Reducedonceagaintoagloomydespondency,allturnedtotheirplaces,toawaittheendthatcannotnowbelongdeferred。
JustasImovedawayIheardtheboatswainsaytoCurtis:
\"Captain,whenshallwedrawlots?\"
Thecaptainmadenoreply。
CHAPTERXLV
OURTHIRSTRELIEVED
JANUARY16。——Ifthecrewofanypassingvesselhadcaughtsightofusaswelaystillandinanimateuponoursail—cloth,theywouldscarcely,atfirstsight,havehesitatedtopronounceusdead。
Mysufferingswereterrible;tongue,lips,andthroatweresoparchedandswollenthatiffoodhadbeenathandIquestionwhetherIcouldhaveswallowedit。Soex—
asperatedwerethefeelingsofusall,however,thatweglancedateachotherwithlooksassavageasthoughwewereabouttoslaughterandwithoutdelayeatuponean—
other。
Theheatwasaggravatedbytheatmospherebeingsome—
whatstormy。Heavyvaporsgatheredonthehorizon,andtherewasalookasifitwererainingallaround。Longingeyesandgaspingmouthsturnedinvoluntarilytowardtheclouds,andM。Letourneur,onbendedknee,wasraisinghishands,asitmightbeinsupplicationtotherelentlessskies。
Itwaseleveno’clockinthemorning。Ilistenedfordis—
tantrumblingswhichmightannounceanapproachingstorm,butalthoughthevaporshadobstructedthesun’srays,theynolongerpresentedtheappearanceofbeingchargedwithelectricity。Thusourprognosticationsendedindisappointment;theclouds,whichintheearlymorninghadbeenmarkedbythedistinctnessoftheiroutline,hadmeltedoneintoanotherandassumedanuniformdullgraytint;infact,wewereenvelopedinanordinaryfog。Butwasitnotstillpossiblethatthisfogmightturntorain?
Happilythishopewasdestinedtoberealized;forinaveryshorttime,Dowlas,withashoutofdelight,declaredthatrainwasactuallycoming;andsureenough,nothalfamilefromtheraft,thedarkparallelstreaksagainsttheskytestifiedthatthereatleastrainwasfalling。IfanciedI
couldseethedropsreboundingfromthesurfaceofthewater。Thewindwasfreshandbringingthecloudrightontowardus,yetwecouldnotsuppressourtrepidationlestitshouldexhaustitselfbeforeitreachedus。
Butno;verysoonlargeheavydropsbegantofall,andthestorm—cloud,passingoverourheads,wasoutpouringitscontentsuponus。Theshower,however,wasverytransient;alreadyabrightstreakoflightalongthehorizonmarkedthelimitofthecloudandwarnedusthatwemustbequicktomakethemostofwhatithadtogiveus。Curtishadplacedthebrokenbarrelinthepositionthatwasmostexposed,andeverysailwasspreadouttothefullestextentourdimensionswouldallow。
Wealllaidourselvesdownflatuponourbacksandkeptourmouthswideopen。Therainsplashedintomyface,wettedmylips,andtrickleddownmythroat。NevercanIdescribetheecstasywithwhichIimbibedthatrenovat—
ingmoisture。Theparchedandswollenglandsrelaxed,Ibreathedafresh,andmywholebeingseemedrevivedwithastrangeandrequickenedlife。
Therainlastedabouttwentyminutes,whenthecloud,onlyhalfexhausted,passedquiteawayfromoverus。
Wegraspedeachother’shandsaswerosefromtheplat—
formonwhichwehadbeenlying,andmutualcongratula—
tions,mingledwithgratitude,pouredforthfromourlongsilentlips。Hope,howeverevanescentitmightbe,forthemomenthadreturned,andweyieldedtotheexpectationthat,erelong,otherandmoreabundantcloudsmightcomeandreplenishourstore。
Thenextconsiderationwashowtopreserveandecono—
mizewhatlittlehadbeencollectedbythebarrel,orimbibedbytheoutspreadsails。Itwasfoundthatonlyafewpintsofrain—waterhadfallenintothebarrel;tothissmallquantitythesailorswereabouttoaddwhattheycouldbywringingoutthesaturatedsails,whenCurtismadethemdesistfromtheirintention。
\"Stop,stop!\"hesaid\"wemustwaitamoment;wemustseewhetherthiswaterfromthesailsisdrinkable。\"
Ilookedathiminamazement。Whyshouldnotthisbeasdrinkableastheother?Hesqueezedafewdropsoutofoneofthefoldsofasailintoatinpot,andputittohislips。Tomysurprise,herejecteditimmediately,andupontastingitformyselfIfounditnotmerelybrackish,butbrinyastheseaitself。Thefactwasthatthecanvashadbeensolongexposedtotheactionofthewaves,thatithadbecomethoroughlyimpregnatedbysalt,whichofcoursewastakenupagainbythewaterthatfelluponit。Dis—
appointedwewere;butwithseveralpintsofwaterinourpossession,wewerenotonlycontentedforthepresent,butsanguineinourprospectforthefuture。
CHAPTERXLVI
MYFASTISBROKEN
JANUARY17。——Asanaturalconsequenceoftheallevia—
tionofourthirst,thepangsofhungerreturnedmorevio—
lentlythanever。Althoughwehadnobait,andevenifwehadwecouldnotuseitforwantofawhirl,wecouldnothelpaskingwhethernopossiblemeanscouldbedevisedforsecuringoneoutofthemanysharksthatwerestillper—
petuallyswarmingabouttheraft。Armedwithknives,liketheIndiansinthepearlfisheries,wasitnotpracticabletoattackthemonstersintheirownelement?Curtisex—
pressedhiswillingnesspersonallytomaketheattempt,butsonumerouswerethesharksthatwewouldnotforonemomenthearofhisriskinghislifeinaventureofwhichthedangerwasasgreatasthesuccesswasdoubtful。
Byplungingintothesea,orbygnawingatapieceofmetal,wecouldalways,oratleastoften,dosomethingthatcheatedusintobelievingthatweweremitigatingthepainsofthirst;butwithhungeritwasdifferent。Theprospect,too,ofrainseemedhopeful,whileforgettingfoodthereappearednochance;and,asweknewthatnothingcouldcompensateforthelackofnutritivematter,weweresoonallcastdownagain。Shockingtoconfess,itwouldbeuntruetodenythatwesurveyedeachotherwiththeeyeofaneagerlonging;andIneedhardlyexplaintowhatadegreeofsavagenesstheoneideathathauntedushadre—
ducedourfeelings。
Eversincethestorm—cloudbroughtusthetootransientshowertheskyhasbeentolerablyclear,andalthoughatthattimethewindhadslightlyfreshened,ithassincedropped,andthesailhangsidlyagainstourmast。Exceptforthetriflingreliefitbringsbymodifyingthetempera—
ture,wecarelittlenowforanybreeze。IgnorantasweareastowhatquarteroftheAtlanticwehavebeencarriedbythecurrents,itmattersverylittletousfromwhatdirec—
tionthewindmayblowifonlyitwouldbring,inrainordew,themoistureofwhichwearesodreadfullyinneed。
Mybrainishauntedbymosthorriblenightmares;notthatIsupposeIaminanywaymoredistressedthanmycompanions,whoarelyingintheirusualplaces,vainlyendeavoringtoforgettheirsufferingsinsleep。
AfteratimeIfellintoarestless,dreamydoze。Iwasneitherasleepnorawake。HowlongIremainedinthatstateofstuporIcouldhardlysay,butatlengthastrangesensationbroughtmetomyself。WasIdreaming,orwastherenotreallysomeunaccustomedodorfloatingintheair?Mynostrilsbecamedistended,andIcouldscarcelysuppressacryofastonishment;butsomeinstinctkeptmequiet,andIlaidmyselfdownagainwiththepuzzledsen—
sationsometimesexperiencedwhenwehaveforgottenawordorname。Onlyafewminutes,however,hadelapsedbeforeanotherstillmoresavorypuffinducedmetotakeseverallonginhalations。Suddenly,thetruthseemedtoflashacrossmymind。\"Surely,\"Imutteredtomyself,\"thismustbecookedmeatthatIcansmell。\"
AgainandagainIsniffed,andbecamemoreconvincedthaneverthatmysenseswerenotdeceivingme。Butfromwhatpartoftheraftcouldthesmellproceed?Irosetomyknees,andhavingsatisfiedmyselfthattheodorcamefromthefront,Icreptstealthilyasacatunderthesailsandbetweenthesparsinthatdirection。Followingthepromptingsofmyscent,ratherthanmyvision,likeablood—
houndintrackofhisprey。IsearchedeverywhereIcould,nowfinding,nowlosing,thesmellaccordingtomychangeofposition,orthedroppingofthewind。AtlengthIgotthetruescent,onceforall,sothatIcouldgostraighttotheobjectforwhichIwasinsearch。
Approachingthestarboardangleoftheraft,Icametotheconclusionthatthesmellthathadthuskeenlyex—
citedmycravingswasthesmellofsmokedbacon;themem—
branesofmytonguealmostbristledwiththeintensenessofmylonging。
Crawlingalongalittlefarther,underathickrollofsail—cloth,Iwasnotlonginsecuringmyprize。Forcingmyarmbelowtheroll,Ifeltmyhandincontactwithsome—
thingwrappedupinpaper。Iclutcheditup,andcarrieditofftoaplacewhereIcouldexamineitbythehelpofthelightofthemoonthathadnowmadeitsappearanceabovethehorizon。Ialmostshriekedforjoy。Itwasapieceofbacon。True,itdidnotweighmanyounces,butsmallasitwasitwouldsufficetoalleviatethepangsofhungerforonedayatleast。Iwasjustonthepointofraisingittomymouth,whenahandwaslaiduponmyarm。ItwasonlybyamostdeterminedeffortthatIkeptmyselffromscreamingout。Oneinstantmore,andI
foundmyselffacetofacewithHobart。
InamomentIunderstoodall。PlainlythisrascalHo—
barthadsavedsomeprovisionsfromthewreck,uponwhichhehadbeensubsistingeversince。Thestewardhadpro—
videdforhimself,whileallaroundhimweredyingofstarvation。Detestablewretch!Thisaccountsfortheinconsistencyofhiswell—to—dolooksandhispitiablegroans。
Vilehypocrite!
Yetwhy,itstruckme,shouldIcomplain?WasnotI
reapingthebenefitofthatsecretstorethathe,forhimself,hadsaved?
ButHobarthadnoideaofallowingmethepeaceablepossessionofwhatheheldtobehisown。Hemadeadashatthefragmentofbacon,andseemeddeterminedtowrestitfrommygrasp。Westruggledwitheachother,butalthoughourwrestlingwasveryviolent,itwasverynoise—
less。
Wewerebothofusawarethatitwasabsolutelyneces—
sarythatnotoneofthoseonboardshouldknowanythingatallabouttheprizeforwhichwewerecontending。Norwasmyowndeterminationlessenedbyhearinghimgroanoutthatitwashislast,hisonlymorsel。\"His!\"I
thought;\"itshallbeminenow!\"
Andstillcarefulthatnonoiseofcommotionshouldarise,Ithrewhimonhisback,andgraspinghisthroatsothathegurgledagain,Iheldhimdownuntil,inrapidmouth—
fuls,Ihadswallowedthelastscrapofthefoodforwhichwehadfoughtsohard。
Ireleasedmyprisoner,andquietlycreptbacktomyownquarters。
AndnotasoulisawarethatIhavebrokenmyfast!
CHAPTERXLVII
HOBARTHANGSHIMSELF
JANUARY18。——AfterthisexcitementIawaitedtheap—
proachofdaywithastrangeanxiety。MyconsciencetoldmethatHobarthadtherighttodenouncemeinthepres—
enceofallmyfellow—passengers;yetmyalarmwasvain。
Theideaofmyproceedingsbeingexposedbyhimwasquiteabsurd;inamomenthewouldhimselfbemurderedwithoutpitybythecrew,ifitshouldberevealedthat,un—
knowntothem,hehadbeenlivingonsomeprivatestorewhich,byclandestinecunning,hehadreserved。But,inspiteofmyanxiety,Ihadalongingfordaytocome。
ThebitoffoodthatIhadthusstolenwasverysmall;
butsmallasitwasithadalleviatedmyhunger;andIwasnowtorturedwithremorse,becauseIhadnotsharedthemeagermorselwithmyfellow—sufferers。MissHerbey,Andre,hisfather,allhadbeenforgotten,andfromthebot—
tomofmyheartIrepentedofmycruelselfishness。
Meantimethemoonrosehighintheheavens,andthefirststreaksofdawnappeared。Thereisnotwilightintheselowlatitudes,andthefulldaylightcamewellnighatonce。Ihadnotclosedmyeyessincemyencounterwiththesteward,andeversincethefirstblushofdayIhadlaboredundertheimpressionthatIcouldseesomeunusualdarkmasshalfwayupthemast。Butalthoughitagainandagaincaughtmyeye,ithardlyrousedmycuriosity,andIdidnotrisefromthebundleofsailsonwhichIwaslyingtoascertainwhatitreallywas。ButnosoonerdidtheraysofthesunfalluponitthanIsawatoncethatitwasthebodyofaman,attachedtoarope,andswingingtoandfrowiththemotionoftheraft。
Ahorriblepresentimentcarriedmetothefootofthemast,and,justasIhadguessed,Hobarthadhangedhim—
self。IcouldnotforamomentdoubtthatitwasImyselfthathadimpelledhimtothesuicide。Acryofhorrorhadscarcelyescapedmylips,whenmyfellow—passengerswereatmyside,andtheropewascut。Thencamethesailors。
Andwhatwasitthatmadethegroupgathersoeagerlyaroundthebody?Wasitahumanedesiretoseewhetheranysparksofliferemained?No,indeed;thecorpsewascold,andthelimbswererigid;therewasnochancethatanimationshouldberestored。Whatthenwasitthatkeptthemlingeringsoclosearound?Itwasonlytooapparentwhattheywereabouttodo。
ButIdidnot,couldnot,look。Irefusedtotakepartinthehorriblerepastthatwasproposed。NeitherwouldMissHerbey,Andre,norhisfather,consenttoalleviatetheirpangsofhungerbysuchrevoltingmeans。IknownothingforcertainastowhatCurtisdid,andIdidnotventuretoinquire;butoftheothers,——Falsten,Dowlas,theboatswain,andalltherest,——Iknowthat,toassuagetheircravings,theyconsentedtoreducethemselvestothelevelofbeastsofprey;theyweretransformedfromhumanbeingsintoravenousbrutes。
Thefourofuswhosickenedattheideaofpartakingofthehorridmealwithdrewtotheseclusionofourtent;
itwasbadenoughtohear,withoutwitnessingtheappallingoperation。But,intruth,IhadthegreatestdifficultyintheworldinpreventingAndrefromrushingoutuponthecan—
nibals,andsnatchingtheodiousfoodfromtheirclutches。
Irepresentedtohimthehopelessnessofhisattempt,andtriedtoreconcilehimbytellinghimthatiftheylikedthefoodtheyhadarighttoit。Hobarthadnotbeenmur—
dered;hehaddiedbyhisownhand;and,afterall,astheboatswainhadonceremarkedtome,\"Itwasbettertoeatadeadmanthanaliveone。\"
DowhatIwould,however,IcouldnotquietAndre’sfeelingofabhorrence;inhisdisgustandloathingheseemedforthetimetohavequiteforgottenhisownsufferings。
Meanwhile,therewasnoconcealingthetruththatwewereourselvesdyingofstarvation,whileoureightcom—
panionswouldprobably,bytheirloathsomediet,escapethatfrightfuldestiny。OwingtohissecrethoardofprovisionsHobarthadbeenbyfarthestrongestamongus;hehadbeensupported,sothatnoorganicdiseasehadaffectedhistissues,andreallymightbesaidtobeingoodhealthwhenhischagrindrovehimtohisdesperatesuicide。ButwhatwasIthinkingof!whitherweremymeditationscarryingmeaway?wasitnotcomingtopassthatthecannibalswererousingmyenvyinsteadofexcitingmyhorror?
VeryshortlyafterthisIheardDowlastalkingaboutthepossibilityofobtainingsaltbyevaporatingseawaterinthesun;\"andthen,\"headded,\"wecansaltdowntherest。\"
Theboatswainassentedtowhatthecarpenterhadsaid,andprobablythesuggestionwasadopted。
Silence,themostprofound,nowreignsupontheraft。I
presumethatnearlyallhavegonetosleep。OnethingI
doknow,thattheyarenolongerhungry。
CHAPTERXLVIII
HOBART’SBODYSTOLEN
JANUARY19。——Allthroughthedaytheskyremainedun—
cloudedandtheheatintense;andnightcameonwithoutbringingmuchsensiblemoderationinthetemperature。I
wasunabletogetanysleep,and,towardmorning,wasdis—
turbedbyhearinganangryclamorgoingonoutsidethetent;itarousedM。Letourneur,Andre,andMissHerbey,asmuchasmyself,andwewereanxioustoascertainthecauseofthetumult。
Theboatswain,Dowlas,andallthesailorswerestormingateachotherinfrightfulrage;andCurtis,whohadcomeforwardfromthestern,wasendeavoringtopacifythem。
\"Butwhohasdoneit?wemustknowwhohasdoneit,\"
saidDowlas,scowlingwithvindictivepassiononthegrouparoundhim。
\"There’sathief,\"howledouttheboatswain,\"andheshallbefound!Let’sknowwhohastakenit。\"
\"Ihaven’ttakenit!\"\"NorI!NorI!\"criedthesailorsoneafteranother。
Andthentheysettoworkagaintoransackeveryquarteroftheraft;theyrolledeverysparaside,theyoverturnedeverythingonboard,andonlygrewmoreandmoreincensedwithangerastheirsearchprovedfruitless。\"
\"CanYOUtellus,\"saidtheboatswain,cominguptome,\"whoisthethief?\"
\"Thief!\"Ireplied。\"Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。\"
Andwhilewewerespeakingtheothersallcameupto—
gether,andtoldmethattheyhadlookedeverywhereelse,andthattheyweregoingnowtosearchthetent。
\"Shame!\"Isaid。\"Yououghttoallowthosewhomyouknowtobedyingofhungeratleasttodieinpeace。
Thereisnotoneofuswhohasleftthetentallnight。Whysuspectus?\"
\"Nowjustlookhere,Mr。Kazallon,\"saidtheboatswain,inavoicewhichhewasendeavoringtocalmdownintomoderation,\"wearenotaccusingyouofanything;weknowwellenoughyou,andalltherestofyou,hadarighttoyoursharesasmuchasanybody;butthatisn’tit。It’sallgonesomewhere,everybit。\"
\"Yes,\"saidSandongruffly;\"it’sallgonesomewheres,andwearegoingtosearchthetent。\"
Resistancewasuseless,andMissHerbey,M。Letourneur,andAndrewereallturnedout。
IconfessIwasveryfearful。Ihadastrongsuspicionthatforthesakeofhisson,forwhomhewasreadytoven—
tureanything,M。Letourneurhadcommittedthetheft;inthatcaseIknewthatnothingwouldhavepreventedthein—
furiatedmenfromtearingthedevotedfathertopieces。I
beckonedtoCurtisforprotection,andhecameandstoodbesideme。Hesaidnothing,butwaitedwithhishandsinhispockets,andIthinkIamnotmistakeninmybeliefthattherewassomesortofaweaponineach。
Tomygreatreliefthesearchwasineffectual。Therewasnodoubtthatthecarcassofthesuicidehadbeenthrownoverboard,andtherageofthedisappointedcannibalsknewnobounds。
Yetwhohadventuredtodothedeed?IlookedatM。
LetourneurandMissHerbey;buttheircountenancesatoncebetrayedtheirignorance。Andreturnedhisfaceaway,andhiseyesdidnotmeetmyown。Probablyitishe;but,ifitbe,Iwonderwhetherhehasreckoneduptheconsequencesofsorashanact。
CHAPTERXLIX
THENEGROBECOMESINSANE
JANUARY20to22。——Forthedayortwoafterthehor—
riblerepastofthe18ththosewhohadpartakenofitap—
pearedtosuffercomparativelylittleeitherfromhungerorthirst;butforthefourofuswhohadtastednothing,theagonyofsufferinggrewmoreandmoreintense。Itwasenoughtomakeusrepineoverthelossoftheprovisionthathadsomysteriouslygone;andifanyoneofusshoulddie,Idoubtwhetherthesurvivorswouldasecondtimeresistthetemptationtoassuagetheirpangsbytastinghumanflesh。
Beforelong,allthecravingsofhungerbegantoreturntothesailors,andIcouldseetheireyesgreedilyglancinguponus,starvedastheyknewustobe,asthoughtheywerereck—
oningourhours,andalreadywerepreparingtoconsumeusastheirprey。
Asisalwaysthecasewithshipwreckedmen,weweretormentedbythirstfarmorethanbyhunger;andif,intheheightofoursufferings,wehadbeenofferedourchoicebe—
tweenafewdropsofwaterandafewcrumbsofbiscuit,I
donotdoubtthatweshould,withoutexception,havepre—
ferredtotakethewater。
Andwhatamockerytoourconditiondiditseemthatallthiswhiletherewaswater,water,nothingbutwater,every—
wherearoundus!Againandagain,incapableofcompre—
hendinghowpowerlessitwastorelieveme,Iputafewdropswithinmylips,butonlywiththeinvariableresultofbringingonamosttryingnausea,andrenderingmythirstmoreunendurablethanbefore。
Forty—twodayshadpassedsincewequittedthesinkingChancellor。Therecouldbenohopenow;allofusmustdie,andbythemostdeplorableofdeaths。Iwasquitecon—
sciousthatamistwasgatheringovermybrain;Ifeltmysensessinkingintoaconditionoftorpor;Imadeaneffort,butallinvain,tomasterthedeliriumthatIwasawarewastakingpossessionofmyreason。ItisoutofmypowertodecideforhowlongIlostmyconsciousness;butwhenI
cametomyselfIfoundthatMissHerbeyhadfoldedsomewetbandagesaroundmyforehead。Iamsomewhatbetter;
butIamweakened,mindandbody,andIamconsciousthatIhavenotlongtolive。
Afrightfulfatalityoccurredto—day。Thescenewaster—
rible。Jynxstropthenegrowentravingmad。Curtisandseveralofthementriedtheirutmosttocontrolhim,butinspiteofeverythinghebrokeloose,andtoreupanddowntheraft,utteringfearfulyells。Hehadgainedpossessionofahandspike,andrusheduponusallwiththeferocityofaninfuriatedtiger;howwecontrivedtoescapemischieffromhisattacks,Iknownot。Allatonce,byoneofthoseun—
accountableimpulsesofmadness,hisrageturnedagainsthimself。Withhisteethandnailshegnawedandtoreawayathisownflesh;dashingthebloodintoourfaces,heshriekedoutwithademoniacalgrin,\"Drink,drink!\"andflingingusgorymorsels,keptsaying\"Eat,eat!\"Inthemidstofhisinsaneshriekshemadeasuddenpause,thendashingbackagainfromthesterntothefront,hemadeaboundanddisappearedbeneaththewaves。
Falsten,Dowlas,andtheboatswain,madearushthatatleasttheymightsecurethebody;butitwastoolate;allthattheycouldseewasacrimsoncircleinthewater,andsomehugesharksdisportingthemselvesaroundthespot。
CHAPTERL
ALLHOPEGONE
JANUARY23。——Onlyelevenofusnowremain;andtheprobabilityisverygreatthateverydaymustnowcarryoffatleastitsonevictim,andperhapsmore。Theendofthetragedyisrapidlyapproaching,andsaveforthechance,whichisnexttoanimpossibility,ofoursightingland,orbeingpickedupbyapassingvessel,ereanotherweekhaselapsednotasinglesurvivoroftheChancellorwillremain。
Thewindfreshenedconsiderablyinthenight,anditisnowblowingprettybrisklyfromthenortheast。Ithasfilledoursail,andthewhitefoaminourwakeisanindicationthatwearemakingsomeprogress。Thecaptainreckonsthatwemustbeadvancingattherateofaboutthreemilesanhour。
CurtisandFalstenarecertainlyinthebestconditionamongus,andinspiteoftheirextremeemaciationtheybearupwonderfullyundertheprotractedhardshipswehaveallendured。WordscannotdescribethemelancholystatetowhichpoorMissHerbeybodilyisreduced;herwholebeingseemsabsorbedintohersoul,butthatsoulisbraveandresoluteasever,livinginheavenratherthanonearth。Theboatswain,strong,energeticmanthathewas,hasshrunkintoamereshadowofhisformerself,andIdoubtwhetheranyonewouldrecognizehimtobethesameman。Hekeepsperpetuallytoonecorneroftheraft,hisheaddroppeduponhischest,andhislong,bonyhandslyinguponkneesthatprojectsharplyfromhisworn—outtrowsers。UnlikeMissHerbey,hisspiritseemstohavesunkintoapathy,anditisattimesdifficulttobelievethatheislivingatall,somotion—
lessandstatue—likedoeshesit。
Silencecontinuestoreignupontheraft。Notasound,notevenagroan,escapesourlips。Wedonotexchangetenwordsinthecourseoftheday,andthefewsyllablesthatourparchedtonguesandswollenlipscanpronouncearealmostunintelligible。Wastedandbloodless,wearenolongerhumanbeings;wearespecters。
CHAPTERLI
FLAYPOLEBECOMESDELIRIOUS
JANUARY24。——1haveinquiredmorethanonceofCurtisifhehasthefaintestideatowhatquarteroftheAtlanticwehavedrifted,andeachtimehehasbeenunabletogivemeadecidedanswer,thoughfromhisgeneralobservationofthedirectionofthewindandcurrentsheimaginesthatwehavebeencarriedwestward,thatistosay,towardtheland。
To—daythebreezehasdroppedentirely,buttheheavyswellisstilluponthesea,andisanunquestionablesignthatatempesthasbeenragingatnogreatdistance。Theraftlaborshardagainstthewaves,andCurtis,Falsten,andtheboatswain,employthelittleenergythatremainstotheminstrengtheningthejoints。Whydotheygivethemselvessuchtrouble?Whynotletthefewfrailplankspartasunder,andallowtheoceantoterminateourmiserableex—
istence?Certainitseemsthatoursufferingsmusthavereachedtheirutmostlimit,andnothingcouldexceedthetorturethatweareenduring。Theskypoursdownuponusaheatlikethatofmoltenlead,andthesweatthatsaturatesthetatteredclothesthathangaboutourbodiesgoesfartoaggravatetheagoniesofourthirst。Nowordsofminecandescribethisdiredistress;thesesufferingsarebeyondhumanestimate。
Evenbathing,theonlymeansofrefreshmentthatwepossessed,hasnowbecomeimpossible,foreversinceJynx—
strop’sdeaththesharkshavehungabouttheraftinshoals。
To—dayItriedtogainafewdropsoffreshwaterbyevaporation,butevenwiththeexerciseofthegreatestpa—
tience,itwaswiththeutmostdifficultythatIobtainedenoughtomoistenalittlescrapoflinen;andtheonlykettlethatwehadwassooldandbattered,thatitwouldnotbearthefire,sothatIwasobligedtogiveuptheattemptinde—
spair。
Falstenisnowalmostexhausted,andifhesurvivesusatall,itcanonlybeforafewdays。WheneverIraisedmyheadIalwaysfailedtoseehim,buthewasprobablylyingshelteredsomewherebeneaththesails。Curtiswastheonlymanwhoremainedonhisfeet,butwithindomitablepluckhecontinuedtostandonthefrontoftheraft,waiting,watching,hoping。Tolookathim,withhisunflaggingenergy,almosttemptedmetoimaginethathedidwelltohope,butIdarednotentertainonesanguinethought,andthereIlay,waiting,nay,longingfordeath。
HowmanyhourspassedawaythusIcannottell,butafteratimealoudpealoflaughterburstuponmyear。Someoneelse,then,wasgoingmad,Ithought;buttheideadidnotrousemeintheleast。Thelaughterwasrepeatedwithgreatervehemence,butIneverraisedmyhead。PresentlyIcaughtafewincoherentwords。
\"Fields,fields,gardensandtrees!Look,there’saninnunderthetrees!Quick,quick!brandy,gin,water!aguineaadrop!I’llpayforit!I’velotsofmoney!lots!lots!\"
Poordeludedwretch!Ithoughtagain;thewealthofanationcouldnotbuyadropofwaterhere。Therewassilenceforaminute,whenallofasuddenIheardtheshoutof\"Land!land!\"
Thewordsacteduponmelikeanelectricshock,and,withafranticeffort,Istartedtomyfeet。Noland,indeed,wasvisible,butFlaypole,laughing,singing,andgesticulating,wasragingupanddowntheraft。Sight,taste,andhear—
ing——allweregone;butthecerebralderangementsuppliedtheirplace,andinimaginationthemaniacwasconversingwithabsentfriends,invitingthemintotheGeorgeInnatCardiff,offeringthemgin,whiskey,and,aboveall,water!
Stumblingateverystep,andsinginginacracked,discordantvoice,hestaggeredaboutamonguslikeanintoxicatedman。
Withthelossofhissensesallhissufferingshadvanished,andhisthirstwasappeased。Itwashardnottowishtobeapartakerofhishallucination。
Dowlas,Falsten,andtheboatswain,seemedtothinkthattheunfortunatewretchwould,likeJynxstrop,putanendtohimselfbyleapingintothesea;but,determinedthistimetopreservethebody,thatitmightserveabetterpurposethanmerelyfeedingthesharks,theyroseandfollowedthemadmaneverywherehewent,keepingastricteyeuponhiseverymovement。
Butthematterdidnotendastheyexpected。Asthoughhewerereallyintoxicatedbythestimulantsofwhichhehadbeenraving,Flaypoleatlastsankdowninaheapinacor—
neroftheraft,wherehelaylostinaheavyslumber。
CHAPTERLII
IDECIDETOCOMMITSUICIDE
JANUARY25。——Lastnightwasverymisty,andforsomeunaccountablereason,oneofthehottestthatcanbeimagined。Theatmospherewasreallysostifling,thatitseemedasifitonlyrequiredasparktosetitalight。Theraftwasnotonlyquitestationary,butdidnotevenriseandfallwithanymotionofthewaves。
DuringthenightItriedtocounthowmanytherewerenowonboard,butIwasutterlyunabletocollectmyideassufficientlytomaketheenumeration。SometimesIcountedten,sometimestwelve,andalthoughIknewthateleven,sinceJynxstropwasdead,wasthecorrectnumber,Icouldneverbringmyreckoningright。OfonethingIfeltquitesure,andthatwasthatthenumberwouldverysoonbeten。
IwasconvincedthatIcouldmyselflastbutverylittlelonger。Alltheeventsandassociationsofmylifepassedrapidlythroughmybrain。Mycountry,myfriends,andmyfamilyallappearedasitwereinavision,andseemedasthoughtheyhadcometobidmealastfarewell。
TowardmorningIwokefrommysleep,ifthelanguidstuporintowhichIhadfallenwasworthyofthatname。
Onefixedideahadtakenpossessionofmybrain——Iwouldputanendtomyself;andIfeltasortofpleasureasI
gloatedoverthepowerthatIhadtoterminatemysuffer—
ings。ItoldCurtis,withtheutmostcomposure,ofmyin—
tention,andhereceivedtheintelligenceascalmlyasitwasdelivered。
\"Ofcourseyouwilldoasyouplease,\"hesaid;\"formyownpart,Ishallnotabandonmypost。Itismydutytoremainhere;andunlessdeathcomestocarrymeaway,I
shallstaywhereIamtotheverylast。\"
Thedullgrayfogstillhungheavilyovertheocean,butthesunwasevidentlyshiningabovethemist,andwould,incourseoftime,dispelthevapor。Towardseveno’clockI
fanciedIheardthecriesofbirdsabovemyhead。Thesoundwasrepeatedthreetimes,andasIwentuptothecap—
taintoaskhimaboutit,Iheardhimmuttertohimself:
\"Birds!Why,thatlooksasiflandwerenotfaroff。\"
ButalthoughCurtismightstillclingtothehopeofreach—
ingland,Iknewnotwhatitwastohaveonesanguinethought。Formetherewasneithercontinentnorisland;
theworldwasonefluidsphere,uniform,monotonous,asinthemostprimitiveperiodofitsformation。Neverthelessitmustbeownedthatitwaswithacertainamountofim—
patiencethatIawaitedtherisingofthemist,forIwasanxioustoshakeoffthephantomfallaciesthatCurtis’swordshadsuggestedtomymind。
Nottilleleveno’clockdidthefogbegintobreak,andasitrolledinheavyfoldsalongthesurfaceofthewater,I
couldeverynowandthencatchglimpsesofaclearblueskybeyond。Fiercesunbeamspiercedthecloud—rifts,scorchingandburningourbodieslikered—hotiron;butitwasonlyaboveourheadsthattherewasanysunlighttocondensethevapor;thehorizonwasstillquiteinvisible。Therewasnowind,andforhalfanhourlongerthefoghungheavilyroundtheraft,whileCurtis,leaningagainsttheside,strovetopenetratetheobscurity。Atlengththesunburstforthinfullpower,and,sweepingthesurfaceoftheocean,dispelledthefogandleftthehorizonopentooureyes。
There,exactlyaswehadseenitforthelastsixweeks,wasthecirclethatboundedseaandsky——unbroken,definite,distinctasever!Curtisgazedwithintensestscrutiny,butdidnotspeakaword。Ipitiedhimsincerely,forhealoneofusallfeltthathehadnottherighttoputanendtohismisery。Formyself,IhadfullydeterminedthatifIlivedtillthefollowingday,Iwoulddiebymyownhand。
Whethermycompanionswerestillalive,Ihardlycaredtoknow;itseemedasthoughdayshadpassedsinceIhadseenthem。
Nightdrewon,butIcouldnotsleepforamoment。To—
wardtwoo’clockinthemorningmythirstwassointensethatIwasunabletosuppressloudcriesofagony。Wastherenothingthatwouldservetoquenchthefirethatwasburningwithinme?Whatif,insteadofdrinkingthebloodofothers,Iweretodrinkmyown?Itwouldbeallun—
availing,Iwaswellaware;butscarcelyhadthethoughtcrossedmymind,thanIproceededtoputitintoexecution。
Iunclaspedmyknife,and,strippingmyarm,withasteadythrustIopenedasmallvein。Thebloodoozedoutslowly,dropbydrop,andasIeagerlyswallowedthesourceofmyverylife,Ifeltthatforamomentmytormentswerere—
lieved。Butonlyforamoment;allenergyhadfailedmypulses,andalmostimmediatelythebloodhadceasedtoflow。
Howlongitseemedbeforethemorningdawned!andwhenthatmorningcameitbroughtanotherfog,heavyasbefore,thatagainshutoutthehorizon。Thefogwashotastheburningsteamthatissuesfromaboiler。Itwastobemylastdayuponearth,andIfeltthatIshouldliketopressthehandofafriendbeforeIdied。Curtiswasstand—
ingnear,andcrawlinguptohim,Itookhishandinmyown。HeseemedtoknowthatIwastakingmyfarewell,andwithonelastlingeringhopeheendeavoredtorestrainme。Butallinvain;mymindwasfinallymadeup。
IshouldhavelikedtospeakonceagaintoM。Letourneur,Andre,andMissHerbey,butmycouragefailedme。I
knewthattheyounggirlwouldreadmyresolutioninmyeyes,andthatshewouldspeaktomeofduty,andofGod,andofeternity,andIdarednotmeethergaze;andIwouldnotruntheriskofbeingpersuadedtowaituntilalingeringdeathshouldovertakeme。Ireturnedtothebackoftheraft,andaftermakingseveralefforts,Imanagedtogetontomyfeet。Icastonelonglookatthepitilessoceanandtheunbrokenhorizon;ifasailortheoutlineofacoasthadbrokenonmyview,IbelievethatIshouldonlyhavedeemedmyselfthevictimofanillusion;butnothingofthekindappeared,andtheseawasdrearyasadesert。
Itwasteno’clockinthemorning。Thepangsofhungerandthetormentsofthirstwererackingmewithredoubledvigor。Allinstinctofself—preservationhadleftme,andIfeltthatthehourhadcomewhenImustceasetosuffer。
JustasIwasonthepointofcastingmyselfheadlongintothesea,avoice,whichIrecognizedasDowlas’s,brokeuponmyear。
\"Captain,\"hesaid,\"wearegoingtodrawlots。\"
InvoluntarilyIpaused;Ididnottakemyplunge,butreturnedtomyplaceupontheraft。
CHAPTERLIII
WEDECIDETODRAWLOTS
JANUARY26。——Allheardandunderstoodtheproposition;
infactithadbeenincontemplationforseveraldays,butnoonehadventuredtoputtheideaintowords。However,itwasdonenow;lotsweretobedrawn,andtoeachwouldbeassignedhisshareofthebodyoftheoneordainedbyfatetobethevictim。Formyownpart,IprofessthatIwasquiteresignedforthelottofalluponmyself。IthoughtIheardAndreLetourneurbegforanexceptiontobemadeinfavorofMissHerbey;butthesailorsraisedamurmurofdissent。
Astherewereelevenofusonboard,thereweretenchancestooneineachone’sfavor——aproportionwhichwouldbediminishedifMissHerbeywereexcluded;sothattheyoungladywasforcedtotakeherchanceamongtherest。
Itwasthenhalf—pastten,andtheboatswain,whohadbeenrousedfromhislethargybywhatthecarpenterhadsaid,insistedthatthedrawingshouldtakeplaceimmediately。
Therewasnoreasonfordelayingthefatallottery。Therewasnotoneofusthatclungintheleasttolife;andweknewthat,attheworst,whoevershouldbedoomedtodie,wouldonlyprecedetherestbyafewdays,orevenhours。
Allthatwedesiredwasjustoncetoslakeourragingthirstandmoderateourgnawinghunger。
HowallthenamesfoundtheirwaytothebottomofahatIcannottell。VerylikelyFalstenwrotethemuponaleaftornfromhismemorandum—book。Butbethatasitmay,theelevennameswerethere,anditwasunanimouslyagreedthatthelastnamedrawnshouldbethevictim。
Butwhowoulddrawthenames?Therewashesitationforamoment;then\"Iwill,\"saidavoicebehindme。Turn—
inground,IbeheldM。Letourneurstandingwithout—
stretchedhand,andwithhislongwhitehairfallingoverhisthinlividfacethatwasalmostsublimeinitscalmness。I
divinedatoncethereasonofthisvoluntaryoffer;Iknewthatitwasthefather’sdevotioninself—sacrificethatledhimtoundertaketheoffice。
\"Assoonasyouplease,\"saidtheboatswain。
M。Letourneurproceededtodrawoutthefoldedstripsofpaper,onebyone,and,afterreadingoutloudthenameuponit,handedittoitsowner。
ThefirstnamecalledwasthatofBurke,whoutteredacryofdelight;thenfollowedFlaypoleandtheboatswain。
WhathisnamereallywasInevercouldexactlylearn。
ThencameFalsten,Curtis,Sandon。Morethanhalfhadnowbeencalled,andmynamehadnotyetbeendrawn。
Icalculatedmyremainingchance;itwasstillfourtooneinmyfavor。
M。Letourneurcontinuedhispainfultask。SinceBurke’sfirstexclamationofjoynotasoundhadescapedourlips,butallwerelisteninginbreathlesssilence。TheseventhnamewasMissHerbey’s,buttheyounggirlhearditwith—
outastart。Thencamemine,yes,mine!andtheninthwaswasthatofLetourneur。
\"Whichone?\"askedtheboatswain。
\"Andre,\"saidM。Letourneur。
WithonecryAndrefellbacksenseless。Onlytwonamesnowremainedinthehat——thoseofDowlasandM。Letour—
neurhimself。
\"Goon!\"almostroaredthecarpenter,surveyinghispartnerinperilasthoughhecoulddevourhim。M。Le—
tourneuralmosthadasmileuponhislips,ashedrewforththelastpaperbutone,andwithafirm,unfalteringvoice,marvelousforhisage,unfoldeditslowly,andreadthenameofDowlas。Thecarpentergaveayellofreliefasheheardtheword。
M。Letourneurtookthelastbitofpaperfromthehat,and,withoutlookingatit,toreittopieces。But,unper—
ceivedbyallbutmyself,onelittlefragmentflewintoacorneroftheraft。Icrawledtowarditandpickeditup。
OnonesideofitwaswrittenAndr——;therestofthewordwastornaway。M。LetourneursawwhatIhaddone,and,rushingtowardme,snatchedthepaperfrommyhands,andflungitintothesea。
CHAPTERLIV
MISSHERBEYPLEADSFORONEDAYMORE
JANUARY26。——Iunderstooditall;thedevotedfatherhav—
ingnothingmoretogive,hadgivenhislifeforhisson。
M。Letourneurwasnolongerahumanbeingintheeyesofthefamishedcreatureswhowerenowyearningtoseehimsacrificedtotheircravings。Attheverysightofthevictimthusprovided,allthetorturesofhungerreturnedwithredoubledviolence。Withlipsdistended,andteethdis—
played,theywaitedlikeaherdofcarnivorauntiltheycouldattacktheirpreywithbrutalvoracity;itseemedalmostdoubtfulwhethertheywouldnotfalluponhimwhilestillalive。Itseemedimpossiblethatanyappealtotheirhuman—
itycould,atsuchamoment,haveanyweight;nevertheless,theappealwasmade,and,incredibleasitmayseem,pre—
vailed。
Justastheboatswainwasabouttoactthepartofbutcher,andDowlasstood,hatchetinhand,readytocompletethebarbarouswork,MissHerbeyadvanced,orrathercrawled,towardthem。
\"Myfriends,\"shepleaded,\"willyounotwaitjustonemoreday?Ifnolandorshipisinsightto—morrow,thenIsupposeourpoorcompanionmustbecomeyourvictim。
Butallowhimonemoreday;inthenameofmercyIen—
treat,Iimploreyou。\"
Myheartboundedasshemadeherpitifulappeal。Itseemedtomeasthoughthenoblegirlhadspokenwithaninspirationonherlips,andIfanciedthat,perhaps,insuper—
naturalvisionshehadviewedthecoastortheshipofwhichshespoke;andonemoredaywasnotmuchtouswhohadalreadysufferedsolong,andenduredsomuch。
CurtisandFalstenagreedwithme,andweallunitedtosupportMissHerbey’smercifulpetition。Thesailorsdidnotutteramurmur,andtheboatswaininasmotheredvoicesaid:
\"Verywell,wewillwaittilldaybreakto—morrow,\"andthrewdownhishatchet。
To—morrow,then,unlesslandorasailappear,thehorriblesacrificewillbeaccomplished。Stiflingtheirsufferingsbyastrenuouseffort,allreturnedtotheirplaces。Thesailorscrouchedbeneaththesails,caringnothingaboutscanningtheocean。Foodwasinstoreforthemto—morrow,andthatwasenoughforthem。
AssoonasAndreLetourneurcametohissenses,hisfirstthoughtwasforhisfather,andIsawhimcountthepas—
sengersontheraft。Helookedpuzzled;whenhelostcon—
sciousnesstherehadbeenonlytwonamesleftinthehat,thoseofhisfatherandthecarpenter;andyetM。LetourneurandDowlaswereboththerestill。MissHerbeywentuptohimandtoldhimquietlythatthedrawingofthelotshadnotyetbeenfinished。Andreaskednofurtherques—
tion,buttookhisfather’shand。M。Letourneur’scounte—
nancewascalmandserene;heseemedtobeconsciousofnothingexceptthatthelifeofhissonwasspared,andasthetwosatconversinginanundertoneatthebackoftheraft,theirwholeexistenceseemedboundupineachother。
Meantime,Icouldnotdisabusemymindoftheimpres—
sioncausedbyMissHerbey’sintervention。Somethingtoldmethathelpwasnearathand,andthatwewereapproach—
ingtheterminationofoursuspenseandmisery;thechimerasthatwerefloatingthroughmybrainresolvedthemselvesintorealities,sothatnothingappearedtomemorecertainthanthateitherlandorsail,betheymilesaway,wouldbedis—
coveredsomewheretoleeward。
IimpartedmyconvictionstoM。Letourneurandhisson。
Andrewasassanguineasmyself;poorboy!helittlethinkswhatalossthereisinstoreforhimto—morrow。Hisfatherlistenedgravelytoallwesaid,andwhateverhemightthinkinhisownmind,hedidnotgiveusanydiscouragement;
Heaven,hesaid,hewassurewouldstillsparethesurvivorsoftheChancellor,andthenhelavishedonhissoncaresseswhichhedeemedtobehislast。
Sometimeafterward,whenIwasalonewithhim,M。
Letourneurwhisperedinmyear:
\"Mr。Kazallon,Icommendmyboytoyourcare,andmarkyou,hemustneverknow——\"
Hisvoicewaschokedwithtears,andhecouldnotfinishhissentence。
ButIwasfullofhope,and,withoutamoment’sinter—
mission,Ikeptmyeyesfixedupontheunbrokenhorizon。
Curtis,MissHerbey,Falsten,andeventheboatswain,werealsoeagerlyscanningthebroadexpanseofthesea。
Nighthascomeon;butIhavestillaprofoundconvictionthatthroughthedarknesssomeshipwillapproach,andthatatdaybreakourraftwillbeobserved。
CHAPTERLV
FRESHWATER
JANUARY27。——Ididnotclosemyeyesallnight,andwaskeenlyalivetothefaintestsounds,andeveryrippleofthewater,andeverymurmurofthewaves,brokedistinctlyonmyear。OnethingInoticedandacceptedasahappyomen;
notasinglesharknowlingeredroundtheraft。Thewan—
ingmoonroseataquartertoone,andthroughthefeebleglimmerwhichshecastacrosstheocean,manyandmanyatimeIfanciedIcaughtsightofthelonged—forsail,lyingonlyafewcables’—lengthsaway。
Butwhenmorningcame,thesunroseonceagainuponadesertocean,andmyhopesbegantofade。Neithershipnorshorehadappeared,andastheshockinghourofexecu—
tiondrewnear,mydreamsofdeliverancemeltedaway;I
shudderedinmyverysoulasIwasbroughtfacetofacewiththesternreality。Idarednotlookuponthevictim,andwheneverhiseyes,sofullofcalmnessandresignation,metmyown,Iturnedawaymyhead。Ifeltchokedwithhorror,andmybrainreeledasthoughIwereintoxi—
cated。
Itwasnowsixo’clock,andallhopehadvanishedfrommybreast;myheartbeatrapidly,andacoldsweatofagonybrokeoutalloverme。Curtisandtheboatswainstoodbythemastattentivelyscanningthehorizon。Theboatswain’scountenancewasterribletolookupon;onecouldseethatalthoughhewouldnotforestallthehour,hewasdeterminednottowaitamomentafteritarrived。Asforthecaptain,itwasimpossibletotellwhatreallypassedwithinhismind;
hisfacewaslivid,andhiswholeexistenceseemedconcen—
tratedintheexerciseofhispowerofvision。Thesailorswerecrawlingabouttheplatform,withtheireyesgleaming,likethewildbeastsreadytopounceupontheirdevotedprey。
Icouldnolongerkeepmyplace,andglidedalongtothefrontoftheraft。Theboatswainwasstillstandingintentonhiswatch,butallofasudden,inavoicethatmademestart,heshouted:
\"Nowthen,time’sup!\"andfollowedbyDowlas,Burke,Flaypole,andSandon,rantothebackoftheraft。AsDowlasseizedthehatchetconvulsively,MissHerbeycouldnotsuppressacryofterror。Andrestartedtohisfeet。
\"Whatareyougoingtodotomyfather?\"heaskedinaccentschokedwithemotion。
\"Myboy,\"saidM。Letourneur,\"thelothasfallenuponme,andImustdie!\"
\"Never!\"shriekedAndre,throwinghisarmsabouthisfather。\"Theyshallkillmefirst。ItwasIwhothrewHobart’sbodyintothesea,anditisIwhooughttodie!\"
Butthewordsoftheunhappyyouthhadnoothereffectthantoincreasethefuryofthemenwhoweresostanchlybentupontheirbloodypurpose。
\"Come,come,nomorefuss,\"saidDowlas,ashetoretheyoungmanawayfromhisfather’sembrace。
Andrefelluponhisback,inwhichpositiontwoofthesailorsheldhimdownsotightlythathecouldnotmove,whileBurkeandSandoncarriedofftheirvictimtothefront。
AllthishadtakenplacemuchmorerapidlythanIhavebeenabletodescribeit。Iwastransfixedwithhorror,andmuchasIwishedtothrowmyselfbetweenM。Letourneurandhisexecutioners,IseemedtoberootedtothespotwhereIwasstanding。
MeantimethesailorshadbeentakingoffsomeofM。
Letourneur’sclothes,andhisneckandshoulderswereal—
readybare。
\"Stopamoment!\"hesaidinatoneinwhichwastheringofindomitablecourage。\"Stop!Idon’twanttode—
priveyouofyourration;butIsupposeyouwillnotrequiretoeatthewholeofmeto—day。\"
Thesailors,takenbackbyhissuggestion,staredathimwithamazement。
\"Therearetenofyou,\"hewenton。\"Mytwoarmswillgiveyoueachameal;cutthemoffforto—day,andto—
morrowyoushallhavetherestofme。\"
\"Agreed!\"criedDowlas;andasM。Letourneurheldouthisbarearms,quickaslightningthecarpenterraisedhishatchet。
CurtisandIcouldbearthisscenenolonger;whilewewerealivetopreventit,thisbutcheryshouldnotbeper—
mitted,andwerushedforwardsimultaneouslytosnatchthevictimfromhismurderers。Afuriousstruggleensued,andinthemidstofthemelee,Iwasseizedbyoneofthesailors,andhurledviolentlyintothesea。
Closingmylips,Itriedtodieofsuffocationinthewater;
butinspiteofmyself,mymouthopened,andafewdropstrickleddownmythroat。
MercifulHeaven!thewaterwasfresh!
CHAPTERLVI
NEARTHECOASTOFSOUTHAMERICA
JANUARY27continued。——Achangecameovermeasifbymiracle。NolongerhadIanywishtodie,andalreadyCurtis,whohadheardmycries,wasthrowingmearope。
Iseizediteagerly,andwashauledupontotheraft。
\"Freshwater!\"werethefirstwordsIuttered。
\"Freshwater?\"criedCurtis;\"whythen,myfriends,wearenotfarfromland!\"
Itwasnottoolate:theblowhadnotbeenstruck,andsothevictimhadnotyetfallen。CurtisandAndre(whohadregainedhisliberty)hadfoughtwiththecannibals,anditwasjustastheywereyieldingtoover—poweringnumbersthatmyvoicehadmadeitselfheard。
Thestrugglecametoanend。Assoonasthewords\"freshwater\"hadescapedmylips,Ileanedoverthesideoftheraftandswallowedthelife—givingliquidingreedydraughts。MissHerbeywasthefirsttofollowmyexample,butsoonCurtis,Falsten,andalltherestwereontheirkneesanddrinkingeagerly。Theroughsailorsseemedasifbyamagictouchtransformedbackfromravenousbeaststohumanbeings,andIsawseveralofthemraisetheirhandstoheaveninsilentgratitude。Andreandhisfatherwerethelasttodrink。
\"Butwherearewe?\"Iaskedatlength。
\"Thelandisthere,\"saidCurtis,pointingtowardthewest。
Weallstaredatthecaptainasthoughheweremockingus:nolandwasinsight,andtheraft,justasever,wasthecenterofawaterywaste。Yetoursenseshadnotdeceivedus;thewaterwehadbeendrinkingwasperfectlyfresh。
\"Yes,\"repeatedthecaptain,\"landiscertainlythere,notmorethantwentymilestoleeward。\"
\"Whatland?\"inquiredtheboatswain。
\"SouthAmerica,\"answeredCurtis,\"andneartheAmazon;nootherriverhasacurrentstrongenoughtofreshentheoceantwentymilesfromshore!\"
CHAPTERLVII
LANDAHOY!
JANUARY27continued。——Curtis,nodoubt,wasright。
ThedischargefromthemouthoftheAmazonisenor—
mouslylarge,butwehadprobablydriftedintotheonlyspotintheAtlanticwherewecouldfindfreshwatersofarfromland。Yetlandundoubtedlywasthere,andthebreezewascarryingusonwardslowlybutsurelytoourdeliverance。
MissHerbey’svoicewasheardpouringoutferventpraisetoHeaven,andwewereallgladtouniteourthanksgivingswithhers。Thenthewholeofus(withtheexceptionofAndreandhisfather,whoremainedbythemselvesto—
getheratthestern)clusteredinagroup,andkeptourex—
pectantgazeuponthehorizon。
Wehadnotlongtowait。Beforeanhourhadpassed,Curtisleapedinecstasyandraisedthejoyousshoutof\"Landahoy!\"……
Myjournalhascometoaclose。
Ihaveonlytorelate,asbrieflyaspossible,thecircum—
stancesthatfinallybroughtustoourdestination。
AfewhoursafterwefirstsightedlandtheraftwasoffCapeMagoari,ontheislandofMarajo,andwasobservedbysomefishermen,who,withkind—heartedalacritypickedusupandtendedusmostcarefully。TheyconveyedustoPara,wherewebecametheobjectsofunboundedsympathy。
Theraftwasbroughttolandinlatitude0deg。12’north,sothatsinceweabandonedtheChancellorwehaddriftedatleastfifteendegreestothesouthwest。Exceptforthein—
fluenceoftheGulfStreamwemusthavebeencarriedfar,fartothesouth,andinthatcaseweshouldneverhavereachedthemouthoftheAmazon,andmustinevitablyhavebeenlost。
Ofthethirty—twosouls——ninepassengersandtwenty—
threeseamen——wholeftCharlestononboardtheship,onlyfivepassengersandsixseamenremain。Elevenofusalonesurvive。
AnofficialaccountofourrescuewasdrawnupbytheBrazilianauthorities。ThosewhosignedwereMissHer—
bey,J。R。Kazallon,M。Letourneur,AndreLetourneur,Mr。Falsten,theboatswain,Dowlas,Burke,Flaypole,San—
don,andlast,thoughnotleast,\"RobertCurtis,Captain。\"
AtParawesoonfoundfacilitiesforcontinuingourhomewardroute。AvesseltookustoCayenne,wherewesecuredapassageonboardoneofthesteamersoftheFrenchTransatlanticAspinwallline,theVilledeSt。Na—
zaire,whichconveyedustoEurope。
Afterallthedangersandprivationswhichwehaveunder—
gonetogether,itisscarcelynecessarytosaythattherehasarisenbetweenthesurvivingpassengersoftheChancellorabondoffriendshiptooindissoluble,Ibelieve,foreithertimeorcircumstancetodestroy;Curtismusteverremainthehonoredandvaluedfriendofthosewhosewelfareheconsultedsofaithfullyintheirmisfortunes;hisconductwasbeyondallpraise。
Whenwewerefairlyonourhomewardway,MissHerbeybychanceintimatedtousherintentionofretiringfromtheworldanddevotingtheremainderofherlifetothecareofthesickandsuffering。
\"Thenwhynotcomeandlookaftermyson?\"saidM。Letourneur,adding,\"heisaninvalid,andherequires,ashedeserves,thebestofnursing。\"
MissHerbey,aftersomedeliberation,consentedtobe—
comeamemberoftheirfamily,andfindsinM。Letourneurafather,andinAndreabrother。Abrother,Isay;butmaywenothopethatshemaybeunitedbyadearerandaclosertie,andthatthenoble—heartedgirlmayexperiencethehappinessthatshesorichlydeserves?