Talkingitover,youknow——whatroutewe’retakingthisyear,andwherewe’llstop,andsoon。That’shalfthefun!’
`Fun?’saidtheRat;`nowthat’sjustwhatIdon’tunderstand。
Ifyou’veGOTtoleavethispleasantplace,andyourfriendswhowillmissyou,andyoursnughomesthatyou’vejustsettledinto,why,whenthehourstrikesI’venodoubtyou’llgobravely,andfaceallthetroubleanddiscomfortandchangeandnewness,andmakebelievethatyou’renotveryunhappy。Buttowanttotalkaboutit,oreventhinkaboutit,tillyoureallyneed————’
`No,youdon’tunderstand,naturally,’saidthesecondswallow。
`First,wefeelitstirringwithinus,asweetunrest;thenbackcometherecollectionsonebyone,likehomingpigeons。Theyflutterthroughourdreamsatnight,theyflywithusinourwheelingsandcirclingsbyday。Wehungertoinquireofeachother,tocomparenotesandassureourselvesthatitwasallreallytrue,asonebyonethescentsandsoundsandnamesoflong-forgottenplacescomegraduallybackandbeckontous。’
`Couldn’tyoustoponforjustthisyear?’suggestedtheWaterRat,wistfully。`We’llalldoourbesttomakeyoufeelathome。
You’venoideawhatgoodtimeswehavehere,whileyouarefaraway。’
`Itried\"stoppingon\"oneyear,’saidthethirdswallow。`IhadgrownsofondoftheplacethatwhenthetimecameIhungbackandlettheothersgoonwithoutme。Forafewweeksitwasallwellenough,butafterwards,Othewearylengthofthenights!Theshivering,sunlessdays!Theairsoclammyandchill,andnotaninsectinanacreofit!No,itwasnogood;
mycouragebrokedown,andonecold,stormynightItookwing,flyingwellinlandonaccountofthestrongeasterlygales。ItwassnowinghardasIbeatthroughthepassesofthegreatmountains,andIhadastifffighttowinthrough;butnevershallIforgettheblissfulfeelingofthehotsunagainonmybackasIspeddowntothelakesthatlaysoblueandplacidbelowme,andthetasteofmyfirstfatinsect!Thepastwaslikeabaddream;thefuturewasallhappyholidayasImovedsouthwardsweekbyweek,easily,lazily,lingeringaslongasI
dared,butalwaysheedingthecall!No,Ihadhadmywarning;
neveragaindidIthinkofdisobedience。’
`Ah,yes,thecalloftheSouth,oftheSouth!’twitteredtheothertwodreamily。`Itssongsitshues,itsradiantair!O,doyouremember————’and,forgettingtheRat,theyslidintopassionatereminiscence,whilehelistenedfascinated,andhisheartburnedwithinhim。Inhimself,too,heknewthatitwasvibratingatlast,thatchordhithertodormantandunsuspected。Themerechatterofthesesouthern-boundbirds,theirpaleandsecond-handreports,hadyetpowertoawakenthiswildnewsensationandthrillhimthroughandthroughwithit;whatwouldonemomentoftherealthingworkinhim——onepassionatetouchoftherealsouthernsun,onewaftoftheauthenticodor?Withclosedeyeshedaredtodreamamomentinfullabandonment,andwhenhelookedagaintheriverseemedsteelyandchill,thegreenfieldsgreyandlightless。Thenhisloyalheartseemedtocryoutonhisweakerselfforitstreachery。
`Whydoyouevercomeback,then,atall?’hedemandedoftheswallowsjealously。`Whatdoyoufindtoattractyouinthispoordrablittlecountry?’
`Anddoyouthink,’saidthefirstswallow,`thattheothercallisnotforustoo,initsdueseason?Thecalloflushmeadow-
grass,wetorchards,warm,insect-hauntedponds,ofbrowsingcattle,ofhaymaking,andallthefarm-buildingsclusteringroundtheHouseoftheperfectEaves?’
`Doyousuppose,’askedthesecondone,thatyouaretheonlylivingthingthatcraveswithahungrylongingtohearthecuckoo’snoteagain?’
`Induetime,’saidthethird,`weshallbehome-sickoncemoreforquietwater-liliesswayingonthesurfaceofanEnglishstream。Butto-dayallthatseemspaleandthinandveryfaraway。Justnowourblooddancestoothermusic。’
Theyfella-twitteringamongthemselvesoncemore,andthistimetheirintoxicatingbabblewasofvioletseas,tawnysands,andlizard-hauntedwalls。
RestlesslytheRatwanderedoffoncemore,climbedtheslopethatrosegentlyfromthenorthbankoftheriver,andlaylookingouttowardsthegreatringofDownsthatbarredhisvisionfurthersouthwards——hissimplehorizonhitherto,hisMountainsoftheMoon,hislimitbehindwhichlaynothinghehadcaredtoseeortoknow。To-day,tohimgazingSouthwithanew-bornneedstirringinhisheart,theclearskyovertheirlonglowoutlineseemedtopulsatewithpromise;to-day,theunseenwaseverything,theunknowntheonlyrealfactoflife。Onthissideofthehillswasnowtherealblank,ontheotherlaythecrowdedandcolouredpanoramathathisinnereyewasseeingsoclearly。Whatseaslaybeyond,green,leaping,andcrested!
Whatsun-bathedcoasts,alongwhichthewhitevillasglitteredagainsttheolivewoods!Whatquietharbours,throngedwithgallantshippingboundforpurpleislandsofwineandspice,islandssetlowinlanguorouswaters!
Heroseanddescendedriver-wardsoncemore;thenchangedhismindandsoughtthesideofthedustylane。There,lyinghalf-
buriedinthethick,coolunder-hedgetanglethatborderedit,hecouldmuseonthemetalledroadandallthewondrousworldthatitledto;onallthewayfarers,too,thatmighthavetroddenit,andthefortunesandadventurestheyhadgonetoseekorfoundunseeking——outthere,beyond——beyond!
Footstepsfellonhisear,andthefigureofonethatwalkedsomewhatwearilycameintoview;andhesawthatitwasaRat,andaverydustyone。Thewayfarer,ashereachedhim,salutedwithagestureofcourtesythathadsomethingforeignaboutit——
hesitatedamoment——thenwithapleasantsmileturnedfromthetrackandsatdownbyhissideinthecoolherbage。Heseemedtired,andtheRatlethimrestunquestioned,understandingsomethingofwhatwasinhisthoughts;knowing,too,thevalueallanimalsattachattimestomeresilentcompanionship,whenthewearymusclesslackenandthemindmarkstime。
Thewayfarerwasleanandkeen-featured,andsomewhatbowedattheshoulders;hispawswerethinandlong,hiseyesmuchwrinkledatthecorners,andheworesmallgoldearringsinhisneatly-setwell-shapedears。Hisknittedjerseywasofafadedblue,hisbreeches,patchedandstained,werebasedonabluefoundation,andhissmallbelongingsthathecarriedweretiedupinabluecottonhandkerchief。
Whenhehadrestedawhilethestrangersighed,snuffedtheair,andlookedabouthim。
`Thatwasclover,thatwarmwhiffonthebreeze,’heremarked;
`andthosearecowswehearcroppingthegrassbehindusandblowingsoftlybetweenmouthfuls。Thereisasoundofdistantreapers,andyonderrisesabluelineofcottagesmokeagainstthewoodland。Theriverrunssomewherecloseby,forIhearthecallofamoorhen,andIseebyyourbuildthatyou’reafreshwatermariner。Everythingseemsasleep,andyetgoingonallthetime。Itisagoodlylifethatyoulead,friend;nodoubtthebestintheworld,ifonlyyouarestrongenoughtoleadit!’
`Yes,it’sTHElife,theonlylife,tolive,’respondedtheWaterRatdreamily,andwithouthisusualwhole-heartedconviction。
`Ididnotsayexactlythat,’repliedthestrangercautiously;
`butnodoubtit’sthebest。I’vetriedit,andIknow。AndbecauseI’vejusttriedit——sixmonthsofit——andknowit’sthebest,hereamI,footsoreandhungry,trampingawayfromit,trampingsouthward,followingtheoldcall,backtotheoldlife,THElifewhichismineandwhichwillnotletmego。’
`Isthis,then,yetanotherofthem?’musedtheRat。`Andwherehaveyoujustcomefrom?’heasked。Hehardlydaredtoaskwherehewasboundfor;heseemedtoknowtheansweronlytoowell。
`Nicelittlefarm,’repliedthewayfarer,briefly。`Upalonginthatdirection’——henoddednorthwards。`Nevermindaboutit。I
hadeverythingIcouldwant——everythingIhadanyrighttoexpectoflife,andmore;andhereIam!Gladtobehereallthesame,though,gladtobehere!Somanymilesfurtherontheroad,somanyhoursnearertomyheart’sdesire!’
Hisshiningeyesheldfasttothehorizon,andheseemedtobelisteningforsomesoundthatwaswantingfromthatinlandacreage,vocalasitwaswiththecheerfulmusicofpasturageandfarmyard。
`YouarenotoneofUS,’saidtheWaterRat,`noryetafarmer;noreven,Ishouldjudge,ofthiscountry。’
`Right,’repliedthestranger。`I’maseafaringrat,Iam,andtheportIoriginallyhailfromisConstantinople,thoughI’masortofaforeignertheretoo,inamannerofspeaking。YouwillhaveheardofConstantinople,friend?Afaircity,andanancientandgloriousone。Andyoumayhaveheard,too,ofSigurd,KingofNorway,andhowhesailedthitherwithsixtyships,andhowheandhismenrodeupthroughstreetsallcanopiedintheirhonourwithpurpleandgold;andhowtheEmperorandEmpresscamedownandbanquetedwithhimonboardhisship。WhenSigurdreturnedhome,manyofhisNorthmenremainedbehindandenteredtheEmperor’sbody-guard,andmyancestor,aNorwegianborn,stayedbehindtoo,withtheshipsthatSigurdgavetheEmperor。Seafarerswehaveeverbeen,andnowonder;asforme,thecityofmybirthisnomoremyhomethananypleasantportbetweenthereandtheLondonRiver。I
knowthemall,andtheyknowme。Setmedownonanyoftheirquaysorforeshores,andIamhomeagain。’
`Isupposeyougogreatvoyages,’saidtheWaterRatwithgrowinginterest。`Monthsandmonthsoutofsightofland,andprovisionsrunningshort,andallowancedastowater,andyourmindcommuningwiththemightyocean,andallthatsortofthing?’
`Bynomeans,’saidtheSeaRatfrankly。`Suchalifeasyoudescribewouldnotsuitmeatall。I’minthecoastingtrade,andrarelyoutofsightofland。It’sthejollytimesonshorethatappealtome,asmuchasanyseafaring。O,thosesouthernseaports!Thesmellofthem,theriding-lightsatnight,theglamour!’
`Well,perhapsyouhavechosenthebetterway,’saidtheWaterRat,butratherdoubtfully。`Tellmesomethingofyourcoasting,then,ifyouhaveamindto,andwhatsortofharvestananimalofspiritmighthopetobringhomefromittowarmhislatterdayswithgallantmemoriesbythefireside;formylife,I
confesstoyou,feelstometo-daysomewhatnarrowandcircumscribed。’
`Mylastvoyage,’begantheSeaRat,`thatlandedmeeventuallyinthiscountry,boundwithhighhopesformyinlandfarm,willserveasagoodexampleofanyofthem,and,indeed,asanepitomeofmyhighly-colouredlife。Familytroubles,asusual,beganit。Thedomesticstorm-conewashoisted,andIshippedmyselfonboardasmalltradingvesselboundfromConstantinople,byclassicseaswhoseeverywavethrobswithadeathlessmemory,totheGrecianIslandsandtheLevant。Thoseweregoldendaysandbalmynights!Inandoutofharbourallthetime——oldfriendseverywhere——sleepinginsomecooltempleorruinedcisternduringtheheatoftheday——feastingandsongaftersundown,undergreatstarssetinavelvetsky!ThenceweturnedandcoasteduptheAdriatic,itsshoresswimminginanatmosphereofamber,rose,andaquamarine;welayinwideland-lockedharbours,weroamedthroughancientandnoblecities,untilatlastonemorning,asthesunroseroyallybehindus,werodeintoVenicedownapathofgold。O,Veniceisafinecity,whereinaratcanwanderathiseaseandtakehispleasure!Or,whenwearyofwandering,cansitattheedgeoftheGrandCanalatnight,feastingwithhisfriends,whentheairisfullofmusicandtheskyfullofstars,andthelightsflashandshimmeronthepolishedsteelprowsoftheswayinggondolas,packedsothatyoucouldwalkacrossthecanalonthemfromsidetoside!
Andthenthefood——doyoulikeshellfish?Well,well,wewon’tlingeroverthatnow。’
Hewassilentforatime;andtheWaterRat,silenttooandenthralled,floatedondream-canalsandheardaphantomsongpealinghighbetweenvaporousgreywave-lappedwalls。
`Southwardswesailedagainatlast,’continuedtheSeaRat,`coastingdowntheItalianshore,tillfinallywemadePalermo,andthereIquittedforalong,happyspellonshore。Ineversticktoolongtooneship;onegetsnarrow-mindedandprejudiced。Besides,Sicilyisoneofmyhappyhunting-grounds。
Iknoweverybodythere,andtheirwaysjustsuitme。I
spentmanyjollyweeksintheisland,stayingwithfriendsupcountry。WhenIgrewrestlessagainItookadvantageofashipthatwastradingtoSardiniaandCorsica;andverygladIwastofeelthefreshbreezeandthesea-sprayinmyfaceoncemore。’
`Butisn’titveryhotandstuffy,downinthe——hold,Ithinkyoucallit?’askedtheWaterRat。
Theseafarerlookedathimwiththesuspiciongoawink。`I’manoldhand,’heremarkedwithmuchsimplicity。`Thecaptain’scabin’sgoodenoughforme。’
`It’sahardlife,byallaccounts,’murmuredtheRat,sunkindeepthought。
`Forthecrewitis,’repliedtheseafarergravely,againwiththeghostofawink。
`FromCorsica,’hewenton,`Imadeuseofashipthatwastakingwinetothemainland。WemadeAlassiointheevening,layto,hauledupourwine-casks,andhovethemoverboard,tiedonetotheotherbyalongline。Thenthecrewtooktotheboatsandrowedshorewards,singingastheywent,anddrawingafterthemthelongbobbingprocessionofcasks,likeamileofporpoises。Onthesandstheyhadhorseswaiting,whichdraggedthecasksupthesteepstreetofthelittletownwithafinerushandclatterandscramble。Whenthelastcaskwasin,wewentandrefreshedandrested,andsatlateintothenight,drinkingwithourfriends,andnextmorningItooktothegreatolive-woodsforaspellandarest。FornowIhaddonewithislandsforthetime,andportsandshippingwereplentiful;soIledalazylifeamongthepeasants,lyingandwatchingthemwork,orstretchedhighonthehillsidewiththeblueMediterraneanfarbelowme。
Andsoatlength,byeasystages,andpartlyonfoot,partlybysea,toMarseilles,andthemeetingofoldshipmates,andthevisitingofgreatocean-boundvessels,andfeastingoncemore。
Talkofshell-fish!Why,sometimesIdreamoftheshell-fishofMarseilles,andwakeupcrying!’
`Thatremindsme,’saidthepoliteWaterRat;`youhappenedtomentionthatyouwerehungry,andIoughttohavespokenearlier。
Ofcourse,youwillstopandtakeyourmiddaymealwithme?Myholeiscloseby;itissometimepastnoon,andyouareverywelcometowhateverthereis。’
`NowIcallthatkindandbrotherlyofyou,’saidtheSeaRat。
`IwasindeedhungrywhenIsatdown,andeversinceI
inadvertentlyhappenedtomentionshell-fish,mypangshavebeenextreme。Butcouldn’tyoufetchitalongouthere?Iamnonetoofondofgoingunderhatches,unlessI’mobligedto;andthen,whileweeat,IcouldtellyoumoreconcerningmyvoyagesandthepleasantlifeIlead——atleast,itisverypleasanttome,andbyyourattentionIjudgeitcommendsitselftoyou;whereasifwegoindoorsitisahundredtoonethatIshallpresentlyfallasleep。’
`Thatisindeedanexcellentsuggestion,’saidtheWaterRat,andhurriedoffhome。Therehegotouttheluncheon-basketandpackedasimplemeal,inwhich,rememberingthestranger’soriginandpreferences,hetookcaretoincludeayardoflongFrenchbread,asausageoutofwhichthegarlicsang,somecheesewhichlaydownandcried,andalong-neckedstraw-coveredflaskwhereinlaybottledsunshineshedandgarneredonfarSouthernslopes。
Thusladen,hereturnedwithallspeed,andblushedforpleasureattheoldseaman’scommendationsofhistasteandjudgment,astogethertheyunpackedthebasketandlaidoutthecontentsonthegrassbytheroadside。
TheSeaRat,assoonashishungerwassomewhatassuaged,continuedthehistoryofhislatestvoyage,conductinghissimplehearerfromporttoportofSpain,landinghimatLisbon,Oporto,andBordeaux,introducinghimtothepleasantharboursofCornwallandDevon,andsouptheChanneltothatfinalquayside,where,landingafterwindslongcontrary,storm-drivenandweather-beaten,hehadcaughtthefirstmagicalhintsandheraldingsofanotherSpring,and,firedbythese,hadspedonalongtrampinland,hungryfortheexperimentoflifeonsomequietfarmstead,veryfarfromthewearybeatingofanysea。
Spell-boundandquiveringwithexcitement,theWaterRatfollowedtheAdventurerleaguebyleague,overstormybays,throughcrowdedroadsteads,acrossharbourbarsonaracingtide,upwindingriversthathidtheirbusylittletownsroundasuddenturn;andlefthimwitharegretfulsighplantedathisdullinlandfarm,aboutwhichhedesiredtohearnothing。
Bythistimetheirmealwasover,andtheSeafarer,refreshedandstrengthened,hisvoicemorevibrant,hiseyelitwithabrightnessthatseemedcaughtfromsomefar-awaysea-beacon,filledhisglasswiththeredandglowingvintageoftheSouth,and,leaningtowardstheWaterRat,compelledhisgazeandheldhim,bodyandsoul,whilehetalked。Thoseeyeswereofthechangingfoam-streakedgrey-greenofleapingNorthernseas;intheglassshoneahotrubythatseemedtheveryheartoftheSouth,beatingforhimwhohadcouragetorespondtoitspulsation。Thetwinlights,theshiftinggreyandthesteadfastred,masteredtheWaterRatandheldhimbound,fascinated,powerless。Thequietworldoutsidetheirraysrecededfarawayandceasedtobe。Andthetalk,thewonderfultalkflowedon——orwasitspeechentirely,ordiditpassattimesintosong——chantyofthesailorsweighingthedrippinganchor,sonoroushumoftheshroudsinatearingNorth-Easter,balladofthefishermanhaulinghisnetsatsundownagainstanapricotsky,chordsofguitarandmandolinefromgondolaorcaique?Diditchangeintothecryofthewind,plaintiveatfirst,angrilyshrillasitfreshened,risingtoatearingwhistle,sinkingtoamusicaltrickleofairfromtheleechofthebellyingsail?Allthesesoundsthespell-boundlistenerseemedtohear,andwiththemthehungrycomplaintofthegullsandthesea-mews,thesoftthunderofthebreakingwave,thecryoftheprotestingshingle。Backintospeechagainitpassed,andwithbeatinghearthewasfollowingtheadventuresofadozenseaports,thefights,theescapes,therallies,thecomradeships,thegallantundertakings;orhesearchedislandsfortreasure,fishedinstilllagoonsanddozedday-longonwarmwhitesand。Ofdeep-seafishingsheheardtell,andmightysilvergatheringsofthemile-
longnet;ofsuddenperils,noiseofbreakersonamoonlessnight,orthetallbowsofthegreatlinertakingshapeoverheadthroughthefog;ofthemerryhome-coming,theheadlandrounded,theharbourlightsopenedout;thegroupsseendimlyonthequay,thecheeryhail,thesplashofthehawser;thetrudgeupthesteeplittlestreettowardsthecomfortingglowofred-curtainedwindows。
Lastly,inhiswakingdreamitseemedtohimthattheAdventurerhadrisentohisfeet,butwasstillspeaking,stillholdinghimfastwithhissea-greyeyes。
`Andnow,’hewassoftlysaying,`Itaketotheroadagain,holdingonsouthwestwardsformanyalonganddustyday;tillatlastIreachthelittlegreyseatownIknowsowell,thatclingsalongonesteepsideoftheharbour。Therethroughdarkdoorwaysyoulookdownflightsofstonesteps,overhungbygreatpinktuftsofvalerianandendinginapatchofsparklingbluewater。
Thelittleboatsthatlietetheredtotheringsandstanchionsoftheoldsea-wallaregailypaintedasthoseIclamberedinandoutofinmyownchildhood;thesalmonleaponthefloodtide,schoolsofmackerelflashandplaypastquay-sidesandforeshores,andbythewindowsthegreatvesselsglide,nightandday,uptotheirmooringsorforthtotheopensea。There,soonerorlater,theshipsofallseafaringnationsarrive;andthere,atitsdestinedhour,theshipofmychoicewillletgoitsanchor。Ishalltakemytime,Ishalltarryandbide,tillatlasttherightonelieswaitingforme,warpedoutintomidstream,loadedlow,herbowspritpointingdownharbour。I
shallsliponboard,byboatoralonghawser;andthenonemorningIshallwaketothesongandtrampofthesailors,theclinkofthecapstan,andtherattleoftheanchor-chaincomingmerrilyin。Weshallbreakoutthejibandtheforesail,thewhitehousesontheharboursidewillglideslowlypastusasshegatherssteering-way,andthevoyagewillhavebegun!Assheforgestowardstheheadlandshewillclotheherselfwithcanvas;andthen,onceoutside,thesoundingslapofgreatgreenseasassheheelstothewind,pointingSouth!
`Andyou,youwillcometoo,youngbrother;forthedayspass,andneverreturn,andtheSouthstillwaitsforyou。TaketheAdventure,heedthecall,noweretheirrevocablemomentpasses!’
’Tisbutabangingofthedoorbehindyou,ablithesomestepforward,andyouareoutoftheoldlifeandintothenew!Thensomeday,somedaylonghence,joghomehereifyouwill,whenthecuphasbeendrainedandtheplayhasbeenplayed,andsitdownbyyourquietriverwithastoreofgoodlymemoriesforcompany。Youcaneasilyovertakemeontheroad,foryouareyoung,andIamageingandgosoftly。Iwilllinger,andlookback;andatlastIwillsurelyseeyoucoming,eagerandlight-
hearted,withalltheSouthinyourface!’
Thevoicediedawayandceasedasaninsect’stinytrumpetdwindlesswiftlyintosilence;andtheWaterRat,paralysedandstaring,sawatlastbutadistantspeckonthewhitesurfaceoftheroad。
Mechanicallyheroseandproceededtorepacktheluncheon-basket,carefullyandwithouthaste。Mechanicallyhereturnedhome,gatheredtogetherafewsmallnecessariesandspecialtreasureshewasfondof,andputtheminasatchel;actingwithslowdeliberation,movingabouttheroomlikeasleep-walker;
listeningeverwithpartedlips。Heswungthesatcheloverhisshoulder,carefullyselectedastoutstickforhiswayfaring,andwithnohaste,butwithnohesitationatall,hesteppedacrossthethresholdjustastheMoleappearedatthedoor。
`Why,whereareyouoffto,Ratty?’askedtheMoleingreatsurprise,graspinghimbythearm。
`GoingSouth,withtherestofthem,’murmuredtheRatinadreamymonotone,neverlookingathim。`Seawardsfirstandthenonshipboard,andsototheshoresthatarecallingme!’
Hepressedresolutelyforward,stillwithouthaste,butwithdoggedfixityofpurpose;buttheMole,nowthoroughlyalarmed,placedhimselfinfrontofhim,andlookingintohiseyessawthattheywereglazedandsetandturnedastreakedandshiftinggrey——nothisfriend’seyes,buttheeyesofsomeotheranimal!Grapplingwithhimstronglyhedraggedhiminside,threwhimdown,andheldhim。
TheRatstruggleddesperatelyforafewmoments,andthenhisstrengthseemedsuddenlytoleavehim,andhelaystillandexhausted,withclosedeyes,trembling。PresentlytheMoleassistedhimtoriseandplacedhiminachair,wherehesatcollapsedandshrunkenintohimself,hisbodyshakenbyaviolentshivering,passingintimeintoanhystericalfitofdrysobbing。
Molemadethedoorfast,threwthesatchelintoadrawerandlockedit,andsatdownquietlyonthetablebyhisfriend,waitingforthestrangeseizuretopass。GraduallytheRatsankintoatroubleddoze,brokenbystartsandconfusedmurmuringsofthingsstrangeandwildandforeigntotheunenlightenedMole;
andfromthathepassedintoadeepslumber。
Veryanxiousinmind,theMolelefthimforatimeandbusiedhimselfwithhouseholdmatters;anditwasgettingdarkwhenhereturnedtotheparlourandfoundtheRatwherehehadlefthim,wideawakeindeed,butlistless,silent,anddejected。Hetookonehastyglanceathiseyes;foundthem,tohisgreatgratification,clearanddarkandbrownagainasbefore;andthensatdownandtriedtocheerhimupandhelphimtorelatewhathadhappenedtohim。
PoorRattydidhisbest,bydegrees,toexplainthings;buthowcouldheputintocoldwordswhathadmostlybeensuggestion?
Howrecall,foranother’sbenefit,thehauntingseavoicesthathadsungtohim,howreproduceatsecond-handthemagicoftheSeafarer’shundredreminiscences?Eventohimself,nowthespellwasbrokenandtheglamourgone,hefounditdifficulttoaccountforwhathadseemed,somehoursago,theinevitableandonlything。Itisnotsurprising,then,thathefailedtoconveytotheMoleanyclearideaofwhathehadbeenthroughthatday。
TotheMolethismuchwasplain:thefit,orattack,hadpassedaway,andhadlefthimsaneagain,thoughshakenandcastdownbythereaction。Butheseemedtohavelostallinterestforthetimeinthethingsthatwenttomakeuphisdailylife,aswellasinallpleasantforecastingsofthealtereddaysanddoingsthatthechangingseasonwassurelybringing。
Casually,then,andwithseemingindifference,theMoleturnedhistalktotheharvestthatwasbeinggatheredin,thetoweringwagonsandtheirstrainingteams,thegrowingricks,andthelargemoonrisingoverbareacresdottedwithsheaves。Hetalkedofthereddeningapplesaround,ofthebrowningnuts,ofjamsandpreservesandthedistillingofcordials;tillbyeasystagessuchasthesehereachedmidwinter,itsheartyjoysanditssnughomelife,andthenhebecamesimplylyrical。
BydegreestheRatbegantositupandtojoinin。Hisdulleyebrightened,andhelostsomeofhislisteningair。
PresentlythetactfulMoleslippedawayandreturnedwithapencilandafewhalf-sheetsofpaper,whichheplacedonthetableathisfriend’selbow。
`It’squitealongtimesinceyoudidanypoetry,’heremarked。
`Youmighthaveatryatitthisevening,insteadof——well,broodingoverthingssomuch。I’veanideathatyou’llfeelalotbetterwhenyou’vegotsomethingjotteddown——ifit’sonlyjusttherhymes。’
TheRatpushedthepaperawayfromhimwearily,butthediscreetMoletookoccasiontoleavetheroom,andwhenhepeepedinagainsometimelater,theRatwasabsorbedanddeaftotheworld;
alternatelyscribblingandsuckingthetopofhispencil。Itistruethathesuckedagooddealmorethanhescribbled;butitwasjoytotheMoletoknowthatthecurehadatleastbegun。
THEFURTHERADVENTURESOFTOAD
Thefrontdoorofthehollowtreefacedeastwards,soToadwascalledatanearlyhour;partlybythebrightsunlightstreaminginonhim,partlybytheexceedingcoldnessofhistoes,whichmadehimdreamthathewasathomeinbedinhisownhandsomeroomwiththeTudorwindow,onacoldwinter’snight,andhisbedclotheshadgotup,grumblingandprotestingtheycouldn’tstandthecoldanylonger,andhadrundownstairstothekitchenfiretowarmthemselves;andhehadfollowed,onbarefeet,alongmilesandmilesoficystone-pavedpassages,arguingandbeseechingthemtobereasonable。Hewouldprobablyhavebeenarousedmuchearlier,hadhenotsleptforsomeweeksonstrawoverstoneflags,andalmostforgottenthefriendlyfeelingofthickblanketspulledwelluproundthechin。
Sittingup,herubbedhiseyesfirstandhiscomplainingtoesnext,wonderedforamomentwherehewas,lookingroundforfamiliarstonewallandlittlebarredwindow;then,withaleapoftheheart,rememberedeverything——hisescape,hisflight,hispursuit;remembered,firstandbestthingofall,thathewasfree!
Free!Thewordandthethoughtalonewereworthfiftyblankets。
Hewaswarmfromendtoendashethoughtofthejollyworldoutside,waitingeagerlyforhimtomakehistriumphalentrance,readytoservehimandplayuptohim,anxioustohelphimandtokeephimcompany,asitalwayshadbeenindaysofoldbeforemisfortunefelluponhim。Heshookhimselfandcombedthedryleavesoutofhishairwithhisfingers;and,histoiletcomplete,marchedforthintothecomfortablemorningsun,coldbutconfident,hungrybuthopeful,allnervousterrorsofyesterdaydispelledbyrestandsleepandfrankandhearteningsunshine。
Hehadtheworldalltohimself,thatearlysummermorning。Thedewywoodland,ashethreadedit,wassolitaryandstill:thegreenfieldsthatsucceededthetreeswerehisowntodoashelikedwith;theroaditself,whenhereachedit,inthatlonelinessthatwaseverywhere,seemed,likeastraydog,tobelookinganxiouslyforcompany。Toad,however,waslookingforsomethingthatcouldtalk,andtellhimclearlywhichwayheoughttogo。Itisallverywell,whenyouhavealightheart,andaclearconscience,andmoneyinyourpocket,andnobodyscouringthecountryforyoutodragyouofftoprisonagain,tofollowwheretheroadbeckonsandpoints,notcaringwhither。
ThepracticalToadcaredverymuchindeed,andhecouldhavekickedtheroadforitshelplesssilencewheneveryminutewasofimportancetohim。
Thereservedrusticroadwaspresentlyjoinedbyashylittlebrotherintheshapeofacanal,whichtookitshandandambledalongbyitssideinperfectconfidence,butwiththesametongue-tied,uncommunicativeattitudetowardsstrangers。`Botherthem!’saidToadtohimself。`But,anyhow,onething’sclear。
TheymustbothbecomingFROMsomewhere,andgoingTO
somewhere。Youcan’tgetoverthat。Toad,myboy!’Sohemarchedonpatientlybythewater’sedge。
Roundabendinthecanalcameploddingasolitaryhorse,stoopingforwardasifinanxiousthought。Fromropetracesattachedtohiscollarstretchedalongline,taut,butdippingwithhisstride,thefurtherpartofitdrippingpearlydrops。
Toadletthehorsepass,andstoodwaitingforwhatthefatesweresendinghim。
Withapleasantswirlofquietwateratitsbluntbowthebargeslidupalongsideofhim,itsgailypaintedgunwalelevelwiththetowing-path,itssoleoccupantabigstoutwomanwearingalinensun-bonnet,onebrawnyarmlaidalongthetiller。
`Anicemorning,ma’am!’sheremarkedtoToad,asshedrewuplevelwithhim。
`Idaresayitis,ma’am!’respondedToadpolitely,ashewalkedalongthetow-pathabreastofher。`IdareitISanicemorningtothemthat’snotinsoretrouble,likewhatIam。
Here’smymarrieddaughter,shesendsofftomepost-hastetocometoheratonce;sooffIcomes,notknowingwhatmaybehappeningorgoingtohappen,butfearingtheworst,asyouwillunderstand,ma’am,ifyou’reamother,too。AndI’veleftmybusinesstolookafteritself——I’minthewashingandlaunderingline,youmustknow,ma’am——andI’veleftmyyoungchildrentolookafterthemselves,andamoremischievousandtroublesomesetofyoungimpsdoesn’texist,ma’am;andI’velostallmymoney,andlostmyway,andasforwhatmaybehappeningtomymarrieddaughter,why,Idon’tliketothinkofit,ma’am!’
`Wheremightyourmarrieddaughterbeliving,ma’am?’askedthebarge-woman。
`Shelivesneartotheriver,ma’am,’repliedToad。`ClosetoafinehousecalledToadHall,that’ssomewhereshereaboutsintheseparts。Perhapsyoumayhaveheardofit。’
`ToadHall?Why,I’mgoingthatwaymyself,’repliedthebarge-
woman。`Thiscanaljoinstheriversomemilesfurtheron,alittleaboveToadHall;andthenit’saneasywalk。Youcomealonginthebargewithme,andI’llgiveyoualift。’
Shesteeredthebargeclosetothebank,andToad,withmanyhumbleandgratefulacknowledgments,steppedlightlyonboardandsatdownwithgreatsatisfaction。`Toad’sluckagain!’thoughthe。`Ialwayscomeoutontop!’
`Soyou’reinthewashingbusiness,ma’am?’saidthebarge-womanpolitely,astheyglidedalong。`Andaverygoodbusinessyou’vegottoo,Idaresay,ifI’mnotmakingtoofreeinsayingso。’
`Finestbusinessinthewholecountry,’saidToadairily。`Allthegentrycometome——wouldn’tgotoanyoneelseiftheywerepaid,theyknowmesowell。Yousee,Iunderstandmyworkthoroughly,andattendtoitallmyself。Washing,ironing,clear-starching,makingupgents’fineshirtsforeveningwear——
everything’sdoneundermyowneye!’
`Butsurelyyoudon’tDOallthatworkyourself,ma’am?’askedthebarge-womanrespectfully。
`O,Ihavegirls,’saidToadlightly:`twentygirlsorthereabouts,alwaysatwork。ButyouknowwhatGIRLSare,ma’am!Nastylittlehussies,that’swhat_I_call’em!’
`SodoI,too,’saidthebarge-womanwithgreatheartiness。`ButIdaresayyousetyourstorights,theidletrollops!Andareyouveryfondofwashing?’
`Iloveit,’saidToad。`Isimplydoteonit。NeversohappyaswhenI’vegotbotharmsinthewash-tub。But,then,itcomessoeasytome!Notroubleatall!Arealpleasure,Iassureyou,ma’am!’
`Whatabitofluck,meetingyou!’observedthebarge-woman,thoughtfully。`Aregularpieceofgoodfortuneforbothofus!’
`Why,whatdoyoumean?’askedToad,nervously。
`Well,lookatme,now,’repliedthebarge-woman。`_I_likewashing,too,justthesameasyoudo;andforthatmatter,whetherIlikeitornotIhavegottodoallmyown,naturally,movingaboutasIdo。Nowmyhusband,he’ssuchafellowforshirkinghisworkandleavingthebargetome,thatneveramomentdoIgetforseeingtomyownaffairs。Byrightsheoughttobeherenow,eithersteeringorattendingtothehorse,thoughluckilythehorsehassenseenoughtoattendtohimself。Insteadofwhich,he’sgoneoffwiththedog,toseeiftheycan’tpickuparabbitfordinnersomewhere。Sayshe’llcatchmeupatthenextlock。Well,that’sasmaybe——Idon’ttrusthim,oncehegetsoffwiththatdog,who’sworsethanheis。Butmeantime,howamItogetonwithmywashing?’
`O,nevermindaboutthewashing,’saidToad,notlikingthesubject。`Tryandfixyourmindonthatrabbit。Anicefatyoungrabbit,I’llbebound。Gotanyonions?’
`Ican’tfixmymindonanythingbutmywashing,’saidthebarge-
woman,`andIwonderyoucanbetalkingofrabbits,withsuchajoyfulprospectbeforeyou。There’saheapofthingsofminethatyou’llfindinacornerofthecabin。Ifyou’lljusttakeoneortwoofthemostnecessarysort——Iwon’tventuretodescribethemtoaladylikeyou,butyou’llrecognisethemataglance——andputthemthroughthewash-tubaswegoalong,why,it’llbeapleasuretoyou,asyourightlysay,andarealhelptome。You’llfindatubhandy,andsoap,andakettleonthestove,andabuckettohaulupwaterfromthecanalwith。ThenI
shallknowyou’reenjoyingyourself,insteadofsittinghereidle,lookingatthesceneryandyawningyourheadoff。’
`Here,youletmesteer!’saidToad,nowthoroughlyfrightened,`andthenyoucangetonwithyourwashingyourownway。Imightspoilyourthings,ornotdo’emasyoulike。I’mmoreusedtogentlemen’sthingsmyself。It’smyspecialline。’
`Letyousteer?’repliedthebarge-woman,laughing。`Ittakessomepracticetosteerabargeproperly。Besides,it’sdullwork,andIwantyoutobehappy。No,youshalldothewashingyouaresofondof,andI’llsticktothesteeringthatI
understand。Don’ttryanddeprivemeofthepleasureofgivingyouatreat!’
Toadwasfairlycornered。Helookedforescapethiswayandthat,sawthathewastoofarfromthebankforaflyingleap,andsullenlyresignedhimselftohisfate。`Ifitcomestothat,’hethoughtindesperation,`IsupposeanyfoolcanWASH!’
Hefetchedtub,soap,andothernecessariesfromthecabin,selectedafewgarmentsatrandom,triedtorecollectwhathehadseenincasualglancesthroughlaundrywindows,andsetto。
Alonghalf-hourpassed,andeveryminuteofitsawToadgettingcrosserandcrosser。Nothingthathecoulddotothethingsseemedtopleasethemordothemgood。Hetriedcoaxing,hetriedslapping,hetriedpunching;theysmiledbackathimoutofthetubunconverted,happyintheiroriginalsin。Onceortwicehelookednervouslyoverhisshoulderatthebarge-woman,butsheappearedtobegazingoutinfrontofher,absorbedinhersteering。Hisbackachedbadly,andhenoticedwithdismaythathispawswerebeginningtogetallcrinkly。NowToadwasveryproudofhispaws。HemutteredunderhisbreathwordsthatshouldneverpassthelipsofeitherwasherwomenorToads;andlostthesoap,forthefiftiethtime。
Aburstoflaughtermadehimstraightenhimselfandlookround。
Thebarge-womanwasleaningbackandlaughingunrestrainedly,tillthetearsrandownhercheeks。
`I’vebeenwatchingyouallthetime,’shegasped。`Ithoughtyoumustbeahumbugallalong,fromtheconceitedwayyoutalked。Prettywasherwomanyouare!Neverwashedsomuchasadish-cloutinyourlife,I’lllay!’
Toad’stemperwhichhadbeensimmeringviciouslyforsometime,nowfairlyboiledover,andhelostallcontrolofhimself。
`Youcommon,low,FATbarge-woman!’heshouted;`don’tyoudaretotalktoyourbetterslikethat!Washerwomanindeed!I
wouldhaveyoutoknowthatIamaToad,averywell-known,respected,distinguishedToad!Imaybeunderabitofacloudatpresent,butIwillNOTbelaughedatbyabargewoman!’
Thewomanmovednearertohimandpeeredunderhisbonnetkeenlyandclosely。`Why,soyouare!’shecried。`Well,Inever!A
horrid,nasty,crawlyToad!Andinmynicecleanbarge,too!
NowthatisathingthatIwillNOThave。’
Sherelinquishedthetillerforamoment。OnebigmottledarmshotoutandcaughtToadbyafore-leg,whiletheother-grippedhimfastbyahind-leg。Thentheworldturnedsuddenlyupsidedown,thebargeseemedtoflitlightlyacrossthesky,thewindwhistledinhisears,andToadfoundhimselfflyingthroughtheair,revolvingrapidlyashewent。
Thewater,whenheeventuallyreacheditwithaloudsplash,provedquitecoldenoughforhistaste,thoughitschillwasnotsufficienttoquellhisproudspirit,orslaketheheatofhisfurioustemper。Herosetothesurfacespluttering,andwhenhehadwipedtheduck-weedoutofhiseyesthefirstthinghesawwasthefatbarge-womanlookingbackathimoverthesternoftheretreatingbargeandlaughing;andhevowed,ashecoughedandchoked,tobeevenwithher。
Hestruckoutfortheshore,butthecottongowngreatlyimpededhisefforts,andwhenatlengthhetouchedlandhefoundithardtoclimbupthesteepbankunassisted。Hehadtotakeaminuteortwo’sresttorecoverhisbreath;then,gatheringhiswetskirtswelloverhisarms,hestartedtorunafterthebargeasfastashislegswouldcarryhim,wildwithindignation,thirstingforrevenge。
Thebarge-womanwasstilllaughingwhenhedrewuplevelwithher。`Putyourselfthroughyourmangle,washerwoman,’shecalledout,`andironyourfaceandcrimpit,andyou’llpassforquiteadecent-lookingToad!’
Toadneverpausedtoreply。Solidrevengewaswhathewanted,notcheap,windy,verbaltriumphs,thoughhehadathingortwoinhismindthathewouldhavelikedtosay。Hesawwhathewantedaheadofhim。Runningswiftlyonheovertookthehorse,unfastenedthetowropeandcastoff,jumpedlightlyonthehorse’sback,andurgedittoagallopbykickingitvigorouslyinthesides。Hesteeredfortheopencountry,abandoningthetow-path,andswinginghissteeddownaruttylane。Oncehelookedback,andsawthatthebargehadrunagroundontheothersideofthecanal,andthebarge-womanwasgesticulatingwildlyandshouting,`Stop,stop,stop!’`I’veheardthatsongbefore,’
saidToad,laughing,ashecontinuedtospurhissteedonwardinitswildcareer。
Thebarge-horsewasnotcapableofanyverysustainedeffort,anditsgallopsoonsubsidedintoatrot,anditstrotintoaneasywalk;butToadwasquitecontentedwiththis,knowingthathe,atanyrate,wasmoving,andthebargewasnot。Hehadquiterecoveredhistemper,nowthathehaddonesomethinghethoughtreallyclever;andhewassatisfiedtojogalongquietlyinthesun,steeringhishorsealongby-waysandbridle-paths,andtryingtoforgethowverylongitwassincehehadhadasquaremeal,tillthecanalhadbeenleftveryfarbehindhim。
Hehadtravelledsomemiles,hishorseandhe,andhewasfeelingdrowsyinthehotsunshine,whenthehorsestopped,loweredhishead,andbegantonibblethegrass;andToad,wakingup,justsavedhimselffromfallingoffbyaneffort。Helookedabouthimandfoundhewasonawidecommon,dottedwithpatchesofgorseandbrambleasfarashecouldsee。Nearhimstoodadingygipsycaravan,andbesideitamanwassittingonabucketturnedupsidedown,verybusysmokingandstaringintothewideworld。Afireofstickswasburningnearby,andoverthefirehunganironpot,andoutofthatpotcameforthbubblingsandgurglings,andavaguesuggestivesteaminess。Alsosmells——warm,rich,andvariedsmells——thattwinedandtwistedandwreathedthemselvesatlastintoonecomplete,voluptuous,perfectsmellthatseemedliketheverysoulofNaturetakingformandappearingtoherchildren,atrueGoddess,amotherofsolaceandcomfort。Toadnowknewwellthathehadnotbeenreallyhungrybefore。Whathehadfeltearlierinthedayhadbeenameretriflingqualm。Thiswastherealthingatlast,andnomistake;
anditwouldhavetobedealtwithspeedily,too,ortherewouldbetroubleforsomebodyorsomething。Helookedthegipsyovercarefully,wonderingvaguelywhetheritwouldbeeasiertofighthimorcajolehim。Sotherehesat,andsniffedandsniffed,andlookedatthegipsy;andthegipsysatandsmoked,andlookedathim。
Presentlythegipsytookhispipeoutofhismouthandremarkedinacarelessway,`Wanttosellthattherehorseofyours?’
Toadwascompletelytakenaback。Hedidnotknowthatgipsieswereveryfondofhorse-dealing,andnevermissedanopportunity,andhehadnotreflectedthatcaravanswerealwaysonthemoveandtookadealofdrawing。Ithadnotoccurredtohimtoturnthehorseintocash,butthegipsy’ssuggestionseemedtosmooththewaytowardsthetwothingshewantedsobadly——readymoney,andasolidbreakfast。
`What?’hesaid,`mesellthisbeautifulyounghorseofmine?O,no;it’soutofthequestion。Who’sgoingtotakethewashinghometomycustomerseveryweek?Besides,I’mtoofondofhim,andhesimplydotesonme。’
`Tryandloveadonkey,’suggestedthegipsy。`Somepeopledo。’
`Youdon’tseemtosee,’continuedToad,`thatthisfinehorseofmineisacutaboveyoualtogether。He’sabloodhorse,heis,partly;notthepartyousee,ofcourse——anotherpart。Andhe’sbeenaPrizeHackney,too,inhistime——thatwasthetimebeforeyouknewhim,butyoucanstilltellitonhimataglance,ifyouunderstandanythingabouthorses。No,it’snottobethoughtofforamoment。Allthesame,howmuchmightyoubedisposedtooffermeforthisbeautifulyounghorseofmine?’
Thegipsylookedthehorseover,andthenhelookedToadoverwithequalcare,andlookedatthehorseagain。`Shillin’aleg,’hesaidbriefly,andturnedaway,continuingtosmokeandtrytostarethewideworldoutofcountenance。