第6章

PARTTHETHIRD——SUMMER

CHAPTERI:DRIVINGOUTOFBUDMOUTH

Aneasybendofneckandgracefulsetofhead;fullandwavybundlesofdark—brownhair;lightfalloflittlefeet;prettydevicesontheskirtofthedress;cleardeepeyes;inshort,abunchofsweets:

itwasFancy!Dick’sheartwentroundtoherwitharush。

ThescenewasthecornerofMaryStreetinBudmouth—Regis,neartheKing’sstatue,atwhichpointthewhiteangleofthelasthouseintherowcutperpendicularlyanembayedandnearlymotionlessexpanseofsaltwaterprojectedfromtheouterocean——to—daylitinbrighttonesofgreenandopal。DickandSmarthadjustemergedfromthestreet,andthereontheright,againstthebrilliantsheetofliquidcolour,stoodFancyDay;andsheturnedandrecognizedhim。

DicksuspendedhisthoughtsoftheletterandwonderathowshecametherebydrivingclosetothechainsoftheEsplanade——incontinentlydisplacingtwochairmen,whohadjustcometolifeforthesummerinnewcleanshirtsandrevivifiedclothes,andbeingalmostdisplacedinturnbyarigidboyrattlingalongwithabaker’scart,andlookingneithertotherightnortheleft。HeaskedifsheweregoingtoMellstockthatnight。

\"Yes,I’mwaitingforthecarrier,\"shereplied,seeming,too,tosuspendthoughtsoftheletter。

\"NowIcandriveyouhomenicely,andyousavehalfanhour。Willyecomewithme?\"

AsFancy’spowertowillanythingseemedtohavedepartedinsomemysteriousmanneratthatmoment,Dicksettledthematterbygettingoutandassistingherintothevehiclewithoutanotherword。

Thetemporaryflushuponhercheekchangedtoalesserhue,whichwaspermanent,andatlengththeireyesmet;therewaspresentbetweenthemacertainfeelingofembarrassment,whicharisesatsuchmomentswhenalltheinstinctiveactsdictatedbythepositionhavebeenperformed。Dick,beingengagedwiththereins,thoughtlessofthisawkwardnessthandidFancy,whohadnothingtodobuttofeelhispresence,andtobemoreandmoreconsciousofthefact,thatbyacceptingaseatbesidehiminthiswayshesuccumbedtothetoneofhisnote。Smartjoggedalong,andDickjogged,andthehelplessFancynecessarilyjogged,too;andshefeltthatshewasinameasurecaptureIandmadeaprisoner。

\"Iamsomuchobligedtoyouforyourcompany,MissDay,\"heobserved,astheydrovepastthetwosemicircularbaysoftheOldRoyalHotel,whereHisMajestyKingGeorgetheThirdhadmanyatimeattendedtheballsoftheburgesses。

ToMissDay,creditinghimwiththesameconsciousnessofmastery——aconsciousnessofwhichhewasperfectlyinnocent——thisremarksoundedlikeamagnanimousintentiontosootheher,thecaptive。

\"Ididn’tcomeforthepleasureofobligingyouwithmycompany,\"

shesaid。

TheanswerhadanunexpectedmannerofincivilityinitthatmusthavebeenrathersurprisingtoyoungDewy。Atthesametimeitmaybeobserved,thatwhenayoungwomanreturnsarudeanswertoayoungman’scivilremark,herheartisinastatewhicharguesratherhopefullyforhiscasethanotherwise。

Therewassilencebetweenthemtilltheyhadleftthesea—frontandpassedabouttwentyofthetreesthatornamentedtheroadleadingupoutofthetowntowardsCasterbridgeandMellstock。

\"ThoughIdidn’tcomeforthatpurposeeither,Iwouldhavedoneit,\"saidDickatthetwenty—firsttree。

\"Now,Mr。Dewy,noflirtation,becauseit’swrong,andIdon’twishit。\"

Dickseatedhimselfafreshjustashehadbeensittingbefore,arrangedhislooksveryemphatically,andclearedhisthroat。

\"Really,anybodywouldthinkyouhadmetmeonbusinessandwerejustgoingtocommence,\"saidtheladyintractably。

\"Yes,theywould。\"

\"Why,youneverhave,tobesure!\"

Thiswasashakybeginning。Hechoppedround,andsaidcheerily,asamanwhohadresolvednevertospoilhisjollitybylovingoneofwomankind——\"Well,howareyougettingon,MissDay,atthepresenttime?Gaily,Idon’tdoubtforamoment。\"

\"Iamnotgay,Dick;youknowthat。\"

\"Gailydoesn’tmeandeckedingaydresses。\"

\"Ididn’tsupposegailywasgailydressed。Mightyme,whatascholaryou’vegrown!\"

\"Lotsofthingshavehappenedtoyouthisspring,Isee。\"

\"Whathaveyouseen?\"

\"O,nothing;I’veheard,Imean!\"

\"Whathaveyouheard?\"

\"Thenameofaprettyman,withbrassstudsandacopperringandatinwatch—chain,alittlemixedupwithyourown。That’sall。\"

\"That’saveryunkindpictureofMr。Shiner,forthat’swhoyoumean!Thestudsaregold,asyouknow,andit’sarealsilverchain;theringIcan’tconscientiouslydefend,andheonlyworeitonce。\"

\"Hemighthavewornitahundredtimeswithoutshowingithalfsomuch。\"

\"Well,he’snothingtome,\"sheserenelyobserved。

\"NotanymorethanIam?\"

\"Now,Mr。Dewy,\"saidFancyseverely,\"certainlyheisn’tanymoretomethanyouare!\"

\"Notsomuch?\"

Shelookedasidetoconsidertheprecisecompassofthatquestion。

\"ThatIcan’texactlyanswer,\"sherepliedwithsoftarchness。

Astheyweregoingratherslowly,anotherspring—cart,containingafarmer,farmer’swife,andfarmer’sman,joggedpastthem;andthefarmer’swifeandfarmer’smaneyedthecoupleverycuriously。Thefarmerneverlookedupfromthehorse’stail。

\"Whycan’tyouexactlyanswer?\"saidDick,quickeningSmartalittle,andjoggingonjustbehindthefarmerandfarmer’swifeandman。

Asnoanswercame,andastheireyeshadnothingelsetodo,theybothcontemplatedthepicturepresentedinfront,andnoticedhowthefarmer’swifesatflattenedbetweenthetwomen,whobulgedovereachendoftheseattogiveherroom,tilltheyalmostsatupontheirrespectivewheels;andtheylookedtooatthefarmer’swife’ssilkmantle,inflatingitselfbetweenhershoulderslikeaballoonandsinkingflatagain,ateachjogofthehorse。Thefarmer’swife,feelingtheireyesstickingintoherback,lookedoverhershoulder。Dickdroppedtenyardsfurtherbehind。

\"Fancy,whycan’tyouanswer?\"herepeated。

\"BecausehowmuchyouaretomedependsuponhowmuchIamtoyou,\"

saidsheinlowtones。

\"Everything,\"saidDick,puttinghishandtowardshers,andcastingemphaticeyesupontheuppercurveofhercheek。

\"Now,RichardDewy,notouchingme!Ididn’tsayinwhatwayyourthinkingofmeaffectedthequestion——perhapsinversely,don’tyousee?Notouching,sir!Look;goodnessme,don’t,Dick!\"

ThecauseofhersuddenstartwastheunpleasantappearanceoverDick’srightshoulderofanemptytimber—wagonandfourjourneymen—

carpentersreclininginlazyposturesinsideit,theireyesdirectedupwardsatvariousobliqueanglesintothesurroundingworld,thechiefobjectoftheirexistencebeingapparentlytocriticizetotheverybackboneandmarroweveryanimateobjectthatcamewithinthecompassoftheirvision。ThisdifficultyofDick’swasovercomebytrottingontillthewagonandcarpenterswerebeginningtolookrathermistybyreasonofafilmofdustthataccompaniedtheirwagon—wheels,androsearoundtheirheadslikeafog。

\"Sayyouloveme,Fancy。\"

\"No,Dick,certainlynot;’tisn’ttimetodothatyet。\"

\"Why,Fancy?\"

\"’MissDay’isbetteratpresent——don’tmindmysayingso;andI

oughtnottohavecalledyouDick。\"

\"Nonsense!whenyouknowthatIwoulddoanythingonearthforyourlove。Why,youmakeanyonethinkthatlovingisathingthatcanbedoneandundone,andputonandputoffatamerewhim。\"

\"No,no,Idon’t,\"shesaidgently;\"buttherearethingswhichtellmeIoughtnottogivewaytomuchthinkingaboutyou,evenif——\"

\"Butyouwantto,don’tyou?Yes,sayyoudo;itisbesttobetruthful。Whatevertheymaysayaboutawoman’srighttoconcealwhereherlovelies,andpretenditdoesn’texist,andthingslikethat,itisnotbest;Idoknowit,Fancy。Andanhonestwomaninthat,aswellasinallherdailyconcerns,shinesmostbrightly,andisthoughtmostofinthelong—run。\"

\"Wellthen,perhaps,Dick,Idoloveyoualittle,\"shewhisperedtenderly;\"butIwishyouwouldn’tsayanymorenow。\"

\"Iwon’tsayanymorenow,then,ifyoudon’tlikeit,dear。Butyoudolovemealittle,don’tyou?\"

\"Nowyououghtnottowantmetokeepsayingthingstwice;Ican’tsayanymorenow,andyoumustbecontentwithwhatyouhave。\"

\"ImayatanyratecallyouFancy?There’snoharminthat。\"

\"Yes,youmay。\"

\"Andyou’llnotcallmeMr。Dewyanymore?\"

\"Verywell。\"

CHAPTERII:FURTHERALONGTHEROAD

Dick’sspiritshavingriseninthecourseoftheseadmissionsofhissweetheart,henowtouchedSmartwiththewhip;andonSmart’sneck,notfarbehindhisears。Smart,whohadbeenlostinthoughtforsometime,neverdreamingthatDickcouldreachsofarwithawhipwhich,onthisparticularjourney,hadneverbeenextendedfurtherthanhisflank,tossedhishead,andscamperedalongwithexceedingbriskness,whichwasverypleasanttotheyoungcouplebehindhimtill,turningabendintheroad,theycameinstantlyuponthefarmer,farmer’sman,andfarmer’swifewiththeflappingmantle,alljoggingonjustthesameasever。

\"Botherthosepeople!Hereweareuponthemagain。\"

\"Well,ofcourse。Theyhaveasmuchrighttotheroadaswe。\"

\"Yes,butitisprovokingtobeoverlookedso。Ilikearoadalltomyself。Lookwhatalumberingaffairtheirsis!\"Thewheelsofthefarmer’scart,justatthatmoment,joggedintoadepressionrunningacrosstheroad,givingthecartatwist,whereuponallthreenoddedtotheleft,andoncomingoutofitallthreenoddedtotheright,andwentonjerkingtheirbacksinandoutasusual。\"We’llpassthemwhentheroadgetswider。\"

Whenanopportunityseemedtoofferitselfforcarryingthisintentionintoeffect,theyheardlightflyingwheelsbehind,andontheirquarteringtherewhizzedalongpastthemabrand—newgig,sobrightlypolishedthatthespokesofthewheelssentforthacontinualquiveringlightatonepointintheircircle,andallthepanelsglaredlikemirrorsinDickandFancy’seyes。Thedriver,andownerasitappeared,wasreallyahandsomeman;hiscompanionwasShiner。BothturnedroundastheypassedDickandFancy,andstaredwithboldadmirationinherfacetilltheywereobligedtoattendtotheoperationofpassingthefarmer。DickglancedforaninstantatFancywhileshewasundergoingtheirscrutiny;thenreturnedtohisdrivingwithratherasadcountenance。

\"Whyareyousosilent?\"shesaid,afterawhile,withrealconcern。

\"Nothing。\"

\"Yes,itis,Dick。Icouldn’thelpthosepeoplepassing。\"

\"Iknowthat。\"

\"Youlookoffendedwithme。WhathaveIdone?\"

\"Ican’ttellwithoutoffendingyou。\"

\"Betterout。\"

\"Well,\"saidDick,whoseemedlongingtotell,evenattheriskofoffendingher,\"Iwasthinkinghowdifferentyouinlovearefrommeinlove。Whilstthosemenwerestaring,youdismissedmefromyourthoughtsaltogether,and——\"

\"Youcan’toffendmefurthernow;tellall!\"

\"Andshoweduponyourfaceapleasedsenseofbeingattractiveto’em。\"

\"Don’tbesilly,Dick!YouknowverywellIdidn’t。\"

Dickshookhisheadsceptically,andsmiled。

\"Dick,IalwaysbelieveflatteryIFPOSSIBLE——anditwaspossiblethen。Nowthere’sanopenconfessionofweakness。ButIshowednoconsciousnessofit。\"

Dick,perceivingbyherlookthatshewouldadheretoherstatement,charitablyforboresayinganythingthatcouldmakeherprevaricate。

ThesightofShiner,too,hadrecalledanotherbranchofthesubjecttohismind;thatwhichhadbeenhisgreatesttroubletillhercompanyandwordshadobscureditsprobability。

\"Bytheway,Fancy,doyouknowwhyourquireistobedismissed?\"

\"No:exceptthatitisMr。Maybold’swishformetoplaytheorgan。\"

\"Doyouknowhowitcametobehiswish?\"

\"ThatIdon’t。\"

\"Mr。Shiner,beingchurchwarden,haspersuadedthevicar;who,however,waswillingenoughbefore。Shiner,Iknow,iscrazytoseeyouplayingeverySunday;Isupposehe’llturnoveryourmusic,fortheorganwillbeclosetohispew。But——Iknowyouhaveneverencouragedhim?\"

\"Neveronce!\"saidFancyemphatically,andwitheyesfullofearnesttruth。\"Idon’tlikehimindeed,andIneverheardofhisdoingthisbefore!IhavealwaysfeltthatIshouldliketoplayinachurch,butIneverwishedtoturnyouandyourchoirout;andI

neverevensaidthatIcouldplaytillIwasasked。Youdon’tthinkforamomentthatIdid,surely,doyou?\"

\"Iknowyoudidn’t,dear。\"

\"OrthatIcaretheleastmorselofabitforhim?\"

\"Iknowyoudon’t。\"

ThedistancebetweenBudmouthandMellstockwastenorelevenmiles,andtherebeingagoodinn,\"TheShip,\"fourmilesoutofBudmouth,withamastandcross—treesinfront,Dick’scustomindrivingthitherwastodividethejourneyintothreestagesbyrestingatthisinngoingandcoming,andnottroublingtheBudmouthstablesatall,wheneverhisvisittothetownwasamerecallanddeposit,asto—day。

Fancywasusheredintoalittletea—room,andDickwenttothestablestoseetothefeedingofSmart。Infaceofthesignificanttwitchesoffeaturethatwerevisibleintheostlerandlabouringmenidlingaround,DickendeavouredtolookunconsciousofthefactthattherewasanysentimentbetweenhimandFancybeyondatranter’sdesiretocarryapassengerhome。HepresentlyenteredtheinnandopenedthedoorofFancy’sroom。

\"Dick,doyouknow,ithasstruckmethatitisratherawkward,mybeingherealonewithyoulikethis。Idon’tthinkyouhadbettercomeinwithme。\"

\"That’sratherunpleasant,dear。\"

\"Yes,itis,andIwantedyoutohavesometeaaswellasmyselftoo,becauseyoumustbetired。\"

\"Well,letmehavesomewithyou,then。Iwasdeniedoncebefore,ifyourecollect,Fancy。\"

\"Yes,yes,nevermind!Anditseemsunfriendlyofmenow,butI

don’tknowwhattodo。\"

\"Itshallbeasyousay,then。\"Dickbegantoretreatwithadissatisfiedwrinklingofface,andafarewellglanceatthecosytea—tray。

\"Butyoudon’tseehowitis,Dick,whenyouspeaklikethat,\"shesaid,withmoreearnestnessthanshehadevershownbefore。\"Youdoknow,thatevenifIcareverymuchforyou,ImustrememberthatI

haveadifficultpositiontomaintain。Thevicarwouldnotlikeme,ashisschoolmistress,toindulgeinatete—a—teteanywherewithanybody。\"

\"ButIamnotANYbody!\"exclaimedDick。

\"No,no,Imeanwithayoungman;\"andsheaddedsoftly,\"unlessI

werereallyengagedtobemarriedtohim。\"

\"Isthatall?Then,dearest,dearest,whywe’llbeengagedatonce,tobesurewewill,anddownIsit!Thereitis,aseasyasaglove!\"

\"Ah!butsupposeIwon’t!And,goodnessme,whathaveIdone!\"shefaltered,gettingveryred。\"Positively,itseemsasifImeantyoutosaythat!\"

\"Let’sdoit!Imeangetengaged,\"saidDick。\"Now,Fancy,willyoubemywife?\"

\"Doyouknow,Dick,itwasratherunkindofyoutosaywhatyoudidcomingalongtheroad,\"sheremarked,asifshehadnotheardthelatterpartofhisspeech;thoughanacuteobservermighthavenoticedaboutherbreast,astheword’wife’fellfromDick’slips,asoftsilentescapeofbreaths,withveryshortrestsbetweeneach。

\"WhatdidIsay?\"

\"Aboutmytryingtolookattractivetothosemeninthegig。\"

\"Youcouldn’thelplookingso,whetheryoutriedorno。And,Fancy,youdocareforme?\"

\"Yes。\"

\"Verymuch?\"

\"Yes。\"

\"Andyou’llbemyownwife?\"

Herheartquickened,addingtoandwithdrawingfromhercheekvaryingtonesofredtomatcheachvaryingthought。Dicklookedexpectantlyattheripetintofherdelicatemouth,waitingforwhatwascomingforth。

\"Yes——iffatherwillletme。\"

Dickdrewhimselfclosetoher,compressinghislipsandpoutingthemout,asifhewereabouttowhistlethesoftestmelodyknown。

\"Ono!\"saidFancysolemnly。

ThemodestDickdrewbackalittle。

\"Dick,Dick,kissmeandletmegoinstantly!——here’ssomebodycoming!\"shewhisperinglyexclaimed。

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HalfanhourafterwardsDickemergedfromtheinn,andifFancy’slipshadbeenrealcherriesprobablyDick’swouldhaveappeareddeeplystained。Thelandlordwasstandingintheyard。

\"Heu—heu!hay—hay,MasterDewy!Ho—ho!\"helaughed,lettingthelaughslipoutgentlyandbydegreesthatitmightmakelittlenoiseinitsexit,andsmitingDickunderthefifthribatthesametime。

\"Thiswillneverdo,uponmylife,MasterDewy!callingfortayforafeymelpassenger,andthengoinginandsittingdownandhavingsometoo,andbidingsuchafinelongtime!\"

\"Butsurelyyouknow?\"saidDick,withgreatapparentsurprise。

\"Yes,yes!Ha—ha!\"smitingthelandlordundertheribsinreturn。

\"Why,what?Yes,yes;ha—ha!\"

\"Youknow,ofcourse!\"

\"Yes,ofcourse!But——thatis——Idon’t。\"

\"Whyabout——betweenthatyoungladyandme?\"noddingtothewindowoftheroomthatFancyoccupied。

\"No;notI!\"saidtheinnkeeper,bringinghiseyesintocircles。

\"Andyoudon’t!\"

\"Notaword,I’lltakemyoath!\"

\"ButyoulaughedwhenIlaughed。\"

\"Ay,thatwasmesympathy;sodidyouwhenIlaughed!\"

\"Really,youdon’tknow?Goodness——notknowingthat!\"

\"I’lltakemyoathIdon’t!\"

\"Oyes,\"saidDick,withfrigidrhetoricofpityingastonishment,\"we’reengagedtobemarried,yousee,andInaturallylookafterher。\"

\"Ofcourse,ofcourse!Ididn’tknowthat,andIhopeye’llexcuseanylittlefreedomofmine,Mr。Dewy。Butitisaveryoddthing;I

wastalkingtoyourfatherveryintimateaboutfamilymattersonlylastFridayintheworld,andwhoshouldcomeinbutKeeperDay,andweallthenfella—talkingo’familymatters;butneitheroneo’

themsaidamortalwordaboutit;knowenmetoosomanyyears,andI

atyourfather’sownwedding。’Tisn’twhatIshouldhaveexpectedfromanoldneighbour!\"

\"Well,tosaythetruth,wehadn’ttoldfatheroftheengagementatthattime;infact,’twasn’tsettled。\"

\"Ah!thebusinesswasdoneSunday。Yes,yes,Sunday’sthecourtingday。Heu—heu!\"

\"No,’twasn’tdoneSundayinparticular。\"

\"Afterschool—hoursthisweek?Well,averygoodtime,averypropergoodtime。\"

\"Ono,’twasn’tdonethen。\"

\"Comingalongtheroadto—daythen,Isuppose?\"

\"Notatall;Iwouldn’tthinkofgettingengagedinadog—cart。\"

\"Dammy——mightaswellhavesaidatonce,theWHENbeblowed!

Anyhow,’tisafineday,andIhopenexttimeyou’llcomeasone。\"

Fancywasdulybroughtoutandassistedintothevehicle,andthenewlyaffiancedyouthandmaidenpassedupthesteephilltotheRidgeway,andvanishedinthedirectionofMellstock。

CHAPTERIII:ACONFESSION

Itwasamorningofthelattersummer—time;amorningoflingeringdews,whenthegrassisneverdryintheshade。Fuchsiasanddahliaswereladentilleleveno’clockwithsmalldropsanddashesofwater,changingthecolouroftheirsparkleateverymovementoftheair;andelsewherehangingontwigslikesmallsilverfruit。

Thethreadsofgardenspidersappearedthickandpolished。Inthedryandsunnyplaces,dozensoflong—leggedcrane—flieswhizzedoffthegrassateverystepthepassertook。

FancyDayandherfriendSusanDewythetranter’sdaughter,wereinsuchaspotasthis,pullingdownaboughladenwithearlyapples。

ThreemonthshadelapsedsinceDickandFancyhadjourneyedtogetherfromBudmouth,andthecourseoftheirlovehadrunonvigorouslyduringthewholetime。Therehadbeenjustenoughdifficultyattendingitsdevelopment,andjustenoughfinesserequiredinkeepingitprivate,tolendthepassionanever—increasingfreshnessonFancy’spart,whilst,whetherfromtheseaccessoriesornot,Dick’shearthadbeenatalltimesasfondascouldbedesired。ButtherewasacloudonFancy’shorizonnow。

\"Sheissowelloff——betterthananyofus,\"SusanDewywassaying。

\"Herfatherfarmsfivehundredacres,andshemightmarryadoctororcurateoranythingofthatkindifshecontrivedalittle。\"

\"Idon’tthinkDickoughttohavegonetothatgipsy—partyatallwhenheknewIcouldn’tgo,\"repliedFancyuneasily。

\"Hedidn’tknowthatyouwouldnotbetheretillitwastoolatetorefusetheinvitation,\"saidSusan。

\"Andwhatwasshelike?Tellme。\"

\"Well,shewasratherpretty,Imustown。\"

\"Tellstraightonabouther,can’tyou!Come,do,Susan。Howmanytimesdidyousayhedancedwithher?\"

\"Once。\"

\"Twice,Ithinkyousaid?\"

\"IndeedI’msureIdidn’t。\"

\"Well,andhewantedtoagain,Iexpect。\"

\"No;Idon’tthinkhedid。Shewantedtodancewithhimagainbadenough,Iknow。EverybodydoeswithDick,becausehe’ssohandsomeandsuchaclevercourter。\"

\"O,Iwish!——Howdidyousaysheworeherhair?\"

\"Inlongcurls,——andherhairislight,anditcurlswithoutbeingputinpaper:that’showitisshe’ssoattractive。\"

\"She’stryingtogethimaway!yes,yes,sheis!AndthroughkeepingthismiserableschoolImustn’twearmyhairincurls!ButIwill;Idon’tcareifIleavetheschoolandgohome,Iwillwearmycurls!Look,Susan,do!isherhairassoftandlongasthis?\"

Fancypulledfromitscoilunderherhatatwineofherownhair,andstretcheditdownhershouldertoshowitslength,lookingatSusantocatchheropinionfromhereyes。

\"Itisaboutthesamelengthasthat,Ithink,\"saidMissDewy。

Fancypausedhopelessly。\"Iwishminewaslighter,likehers!\"shecontinuedmournfully。\"Buthersisn’tsosoft,isit?Tellme,now。\"

\"Idon’tknow。\"

Fancyabstractedlyextendedhervisiontosurveyayellowbutterflyandared—and—blackbutterflythatwereflittingalongincompany,andthenbecameawarethatDickwasadvancingupthegarden。

\"Susan,here’sDickcoming;Isupposethat’sbecausewe’vebeentalkingabouthim。\"

\"Well,then,Ishallgoindoorsnow——youwon’twantme;\"andSusanturnedpracticallyandwalkedoff。

Enterthesingle—mindedDick,whoseonlyfaultatthegipsying,orpicnic,hadbeenthatoflovingFancytooexclusively,anddeprivinghimselfoftheinnocentpleasurethegatheringmighthaveaffordedhim,bysighingregretfullyatherabsence,——whohaddancedwiththerivalinsheerdespairofeverbeingabletogetthroughthatstale,flat,andunprofitableafternooninanyotherway;butthisshewouldnotbelieve。

Fancyhadsettledherplanofemotion。ToreproachDick?Ono,no。

\"Iamingreattrouble,\"saidshe,takingwhatwasintendedtobeahopelesslymelancholysurveyofafewsmallappleslyingunderthetree;yetacriticalearmighthavenoticedinhervoiceatentativetoneastotheeffectofthewordsuponDickwhensheutteredthem。

\"Whatareyouintroubleabout?Tellmeofit,\"saidDickearnestly。\"Darling,Iwillshareitwith’eeandhelp’ee。\"

\"No,no:youcan’t!Nobodycan!\"

\"Whynot?Youdon’tdeserveit,whateveritis。Tellme,dear。\"

\"O,itisn’twhatyouthink!Itisdreadful:myownsin!\"

\"Sin,Fancy!asifyoucouldsin!Iknowitcan’tbe。\"

\"’Tis,’tis!\"saidtheyounglady,inaprettylittlefrenzyofsorrow。\"Ihavedonewrong,andIdon’tliketotellit!Nobodywillforgiveme,nobody!andyouaboveallwillnot!……Ihaveallowedmyselfto——to——fl——\"

\"What,——notflirt!\"hesaid,controllinghisemotionasitwerebyasuddenpressureinwardfromhissurface。\"Andyousaidonlythedaybeforeyesterdaythatyouhadn’tflirtedinyourlife!\"

\"Yes,Idid;andthatwasawickedstory!Ihaveletanotherloveme,and——\"

\"GoodG——!Well,I’llforgiveyou,——yes,ifyoucouldn’thelpit,——

yes,Iwill!\"saidthenowdismalDick。\"Didyouencouragehim?\"

\"O,——Idon’tknow,——yes——no。O,Ithinkso!\"

\"Whowasit?\"Apause。\"Tellme!\"

\"Mr。Shiner。\"

Afterasilencethatwasonlydisturbedbythefallofanapple,along—checkedsighfromDick,andasobfromFancy,hesaidwithrealausterity—

\"Tellitall;——everyword!\"

\"Helookedatme,andIlookedathim,andhesaid,\"Willyouletmeshowyouhowtocatchbullfinchesdownherebythestream?\"AndI——

wantedtoknowverymuch——Ididsolongtohaveabullfinch!I

couldn’thelpthatandIsaid,\"Yes!\"andthenhesaid,\"Comehere。\"

AndIwentwithhimdowntothelovelyriver,andthenhesaidtome,\"LookandseehowIdoit,andthenyou’llknow:Iputthisbirdlimeroundthistwig,andthenIgohere,\"hesaid,\"andhideawayunderahush;andpresentlycleverMisterBirdcomesandperchesuponthetwig,andflapshiswings,andyou’vegothimbeforeyoucansayJack\"——something;O,O,O,Iforgetwhat!\"

\"JackSprat,\"mournfullysuggestedDickthroughthecloudofhismisery。

\"No,notJackSprat,\"shesobbed。

\"Then’twasJackRobinson!\"hesaid,withtheemphasisofamanwhohadresolvedtodiscovereveryiotaofthetruth,ordie。

\"Yes,thatwasit!AndthenIputmyhandupontherailofthebridgetogetacross,and——That’sall。\"

\"Well,thatisn’tmuch,either,\"saidDickcritically,andmorecheerfully。\"NotthatIseewhatbusinessShinerhastotakeuponhimselftoteachyouanything。Butitseems——itdoseemtheremusthavebeenmorethanthattosetyouupinsuchadreadfultaking?\"

HelookedintoFancy’seyes。Miseryofmiseries!——guiltwaswrittentherestill。

\"Now,Fancy,you’venottoldmeall!\"saidDick,rathersternlyforaquietyoungman。

\"O,don’tspeaksocruelly!Iamafraidtotellnow!Ifyouhadn’tbeenharsh,Iwasgoingontotellall;nowIcan’t!\"

\"Come,dearFancy,tell:come。I’llforgive;Imust,——byheavenandearth,Imust,whetherIwillorno;Iloveyouso!\"

\"Well,whenIputmyhandonthebridge,hetouchedit——\"

\"Ascamp!\"saidDick,grindinganimaginaryhumanframetopowder。

\"Andthenhelookedatme,andatlasthesaid,’AreyouinlovewithDickDewy?’AndIsaid,’PerhapsIam!’andthenhesaid,’I

wishyouweren’tthen,forIwanttomarryyou,withallmysoul。’\"

\"There’savillainnow!Wanttomarryyou!\"AndDickquiveredwiththebitternessofsatiricallaughter。Thensuddenlyrememberingthathemightbereckoningwithouthishost:\"Unless,tohesure,youarewillingtohavehim,——perhapsyouare,\"hesaid,withthewretchedindifferenceofacastaway。

\"No,indeedIamnot!\"shesaid,hersobsjustbeginningtotakeafavourableturntowardscure。

\"Well,then,\"saidDick,comingalittletohissenses,\"you’vebeenstretchingitverymuchingivingsuchadreadfulbeginningtosuchamerenothing。AndIknowwhatyou’vedoneitfor,——justbecauseofthatgipsy—party!\"Heturnedawayfromherandtookfivepacesdecisively,asifheweretiredofanungratefulcountry,includingherself\"Youdidittomakemejealous,andIwon’tstandit!\"Heflungthewordstoheroverhisshoulderandthenstalkedon,apparentlyveryanxioustowalktotheremotestoftheColoniesthatveryminute。

\"O,O,O,Dick——Dick!\"shecried,trottingafterhimlikeapetlamb,andreallyseriouslyalarmedatlast,\"you’llkillme!Myimpulsesarebad——miserablywicked,——andIcan’thelpit;forgiveme,Dick!AndIloveyoualways;andthosetimeswhenyoulooksillyanddon’tseemquitegoodenoughforme,——justthesame,Ido,Dick!Andthereissomethingmoreserious,thoughnotconcerningthatwalkwithhim。\"

\"Well,whatisit?\"saidDick,alteringhismindaboutwalkingtotheColoniesinfact,passingtotheotherextreme,andstandingsorootedtotheroadthathewasapparentlynotevengoinghome。

\"Whythis,\"shesaid,dryingthebeginningofanewfloodoftearsshehadbeengoingtoshed,\"thisistheseriouspart。FatherhastoldMr。Shinerthathewouldlikehimforason—in—law,ifhecouldgetme;——thathehashisrightheartyconsenttocomecourtingme!\"

CHAPTERIV:ANARRANGEMENT

\"ThatISserious,\"saidDick,moreintellectuallythanhehadspokenforalongtime。

ThetruthwasthatGeoffreyknewnothingabouthisdaughter’scontinuedwalksandmeetingswithDick。WhenahintthatthereweresymptomsofanattachmentbetweenthemhadfirstreachedGeoffrey’sears,hestatedsoemphaticallythathemustthinkthematteroverbeforeanysuchthingcouldbeallowedthat,ratherunwiselyonDick’spart,whateveritmighthavebeenonthelady’s,theloverswerecarefultobeseentogethernomoreinpublic;andGeoffrey,forgettingthereport,didnotthinkoverthematteratall。SoMr。

ShinerresumedhisoldpositioninGeoffrey’sbrainbymerefluxoftime。EvenShinerbegantobelievethatDickexistedforFancynomore,——thoughthatremarkablyeasy—goingmanhadtakennoactivestepsonhisownaccountasyet。

\"AndfatherhasnotonlytoldMr。Shinerthat,\"continuedFancy,\"buthehaswrittenmealetter,tosayheshouldwishmetoencourageMr。Shiner,if’twasconvenient!\"

\"Imuststartoffandseeyourfatheratonce!\"saidDick,takingtwoorthreevehementstepstothesouth,recollectingthatMr。Daylivedtothenorth,andcomingbackagain。

\"Ithinkwehadbetterseehimtogether。Nottellhimwhatyoucomefor,oranythingofthekind,untilhelikesyou,andsowinhisbrainthroughhisheart,whichisalwaysthewaytomanagepeople。

Imeaninthisway:IamgoinghomeonSaturdayweektohelptheminthehoney—taking。Youmightcometheretome,havesomethingtoeatanddrink,andlethimguesswhatyourcomingsignifies,withoutsayingitinsomanywords。\"

\"We’lldoit,dearest。ButIshallaskhimforyou,flatandplain;

notwaitforhisguessing。\"Andtheloverthensteppedclosetoher,andattemptedtogiveheronelittlekissonthecheek,hislipsalightinghowever,onanoutlyingtractofherbackhairbyreasonofanimpulsethathadcausedhertoturnherheadwithajerk。\"Yes,andI’llputonmysecond—bestsuitandacleanshirtandcollar,andblackmybootsasif’twasaSunday。’Twillhaveagoodappearance,yousee,andthat’sagreatdealtostartwith。\"

\"Youwon’twearthatoldwaistcoat,willyou,Dick?\"

\"Blessyou,no!WhyI——\"

\"Ididn’tmeantobepersonal,dearDick,\"shesaid,fearingshehadhurthisfeelings。\"’Tisaverynicewaistcoat,butwhatImeantwas,thatthoughitisanexcellentwaistcoatforasettled—downman,itisnotquiteonefor\"(shewaited,andablushexpandedoverherface,andthenshewentonagain)——\"forgoingcourtingin。\"

\"No,I’llwearmybestwinterone,withtheleatherlining,thatmothermade。Itisabeautiful,handsomewaistcoatinside,yes,aseveranybodysaw。Infact,onlytheotherday,Iunbuttonedittoshowachapthatverylining,andhesaiditwasthestrongest,handsomestliningyoucouldwishtoseeontheking’swaistcoathimself。\"

\"_I_don’tquiteknowwhattowear,\"shesaid,asifherhabitualindifferencealonetodresshadkeptbacksoimportantasubjecttillnow。