,\"

Mrs。Nettlepointobliginglysaid。Kindenoughinfactforanything,sheshowedonthisoccasionthatitwaseasyenoughtoknowher。

Thereisnotoriouslynothinglessdesirablethananimposedaggravationofeffortatsea,butsheacceptedwithoutbetrayeddismaytheburdenoftheyounglady’sdependenceandallowedher,asMrs。Mavissaid,tohookherselfon。Sheevidentlyhadthehabitofpatience,andherreceptionofhervisitors’storyremindedmeafresh——IwasremindedofitwheneverIreturnedtomynativeland——

thatmydearcompatriotsarethepeopleintheworldwhomostfreelytakemutualaccommodationforgranted。Theyhavealwayshadtohelpthemselves,andhaverathermagnanimouslyfailedtolearnjustwherehelpingothersisdistinguishablefromthat。Innocountryaretherefewerformsandmorereciprocities。

ItwasdoubtlessnotsingularthattheladiesfromMerrimacAvenueshouldn’tfeeltheywereimportunate:whatwasstrikingwasthatMrs。Nettlepointdidn’tappeartosuspectit。However,shewouldinanycasehavethoughtitinhumantoshowthis——thoughIcouldseethatunderthesurfaceshewasamusedateverythingthemoreexpressiveofthepilgrimsfromtheSouthEndtookforgranted。I

scarceknowwhethertheattitudeoftheyoungervisitoraddedornottothemeritofhergoodnature。Mr。Porterfield’sintendedtooknopartinthedemonstration,scarcelyspoke,satlookingattheBackBayandthelightsonthelongbridge。Shedeclinedthelemonadeandtheothermixtureswhich,atMrs。Nettlepoint’srequest,Iofferedher,whilehermotherpartookfreelyofeverythingandIreflected——

forIasfreelydrainedaglassortwoinwhichtheicetinkled——thatMr。Jasperhadbetterhurrybackifhewishedtoenjoytheseluxuries。

Wastheeffectoftheyoungwoman’sreservemeanwhileungracious,orwasitonlynaturalthatinherparticularsituationsheshouldn’thaveaflowofcomplimentathercommand?InoticedthatMrs。

Nettlepointlookedatheroften,andcertainlythoughshewasundemonstrativeMissMaviswasinteresting。Thecandlelightenabledmetoseethatthoughnotintheveryfirstflowerofheryouthshewasstillfreshandhandsome。Hereyesandhairweredark,herfacewaspale,andsheheldupherheadasif,withitsthickbraidsandeverythingelseinvolvedinit,itwereanappurtenanceshewasn’tashamedof。Ifhermotherwasexcellentandcommonshewasnotcommon——notatleastflagrantlyso——andperhapsalsonotexcellent。

Atalleventsshewouldn’tbe,inappearanceatleast,adrearyappendage;whichinthecaseofaperson\"hookingon\"wasalwayssomethinggained。Wasitbecausesomethingofaromanticorpatheticinterestusuallyattachestoagoodcreaturewhohasbeenthevictimofa\"longengagement\"thatthisyoungladymadeanimpressiononmefromthefirst——favouredasIhadbeensoquicklywiththisglimpseofherhistory?Icouldchargehercertainlywithnopositiveappeal;sheonlyheldhertongueandsmiled,andhersmilecorrectedwhateversuggestionmighthaveforceditselfuponmethatthespiritwithinherwasdead——thespiritofthatpromiseofwhichshefoundherselfdoomedtocarryouttheletter。

Whatcorrecteditless,Imustadd,wasanoddrecollectionwhichgatheredvividnessasIlistenedtoit——amentalassociationevokedbythenameofMr。Porterfield。SurelyIhadapersonalimpression,over-smearedandconfused,ofthegentlemanwhowaswaitingatLiverpool,orwhopresentlywouldbe,forMrs。Nettlepoint’sprotegee。Ihadmethim,knownhim,sometime,somewhere,somehow,ontheotherside。Wasn’thestudyingsomething,veryhard,somewhere——probablyinParis——tenyearsbefore,anddidn’themakeextraordinarilyneatdrawings,linearandarchitectural?Didn’thegotoatabled’hote,attwofrancstwenty-five,intheRueBonaparte,whichIthenfrequented,anddidn’thewearspectaclesandaScotchplaidarrangedinamannerwhichseemedtosay\"I’vetrustworthyinformationthatthat’sthewaytheydoitintheHighlands\"?Wasn’theexemplarytopositiveirritation,andverypoor,poortopositiveoppression,sothatIsupposedhehadnoovercoatandhistartanwouldbewhathesleptunderatnight?

Wasn’theworkingveryhardstill,andwouldn’thebe,inthenaturalcourse,notyetsatisfiedthathehadfoundhisfeetorknewenoughtolaunchout?Hewouldbeamanoflongpreparations——MissMavis’swhitefaceseemedtospeaktooneofthat。ItstruckmethatifI

hadbeeninlovewithherIshouldn’thaveneededtolaysuchatrainforthecloserapproach。ArchitecturewashislineandhewasapupiloftheEcoledesBeauxArts。ThisreminiscencegrewsomuchmorevividwithmethatattheendoftenminutesIhadanoddsenseofknowing——byimplication——agooddealabouttheyounglady。

EvenafteritwassettledthatMrs。Nettlepointwoulddoeverythingpossibleforhertheothervisitorsatsippingouricedliquidandtellinghow\"low\"Mr。Mavishadbeen。Atthisperiodthegirl’ssilencestruckmeasstillmoreconscious,partlyperhapsbecauseshedeprecatedhermother’sfreeflow——shewasenoughofan\"improvement\"

tomeasurethat——andpartlybecauseshewastoodistressedbytheideaofleavingherinfirm,herperhapsdyingfather。Itwasn’tindistinguishablethattheywerepoorandthatshewouldtakeoutaverysmallpurseforhertrousseau。ForMr。Porterfieldtomakeupthesumhisowncasewouldhavehadmoreovergreatlytochange。IfhehadenrichedhimselfbythesuccessfulpracticeofhisprofessionIhadencounterednoedificehehadreared——hisreputationhadn’tcometomyears。

Mrs。Nettlepointnotifiedhernewfriendsthatshewasaveryinactivepersonatsea:shewaspreparedtosuffertothefullwithMissMavis,butnotpreparedtopacethedeckwithher,tostrugglewithher,toaccompanyhertomeals。Tothisthegirlrepliedthatshewouldtroubleherlittle,shewassure:shewasconvincedsheshouldproveawretchedsailorandspendthevoyageonherback。Hermotherscoffedatthispicture,prophesyingperfectweatherandalovelytime,andIinterposedtotheeffectthatifImightbetrusted,asatamebachelorfairlysea-seasoned,Ishouldbedelightedtogivethenewmemberofourpartyanarmoranyothercountenancewheneversheshouldrequireit。Boththeladiesthankedmeforthis——takingmyprofessionswithnosortofabatement——andtheelderonedeclaredthatwewereevidentlygoingtobesuchasociablegroupthatitwastoobadtohavetostayathome。SheaskedMrs。

Nettlepointiftherewereanyoneelseinourparty,andwhenourhostessmentionedherson——therewasachanceofhisembarkingbut(wasn’titabsurd?)hehadn’tdecidedyet——shereturnedwithextraordinarycandour:\"Ohdear,Idohopehe’llgo:thatwouldbesolovelyforGrace。\"

SomehowthewordsmademethinkofpoorMr。Porterfield’startan,especiallyasJasperNettlepointstrolledinagainatthatmoment。

Hismotheratoncechallengedhim:itwasteno’clock;hadhebychancemadeuphisgreatmind?Apparentlyhefailedtohearher,beinginthefirstplacesurprisedatthestrangeladiesandthenstruckwiththefactthatoneofthemwasn’tstrange。Theyoungman,afteraslighthesitation,greetedMissMaviswithahandshakeanda\"Ohgood-evening,howdoyoudo?\"Hedidn’tutterhername——whichI

couldseehemusthaveforgotten;butsheimmediatelypronouncedhis,availingherselfoftheAmericangirl’sdiscretionto\"present\"himtohermother。

\"Well,youmighthavetoldmeyouknewhimallthistime!\"thatladyjoviallycried。ThenshehadanequalconfidenceforMrs。

Nettlepoint。\"Itwouldhavesavedmeaworry——anacquaintancealreadybegun。\"

\"Ahmyson’sacquaintances!\"ourhostessmurmured。

\"Yes,andmydaughter’stoo!\"Mrs。Mavisgailyechoed。\"Mrs。Allendidn’ttellusYOUweregoing,\"shecontinuedtotheyoungman。

\"She’dhavebeencleverifshehadbeenableto!\"Mrs。Nettlepointsighed。

\"Dearmother,Ihavemytelegram,\"Jasperremarked,lookingatGraceMavis。

\"Iknowyouverylittle,\"thegirlsaid,returninghisobservation。

\"I’vedancedwithyouatsomeball——forsomesufferersbysomethingorother。\"

\"Ithinkitwasaninundationorabigfire,\"shealittlelanguidlysmiled。\"Butitwasalongtimeago——andIhaven’tseenyousince。\"

\"I’vebeeninfarcountries——tomyloss。Ishouldhavesaiditwasabigfire。\"

\"ItwasattheHorticulturalHall。Ididn’trememberyourname,\"

saidGraceMavis。

\"That’sveryunkindofyou,whenIrecallvividlythatyouhadapinkdress。\"

\"OhIrememberthatdress——yourstrawberrytarletan:youlookedlovelyinit!\"Mrs。Mavisbrokeout。\"Youmustgetanotherjustlikeit——ontheotherside。\"

\"Yes,yourdaughterlookedcharminginit,\"saidJasperNettlepoint。

Thenheaddedtothegirl:\"Yetyoumentionedmynametoyourmother。\"

\"Itcamebacktome——seeingyouhere。Ihadnoideathiswasyourhome。\"

\"Well,Iconfessitisn’t,much。Ohtherearesomedrinks!\"——heapproachedthetrayanditsglasses。

\"Indeedthereareandquitedelicious\"——Mrs。Mavislargelywipedhermouth。

\"Won’tyouhaveanotherthen?——apinkone,likeyourdaughter’sgown。\"

\"Withpleasure,sir。Ohdoseethemover,\"Mrs。Maviscontinued,acceptingfromtheyoungman’shandathirdtumbler。

\"Mymotherandthatgentleman?Surelytheycantakecareofthemselves,\"hefreelypleaded。

\"Thenmydaughter——shehasaclaimasanoldfriend。\"

Buthismotherhadbythistimeinterposed。\"Jasper,whatdoesyourtelegramsay?\"

Hepaidhernoheed:hestoodtherewithhisglassinhishand,lookingfromMrs。MavistoMissGrace。

\"Ahleavehertome,madam;I’mquitecompetent,\"IsaidtoMrs。

Mavis。

Thentheyoungmangavemehisattention。Thenextminuteheaskedofthegirl:\"Doyoumeanyou’regoingtoEurope?\"

\"Yes,tomorrow。Inthesameshipasyourmother。\"

\"That’swhatwe’vecomeherefor,toseeallaboutit,\"saidMrs。

Mavis。

\"Myson,takepityonmeandtellmewhatlightyourtelegramthrows,\"Mrs。Nettlepointwenton。

\"Iwill,dearest,whenI’vequenchedmythirst。\"Andheslowlydrainedhisglass。

\"Well,Ideclareyou’reworsethanGracie,\"Mrs。Maviscommented。

\"Shewasfirstonethingandthentheother——butonlyaboutuptothreeo’clockyesterday。\"

\"Excuseme——won’tyoutakesomething?\"JasperinquiredofGracie;whohoweverstilldeclined,asiftomakeupforhermother’scopiousconsommation。Ifoundmyselfquiteawarethatthetwoladieswoulddowelltotakeleave,thequestionofMrs。Nettlepoint’sgoodwillbeingsosatisfactorilysettledandthemeetingofthemorrowattheshipsonearathandandIwentsofarastojudgethattheirprotractedstay,withtheirhostessvisiblyinafidget,gavethelastproofoftheirwantofbreeding。MissGraceafterallthenwasnotsuchanimprovementonhermother,forsheeasilymighthavetakentheinitiativeofdeparture,inspiteofMrs。Mavis’sevident\"game\"ofmakingherownabsorptionofrefreshmentlastaslongaspossible。Iwatchedthegirlwithincreasinginterest;Icouldn’thelpaskingmyselfaquestionortwoaboutherandevenperceivingalready(inadimandgeneralway)thatrathermarkedembarrassment,oratleastanxietyattendedher。Wasn’titcomplicatingthatsheshouldhaveneeded,byremaininglongenough,toassuageacertainsuspense,tolearnwhetherornoJasperweregoingtosail?Hadn’tsomethingparticularpassedbetweenthemontheoccasionorattheperiodtowhichwehadcaughttheirallusion,anddidn’tshereallynotknowhermotherwasbringinghertoHISmother’s,thoughsheapparentlyhadthoughtitwellnottobetrayknowledge?Suchthingsweresymptomatic——thoughindeedonescarceknewofwhat——onthepartofayoungladybetrothedtothatcuriouscross-barredphantomofaMr。Porterfield。ButIamboundtoaddthatshegavemenofurtherwarrantforwonderthanwasconveyedinheralltacitlyandcovertlyencouraginghermothertolinger。SomehowIhadasensethatSHEwasconsciousoftheindecencyofthis。Igotupmyselftogo,butMrs。

Nettlepointdetainedmeafterseeingthatmymovementwouldn’tbetakenasahint,andIfeltshewishedmenottoleavemyfellowvisitorsonherhands。Jaspercomplainedoftheclosenessoftheroom,saidthatitwasnotanighttositinaroom——oneoughttobeoutintheair,underthesky。Hedenouncedthewindowsthatoverlookedthewaterfornotopeninguponabalconyoraterrace,untilhismother,whomhehadn’tyetsatisfiedabouthistelegram,remindedhimthattherewasabeautifulbalconyinfront,withroomforadozenpeople。Sheassuredhimwewouldgoandsitthereifitwouldpleasehim。

\"Itwillbeniceandcooltomorrow,whenwesteamintothegreatocean,\"saidMissMavis,expressingwithmorevivacitythanshehadyetthrownintoanyofherutterancesmyownthoughtofhalfanhourbefore。Mrs。Nettlepointrepliedthatitwouldprobablybefreezingcold,andhersonmurmuredthathewouldgoandtrythedrawing-roombalconyandreportuponit。Justashewasturningawayhesaid,smiling,toMissMavis:\"Won’tyoucomewithmeandseeifit’spleasant?\"

\"Ohwell,wehadbetternotstayallnight!\"hermotherexclaimed,butstillwithoutmoving。Thegirlmoved,afteramoment’shesitation;——sheroseandaccompaniedJaspertotheotherroom。I

sawhowherslimtallnessshowedtoadvantageasshewalked,andthatshelookedwellasshepassed,withherheadthrownback,intothedarknessoftheotherpartofthehouse。Therewassomethingrathermarked,rathersurprising——Iscarcelyknewwhy,fortheactinitselfwassimpleenough——inheracceptanceofsuchaplea,andperhapsitwasoursenseofthisthatheldtherestofussomewhatstifflysilentassheremainedaway。IwaswaitingforMrs。Mavistogo,sothatImyselfmightgo;andMrs。NettlepointwaswaitingforhertogosothatImightn’t。Thisdoubtlessmadetheyounglady’sabsenceappeartouslongerthanitreallywas——itwasprobablyverybrief。

Hermothermoreover,Ithink,hadnowavaguelapsefromease。

JasperNettlepointpresentlyreturnedtothebackdrawing-roomtoservehiscompanionwithourlucentsyrup,andhetookoccasiontoremarkthatitwaslovelyonthebalcony:onereallygotsomeair,thebreezebeingfromthatquarter。Iremembered,ashewentawaywithhistinklingtumbler,thatfromMYhand,afewminutesbefore,MissMavishadnotbeenwillingtoacceptthisinnocentoffering。A

littlelaterMrs。Nettlepointsaid:\"Well,ifit’ssopleasanttherewehadbettergoourselves。\"Sowepassedtothefrontandintheotherroommetthetwoyoungpeoplecominginfromthebalcony。I

wastowonder,inthelightoflaterthings,exactlyhowlongtheyhadoccupiedtogetheracoupleofthesetofcanechairsgarnishingtheplaceinsummer。Ifithadbeenbutfiveminutesthatonlymadesubsequenteventsmorecurious。\"Wemustgo,mother,\"MissMavisimmediatelysaid;andamomentafter,withalittlerenewalofchatterastoourgeneralmeetingontheship,thevisitorshadtakenleave。JasperwentdownwiththemtothedoorandassoonastheyhadgotoffMrs。Nettlepointquiterichlyexhaledherimpression。

\"Ahbut’llshebeabore——she’llbeaboreofbores!\"

\"Notthroughtalkingtoomuch,surely。\"

\"Anaffectationofsilenceisasbad。Ihatethatparticularpose;

it’scomingupverymuchnow;animitationoftheEnglish,likeeverythingelse。Agirlwhotriestobestatuesqueatsea——thatwillactonone’snerves!\"

\"Idon’tknowwhatshetriestobe,butshesucceedsinbeingveryhandsome。\"

\"Somuchthebetterforyou。I’llleavehertoyou,forIshallbeshutup。Ilikeherbeingplacedundermy’care’!\"myfriendcried。

\"She’llbeunderJasper’s,\"Iremarked。

\"Ahhewon’tgo,\"shewailed——\"Iwantittoomuch!\"

\"ButIdidn’tseeitthatway。Ihaveanideahe’llgo。\"

\"Whydidn’thetellmesothen——whenhecamein?\"

\"Hewasdivertedbythatyoungwoman——abeautifulunexpectedgirlsittingthere。\"

\"Divertedfromhismotherandherfondhope?——hismothertremblingforhisdecision?\"

\"Well\"——Ipiecedittogether——\"she’sanoldfriend,olderthanweknow。Itwasameetingafteralongseparation。\"

\"Yes,suchalotofthemashedoesknow!\"Mrs。Nettlepointsighed。

\"Suchalotofthem?\"

\"Hehassomanyfemalefriends——inthemostvariedcircles。\"

\"Well,wecancloseroundherthen,\"Ireturned;\"forIonmysideknow,orusedtoknow,heryoungman。\"

\"Herintended?\"——shehadalightofreliefforthis。

\"Theveryoneshe’sgoingoutto。Hecan’t,bytheway,\"itoccurredtome,\"beveryyoungnow。\"

\"Howodditsounds——hermuddlingafterhim!\"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。

Iwasgoingtoreplythatitwasn’toddifyouknewMr。Porterfield,butIreflectedthatthatperhapsonlymadeitodder。Itoldmycompanionbrieflywhohewas——thatIhadmethimintheoldParisdays,whenIbelievedforafleetinghourthatIcouldlearntopaint,whenIlivedwiththejeunessedesecoles;andhercommentonthiswassimply:\"Well,hehadbetterhavecomeoutforher!\"

\"Perhapsso。Shelookedtomeasshesatthereasif,shemightchangehermindatthelastmoment。\"

\"Abouthermarriage?

\"Aboutsailing。Butshewon’tchangenow。\"

Jaspercameback,andhismotherinstantlychallengedhim。\"Well,AREyougoing?\"

\"Yes,Ishallgo\"——hewasfinallyatpeaceaboutit。\"I’vegotmytelegram。\"

\"Ohyourtelegram!\"——Iventuredalittletojeer。

\"Thatcharminggirl’syourtelegram。\"

Hegavemealook,butintheduskIcouldn’tmakeoutverywellwhatitconveyed。Thenhebentoverhismother,kissingher。\"Mynewsisn’tparticularlysatisfactory。I’mgoingforYOU。\"

\"Ohyouhumbug!\"shereplied。Butshewasofcoursedelighted。

CHAPTERII

Peopleusuallyspendthefirsthoursofavoyageinsqueezingthemselvesintotheircabins,takingtheirlittleprecautions,eithersoexcessiveorsoinadequate,wonderinghowtheycanpasssomanydaysinsuchaholeandaskingidioticquestionsofthestewards,whoappearincomparisonraremenoftheworld。Myowninitiationswererapid,asbecameanoldsailor,andso,itseemed,wereMissMavis’s,forwhenImountedtothedeckattheendofhalfanhourIfoundhertherealone,inthesternoftheship,hereyesonthedwindlingcontinent。Itdwindledveryfastforsobigaplace。Iaccostedher,havinghadnoconversationwithheramidthecrowdofleave-

takersandthemuddleoffarewellsbeforeweputoff;wetalkedalittleabouttheboat,ourfellow-passengersandourprospects,andthenIsaid:\"IthinkyoumentionedlastnightanameIknow——thatofMr。Porterfield。\"

\"OhnoIdidn’t!\"sheansweredverystraightwhileshesmiledatmethroughherclosely-drawnveil。

\"Thenitwasyourmother。\"

\"Verylikelyitwasmymother。\"AndshecontinuedtosmileasifI

oughttohaveknownthedifference。

\"IventuretoalludetohimbecauseI’veanideaIusedtoknowhim,\"

Iwenton。

\"OhIsee。\"Andbeyondthisremarksheappearedtotakenointerest;

sheleftittometomakeanyconnexion。

\"Thatisifit’sthesameone。\"Itstruckmeasfeebletosaynothingmore;soIadded\"MyMr。PorterfieldwascalledDavid。\"

\"Well,soisours。\"\"Ours\"affectedmeasclever。

\"IsupposeIshallseehimagainifhe’stomeetyouatLiverpool,\"I

continued。

\"Well,itwillbebadifhedoesn’t。\"

Itwastoosoonformetohavetheideathatitwouldbebadifhedid:thatonlycamelater。SoIremarkedthat,nothavingseenhimforsomanyyears,itwasverypossibleIshouldn’tknowhim。

\"Well,I’venotseenhimforaconsiderabletime,butIexpectI

shallknowhimallthesame。\"

\"Ohwithyouit’sdifferent,\"Ireturnedwithharmlesslybrightsignificance。\"Hasn’thebeenbacksincethosedays?\"

\"Idon’tknow,\"shesturdilyprofessed,\"whatdaysyoumean。\"

\"WhenIknewhiminParis——agesago。HewasapupiloftheEcoledesBeauxArts。Hewasstudyingarchitecture。\"

\"Well,he’sstudyingitstill,\"saidGraceMavis。

\"Hasn’thelearnedityet?\"

\"Idon’tknowwhathehaslearned。Ishallsee。\"Thensheaddedforthebenefitofmyperhapsunduelevity:\"Architecture’sverydifficultandhe’stremendouslythorough。\"

\"Ohyes,Irememberthat。Hewasanadmirableworker。Buthemusthavebecomequiteaforeignerifit’ssomanyyearssincehehasbeenathome。\"

Sheseemedtoregardthispropositionatfirstascomplicated;butshedidwhatshecouldforme。\"Ohhe’snotchangeable。Ifhewerechangeable——\"

Then,however,shepaused。Idaresayshehadbeengoingtoobservethatifhewerechangeablehewouldlongagohavegivenherup。

Afteraninstantshewenton:\"Hewouldn’thavestucksotohisprofession。Youcan’tmakemuchbyit。\"

Isoughttoattenuateherratheroddmaidenlygrimness。\"Itdependsonwhatyoucallmuch。\"

\"Itdoesn’tmakeyourich。\"

\"Ohofcourseyou’vegottopractiseit——andtopractiseitlong。\"

\"Yes——soMr。Porterfieldsays。\"

Somethinginthewaysheutteredthesewordsmademelaugh——theyweresocalmanimplicationthatthegentlemaninquestiondidn’tliveuptohisprinciples。ButIcheckedmyself,askingherifsheexpectedtoremaininEuropelong——towhatonemightcallsettle。

\"Well,itwillbeagoodwhileifittakesmeaslongtocomebackasithastakenmetogoout。\"

\"AndIthinkyourmothersaidlastnightthatitwasyourfirstvisit。\"

MissMavis,inherdeliberateway,metmyeyes。\"Didn’tmothertalk!\"

\"Itwasallveryinteresting。\"

Shecontinuedtolookatme。\"Youdon’tthinkthat,\"shethensimplystated。

\"WhathaveItogainthenbysayingit?\"

\"Ohmenhavealwayssomethingtogain。\"

\"Youmakemeinthatcasefeelaterriblefailure!Ihopeatanyratethatitgivesyoupleasure,\"Iwenton,\"theideaofseeingforeignlands。\"

\"Mercy——Ishouldthinkso!\"

Thiswasalmostgenial,anditcheeredmeproportionately。\"It’sapityourship’snotoneofthefastones,ifyou’reimpatient。\"

Shewassilentalittleafterwhichshebroughtout:\"OhIguessit’llbefastenough!\"

ThateveningIwentintoseeMrs。Nettlepointandsatonhersea-

trunk,whichwaspulledoutfromundertheberthtoaccommodateme。

Itwasnineo’clockbutnotquitedark,asournorthwardcoursehadalreadytakenusintothelatitudeofthelongerdays。Shehadmadehernestadmirablyandnowrestedfromherlabours;shelayuponhersofainadressing-gownandacapthatbecameher。Itwasherregularpracticetospendthevoyageinhercabin,whichsmeltpositivelygood——suchwastherefinementofherart;andshehadasecretpeculiartoherselfforkeepingherportopenwithoutshippingseas。Shehatedwhatshecalledthemessoftheshipandtheidea,ifsheshouldgoabove,ofmeetingstewardswithplatesofsupererogatoryfood。Sheprofessedtobecontentwithhersituation——

wepromisedtolendeachotherbooksandIassuredherfamiliarlythatIshouldbeinandoutofherroomadozentimesaday——pityingmeforhavingtomingleinsociety。Shejudgedthisalimitedprivilege,foronthedeckbeforeweleftthewharfshehadtakenaviewofourfellow-passengers。

\"OhI’maninveterate,almostaprofessionalobserver,\"Ireplied,\"andwiththatviceI’maswelloccupiedasanoldwomaninthesunwithherknitting。Itmakesme,inanysituation,justinordinatelyandsubmissivelySEEthings。Ishallseethemevenhereandshallcomedownveryoftenandtellyouaboutthem。You’renotinterestedtoday,butyouwillbetomorrow,foraship’sagreatschoolofgossip。Youwon’tbelievethenumberofresearchesandproblemsyou’llbeengagedinbythemiddleofthevoyage。\"

\"I?Neverintheworld!——lyingherewithmynoseinabookandnotcaringastraw。\"

\"You’llparticipateatsecondhand。You’llseethroughmyeyes,hanguponmylips,takesides,feelpassions,allsortsofsympathiesandindignations。I’veanidea,\"Ifurtherdeveloped,\"thatyouryounglady’sthepersononboardwhowillinterestmemost。\"

\"’Mine’indeed!Shehasn’tbeennearmesinceweleftthedock。\"

\"Thereyouare——youdofeelsheowesyousomething。Well,\"Iadded,\"she’sverycurious。\"

\"You’vesuchcold-bloodedterms!\"Mrs。Nettlepointwailed。\"Ellenesaitpasseconduire;sheoughttohavecometoaskaboutme。\"

\"Yes,sinceyou’reunderhercare,\"Ilaughed。\"Asforhernotknowinghowtobehave——well,that’sexactlywhatweshallsee。\"

\"Youwill,butnotI!Iwashmyhandsofher。\"

\"Don’tsaythat——don’tsaythat。\"

Mrs。Nettlepointlookedatmeamoment。\"Whydoyouspeaksosolemnly?\"

InreturnIconsideredher。\"I’lltellyoubeforeweland。Andhaveyouseenmuchofyourson?\"

\"Ohyes,hehascomeinseveraltimes。Heseemsverymuchpleased。

Hehasgotacabintohimself。\"

\"That’sgreatluck,\"Isaid,\"butI’veanideahe’salwaysinluck。

IwassureIshouldhavetoofferhimthesecondberthinmyroom。\"

\"Andyouwouldn’thaveenjoyedthat,becauseyoudon’tlikehim,\"shetookuponherselftosay。

\"Whatputthatintoyourhead?\"

\"Itisn’tinmyhead——it’sinmyheart,mycoeurdemere。Weguessthosethings。Youthinkhe’sselfish。Icouldseeitlastnight。\"

\"Dearlady,\"Icontrivedpromptlyenoughtoreply,\"I’venogeneralideasabouthimatall。He’sjustoneofthephenomenaIamgoingtoobserve。Heseemstomeaveryfineyoungman。However,\"Iadded,\"sinceyou’vementionedlastnightI’lladmitthatIthoughtherathertantalisedyou。Heplayedwithyoursuspense。\"

\"Whyhecameatthelastjusttopleaseme,\"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。

Iwassilentalittle。\"Areyousureitwasforyoursake?\"

\"Ah,perhapsitwasforyours!\"

Iboreup,however,againstthisthrust,characteristicofperfidiouswomanwhenyoupresumetosidewithheragainstafondtormentor。

\"Whenhewentoutonthebalconywiththatgirl,\"Ifoundassurancetosuggest,\"perhapssheaskedhimtocomeforHERS。\"

\"Perhapsshedid。Butwhyshouldhedoeverythingsheaskshim——suchassheis?\"

\"Idon’tknowyet,butperhapsIshallknowlater。Notthathe’lltellme——forhe’llnevertellmeanything:he’snot,\"Iconsistentlyopined,\"oneofthosewhotell。\"

\"Ifshedidn’taskhim,whatyousayisagreatwrongtoher,\"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。

\"Yes,ifshedidn’t。ButyousaythattoprotectJasper——nottoprotecther,\"Ismiled。

\"YouAREcold-blooded——it’suncanny!\"myfriendexclaimed。

\"Ahthisisnothingyet!Waitawhile——you’llsee。AtseaingeneralI’mawful——Iexceedthelimits。IfI’veoutragedherinthoughtI’lljumpoverboard。Therearewaysofasking——amandoesn’tneedtotellawomanthat——withoutthecrudewords。\"