第4章

VIII

OntheeveningofthedayofAlexandra’scallattheShabatas’,aheavyrainsetin。FranksatupuntilalatehourreadingtheSundaynewspa—

pers。OneoftheGouldswasgettingadivorce,andFranktookitasapersonalaffront。Inprintingthestoryoftheyoungman’smar—

italtroubles,theknowingeditorgaveasuffi—

cientlycoloredaccountofhiscareer,statingtheamountofhisincomeandthemannerinwhichhewassupposedtospendit。FrankreadEnglishslowly,andthemorehereadaboutthisdivorcecase,theangrierhegrew。Atlasthethrewdownthepagewithasnort。Heturnedtohisfarm—handwhowasreadingtheotherhalfofthepaper。

\"ByGod!ifIhavethatyoungfellerindehayfieldonce,Ishowhimsometing。Listenherewhathedowithismoney。\"AndFrankbeganthecatalogueoftheyoungman’sreputedextravagances。

Mariesighed。ShethoughtithardthattheGoulds,forwhomshehadnothingbutgoodwill,shouldmakehersomuchtrouble。ShehatedtoseetheSundaynewspaperscomeintothehouse。Frankwasalwaysreadingaboutthedoingsofrichpeopleandfeelingoutraged。Hehadaninexhaustiblestockofstoriesabouttheircrimesandfollies,howtheybribedthecourtsandshotdowntheirbutlerswithimpunitywhenevertheychose。FrankandLouBergsonhadverysimilarideas,andtheyweretwoofthepoliticalagitatorsofthecounty。

Thenextmorningbrokeclearandbrilliant,butFranksaidthegroundwastoowettoplough,sohetookthecartanddroveovertoSainte—AgnestospendthedayatMosesMar—

cel’ssaloon。Afterhewasgone,Mariewentouttothebackporchtobeginherbutter—making。A

briskwindhadcomeupandwasdrivingpuffywhitecloudsacrossthesky。Theorchardwassparklingandripplinginthesun。Mariestoodlookingtowarditwistfully,herhandonthelidofthechurn,whensheheardasharpringintheair,themerrysoundofthewhetstoneonthescythe。Thatinvitationdecidedher。Sheranintothehouse,putonashortskirtandapairofherhusband’sboots,caughtupatinpailandstartedfortheorchard。Emilhadalreadybe—

gunworkandwasmowingvigorously。Whenhesawhercoming,hestoppedandwipedhisbrow。

Hisyellowcanvasleggingsandkhakitrousersweresplashedtotheknees。

\"Don’tletmedisturbyou,Emil。I’mgoingtopickcherries。Isn’teverythingbeautifulaftertherain?Oh,butI’mgladtogetthisplacemowed!WhenIhearditraininginthenight,Ithoughtmaybeyouwouldcomeanddoitformeto—day。Thewindwakenedme。

Didn’titblowdreadfully?Justsmellthewildroses!Theyarealwayssospicyafterarain。

Weneverhadsomanyoftheminherebefore。

Isupposeit’sthewetseason。Willyouhavetocutthem,too?\"

\"IfIcutthegrass,Iwill,\"Emilsaidteas—

ingly。\"What’sthematterwithyou?Whatmakesyousoflighty?\"

\"AmIflighty?Isupposethat’sthewetsea—

son,too,then。It’sexcitingtoseeeverythinggrowingsofast,——andtogetthegrasscut!

Pleaseleavetherosestilllast,ifyoumustcutthem。Oh,Idon’tmeanallofthem,Imeanthatlowplacedownbymytree,wheretherearesomany。Aren’tyousplashed!Lookatthespider—websalloverthegrass。Good—bye。

I’llcallyouifIseeasnake。\"

ShetrippedawayandEmilstoodlookingafterher。Inafewmomentsheheardthecher—

riesdroppingsmartlyintothepail,andhebegantoswinghisscythewiththatlong,evenstrokethatfewAmericanboyseverlearn。

Mariepickedcherriesandsangsoftlytoherself,strippingoneglitteringbranchafteranother,shiveringwhenshecaughtashowerofrain—

dropsonherneckandhair。AndEmilmowedhiswayslowlydowntowardthecherrytrees。

ThatsummertherainshadbeensomanyandopportunethatitwasalmostmorethanShabataandhismancoulddotokeepupwiththecorn;theorchardwasaneglectedwilder—

ness。Allsortsofweedsandherbsandflowershadgrownupthere;splotchesofwildlarkspur,palegreen—and—whitespikesofhoarhound,plantationsofwildcotton,tanglesoffoxtailandwildwheat。Southoftheapricottrees,cor—

neringonthewheatfield,wasFrank’salfalfa,wheremyriadsofwhiteandyellowbutterflieswerealwaysflutteringabovethepurpleblos—

soms。WhenEmilreachedthelowercornerbythehedge,Mariewassittingunderherwhitemulberrytree,thepailfulofcherriesbesideher,lookingoffatthegentle,tirelessswellingofthewheat。

\"Emil,\"shesaidsuddenly——hewasmowingquietlyaboutunderthetreesoasnottodisturbher——\"whatreligiondidtheSwedeshaveawayback,beforetheywereChristians?\"

Emilpausedandstraightenedhisback。\"I

don’tknow。AboutliketheGermans’,wasn’tit?\"

Mariewentonasifshehadnotheardhim。

\"TheBohemians,youknow,weretreewor—

shipersbeforethemissionariescame。Fathersaysthepeopleinthemountainsstilldoqueerthings,sometimes,——theybelievethattreesbringgoodorbadluck。\"

Emillookedsuperior。\"Dothey?Well,whicharetheluckytrees?I’dliketoknow。\"

\"Idon’tknowallofthem,butIknowlindensare。Theoldpeopleinthemountainsplantlindenstopurifytheforest,andtodoawaywiththespellsthatcomefromtheoldtreestheysayhavelastedfromheathentimes。

I’magoodCatholic,butIthinkIcouldgetalongwithcaringfortrees,ifIhadn’tanythingelse。\"

\"That’sapoorsaying,\"saidEmil,stoopingovertowipehishandsinthewetgrass。

\"Whyisit?IfIfeelthatway,Ifeelthatway。Iliketreesbecausetheyseemmoreresignedtothewaytheyhavetolivethanotherthingsdo。IfeelasifthistreeknowseverythingIeverthinkofwhenIsithere。

WhenIcomebacktoit,Ineverhavetore—

minditofanything;IbeginjustwhereIleftoff。\"

Emilhadnothingtosaytothis。Hereachedupamongthebranchesandbegantopickthesweet,insipidfruit,——longivory—coloredber—

ries,tippedwithfaintpink,likewhitecoral,thatfalltothegroundunheededallsummerthrough。Hedroppedahandfulintoherlap。

\"DoyoulikeMr。Linstrum?\"Marieaskedsuddenly。

\"Yes。Don’tyou?\"

\"Oh,eversomuch;onlyheseemskindofstaidandschool—teachery。But,ofcourse,heisolderthanFrank,even。I’msureIdon’twanttolivetobemorethanthirty,doyou?DoyouthinkAlexandralikeshimverymuch?\"

\"Isupposeso。Theywereoldfriends。\"

\"Oh,Emil,youknowwhatImean!\"Marietossedherheadimpatiently。\"Doesshereallycareabouthim?Whensheusedtotellmeabouthim,Ialwayswonderedwhethershewasn’talittleinlovewithhim。\"

\"Who,Alexandra?\"Emillaughedandthrusthishandsintohistrouserspockets。

\"Alexandra’sneverbeeninlove,youcrazy!\"

Helaughedagain。\"Shewouldn’tknowhowtogoaboutit。Theidea!\"

Marieshruggedhershoulders。\"Oh,youdon’tknowAlexandraaswellasyouthinkyoudo!Ifyouhadanyeyes,youwouldseethatsheisveryfondofhim。ItwouldserveyouallrightifshewalkedoffwithCarl。Ilikehimbecauseheappreciateshermorethanyoudo。\"

Emilfrowned。\"Whatareyoutalkingabout,Marie?Alexandra’sallright。SheandIhavealwaysbeengoodfriends。Whatmoredoyouwant?IliketotalktoCarlaboutNewYorkandwhatafellowcandothere。\"

\"Oh,Emil!Surelyyouarenotthinkingofgoingoffthere?\"

\"Whynot?Imustgosomewhere,mustn’tI?\"Theyoungmantookuphisscytheandleanedonit。\"WouldyouratherIwentoffinthesandhillsandlivedlikeIvar?\"

Marie’sfacefellunderhisbroodinggaze。Shelookeddownathiswetleggings。\"I’msureAlexandrahopesyouwillstayonhere,\"shemurmured。

\"ThenAlexandrawillbedisappointed,\"theyoungmansaidroughly。\"WhatdoIwanttohangaroundherefor?Alexandracanrunthefarmallright,withoutme。Idon’twanttostandaroundandlookon。Iwanttobedoingsomethingonmyownaccount。\"

\"That’sso,\"Mariesighed。\"Therearesomany,manythingsyoucando。Almostany—

thingyouchoose。\"

\"Andtherearesomany,manythingsIcan’tdo。\"Emilechoedhertonesarcastically。\"Some—

timesIdon’twanttodoanythingatall,andsometimesIwanttopullthefourcornersoftheDividetogether,\"——hethrewouthisarmandbroughtitbackwithajerk,——\"so,likeatable—cloth。Igettiredofseeingmenandhorsesgoingupanddown,upanddown。\"

Marielookedupathisdefiantfigureandherfaceclouded。\"Iwishyouweren’tsorestless,anddidn’tgetsoworkedupoverthings,\"shesaidsadly。

\"Thankyou,\"hereturnedshortly。

Shesigheddespondently。\"EverythingIsaymakesyoucross,don’tit?Andyouneverusedtobecrosstome。\"

Emiltookastepnearerandstoodfrowningdownatherbenthead。Hestoodinanattitudeofself—defense,hisfeetwellapart,hishandsclenchedanddrawnupathissides,sothatthecordsstoodoutonhisbarearms。\"Ican’tplaywithyoulikealittleboyanymore,\"hesaidslowly。\"That’swhatyoumiss,Marie。You’llhavetogetsomeotherlittleboytoplaywith。\"

Hestoppedandtookadeepbreath。Thenhewentoninalowtone,sointensethatitwasalmostthreatening:\"Sometimesyouseemtounderstandperfectly,andthensometimesyoupretendyoudon’t。Youdon’thelpthingsanybypretending。It’sthenthatIwanttopullthecornersoftheDividetogether。IfyouWON’Tunderstand,youknow,Icouldmakeyou!\"

Marieclaspedherhandsandstartedupfromherseat。Shehadgrownverypaleandhereyeswereshiningwithexcitementanddistress。

\"But,Emil,ifIunderstand,thenallourgoodtimesareover,wecanneverdonicethingsto—

getheranymore。WeshallhavetobehavelikeMr。Linstrum。And,anyhow,there’snothingtounderstand!\"Shestruckthegroundwithherlittlefootfiercely。\"Thatwon’tlast。Itwillgoaway,andthingswillbejustastheyusedto。IwishyouwereaCatholic。TheChurchhelpspeople,indeeditdoes。Iprayforyou,butthat’snotthesameasifyouprayedyourself。\"

Shespokerapidlyandpleadingly,lookedentreatinglyintohisface。Emilstooddefiant,gazingdownather。

\"Ican’tpraytohavethethingsIwant,\"hesaidslowly,\"andIwon’tpraynottohavethem,notifI’mdamnedforit。\"

Marieturnedaway,wringingherhands。

\"Oh,Emil,youwon’ttry!Thenallourgoodtimesareover。\"

\"Yes;over。Ineverexpecttohaveanymore。\"

Emilgrippedthehand—holdsofhisscytheandbegantomow。Marietookuphercherriesandwentslowlytowardthehouse,cryingbitterly。

IX

OnSundayafternoon,amonthafterCarlLinstrum’sarrival,herodewithEmilupintotheFrenchcountrytoattendaCatholicfair。

Hesatformostoftheafternooninthebase—

mentofthechurch,wherethefairwasheld,talkingtoMarieShabata,orstrolledaboutthegravelterrace,thrownuponthehillsideinfrontofthebasementdoors,wheretheFrenchboyswerejumpingandwrestlingandthrowingthediscus。Someoftheboyswereintheirwhitebaseballsuits;theyhadjustcomeupfromaSundaypracticegamedownintheball—

grounds。Amedee,thenewlymarried,Emil’sbestfriend,wastheirpitcher,renownedamongthecountrytownsforhisdashandskill。

Amedeewasalittlefellow,ayearyoungerthanEmilandmuchmoreboyishinappearance;

verylitheandactiveandneatlymade,withaclearbrownandwhiteskin,andflashingwhiteteeth。TheSainte—AgnesboysweretoplaytheHastingsnineinafortnight,andAmedee’slightningballswerethehopeofhisteam。ThelittleFrenchmanseemedtogeteveryouncetherewasinhimbehindtheballasitlefthishand。

\"You’dhavemadethebatteryattheUniver—

sityforsure,’Medee,\"Emilsaidastheywerewalkingfromtheball—groundsbacktothechurchonthehill。\"You’repitchingbetterthanyoudidinthespring。\"

Amedeegrinned。\"Sure!Amarriedmandon’tlosehisheadnomore。\"HeslappedEmilonthebackashecaughtstepwithhim。\"Oh,Emil,youwannagetmarriedrightoffquick!

It’sthegreatestthingever!\"

Emillaughed。\"HowamIgoingtogetmar—

riedwithoutanygirl?\"

Amedeetookhisarm。\"Pooh!Thereareplentygirlswillhaveyou。YouwannagetsomeniceFrenchgirl,now。Shetreatyouwell;

alwaysbejolly。See,\"——hebegancheckingoffonhisfingers,——\"thereisSeverine,andAlphosen,andJosephine,andHectorine,andLouise,andMalvina——why,Icouldloveanyofthemgirls!Whydon’tyougetafterthem?

Areyoustuckup,Emil,orisanythingthematterwithyou?Ineverdidknowaboytwenty—twoyearsoldbeforethatdidn’thavenogirl。Youwannabeapriest,maybe?Not—aforme!\"Amedeeswaggered。\"IbringmanygoodCatholicsintothisworld,Ihope,andthat’sawayIhelptheChurch。\"

Emillookeddownandpattedhimontheshoulder。\"Nowyou’rewindy,’Medee。YouFrenchiesliketobrag。\"

ButAmedeehadthezealofthenewlymar—

ried,andhewasnottobelightlyshakenoff。

\"Honestandtrue,Emil,don’tyouwantANY

girl?Maybethere’ssomeyoungladyinLin—

coln,now,verygrand,\"——Amedeewavedhishandlanguidlybeforehisfacetodenotethefanofheartlessbeauty,——\"andyoulostyourheartupthere。Isthatit?\"

\"Maybe,\"saidEmil。

ButAmedeesawnoappropriateglowinhisfriend’sface。\"Bah!\"heexclaimedindisgust。

\"ItellalltheFrenchgirlstokeep’wayfromyou。Yougottarockinthere,\"thumpingEmilontheribs。

Whentheyreachedtheterraceatthesideofthechurch,Amedee,whowasexcitedbyhissuccessontheball—grounds,challengedEmiltoajumping—match,thoughheknewhewouldbebeaten。Theybeltedthemselvesup,andRaoulMarcel,thechoirtenorandFatherDuchesne’spet,andJeanBordelau,heldthestringoverwhichtheyvaulted。AlltheFrenchboysstoodround,cheeringandhump—

ingthemselvesupwhenEmilorAmedeewentoverthewire,asiftheywerehelpinginthelift。

Emilstoppedatfive—feet—five,declaringthathewouldspoilhisappetiteforsupperifhejumpedanymore。

Angelique,Amedee’sprettybride,asblondeandfairashername,whohadcomeouttowatchthematch,tossedherheadatEmilandsaid:——

\"’Medeecouldjumpmuchhigherthanyouifhewereastall。Andanyhow,heismuchmoregraceful。Hegoesoverlikeabird,andyouhavetohumpyourselfallup。\"

\"Oh,Ido,doI?\"Emilcaughtherandkissedhersaucymouthsquarely,whileshelaughedandstruggledandcalled,\"’Medee!

’Medee!\"

\"There,youseeyour’Medeeisn’tevenbigenoughtogetyouawayfromme。Icouldrunawaywithyourightnowandhecouldonlysitdownandcryaboutit。I’llshowyouwhetherIhavetohumpmyself!\"Laughingandpant—

ing,hepickedAngeliqueupinhisarmsandbeganrunningabouttherectanglewithher。

NotuntilhesawMarieShabata’stigereyesflashingfromthegloomofthebasementdoor—

waydidhehandthedisheveledbrideovertoherhusband。\"There,gotoyourgraceful;

Ihaven’tthehearttotakeyouawayfromhim。\"

AngeliqueclungtoherhusbandandmadefacesatEmiloverthewhiteshoulderofAmedee’sball—shirt。EmilwasgreatlyamusedatherairofproprietorshipandatAmedee’sshamelesssubmissiontoit。Hewasdelightedwithhisfriend’sgoodfortune。HelikedtoseeandtothinkaboutAmedee’ssunny,natural,happylove。

HeandAmedeehadriddenandwrestledandlarkedtogethersincetheywereladsoftwelve。

OnSundaysandholidaystheywerealwaysarminarm。ItseemedstrangethatnowheshouldhavetohidethethingthatAmedeewassoproudof,thatthefeelingwhichgaveoneofthemsuchhappinessshouldbringtheothersuchdespair。ItwaslikethatwhenAlexandratestedherseed—corninthespring,hemused。

Fromtwoearsthathadgrownsidebyside,thegrainsofoneshotupjoyfullyintothelight,projectingthemselvesintothefuture,andthegrainsfromtheotherlaystillintheearthandrotted;andnobodyknewwhy。

X

WhileEmilandCarlwereamusingthem—

selvesatthefair,Alexandrawasathome,busywithheraccount—books,whichhadbeenne—

glectedoflate。Shewasalmostthroughwithherfigureswhensheheardacartdriveuptothegate,andlookingoutofthewindowshesawhertwoolderbrothers。TheyhadseemedtoavoidhereversinceCarlLinstrum’sarrival,fourweeksagothatday,andshehurriedtothedoortowelcomethem。Shesawatoncethattheyhadcomewithsomeverydefinitepurpose。

Theyfollowedherstifflyintothesitting—room。

Oscarsatdown,butLouwalkedovertothewindowandremainedstanding,hishandsbe—

hindhim。

\"Youarebyyourself?\"heasked,lookingtowardthedoorwayintotheparlor。

\"Yes。CarlandEmilwentuptotheCatho—

licfair。\"

Forafewmomentsneitherofthemenspoke。

ThenLoucameoutsharply。\"Howsoondoesheintendtogoawayfromhere?\"

\"Idon’tknow,Lou。Notforsometime,I

hope。\"Alexandraspokeinaneven,quiettonethatoftenexasperatedherbrothers。Theyfeltthatshewastryingtobesuperiorwiththem。

Oscarspokeupgrimly。\"Wethoughtweoughttotellyouthatpeoplehavebeguntotalk,\"hesaidmeaningly。

Alexandralookedathim。\"Whatabout?\"

Oscarmethereyesblankly。\"Aboutyou,keepinghimheresolong。Itlooksbadforhimtobehangingontoawomanthisway。Peoplethinkyou’regettingtakenin。\"

Alexandrashutheraccount—bookfirmly。

\"Boys,\"shesaidseriously,\"don’tlet’sgoonwiththis。Wewon’tcomeoutanywhere。I

can’ttakeadviceonsuchamatter。Iknowyoumeanwell,butyoumustnotfeelresponsibleformeinthingsofthissort。Ifwegoonwiththistalkitwillonlymakehardfeeling。\"

Louwhippedaboutfromthewindow。\"Yououghttothinkalittleaboutyourfamily。

You’remakingusallridiculous。\"

\"HowamI?\"

\"Peoplearebeginningtosayyouwanttomarrythefellow。\"

\"Well,andwhatisridiculousaboutthat?\"

LouandOscarexchangedoutragedlooks。

\"Alexandra!Can’tyouseehe’sjustatrampandhe’safteryourmoney?Hewantstobetakencareof,hedoes!\"

\"Well,supposeIwanttotakecareofhim?

Whosebusinessisitbutmyown?\"

\"Don’tyouknowhe’dgetholdofyourproperty?\"

\"He’dgetholdofwhatIwishedtogivehim,certainly。\"

OscarsatupsuddenlyandLouclutchedathisbristlyhair。

\"Givehim?\"Loushouted。\"Ourproperty,ourhomestead?\"

\"Idon’tknowaboutthehomestead,\"saidAlexandraquietly。\"IknowyouandOscarhavealwaysexpectedthatitwouldbelefttoyourchildren,andI’mnotsurebutwhatyou’reright。ButI’lldoexactlyasIpleasewiththerestofmyland,boys。\"

\"Therestofyourland!\"criedLou,growingmoreexcitedeveryminute。\"Didn’tallthelandcomeoutofthehomestead?Itwasboughtwithmoneyborrowedonthehomestead,andOscarandmeworkedourselvestothebonepayinginterestonit。\"

\"Yes,youpaidtheinterest。Butwhenyoumarriedwemadeadivisionoftheland,andyouweresatisfied。I’vemademoreonmyfarmssinceI’vebeenalonethanwhenweallworkedtogether。\"

\"Everythingyou’vemadehascomeoutoftheoriginallandthatusboysworkedfor,hasn’tit?Thefarmsandallthatcomesoutofthembelongstousasafamily。\"

Alexandrawavedherhandimpatiently。

\"Comenow,Lou。Sticktothefacts。Youaretalkingnonsense。Gotothecountyclerkandaskhimwhoownsmyland,andwhethermytitlesaregood。\"

Louturnedtohisbrother。\"Thisiswhatcomesoflettingawomanmeddleinbusiness,\"

hesaidbitterly。\"Weoughttohavetakenthingsinourownhandsyearsago。Butshelikedtorunthings,andwehumoredher。Wethoughtyouhadgoodsense,Alexandra。Weneverthoughtyou’ddoanythingfoolish。\"

Alexandrarappedimpatientlyonherdeskwithherknuckles。\"Listen,Lou。Don’ttalkwild。Yousayyououghttohavetakenthingsintoyourownhandsyearsago。Isupposeyoumeanbeforeyoulefthome。Buthowcouldyoutakeholdofwhatwasn’tthere?I’vegotmostofwhatIhavenowsincewedividedtheprop—

erty;I’vebuiltitupmyself,andithasnothingtodowithyou。\"

Oscarspokeupsolemnly。\"Thepropertyofafamilyreallybelongstothemenofthefamily,nomatteraboutthetitle。Ifanythinggoeswrong,it’sthementhatareheldresponsible。\"

\"Yes,ofcourse,\"Loubrokein。\"Everybodyknowsthat。Oscarandmehavealwaysbeeneasy—goingandwe’venevermadeanyfuss。

Wewerewillingyoushouldholdthelandandhavethegoodofit,butyougotnorighttopartwithanyofit。Weworkedinthefieldstopayforthefirstlandyoubought,andwhat—

ever’scomeoutofithasgottobekeptinthefamily。\"

Oscarreinforcedhisbrother,hismindfixedontheonepointhecouldsee。\"Thepropertyofafamilybelongstothemenofthefamily,becausetheyareheldresponsible,andbecausetheydothework。\"

Alexandralookedfromonetotheother,hereyesfullofindignation。Shehadbeenimpa—

tientbefore,butnowshewasbeginningtofeelangry。\"Andwhataboutmywork?\"sheaskedinanunsteadyvoice。

Loulookedatthecarpet。\"Oh,now,Alex—

andra,youalwaystookitprettyeasy!Ofcoursewewantedyouto。Youlikedtomanageround,andwealwayshumoredyou。Werealizeyouwereagreatdealofhelptous。There’snowomananywherearoundthatknowsasmuchaboutbusinessasyoudo,andwe’vealwaysbeenproudofthat,andthoughtyouwereprettysmart。But,ofcourse,therealworkalwaysfellonus。Goodadviceisallright,butitdon’tgettheweedsoutofthecorn。\"

\"Maybenot,butitsometimesputsinthecrop,anditsometimeskeepsthefieldsforcorntogrowin,\"saidAlexandradryly。\"Why,Lou,IcanrememberwhenyouandOscarwantedtosellthishomesteadandalltheim—

provementstooldpreacherEricsonfortwothousanddollars。IfI’dconsented,you’dhavegonedowntotheriverandscrapedalongonpoorfarmsfortherestofyourlives。WhenI

putinourfirstfieldofalfalfayoubothopposedme,justbecauseIfirstheardaboutitfromayoungmanwhohadbeentotheUniversity。

YousaidIwasbeingtakeninthen,andalltheneighborssaidso。YouknowaswellasIdothatalfalfahasbeenthesalvationofthiscoun—

try。YoualllaughedatmewhenIsaidourlandherewasaboutreadyforwheat,andIhadtoraisethreebigwheatcropsbeforetheneigh—

borsquitputtingalltheirlandincorn。Why,I

rememberyoucried,Lou,whenweputinthefirstbigwheat—planting,andsaideverybodywaslaughingatus。\"

LouturnedtoOscar。\"That’sthewomanofit;ifshetellsyoutoputinacrop,shethinksshe’sputitin。Itmakeswomenconceitedtomeddleinbusiness。Ishouldn’tthinkyou’dwanttoremindushowhardyouwereonus,Alexandra,afterthewayyoubabyEmil。\"

\"Hardonyou?Inevermeanttobehard。

Conditionswerehard。MaybeIwouldneverhavebeenverysoft,anyhow;butIcertainlydidn’tchoosetobethekindofgirlIwas。Ifyoutakeevenavineandcutitbackagainandagain,itgrowshard,likeatree。\"

Loufeltthattheywerewanderingfromthepoint,andthatindigressionAlexandramightunnervehim。Hewipedhisforeheadwithajerkofhishandkerchief。\"Weneverdoubtedyou,Alexandra。Weneverquestionedany—

thingyoudid。You’vealwayshadyourownway。Butyoucan’texpectustositlikestumpsandseeyoudoneoutofthepropertybyanyloaferwhohappensalong,andmakingyourselfridiculousintothebargain。\"

Oscarrose。\"Yes,\"hebrokein,\"every—

body’slaughingtoseeyougettookin;atyourage,too。Everybodyknowshe’snearlyfiveyearsyoungerthanyou,andisafteryourmoney。Why,Alexandra,youarefortyyearsold!\"

\"Allthatdoesn’tconcernanybodybutCarlandme。Gototownandaskyourlawyerswhatyoucandotorestrainmefromdisposingofmyownproperty。AndIadviseyoutodowhattheytellyou;fortheauthorityyoucanexertbylawistheonlyinfluenceyouwilleverhaveovermeagain。\"Alexandrarose。\"IthinkI

wouldrathernothavelivedtofindoutwhatI

haveto—day,\"shesaidquietly,closingherdesk。

LouandOscarlookedateachotherques—

tioningly。Thereseemedtobenothingtodobuttogo,andtheywalkedout。

\"Youcan’tdobusinesswithwomen,\"Oscarsaidheavilyasheclamberedintothecart。

\"Butanyhow,we’vehadoursay,atlast。\"

Louscratchedhishead。\"Talkofthatkindmightcometoohigh,youknow;butshe’sapttobesensible。Youhadn’toughttosaidthataboutherage,though,Oscar。I’mafraidthathurtherfeelings;andtheworstthingwecandoistomakehersoreatus。She’dmarryhimoutofcontrariness。\"

\"Ionlymeant,\"saidOscar,\"thatsheisoldenoughtoknowbetter,andsheis。Ifshewasgoingtomarry,sheoughttodoneitlongago,andnotgomakingafoolofherselfnow。\"

Loulookedanxious,nevertheless。\"Ofcourse,\"hereflectedhopefullyandincon—

sistently,\"Alexandraain’tmuchlikeotherwomen—folks。Maybeitwon’tmakehersore。

Maybeshe’dassoonbefortyasnot!\"

XI

Emilcamehomeatabouthalf—pastseveno’clockthatevening。OldIvarmethimatthewindmillandtookhishorse,andtheyoungmanwentdirectlyintothehouse。Hecalledtohissisterandsheansweredfromherbedroom,behindthesitting—room,sayingthatshewaslyingdown。

Emilwenttoherdoor。

\"CanIseeyouforaminute?\"heasked。\"I

wanttotalktoyouaboutsomethingbeforeCarlcomes。\"

Alexandrarosequicklyandcametothedoor。

\"WhereisCarl?\"

\"LouandOscarmetusandsaidtheywantedtotalktohim,soherodeovertoOscar’swiththem。Areyoucomingout?\"Emilaskedimpatiently。

\"Yes,sitdown。I’llbedressedinamo—

ment。\"

Alexandraclosedherdoor,andEmilsankdownontheoldslatloungeandsatwithhisheadinhishands。Whenhissistercameout,helookedup,notknowingwhethertheintervalhadbeenshortorlong,andhewassurprisedtoseethattheroomhadgrownquitedark。Thatwasjustaswell;itwouldbeeasiertotalkifhewerenotunderthegazeofthoseclear,deliber—

ateeyes,thatsawsofarinsomedirectionsandweresoblindinothers。Alexandra,too,wasgladofthedusk。Herfacewasswollenfromcrying。

Emilstartedupandthensatdownagain。

\"Alexandra,\"hesaidslowly,inhisdeepyoungbaritone,\"Idon’twanttogoawaytolawschoolthisfall。Letmeputitoffanotheryear。

Iwanttotakeayearoffandlookaround。It’sawfullyeasytorushintoaprofessionyoudon’treallylike,andawfullyhardtogetoutofit。

LinstrumandIhavebeentalkingaboutthat。\"

\"Verywell,Emil。Onlydon’tgoofflookingforland。\"Shecameupandputherhandonhisshoulder。\"I’vebeenwishingyoucouldstaywithmethiswinter。\"

\"That’sjustwhatIdon’twanttodo,Alex—

andra。I’mrestless。Iwanttogotoanewplace。

IwanttogodowntotheCityofMexicotojoinoneoftheUniversityfellowswho’sattheheadofanelectricalplant。Hewrotemehecouldgivemealittlejob,enoughtopaymyway,andIcouldlookaroundandseewhatIwanttodo。

Iwanttogoassoonasharvestisover。IguessLouandOscarwillbesoreaboutit。\"

\"Isupposetheywill。\"Alexandrasatdownontheloungebesidehim。\"Theyareveryangrywithme,Emil。Wehavehadaquarrel。

Theywillnotcomehereagain。\"

Emilscarcelyheardwhatshewassaying;hedidnotnoticethesadnessofhertone。HewasthinkingabouttherecklesslifehemeanttoliveinMexico。

\"Whatabout?\"heaskedabsently。

\"AboutCarlLinstrum。TheyareafraidIamgoingtomarryhim,andthatsomeofmypropertywillgetawayfromthem。\"

Emilshruggedhisshoulders。\"Whatnon—

sense!\"hemurmured。\"Justlikethem。\"

Alexandradrewback。\"Whynonsense,Emil?\"

\"Why,you’veneverthoughtofsuchathing,haveyou?Theyalwayshavetohavesomethingtofussabout。\"

\"Emil,\"saidhissisterslowly,\"yououghtnottotakethingsforgranted。DoyouagreewiththemthatIhavenorighttochangemywayofliving?\"

Emillookedattheoutlineofhissister’sheadinthedimlight。Theyweresittingcloseto—

getherandhesomehowfeltthatshecouldhearhisthoughts。Hewassilentforamo—

ment,andthensaidinanembarrassedtone,\"Why,no,certainlynot。Yououghttodowhateveryouwantto。I’llalwaysbackyou。\"

\"ButitwouldseemalittlebitridiculoustoyouifImarriedCarl?\"

Emilfidgeted。Theissueseemedtohimtoofar—fetchedtowarrantdiscussion。\"Why,no。

Ishouldbesurprisedifyouwantedto。Ican’tseeexactlywhy。Butthat’snoneofmybusi—

ness。Yououghttodoasyouplease。Certainlyyououghtnottopayanyattentiontowhattheboyssay。\"

Alexandrasighed。\"Ihadhopedyoumightunderstand,alittle,whyIdowantto。ButI

supposethat’stoomuchtoexpect。I’vehadaprettylonelylife,Emil。BesidesMarie,CarlistheonlyfriendIhaveeverhad。\"

Emilwasawakenow;anameinherlastsen—

tencerousedhim。Heputouthishandandtookhissister’sawkwardly。\"Yououghttodojustasyouwish,andIthinkCarl’safinefel—

low。HeandIwouldalwaysgeton。Idon’tbelieveanyofthethingstheboyssayabouthim,honestIdon’t。Theyaresuspiciousofhimbecausehe’sintelligent。Youknowtheirway。

They’vebeensoreatmeeversinceyouletmegoawaytocollege。They’realwaystryingtocatchmeup。IfIwereyou,Iwouldn’tpayanyattentiontothem。There’snothingtogetupsetabout。Carl’sasensiblefellow。Hewon’tmindthem。\"

\"Idon’tknow。Iftheytalktohimthewaytheydidtome,Ithinkhe’llgoaway。\"

Emilgrewmoreandmoreuneasy。\"Thinkso?Well,Mariesaiditwouldserveusallrightifyouwalkedoffwithhim。\"

\"Didshe?Blessherlittleheart!SHEwould。\"

Alexandra’svoicebroke。

Emilbeganunlacinghisleggings。\"Whydon’tyoutalktoheraboutit?There’sCarl,I

hearhishorse。IguessI’llgoupstairsandgetmybootsoff。No,Idon’twantanysupper。Wehadsupperatfiveo’clock,atthefair。\"

Emilwasgladtoescapeandgettohisownroom。Hewasalittleashamedforhissister,thoughhehadtriednottoshowit。Hefeltthattherewassomethingindecorousinherproposal,andshedidseemtohimsomewhatridiculous。Therewastroubleenoughintheworld,hereflected,ashethrewhimselfuponhisbed,withoutpeoplewhowerefortyyearsoldimaginingtheywantedtogetmarried。InthedarknessandsilenceEmilwasnotlikelytothinklongaboutAlexandra。Everyimageslippedawaybutone。HehadseenMarieinthecrowdthatafternoon。Shesoldcandyatthefair。WHYhadsheeverrunawaywithFrankShabata,andhowcouldshegoonlaughingandworkingandtakinganinterestinthings?Whydidshelikesomanypeople,andwhyhadsheseemedpleasedwhenalltheFrenchandBohe—

mianboys,andthepriesthimself,crowdedroundhercandystand?Whydidshecareaboutanyonebuthim?Whycouldhenever,neverfindthethinghelookedforinherplayful,affectionateeyes?

Thenhefelltoimaginingthathelookedoncemoreandfounditthere,andwhatitwouldbelikeifshelovedhim,——shewho,asAlexandrasaid,couldgiveherwholeheart。Inthatdreamhecouldlieforhours,asifinatrance。HisspiritwentoutofhisbodyandcrossedthefieldstoMarieShabata。

AttheUniversitydancesthegirlshadoftenlookedwonderinglyatthetallyoungSwedewiththefinehead,leaningagainstthewallandfrowning,hisarmsfolded,hiseyesfixedontheceilingorthefloor。Allthegirlswerealittleafraidofhim。Hewasdistinguished—looking,andnotthejollyingkind。Theyfeltthathewastoointenseandpreoccupied。Therewassome—

thingqueerabouthim。Emil’sfraternityratherprideditselfuponitsdances,andsome—

timeshedidhisdutyanddancedeverydance。

Butwhetherhewasonthefloororbroodinginacorner,hewasalwaysthinkingaboutMarieShabata。Fortwoyearsthestormhadbeengatheringinhim。

XII

Carlcameintothesitting—roomwhileAlex—

andrawaslightingthelamp。Shelookedupathimassheadjustedtheshade。Hissharpshoul—

dersstoopedasifhewereverytired,hisfacewaspale,andtherewerebluishshadowsunderhisdarkeyes。Hisangerhadburneditselfoutandlefthimsickanddisgusted。

\"YouhaveseenLouandOscar?\"Alexandraasked。

\"Yes。\"Hiseyesavoidedhers。

Alexandratookadeepbreath。\"Andnowyouaregoingaway。Ithoughtso。\"

Carlthrewhimselfintoachairandpushedthedarklockbackfromhisforeheadwithhiswhite,nervoushand。\"Whatahopelessposi—

tionyouarein,Alexandra!\"heexclaimedfeverishly。\"Itisyourfatetobealwayssur—

roundedbylittlemen。AndIamnobetterthantherest。IamtoolittletofacethecriticismofevensuchmenasLouandOscar。Yes,Iamgoingaway;to—morrow。IcannotevenaskyoutogivemeapromiseuntilIhavesomethingtoofferyou。Ithought,perhaps,Icoulddothat;

butIfindIcan’t。\"

\"Whatgoodcomesofofferingpeoplethingstheydon’tneed?\"Alexandraaskedsadly。\"I

don’tneedmoney。ButIhaveneededyouforagreatmanyyears。IwonderwhyIhavebeenpermittedtoprosper,ifitisonlytotakemyfriendsawayfromme。\"

\"Idon’tdeceivemyself,\"Carlsaidfrankly。

\"IknowthatIamgoingawayonmyownaccount。Imustmaketheusualeffort。Imusthavesomethingtoshowformyself。Totakewhatyouwouldgiveme,Ishouldhavetobeeitheraverylargemanoraverysmallone,andIamonlyinthemiddleclass。\"

Alexandrasighed。\"Ihaveafeelingthatifyougoaway,youwillnotcomeback。Some—

thingwillhappentooneofus,ortoboth。

Peoplehavetosnatchathappinesswhentheycan,inthisworld。Itisalwayseasiertolosethantofind。WhatIhaveisyours,ifyoucareenoughaboutmetotakeit。\"

CarlroseandlookedupatthepictureofJohnBergson。\"ButIcan’t,mydear,Ican’t!

IwillgoNorthatonce。InsteadofidlingaboutinCaliforniaallwinter,Ishallbegettingmybearingsupthere。Iwon’twasteanotherweek。

Bepatientwithme,Alexandra。Givemeayear!\"

\"Asyouwill,\"saidAlexandrawearily。\"Allatonce,inasingleday,Iloseeverything;andI

donotknowwhy。Emil,too,isgoingaway。\"

CarlwasstillstudyingJohnBergson’sfaceandAlexandra’seyesfollowedhis。\"Yes,\"shesaid,\"ifhecouldhaveseenallthatwouldcomeofthetaskhegaveme,hewouldhavebeensorry。I

hopehedoesnotseemenow。Ihopethatheisamongtheoldpeopleofhisbloodandcountry,andthattidingsdonotreachhimfromtheNewWorld。\"

EndofPartII

PARTIII

WinterMemoriesI

WinterhassettleddownovertheDivideagain;theseasoninwhichNaturerecuperates,inwhichshesinkstosleepbetweenthefruitful—

nessofautumnandthepassionofspring。Thebirdshavegone。Theteeminglifethatgoesondowninthelonggrassisexterminated。Theprairie—dogkeepshishole。Therabbitsrunshiveringfromonefrozengardenpatchtoan—

otherandarehardputtoittofindfrost—bittencabbage—stalks。Atnightthecoyotesroamthewintrywaste,howlingforfood。Thevariegatedfieldsareallonecolornow;thepastures,thestubble,theroads,theskyarethesameleadengray。Thehedgerowsandtreesarescarcelyper—

ceptibleagainstthebareearth,whoseslatyhuetheyhavetakenon。Thegroundisfrozensohardthatitbruisesthefoottowalkintheroadsorintheploughedfields。Itislikeanironcountry,andthespiritisoppressedbyitsrigorandmelancholy。Onecouldeasilybelievethatinthatdeadlandscapethegermsoflifeandfruit—

fulnesswereextinctforever。

Alexandrahassettledbackintoheroldroutine。ThereareweeklylettersfromEmil。

LouandOscarshehasnotseensinceCarlwentaway。Toavoidawkwardencountersinthepresenceofcuriousspectators,shehasstoppedgoingtotheNorwegianChurchanddrivesuptotheReformChurchatHanover,orgoeswithMarieShabatatotheCatholicChurch,locallyknownas\"theFrenchChurch。\"

ShehasnottoldMarieaboutCarl,orherdif—

ferenceswithherbrothers。Shewasneververycommunicativeaboutherownaffairs,andwhenshecametothepoint,aninstincttoldherthataboutsuchthingssheandMariewouldnotunderstandoneanother。

OldMrs。LeehadbeenafraidthatfamilymisunderstandingsmightdepriveherofheryearlyvisittoAlexandra。ButonthefirstdayofDecemberAlexandratelephonedAnniethatto—morrowshewouldsendIvaroverforhermother,andthenextdaytheoldladyarrivedwithherbundles。FortwelveyearsMrs。LeehadalwaysenteredAlexandra’ssitting—roomwiththesameexclamation,\"Nowwebeyust—alikeoldtimes!\"SheenjoyedthelibertyAlex—

andragaveher,andhearingherownlanguageaboutheralldaylong。Hereshecouldwearhernightcapandsleepwithallherwindowsshut,listentoIvarreadingtheBible,andhereshecouldrunaboutamongthestablesinapairofEmil’soldboots。Thoughshewasbentalmostdouble,shewasasspryasagopher。Herfacewasasbrownasifithadbeenvarnished,andasfullofwrinklesasawasherwoman’shands。Shehadthreejollyoldteethleftinthefrontofhermouth,andwhenshegrinnedshelookedveryknowing,asifwhenyoufoundouthowtotakeit,lifewasn’thalfbad。WhilesheandAlex—

andrapatchedandpiecedandquilted,shetalkedincessantlyaboutstoriesshereadinaSwedishfamilypaper,tellingtheplotsingreatdetail;oraboutherlifeonadairyfarminGottlandwhenshewasagirl。Sometimessheforgotwhichweretheprintedstoriesandwhichweretherealstories,itallseemedsofaraway。

Shelovedtotakealittlebrandy,withhotwaterandsugar,beforeshewenttobed,andAlexandraalwayshaditreadyforher。\"Itsendsgooddreams,\"shewouldsaywithatwinkleinhereye。

WhenMrs。LeehadbeenwithAlexandraforaweek,MarieShabatatelephonedonemorningtosaythatFrankhadgonetotownfortheday,andshewouldlikethemtocomeoverforcoffeeintheafternoon。Mrs。Leehurriedtowashoutandironhernewcross—stitchedapron,whichshehadfinishedonlythenightbefore;acheckedginghamapronworkedwithadesignteninchesbroadacrossthebottom;ahuntingscene,withfirtreesandastaganddogsandhuntsmen。

Mrs。Leewasfirmwithherselfatdinner,andrefusedasecondhelpingofappledumplings。

\"Ita—ankIsaveup,\"shesaidwithagiggle。

Attwoo’clockintheafternoonAlexandra’scartdroveuptotheShabatas’gate,andMariesawMrs。Lee’sredshawlcomebobbingupthepath。Sherantothedoorandpulledtheoldwomanintothehousewithahug,helpinghertotakeoffherwrapswhileAlexandrablan—

ketedthehorseoutside。Mrs。Leehadputonherbestblacksatinedress——sheabominatedwoolenstuffs,eveninwinter——andacrochetedcollar,fastenedwithabigpalegoldpin,con—

tainingfadeddaguerreotypesofherfatherandmother。Shehadnotwornherapronforfearofrumplingit,andnowsheshookitoutandtieditroundherwaistwithaconsciousair。Mariedrewbackandthrewupherhands,exclaiming,\"Oh,whatabeauty!I’veneverseenthisonebefore,haveI,Mrs。Lee?\"

Theoldwomangiggledandduckedherhead。

\"No,yustlas’nightIma—ake。Seedistread;

verrastrong,nowa—ashout,nofade。Mysis—

tersendfromSveden。Iyust—ata—ankyoulikedis。\"

Marierantothedooragain。\"Comein,Alexandra。IhavebeenlookingatMrs。Lee’sapron。DostoponyourwayhomeandshowittoMrs。Hiller。She’scrazyaboutcross—stitch。\"

WhileAlexandraremovedherhatandveil,Mrs。Leewentouttothekitchenandsettledherselfinawoodenrocking—chairbythestove,lookingwithgreatinterestatthetable,setforthree,withawhitecloth,andapotofpinkgeraniumsinthemiddle。\"My,a—an’tyougottafineplants;such—amuchflower。Howyoukeepfromfreeze?\"

Shepointedtothewindow—shelves,fullofbloomingfuchsiasandgeraniums。

\"Ikeepthefireallnight,Mrs。Lee,andwhenit’sverycoldIputthemallonthetable,inthemiddleoftheroom。OthernightsIonlyputnewspapersbehindthem。Franklaughsatmeforfussing,butwhentheydon’tbloomhesays,’What’sthematterwiththedarnedthings?’——

WhatdoyouhearfromCarl,Alexandra?\"

\"HegottoDawsonbeforetheriverfroze,andnowIsupposeIwon’thearanymoreuntilspring。BeforeheleftCaliforniahesentmeaboxoforangeflowers,buttheydidn’tkeepverywell。IhavebroughtabunchofEmil’slettersforyou。\"Alexandracameoutfromthesitting—roomandpinchedMarie’scheekplay—

fully。\"Youdon’tlookasiftheweathereverfrozeyouup。Neverhavecolds,doyou?

That’sagoodgirl。Shehaddarkredcheekslikethiswhenshewasalittlegirl,Mrs。Lee。Shelookedlikesomequeerforeignkindofadoll。

I’veneverforgotthefirsttimeIsawyouinMieklejohn’sstore,Marie,thetimefatherwaslyingsick。CarlandIweretalkingaboutthatbeforehewentaway。\"

\"Iremember,andEmilhadhiskittenalong。

WhenareyougoingtosendEmil’sChristmasbox?\"

\"Itoughttohavegonebeforethis。I’llhavetosenditbymailnow,togetitthereintime。\"

Mariepulledadarkpurplesilknecktiefromherworkbasket。\"Iknitthisforhim。It’sagoodcolor,don’tyouthink?Willyoupleaseputitinwithyourthingsandtellhimit’sfromme,towearwhenhegoesserenading。\"

Alexandralaughed。\"Idon’tbelievehegoesserenadingmuch。HesaysinoneletterthattheMexicanladiesaresaidtobeverybeauti—

ful,butthatdon’tseemtomeverywarmpraise。\"

Marietossedherhead。\"Emilcan’tfoolme。

Ifhe’sboughtaguitar,hegoesserenading。

Whowouldn’t,withallthoseSpanishgirlsdroppingflowersdownfromtheirwindows!

I’dsingtothemeverynight,wouldn’tyou,Mrs。Lee?\"

Theoldladychuckled。HereyeslitupasMariebentdownandopenedtheovendoor。

Adelicioushotfragranceblewoutintothetidykitchen。\"My,somet’ingsmellgood!\"SheturnedtoAlexandrawithawink,herthreeyel—

lowteethmakingabraveshow,\"Ita—ankdatstopmyyawfromachenomore!\"shesaidcon—

tentedly。

Marietookoutapanofdelicatelittlerolls,stuffedwithstewedapricots,andbegantodustthemoverwithpowderedsugar。\"Ihopeyou’lllikethese,Mrs。Lee;Alexandradoes。TheBohemiansalwayslikethemwiththeircoffee。

Butifyoudon’t,Ihaveacoffee—cakewithnutsandpoppyseeds。Alexandra,willyougetthecreamjug?Iputitinthewindowtokeepcool。\"

\"TheBohemians,\"saidAlexandra,astheydrewuptothetable,\"certainlyknowhowtomakemorekindsofbreadthananyotherpeo—

pleintheworld。OldMrs。Hillertoldmeonceatthechurchsupperthatshecouldmakesevenkindsoffancybread,butMariecouldmakeadozen。\"

Mrs。Leehelduponeoftheapricotrollsbetweenherbrownthumbandforefingerandweigheditcritically。\"Yustlike—afedders,\"

shepronouncedwithsatisfaction。\"My,a—an’tdisnice!\"sheexclaimedasshestirredhercoffee。\"Iyustta—akealiddleyellynow,too,Ita—ank。\"

AlexandraandMarielaughedatherfore—

handedness,andfelltotalkingoftheirownaffairs。\"IwasafraidyouhadacoldwhenI

talkedtoyouoverthetelephonetheothernight,Marie。Whatwasthematter,hadyoubeencrying?\"

\"MaybeIhad,\"Mariesmiledguiltily。

\"Frankwasoutlatethatnight。Don’tyougetlonelysometimesinthewinter,whenevery—

bodyhasgoneaway?\"

\"Ithoughtitwassomethinglikethat。IfI

hadn’thadcompany,I’dhaverunovertoseeformyself。Ifyougetdown—hearted,whatwillbecomeoftherestofus?\"Alexandraasked。

\"Idon’t,veryoften。There’sMrs。Leewithoutanycoffee!\"

Later,whenMrs。Leedeclaredthatherpowerswerespent,MarieandAlexandrawentupstairstolookforsomecrochetpatternstheoldladywantedtoborrow。\"Betterputonyourcoat,Alexandra。It’scoldupthere,andI

havenoideawherethosepatternsare。Imayhavetolookthroughmyoldtrunks。\"Mariecaughtupashawlandopenedthestairdoor,run—

ningupthestepsaheadofherguest。\"WhileI

gothroughthebureaudrawers,youmightlookinthosehat—boxesonthecloset—shelf,overwhereFrank’sclotheshang。Therearealotofoddsandendsinthem。\"

Shebegantossingoverthecontentsofthedrawers,andAlexandrawentintotheclothes—

closet。Presentlyshecameback,holdingaslenderelasticyellowstickinherhand。

\"Whatintheworldisthis,Marie?Youdon’tmeantotellmeFrankevercarriedsuchathing?\"

Marieblinkedatitwithastonishmentandsatdownonthefloor。\"Wheredidyoufindit?

Ididn’tknowhehadkeptit。Ihaven’tseenitforyears。\"

\"Itreallyisacane,then?\"

\"Yes。Onehebroughtfromtheoldcoun—

try。HeusedtocarryitwhenIfirstknewhim。

Isn’titfoolish?PoorFrank!\"

Alexandratwirledthestickinherfingersandlaughed。\"Hemusthavelookedfunny!\"

Mariewasthoughtful。\"No,hedidn’t,really。

Itdidn’tseemoutofplace。Heusedtobeawfullygaylikethatwhenhewasayoungman。Iguesspeoplealwaysgetwhat’shard—

estforthem,Alexandra。\"Mariegatheredtheshawlcloseraboutherandstilllookedhardatthecane。\"Frankwouldbeallrightintherightplace,\"shesaidreflectively。\"Heoughttohaveadifferentkindofwife,foronething。Doyouknow,Alexandra,IcouldpickoutexactlytherightsortofwomanforFrank——now。

Thetroubleisyoualmosthavetomarryamanbeforeyoucanfindoutthesortofwifeheneeds;andusuallyit’sexactlythesortyouarenot。Thenwhatareyougoingtodoaboutit?\"

sheaskedcandidly。