Themistygraydomeabovehim,whichaninvisiblemoonseemedtohavequicksilveredover,alternatelylightenedanddarkenedwithpassinggustsoffinerain。Neverthelesshecouldseetheoutlineofthebroadquadrangleofthehousequitedistinctly,exceptonthewestside,whereafringeofwrithingwillowsbeatthebrownadobewallswiththeirimploringarmsateverygust。Elsewherenothingmoved;theviewwasuninterruptedtowheretheshining,wateryskymettheequallyshining,wateryplain。Hehadalreadymadeahalfcircuitofthehouse,andwasstillnoiselesslypickinghiswayalongthefurrows,muffledwithsoakedandbroken—downblades,andthevelvetyupspringingofthe\"volunteer\"growth,whensuddenly,notfiftyyardsbeforehim,withoutsoundorwarning,afigurerodeoutofthegrainupontheopencrossroad,anddeliberatelyhaltedwithalistless,abstracted,waitingair。Clarenceinstantlyrecognizedoneofhisownvacqueros,anundersizedhalf—breed,butheasinstantlydivinedthathewasonlyanoutpostorconfederate,stationedtogivethealarm。Thesameprecautionhadpreventedeachhearingtheother,andthelesserheightofthevacquerohadrenderedhimindistinguishableasheprecededClarenceamongthegrain。Astheyoungmanmadenodoubtthattherealtrespasserwasnearerthecasa,alongthelineofwillows,hewheeledtointercepthimwithoutalarminghissentry。Unfortunately,hishorseansweredtheropebridleclumsily,andsplashedinstrikingout。Thewatcherquicklyraisedhishead,andClarenceknewthathisonlychancewasnowtosuppresshim。Determinedtodothisatanyhazard,withathreateninggesturehechargedboldlydownuponhim。
Buthehadnotcrossedhalfthedistancebetweenthemwhenthemanutteredanappallingcry,sowildanddespairingthatitseemedtochilleventhehotbloodinClarence’sveins,anddashedfrenziedlydownthecross—roadintotheinterminableplain。BeforeClarencecoulddetermineifthatcrywasasignaloraninvoluntaryoutburst,itwasfollowedinstantlybythesoundoffrightenedandstrugglinghoofsclatteringagainstthewallofthecasa,andaswayingoftheshrubberynearthebackgateofthepatio。Herewashisrealquarry!Withouthesitationhedughisheelsintotheflanksofhishorseandrodefuriouslytowardsit。Asheapproached,alongtremorseemedtopassthroughtheshrubbery,withtheretreatingsoundofhorsehoofs。Theunseentrespasserhadevidentlytakenthealarmandwasfleeing,andClarencedashedinpursuit。Followingthesound,fortheshrubberyhidthefugitivefromview,hepassedthelastwallofthecasa;butitsoonbecameevidentthattheunknownhadthebetterhorse。Thehoof—beatsgrewfainterandfainter,andattimesappearedeventocease,untilhisownapproachstartedthemagain,eventuallytofadeawayinthedistance。InvainClarencedughisheelsintotheflanksofhisheaviersteed,andregrettedhisownmustang;andwhenatlasthereachedtheedgeofthethickethehadlostbothsightandsoundofthefugitive。
Thedescenttothelowerterracelaybeforehimemptyanddesolate。
Themanhadescaped!
Heturnedslowlybackwithbaffledangerandvindictiveness。
However,hehadpreventedsomething,althoughheknewnotwhat。Theprincipalhadgotaway,buthehadidentifiedhisconfederate,andforthefirsttimeheldacluetohismysteriousvisitant。Therewasnousetoalarmthehousehold,whichdidnotseemtohavebeendisturbed。Thetrespasserswerefarawaybythistime,andtheattemptwouldhardlyberepeatedthatnight。Hemadehiswayquietlybacktothecorral,letloosehishorse,andregainedthecasaunobserved。Heunlockedthearcheddoorinthewall,reenteredthedarkenedpassage,stoppedamomenttoopenthedooroftheboudoir,glanceatthecloselyfastenedcasement,andextinguishthestillburningcandle,and,relockingthedoorsecurely,madehiswaytohisownroom。
Buthecouldnotsleep。Thewholeincident,oversoquickly,hadneverthelessimpressedhimdeeply,andyetlikeadream。Thestrangeyellofthevacquerostillranginhisears,butwithanunearthlyandsuperstitioussignificancethatwasevenmoredreamlikeinitsmeaning。Heawakenedfromafitfulslumbertofindthelightofmorningintheroom,andIncarnacionstandingbyhisbedside。
Theyellowfaceofthestewardwasgreenishwithterror,andhislipsweredry。
\"Getup,SenorClarencio;getupatonce,mymaster。Strangethingshavehappened。MotherofGodprotectus!\"
Clarencerolledtohisfeet,withtheeventsofthepastnightstrugglingbackuponhisconsciousness。
\"Whatmeanyou,Nascio?\"hesaid,graspingtheman’sarm,whichwasstillmechanicallymakingthesignofthecross,ashemutteredincoherently。\"Speak,Icommandyou!\"
\"ItisJose,thelittlevacquero,whoisevennowatthepadre’shouse,ravingasalunatic,strickenasamadmanwithterror!Hehasseenhim,——thedeadalive!Saveus!\"
\"Areyoumadyourself,Nascio?\"saidClarence。\"Whomhasheseen?\"
\"Whom?Godhelpus!theoldpadron——SenorPeytonhimself!Herushedtowardshimhere,inthepatio,lastnight——outoftheair,thesky,theground,heknewnot,——hisownself,wrappedinhisoldstormcloakandhat,andridinghisownhorse,——erect,terrible,andmenacing,withanawfulhandupholdingarope——so!Hesawhimwiththeseeyes,asIseeyou。WhatHEsaidtohim,Godknows!Thepriest,perhaps,forhehasmadeconfession!\"
InaflashofintelligenceClarencecomprehendedall。Herosegrimlyandbegantodresshimself。
\"Notawordofthistothewomen,——toanyone,Nascio,dostthouunderstand?\"hesaidcurtly。\"ItmaybethatJosehasbeenpartakingtoofreelyofaguardiente,——itispossible。Iwillseethepriestmyself。Butwhatpossessesthee?Collectthyself,goodNascio。\"
Butthemanwasstilltrembling。
\"Itisnotall,——MotherofGod!itisnotall,master!\"hestammered,droppingtohiskneesandstillcrossinghimself。\"Thismorning,besidethecorral,theyfindthehorseofPedroValdezsplashedandspatteredonsaddleandbridle,andinthestirrup,——
dostthouhear?theSTIRRUP,——hanging,thetorn—offbootofValdez!
Ah,God!ThesameasHIS!Nowdoyouunderstand?ItisHIS
vengeance。No!Jesuforgiveme!itisthevengeanceofGod!\"
Clarencewasstaggered。
\"AndyouhavenotfoundValdez?Youhavelookedforhim?\"hesaid,hurriedlythrowingonhisclothes。
\"Everywhere,——allovertheplain。Thewholeranchohasbeenoutsincesunrise,——hereandthereandeverywhere。Andthereisnothing!Ofcoursenot。Whatwouldyou?\"Hepointedsolemnlytotheground。
\"Nonsense!\"saidClarence,buttoninghiscoatandseizinghishat。
\"Followme。\"
Herandownthepassage,followedbyIncarnacion,throughtheexcited,gesticulatingcrowdofservantsinthepatio,andoutofthebackgate。Heturnedfirstalongthewallofthecasatowardsthebarredwindowoftheboudoir。ThenacrycamefromIncarnacion。
Theyranquicklyforward。Hangingfromthegratingofthewindow,likeamassoflimpandsaturatedclothes,wasthebodyofPedroValdez,withoneunbootedfootdanglingwithinaninchoftheground。Hisheadwaspassedinsidethegratingandfixedasatthatmomentwhenthefirstspringofthefrightenedhorsehadbrokenhisneckbetweenthebarsasinagarrote,andthesecondplungeoftheterrifiedanimalhadcarriedoffhisbootinthecaughtstirrupwhenitescaped。
CHAPTERXI。
Thewinterrainswereoverandgone,andthewholelonglineofCaliforniancoastwasdashedwithcolor。Thereweremilesofyellowandredpoppies,leaguesoflupinesthatpaintedthegentlyroundedhillswithsoftprimaryhues,andlongcontinuousslopes,likelowmountainsystems,ofdaisiesanddandelions。AtSacramentoitwasalreadysummer;theyellowriverwasflashingandintolerable;thetuleandmarshgrasseswerelushandlong;thebloomofcottonwoodandsycamorewhitenedtheoutskirtsofthecity,andasCyrusHopkinsandhisdaughterPhoebelookedfromtheverandaofthePlacerHotel,accustomedastheyweretothecooltradewindsofthecoastvalleys,theyfelthomesickfromthememoryofeasternheats。
Later,whentheyweresurveyingthelongdinnertablesatthetabled’hotewithsomethingoftheuncomfortableandshamefacedlonelinessoftheprovincial,Phoebeutteredaslightcryandclutchedherfather’sarm。Mr。Hopkinsstayedtheplayofhissquaredelbowsandglancedinquiringlyathisdaughter’sface。Therewasaprettyanimationinit,asshepointedtoafigurethathadjustentered。
Itwasthatofayoungmanattiredintheextravaganceratherthanthetasteoftheprevailingfashion,whichdidnot,however,intheleastconcealadecidedrusticityoflimbandmovement。Alongmustache,whichlookedunkempt,eveninitspomatumedstiffness,andlank,darkhairthathadbentbutnevercurledunderthebarber’siron,madehimnotableeveninthatheterogeneousassembly。
\"That’she,\"whisperedPhoebe。
\"Who?\"saidherfather。
Alasfortheinconsistenciesoflove!Theblushcamewiththenameandnotthevision。
\"Mr。Hooker,\"shestammered。
Itwas,indeed,JimHooker。Buttheroleofhisexaggerationwasnolongerthesame;theremorsefulgloominwhichhehadbeenhabituallysteepedhadchangedintoafatigued,yethaughty,fastidiousnessmoreinkeepingwithhisfashionablegarments。Hewasmorepeaceful,yetnotentirelyplacable,and,ashesatdownatasidetableandpulleddownhisstripedcuffswithhisclaspedfingers,hecastaglanceofcriticaldisapprovalonthegeneralcompany。Nevertheless,heseemedtobefurtivelywatchfulofhiseffectuponthem,andasoneortwowhisperedandlookedtowardshim,hisconsciousnessbecamedarklymanifest。
AllofwhichmighthaveintimidatedthegentlePhoebe,butdidnotdiscomposeherfather。Herose,andcrossingovertoHooker’stable,clappedhimheartilyontheback。
\"Howdo,Hooker?Ididn’trecognizeyouinthemfineclothes,butPhoebeguessedashowitwasyou。\"
Flushed,disconcerted,irritated,butalwaysinwholesomeaweofMr。
Hopkins,Jimreturnedhisgreetingawkwardlyandhalfhysterically。
HowhewouldhavereceivedthemoretimidPhoebeisanotherquestion。ButMr。Hopkins,withoutapparentlynoticingthesesymptoms,wenton:——
\"We’reonlyjustdown,Phoebeandme,andasIguesswe’llwanttotalkoveroldtimes,we’llcomealongsideo’you。Holdon,andI’llfetchher。\"
TheintervalgavetheunhappyJimachancetorecoverhimself,toregainhisvanishedcuffs,displayhisheavywatch—chain,curlhismustache,andotherwisereassumehisairofblasefastidiousness。
Butthetransfermade,Phoebe,aftershakinghands,becamespeechlessundertheseperfections。Notsoherfather。
\"Ifthere’sanythinginlooks,youseemtobeprospering,\"hesaidgrimly;\"unlessyou’reinthetailorin’line,andyou’reonlyshowin’offstock。Whatmoutyebedoing?\"
\"Yeain’tbinlonginSacramento,Ireckon?\"suggestedJim,withpatronizingpity。
\"No,weonlycamethismorning,\"returnedHopkins。
\"Andyouain’tbintothetheatre?\"continuedJim。
\"No。\"
\"Normovedmuchin——in——gin’ralfash’nablesassiety?\"
\"Notyet,\"interposedPhoebe,withanairoffaintapology。
\"Norseenanyofthemlargepostersonthefences,of’ThePrairieFlower;or,Red—handedDick,’——three—actplaywithfivetableaux,——
justthebiggestsensationout,——runnin’forfortynights,——moneyturnedawayeverynight,——standin’roomonly?\"continuedJim,withprolongedtoleration。
\"No。\"
\"Well,IplayRed—handedDick。Ithoughtyoumighthaveseenitandrecognizedme。Allthosepeopleoverthere,\"darklyindicatingthelongtable,\"knowme。Afellowcan’tstandit,youknow,beingstaredatbysuchavulgar,low—bredlot。It’sgettin’toofreshhere。I’llhavetogivethelandlordnoticeandcutthewholehotel。Theydon’tseemtohaveeverseenagentlemanandaprofessionalbefore。\"
\"Thenyou’reaplay—actornow?\"saidthefarmer,inatonewhichdidnot,however,exhibittheexactdegreeofadmirationwhichshoneinPhoebe’seyes。
\"Forthepresent,\"saidJim,withloftyindifference。\"YouseeI
wasin——inpartnershipwithMcClosky,themanager,andIdidn’tlikethestyleofthechumpthatwasdoin’Red—handedDick,soIofferedtotakehisplaceonenighttoshowhimhow。AndbyJinks!theaudience,afterthatnight,wouldn’tletanybodyelseplayit,——
wouldn’tstandeventhebiggest,highest—pricedstarsinit!I
reckon,\"headdedgloomily,\"I’llhavetorunthedarnedthinginallthebigtownsinCaliforny,——ifIdon’thavetogoEastwithitafterall,justforthebusiness。Butit’sanawfulgrindonaman,——leaveshimnotime,alongoftheinvitationshegets,andwhatwithbeingrunafterinthestreetsandstaredatinthehotelshedon’tgetnoprivacy。There’smen,andwomen,too,overatthattable,thatjustlieinwaitformeheretillIcome,anddon’tlifttheireyesoffme。Iwondertheydon’tbringtheiropery—glasseswiththem。\"
Concerned,sympathizing,andindignant,poorPhoebeturnedherbrownheadandhonesteyesinthatdirection。Butbecausetheywerehonest,theycouldnothelpobservingthattheothertabledidnotseemtobepayingtheslightestattentiontothedistinguishedimpersonatorofRed—handedDick。Perhapshehadbeenoverheard。
\"Thenthatwasthereasonyedidn’tcomebacktoyourlocation。I
alwaysguesseditwasbecauseyou’dgotwindofthesmash—updownthere,aforewedid,\"saidHopkinsgrimly。
\"Whatsmash—up?\"askedJim,withslightlyresentfulquickness。
\"Why,thesmash—upoftheSisters’title,——didn’tyouhearthat?\"
TherewasaslightmovementofreliefandareturnofgloomyhauteurinJim’smanner。
\"No,wedon’tknowmuchofwhatgoesoninthecowcounties,uphere。\"
\"Yemout,considerin’itconcernssomeo’yourfriends,\"returnedHopkinsdryly。\"FortheSisters’titlewentsmashassoonasitwasknownthatPedroValdez——themanasstartedit——hadhisneckbrokenoutsidethewallso’RoblesRancho;andtheydosayasthisyerBrant,YOURfriend,hadsuthin’todowiththebreakingofit,thoughitwaslaidtotheghostofoldPeyton。Anyhow,therewassuchabigskeerthatoneoftheGreasergang,whothoughthe’dseentheghost,beingaPapist,tosavehiseverlastingsoulwenttothepriestandconfessed。Butthepriestwouldn’tgivehimabsolutionuntilhe’dblownthehullthing,andmadeitpublic。Andthenitturnedoutthatallthedockymentsforthetitle,andeventhecustom—housepaper,wereFORGEDbyPedroValdez,andputonthemarketbyhisconfederates。Andthat’sjustwhereYOURfriend,ClarenceBrant,comesin,forHEhadboughtupthewholetitlefromthemfellers。Now,either,assomesay,hewasinthefraudfromthebeginnin’,andneverpaidanything,orelsehewasanall—firedfool,andhadpartedwithhismoneylikeone。SomeallowthatthereasonwasthathewasawfullysweetonMrs。Peyton’sadopteddaughter,andeztheparentsdidn’tapproveofhim,hedidTHISsoastogetaholtoverthembytheproperty。Buthe’saruinedman,anyway,now;fortheysayhe’ssuchadarnedfoolthathe’sgoin’topayforalltheimprovementsthatthefolkswhoboughtunderhimputintotheland,andthat’lltakehislastcent。IthoughtI’dtellyouthat,forIsupposeYOU’VElostaheapinyourimprovements,andwillputinyourclaim?\"
\"IreckonIputnearlyasmuchintoitasClarBrantdid,\"saidJimgloomily,\"butIain’tgoin’totakeacentfromhim,orgobackonhimnow。\"
Therascalcouldnotresistthislastmendaciousopportunity,althoughhewasperfectlysincereinhisrenunciation,touchedinhissympathy,andtherewasevenafilmofmoistureinhisshiftingeyes。
Phoebewasthrilledwiththegenerosityofthisnoblebeing,whocouldbeunselfisheveninhissuperiorcondition。Sheaddedsoftly:——
\"Andtheysaythatthegirldidnotcareforhimatall,butwasactuallygoingtorunoffwithPedro,whenhestoppedherandsentforMrs。Peyton。\"
Tohersurprise,Jim’sfaceflushedviolently。
\"It’salladod—blastedlie,\"hesaid,inathickstagewhisper。
\"It’sonlythehogwashthemGreasersandPikeCountygalootsladleouttoeachotheraroundthestoveinacountygrocery。But,\"
recallinghimselfloftily,andwithatolerantwaveofhisbe—
diamondedhand,\"wotkinyouexpectfromoneofthemcowcounties?
Theyain’tsatisfiedtilltheydriveeverygentlemanoutofthedarnedgopher—holestheycalltheir’kentry。’\"
Inheradmirationofwhatshebelievedtobealoyaloutburstforhisfriend,Phoebeoverlookedtheimpliedsneeratherprovincialhome。Butherfatherwentonwithaperfunctory,exasperating,dustyaridity:——
\"Thatmebbeeezmebbee,Mr。Hooker,butthestorydowninourprecinctgoesthatshegaveMrs。Peytontheslip,——chuckeduphersituationasadopteddarter,andwentoffwithaqueersortofacirkisswoman,——oneofherownKIN,andIreckononeofherownKIND。\"
TothisMr。Hookerofferednofurtherreplythanawitheringrebukeofthewaiter,agenteelabstraction,andaloftychangeofsubject。
Hepresseduponthemtwoticketsfortheperformance,ofwhichheseemedtohaveanumberneatlyclaspedinanindia—rubberband,andadvisedthemtocomeearly。Theywouldseehimaftertheperformanceandsuptogether。Hemustleavethemnow,ashehadtobepunctuallyatthetheatre,andifhelingeredheshouldbepesteredbyinterviewers。Hewithdrewunderadazzlingdisplayofcuffandwhitehandkerchief,andwiththatinwardswingofthearmandslightbowinessoftheleggenerallyrecognizedinhisprofessionastheloungingexitofhighcomedy。
TheminglingofaweandanuneasysenseofchangedrelationswhichthatmeetingwithJimhadbroughttoPhoebewasnotlessenedwhensheenteredthetheatrewithherfatherthatevening,andevenMr。
Hopkinsseemedtoshareherfeelings。Thetheatrewaslarge,andbrilliantindecoration,theseatswerewellfilledwiththesameheterogeneousminglingshehadseeninthedining—roomatthePlacerHotel,butintheparquetweresomefashionablecostumesandcultivatedfaces。Mr。HopkinswasnotaltogethersosurethatJimhadbeen\"onlygassing。\"Butthegorgeousdropcurtain,representinganallegoryofCalifornianprosperityandabundance,presentlyuprolleduponasceneofWesternlifealmostasstrikinginitsglaringunreality。Fromarose—cladEnglishcottageinasubtropicallandscapeskipped\"Rosalie,thePrairieFlower。\"Thebriefestofskirts,themostunsulliedofstockings,thetiniestofslippers,andthefewdiamondsthatglitteredonherfairneckandfingers,revealedatoncethesimpleandunpretendingdaughteroftheAmericanbackwoodsman。Atumultofdelightedgreetingbrokefromtheaudience。Thebrightcolorcametothepink,girlishcheeks,gratifiedvanitydancedinhervioleteyes,andasshepiquantlybowedheracknowledgments,thisgreatbreathofpraiseseemedtotransfigureandpossessher。Averyyoungactorwhorepresentedthegiddyworldinastrawhatandwithaneffeminatemannerwasalternatelypettedandgirdedatbyherduringtheopeningexpositionoftheplot,untilthestatementthata\"darkdestiny\"obligedhertofollowheruncleinanemigranttrainacrosstheplainsclosedtheact,apparentlyextinguishedhim,andleftHER
thecentralfigure。Sofar,sheevidentlywasthefavorite。A
singularaversiontohercreptintotheheartofPhoebe。
ButthesecondactbroughtanIndianattackupontheemigranttrain,andhere\"Rosalie\"displayedthearchestheroismandthepinkestandmostdistractingself—possession,inmarkedcontrasttothegiddyworldlingwho,havingaccompaniedherapparentlyforcomicpurposesbestknowntohimself,coweredabjectlyunderwagons,andwaspulledignominiouslyoutofstraw,untilRedDicksweptoutofthewingswithachosenbandandaburstofrevolversandturnedthetideofvictory。AttiredasapicturesquecombinationoftheNeapolitansmuggler,river—barminer,andMexicanvacquero,JimHookerinstantlybegantojustifytheplauditsthatgreetedhimandthemostsanguinaryhopesoftheaudience。Agloomybutfascinatingcloudofgunpowderanddarkintriguefromthatmomenthungaboutthestage。
YetinthissombreobscurationRosaliehadpassedahappysixmonths,comingoutwithhercharacterandstockingsequallyunchangedandunblemished,toberewardedwiththehandofRedDickandthediscoveryofherfather,thegovernorofNewMexico,asawhite—haired,butobjectionablevacquero,atthefallofthecurtain。
ThroughthisexcitingperformancePhoebesatwithavagueandincreasingsenseoflonelinessanddistrust。ShedidnotknowthatHookerhadaddedtohisordinaryinventiveexaggerationtheformofdramaticcomposition。ButshehadearlydetectedthesingularfactthatsuchshadowyoutlinesofplotasthepiecepossessedwereevidentlybasedonhispreviousnarrativeofhisOWNexperiences,andthesavingofSusyPeyton——byhimself!Therewastheepisodeoftheirbeinglostontheplains,ashehadalreadyrelatedittoher,withtheadditionofafewyearstoSusy’sageandsomevividpicturesquenesstohimselfasRedDick。Shewasnot,ofcourse,awarethatthepartofthegiddyworldlingwasJim’sownconceptionofthecharacterofClarence。Butwhat,eventoherprovincialtaste,seemedtheextravaganceofthepiece,shefelt,insomeway,reflecteduponthetruthfulnessofthestoryshehadheard。Itseemedtobeaparodyonhimself,andinthelaughterwhichsomeofthemostthrillingpointsproducedincertainoftheaudience,sheheardanechoofherowndoubts。ButeventhisshecouldhaveborneifJim’sconfidencehadnotbeengiventothegeneralpublic;itwasnolongerHERSalone,sheshareditwiththem。Andthisstrange,boldgirl,whoactedwithhim,——the\"BlancheBelville\"ofthebills,——howoftenhemusthavetoldHERthestory,andyethowbadlyshehadlearnedit!Itwasnotherownideaofit,norofHIM。Inthelastextravagantscenesheturnedherwearyandhalf—shamedeyesfromthestageandlookedaroundthetheatre。Amongagroupofloungersbythewallafacethatseemedfamiliarwasturnedtowardsherownwithalookofkindlyandsympatheticrecognition。ItwasthefaceofClarenceBrant。Whenthecurtainfell,andsheandherfatherrosetogo,hewasattheirside。Heseemedolderandmoresuperiorlookingthanshehadeverthoughthimbefore,andtherewasagentleyetsadwisdominhiseyesandvoicethatcomfortedherevenwhileitmadeherfeellikecrying。
\"Youaresatisfiedthatnoharmhascometoourfriend,\"hesaidpleasantly。\"Ofcourseyourecognizedhim?\"
\"Oh,yes;wemethimto—day,\"saidPhoebe。Herprovincialprideimpelledhertokeepupashowofsecurityandindifference。\"Wearegoingtosupperwithhim。\"
Clarenceslightlyliftedhisbrows。
\"YouaremorefortunatethanIam,\"hesaidsmilingly。\"Ionlyarrivedhereatseven,andImustleaveatmidnight。\"
Phoebehesitatedamoment,thensaidwithaffectedcarelessness:——
\"Whatdoyouthinkoftheyounggirlwhoplayswithhim?Doyouknowher?Whoisshe?\"
Helookedatherquickly,andthensaid,withsomesurprise:——
\"Didhenottellyou?\"
\"SheWAStheadopteddaughterofMrs。Peyton,——MissSusanSilsbee,\"
hesaidgravely。
\"ThensheDIDrunawayfromhomeastheysaid,\"saidPhoebeimpulsively。
\"NotEXACTLYastheysaid,\"saidClarencegently。\"Sheelectedtomakeherhomewithheraunt,Mrs。McClosky,whoisthewifeofthemanagerofthistheatre,andsheadoptedtheprofessionamonthago。
Asitnowappearsthattherewassomeinformalityintheoldarticlesofguardianship,Mrs。Peytonwouldhavebeenpowerlesstopreventherfromdoingeither,evenifshehadwishedto。\"
TheinfelicityofquestioningClarenceregardingSusysuddenlyflashedupontheforgetfulPhoebe,andshecolored。Yet,althoughsad,hedidnotlooklikearejectedlover。
\"Ofcourse,ifsheisherewithherownrelatives,thatmakesallthedifference,\"shesaidgently。\"Itisprotection。\"
\"Certainly,\"saidClarence。
\"And,\"continuedPhoebehesitatingly,\"sheisplayingwith——with——anoldfriend——Mr。Hooker!\"
\"Thatisquiteproper,too,consideringtheirrelations,\"saidClarencetolerantly。
\"I——don’t——understand,\"stammeredPhoebe。
TheslightlycynicalsmileonClarence’sfacechangedashelookedintoPhoebe’seyes。
\"I’vejustheardthattheyaremarried,\"hereturnedgently。
CHAPTERXII。
NowherehadthelongseasonofflowersbroughtsuchgloryastothebroadplainsandslopesofRoblesRancho。Bysomefortuitouschanceofsoil,orflood,ordriftingpollen,thethreeterraceshadeachtakenadistinctandseparateblossomandtintofcolor。Thestragglinglineofcorral,thecrumblingwalloftheoldgarden,theoutlyingchapel,andeventhebrownwallsofthecasaitself,werehalfsunkeninthetallracemesofcrowdinglupines,untilfromthedistancetheyseemedtobeslowlysettlingintheprofundityofadark—bluesea。Thesecondterracewasaleague—longflowofgrayandgolddaisies,inwhichthecattledazedlywanderedmid—legdeep。
Aperpetualsunshineofyellowdandelionslayuponthethird。Thegentleslopetothedark—greencanadawasabroadcataractofcrimsonpoppies。Everywherewherewaterhadstood,greatpatchesofcolorhadtakenitsplace。Itseemedasiftherainshadceasedonlythatthebrokenheavensmightdropflowers。
Neverbeforehaditsbeauty——abeautythatseemedbuiltuponacruel,youthful,obliteratingforgetfulnessofthepast——struckClarenceaskeenlyaswhenhehadmadeuphismindthathemustleavetheplaceforever。Forthetaleofhismischanceandill—
fortune,astoldbyHopkins,wasunfortunatelytrue。WhenhediscoveredthatinhisdesiretosavePeyton’shousebythepurchaseoftheSisters’titlehehimselfhadbeenthevictimofagiganticfraud,heacceptedthelossofthegreaterpartofhisfortunewithresignation,andwasevensatisfiedbythethoughtthathehadatleasteffectedthepossessionofthepropertyforMrs。Peyton。Butwhenhefoundthatthoseofhistenantswhohadboughtunderhimhadacquiredonlyadubiouspossessionoftheirlandsandnotitle,hehadunhesitatinglyreimbursedthemfortheirimprovementswiththelastofhiscapital。OnlythelawlessGilroyhadgood—humoredlydeclined。Thequietacceptanceoftheothersdidnot,unfortunately,precludetheirsettledbeliefthatClarencehadparticipatedinthefraud,andthatevennowhisrestitutionwasmakingadangerousprecedent,subversiveofthebestinterestsoftheState,anddiscouragingtoimmigration。Somedoubtedhissanity。Onlyone,struckwiththesincerityofhismotive,hesitatedtotakehismoney,withalookofcommiserationonhisface。
\"Areyounotsatisfied?\"askedClarence,smiling。
\"Yes,but\"——
\"Butwhat?\"
\"Nothin’。OnlyIwasthinkin’thatamanlikeyoumustfeelawfullonesomeinCalforny!\"
Lonelyhewas,indeed;buthislonelinesswasnotthelossoffortunenorwhatitmightbring。Perhapshehadneverfullyrealizedhiswealth;ithadbeenanaccidentratherthanacustomofhislife,andwhenithadfailedintheonlytesthehadmadeofitspower,itistobefearedthatheonlysentimentallyregrettedit。
Itwastooearlyyetforhimtocomprehendtheveiledblessingsofthecatastropheinitsmercifuldisruptionofhabitsandwaysoflife;hislonelinesswasstillthehopelesssolitudeleftbyvanishedidealsandoverthrownidols。HewassatisfiedthathehadnevercaredforSusy,buthestillcaredforthebeliefthathehad。
AfterthediscoveryofPedro’sbodythatfatalmorning,abriefbutemphaticinterviewbetweenhimselfandMrs。McCloskyhadfollowed。
HehadinsisteduponherimmediatelyaccompanyingSusyandhimselftoMrs。PeytoninSanFrancisco。Horror—strickenandterrifiedatthecatastrophe,andfrightenedbythestrangelooksoftheexcitedservants,theydidnotdaretodisobeyhim。HehadleftthemwithMrs。Peytoninthebriefestpreliminaryinterview,duringwhichhespokeonlyofthecatastrophe,shieldingthewomanfromthepresumptionofhavingprovokedit,andurgingonlytheimportanceofsettlingthequestionofguardianshipatonce。ItwasoddthatMrs。
PeytonhadbeenlessdisturbedthanheimaginedshewouldbeatevenhischaritableversionofSusy’sunfaithfulnesstoher;itevenseemedtohimthatshehadalreadysuspectedit。Butashewasabouttowithdrawtoleavehertomeetthemalone,shehadstoppedhimsuddenly。
\"Whatwouldyouadvisemetodo?\"
Itwashisfirstinterviewwithhersincetherevelationofhisownfeelings。Helookedintothepleading,troubledeyesofthewomanhenowknewhehadloved,andstammered:——
\"Youalonecanjudge。Onlyyoumustrememberthatonecannotforceanaffectionanymorethanonecanpreventit。\"
Hefelthimselfblushing,and,consciousoftheconstructionofhiswords,heevenfanciedthatshewasdispleased。
\"Thenyouhavenopreference?\"shesaid,alittleimpatiently。
\"None。\"
Shemadeaslightgesturewithherhandsomeshoulders,butsheonlysaid,\"Ishouldhavelikedtohavepleasedyouinthis,\"andturnedcoldlyaway。Hehadleftwithoutknowingtheresultoftheinterview;butafewdayslaterhereceivedaletterfromherstatingthatshehadallowedSusytoreturntoheraunt,andthatshehadresignedallclaimstoherguardianship。
\"Itseemedtobeaforegoneconclusion,\"shewrote;\"andalthoughI
cannotthinksuchachangewillbeforherpermanentwelfare,itisherpresentWISH,andwhoknows,indeed,ifthechangewillbepermanent?Ihavenotallowedthelegalquestiontointerferewithmyjudgment,althoughherfriendsmustknowthatsheforfeitsanyclaimupontheestatebyheraction;butatthesametime,intheeventofhersuitablemarriage,IshouldtrytocarryoutwhatI
believewouldhavebeenMr。Peyton’swishes。\"
Therewereafewlinesofpostscript:\"ItseemstomethatthechangewouldleaveyoumorefreetoconsultyourownwishesinregardtocontinuingyourfriendshipwithSusy,anduponsuchafootingasmaypleaseyou。IjudgefromMrs。McClosky’sconversationthatshebelievedyouthoughtyouwereonlydoingyourdutyinreportingtome,andthatthecircumstanceshadnotalteredthegoodtermsinwhichyouallthreeformerlystood。\"
Clarencehaddroppedtheletterwithaburningindignationthatseemedtostinghiseyesuntilascaldingmoisturehidthewordsbeforehim。WhatmightnotSusyhavesaid?Whatexaggerationofhisaffectionwasshenotcapableofsuggesting?HerecalledMrs。
McClosky,andrememberedhereasyacceptanceofhimasSusy’slover。
WhathadtheytoldMrs。Peyton?Whatmustbeheropinionofhisdeceittowardsherself?Itwashardenoughtobearthisbeforeheknewhelovedher。Itwasintolerablenow!AndthisiswhatshemeantwhenshesuggestedthatheshouldrenewhisoldtermswithSusy;itwasforHIMthatthisill—disguised,scornfulgenerosityinregardtoSusy’specuniaryexpectationswasintended。Whatshouldhedo?Hewouldwritetoher,andindignantlydenyanyclandestineaffectionforSusy。Butcouldhedothat,inhonor,intruthfulness?
Woulditnotbebettertowriteandconfessall?Yes,——EVERYTHING。
Fortunatelyforhisstillboyishimpulsiveness,itwasatthistimethatthediscoveryofhisownfinancialruincametohim。TheinquestonthebodyofPedroValdezandtheconfessionofhisconfidanthadrevealedthefactsofthefraudulenttitleandforgedtestamentarydocuments。AlthoughitwascorrectlybelievedthatPedrohadmethisdeathinanescapadeofgallantryorintrigue,thecoroner’sjuryhadreturnedaverdictof\"accidentaldeath,\"andthelesserscandalwaslostinthewider,far—spreadingdisclosureoffraud。Whenhehadresolvedtoassumealltheliabilitiesofhispurchase,hewasobligedtowritetoMrs。Peytonandconfesshisruin。ButhewasgladtoremindherthatitdidnotalterHER
statusorsecurity;hehadonlygivenherthepossession,andshewouldreverttoheroriginalandnowuncontestedtitle。Butastherewasnownoreasonforhiscontinuingthestewardship,andashemustadoptsomeprofessionandseekhisfortuneelsewhere,hebeggedhertorelievehimofhisduty。Albeitwrittenwithathrobbingheartandsuffusedeyes,itwasaplain,business—like,andpracticalletter。Herreplywasequallycoolandmatteroffact。Shewassorrytohearofhislosses,althoughshecouldnotagreewithhimthattheycouldlogicallyseverhispresentconnectionwiththerancho,orthat,placeduponanotheranddistinctlybusinessfooting,theoccupationwouldnotbeasremunerativetohimasanyother。But,ofcourse,ifhehadapreferenceforsomemoreindependentposition,thatwasanotherquestion,althoughhewouldforgiveherforusingtheprivilegeofheryearstoremindhimthathisfinancialandbusinesssuccesshadnotyetjustifiedhisindependence。Shewouldalsoadvisehimnottodecidehastily,or,atleast,towaituntilshehadagainthoroughlygoneoverherhusband’spaperswithherlawyer,inreferencetotheoldpurchaseoftheSisters’title,andtheconditionsunderwhichitwasbought。SheknewthatMr。Brantwouldnotrefusethisasamatterofbusiness,norwouldthatfriendship,whichshevaluedsohighly,allowhimtoimperilthepossessionoftheranchobyleavingitatsuchamoment。Assoonasshehadfinishedtheexaminationofthepapers,shewouldwriteagain。Herletterseemedtoleavehimnohope,if,indeed,hehadeverindulgedinany。Itwasthepracticalkindlinessofawomanofbusiness,nothingmore。Astotheexaminationofherhusband’spapers,thatwasanaturalprecaution。Healoneknewthattheywouldgivenorecordofatransactionwhichhadneveroccurred。Hebrieflyrepliedthathisintentiontoseekanothersituationwasunchanged,butthathewouldcheerfullyawaitthearrivalofhissuccessor。
Twoweekspassed。ThenMr。Sanderson,Mrs。Peyton’slawyer,arrived,bringinganapologeticnotefromMrs。Peyton。Shewassosorryherbusinesswasstilldelayed,butasshehadfeltthatshehadnorighttodetainhimentirelyatRobles,shehadsenttoMr。
SandersontoTEMPORARILYrelievehim,thathemightbefreetolookaroundhimorvisitSanFranciscoinreferencetohisownbusiness,onlyextractingapromisefromhimthathewouldreturntoRoblestomeetherattheendoftheweek,beforesettlinguponanything。
ThebittersmilewithwhichClarencehadreadthusfarsuddenlychanged。Somemysterioustouchofunbusiness—likebutwomanlyhesitation,thathehadnevernoticedinherpreviousletters,gavehimafaintsenseofpleasure,asifhernotehadbeenperfumed。Hehadavailedhimselfoftheoffer。ItwasonthisvisittoSacramentothathehadaccidentallydiscoveredthemarriageofSusyandHooker。
\"It’sagreatdealbetterbusinessforhertohaveahusbandinthe’profesh’ifshe’sagoin’tosticktoit,\"saidhisinformant,Mrs。
McClosky,\"andshe’snothingifsheain’tbusinessandprofesh,Mr。
Brant。Ineverseeagirlthatwasbornforthestage——yes,youmightsayjesscutouto’theboardsofthestage——asthatgirlSusyis!Andthat’sjestwhat’sthematter;andYOUknowit,andIknowit,andthereyouare!\"
ItwaswiththeseexperiencesthatClarencewasto—dayreenteringthewoodedandrockygatewayoftheranchofromthehighroadofthecanada;butashecanteredupthefirstslope,throughthedriftofscarletpoppiesthatalmostobliteratedthetrack,andtheblueandyellowbloomsoftheterracesagainbrokeuponhisview,hethoughtonlyofMrs。Peyton’spleasureinthischangedaspectofheroldhome。Shehadtoldhimofitoncebefore,andofherdelightinit;
andhehadoncethoughthowhappyheshouldbetoseeitwithher。
TheservantwhotookhishorsetoldhimthatthesenorahadarrivedthatmorningfromSantaInez,bringingwithherthetwoSenoritasHernandezfromtheranchoofLosCanejos,andthatotherguestswereexpected。AndtherewastheSenorSandersonandhisReverencePadreEsteban。Trulyanaffairofhospitality,thefirstsincethepadrondied。WhateverdreamClarencemighthavehadofopportunitiesforconfidentialinterviewwasrudelydispelled。YetMrs。PeytonhadleftorderstobeinformedatonceofDonClarencio’sarrival。
AshecrossedthepatioandsteppeduponthecorridorhefanciedhealreadydetectedintheinternalarrangementsthesubtleinfluenceofMrs。Peyton’stasteandtheindefinabledominationofthemistress。Foraninstanthethoughtofanticipatingtheservantandseekingherintheboudoir,butsomeinstinctwithheldhim,andheturnedintothestudywhichhehadusedasanoffice。Itwasempty;
afewembersglimmeredonthehearth。Atthesamemomenttherewasalightstepbehindhim,andMrs。Peytonenteredandclosedthedoorbehindher。Shewasverybeautiful。Althoughpalerandthinner,therewasanoddsortofanimationabouther,sounlikeherusualreposethatitseemedalmostfeverish。
\"Ithoughtwecouldtalktogetherafewmomentsbeforetheguestsarrive。Thehousewillbepresentlysofull,andmydutiesashostesscommence。\"
\"Iwas——abouttoseekyou——in——intheboudoir,\"hesitatedClarence。
Shegaveanimpatientshiver。
\"Goodheavens,notthere!Ishallnevergothereagain。IshouldfancyeverytimeIlookedoutofthewindowthatIsawtheheadofthatmanbetweenthebars。No!IamonlythankfulthatIwasn’thereatthetime,andthatIcankeepmyremembranceofthedearoldplaceunchanged。\"Shecheckedherselfalittleabruptly,andthenaddedsomewhatirrelevantlybutcheerfully,\"Well,youhavebeenaway?Whathaveyoudone?\"
\"Nothing,\"saidClarence。
\"Thenyouhavekeptyourpromise,\"shesaid,withthesamenervoushilarity。
\"Ihavereturnedherewithoutmakinganyotherengagement,\"hesaidgravely;\"butIhavenotalteredmydetermination。\"
Sheshruggedhershouldersagain,or,asitseemed,theskinofhertightlyfittingblackdressabovethem,withthesensitiveshiverofahighlygroomedhorse,andmovedtothehearthasifforwarmth;
putherslim,slipperedfootuponthelowfender,drawing,withaquickhand,thewholewidthofherskirtbehindheruntilitclinginglyaccentedthelong,gracefulcurvefromherhiptoherfeet。Allthiswassounlikeherusualfastidiousnessandreposethathewasstruckbyit。Withhereyesontheglowingembersofthehearth,andtentativelyadvancinghertoetoitswarmthanddrawingitaway,shesaid:——
\"Ofcourse,youmustpleaseyourself。IamafraidIhavenorightexceptthatofhabitandcustomtokeepyouhere;andyouknow,\"sheadded,withanonlyhalf—withheldbitterness,\"thattheyarenotalwaysveryeffectivewithyoungpeoplewhoprefertohavetheorderingoftheirownlives。ButIhavesomethingstilltotellyoubeforeyoufinallydecide。Ihave,asyouknow,beenlookingovermy——overMr。Peyton’spapersverycarefully。Well,asaresult,I
find,Mr。Brant,thatthereisnorecordwhateverofhiswonderfullyprovidentialpurchaseoftheSisters’titlefromyou;thatheneverenteredintoanywrittenagreementwithyou,andneverpaidyouacent;andthat,furthermore,hispapersshowmethatheneverevencontemplatedit;nor,indeed,evenknewofYOURowningthetitlewhenhedied。Yes,Mr。Brant,itwasalltoYOURforesightandprudence,andYOURgenerosityalone,thatweoweourpresentpossessionoftherancho。Whenyouhelpedusintothatawfulwindow,itwasYOURhousewewereentering;andifithadbeenYOU,andnotthosewretches,whohadchosentoshutthedoorsonusafterthefuneral,wecouldneverhaveenteredhereagain。Don’tdenyit,Mr。Brant。Ihavesuspecteditalongtime,andwhenyouspokeofchangingYOURposition,Ideterminedtofindoutifitwasn’tIwhohadtoleavethehouseratherthanyou。Onemoment,please。AndI
didfindout,anditWASI。Don’tspeak,please,yet。Andnow,\"
shesaid,withaquickreturntoherpreviousnervoushilarity,\"knowingthis,asyoudid,andknowing,too,thatIwouldknowitwhenIexaminedthepapers,——don’tspeak,I’mnotthroughyet,——
don’tyouthinkthatitwasjustaLITTLEcruelforyoutotrytohurryme,andmakemecomehereinsteadofyourcomingtoMEinSanFrancisco,whenIgaveyouleaveforthatpurpose?\"
\"But,Mrs。Peyton,\"gaspedClarence。
\"Pleasedon’tinterruptme,\"saidthelady,withatouchofheroldimperiousness,\"forinamomentImustjoinmyguests。WhenIfoundyouwouldn’ttellme,andleftittometofindout,IcouldonlygoawayasIdid,andreallyleaveyoutocontrolwhatIbelievedwasyourownproperty。AndIthought,too,thatIunderstoodyourmotives,and,tobefrankwithyou,thatworriedme;forIbelievedIknewthedispositionandfeelingsofacertainpersonbetterthanyourself。\"
\"Onemoment,\"brokeoutClarence,\"youMUSThearme,now。Foolishandmisguidedasthatpurchasemayhavebeen,IsweartoyouIhadonlyonemotiveinmakingit,——tosavethehomesteadforyouandyourhusband,whohadbeenmyfirstandearliestbenefactors。Whattheresultofitwas,you,asabusinesswoman,know;yourfriendsknow;yourlawyerwilltellyouthesame。Youowemenothing。I
havegivenyounothingbuttherepossessionofthisproperty,whichanyothermancouldhavedone,andperhapslessstupidlythanIdid。
IwouldnothaveforcedyoutocomeheretohearthisifIhaddreamedofyoursuspicions,orevenifIhadsimplyunderstoodthatyouwouldseemeinSanFranciscoasIpassedthrough。\"
\"Passedthrough?Wherewereyougoing?\"shesaidquickly。
\"ToSacramento。\"
TheabruptchangeinhermannerstartledhimtoarecollectionofSusy,andheblushed。Shebitherlips,andmovedtowardsthewindow。
\"Thenyousawher?\"shesaid,turningsuddenlytowardshim。Theinquiryofherbeautifuleyeswasmoreimperativethanherspeech。
Clarencerecognizedquicklywhathethoughtwashiscruelblunderintouchingthehalf—healedwoundofseparation。Buthehadgonetoofartobeotherthanperfectlytruthfulnow。
\"Yes;Isawheronthestage,\"hesaid,withareturnofhisboyishearnestness;\"andIlearnedsomethingwhichIwantedyoutofirsthearfromme。SheisMARRIED,——andtoMr。Hooker,whoisinthesametheatricalcompanywithher。ButIwantyoutothink,asI
honestlydo,thatitisthebestforher。Shehasmarriedinherprofession,whichisagreatprotectionandahelptohersuccess,andshehasmarriedamanwhocanlooklightlyuponcertainqualitiesinherthatothersmightnotbesolenientto。Hisworstfaultsareonthesurface,andwillwearawayincontactwiththeworld,andhelooksuptoherashissuperior。Igatheredthisfromherfriend,forIdidnotspeakwithhermyself;Ididnotgotheretoseeher。ButasIexpectedtobeleavingyousoon,IthoughtitonlyrightthatasIwasthehumblemeansoffirstbringingherintoyourlife,Ishouldbringyouthislastnews,whichIsupposetakesheroutofitforever。OnlyIwantyoutobelievethatYOUhavenothingtoregret,andthatSHEisneitherlostnorunhappy。\"
Theexpressionofsuspiciousinquiryonherfacewhenhebeganchangedgraduallytoperplexityashecontinued,andthenrelaxedintoafaint,peculiarsmile。Buttherewasnottheslightesttraceofthatpain,woundedpride,indignation,oranger,thathehadexpectedtoseeuponit。
\"Thatmeans,Isuppose,Mr。Brant,thatYOUnolongercareforher?\"
Thesmilehadpassed,yetshespokenowwithahalf—real,half—
affectedarchnessthatwasalsounlikeher。
\"Itmeans,\"saidClarencewithawhiteface,butasteadyvoice,\"thatIcareforhernowasmuchasIevercaredforher,nomattertowhatfollyitoncemighthaveledme。Butitmeans,also,thattherewasnotimewhenIwasnotabletotellittoYOUasfranklyasIdonow\"——
\"Onemoment,please,\"sheinterrupted,andturnedquicklytowardsthedoor。Sheopeneditandlookedout。\"Ithoughttheywerecallingme,——and——I——I——MUSTgonow,Mr。Brant。Andwithoutfinishingmybusinesseither,orsayinghalfIhadintendedtosay。
Butwait\"——sheputherhandtoherheadinaprettyperplexity,\"it’samoonlightnight,andI’llproposeafterdinnerastrollinthegardens,andyoucanmanagetowalkalittlewithme。\"Shestoppedagain,returned,said,\"ItwasverykindofyoutothinkofmeatSacramento,\"heldoutherhand,allowedittoremainforaninstant,coolbutacquiescent,inhiswarmergrasp,andwiththesameoddyouthfulnessofmovementandgestureslippedoutofthedoor。
Anhourlatershewasattheheadofherdinnertable,serene,beautiful,andcalm,inherelegantmourning,provokinglyinaccessibleinthesweetdeliberationofherwidowedyears;PadreEstebanwasathersidewithalocalmagnate,whohadknownPeytonandhiswife,whileDonnaRositaandapairofliquid—tongued,childlikesenoritaswerenearClarenceandSanderson。TothepriestMrs。PeytonspokeadmiringlyofthechangesintheranchoandtherestorationoftheMissionChapel,andtogethertheyhadcommendedClarencefromtheleveloftheirsuperiorpassionlessreserveandyears。Clarencefelthopelesslyyoungandhopelesslylonely;thenaiveprattleoftheyounggirlsbesidehimappearedinfantine。Inhisabstraction,heheardMrs。Peytonalludetothebeautyofthenight,andproposethataftercoffeeandchocolatetheladiesshouldputontheirwrapsandgowithhertotheoldgarden。Clarenceraisedhiseyes;shewasnotlookingathim,buttherewasaslightconsciousnessinherfacethatwasnottherebefore,andthefaintestcolorinhercheek,stilllingering,nodoubt,fromtheexcitementofconversation。
Itwasacool,tranquil,dewlessnightwhentheyatlaststraggledout,mereblackandwhitepatchesinthecolorlessmoonlight。Thebrilliancyoftheflower—huedlandscapewassubduedunderitspassive,paleausterity;eventhegrayandgoldofthesecondterraceseemeddulledandconfused。AtanyothertimeClarencemighthavelingeredoverthisstrangeeffect,buthiseyesfollowedonlyatallfigure,inalongstripedburnous,thatmovedgracefullybesidethesoutanedpriest。Asheapproached,itturnedtowardshim。
\"Ah!hereyouare。IjusttoldFatherEstebanthatyoutalkedofleavingto—morrow,andthathewouldhavetoexcusemeafewmomentswhileyoushowedmewhatyouhaddonetotheoldgarden。\"
Shemovedbesidehim,and,withahesitationthatwasnotunlikeamoreyouthfultimidity,slippedherhandthroughhisarm。Itwasforthefirsttime,and,withoutthinking,hepresseditimpulsivelytohisside。IhavealreadyintimatedthatClarence’sreservewasattimesqualifiedbysingulardirectness。
Afewstepscarriedthemoutofhearing;afewmore,andtheyseemedaloneintheworld。Thelongadobewallglancedawayemptilybesidethem,andwaslost;theblackshadowsoftheknottedpear—treeswerebeneaththeirfeet。Theybegantowalkwiththeslightaffectationoftreadingtheshadowsasiftheywerepatternsonacarpet。
Clarencewasvoiceless,andyetheseemedtobemovingbesideaspiritthatmustbefirstaddressed。
Butitwasfleshandbloodnevertheless。
\"IinterruptedyouinsomethingyouweresayingwhenIlefttheoffice,\"shesaidquietly。
\"IwasspeakingofSusy,\"returnedClarenceeagerly;\"and\"——
\"Thenyouneedn’tgoon,\"interruptedMrs。Peytonquickly。\"I
understandyou,andbelieveyou。Iwouldrathertalkofsomethingelse。WehavenotyetarrangedhowIcanmakerestitutiontoyouforthecapitalyousankinsavingthisplace。Youwillbereasonable,Mr。Brant,andnotleavemewiththeshameandpainofknowingthatyouruinedyourselfforthesakeofyouroldfriends。
Foritisnomoreasentimentalideaofminetofeelinthiswaythanitisafairandsensibleoneforyoutoimplythatamerequibbleofconstructionabsolvesmefromresponsibility。Mr。
Sandersonhimselfadmitsthattherepossessionyougaveusisafairandlegalbasisforanyarrangementofsharingordivisionofthepropertywithyou,thatmightenableyoutoremainhereandcontinuetheworkyouhavesowellbegun。Haveyounosuggestion,ormustitcomefromME,Mr。Brant?\"
\"Neither。Letusnottalkofthatnow。\"
Shedidnotseemtonoticetheboyishdoggednessofhisspeech,exceptsofarasitmighthaveincreasedherinconsequentandnervouslypitchedlevity。
\"ThensupposewespeakoftheMissesHernandez,withwhomyouscarcelyexchangedawordatdinner,andwhomIinvitedforyouandyourfluentSpanish。Theyarecharminggirls,eveniftheyarealittlestupid。ButwhatcanIdo?IfIamtolivehere,Imusthaveafewyoungpeoplearoundme,ifonlytomaketheplacecheerfulforothers。DoyouknowIhavetakenagreatfancytoMissRogers,andhaveaskedhertovisitme。Ithinksheisagoodfriendofyours,althoughperhapssheisalittleshy。What’sthematter?Youhavenothingagainsther,haveyou?\"
Clarencehadstoppedshort。Theyhadreachedtheendofthepear—
treeshadows。Afewstepsmorewouldbringthemtothefallensouthwallofthegardenandtheopenmoonlightbeyond,buttotherightanolivealleyofdeepershadowdiverged。
\"No,\"hesaid,withslowdeliberation;\"IhavetothankMaryRogersforhavingdiscoveredsomethinginmethatIhavebeenblindly,foolishly,andhopelesslystrugglingwith。\"
\"And,pray,whatwasthat?\"saidMrs。Peytonsharply。
\"ThatIloveyou!\"
Mrs。Peytonwasfairlystartled。Theembarrassmentofanytruthisapttobeinitseternalabruptness,whichnodeviousnessoftactorcircumlocutionofdiplomacyhaseveryetsurmounted。Whateverhadbeeninherheart,ormind,shewasunpreparedforthisdirectness。
Thebolthaddroppedfromthesky;theywerealone;therewasnothingbetweenthestarsandtheearthbutherselfandthismanandthistruth;itcouldnotbeoverlooked,surmounted,orescapedfrom。
Asteportwomorewouldtakeheroutofthegardenintothemoonlight,butalwaysintothisawfulfranknessofbluntandoutspokennature。Shehesitated,andturnedthecornerintotheoliveshadows。Itwas,perhaps,moredangerous;butlessshameless,andlessliketruckling。AndtheappallinglydirectClarenceinstantlyfollowed。
\"Iknowyouwilldespiseme,hateme;and,perhaps,worstofall,disbelieveme;butIsweartoyou,now,thatIhavealwayslovedyou,——yes,ALWAYS!WhenfirstIcamehere,itwasnottoseemyoldplaymate,butYOU,forIhadkeptthememoryofyouasIfirstsawyouwhenaboy,andyouhavealwaysbeenmyideal。Ihavethoughtof,dreamedof,worshiped,andlivedfornootherwoman。EvenwhenIfoundSusyagain,grownuphereatyourside;evenwhenIthoughtthatImight,withyourconsent,marryher,itwasthatImightbewithYOUalways;thatImightbeapartofYOURhome,yourfamily,andhaveaplacewithherinYOURheart;foritwasyouIloved,andYOUonly。Don’tlaughatme,Mrs。Peyton,itisthetruth,thewholetruth,Iamtellingyou。Godhelpme!\"
IfsheonlyCOULDhavelaughed,——harshly,ironically,orevenmercifullyandkindly!Butitwouldnotcome。Andsheburstout:——
\"Iamnotlaughing。Goodheavens,don’tyousee?ItisMEyouaremakingridiculous。\"
\"YOUridiculous?\"hesaidinamomentarilychoked,half—stupefiedvoice。\"You——abeautifulwoman,mysuperiorineverything,themistressoftheselandswhereIamonlysteward——maderidiculous,notbymypresumption,butbymyconfession?WasthesaintyoujustnowadmiredinFatherEsteban’schapelridiculousbecauseofthepeonclownswhowerekneelingbeforeit?\"
\"Hush!Thisiswicked!Stop!\"
Shefeltshewasnowonfirmground,andmadethemostofitinvoiceandmanner。Shemustdrawthelinesomewhere,andshewoulddrawitbetweenpassionandimpiety。
\"NotuntilIhavetoldyouall,andIMUSTbeforeIleaveyou。I
lovedyouwhenIcamehere,——evenwhenyourhusbandwasalive。
Don’tbeangry,Mrs。Peyton;HEwouldnot,andneednot,havebeenangry;hewouldhavepitiedthefoolishboy,who,intheveryinnocenceandignoranceofhispassion,mighthaverevealedittohimashedidtoeverybodybutONE。Andyet,Isometimesthinkyoumighthaveguessedit,hadyouthoughtofmeatall。ItmusthavebeenonmylipsthatdayIsatwithyouintheboudoir。IknowthatIwasfilledwithit;withitandwithyou;withyourpresence,withyourbeauty,yourgraceofheartandmind,——yes,Mrs。Peyton,evenwithyourownunrequitedloveforSusy。Only,then,Iknewnotwhatitwas。\"
\"ButIthinkIcantellyouwhatitwasthen,andnow,\"saidMrs。
Peyton,recoveringhernervouslittlelaugh,thoughitdiedamomentafteronherlips。\"Irememberitverywell。YoutoldmethenthatIREMINDEDYOUOFYOURMOTHER。Well,Iamnotoldenoughtobeyourmother,Mr。Brant,butIamoldenoughtohavebeen,andmighthavebeen,themotherofyourwife。Thatwaswhatyoumeantthen;thatiswhatyoumeannow。Iwaswrongtoaccuseyouoftryingtomakemeridiculous。Iaskyourpardon。Letusleaveitasitwasthatdayintheboudoir,asitisNOW。Letmestillremindyouofyourmother,——Iknowshemusthavebeenagoodwomantohavehadsogoodason,——andwhenyouhavefoundsomesweetyounggirltomakeyouhappy,cometomeforamother’sblessing,andwewilllaughattherecollectionandmisunderstandingofthisevening。\"
Hervoicedidnot,however,exhibitthatexquisitematernaltendernesswhichthebeatificvisionoughttohavecalledup,andthepersistentvoiceofClarencecouldnotbeevadedintheshadow。
\"Isaidyouremindedmeofmymother,\"hewentonatherside,\"becauseIknewherandlostheronlyasachild。Sheneverwasanythingtomebutamemory,andyetanidealofallthatwassweetandlovableinwoman。Perhapsitwasadreamofwhatshemighthavebeenwhenshewasasyounginyearsasyou。Ifitpleasesyoustilltomisunderstandme,itmaypleaseyoualsotoknowthatthereisareminderofhereveninthis。Ihavenoremembranceofawordofaffectionfromher,noracaress;Ihavebeenashopelessinmyloveforherwhowasmymother,asofthewomanIwouldmakemywife。\"
\"Butyouhaveseennoone,youknownoone,youareyoung,youscarcelyknowyourownself!Youwillforgetthis,youwillforgetME!Andif——if——Ishould——listentoyou,whatwouldtheworldsay,whatwouldYOUyourselfsayafewyearshence?Oh,bereasonable。
Thinkofit,——itwouldbesowild,——somad!so——so——utterlyridiculous!\"
Inproofofitsludicrousquality,twotearsescapedhereyesinthedarkness。ButClarencecaughtthewhiteflashofherwithdrawnhandkerchiefintheshadow,andcapturedherreturninghand。Itwastrembling,butdidnotstruggle,andpresentlyhusheditselftorestinhis。
\"I’mnotonlyafoolbutabrute,\"hesaidinalowervoice。
\"Forgiveme。Ihavegivenyoupain,——you,forwhomIwouldhavedied。\"
Theyhadbothstopped。Hewasstillholdinghersleepinghand。Hisarmhadstolenaroundtheburnoussosoftlythatitfollowedthecurvesofherfigureaslightlyasafoldofthegarment,andwaspresumablyunfelt。Griefhasitsprivileges,andsufferingexoneratesaquestionablesituation。InanothermomentherfairheadMIGHThavedroppeduponhisshoulder。Butanapproachingvoiceuproseintheadjoiningbroadallee。ItmighthavebeentheworldspeakingthroughthevoiceofthelawyerSanderson。
\"Yes,heisagoodfellow,andanintelligentfellow,too,butaperfectchildinhisexperienceofmankind。\"
Theybothstarted,butMrs。Peyton’shandsuddenlywokeupandgraspedhisfirmly。Thenshesaidinahigher,butperfectlyleveltone:——
\"Yes,Ithinkwithyouwehadbetterlookatitagaininthesunlightto—morrow。Butherecomeourfriends;theyhaveprobablybeenwaitingforustojointhemandgoin。\"……
ThewholesomefreshnessofearlymorningwasintheroomwhenClarenceawoke,clearedandstrengthened。Hisresolutionhadbeenmade。Hewouldleavetheranchothatmorning,toentertheworldagainandseekhisfortuneelsewhere。ThiswasonlyrighttoHER,whosefutureitshouldneverbesaidhehadimperiledbyhisfollyandinexperience;andif,inayearortwoofstrugglehecouldprovehisrighttoaddressheragain,hewouldreturn。Hehadnotspokentohersincetheyhadpartedinthegarden,withthegrimtruthsofthelawyerringinginhisears,buthehadwrittenafewlinesoffarewell,tobegiventoherafterhehadleft。Hewascalminhisresolution,albeitalittlepaleandhollow—eyedforit。
Hecreptdownstairsinthegraytwilightofthescarce—awakenedhouse,andmadehiswaytothestables。Saddlinghishorse,andmounting,hepacedforthintothecrispmorningair。Thesun,justrisen,waseverywherebringingoutthefreshcoloroftheflower—
strewnterraces,asthelastnight’sshadows,whichhadhiddenthem,wereslowlybeatenback。Hecastalastlookatthebrownadobequadrangleofthequiethouse,justtouchedwiththebronzingofthesun,andthenturnedhisfacetowardsthehighway。Ashepassedtheangleoftheoldgardenhehesitated,but,stronginhisresolution,heputtherecollectionoflastnightbehindhim,androdebywithoutraisinghiseyes。
\"Clarence!\"
ItwasHERvoice。Hewheeledhishorse。ShewasstandingbehindthegrilleintheoldwallashehadseenherstandingonthedayhehadriddentohisrendezvouswithSusy。ASpanishmantawasthrownoverherheadandshoulders,asifshehaddressedhastily,andhadrunouttointercepthimwhilehewasstillinthestable。Herbeautifulfacewaspaleinitsblack—hoodedrecess,andtherewerefaintcirclesaroundherlovelyeyes。
\"Youweregoingwithoutsaying’goodby’!\"shesaidsoftly。
Shepassedherslimwhitehandbetweenthegrating。Clarenceleapedtotheground,caughtit,andpressedittohislips。Buthedidnotletitgo。
\"No!no!\"shesaid,strugglingtowithdrawit。\"Itisbetterasitis——as——asyouhavedecidedittobe。OnlyIcouldnotletyougothus,——withoutaword。Therenow,——go,Clarence,go。Please!
Don’tyouseeIambehindthesebars?Thinkofthemastheyearsthatseparateus,mypoor,dear,foolishboy。Thinkofthemasstandingbetweenus,growingcloser,heavier,andmorecruelandhopelessastheyearsgoon。\"
Ah,well!theyhadbeengoodbarsahundredandfiftyyearsago,whenitwasthoughtasnecessarytorepresstheinnocencethatwasbehindthemasthewickednessthatwaswithout。TheyhaddonedutyintheconventatSantaInez,andthemonasteryofSantaBarbara,andhadbeenbroughthitherinGovernorMicheltorrenas’timetokeepthedaughtersofRoblesfromtheinsidiouscontactoftheouterworld,whentheytooktheairintheircloisteredpleasance。
Guitarshadtinkledagainsttheminvain,andtheyhadwithstoodthestressandstormoflovetokens。But,likemanyotherthingswhichhavehadtheirdayandtime,theyhadretainedtheirsemblanceofpower,evenwhilerattlinglooselyintheirsockets,onlybecausenoonehadeverthoughtofputtingthemtothetest,and,inthestronghandofClarence,assisted,perhaps,bytheleaningfigureofMrs。
Peyton,Igrievetosaythatthewholegrillesuddenlycollapsed,becameaframeoftinklingiron,andthenclanked,barbybar,intotheroad。Mrs。Peytonutteredalittlecryanddrewback,andClarence,leapingtheruins,caughtherinhisarms。
Foramomentonly,forshequicklywithdrewfromthem,andalthoughthemorningsunlightwasquiterosyonhercheeks,shesaidgravely,pointingtothedismantledopening:——
\"IsupposeyouMUSTstaynow,foryounevercouldleavemeherealoneanddefenseless。\"
Hestayed。Andwiththisfulfillmentofhisyouthfuldreamstheromanceofhisyoungmanhoodseemedtobecompleted,andsoclosedthesecondvolumeofthistrilogy。Butwhateffectthatfulfillmentofyouthhaduponhismatureryears,orthefortunesofthosewhowerenearlyconcernedinit,maybetoldinalaterandfinalchronicle。