ChapterI
Inmyopinion,itisimpossibletocreatecharactersuntilonehasspentalongtimeinstudyingmen,asitisimpossibletospeakalanguageuntilithasbeenseriouslyacquired。Notbeingoldenoughtoinvent,Icontentmyselfwithnarrating,andIbegthereadertoassurehimselfofthetruthofastoryinwhichallthecharacters,withtheexceptionoftheheroine,arestillalive。Eye-witnessesofthegreaterpartofthefactswhichI
havecollectedaretobefoundinParis,andImightcalluponthemtoconfirmmeifmytestimonyisnotenough。And,thankstoaparticularcircumstance,Ialonecanwritethesethings,forI
aloneamabletogivethefinaldetails,withoutwhichitwouldhavebeenimpossibletomakethestoryatonceinterestingandcomplete。
Thisishowthesedetailscametomyknowledge。Onthe12thofMarch,1847,IsawintheRueLafitteagreatyellowplacardannouncingasaleoffurnitureandcuriosities。Thesalewastotakeplaceonaccountofthedeathoftheowner。Theowner\'snamewasnotmentioned,butthesalewastobeheldat9,Rued\'Antin,onthe16th,from12to5。Theplacardfurtherannouncedthattheroomsandfurniturecouldbeseenonthe13thand14th。
Ihavealwaysbeenveryfondofcuriosities,andImadeupmymindnottomisstheoccasion,ifnotofbuyingsome,atalleventsofseeingthem。NextdayIcalledat9,Rued\'Antin。
Itwasearlyintheday,andyettherewerealreadyanumberofvisitors,bothmenandwomen,andthewomen,thoughtheyweredressedincashmereandvelvet,andhadtheircarriageswaitingforthematthedoor,gazedwithastonishmentandadmirationattheluxurywhichtheysawbeforethem。
Iwasnotlongindiscoveringthereasonofthisastonishmentandadmiration,for,havingbeguntoexaminethingsalittlecarefully,IdiscoveredwithoutdifficultythatIwasinthehouseofakeptwoman。Now,ifthereisonethingwhichwomeninsocietywouldliketosee(andthereweresocietywomenthere),itisthehomeofthosewomenwhosecarriagessplashtheirowncarriagesdaybyday,who,likethem,sidebysidewiththem,havetheirboxesattheOperaandattheItaliens,andwhoparadeinParistheopulentinsolenceoftheirbeauty,theirdiamonds,andtheirscandal。
Thisonewasdead,sothemostvirtuousofwomencouldenterevenherbedroom。Deathhadpurifiedtheairofthisabodeofsplendidfoulness,andifmoreexcusewereneeded,theyhadtheexcusethattheyhadmerelycometoasale,theyknewnotwhose。Theyhadreadtheplacards,theywishedtoseewhattheplacardshadannounced,andtomaketheirchoicebeforehand。Whatcouldbemorenatural?Yet,allthesame,inthemidstofallthesebeautifulthings,theycouldnothelplookingaboutforsometracesofthiscourtesan\'slife,ofwhichtheyhadheard,nodoubt,strangeenoughstories。
Unfortunatelythemysteryhadvanishedwiththegoddess,and,foralltheirendeavours,theydiscoveredonlywhatwasonsalesincetheowner\'sdecease,andnothingofwhathadbeenonsaleduringherlifetime。Fortherest,therewereplentyofthingsworthbuying。Thefurniturewassuperb;therewererosewoodandbuhlcabinetsandtables,SevresandChinesevases,Saxestatuettes,satin,velvet,lace;therewasnothinglacking。
Isaunteredthroughtherooms,followingtheinquisitiveladiesofdistinction。TheyenteredaroomwithPersianhangings,andI
wasjustgoingtoenterinturn,whentheycameoutagainalmostimmediately,smiling,andasifashamedoftheirowncuriosity。I
wasallthemoreeagertoseetheroom。Itwasthedressing-room,laidoutwithallthearticlesoftoilet,inwhichthedeadwoman\'sextravaganceseemedtobeseenatitsheight。
Onalargetableagainstthewall,atablethreefeetinwidthandsixinlength,glitteredallthetreasuresofAucocandOdiot。Itwasamagnificentcollection,andtherewasnotoneofthosethousandlittlethingssonecessarytothetoiletofawomanofthekindwhichwasnotingoldorsilver。Suchacollectioncouldonlyhavebeengottogetherlittlebylittle,andthesameloverhadcertainlynotbegunandendedit。
Notbeingshockedatthesightofakeptwoman\'sdressing-room,I
amusedmyselfwithexaminingeverydetail,andIdiscoveredthatthesemagnificentlychiselledobjectsboredifferentinitialsanddifferentcoronets。Ilookedatoneafteranother,eachrecallingaseparateshame,andIsaidthatGodhadbeenmercifultothepoorchild,innothavinglefthertopaytheordinarypenalty,butrathertodieinthemidstofherbeautyandluxury,beforethecomingofoldage,thecourtesan\'sfirstdeath。
Isthereanythingsadderintheworldthantheoldageofvice,especiallyinwoman?Shepreservesnodignity,sheinspiresnointerest。Theeverlastingrepentance,notoftheevilwaysfollowed,butoftheplansthathavemiscarried,themoneythathasbeenspentinvain,isassaddeningathingasonecanwellmeetwith。Iknewanagedwomanwhohadoncebeen\"gay,\"whoseonlylinkwiththepastwasadaughteralmostasbeautifulassheherselfhadbeen。Thispoorcreaturetowhomhermotherhadneversaid,\"Youaremychild,\"excepttobidhernourishheroldageassheherselfhadnourishedheryouth,wascalledLouise,and,beingobedienttohermother,sheabandonedherselfwithoutvolition,withoutpassion,withoutpleasure,asshewouldhaveworkedatanyotherprofessionthatmighthavebeentaughther。
Theconstantsightofdissipation,precociousdissipation,inadditiontoherconstantsicklystate,hadextinguishedinhermindalltheknowledgeofgoodandevilthatGodhadperhapsgivenher,butthatnoonehadeverthoughtofdeveloping。I
shallalwaysrememberher,asshepassedalongtheboulevardsalmosteverydayatthesamehour,accompaniedbyhermotherasassiduouslyasarealmothermighthaveaccompaniedherdaughter。
Iwasveryyoungthen,andreadytoacceptformyselftheeasymoralityoftheage。Iremember,however,thecontemptanddisgustwhichawokeinmeatthesightofthisscandalouschaperoning。Herface,too,wasinexpressiblyvirginalinitsexpressionofinnocenceandofmelancholysuffering。ShewaslikeafigureofResignation。
Onedaythegirl\'sfacewastransfigured。Inthemidstofallthedebauchesmappedoutbyhermother,itseemedtoherasifGodhadleftoverforheronehappiness。AndwhyindeedshouldGod,whohadmadeherwithoutstrength,haveleftherwithoutconsolation,underthesorrowfulburdenofherlife?Oneday,then,sherealizedthatshewastohaveachild,andallthatremainedtoherofchastityleapedforjoy。Thesoulhasstrangerefuges。Louiserantotellthegoodnewstohermother。Itisashamefulthingtospeakof,butwearenottellingtalesofpleasantsins;wearetellingoftruefacts,whichitwouldbebetter,nodoubt,topassoverinsilence,ifwedidnotbelievethatitisneedfulfromtimetotimetorevealthemartyrdomofthosewhoarecondemnedwithoutbearing,scornedwithoutjudging;
shamefulitis,butthismotheransweredthedaughterthattheyhadalreadyscarceenoughfortwo,andwouldcertainlynothaveenoughforthree;thatsuchchildrenareuseless,andalying-inissomuchtimelost。
Nextdayamidwife,ofwhomallwewillsayisthatshewasafriendofthemother,visitedLouise,whoremainedinbedforafewdays,andthengotuppalerandfeeblerthanbefore。
Threemonthsafterwardamantookpityonherandtriedtohealher,morallyandphysically;butthelastshockhadbeentooviolent,andLouisediedofit。Themotherstilllives;how?Godknows。
ThisstoryreturnedtomymindwhileIlookedatthesilvertoiletthings,andacertainspaceoftimemusthaveelapsedduringthesereflections,fornoonewasleftintheroombutmyselfandanattendant,who,standingnearthedoor,wascarefullywatchingmetoseethatIdidnotpocketanything。
Iwentuptotheman,towhomIwascausingsomuchanxiety。
\"Sir,\"Isaid,\"canyoutellmethenameofthepersonwhoformerlylivedhere?\"
\"MademoiselleMargueriteGautier。\"
Iknewherbynameandbysight。
\"What!\"Isaidtotheattendant;\"MargueriteGautierisdead?\"
\"Yes,sir。\"
\"Whendidshedie?\"
\"Threeweeksago,Ibelieve。\"
\"Andwhyaretheroomsonview?\"
\"Thecreditorsbelievethatitwillsenduptheprices。Peoplecanseebeforehandtheeffectofthethings;youseethatinducesthemtobuy。\"
\"Shewasindebt,then?\"
\"Toanyextent,sir。\"
\"Butthesalewillcoverit?\"
\"Andmoretoo。\"
\"Whowillgetwhatremainsover?\"
\"Herfamily。\"
\"Shehadafamily?\"
\"Itseemsso。\"
\"Thanks。\"
Theattendant,reassuredastomyintentions,touchedhishat,andIwentout。
\"Poorgirl!\"IsaidtomyselfasIreturnedhome;\"shemusthavehadasaddeath,for,inherworld,onehasfriendsonlywhenoneisperfectlywell。\"AndinspiteofmyselfIbegantofeelmelancholyoverthefateofMargueriteGautier。
Itwillseemabsurdtomanypeople,butIhaveanunboundedsympathyforwomenofthiskind,andIdonotthinkitnecessarytoapologizeforsuchsympathy。
Oneday,asIwasgoingtothePrefectureforapassport,Isawinoneoftheneighbouringstreetsapoorgirlwhowasbeingmarchedalongbytwopolicemen。Idonotknowwhatwasthematter。AllIknowisthatshewasweepingbitterlyasshekissedaninfantonlyafewmonthsold,fromwhomherarrestwastoseparateher。SincethatdayIhaveneverdaredtodespiseawomanatfirstsight。
Chapter2
Thesalewastotakeplaceonthe16th。Aday\'sintervalhadbeenleftbetweenthevisitingdaysandthesale,inordertogivetimefortakingdownthehangings,curtains,etc。Ihadjustreturnedfromabroad。ItwasnaturalthatIhadnotheardofMarguerite\'sdeathamongthepiecesofnewswhichone\'sfriendsalwaystellonreturningafteranabsence。Margueritewasaprettywoman;butthoughthelifeofsuchwomenmakessensationenough,theirdeathmakesverylittle。Theyaresunswhichsetastheyrose,unobserved。Theirdeath,whentheydieyoung,isheardofbyalltheirloversatthesamemoment,forinParisalmostalltheloversofawell-knownwomanarefriends。Afewrecollectionsareexchanged,andeverybody\'slifegoesonasiftheincidenthadneveroccurred,withoutsomuchasatear。
Nowadays,attwenty-five,tearshavebecomesorareathingthattheyarenottobesquanderedindiscriminately。Itisthemostthatcanbeexpectediftheparentswhopayforbeingweptoverareweptoverinreturnforthepricetheypay。
Asforme,thoughmyinitialsdidnotoccuronanyofMarguerite\'sbelongings,thatinstinctiveindulgence,thatnaturalpitythatIhavealreadyconfessed,setmethinkingoverherdeath,moreperhapsthanitwasworththinkingover。I
rememberedhavingoftenmetMargueriteintheBois,whereshewentregularlyeverydayinalittlebluecoupedrawnbytwomagnificentbays,andIhadnoticedinheradistinctionquiteapartfromotherwomenofherkind,adistinctionwhichwasenhancedbyareallyexceptionalbeauty。
Theseunfortunatecreatureswhenevertheygooutarealwaysaccompaniedbysomebodyorother。Asnomancarestomakehimselfconspicuousbybeingseenintheircompany,andastheyareafraidofsolitude,theytakewiththemeitherthosewhoarenotwellenoughofftohaveacarriage,oroneoranotherofthoseelegant,ancientladies,whoseeleganceisalittleinexplicable,andtowhomonecanalwaysgoforinformationinregardtothewomenwhomtheyaccompany。
InMarguerite\'scaseitwasquitedifferent。ShewasalwaysalonewhenshedroveintheChamps-Elysees,lyingbackinhercarriageasmuchaspossible,dressedinfursinwinter,andinsummerwearingverysimpledresses;andthoughsheoftenpassedpeoplewhomsheknew,hersmile,whenshechosetosmile,wasseenonlybythem,andaduchessmighthavesmiledinjustsuchamanner。
Shedidnotdrivetoandfroliketheothers,fromtheRond-PointtotheendoftheChamps-Elysees。ShedrovestraighttotheBois。
Thereshelefthercarriage,walkedforanhour,returnedtohercarriage,anddroverapidlyhome。
AllthesecircumstanceswhichIhadsooftenwitnessedcamebacktomymemory,andIregrettedherdeathasonemightregretthedestructionofabeautifulworkofart。
ItwasimpossibletoseemorecharminbeautythaninthatofMarguerite。Excessivelytallandthin,shehadinthefullestdegreetheartofrepairingthisoversightofNaturebythemerearrangementofthethingsshewore。Hercashmerereachedtotheground,andshowedoneachsidethelargeflouncesofasilkdress,andtheheavymuffwhichsheheldpressedagainstherbosomwassurroundedbysuchcunninglyarrangedfoldsthattheeye,howeverexacting,couldfindnofaultwiththecontourofthelines。Herhead,amarvel,wastheobjectofthemostcoquettishcare。Itwassmall,andhermother,asMussetwouldsay,seemedtohavemadeitsoinordertomakeitwithcare。
Set,inanovalofindescribablegrace,twoblackeyes,surmountedbyeyebrowsofsopureacurvethatitseemedasifpainted;veiltheseeyeswithlovelylashes,which,whendrooped,casttheirshadowontherosyhueofthecheeks;traceadelicate,straightnose,thenostrilsalittleopen,inanardentaspirationtowardthelifeofthesenses;designaregularmouth,withlipspartedgraciouslyoverteethaswhiteasmilk;colourtheskinwiththedownofapeachthatnohandhastouched,andyouwillhavethegeneralaspectofthatcharmingcountenance。
Thehair,blackasjet,wavingnaturallyornot,waspartedontheforeheadintwolargefoldsanddrapedbackoverthehead,leavinginsightjustthetipoftheears,inwhichthereglitteredtwodiamonds,worthfourtofivethousandfrancseach。
HowitwasthatherardentlifehadleftonMarguerite\'sfacethevirginal,almostchildlikeexpression,whichcharacterizedit,isaproblemwhichwecanbutstate,withoutattemptingtosolveit。
Margueritehadamarvellousportraitofherself,byVidal,theonlymanwhosepencilcoulddoherjustice。Ihadthisportraitbymeforafewdaysafterherdeath,andthelikenesswassoastonishingthatithashelpedtorefreshmymemoryinregardtosomepointswhichImightnototherwisehaveremembered。
Someamongthedetailsofthischapterdidnotreachmeuntillater,butIwritethemheresoasnottobeobligedtoreturntothemwhenthestoryitselfhasbegun。
Margueritewasalwayspresentateveryfirstnight,andpassedeveryeveningeitheratthetheatreortheball。Whenevertherewasanewpieceshewascertaintobeseen,andsheinvariablyhadthreethingswithherontheledgeofherground-floorbox:
heropera-glass,abagofsweets,andabouquetofcamellias。
Fortwenty-fivedaysofthemonththecamelliaswerewhite,andforfivetheywerered;nooneeverknewthereasonofthischangeofcolour,whichImentionthoughIcannotexplainit;itwasnoticedbothbyherfriendsandbythehabitue\'softhetheatrestowhichshemostoftenwent。Shewasneverseenwithanyflowersbutcamellias。Attheflorist\'s,MadameBarjon\'s,shehadcometobecalled\"theLadyoftheCamellias,\"andthenamestucktoher。
LikeallthosewhomoveinacertainsetinParis,IknewthatMargueritehadlivedwithsomeofthemostfashionableyoungmeninsociety,thatshespokeofitopenly,andthattheythemselvesboastedofit;sothatallseemedequallypleasedwithoneanother。Nevertheless,foraboutthreeyears,afteravisittoBagnees,shewassaidtobelivingwithanoldduke,aforeigner,enormouslyrich,whohadtriedtoremoveherasfaraspossiblefromherformerlife,and,asitseemed,entirelytoherownsatisfaction。
ThisiswhatIwastoldonthesubject。Inthespringof1847
Margueritewassoillthatthedoctorsorderedhertotakethewaters,andshewenttoBagneres。Amongtheinvalidswasthedaughterofthisduke;shewasnotonlysufferingfromthesamecomplaint,butshewassolikeMargueriteinappearancethattheymighthavebeentakenforsisters;theyoungduchesswasinthelaststageofconsumption,andafewdaysafterMarguerite\'sarrivalshedied。Onemorning,theduke,whohadremainedatBagnerestobenearthesoilthathadburiedapartofhisheart,caughtsightofMargueriteataturnoftheroad。Heseemedtoseetheshadowofhischild,andgoinguptoher,hetookherhands,embracedandweptoverher,andwithoutevenaskingherwhoshewas,beggedhertolethimloveinherthelivingimageofhisdeadchild。Marguerite,aloneatBagnereswithhermaid,andnotbeinginanyfearofcompromisingherself,grantedtheduke\'srequest。Somepeoplewhoknewher,happeningtobeatBagneres,tookuponthemselvestoexplainMademoiselleGautier\'struepositiontotheduke。Itwasablowtotheoldman,fortheresemblancewithhisdaughterwasendedinonedirection,butitwastoolate。Shehadbecomeanecessitytohisheart,hisonlypretext,hisonlyexcuse,forliving。Hemadenoreproaches,hehadindeednorighttodoso,butheaskedherifshefeltherselfcapableofchanginghermodeoflife,offeringherinreturnforthesacrificeeverycompensationthatshecoulddesire。Sheconsented。
ItmustbesaidthatMargueritewasjustthenveryill。Thepastseemedtohersensitivenatureasifitwereoneofthemaincausesofherillness,andasortofsuperstitionledhertohopethatGodwouldrestoretoherbothhealthandbeautyinreturnforherrepentanceandconversion。Bytheendofthesummer,thewaters,sleep,thenaturalfatigueoflongwalks,hadindeedmoreorlessrestoredherhealth。ThedukeaccompaniedhertoParis,wherehecontinuedtoseeherashehaddoneatBagneres。
Thisliaison,whosemotiveandoriginwerequiteunknown,causedagreatsensation,fortheduke,alreadyknownforhisimmensefortune,nowbecameknownforhisprodigality。Allthiswassetdowntothedebaucheryofaricholdman,andeverythingwasbelievedexceptthetruth。Thefather\'ssentimentforMargueritehad,intruth,sopureacausethatanythingbutacommunionofheartswouldhaveseemedtohimakindofincest,andhehadneverspokentoherawordwhichhisdaughtermightnothaveheard。
Farbeitfrommetomakeoutourheroinetobeanythingbutwhatshewas。AslongassheremainedatBagneres,thepromiseshehadmadetothedukehadnotbeenhardtokeep,andshehadkeptit;
but,oncebackinParis,itseemedtoher,accustomedtoalifeofdissipation,ofballs,oforgies,asifthesolitude,onlyinterruptedbytheduke\'sstatedvisits,wouldkillherwithboredom,andthehotbreathofheroldlifecamebackacrossherheadandheart。
WemustaddthatMargueritehadreturnedmorebeautifulthanshehadeverbeen;shewasbuttwenty,andhermalady,sleepingbutnotsubdued,continuedtogiveherthosefeverishdesireswhicharealmostalwaystheresultofdiseasesofthechest。
Itwasagreatgrieftothedukewhenhisfriends,alwaysonthelookoutforsomescandalonthepartofthewomanwithwhom,itseemedtothem,hewascompromisinghimself,cametotellhim,indeedtoprovetohim,thatattimeswhenshewassureofnotseeinghimshereceivedothervisits,andthatthesevisitswereoftenprolongedtillthefollowingday。Onbeingquestioned,Margueriteadmittedeverythingtotheduke,andadvisedhim,withoutarriere-pensee,toconcernhimselfwithhernolonger,forshefeltincapableofcarryingoutwhatshehadundertaken,andshedidnotwishtogoonacceptingbenefitsfromamanwhomshewasdeceiving。Thedukedidnotreturnforaweek;itwasallhecoulddo,andontheeighthdayhecametobegMargueritetolethimstillvisither,promisingthathewouldtakeherasshewas,solongashemightseeher,andswearingthathewouldneverutterareproachagainsther,notthoughheweretodieofit。
This,then,wasthestateofthingsthreemonthsafterMarguerite\'sreturn;thatistosay,inNovemberorDecember,1842。
Chapter3
Atoneo\'clockonthe16thIwenttotheRued\'Antin。Thevoiceoftheauctioneercouldbeheardfromtheouterdoor。Theroomswerecrowdedwithpeople。Therewereallthecelebritiesofthemostelegantimpropriety,furtivelyexaminedbycertaingreatladieswhohadagainseizedtheopportunityofthesaleinordertobeabletosee,closeathand,womenwhomtheymightneverhaveanotheroccasionofmeeting,andwhomtheyenviedperhapsinsecretfortheireasypleasures。TheDuchessofF。elbowedMlle。
A。,oneofthemostmelancholyexamplesofourmoderncourtesan;
theMarquisdeT。hesitatedoverapieceoffurniturethepriceofwhichwasbeingrunhighbyMme。D。,themostelegantandfamousadulteressofourtime;theDukeofY。,whoinMadridissupposedtoberuininghimselfinParis,andinParistoberuininghimselfinMadrid,andwho,asamatteroffact,neverevenreachesthelimitofhisincome,talkedwithMme。M。,oneofourwittieststory-tellers,whofromtimetotimewriteswhatshesaysandsignswhatshewrites,whileatthesametimeheexchangedconfidentialglanceswithMme。deN。,afairornamentoftheChamps-Elysees,almostalwaysdressedinpinkorblue,anddrivingtwobigblackhorseswhichTonyhadsoldherfor10,000
francs,andforwhichshehadpaid,afterherfashion;finally,Mlle。R。,whomakesbyhermeretalenttwicewhatthewomenoftheworldmakebytheirdotandthreetimesasmuchastheothersmakebytheiramours,hadcome,inspiteofthecold,tomakesomepurchases,andwasnottheleastlookedatamongthecrowd。
Wemightcitetheinitialsofmanymoreofthosewhofoundthemselves,notwithoutsomemutualsurprise,sidebysideinoneroom。Butwefeartowearythereader。Wewillonlyaddthateveryonewasinthehighestspirits,andthatmanyofthosepresenthadknownthedeadwoman,andseemedquiteobliviousofthefact。Therewasasoundofloudlaughter;theauctioneersshoutedatthetopoftheirvoices;thedealerswhohadfilledthebenchesinfrontoftheauctiontabletriedinvaintoobtainsilence,inordertotransacttheirbusinessinpeace。Neverwasthereanoisieroramorevariedgathering。
Islippedquietlyintothemidstofthistumult,sadtothinkofwhenonerememberedthatthepoorcreaturewhosegoodswerebeingsoldtopayherdebtshaddiedinthenextroom。Havingcomerathertoexaminethantobuy,Iwatchedthefacesoftheauctioneers,noticinghowtheybeamedwithdelightwheneveranythingreachedapricebeyondtheirexpectations。Honestcreatures,whohadspeculateduponthiswoman\'sprostitution,whohadgainedtheirhundredpercentoutofher,whohadplaguedwiththeirwritsthelastmomentsofherlife,andwhocamenowafterherdeathtogatherinatoncethefruitsoftheirdishonourablecalculationsandtheinterestontheirshamefulcredit,HowwiseweretheancientsinhavingonlyoneGodfortradersandrobbers!
Dresses,cashmeres,jewels,weresoldwithincrediblerapidity。
TherewasnothingthatIcaredfor,andIstillwaited。AllatonceIheard:\"Avolume,beautifullybound,gilt-edged,entitledManonLescaut。Thereissomethingwrittenonthefirstpage。Tenfrancs。\"
\"Twelve,\"saidavoiceafteralongishsilence。
\"Fifteen,\"Isaid。
Why?Ididnotknow。Doubtlessforthesomethingwritten。
\"Fifteen,\"repeatedtheauctioneer。
\"Thirty,\"saidthefirstbidderinatonewhichseemedtodefyfurthercompetition。
Ithadnowbecomeastruggle。\"Thirty-five,\"Icriedinthesametone。
\"Forty。\"
\"Fifty。\"
\"Sixty。\"
\"Ahundred。\"
IfIhadwishedtomakeasensationIshouldcertainlyhavesucceeded,foraprofoundsilencehadensued,andpeoplegazedatmeasiftoseewhatsortofapersonitwas,whoseemedtobesodeterminedtopossessthevolume。
TheaccentwhichIhadgiventomylastwordseemedtoconvincemyadversary;hepreferredtoabandonaconflictwhichcouldonlyhaveresultedinmakingmepaytentimesitspriceforthevolume,and,bowing,hesaidverygracefully,thoughindeedalittlelate:
\"Igiveway,sir。\"
Nothingmorebeingoffered,thebookwasassignedtome。
AsIwasafraidofsomenewfitofobstinacy,whichmyamourpropremighthavesustainedsomewhatbetterthanmypurse,I
wrotedownmyname,hadthebookputononeside,andwentout。I
musthavegivenconsiderablefoodforreflectiontothewitnessesofthisscene,whowouldnodoubtaskthemselveswhatmypurposecouldhavebeeninpayingahundredfrancsforabookwhichI
couldhavehadanywhereforten,or,attheoutside,fifteen。
Anhourafter,Isentformypurchase。Onthefirstpagewaswritteninink,inaneleganthand,aninscriptiononthepartofthegiver。Itconsistedofthesewords:
ManontoMarguerite。
Humility。
ItwassignedArmandDuval。
WhatwasthemeaningofthewordHumility?WasManontorecogniseinMarguerite,intheopinionofM。ArmandDuval,hersuperiorinviceorinaffection?Thesecondinterpretationseemedthemoreprobable,forthefirstwouldhavebeenanimpertinentpieceofplainspeakingwhichMarguerite,whateverheropinionofherself,wouldneverhaveaccepted。
Iwentoutagain,andthoughtnomoreofthebookuntilatnight,whenIwasgoingtobed。
ManonLescautisatouchingstory。Iknoweverydetailofit,andyetwheneverIcomeacrossthevolumethesamesympathyalwaysdrawsmetoit;Iopenit,andforthehundredthtimeIliveoveragainwiththeheroineoftheAbbePrevost。NowthisheroineissotruetolifethatIfeelasifIhadknownher;andthusthesortofcomparisonbetweenherandMargueritegavemeanunusualinclinationtoreadit,andmyindulgencepassedintopity,almostintoakindofloveforthepoorgirltowhomIowedthevolume。Manondiedinthedesert,itistrue,butinthearmsofthemanwholovedherwiththewholeenergyofhissoul;who,whenshewasdead,dugagraveforher,andwatereditwithhistears,andburiedhisheartinit;whileMarguerite,asinnerlikeManon,andperhapsconvertedlikeher,haddiedinasumptuousbed(itseemed,afterwhatIhadseen,thebedofherpast),butinthatdesertoftheheart,amorebarren,avaster,amorepitilessdesertthanthatinwhichManonhadfoundherlastresting-place。
Marguerite,infact,asIhadfoundfromsomefriendswhoknewofthelastcircumstancesofherlife,hadnotasinglerealfriendbyherbedsideduringthetwomonthsofherlongandpainfulagony。
ThenfromManonandMargueritemymindwanderedtothosewhomI
knew,andwhomIsawsingingalongthewaywhichledtojustsuchanotherdeath。Poorsouls!ifitisnotrighttolovethem,isitnotwelltopitythem?Youpitytheblindmanwhohasneverseenthedaylight,thedeafwhohasneverheardtheharmoniesofnature,thedumbwhohasneverfoundavoiceforhissoul,and,underafalsecloakofshame,youwillnotpitythisblindnessofheart,thisdeafnessofsoul,thisdumbnessofconscience,whichsetsthepoorafflictedcreaturebesideherselfandmakesher,inspiteofherself,incapableofseeingwhatisgood,ofbearingtheLord,andofspeakingthepurelanguageofloveandfaith。
HugohaswrittenMarionDelorme,MussethaswrittenBernerette,AlexandreDumashaswrittenFernande,thethinkersandpoetsofalltimehavebroughttothecourtesantheofferingoftheirpity,andattimesagreatmanhasrehabilitatedthemwithhisloveandevenwithhisname。IfIinsistonthispoint,itisbecausemanyamongthosewhohavebeguntoreadmewillbereadytothrowdownabookinwhichtheywillfeartofindanapologyforviceandprostitution;andtheauthor\'sagewilldosomething,nodoubt,toincreasethisfear。Letmeundeceivethosewhothinkthus,andletthemgoonreading,ifnothingbutsuchafearhindersthem。
Iamquitesimplyconvincedofacertainprinciple,whichis:Forthewomanwhoseeducationhasnottaughtherwhatisright,Godalmostalwaysopenstwowayswhichleadthitherthewaysofsorrowandoflove。Theyarehard;thosewhowalkinthemwalkwithbleedingfeetandtornhands,buttheyalsoleavethetrappingsofviceuponthethornsofthewayside,andreachthejourney\'sendinanakednesswhichisnotshamefulinthesightoftheLord。
Thosewhomeettheseboldtravellersoughttosuccourthem,andtotellallthattheyhavemetthem,forinsodoingtheypointouttheway。Itisnotaquestionofsettingattheoutsetoflifetwosign-posts,onebearingtheinscription\"TheRightWay,\"
theothertheinscription\"TheWrongWay,\"andofsayingtothosewhocomethere,\"Choose。\"Onemustneeds,likeChrist,pointoutthewayswhichleadfromthesecondroadtothefirst,tothosewhohavebeeneasilyledastray;anditisneedfulthatthebeginningofthesewaysshouldnotbetoopainfulnorappeartooimpenetrable。
HereisChristianitywithitsmarvellousparableoftheProdigalSontoteachusindulgenceandpardon。Jesuswasfullofloveforsoulswoundedbythepassionsofmen;helovedtobinduptheirwoundsandtofindinthoseverywoundsthebalmwhichshouldhealthem。ThushesaidtotheMagdalen:\"Muchshallbeforgiventheebecausethouhastlovedmuch,\"asublimityofpardonwhichcanonlyhavecalledforthasublimefaith。
WhydowemakeourselvesmorestrictthanChrist?Why,holdingobstinatelytotheopinionsoftheworld,whichhardensitselfinorderthatitmaybethoughtstrong,dowereject,asitrejects,soulsbleedingatwoundsbywhich,likeasickman\'sbadblood,theeviloftheirpastmaybehealed,ifonlyafriendlyhandisstretchedouttolavethemandsetthemintheconvalescenceoftheheart?
ItistomyowngenerationthatIspeak,tothoseforwhomthetheoriesofM。deVoltairehappilyexistnolonger,tothosewho,likemyself,realizethathumanity,fortheselastfifteenyears,hasbeeninoneofitsmostaudaciousmomentsofexpansion。Thescienceofgoodandevilisacquiredforever;faithisrefashioned,respectforsacredthingshasreturnedtous,andiftheworldhasnotallatoncebecomegood,ithasatleastbecomebetter。Theeffortsofeveryintelligentmantendinthesamedirection,andeverystrongwillisharnessedtothesameprinciple:Begood,beyoung,betrue!Evilisnothingbutvanity,letushavetheprideofgood,andaboveallletusneverdespair。Donotletusdespisethewomanwhoisneithermother,sister,maid,norwife。Donotletuslimitesteemtothefamilynorindulgencetoegoism。Since\"thereismorejoyinheavenoveronesinnerthatrepenteththanoverninetyandninejustpersonsthatneednorepentance,\"letusgivejoytoheaven。Heavenwillrenderitbacktouswithusury。Letusleaveonourwaythealmsofpardonforthosewhomearthlydesireshavedrivenastray,whomadivinehopeshallperhapssave,and,asoldwomensaywhentheyofferyou。somehomelyremedyoftheirown,ifitdoesnogooditwilldonoharm。
DoubtlessitmustseemaboldthingtoattempttodeducethesegrandresultsoutofthemeagresubjectthatIdealwith;butI
amoneofthosewhobelievethatallisinlittle。Thechildissmall,andheincludestheman;thebrainisnarrow,anditharboursthought;theeyeisbutapoint,anditcoversleagues。
Chapter4
Twodaysafter,thesalewasended。Ithadproduced3。50,000
francs。Thecreditorsdividedamongthemtwothirds,andthefamily,asisterandagrand-nephew,receivedtheremainder。
Thesisteropenedhereyesverywidewhenthelawyerwrotetoherthatshehadinherited50,000francs。Thegirlhadnotseenhersisterforsixorsevenyears,anddidnotknowwhathadbecomeofherfromthemomentwhenshehaddisappearedfromhome。ShecameuptoParisinhaste,andgreatwastheastonishmentofthosewhohadknownMargueritewhentheysawasheronlyheirafine,fatcountrygirl,whountilthenhadneverlefthervillage。Shehadmadethefortuneatasinglestroke,withoutevenknowingthesourceofthatfortune。Shewentback,Iheardafterward,tohercountryside,greatlysaddenedbyhersister\'sdeath,butwithasadnesswhichwassomewhatlightenedbytheinvestmentatfourandahalfpercentwhichshehadbeenabletomake。
Allthesecircumstances,oftenrepeatedinParis,themothercityofscandal,hadbeguntobeforgotten,andIwasevenlittlebylittleforgettingthepartIhadtakeninthem,whenanewincidentbroughttomyknowledgethewholeofMarguerite\'slife,andacquaintedmewithsuchpatheticdetailsthatIwastakenwiththeideaofwritingdownthestorywhichInowwrite。
Therooms,nowemptiedofalltheirfurniture,hadbeentoletforthreeorfourdayswhenonemorningtherewasaringatmydoor。
Myservant,or,rather,myporter,whoactedasmyservant,wenttothedoorandbroughtmeacard,sayingthatthepersonwhohadgivenittohimwishedtoseeme。
Iglancedatthecardandtherereadthesetwowords:ArmandDuval。
ItriedtothinkwhereIhadseenthename,andrememberedthefirstleafofthecopyofManonLescaut。WhatcouldthepersonwhohadgiventhebooktoMargueritewantofme?Igaveorderstoaskhiminatonce。
Isawayoungman,blond,tall,pale,dressedinatravellingsuitwhichlookedasifhehadnotchangeditforsomedays,andhadnoteventakenthetroubletobrushitonarrivingatParis,foritwascoveredwithdust。
M。Duvalwasdeeplyagitated;hemadenoattempttoconcealhisagitation,anditwaswithtearsinhiseyesandatremblingvoicethathesaidtome:
\"Sir,Ibegyoutoexcusemyvisitandmycostume;butyoungpeoplearenotveryceremoniouswithoneanother,andIwassoanxioustoseeyouto-daythatIhavenotevengonetothehoteltowhichIhavesentmyluggage,andhaverushedstraighthere,fearingthat,afterall,Imightmissyou,earlyasitis。\"
IbeggedM。Duvaltositdownbythefire;hedidso,and,takinghishandkerchieffromhispocket,hidhisfaceinitforamoment。
\"Youmustbeatalosstounderstand,\"hewenton,sighingsadly,\"forwhatpurposeanunknownvisitor,atsuchanhour,insuchacostume,andintears,canhavecometoseeyou。Ihavesimplycometoaskofyouagreatservice。\"
\"Speakon,sir,Iamentirelyatyourdisposal。\"
\"YouwerepresentatthesaleofMargueriteGautier?\"
Atthiswordtheemotion,whichhehadgotthebetterofforaninstant,wastoomuchforhim,andhewasobligedtocoverhiseyeswithhishand。
\"Imustseemtoyouveryabsurd,\"headded,\"butpardonme,andbelievethatIshallneverforgetthepatiencewithwhichyouhavelistenedtome。\"
\"Sir,\"Ianswered,\"iftheservicewhichIcanrenderyouisabletolessenyourtroublealittle,tellmeatoncewhatIcandoforyou,andyouwillfindmeonlytoohappytoobligeyou。\"
M。Duval\'ssorrowwassympathetic,aridinspiteofmyselfIfeltthedesireofdoinghimakindness。Thereuponhesaidtome:
\"YouboughtsomethingatMarguerite\'ssale?\"
\"Yes,abook。\"
\"ManonLescaut?\"
\"Precisely。\"
\"Haveyouthebookstill?\"
\"Itisinmybedroom。\"
Onhearingthis,ArmandDuvalseemedtoberelievedofagreatweight,andthankedmeasifIhadalreadyrenderedhimaservicemerelybykeepingthebook。
Igotupandwentintomyroomtofetchthebook,whichIhandedtohim。
\"Thatisitindeed,\"hesaid,lookingattheinscriptiononthefirstpageandturningovertheleaves;\"thatisitindeed,\"andtwobigtearsfellonthepages。\"Well,sir,\"saidhe,liftinghishead,andnolongertryingtohidefrommethathehadweptandwaseventhenonthepointofweeping,\"doyouvaluethisbookverygreatly?\"
\"Why?\"
\"BecauseIhavecometoaskyoutogiveituptome。\"
\"Pardonmycuriosity,butwasityou,then,whogaveittoMargueriteGautier?\"
\"Itwas!\"
\"Thebookisyours,sir;takeitback。Iamhappytobeabletohanditovertoyou。\"
\"But,\"saidM。Duvalwithsomeembarrassment,\"theleastIcandoistogiveyouinreturnthepricewhichyoupaidforit。\"
\"Allowmetoofferittoyou。Thepriceofasinglevolumeinasaleofthatkindisamerenothing,andIdonotrememberhowmuchIgaveforit。\"
\"Yougaveonehundredfrancs。\"
\"True,\"Isaid,embarrassedinmyturn,\"howdoyouknow?\"
\"Itisquitesimple。IhopedtoreachParisintimeforthesale,andIonlymanagedtogetherethismorning。Iwasabsolutelyresolvedtohavesomethingwhichhadbelongedtoher,andI
hastenedtotheauctioneerandaskedhimtoallowmetoseethelistofthethingssoldandofthebuyers\'names。Isawthatthisvolumehadbeenboughtbyyou,andIdecidedtoaskyoutogiveituptome,thoughthepriceyouhadsetuponitmademefearthatyoumightyourselfhavesomesouvenirinconnectionwiththepossessionofthebook。\"
Ashespoke,itwasevidentthathewasafraidIhadknownMargueriteashehadknownher。Ihastenedtoreassurehim。
\"IknewMlle。Gautieronlybysight,\"Isaid;\"herdeathmadeonmetheimpressionthatthedeathofaprettywomanmustalwaysmakeonayoungmanwhohadlikedseeingher。Iwishedtobuysomethingathersale,andIbidhigherandhigherforthisbookoutofmereobstinacyandtoannoysomeoneelse,whowasequallykeentoobtainit,andwhoseemedtodefymetothecontest。I
repeat,then,thatthebookisyours,andoncemoreIbegyoutoacceptit;donottreatmeasifIwereanauctioneer,andletitbethepledgebetweenusofalongerandmoreintimateacquaintance。\"
\"Good,\"saidArmand,holdingouthishandandpressingmine;\"I
accept,andIshallbegratefultoyouallmylife。\"
IwasveryanxioustoquestionArmandonthesubjectofMarguerite,fortheinscriptioninthebook,theyoungman\'shurriedjourney,hisdesiretopossessthevolume,piquedmycuriosity;butIfearedifIquestionedmyvisitorthatImightseemtohaverefusedhismoneyonlyinordertohavetherighttopryintohisaffairs。
Itwasasifheguessedmydesire,forhesaidtome:
\"Haveyoureadthevolume?\"
\"Allthrough。\"
\"WhatdidyouthinkofthetwolinesthatIwroteinit?\"
\"Irealizedatoncethatthewomantowhomyouhadgiventhevolumemusthavebeenquiteoutsidetheordinarycategory,forI
couldnottakethosetwolinesasamereemptycompliment。\"
\"Youwereright。Thatwomanwasanangel。See,readthisletter。\"
Andhehandedtomeapaperwhichseemedtohavebeenmanytimesreread。
Iopenedit,andthisiswhatitcontained:
\"MYDEARARMAND:——Ihavereceivedyourletter。Youarestillgood,andIthankGodforit。Yes,myfriend,Iamill,andwithoneofthosediseasesthatneverrelent;buttheinterestyoustilltakeinmemakesmysufferingless。Ishallnotlivelongenough,Iexpect,tohavethehappinessofpressingthehandwhichhaswrittenthekindletterIhavejustreceived;thewordsofitwouldbeenoughtocureme,ifanythingcouldcureme。I
shallnotseeyou,forIamquiteneardeath,andyouarehundredsofleaguesaway。Mypoorfriend!yourMargueriteofoldtimesissadlychanged。Itisbetterperhapsforyounottoseeheragainthantoseeherassheis。YouaskifIforgiveyou;
oh,withallmyheart,friend,forthewayyouhurtmewasonlyawayofprovingtheloveyouhadforme。Ihavebeeninbedforamonth,andIthinksomuchofyouresteemthatIwriteeverydaythejournalofmylife,fromthemomentwelefteachothertothemomentwhenIshallbeabletowritenolonger。Iftheinterestyoutakeinmeisreal,Armand,whenyoucomebackgoandseeJulieDuprat。Shewillgiveyoumyjournal。Youwillfindinitthereasonandtheexcuseforwhathaspassedbetweenus。Julieisverygoodtome;weoftentalkofyoutogether。Shewastherewhenyourlettercame,andwebothcriedoverit。
\"Ifyouhadnotsentmeanyword,IhadtoldhertogiveyouthosepaperswhenyoureturnedtoFrance。Donotthankmeforit。
Thisdailylookingbackontheonlyhappymomentsofmylifedoesmeanimmenseamountofgood,andifyouwillfindinreadingitsomeexcuseforthepast。I,formypart,findacontinualsolaceinit。Ishouldliketoleaveyousomethingwhichwouldalwaysremindyouofme,buteverythingherehasbeenseized,andIhavenothingofmyown。
\"Doyouunderstand,myfriend?Iamdying,andfrommybedIcanhearamanwalkingtoandfrointhedrawing-room;mycreditorshaveputhimtheretoseethatnothingistakenaway,andthatnothingremainstomeincaseIdonotdie。Ihopetheywillwaittilltheendbeforetheybegintosell。
\"Oh,menhavenopity!orrather,Iamwrong,itisGodwhoisjustandinflexible!
\"Andnow,dearlove,youwillcometomysale,andyouwillbuysomething,forifIputasidetheleastthingforyou,theymightaccuseyouofembezzlingseizedgoods。
\"ItisasadlifethatIamleaving!
\"ItwouldbegoodofGodtoletmeseeyouagainbeforeIdie。
Accordingtoallprobability,good-bye,myfriend。PardonmeifI
donotwritealongerletter,butthosewhosaytheyaregoingtocuremewearmeoutwithbloodletting,andmyhandrefusestowriteanymore。
\"MARGUERITEGAUTIER。\"
Thelasttwowordswerescarcelylegible。IreturnedthelettertoArmand,whohad,nodoubt,readitoveragaininhismindwhileIwasreadingitonpaper,forhesaidtomeashetookit:
\"Whowouldthinkthatakeptwomancouldhavewrittenthat?\"And,overcomebyrecollections,hegazedforsometimeatthewritingoftheletter,whichhefinallycarriedtohislips。
\"AndwhenIthink,\"hewenton,\"thatshediedbeforeIcouldseeher,andthatIshallneverseeheragain,whenIthinkthatshedidformewhatnosisterwouldeverhavedone,Icannotforgivemyselfforhavinglefthertodielikethat。Dead!Deadandthinkingofme,writingandrepeatingmyname,poordearMarguerite!\"
AndArmand,givingfreeoutlettohisthoughtsandhistears,heldouthishandtome,andcontinued:
\"Peoplewouldthinkitchildishenoughiftheysawmelamentlikethisoveradeadwomansuchasshe;noonewilleverknowwhatI
madethatwomansuffer,howcruelIhavebeentoher!howgood,howresignedshewas!IthoughtitwasIwhohadtoforgiveher,andto-dayIfeelunworthyoftheforgivenesswhichshegrantsme。Oh,Iwouldgivetenyearsofmylifetoweepatherfeetforanhour!\"
Itisalwaysdifficulttoconsoleasorrowthatisunknowntoone,andneverthelessIfeltsolivelyasympathyfortheyoungman,hemademesofranklytheconfidantofhisdistress,thatI
believedawordfrommewouldnotbeindifferenttohim,andI
said:
\"Haveyounoparents,nofriends?Hope。Goandseethem;theywillconsoleyou。Asforme,Icanonlypityyou。\"
\"Itistrue,\"hesaid,risingandwalkingtoandfrointheroom,\"Iamwearyingyou。Pardonme,Ididnotreflecthowlittlemysorrowmustmeantoyou,andthatIamintrudinguponyousomethingwhichcannotandoughtnottointerestyouatall。\"
\"Youmistakemymeaning。Iamentirelyatyourservice;onlyI
regretmyinabilitytocalmyourdistress。Ifmysocietyandthatofmyfriendscangiveyouanydistraction,if,inshort,youhaveneedofme,nomatterinwhatway,Ihopeyouwillrealizehowmuchpleasureitwillgivemetodoanythingforyou。\"
\"Pardon,pardon,\"saidhe;\"sorrowsharpensthesensations。Letmestayhereforafewminuteslonger,longenoughtodrymyeyes,sothattheidlersinthestreetmaynotlookuponitasacuriositytoseeabigfellowlikemecrying。Youhavemademeveryhappybygivingmethisbook。IdonotknowhowIcaneverexpressmygratitudetoyou。\"
\"Bygivingmealittleofyourfriendship,\"saidI,\"andbytellingmethecauseofyoursuffering。Onefeelsbetterwhiletellingwhatonesuffers。\"
\"Youareright。Butto-dayIhavetoomuchneedoftears;Icannotverywelltalk。OnedayIwilltellyouthewholestory,andyouwillseeifIhavereasonforregrettingthepoorgirl。Andnow,\"headded,rubbinghiseyesforthelasttime,andlookingathimselfintheglass,\"saythatyoudonotthinkmetooabsolutelyidiotic,andallowmetocomebackandseeyouanothertime。\"
Hecastonmeagentleandamiablelook。Iwasnearembracinghim。Asforhim,hiseyesagainbegantofillwithtears;hesawthatIperceiveditandturnedawayhishead。
\"Come,\"Isaid,\"courage。\"
\"Good-bye,\"hesaid。
And,makingadesperateefforttorestrainhistears,herushedratherthanwentoutoftheroom。
Iliftedthecurtainofmywindow,andsawhimgetintothecabrioletwhichawaitedhimatthedoor;butscarcelywasheseatedbeforeheburstintotearsandhidhisfaceinhispocket-handkerchief。
Chapter5
AgoodwhileelapsedbeforeIheardanythingmoreofArmand,but,ontheotherhand,IwasconstantlyhearingofMarguerite。
Idonotknowifyouhavenoticed,ifoncethenameofanybodywhomightinthenaturalcourseofthingshavealwaysremainedunknown,oratalleventsindifferenttoyou,shouldhementionedbeforeyou,immediatelydetailsbegintogroupthemselvesaboutthename,andyoufindallyourfriendstalkingtoyouaboutsomethingwhichtheyhavenevermentionedtoyoubefore。Youdiscoverthatthispersonwasalmosttouchingyouandhaspassedclosetoyoumanytimesinyourlifewithoutyournoticingit;
youfindcoincidencesintheeventswhicharetoldyou,arealaffinitywithcertaineventsofyourownexistence。IwasnotabsolutelyatthatpointinregardtoMarguerite,forIhadseenandmether,Iknewherbysightandbyreputation;nevertheless,sincethemomentofthesale,hernamecametomyearssofrequently,and,owingtothecircumstancethatIhavementionedinthelastchapter,thatnamewasassociatedwithsoprofoundasorrow,thatmycuriosityincreasedinproportionwithmyastonishment。TheconsequencewasthatwheneverImetfriendstowhomIhadneverbreathedthenameofMarguerite,Ialwaysbeganbysaying:
\"DidyoueverknowacertainMargueriteGautier?\"
\"TheLadyoftheCamellias?\"
\"Exactly。\"
\"Oh,verywell!\"
Thewordwassometimesaccompaniedbyasmilewhichcouldleavenodoubtastoitsmeaning。
\"Well,whatsortofagirlwasshe?\"
\"Agoodsortofgirl。\"
\"Isthatall?\"
\"Oh,yes;moreintelligenceandperhapsalittlemoreheartthanmost。\"
\"Doyouknowanythingparticularabouther?\"
\"SheruinedBarondeG。\"
\"Nomorethanthat?\"
\"ShewasthemistressoftheoldDukeof……\"
\"Wasshereallyhismistress?\"
\"Sotheysay;atallevents,hegaveheragreatdealofmoney。\"
Thegeneraloutlineswerealwaysthesame。NeverthelessIwasanxioustofindoutsomethingabouttherelationsbetweenMargueriteandArmand。Meetingonedayamanwhowasconstantlyaboutwithknownwomen,Iaskedhim:\"DidyouknowMargueriteGautier?\"
Theanswerwastheusual:\"Verywell。\"
\"Whatsortofagirlwasshe?\"
\"Afine,goodgirl。Iwasverysorrytohearofherdeath。\"
\"HadshenotalovercalledArmandDuval?\"
\"Tallandblond?\"
\"Yes。
\"Itisquitetrue。\"
\"WhowasthisArmand?\"
\"Afellowwhosquanderedonherthelittlemoneyhehad,andthenhadtoleaveher。Theysayhewasquitewildaboutit。\"
\"Andshe?\"
\"Theyalwayssayshewasverymuchinlovewithhim,butasgirlslikethatareinlove。Itisnogoodtoaskthemforwhattheycannotgive。\"
\"WhathasbecomeofArmand?\"
\"Idon\'tknow。Weknewhimverylittle。HewaswithMargueriteforfiveorsixmonthsinthecountry。Whenshecameback,hehadgone。\"
\"Andyouhaveneverseenhimsince?\"
\"Never。\"
I,too,hadnotseenArmandagain。Iwasbeginningtoaskmyselfif,whenhehadcometoseeme,therecentnewsofMarguerite\'sdeathhadnotexaggeratedhisformerlove,andconsequentlyhissorrow,andIsaidtomyselfthatperhapshehadalreadyforgottenthedeadwoman,andalongwithherhispromisetocomeandseemeagain。Thissuppositionwouldhaveseemedprobableenoughinmostinstances,butinArmand\'sdespairtherehadbeenanaccentofrealsincerity,and,goingfromoneextremetoanother,Iimaginedthatdistresshadbroughtonanillness,andthatmynotseeinghimwasexplainedbythefactthathewasill,perhapsdead。
Iwasinterestedintheyoungmaninspiteofmyself。Perhapstherewassomeselfishnessinthisinterest;perhapsIguessedatsomepatheticlovestoryunderallthissorrow;perhapsmydesiretoknowallaboutithadmuchtodowiththeanxietywhichArmand\'ssilencecausedme。SinceM。Duvaldidnotreturntoseeme,Idecidedtogoandseehim。Apretextwasnotdifficulttofind;unluckilyIdidnotknowhisaddress,andnooneamongthosewhomIquestionedcouldgiveittome。
IwenttotheRued\'Antin;perhapsMarguerite\'sporterwouldknowwhereArmandlived。Therewasanewporter;heknewaslittleaboutitasI。IthenaskedinwhatcemeteryMlle。Gautierhadbeenburied。ItwastheMontmartreCemetery。ItwasnowthemonthofApril;theweatherwasfine,thegraveswerenotlikelytolookassadanddesolateastheydoinwinter;inshort,itwaswarmenoughforthelivingtothinkalittleofthedead,andpaythemavisit。Iwenttothecemetery,sayingtomyself:\"OneglanceatMarguerite\'sgrave,andIshallknowifArmand\'ssorrowstillexists,andperhapsImayfindoutwhathasbecomeofhim。\"
Ienteredthekeeper\'slodge,andaskedhimifonthe22ndofFebruaryawomannamedMargueriteGautierhadnotbeenburiedintheMontmartreCemetery。Heturnedoverthepagesofabigbookinwhichthosewhoenterthislastresting-placeareinscribedandnumbered,andrepliedthatonthe22ndofFebruary,at12
o\'clock,awomanofthatnamehadbeenburied。