第3章

IaskedtheLord:\"Sire,isthistrueWhichhostsoftheologianshold,ThatwhenwecreaturescensureyouForshapinggriefsandailsuntold(Deemingthempunishmentsundue)

Yourage,asMoseswroteofold?

Whenweexclaim:’BeneficentHeisnot,forheorderspain,Or,ifso,notomnipotent:

Toamerechildthethingisplain!’

ThosewhoprofesstorepresentYou,cryout:’Impiousandprofane!’\"

He:\"Savemefrommyfriends,whodeemThatIcarewhatmycreaturessay!

Mouthasyoulist:sneer,rail,blaspheme,Omanikin,thelivelongday,Notonegrief-groanorpleasure-gleamWillyouincreaseortakeaway。

\"Whythingsarethus,whosoderides,Maywellremainmysecretstill……

Afourthdimension,saytheguides,Tomatterisconceivable。

ThinksomesuchmysteryresidesWithintheethicofmywill。\"

BYTHEBARROWS

NotfarfromMellstock——sotraditionsaith-

Wherebarrows,bulgingastheybosomswereOfMultimammiastretchedsupinelythere,Catchnightandnoonthetempest’swantonbreath,Abattle,desperatedoubtlessuntodeath,Wasonetimefought。Theoutlook,loneandbare,Thetoweringhawkandpassingravenshare,Andalltheuplandroundiscalled\"TheHe’th。\"

Hereonceawoman,inourmodernage,Foughtsinglehandedlytoshieldachild-

Onenotherown——fromaman’ssenselessrage。

Andtomymindnopatriots’bonestherepiledSoconsecratethesilenceasherdeedOfstoicanddevotedself-unheed。

AWIFEANDANOTHER

\"Warends,andhe’sreturningEarly;yea,Theeveningnextto-morrow’s!\"-

——ThisIsayToher,whomIsuspiciouslysurvey,Holdingmyhusband’sletterToherview-

Sheglancedatitbutlightly,AndIknewThatonefromhimthatdayhadreachedhertoo。

Therewasnotimeforscruple;

SecretlyIfilchedhermissive,connedit,LearntthatheWouldlodgewithhererehecamehometome。

Toreachtheportbeforeher,And,unscanned,TherewaittointerceptthemSoonIplanned:

That,inherstead,_I_mightbeforehimstand。

Sopurposed,soeffected;

AttheinnAssigned,Ifoundherhidden:-

OthatsinShouldbearwhatsheborewhenIenteredin!

HerheavylidsgrewladenWithdespairs,HerlipsmadesoundlessmovementsUnawares,WhileIpeeredatthechamberhiredastheirs。

Andasbesideitsdoorway,Deadlyhued,Oneinside,onewithoutsideWetwostood,Hecame——myhusband——assheknewhewould。

NopleasurabletriumphWasthatsight!

TheghastlydisappointmentBrokethemquite。

Whatlovewastheirs,tomovethemwithsuchmight!

\"Madam,forgiveme!\"saidshe,Sorrowbent,\"Achild——Isoonshallbearhim……

Yes——ImeantTotellyou——thathewonmeerehewent。\"

Then,asitwere,withinmeSomethingsnapped,Asifmysoulhadlargened:

Conscience-capped,Isawmyselfthesnarer——themthetrapped。

\"Myhatedies,andIpromise,Grace-beguiled,\"

Isaid,\"tocareforyou,beReconciled;

Andcherish,andtakeinterestinthechild。\"

WithoutmorewordsIpressedhimThroughthedoorWithinwhichshestood,powerlessTosaymore,Andcloseditonthem,anddownstairwardbore。

\"Hejoinshiswife——mysister,\"

I,below,Remarkedingoing——lightly-

EvenasthoughAllhadcomeright,andwehadarrangeditso……

AsI,myroadretracing,Leftthemfree,ThenightaloneembracingChildlessme,IheldIhadnotstirredGodwrothfully。

THEROMANROAD

TheRomanRoadrunsstraightandbareAsthepaleparting-lineinhairAcrosstheheath。AndthoughtfulmenContrastitsdaysofNowandThen,Anddelve,andmeasure,andcompare;

VisioningonthevacantairHelmedlegionaries,whoproudlyrearTheEagle,astheypaceagainTheRomanRoad。

Butnotallbrass-helmedlegionnaireHauntsitforme。UprisesthereAmother’sformuponmyken,Guidingmyinfantsteps,aswhenWewalkedthatancientthoroughfare,TheRomanRoad。

THEVAMPIRINEFAIR

GilberthadsailedtoIndia’sshore,AndIwasallalone:

MylordcameinatmyopendoorAndsaid,\"Ofairestone!\"

Heleantupontheslantbureau,Andsighed,\"Iamsickforthee!\"

\"Mylord,\"saidI,\"prayspeaknotso,SinceweddedwifeIbe。\"

Leaningupontheslantbureau,Bitterhisnextwordscame:

\"SomuchIknow;andlikewiseknowMyloveburnsonthesame!

\"Butsinceyouthrustmyloveaway,Andsinceitknowsnocure,ImustliveoutasbestImayTheachethatIendure。\"

WhenMichaelmasbrownedthenetherCoomb,AndWingreenHillabove,Andmadethehollyhocksragsofbloom,Mylordgrewilloflove。

Mylordgrewillwithloveforme;

Gilbertwasfarfromport;

And——soitwas——thattimedidseeMehousedatManorCourt。

AboutthebowersofManorCourtTheprimrosepusheditsheadWhen,onadayatlast,reportArrivedofhimIhadwed。

\"Gilbert,mylord,ishomewardbound,Hissloopisdrawingnear,WhatshallIdowhenIamfoundNotinhishousebuthere?\"

\"OIwillhealtheinjuriesI’vedonetohimandthee。

I’llgivehimmeanstoliveateaseAfarfromShastonb’ry。\"

WhenGilbertcamewebothtookthought:

\"Sincecomfortandgoodcheer,\"

Saidhe,\"Soreadilyarebought,He’swelcometothee,Dear。\"

SowhenmylordflungliberallyHisgoldinGilbert’shands,IcoaxedandgotmybrothersthreeMadestewardsofhislands。

AndthenIcoaxedhimtoinstallMyotherkithandkin,WithaimtobenefitthemallBeforehisloveranthin。

AndnextIcravedtobepossessedOfplateandjewelsrare。

Hegroaned:\"Yougiveme,Love,norest,Takeallthelawwillspare!\"

AndsoincourseofyearsmywealthBecameagoodlyhoard,Mystewardbrethren,too,bystealthHadeachafortunestored。

Thereafterinthegloomhe’dwalk,AndbyandbybeganTosayaloudinabsenttalk,\"Iamaruinedman!-

\"Ihardlycouldhavethought,\"hesaid,\"WhenfirstIlookedonthee,Thatonesosoft,sorosyred,Couldthushavebeggaredme!\"

Seeinghisfairestatesinpawn,Andhiminsuchdecline,IknewthathisdomainhadgoneToliftupmeandmine。

NextmonthuponaSundaymornAgunshotsoundednigh:

ByhisownhandmylordlybornHaddoomedhimselftodie。

\"Live,mydearlord,andmuchofthineShallberestoredtothee!\"

Hesmiled,andsaid’twixtwordandsign,\"Alas——thatcannotbe!\"

AndwhileIsearchedhiscabinetForletters,keys,orwill,’TwastouchingthathisgazewassetWithloveuponmestill。

AndwhenIburnteachdocumentBeforehisdyingeyes,’TwassweetthathedidnotresentMyfearofcompromise。

Thesteeple-cockgleamedgoldenwhenIwatchedhisspiritgo:

AndIbecamerepentantthenThatIhadwreckedhimso。

Threeweeksatleasthadcomeandgone,Withmanyasaddenedword,BeforeIwrotetoGilbertonThestrokethatsohadstirred。

Andhavingwornamournfulgown,Ijoined,indecentwhile,MyhusbandatadashingtownToliveindashingstyle。

YetthoughInowenjoymyfling,Anddineanddanceanddrive,I’dgivemyprettiestemeraldringToseemylordalive。

Andwhenthemeetonhunting-daysIsnearhischurchyardhome,IleavemybanteringbeauxtoplaceAfloweruponhistomb;

Andsometimessay:\"PerhapstoolateThesaintsinHeavendeploreThattendertimewhen,movedbyFate,Hedarkedmycottagedoor。\"

THEREMINDER

I

WhileIwatchtheChristmasblazePainttheroomwithruddyrays,SomethingmakesmyvisionglideTothefrostysceneoutside。

There,toreacharottingberry,Toilsathrush,——constrainedtoveryDregsoffoodbysharpdistress,Takingsuchwiththankfulness。

Why,Ostarvingbird,whenI

Oneday’sjoywouldjustify,Andputmiseryoutofview,Doyoumakemenoticeyou!

THERAMBLER

Idonotseethehillsaround,Normarkthetintsthecopseswear;

IdonotnotethegrassygroundAndconstellateddaisiesthere。

IhearnotthecontraltonoteOfcuckooshidoneitherhand,Thewhirrthatshakesthenighthawk’sthroatWheneve’sbrownawninghoodstheland。

Somesayeachsongster,tree,andmead-

Alleloquentoflovedivine-

Receivestheirconstantcarefulheed:

Suchkeenappraisementisnotmine。

ThetonesaroundmethatIhear,Theaspects,meanings,shapesIsee,Arethosefarbackonesmissedwhennear,Andnowperceivedtoolatebyme!

NIGHTINTHEOLDHOME

Whenthewastingembersreddenthechimney-breast,AndLife’sbarepathwayloomslikeadeserttracktome,Andfromhallandparlourthelivinghavegonetotheirrest,Myperishedpeoplewhohousedthemherecomebacktome。

Theycomeandseatthemaroundintheirmouldyplaces,Nowandthenbendingtowardsmeaglanceofwistfulness,Astrangeupbraidingsmileuponalltheirfaces,Andinthebearingofeachapassivetristfulness。

\"Doyouupholdme,lingeringandlanguishinghere,Apalelateplantofyouroncestrongstock?\"Isaytothem;

\"AthinkerofcrookedthoughtsuponLifeinthesere,AndonThatwhichconsignsmentonightaftershowingthedaytothem?\"

\"——OletbetheWherefore!Wefeveredouryearsnotthus:

TakeofLifewhatitgrants,withoutquestion!\"theyanswermeseemingly。

\"Enjoy,suffer,wait:spreadthetableherefreelylikeus,And,satisfied,placid,unfretting,watchTimeawaybeamingly!\"

AFTERTHELASTBREATH

(J。H。1813-1904)

There’snomoretobedone,orfeared,orhoped;

Nonenowneedwatch,speaklow,andlist,andtire;

Noirksomecreaseoutsmoothed,nopillowslopedDoessherequire。

Blanklywegaze。Wearefreetogoorstay;

Ourmorrow’sanxiousplanshavemissedtheiraim;

Whetherweleaveto-nightorwaittilldayCountsasthesame。

TheletteredvesselsofmedicamentsSeemaskingwhereforewehavesetthemhere;

EachpalliativeitssillyfacepresentsAsuselessgear。

Andyetwefeelthatsomethingsavourswell;

Wenoteanumbreliefwithheldbefore;

Ourwell-belovedisprisonerinthecellOfTimenomore。

WeseebylittlesnowthedeftachievementWherebyshehasescapedtheWrongersall,InviewofwhichourmomentarybereavementOutshapesbutsmall。

1904。

INCHILDBED

InthemiddleofthenightMother’sspiritcameandspoketome,Lookingwearifulandwhite-

As’twereuntimelynewsshebroketome。

\"Omydaughter,joyedareyouToowntheweetlesschildyoumotherthere;

’Menmaysearchthewideworldthrough,’

Youthink,’norfindsofairanotherthere!’

\"Dear,thismidnighttimeunwombsThousandsjustasrareandbeautiful;

ThousandswhomHighHeavenforedoomsTobeasbright,asgood,asdutiful。

\"SourceofecstatichopesandfearsAndinnocentmaternalvanity,YourfondexploitbutshapesfortearsNewthoroughfaresinsadhumanity。

\"Yetasyoudream,sodreamtI

WhenLifestretchedforthitsmorningraytome;

Otherviewsforbyandby!\"……

Suchstrangethingsdidmothersaytome。

THEPINEPLANTERS

(MARTYSOUTH’SREVERIE)

I

WeworkheretogetherInblastandbreeze;

Hefillstheearthin,Iholdthetrees。

HedoesnotnoticeThatwhatIdoKeepsmefrommovingAndchillsmethrough。

HehasseenonefairerIfeelbyhiseye,WhichskimsmeasthoughIwerenotby。

AndsinceshepassedhereHescarcehasknownButthatthewoodlandHoldshimalone。

IhaveworkedherewithhimSincemorningshine,HebusywithhisthoughtsAndIwithmine。

Ihavehelpedhimsomany,Somanydays,ButneverwinanySmallwordofpraise!

ShallInotsightohimThatIworkonGladtobenightohimThoughhopeisgone?

Nay,thoughheneverKnewlovelikemine,I’llbeariteverAndmakenosign!

II

FromthebundleathandhereItakeeachtree,Andsetittostand,hereAlwaystobe;

When,inasecond,AsiffromfearOfLifeunreckonedBeginninghere,ItstartsasighingThroughdayandnight,Thoughwhiletherelying’Twasvoicelessquite。

Itwillsighinthemorning,Willsighatnoon,Atthewinter’swarning,InwaftsofJune;

GrievingthatneverKindFatedecreedItshouldforeverRemainaseed,AndshunthewelterOfthingswithout,UnneedingshelterFromstormanddrought。

Thus,allunknowingForwhomorwhatWesetitgrowingInthisbleakspot,ItstillwillgrievehereThroughoutitstime,Unabletoleavehere,Orchangeitsclime;

OrtellthestoryOfusto-dayWhen,haltandhoary,Wepassaway。

THEDEAR

IploddedtoFairmileHill-top,whereAmaidenonefainwouldguardFromeveryhazardandeverycareAdvancedontheroadsidesward。

IwonderedhowsucceedingsunsWouldshapeherwayfarings,AndwishedsomePowermighttakesuchonesUnderItswardingwings。

ThebusybreezecameupthehillAndsmartenedhercheektored,Andfrizzledherhairtoahaze。Withawill\"Good-morning,myDear!\"Isaid。

Sheglancedfrommetothefar-offgray,And,withproudseverity,\"Good-morningtoyou——thoughImaysayIamnotYOURDear,\"quothshe:

\"ForIamtheDearofonenothere-

Onefarfromhisnativeland!\"-

Andshepassedmeby;andIdidnottryTomakeherunderstand。

1901

ONEWEKNEW

(M。H。1772-1857)

Shetoldhowtheyusedtoformforthecountrydances-

\"TheTriumph,\"\"TheNew-riggedShip\"-

Tothelightofthegutteringwaxinthepanelledmanses,Andincotstotheblinkofadip。

Shespokeofthewild\"poussetting\"and\"allemanding\"

Oncarpet,onoak,andonsod;

Andthetwolongrowsofladiesandgentlemenstanding,Andthefiguresthecouplestrod。

Sheshowedusthespotwherethemaypolewasyearlyplanted,AndwherethebandsmenstoodWhilebreechedandkerchiefedpartnerswhirled,andpantedTochooseeachotherforgood。

Shetoldofthatfar-backdaywhentheylearntastoundedOfthedeathoftheKingofFrance:

OftheTerror;andthenofBonaparte’sunboundedAmbitionandarrogance。

OfhowhisthreatswokewarlikepreparationsAlongthesouthernstrand,AndhoweachnightbroughttremorsandtrepidationsLestmorningshouldseehimland。

ShesaidshehadoftenheardthegibbetcreakingAsitswayedinthelightningflash,Hadcaughtfromtheneighbouringtownasmallchild’sshriekingAtthecart-tailunderthelash……

Withcap-framedfaceandlonggazeintotheembers-

Weseatedaroundherknees-

Shewoulddwellonsuchdeadthemes,notasonewhoremembers,Butratherasonewhosees。

SheseemedoneleftbehindofabandgonedistantSofarthatnotonguecouldhail:

Pastthingsretoldweretoherasthingsexistent,Thingspresentbutasatale。

May20,1902。

SHEHEARSTHESTORM

Therewasatimeinformeryears-

Whilemyroof-treewashis-

WhenIshouldhavebeendistressedbyfearsAtsuchanightasthis!

Ishouldhavemurmuredanxiously,\"Theprickingrainstrikescold;

Hisroadisbareofhedgeortree,Andheisgettingold。\"

Butnowthefitfulchimney-roar,ThedroneofThorncombetrees,TheFroominflooduponthemoor,ThemudofMellstockLeaze,Thecandleslantingsootywick’d,Thethudsuponthethatch,Theeaves-dropsonthewindowflicked,Theclackinggarden-hatch,Andwhattheymeantowayfarers,Iscarcelyheedormind;

Hehaswonthatstorm-tightroofofhersWhichEarthgrantsallherkind。

AWETNIGHT

Ipacealong,therain-shaftsriddlingme,Mileaftermileoutbythemoorlandway,Andupthehill,andthroughtheewe-leazegrayIntothelane,androundthecornertree;

Where,asmyclothingclamsme,mire-bestarred,Andtheenfeebledlightdiesoutofday,Leavingtheliquidshadestoreign,Isay,\"Thisisahardshiptobecalendared!\"

Yetsiresofminenowperishedandforgot,Whenworsebeset,ereroadswereshapenhere,Andnightandstormwerefoesindeedtofear,TimesnumberlesshavetrudgedacrossthisspotInsturdymutenessontheirstrenuouslot,Andtakingallsuchtoilsastriflesmere。

BEFORELIFEANDAFTER

Atimetherewas——asonemayguessAndas,indeed,earth’stestimoniestell-

Beforethebirthofconsciousness,Whenallwentwell。

Nonesufferedsickness,love,orloss,Noneknewregret,starvedhope,orheart-burnings;

NonecaredwhatevercrashorcrossBroughtwracktothings。

Ifsomethingceased,notonguebewailed,Ifsomethingwincedandwaned,noheartwaswrung;

Ifbrightnessdimmed,anddarkprevailed,Nosensewasstung。

Butthediseaseoffeelinggermed,Andprimalrightnesstookthetinctofwrong;

ErenescienceshallbereaffirmedHowlong,howlong?

NEWYEAR’SEVE

\"Ihavefinishedanotheryear,\"saidGod,\"Ingrey,green,white,andbrown;

Ihavestrewntheleafuponthesod,Sealedupthewormwithintheclod,Andletthelastsundown。\"

\"Andwhat’sthegoodofit?\"Isaid。

\"WhatreasonsmadeyoucallFromformlessvoidthisearthwetread,Whennine-and-ninetycanbereadWhynoughtshouldbeatall?

\"Yea,Sire;whyshapedyouus,’whoinThistabernaclegroan’-

Ifeverajoybefoundherein,SuchjoynomanhadwishedtowinIfhehadneverknown!\"

Thenhe:\"Mylabours——logicless-

Youmayexplain;notI:

Sense-sealedIhavewrought,withoutaguessThatIevolvedaConsciousnessToaskforreasonswhy。

\"StrangethatephemeralcreatureswhoBymyownorderingare,Shouldseetheshortnessofmyview,UseethictestsIneverknew,Ormadeprovisionfor!\"

Hesanktoraptnessasofyore,AndopeningNewYear’sDayWoveitbyroteastheretofore,AndwentonworkingevermoreInhisunweetingway。

1906。

GOD’SEDUCATION

IsawhimstealthelightawayThathauntedinhereye:

ItwentsogentlynonecouldsayMorethanthatitwasthereonedayAndmissingby-and-by。

Iwatchedherlonger,andhestoleHerlilytinctsandrose;

AllheryoungsprightlinessofsoulNextfellbeneathhiscoldcontrol,Anddisappearedlikethose。

Iasked:\"Whydoyouserveherso?

Doyou,forsomegladday,Hoardthesehersweets——?\"Hesaid,\"Ono,Theycharmnotme;IbidTimethrowThemcarelesslyaway。\"

SaidI:\"Wecallthatcruelty-

We,yourpoormortalkind。\"

Hemused。\"Thethoughtisnewtome。

Forsooth,thoughImen’smasterbe,Theirsistheteachingmind!\"

TOSINCERITY

Osweetsincerity!-

WheremodernmethodsbeWhatscopeforthineandthee?

Lifemaybesadpastsaying,Itsgreensforevergraying,Itsfaithstodustdecaying;

Andyouthmayhaveforeknownit,Andriperseasonsshownit,Butcustomcries:\"Disownit:

\"Sayyerejoice,thoughgrieving,Believe,whileunbelieving,Behold,withoutperceiving!\"-

Yet,wouldmenlookattruethings,Andunilludedviewthings,Andcounttobearunduethings,Therealmightmendtheseeming,Factsbettertheirforedeeming,AndLifeitsdisesteeming。

February1899。

PANTHERA

(Forotherformsofthislegend——firstmetwithinthesecondcentury——seeOrigencontraCelsum;theTalmud;SepherToldothJeschu;quotedfragmentsoflostApocryphalgospels;Strauss,Haeckel;etc。)

Yea,asIsithere,crutched,andcricked,andbent,IthinkofPanthera,whounderwentMuchfrominsidiousachesinhisdecline;

Buthisacheswerenotradicallikemine;

Theywerethetwingesofoldwounds——thefeelOfthehandhehadlost,shornbybarbariansteel,Whichcameback,sohesaid,atachangeintheair,Fingersandall,asifitstillwerethere。

Mypainsareotherwise:upclosingcrampsAndstiffenedtendonsfromthiscountry’sdamps,WherePantherawasnevercommandant-

TheFatessenthimbywayoftheLevant。

Hehadbeenblitheinhisyoungmanhood’stime,Andascenturioncarriedwellhisprime。

InEthiop,Araby,climesfairandfell,Hehadseenserviceandhadbornehimwell。

Noughtshookhimthen:hewassereneasbrave;

Yetlaterknewsomeshocks,andwouldgrowgraveWhenponderingthem;shockslessofcorporalkindThanphantom-like,thatdisarrangedhismind;

Anditwasinthewayofwarningme(Bymuchhisjunior)againstlevityThatherecountedthem;andoneinchiefPantheralovedtosetinboldrelief。

ThiswasatragedyofhisEasterndays,Personalintouch——thoughIhavesometimesthoughtThattouchapossibledelusion——wroughtOfhalf-convictioncarriedtoacraze-

Hismindatlastbeingstressedbyailsandage:-

YethisgoodfaiththereonIwellcouldwage。

IhadsaiditlonghadbeenawishwithmeThatImightleaveascion——somesmalltreeAschannelformysap,ifnotmyname-

Ay,offspringevenofnolegitimateclaim,InwhoseadvanceIsecretlycouldjoy。

Thereathewarned。

\"Cancelsuchwishes,boy!

Asonmaybeacomfortoracurse,Aseer,adoer,acoward,afool;yea,worse-

Acriminal……ThatIcouldtestify!\"

\"Pantherahasnoguiltyson!\"criedI

Allunbelieving。\"Friend,youdonotknow,\"

Hedarklydropt:\"True,I’venonenowtoshow,ForTHELAWTOOKHIM。Ay,insooth,Joveshapeditso!\"

\"Thisnoonisnotunlike,\"heagainbegan,\"Thenoontheseprickingmemoriesprintonme-

Yea,thatday,whenthesungrewcopper-red,AndIservedinJudaea……’TwasadateOfrestforarms。ThePaxRomanaruled,Tothechagrinoffrontierlegionaries!

Palestinewasannexed——thoughsullenyet,-

I,beinginagesometwo-scoreyearsandtenAndhavingthegarrisoninJerusalemPartinmyhandsasactingofficerUndertheGovernor。AtedioustimeIfoundit,ofroutine,amidafolkRestless,contentless,andirascible-

Quellingsomeriot,sentryingcourtandhall,Sendingmenforthonpublicmeeting-daysTomaintainorder,weremydutiesthere。

\"Thencameamorninspring,andthecheerfulsunWhitenedthecityandthehillsaround,Andeverymountain-roadthatclamberedthem,Tincturingthegreynessoftheoliveswarm,Andtherankcactiroundthevalley’ssides。

Thedaywasonewhereondeath-penaltiesWereputinforce,andhereandthereweresetThesoldieryfororder,asIsaid,Sinceoneofthecondemnedhadraisedsomeheat,Andcrowdssurgedpassionatelytoseehimslain。

I,mountedonaCappadocianhorse,Withsomehalf-companyofauxiliaries,HadcaptainedtheprocessionthroughthestreetsWhenitcamestreamingfromthejudgment-hallAftertheverdictsoftheGovernor。

ItdrewtothegreatgateofthenorthernwayThatbearstowardsDamascus;andtoaknollUponthecommon,justbeyondthewalls-

WhencecouldbesweptawidehorizonroundOverthehousetopstotheremotestheights。

Herewasthepublicexecution-groundForcitycrimes,calledthenanddoubtlessnowGolgotha,Kranion,orCalvaria。

\"Theusualdoomsweredulymetedout;

Somethreeorfourwerestript,transfixed,andnailed,Andnogreatstiroccurred。AdayofwontItwastome,sofar,andwouldhaveslidCleanfrommymemoryatitssqualidcloseButforanincidentthatfollowedthese。

\"Amongthetag-ragrabbleofeithersexThathungaroundthewretchesastheywrithed,Tillthrustbackbyourspears,oneheldmyeye-

Aweepingwoman,whosestrainedcountenance,Sharpenedagainstaloominglividcloud,Wasmockedbythecruderaysofafternoon-

ThemotherofoneofthosewhosufferedthereIhadheardhercalledwhenspokenroughlytoBymyrangedmenforpressingforwardso。

ItstoleuponmeherswasafaceIknew;

Yetwhen,orhow,Ihadknownit,forawhileEludedme。Andthenatonceitcame。

\"SomethirtyyearsormorebeforethatnoonIwassub-captainofacompanyDrawnfromthelegionofCalabria,ThatmarchedupfromJudaeanorthtoTyre。

WehadpiercedtheoldflatcountryofJezreel,ThegreatEsdraelonPlainandfighting-floorOfJewwithCanaanite,andwiththehostOfPharaoh-Necho,kingofEgypt,metWhilecrossingtheretostriketheAssyrianpride。

WeleftbehindGilboa;passedbyNain;

TillbulgingTaborrose,embossedtothetopWitharbute,terabinth,andlocustgrowths。

\"Encumberingmeweresundrysick,sofallenThroughdrinkingfromaswampbesidetheway;

Butwepressedon,till,bearingoveraridge,Wediptintoaworldofpleasantness-

Avale,thefairestIhadgazedupon-

WhichlappedavillageonitsfurthestslopesCalledNazareth,brimmedroundbyuplandsnigh。

Inthemidstthereofafountainbubbled,where,Lime-dryfrommarching,ourgladhaltwemadeTorestoursickones,andrefreshusall。

\"Hereadayonward,towardstheeventide,OurmenwerepipingtoaPyrrhicdanceTrodbytheircomrades,whentheyoungwomencameTofilltheirpitchers,astheircustomwas。

Iprofferedhelptoone——aslimgirl,coyEvenasafawn,meek,andasinnocent。

Herlongbluegown,thestringofsilvercoinsThathungdownbyherbandedbeautifulhair,Symboledinfullimmaculatemodesty。

\"Well,Iwasyoung,andhot,andreadilystirredToquickdesire。’TwastedioustimingoutTheconvalescenceofthesoldiery;

AndIbeguiledthelongandemptydaysByblissfulyieldancetohersweetallure,Whohadnoarts,butwhatout-artedall,Thetremuloustendercharmoftrustfulness。

Wemet,andmet,andunderthewinkingstarsThatpassedwhichpeoplesearth——trueunion,yea,Tothepureeyeofhersimplicity。

\"Meanwhilethesickfoundhealth;andweprickedon。

Imadehernorashpromiseofreturn,Assomedouse;Iwassincereinthat;

Isaidwesunderednevertomeetagain-

AndyetIspokeuntruthunknowingly!-

Formeetagainwedid。Now,guessyouaught?

TheweepingmotheronCalvariaWassheIhadknown——albeitthattimeandtearsHadwastedrudelyheronceflowerlikeform,Andhersofteyes,nowswollenwithsorrowing。

\"ThoughIbetrayedsomequalms,shemarkedmenot;

AndIwasscarceofmoodtocomradeherAndclosethesilenceofsowideatimeToclaimamalefactorasmyson-

(ForsoIguessedhim)。AndinquirymadeBroughtrumourhowatNazarethlongbeforeAnoldmanweddedherforpity’ssakeOnfindingshehadgrownpregnant,noneknewhow,Caredforherchild,andlovedhertillhedied。

\"Well;thereitended;savethatthenIlearntThathe——themanwhoseardentbloodwasmine-

HadwakedseditionlongamongtheJews,Andhurledinsultingparlanceattheirgod,Whosetemplebulkedupontheadjoininghill,Vowingthathewouldrazeit,thathimselfWasgodasgreatashewhomtheyadored,Andbydescent,moreover,wastheirking;

Withsundryotherincitementstomisrule。

\"Theimpalementsdone,anddonethesoldiers’gameOfrafflingfortheclothes,alegionary,Longinus,piercedtheyoungmanwithhislanceAtsignsfromme,movedbyhisagoniesThroughnaysayingthedrugtheyhadofferedhim。

Itbroughttheend。AndwhenhehadbreathedhislastThewomanwent。Isawherneveragain……

Nowglaresmymoodymeaningonyou,friend?-

ThatwhenyoutalkofoffspringassheerjoySotrustingly,youblinkcontingencies。

ForsFortuna!HewhogoesfatheringGivesfrightfulhostagestohazardry!\"

ThusPanthera’stale。’Twasoneheseldomtold,Butyetitgotabroad。Hewouldunfold,Atothertimes,astoryoflessgloom,Thoughhiswasnotaheartwherejestshadroom。

HewouldregretdiscoveryofthetruthWasmadetoolatetoinfluencetoruthTheProcuratorwhohadcondemnedhisson——

Orratherhimsodeemed。FortherewasnoneToprovethatPantheraerrednot:andindeed,WhenvaguenessofidentityIwouldplead,Pantherhimselfwouldsometimesownasmuch-

Yetlothly。But,assumingfactwassuch,ThatthesaidwomandidnotrecognizeHerlover’sface,ismatterforsurprise。

However,there’shistale,fantasyorotherwise。

ThereaftershonenotmenofPanthera’skind:

Theindolentheadsathomewereill-inclinedTopresscampaigningthatwouldhoistthestarOftheirlieutenantsvalorousafar。

Jealousieskepthimirkedabroad,controlledAndstintedbyanEmpirenomorebold。

Yetinsomeactionssouthwardhehadshare-

InMauretaniaandNumidia;thereWitheagleeye,andswordandsteedandspur,Quellinguprisingspromptly。SomesmallstirInParthianextengagedhim,untilmaimed,AsIhavesaid;andcynicTimeproclaimedHisnoblespiritbroken。WhatawasteOfsuchaRoman!——oneinyouth-timegracedWithindescribablecharm,soIhaveheard,Yea,magnetismimpossibletowordWhenfalteringasIsawhim。Whatafame,OSonofSaturn,hadadornedhisname,MighttheThreesohaveurgedThee!——HourbyhourHisowndisordershamperedPanthera’spowerTobrooduponthefateofthosehehadknown,Evenofthatonehealwayscalledhisown-

Eitherinmorbiddreamormemory……

Hediedatnogreatage,untroublously,Anexitrareforardentsoldierssuchashe。

THEUNBORN

Iroseatnight,andvisitedTheCaveoftheUnborn:

AndcrowdingshapessurroundedmeFortidingsofthelifetobe,WholonghadprayedthesilentHeadTohasteitsadventmorn。

Theireyeswerelitwithartlesstrust,Hopethrilledtheireverytone;

\"Ascenetheloveliest,isitnot?

Apuredelight,abeauty-spotWhereallisgentle,trueandjust,Anddarknessisunknown?\"

Myheartwasanguishedfortheirsake,Icouldnotframeaword;

Andtheydescriedmysunkenface,Andseemedtoreadtherein,andtraceThenewsthatpitywouldnotbreak,Nortruthleaveunaverred。

AndasIsilentlyretiredIturnedandwatchedthemstill,Andtheycamehelter-skelterout,DrivenforwardlikearabbleroutIntotheworldtheyhadsodesiredBytheall-immanentWill。

1905。

THEMANHEKILLED

\"HadheandIbutmetBysomeoldancientinn,WeshouldhavesatusdowntowetRightmanyanipperkin!

\"Butrangedasinfantry,Andstaringfacetoface,Ishotathimasheatme,Andkilledhiminhisplace。

\"Ishothimdeadbecause-

Becausehewasmyfoe,Justso:myfoeofcoursehewas;

That’sclearenough;although\"Hethoughthe’d’list,perhaps,Off-handlike——justasI-

Wasoutofwork——hadsoldhistraps-

Nootherreasonwhy。

\"Yes;quaintandcuriouswaris!

YoushootafellowdownYou’dtreatifmetwhereanybaris,Orhelptohalf-a-crown。\"

1902。

GEOGRAPHICALKNOWLEDGE

(AMEMORYOFCHRISTIANAC-)

WhereBlackmoorwas,theroadthatledToBath,shecouldnotshow,NorpointtheskythatoverspreadTownstenmilesofforso。

ButthatCalcuttastoodthisway,CapeHorntherefiguredfell,ThatherewasBoston,hereBombay,Shecoulddeclarefullwell。

LessknowntoherthetrackathwartFroomMeadorYell’hamWoodThanhowtomakesomeAustralportInseasofsurlymood。

ShesawtheglintofGuinea’sshoreBehindtheplum-treenigh,HeardoldunrulyBiscay’sroarIntheweir’spurlhardby……

\"Myson’sasailor,andheknowsAllseasandmanylands,Andwhenhe’shomehepointsandshowsEachcountrywhereitstands。

\"He’snowjustthere——byGib’shighrock-

Andwhenhegets,yousee,ToPortsmouthhere,behindtheclock,Thenhe’llcomebacktome!\"

ONERALPHBLOSSOMSOLILOQUIZES

(\"Itbeingdeposedthatvijwomenwhoweremaydsbeforeheknewthemhavebeenbroughtuponthetowne[rates?]bythefornicacionsofoneRalphBlossom,MrMajorinquiredwhyheshouldnotcontributexivpenceweeklytowardtheirmayntenance。ButitbeingshewnthatthesaydR。B。wasdyingofapurplefeaver,noorderwasmade。\"——BudmouthBoroughMinutes:16——。)

WhenIaminhellorsomesuchplace,A-groaningovermysorrycase,WhatwillthosesevenwomensaytomeWho,whenIcoaxedthem,answered\"Aye\"tome?

\"Ididnotunderstandyoursign!\"

WillbethewordsofCaroline;

WhileJanewillcry,\"IfI’dhadproofofyou,Ishouldhavelearnttoholdaloofofyou!\"

\"Iwon’treproach:itwastobe!\"

WilldrylymurmurCicely;

AndRosa:\"Ifeelnohostility,ForImustownIlentfacility。\"

Lizzysays:\"Sharpwasmyregret,Andsometimesitisnow!ButyetIjoythat,thoughitbroughtnotoriousness,IknewLoveonceandallitsgloriousness!\"

SaysPatience:\"Whyareweapart?

Smallharmdidyou,mypoorSweetHeart!

Amanchildborn,nowtallandbeautiful,Wasworththeacheofdaysundutiful。\"

AndAnnecries:\"Othetimewasfair,Sowhereforeshouldyouburndownthere?

Thereisadeedunderthesun,myLove,Andthatwasours。What’sdoneisdone,myLove。

ThesetrumpetshereinHeavenaredumbtomeWithyouaway。Dear,come,Ocometome!\"

THENOBLELADY’STALE

(circa1790)

I

\"Wemovedwithpensivepaces,Iandhe,AndbentourfadedfacesWistfully,Forsomethingtroubledhim,andtroubledme。

\"ThelanthornfeeblylightenedOurgreyhall,WhereancientbrandshadbrightenedHearthandwall,Andshapeslongvanishedwhithervanishall。

\"’Owhy,Love,nightly,daily,’

Ihadsaid,’Dostsigh,andsmilesopalely,AsifshedWereallLife’sblossoms,allitsdearthingsdead?’

\"’Sincesilencesetstheegrieving,’

Hereplied,’AndIabhordeceivingOnesotried,Why,Love,I’llspeak,eretimeustwaindivide。’

\"Heheldme,Iremember,JustaswhenOurlifewasJune——(SeptemberItwasthen);

Andwewalkedon,untilhespokeagain。

\"’Susie,anIrishmummer,Loud-acclaimedThroughthegayLondonsummer,WasI;namedAmasterinmyart,whowouldbefamed。

\"’Butlo,therebeamedbeforemeLadySu;

God’saltar-vowshesworemeWhennoneknew,AndforhersakeIbadethesockadieu。

\"’MyLordyourfather’spardonThusIwon:

HelethisheartunhardenTowardshisson,Andhonourablycondonedwhatwehaddone;

\"’Butsaid——recallyou,dearest?-

AsforSu,I’dseeher——ay,thoughnearestMeunto-

Soonerentombedthaninastagepurlieu!

\"’Justso。——Andherehehousedus,Inthisnook,WhereLovelikebalmhasdrowsedus:

Robin,rook,Ourchieffamiliars,nexttostringandbook。

\"’Ourdayshere,peace-enshrouded,FollowedstrangeTheoldstage-joyance,crowded,Richinrange;

Butneverdidmysouldesireachange,\"’Tillnow,whenfaruncertainLipsofyoreCall,callmetothecurtain,Thereoncemore,ButONCE,totreadtheboardsItrodbefore。

\"’Anight——thelastandsingleEreIdie-

Tofacethelights,tomingleAsdidI

Onceinthegame,andriveteveryeye!’

\"’Tosomethingdrear,distressingAstheknellOfallhopesworthpossessing!’……

——WhatbefellSeemedlinkedwithme,buthowIcouldnottell。

\"Hourspassed;tillIimploredhim,AsheknewHowfaithandfranknesstowardhimRuledmethrough,TosaywhatillIhaddone,andcouldundo。

\"’FAITH——FRANKNESS。Ah!Heavensavesuch!’

Murmuredhe,’Theyareweddedwealth!_I_gavesuchLiberally,Butyou,Dear,not。Foryoususpectedme。’

\"IwasaboutbeseechingInhurthasteMoremeaning,whenhe,reachingTomywaist,Ledmetopacethehallasoncewepaced。

\"’InevermeanttodrawyouToownall,’

Declaredhe。’But——ISAWyou-

Bythewall,Half-hid。AndthatwaswhyIfailedwithal!’

\"’Where?when?’saidI——’Why,nighme,AttheplayThatnight。Thatyoushouldspyme,Doubtmyfay,Andfollow,furtive,tookmyheartaway!’

\"ThatIhadneverbeenthere,ButhadgoneTomylockedroom——unseenthere,Curtainsdrawn,Longdaysabiding——toldI,wonder-wan。

\"’Nay,’twasyourformandvesture,Cloakandgown,Yourhoodedfeatures——gestureHalfinfrown,Thatfacedme,pale,’heurged,’thatnightintown。

\"’Andwhen,outside,IhandedToherchair(AscourtesydemandedOfmethere)

Theleadinglady,youpeepedfromthestair。

\"StraightpleadedI:’Forsooth,Love,HadIgone,Imusthavebeenintruth,Love,MadtodonSuchwell-knownraiment。’Buthestillwenton\"ThathewasnotmistakenNormisled-

Ifeltlikeoneforsaken,Wishedmedead,Thathecouldthinkthusofthewifehehadwed!

\"HisgoingseemedtowastehimLikeacurse,Towreckwhatoncehadgracedhim;

And,averseTomyapproach,hemused,andmoped,andworse。

\"Till,whatnowordseffectedThoughtachieved:

ITWASMYWRAITH——projected,Heconceived,Thither,bymytensebrainathomeaggrieved。

\"ThereonhiscredencecentredTillhedied;

And,nomoretempted,enteredSanctified,Thelittlevaultwithroomforonebeside。\"

III

Thusfarthelady’sstory-

Nowshe,too,ReclineswithinthathoaryLastdarkmewInMellstockQuirewithhimshelovedsotrue。

Ayellowingmarble,placedthereTablet-wise,AndtwojoinedheartsenchasedthereMeettheeyes;

Andreadingtheirtwinnameswemoralize:

Didshe,wewonder,followJealously?

Andwerethoseprotestshollow?-

OrsawheSomesemblantdame?Orcanwraithsreallybe?

Wereitshewent,herhonour,Allmayhold,PressedtruthatlastuponherTillshetold-

(Himonly——othersastheselinesunfold。)

Riddledeath-sealedforever,Letitrest!……

One’sheartcouldblameherneverIfoneguessedThatgoshedid。Sheknewheractorbest。

UNREALIZED

Downcomesthewinterrain-

Spoilsmyhatandbow-

Runsintothepollofme;

Butmotherwon’tknow。

We’vebeenoutandcaughtacold,Knee-deepinsnow;

SuchaluckythingitisThatmotherwon’tknow!

Rosylostherselflastnight-

Couldn’ttellwheretogo。

Yes——itratherfrightenedher,Butmotherdidn’tknow。

SomebodymadeWillydrunkAttheChristmasshow:

O’twasfun!It’swellforhimThatmotherwon’tknow!

Howsoeverwildweare,Lateatschoolorslow,Motherwon’tbecrosswithus,Motherwon’tknow。

Howwecriedthedayshedied!

Neighbourswhisperinglow……

Butwenowdowhatwewill-

Motherwon’tknow。

WAGTAILANDBABY

Ababywatchedaford,wheretoAwagtailcamefordrinking;

Ablaringbullwentwadingthrough,Thewagtailshowednoshrinking。

Astallionsplashedhiswayacross,Thebirdienearlysinking;

Hegavehisplumesatwitchandtoss,Andheldhisownunblinking。

NextsawthebabyroundthespotAmongrelslowlyslinking;

Thewagtailgazed,butfalterednotIndipandsipandprinking。

Aperfectgentlemanthenneared;

Thewagtail,inawinking,Withterrorroseanddisappeared;

Thebabyfella-thinking。

ABERDEEN

(April:1905)

\"Andwisdomandknowledgeshallbethestabilityofthytimes。\"——Isaiahxxxiii。6。

Ilookedandthought,\"AllistoograyandcoldTowakemyplace-enthusiasmsofold!\"

Tillavoicepassed:\"BehindthatgranitemienLurkstheimposingbeautyofaQueen。\"

Ilookedanew;andsawtheradiantformOfHerwhosoothesinstress,whosteersinstorm,OnthegraveinfluenceofwhoseeyessublimeMencountforthestabilityofthetime。

GEORGEMEREDITH

1828-1909

Fortyyearsback,whenmuchhadplaceThatsincehasperishedoutofmind,Iheardthatvoiceandsawthatface。

HespokeasoneafootwillwindAmorninghorneremenawake;

Hisnotewastrenchant,turningkind。

HewasofthosewhosewitcanshakeAndriddletotheverycoreThecounterfeitsthatTimewillbreak……

Oflate,whenwetwometoncemore,TheluminouscountenanceandrareShonejustasfortyyearsbefore。

Sothat,whennowalltonguesdeclareHisshapeunseenbyhisgreenhill,Iscarcebelievehesitsnotthere。

Nomatter。FurtherandfurtherstillThroughtheworld’svaporousvitiateairHiswordswingon——aslivewordswill。

May1909。

YELL’HAM-WOOD’SSTORY

Coomb-FirtreessaythatLifeisamoan,AndClyffe-hillClumpsays\"Yea!\"

ButYell’hamsaysathingofitsown:

It’snot\"Gray,grayIsLifealway!\"

ThatYell’hamsays,NorthatLifeisforendsunknown。

ItsaysthatLifewouldsignifyAthwartedpurposing:

Thatwecometolive,andarecalledtodie,Yes,that’sthethingInfall,inspring,ThatYell’hamsays:-

\"Lifeoffers——todeny!\"

1902。

AYOUNGMAN’SEPIGRAMONEXISTENCE

Asenselessschool,wherewemustgiveOurlivesthatwemaylearntolive!

AdoltishewhomemorizesLessonsthatleavenotimeforprizes。

16W。P。V。,1866。