第8章

ElizabethEndorfieldhadareputeamongwomenwhichwasinitsnaturesomethingbetweendistinctionandnotoriety。Itwasfoundedonthefollowingitemsofcharacter。Shewasshrewdandpenetrating;herhousestoodinalonelyplace;sheneverwenttochurch;sheworearedcloak;shealwaysretainedherbonnetindoorsandshehadapointedchin。ThusfarherattributesweredistinctlySatanic;andthosewholookednofurthercalledher,inplaintermsawitch。Butshewasnotgaunt,noruglyintheupperpartofherface,norparticularlystrangeinmanner;sothat,whenhermoreintimateacquaintancesspokeofherthetermwassoftened,andshebecamesimplyaDeepBody,whowasaslong—headedasshewashigh。

ItmaybestatedthatElizabeth,belongedtoaclassofsuspectswhoweregraduallylosingtheirmysteriouscharacteristicsundertheadministrationoftheyoungvicar;though,duringthelongreignofMr。Grinham,theparishofMellstockhadprovedextremelyfavourabletothegrowthofwitches。

WhileFancywasrevolvingallthisinhermind,andputtingittoherselfwhetheritwasworthwhiletotellhertroublestoElizabeth,andaskheradviceingettingoutofthem,thewitchspoke。

\"Youbedown——properdown,\"shesaidsuddenly,droppinganotherpotatointothebucket。

Fancytooknonotice。

\"Aboutyouryoungman。\"

Fancyreddened。Elizabethseemedtobewatchingherthoughts。

Really,onewouldalmostthinkshemusthavethepowerspeopleascribedtoher。

\"Fathernotinthehumourfor’t,hey?\"Anotherpotatowasfinishedandflungin。\"Ah,Iknowaboutit。Littlebirdstellmethingsthatpeopledon’tdreamofmyknowing。\"

FancywasdesperateaboutDick,andherewasachance——O,suchawickedchance——ofgettinghelp;andwhatwasgoodnessbesidelove!

\"Iwishyou’dtellmehowtoputhiminthehumourforit?\"shesaid。

\"ThatIcouldsoondo,\"saidthewitchquietly。

\"Really?O,do;anyhow——Idon’tcare——sothatitisdone!HowcouldIdoit,Mrs。Endorfield?\"

\"Nothingsomightywonderfulinit。\"

\"Well,buthow?\"

\"Bywitchery,ofcourse!\"saidElizabeth。

\"No!\"saidFancy。

\"’Tis,Iassureye。Didn’tyoueverhearIwasawitch?\"

\"Well,\"hesitatedFancy,\"Ihaveheardyoucalledso。\"

\"Andyoubelievedit?\"

\"Ican’tsaythatIdidexactlybelieveit,for’tisveryhorribleandwicked;but,O,howIdowishitwaspossibleforyoutobeone!\"

\"SoIam。AndI’lltellyouhowtobewitchyourfathertoletyoumarryDickDewy。\"

\"Willithurthim,poorthing?\"

\"Hurtwho?\"

\"Father。\"

\"No;thecharmisworkedbycommonsense,andthespellcanonlybebrokebyyouractingstupidly。\"

Fancylookedratherperplexed,andElizabethwenton:

\"ThisfearofLizz——whatever’tis—

Bygreatandsmall;

Shemakespretencetocommonsense,Andthat’sall。

\"Youmustdoitlikethis。\"Thewitchlaiddownherknifeandpotato,andthenpouredintoFancy’searalonganddetailedlistofdirections,glancingupfromthecornerofhereyeintoFancy’sfacewithanexpressionofsinisterhumour。Fancy’sfacebrightened,clouded,roseandsank,asthenarrativeproceeded。\"There,\"saidElizabethatlength,stoopingfortheknifeandanotherpotato,\"dothat,andyou’llhavehimby—longandby—late,mydear。\"

\"AnddoitIwill!\"saidFancy。

Shethenturnedherattentiontotheexternalworldoncemore。Theraincontinuedasusual,butthewindhadabatedconsiderablyduringthediscourse。Judgingthatitwasnowpossibletokeepanumbrellaerect,shepulledherhoodagainoverherbonnet,badethewitchgood—bye,andwentherway。

CHAPTERIV:THESPELL

Mrs。Endorfield’sadvicewasdulyfollowed。

\"Ibepropersorrythatyourdaughterisn’tsowellasshemightbe,\"saidaMellstockmantoGeoffreyonemorning。

\"Butisthereanythinginit?\"saidGeoffreyuneasily,asheshiftedhishattotheright。\"Ican’tunderstandthereport。Shedidn’tcomplaintomeabitwhenIsawher。\"

\"Noappetiteatall,theysay。\"

GeoffreycrossedtoMellstockandcalledattheschoolthatafternoon。Fancywelcomedhimasusual,andaskedhimtostayandtaketeawithher。

\"Ibe’n’tmuchfortea,thistimeo’day,\"hesaid,butstayed。

Duringthemealhewatchedhernarrowly。Andtohisgreatconsternationdiscoveredthefollowingunprecedentedchangeinthehealthygirl——thatshecutherselfonlyadiaphanoussliceofbread—

and—butter,and,layingitonherplate,passedthemeal—timeinbreakingitintopieces,buteatingnomorethanaboutone—tenthoftheslice。GeoffreyhopedshewouldsaysomethingaboutDick,andfinishupbyweeping,asshehaddoneafterthedecisionagainsthimafewdayssubsequenttotheinterviewinthegarden。Butnothingwassaid,andinduetimeGeoffreydepartedagainforYalburyWood。

\"’TistobehopedpoorMissFancywillbeabletokeeponherschool,\"saidGeoffrey’smanEnochtoGeoffreythefollowingweek,astheywereshovellingupant—hillsinthewood。

Geoffreystuckintheshovel,sweptsevenoreightantsfromhissleeve,andkilledanotherthatwasprowlingroundhisear,thenlookedperpendicularlyintotheearthasusual,waitingforEnochtosaymore。\"Well,whyshouldn’tshe?\"saidthekeeperatlast。

\"Thebakertoldmeyesterday,\"continuedEnoch,shakingoutanotheremmetthathadrunmerrilyuphisthigh,\"thatthebreadhe’veleftatthatthereschool—housethislastmonthwouldstarveanymouseinthethreecreations;that’twouldso!AndafterwardsIhadapinto’smalldownatMorrs’s,andthereIheardmore。\"

\"Whatmightthatha’been?\"

\"Thatsheusedtohaveapoundo’thebestrolledbutteraweek,regularasclockwork,fromDairymanViney’sforherself,aswellasjustsomuchsaltedforthehelpinggirl,andthe’oomanshecallsin;butnowthesamequantityd’lastherthreeweeks,andthen’tisthoughtedshethrowsitawaysour。\"

\"Finishdoingtheemmets,andcarrythebaghome—along。\"Thekeeperresumedhisgun,tuckeditunderhisarm,andwentonwithoutwhistlingtothedogs,whohoweverfollowed,withabearingmeanttoimplythattheydidnotexpectanysuchattentionswhentheirmasterwasreflecting。

OnSaturdaymorninganotecamefromFancy。Hewasnottotroubleaboutsendingherthecoupleofrabbits,aswasintended,becauseshefearedsheshouldnotwantthem。LaterinthedayGeoffreywenttoCasterbridgeandcalleduponthebutcherwhoservedFancywithfreshmeat,whichwasputdowntoherfather’saccount。

\"I’vecalledtopayupourlittlebill,NeighbourHaylock,andyoucangiemethechiel’saccountatthesametime。\"

Mr。Haylockturnedroundthreequartersofacircleinthemidstofaheapofjoints,alteredtheexpressionofhisfacefrommeattomoney,wentintoalittleofficeconsistingonlyofadoorandawindow,lookedveryvigorouslyintoabookwhichpossessedlengthbutnobreadth;andthen,seizingapieceofpaperandscribblingthereupon,handedthebill。

Probablyitwasthefirsttimeinthehistoryofcommercialtransactionsthatthequalityofshortnessinabutcher’sbillwasacauseoftribulationtothedebtor。\"Why,thisisn’tallshe’vehadinawholemonth!\"saidGeoffrey。

\"Everymossel,\"saidthebutcher——\"(now,Dan,takethatlegandshouldertoMrs。White’s,andthiselevenpoundheretoMr。

Martin’s)——you’vebeentreatinghertosmallerjointslately,tomythinking,Mr。Day?\"

\"Onlytwoorthreelittlescramrabbitsthislastweek,asIamalive——IwishIhad!\"

\"Well,mywifesaidtome——(Dan!nottoomuch,nottoomuchonthattrayatatime;bettergotwice)——mywifesaidtomeasshepostedupthebooks:shesays,\"MissDaymusthavebeensummerduringthathotmuggyweathermuchforus;fordependupon’t,\"shesays,\"she’vebeentryingJohnGrimmettunknowntous:seeheraccountelse。\"

’Tislittle,ofcourse,atthebestoftimes,beingonlyforone,butnow’tisnextkintonothing。\"

\"I’llinquire,\"saidGeoffreydespondingly。

HereturnedbywayofMellstock,andcalleduponFancy,infulfilmentofapromise。ItbeingSaturday,thechildrenwereenjoyingaholiday,andonenteringtheresidenceFancywasnowheretobeseen。Nan,thecharwoman,wassweepingthekitchen。

\"Where’smyda’ter?\"saidthekeeper。

\"Well,youseeshewastiredwiththeweek’steaching,andthismorningshesaid,\"Nan,Isha’n’tgetuptilltheevening。\"Yousee,Mr。Day,ifpeopledon’teat,theycan’twork;andasshe’vegie’dupeating,shemustgieupworking。\"

\"Haveyecarriedupanydinnertoher?\"

\"No;shedon’twantany。There,weallknowthatsuchthingsdon’tcomewithoutgoodreason——notthatIwishtosayanythingaboutabrokenheart,oranythingofthekind。\"

Geoffrey’sownheartfeltinconvenientlylargejustthen。Hewenttothestaircaseandascendedtohisdaughter’sdoor。

\"Fancy!\"

\"Comein,father。\"

Toseeapersoninbedfromanycausewhatever,onafineafternoon,isdepressingenough;andherewashisonlychildFancy,notonlyinbed,butlookingverypale。Geoffreywasvisiblydisturbed。

\"Fancy,Ididn’texpecttoseetheehere,chiel,\"hesaid。\"What’sthematter?\"

\"I’mnotwell,father。\"

\"How’sthat?\"

\"BecauseIthinkofthings。\"

\"Whatthingscanyouhavetothinko’somortalmuch?\"

\"Youknow,father。\"

\"YouthinkI’vebeencrueltotheeinsayingthatthatpennilessDicko’thinesha’n’tmarrythee,Isuppose?\"

Noanswer。

\"Well,youknow,Fancy,Idoitforthebest,andheisn’tgoodenoughforthee。Youknowthatwellenough。\"Hereheagainlookedatherasshelay。\"Well,Fancy,Ican’tletmyonlychieldie;andifyoucan’tlivewithouten,youmustha’en,Isuppose。\"

\"O,Idon’twanthimlikethat;allagainstyourwill,andeverythingsodisobedient!\"sighedtheinvalid。

\"No,no,’tisn’tagainstmywill。Mywishis,nowId’seehow’tishurtentheetolivewithouten,thatheshallmarrytheeassoonaswe’veconsideredalittle。That’smywishflatandplain,Fancy。

There,nevercry,mylittlemaid!Yououghttoha’criedafore;noneedo’cryingnow’tisallover。Well,howsoever,trytostepoverandseemeandmother—lawto—morrow,andha’abitofdinnerwi’

us。\"

\"And——Dicktoo?\"

\"Ay,Dicktoo,’far’sIknow。\"

\"AndWHENdoyouthinkyou’llhaveconsidered,father,andhemaymarryme?\"shecoaxed。

\"Well,there,saynextMidsummer;that’snotadaytoolongtowait。\"

OnleavingtheschoolGeoffreywenttothetranter’s。OldWilliamopenedthedoor。

\"IsyourgrandsonDickin’ithin,William?\"

\"No,notjustnow,Mr。Day。Thoughhe’vebeenathomeagooddeallately。\"

\"O,how’sthat?\"

\"Whatwi’onething,andwhatwi’t’other,he’sallinamope,asmightbesaid。Don’tseemthefellerheusedto。Ay,’awillsitstuddingandthinkingasif’aweregoingtoturnchapel—member,andthendonothingbuttraypseandwambleabout。Usedtobesuchachattyboy,too,Dickdid;andnow’adon’tspeakatall。Butwon’tyestepinside?Reubenwillbehomesoon,’ab’lieve。\"

\"No,thankyou,Ican’tstaynow。WillyejustaskDickifhe’lldomethekindnesstostepovertoYalburyto—morrowwithmyda’terFancy,ifshe’swellenough?Idon’tlikehertocomebyherself,nowshe’snotsoterribletoppinginhealth。\"

\"SoI’veheard。Ay,sure,I’lltellhimwithoutfail。\"

CHAPTERV:AFTERGAININGHERPOINT

ThevisittoGeoffreypassedoffasdelightfullyasavisitmighthavebeenexpectedtopassoffwhenitwasthefirstdayofsmoothexperienceinahithertoobstructedlove—course。Andthencameaseriesofseveralhappydays,ofthesameundisturbedserenity。

Dickcouldcourtherwhenhechose;stayawaywhenhechose,——whichwasnever;walkwithherbywindingstreamsandwaterfallsandautumnscenerytilldewsaridtwilightsentthemhome。AndthustheydrewnearthedayoftheHarvestThanksgiving,whichwasalsothetimechosenforopeningtheorganinMellstockChurch。

ItchancedthatDickonthatverydaywascalledawayfromMellstock。AyoungacquaintancehaddiedofconsumptionatCharmley,aneighbouringvillage,onthepreviousMonday,andDick,infulfilmentofalong—standingpromise,wastoassistincarryinghimtothegrave。WhenonTuesday,DickwenttowardstheschooltoacquaintFancywiththefact,itisdifficulttosaywhetherhisowndisappointmentatbeingdeniedthesightofhertriumphantdebutasorganist,wasgreaterthanhisvexationthathispetshouldonthisgreatoccasionbedeprivedofthepleasureofhispresence。

However,theintelligencewascommunicated。Sheboreitasshebestcould,notwithoutmanyexpressionsofregret,andconvictionsthatherperformancewouldbenothingtohernow。

Justbeforeeleveno’clockonSundayhesetoutuponhissaderrand。

Thefuneralwastobeimmediatelyafterthemorningservice,andastherewerefourgoodmilestowalk,drivingbeinginconvenient,itbecamenecessarytostartcomparativelyearly。Halfanhourlaterwouldcertainlyhaveansweredhispurposequiteaswell,yetatthelastmomentnothingwouldcontenthisardentmindbutthathemustgoamileoutofhiswayinthedirectionoftheschool,inthehopeofgettingaglimpseofhisLoveasshestartedforchurch。

Striking,therefore,intothelanetowardstheschool,insteadofacrosstheeweleasedirecttoCharmley,hearrivedoppositeherdoorashisgoddessemerged。

Ifeverawomanlookedadivinity,FancyDayappearedonethatmorningasshefloateddownthoseschoolsteps,intheformofanebulouscollectionofcoloursincliningtoblue。Withanaudacityunparalleledinthewholehistoryofvillage—school—mistressesatthisdate——partlyowing,nodoubt,topapa’srespectableaccumulationofcash,whichrenderedherprofessionnotaltogetheroneofnecessity——shehadactuallydonnedahatandfeather,andloweredherhithertoplainlylooped—uphair,whichnowfellabouthershouldersinaprofusionofcurls。PoorDickwasastonished:

hehadneverseenherlooksodistractinglybeautifulbefore,saveonChristmas—eve,whenherhairwasinthesameluxuriantconditionoffreedom。Buthisfirstburstofdelightedsurprisewasfollowedbylesscomfortablefeelings,assoonashisbrainrecovereditspowertothink。

Fancyhadblushed;——wasitwithconfusion?Shehadalsoinvoluntarilypressedbackhercurls。Shehadnotexpectedhim。

\"Fancy,youdidn’tknowmeforamomentinmyfuneralclothes,didyou?\"

\"Good—morning,Dick——no,really,Ididn’tknowyouforaninstantinsuchasadsuit。\"

Helookedagainatthegaytressesandhat。\"You’veneverdressedsocharmingbefore,dearest。\"

\"Iliketohearyoupraisemeinthatway,Dick,\"shesaid,smilingarchly。\"Itismeatanddrinktoawoman。DoIlooknicereally?\"

\"Fie!youknowit。Didyouremember,——Imeandidn’tyourememberaboutmygoingawayto—day?\"

\"Well,yes,Idid,Dick;but,youknow,Iwantedtolookwell;——

forgiveme。\"

\"Yes,darling;yes,ofcourse,——there’snothingtoforgive。No,I

wasonlythinkingthatwhenwetalkedonTuesdayandWednesdayandThursdayandFridayaboutmyabsenceto—day,andIwassosorryforit,yousaid,Fancy,sowereyousorry,andalmostcried,andsaiditwouldbenopleasuretoyoutobetheattractionofthechurchto—day,sinceIcouldnotbethere。\"

\"Mydearone,neitherwillitbesomuchpleasuretome……ButI

dotakealittledelightinmylife,Isuppose,\"shepouted。

\"Apartfrommine?\"

Shelookedathimwithperplexedeyes。\"Iknowyouarevexedwithme,Dick,anditisbecausethefirstSundayIhavecurlsandahatandfeathersinceIhavebeenherehappenstobetheverydayyouareawayandwon’tbewithme。Yes,sayitis,forthatisit!AndyouthinkthatallthisweekIoughttohaverememberedyouwouldn’tbehereto—day,andnothavecaredtobebetterdressedthanusual。

Yes,youdo,Dick,anditisratherunkind!\"

\"No,no,\"saidDickearnestlyandsimply,\"Ididn’tthinksobadlyofyouasthat。Ionlythoughtthat——ifYOUhadbeengoingaway,I

shouldn’thavetriednewattractionsfortheeyesofotherpeople。

ButthenofcourseyouandIaredifferent,naturally。\"

\"Well,perhapsweare。\"

\"Whateverwillthevicarsay,Fancy?\"

\"Idon’tfearwhathesaysintheleast!\"sheansweredproudly。

\"Buthewon’tsayanythingofthesortyouthink。No,no。\"

\"Hecanhardlyhaveconscienceto,indeed。\"

\"Nowcome,yousay,Dick,thatyouquiteforgiveme,forImustgo,\"

shesaidwithsuddengaiety,andskippedbackwardsintotheporch。

\"Comehere,sir;——sayyouforgiveme,andthenyoushallkissme;——

youneverhaveyetwhenIhaveworncurls,youknow。Yes,justwhereyouwanttosomuch,——yes,youmay!\"

Dickfollowedherintotheinnercorner,wherehewasprobablynotslowinavailinghimselfoftheprivilegeoffered。

\"Nowthat’satreatforyou,isn’tit?\"shecontinued。\"Good—bye,orIshallbelate。Comeandseemeto—morrow:you’llbetiredtonight。\"

Thustheyparted,andFancyproceededtothechurch。Theorganstoodononesideofthechancel,closetoandundertheimmediateeyeofthevicarwhenhewasinthepulpit,andalsoinfullviewofthecongregation。Hereshesatdown,forthefirsttimeinsuchaconspicuousposition,herseathavingpreviouslybeeninaremotespotintheaisle。

\"Goodheavens——disgraceful!Curlsandahatandfeather!\"saidthedaughtersofthesmallgentry,whohadeitheronlycurlyhairwithoutahatandfeather,orahatandfeatherwithoutcurlyhair。

\"Abonnetforchurchalways,\"saidsobermatrons。

ThatMr。Mayboldwasconsciousofherpresenceclosebesidehimduringthesermon;thathewasnotatallangryatherdevelopmentofcostume;thatheadmiredher,sheperceived。Butshedidnotseethathelovedherduringthatsermon—timeashehadneverlovedawomanbefore;thatherproximitywasastrangedelighttohim;andthathegloriedinhermusicalsuccessthatmorninginaspiritquitebeyondamerecleric’sgloryattheinaugurationofaneworderofthings。

Theoldchoir,withhumbledhearts,nolongertooktheirseatsinthegalleryasheretofore(whichwasnowgivenuptotheschool—

childrenwhowerenotsingers,andapupil—teacher),butwerescatteredaboutwiththeirwivesindifferentpartsofthechurch。

Havingnothingtodowithconductingtheserviceforalmostthefirsttimeintheirlives,theyallfeltawkward,outofplace,abashed,andinconveniencedbytheirhands。Thetranterhadproposedthattheyshouldstayawayto—dayandgonutting,butgrandfatherWilliamwouldnothearofsuchathingforamoment。

\"No,\"herepliedreproachfully,andquotedaverse\"Thoughthishascomeuponus,letnotourheartsbeturnedback,orourstepsgooutoftheway。\"

Sotheystoodandwatchedthecurlsofhairtrailingdownthebackofthesuccessfulrival,andthewavingofherfeather,assheswayedherhead。Afterafewtimidnotesanduncertaintouchesherplayingbecamemarkedlycorrect,andtowardstheendfullandfree。

But,whetherfromprejudiceorunbiassedjudgment,thevenerablebodyofmusicianscouldnothelpthinkingthatthesimplernotestheyhadbeenwonttobringforthweremoreinkeepingwiththesimplicityoftheiroldchurchthanthecrowdedchordsandinterludesitwasherpleasuretoproduce。

CHAPTERVI:INTOTEMPTATION

Thedaywasdone,andFancywasagainintheschool—house。Aboutfiveo’clockitbegantorain,andinratheradullframeofmindshewanderedintotheschoolroom,forwantofsomethingbettertodo。Shewasthinking——ofherloverDickDewy?Notprecisely。Ofhowwearyshewasoflivingalone:howunbearableitwouldbetoreturntoYalburyundertheruleofherstrange—temperedstep—

mother;thatitwasfarbettertobemarriedtoanybodythandothat;thateightorninelongmonthshadyettobelivedthrougheretheweddingcouldtakeplace。

AtthesideoftheroomwerehighwindowsofHam—hillstone,uponeithersillofwhichshecouldsitbyfirstmountingadeskandusingitasafootstool。Astheeveningadvancedheresheperchedherself,aswashercustomonsuchwetandgloomyoccasions,putonalightshawlandbonnet,openedthewindow,andlookedoutattherain。

ThewindowoverlookedafieldcalledtheGrove,anditwasthepositionfromwhichsheusedtosurveythecrownofDick’spassinghatintheearlydaysoftheiracquaintanceandmeetings。Notalivingsoulwasnowvisibleanywhere;therainkeptallpeopleindoorswhowerenotforcedabroadbynecessity,andnecessitywaslessimportunateonSundaysthanduringtheweek。

Sittinghereandthinkingagain——ofherlover,orofthesensationshehadcreatedatchurchthatday?——well,itisunknown——thinkingandthinkingshesawadarkmasculinefigurearisingintodistinctnessatthefurtherendoftheGrove——amanwithoutanumbrella。Nearerandnearerhecame,andsheperceivedthathewasindeepmourning,andthenthatitwasDick。Yes,inthefondnessandfoolishnessofhisyoungheart,afterwalkingfourmiles,inadrizzlingrainwithoutovercoatorumbrella,andinfaceofaremarkfromhislovethathewasnottocomebecausehewouldbetired,hehadmadeithisbusinesstowanderthismileoutofhiswayagain,fromsheerwishofspendingtenminutesinherpresence。

\"ODick,howwetyouare!\"shesaid,ashedrewupunderthewindow。

\"Why,yourcoatshinesasifithadbeenvarnished,andyourhat——mygoodness,there’sastreaminghat!\"

\"O,Idon’tmind,darling!\"saidDickcheerfully。\"Wetneverhurtsme,thoughIamrathersorryformybestclothes。However,itcouldn’tbehelped;welentalltheumbrellastothewomen。Idon’tknowwhenIshallgetmineback!\"

\"Andlook,there’sanastypatchofsomethingjustonyourshoulder。\"

\"Ah,that’sjapanning;itrubbedofftheclampsofpoorJack’scoffinwhenweloweredhimfromourshouldersuponthebier!I

don’tcareaboutthat,for’twasthelastdeedIcoulddoforhim;

and’tishardifyoucan’taffordacoatforanoldfriend。\"

Fancyputherhandtohermouthforhalfaminute。Underneaththepalmofthatlittlehandthereexistedforthathalf—minutealittleyawn。

\"Dick,Idon’tlikeyoutostandthereinthewet。Andyoumustn’tsitdown。Gohomeandchangeyourthings。Don’tstayanotherminute。\"

\"Onekissaftercomingsofar,\"hepleaded。

\"IfIcanreach,then。\"

Helookedratherdisappointedatnotbeinginvitedroundtothedoor。Shetwistedfromherseatedpositionandbentherselfdownwards,butnotevenbystandingontheplinthwasitpossibleforDicktogethislipsintocontactwithhersassheheldthem。

Bygreatexertionshemighthavereachedalittlelower;butthenshewouldhaveexposedherheadtotherain。

\"Nevermind,Dick;kissmyhand,\"shesaid,flingingitdowntohim。

\"Now,good—bye。\"

\"Good—bye。\"

Hewalkedslowlyaway,turningandturningagaintolookathertillhewasoutofsight。Duringtheretreatshesaidtoherself,almostinvoluntarily,andstillconsciousofthatmorning’striumph——\"I

likeDick,andIlovehim;buthowplainandsorryamanlooksintherain,withnoumbrella,andwetthrough!\"

Ashevanished,shemadeasiftodescendfromherseat;butglancingintheotherdirectionshesawanotherformcomingalongthesametrack。Itwasalsothatofaman。He,too,wasinblackfromtoptotoe;buthecarriedanumbrella。

Hedrewnearer,andthedirectionoftheraincausedhimsotoslanthisumbrellathatfromherheightabovethegroundhisheadwasinvisible,asshewasalsotohim。Hepassedinduetimedirectlybeneathher,andinlookingdownupontheexteriorofhisumbrellaherfeminineeyesperceivedittobeofsuperiorsilk——lesscommonatthatdatethansince——andofelegantmake。Hereachedtheentrancetothebuilding,andFancysuddenlylostsightofhim。

InsteadofpursuingtheroadwayasDickhaddonehehadturnedsharplyroundintoherownporch。

Shejumpedtothefloor,hastilyflungoffhershawlandbonnet,smoothedandpattedherhairtillthecurlshunginpassablecondition,andlistened。Noknock。Nearlyaminutepassed,andstilltherewasnoknock。Thentherearoseasoftseriesofraps,nolouderthanthetappingofadistantwoodpecker,andbarelydistinctenoughtoreachherears。Shecomposedherselfandflungopenthedoor。

IntheporchstoodMr。Maybold。

Therewasawarmflushuponhisface,andabrightflashinhiseyes,whichmadehimlookhandsomerthanshehadeverseenhimbefore。

\"Good—evening,MissDay。\"

\"Good—evening,Mr。Maybold,\"shesaid,inastrangestateofmind。

Shehadnoticed,beyondtheardenthueofhisface,thathisvoicehadasingulartremorinit,andthathishandshooklikeanaspenleafwhenhelaidhisumbrellainthecorneroftheporch。Withoutanotherwordbeingspokenbyeither,hecameintotheschoolroom,shutthedoor,andmovedclosetoher。Onceinside,theexpressionofhisfacewasnomorediscernible,byreasonoftheincreasingduskofevening。

\"Iwanttospeaktoyou,\"hethensaid;\"seriously——onaperhapsunexpectedsubject,butonewhichisalltheworldtome——Idon’tknowwhatitmaybetoyou,MissDay。\"

Noreply。

\"Fancy,Ihavecometoaskyouifyouwillbemywife?\"

Asapersonwhohasbeenidlyamusinghimselfwithrollingasnowballmightstartatfindinghehadsetinmotionanavalanche,sodidFancystartatthesewordsfromthevicar。Andinthedeadsilencewhichfollowedthem,thebreathingsofthemanandofthewomancouldbedistinctlyandseparatelyheard;andtherewasthisdifferencebetweenthem——hisrespirationsgraduallygrewquieterandlessrapidaftertheenunciationhers,fromhavingbeenlowandregular,increasedinquicknessandforce,tillshealmostpanted。

\"Icannot,Icannot,Mr。Maybold——Icannot!Don’taskme!\"shesaid。

\"Don’tanswerinahurry!\"heentreated。\"Anddolistentome。

Thisisnosuddenfeelingonmypart。Ihavelovedyouformorethansixmonths!Perhapsmylateinterestinteachingthechildrenherehasnotbeensosingle—mindedasitseemed。Youwillunderstandmymotive——likemebetter,perhaps,forhonestlytellingyouthatIhavestruggledagainstmyemotioncontinually,becauseI

havethoughtthatitwasnotwellformetoloveyou!ButI

resolvedtostrugglenolonger;Ihaveexaminedthefeeling;andtheloveIbearyouisasgenuineasthatIcouldbearanywoman!Iseeyourgreatcharm;Irespectyournaturaltalents,andtherefinementtheyhavebroughtintoyournature——theyarequiteenough,andmorethanenoughforme!Theyareequaltoanythingeverrequiredofthemistressofaquietparsonage—house——theplaceinwhichIshallpassmydays,whereveritmaybesituated。OFancy,Ihavewatchedyou,criticizedyouevenseverely,broughtmyfeelingstothelightofjudgment,andstillhavefoundthemrational,andsuchasanymanmighthaveexpectedtobeinspiredwithbyawomanlikeyou!Sothereisnothinghurried,secret,oruntowardinmydesiretodothis。Fancy,willyoumarryme?\"

Noanswerwasreturned。

\"Don’trefuse;don’t,\"heimplored。\"Itwouldbefoolishofyou——I

meancruel!Ofcoursewewouldnotlivehere,Fancy。IhavehadforalongtimetheofferofanexchangeoflivingswithafriendinYorkshire,butIhavehithertorefusedonaccountofmymother。

Therewewouldgo。Yourmusicalpowersshallbestillfurtherdeveloped;youshallhavewhateverpianoforteyoulike;youshallhaveanything,Fancy,anythingtomakeyouhappy——pony—carriage,flowers,birds,pleasantsociety;yes,youhaveenoughinyouforanysociety,afterafewmonthsoftravelwithme!Willyou,Fancy,marryme?\"

Anotherpauseensued,variedonlybythesurgingoftherainagainstthewindow——panes,andthenFancyspoke,inafaintandbrokenvoice。

\"Yes,Iwill,\"shesaid。

\"Godblessyou,myown!\"Headvancedquickly,andputhisarmouttoembraceher。Shedrewbackhastily。\"Nono,notnow!\"shesaidinanagitatedwhisper。\"Therearethings;——butthetemptationis,O,toostrong,andIcan’tresistitIcan’ttellyounow,butI

musttellyou!Don’t,please,don’tcomenearmenow!Iwanttothink,IcanscarcelygetmyselfusedtotheideaofwhatIhavepromisedyet。\"Thenextminutesheturnedtoadesk,buriedherfaceinherhands,andburstintoahystericalfitofweeping。\"O,leavemetomyself!\"shesobbed;\"leaveme!O,leaveme!\"

\"Don’tbedistressed;don’t,dearest!\"Itwaswithvisibledifficultythatherestrainedhimselffromapproachingher。\"Youshalltellmeatyourleisurewhatitisthatgrievesyouso;Iamhappy——beyondallmeasurehappy!——athavingyoursimplepromise。\"

\"Anddogoandleavemenow!\"

\"ButImustnot,injusticetoyou,leaveforaminute,untilyouareyourselfagain。\"

\"Therethen,\"shesaid,controllingheremotion,andstandingup;\"I

amnotdisturbednow。\"

Hereluctantlymovedtowardsthedoor。\"Good—bye!\"hemurmuredtenderly。\"I’llcometo—morrowaboutthistime。\"

CHAPTERVII:SECONDTHOUGHTS

Thenextmorningthevicarroseearly。ThefirstthinghedidwastowritealongandcarefullettertohisfriendinYorkshire。

Then,eatingalittlebreakfast,hecrossedthemeadowsinthedirectionofCasterbridge,bearinghisletterinhispocket,thathemightpostitatthetownoffice,andobviatethelossofonedayinitstransmissionthatwouldhaveresultedhadheleftitforthefoot—postthroughthevillage。

Itwasafoggymorning,andthetreesshedinnoisywater—dropsthemoisturetheyhadcollectedfromthethickair,anacornoccasionallyfallingfromitscuptotheground,incompanywiththedrippings。Inthemeads,sheetsofspiders’—web,almostopaquewithwet,hunginfoldsoverthefences,andthefallingleavesappearedineveryvarietyofbrown,green,andyellowhue。

Alowandmerrywhistlingwasheardonthehighwayhewasapproaching,thenthelightfootstepsofamangoinginthesamedirectionashimself。Onreachingthejunctionofhispathwiththeroad,thevicarbeheldDickDewy’sopenandcheerfulface。Dickliftedhishat,andthevicarcameoutintothehighwaythatDickwaspursuing。

\"Good—morning,Dewy。Howwellyouarelooking!\"saidMr。Maybold。

\"Yes,sir,Iamwell——quitewell!IamgoingtoCasterbridgenow,togetSmart’scollar;weleftitthereSaturdaytoberepaired。\"

\"IamgoingtoCasterbridge,sowe’llwalktogether,\"thevicarsaid。DickgaveahopwithonefoottoputhimselfinstepwithMr。

Maybold,whoproceeded:\"IfancyIdidn’tseeyouatchurchyesterday,Dewy。Orwereyoubehindthepier?\"

\"No;IwenttoCharmley。PoorJohnDunfordchosemetobeoneofhisbearersalongtimebeforehedied,andyesterdaywasthefuneral。OfcourseIcouldn’trefuse,thoughIshouldhavelikedparticularlytohavebeenathomeas’twasthedayofthenewmusic。\"

\"Yes,youshouldhavebeen。Themusicalportionoftheservicewassuccessful——verysuccessfulindeed;andwhatismoretothepurpose,noill—feelingwhateverwasevincedbyanyofthemembersoftheoldchoir。Theyjoinedinthesingingwiththegreatestgood—will。\"

\"’TwasnaturalenoughthatIshouldwanttobethere,Isuppose,\"

saidDick,smilingaprivatesmile;\"consideringwhotheorgan——

playerwas。\"

Atthisthevicarreddenedalittle,andsaid,\"Yes,yes,\"thoughnotatallcomprehendingDick’struemeaning,who,ashereceivednofurtherreply,continuedhesitatingly,andwithanothersmiledenotinghisprideasalover—

\"IsupposeyouknowwhatImean,sir?You’veheardaboutmeand——

MissDay?\"

TheredinMaybold’scountenancewentaway:heturnedandlookedDickintheface。

\"No,\"hesaidconstrainedly,\"I’veheardnothingwhateveraboutyouandMissDay。\"

\"Why,she’smysweetheart,andwearegoingtobemarriednextMidsummer。Wearekeepingitratherclosejustatpresent,because’tisagoodmanymonthstowait;butitisherfather’swishthatwedon’tmarrybefore,andofcoursewemustsubmit。Butthetime’illsoonslipalong。\"

\"Yes,thetimewillsoonslipalong——Timeglidesawayeveryday——

yes。\"

Mayboldsaidthesewords,buthehadnoideaofwhattheywere。Hewasconsciousofacoldandsicklythrillthroughouthim;andallhereasonedwasthisthattheyoungcreaturewhosegraceshadintoxicatedhimintomakingthemostimprudentresolutionofhislife,waslessanangelthanawoman。

\"Yousee,sir,\"continuedtheingenuousDick,\"’twillbebetterinonesense。Ishallbythattimebetheregularmanagerofabrancho’father’sbusiness,whichhasverymuchincreasedlately,andbusiness,whichwethinkofstartingelsewhere。Ithasverymuchincreasedlately,andweexpectnextyeartokeepa’extracoupleofhorses。We’vealreadyoureyeonone——brownasaberry,necklikearainbow,fifteenhands,andnotagrayhairinher——offeredusattwenty—fivewantacrown。AndtokippacewiththetimesIhavehadsomecardsprentedandIbegleavetohandyouone,sir。\"

\"Certainly,\"saidthevicar,mechanicallytakingthecardthatDickofferedhim。

\"IturninherebyGrey’sBridge,\"saidDick。\"Isupposeyougostraightonanduptown?\"

\"Yes。\"

\"Good—morning,sir。\"

\"Good—morning,Dewy。\"

Mayboldstoodstilluponthebridge,holdingthecardasithadbeenputintohishand,andDick’sfootstepsdiedawaytowardsDurnoverMill。Thevicar’sfirstvoluntaryactionwastoreadthecardDEWYANDSON,TRANTERSANDHAULIERS,MELLSTOCK。