第8章

\"Notevenifshe’syourownsister。That’sbecausegirlsaresomuchsofterandweakerthanweare;theyhavetobe,youknow,\"headded,\"becauseiftheyweren’t,itwouldn’tbeniceforthebabies。

Andthat’swhyalltheanimalsaresogoodtothemotheranimals。

Theyneverfightthem,youknow。\"

\"Iknow,\"saidPeter,interested;\"twobuckrabbitswillfightalldayifyouletthem,buttheywon’thurtadoe。\"

\"No;andquitewildbeasts——lionsandelephants——they’reimmenselygentlewiththefemalebeasts。Andwe’vegottobe,too。\"

\"Isee,\"saidPeter。

\"Andtheirheartsaresoft,too,\"theDoctorwenton,\"andthingsthatweshouldn’tthinkanythingofhurtthemdreadfully。Sothatamanhastobeverycareful,notonlyofhisfists,butofhiswords。

They’reawfullybrave,youknow,\"hewenton。\"ThinkofBobbiewaitingaloneinthetunnelwiththatpoorchap。It’sanoddthing—

—thesofterandmoreeasilyhurtawomanisthebettershecanscrewherselfuptodowhatHAStobedone。I’veseensomebravewomen——

yourMother’sone,\"heendedabruptly。

\"Yes,\"saidPeter。

\"Well,that’sall。Excusemymentioningit。Butnobodyknowseverythingwithoutbeingtold。AndyouseewhatImean,don’tyou?\"

\"Yes,\"saidPeter。\"I’msorry。There!\"

\"Ofcourseyouare!Peoplealwaysare——directlytheyunderstand。

Everyoneoughttobetaughtthesescientificfacts。Solong!\"

Theyshookhandsheartily。WhenPetercamehome,hissisterslookedathimdoubtfully。

\"It’sPax,\"saidPeter,dumpingdownthebasketonthetable。\"Dr。

Forresthasbeentalkingscientifictome。No,it’snousemytellingyouwhathesaid;youwouldn’tunderstand。Butitallcomestoyougirlsbeingpoor,soft,weak,frightenedthingslikerabbits,sousmenhavejustgottoputupwiththem。Hesaidyouwerefemalebeasts。ShallItakethisuptoMother,orwillyou?\"

\"IknowwhatBOYSare,\"saidPhyllis,withflamingcheeks;\"they’rejustthenastiest,rudest——\"

\"They’reverybrave,\"saidBobbie,\"sometimes。\"

\"Ah,youmeanthechapupstairs?Isee。Goahead,Phil——Ishallputupwithyouwhateveryousaybecauseyou’reapoor,weak,frightened,soft——\"

\"NotifIpullyourhairyouwon’t,\"saidPhyllis,springingathim。

\"Hesaid’Pax,’\"saidBobbie,pullingheraway。\"Don’tyousee,\"

shewhisperedasPeterpickedupthebasketandstalkedoutwithit,\"he’ssorry,really,onlyhewon’tsayso?Let’ssaywe’resorry。\"

\"It’ssogoodygoody,\"saidPhyllis,doubtfully;\"hesaidwewerefemalebeasts,andsoftandfrightened——\"

\"Thenlet’sshowhimwe’renotfrightenedofhimthinkingusgoodygoody,\"saidBobbie;\"andwe’renotanymorebeaststhanheis。\"

AndwhenPetercameback,stillwithhischinintheair,Bobbiesaid:——

\"We’resorrywetiedyouup,Pete。\"

\"Ithoughtyouwouldbe,\"saidPeter,verystiffandsuperior。

Thiswashardtobear。But——

\"Well,soweare,\"saidBobbie。\"Nowlethonourbesatisfiedonbothsides。\"

\"IdidcallitPax,\"saidPeter,inaninjuredtone。

\"ThenletitBEPax,\"saidBobbie。\"Comeon,Phil,let’sgetthetea。Pete,youmightlaythecloth。\"

\"Isay,\"saidPhyllis,whenpeacewasreallyrestored,whichwasnottilltheywerewashingupthecupsaftertea,\"Dr。Forrestdidn’tREALLYsaywewerefemalebeasts,didhe?\"

\"Yes,\"saidPeter,firmly,\"butIthinkhemeantwemenwerewildbeasts,too。\"

\"Howfunnyofhim!\"saidPhyllis,breakingacup。

******

\"MayIcomein,Mother?\"PeterwasatthedoorofMother’swritingroom,whereMothersatathertablewithtwocandlesinfrontofher。Theirflameslookedorangeandvioletagainstthecleargreyblueoftheskywherealreadyafewstarsweretwinkling。

\"Yes,dear,\"saidMother,absently,\"anythingwrong?\"Shewroteafewmorewordsandthenlaiddownherpenandbegantofoldupwhatshehadwritten。\"IwasjustwritingtoJim’sgrandfather。Helivesnearhere,youknow。\"

\"Yes,yousaidsoattea。That’swhatIwanttosay。Mustyouwritetohim,Mother?Couldn’twekeepJim,andnotsayanythingtohispeopletillhe’swell?Itwouldbesuchasurpriseforthem。\"

\"Well,yes,\"saidMother,laughing,\"Ithinkitwould。\"

\"Yousee,\"Peterwenton,\"ofcoursethegirlsareallrightandallthat——I’mnotsayinganythingagainstTHEM。ButIshouldlikeitifIhadanotherchaptotalktosometimes。\"

\"Yes,\"saidMother,\"Iknowit’sdullforyou,dear。ButIcan’thelpit。NextyearperhapsIcansendyoutoschool——you’dlikethat,wouldn’tyou?\"

\"Idomisstheotherchaps,rather,\"Peterconfessed;\"butifJimcouldstayafterhislegwaswell,wecouldhaveawfullarks。\"

\"I’venodoubtofit,\"saidMother。\"Well——perhapshecould,butyouknow,dear,we’renotrich。Ican’taffordtogethimeverythinghe’llwant。Andhemusthaveanurse。\"

\"Can’tyounursehim,Mother?Youdonursepeoplesobeautifully。\"

\"That’saprettycompliment,Pete——butIcan’tdonursingandmywritingaswell。That’stheworstofit。\"

\"ThenyouMUSTsendthelettertohisgrandfather?\"

\"Ofcourse——andtohisschoolmaster,too。Wetelegraphedtothemboth,butImustwriteaswell。They’llbemostdreadfullyanxious。\"

\"Isay,Mother,whycan’thisgrandfatherpayforanurse?\"Petersuggested。\"Thatwouldberipping。Iexpecttheoldboy’srollinginmoney。Grandfathersinbooksalwaysare。\"

\"Well,thisoneisn’tinabook,\"saidMother,\"sowemustn’texpecthimtorollmuch。\"

\"Isay,\"saidPeter,musingly,\"wouldn’titbejollyifweallWERE

inabook,andyouwerewritingit?Thenyoucouldmakeallsortsofjollythingshappen,andmakeJim’slegsgetwellatonceandbeallrightto—morrow,andFathercomehomesoonand——\"

\"DoyoumissyourFatherverymuch?\"Motherasked,rathercoldly,Peterthought。

\"Awfully,\"saidPeter,briefly。

Motherwasenvelopingandaddressingthesecondletter。

\"Yousee,\"Peterwentonslowly,\"yousee,it’snotonlyhimBEING

Father,butnowhe’sawaythere’snoothermaninthehousebutme——

that’swhyIwantJimtostaysofrightfullymuch。Wouldn’tyouliketobewritingthatbookwithusallinit,Mother,andmakeDaddycomehomesoon?\"

Peter’sMotherputherarmroundhimsuddenly,andhuggedhiminsilenceforaminute。Thenshesaid:——

\"Don’tyouthinkit’srathernicetothinkthatwe’reinabookthatGod’swriting?IfIwerewritingthebook,Imightmakemistakes。

ButGodknowshowtomakethestoryendjustright——inthewaythat’sbestforus。\"

\"Doyoureallybelievethat,Mother?\"Peteraskedquietly。

\"Yes,\"shesaid,\"Idobelieveit——almostalways——exceptwhenI’msosadthatIcan’tbelieveanything。ButevenwhenIcan’tbelieveit,Iknowit’strue——andItrytobelieve。Youdon’tknowhowI

try,Peter。Nowtaketheletterstothepost,anddon’tlet’sbesadanymore。Courage,courage!That’sthefinestofallthevirtues!IdaresayJimwillbeherefortwoorthreeweeksyet。\"

ForwhatwasleftoftheeveningPeterwassoangelicthatBobbiefearedhewasgoingtobeill。ShewasquiterelievedinthemorningtofindhimplaitingPhyllis’shairontothebackofherchairinquitehisoldmanner。

Itwassoonafterbreakfastthataknockcameatthedoor。ThechildrenwerehardatworkcleaningthebrasscandlesticksinhonourofJim’svisit。

\"That’llbetheDoctor,\"saidMother;\"I’llgo。Shutthekitchendoor——you’renotfittobeseen。\"

Butitwasn’ttheDoctor。Theyknewthatbythevoiceandbythesoundofthebootsthatwentupstairs。Theydidnotrecognisethesoundoftheboots,buteveryonewascertainthattheyhadheardthevoicebefore。

Therewasalongishinterval。Thebootsandthevoicedidnotcomedownagain。

\"Whocanitpossiblybe?\"theykeptonaskingthemselvesandeachother。

\"Perhaps,\"saidPeteratlast,\"Dr。Forresthasbeenattackedbyhighwaymenandleftfordead,andthisisthemanhe’stelegraphedfortotakehisplace。Mrs。Vineysaidhehadalocaltenanttodohisworkwhenhewentforaholiday,didn’tyou,Mrs。Viney?\"

\"Ididso,mydear,\"saidMrs。Vineyfromthebackkitchen。

\"He’sfallendowninafit,morelikely,saidPhyllis,\"allhumanaiddespairedof。AndthisishismancometobreakthenewstoMother。\"

\"Nonsense!\"saidPeter,briskly;\"Motherwouldn’thavetakenthemanupintoJim’sbedroom。Whyshouldshe?Listen——thedoor’sopening。

Nowthey’llcomedown。I’llopenthedooracrack。\"

Hedid。

\"It’snotlistening,\"herepliedindignantlytoBobbie’sscandalisedremarks;\"nobodyintheirsenseswouldtalksecretsonthestairs。

AndMothercan’thavesecretstotalkwithDr。Forrest’sstable—man—

—andyousaiditwashim。\"

\"Bobbie,\"calledMother’svoice。

Theyopenedthekitchendoor,andMotherleanedoverthestairrailing。

\"Jim’sgrandfatherhascome,\"shesaid;\"washyourhandsandfacesandthenyoucanseehim。Hewantstoseeyou!\"Thebedroomdoorshutagain。

\"Therenow!\"saidPeter;\"fancyusnoteventhinkingofthat!Let’shavesomehotwater,Mrs。Viney。I’masblackasyourhat。\"

Thethreewereindeeddirty,forthestuffyoucleanbrasscandlestickswithisveryfarfromcleaningtothecleaner。

Theywerestillbusywithsoapandflannelwhentheyheardthebootsandthevoicecomedownthestairsandgointothedining—room。Andwhentheywereclean,thoughstilldamp——becauseittakessuchalongtimetodryyourhandsproperly,andtheywereveryimpatienttoseethegrandfather——theyfiledintothedining—room。

Motherwassittinginthewindow—seat,andintheleather—coveredarmchairthatFatheralwaysusedtositinattheotherhousesat——

THEIROWNOLDGENTLEMAN!

\"Well,Ineverdid,\"saidPeter,evenbeforehesaid,\"Howdoyoudo?\"Hewas,asheexplainedafterwards,toosurprisedeventorememberthattherewassuchathingaspoliteness——muchlesstopractiseit。

\"It’sourownoldgentleman!\"saidPhyllis。

\"Oh,it’syou!\"saidBobbie。Andthentheyrememberedthemselvesandtheirmannersandsaid,\"Howdoyoudo?\"verynicely。

\"ThisisJim’sgrandfather,Mr。——\"saidMother,namingtheoldgentleman’sname。

\"Howsplendid!\"saidPeter;\"that’sjustexactlylikeabook,isn’tit,Mother?\"

\"Itis,rather,\"saidMother,smiling;\"thingsdohappeninreallifethatareratherlikebooks,sometimes。\"

\"IamsoawfullygladitISyou,\"saidPhyllis;\"whenyouthinkofthetonsofoldgentlementhereareintheworld——itmighthavebeenalmostanyone。\"

\"Isay,though,\"saidPeter,\"you’renotgoingtotakeJimaway,though,areyou?\"

\"Notatpresent,\"saidtheoldgentleman。\"YourMotherhasmostkindlyconsentedtolethimstayhere。Ithoughtofsendinganurse,butyourMotherisgoodenoughtosaythatshewillnursehimherself。\"

\"Butwhataboutherwriting?\"saidPeter,beforeanyonecouldstophim。\"Therewon’tbeanythingforhimtoeatifMotherdoesn’twrite。\"

\"That’sallright,\"saidMother,hastily。

TheoldgentlemanlookedverykindlyatMother。

\"Isee,\"hesaid,\"youtrustyourchildren,andconfideinthem。\"

\"Ofcourse,\"saidMother。

\"ThenImaytellthemofourlittlearrangement,\"hesaid。\"YourMother,mydears,hasconsentedtogiveupwritingforalittlewhileandtobecomeaMatronofmyHospital。\"

\"Oh!\"saidPhyllis,blankly;\"andshallwehavetogoawayfromThreeChimneysandtheRailwayandeverything?\"

\"No,no,darling,\"saidMother,hurriedly。

\"TheHospitaliscalledThreeChimneysHospital,\"saidtheoldgentleman,\"andmyunluckyJim’stheonlypatient,andIhopehe’llcontinuetobeso。YourMotherwillbeMatron,andthere’llbeahospitalstaffofahousemaidandacook——tillJim’swell。\"

\"AndthenwillMothergoonwritingagain?\"askedPeter。

\"Weshallsee,\"saidtheoldgentleman,withaslight,swiftglanceatBobbie;\"perhapssomethingnicemayhappenandshewon’thaveto。\"

\"Ilovemywriting,\"saidMother,veryquickly。

\"Iknow,\"saidtheoldgentleman;\"don’tbeafraidthatI’mgoingtotrytointerfere。Butoneneverknows。Verywonderfulandbeautifulthingsdohappen,don’tthey?Andwelivemostofourlivesinthehopeofthem。Imaycomeagaintoseetheboy?\"

\"Surely,\"saidMother,\"andIdon’tknowhowtothankyouformakingitpossibleformetonursehim。Dearboy!\"

\"HekeptcallingMother,Mother,inthenight,\"saidPhyllis。\"I

wokeuptwiceandheardhim。\"

\"Hedidn’tmeanme,\"saidMother,inalowvoicetotheoldgentleman;\"that’swhyIwantedsomuchtokeephim。\"

Theoldgentlemanrose。

\"I’msoglad,\"saidPeter,\"thatyou’regoingtokeephim,Mother。\"

\"TakecareofyourMother,mydears,\"saidtheoldgentleman。

\"She’sawomaninamillion。\"

\"Yes,isn’tshe?\"whisperedBobbie。

\"Godblessher,\"saidtheoldgentleman,takingbothMother’shands,\"Godblessher!Ay,andsheshallbeblessed。Dearme,where’smyhat?WillBobbiecomewithmetothegate?\"

Atthegatehestoppedandsaid:——

\"You’reagoodchild,mydear——Igotyourletter。Butitwasn’tneeded。WhenIreadaboutyourFather’scaseinthepapersatthetime,Ihadmydoubts。AndeversinceI’veknownwhoyouwere,I’vebeentryingtofindoutthings。Ihaven’tdoneverymuchyet。ButIhavehopes,mydear——Ihavehopes。\"

\"Oh!\"saidBobbie,chokingalittle。

\"Yes——Imaysaygreathopes。Butkeepyoursecretalittlelonger。

Wouldn’tdotoupsetyourMotherwithafalsehope,wouldit?\"

\"Oh,butitisn’tfalse!\"saidBobbie;\"IKNOWyoucandoit。I

knewyoucouldwhenIwrote。Itisn’tafalsehope,isit?\"

\"No,\"hesaid,\"Idon’tthinkit’safalsehope,orIwouldn’thavetoldyou。AndIthinkyoudeservetobetoldthatthereISahope。\"

\"Andyoudon’tthinkFatherdidit,doyou?Oh,sayyoudon’tthinkhedid。\"

\"Mydear,\"hesaid,\"I’mperfectlyCERTAINhedidn’t。\"

Ifitwasafalsehope,itwasnonethelessaveryradiantonethatlaywarmatBobbie’sheart,andthroughthedaysthatfollowedlightedherlittlefaceasaJapaneselanternislightedbythecandlewithin。

ChapterXIV。TheEnd。

LifeattheThreeChimneyswasneverquitethesameagainaftertheoldgentlemancametoseehisgrandson。Althoughtheynowknewhisname,thechildrenneverspokeofhimbyit——atanyrate,whentheywerebythemselves。Tothemhewasalwaystheoldgentleman,andI

thinkhehadbetterbetheoldgentlemantous,too。Itwouldn’tmakehimseemanymorerealtoyou,wouldit,ifIweretotellyouthathisnamewasSnooksorJenkins(whichitwasn’t)?——and,afterall,Imustbeallowedtokeeponesecret。It’stheonlyone;I

havetoldyoueverythingelse,exceptwhatIamgoingtotellyouinthischapter,whichisthelast。Atleast,ofcourse,Ihaven’ttoldyouEVERYTHING。IfIweretodothat,thebookwouldnevercometoanend,andthatwouldbeapity,wouldn’tit?

Well,asIwassaying,lifeatThreeChimneyswasneverquitethesameagain。Thecookandthehousemaidwereverynice(Idon’tmindtellingyoutheirnames——theywereClaraandEthelwyn),buttheytoldMothertheydidnotseemtowantMrs。Viney,andthatshewasanoldmuddler。SoMrs。Vineycameonlytwodaysaweektodowashingandironing。ThenClaraandEthelwynsaidtheycoulddotheworkallrightiftheyweren’tinterferedwith,andthatmeantthatthechildrennolongergottheteaandcleareditawayandwashedupthetea—thingsanddustedtherooms。

Thiswouldhaveleftquiteablankintheirlives,althoughtheyhadoftenpretendedtothemselvesandtoeachotherthattheyhatedhousework。ButnowthatMotherhadnowritingandnohouseworktodo,shehadtimeforlessons。Andlessonsthechildrenhadtodo。

Howevernicethepersonwhoisteachingyoumaybe,lessonsarelessonsalltheworldover,andattheirbestareworsefunthanpeelingpotatoesorlightingafire。

Ontheotherhand,ifMothernowhadtimeforlessons,shealsohadtimeforplay,andtomakeuplittlerhymesforthechildrenassheusedtodo。ShehadnothadmuchtimeforrhymessinceshecametoThreeChimneys。

Therewasoneveryoddthingabouttheselessons。Whateverthechildrenweredoing,theyalwayswantedtobedoingsomethingelse。

WhenPeterwasdoinghisLatin,hethoughtitwouldbenicetobelearningHistorylikeBobbie。BobbiewouldhavepreferredArithmetic,whichwaswhatPhyllishappenedtobedoing,andPhyllisofcoursethoughtLatinmuchthemostinterestingkindoflesson。

Andsoon。

So,oneday,whentheysatdowntolessons,eachofthemfoundalittlerhymeatitsplace。IputtherhymesintoshowyouthattheirMotherreallydidunderstandalittlehowchildrenfeelaboutthings,andalsothekindofwordstheyuse,whichisthecasewithveryfewgrown—uppeople。Isupposemostgrown—upshaveverybadmemories,andhaveforgottenhowtheyfeltwhentheywerelittle。

Ofcourse,theversesaresupposedtobespokenbythechildren。

PETER

IoncethoughtCaesareasypap——

HowverysoftImusthavebeen!

WhentheystartCaesarwithachapHelittleknowwhatthatwillmean。

Oh,verbsaresillystupidthings。

I’dratherlearnthedatesofkings!

BOBBIE

TheworstofallmylessonthingsIslearningwhosucceededwhoInalltherowsofqueensandkings,Withdatestoeverythingtheydo:

Withdatesenoughtomakeyousick;——

IwishitwasArithmetic!

PHYLLIS

SuchpoundsandpoundsofapplesfillMyslate——whatisthepriceyou’dspend?

YouscratchthefiguresoutuntilYoucryuponthedividend。

I’dbreaktheslateandscreamforjoyIfIdidLatinlikeaboy!

Thiskindofthing,ofcourse,madelessonsmuchjollier。Itissomethingtoknowthatthepersonwhoisteachingyouseesthatitisnotallplainsailingforyou,anddoesnotthinkthatitisjustyourstupidnessthatmakesyounotknowyourlessonstillyou’velearnedthem!

ThenasJim’sleggotbetteritwasverypleasanttogoupandsitwithhimandheartalesabouthisschoollifeandtheotherboys。

Therewasoneboy,namedParr,ofwhomJimseemedtohaveformedthelowestpossibleopinion,andanotherboynamedWigsbyMinor,forwhoseviewsJimhadagreatrespect。AlsotherewerethreebrothersnamedPaley,andtheyoungestwascalledPaleyTerts,andwasmuchgiventofighting。

Peterdrankinallthiswithdeepjoy,andMotherseemedtohavelistenedwithsomeinterest,foronedayshegaveJimasheetofpaperonwhichshehadwrittenarhymeaboutParr,bringinginPaleyandWigsbybynameinamostwonderfulway,aswellasallthereasonsJimhadfornotlikingParr,andWigsby’swiseopiniononthematter。Jimwasimmenselypleased。Hehadneverhadarhymewrittenexpresslyforhimbefore。HereadittillheknewitbyheartandthenhesentittoWigsby,wholikeditalmostasmuchasJimdid。Perhapsyoumaylikeit,too。

THENEWBOY

HisnameisParr:hesaysthatheIsgivenbreadandmilkfortea。

Hesayshisfatherkilledabear。

Hesayshismothercutshishair。

Hewearsgolosheswhenit’swet。

I’veheardhispeoplecallhim\"Pet\"!

Hehasnopropersenseofshame;

HetoldthechapshisChristianname。

Hecannotwicket—keepatall,He’sfrightenedofacricketball。

Hereadsindoorsforhoursandhours。

Heknowsthenamesofbeastlyflowers。

HesayshisFrenchjustlikeMossoo——

Abeastlystuck—upthingtodo——

Hewon’tkeep_cave_,shirkshisturnAndsayshecametoschooltolearn!

Hewon’tplayfootball,saysithurts;

Hewouldn’tfightwithPaleyTerts;

Hecouldn’twhistleifhetried,Andwhenwelaughedathimhecried!

NowWigsbyMinorsaysthatParrIsonlylikeallnewboysare。

Iknowwhen_I_firstcametoschoolIwasn’tsuchajollyfool!

JimcouldneverunderstandhowMothercouldhavebeencleverenoughtodoit。Totheothersitseemednice,butnatural。Youseetheyhadalwaysbeenusedtohavingamotherwhocouldwriteversesjustlikethewaypeopletalk,eventotheshockingexpressionattheendoftherhyme,whichwasJim’sveryown。

JimtaughtPetertoplaychessanddraughtsanddominoes,andaltogetheritwasanicequiettime。

OnlyJim’sleggotbetterandbetter,andageneralfeelingbegantospringupamongBobbie,Peter,andPhyllisthatsomethingoughttobedonetoamusehim;notjustgames,butsomethingreallyhandsome。

Butitwasextraordinarilydifficulttothinkofanything。

\"It’snogood,\"saidPeter,whenallofthemhadthoughtandthoughttilltheirheadsfeltquiteheavyandswollen;\"ifwecan’tthinkofanythingtoamusehim,wejustcan’t,andthere’sanendofit。

Perhapssomethingwilljusthappenofitsownaccordthathe’lllike。\"

\"ThingsDOhappenbythemselvessometimes,withoutyourmakingthem,\"saidPhyllis,ratherasthough,usually,everythingthathappenedintheworldwasherdoing。

\"Iwishsomethingwouldhappen,\"saidBobbie,dreamily,\"somethingwonderful。\"

Andsomethingwonderfuldidhappenexactlyfourdaysaftershehadsaidthis。IwishIcouldsayitwasthreedaysafter,becauseinfairytalesitisalwaysthreedaysafterthatthingshappen。Butthisisnotafairystory,andbesides,itreallywasfourandnotthree,andIamnothingifnotstrictlytruthful。

TheyseemedtobehardlyRailwaychildrenatallinthosedays,andasthedayswentoneachhadanuneasyfeelingaboutthiswhichPhyllisexpressedoneday。

\"IwonderiftheRailwaymissesus,\"shesaid,plaintively。\"Wenevergotoseeitnow。\"

\"Itseemsungrateful,\"saidBobbie;\"weloveditsowhenwehadn’tanyoneelsetoplaywith。\"

\"PerksisalwayscominguptoaskafterJim,\"saidPeter,\"andthesignalman’slittleboyisbetter。Hetoldmeso。\"

\"Ididn’tmeanthepeople,\"explainedPhyllis;\"ImeantthedearRailwayitself。\"

\"ThethingIdon’tlike,\"saidBobbie,onthisfourthday,whichwasaTuesday,\"isourhavingstoppedwavingtothe9。15andsendingourlovetoFatherbyit。\"

\"Let’sbeginagain,\"saidPhyllis。Andtheydid。

SomehowthechangeofeverythingthatwasmadebyhavingservantsinthehouseandMothernotdoinganywriting,madethetimeseemextremelylongsincethatstrangemorningatthebeginningofthings,whentheyhadgotupsoearlyandburntthebottomoutofthekettleandhadapplepieforbreakfastandfirstseentheRailway。

ItwasSeptembernow,andtheturfontheslopetotheRailwaywasdryandcrisp。Littlelonggrassspikesstooduplikebitsofgoldwire,frailblueharebellstrembledontheirtough,slenderstalks,Gipsyrosesopenedwideandflattheirlilac—coloureddiscs,andthegoldenstarsofSt。John’sWortshoneattheedgesofthepoolthatlayhalfwaytotheRailway。Bobbiegatheredageneroushandfuloftheflowersandthoughthowprettytheywouldlooklyingonthegreen—and—pinkblanketofsilk—wastethatnowcoveredJim’spoorbrokenleg。

\"Hurryup,\"saidPeter,\"orweshallmissthe9。15!\"

\"Ican’thurrymorethanIamdoing,\"saidPhyllis。\"Oh,botherit!

MybootlacehascomeundoneAGAIN!\"

\"Whenyou’remarried,\"saidPeter,\"yourbootlacewillcomeundonegoingupthechurchaisle,andyourmanthatyou’regoingtogetmarriedtowilltumbleoveritandsmashhisnoseinontheornamentedpavement;andthenyou’llsayyouwon’tmarryhim,andyou’llhavetobeanoldmaid。\"

\"Ishan’t,\"saidPhyllis。\"I’dmuchrathermarryamanwithhisnosesmashedinthannotmarryanybody。\"

\"Itwouldbehorridtomarryamanwithasmashednose,allthesame,\"wentonBobbie。\"Hewouldn’tbeabletosmelltheflowersatthewedding。Wouldn’tthatbeawful!\"

\"Bothertheflowersatthewedding!\"criedPeter。\"Look!thesignal’sdown。Wemustrun!\"

Theyran。Andoncemoretheywavedtheirhandkerchiefs,withoutatallmindingwhetherthehandkerchiefswerecleanornot,tothe9。15。

\"TakeourlovetoFather!\"criedBobbie。Andtheothers,too,shouted:——

\"TakeourlovetoFather!\"

Theoldgentlemanwavedfromhisfirst—classcarriagewindow。Quiteviolentlyhewaved。Andtherewasnothingoddinthat,forhealwayshadwaved。Butwhatwasreallyremarkablewasthatfromeverywindowhandkerchiefsfluttered,newspaperssignalled,handswavedwildly。Thetrainsweptbywitharustleandroar,thelittlepebblesjumpedanddancedunderitasitpassed,andthechildrenwereleftlookingateachother。

\"Well!\"saidPeter。

\"WELL!\"saidBobbie。

\"_WELL!_\"saidPhyllis。

\"Whateveronearthdoesthatmean?\"askedPeter,buthedidnotexpectanyanswer。

\"_I_don’tknow,\"saidBobbie。\"Perhapstheoldgentlemantoldthepeopleathisstationtolookoutforusandwave。Heknewweshouldlikeit!\"

Now,curiouslyenough,thiswasjustwhathadhappened。Theoldgentleman,whowasverywellknownandrespectedathisparticularstation,hadgotthereearlythatmorning,andhehadwaitedatthedoorwheretheyoungmanstandsholdingtheinterestingmachinethatclipsthetickets,andhehadsaidsomethingtoeverysinglepassengerwhopassedthroughthatdoor。Andafternoddingtowhattheoldgentlemanhadsaid——andthenodsexpressedeveryshadeofsurprise,interest,doubt,cheerfulpleasure,andgrumpyagreement——

eachpassengerhadgoneontotheplatformandreadonecertainpartofhisnewspaper。Andwhenthepassengersgotintothetrain,theyhadtoldtheotherpassengerswhowerealreadytherewhattheoldgentlemanhadsaid,andthentheotherpassengershadalsolookedattheirnewspapersandseemedveryastonishedand,mostly,pleased。

Then,whenthetrainpassedthefencewherethethreechildrenwere,newspapersandhandsandhandkerchiefswerewavedmadly,tillallthatsideofthetrainwasflutterywithwhitelikethepicturesoftheKing’sCoronationinthebiographatMaskelyneandCook’s。Tothechildrenitalmostseemedasthoughthetrainitselfwasalive,andwasatlastrespondingtothelovethattheyhadgivenitsofreelyandsolong。

\"Itismostextraordinarilyrum!\"saidPeter。

\"Moststronery!\"echoedPhyllis。

ButBobbiesaid,\"Don’tyouthinktheoldgentleman’swavesseemedmoresignificatingthanusual?\"

\"No,\"saidtheothers。

\"Ido,\"saidBobbie。\"Ithoughthewastryingtoexplainsomethingtouswithhisnewspaper。\"

\"Explainwhat?\"askedPeter,notunnaturally。

\"_I_don’tknow,\"Bobbieanswered,\"butIdofeelmostawfullyfunny。Ifeeljustexactlyasifsomethingwasgoingtohappen。\"

\"Whatisgoingtohappen,\"saidPeter,\"isthatPhyllis’sstockingisgoingtocomedown。\"

Thiswasbuttootrue。Thesuspenderhadgivenwayintheagitationofthewavestothe9。15。Bobbie’shandkerchiefservedasfirstaidtotheinjured,andtheyallwenthome。

LessonsweremorethanusuallydifficulttoBobbiethatday。

Indeed,shedisgracedherselfsodeeplyoveraquitesimplesumaboutthedivisionof48poundsofmeatand36poundsofbreadamong144hungrychildrenthatMotherlookedatheranxiously。

\"Don’tyoufeelquitewell,dear?\"sheasked。

\"Idon’tknow,\"wasBobbie’sunexpectedanswer。\"Idon’tknowhowI

feel。Itisn’tthatI’mlazy。Mother,willyouletmeofflessonsto—day?IfeelasifIwantedtobequitealonebymyself。\"

\"Yes,ofcourseI’llletyouoff,\"saidMother;\"but——\"

Bobbiedroppedherslate。Itcrackedjustacrossthelittlegreenmarkthatissousefulfordrawingpatternsround,anditwasneverthesameslateagain。Withoutwaitingtopickitupshebolted。

Mothercaughtherinthehallfeelingblindlyamongthewaterproofsandumbrellasforhergardenhat。

\"Whatisit,mysweetheart?\"saidMother。\"Youdon’tfeelill,doyou?\"

\"IDON’Tknow,\"Bobbieanswered,alittlebreathlessly,\"butIwanttobebymyselfandseeifmyheadreallyISallsillyandmyinsideallsquirmy—twisty。\"

\"Hadn’tyoubetterliedown?\"Mothersaid,strokingherhairbackfromherforehead。

\"I’dbemorealiveinthegarden,Ithink,\"saidBobbie。

Butshecouldnotstayinthegarden。Thehollyhocksandtheastersandthelaterosesallseemedtobewaitingforsomethingtohappen。

Itwasoneofthosestill,shinyautumndays,wheneverythingdoesseemtobewaiting。

Bobbiecouldnotwait。

\"I’llgodowntothestation,\"shesaid,\"andtalktoPerksandaskaboutthesignalman’slittleboy。\"

Soshewentdown。OnthewayshepassedtheoldladyfromthePost—

office,whogaveherakissandahug,but,rathertoBobbie’ssurprise,nowordsexcept:——

\"Godblessyou,love——\"and,afterapause,\"runalong——do。\"

Thedraper’sboy,whohadsometimesbeenalittlelessthancivilandalittlemorethancontemptuous,nowtouchedhiscap,andutteredtheremarkablewords:——

\"’Morning,Miss,I’msure——\"

Theblacksmith,comingalongwithanopennewspaperinhishand,wasevenmorestrangeinhismanner。Hegrinnedbroadly,though,asarule,hewasamannotgiventosmiles,andwavedthenewspaperlongbeforehecameuptoher。Andashepassedher,hesaid,inanswertoher\"Goodmorning\":——

\"Goodmorningtoyou,Missie,andmanyofthem!Iwishyoujoy,thatIdo!\"

\"Oh!\"saidBobbietoherself,andherheartquickeneditsbeats,\"somethingISgoingtohappen!Iknowitis——everyoneissoodd,likepeopleareindreams。\"

TheStationMasterwrungherhandwarmly。Infactheworkeditupanddownlikeapump—handle。Buthegavehernoreasonforthisunusuallyenthusiasticgreeting。Heonlysaid:——

\"The11。54’sabitlate,Miss——theextraluggagethisholidaytime,\"

andwentawayveryquicklyintothatinnerTempleofhisintowhichevenBobbiedarednotfollowhim。

Perkswasnottobeseen,andBobbiesharedthesolitudeoftheplatformwiththeStationCat。Thistortoiseshelllady,usuallyofaretiringdisposition,cameto—daytorubherselfagainstthebrownstockingsofBobbiewitharchedback,wavingtail,andreverberatingpurrs。

\"Dearme!\"saidBobbie,stoopingtostrokeher,\"howverykindeverybodyisto—day——evenyou,Pussy!\"

Perksdidnotappearuntilthe11。54wassignalled,andthenhe,likeeverybodyelsethatmorning,hadanewspaperinhishand。

\"Hullo!\"hesaid,\"’ereyouare。Well,ifTHISisthetrain,it’llbesmartwork!Well,Godblessyou,mydear!Iseeitinthepaper,andIdon’tthinkIwaseversogladofanythinginallmyborndays!\"HelookedatBobbieamoment,thensaid,\"OneImusthave,Miss,andnooffence,Iknow,onadaylikethis’ere!\"andwiththathekissedher,firstononecheekandthenontheother。

\"Youain’toffended,areyou?\"heaskedanxiously。\"Iain’ttooktoogreataliberty?Onadaylikethis,youknow——\"

\"No,no,\"saidBobbie,\"ofcourseit’snotaliberty,dearMr。

Perks;weloveyouquiteasmuchasifyouwereanuncleofours——

but——onadaylikeWHAT?\"

\"Likethis’ere!\"saidPerks。\"Don’tItellyouIseeitinthepaper?\"

\"SawWHATinthepaper?\"askedBobbie,butalreadythe11。54wassteamingintothestationandtheStationMasterwaslookingatalltheplaceswherePerkswasnotandoughttohavebeen。

Bobbiewasleftstandingalone,theStationCatwatchingherfromunderthebenchwithfriendlygoldeneyes。

Ofcourseyouknowalreadyexactlywhatwasgoingtohappen。Bobbiewasnotsoclever。Shehadthevague,confused,expectantfeelingthatcomestoone’sheartindreams。WhatherheartexpectedI

can’ttell——perhapstheverythingthatyouandIknowwasgoingtohappen——buthermindexpectednothing;itwasalmostblank,andfeltnothingbuttirednessandstupidnessandanemptyfeeling,likeyourbodyhaswhenyouhavebeenalongwalkanditisveryfarindeedpastyourproperdinner—time。

Onlythreepeoplegotoutofthe11。54。Thefirstwasacountrymanwithtwobasketyboxesfulloflivechickenswhostucktheirrussetheadsoutanxiouslythroughthewickerbars;thesecondwasMissPeckitt,thegrocer’swife’scousin,withatinboxandthreebrown—

paperparcels;andthethird——

\"Oh!myDaddy,myDaddy!\"Thatscreamwentlikeaknifeintotheheartofeveryoneinthetrain,andpeopleputtheirheadsoutofthewindowstoseeatallpalemanwithlipssetinathincloseline,andalittlegirlclingingtohimwitharmsandlegs,whilehisarmswenttightlyroundher。

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\"Iknewsomethingwonderfulwasgoingtohappen,\"saidBobbie,astheywentuptheroad,\"butIdidn’tthinkitwasgoingtobethis。

Oh,myDaddy,myDaddy!\"

\"Thendidn’tMothergetmyletter?\"Fatherasked。

\"Thereweren’tanylettersthismorning。Oh!Daddy!itISreallyyou,isn’tit?\"

Theclaspofahandshehadnotforgottenassuredherthatitwas。

\"Youmustgoinbyyourself,Bobbie,andtellMotherquitequietlythatit’sallright。They’vecaughtthemanwhodidit。Everyoneknowsnowthatitwasn’tyourDaddy。\"

\"_I_alwaysknewitwasn’t,\"saidBobbie。\"MeandMotherandouroldgentleman。\"

\"Yes,\"hesaid,\"it’sallhisdoing。Motherwroteandtoldmeyouhadfoundout。Andshetoldmewhatyou’dbeentoher。Myownlittlegirl!\"Theystoppedaminutethen。

AndnowIseethemcrossingthefield。Bobbiegoesintothehouse,tryingtokeephereyesfromspeakingbeforeherlipshavefoundtherightwordsto\"tellMotherquitequietly\"thatthesorrowandthestruggleandthepartingareoveranddone,andthatFatherhascomehome。

IseeFatherwalkinginthegarden,waiting——waiting。Heislookingattheflowers,andeachflowerisamiracletoeyesthatallthesemonthsofSpringandSummerhaveseenonlyflagstonesandgravelandalittlegrudginggrass。Buthiseyeskeepturningtowardsthehouse。Andpresentlyheleavesthegardenandgoestostandoutsidethenearestdoor。Itisthebackdoor,andacrosstheyardtheswallowsarecircling。Theyaregettingreadytoflyawayfromcoldwindsandkeenfrosttothelandwhereitisalwayssummer。Theyarethesameswallowsthatthechildrenbuiltthelittleclaynestsfor。

Nowthehousedooropens。Bobbie’svoicecalls:——

\"Comein,Daddy;comein!\"

Hegoesinandthedoorisshut。Ithinkwewillnotopenthedoororfollowhim。Ithinkthatjustnowwearenotwantedthere。I

thinkitwillbebestforustogoquicklyandquietlyaway。Attheendofthefield,amongthethingoldspikesofgrassandtheharebellsandGipsyrosesandSt。John’sWort,wemayjusttakeonelastlook,overourshoulders,atthewhitehousewhereneitherwenoranyoneelseiswantednow。