VIII
OntheeveningofthedayofAlexandra’scallattheShabatas’,aheavyrainsetin。FranksatupuntilalatehourreadingtheSundaynewspa—
pers。OneoftheGouldswasgettingadivorce,andFranktookitasapersonalaffront。Inprintingthestoryoftheyoungman’smar—
italtroubles,theknowingeditorgaveasuffi—
cientlycoloredaccountofhiscareer,statingtheamountofhisincomeandthemannerinwhichhewassupposedtospendit。FrankreadEnglishslowly,andthemorehereadaboutthisdivorcecase,theangrierhegrew。Atlasthethrewdownthepagewithasnort。Heturnedtohisfarm—handwhowasreadingtheotherhalfofthepaper。
\"ByGod!ifIhavethatyoungfellerindehayfieldonce,Ishowhimsometing。Listenherewhathedowithismoney。\"AndFrankbeganthecatalogueoftheyoungman’sreputedextravagances。
Mariesighed。ShethoughtithardthattheGoulds,forwhomshehadnothingbutgoodwill,shouldmakehersomuchtrouble。ShehatedtoseetheSundaynewspaperscomeintothehouse。Frankwasalwaysreadingaboutthedoingsofrichpeopleandfeelingoutraged。Hehadaninexhaustiblestockofstoriesabouttheircrimesandfollies,howtheybribedthecourtsandshotdowntheirbutlerswithimpunitywhenevertheychose。FrankandLouBergsonhadverysimilarideas,andtheyweretwoofthepoliticalagitatorsofthecounty。
Thenextmorningbrokeclearandbrilliant,butFranksaidthegroundwastoowettoplough,sohetookthecartanddroveovertoSainte—AgnestospendthedayatMosesMar—
cel’ssaloon。Afterhewasgone,Mariewentouttothebackporchtobeginherbutter—making。A
briskwindhadcomeupandwasdrivingpuffywhitecloudsacrossthesky。Theorchardwassparklingandripplinginthesun。Mariestoodlookingtowarditwistfully,herhandonthelidofthechurn,whensheheardasharpringintheair,themerrysoundofthewhetstoneonthescythe。Thatinvitationdecidedher。Sheranintothehouse,putonashortskirtandapairofherhusband’sboots,caughtupatinpailandstartedfortheorchard。Emilhadalreadybe—
gunworkandwasmowingvigorously。Whenhesawhercoming,hestoppedandwipedhisbrow。
Hisyellowcanvasleggingsandkhakitrousersweresplashedtotheknees。
\"Don’tletmedisturbyou,Emil。I’mgoingtopickcherries。Isn’teverythingbeautifulaftertherain?Oh,butI’mgladtogetthisplacemowed!WhenIhearditraininginthenight,Ithoughtmaybeyouwouldcomeanddoitformeto—day。Thewindwakenedme。
Didn’titblowdreadfully?Justsmellthewildroses!Theyarealwayssospicyafterarain。
Weneverhadsomanyoftheminherebefore。
Isupposeit’sthewetseason。Willyouhavetocutthem,too?\"
\"IfIcutthegrass,Iwill,\"Emilsaidteas—
ingly。\"What’sthematterwithyou?Whatmakesyousoflighty?\"
\"AmIflighty?Isupposethat’sthewetsea—
son,too,then。It’sexcitingtoseeeverythinggrowingsofast,——andtogetthegrasscut!
Pleaseleavetherosestilllast,ifyoumustcutthem。Oh,Idon’tmeanallofthem,Imeanthatlowplacedownbymytree,wheretherearesomany。Aren’tyousplashed!Lookatthespider—websalloverthegrass。Good—bye。
I’llcallyouifIseeasnake。\"
ShetrippedawayandEmilstoodlookingafterher。Inafewmomentsheheardthecher—
riesdroppingsmartlyintothepail,andhebegantoswinghisscythewiththatlong,evenstrokethatfewAmericanboyseverlearn。
Mariepickedcherriesandsangsoftlytoherself,strippingoneglitteringbranchafteranother,shiveringwhenshecaughtashowerofrain—
dropsonherneckandhair。AndEmilmowedhiswayslowlydowntowardthecherrytrees。
ThatsummertherainshadbeensomanyandopportunethatitwasalmostmorethanShabataandhismancoulddotokeepupwiththecorn;theorchardwasaneglectedwilder—
ness。Allsortsofweedsandherbsandflowershadgrownupthere;splotchesofwildlarkspur,palegreen—and—whitespikesofhoarhound,plantationsofwildcotton,tanglesoffoxtailandwildwheat。Southoftheapricottrees,cor—
neringonthewheatfield,wasFrank’salfalfa,wheremyriadsofwhiteandyellowbutterflieswerealwaysflutteringabovethepurpleblos—
soms。WhenEmilreachedthelowercornerbythehedge,Mariewassittingunderherwhitemulberrytree,thepailfulofcherriesbesideher,lookingoffatthegentle,tirelessswellingofthewheat。
\"Emil,\"shesaidsuddenly——hewasmowingquietlyaboutunderthetreesoasnottodisturbher——\"whatreligiondidtheSwedeshaveawayback,beforetheywereChristians?\"
Emilpausedandstraightenedhisback。\"I
don’tknow。AboutliketheGermans’,wasn’tit?\"
Mariewentonasifshehadnotheardhim。
\"TheBohemians,youknow,weretreewor—
shipersbeforethemissionariescame。Fathersaysthepeopleinthemountainsstilldoqueerthings,sometimes,——theybelievethattreesbringgoodorbadluck。\"
Emillookedsuperior。\"Dothey?Well,whicharetheluckytrees?I’dliketoknow。\"
\"Idon’tknowallofthem,butIknowlindensare。Theoldpeopleinthemountainsplantlindenstopurifytheforest,andtodoawaywiththespellsthatcomefromtheoldtreestheysayhavelastedfromheathentimes。
I’magoodCatholic,butIthinkIcouldgetalongwithcaringfortrees,ifIhadn’tanythingelse。\"
\"That’sapoorsaying,\"saidEmil,stoopingovertowipehishandsinthewetgrass。
\"Whyisit?IfIfeelthatway,Ifeelthatway。Iliketreesbecausetheyseemmoreresignedtothewaytheyhavetolivethanotherthingsdo。IfeelasifthistreeknowseverythingIeverthinkofwhenIsithere。
WhenIcomebacktoit,Ineverhavetore—
minditofanything;IbeginjustwhereIleftoff。\"
Emilhadnothingtosaytothis。Hereachedupamongthebranchesandbegantopickthesweet,insipidfruit,——longivory—coloredber—
ries,tippedwithfaintpink,likewhitecoral,thatfalltothegroundunheededallsummerthrough。Hedroppedahandfulintoherlap。
\"DoyoulikeMr。Linstrum?\"Marieaskedsuddenly。
\"Yes。Don’tyou?\"
\"Oh,eversomuch;onlyheseemskindofstaidandschool—teachery。But,ofcourse,heisolderthanFrank,even。I’msureIdon’twanttolivetobemorethanthirty,doyou?DoyouthinkAlexandralikeshimverymuch?\"
\"Isupposeso。Theywereoldfriends。\"
\"Oh,Emil,youknowwhatImean!\"Marietossedherheadimpatiently。\"Doesshereallycareabouthim?Whensheusedtotellmeabouthim,Ialwayswonderedwhethershewasn’talittleinlovewithhim。\"
\"Who,Alexandra?\"Emillaughedandthrusthishandsintohistrouserspockets。
\"Alexandra’sneverbeeninlove,youcrazy!\"
Helaughedagain。\"Shewouldn’tknowhowtogoaboutit。Theidea!\"
Marieshruggedhershoulders。\"Oh,youdon’tknowAlexandraaswellasyouthinkyoudo!Ifyouhadanyeyes,youwouldseethatsheisveryfondofhim。ItwouldserveyouallrightifshewalkedoffwithCarl。Ilikehimbecauseheappreciateshermorethanyoudo。\"
Emilfrowned。\"Whatareyoutalkingabout,Marie?Alexandra’sallright。SheandIhavealwaysbeengoodfriends。Whatmoredoyouwant?IliketotalktoCarlaboutNewYorkandwhatafellowcandothere。\"
\"Oh,Emil!Surelyyouarenotthinkingofgoingoffthere?\"
\"Whynot?Imustgosomewhere,mustn’tI?\"Theyoungmantookuphisscytheandleanedonit。\"WouldyouratherIwentoffinthesandhillsandlivedlikeIvar?\"
Marie’sfacefellunderhisbroodinggaze。Shelookeddownathiswetleggings。\"I’msureAlexandrahopesyouwillstayonhere,\"shemurmured。
\"ThenAlexandrawillbedisappointed,\"theyoungmansaidroughly。\"WhatdoIwanttohangaroundherefor?Alexandracanrunthefarmallright,withoutme。Idon’twanttostandaroundandlookon。Iwanttobedoingsomethingonmyownaccount。\"
\"That’sso,\"Mariesighed。\"Therearesomany,manythingsyoucando。Almostany—
thingyouchoose。\"
\"Andtherearesomany,manythingsIcan’tdo。\"Emilechoedhertonesarcastically。\"Some—
timesIdon’twanttodoanythingatall,andsometimesIwanttopullthefourcornersoftheDividetogether,\"——hethrewouthisarmandbroughtitbackwithajerk,——\"so,likeatable—cloth。Igettiredofseeingmenandhorsesgoingupanddown,upanddown。\"
Marielookedupathisdefiantfigureandherfaceclouded。\"Iwishyouweren’tsorestless,anddidn’tgetsoworkedupoverthings,\"shesaidsadly。
\"Thankyou,\"hereturnedshortly。
Shesigheddespondently。\"EverythingIsaymakesyoucross,don’tit?Andyouneverusedtobecrosstome。\"
Emiltookastepnearerandstoodfrowningdownatherbenthead。Hestoodinanattitudeofself—defense,hisfeetwellapart,hishandsclenchedanddrawnupathissides,sothatthecordsstoodoutonhisbarearms。\"Ican’tplaywithyoulikealittleboyanymore,\"hesaidslowly。\"That’swhatyoumiss,Marie。You’llhavetogetsomeotherlittleboytoplaywith。\"
Hestoppedandtookadeepbreath。Thenhewentoninalowtone,sointensethatitwasalmostthreatening:\"Sometimesyouseemtounderstandperfectly,andthensometimesyoupretendyoudon’t。Youdon’thelpthingsanybypretending。It’sthenthatIwanttopullthecornersoftheDividetogether。IfyouWON’Tunderstand,youknow,Icouldmakeyou!\"
Marieclaspedherhandsandstartedupfromherseat。Shehadgrownverypaleandhereyeswereshiningwithexcitementanddistress。
\"But,Emil,ifIunderstand,thenallourgoodtimesareover,wecanneverdonicethingsto—
getheranymore。WeshallhavetobehavelikeMr。Linstrum。And,anyhow,there’snothingtounderstand!\"Shestruckthegroundwithherlittlefootfiercely。\"Thatwon’tlast。Itwillgoaway,andthingswillbejustastheyusedto。IwishyouwereaCatholic。TheChurchhelpspeople,indeeditdoes。Iprayforyou,butthat’snotthesameasifyouprayedyourself。\"
Shespokerapidlyandpleadingly,lookedentreatinglyintohisface。Emilstooddefiant,gazingdownather。
\"Ican’tpraytohavethethingsIwant,\"hesaidslowly,\"andIwon’tpraynottohavethem,notifI’mdamnedforit。\"
Marieturnedaway,wringingherhands。
\"Oh,Emil,youwon’ttry!Thenallourgoodtimesareover。\"
\"Yes;over。Ineverexpecttohaveanymore。\"
Emilgrippedthehand—holdsofhisscytheandbegantomow。Marietookuphercherriesandwentslowlytowardthehouse,cryingbitterly。
IX
OnSundayafternoon,amonthafterCarlLinstrum’sarrival,herodewithEmilupintotheFrenchcountrytoattendaCatholicfair。
Hesatformostoftheafternooninthebase—
mentofthechurch,wherethefairwasheld,talkingtoMarieShabata,orstrolledaboutthegravelterrace,thrownuponthehillsideinfrontofthebasementdoors,wheretheFrenchboyswerejumpingandwrestlingandthrowingthediscus。Someoftheboyswereintheirwhitebaseballsuits;theyhadjustcomeupfromaSundaypracticegamedownintheball—
grounds。Amedee,thenewlymarried,Emil’sbestfriend,wastheirpitcher,renownedamongthecountrytownsforhisdashandskill。
Amedeewasalittlefellow,ayearyoungerthanEmilandmuchmoreboyishinappearance;
verylitheandactiveandneatlymade,withaclearbrownandwhiteskin,andflashingwhiteteeth。TheSainte—AgnesboysweretoplaytheHastingsnineinafortnight,andAmedee’slightningballswerethehopeofhisteam。ThelittleFrenchmanseemedtogeteveryouncetherewasinhimbehindtheballasitlefthishand。
\"You’dhavemadethebatteryattheUniver—
sityforsure,’Medee,\"Emilsaidastheywerewalkingfromtheball—groundsbacktothechurchonthehill。\"You’repitchingbetterthanyoudidinthespring。\"
Amedeegrinned。\"Sure!Amarriedmandon’tlosehisheadnomore。\"HeslappedEmilonthebackashecaughtstepwithhim。\"Oh,Emil,youwannagetmarriedrightoffquick!
It’sthegreatestthingever!\"
Emillaughed。\"HowamIgoingtogetmar—
riedwithoutanygirl?\"
Amedeetookhisarm。\"Pooh!Thereareplentygirlswillhaveyou。YouwannagetsomeniceFrenchgirl,now。Shetreatyouwell;
alwaysbejolly。See,\"——hebegancheckingoffonhisfingers,——\"thereisSeverine,andAlphosen,andJosephine,andHectorine,andLouise,andMalvina——why,Icouldloveanyofthemgirls!Whydon’tyougetafterthem?
Areyoustuckup,Emil,orisanythingthematterwithyou?Ineverdidknowaboytwenty—twoyearsoldbeforethatdidn’thavenogirl。Youwannabeapriest,maybe?Not—aforme!\"Amedeeswaggered。\"IbringmanygoodCatholicsintothisworld,Ihope,andthat’sawayIhelptheChurch。\"
Emillookeddownandpattedhimontheshoulder。\"Nowyou’rewindy,’Medee。YouFrenchiesliketobrag。\"
ButAmedeehadthezealofthenewlymar—
ried,andhewasnottobelightlyshakenoff。
\"Honestandtrue,Emil,don’tyouwantANY
girl?Maybethere’ssomeyoungladyinLin—
coln,now,verygrand,\"——Amedeewavedhishandlanguidlybeforehisfacetodenotethefanofheartlessbeauty,——\"andyoulostyourheartupthere。Isthatit?\"
\"Maybe,\"saidEmil。
ButAmedeesawnoappropriateglowinhisfriend’sface。\"Bah!\"heexclaimedindisgust。
\"ItellalltheFrenchgirlstokeep’wayfromyou。Yougottarockinthere,\"thumpingEmilontheribs。
Whentheyreachedtheterraceatthesideofthechurch,Amedee,whowasexcitedbyhissuccessontheball—grounds,challengedEmiltoajumping—match,thoughheknewhewouldbebeaten。Theybeltedthemselvesup,andRaoulMarcel,thechoirtenorandFatherDuchesne’spet,andJeanBordelau,heldthestringoverwhichtheyvaulted。AlltheFrenchboysstoodround,cheeringandhump—
ingthemselvesupwhenEmilorAmedeewentoverthewire,asiftheywerehelpinginthelift。
Emilstoppedatfive—feet—five,declaringthathewouldspoilhisappetiteforsupperifhejumpedanymore。
Angelique,Amedee’sprettybride,asblondeandfairashername,whohadcomeouttowatchthematch,tossedherheadatEmilandsaid:——
\"’Medeecouldjumpmuchhigherthanyouifhewereastall。Andanyhow,heismuchmoregraceful。Hegoesoverlikeabird,andyouhavetohumpyourselfallup。\"
\"Oh,Ido,doI?\"Emilcaughtherandkissedhersaucymouthsquarely,whileshelaughedandstruggledandcalled,\"’Medee!
’Medee!\"
\"There,youseeyour’Medeeisn’tevenbigenoughtogetyouawayfromme。Icouldrunawaywithyourightnowandhecouldonlysitdownandcryaboutit。I’llshowyouwhetherIhavetohumpmyself!\"Laughingandpant—
ing,hepickedAngeliqueupinhisarmsandbeganrunningabouttherectanglewithher。
NotuntilhesawMarieShabata’stigereyesflashingfromthegloomofthebasementdoor—
waydidhehandthedisheveledbrideovertoherhusband。\"There,gotoyourgraceful;
Ihaven’tthehearttotakeyouawayfromhim。\"
AngeliqueclungtoherhusbandandmadefacesatEmiloverthewhiteshoulderofAmedee’sball—shirt。EmilwasgreatlyamusedatherairofproprietorshipandatAmedee’sshamelesssubmissiontoit。Hewasdelightedwithhisfriend’sgoodfortune。HelikedtoseeandtothinkaboutAmedee’ssunny,natural,happylove。
HeandAmedeehadriddenandwrestledandlarkedtogethersincetheywereladsoftwelve。
OnSundaysandholidaystheywerealwaysarminarm。ItseemedstrangethatnowheshouldhavetohidethethingthatAmedeewassoproudof,thatthefeelingwhichgaveoneofthemsuchhappinessshouldbringtheothersuchdespair。ItwaslikethatwhenAlexandratestedherseed—corninthespring,hemused。
Fromtwoearsthathadgrownsidebyside,thegrainsofoneshotupjoyfullyintothelight,projectingthemselvesintothefuture,andthegrainsfromtheotherlaystillintheearthandrotted;andnobodyknewwhy。
X
WhileEmilandCarlwereamusingthem—
selvesatthefair,Alexandrawasathome,busywithheraccount—books,whichhadbeenne—
glectedoflate。Shewasalmostthroughwithherfigureswhensheheardacartdriveuptothegate,andlookingoutofthewindowshesawhertwoolderbrothers。TheyhadseemedtoavoidhereversinceCarlLinstrum’sarrival,fourweeksagothatday,andshehurriedtothedoortowelcomethem。Shesawatoncethattheyhadcomewithsomeverydefinitepurpose。
Theyfollowedherstifflyintothesitting—room。
Oscarsatdown,butLouwalkedovertothewindowandremainedstanding,hishandsbe—
hindhim。
\"Youarebyyourself?\"heasked,lookingtowardthedoorwayintotheparlor。
\"Yes。CarlandEmilwentuptotheCatho—
licfair。\"
Forafewmomentsneitherofthemenspoke。
ThenLoucameoutsharply。\"Howsoondoesheintendtogoawayfromhere?\"
\"Idon’tknow,Lou。Notforsometime,I
hope。\"Alexandraspokeinaneven,quiettonethatoftenexasperatedherbrothers。Theyfeltthatshewastryingtobesuperiorwiththem。
Oscarspokeupgrimly。\"Wethoughtweoughttotellyouthatpeoplehavebeguntotalk,\"hesaidmeaningly。
Alexandralookedathim。\"Whatabout?\"
Oscarmethereyesblankly。\"Aboutyou,keepinghimheresolong。Itlooksbadforhimtobehangingontoawomanthisway。Peoplethinkyou’regettingtakenin。\"
Alexandrashutheraccount—bookfirmly。
\"Boys,\"shesaidseriously,\"don’tlet’sgoonwiththis。Wewon’tcomeoutanywhere。I
can’ttakeadviceonsuchamatter。Iknowyoumeanwell,butyoumustnotfeelresponsibleformeinthingsofthissort。Ifwegoonwiththistalkitwillonlymakehardfeeling。\"
Louwhippedaboutfromthewindow。\"Yououghttothinkalittleaboutyourfamily。
You’remakingusallridiculous。\"
\"HowamI?\"
\"Peoplearebeginningtosayyouwanttomarrythefellow。\"
\"Well,andwhatisridiculousaboutthat?\"
LouandOscarexchangedoutragedlooks。
\"Alexandra!Can’tyouseehe’sjustatrampandhe’safteryourmoney?Hewantstobetakencareof,hedoes!\"
\"Well,supposeIwanttotakecareofhim?
Whosebusinessisitbutmyown?\"
\"Don’tyouknowhe’dgetholdofyourproperty?\"
\"He’dgetholdofwhatIwishedtogivehim,certainly。\"
OscarsatupsuddenlyandLouclutchedathisbristlyhair。
\"Givehim?\"Loushouted。\"Ourproperty,ourhomestead?\"
\"Idon’tknowaboutthehomestead,\"saidAlexandraquietly。\"IknowyouandOscarhavealwaysexpectedthatitwouldbelefttoyourchildren,andI’mnotsurebutwhatyou’reright。ButI’lldoexactlyasIpleasewiththerestofmyland,boys。\"
\"Therestofyourland!\"criedLou,growingmoreexcitedeveryminute。\"Didn’tallthelandcomeoutofthehomestead?Itwasboughtwithmoneyborrowedonthehomestead,andOscarandmeworkedourselvestothebonepayinginterestonit。\"
\"Yes,youpaidtheinterest。Butwhenyoumarriedwemadeadivisionoftheland,andyouweresatisfied。I’vemademoreonmyfarmssinceI’vebeenalonethanwhenweallworkedtogether。\"
\"Everythingyou’vemadehascomeoutoftheoriginallandthatusboysworkedfor,hasn’tit?Thefarmsandallthatcomesoutofthembelongstousasafamily。\"
Alexandrawavedherhandimpatiently。
\"Comenow,Lou。Sticktothefacts。Youaretalkingnonsense。Gotothecountyclerkandaskhimwhoownsmyland,andwhethermytitlesaregood。\"
Louturnedtohisbrother。\"Thisiswhatcomesoflettingawomanmeddleinbusiness,\"
hesaidbitterly。\"Weoughttohavetakenthingsinourownhandsyearsago。Butshelikedtorunthings,andwehumoredher。Wethoughtyouhadgoodsense,Alexandra。Weneverthoughtyou’ddoanythingfoolish。\"
Alexandrarappedimpatientlyonherdeskwithherknuckles。\"Listen,Lou。Don’ttalkwild。Yousayyououghttohavetakenthingsintoyourownhandsyearsago。Isupposeyoumeanbeforeyoulefthome。Buthowcouldyoutakeholdofwhatwasn’tthere?I’vegotmostofwhatIhavenowsincewedividedtheprop—
erty;I’vebuiltitupmyself,andithasnothingtodowithyou。\"
Oscarspokeupsolemnly。\"Thepropertyofafamilyreallybelongstothemenofthefamily,nomatteraboutthetitle。Ifanythinggoeswrong,it’sthementhatareheldresponsible。\"
\"Yes,ofcourse,\"Loubrokein。\"Everybodyknowsthat。Oscarandmehavealwaysbeeneasy—goingandwe’venevermadeanyfuss。
Wewerewillingyoushouldholdthelandandhavethegoodofit,butyougotnorighttopartwithanyofit。Weworkedinthefieldstopayforthefirstlandyoubought,andwhat—
ever’scomeoutofithasgottobekeptinthefamily。\"
Oscarreinforcedhisbrother,hismindfixedontheonepointhecouldsee。\"Thepropertyofafamilybelongstothemenofthefamily,becausetheyareheldresponsible,andbecausetheydothework。\"
Alexandralookedfromonetotheother,hereyesfullofindignation。Shehadbeenimpa—
tientbefore,butnowshewasbeginningtofeelangry。\"Andwhataboutmywork?\"sheaskedinanunsteadyvoice。
Loulookedatthecarpet。\"Oh,now,Alex—
andra,youalwaystookitprettyeasy!Ofcoursewewantedyouto。Youlikedtomanageround,andwealwayshumoredyou。Werealizeyouwereagreatdealofhelptous。There’snowomananywherearoundthatknowsasmuchaboutbusinessasyoudo,andwe’vealwaysbeenproudofthat,andthoughtyouwereprettysmart。But,ofcourse,therealworkalwaysfellonus。Goodadviceisallright,butitdon’tgettheweedsoutofthecorn。\"
\"Maybenot,butitsometimesputsinthecrop,anditsometimeskeepsthefieldsforcorntogrowin,\"saidAlexandradryly。\"Why,Lou,IcanrememberwhenyouandOscarwantedtosellthishomesteadandalltheim—
provementstooldpreacherEricsonfortwothousanddollars。IfI’dconsented,you’dhavegonedowntotheriverandscrapedalongonpoorfarmsfortherestofyourlives。WhenI
putinourfirstfieldofalfalfayoubothopposedme,justbecauseIfirstheardaboutitfromayoungmanwhohadbeentotheUniversity。
YousaidIwasbeingtakeninthen,andalltheneighborssaidso。YouknowaswellasIdothatalfalfahasbeenthesalvationofthiscoun—
try。YoualllaughedatmewhenIsaidourlandherewasaboutreadyforwheat,andIhadtoraisethreebigwheatcropsbeforetheneigh—
borsquitputtingalltheirlandincorn。Why,I
rememberyoucried,Lou,whenweputinthefirstbigwheat—planting,andsaideverybodywaslaughingatus。\"
LouturnedtoOscar。\"That’sthewomanofit;ifshetellsyoutoputinacrop,shethinksshe’sputitin。Itmakeswomenconceitedtomeddleinbusiness。Ishouldn’tthinkyou’dwanttoremindushowhardyouwereonus,Alexandra,afterthewayyoubabyEmil。\"
\"Hardonyou?Inevermeanttobehard。
Conditionswerehard。MaybeIwouldneverhavebeenverysoft,anyhow;butIcertainlydidn’tchoosetobethekindofgirlIwas。Ifyoutakeevenavineandcutitbackagainandagain,itgrowshard,likeatree。\"
Loufeltthattheywerewanderingfromthepoint,andthatindigressionAlexandramightunnervehim。Hewipedhisforeheadwithajerkofhishandkerchief。\"Weneverdoubtedyou,Alexandra。Weneverquestionedany—
thingyoudid。You’vealwayshadyourownway。Butyoucan’texpectustositlikestumpsandseeyoudoneoutofthepropertybyanyloaferwhohappensalong,andmakingyourselfridiculousintothebargain。\"
Oscarrose。\"Yes,\"hebrokein,\"every—
body’slaughingtoseeyougettookin;atyourage,too。Everybodyknowshe’snearlyfiveyearsyoungerthanyou,andisafteryourmoney。Why,Alexandra,youarefortyyearsold!\"
\"Allthatdoesn’tconcernanybodybutCarlandme。Gototownandaskyourlawyerswhatyoucandotorestrainmefromdisposingofmyownproperty。AndIadviseyoutodowhattheytellyou;fortheauthorityyoucanexertbylawistheonlyinfluenceyouwilleverhaveovermeagain。\"Alexandrarose。\"IthinkI
wouldrathernothavelivedtofindoutwhatI
haveto—day,\"shesaidquietly,closingherdesk。
LouandOscarlookedateachotherques—
tioningly。Thereseemedtobenothingtodobuttogo,andtheywalkedout。
\"Youcan’tdobusinesswithwomen,\"Oscarsaidheavilyasheclamberedintothecart。
\"Butanyhow,we’vehadoursay,atlast。\"
Louscratchedhishead。\"Talkofthatkindmightcometoohigh,youknow;butshe’sapttobesensible。Youhadn’toughttosaidthataboutherage,though,Oscar。I’mafraidthathurtherfeelings;andtheworstthingwecandoistomakehersoreatus。She’dmarryhimoutofcontrariness。\"
\"Ionlymeant,\"saidOscar,\"thatsheisoldenoughtoknowbetter,andsheis。Ifshewasgoingtomarry,sheoughttodoneitlongago,andnotgomakingafoolofherselfnow。\"
Loulookedanxious,nevertheless。\"Ofcourse,\"hereflectedhopefullyandincon—
sistently,\"Alexandraain’tmuchlikeotherwomen—folks。Maybeitwon’tmakehersore。
Maybeshe’dassoonbefortyasnot!\"
XI
Emilcamehomeatabouthalf—pastseveno’clockthatevening。OldIvarmethimatthewindmillandtookhishorse,andtheyoungmanwentdirectlyintothehouse。Hecalledtohissisterandsheansweredfromherbedroom,behindthesitting—room,sayingthatshewaslyingdown。
Emilwenttoherdoor。
\"CanIseeyouforaminute?\"heasked。\"I
wanttotalktoyouaboutsomethingbeforeCarlcomes。\"
Alexandrarosequicklyandcametothedoor。
\"WhereisCarl?\"
\"LouandOscarmetusandsaidtheywantedtotalktohim,soherodeovertoOscar’swiththem。Areyoucomingout?\"Emilaskedimpatiently。
\"Yes,sitdown。I’llbedressedinamo—
ment。\"
Alexandraclosedherdoor,andEmilsankdownontheoldslatloungeandsatwithhisheadinhishands。Whenhissistercameout,helookedup,notknowingwhethertheintervalhadbeenshortorlong,andhewassurprisedtoseethattheroomhadgrownquitedark。Thatwasjustaswell;itwouldbeeasiertotalkifhewerenotunderthegazeofthoseclear,deliber—
ateeyes,thatsawsofarinsomedirectionsandweresoblindinothers。Alexandra,too,wasgladofthedusk。Herfacewasswollenfromcrying。
Emilstartedupandthensatdownagain。
\"Alexandra,\"hesaidslowly,inhisdeepyoungbaritone,\"Idon’twanttogoawaytolawschoolthisfall。Letmeputitoffanotheryear。
Iwanttotakeayearoffandlookaround。It’sawfullyeasytorushintoaprofessionyoudon’treallylike,andawfullyhardtogetoutofit。
LinstrumandIhavebeentalkingaboutthat。\"
\"Verywell,Emil。Onlydon’tgoofflookingforland。\"Shecameupandputherhandonhisshoulder。\"I’vebeenwishingyoucouldstaywithmethiswinter。\"
\"That’sjustwhatIdon’twanttodo,Alex—
andra。I’mrestless。Iwanttogotoanewplace。
IwanttogodowntotheCityofMexicotojoinoneoftheUniversityfellowswho’sattheheadofanelectricalplant。Hewrotemehecouldgivemealittlejob,enoughtopaymyway,andIcouldlookaroundandseewhatIwanttodo。
Iwanttogoassoonasharvestisover。IguessLouandOscarwillbesoreaboutit。\"
\"Isupposetheywill。\"Alexandrasatdownontheloungebesidehim。\"Theyareveryangrywithme,Emil。Wehavehadaquarrel。
Theywillnotcomehereagain。\"
Emilscarcelyheardwhatshewassaying;hedidnotnoticethesadnessofhertone。HewasthinkingabouttherecklesslifehemeanttoliveinMexico。
\"Whatabout?\"heaskedabsently。
\"AboutCarlLinstrum。TheyareafraidIamgoingtomarryhim,andthatsomeofmypropertywillgetawayfromthem。\"
Emilshruggedhisshoulders。\"Whatnon—
sense!\"hemurmured。\"Justlikethem。\"
Alexandradrewback。\"Whynonsense,Emil?\"
\"Why,you’veneverthoughtofsuchathing,haveyou?Theyalwayshavetohavesomethingtofussabout。\"
\"Emil,\"saidhissisterslowly,\"yououghtnottotakethingsforgranted。DoyouagreewiththemthatIhavenorighttochangemywayofliving?\"
Emillookedattheoutlineofhissister’sheadinthedimlight。Theyweresittingcloseto—
getherandhesomehowfeltthatshecouldhearhisthoughts。Hewassilentforamo—
ment,andthensaidinanembarrassedtone,\"Why,no,certainlynot。Yououghttodowhateveryouwantto。I’llalwaysbackyou。\"
\"ButitwouldseemalittlebitridiculoustoyouifImarriedCarl?\"
Emilfidgeted。Theissueseemedtohimtoofar—fetchedtowarrantdiscussion。\"Why,no。
Ishouldbesurprisedifyouwantedto。Ican’tseeexactlywhy。Butthat’snoneofmybusi—
ness。Yououghttodoasyouplease。Certainlyyououghtnottopayanyattentiontowhattheboyssay。\"
Alexandrasighed。\"Ihadhopedyoumightunderstand,alittle,whyIdowantto。ButI
supposethat’stoomuchtoexpect。I’vehadaprettylonelylife,Emil。BesidesMarie,CarlistheonlyfriendIhaveeverhad。\"
Emilwasawakenow;anameinherlastsen—
tencerousedhim。Heputouthishandandtookhissister’sawkwardly。\"Yououghttodojustasyouwish,andIthinkCarl’safinefel—
low。HeandIwouldalwaysgeton。Idon’tbelieveanyofthethingstheboyssayabouthim,honestIdon’t。Theyaresuspiciousofhimbecausehe’sintelligent。Youknowtheirway。
They’vebeensoreatmeeversinceyouletmegoawaytocollege。They’realwaystryingtocatchmeup。IfIwereyou,Iwouldn’tpayanyattentiontothem。There’snothingtogetupsetabout。Carl’sasensiblefellow。Hewon’tmindthem。\"
\"Idon’tknow。Iftheytalktohimthewaytheydidtome,Ithinkhe’llgoaway。\"
Emilgrewmoreandmoreuneasy。\"Thinkso?Well,Mariesaiditwouldserveusallrightifyouwalkedoffwithhim。\"
\"Didshe?Blessherlittleheart!SHEwould。\"
Alexandra’svoicebroke。
Emilbeganunlacinghisleggings。\"Whydon’tyoutalktoheraboutit?There’sCarl,I
hearhishorse。IguessI’llgoupstairsandgetmybootsoff。No,Idon’twantanysupper。Wehadsupperatfiveo’clock,atthefair。\"
Emilwasgladtoescapeandgettohisownroom。Hewasalittleashamedforhissister,thoughhehadtriednottoshowit。Hefeltthattherewassomethingindecorousinherproposal,andshedidseemtohimsomewhatridiculous。Therewastroubleenoughintheworld,hereflected,ashethrewhimselfuponhisbed,withoutpeoplewhowerefortyyearsoldimaginingtheywantedtogetmarried。InthedarknessandsilenceEmilwasnotlikelytothinklongaboutAlexandra。Everyimageslippedawaybutone。HehadseenMarieinthecrowdthatafternoon。Shesoldcandyatthefair。WHYhadsheeverrunawaywithFrankShabata,andhowcouldshegoonlaughingandworkingandtakinganinterestinthings?Whydidshelikesomanypeople,andwhyhadsheseemedpleasedwhenalltheFrenchandBohe—
mianboys,andthepriesthimself,crowdedroundhercandystand?Whydidshecareaboutanyonebuthim?Whycouldhenever,neverfindthethinghelookedforinherplayful,affectionateeyes?
Thenhefelltoimaginingthathelookedoncemoreandfounditthere,andwhatitwouldbelikeifshelovedhim,——shewho,asAlexandrasaid,couldgiveherwholeheart。Inthatdreamhecouldlieforhours,asifinatrance。HisspiritwentoutofhisbodyandcrossedthefieldstoMarieShabata。
AttheUniversitydancesthegirlshadoftenlookedwonderinglyatthetallyoungSwedewiththefinehead,leaningagainstthewallandfrowning,hisarmsfolded,hiseyesfixedontheceilingorthefloor。Allthegirlswerealittleafraidofhim。Hewasdistinguished—looking,andnotthejollyingkind。Theyfeltthathewastoointenseandpreoccupied。Therewassome—
thingqueerabouthim。Emil’sfraternityratherprideditselfuponitsdances,andsome—
timeshedidhisdutyanddancedeverydance。
Butwhetherhewasonthefloororbroodinginacorner,hewasalwaysthinkingaboutMarieShabata。Fortwoyearsthestormhadbeengatheringinhim。
XII
Carlcameintothesitting—roomwhileAlex—
andrawaslightingthelamp。Shelookedupathimassheadjustedtheshade。Hissharpshoul—
dersstoopedasifhewereverytired,hisfacewaspale,andtherewerebluishshadowsunderhisdarkeyes。Hisangerhadburneditselfoutandlefthimsickanddisgusted。
\"YouhaveseenLouandOscar?\"Alexandraasked。
\"Yes。\"Hiseyesavoidedhers。
Alexandratookadeepbreath。\"Andnowyouaregoingaway。Ithoughtso。\"
Carlthrewhimselfintoachairandpushedthedarklockbackfromhisforeheadwithhiswhite,nervoushand。\"Whatahopelessposi—
tionyouarein,Alexandra!\"heexclaimedfeverishly。\"Itisyourfatetobealwayssur—
roundedbylittlemen。AndIamnobetterthantherest。IamtoolittletofacethecriticismofevensuchmenasLouandOscar。Yes,Iamgoingaway;to—morrow。IcannotevenaskyoutogivemeapromiseuntilIhavesomethingtoofferyou。Ithought,perhaps,Icoulddothat;
butIfindIcan’t。\"
\"Whatgoodcomesofofferingpeoplethingstheydon’tneed?\"Alexandraaskedsadly。\"I
don’tneedmoney。ButIhaveneededyouforagreatmanyyears。IwonderwhyIhavebeenpermittedtoprosper,ifitisonlytotakemyfriendsawayfromme。\"
\"Idon’tdeceivemyself,\"Carlsaidfrankly。
\"IknowthatIamgoingawayonmyownaccount。Imustmaketheusualeffort。Imusthavesomethingtoshowformyself。Totakewhatyouwouldgiveme,Ishouldhavetobeeitheraverylargemanoraverysmallone,andIamonlyinthemiddleclass。\"
Alexandrasighed。\"Ihaveafeelingthatifyougoaway,youwillnotcomeback。Some—
thingwillhappentooneofus,ortoboth。
Peoplehavetosnatchathappinesswhentheycan,inthisworld。Itisalwayseasiertolosethantofind。WhatIhaveisyours,ifyoucareenoughaboutmetotakeit。\"
CarlroseandlookedupatthepictureofJohnBergson。\"ButIcan’t,mydear,Ican’t!
IwillgoNorthatonce。InsteadofidlingaboutinCaliforniaallwinter,Ishallbegettingmybearingsupthere。Iwon’twasteanotherweek。
Bepatientwithme,Alexandra。Givemeayear!\"
\"Asyouwill,\"saidAlexandrawearily。\"Allatonce,inasingleday,Iloseeverything;andI
donotknowwhy。Emil,too,isgoingaway。\"
CarlwasstillstudyingJohnBergson’sfaceandAlexandra’seyesfollowedhis。\"Yes,\"shesaid,\"ifhecouldhaveseenallthatwouldcomeofthetaskhegaveme,hewouldhavebeensorry。I
hopehedoesnotseemenow。Ihopethatheisamongtheoldpeopleofhisbloodandcountry,andthattidingsdonotreachhimfromtheNewWorld。\"
EndofPartII
PARTIII
WinterMemoriesI
WinterhassettleddownovertheDivideagain;theseasoninwhichNaturerecuperates,inwhichshesinkstosleepbetweenthefruitful—
nessofautumnandthepassionofspring。Thebirdshavegone。Theteeminglifethatgoesondowninthelonggrassisexterminated。Theprairie—dogkeepshishole。Therabbitsrunshiveringfromonefrozengardenpatchtoan—
otherandarehardputtoittofindfrost—bittencabbage—stalks。Atnightthecoyotesroamthewintrywaste,howlingforfood。Thevariegatedfieldsareallonecolornow;thepastures,thestubble,theroads,theskyarethesameleadengray。Thehedgerowsandtreesarescarcelyper—
ceptibleagainstthebareearth,whoseslatyhuetheyhavetakenon。Thegroundisfrozensohardthatitbruisesthefoottowalkintheroadsorintheploughedfields。Itislikeanironcountry,andthespiritisoppressedbyitsrigorandmelancholy。Onecouldeasilybelievethatinthatdeadlandscapethegermsoflifeandfruit—
fulnesswereextinctforever。
Alexandrahassettledbackintoheroldroutine。ThereareweeklylettersfromEmil。
LouandOscarshehasnotseensinceCarlwentaway。Toavoidawkwardencountersinthepresenceofcuriousspectators,shehasstoppedgoingtotheNorwegianChurchanddrivesuptotheReformChurchatHanover,orgoeswithMarieShabatatotheCatholicChurch,locallyknownas\"theFrenchChurch。\"
ShehasnottoldMarieaboutCarl,orherdif—
ferenceswithherbrothers。Shewasneververycommunicativeaboutherownaffairs,andwhenshecametothepoint,aninstincttoldherthataboutsuchthingssheandMariewouldnotunderstandoneanother。
OldMrs。LeehadbeenafraidthatfamilymisunderstandingsmightdepriveherofheryearlyvisittoAlexandra。ButonthefirstdayofDecemberAlexandratelephonedAnniethatto—morrowshewouldsendIvaroverforhermother,andthenextdaytheoldladyarrivedwithherbundles。FortwelveyearsMrs。LeehadalwaysenteredAlexandra’ssitting—roomwiththesameexclamation,\"Nowwebeyust—alikeoldtimes!\"SheenjoyedthelibertyAlex—
andragaveher,andhearingherownlanguageaboutheralldaylong。Hereshecouldwearhernightcapandsleepwithallherwindowsshut,listentoIvarreadingtheBible,andhereshecouldrunaboutamongthestablesinapairofEmil’soldboots。Thoughshewasbentalmostdouble,shewasasspryasagopher。Herfacewasasbrownasifithadbeenvarnished,andasfullofwrinklesasawasherwoman’shands。Shehadthreejollyoldteethleftinthefrontofhermouth,andwhenshegrinnedshelookedveryknowing,asifwhenyoufoundouthowtotakeit,lifewasn’thalfbad。WhilesheandAlex—
andrapatchedandpiecedandquilted,shetalkedincessantlyaboutstoriesshereadinaSwedishfamilypaper,tellingtheplotsingreatdetail;oraboutherlifeonadairyfarminGottlandwhenshewasagirl。Sometimessheforgotwhichweretheprintedstoriesandwhichweretherealstories,itallseemedsofaraway。
Shelovedtotakealittlebrandy,withhotwaterandsugar,beforeshewenttobed,andAlexandraalwayshaditreadyforher。\"Itsendsgooddreams,\"shewouldsaywithatwinkleinhereye。
WhenMrs。LeehadbeenwithAlexandraforaweek,MarieShabatatelephonedonemorningtosaythatFrankhadgonetotownfortheday,andshewouldlikethemtocomeoverforcoffeeintheafternoon。Mrs。Leehurriedtowashoutandironhernewcross—stitchedapron,whichshehadfinishedonlythenightbefore;acheckedginghamapronworkedwithadesignteninchesbroadacrossthebottom;ahuntingscene,withfirtreesandastaganddogsandhuntsmen。
Mrs。Leewasfirmwithherselfatdinner,andrefusedasecondhelpingofappledumplings。
\"Ita—ankIsaveup,\"shesaidwithagiggle。
Attwoo’clockintheafternoonAlexandra’scartdroveuptotheShabatas’gate,andMariesawMrs。Lee’sredshawlcomebobbingupthepath。Sherantothedoorandpulledtheoldwomanintothehousewithahug,helpinghertotakeoffherwrapswhileAlexandrablan—
ketedthehorseoutside。Mrs。Leehadputonherbestblacksatinedress——sheabominatedwoolenstuffs,eveninwinter——andacrochetedcollar,fastenedwithabigpalegoldpin,con—
tainingfadeddaguerreotypesofherfatherandmother。Shehadnotwornherapronforfearofrumplingit,andnowsheshookitoutandtieditroundherwaistwithaconsciousair。Mariedrewbackandthrewupherhands,exclaiming,\"Oh,whatabeauty!I’veneverseenthisonebefore,haveI,Mrs。Lee?\"
Theoldwomangiggledandduckedherhead。
\"No,yustlas’nightIma—ake。Seedistread;
verrastrong,nowa—ashout,nofade。Mysis—
tersendfromSveden。Iyust—ata—ankyoulikedis。\"
Marierantothedooragain。\"Comein,Alexandra。IhavebeenlookingatMrs。Lee’sapron。DostoponyourwayhomeandshowittoMrs。Hiller。She’scrazyaboutcross—stitch。\"
WhileAlexandraremovedherhatandveil,Mrs。Leewentouttothekitchenandsettledherselfinawoodenrocking—chairbythestove,lookingwithgreatinterestatthetable,setforthree,withawhitecloth,andapotofpinkgeraniumsinthemiddle。\"My,a—an’tyougottafineplants;such—amuchflower。Howyoukeepfromfreeze?\"
Shepointedtothewindow—shelves,fullofbloomingfuchsiasandgeraniums。
\"Ikeepthefireallnight,Mrs。Lee,andwhenit’sverycoldIputthemallonthetable,inthemiddleoftheroom。OthernightsIonlyputnewspapersbehindthem。Franklaughsatmeforfussing,butwhentheydon’tbloomhesays,’What’sthematterwiththedarnedthings?’——
WhatdoyouhearfromCarl,Alexandra?\"
\"HegottoDawsonbeforetheriverfroze,andnowIsupposeIwon’thearanymoreuntilspring。BeforeheleftCaliforniahesentmeaboxoforangeflowers,buttheydidn’tkeepverywell。IhavebroughtabunchofEmil’slettersforyou。\"Alexandracameoutfromthesitting—roomandpinchedMarie’scheekplay—
fully。\"Youdon’tlookasiftheweathereverfrozeyouup。Neverhavecolds,doyou?
That’sagoodgirl。Shehaddarkredcheekslikethiswhenshewasalittlegirl,Mrs。Lee。Shelookedlikesomequeerforeignkindofadoll。
I’veneverforgotthefirsttimeIsawyouinMieklejohn’sstore,Marie,thetimefatherwaslyingsick。CarlandIweretalkingaboutthatbeforehewentaway。\"
\"Iremember,andEmilhadhiskittenalong。
WhenareyougoingtosendEmil’sChristmasbox?\"
\"Itoughttohavegonebeforethis。I’llhavetosenditbymailnow,togetitthereintime。\"
Mariepulledadarkpurplesilknecktiefromherworkbasket。\"Iknitthisforhim。It’sagoodcolor,don’tyouthink?Willyoupleaseputitinwithyourthingsandtellhimit’sfromme,towearwhenhegoesserenading。\"
Alexandralaughed。\"Idon’tbelievehegoesserenadingmuch。HesaysinoneletterthattheMexicanladiesaresaidtobeverybeauti—
ful,butthatdon’tseemtomeverywarmpraise。\"
Marietossedherhead。\"Emilcan’tfoolme。
Ifhe’sboughtaguitar,hegoesserenading。
Whowouldn’t,withallthoseSpanishgirlsdroppingflowersdownfromtheirwindows!
I’dsingtothemeverynight,wouldn’tyou,Mrs。Lee?\"
Theoldladychuckled。HereyeslitupasMariebentdownandopenedtheovendoor。
Adelicioushotfragranceblewoutintothetidykitchen。\"My,somet’ingsmellgood!\"SheturnedtoAlexandrawithawink,herthreeyel—
lowteethmakingabraveshow,\"Ita—ankdatstopmyyawfromachenomore!\"shesaidcon—
tentedly。
Marietookoutapanofdelicatelittlerolls,stuffedwithstewedapricots,andbegantodustthemoverwithpowderedsugar。\"Ihopeyou’lllikethese,Mrs。Lee;Alexandradoes。TheBohemiansalwayslikethemwiththeircoffee。
Butifyoudon’t,Ihaveacoffee—cakewithnutsandpoppyseeds。Alexandra,willyougetthecreamjug?Iputitinthewindowtokeepcool。\"
\"TheBohemians,\"saidAlexandra,astheydrewuptothetable,\"certainlyknowhowtomakemorekindsofbreadthananyotherpeo—
pleintheworld。OldMrs。Hillertoldmeonceatthechurchsupperthatshecouldmakesevenkindsoffancybread,butMariecouldmakeadozen。\"
Mrs。Leehelduponeoftheapricotrollsbetweenherbrownthumbandforefingerandweigheditcritically。\"Yustlike—afedders,\"
shepronouncedwithsatisfaction。\"My,a—an’tdisnice!\"sheexclaimedasshestirredhercoffee。\"Iyustta—akealiddleyellynow,too,Ita—ank。\"
AlexandraandMarielaughedatherfore—
handedness,andfelltotalkingoftheirownaffairs。\"IwasafraidyouhadacoldwhenI
talkedtoyouoverthetelephonetheothernight,Marie。Whatwasthematter,hadyoubeencrying?\"
\"MaybeIhad,\"Mariesmiledguiltily。
\"Frankwasoutlatethatnight。Don’tyougetlonelysometimesinthewinter,whenevery—
bodyhasgoneaway?\"
\"Ithoughtitwassomethinglikethat。IfI
hadn’thadcompany,I’dhaverunovertoseeformyself。Ifyougetdown—hearted,whatwillbecomeoftherestofus?\"Alexandraasked。
\"Idon’t,veryoften。There’sMrs。Leewithoutanycoffee!\"
Later,whenMrs。Leedeclaredthatherpowerswerespent,MarieandAlexandrawentupstairstolookforsomecrochetpatternstheoldladywantedtoborrow。\"Betterputonyourcoat,Alexandra。It’scoldupthere,andI
havenoideawherethosepatternsare。Imayhavetolookthroughmyoldtrunks。\"Mariecaughtupashawlandopenedthestairdoor,run—
ningupthestepsaheadofherguest。\"WhileI
gothroughthebureaudrawers,youmightlookinthosehat—boxesonthecloset—shelf,overwhereFrank’sclotheshang。Therearealotofoddsandendsinthem。\"
Shebegantossingoverthecontentsofthedrawers,andAlexandrawentintotheclothes—
closet。Presentlyshecameback,holdingaslenderelasticyellowstickinherhand。
\"Whatintheworldisthis,Marie?Youdon’tmeantotellmeFrankevercarriedsuchathing?\"
Marieblinkedatitwithastonishmentandsatdownonthefloor。\"Wheredidyoufindit?
Ididn’tknowhehadkeptit。Ihaven’tseenitforyears。\"
\"Itreallyisacane,then?\"
\"Yes。Onehebroughtfromtheoldcoun—
try。HeusedtocarryitwhenIfirstknewhim。
Isn’titfoolish?PoorFrank!\"
Alexandratwirledthestickinherfingersandlaughed。\"Hemusthavelookedfunny!\"
Mariewasthoughtful。\"No,hedidn’t,really。
Itdidn’tseemoutofplace。Heusedtobeawfullygaylikethatwhenhewasayoungman。Iguesspeoplealwaysgetwhat’shard—
estforthem,Alexandra。\"Mariegatheredtheshawlcloseraboutherandstilllookedhardatthecane。\"Frankwouldbeallrightintherightplace,\"shesaidreflectively。\"Heoughttohaveadifferentkindofwife,foronething。Doyouknow,Alexandra,IcouldpickoutexactlytherightsortofwomanforFrank——now。
Thetroubleisyoualmosthavetomarryamanbeforeyoucanfindoutthesortofwifeheneeds;andusuallyit’sexactlythesortyouarenot。Thenwhatareyougoingtodoaboutit?\"
sheaskedcandidly。