CONTENTS
DRIFTFROMTWOSHORES
THEMANONTHEBEACH
TWOSAINTSOFTHEFOOT-HILLS
\"JINNY\"
ROGERCATRON’SFRIEND
\"WHOWASMYQUIETFRIEND?\"
AGHOSTOFTHESIERRAS
THEHOODLUMBAND
THEMANWHOSEYOKEWASNOTEASY
MYFRIEND,THETRAMP
THEMANFROMSOLANO
THEOFFICESEEKER
ASLEEPING-CAREXPERIENCE
MORNINGONTHEAVENUE
WITHTHEENTREES
DRIFTFROMTWOSHORES
THEMANONTHEBEACH
I
Helivedbesideariverthatemptiedintoagreatocean。Thenarrowstripoflandthatlaybetweenhimandtheestuarywascoveredathightidebyashiningfilmofwater,atlowtidewiththecast-upofferingsofseaandshore。Logsyetgreen,andsaplingswashedawayfrominlandbanks,batteredfragmentsofwrecksandorangecratesofbamboo,brokenintotinyraftsyetodorouswiththeirlostfreight,layinlongsuccessivecurves,——
thefringesandoverlappingsofthesea。Athighnoontheshadowofaseagull’swing,orasuddenflurryandgraysquallofsand-
pipers,themselvesbutshadows,wasallthatbrokethemonotonousglareofthelevelsands。
Hehadlivedtherealoneforatwelvemonth。Althoughbutafewmilesfromathrivingsettlement,duringthattimehisretirementhadneverbeenintrudedupon,hisseclusionremainedunbroken。Inanyothercommunityhemighthavebeenthesubjectofrumororcriticism,buttheminersatCampRogueandthetradersatTrinidadHead,themselvesindividualandeccentric,wereprofoundlyindifferenttoallotherformsofeccentricityorheterodoxythatdidnotcomeincontactwiththeirown。Andcertainlytherewasnoformofeccentricitylessaggressivethanthatofahermit,hadtheychosentogivehimthatappellation。Buttheydidnotevendothat,probablyfromlackofinterestorperception。Tothevarioustraderswhosuppliedhissmallwantshewasknownas\"Kernel,\"
\"Judge,\"and\"Boss。\"Tothegeneralpublic\"TheManontheBeach\"
wasconsideredasufficientlydistinguishingtitle。Hisname,hisoccupation,rank,orantecedents,nobodycaredtoinquire。Whetherthisarosefromafearofreciprocalinquiryandinterest,orfromtheprofoundindifferencebeforereferredto,Icannotsay。
Hedidnotlooklikeahermit。Amanyetyoung,erect,well-
dressed,clean-shaven,withalowvoice,andasmilehalfmelancholy,halfcynical,wasscarcelytheconventionalideaofasolitary。Hisdwelling,arudeimprovementonafisherman’scabin,hadallthesevereexteriorsimplicityoffrontierarchitecture,butwithinitwascomfortableandwholesome。Threerooms——akitchen,alivingroom,andabedroom——wereallitcontained。
Hehadlivedtherelongenoughtoseethedullmonotonyofoneseasonlapseintothedullmonotonyoftheother。Thebleaknorthwesttrade-windshadbroughthimmorningsofstaringsunlightandnightsoffogandsilence。Thewarmersouthwesttradeshadbroughthimclouds,rain,andthetransientgloriesofquickgrassesandodorousbeachblossoms。Butsummerorwinter,wetordryseason,ononesiderosealwaysthesharplydefinedhillswiththeirchangelessbackgroundofevergreens;ontheothersidestretchedalwaystheillimitableoceanassharplydefinedagainstthehorizon,andasunchanginginitshue。Theonsetofspringandautumntides,somechangesamonghisfeatheredneighbors,thefootprintsofcertainwildanimalsalongtheriver’sbank,andthehangingoutofparty-coloredsignalsfromthewoodedhillsidefarinland,helpedhimtorecordtheslowmonths。Onsummerafternoons,whenthesunsankbehindabankoffogthat,movingsolemnlyshoreward,atlastencompassedhimandblottedoutseaandsky,hisisolationwascomplete。Thedampgrayseathatflowedaboveandaroundandabouthimalwaysseemedtoshutoutanintangibleworldbeyond,andtobetheonlyrealpresence。Theboomingofbreakersscarceadozenrodsfromhisdwellingwasbutavagueandunintelligiblesound,ortheechoofsomethingpastforever。Everymorningwhenthesuntoreawaythemistycurtainheawoke,dazedandbewildered,asuponanewworld。Thefirstsenseofoppressionover,hecametoloveatlastthissubtlespiritofoblivion;andatnight,whenitscloudywingswerefoldedoverhiscabin,hewouldsitalonewithasenseofsecurityhehadneverfeltbefore。Onsuchoccasionshewasapttoleavehisdooropen,andlistenasforfootsteps;forwhatmightnotcometohimoutofthisvague,nebulousworldbeyond?PerhapsevenSHE,——forthisstrangesolitarywasnotinsanenorvisionary。Hewasneverinspiritalone。Fornightandday,sleepingorwaking,pacingthebeachorcrouchingoverhisdriftwoodfire,awoman’sfacewasalwaysbeforehim,——thefaceforwhosesakeandforcauseofwhomhesattherealone。Hesawitinthemorningsunlight;itwasherwhitehandsthatwereliftedfromthecrestedbreakers;itwastherustlingofherskirtwhentheseawindsweptthroughthebeachgrasses;itwasthelovingwhisperofherlowvoicewhenthelongwavessankanddiedamongthesedgeandrushes。Shewasasomnipresentasseaandskyandlevelsand。Hencewhenthefogwipedthemaway,sheseemedtodrawclosertohiminthedarkness。
Ononeortwomoregraciousnightsinmidsummer,whentheinfluenceofthefervidnoondaysunwasstillfeltontheheatedsands,thewarmbreathofthefogtouchedhischeekasifithadbeenhers,andthetearsstartedtohiseyes。
Beforethefogscame——forhearrivedthereinwinter——hehadfoundsurceaseandrestinthesteadyglowofalighthouseuponthelittlepromontoryaleaguebelowhishabitation。Evenonthedarkestnights,andinthetumultsofstorm,itspoketohimofapatiencethatwasenduringandasteadfastnessthatwasimmutable。
Lateronhefoundacertaindumbcompanionshipinanuprootedtree,which,floatingdowntheriver,hadstrandedhopelesslyuponhisbeach,butintheeveninghadagaindriftedaway。Rowingacrosstheestuaryadayortwoafterward,herecognizedthetreeagainfroma\"blaze\"ofthesettler’saxestilluponitstrunk。Hewasnotsurprisedaweeklatertofindthesametreeinthesandsbeforehisdwelling,orthatthenextmorningitshouldbeagainlaunchedonitspurposelesswanderings。Andso,impelledbywindortide,butalwayshauntinghisseclusion,hewouldmeetitvoyaginguptheriverattheflood,orseeittossingamongthebreakersonthebar,butalwayswiththeconfidenceofitsreturningsoonerorlatertoananchoragebesidehim。Afterthethirdmonthofhisself-imposedexile,hewasforcedintoamorehumancompanionship,thatwasbriefbutregular。Hewasobligedtohavemenialassistance。Whilehemighthaveeatenhisbread\"insorrow\"carelesslyandmechanically,ifithadbeenpreparedforhim,theoccupationofcookinghisownfoodbroughtthevulgarityandmaterialnessofexistencesoneartohismorbidsensitivenessthathecouldnoteatthemealhehadhimselfprepared。Hedidnotyetwishtodie,andwhenstarvationorsocietyseemedtobetheonlyalternative,hechosethelatter。AnIndianwoman,sohideousastoscarcelysuggesthumanity,atstatedtimesperformedforhimtheseoffices。Whenshedidnotcome,whichwasnotinfrequent,hedidnoteat。
SuchwasthementalandphysicalconditionoftheManontheBeachonthe1stofJanuary,1869。
Itwasastill,brightday,followingaweekofrainandwind。Lowdownthehorizonstilllingeredafewwhiteflecks——theflyingsquadronsofthestorm——asvagueasdistantsails。Southwardtheharborbarwhitenedoccasionallybutlazily;eventheturbulentPacificswellstretcheditslengthwearilyupontheshore。Andtoilingfromthesettlementoverthelowsanddunes,acarriageatlasthaltedhalfamilefromthesolitary’sdwelling。
\"Ireckonye’llhevtogitouthere,\"saidthedriver,pullinguptobreathehispantinghorses。\"Yecan’tgitanynigher。\"
Therewasagroanofexecrationfromtheinteriorofthevehicle,ahystericallittleshriek,andoneortwoshrillexpressionsoffemininedisapprobation,butthedrivermovednot。Atlastamasculineheadexpostulatedfromthewindow:\"Lookhere;youagreedtotakeustothehouse。Why,it’samileawayatleast!\"
\"Thar,ortharabouts,Ireckon,\"saidthedriver,coollycrossinghislegsonthebox。
\"It’snousetalking;Icanneverwalkthroughthissandandhorridglare,\"saidafemalevoicequicklyandimperatively。Then,apprehensively,\"Well,ofalltheplaces!\"
\"Well,Inever!\"
\"ThisDOESexceedeverything。\"
\"It’sreallyTOOidioticforanything。\"
Itwasnoticeablethatwhilethevoicesbetrayedthedifferenceofageandsex,theyboreasingularresemblancetoeachother,andacertainquerulousnessofpitchthatwasdominant。
\"IreckonI’vegoneaboutasfurasIallowtogowiththemhosses,\"continuedthedriversuggestively,\"andastime’svallyble,ye’dbetterunload。\"
\"Thewretchdoesnotmeantoleaveusherealone?\"saidafemalevoiceinshrillindignation。\"You’llwaitforus,driver?\"saidamasculinevoice,confidently。
\"Howlong?\"askedthedriver。
Therewasahurriedconsultationwithin。Thewords\"Mightsenduspacking!\"\"Maytakeallnighttogethimtolistentoreason,\"
\"Bother!wholethingoverintenminutes,\"camefromthewindow。
Thedrivermeanwhilehadsettledhimselfbackinhisseat,andwhistledinpatientcontemptofafashionablefarethatdidn’tknowitsownmindnordestination。Finally,themasculineheadwasthrustout,and,withacertainpotentialairofjudiciallyendingadifficulty,said:——
\"You’retofollowusslowly,andputupyourhorsesinthestableorbarnuntilwewantyou。\"
Anironicallaughburstfromthedriver。\"Oh,yes——inthestableorbarn——incourse。But,myeyessorterfailin’me,mebbee,now,someevyouyoungerfolkswillkindlypintoutthestableorbarnoftheKernel’s。Woa!——willye?——woa!Givemeachancetopickoutthattherebarnorstabletoputyein!\"Thisinarchconfidencetothehorses,whohadnotmoved。
Herethepreviousspeaker,rotund,dignified,andelderly,alightedindignantly,closelyfollowedbytherestoftheparty,twoladiesandagentleman。Oneoftheladieswaspasttheage,butnotthefashion,ofyouth,andherParisiandressclungoverherwastedfigureandwell-bredbonesartisticallyifnotgracefully;theyoungerlady,evidentlyherdaughter,wascrispandpretty,andcarriedofftheaquilinenoseandaristocraticemaciationofhermotherwithacertainpiquancyandadashthatwascharming。Thegentlemanwasyoung,thin,withthefamilycharacteristics,butotherwiseindistinctive。
Withoneaccordtheyallfaceddirectlytowardthespotindicatedbythedriver’swhip。Nothingbutthebare,bleak,rectangularoutlinesofthecabinoftheManontheBeachmettheireyes。Allelsewasadesolateexpanse,unrelievedbyanystructurehigherthanthetussocksofscantbeachgrassthatclothedit。Theyweresoutterlyhelplessthatthedriver’sderisivelaughtergavewayatlasttogoodhumorandsuggestion。\"Lookyer,\"hesaidfinally,\"I
don’tknowezit’syourfaultyoudon’tknowthiskentryezwellezyoudoYurup;soI’lldragthisyerteamovertoRobinson’sontheriver,givethehorsesabite,andthenmeanderdownthisyerridge,andwaitforye。Ye’llseemefromtheKernel’s。\"Andwithoutwaitingforareply,heswunghishorses’headstowardtheriver,androlledaway。
Thesamequerulousprotestthathadcomefromthewindowsarosefromthegroup,butvainly。Thenfollowedaccusationsandrecrimination。\"It’sYOURfault;youmighthavewritten,andhadhimmeetusatthesettlement。\"\"Youwantedtotakehimbysurprise!\"\"Ididn’t。YouknowifI’dwrittenthatwewerecoming,he’dhavetakengoodcaretorunawayfromus。\"\"Yes,tosomemoreinaccessibleplace。\"\"Therecanbenoneworsethanthis,\"etc。,etc。Butitwassoclearlyevidentthatnothingwastobedonebuttogoforward,thateveninthemidstoftheirwranglingtheystraggledoninIndianfiletowardthedistantcabin,sinkingankle-deepintheyieldingsand,punctuatingtheirverbalaltercationwithsighs,andonlyabatingitatascreamfromtheelderlady。
\"Where’sMaria?\"
\"Goneonahead!\"gruntedtheyoungergentleman,inabassvoice,soincongruouslylargeforhimthatitseemedtohavebeenaventriloquisticcontributionbysomebodyelse。
Itwastootrue。Maria,afteraddingherpungencytothegeneralconversation,haddartedonahead。Butalas!thatswiftCamilla,afterscouringtheplainsometwohundredfeetwithherdemitrain,cametogriefonanunbendingtussockandsatdown,pantingbutsavage。Astheyploddedwearilytowardher,shebitherredlips,smackedthemonhercruellittlewhiteteethlikeafestiveandsprightlyghoul,andlisped:——
\"YouDOlooksolikeguys!ForalltheworldlikethoseEnglishshopkeeperswemetontheRighi,doingthethree-guineaexcursionintheirSundayclothes!\"
Certainlythespectacleoftheseexoticallyplumedbipeds,whosefinefeatherswerealreadybedrabbledbysandandgrowinglimpintheseabreeze,wassomewhatdissonantwiththerudenessofseaandskyandshore。Afewgullsscreamedatthem;aloon,startledfromthelagoon,aroseshriekingandprotesting,withpainfullyextendedlegs,inobviousburlesqueoftheyoungergentleman。Theelderladyfeltthejusticeofhergentledaughter’scriticism,andretaliatedwithsimpledirectness:——
\"Yourskirtisruined,yourhairiscomingdown,yourhatishalfoffyourhead,andyourshoes——inHeaven’sname,Maria!whatHAVE
youdonewithyourshoes?\"
Mariahadexhibitedaslimstockingedfootfromunderherskirt。
Itwasscarcelythreefingersbroad,withanarchaspatricianashernose。\"Somewherebetweenhereandthecarriage,\"sheanswered;
\"Dickcanrunbackandfindit,whileheislookingforyourbrooch,mamma。Dick’ssoobliging。\"
TherobustvoiceofDickthundered,butthewastedfigureofDickfeeblyplougheditswayback,andreturnedwiththemissingbuskin。
\"ImayaswellcarrytheminmyhandlikethemarketgirlsatSaumur,forwehavegottowadesoon,\"saidMissMaria,sinkingherownterrorsinthedelightfulcontemplationofthehorrorinherparent’sface,asshepointedtoashiningfilmofwaterslowlydeepeninginanarrowswaleinthesandsbetweenthemandthecabin。
\"It’sthetide,\"saidtheeldergentleman。\"Ifweintendtogoonwemusthasten;permitme,mydearmadam,\"andbeforeshecouldreplyhehadliftedtheastoundedmatroninhisarms,andmadegallantlyfortheford。ThegentleMariacastanominouseyeonherbrother,who,withmanifestreluctance,performedforherthesameoffice。Butthatacuteyoungladykepthereyesupontheprecedingfigureoftheeldergentleman,andseeinghimsuddenlyandmysteriouslydisappeartohisarmpits,unhesitatinglythrewherselffromherbrother’sprotectingarms,——anactionwhichinstantlyprecipitatedhimintothewater,——andpaddledhastilytotheoppositebank,wheresheeventuallyassistedinpullingtheelderlygentlemanoutofthehollowintowhichhehadfallen,andinrescuinghermother,whofloatedhelplesslyonthesurface,upheldbyherskirts,likeagiganticandvariegatedwater-lily。
Dickfollowedwithasinglegaiter。Inanotherminutetheyweresafeontheoppositebank。
Theelderladygavewaytotears;Marialaughedhysterically;Dickmingledabassoathwiththenowaudiblesurf;theeldergentleman,whosefloridfacethesaltwaterhadbleached,andwhosedignityseemedtohavebeenwashedaway,accountedforbothbysayinghethoughtitwasaquicksand。
\"Itmighthavebeen,\"saidaquietvoicebehindthem;\"youshouldhavefollowedthesandduneshalfamilefurthertotheestuary。\"
Theyturnedinstantlyatthevoice。ItwasthatoftheManontheBeach。Theyallrosetotheirfeetandutteredtogether,saveone,thesingleexclamation,\"James!\"Theeldergentlemansaid\"Mr。
North,\"and,withaslightresumptionofhisformerdignity,buttonedhiscoatoverhisdampshirtfront。
Therewasasilence,inwhichtheManontheBeachlookedgravelydownuponthem。Iftheyhadintendedtoimpresshimbyanysuggestionofagay,brilliant,andsensuousworldbeyondintheirownpersons,theyhadfailed,andtheyknewit。Keenlyaliveastheyhadalwaysbeentoexternalprepossession,theyfeltthattheylookedforlornandludicrous,andthatthesituationlayinhishands。Theelderlyladyagainburstintotearsofgenuinedistress,Mariacoloredoverhercheek-bones,andDickstaredatthegroundinsullendisquiet。
\"Youhadbettergetup,\"saidtheManontheBeach,afteramoment’sthought,\"andcomeuptothecabin。Icannotofferyouachangeofgarments,butyoucandrythembythefire。\"
Theyallrosetogether,andagainsaidinchorus,\"James!\"butthistimewithanevidentefforttorecallsomespeechoractionpreviouslyresolveduponandcommittedtomemory。Theelderladygotsofarastoclaspherhandsandadd,\"Youhavenotforgottenus——James,oh,James!\";theyoungergentlemantoattemptabrusque\"Why,Jim,oldboy,\"thatendedinquerulousincoherence;theyoungladytocastahalf-searching,half-coquettishlookathim;andtheoldgentlemantobegin,\"Ourdesire,Mr。North\"——buttheeffortwasfutile。Mr。JamesNorth,standingbeforethemwithfoldedarms,lookedfromtheonetotheother。
\"Ihavenotthoughtmuchofyouforatwelvemonth,\"hesaid,quietly,\"butIhavenotforgottenyou。Come!\"
Heledthewayafewstepsinadvance,theyfollowingsilently。Inthisbriefinterviewtheyfelthehadresumedtheolddominanceandindependence,againstwhichtheyhadrebelled;morethanthat,inthishalffailureoftheirfirstconcertedactiontheyhadchangedtheirquerulousbickeringstoasullendistrustofeachother,andwalkedmoodilyapartastheyfollowedJamesNorthintohishouse。
Afireblazedbrightlyonthehearth;afewextraseatswerequicklyextemporizedfromboxesandchests,andtheelderlady,withtheskirtofherdressfoldedoverherknees,——lookingnotunlikeanexceedinglyoverdressedjointeddoll,——driedherflouncesandhertearstogether。MissMariatookinthescantappointmentsofthehouseinonesingleglance,andthenfixedhereyesuponJamesNorth,who,theleastconcernedoftheparty,stoodbeforethem,graveandpatientlyexpectant。
\"Well,\"begantheelderladyinahighkey,\"afterallthisworryandtroubleyouhavegivenus,James,haven’tyouanythingtosay?
Doyouknow——haveyoutheleastideawhatyouaredoing?whategregiousfollyyouarecommitting?whateverybodyissaying?Eh?
Heavensandearth!——doyouknowwhoIam?\"
\"Youaremyfather’sbrother’swidow,AuntMary,\"returnedJames,quietly。\"IfIamcommittinganyfollyitonlyconcernsmyself;ifIcaredforwhatpeoplesaidIshouldnotbehere;ifIlovedsocietyenoughtoappreciateitsgoodreportIshouldstaywithit。\"
\"Buttheysayyouhaverunawayfromsocietytopinealoneforaworthlesscreature——awomanwhohasusedyou,asshehasusedandthrownawayothers——a——\"
\"Awoman,\"chimedinDick,whohadthrownhimselfonJames’sbedwhilehispatentleathersweredrying,\"awomanthatallthefellersknowneverintended\"——here,however,hemetJamesNorth’seye,andmutteringsomethingabout\"wholethingbeingtooidiotictotalkabout,\"relapsedintosilence。
\"Youknow,\"continuedMrs。North,\"thatwhileweandalloursetshutoureyestoyourveryobviousrelationswiththatwoman,andwhileImyselfoftenspokeofittoothersasasimpleflirtation,andavertedascandalforyoursake,andwhentheclimaxwasreached,andsheherselfgaveyouanopportunitytoseveryourrelations,andnobodyneedhavebeenwiser——andshe’dhavehadalltheblame——andit’sonlywhatshe’saccustomedto——you——you!you,JamesNorth!——youmustnonsensicallygo,and,bythisextravagantpieceofidiocyandsentimentaltomfoolery,leteverybodyseehowseriousthewholeaffairwas,andhowdeepithurtyou!andhereinthisawfulplace,alone——whereyou’rehalfdrownedtogettoitandarewillingtobewhollydrownedtogetaway!Oh,don’ttalktome!Iwon’thearit——it’sjusttooidioticforanything!\"
Thesubjectofthisoutburstneitherspokenormovedasinglemuscle。
\"Youraunt,Mr。North,speaksexcitedly,\"saidtheeldergentleman;
\"yetIthinkshedoesnotoverestimatetheunfortunatepositioninwhichyouroddfancyplacesyou。Iknownothingofthereasonsthathaveimpelledyoutothisstep;Ionlyknowthatthepopularopinionisthatthecauseisutterlyinadequate。Youarestillyoung,withafuturebeforeyou。Ineednotsayhowyourpresentconductmayimperilthat。Ifyouexpectedtoachieveanygood——
eventoyourownsatisfaction——butthisconduct——\"
\"Yes——iftherewasanythingtobegainedbyit!\"brokeinMrs。
North。
\"Ifyoueverthoughtshe’dcomeback!——butthatkindofwomandon’t。Theymusthavechange。Why\"——beganDicksuddenly,andassuddenlylyingdownagain。
\"Isthisallyouhavecometosay?\"askedJamesNorth,afteramoment’spatientsilence,lookingfromonetotheother。
\"All?\"screamedMrs。North;\"isitnotenough?\"
\"Nottochangemymindnormyresidenceatpresent,\"repliedNorth,coolly。
\"Doyoumeantocontinuethisfollyallyourlife?\"
\"Andhaveacoroner’sinquest,andadvertisementsandallthefactsinthepapers?\"
\"AndhaveHERreadthemelancholydetails,andknowthatyouwerefaithfulandshewasnot?\"
ThislastshotwasfromthegentleMaria,whobitherlipsasitglancedfromtheimmovableman。
\"Ibelievethereisnothingmoretosay,\"continuedNorth,quietly。
\"Iamwillingtobelieveyourintentionsareasworthyasyourzeal。Letussaynomore,\"headded,withgraveweariness;\"thetideisrising,andyourcoachmanissignalingyoufromthebank。\"
Therewasnomistakingtheunshakenpositivenessoftheman,whichwasallthemorenoticeablefromitsgentlebututterindifferencetothewishesoftheparty。Heturnedhisbackuponthemastheygatheredhurriedlyaroundtheeldergentleman,whilethewords,\"Hecannotbeinhisrightmind,\"\"It’syourdutytodoit,\"\"It’ssheerinsanity,\"\"Lookathiseye!\"allfellunconsciouslyuponhisear。
\"Onewordmore,Mr。North,\"saidtheeldergentleman,alittleportentously,toconcealanevidentembarrassment。\"Itmaybethatyourconductmightsuggesttomindsmorepracticalthanyourowntheexistenceofsomeaberrationoftheintellect——sometemporarymania——thatmightforceyourbestfriendsintoaquasi-legalattitudeof——\"
\"Declaringmeinsane,\"interruptedJamesNorth,withtheslightimpatienceofamanmoreanxioustoendaprolixinterviewthantocombatanargument。\"Ithinkdifferently。Asmyaunt’slawyer,youknowthatwithinthelastyearIhavedeededmostofmypropertytoherandherfamily。IcannotbelievethatsoshrewdanadviserasMr。EdmundCarterwouldeverpermitproceedingsthatwouldinvalidatethatconveyance。\"
MariaburstintoalaughofsuchwickedgratificationthatJamesNorth,forthefirsttime,raisedhiseyeswithsomethingofinteresttoherface。Shecoloredunderthem,butreturnedhisglancewithanotherlikeabayonetflash。Thepartyslowlymovedtowardthedoor,JamesNorthfollowing。
\"Thenthisisyourfinalanswer?\"askedMrs。North,stoppingimperiouslyonthethreshold。
\"Ibegyourpardon?\"queriedNorth,halfabstractedly。
\"Yourfinalanswer?\"
\"Oh,certainly。\"
Mrs。Northflouncedawayadozenrodsinrage。ThiswasunfortunateforNorth。Itgavethemthefinalattackindetail。
Dickbegan:\"Comealong!Youknowyoucanadvertiseforherwithapersonaldownthereandtheoldwomanwouldn’tobjectaslongasyouwerecarefulandputinanappearancenowandthen!\"
AsDicklimpedaway,Mr。Carterthought,inconfidence,thatthewholematter——eventosuitMr。North’ssensitivenature——mightbesettledthere。\"SHEevidentlyexpectsyoutoreturn。MyopinionisthatsheneverleftSanFrancisco。Youcan’ttellanythingaboutthesewomen。\"
Withthislastsentenceonhisindifferentear,JamesNorthseemedtobeleftfree。Mariahadrejoinedhermother;butastheycrossedtheford,andaninterveningsand-hillhidtheothersfromsight,thatpiquantyoungladysuddenlyappearedonthehillandstoodbeforehim。
\"Andyou’renotcomingback?\"shesaiddirectly。
\"No。\"
\"Never?\"
\"Icannotsay。\"
\"Tellme!whatisthereaboutsomewomentomakemenlovethemso?\"
\"Love,\"repliedNorth,quietly。
\"No,itcannotbe——itisnotTHAT!\"
Northlookedoverthehillandroundthehill,andlookedbored。
\"Oh,I’mgoingnow。Butonemoment,Jem!Ididn’twanttocome。
Theydraggedmehere。Good-by。\"
Sheraisedaburningfaceandeyestohis。Heleanedforwardandimprintedtheperfunctorycousinlykissoftheperioduponhercheek。
\"Notthatway,\"shesaidangrily,clutchinghiswristswithherlong,thinfingers;\"youshan’tkissmeinthatway,JamesNorth。\"
Withthefaintest,ghost-likepassingofatwinkleinthecornersofhissadeyes,hetouchedhislipstohers。Withthecontact,shecaughthimroundtheneck,pressedherburninglipsandfacetohisforehead,hischeeks,theverycurvesofhischinandthroat,and——withalaughwasgone。
II
HadthekinsfolkofJamesNorthanyhopethattheirvisitmightrevivesomelingeringdesirehestillcombatedtoenteroncemoretheworldtheyrepresented,thathopewouldhavesoondied。
Whatevereffectthisepisodehaduponthesolitary,——andhehadbecomesoself-indulgentofhissorrow,andsocarelessofallthatcamebetweenhimandit,astomeetoppositionwithprofoundindifference,——theonlyappreciableresultwasagreaterattractionforthesolitudethatprotectedhim,andhegreweventolovethebleakshoreandbarrensandsthathadprovedsoinhospitabletoothers。Therewasanewmeaningtotheroarofthesurges,anhonest,loyalsturdinessintheunchangingpersistencyoftheuncouthandblusteringtrade-winds,andamutefidelityintheshiningsands,treacheroustoallbuthim。Withsuchbandogstolieinwaitfortrespassers,shouldhenotbegrateful?
Ifnobitternesswasawakenedbytherepeatedavowaloftheunfaithfulnessofthewomanheloved,itwasbecausehehadalwaysmadetheobservationandexperienceofothersgivewaytothedominanceofhisowninsight。Noarrayofcontradictoryfactsevershookhisbelieforunbelief;likeallegotists,heacceptedthemastruthscontrolledbyalargertruthofwhichhealonewascognizant。Hissimplicity,whichwasbutanotherformofhisegotism,wassocompleteastobaffleordinarymaliciouscunning,andsohewassparedtheexperienceandknowledgethatcometoalowernature,andhelpdebaseit。
Exerciseandthestimulusofthefewwantsthatsenthimhuntingorfishingkeptuphisphysicalhealth。Neveraloverofrudefreedomoroutdoorlifehissedentarypredilectionsandnicetasteskepthimfromlapsingintobarbarianexcess;neverasportsmanhefollowedthechasewithnofeverishexaltation。Evendumbcreaturesfoundouthissecret,andattimes,stalkingmoodilyovertheupland,thebrowndeerandelkwouldcrosshispathwithoutfearormolestation,or,idlylounginginhiscanoewithintheriverbar,flocksofwildfowlwouldsettlewithinstrokeofhislistlessoar。Andsothesecondwinterofhishermitagedrewnearitsclose,andwithitcameastormthatpassedintolocalhistory,andisstillremembered。Ituprootedgianttreesalongtheriver,andwiththemthetinyrootletsofthelifehewasidlyfostering。
Themorninghadbeenfitfullyturbulent,thewindveeringseveralpointssouthandwest,withsuspicionslulls,unlikethesteadyonsetoftheregularsouthwesttrades。Highoverheadthelongmanesofracingcirrostratusstreamedwithflyinggullsandhurryingwater-fowl;ploverpipedincessantly,andaflockoftimoroussand-piperssoughtthelowridgeofhiscabin,whileawreckingcrewofcurlewhastilymannedtheuprootedtreethattossedwearilybeyondthebar。Bynoontheflyingcloudshuddledtogetherinmasses,andthenweresuddenlyexplodedinonevastopaquesheetovertheheavens。Theseabecamegray,andsuddenlywrinkledandold。Therewasadumb,half-articulatecryintheair,——ratheraconfusionofmanysounds,asoftheboomingofdistantguns,theclangorofabell,thetramplingofmanywaves,thecreakingoftimbersandsoughingofleaves,thatsankandfellereyoucouldyetdistinguishthem。Andthenitcameontoblow。
Fortwohoursitblewstrongly。Atthetimethesunshouldhavesetthewindhadincreased;infifteenminutesdarknessshutdown,eventhewhitesandslosttheiroutlines,andseaandshoreandskylayinthegripofarelentlessandaggressivepower。
Withinhiscabin,bytheleapinglightofhisgustyfire,Northsatalone。Hisfirstcuriositypassed,theturmoilwithoutnolongercarriedhisthoughtbeyonditsoneconvergingcentre。SHEhadcometohimonthewingsofthestorm,evenasshehadbeenbornetohimonthesummerfog-cloud。Nowandthenthewindshookthecabin,butheheededitnot。Hehadnofearsforitssafety;itpresenteditslowgabletothefullfuryofthewindthatyearbyyearhadpiled,andevennowwaspiling,protectingbuttressesofsandagainstit。Witheachsucceedinggustitseemedtonestlemorecloselytoitsfoundations,inthewhirlofflyingsandthatrattledagainstitsroofandwindows。Itwasnearlymidnightwhenasuddenthoughtbroughthimtohisfeet。WhatifSHEwereexposedtothefuryofsuchanightasthis?Whatcouldhedotohelpher?
Perhapsevennow,ashesatthereidle,she——Hark!wasnotthatagun——No?Yes,surely!
Hehurriedlyunboltedthedoor,butthestrengthofthewindandtheimpactofdriftedsandresistedhisefforts。Withanewandfeverishstrengthpossessinghimheforceditopenwideenoughtopermithisegresswhenthewindcaughthimasafeather,rolledhimoverandover,andthen,grapplinghimagain,heldhimdownhardandfastagainstthedrift。Unharmed,butunabletomove,helaythere,hearingthemultitudinousroarofthestorm,butunabletodistinguishonefamiliarsoundinthesavagemedley。Atlasthemanagedtocrawlflatonhisfacetothecabin,andrefasteningthedoor,threwhimselfuponhisbed。
HewasawakenedfromafitfuldreamofhisCousinMaria。Shewithasupernaturalstrengthseemedtobeholdingthedooragainstsomeunseen,unknownpowerthatmoanedandstrovewithout,andthrewitselfindespairingforceagainstthecabin。Hecouldseethelitheundulationsofherformasshealternatelyyieldedtoitspower,andagaindrewthedooragainstit,coilingherselfaroundthelog-hewndoorpostwithahideous,snake-likesuggestion。Andthenastruggleandaheavyblow,whichshooktheveryfoundationsofthestructure,awokehim。Heleapedtohisfeet,andintoaninchofwater!Bytheflickeringfirelighthecouldseeitoozinganddrippingfromthecrevicesofthelogsandbroadeningintoapoolbythechimney。Ascrapofpapertornfromanenvelopewasfloatingidlyonitscurrent。Wasittheoverflowofthebacked-upwatersoftheriver?Hewasnotleftlongindoubt。Anotherblowuponthegableofthehouse,andatorrentofsprayleapeddownthechimney,scatteredtheembersfarandwide,andlefthiminutterdarkness。Someofthesprayclungtohislips。Itwassalt。Thegreatoceanhadbeatendowntheriverbarandwasuponhim!
Wasthereaughttoflyto?No!Thecabinstooduponthehighestpointofthesandspit,andthelowswaleononesidecrossedbyhislatevisitorswasaseethingmassofbreakers,whiletheestuarybehindhimwasnowtheoceanitself。Therewasnothingtodobuttowait。
Theveryhelplessnessofhissituationwas,toamanofhispeculiartemperament,anelementofpatientstrength。Theinstinctofself-preservationwasstillstronginhim,buthehadnofearofdeath,nor,indeed,anypresentimentofit;yetifitcame,itwasaneasysolutionoftheproblemthathadbeentroublinghim,anditwipedofftheslate!Hethoughtofthesarcasticpredictionofhiscousin,anddeathintheformthatthreatenedhimwastheobliterationofhishomeandeventhegrounduponwhichitstood。
Therewouldbenothingtorecord,nostaincouldcomeupontheliving。TheinstinctthatkepthimtruetoHERwouldtellherhowhedied;ifitdidnot,itwasequallywell。Andwiththissimplefatalismhisonlybelief,thisstrangemangropedhiswaytohisbed,laydown,andinafewmomentswasasleep。Thestormstillroaredwithout。Onceagainthesurgesleapedagainstthecabin,butitwasevidentthatthewindwasabatingwiththetide。
Whenheawokeitwashighnoon,andthesunwasshiningbrightly。
Forsometimehelayinadeliciouslanguor,doubtingifhewasaliveordead,butfeelingthrougheverynerveandfibreanexquisitesenseofpeace——aresthehadnotknownsincehisboyhood——areliefhescarcelyknewfromwhat。Hefeltthathewassmiling,andyethispillowwaswetwiththetearsthatglitteredstillonhislashes。Thesandblockinguphisdoorway,heleapedlightlyfromhiswindow。Afewcloudswerestillsailingslowlyintheheavens,thetrailingplumesofagreatbenedictionthatlayonseaandshore。Hescarcelyrecognizedthefamiliarlandscape;anewbarhadbeenformedintheriver,andanarrowcausewayofsandthatcrossedthelagoonandmarshestotheriverbankandtheuplandtrailseemedtobringhimnearertohumanityagain。Hewasconsciousofafresh,childlikedelightinallthis,andwhen,amomentlater,hesawtheolduprootedtree,nowapparentlyforevermooredandimbeddedinthesandbesidehiscabin,herantoitwithasenseofjoy。
Itstrailingrootswerefestoonedwithclingingsea-weedandthelong,snaky,undulatingstemsofthesea-turnip;andfixedbetweentwocrossingrootswasabambooorangecrate,almostintact。Ashewalkedtowarditheheardastrangecry,unlikeanythingthebarrensandshadbornebefore。Thinkingitmightbesomestrangeseabirdcaughtinthemeshesofthesea-weed,herantothecrateandlookedwithin。Itwashalffilledwithsea-mossandfeatheryalgae。Thecrywasrepeated。Hebrushedasidetheweedswithhishands。Itwasnotawoundedseabird,butalivinghumanchild!
Ashelifteditfromitsdampenwrappingshesawthatitwasaninfanteightorninemonthsold。Howandwhenithadbeenbroughtthere,orwhatforcehadguidedthatelfishcradletohisverydoor,hecouldnotdetermine;butitmusthavebeenleftearly,foritwasquitewarm,anditsclothingalmostdriedbytheblazingmorningsun。Towraphiscoataboutit,toruntohiscabinwithit,tostartoutagainwiththeappallingconvictionthatnothingcouldbedoneforitthere,occupiedsomemoments。HisnearestneighborwasTrinidadJoe,a\"logger,\"threemilesuptheriver。
Herememberedtohaveheardvaguelythathewasamanoffamily。
Tohalfstranglethechildwithafewdropsfromhiswhiskyflask,toextricatehiscanoefromthemarsh,andstrikeoutintotheriverwithhiswaif,wasatleasttodosomething。InhalfanhourhehadreachedthestragglingcabinandshedsofTrinidadJoe,andfromthefewscantyflowersthatmingledwiththebrushwoodfence,andasurplusoflinenflutteringontheline,heknewthathissurmiseastoTrinidadJoe’sdomesticestablishmentwascorrect。
Thedooratwhichheknockedopeneduponaneat,plainly-furnishedroom,andthefigureofabuxomwomanoftwenty-five。Withanawkwardnessnewtohim,Northstammeredoutthecircumstancesofhisfindingtheinfant,andtheobjectofhisvisit。Beforehehadfinished,thewoman,bysomefemininetrick,hadtakenthechildfromhishandsereheknewit;andwhenhepaused,outofbreath,burstintoafitoflaughter。Northtriedtolaughtoo,butfailed。
Whenthewomanhadwipedthetearsfromapairofveryfrankblueeyes,andhiddentworowsofverystrongwhiteteethagain,shesaid:——
\"Lookyar!You’rethatlooneysorta’chapthatlivesaloneoveronthespityonder,ain’tye?\"
Northhastenedtoadmitallthatthestatementmightimply。
\"Andsoye’vehadababyleftyetokeepyoucompany?Lordy!\"
Hereshelookedasifdangerouslyneararelapse,andthenadded,asifinexplanationofherconduct,——
\"WhenIsawyepaddlin’downhere,——youthetezshyaselkinsummer,——Isez,’He’ssick。’Butababy,——Oh,Lordy!\"
ForamomentNorthalmosthatedher。Awomanwho,inthispathetic,perhapsalmosttragic,picturesawonlyaludicrousimage,andthatimagehimself,wasofanotherracethanthathehadevermingledwith。Profoundlyindifferentashehadalwaysbeentothecriticismofhisequalsinstation,themischievouslaughterofthisilliteratewomanjarreduponhimworsethanhiscousin’ssarcasm。Itwaswithalittledignitythathepointedoutthefactthatatpresentthechildneedednourishment。\"It’sveryyoung,\"
headded。\"I’mafraiditwantsitsnaturalnourishment。\"
\"Wharisittogetit?\"askedthewoman。
JamesNorthhesitated,andlookedaround。Thereshouldbeababysomewhere!thereMUSTbeababysomewhere!\"Ithoughtthatyou,\"
hestammered,consciousofanawkwardcoloring,——\"I——thatis——I——\"
Hestoppedshort,forshewasalreadycrammingherapronintohermouth,toolate,however,tostopthelaughthatoverflowedit。
Whenshefoundherbreathagain,shesaid,——
\"Lookyar!Idon’twondertheysaidyouwaslooney!I’mTrinidadJoe’sonmarrieddarter,andtheonlywomaninthishouse。Anyfoolcouldhavetoldyouthat。Now,efyoucanrigusupababyouto’
themfacts,I’dliketoseeitdone。\"
Inwardlyfuriousbutoutwardlypolite,JamesNorthbeggedherpardon,deploredhisignorance,and,withacourtlybow,madeamovementtotakethechild。Butthewomanasquicklydrewitaway。
\"Notmuch,\"shesaid,hastily。\"What!trustthatpoorcrittertoyou?No,sir!Thar’smorewaysoffeedingababy,youngman,thanyouknowson,withallyour’nat’ralnourishment。’Butitlookskinderlogyandstupid。\"
Northfreezinglyadmittedthathehadgiventheinfantwhiskyasastimulant。