Andso,wearywithpleasure,andheart-
heavywithfeelingsthathadnolongeranyreasontoexist,palewithfatigue,untidywithcrush,theirprettywhitegownssulliedandpasse,eachwentherway;ineveryheartawonderwhetherthefewhilarioushoursofstrangeemotionswereworthalltheyclaimedastheirrightanddue。
Ruthhadgonehomeearlier,andEthelfoundherrestinginherroom。\"Iamwornout,Ruth,\"washerfirstremark。\"Iamgoingtobedforthreeorfourdays。Itwasadreadfulordeal。\"
\"Onetowhichyoumayhavetosubmit。\"
\"Certainlynot。Mymarriagewillbeareligiousceremony,withhalfadozenofmynearestrelativesaswitnesses。\"
\"InoticedFredslipawaybeforeDorawent。Helookedill。\"
\"Idaresayheisill——andnowonder。
Goodnight,Ruth。Iamgoingtosleep。Tellfatherallaboutthewedding。Idon’twanttohearitnamedagain——notaslongasIlive。\"
CHAPTERVI
THREEdayspassedandEthelhadregainedherhealthandspirits,butFredMostynhadnotcalledsincethewedding。Ruththoughtsomeinquiryoughttobemade,andJudgeRawdoncalledattheHollandHouse。TherehewastoldthatMr。Mostynhadnotbeenwell,andtheyoungman’scountenancepainfullyconfessedthesamething。
\"MydearFred,whydidyounotsenduswordyouwereill?\"askedtheJudge。
\"Ihadfever,sir,andIfeareditmightbetyphoid。Nothingofthekind,however。I
shallbeallrightinadayortwo。\"
Thetruthwasfarfromtyphoid,andFredknewit。Hehadlefttheweddingbreakfastbecausehehadreachedthelimitofhisendurance。Words,stingingaswhips,burnedlikehotcoalsinhismouth,andhefeltthathecouldnotrestrainthemmuchlonger。
Hasteningtohishotel,helockedhimselfinhisrooms,andpassedthenightinafrenzyofpassion。Theveryremembranceofthebridegroom’sconfidenttransportputmur-
derinhisheart——murderwhichhecouldonlypracticebyhiswishes,impotenttocompasstheirdesires。
\"Iwishthefellowshot!Iwishhimhanged!Iwouldkillhimtwentytimesintwentydifferentways!AndDora!Dora!
Dora!Whatdidsheseeinhim?Whatcouldshesee?Loveher?Heknowsnothingoflove——suchloveastorturesme。\"
Backwardsandforwardshepacedthefloortosuchimprecationsandejaculationsaswelledupfromthewhirlpoolofrageinhisheart,hourfollowinghour,tillintheblacknessofhismiseryhecouldnolongerspeak。
Hisbrainhadbecomestupefiedbytheiterationofinevitableloss,andsorefusedanylongertovoiceawoebeyondremedy。Thenhestoodstillandcalledwillandreasontocouncilhim。\"Thiswaymadnesslies,\"hethought。\"Imustbequiet——Imustsleep——
Imustforget。\"
Butitwasnotuntilthethirddaythatadismal,sullenstillnesssucceededthestormofrageandgrief,andheawokefromasleepofexhaustionfeelingasifhewerewitheredathisheart。Heknewthatlifehadtobetakenupagain,andthatinallitsfarceshemustplayhispart。AtfirstthethoughtofMostynHallpresenteditselfasanasylum。
Itstoodamidthickwoods,andthereweremilesofwind-blownwoldsandhillsaroundit。Hewaslordandmasterthere,noonecouldintrudeuponhissorrow;hecouldnurseitinthoselonelyroomstohisheart’scontent。
Everyday,however,thisgloomyresolutiongrewfainter,andonemorningheawokeandlaughedittoscorn。
\"Frederick’shimselfagain,\"hequoted,\"andhemusthavebeenveryfaroffhimselfwhenhethoughtofgivinguporofrunningaway。No,FredMostyn,youwillstayhere。
’Tisacountrywheretheimpossibledoesnotexist,andtheunlikelyissuretohappen——acountrywheremarriageisnotforlifeordeath,andwheretheroadstodivorcearemanifoldandeasy。Thereareascoreofwaysandmeans。Iwillstayandthinkthemover;’twillbeoddifIcannotforceFatetochangehermind。\"
AweekafterDora’smarriagehefoundhimselfabletowalkuptheavenuetotheRawdonhouse;buthearrivedtherewearyandwanenoughtoinstantlywinthesympathyofRuthandEthel,andhewasimmenselystrengthenedbythesenseofhomeandkindred,andofgenuinekindnesstowhichhefeltasortofright。HeaskedRuthifhemighteatdinnerwiththem。Hesaidhewashungry,andthehotelfaredidnottempthim。AndwhenJudgeRawdonreturnedhewelcomedhiminthesamegenerousspirit,andtheeveningpasseddelightfullyaway。Atitsclose,however,asMostynstoodglovedandhatted,andthecarriagewaitedforhim,hesaidafewwordstoJudgeRawdonwhichchangedthementalandsocialatmosphere。
\"Iwishtohavealittletalkwithyou,sir,onabusinessmatterofsomeimportance。
AtwhathourcanIseeyouto-morrow?\"
\"Iamengagedalldayuntilthreeintheafternoon,Fred。SupposeIcallonyouaboutfourorhalf-past?\"
\"Verywell,sir。\"
ButbothEthelandRuthwonderedifitwas\"verywell。\"Ashadow,fleetingasthought,hadpassedoverJudgeRawdon’sfacewhenheheardtherequestforabusinessinterview,andaftertheyoungman’sdeparturehelosthimselfinareveriewhichwasevidentlynotahappyone。Buthesaidnothingtothegirls,andtheywerenotaccustomedtoquestionhim。
Thenextmorning,insteadofgoingdirecttohisoffice,hestoppedatMadam,hismoth-
er’shouseinGramercyPark。Avisitatsuchanearlyhourwasunusual,andtheoldladylookedathiminalarm。
\"Wearewell,mother,\"hesaidassherose。\"Icalledtotalktoyouaboutalittlebusiness。\"WhereuponMadamsatdown,andbecamesuddenlyabouttwentyyearsyounger,for\"business\"wasawordlikeawatch-cry;shecalledallhersensestogetherwhenitwasutteredinherpresence。
\"Business!\"sheejaculatedsharply。
\"Whosebusiness?\"
\"IthinkImaysaythebusinessofthewholefamily。\"
\"Nay,Iamnotinit。MybusinessisjustasIwantit,andIamnotgoingtotalkaboutit——onewayortheother。\"
\"IsnotRawdonCourtofsomeinteresttoyou?Ithasbeenthehomeandseatofthefamilyformanycenturies。Agoodmany。
Mostynwomenhavebeenitsmistress。\"
\"IneverheardofanyMostynwomanwhowouldnothavebeenfarhappierawayfromRawdonCourt。ItwasaCalvarytothemall。
TherewaslittleNannieMostyn,whodiedwithherfirstbabybecauseSquireAnthonystruckherinadrunkenpassion;andtheproudAlethiaMostyn,whosufferedtwentyyears’martyrdomfromSquireJohn;andSara,whotookthirtythousandpoundstoSquireHubert,toflingawayatthegreentable;andHarriet,whowasmadebyherhusband,SquireHumphrey,tojumpafencewhenouthuntingwithhim,andwasbroughthomecrippledandscarredforlife——alovelygirloftwentywhowentthroughagoniesforelevenyearswithoutaughtofloveandhelp,anddiedalonewhilehewasfollowingafox;
andtherewasprettyBarbaraMostyn————\"
\"Come,come,mother。IdidnotcallherethismorningtoheartheRawdonsabused,andyouforgetyourownmarriage。Itwasahappyone,Iamsure。OneRawdon,atleast,mustbeexcepted;andIthinkItreatedmywifeasagoodhusbandoughttotreatawife。\"
\"Notyou!YoutreatedMaryverybadly。\"
\"Mother,notevenfromyou————\"
\"I’llsayitagain。Thelittlegirlwasdyingforayearormore,andyouweresobusymakingmoneyyouneversawit。Ifshesaidorlookedalittlecomplaint,youmovedrestless-likeandtoldher`shemopedtoomuch。’AstheendcameIspoketoyou,andyoupooh-poohedallIsaid。Shewentsuddenly,Iknow,tomostpeople,butsheknewitwasherlastday,andshelongedsotoseeyou,thatIsentaservanttohurryyouhome,butshediedbeforeyoucouldmakeupyourmindtoleaveyour`cases。’SheandIwerealonewhenshewhisperedherlastmessageforyou——alovingone,too。\"
\"Mother!Mother!Whyrecallthatbitterday?Ididnotthink——IswearIdidnotthink————\"
\"Nevermindswearing。IwasjustremindingyouthattheRawdonshavenotbeenthefinestspecimensofgoodhusbands。Theymakelandlords,andjudges,andsoldiers,andevenloom-lordsofaveryrespectablesort;
buthusbands!Lordhelptheirpoorwives!
Soyousee,asaMostynwoman,IhavenospecialinterestinRawdonCourt。\"
\"Youwouldnotlikeittogooutofthefamily?\"
\"Ishouldnotworrymyselfifitdid。\"
\"IsupposeyouknowFredMostynhasamortgageonitthatthepresentSquireisunabletolift。\"
\"Aye,Fredtoldmehehadeightythousandpoundsontheoldplace。Itoldhimhewasafooltoputhismoneyonit。\"
\"Oneofthefinestmanorsandmanor-
housesinEngland,mother。\"
\"Ihaveseenit。Iwasbornandbroughtupnearenoughtoit,Ithink。\"
\"Eightythousandpoundsisabagatellefortheplace;yetifFredforcesasale,itmaygoforthat,orevenless。Ican’tbeartothinkofit。\"
\"Whynotbuyityourself?\"
\"Iwouldliftthemortgageto-morrowifI
hadthemeans。Ihavenotatpresent。\"
\"Well,Iaminthesamebox。YouhavejustspokenasiftheMostynsandRawdonshadanequalinterestinRawdonCourt。
Verywell,then,itcannotbefarwrongforFredMostyntohaveit。ManyaMostynhasgonethereaswifeandslave。IwoulddearlyliketoseeoneMostyngoasmaster。\"
\"Ishallgetnohelpfromyou,then,I
understandthat。\"
\"I’mMostynbybirth,I’monlyRawdonby,marriage。Thebirth-bandtiesmefasttomyfamily。\"
\"Goodmorning,mother。Youhavefailedmeforthefirsttimeinyourlife。\"
\"Ifthemoneyhadbeenforyou,Edward,oryours————\"
\"Itis——good-by。\"
Shecalledhimbackperemptorily,andhereturnedandstoodattheopendoor。
\"Whydon’tyouaskEthel?\"
\"IdidnotthinkIhadtheright,mother。\"
\"MorerighttoaskherthanI。Seewhatshesays。She’sRawdon,everyinchofher。\"
\"PerhapsImay。Ofcourse,Icansellsecurities,butitwouldbeatasacrificeagreatsacrificeatpresent。\"
\"Ethelhasthecash;and,asIsaid,sheisRawdon——I’mnot。\"
\"Iwishmyfatherwerealive。\"
\"Hewouldn’tmoveme——youneedn’tthinkthat。WhatIhavesaidtoyouIwouldhavesaidtohim。SpeaktoEthel。I’llbeboundshe’lllistenifRawdoncallsher。\"
\"Idon’tliketospeaktoEthel。\"
\"Itisn’twhatyouliketodo,it’swhatyoufindyou’llhavetodo,thatcarriestheday;
andagoodthing,too,considering。\"
\"Goodmorning,again。Youarenotquiteyourself,Ithink。\"
\"Well,Ididn’tsleeplastnight,sothere’snowonderifI’mabitcrossthismorning。
ButifIlosemytemper,Ikeepmyunderstanding。\"
Shewasreallycrossbythistime。Hersonhadputherinapositionshedidnotliketoassume。NoloveforRawdonCourtwasinherheart。ShewouldratherhaveadvancedthemoneytobuyanAmericanestate。ShehadbeenlittlepleasedatFred’smortgageontheoldplace,buttotheAmericanRawdonsshefeltitwouldproveawhiteelephant;andtheappealtoEthelwasadvisedbecauseshethoughtitwouldamounttonothing。Inthefirstplace,theJudgehadthestrictestideaofthesacrednessofthechargecommittedtohimasguardianofhisdaughter’sfortune。
Inthesecond,EthelinheritedfromherYorkshireancestryanintensesenseofthevalueandobligationsofmoney。ShewasanardentAmerican,andnotlikelytospenditonanoldEnglishmanor;and,furthermore,Madam’spenetrationhaddiscoveredagrowingdislikeinhergranddaughterforFredMostyn。
\"She’dneverabidehimforalifelongneighbor,\"theoldladydecided。\"ItistheRawdonprideinher。TheRawdonmenhavecondescendedtogotoMostynforwivesmanyandmanyatime,butneveroncehavetheMostynmenmarriedaRawdongirl——proud,set-upwomen,asfarasIremember;andEthelhasawaywithherjustlikethem。Fredisgoodenoughandniceenoughforanygirl,andIwonderwhatisthematterwithhim!
Itisaweekandmoresincehewashere,andthenhewasn’tabitlikehimself。\"
AtthismomentthebellrangandsheheardFred’svoiceinquiring\"ifMadamwasathome。\"Instantlyshedivinedthemotiveofhiscall。TheyoungmanhadcometotheconclusiontheJudgewouldtrytoinfluencehismother,andbeforemeetinghimintheafternoonhewishedtohavesomeideaofthetrendmatterswerelikelytotake。Hispolicy——cunning,Madamcalledit——didnotpleaseher。Sheimmediatelyassuredherselfthat\"shewouldn’tgoagainstherownfleshandbloodforanyone,\"andhiswanfaceandgeneralairofwretchednessfurtherantagonizedher。Sheaskedhimfretfully\"whathehadbeendoingtohimself,for,\"sheadded,\"it’smainlywhatwedotoourselvesthatmakesussick。WasitthateverlastingweddingoftheDenninggirl?\"
Heflushedangrily,butansweredwithmuchofthesamedesiretoannoy,\"Isupposeitwas。Ifeltitverymuch。Dorawastheloveliestgirlinthecity。Therearenoneleftlikeher。\"
\"ItwillbeagoodthingforNewYorkifthatisthecase。I’mnotonethatwantsthecitytomyself,butIcanspareDoraSTANHOPE,andfeelthebetterforit。\"
\"ThemostbeautifulofGod’screatures!\"
\"You’vesurelylostyoursightoryourjudgment,Fred。Sheisjustadusky-skinnedgirl,withbig,browneyes。Youcanpickhersortupbythethousandinanylargecity。
Andawandering-hearted,giddycreature,too,thatwillspreadasshegoes,nodoubt。I’msorryforBasilStanhope,hedidn’tdeservesuchafate。\"
\"Indeed,hedidnot!Itisbeyondmeasuretoogoodforhim。\"
\"I’vealwaysheardthatafflictionisthesurestwaytoheaven。Dorawillleadhimthatroad,anditwillbemoresurethanpleasant。
Poorfellow!He’llsoonbeasreadytocursehiswedding-dayasJobwastocursehisbirthday。Acostlywifeshewillbetokeep,andmiseryinthekeepingofher。ButifyoucametotalktomeaboutDoraSTANHOPE,I’llceasetalking,forIdon’tfinditanygreatentertainment。\"
\"IcametotalktoyouaboutSquireRawdon。\"
\"WhatabouttheSquire?KeepitinyourmindthatheandIweresweetheartswhenwewerechildren。Ihaven’tforgottenthatfact。\"
\"YouknowRawdonCourtismortgagedtome?\"
\"I’veheardyousayso——morethanonce。\"
\"IintendtoforeclosethemortgageinSeptember。IfindthatIcangettwiceyes,threetimes——theinterestformymoneyinAmericansecurities。\"
\"Howdoyouknowtheyaresecurities?\"
\"BryceDenninghasputmeuptoseveralgoodthings。\"
\"Well,ifyouthinkgoodthingscancomethatroad,youareabiggerfoolthanIeverthoughtyou。\"
\"Fool!Madam,Iallownoonetocallmeafool,especiallywithoutreason。\"
\"Reason,indeed!WhatreasonwasthereinyourdillydallyingafterDoraDenningwhenshewasengaged,andthenmakingyourselflikeaghostforheraftersheismarried?
AsforthegoodthingsBryceDenningoffersyouinexchangeforagrandEnglishmanor,takethem,andthenifIcalledyounotfoolbefore,Iwillcallyoufoolinyourteethtwiceover,andmuchtoogoodforyou!Aye,I
couldcallyouaworsenamewhenIthinkoftheoldSquire——he’stwoyearsolderthanI
am——beingturnedoutofhislifelonghome。
Whereishetogoto?\"
\"IfIbuytheplace,forofcourseitwillhavetobesold,heiswelcometoremainatRawdonCourt。\"
\"Andhewoulddeservetodoitifhewerethatlow-minded;butifIknowSquirePercival,hewillgotothepoor-housefirst。Fred,youwouldsurelyscornsuchadirtythingassellingtheoldmanoutofhouseandhome?\"
\"Iwantmymoney,orelseIwantRawdonManor。\"
\"AndIhavenoobjectionseithertoyourwantingitorhavingit,but,forgoodness’
sake,waituntildeathgivesyouadecentwarrantforbuyingit。\"
\"Iamafraidtodelay。TheSquirehasbeenverycoolwithmelately,andmyagenttellsmetheTyrrel-Rawdonshavebeenvisitinghim,alsothathehasaskedagreatmanyquestionsabouttheJudgeandEthel。Heisevidentlytryingtopreventmegettingpossession,andIknowthatoldNicholasRawdonwouldgivehiseyelidstoownRawdonCourt。AstotheJudge————\"
\"Mysonwantsnoneofit。Youcanmakeyourmindeasyonthatscore。\"
\"IthinkIbehavedverydecently,though,ofcourse,noonegivesmecreditforit;forassoonasIsawImustforecloseinordertogetmyownIthoughtatonceofEthel。ItseemedtomethatifwecouldloveeachotherthemoneyclaimsofMostynandtheinheritedclaimsofRawdonwouldbothbesatisfied。
Unfortunately,IfoundthatIcouldnotloveEthelasawifeshouldbeloved。\"
\"AndIcantellyou,Fred,thatEthelnevercouldhavelovedyouasahusbandshouldbeloved。Shewasagooddealdisappointedinyoufromtheveryfirst。\"
\"IthoughtImadeafavorableimpressiononher。\"
\"Inaway。Shesaidyouplayedthepianonicely;butEthelisallforhandsomemen,tall,erectsix-footers,withalittleswingandswaggertothem。Shethoughtyousmallandfinicky。ButEthel’srichenoughtohaveherfancy,Ihope。\"
\"Itislittlematternowwhatshethought。
Ican’tpleaseeveryone。\"
\"No,it’sratherhardertodothatthanmostpeoplethinkitis。Iwouldpleasemyconsciencefirstofall,Fred。That’sthepointworthmentioning。AndIshalljustremindyouofonethingmore:yourmoneyallinalumponRawdonManorissafe。Itisinoneplace,andinsuchshapeasitcan’trunawaynorbesmuggledawaybyanyman’strickery。
Now,then,turnyoureightythousandpoundsintodollars,anddividethemamongascoreofsecurities,andyou’llsoonfindoutthatafortunemaybeeasilysquanderedwhenitisinagreatmanyhands,andthatwhatlookssatisfactoryenoughwhenreckoneduponpaperdoesn’toftenrealizeinhardmoneytothesametune。I’vesaidallnowIamgoingtosay。\"
\"Thankyoufortheadvicegivenme。I
willtakeitasfarasIcan。ThisafternoontheJudgehaspromisedtotalkoverthebusinesswithme。\"
\"TheJudgeneversawRawdonCourt,andhecaresnothingaboutit,buthecangiveyoucounselaboutthe`goodthings’BryceDenningoffersyou。Andyoumaysafelylistentoit,for,rightorwrong,Iseeplainlyitisyourownadviceyouwilltakeinthelongrun。\"
MostynlaughedpleasantlyandwentbacktohishoteltothinkoverthefactsgleanedfromhisconversationwithMadam。Inthefirstplace,heunderstoodthatanyovertactagainstSquireRawdonwouldbedeeplyresentedbyhisAmericanrelatives。Butthenheremindedhimselfthathisownrelationshipwiththemwasmerelysentiment。Hehadnownothingtohopeforinthewayofmoney。Madam’sapparentlyspontaneousandtruthfulassertion,thattheJudgecarednothingforRawdonCourt,was,however,verysatisfactorytohim。Hehadbeenfoolishenoughtothinkthatthethinghedesiredsopassionatelywasofequalvalueintheestimationofothers。Hesawnowthathewaswrong,andhethenrememberedthathehadneverfoundJudgeRawdontoevinceeitherinterestorcuriosityaboutthefamilyhome。
Ifhehadbeenakeenobserver,theJudge’sfacewhenhecalledmighthavegivenhiscomfortablefeelingssomepause。Itwascontracted,subtle,intricate,buthecameforwardwithacongratulationonMostyn’simprovedappearance。\"Afewweeksattheseasidewoulddoyougood,\"headded,andMostynanswered,\"IthinkofgoingtoNewportforamonth。\"
\"Andthen?\"
\"Iwantyouropinionaboutthat。McLeanadvisesmetoseethecountry——togotoChicago,St。Louis,Denver,crosstheRockies,andontoCalifornia。Itseemsasifthatwouldbeagrandsummerprogramme。ButmylawyerwritesmethatthemaninchargeatMostyniscuttingtoomuchtimberandisgenerallytooextravagant。ThenthereisthequestionofRawdonCourt。Myfinanceswillnotletmecarrythemortgageonitlonger,unlessIbuytheplace。\"
\"Areyouthinkingofthatasprobable?\"
\"Yes。Itwillhavetobesold。AndMostynseemstobethenaturalownerafterRawdon。
TheMostynshavemarriedRawdonssofrequentlythatwearealmostlikeonefamily,andRawdonCourtlies,asitwere,atMostyn’sgate。TheSquireisnowold,andtooeasilypersuadedforhisownwelfare,andIheartheTyrrel-Rawdonshavebeenvisitinghim。Suchathingwouldhavebeenincredibleafewyearsago。\"
\"WhoaretheTyrrel-Rawdons?Ihavenoacquaintancewiththem。\"
\"TheyarethedescendantsofthatTyrrel-
Rawdonwhoacenturyagomarriedahandsomegirlwhowasonlyaninnkeeper’sdaughter。Hewasofcoursedisownedanddisinherited,andhischildrensanktothelowestsocialgrade。Thenwhenpower-loomweavingwasintroducedtheywenttothemills,andoneofthemwascleverandsavedmoneyandbuiltalittlemillofhisown,andhissonbuiltamuchlargerone,andmadeagreatdealofmoney,andbecameMayorofLeeds。ThenextgenerationsawtheTyrrel-
Rawdonsthelargestloom-lordsinYorkshire。
Oneoftheyoungestgenerationwasmyopponentinthelastelectionandbeatme——aRadicalfellowbeatstheConservativecandidatealwayswhereweaversandspinnersholdthevotebutIthoughtitmydutytoupholdtheMostynbanner。YouknowtheMostynshavealwaysbeenToriesandConservatives。\"
\"Excuseme,butIamafraidIamignorantconcerningMostynpolitics。ItakelittleinterestintheEnglishparties。\"
\"Naturally。Well,IhopeyouwilltakeaninterestinmyaffairsandgivemeyouradviceaboutthesaleofRawdonCourt。\"
\"Ithinkmyadvicewouldbeuseless。Inthefirstplace,IneversawtheCourt。Myfatherhadanoldpictureofit,whichhassomehowdisappearedsincehisdeath,butI
cannotsaythateventhispictureinterestedmeatall。YouknowIamanAmerican,bornonthesoil,andveryproudofit。Then,asyouareacquaintedwithalltheinsandoutsofthedifficultiesandembarrassments,andI
knownothingatallaboutthem,youwouldhardlybefoolishenoughtotakemyopinionagainstyourown。IsupposetheSquireisinfavorofyourbuyingtheCourt?\"
\"Inevernamedthesubjecttohim。I
thoughtperhapshemighthavewrittentoyouonthematter。Youarethelastmaleofthehouseinthatline。\"
\"HehasneverwrittentomeabouttheCourt。Then,Iamnotthelastmale。Fromwhatyousay,IthinktheTyrrel-RawdonscouldeasilysupplyanheirtoRawdon。\"
\"Thatisthethingtobeavoided。Itwouldbeagreatoffensetothecountyfamilies。\"
\"Whyshouldtheybeconsidered?A
RawdonisalwaysaRawdon。\"
\"Butacottonspinner,sir!Ameremill-
owner!\"
\"Well,Idonotfeelwithyouandtheothercountypeopleinthatrespect。Ithinkacottonspinner,givingbreadtoathousandfamilies,isavastlymorerespectableandimportantmanthanafox-hunting,idlelandlord。
Amill-owningRawdonmightdoadealofgoodinthesleepyoldvillageofMonk-Rawdon。\"
\"YoursentimentsareAmerican,notEnglish,sir。\"
\"AsItoldyou,welookatthingsfromverydifferentstandpoints。\"
\"Doyoufeelinclinedtoliftthemortgageyourself,Judge?\"
\"Ihavenotthepower,evenifIhadtheinclinationtodoso。Mymoneyiswellinvested,andIcouldnot,atthistime,turnbondsandsecuritiesintocashwithoutmakingasacrificenottobecontemplated。Iconfess,however,thatiftheCourthastobesold,IshouldliketheTyrrel-Rawdonstobuyit。Idaresaythepictureoftheoffendingyouthisstillinthegallery,andIhaveheardmymothersaythatwhatisanother’salwaysyearnsforitslord。DrivenfromhisheritageforLove’ssake,itwouldbeatleastinterestingifGoldgavebacktohischildrenwhatLovelostthem。\"
\"Thatispuresentiment。SurelyitwouldbemorenaturalthattheMostynsshouldsucceedtheRawdons。Wehave,asitwere,boughttherightwithatleastadozenintermarriages。\"
\"Thatalsoispuresentiment。Goldatlastwillcarrythesuccession。\"
\"Butnotyourgold,Iinfer?\"
\"Notmygold;certainlynot。\"
\"ThankyouforyourdecisivewordsTheymakemycourseclear。\"
\"Thatiswell。Astoyoursummermovements,Iamequallyunabletogiveyouadvice。
Ithinkyouneedtheseaforamonth,andafterthatMcLean’sschemeisgood。
AndareturntoMostyntolookafteryouraffairsisequallygood。IfIwereyou,I
shouldfollowmyinclinations。Ifyouputyourheartintoanything,itiswelldoneandenjoyed;ifyoudoathingbecauseyouthinkyououghttodoit,failureanddisappointmentareoftentheresults。Sodoasyouwanttodo;itistheonlyadviceIcanofferyou。\"
\"Thankyou,sir。Itisveryacceptable。I
mayleaveforNewportto-morrow。Ishallcallontheladiesinthemorning。\"
\"Iwilltellthem,butitisjustpossiblethatthey,too,gotothecountryto-morrow,tolookafteralittlecottageontheHudsonweoccupyinthesummer。Good-by,andIhopeyouwillsoonrecoveryourusualhealth。\"
ThentheJudgeliftedhishat,andwithacourteousmovementlefttheroom。Hisfacehadthesamesuaveurbanityofexpression,buthecouldhardlyrestrainthepassioninhisheart。Placidashelookedwhenheenteredhishouse,hethrewoffallpretensesassoonashereachedhisroom。TheYorkshirespiritwhichEthelhaddeclaredfoundhimoutonceinthreehundredandsixty-fourdaysandtwenty-threehourswastheninfullpos-
session。TheAmericanJudgehaddisappeared。
Helookedaslikehisancestorsasanythingoutsideofapaintedpicturecoulddo。Hisflushedface,hisflashingeyes,hispassionateexclamations,thestampofhisfoot,theblowofhishand,thethreateningattitudeofhiswholefigurewasbutareplicaofhisgreat-grandfather,AnthonyRawdon,givingRadicalsatthehustingsorcarelesskeepersatthekennels\"abitofhismind。\"
\"`Mostyn,seemstobethenaturalownerofRawdon!RawdonCourtliesatMostyn’sgate!NaturalthattheMostynsshouldsucceedtheRawdons!Boughttherightbyadozenintermarriages!’Confoundtheimpudentrascal!DoeshethinkIwillseeSquireRawdonroguedoutofhishome?NotifIcanhelpit!NotifEthelcanhelpit!
Notifheavenandearthcanhelpit!He’sadownrightrascal!Acool,unruffled,impudentrascal!\"Andtheseejaculationswerefollowedbyabitter,biting,blastinghailstormofsuchepithetsascouldonlybewrittenwithoneletterandadash。
Butthepassionofimprecationcooledandsatisfiedhisangerinthisitsfirstimpetuousoutbreak,andhesatdown,claspedthearmsofhischair,andgavehimselfaperemptoryorderofcontrol。Inashorttimeherose,bathedhisheadandfaceincoldwater,andbegantodressfordinner。Andashestoodbeforetheglasshesmiledattherestoredcolorandcalmofhiscountenance。
\"Youareaprudentlawyer,\"hesaidsarcastically。\"Howmanyactionablewordshaveyoujustuttered!IfthedevilandFredMostynhavebeenlistening,theycan,asmothersays,`getthelawonyou’;butI
thinkEthelandIandthelawwillbeamatchevenforthedevilandFredMostyn。\"Then,asheslowlywentdownstairs,herepeatedtohimself,\"MostynseemstobethenaturalownerofRawdon。No,sir,neithernaturalnorlegalowner。RawdonCourtliesatMostyngate。Notyet。MostynliesatRawdongate。NaturalthattheMostynsshouldsucceedtheRawdons。PowerofGod!Neitherinthisgenerationnorthenext。\"
AndatthesamemomentMostyn,havingthoughtoverhisinterviewwithJudgeRawdon,walkedthoughtfullytoawindowandmutteredtohimself:\"Whateverwasthematterwiththeoldman?Politeasacourtier,butsomethingwaswrong。Theroomfeltasiftherewasaniceberginit,andhekepthisrighthandinhispocket。Ibe-
lievehewasafraidIwouldshakehandswithhim——itisEthel,Isuppose。Naturallyheisdisappointed。WantedheratRawdon。Well,itisapity,butIreallycannot!Oh,Dora!
Dora!Myheart,myhungryandthirstyheartcallsyou!Burningwithlove,dyingwithlonging,Iamwaitingforyou!\"
Thedinnerpassedpleasantlyenough,butbothEthelandRuthnoticedtheJudgewasunderstrongbutwell-controlledfeeling。
Whileservantswerepresentitpassedforhighspirits,butassoonasthethreewerealoneinthelibrary,theexcitementtookatonceaseriousaspect。
\"Mydears,\"hesaid,standingupandfacingthem,\"IhavehadaverypainfulinterviewwithFredMostyn。HeholdsamortgageoverRawdonCourt,andisgoingtopressitinSeptember——thatis,heproposestoselltheplaceinordertoobtainhismoney——andthepoorSquire!\"Heceasedspeaking,walkedacrosstheroomandbackagain,andappearedgreatlydisturbed。
\"WhatoftheSquire?\"askedRuth。
\"Godknows,Ruth。Hehasnootherhome。\"
\"Whyisthisthingtobedone?Istherenowaytopreventit?\"
\"Mostynwantsthemoney,hesays,toinvestinAmericansecurities。Hedoesnot。
Hewantstoforceasale,sothathemaybuytheplaceforthemortgage,andtheneitherkeepitforhispride,ormorelikelyresellittotheTyrrel-Rawdonsfordoublethemoney。\"
Thenwithgraduallyincreasingpassionherepeatedinalow,intensevoicetheremarkswhichMostynhadmade,andwhichhadsoinfuriatedtheJudge。Beforehehadfinishedspeakingthetwowomenhadcaughthistemperandspirit。Ethel’sfacewaswhitewithanger,hereyesflashing,herwholeattitudefulloffight。Ruthwastroubledandsorrowful,andshelookedanxiouslyattheJudgeforsomesolutionofthecondition。ItwasEthelwhovoicedtheanxiety。\"Father,\"
sheasked,\"whatistobedone?Whatcanyoudo?\"
\"Nothing,Iamsorrytosay,Ethel。Mymoneyisabsolutelytiedup——forthisyear,atanyrate。Icannottouchitwithoutwrongingothersaswellasmyself,noryetwithoutthemostruinoussacrifice。\"
\"IfIcoulddoanything,Iwouldnotcareatwhatsacrifice。\"
\"Youcandoallthatisnecessary,Ethel,andyouaretheonlypersonwhocan。Youhaveatleasteighthundredthousanddollarsincashandnegotiablesecurities。Yourmother’sfortuneisallyours,withitslegitimateaccruements,anditwasleftatyourowndisposalafteryourtwenty-firstbirthday。
IthasbeenatyourowndisposalWITH
MYCONSENTsinceyournineteenthbirthday。\"
\"Then,father,weneednottroubleabouttheSquire。Iwishwithallmyhearttomakehishomesuretohimaslongashelives。Youarealawyer,youknowwhatoughttobedone。\"
\"Goodgirl!Iknewwhatyouwouldsayanddo,orIshouldnothavetoldyouthetroubletherewasatRawdon。Now,IproposeweallmakeavisittoRawdonCourt,seetheSquireandtheproperty,andwhilethereperfectsucharrangementsasseemkindestandwisest。Ruth,howsooncanwebereadytosail?\"
\"Father,doyoureallymeanthatwearetogotoEngland?\"
\"Itistheonlythingtodo。ImustseethatallisasMostynsays。Imustnotletyouthrowyourmoneyaway。\"
\"Thatisonlyprudent,\"saidRuth,\"andwecanbereadyforthefirststeamerifyouwishit。\"
\"Iamdelighted,father。IlongtoseeEngland;morethanall,IlongtoseeRawdon。
IdidnotknowuntilthismomenthowmuchIlovedit。\"
\"Well,then,IwillhaveallreadyforustosailnextSaturday。SaynothingaboutittoMostyn。Hewillcallto-morrowmorningtobidyougood-bybeforeleavingforNewportwithMcLean。Tryandbeout。\"
\"Ishallcertainlybeout,\"saidEthel。
\"Idonotwishevertoseehisfaceagain,andImustseegrandmotherandtellherwhatwearegoingtodo。\"
\"Idaresaysheguessesalready。Sheadvisedmetoaskyouaboutthemortgage。Sheknewwhatyouwouldsay。\"
\"Father,whoaretheTyrrel-Rawdons?\"
ThentheJudgetoldthestoryoftheyoungTyrrel-Rawdon,whoacenturyagohadlosthisworldforLove,andEthelsaid\"shelikedhimbetterthananyRawdonshehadeverheardof。\"
\"Exceptyourfather,Ethel。\"
\"Exceptmyfather;mydear,goodfather。
AndIamgladthatLovedidnotalwaysmakethempoor。Theymustnowberich,iftheywanttobuytheCourt。\"
\"Theyarerichmanufacturers。MostynismuchannoyedthattheSquirehasbeguntonoticethem。HesaysoneofthegrandsonsoftheTyrrel-Rawdons,disinheritedforlove’ssake,cametoAmericasometimeintheforties。Iaskedyourgrandmotherifthisstorywastrue。Shesaiditisquitetrue;
thatmyfatherwashisfriendinthematter,andthatitwashisreportsaboutAmericawhichmadethemdecidetotrytheirfortuneinNewYork。\"
\"Doessheknowwhatbecameofhim?\"
\"No。InhislastlettertothemhesaidhehadjustjoinedapartygoingtothegoldfieldsofCalifornia。Thatwasin1850。Heneverwroteagain。Itislikelyheperishedontheterriblejourneyacrosstheplains。
Manythousandsdid。\"
\"WhenIaminEnglandIintendtocallupontheseTyrrel-Rawdons。IthinkIshalllikethem。Myheartgoesouttothem。Iamproudofthisbitofromanceinthefamily。\"
\"Oh,thereisplentyofromancebehindyou,Ethel。WhenyouseetheoldSquirestandingattheentrancetotheManorHouse,youmayseethehagsofCressyandAgincourt,ofMarstonandWorcesterbehindhim。
AndtheRawdonwomenhavefrequentlybeendaughtersofDestiny。Manyofthemhavelivedromancesthatwouldbeincredibleifwrittendown。Oh,Ethel,dear,wecannot,wecannotforourlives,lettheoldhomefallintothehandsofstrangers。Atanyrate,ifoninspectionwethinkitwrongtointerfere,IcanatleasttryandgetthechildrenofthedisinheritedTyrrelbacktotheirhome。Shallweleaveitatthispointforthepresent?\"
Thisdecisionwasagreeabletoall,andthenthefewpreparationsnecessaryforthejourneyweretalkedover,andinthishappydiscussiontheeveningpassedrapidly。ThedreamofEthel’slifehadbeenthisvisittothehomeofherfamily,andtogoasitssaviorwasaconsummationofthepleasurethatfilledherwithlovingpride。Shecouldnotsleepforherwakingdreams。ShemadeallsortsofresolutionsaboutthedespisedTyrrel-
Rawdons。Sheintendedtoshowtheproud,indolentworldoftheEnglishland-
aristocracythatAmericans,justaswellbornasthemselves,respectedbusinessenergyandenterprise;andshehadotherplansandpropositionsjustasinterestingandasfullofyouth’simpossibleenthusiasm。
Inthemorningshewenttotalkthesubjectoverwithhergrandmother。Theoldladyreceivedthenewswithaffectedindif-
ference。Shesaid,\"ItmatterednothingtoherwhosatinRawdon’sseat;butshewouldnothearMostynblamedforseekinghisright。Moneyandsentimentarenokin,\"
sheadded,\"andFredhasnosentimentaboutRawdon。Whyshouldhe?OnlylastsummerRawdonkepthimoutofParliament,andmadehimspendalotofmoneybeside。
He’srighttogetevenwiththefamilyifhecan。\"
\"ButtheoldSquire!Heisnow————\"
\"Iknow;he’solderthanIam。ButSquirePercivalhashadhisday,andFredwouldnotdoanythingoutofthewaytohim——hecouldnot;thecountywouldmakebothMostynandRawdonveryuncomfortableplacestolivein,ifhedid。\"
\"Ifyouturnamanoutofhishomewhenheiseightyyearsold,Ithinkthatis`outoftheway。’AndMr。Mostynisnottobetrusted。Iwouldn’ttrusthimasfarasI
couldseehim。\"
\"Highty-tighty!Hehasnotaskedyoutotrusthim。Youlostyourchancethere,miss。\"
\"Grandmother,Iamastonishedatyou!\"
\"Well,itwasameanthingtosay,Ethel;
butIlikeFred,andIseetherestofmyfamilyareagainsthim。It’snaturalforYorkshiretohelptheweakestside。Butthere,Fredcandohisownfighting,I’llwarrant。
He’snotanordinaryman。\"
\"I’msorrytosayheisn’t,grandmother。
Ifhewerehewouldspeakwithoutadrawl,andgetridofhismonocle,andnotpaysuchminuteattentiontohiscoatsandvestsandwalkingsticks。\"
ThenEthelproceededtoexplainherresolveswithregardtotheTyrrel-Rawdons。
\"Ishallpaythemthegreatestattention,\"
shesaid。\"ItwasanoblethinginyoungTyrrel-Rawdontogiveupeverythingforhonorablelove,andIthinkeveryoneoughttohavestoodbyhim。\"
\"Thatwouldn’thavedoneatall。IfTyrrelhadbeenpettedasyouthinkheoughttohavebeen,everyrespectableyoungmanandwomaninthecountywouldhavemarriedwheretheirfancyledthem;andthefanciesofyoungpeoplemostlyleadthemtotheroaditisruintotake。\"
\"FromwhatFredMostynsays,Tyrrel’sdescendantsseemtohavetakenaveryrespectableroad。\"
\"I’venothingtosayfororagainstthem。
It’syearsandyearssinceIlaideyesonanyofthefamily。YourgrandfatherhelpedoneoftheyoungmentocometoAmerica,andIrememberhismothergettingintoapassionaboutit。ShewasafatwomaninaPaisleyshawlandalove-birdonherbonnet。
Isawhissisteroften。Sheweighedabouttwelvestone,andhadredhairandredcheeksandbareredelbows。Shewascalleda`strappinglass。’ThatisquiteacomplimentarytermintheWestRiding。\"
\"Please,grandmother,Idon’twanttohearanymore。IntwoweeksIshallbeabletojudgeformyself。Sincethentherehavebeentwogenerations,andifamemberofthepresentoneisfitforParliament————\"
\"That’snothing。Weneedn’tlookforanythingspeciallyrefinedinParliamentinthesedays。There’sanotherthing。TheseTyrrel-Rawdonsarechapelpeople。TherectorofRawdonchurchwouldnotmarryTyrreltohislow-bornlove,andsotheywenttotheMethodistpreacher,andafterthattotheMethodistchapel。Thatputthemdown,morethanyoucanimaginehereinAmerica。\"
\"Itwasashame!Methodistsaremostrespectablepeople。\"
\"I’msayingnothingcontrary。\"
\"ThePresidentisaMethodist。\"
\"Ineveraskedwhathewas。IamaChurchofEnglandwoman,youknowthat。