第1章

ABookofPoems

ToW。R。B。

DedicationAndso,toyou,whoalwayswerePerseus,D’Artagnan,LancelotTome,IgivetheseweedyrhymesInmemoryofearliertimes。

Nowallthosecarelessdaysarenot。

Ofallmyheroes,youendure。

Wordsaresuchsillythings!toorough,Toosmooth,theyboiluporcongeal,Andneitherofuslikesemotion——

ButIcan’tmeasuremydevotion!

AndyouknowhowIreallyfeel——

Andwe’retogether。There,enough,……!

ForewordbyChaunceyBrewsterTinkerInthesedayswhentheoldcivilisationiscrumblingbeneathourfeet,thethoughtofpoetrycrossesthemindlikethedearmemoryofthingsthathavelongsincepassedaway。Inourpassionatedesireforthenewera,itisdifficulttorefrainoneselffromthecommonplacepracticeofspeculatingontheeffectsofwarfareandofprophesyingallmannerofnovelrebirths。Butitmaybewellforustorememberthattheerawhichhasrecentlyclosedwasitselfmarkedbyamadidealisationofallnovelties。Intheliterarymovementsofthelastdecade——

when,indeed,anymovementatallhasbeenperceptible——wehavewitnessedabewilderingriseandfallofmethodsandideals。Wewerecaptivatedforatimebythequestofthegoldenphraseandtheaccompanyingcultivationofexoticemotions;andthen,wearyingoftheprettyandthetemperamental,weplungedintothebloodshotbrutalitiesofnaturalism。

Fromthesmooth-flowingimitationsofTennysonandSwinburne,wepassedintoafalsefreedomthathadatitsheartarepudiationofalllawandstandards,foraparalleltowhichoneturnsinstinctivelytocertainrecentdevelopmentsinthepoliticalworld。Wemayhopethattheeagersearchfornoveltyofformandsubjectmayhaveitsinfluenceinreleasingusfromouroldbondagetothecommonplaceandinbroadeningthescopeofpoetry;butwecannotblindourselvestothefactthatithasatthesametimecompletedthatestrangementbetweenthepoetandthegeneralpublicwhichhasbeendevelopingforhalfacentury。Thegreatmassofthereadingworld,towhomtheartsshouldminister,havenowforgottenthatpoetryisaconsolationintimesofdoubtandperil,abeacon,and\"anever-fixedmark\"inacrazedandshiftingworld。Ourpoetry——

andIamspeakinginparticularofAmericanpoetry——hasbeencentrifugal;

ourpoetshavebrokenupintosmallerandeversmallergroups。

Individualismhastriumphed。

Tothegeneralconfusion,critics,iftheymaybesaidtohaveexistedatall,haveaddedbytheirpaltryconceptionoftheart。

Theyhavedeemeditasufficientdenunciationofapoettoaccusehimofimitatinghismasters;asthoughthehistoryofanartwereratheraseriesofviolentrebellionsthanagrowthandaprogressiveillumination。

Notallgenerationsareprivilegedtoseetheworkingofagreatcreativeimpulse,butthewant,keenthoughitbe,furnishesnoreasonfortheutterrejectionofAtremulousmurmurfromgreatdayslongdead。

Butthisfearofechoingthepastmayworkusayetgreatermisfortune。

Intherejectionofthemannerofanearlierepochmaybeimplicitalsotherejectionoftheverysourcesfromwhichspringsthelifeofthefairart。Melody,andaloveofthegreenearth,andayearningforGodareoftheveryfabricofpoetry,denyitwhowill。

TheMusesstillreignonParnassus,waxtheheathenneversofurious。

PoetswholovepoetrybetterthantheirownfameinGrubStreetwilldowelltorememberTheflame,thenoblepageantofourlife;

Theburningsealthatstampsman’shighindentureTovainattemptandmostforlornadventure;

Romanceandpurpleseas,andtopplingtowns,Andthewind’svaliancecryingo’erthedowns。

Itisapoorbusinesstofindinsuchwordsonlytheillusionsofyouthandanewenthusiasm。Thedesirefornovelty,thepassionforforceanddirt,andthehankeringafterfreakishnessofmood,whichmanyhaveattemptedtosubstitutefortheolderandsimplerthings,arethemselvesthebestevidenceofdisillusionandjadednerves。Thereisawearinessandadisgustinourrecentimpatiencewithbeautywhichindicatetooclearlytheexhaustionofourspiritualresources。Itmaywellbethattherebirthofpoetryistobemanifestinareappearanceoftheobvious,——

inaloveoftheseaandofthebeautyofclouds,intheadventureofdeathandtheyetmoreamazingadventureofliving,inavitalloveofcolour,whetheroftheOrientorthedrug-shop,inchildlikeloveofmelody,andthecoolcleansingofrain,instrangefacesandoldmemories。

This,inthepast,hasbeenpoetry,andthiswillbepoetryagain。

Thesingerwho,outofafullheart,canoffertotheworldhisvisionofitsbeauty,andoutofanoblemind,hisconceptionofitsdestiny,willbestowuponhistimethemostpreciousgiftwhichwecannowreceive,thegiftofhishealingpower。

C。B。T。

ContentsDedicationForewordbyChaunceyBrewsterTinkerI。

TheDrug-Shop,or,EndymioninEdmonstounII。

RainafteraVaudevilleShowTheCityRevisitedGoingBacktoSchoolNosImmortalesYoungBloodTheQualityofCourageCampusSonnets:

1。BeforeanExamination2。Talk3。MayMorning4。Return——1917

AlexanderVIDineswiththeCardinalofCapuaTheBreakingPointLonelyBurialDinnerinaQuickLunchRoomTheHempPoorDevil!

GhostsofaLunaticAsylumTheWhitePeacockColorsAMinorPoetTheLoverinHellWingedManMusicTheInnovatorLoveinTwilightTheFiddlingWoodPortraitofaBoyPortraitofaBabyTheGeneralPublicRoadandHillsElegyforanEnemyI。

TheDrug-Shop,or,EndymioninEdmonstounPrefatoryNote。

ThispoemreceivedthenineteenthawardoftheprizeofferedbyProfessorAlbertStanburroughCooktoYaleUniversityforthebestunpublishedverse,theCommitteeofAwardconsistingofProfessorsC。F。TuckerBrooke,ofYaleUniversity,RobertFrost,ofAmherstCollege,andCharlesM。Gayley,oftheUniversityofCalifornia。

I。

TheDrug-Shop,or,EndymioninEdmonstoun\"Ohyes,IwentovertoEdmonstountheotherdayandsawJohnny,mooningaroundasusual!Hewillnevermakehisway。\"

LetterofGeorgeKeats,18——

Nightfalls;thegreatjarsglowagainstthedark,Darkgreen,duskred,and,likeacoilingsnake,Writhingeternallyinsmokygyres,GreatropesofgorgeousvaportwistandturnWithinthem。SotheEasternfishermanSawtheswartgenierisewhentheleadseal,Scribbledwithcharms,wasliftedfromthejar;

And——well,howwentthetale?Likethis,likethis?……

Noherbagebrokethebarrenflatsofland,Nowindsdaredloiterwithinsmilingtrees,Norwerethereanybrooksoneitherhand,Onlythedry,brightsand,Nakedandgolden,laybeforetheseas。

Oneboattoilednoiselesslyalongthedeep,ThethirstyripplesdyingsilentlyUponitstrack。Faroutthebrownnetssweep,AndnightbeginstocreepAcrosstheintolerablemirrorofthesea。

Twicethenetsrise,a-trailwithsea-plantsbrown,Distortedshells,androcksgreen-mossedwithslime,Noughtelse。Thefisher,sickatheart,kneelsdown;

\"PrayermayappeaseGod’sfrown,\"

Hethinks,then,kneeling,castsforthethirdtime。

Andlo!anearthenjar,boundroundwithbrass,Liestangledinthecordageofhisnet。

Aboutthebrightwavesgleamlikeshatteredglass,Andwherethesea’srimwasThesundips,flatandred,abouttoset。

Theprowgratesonthebeach。ThefishermanStoops,tearingatthecordsthatbindtheseal。

Shallpearlsrollout,lustrousandwhiteandwan?

Lapis?carnelian?

Unheard-ofstonesthatmakethesickmindreelWithwonderoftheirbeauty?Rubies,then?

Greenemeralds,glitteringliketheeyesofbeasts?

Poisonousopals,goodtomaddenmen?

Goldbezants,tenandten?

Hard,regaldiamonds,likekinglyfeasts?

Hetugged;thesealgaveway。AlittlesmokeCurledlikeafeatherinthedarkeningsky。

Ablindinggushoffireburst,flamed,andbroke。

Avoicelikeawindspoke。

Armoredwithlight,andturbanedterribly,Agenietrampedtheroundearthunderfoot;

Hisheadsoughtoutthestars,hiscuppedrighthandMadehalftheskyonedarkness。Hewasmute。

Thesun,aripenedfruit,Droopedlower。Scarleteddiedo’erthesand。

Thegeniespoke:\"Omiserableone!

Thyprizeawaitsthee;come,andhugitclose!

AnoblecrownthydragglednetshavewonForthisthatthouhastdone。

Blessedarefools!Agiftremainsforthose!\"

Hishandsoughtouthissword,andlightningsflaredAcrosstheskyinonegreatbloomoffire。

Poisedlikeatopplingmountain,ithungbared;

SunsthatwerejewelsglaredAlongitshilt。Theairburntlikeapyre。

Oncemorethegeniespoke:\"SomethingIoweTothee,thoufool,thoufool。Come,canstthousing?

Yea?Singthen;ifthysongbebrave,thengoFreeandreleased——orno!

Findfirstsometask,someovermasteringthingIcannotdo,andfinditspeedily,Forifthoudostnotthoushaltsurelydie!\"

Theswordwhirledback。Thefishermanuprose,AndifatfirsthisvoicewasweakwithfearAndhislimbstrembled,itwasbutadoze,Andatthehighsong’scloseHestoodupstraight。Hisvoicerangloudandclear。

TheSong。

Lastnightthequayswerelighted;

CressetsofsmokingpineGlaredo’ertheroaringmarinersThatdrinktheyellowwine。

Theirsongrolledtotherafters,Itstruckthehighstarspale,Suchworthwasintheirdiscourse,Suchwonderintheirtale。

Blueboragefilledtheclinkingcups,Themurkynightgrewwan,Tillonerose,crownedwithlaurel-leaves,Thatwasanoutlandman。

\"Come,letusdrinktowar!\"saidhe,\"Thetorchofthesackedtown!

Theswan’s-bathandthewolf-ships,AndHaraldofrenown!

\"Yea,whilethemilkwasonhislips,Beforethedaywasborn,HetooktheAlmayneKaiser’sheadTobehisdrinking-horn!

\"Yea,whilethedownwasonhischin,Oryethisbeardwasgrown,HebrokethegatesofMicklegarth,Andstolethelion-throne!

\"DrinktoHarald,kingoftheworld,Lordofthetongueandthetroth!

TothebellowinghornsofOstfriesland,AndthetrumpetsoftheGoth!\"

Theirshoutsrolledtotherafters,Thedrink-hornscrashedandrang,Andalltheirtalkwasaclangorofwar,Asswordstogethersang!

Butdimly,throughthedeepnight,Wherestarslikeflowersshone,Apassionateshapecamegliding——

Isawonethingalone。

IonlysawmyyoungloveShiningagainstthedark,Thewhitenessofherraiment,Theheadthatbenttohark。

Ionlysawmyyounglove,Likeflowersinthesun——

Herhandslikewaxenpetals,Whereyawningpoppiesrun。

Ionlyfeltthere,chrysmal,Againstmycheekherbreath,Thoughallthewindswerebaying,AndtheskybrightwithDeath。

Redsparkswhirledupthechimney,Ahungryflaughtofflame,AndaleanmanfromGreecearose;

Thrasylloswashisname。

\"Ipraiseallnoblewines!\"hecried,\"Greenrobesoftissuefine,Peacocksandapesandivory,AndHomer’ssea-loudline,\"Statuesandringsandcarvengems,Andthewisecrawlingsea;

Butmostofallthecrownsofkings,Theruletheywieldthereby!

\"Power,firedpower,blankandbright!

Afithiltforthehand!

Theonegoodswordforafreeman,Whileyetthecoldstarsstand!\"

Theirshoutsrolledtotherafters,Theairwasthickwithwine。

Ionlyknewherdeepeyes,Andfeltherhandinmine。

Softlyasquietwater,Onefingertouchedmycheek;

Herfacelikegraciousmoonlight——

Imightnotmovenorspeak。

Ionlysawthatbeauty,IonlyfeltthatformThere,inthesilkendarkness——

Godwotmyheartwaswarm!

Theirshoutsrolledtotherafters,Anotherchiefbegan;

HisslitlipsshowedhimforaHun;

Hewasanevilman。

\"Singtothejoysofwomen!\"heyelled,\"Thehotdelicioustents,Thesoftcouch,andthewhitelimbs;

Theairasteamofscents!\"

Hiseyesgleamed,andhewethislips,Theraftersshookwithcheers,Ashesangofwoman,whoisman’sslaveForallunhonoredyears。

\"Whetherthewantonlaughsamain,Withonewhiteshoulderbare,OrinasackedroomyouunbindSomecrouchingmaiden’shair;

\"Thisistheonlygoodforman,LikespicesoftheSouth——

ToseetheglimmeringbodylaidAspasturetohismouth!

\"Toleavenoleeswithinthecup,Toseeandtakeandrend;

Tolapagirl’slimbsuplikewine,Andlaugh,knowingtheend!\"

Only,likelow,stillbreathing,Iheardonevoice,oneword;

Andhotspeechpoureduponmylips,Asmyhandsheldasword。

\"Fools,thricefoolsoflust!\"Icried,\"YoureyesareblindtoseeEternalbeauty,movingfar,Moregloriousthanhornsofwar!

Butthoughmyeyeswereoneblindscar,Thatsightisshowntome!

\"Younuzzleattheivoryside,Youclaspthegoldenhead;

Fools,fools,whochatterandsing,Youhavetakenthesignofaterriblething,YouhavedrunkdownGodwithyourbeeswing,Andbrokenthesaintsforbread!

\"ForGodmovesdarkly,Insilenceandinstorm;

ButinthebodyofwomanHeshowsoneburningform。

\"ForGodmovesblindly,Indarknessandindread;

ButinthebodyofwomanHeraisesupthedead。

\"Gracileandstraightasbirches,Swiftasthequestingbirds,Theyfilltrue-lovers’drink-hornsup,Whospeaknot,havingnowords。

\"Loveisnotdelicatetoying,Aslimandshimmeringmesh;

Itistwosoulswrenchedintoone,Twobodiesmadeoneflesh。

\"Lustisasprightlyservant,Gallantwherewinesarepoured;

Loveisabittermaster,Loveisanironlord。

\"Satineaseofthebody,Fattenedslothofthehands,Theseandtheirlikehewillnotsend,Onlyimmortalfirestorend——

Andtheworld’sendisyourjourney’send,Andyourstreamchokesinthesands。

\"Pleachedcalmsshallnotawaityou,Peaceyoushallneverfind;

NoughtbutthelivingmoorlandScourgednakedbythewind。

\"Noughtbutthelivingmoorland,Andyourlove’shandinyours;

Thestrengthmoresurethansurety,Themercythatendures。

\"Then,thoughtheygiveyoutobeburned,Andslayyoulikeastoat,Youhavefoundtheworld’sheartintheturnofacheek,Heavenintheliftofathroat。

\"Althoughtheybreakyouonthewheel,Thatstoodsostraightinthesun,Behindyouthetrumpetssplitthesky,Wherethelostandfuriousfightgoesby——

AndGod,ourGod,willhavevictoryWhenthereddayisdone!\"

Theirmirthrolledtotherafters,Theybellowedlechery;

LightasadriftingfeatherMyloveslippedfrommyknee。

Within,thelightswereyellowIndrowsyroomsandwarm;

Without,thestabbinglightningShatteredacrossthestorm。

Within,thegreatlogscrackled,Thedrink-hornsemptiedsoon;

Without,theblackcloaksofthecloudsStrangledthewaningmoon。

Mylovecrossedo’erthethreshold——

God!butthenightwasmurk!

Isetmyselfagainstthecold,Andleftthemtotheirwork。

Theirshoutsrolledtotherafters;

Abittererwaywasmine,AndIlefttheminthetavern,Drinkingtheyellowwine!

Thelastfaintechoesrangalongtheplains,Died,andweregone。Thegeniespoke:\"ThysongServeswellenough——butyetthytaskremains;

ManyandrendingpainsShalltorturehimwhodaresdelaytoolong!\"

Hisbrownfacehardenedtoaleadenmask。

Abitterbrinecrustedthefisher’scheek——

\"AlmightyGod,onethingaloneIask,Showmeatask,atask!\"

Thehardcupoftheskyshone,gemmedandbleak。

\"Olove,whomIhavesoughtbydeviousways;

Ohiddenbeauty,nakedasastar;

Youwhosebrighthairhasburnedacrossmydays,Makingthemlampsofpraise;

Odawn-wind,breathingofArabia!

\"YouhaveIserved。Nowfirehasparchedthevine,AndDeathisonthesingersandthesong。

Nolongeraretherelipstoclingtomine,Andtheheartweariesofwine,AndIamsick,formydesireislong。

\"Olove,soft-moving,delicateandtender!

Inhergoldhousethepipecallsquerulously,Theycloudwiththingreensilksherbodyslender,Theytalktoherandtendher;

Come,piteous,gentlelove,andsetmefree!\"

Heceased——and,slowlyrisingo’erthedeep,Afaintsongchimed,grewclearer,tillatlastAgoldenhornoflightbegantocreepWherethedumbripplessweep,Makingtheseaonesplendorwhereitpassed。

Agoldenboat!Thebrightoarsrestedsoon,Andtheprowmetthesand。ThepurpleveilsMistingthecabinfell。FairasthemoonWhenthemorningcomestoosoon,Andalltheairissilverinthedales,Agold-robedprincesssteppeduponthebeach。

Thefisherkneltandkissedhergarment’shem,Andthenherlips,andstroveatlastforspeech。

Thewaterslappedthereach。

\"Herethystrengthbreaks,thymightisnoughttostem!\"

Hecriedatlast。Speechshookhimlikeaflame:

\"Yea,thoughthoupluckedthestarsfromoutthesky,Eachlovelyonewouldbeawitheredshame——

Eachthoucouldstfindorname——

Tothisfire-heartedbeauty!\"WearilyThegenieheard。AslowsmilecamelikedawnOverhisface。\"Thytaskisdone!\"hesaid。

Awhirlwindroared,smokeshattered,hewasgone;

And,likeasuddenhorn,Themoonshoneclear,nolongersmokedandred。

Theypassedintotheboat。ThegoldoarsbeatLoudly,thenfainter,fainter,tillatlastOnlythequietwatersbarelymovedAlongthewhisperingsand——tillallthevastExpanseofseabegantoshakewithheat,Andmorningbroughtsoftairs,bysailorsloved。

Andafter?……Well……

Theshop-bellclangs!Whocomes?

Quinine——IpourthelittlebittergrainsOutuponblue,glazedsquaresofpaper。So。

AndalltheduskIshallsitherealone,Withmanypowersinmyhands——ah,seeHowtheblurredlabelsrunontheoldjars!

Opium——andacruelandsleepyscent,Theharshtasteofwhitepoppies;India——

Thewrithingwoodsa-crawlwithmonstrouslife,Savewherethedeodarsaresetlikespears,Andacalmpoolismirroredebony;

Opium——brownandwarmandslender-breastedSherises,shakingoffthecoolblackwater,Andtwistingupherhair,thatripplesdown,Atorrentofblackwater,toherfeet;

Howthedropssparkleinthemoonlight!OnceImadearhymeaboutit,singingsoftly:

OverDamascuseverystarKeepshisunchangingcourseandcold,Thedarkweighslikeanironbar,Theintenseandpallidnightisold,Dimthemoon’sscimitar。

Stillthelampsblazewithinthosehalls,WherepoppiesheapthemarblevatsForgirlstotread;thethickairpalls;

AndshadowshanglikeevilbatsAboutthescentedwalls。

Thegirlsaremany,andtheysing;

Theirwhitefeetfalllikeflakesofsnow,Makingaceaselessmurmuring——

Whispersoflove,deadlongago,Anddear,forgottenSpring。

Onealonesingsnot。TiredlySheseesthewhitebloomscrushed,andsmellsTheheavyscent。Theychatter:\"See!

WhiteZirathinksofnothingelseButthemorn’sjollity——

\"ThenHarountakesher!\"Butshedreams,Unhearing,ofacertainfieldOfpoppies,cutbymanystreams,LikelinesacrossaroundTurkshield,Wherenowthehotsungleams。

Thefieldwhereontheywalkedthatday,Andsplendorfilledherbodyup,Andhis;andthenthetrampledclay,Andslowsmokeclimbingthesky’scupFromwherethevillagelay。

Andafter——muchacheofthewrists,Wherethecordsirkedher——tillshecame,Thepriceofmanyamethysts,Hither。AndnowtheultimateshameBlewtrumpetinthelists。

Andsoshetrodthepoppiesthere,Rememberingotherpoppies,too,Anddidnotseemtoseeorcare。

Without,thefirstgraydropsofdewSweetenedthetremblingair。

Shetrodthepoppies。HourspassedUntilshesleptatlength——andTimeDraggedhisslowsickle。WhenatlastShewoke,themoonshone,brightasrime,Andnight’stiderolledonfast。

Shemoanedonce,knowingeverything;

Then,bittererthandeath,shefoundThesofthandmaidens,inaring,Cometoanointher,allaround,Thatshemightpleasetheking。

Opium——andtheodordiesaway,Leavingtheairyetheavy——cassia——myrrh——

Bitterandsplendid。See,thepoisonscome,Troopinginsquatgreenvials,blazonedredWithgrinningskulls:strychnine,apalliddustOftinygrains,likebonesgroundfine;andnextThemuddygreenofarsenic,alllivid,Likestthefaceofonelongdead——theycreepAlongthedustyshelflikedeadlybeetles,Whosefangsarecarvedwithrunnels,thatthebloodMayrundowneasilytotheblindmouthThatsnapsandgapes;andhighabovethemthere,Mymaster’spride,acobwebbed,yellowpotOfhoneyfromMountHybla。DothebeesStillmoanamongthelowsweetpurpleclover,Endlesslymany?Stillindeep-hushedwoods,WhentheincrediblesilverofthemoonComeslikealivingwindthroughsleep-bowedbranches,Stillstealdarkshapesfromtheenchantedglens,Whichyetarepurplewithhighdreams,andstillFrontingthatquietandeternalshieldWhichismuchmorethanPeace,doestherestillstandOnesharpblackshadow——andtheshort,smoothhornsAreclearagainstthatdisk?

OgreatDiana!

I,Ihavepraisedthee,yetIdonotknowWhatmovesmymindsostrangely,savethatonceIlayallnightuponathymyhill,Andwatchedtheslowcloudspasslikeheaped-upfoamAcrossbluemarble,tillatlastnospeckBlottedtheclearexpanse,andthefullmoonRoseinmuchlight,andallnightlongIsawHerorderedprogress,till,inmidmostheaven,Therecameaterriblesilence,andthemiceCrepttotheirholes,thecricketsdidnotchirp,Allthesmallnight-soundsstopped——andclearpurelightRippledlikesilkovertheuniverse,Mostcoldandbleak;andyetmyheartbeatfast,Waitinguntilthestillnessbroke。IknownotForwhatIwaited——somethingverygreat——

IdarednotlookuptotheskyforfearAbrittlecracklingshouldclashsuddenlyAgainstthequiet,andablacklinecreepAcrossthesky,andwidenlikeamouth,Untilthebrokenheavensstreamedapart,Liketornlostbanners,andtheimmortalfires,Roaringlikelions,askedtheirmeatfromGod。

Ilaythere,ablackblotuponashieldOfquivering,waterywhiteness。ThehushheldUntilIstaggeredupandcriedaloud,AndthenitseemedthatsomethingfartoogreatForknowledge,andillimitableasGod,Rentthedarkskylikelightning,andIfell,And,falling,heardawildandrushingwindOfmusic,andsawlightsthatblindedmeWithwhite,impenetrableswords,andfeltApressureofsofthandsuponmylips,Uponmyeyelids——andsincethenIcoughAttimes,andhavestrangethoughtsaboutthestars,Thatsomeday——someday——

Come,Imustbequick!

Mymasterwillbebacksoon。LetmelightThinblueArabianpastilles,andsitLikeadeadgodincensedbychantingpriests,Andwatchthepungentsmokewreatheupandup,Untilhecomes——thoughhemayragebecauseTheycostgoodmoney。ThenIshallwalkhomeOverthemoor。AlreadythemoonclimbsAbovetheworld’sedge。BythetimehecomesShewillbefullyrisen。——There’shisstep!

II。

Miscellaneous。

RainafteraVaudevilleShowThelastposeflickered,failed。Thescreen’sdeadwhiteGlaredinasuddenfloodingofharshlightStabbingtheeyes;andasIstumbledoutThecurtainrose。AfatgirlwithapoutAndlegslikehams,begantosing\"HisMother\"。

Gustsofbadairroseinachokingsmother;

Smoke,thewetsteamofclothes,thestenchofplush,Powder,cheapperfume,mingledinarush。

Isteppedintothelobby——andstoodstillStruckdumbbysuddenbeauty,bodyandwill。

Cleannessandrapture——excellencemadeplain——

Thestorming,thrashingarrowsoftherain!

Pouringanddrippingontheroofsandrods,Smellingofwoodsandhillsandfresh-turnedsods,Blackonthesidewalks,grayinthefarsky,Crashingonthirstypanes,onguttersdry,Hurryingthecrowdtoshelter,makingfairThestreets,thehouses,andtheheat-soakedair,——

Merciful,holy,charging,sweeping,flashing,Itsmotethesoulwithamostironclashing!……

Likedragons’eyesthestreet-lampssuddenlygleamed,Yellowandroundanddim-lowglobesofflame。

And,scarce-perceived,theclouds’tallbannersstreamed。

Outofthepettywars,thedailyshame,Beautystrovesuddenly,androse,andflowered……

Igrippedmycoatandplungedwhereawningslowered。

Madeonewithhissingblackness,caught,embraced,Bysplendorandbystrivingandswifthaste——

Springcominginwiththunderingsandstrife——

Istampedthegroundinthestrongjoyoflife!

TheCityRevisitedThegreygullsdriftacrossthebaySoftlyandstillasflakesofsnowAgainstthethinningfog。AlldayIsatandwatchedthemcomeandgo;

Andnowatlastthesunwasset,FillingthewaveswithcoloredfireTilleachseemedlikeajewelledspireThrustupfromsomedrownedcity。SoonFrompeakandcliffandminaretThecity’slightsbegantowink,Eachlikeafriendlyword。ThemoonBegantobroadenouthershield,Spurtingwithsilver。StraightbeforeThebrownhillslaylikequietbeastsStretchedoutbesideawell-loveddoor,AndfillingearthandskyandfieldWiththecalmheavingoftheirbreasts。

Nothingwasgone,nothingwaschanged,ThesmallestwavewasunestrangedByallthelongacheoftheyearsSincelastIsawthem,blindwithtears。

Theirwelcomelikethehillsstoodfast:

AndI,Ihadcomehomeatlast。

SoIlaughedoutwiththemaloudTothinkthatnowthesunwasbroad,Andclimbinguptheironsky,WheretherawstreetsstretchedsullenlyAboutanotherroomIknew,Inameanhouse——andsoonthere,too,ThesmithwouldbursttheflimsydoorAndfindmelyingonthefloor。

JustwhereIfelltheothernight,Afterthatbreakingwaveofpain。——

Howtheywillstormandrageandfight,Servantsandmistress,oneandall,\"Nomoneyforthefuneral!\"

Ibrokemylifethere。LetitstandAtthat。

Thewatersareaplain,Heavingandbrightoneitherhand,AtremulousandlustralpeaceWhichshallendurethoughallthingscease,FillingmyheartaswaterfillsAcup。Therestandthequiethills。

So,waitingformywingstogrow,Iwatchthegullssailtoandfro,Risingandfalling,softandswift,Driftingalongasbubblesdrift。

And,thoughIseethefaceofGodHereafter——thisdayhaveItrodNearertoHimthanIshalltreadEveragain。Thenightisdead。

Andthere’sthedawn,pouredoutlikewineAlongthedimhorizon-line。

Andfromthecitycomesthechimes——

Wehaveourheavenonearth——sometimes!

GoingBacktoSchoolTheboatploughedon。NowAlcatrazwaspastAndallthegreywavesflamedtoredagainAtthedeadsun’slastglimmer。FarandvastTheSausalitolightsburnedsuddenlyInlittledotsandclumps,asifapenHadscrawledvaguelinesofgoldacrossthehills;

Theskywaslikeacupsomerarewinefills,Andstarscameashewatched——andhewasfreeOnesplendidinstant——backinthegreatroom,CurledinachairwithallofthembesideAndthewholeworldarushofhappyvoices,Withlaughterbeatinginaclamoroustide……

SawonceagaintheheatofharvestfumeUptotheemptyskyinthreadslikeglass,Andran,andwasapartofwhatrejoicesInthunderousnightsofrain;layinthegrassSun-bakedandtired,lookingthroughamazeOftinystemsintoanewgreenworld;

Oncemoreknewevesofperfume,daysablazeWithclear,dryheatonthebrown,rollingfields;

ShudderedwithfearfulecstasyinbedOverabookofknightsandbloodyshields……

Theshipslowed,jarredandstopped。There,straightahead,Weredockandfellows。Stumbling,hewaswhirledOutandawaytomeetthem——andhisbackSlumpedtotheoldhalf-cringe,hishandsfellslack;

Abigboy’sarmwentroundhim——andatwistSentshatteringpainalonghistorturedwrist,Asavoicecried,abloatedvoiceandfat,\"Whyit’sMissNancy!Comealong,yourat!\"

NosImmortalesPerhapswegowithwindandcloudandsun,Intothefreecompanionshipofair;

Perhapswithsunsetswhenthedayisdone,All’sonetome——Idonotgreatlycare;

Solongastherearebrownhills——andatreeLikeamadprophetinalandofdearth——

AndIcanlieandheareternallyThevastmonotonousbreathingoftheearth。

Ihaveknownhours,slowandgolden-glowing,Lovelywithlaughterandsuffusedwithlight,OLord,insuchatimeappointmygoing,Whenthehandsclench,andthecoldfacegrowswhite,Andthesparkdieswithinthefeeblebrain,Spillingitsstar-dustbacktodustagain。

YoungBlood\"But,sir,\"Isaid,\"theytellmethemanisliketodie!\"

TheCanonshookhisheadindulgently。\"Youngblood,Cousin,\"heboomed。

\"Youngblood!Youthwillbeserved!\"——D’Hermonville’sFabliaux。

HewokeupwithasicktasteinhismouthAndlaythereheavily,whiledancingmotesWhirledthroughhisbraininendless,ripplingstreams,AndagreymistweigheddownuponhiseyesSothattheycouldnotopenfully。YetAftersometimehisblurredmindstumbledbackToitslastraggedmemory——aroom;

Airfoulwithwine;ashouting,reelingcrowdOffriendswhodraggedhim,dazedandblindwithdrinkOuttothestreet;acrazyroutofcabs;

Thesteadymutterofhisneighbor’svoice,Mumblingoutdullobscenitybyrote;

Andthen……well,theyhadbroughthimhomeitseemed,Sinceheawokeinbed——oh,damnthebusiness!

Hehadnotwantedit——thesillyjokes,\"Onelast,greatnightoffreedomereyou’remarried!\"

\"You’llgetnofunthen!\"\"H-ssh,don’ttellthatstory!

He’llhaveawifesoon!\"——God!thesittingdownTodrinktillyouweresodden!……

LikegreatlightShecameintohisthoughts。Thatwastheworst。

TowallowinthemudlikethisbecauseHisfriendswerefools……Hewasnotfittotouch,Tosee,ohfar,faroff,thatsilverplaceWhereGodstoodmanifesttomaninher……

Foulinghimself……Onethinghebroughttoher,Atleast。Hehadbeenclean;hadtakenitAkindofpointofhonorfromthefirst……

Othersmightdoit……buthedidn’tcareForthosethings……

Suddenlyhisvisioncleared。

Andsomethingseemedtogrowwithinhismind……

Somethingwaswrong——thecolorofthewall——

Thequeershapeofthebedposts——everythingWaschanged,somehow……hisroom。Wasthishisroom?……Heturnedhishead——andsawbesidehimthereThesaggingbody’sslope,thepaint-smearedface,Andtheloose,openmouth,laxandawry,Thebreasts,thebleachedandbrittlehair……thesethings……AsifallHellwerecrushedtoonebrightlineOflightningforamoment。Thenhesank,Pronebeneathanintolerableweight。

Andbitterloathingcreptupallhislimbs。

TheQualityofCourageBlacktreesagainstanorangesky,Treesthatthewindshookterribly,Likeaharshspumealongtheroad,Quaveringuplikewitheredarms,Writhinglikestreams,liketwistedcharmsOfhotleadflunginsnow。BelowTheironicestunglikeagoad,Slashingthetornshoesfrommyfeet,Andalltheairwasbittersleet。

Andallthelandwascrampedwithsnow,Steel-strongandfierceandglimmeringwan,Likepaleplainsofobsidian。

——AndyetIstrove——andIwasfireAndice——andfireandicewereoneInonevasthungerofdesire。

Adimdesire,ofpleasantplaces,Andlushfieldsinthesummersun,Andlogsaflame,andwalls,andfaces,——Andwine,andoldambrosialtalk,Agoldenballinfountainsdancing,Andunforgottenhands。(Ah,God,ItrodthemdownwhereIhavetrod,Andtheyremain,andtheyremain,Etchedinunutterablepain,Lovedlipsandfacesnowapart,Thatoncewerecloserthanmyheart——

Inagony,inagony,Andhorriblyapartofme……

ForLetheisfornomanset,AndinHellmaynomanforget。)

Andtherewereflowers,andjugs,bright-glancing,AndoldItalianswords——andlooks,Amoment’sglanceoffire,offire,Spiring,leaping,flaminghigher,Intotheintense,thecloudlessblue,Untiltwosoulswereone,andflame,Andveryflesh,andyetthesame!

AsifallspringswerecrushedanewIntooneglobeddropofdew!

ButforthemostIthoughtofheat,Desiringgreatly……HotwhitesandThelazybodyliesatrestin,Orsun-dried,scentedgrasstonestin,Andfires,innumerablefires,GreatfagotshurlinggoldengyresOfsparksfarup,andtheredheartInsea-coals,crashingastheypartTotinyflares,andkindlingsnapping,BunchedsticksthatbursttheirstringandwrappingAndfalllikejackstraws;greenandblueTheevilflamesofdriftwoodtoo,Andheavy,sullenlumpsofcokeWithstill,fierceheatanduglysmoke……Andthenthevisionofhisface,Andtheirs,alltheirs,camelikeasword,Thrice,totheheart——andasIfellIthoughtIsawalightbefore。

Iwoke。Myhandswereblueandsore,Tornontheice。IscarcelyfeltThefrozensleetbegintomeltUponmyfaceasIbreatheddeeper,Butlaytherewarmly,likeasleeperWhoshiftshisarmonce,andmoanslow,Andthensinksbacktonight。Slow,slow,AndstillasDeath,cameSleepandDeathAndlookedatmewithquietbreath。

Unbendingfigures,blackandstarkAgainsttheintensedeepsofthedark。

Tallandliketrees。LikesweetandfireRestcreptandcreptalongmyveins,Gently。Andtherewerenomorepains……

Wasitnotbettersotolie?

Thefightwasdone。EvengodstireOffighting……Mywaywasthewrong。

NowIshoulddriftanddriftalongToendlessquiet,goldenpeace……

Andletthetorturedbodycease。

Andthenalightwinkedlikeaneye……AndverymanymilesawayAgirlstoodatawarm,litdoor,Holdingalamp。RayuponrayItcloakedthesnowwithperfectlight。

AndwhereshewastherewasnonightNorcouldbe,ever。Godissure,Andinhishandsarethingssecure。

ItisnotgivenmetotraceThelovelylaughterofthatface,Likeaclearbrookmostfulloflight,Orolivesswayingonaheight,Sosilvertheyhavewings,almost;

LikeagreatwordonceknownandlostAndmeaningallthings。NorhervoiceAhappysoundwherelarksrejoice,Herbody,thatgreatloveliness,Thetenderfashionofherdress,Imaynotpaintthem。

TheseIsee,Blazingthroughalleternity,Afire-wingedsign,aglorioustree!

Shestoodthere,andatonceIknewThebitterthingthatImustdo。

Therecouldbenosurrendernow;

ThoughSleepandDeathwerewhisperinglow。

Mywaywaswrong。So。WoulditmendIfIshrankbackbeforetheend?

Andsanktodeathandcowardice?

No,thelastleesmustbedrainedup,Basewinefromanignoblecup;

(YetnotsobaseassleekcontentWhenIhadshrunkfrompunishment)

Thewretchedbodystrainanew!

Lifewasastormtowanderthrough。

Itookthewrongway。Goodandwell,AtleastmyfeetsoughtoutnotHell!

ThoughnightwereoneconsumingflameImustgoonformybaseaim,Andso,perhaps,makeevilgrowTosomethingcleanbyagony……

Andreachthatlightuponthesnow……

Andtouchherdressatlast……

So,so,Icrawled。IcouldnotspeakorseeSavedimly。Theiceglaredlikefire,AlongbrightHellofchokingcold,Andeachveinwasatautenedwire,Throbbingwithtorture——andIcrawled。

Myhandswerewounds。

SoIattainedThesecondHell。ThesnowwasstainedIthought,andshookmyheadatitHowreditwas!Blacktree-rootsclutchedAndtore——andsoonthesnowwassmutchedAnew;andIlurchedbabblingon,Andthenfelldowntorestabit,AndcameuponanotherHell……

Loosestonesthaticemadeterrible,Thatrolledandgashedmenastheyfell。

Istumbled,slipped……andallwasgoneThatIhadgained。OncemoreIlayBeforethelongbrightHellofice。

Andstillthelightwasfaraway。

TherewasredmistbeforemyeyesOrIcouldtellyouhowIwentAcrosstheswayingfirmament,Aglitteringtortureofcoldstars,AndhowIfoughtinTitanwars……

Anddied……andlivedagainuponTherack……andhowthehorsesstrainWhentheirredtaskisnearlydone……

IonlyknowthattherewasPain,InfiniteandeternalPain。

AndthatIfell——androseagain。

Soshewaswalkingintheroad。

AndIstooduprightlikeaman,Once,andfellblind,andheardhercry……

Andthentherecamelongagony。

TherewasnopainwhenIawoke,Nopainatall。Rest,likeagoad,Spurredmyeyesopen——andlightbrokeUponthemlikeamillionswords:

Andshewasthere。Therearenowords。

Heavenisforamoment’sspan。

Andever。

SoIspokeandsaid,\"Myhonorstandsupunbetrayed,AndIhaveseenyou。Dear……\"

SharppainClosedlikeacloak……

Imoanedanddied。

Here,evenhere,thesethingsremain。

Ishalldrawnearertoherside。

Ohdearandlaughing,losttome,HiddeningreyEternity,Ishallattain,withburningfeet,Toyouandtothemercy-seat!

Theagescrumbledownlikedust,Darkroses,deviouslythrustAndscatteredinsweetwine——butI,Ishallliftuptoyoumycry,AndkissyourwetlipspresentlyBeneaththeever-livingTree。

ThisinmyheartIkeepforgoad!

Somewhere,inHeavenshewalksthatroad。

Somewhere……inHeaven……shewalks……that……road……

CampusSonnets:

1。BeforeanExaminationThelittlelettersdanceacrossthepage,Flauntandretire,andtrickthetiredeyes;

Sickofthestrain,theglaringlight,IriseYawningandstretching,fullofemptyrageAtthedullmaunderingsofalongdeadsage,Flingupthewindows,flingasidehislies;

Choosingtobreathe,notstifleandbewise,Andlettheairpourinuponmycage。

ThebreezeblowscoolandtherearestarsandstarsBeyondthedark,softmassesoftheelmsThatwhisperthingsinwindytonesandlight。

Theyseemtowheelfordim,celestialwars;

AndI——IheartheclashofsilverhelmsRingicy-clearfromthefardeepsofnight。

2。TalkTobaccosmokedriftsuptothedimceilingFromhalfadozenpipesandcigarettes,Curlinginendlessshapes,inblueringswheeling,Asformlessasourtalk。Phil,drawling,betsCornellwillwintherelayinawalk,WhileBobandMacdiscusstheGiants’chances;

Deepinamorris-chair,Billscowlsat\"Falk\",Johngiveslargeviewsaboutthelastfewdances。

Andsoitgoes——anidlespeechandaimless,Afewchancephrases;yetIseebehindTheemptywordsthegleamofabeautytameless,Friendshipandpeaceandfiretostrikemenblind,Tillthewholeworldseemssmallandbrighttohold——

Ofallouryouththishourispuregold。

3。MayMorningIliestretchedoutuponthewindow-seatAnddoze,andreadapageortwo,anddoze,Andfeeltheairlikewateronmeclose,GreatwavesofsunnyairthatlipandbeatWithasmallnoise,monotonousandsweet,Againstthewindow——andthescentofcool,Frailflowersbysomebrownanddew-drenchedpoolPossessesmefromdrowsyheadtofeet。

Thisisthetimeofall-sufficinglaughterAtidioticthingssomeonehasdone,Andthereisneitherpastnorvaguehereafter。

AndallyourbodystretchesinthesunAnddrinksthelightinlikealiquidthing;

Filledwiththedivinelanguoroflatespring。

4。Return——1917

\"TheCollegewillreopenSept。——。\"`Catalogue’。

IwasjustaimingatthejaggedholeTornintheyellowsandbagsoftheirtrench,Whensomethingthrewmesidewayswithawrench,AndtheskiesseemedtoshrivellikeascrollAnddisappear……andproppedagainsttheboleOfabigelmIlay,andwatchedthecloudsFloatthroughtheblue,deepskyinspecklesscrowds,AndIwascleanagain,andyoung,andwhole。

Lord,whatadreamthatwas!AndwhatadozeWaitingforBilltocomealongtoclass!

I’vecutitnow——andhe——Oh,hello,Fred!

Why,what’sthematter?——here——don’tbeanass,Sitdownandtellme!——Whatdoyousuppose?

IdreamedI……AMI……wounded?\"YOUAREDEAD。\"

AlexanderVIDineswiththeCardinalofCapuaNext,then,thepeacock,giltWithallitsfeathers。Look,whatgorgeousdyesFlowintheeyes!

Andhowdeep,lustrousgreensaresplashedandspiltAlongtheback,thatlikeasea-wave’screstScatterssoftbeautyo’erth’emblazonedbreast!

Astrangefowl!ButmostfitForfeastslikethis,wherebyIhonoronePureasthesun!

Yetglowingwiththefieryzealofit!

Somewine?Yourgoblet’sempty?Letitfoam!

ItisnotoftenthatyoucometoRome!

YouliketheVeniceglass?

Rippledwithlinesthatfloatlikewomen’scurls,Necklikeagirl’s,Fierce-glowingasachaliceintheMass?

Youstart——’twasartistthen,notPopewhospoke!

AveMariastella!——ah,itbroke!

’TissaidtheybreakaloneWhenpoisonwritheswithin。Afoolishtale!

What,youlookpale?

Caraffa,fetchasilvercup!……YouownABirthofVenus,now——orsoI’veheard,Lovelyasthebreast-plumageofabird。

AlsoaDancingFaun,HewnwiththelithegraceofPraxiteles;

GlobedpearlstopleaseAsultan;goldenveilsthatdroplikelawn——

HowhappyIcouldbewithbutatitheOfyourpossessions,fortunateone!Don’twritheButtakethesecushionshere!

Nowforthefruit!Greatpeaches,satin-skinned,Roughtamarind,Pomegranatesredaslips——ohtheycomedear!

Butmenlikeyouwefeastatanyprice——

Aplumperhaps?They’relookingrathernice!

I’llcutthethinginhalf。