PARTTHETHIRD——SUMMER
CHAPTERI:DRIVINGOUTOFBUDMOUTH
Aneasybendofneckandgracefulsetofhead;fullandwavybundlesofdark—brownhair;lightfalloflittlefeet;prettydevicesontheskirtofthedress;cleardeepeyes;inshort,abunchofsweets:
itwasFancy!Dick’sheartwentroundtoherwitharush。
ThescenewasthecornerofMaryStreetinBudmouth—Regis,neartheKing’sstatue,atwhichpointthewhiteangleofthelasthouseintherowcutperpendicularlyanembayedandnearlymotionlessexpanseofsaltwaterprojectedfromtheouterocean——to—daylitinbrighttonesofgreenandopal。DickandSmarthadjustemergedfromthestreet,andthereontheright,againstthebrilliantsheetofliquidcolour,stoodFancyDay;andsheturnedandrecognizedhim。
DicksuspendedhisthoughtsoftheletterandwonderathowshecametherebydrivingclosetothechainsoftheEsplanade——incontinentlydisplacingtwochairmen,whohadjustcometolifeforthesummerinnewcleanshirtsandrevivifiedclothes,andbeingalmostdisplacedinturnbyarigidboyrattlingalongwithabaker’scart,andlookingneithertotherightnortheleft。HeaskedifsheweregoingtoMellstockthatnight。
\"Yes,I’mwaitingforthecarrier,\"shereplied,seeming,too,tosuspendthoughtsoftheletter。
\"NowIcandriveyouhomenicely,andyousavehalfanhour。Willyecomewithme?\"
AsFancy’spowertowillanythingseemedtohavedepartedinsomemysteriousmanneratthatmoment,Dicksettledthematterbygettingoutandassistingherintothevehiclewithoutanotherword。
Thetemporaryflushuponhercheekchangedtoalesserhue,whichwaspermanent,andatlengththeireyesmet;therewaspresentbetweenthemacertainfeelingofembarrassment,whicharisesatsuchmomentswhenalltheinstinctiveactsdictatedbythepositionhavebeenperformed。Dick,beingengagedwiththereins,thoughtlessofthisawkwardnessthandidFancy,whohadnothingtodobuttofeelhispresence,andtobemoreandmoreconsciousofthefact,thatbyacceptingaseatbesidehiminthiswayshesuccumbedtothetoneofhisnote。Smartjoggedalong,andDickjogged,andthehelplessFancynecessarilyjogged,too;andshefeltthatshewasinameasurecaptureIandmadeaprisoner。
\"Iamsomuchobligedtoyouforyourcompany,MissDay,\"heobserved,astheydrovepastthetwosemicircularbaysoftheOldRoyalHotel,whereHisMajestyKingGeorgetheThirdhadmanyatimeattendedtheballsoftheburgesses。
ToMissDay,creditinghimwiththesameconsciousnessofmastery——aconsciousnessofwhichhewasperfectlyinnocent——thisremarksoundedlikeamagnanimousintentiontosootheher,thecaptive。
\"Ididn’tcomeforthepleasureofobligingyouwithmycompany,\"
shesaid。
TheanswerhadanunexpectedmannerofincivilityinitthatmusthavebeenrathersurprisingtoyoungDewy。Atthesametimeitmaybeobserved,thatwhenayoungwomanreturnsarudeanswertoayoungman’scivilremark,herheartisinastatewhicharguesratherhopefullyforhiscasethanotherwise。
Therewassilencebetweenthemtilltheyhadleftthesea—frontandpassedabouttwentyofthetreesthatornamentedtheroadleadingupoutofthetowntowardsCasterbridgeandMellstock。
\"ThoughIdidn’tcomeforthatpurposeeither,Iwouldhavedoneit,\"saidDickatthetwenty—firsttree。
\"Now,Mr。Dewy,noflirtation,becauseit’swrong,andIdon’twishit。\"
Dickseatedhimselfafreshjustashehadbeensittingbefore,arrangedhislooksveryemphatically,andclearedhisthroat。
\"Really,anybodywouldthinkyouhadmetmeonbusinessandwerejustgoingtocommence,\"saidtheladyintractably。
\"Yes,theywould。\"
\"Why,youneverhave,tobesure!\"
Thiswasashakybeginning。Hechoppedround,andsaidcheerily,asamanwhohadresolvednevertospoilhisjollitybylovingoneofwomankind——\"Well,howareyougettingon,MissDay,atthepresenttime?Gaily,Idon’tdoubtforamoment。\"
\"Iamnotgay,Dick;youknowthat。\"
\"Gailydoesn’tmeandeckedingaydresses。\"
\"Ididn’tsupposegailywasgailydressed。Mightyme,whatascholaryou’vegrown!\"
\"Lotsofthingshavehappenedtoyouthisspring,Isee。\"
\"Whathaveyouseen?\"
\"O,nothing;I’veheard,Imean!\"
\"Whathaveyouheard?\"
\"Thenameofaprettyman,withbrassstudsandacopperringandatinwatch—chain,alittlemixedupwithyourown。That’sall。\"
\"That’saveryunkindpictureofMr。Shiner,forthat’swhoyoumean!Thestudsaregold,asyouknow,andit’sarealsilverchain;theringIcan’tconscientiouslydefend,andheonlyworeitonce。\"
\"Hemighthavewornitahundredtimeswithoutshowingithalfsomuch。\"
\"Well,he’snothingtome,\"sheserenelyobserved。
\"NotanymorethanIam?\"
\"Now,Mr。Dewy,\"saidFancyseverely,\"certainlyheisn’tanymoretomethanyouare!\"
\"Notsomuch?\"
Shelookedasidetoconsidertheprecisecompassofthatquestion。
\"ThatIcan’texactlyanswer,\"sherepliedwithsoftarchness。
Astheyweregoingratherslowly,anotherspring—cart,containingafarmer,farmer’swife,andfarmer’sman,joggedpastthem;andthefarmer’swifeandfarmer’smaneyedthecoupleverycuriously。Thefarmerneverlookedupfromthehorse’stail。
\"Whycan’tyouexactlyanswer?\"saidDick,quickeningSmartalittle,andjoggingonjustbehindthefarmerandfarmer’swifeandman。
Asnoanswercame,andastheireyeshadnothingelsetodo,theybothcontemplatedthepicturepresentedinfront,andnoticedhowthefarmer’swifesatflattenedbetweenthetwomen,whobulgedovereachendoftheseattogiveherroom,tilltheyalmostsatupontheirrespectivewheels;andtheylookedtooatthefarmer’swife’ssilkmantle,inflatingitselfbetweenhershoulderslikeaballoonandsinkingflatagain,ateachjogofthehorse。Thefarmer’swife,feelingtheireyesstickingintoherback,lookedoverhershoulder。Dickdroppedtenyardsfurtherbehind。
\"Fancy,whycan’tyouanswer?\"herepeated。
\"BecausehowmuchyouaretomedependsuponhowmuchIamtoyou,\"
saidsheinlowtones。
\"Everything,\"saidDick,puttinghishandtowardshers,andcastingemphaticeyesupontheuppercurveofhercheek。
\"Now,RichardDewy,notouchingme!Ididn’tsayinwhatwayyourthinkingofmeaffectedthequestion——perhapsinversely,don’tyousee?Notouching,sir!Look;goodnessme,don’t,Dick!\"
ThecauseofhersuddenstartwastheunpleasantappearanceoverDick’srightshoulderofanemptytimber—wagonandfourjourneymen—
carpentersreclininginlazyposturesinsideit,theireyesdirectedupwardsatvariousobliqueanglesintothesurroundingworld,thechiefobjectoftheirexistencebeingapparentlytocriticizetotheverybackboneandmarroweveryanimateobjectthatcamewithinthecompassoftheirvision。ThisdifficultyofDick’swasovercomebytrottingontillthewagonandcarpenterswerebeginningtolookrathermistybyreasonofafilmofdustthataccompaniedtheirwagon—wheels,androsearoundtheirheadslikeafog。
\"Sayyouloveme,Fancy。\"
\"No,Dick,certainlynot;’tisn’ttimetodothatyet。\"
\"Why,Fancy?\"
\"’MissDay’isbetteratpresent——don’tmindmysayingso;andI
oughtnottohavecalledyouDick。\"
\"Nonsense!whenyouknowthatIwoulddoanythingonearthforyourlove。Why,youmakeanyonethinkthatlovingisathingthatcanbedoneandundone,andputonandputoffatamerewhim。\"
\"No,no,Idon’t,\"shesaidgently;\"buttherearethingswhichtellmeIoughtnottogivewaytomuchthinkingaboutyou,evenif——\"
\"Butyouwantto,don’tyou?Yes,sayyoudo;itisbesttobetruthful。Whatevertheymaysayaboutawoman’srighttoconcealwhereherlovelies,andpretenditdoesn’texist,andthingslikethat,itisnotbest;Idoknowit,Fancy。Andanhonestwomaninthat,aswellasinallherdailyconcerns,shinesmostbrightly,andisthoughtmostofinthelong—run。\"
\"Wellthen,perhaps,Dick,Idoloveyoualittle,\"shewhisperedtenderly;\"butIwishyouwouldn’tsayanymorenow。\"
\"Iwon’tsayanymorenow,then,ifyoudon’tlikeit,dear。Butyoudolovemealittle,don’tyou?\"
\"Nowyououghtnottowantmetokeepsayingthingstwice;Ican’tsayanymorenow,andyoumustbecontentwithwhatyouhave。\"
\"ImayatanyratecallyouFancy?There’snoharminthat。\"
\"Yes,youmay。\"
\"Andyou’llnotcallmeMr。Dewyanymore?\"
\"Verywell。\"
CHAPTERII:FURTHERALONGTHEROAD
Dick’sspiritshavingriseninthecourseoftheseadmissionsofhissweetheart,henowtouchedSmartwiththewhip;andonSmart’sneck,notfarbehindhisears。Smart,whohadbeenlostinthoughtforsometime,neverdreamingthatDickcouldreachsofarwithawhipwhich,onthisparticularjourney,hadneverbeenextendedfurtherthanhisflank,tossedhishead,andscamperedalongwithexceedingbriskness,whichwasverypleasanttotheyoungcouplebehindhimtill,turningabendintheroad,theycameinstantlyuponthefarmer,farmer’sman,andfarmer’swifewiththeflappingmantle,alljoggingonjustthesameasever。
\"Botherthosepeople!Hereweareuponthemagain。\"
\"Well,ofcourse。Theyhaveasmuchrighttotheroadaswe。\"
\"Yes,butitisprovokingtobeoverlookedso。Ilikearoadalltomyself。Lookwhatalumberingaffairtheirsis!\"Thewheelsofthefarmer’scart,justatthatmoment,joggedintoadepressionrunningacrosstheroad,givingthecartatwist,whereuponallthreenoddedtotheleft,andoncomingoutofitallthreenoddedtotheright,andwentonjerkingtheirbacksinandoutasusual。\"We’llpassthemwhentheroadgetswider。\"
Whenanopportunityseemedtoofferitselfforcarryingthisintentionintoeffect,theyheardlightflyingwheelsbehind,andontheirquarteringtherewhizzedalongpastthemabrand—newgig,sobrightlypolishedthatthespokesofthewheelssentforthacontinualquiveringlightatonepointintheircircle,andallthepanelsglaredlikemirrorsinDickandFancy’seyes。Thedriver,andownerasitappeared,wasreallyahandsomeman;hiscompanionwasShiner。BothturnedroundastheypassedDickandFancy,andstaredwithboldadmirationinherfacetilltheywereobligedtoattendtotheoperationofpassingthefarmer。DickglancedforaninstantatFancywhileshewasundergoingtheirscrutiny;thenreturnedtohisdrivingwithratherasadcountenance。
\"Whyareyousosilent?\"shesaid,afterawhile,withrealconcern。
\"Nothing。\"
\"Yes,itis,Dick。Icouldn’thelpthosepeoplepassing。\"
\"Iknowthat。\"
\"Youlookoffendedwithme。WhathaveIdone?\"
\"Ican’ttellwithoutoffendingyou。\"
\"Betterout。\"
\"Well,\"saidDick,whoseemedlongingtotell,evenattheriskofoffendingher,\"Iwasthinkinghowdifferentyouinlovearefrommeinlove。Whilstthosemenwerestaring,youdismissedmefromyourthoughtsaltogether,and——\"
\"Youcan’toffendmefurthernow;tellall!\"
\"Andshoweduponyourfaceapleasedsenseofbeingattractiveto’em。\"
\"Don’tbesilly,Dick!YouknowverywellIdidn’t。\"
Dickshookhisheadsceptically,andsmiled。
\"Dick,IalwaysbelieveflatteryIFPOSSIBLE——anditwaspossiblethen。Nowthere’sanopenconfessionofweakness。ButIshowednoconsciousnessofit。\"
Dick,perceivingbyherlookthatshewouldadheretoherstatement,charitablyforboresayinganythingthatcouldmakeherprevaricate。
ThesightofShiner,too,hadrecalledanotherbranchofthesubjecttohismind;thatwhichhadbeenhisgreatesttroubletillhercompanyandwordshadobscureditsprobability。
\"Bytheway,Fancy,doyouknowwhyourquireistobedismissed?\"
\"No:exceptthatitisMr。Maybold’swishformetoplaytheorgan。\"
\"Doyouknowhowitcametobehiswish?\"
\"ThatIdon’t。\"
\"Mr。Shiner,beingchurchwarden,haspersuadedthevicar;who,however,waswillingenoughbefore。Shiner,Iknow,iscrazytoseeyouplayingeverySunday;Isupposehe’llturnoveryourmusic,fortheorganwillbeclosetohispew。But——Iknowyouhaveneverencouragedhim?\"
\"Neveronce!\"saidFancyemphatically,andwitheyesfullofearnesttruth。\"Idon’tlikehimindeed,andIneverheardofhisdoingthisbefore!IhavealwaysfeltthatIshouldliketoplayinachurch,butIneverwishedtoturnyouandyourchoirout;andI
neverevensaidthatIcouldplaytillIwasasked。Youdon’tthinkforamomentthatIdid,surely,doyou?\"
\"Iknowyoudidn’t,dear。\"
\"OrthatIcaretheleastmorselofabitforhim?\"
\"Iknowyoudon’t。\"
ThedistancebetweenBudmouthandMellstockwastenorelevenmiles,andtherebeingagoodinn,\"TheShip,\"fourmilesoutofBudmouth,withamastandcross—treesinfront,Dick’scustomindrivingthitherwastodividethejourneyintothreestagesbyrestingatthisinngoingandcoming,andnottroublingtheBudmouthstablesatall,wheneverhisvisittothetownwasamerecallanddeposit,asto—day。
Fancywasusheredintoalittletea—room,andDickwenttothestablestoseetothefeedingofSmart。Infaceofthesignificanttwitchesoffeaturethatwerevisibleintheostlerandlabouringmenidlingaround,DickendeavouredtolookunconsciousofthefactthattherewasanysentimentbetweenhimandFancybeyondatranter’sdesiretocarryapassengerhome。HepresentlyenteredtheinnandopenedthedoorofFancy’sroom。
\"Dick,doyouknow,ithasstruckmethatitisratherawkward,mybeingherealonewithyoulikethis。Idon’tthinkyouhadbettercomeinwithme。\"
\"That’sratherunpleasant,dear。\"
\"Yes,itis,andIwantedyoutohavesometeaaswellasmyselftoo,becauseyoumustbetired。\"
\"Well,letmehavesomewithyou,then。Iwasdeniedoncebefore,ifyourecollect,Fancy。\"
\"Yes,yes,nevermind!Anditseemsunfriendlyofmenow,butI
don’tknowwhattodo。\"
\"Itshallbeasyousay,then。\"Dickbegantoretreatwithadissatisfiedwrinklingofface,andafarewellglanceatthecosytea—tray。
\"Butyoudon’tseehowitis,Dick,whenyouspeaklikethat,\"shesaid,withmoreearnestnessthanshehadevershownbefore。\"Youdoknow,thatevenifIcareverymuchforyou,ImustrememberthatI
haveadifficultpositiontomaintain。Thevicarwouldnotlikeme,ashisschoolmistress,toindulgeinatete—a—teteanywherewithanybody。\"
\"ButIamnotANYbody!\"exclaimedDick。
\"No,no,Imeanwithayoungman;\"andsheaddedsoftly,\"unlessI
werereallyengagedtobemarriedtohim。\"
\"Isthatall?Then,dearest,dearest,whywe’llbeengagedatonce,tobesurewewill,anddownIsit!Thereitis,aseasyasaglove!\"
\"Ah!butsupposeIwon’t!And,goodnessme,whathaveIdone!\"shefaltered,gettingveryred。\"Positively,itseemsasifImeantyoutosaythat!\"
\"Let’sdoit!Imeangetengaged,\"saidDick。\"Now,Fancy,willyoubemywife?\"
\"Doyouknow,Dick,itwasratherunkindofyoutosaywhatyoudidcomingalongtheroad,\"sheremarked,asifshehadnotheardthelatterpartofhisspeech;thoughanacuteobservermighthavenoticedaboutherbreast,astheword’wife’fellfromDick’slips,asoftsilentescapeofbreaths,withveryshortrestsbetweeneach。
\"WhatdidIsay?\"
\"Aboutmytryingtolookattractivetothosemeninthegig。\"
\"Youcouldn’thelplookingso,whetheryoutriedorno。And,Fancy,youdocareforme?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Verymuch?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Andyou’llbemyownwife?\"
Herheartquickened,addingtoandwithdrawingfromhercheekvaryingtonesofredtomatcheachvaryingthought。Dicklookedexpectantlyattheripetintofherdelicatemouth,waitingforwhatwascomingforth。
\"Yes——iffatherwillletme。\"
Dickdrewhimselfclosetoher,compressinghislipsandpoutingthemout,asifhewereabouttowhistlethesoftestmelodyknown。
\"Ono!\"saidFancysolemnly。
ThemodestDickdrewbackalittle。
\"Dick,Dick,kissmeandletmegoinstantly!——here’ssomebodycoming!\"shewhisperinglyexclaimed。
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HalfanhourafterwardsDickemergedfromtheinn,andifFancy’slipshadbeenrealcherriesprobablyDick’swouldhaveappeareddeeplystained。Thelandlordwasstandingintheyard。
\"Heu—heu!hay—hay,MasterDewy!Ho—ho!\"helaughed,lettingthelaughslipoutgentlyandbydegreesthatitmightmakelittlenoiseinitsexit,andsmitingDickunderthefifthribatthesametime。
\"Thiswillneverdo,uponmylife,MasterDewy!callingfortayforafeymelpassenger,andthengoinginandsittingdownandhavingsometoo,andbidingsuchafinelongtime!\"
\"Butsurelyyouknow?\"saidDick,withgreatapparentsurprise。
\"Yes,yes!Ha—ha!\"smitingthelandlordundertheribsinreturn。
\"Why,what?Yes,yes;ha—ha!\"
\"Youknow,ofcourse!\"
\"Yes,ofcourse!But——thatis——Idon’t。\"
\"Whyabout——betweenthatyoungladyandme?\"noddingtothewindowoftheroomthatFancyoccupied。
\"No;notI!\"saidtheinnkeeper,bringinghiseyesintocircles。
\"Andyoudon’t!\"
\"Notaword,I’lltakemyoath!\"
\"ButyoulaughedwhenIlaughed。\"
\"Ay,thatwasmesympathy;sodidyouwhenIlaughed!\"
\"Really,youdon’tknow?Goodness——notknowingthat!\"
\"I’lltakemyoathIdon’t!\"
\"Oyes,\"saidDick,withfrigidrhetoricofpityingastonishment,\"we’reengagedtobemarried,yousee,andInaturallylookafterher。\"
\"Ofcourse,ofcourse!Ididn’tknowthat,andIhopeye’llexcuseanylittlefreedomofmine,Mr。Dewy。Butitisaveryoddthing;I
wastalkingtoyourfatherveryintimateaboutfamilymattersonlylastFridayintheworld,andwhoshouldcomeinbutKeeperDay,andweallthenfella—talkingo’familymatters;butneitheroneo’
themsaidamortalwordaboutit;knowenmetoosomanyyears,andI
atyourfather’sownwedding。’Tisn’twhatIshouldhaveexpectedfromanoldneighbour!\"
\"Well,tosaythetruth,wehadn’ttoldfatheroftheengagementatthattime;infact,’twasn’tsettled。\"
\"Ah!thebusinesswasdoneSunday。Yes,yes,Sunday’sthecourtingday。Heu—heu!\"
\"No,’twasn’tdoneSundayinparticular。\"
\"Afterschool—hoursthisweek?Well,averygoodtime,averypropergoodtime。\"
\"Ono,’twasn’tdonethen。\"
\"Comingalongtheroadto—daythen,Isuppose?\"
\"Notatall;Iwouldn’tthinkofgettingengagedinadog—cart。\"
\"Dammy——mightaswellhavesaidatonce,theWHENbeblowed!
Anyhow,’tisafineday,andIhopenexttimeyou’llcomeasone。\"
Fancywasdulybroughtoutandassistedintothevehicle,andthenewlyaffiancedyouthandmaidenpassedupthesteephilltotheRidgeway,andvanishedinthedirectionofMellstock。
CHAPTERIII:ACONFESSION
Itwasamorningofthelattersummer—time;amorningoflingeringdews,whenthegrassisneverdryintheshade。Fuchsiasanddahliaswereladentilleleveno’clockwithsmalldropsanddashesofwater,changingthecolouroftheirsparkleateverymovementoftheair;andelsewherehangingontwigslikesmallsilverfruit。
Thethreadsofgardenspidersappearedthickandpolished。Inthedryandsunnyplaces,dozensoflong—leggedcrane—flieswhizzedoffthegrassateverystepthepassertook。
FancyDayandherfriendSusanDewythetranter’sdaughter,wereinsuchaspotasthis,pullingdownaboughladenwithearlyapples。
ThreemonthshadelapsedsinceDickandFancyhadjourneyedtogetherfromBudmouth,andthecourseoftheirlovehadrunonvigorouslyduringthewholetime。Therehadbeenjustenoughdifficultyattendingitsdevelopment,andjustenoughfinesserequiredinkeepingitprivate,tolendthepassionanever—increasingfreshnessonFancy’spart,whilst,whetherfromtheseaccessoriesornot,Dick’shearthadbeenatalltimesasfondascouldbedesired。ButtherewasacloudonFancy’shorizonnow。
\"Sheissowelloff——betterthananyofus,\"SusanDewywassaying。
\"Herfatherfarmsfivehundredacres,andshemightmarryadoctororcurateoranythingofthatkindifshecontrivedalittle。\"
\"Idon’tthinkDickoughttohavegonetothatgipsy—partyatallwhenheknewIcouldn’tgo,\"repliedFancyuneasily。
\"Hedidn’tknowthatyouwouldnotbetheretillitwastoolatetorefusetheinvitation,\"saidSusan。
\"Andwhatwasshelike?Tellme。\"
\"Well,shewasratherpretty,Imustown。\"
\"Tellstraightonabouther,can’tyou!Come,do,Susan。Howmanytimesdidyousayhedancedwithher?\"
\"Once。\"
\"Twice,Ithinkyousaid?\"
\"IndeedI’msureIdidn’t。\"
\"Well,andhewantedtoagain,Iexpect。\"
\"No;Idon’tthinkhedid。Shewantedtodancewithhimagainbadenough,Iknow。EverybodydoeswithDick,becausehe’ssohandsomeandsuchaclevercourter。\"
\"O,Iwish!——Howdidyousaysheworeherhair?\"
\"Inlongcurls,——andherhairislight,anditcurlswithoutbeingputinpaper:that’showitisshe’ssoattractive。\"
\"She’stryingtogethimaway!yes,yes,sheis!AndthroughkeepingthismiserableschoolImustn’twearmyhairincurls!ButIwill;Idon’tcareifIleavetheschoolandgohome,Iwillwearmycurls!Look,Susan,do!isherhairassoftandlongasthis?\"
Fancypulledfromitscoilunderherhatatwineofherownhair,andstretcheditdownhershouldertoshowitslength,lookingatSusantocatchheropinionfromhereyes。
\"Itisaboutthesamelengthasthat,Ithink,\"saidMissDewy。
Fancypausedhopelessly。\"Iwishminewaslighter,likehers!\"shecontinuedmournfully。\"Buthersisn’tsosoft,isit?Tellme,now。\"
\"Idon’tknow。\"
Fancyabstractedlyextendedhervisiontosurveyayellowbutterflyandared—and—blackbutterflythatwereflittingalongincompany,andthenbecameawarethatDickwasadvancingupthegarden。
\"Susan,here’sDickcoming;Isupposethat’sbecausewe’vebeentalkingabouthim。\"
\"Well,then,Ishallgoindoorsnow——youwon’twantme;\"andSusanturnedpracticallyandwalkedoff。
Enterthesingle—mindedDick,whoseonlyfaultatthegipsying,orpicnic,hadbeenthatoflovingFancytooexclusively,anddeprivinghimselfoftheinnocentpleasurethegatheringmighthaveaffordedhim,bysighingregretfullyatherabsence,——whohaddancedwiththerivalinsheerdespairofeverbeingabletogetthroughthatstale,flat,andunprofitableafternooninanyotherway;butthisshewouldnotbelieve。
Fancyhadsettledherplanofemotion。ToreproachDick?Ono,no。
\"Iamingreattrouble,\"saidshe,takingwhatwasintendedtobeahopelesslymelancholysurveyofafewsmallappleslyingunderthetree;yetacriticalearmighthavenoticedinhervoiceatentativetoneastotheeffectofthewordsuponDickwhensheutteredthem。
\"Whatareyouintroubleabout?Tellmeofit,\"saidDickearnestly。\"Darling,Iwillshareitwith’eeandhelp’ee。\"
\"No,no:youcan’t!Nobodycan!\"
\"Whynot?Youdon’tdeserveit,whateveritis。Tellme,dear。\"
\"O,itisn’twhatyouthink!Itisdreadful:myownsin!\"
\"Sin,Fancy!asifyoucouldsin!Iknowitcan’tbe。\"
\"’Tis,’tis!\"saidtheyounglady,inaprettylittlefrenzyofsorrow。\"Ihavedonewrong,andIdon’tliketotellit!Nobodywillforgiveme,nobody!andyouaboveallwillnot!……Ihaveallowedmyselfto——to——fl——\"
\"What,——notflirt!\"hesaid,controllinghisemotionasitwerebyasuddenpressureinwardfromhissurface。\"Andyousaidonlythedaybeforeyesterdaythatyouhadn’tflirtedinyourlife!\"
\"Yes,Idid;andthatwasawickedstory!Ihaveletanotherloveme,and——\"
\"GoodG——!Well,I’llforgiveyou,——yes,ifyoucouldn’thelpit,——
yes,Iwill!\"saidthenowdismalDick。\"Didyouencouragehim?\"
\"O,——Idon’tknow,——yes——no。O,Ithinkso!\"
\"Whowasit?\"Apause。\"Tellme!\"
\"Mr。Shiner。\"
Afterasilencethatwasonlydisturbedbythefallofanapple,along—checkedsighfromDick,andasobfromFancy,hesaidwithrealausterity—
\"Tellitall;——everyword!\"
\"Helookedatme,andIlookedathim,andhesaid,\"Willyouletmeshowyouhowtocatchbullfinchesdownherebythestream?\"AndI——
wantedtoknowverymuch——Ididsolongtohaveabullfinch!I
couldn’thelpthatandIsaid,\"Yes!\"andthenhesaid,\"Comehere。\"
AndIwentwithhimdowntothelovelyriver,andthenhesaidtome,\"LookandseehowIdoit,andthenyou’llknow:Iputthisbirdlimeroundthistwig,andthenIgohere,\"hesaid,\"andhideawayunderahush;andpresentlycleverMisterBirdcomesandperchesuponthetwig,andflapshiswings,andyou’vegothimbeforeyoucansayJack\"——something;O,O,O,Iforgetwhat!\"
\"JackSprat,\"mournfullysuggestedDickthroughthecloudofhismisery。
\"No,notJackSprat,\"shesobbed。
\"Then’twasJackRobinson!\"hesaid,withtheemphasisofamanwhohadresolvedtodiscovereveryiotaofthetruth,ordie。
\"Yes,thatwasit!AndthenIputmyhandupontherailofthebridgetogetacross,and——That’sall。\"
\"Well,thatisn’tmuch,either,\"saidDickcritically,andmorecheerfully。\"NotthatIseewhatbusinessShinerhastotakeuponhimselftoteachyouanything。Butitseems——itdoseemtheremusthavebeenmorethanthattosetyouupinsuchadreadfultaking?\"
HelookedintoFancy’seyes。Miseryofmiseries!——guiltwaswrittentherestill。
\"Now,Fancy,you’venottoldmeall!\"saidDick,rathersternlyforaquietyoungman。
\"O,don’tspeaksocruelly!Iamafraidtotellnow!Ifyouhadn’tbeenharsh,Iwasgoingontotellall;nowIcan’t!\"
\"Come,dearFancy,tell:come。I’llforgive;Imust,——byheavenandearth,Imust,whetherIwillorno;Iloveyouso!\"
\"Well,whenIputmyhandonthebridge,hetouchedit——\"
\"Ascamp!\"saidDick,grindinganimaginaryhumanframetopowder。
\"Andthenhelookedatme,andatlasthesaid,’AreyouinlovewithDickDewy?’AndIsaid,’PerhapsIam!’andthenhesaid,’I
wishyouweren’tthen,forIwanttomarryyou,withallmysoul。’\"
\"There’savillainnow!Wanttomarryyou!\"AndDickquiveredwiththebitternessofsatiricallaughter。Thensuddenlyrememberingthathemightbereckoningwithouthishost:\"Unless,tohesure,youarewillingtohavehim,——perhapsyouare,\"hesaid,withthewretchedindifferenceofacastaway。
\"No,indeedIamnot!\"shesaid,hersobsjustbeginningtotakeafavourableturntowardscure。
\"Well,then,\"saidDick,comingalittletohissenses,\"you’vebeenstretchingitverymuchingivingsuchadreadfulbeginningtosuchamerenothing。AndIknowwhatyou’vedoneitfor,——justbecauseofthatgipsy—party!\"Heturnedawayfromherandtookfivepacesdecisively,asifheweretiredofanungratefulcountry,includingherself\"Youdidittomakemejealous,andIwon’tstandit!\"Heflungthewordstoheroverhisshoulderandthenstalkedon,apparentlyveryanxioustowalktotheremotestoftheColoniesthatveryminute。
\"O,O,O,Dick——Dick!\"shecried,trottingafterhimlikeapetlamb,andreallyseriouslyalarmedatlast,\"you’llkillme!Myimpulsesarebad——miserablywicked,——andIcan’thelpit;forgiveme,Dick!AndIloveyoualways;andthosetimeswhenyoulooksillyanddon’tseemquitegoodenoughforme,——justthesame,Ido,Dick!Andthereissomethingmoreserious,thoughnotconcerningthatwalkwithhim。\"
\"Well,whatisit?\"saidDick,alteringhismindaboutwalkingtotheColoniesinfact,passingtotheotherextreme,andstandingsorootedtotheroadthathewasapparentlynotevengoinghome。
\"Whythis,\"shesaid,dryingthebeginningofanewfloodoftearsshehadbeengoingtoshed,\"thisistheseriouspart。FatherhastoldMr。Shinerthathewouldlikehimforason—in—law,ifhecouldgetme;——thathehashisrightheartyconsenttocomecourtingme!\"
CHAPTERIV:ANARRANGEMENT
\"ThatISserious,\"saidDick,moreintellectuallythanhehadspokenforalongtime。
ThetruthwasthatGeoffreyknewnothingabouthisdaughter’scontinuedwalksandmeetingswithDick。WhenahintthatthereweresymptomsofanattachmentbetweenthemhadfirstreachedGeoffrey’sears,hestatedsoemphaticallythathemustthinkthematteroverbeforeanysuchthingcouldbeallowedthat,ratherunwiselyonDick’spart,whateveritmighthavebeenonthelady’s,theloverswerecarefultobeseentogethernomoreinpublic;andGeoffrey,forgettingthereport,didnotthinkoverthematteratall。SoMr。
ShinerresumedhisoldpositioninGeoffrey’sbrainbymerefluxoftime。EvenShinerbegantobelievethatDickexistedforFancynomore,——thoughthatremarkablyeasy—goingmanhadtakennoactivestepsonhisownaccountasyet。
\"AndfatherhasnotonlytoldMr。Shinerthat,\"continuedFancy,\"buthehaswrittenmealetter,tosayheshouldwishmetoencourageMr。Shiner,if’twasconvenient!\"
\"Imuststartoffandseeyourfatheratonce!\"saidDick,takingtwoorthreevehementstepstothesouth,recollectingthatMr。Daylivedtothenorth,andcomingbackagain。
\"Ithinkwehadbetterseehimtogether。Nottellhimwhatyoucomefor,oranythingofthekind,untilhelikesyou,andsowinhisbrainthroughhisheart,whichisalwaysthewaytomanagepeople。
Imeaninthisway:IamgoinghomeonSaturdayweektohelptheminthehoney—taking。Youmightcometheretome,havesomethingtoeatanddrink,andlethimguesswhatyourcomingsignifies,withoutsayingitinsomanywords。\"
\"We’lldoit,dearest。ButIshallaskhimforyou,flatandplain;
notwaitforhisguessing。\"Andtheloverthensteppedclosetoher,andattemptedtogiveheronelittlekissonthecheek,hislipsalightinghowever,onanoutlyingtractofherbackhairbyreasonofanimpulsethathadcausedhertoturnherheadwithajerk。\"Yes,andI’llputonmysecond—bestsuitandacleanshirtandcollar,andblackmybootsasif’twasaSunday。’Twillhaveagoodappearance,yousee,andthat’sagreatdealtostartwith。\"
\"Youwon’twearthatoldwaistcoat,willyou,Dick?\"
\"Blessyou,no!WhyI——\"
\"Ididn’tmeantobepersonal,dearDick,\"shesaid,fearingshehadhurthisfeelings。\"’Tisaverynicewaistcoat,butwhatImeantwas,thatthoughitisanexcellentwaistcoatforasettled—downman,itisnotquiteonefor\"(shewaited,andablushexpandedoverherface,andthenshewentonagain)——\"forgoingcourtingin。\"
\"No,I’llwearmybestwinterone,withtheleatherlining,thatmothermade。Itisabeautiful,handsomewaistcoatinside,yes,aseveranybodysaw。Infact,onlytheotherday,Iunbuttonedittoshowachapthatverylining,andhesaiditwasthestrongest,handsomestliningyoucouldwishtoseeontheking’swaistcoathimself。\"
\"_I_don’tquiteknowwhattowear,\"shesaid,asifherhabitualindifferencealonetodresshadkeptbacksoimportantasubjecttillnow。